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Original subtitles

Yeah.

Boss, it's Rob Mullan.

We've got another body.

On my way.

So we think he snuck in last night

before they locked it and then probably hid.

Driving license ID's him as Pat Elland.

We have a witness actually saw him enter.

Who?

Guy who runs a pound shop across the road.

Just sold him a kitchen knife,

and then saw him walk over here.

Said he seemed very distressed.

Just give us a minute.

I just did a quick open-source intel check.

Six o'clock yesterday, he posted on his Facebook

he was gonna end his life.

Jesus.

Okay, so, most likely this is a suicide,

but the question is,

is this the act of a broken-hearted man,

or the act of a guilty man who killed the woman he loved?

Not expecting you to answer that now.

Good, 'cause I'd struggle.

This came through last night as I was leaving the office.

It's all the calls to and from Suzie's phone

in the past year.

And there, at 22:40 on Saturday night,

a call to her phone which was answered,

which suggests at that point, at least, she was still alive.

Or whoever killed her answered it.

Or that, yeah.

And we've checked this definitely isn't his number?

It's not, nor is it on any of our systems.

Well, look, do a subscriber check on that.

Did you manage to track down the bank security footage yet?

Waiting to hear back.

Staffe.

Is that Mr. Wagstaffe?

Yeah.

This is Holly Radcliffe.

I'm a teacher at Eastwell Secondary.

I have Harry here.

His mum was meant to grab him for a dentist's appointment,

but she's not turned up.

And yours is the other contact number we have.

Right, um,

okay, well, has she, has she rung or anything?

No, nothing,

and Hal's obviously just a little worried.

Hi, this is Jules.

Please leave a message.

Hi Jules, it's me.

Can you just give me a bell when you get this?

Lots of love.

Guv, yeah, they found one of our porn,

porn stars.

- Where? - Girlfriend's house.

He's given us a steer on the mate as well.

I've rung it up half dozen times,

it's just going to voicemail.

Obviously, I know that doesn't mean that it's not on.

Yeah, I'll call you as soon as I pick anything up.

And I should tell you, mate,

it's my sister, and she's quite a vulnerable person.

I'm gonna check at her flat now,

but if you could trace her phone.

I will, leave it with me.

Thanks.

Hey, fella.

Hey.

So there's a slight sort of faded bruising

on Suzie's cheek area.

I wanted to make sure I wasn't missing anything,

so I had these done.

I'm glad I did.

That's a fracture.

- Recent. - Definitely.

I mean, it's not even fully healed,

so maybe between two, four weeks.

Blunt-force trauma, Dr. Paul thought, probably a punch.

She never reported the stalker attacking her, did she?

- No. - No.

I mean, could it have been the ex, Pat Elland?

Maybe, but no violent or domestic incidents

reported on PNC.

Sean or Leon on another occasion?

We'll discuss that with them in a minute.

Um, our mystery man in the church,

has there been any developments there?

My feeling on our mystery man is he's probably an NFA.

Because?

Both times I've interviewed the witness,

she stank of booze and she kept on changing

the details of what this guy looked like.

My hunch is, she got pissed,

forgot to lock up, made the rest up.

And church CCTV not show anything?

- The priest says it's bust. - Right.

But what is interesting is that this woman, Theresa,

actually met Suzie one time,

in the church, a few months ago.

Now they only spoke for a couple of minutes,

but she said that actually Suzie wasn't that happy

and that she'd indicated that her problems

had been caused by a man.

Okay, I reckon we go back to the church--

You all heard that Suzie's car has been been found?

Yeah, like a few streets away from the church.

There was a phone in the back on the floor,

so if that turns out to be hers, that's a real result.

You okay, matey?

Have you found her yet?

I'm just gonna find out now, all right?

We'll get there.

Any luck with my sister?

No, sorry, her phone is definitely off, or broken.

And I'll keep trying,

and as soon as I get a sniff, I'll buzz you.

Okay.

And the phone in Suzie's car?

It's an Eight.

Anything after the Six is a bitch to get into, you know.

We'll do our best, but don't hold your breath.

Brilliant.

In slightly better news,

these are the names and addresses

of her Calimun clients, the past six months.

Oh, okay, great.

- Thanks, Rog. - I think we need to

follow up on the church witness,

speak to the priest, dig a little bit deeper.

Why?

It's just something

about her cell, just seemed a bit weird to me.

You assume the priest did it, do you,

with the lead piping?

- No, I just-- - Josie,

I don't have the emotional bandwidth

for hunches right now, you know,

and we don't have the resources either.

So just like stay on task please.

Freddy's parents .

They're fair loaded.

I was playing the role.

It was a script which she wrote.

Any violence in it, it was just fantasy.

Until maybe one of you decided to go a bit further.

No.

I mean, you're holding a knife in the video and then--

It was a prop, it was made of rubber.

Well, why did the footage cut out then?

I don't know.

One of must have kicked the lead off or something.

Yeah, yeah or maybe one of you

pulled the plug deliberately.

No!

I mean you find the footage you'll see the actual film

only went on a few more minutes.

Then why'd you avoid your girlfriend's call?

Because I knew she'd be upset that I'd done it.

I was just letting the dust settle for a few days.

And had you ever made a gonzo before?

A few times.

And Suzie?

I don't know, I'd never met her before.

- Right. - Leon suggested me

and I just turned up.

So you don't know what might have prompted her

- to wanna make a gonzo. - No.

Except she was skint, obviously.

Why do you say obviously?

Because she never paid us.

We were meant to get 200 quid each but when it finished

she said we'd have to wait.

And how did that go down?

I was cross.

Of course I was, I needed the money, but I was fine!

A bit of a moan and then we were cool.

I never would have hurt her.

There's footage of Sean coming out

but not you, Leon.

Because I went out the back way.

It was near Oxford Circus which is my tube.

Right so when we check the street CCTV,

we'll see you left at the same time as Sean.

- I stayed for a bit. - A bit?

Oh.

How long is that?

Maybe an hour.

Wow, wow!

Long time.

Yeah because just as I was getting ready to leave

she took a phone call which made her really upset.

So after we finished I asked her if she was okay and

you know we just got chatting.

Do you know who the call was from?

I heard snippets.

Seemed to be about what she was doing.

The job, I mean.

And that night specifically.

So then what did the two of you talk about?

Just about how she'd borrowed a lot of money

from someone which she was late paying back.

He got a bit nasty, gave her a bit of a slap

and she just wanted to pay it off.

Okay.

Did she say what she wanted the money for?

No.

Well do you know who lent it to her?

Yes.

Which is when I realized why she was so scared.

Do you know a man named Jim Duggan?

Hey, got a minute?

You remember that bar we interviewed Pat Elland in?

- Mm. - Turns out

- it's run by Jim Duggan. - Who is?

He just runs a West End firm.

You know, family business,

drugs, prostitution, loan sharking.

Nasty, violent scumbags.

Point is Jim Duggan has a nephew called Pat.

- Elland? - Yeah, it's gotta be,

isn't it?

Okay so Jim gets introduced to Suzie via Pat--

Yeah.

He lent her some money, we don't know for what yet.

Two months later she's not met his repayment schedule

so he gives her a slap to remind her.

Certainly got form on that front, yeah.

Another month goes by, still no money,

so Jim calls Suzie.

Yeah, on a burner.

Finds out where she's gonna be on Saturday night.

He turns up after Sean and Leon have left

And says he's gonna send a signal.

You don't welch on Jim Duggan.

Duggan, it's an Irish name.

What are the chances Catholic?

Yeah.

Okay, look let's call him in first thing

and Leon and Sean.

I want a track on street CCTV.

Get on it after they leave.

So we can conclusively eliminate them.

Okay.

Okay mate, grab your stuff, sorry I took so long.

Have you found her yet?

Uh, not yet, no, but finding people

is basically my job so I will, promise.

Everything okay?

Yeah, tough day.

Thanks.

There you are.

- Hey. - You wanna dance?

Yeah, sure.

I meant through there but we can dance here.

Easy.

No, I don't want that.

- No. - You do.

I really don't, please get off me.

You fucking love it.

Ed, stop.

Ed, stop!

- Get off me! - Oi, leave her alone

you prick!

Sorry mate, I'll just be a couple of minutes.

Last thing, swear.

- Hello? - Hey, it's me.

Have you got a couple of minutes?

- Sylvie? - Yeah sure, come on up.

Hey, what's up?

Uh just wanted to give you a heads up.

Do you still rep Jim Duggan?

- Yes. - Okay.

Just we're probably gonna be bringing him in tomorrow.

In connection with the Suzie Moyland case.

Okay.

Just thought I'd let you know.

Jesus, you wanted to see if he'd already called.

Look you were fishing with me the other night,

I'm just trying to return the compliment.

- Got any more red, Sylvie? - Um, just give me one second.

Okay.

That was a dick move, Will.

That's quite a poor choice of phrase

considering the circumstances.

Right, I'll see you.

- Have fun! - Thanks Will!

Door closing.

- Yeah? - Your sister's phone

was switched on about three minutes ago.

It's triangulating from Myland Road to a mass behind

Royal Hanbury Hospital.

Uh okay thank you so much, thank you Ray, I owe you.

Hello?

Hey it's me again, I wouldn't normally do this

but it's an emergency.

My sister's not well, I've got Harry with me,

is there any chance that he could just hang out with you

for half an hour while I go and get her?

Yep, sure, send him up.

Jules.

Jules, hey!

Jules!

What are you doing?

Have you gone off your...

- Jules? - What do you want?

- I've been looking for you. - What are you doing here?

It's me, I just want--

- What do you want? - No it's okay, it's okay.

No!

No no no no no!

You're gonna hurt me!

Alright, alright, I'm not gonna hurt you!

You are, you're gonna kill me!

No Jules, Jules I'm not gonna hurt you.

He wants to kill me!

He's gonna hurt me!

- It's okay, it's... - He wants to hurt me,

- he's gonna kill me! - I'm a police officer.

- Jules. - He's gonna kill me!

He's gonna kill me!

Please help me, he's trying to kill me!

Help me please!

- I need an ambulance. - Someone!

The mental health crisis team will be here soon

to assess her and after that we can phone you

and let you know what will happen next.

Okay, yeah.

I'll just say goodnight to her then, yeah?

Okay Jules I'm gonna head back to Hal now.

Uh...

I'll come see you first thing in the morning.

Sorry.

For everything.

Hey man.

Car door's open.

Will you just give us 10 seconds?

- Thanks Sylvie. - See ya.

Thank you so much for doing that.

I hope I didn't, um, spoil anything.

Not at all, we all played Monopoly, it was fun.

Sylvie, where are we right now?

Just I feel like things have got a little weird,

not really sure why?

- Not weird for me. - No?

I mean if it's my fault, I'm sorry.

If I haven't moved things on fast enough or something.

It's just work's nuts and--

Will, you don't need to apologize.

I'm very happy with how things are

and I don't see the need to change anything.

Okay.

Listen, I really enjoy your company.

- We have good sex. - Good, thanks.

Right now I'm just not looking for much more than that

and I guess if I have been a bit arsey

then it's because I could have predicted

this look on your face right now.

- This is just my face! - The fact that you just

assumed that I want more.

When really I don't.

Night.

Alright mate.

Um, just brush your teeth, wash your face.

I'll be coming up to see you in a second, okay?

- Rob? - Sorry to call so late, boss.

I thought you'd wanna know.

Uniform just nicked a 15 year old lad

loitering outside Suzie Moyland's flat

and his address matches one found on Suzie's camera list.

What, he's 15?

I know.

No idea how this ties in with Duggan.

Um...

So I can't even process this right now,

I just need some sleep.

Can we catch up first thing in the morning?

Alright, get your head down, gov.

Take him to Leadingage, yeah?

DS Chancellor, Leadingage police station,

I'd like to speak to Mr. Duggan please.

Go inside, go inside.

You stay there.

My nephew's just died!

You show him respect.

You wanna speak to me, you make an appointment

with my fucking lawyer.

- You understand me? - Mr. Duggan.

Mr. Duggan!

And it does look to us like she's having

some kind of psychotic episode.

Jesus Christ.

So how does that happen?

Usually it's a combination of factors, some key stressors,

maybe a genetic predisposition,

some historical factors.

So what's the treatment?

Has this ever happened before?

No.

No not psychosis.

I mean she's had like periods of depression and

a history of anxiety, but...

So the good news is, catching a first psychotic episode

early which we believe we have

makes her much less likely to have another one.

The less good news is we think she needs to be in hospital.

Not unusually, she doesn't.

Can I check you're her closest adult relative?

I'm her only adult relative.

Are you asking for my permission to section her?

We actually don't need your permission,

but we would appreciate your support.

So has he said anything yet?

He's still sleeping last night off.

Alright.

Where has he been?

A party which we've also just learned he assaulted a girl.

Sexually assaulted?

A mother made a complaint to a local station first thing.

They called us when his name came up on the system.

Right.

So when's he gonna be ready to speak?

Couple of hours?

But in the meantime we have requested

DNA comparisons of his sample and hairs

found on the stalker's beanie.

I've also seized his laptop and camcorder.

Monk's going through them now.

Have you run his mobile number against the one

we called Suzie on Saturday night?

- Wasn't him. - Okay.

Anything else?

We've got good CCTV on Leon Williams

and Sean Days on the night of the murder.

It picked them up at their stations

and it tracked them directly back to their homes

in Hornchurch and Luton, respectively.

Neither of them returned to central London the next day.

Okay.

And, um, Jim Dug, Josie!

What the hell happened with Jim Duggan?

He just refused to come out, boss.

Short of knocking the gates down...

And just to be clear we need him here like yesterday

or we will have to break his gates down, yeah?

Yeah good luck with that.

Listen, listen Sylvie.

Obviously no one here knows that you and me are--

Are what?

He's got two hours.

Where are you going?

To check if the CCTV at the church really is bust.

Father.

Oh, Theresa.

I was praying.

He fought.

So I finally got into Suzie's phone.

This is just a first pass, we'll get more.

Snapchat's a little bit harder but I think

we can get there with that too.

- Lots of photos. - Can you go through them

please, Rob?

The techs are good, aren't they?

Oh yeah.

Oh the techs are great.

Jim Duggan to see DCI Wagstaffe, he's expecting us.

Okay.

So.

Where were you last Saturday night, Jim?

I was working in my club.

I got multiple witnesses.

Yeah, I'm sure you do.

Names and addresses,

contact details for them would be helpful.

In the meantime, can you tell me what your

relationship with Suzie was?

Hardly knew her.

She was my nephew's girlfriend.

I met her once at a family bash at my sister's house.

Then once at a bash at mine.

So just a casual acquaintance, huh?

Yeah.

Okay.

So why then on the 4th of March did she send you

an iMessage that was timestamped at 2:13 saying

thank you for tonight?

I don't remember that.

Well maybe you recall a couple seconds later

a WhatsApp message from Suzie, it was a picture of her

in bed, naked, and there was a one word message underneath,

fucked.

Or you remember receiving several messages

in the month that followed from Suzie

that seemed to imply you were a little bit more

than casual acquaintances.

Do you have any messages from my client to her?

'Cause if not maybe we can leave this here.

He can't be held accountable

for the fantasies of a porn actress.

Yeah, no, yeah, that's an excellent question.

Thank you.

Did you reply to those?

Well you tell us.

I'm asking him.

If you interrupt again I'll have you removed.

And I should say in the spirit of full disclosure,

we have got into her phone so you should assume

we have access to all of its contents.

Fine.

We had sex a few times.

You and your nephew's girlfriend.

Ex.

Nice.

And, uh, on the 13th of March,

why'd you lend her 20,000 pounds?

To invest in a new company.

Me and her.

Better split than what Kerry was offering her.

Well.

You must have been quite a big fan.

20K's a lot of money.

Is it?

So what went wrong then?

I don't...

Because we found no evidence that she did

start a company, there's no office, no IT, no

equipment receipts.

There's plenty of evidence that you wanted the money back

so what did she spend it on?

I haven't got a fucking clue.

And how long after you first had sex did she

ask for the money?

That's alright I mean I can work it out.

Just work it out.

Uh so we've already said first message was the 4th of March,

yeah, first bank account deposit

went in for her on the 13th.

That's nine days.

Wow.

God, how did that make you feel?

Afterwards, you know, when you realized you'd been played?

'Cause normally it's you, isn't it?

Pimps women out, sells them like a Berwick Street

market trader except this time it's you, it's you

that's getting completely and utterly owned by a woman.

I never said it was broken,

I said it was unreliable which it is.

It's broken, we're waiting for the diocese to replace it,

that's what you told my colleague.

I think we're splitting hairs, aren't we?

Besides, facts of the matter are there is no footage

of any man.

What, because there is no footage or because

there is no man?

Look.

Why don't you speak to Theresa?

Ask her why she said what she did.

I can't answer for her.

I've tried to but I can't find her.

Try the clinic, she may have gone back there.

- Clinic? - Rehab.

She's been in and out for the last four months.

Sincere apologies, Jim.

Suzie not spending any cash down at Ryman's obviously

touched a nerve.

Okay.

So we know that you broke her cheekbone.

Question is, did that temper of yours get the better of you

when you realized that she lied to you?

I hit her once, okay?

One time.

And it was never about the money.

Then what was it about?

I'd always liked her.

Right from the first time I met her with Patrick.

And I think she knew.

But she was his so despite what you might think

I never would have done nothing.

Then they split up.

One day she rang me.

She rang me.

We met up.

And it was pretty good.

Then she asked me for the money.

Asked me to help her set up on her own

and I knew it wasn't for her.

I'm a successful businessman, I do due diligence.

And even if it hadn't been I'd never invest in porn.

As a business the internet's fucked it forever.

So I knew, okay?

And I didn't care.

I could tell that she needed it for something in porn.

And I just wanted to make her happy.

I hit her once, and it was nothing to do with the money.

It's 'cause she laughed at me.

Laughed at you, why?

Because I told her I loved her.

That I loved her more than anyone could ever love her.

And that I wanted to marry her.

Get off me.

So, that lecture you gave me the other night in bed,

you rep a guy like that?

You really need to grow up, Will.

What'd you think?

Men are afraid women will laugh at them,

women are afraid men will kill them.

I'm sorry?

I don't think Jim Duggan did it.

Uh, where are we with the kid?

They just finished with his laptop

and they found something.

It's your lucky day, fellow,

'cause I'm gonna do something now

that I've never done before.

I'm gonna give you, a prime suspect,

a watertight alibi.

Because the night of her murder, you were actually

60 miles away, weren't you, in Brighton,

filming the bedroom window of a porn actress

called Tegan Timms.

We actually found clips of five other women on here.

We'll get back to that in a second.

What I wanna ask you about now

is a piece of footage that you shot outside

Suzie Moyland's flat last Saturday afternoon.

Do you know who the other person is in this video?

No.

Okay.

Do you know what they were talking about?

No.

Alright, look.

Just here, when Suzie walks away,

she turns back, shouts something.

That must have been louder.

Did you hear that?

I, uh...

It was a name.

Yeah, do you remember the name?

Um...

Theresa.

- Can you wrap this up? - Yeah yeah, sure.

Why did you do all of this, Ed?

Dunno.

I wanted to see them in real life, you know.

Make my fantasy better.

Did you ever think about maybe ditching

the fantasy bit and engaging with the real life bit?

Like taking a real life girl out for a real life coffee,

get to know what she likes, what she doesn't like?

'Cause that's real life, mate.

Not this.

This is just messed up.

Yeah?

Okay well how close, exactly?

Okay, uh, yeah, no, thanks, I'll call you back.

Rob, that was the lab.

The material under Suzie's fingernail was skin.

Good, and?

The profile suggests

that it was a close relative of Suzie's.

Well how close?

They said sibling, child, parent.

- Annie. - So I've just spoke

to Chancellor, she thinks Theresa might be

at a rehab clinic.

We've also passed out obs to all patrols.

Okay, keep me posted.

Theresa was with us for 10 weeks in total.

And I'm guessing it wasn't Theresa who paid this bill,

nearly 20,000 pounds.

It wasn't, her daughter paid it.

I got to know her a little over the weeks,

during her visits.

And I know she and her mum had been estranged a few years

but she clearly adored her.

- Suzie? - Yeah.

I was only doing what I thought was best

'cause telling Suzie and the two boys the truth,

that their mother had just walked out,

that she didn't love them enough to stay,

that just seemed so cruel.

Then I waited and waited and all the time

telling the children that she wasn't well and in hospital

and that hopefully one day soon she'd get better

and come home.

Even though I knew in my heart she was never

going to get better because she was never right

in the first place.

She was born fragile.

And then religion took whatever strength she did have

and imprisoned it in its dull well of morality.

And Theresa was never able to escape that.

Then one day,

it was about three months after she had gone,

I finally told them that she'd died.

I know it was a lie and I know it was wrong

but I knew it was best for the kids.

That we'd be better off without her.

Do you know what the tragedy is?

We were.

God we were so much happier without her.

Theresa walked out before they could get

the paperwork done but they actually tried to keep her,

to section her.

- Because? - They felt

she was a danger to herself and a danger to others.

We need to find her, fast.

Well that neighbor I spoke to at Suzie's flat just called,

says she's just seen a woman on Suzie's balcony,

I'm on my way there now.

Theresa.

I want you to know that I loved her very much.

And when I first saw her sitting at the back of the church,

my heart could have burst with happiness.

She didn't recognize me.

Look at me.

So I had some time to work out how to tell her.

Which I did.

A few weeks later.

And then when I...

When I finally did, she was shocked, of course, at first

but she seemed so happy too.

Genuine.

We spent such lovely time together.

Just talking and getting to know each other and

then she helped me into the clinic.

She was so kind.

And then she told me,

she told me what she really did.

So that night I went to find,

I went to try to talk to her.

But we just...

We started rowing because she just,

she wouldn't listen to me.

She wouldn't listen to what I was trying to tell her.

Wouldn't listen to what I had to say.

As her mother, that this was wrong!

And she just kept on telling me

that she liked doing it and that she was happy!

And I asked her what she thought God would think

about her performing such shameful acts

and she said that God didn't exist!

Even if he did, if he was gonna judge either of us

then it would be me for being the worst mother

a child could ever have!

And she wouldn't stop saying it, screaming

if there was a hell that I was going there

for what I did!

Oh!

Then she just stopped.

And looked down and it was stuck in her.

And my hand was round the handle.

And I don't remember picking it up I just remember

it being in her.

And the look in her eyes of betrayal.

Again.

It was an accident, Theresa.

And now you must try to forgive yourself like God will

because I know, I know you loved her.

And I looked after her.

Afterwards.

Washed her.

And I put her in some nice clothes and I

took her to church to pray.

So she could be with her godmother.

What about your boys?

Do you pray for them?

They don't know about me, do they?

No.

You won't tell them, will you?

- Don't tell them. - Don't you think,

don't you think they'd wanna see you, know you're alive?

I think they would.

- No. - No I do, I do, I think so.

My mother died when I was 16.

And I would do anything to spend even five minutes with her.

So what a gift that would be for them

to have their mum back.

What a huge gift that would be.

Yeah?

No.

I think maybe she was right.

I think in my heart, I know I'm no good.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

No!

I'm really sorry,

she only decided five minutes ago

and I was about to call you.

What, not even to say hello?

I'm afraid she just said she wasn't up to it

and obviously we have to respect her wishes.

So sorry.

Just...

Did she say when she will be able to?

I think as soon as she feels she can cope, she'll see him.

I'm sure you understand it's hard for

lots of patients when it comes to their children.

Yeah, of course.

You know, I think if it were me, I'd do the same thing.

'Cause she's your mum, you know?

She doesn't want you to see her, she's not feeling

as strong as she'd like.

You think she's gonna kill herself?

Oh god no, no!

Where did you get that from?

I Googled what she has.

Lots of people with it never recover.

Or kill themselves.

No, no, no, no.

No, that...

That's for people who don't get treatment, alright?

She's going to be fine.

Come here.

Now listen.

She'll be fine and you and me,

we're gonna help each other through this, yeah?

Hey look, that's your mum.

Maybe she changed her mind.

Hey Jules!

You have no idea.

Um...

No idea about what?

Mum and Dad, who they really were.

There's things I could tell you about them.

There's things that I could tell you

that would curdle your blood.

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