Original subtitles

Previously on "The Cleaning Lady"...

Ramona, what are you doing?

I need a nurse.

Don't you dare make me watch

another wife of Jorge's die.

It's just the way she said it.

It's like she was there when Vanessa died.

Ramona killed Jorge's first wife,

and I'm next in line.

It's very important that you start

telling me the truth right now.

Tell me what you were doing

meeting with the assistant district attorney.

I told him about Ramona.

I told him she killed your wife.

I know it's hard to hear.

[ Gunshots ]

Man: Ramona Sanchez, you're under arrest

for the murder of Vanessa Sanchez.

What do you want, Samuel?

Samuel: I'll settle for a cease-fire,

leading to a mutually dissatisfying compromise.

Shall we set up a meeting? Someplace public.

This is the only olive branch I am offering.

If there is even a hiccup,

I will see to it that your life devolves into a chaos,

destroying everything you hold dear.

Violeta needs you, Jorge.

Not until the Cowboy is dead.

♪

And then Ramona pulled a gun on me.

I was so scared, but Jorge didn't hesitate to save me.

The only thing I was focused on was protecting my wife.

Well, I appreciate you helping me try to

clear up these remaining questions

that have been bouncing around in my head. Thank you.

Well, this must be quite a strain on your marriage.

How you two holding up?

Fine. Yeah.

I'm practicing self-care.

Where is the Cowboy?!

I don't know, boss. He went silent.

Ever since Ramona.

Don't you dare say her name.

Sobrino, perhaps...

Joel: How about you, Dr. De La Rosa?

You healing from that gunshot wound?

Yeah. No, it's been great.

I've had a lot of rest.

I spend a lot of time with the kids.

So no work?

No. I'm on a break.

What happened?

Your husband is still working through his grief.

It's all because of me. [ Groaning ]

Okay. Can you breathe?

I'm going to take care of you.

Joel: If I may be frank,

how long do you two think you can keep this up?

I mean, you came here in separate cars.

You're sleeping in different houses.

You both can't wait to let go of each other's hand.

Am I wrong?

[ Laughs ] Oh, my God.

Unless you have any questions pertaining to

my sister's arrest, then I believe we're done here.

Let's go, honey.

Thony, when you get tired of living a lie,

you know where to find me.

Have a good day, Mr. Herman.

♪

Man: Muy bien. Avanzen.

Forma una liña. Vamos.

♪

[ Women retching ]

♪

Hey, Fi.

- Hi. - Hi.

How was the meeting with the ADA?

Oh, gosh.

Uh, my husband's a mad man.

He's, uh-- He's probably going to get killed trying

to get revenge.

Um, you just called him "my husband."

Did I? Uh-huh.

Yeah. So have you two completed, you know, the union?

Oh, Fi, please. [ Laughing ]

What? I'm just trying to lighten up the mood.

You've been so tense.

You should be celebrating

after putting the psycho sister back in jail.

Yeah, well, I just feel bad.

I...

It's like I reopened a wound inside him.

And he didn't have to marry me.

H-H-He could have let his guys, like, from the cartel

take me away. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

Can you help me with this? Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

You know, ate, I know that look.

Mm-hmm. You're falling for him.

Oh, go away.

You love him.

I am late for work. You love him.

Stop it. Can you pick up the kids from school, please, today?

No, no, no. I'm going to the home lender's office today.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. The house.

It's okay. I'll ask Greta.

Okay. Hey, Thony.

It's not your fault, okay?

Ramona did this to Jorge. Not you.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Okay.

Knock 'em dead.

You love him!

[ Laughs ] Stop it!

Yay! Oh, this is nice.

Maria, right?

You're one of our best burreros.

Reliable. How would you like to

transport a special package for us today?

I can't leave the country for another couple of days.

My son-- This is a local run.

For triple pay.

Very well. Follow me.

♪

What is this?

♪

Climb onto the bed, please.

Wait, no, I don't want to do this.

No, no. No, no, no! No! Aah! Aah!

♪

[ Moans ]

♪

Is this the one?

And you're sure she's a cleaning lady?

♪

Do you have any leads for me?

Jialong is checking data packets,

and he's monitoring network traffic for SIM cards.

The Cowboy's off the grid.

How do I know you're not helping him?

The Cowboy's Ramona's man.

She imported you from Hong Kong.

You don't have to worry about me, jefe.

I never backed a losing team.

And I'm supposed to just believe that?

You lied to me for six months

about your supposed hacking skills.

El Don: The Vaquero enjoys his women,

which has to pay for due to his lack of finesse.

So...

check the local escort services.

That is a sound plan.

♪

What? You don't think I deserve my revenge?

I think Ramona and El Vaquero

deserve whatever is waiting for them in Hell.

But we bombed two of Sam Heller's facilities

to force the man to the bargaining table today.

I know, I know.

5:00 Sunset Park. I'll be there.

Nothing else matters. Because if you can't reach

an agreement with Heller to pay back our associates,

we're going to have a cartel war on our hands.

Now go home, take a shower, get some rest--

The Crescent Lounge. The Crescent Lounge.

That's the place that the Cowboy likes to drink.

He's told me before.

I want to go check it out.

♪

Wow, 2,000 for your first week of driving.

Wow, nice, Samentha. Okay, 200 for you...

and the rest for me.

Uh, I thought you said your cut was only 20%.

Girl, girl, girl, girl. I'm playing with you.

[ Laughs ] I'm gonna make it rain on

all us ladies, okay? Everybody wins.

It's not raining on me. It's barely drizzling.

Hey, I pay you a fair wage and a free bed, okay?

Your time will come.

Maraming salamat. I'll see you next week, yeah?

[ Gasps ] Juana!

Hi. Oh. Oh.

Sorry. How's your bad hip?

Driving is so much easier on it than cleaning.

Thank you, Fiona. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Here.

Okay, great.

Hey, is everything okay? It's my sister.

Can she drive for you? The restaurant where she worked

closed, no one else will take her.

She's undocumented, and I was wondering...

I'm-- I'm so sorry.

I need to keep this circle small.

It might attract unwanted attention.

I understand. Thank you again.

Okay. Wait, wait, wait. Here, here.

For your sister. Please. Please.

[ Sighs ]

Oh, God.

No, no, no.

We can't get too big. Why not?

Secure that bag, mama.

We can corner the entire rideshare market if we want.

No. I've had too many run-ins with the law.

And I finally made

enough cash for the down payment for the house.

Okay, th-that's all I want. Please.

But you could be like a Robin Hood.

Ah, yeah, and you could be my Maid Marian.

No sign of ligament damage.

We can reset it right here.

Shouldn't we perform a nerve block first

to reduce muscle spasms?

First day back and already giving orders?

No. The situation requires immediate attention.

Aah! [ Sobbing ]

Okay. Rest the arm. Use ice.

And try to stay away from the tightrope, huh?

I'll send a nurse to help with the pain.

What's wrong with you?

You could have torn his ligaments.

Not likely. He has joint hypermobility,

also known as trick shoulder.

He throws it out, then comes here for the free pain meds.

So don't prescribe him any.

Too late.

Look.

If it's about what I said the other day, I'm sorry.

Woman: Can I get some help out here? Doctors!

A van dumped her outside.

Okay, let's get her in a bed.

One, two, three. [ Moans ]

Okay.

Got her?

All right.

Can you hear me? What's your name?

Maria. Maria, we're going to take care of you.

♪

Okay, we have our priority here. I need a full assessment.

Blood pressure, heart rate. Get an IV started.

Let's move quickly.

Woman: I'll get started.

♪

Her hemoglobin levels are very low.

She's lucky she didn't bleed out.

I'm seeing sign of bacterial infection from the incision.

She needs a broad-spectrum antibiotic.

I will decide what she needs.

You're handing out scripts like it's Halloween.

A lot of surgeries use a T-shaped incision

below the rib cage. Liver, spleen.

She could be part of the organ trade.

Are you speaking from experience?

I would like to send her to X-ray.

I want to know if she's missing

any organs before we re-suture.

[ Pager beeping ]

Thony.

I have to run. You've been here three hours.

Put her on cephalexin and order imaging.

I'll be back as soon as I can.

♪

Well, all paperwork looks good... Uh-huh.

...and your credit check was adequate.

We're happy to have approved a mortgage for you.

Oh, my God. Under these terms.

Thank you.

[ Chuckles ]

Um, this interest rate is not what we discussed.

This is-- This is way more.

Unfortunately, because of your undocumented status,

the risk from loan repayment forfeiture is higher.

Ergo, higher interest rate.

That's not fair. I worked my ass off.

I-I have-- I have

the full down payment here right now in cash.

Along with a higher interest rate,

the down payment will be more than we originally discussed.

Mm-hmm. Double the amount, in fact.

Of course it is. Of course it is.

Yeah. Thanks for nothing.

[ Sighs ]

Hey, Juana? Forget what I said before.

Your sister's in and you tell anyone else who wants to join.

Just bring a copy of a real driver's license.

And, um, yeah, I'm starting my own fleet. Bye.

Are you okay? Are you hurt?

No. I need something to stay awake.

Have you got any Addies? Bennies? Jollies?

That's what Podesky always had on hand.

You just called me for-- for some amphetamines?

I can't afford to doze off. See that bar over there?

That's where the Cowboy hangs out.

So what, are you going to kill him?

Thony, as long as he's alive, he's a threat to both of us.

Look, what happened to Vanessa,

I wish it didn't have to come out that way.

I'm sorry, Jorge,

but Violeta and Luca and me, we need you.

We need you at home.

You don't even live in my home anymore.

I know, but I was thinking about it

after the meeting today with Joel,

and I think I should be splitting my time.

I think it's-- it's not a bad idea.

What did you think?

I can't even keep my eyes open.

Would you just keep watch for me, please?

Just for, like, five minutes. I need to--

Forget it. I'm going to go back to the hospital.

I have a-- a patient that actually needs me.

♪

[ Sighs ]

Hi, Maria. I'm Dr. De La Rosa.

How are you feeling?

I'm going to check this wound.

Aray ko!

Oh, pacencia na, ate.

Ay, Pilipino po ikaw?

Well, originally from Cambodia, but I'm still kabayan.

So, do you have any family we can contact?

My husband, but he is always at work.

We have a son in Manila.

We're saving up enough money so that

we can bring him here to the States with us.

I remember how expensive it was to bring my son here.

Opo.

So what are you doing here in Vegas?

I'm studying to be a teacher.

Between classes, I clean out one of the big casinos.

Wait, you're a cleaning lady?

Yes, po.

Okay.

Maria.

You're gonna have to tell me how you got

that cut on your stomach.

♪

I have transported things from overseas.

Uh-huh.

Drugs.

Like, I put them inside my body.

For whom?

Sin Cara.

But it was different this time.

There was a man there with a cowboy hat.

He said he wanted to make sure I was a cleaning lady.

And he said it had to be this hospital.

I tried to run out of there,

but they held me down, and...

I was just trying to make enough money for my son.

I understand. You're going to get an X-ray.

Okay? They may have done something else to you.

[ Footsteps approach ]

Did Thony tell you I was here?

She's very concerned. I am, too.

Anything from Feng?

The only thing that should be in your mind

right now is your meeting with Sam Heller.

I've got it covered.

I-I need to do this, and then that's it.

I'll be finished.

I said the same thing when my son was killed.

One more and my vengeance is complete.

But when I was done,

no one was waiting for me at home.

You still have a family that is waiting for you.

No. Thony no es familia, Don.

She's not family.

This was just to keep us out of prison.

Was it now?

My wife used to say

a man without a woman is like a lamp without a light.

And I've seen Thony shine through you, sobrino.

And through Violeta.

[ Cell phone chimes ]

Mm, it's Feng, who says,

"The Cowboy made contact with Mrs. Jones yesterday."

The bomb maker? Why would he meet her?

♪

Maria, you're doing great. Okay?

♪

Ah. There you are.

So, now you care about her?

We're overflowing with patients, Thony. I need--

I don't know how to explain it,

but I think she's in danger because of me.

I think they've done something to her.

Who?

Who is they? You have to tell me something.

[ Beep ]

Man: We got our first set of images.

♪

What is that?

It doesn't look like any medical

device I've ever seen.

I wouldn't swear to it, but it looks like a bomb.

[ Alarm blaring ]

Dr. de la Rosa, what's going on?

It's a Code Black. Evacuate the hospital.

[ Rings ] Melissa?

I have a bomb threat at West Valley.

Is Thony okay?

I know what I signed up for when I took your money,

but so help me God if your business endangers my--

Find Thony, get her out of there. I'm on my way.

[ Alarm blaring ]

But you're meeting Sam Heller.

I'll make it. Just stay here.

Let me know if the Cowboy shows up.

Okay.

♪

[ Clattering ]

Tell me what is going on. Maria, you need to calm down.

No.

Maria. Everything is okay.

Don't lie to me. What is that alarm?

Nobody is telling me anything.

You need to be calm, please. Very calm and very still.

And I need you to lie down on this bed.

Okay. Okay.

Lie down.

[ Moaning ]

Okay.

I'm going to check your wound.

It's gotten much worse.

I need to treat it now.

Thony, we need to evacuate. The police are coming.

No. No, please. I can't go to jail.

They're not going to arrest you. They're here to help. Okay?

This antibiotic is not working.

I need to stabilize her. Please go.

Both of you go. Go now!

♪

She'll respond better to ceftriaxone.

Two grams IV,

and then 500 milligrams metronidazole every six hours.

Okay.

[ Line ringing ] Come on, Thony. Answer, answer.

♪

You've reached Thony. I'm not available.

Leave a message.

Excellent. I'll see you soon, okay?

Hi. How are you? Good. That's amazing.

Good. Good.

Salamat. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Thank you. So what made you change your mind?

These people work so hard to get little.

And they're held back by a system they can't even see.

I'm sorry. As long as the matrix exists,

the human race will never be free.

What are you talking about?

The matrix. A simulated reality created by machines.

It symbolizes any system of control that

keeps people unaware of their true potential.

Okay. Salamat. You are so weird.

You are so right. Yeah, I-- I know.

Hi. How are you?

This is my sister, Alma.

Hi. Thank you, Fiona.

Oh! Okay. Aww.

We know you're taking a big risk by helping us.

No, it's... Please. Whatever I can do.

It's nice meeting you.

I'll see you soon.

Fiona. Is Thony okay? Hey.

Wh-What are you talking about?

There's a bomb threat at the hospital right now.

[ Alarm blaring ]

Coleman: Doctors, clear the area, please.

Our patient has a life-threatening infection.

We need to treat her now.

All medical treatment needs to stop

right now until we defuse that device.

Any slight movement or touch could set it off.

Don't leave me.

If you want to get to that bomb inside her,

you need a surgeon to open her up.

We have a combat surgeon being flown in.

Specially trained to perform

emergency surgery in active conflict zones.

Escort them out now, please.

No. I-I can help you. I'm a surgeon.

No, no! I can open her up. I-I really can help.

Doctor... I appreciate that, Doctor,

but it's my responsibility to minimize casualties.

Doctor! Maria, I'll be right outside.

Don't leave me! Please! Doctor, help!

Please don't leave me!

♪

[ Sighs ] It's all my fault.

No, no. Hey, hey, look at me.

You did everything that you could.

It's okay. She's in good hands.

No, she's not okay.

All they care about is the bomb.

If I help you with this suicide mission,

you have to tell me everything.

The pager, the men with guns.

Okay.

Commander.

I ordered you two out.

How long until your specialist arrives?

An hour and a half. He's en route from San Diego.

The patient will be dead by then.

We have to remove the device immediately

or she'll suffer septic shock.

Or maybe that's what you were planning all along.

Easier to dismantle a bomb inside a dead woman, huh?

I understand your concern, Doctor,

but I'm doing the very best I can

given the situation. I can help.

I'm a cardiothoracic surgeon.

I perform open heart surgeries.

I can do everything your doctor can do.

I've seen her in action.

You won't find a better crisis surgeon

than Dr. De La Rosa.

You understand the risks?

Yes, I do.

All right, people, we have our specialist.

I want everyone not involved

in this op to step out right away.

The rest of you, we're going in five.

Scrub in.

You cut her open, but once we're in,

you do everything I say. Got it?

Understood.

I'm helping with the surgery.

No, I'm fine by myself.

♪

Bon courage, Doctor.

♪

[ Sirens, indistinct chatter ]

Melissa. Melissa.

Where's Thony? Where is she? She inside?

You swore this wouldn't happen. Get me in there.

That there would be no business on hospital ground.

There is a damn bomb in a body, Jorge.

Not now, Melissa. Look, I need to get to Thony.

Please get me in there.

Please. Fine.

Um, excuse me. Have you seen my sister?

Nuh-uh. Dr. Thony De La Rosa.

I'm sorry, no. [ Cell phone rings ]

Oh, Thony? Where are you?

I-I-I'm in the hospital.

What? Why? Why aren't you out here with everybody else?

There's a bomb threat.

Yeah, I know I'm about to

operate on the patient to get it out.

The bomb is in the patient?

Okay, get out of there now.

I can't. I'm the only one who can remove it.

Thony, then why did you call me?

Okay, now I'm just going to worry about you.

Because if anything happens,

I want you to take care of Luca. Promise me.

No, no, no, no. No.

Okay, nothing is going to happen to you. I'm gonna--

I'm gonna cook caldereta for dinner.

I'm gonna set the table for six, so you better be there.

Doctor. Let's go.

Okay, I have to go. I love you.

[ Sighs ] I love you.

♪

Doctor, we need you in a suit.

In a worst case scenario, it minimizes blast damage.

That would be in my way. I need my hands free. I'm sorry.

Sir, you can't be in here.

That's my wife.

One minute. You have 30 seconds.

You can't be here.

What's going on?

Ramona's butcher put a-- a bomb inside a woman,

I-I don't know, to get revenge on me?

I-- I can't let her die.

That's exactly what Ramona is counting on,

you throwing yourself into the fire.

No. Let's get you out of here. I'm not going anywhere.

Thony! Come on. Thony! Thony! I'm not leaving, no.

Look, look, you getting yourself killed is

not going to fix anything. What matters now is...

What?

Doctor. Let's go.

I have to go. Yeah. Do what you have to.

♪

So where are you going to take your son when he gets here?

Penn and Teller.

He loves magic shows. Mm-hmm.

And then the Bellagio fountains.

Okay, I'm gonna put this on now.

♪ Memory come when memory's old ♪

♪ I am never the first to know ♪

Go ahead.

♪ Following the stream up north ♪

♪ Where do people like us float? ♪

♪ There is room in my lap ♪

♪ For bruises, asses, hand claps ♪

♪ I will never disappear ♪

♪ For forever, I'll be here ♪

Be careful. This device is small,

but it could kill everyone in this room.

♪

♪ Morning, keep the streets empty ♪

I think I can see it.

♪

Confirmed. We have visual on the device.

Getting better picture.

[ Monitor beeping ]

♪

Device is hot. I repeat, it is hot.

Copy that. No visible pressure sensor.

Multiple wires.

Got to be decoys.

One of them might set it off.

Can you pull it out?

I can't rule out a pressure sensor.

I have to cut the right wire.

[ Rapid beeping ] What's happening?

Oh, it's the infection.

BP is dropping.

Oh, no, no, no. No, no, no, no, no, no.

[ Flatline ]

[ Beeping resumes regular rhythm ]

Okay, okay, okay. She's stable now,

but I can't keep doing this forever.

You need to step aside, Doctor.

I can't get to the device safely if you're in the way.

No, if I do, she dies.

And if you don't, you risk killing all of us.

My priority is defusing the device.

Stand down now.

No, I can't. She's not going to die.

Not today.

♪

[ Ducks quacking ]

[ Grunts softly ]

[ Clears throat ]

♪

[ Cell phone rings ]

Don, anything?

No. The Cowboy hasn't turned up yet. But where are you?

I'm on my way to meet Sam Heller.

Where else would I be?

Maybe you and that gringo can still split the mine, huh?

He can have it and all the misery that comes with it.

As long as you're sure, jefe.

I mean, the rest of the cartel

needs you without any distractions.

Don't call me unless you see the Cowboy.

Enough of this. Remove her physically.

Oh, yeah, drag me away.

As soon as my hands leave her heart, she dies.

It's as good as murder.

Look, you trusted me to get us this far.

I am now trusting you to finish this job.

♪

No invisible secondary trigger.

No anti-tampering mechanism.

Blue and white connect to the detonator.

♪

Hold your breath, people.

♪

[ Sighs ] Device is disarmed.

Man: Good job.

♪

Moving to ECV now.

♪

Thank you.

Do you need anything, Doctor?

Get me Dr. DuPont. Please.

[ Breathing heavily ]

[ Monitor beeping ]

So, you couldn't help doing

something overly dramatic once again.

This needed immediate attention.

You promised me something.

Did I?

Yeah. So come clean.

Okay.

I work for a cartel.

I'm their doctor.

It's the only way I had to...

take control of my life and--

and have them stop using me.

So, in exchange, they-- they got me this job

and a fake marriage that grants protection to my family.

Grab the steel wires. We're closing her up.

♪

[ Cell phone buzzes ]

What is it, Feng?

Well, the old Don was right.

I took a dive into our Cowboy's financials,

and he is very fond of a particular escort service.

Jialong hacked their database.

10 minutes ago, they sent two of their girls to meet

your target at the Twilight Motor Lodge.

So he's there right now?

Mm-hmm. Looks like your boy's revving up

for dos chulas in room 127.

Thanks, Feng.

♪

♪ Roll up to the club in my... ♪

You two ever been to Australia?

I'm fixing to take a little trip.

You want us to tag along?

Ooh, maybe. You'd love it there.

They got this Crocosaurus Cove.

You get to swim with live crocodiles.

I bet you love it. How's that sound?

Mm.

[ Gasps ]

All right, fun's over. Get out. Out!

Well, well. You literally caught me with my pants down.

Oh. Let's go.

Oh, come on, you know it ain't personal.

I just do what your sister tells me to.

It's not like I'm the one that choked

the life out from her.

What did you say?

Oh, you didn't know, did you?

The impact didn't kill her, jefe.

No, she was on her hands and knees,

bloody, crawling on the road.

Ramona had to finish the job.

Ramona?

[ Both grunting ]

♪

It was Ramona's hands on your wife's pretty mouth

when she screamed for her husband.

Shut up! Shut up!

♪

[ Screams ]

[ Gurgles ]

[ Grunting ]

♪

[ Panting ]

♪

[ Monitor beeping ]

I can take it from here.

♪

[ Sobbing ]

♪

Bury the body. Burn everything.

You know what you've done, sobrino?

You know what you've done?

I need a new phone.

The Cowboy was loyal to Ramona.

Others are, too. This won't go unnoticed.

I did what I had to. No, you acted selfishly.

The cartel needed Sam Heller's money.

We are deep in debt to our associates.

It's a matter of time before they come for your blood.

I want my sister's blood.

Reach out to everyone at South Point.

I want them to spread the word.

I want everyone in that prison to know that

Ramona is the secret face of Sin Cara.

I want everyone in that prison to tear her apart!

♪

♪ I'm laying down, eating snow ♪

♪ My fur is hot, my tongue is cold ♪

♪ On a bed of spider web ♪

[ Cell phone ringing ] ♪ I think of how to change myself ♪

[ Sobs ]

Thony?

I'm okay, Fi. I'm okay.

Everything is okay.

Maria is fine.

Good, good.

I knew you could do it. Okay, just--

just don't ever do that again.

- Hear me? - [ Sniffles ]

How's your caldereta going?

Um... Well, I haven't even started.

I was too busy worrying.

- [ Exhales sharply, sniffles ] - Thank you, Fi.

Thank you.

I mean it.

Hey, um, d-do you want to speak to Luca?

He's-- He's in the other room with Violeta.

[ Sighs ] No, I--

I'm a bit of a mess right now, so...

just tell him that I'll meet him for dinner tonight.

Okay. Uwi ka na. Please.

♪

♪ A lot of hope in a one-man tent ♪

♪ There's no need for innocence ♪

♪ So, take me home before the storm ♪

♪ Velvet mites will keep us warm ♪

♪ Whispering ♪

Mr. De La Rosa.

How can I help you?

It's Sanchez, actually.

Is Thony here?

Um, you just missed her.

She left a few minutes ago.

[ Sighs ]

So she's okay then?

That's a very broad question

I don't feel comfortable answering,

but she has no signs of physical injury.

Did she go home?

I would assume so.

Unless there's a reason for her not to go home.

♪

Your husband came by.

I took the liberty of telling him you left.

That's very brave of you.

He wanted to know if...

...if you're okay.

Are you okay?

[ Voice breaking ] I don't know if I'm okay.

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I almost died today.

I almost orphaned my son.

I put this hospital at risk.

I don't know if I'm okay.

No, I don't know if I'm okay.

Hey, hey.

Everyone is alive because of you.

♪

You really are...

incredible.

[ Buzzing ]

[ Clears throat ]

You don't think I'm dangerous?

After what I told you about me?

No. I know you're dangerous.

You've reached Thony. I'm not available.

Leave a message. [ Beep ]

Thony, I-I know that I've

been talking about fixing things,

about retaking control, but I'm--

uh, I made a mistake today.

I-- I went after the Cowboy and...

I killed him, Thony.

He's dead.

Do I scare you?

Yes.

But not for the reasons you think.

I'm drawn to things I can't have.

You think you can't have me?

What I can't have is happiness.

I gave up on it a long time ago.

Me, too.

But there's something I need you to know.

When I walked away from Sam Heller today,

it wasn't Vanessa that was in my head.

It was-- It was you.

And the thought of leaving the Cowboy alive to hurt you,

to take you away from me, it wasn't a choice.

I-I-- I had to stop him.

Everything became clear to me in that moment.

You know, Vanessa, and-- and the memory of what I lost,

it's kept me from seeing what I have.

You, Thony.

♪

I don't want to pretend anymore.

I want us to be a real family,

a real marriage.

That's what I wanted to say to you tonight.

So, um...

Just let me know what you think, okay?

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