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‐ So, I ask you again.
Are you drugging us?
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‐ It's called microdosing
and it's perfectly safe.
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‐ You could go to jail for this.
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‐ You know, some drugs,
they can really help‐‐
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help people.
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‐ They're watching us.
YAO: And the threats.
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They wouldn't be coming
from you, would they?
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‐ Why would I want to threaten Masha?
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She's the fucking greatest.
‐ You get violent.
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‐ Yeah. [laughs] You know.
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LARS:
Tomorrow's your 21st birthday.
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It's his 21st birthday.
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‐ We weren't close.
LARS: Oh, I don't believe that.
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‐ Many of us have actually been
damaged by other people.
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[Frances grunting]
‐ I'm a drug addict.
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I got two kids that don't talk to me.
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I got a career that ended
in a blink. Why am I here?
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♪ This Strange Effect playing ♪
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♪ You've got this
Strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You've got this
Strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You make my world seem right ♪
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♪ You make my darkness bright ♪
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♪ Oh, yes, you've got ♪
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♪ The strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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[exhales]
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[inaudible]
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[muffled indistinct chatter]
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WOMAN: No, no, no! No! No!
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[panting]
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[exhales heavily]
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[beeping, flatlining]
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[sighs]
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[gasps]
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ZACH:
Just two comments, one question.
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First, happy birthday.
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Second, not your fault.
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Okay, now for my question.
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Why do you keep telling people
we weren't close?
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‐ You're not real. You're not real.
You're not real. You're not real.
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ZACH: Uh... [scoffs]
I'm standing right here, Zoe.
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[Zoe gasps]
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See? You couldn't do that with a ghost.
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Hey. You can hug me now.
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‐ This is so fucked.
ZACH: Well, yeah,
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it could be so fucked.
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It could be a dream,
it could definitely be the...
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I don't know,
smoothie you had at dinner.
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The point is I'm here. Okay?
What did Dad always say?
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[imitating Napoleon]:
"Celebrate every moment, big or small,
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'cause the moment may not last."
[laughing]
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[normal voice]:
Now I do need you to listen
to me very, very closely, okay?
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‐ [sobs] Okay. What? What? What?
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‐ Don't tell people
we weren't close. Okay?
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You're my only legacy
other than... you know.
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‐ I miss you every single day.
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Every single day.
‐ I know.
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‐ I'm so lonely.
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I didn't know
what it felt like to be lonely
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because I always had you.
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‐ I know.
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[knock on door]
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‐ Zach?
HEATHER: Zoe?
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Oh, hey. Listen, I‐I heard a noise.
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And I heard you talking.
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‐ Yeah, I guess
I was just talking to myself.
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‐ What about?
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‐ I miss him.
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‐ Happy Birthday.
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‐ This is gonna be rough.
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‐ You think?
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We can do this.
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‐ The trauma that you've witnessed...
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I should have been more attentive to you.
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But you're so strong, I forget.
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I'm still a work in progress, you know.
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Forgive me, my loves.
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[whispers indistinctly]
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♪ Napoleon vocalizing ♪
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NAPOLEON:
♪ I got chills, they're multiplying ♪
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♪ And I'm losing control ♪
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♪ 'Cause the power you're supplying ♪
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♪ It's electrifying ♪
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Happy birthday.
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♪ You better wake up ♪
‐ Oh! [laughs]
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‐ ♪ Cause I need a man ♪
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♪ And my heart is set on you ♪
HEATHER: Whoo!
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‐ ♪ Better wake up ♪
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♪ You better understand... ♪
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♪ To my heart, I must be true ♪
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♪ Nothin' else for me to do ♪
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♪ You're the one that I want
You are the one I want ♪
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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, honey ♪
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♪ The one that I want
You are the one I want ♪
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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, honey ♪
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♪ The one that I want
You are the one I want ♪
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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, yes, indeed ♪
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♪ You're all I need ♪
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♪ You are the one I want ♪
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♪ You are the one I want
Ooh, ooh, ooh... Honey ♪
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♪ The one that I want,
you are the one I want ♪
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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh... Honey ♪
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♪ The one that I want ♪
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♪ You are the one I want
Ooh, ooh, ooh... Honey ♪
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♪ The one I need, oh yes, indeed ♪
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LARS: Happy Birthday.
‐ Thank you.
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‐ Okay. Was it just me
or did anybody else dream
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a tad more vividly last night?
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NAPOLEON: [chuckles loudly] Oh yeah!
‐ Because mine were, uh...
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NAPOLEON: No, I had... I had...
I had an amazing dream.
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LARS: Yeah?
‐ I was a Beatle.
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HEATHER: Hmm.
ZOE: Hmm.
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‐ I kid you not, one of the Fab Four.
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I was playing at Shea Stadium
in front of the sold‐out 50,000 people.
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‐ Hold on, you were a Beatle?
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NAPOLEON: What? Yeah, I was.
I could feel what it was like
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to actually be a Beatle.
[crowd cheering]
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Whatever's in these, Dee,
keep them coming, all right?
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‐ Okay.
[laughter]
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TONY: Which Beatle?
‐ Thank you.
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NAPOLEON: I think I was John.
I mean, I never saw myself,
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but John wasn't there and I was
singing a ballad with Paul.
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Shall I sing a verse for you now?
‐ No!
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LARS: Hell no.
‐ Please, yes!
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‐ No, it was beautiful,
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I tell you. You know what we were singing?
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We were singing Something,
which is, uh...
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That's a George song, technically.
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I had dream logic, I suppose.
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But we‐‐ we found
these wonderful harmonies.
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♪ vocalizes melody ♪
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[Carmel grunts]
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‐ That was my wedding song.
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[gasps]
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[chuckles] I guess that triggered me.
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I don't know why.
It was a beautiful wedding,
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and it's... [exhales heavily]
...it's a lovely song.
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‐ Forks don't lie.
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DELILAH: Okay, let's get this out for you.
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And, uh... nope. Nope.
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Here we you go. That's all you need. Okay.
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‐ Spoon. For... cereal.
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‐ Morning.
TONY: Hey.
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FRANCES: Sorry I'm late, if I am late.
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You know, I still have a bit
of a morning head.
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Maybe‐‐ maybe I'm too well‐rested.
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Is this just, um... straight up
or is it laced with something?
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‐ It's just oatmeal.
‐ Just oatmeal.
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DELILAH: Yeah. Okay.
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Okay, team, listen up!
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Let's quickly go over today's schedule.
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‐ Wait, wait, I want to hear Lars's dream
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'cause it sounded good.
‐ Oh no.
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JESSICA: Come on,
you can't just waltz in here
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talking about your dream and...
‐ Come on.
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JESSICA: Say your dream!
TONY: Say your dream!
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Say your dream!
JESSICA: Say your dream!
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LARS: Okay, fine. Fine, Fine, fine, fine.
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If you must know...
TONY: That was easy.
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LARS: I gave birth.
JESSICA: Ah!
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BEN: What do you mean, you gave birth?
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‐ Just as I said.
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And you were all there.
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It was quite insane but,
hmm, it was kind of beautiful.
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[grunts]
TONY: Push! Push!
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[Lars screams]
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[all gasping]
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[baby cries]
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‐ You gave birth. Baby birth.
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‐ No epidural. I'm tougher than I look.
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‐ And we were all there?
‐ You especially, Tony.
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Seems that you were the father.
[Napoleon laughs]
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JESSICA: Aww!
‐ All right.
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‐ I can still see it, like vividly.
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[inhales deeply, exhales]
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Beautiful baby boy. [chuckles]
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And, um... you know what, Tony?
You cried like a baby yourself.
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You had a son. You kept saying
you never thought
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you'd see the day, and...
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you began to weep.
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‐ You're a fucking lunatic,
you know that, Lars?
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‐ Yeah, I know. It's always good
to get a second opinion though. I think.
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YAO: Hey, Frances.
‐ Hi, Yao!
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YAO: Hi, hi. Um... You have a visitor.
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‐ I do?
YAO: And they've...
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come all the way from Canada.
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‐ Did you say Canada?
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YAO: Yes. Yeah. Um...
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‐ Yeah.
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YAO: Should I take you to him?
‐ Yeah. Yeah.
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♪
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‐ How do I even begin to say I'm sorry?
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‐ You don't, Paul.
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‐ Frances.
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‐ Oh, Jesus. You said you were 6'1.
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You just started lying
right out of the gate.
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‐ Well, I didn't lie about my loving you.
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‐ What about Ari?
Did he really need surgery?
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Do you even have a son?
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Or is that just part
of the scam to get my money?
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‐ I thought you might say that,
so I brought a check here.
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Payment in full, plus interest.
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I've been trying to reach you for days.
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And when you wouldn't respond,
I hopped on a plane.
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Your agent said I could find you here.
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‐ Well, they confiscate our phones here,
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so I have no way of knowing
if you actually were trying
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to contact me.
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I don't understand why you just
went silent.
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I sent you the money,
and then it's just like...
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you just fell off the face of the Earth,
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which is why I assumed you were...
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were scamming me and were a fake.
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PAUL: Ironic.
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I became convinced that you were the fake.
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‐ Me, why?
[Paul clears throat]
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‐ Well, how do I say this? Um...
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I read your books. All of them.
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There's not a hint of truth
to be found in any of them.
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They're so gimmicky.
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‐ What?
‐ Yeah, I mean, you don't dig in.
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You just take a little bit of romance
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and a topical cocktail of your choice,
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sexism, ageism, racism, ableism.
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There's no story at all.
There's just "isms."
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‐ That's not what I do! That's not‐‐
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that's not what you do
when you write a whole st‐‐
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I don't have to explain this
to you, but it's not what I do.
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Are you saying that you ghosted me
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because you didn't like my books?
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‐ I couldn't stand your books.
I don't know how anyone
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could possibly stand your books.
And I panicked.
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I thought, "Oh my God, I've fallen in love
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with a total and utter hack."
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I came all the way here,
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at considerable expense
to myself, to prove otherwise,
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that you're worthy of my love.
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That you're a significant,
dimensional being,
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albeit someone who literally
just cannot write a lick.
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Frances, things could have been
so good between us.
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If only I hadn't have read your...
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‐ Kill him.
PAUL: ...dreadful books.
247
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‐ Do it. Now.
248
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[indistinct chatter]
TONY: I think she needs some water.
249
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JESSICA: Babe, wake up.
250
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[Frances coughs]
JESSICA: Oh!
251
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I think maybe you're giving her,
like, too much of that stuff
252
00:14:29,766 --> 00:14:31,267
or...
FRANCES: I'm okay.
253
00:14:31,267 --> 00:14:33,811
It's just‐‐ I suddenly got so sleepy.
254
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TONY: [sighs] Yeah.
FRANCES: Did you guys get sleepy?
255
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‐ Uh, maybe we start
to reduce your dose, yeah?
256
00:14:37,649 --> 00:14:39,776
‐ Oh, you think maybe, Yao?
257
00:14:39,776 --> 00:14:41,986
‐ Never mind.
‐ Fuck "never mind," man.
258
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She just passed out in her breakfast.
259
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FRANCES: I may not be feeling
a hundred percent.
260
00:14:45,823 --> 00:14:48,034
What is that on my... face?
261
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‐ It's oatmeal.
‐ Oatmeal.
262
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FRANCES: Why is there oatmeal on my face?
263
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‐ 'Cause you took a header
into your breakfast.
264
00:14:53,540 --> 00:14:57,669
‐ Oh, well I'm sure that I'm okay. Right?
265
00:14:57,669 --> 00:15:01,923
Did I have a visitor come see me?
Did that actually happen?
266
00:15:01,923 --> 00:15:04,425
‐ No, we don't allow visitors, Frances.
267
00:15:05,218 --> 00:15:09,681
‐ Okay. Well, then I must have
been hallucinating is all,
268
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'cause I also thought that
you had given birth to a baby.
269
00:15:12,850 --> 00:15:15,895
‐ No, that part did happen. In my dreams.
270
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‐ [chuckles] Tony was the father.
271
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‐ Enough already, okay?
272
00:15:19,357 --> 00:15:21,067
FRANCES: I don't think I'm feeling great
273
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'cause I'm finding this very confusing.
274
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TONY: Yeah, okay, come on,
I'll take you to your room.
275
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‐ No, I'll take her.
‐ No, it's okay.
You've done enough.
276
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‐ Oh, fuck off, Tony.
277
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TONY: Okay, well, uh,
278
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that's not exactly appropriate
therapist behavior,
279
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but we'll table it. Come on.
280
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‐ Was it at least Quaker Oats?
281
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Because that's my favorite oatmeal.
282
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TONY: Yeah, come on.
FRANCES: You know,
283
00:15:37,584 --> 00:15:40,044
I lost my virginity to a Quaker.
284
00:15:40,044 --> 00:15:41,254
‐ Hey, inside voice. Come on.
285
00:15:41,254 --> 00:15:43,214
FRANCES: He was very tender and loving.
286
00:15:43,214 --> 00:15:45,550
‐ Oh. Yeah.
‐ You know, he was almost mushy.
287
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‐ Okay, come on. Come on.
288
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‐ Like his oatmeal.
TONY: Okay, come on,
289
00:15:48,887 --> 00:15:50,471
let's go to bed. I mean...
FRANCES: What?
290
00:15:50,471 --> 00:15:52,015
‐ ...let's go to your room.
291
00:15:52,015 --> 00:15:54,017
‐ How much are you giving her?
[Tony speaks indistinctly]
292
00:15:54,017 --> 00:15:57,103
Oh, wait. Don't tell me.
I should fuck off too, right?
293
00:15:57,103 --> 00:16:02,025
‐ Hm. I think I will share
a quote from Maya Angelou,
294
00:16:02,025 --> 00:16:03,026
if you don't mind.
295
00:16:03,568 --> 00:16:05,570
"Today is a wonderful day.
296
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I have never seen one like this before."
297
00:16:08,406 --> 00:16:11,993
‐ Ah. Fabulous quote, Dee. Fabulous.
298
00:16:11,993 --> 00:16:13,161
CARMEL: Bye, Delilah.
299
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TONY: Oh, it got back there. I got it.
[Frances chuckles]
300
00:16:21,336 --> 00:16:23,713
FRANCES: You know, I could do this myself.
301
00:16:23,713 --> 00:16:26,299
I mean, I like‐‐ I like you doing it,
302
00:16:26,299 --> 00:16:27,967
but for the record...
‐ Okay.
303
00:16:27,967 --> 00:16:29,636
FRANCES: I'm capable.
‐ I got you.
304
00:16:31,512 --> 00:16:36,351
‐ I... just can't believe
how real it seemed.
305
00:16:37,060 --> 00:16:38,645
You know, he was just there.
306
00:16:38,645 --> 00:16:41,606
Paul was standing there in front of me
307
00:16:41,606 --> 00:16:43,274
and brought me flowers.
308
00:16:47,195 --> 00:16:48,321
But, you know.
309
00:16:50,990 --> 00:16:52,075
‐ But‐‐ but what?
310
00:16:52,408 --> 00:16:56,037
‐ There was a lot of truth
in what he said about my books.
311
00:16:56,788 --> 00:16:58,915
Just shallow takes on,
you know,
312
00:16:58,915 --> 00:17:01,584
whatever the flavor
of the moment is and I...
313
00:17:02,210 --> 00:17:04,712
just shove some romance into it.
314
00:17:07,215 --> 00:17:08,258
They're hollow.
315
00:17:09,842 --> 00:17:11,052
Maybe I'm hollow.
316
00:17:12,845 --> 00:17:14,556
But he was right, I can't write.
317
00:17:14,556 --> 00:17:16,558
‐ Hey. Hey, look at me.
318
00:17:17,892 --> 00:17:18,977
You can write.
319
00:17:20,311 --> 00:17:23,022
Look at me, I know you can write. Okay?
320
00:17:23,565 --> 00:17:25,984
I mean, I‐‐ I've... I read a snippet.
321
00:17:26,442 --> 00:17:27,652
It was good shit.
322
00:17:30,905 --> 00:17:34,450
‐ You may not play football now,
but‐‐ but you could.
323
00:17:34,826 --> 00:17:36,870
I bet you were really something.
324
00:17:39,539 --> 00:17:41,666
But me, I never have been.
325
00:17:47,297 --> 00:17:49,716
I think I'm gonna vomit.
326
00:17:49,716 --> 00:17:51,092
‐ What?
327
00:17:52,844 --> 00:17:55,722
Oh. Oh, you're gonna vomit.
Oh, I'm gonna go.
328
00:17:55,722 --> 00:17:57,849
[Frances retches]
Oh sh...
329
00:18:00,810 --> 00:18:02,312
FRANCES: Thank you.
330
00:18:11,321 --> 00:18:12,405
‐ Hi, Dee.
331
00:18:12,405 --> 00:18:14,032
‐ You asked to see me?
332
00:18:14,407 --> 00:18:16,826
‐ Mm‐hmm. Sit, please.
333
00:18:21,539 --> 00:18:23,833
I hear you told Tony to fuck off.
334
00:18:24,542 --> 00:18:25,376
[sighs]
335
00:18:26,336 --> 00:18:27,795
‐ I'll apologize.
336
00:18:27,795 --> 00:18:29,964
‐ Apologies are good.
337
00:18:32,759 --> 00:18:34,969
And I think I owe you an apology.
338
00:18:36,763 --> 00:18:39,390
Recently, I've been meditating,
I've been, uh...
339
00:18:41,184 --> 00:18:42,977
seeing your face.
340
00:18:45,188 --> 00:18:47,190
What you went through with Connelly.
341
00:18:49,817 --> 00:18:53,238
I underestimated the trauma
that you have been through, Dee.
342
00:18:53,238 --> 00:18:56,032
I am sorry for that.
‐ I'm fine.
343
00:18:58,159 --> 00:19:00,036
MASHA: Are you back on your dosage?
344
00:19:00,703 --> 00:19:01,955
‐ Mm‐hmm.
345
00:19:03,790 --> 00:19:07,168
‐ Withdrawals from psilocybin,
they can render you dangerous.
346
00:19:07,168 --> 00:19:09,003
‐ [chuckles] Meaning what?
347
00:19:09,671 --> 00:19:12,173
You think I'm the one
sending you death threats?
348
00:19:15,552 --> 00:19:16,511
‐ Dee.
349
00:19:18,096 --> 00:19:22,183
We are on the precipice
of something great.
350
00:19:23,726 --> 00:19:26,771
Stay with me, stay together here, yeah?
351
00:19:28,273 --> 00:19:32,610
Mm. Tell me, what do you need?
‐ I'm fine.
352
00:19:32,610 --> 00:19:35,488
‐ You're fine? Hm. Mm‐mm.
353
00:19:35,488 --> 00:19:36,531
[Delilah exhales deeply]
354
00:19:37,073 --> 00:19:40,785
Talk to me.
‐ Okay.
355
00:19:40,785 --> 00:19:41,870
MASHA: Hm.
356
00:19:42,704 --> 00:19:44,998
‐ Actually... [exhales]
357
00:19:44,998 --> 00:19:46,749
I need you to stop fucking Yao.
358
00:19:48,626 --> 00:19:49,794
[Delilah sighs]
359
00:19:51,588 --> 00:19:54,090
‐ You think he's capable
of making that adjustment?
360
00:19:54,090 --> 00:19:56,092
‐ [scoffs] I don't know.
361
00:19:57,218 --> 00:19:59,637
That's why I need you
to make that adjustment for him.
362
00:20:01,723 --> 00:20:04,183
‐ And are you capable
of making that adjustment?
363
00:20:06,144 --> 00:20:07,437
‐ I am.
364
00:20:10,440 --> 00:20:11,399
MASHA: Hm.
365
00:20:12,483 --> 00:20:13,610
[Delilah exhales]
366
00:20:19,699 --> 00:20:21,826
‐ I think so. [chuckles]
367
00:20:26,748 --> 00:20:29,542
‐ I'm proud of you.
You came here, you were broken,
368
00:20:29,542 --> 00:20:33,046
and now, go ahead.
You know what you want.
369
00:20:33,046 --> 00:20:35,298
You say what you want.
‐ I had help.
370
00:20:37,759 --> 00:20:38,843
Hm.
371
00:20:47,227 --> 00:20:49,270
Masha, Yao can't ever know.
372
00:20:49,270 --> 00:20:50,980
‐ Well, he's never gonna know.
373
00:20:53,316 --> 00:20:54,943
He never did know.
374
00:20:54,943 --> 00:20:56,319
He never will know.
375
00:20:56,319 --> 00:20:59,697
♪
376
00:21:02,784 --> 00:21:03,868
[panting]
377
00:21:13,503 --> 00:21:14,546
ZACH: Mom!
378
00:21:18,049 --> 00:21:19,384
Mom!
379
00:21:19,384 --> 00:21:20,385
[gasps]
380
00:21:22,178 --> 00:21:23,221
[screams]
381
00:21:23,221 --> 00:21:26,391
[Zoe screams]
382
00:21:27,141 --> 00:21:30,687
LARS: Wow, that was good.
Straight from the diaphragm.
383
00:21:31,312 --> 00:21:32,313
[pants]
384
00:21:32,313 --> 00:21:37,360
[screams]
385
00:21:37,360 --> 00:21:41,281
‐ Oh, yeah. Even better.
Like you were giving birth.
386
00:21:41,281 --> 00:21:43,616
‐ Oh, shut up. Very funny.
387
00:21:43,616 --> 00:21:45,076
ZOE: You want to talk about that?
388
00:21:45,076 --> 00:21:46,452
‐ No, what's there to talk about?
389
00:21:46,452 --> 00:21:48,621
It was just a crazy, drug‐induced dream.
390
00:21:48,621 --> 00:21:50,039
‐ Oh, come on, Lars.
391
00:21:50,039 --> 00:21:52,083
You obviously have a thing about babies.
392
00:21:53,126 --> 00:21:55,295
‐ It's what broke up my relationship.
393
00:21:56,921 --> 00:21:58,673
Ray wants to have a child
394
00:21:58,673 --> 00:22:00,300
and his sister even volunteered
395
00:22:00,300 --> 00:22:02,135
to be the surrogate. I just...
396
00:22:03,303 --> 00:22:05,513
I don't go there.
‐ Why not?
397
00:22:05,513 --> 00:22:08,349
I mean, you know, besides overpopulation
398
00:22:08,349 --> 00:22:09,976
and imminent apocalypse.
399
00:22:09,976 --> 00:22:13,563
‐ I just think the world
is a tough place for a kid right now.
400
00:22:15,356 --> 00:22:17,859
‐ Was it a tough place for you as a child?
401
00:22:17,859 --> 00:22:18,943
[Lars sighs]
402
00:22:19,944 --> 00:22:20,904
Ah.
403
00:22:22,155 --> 00:22:23,698
‐ I was bullied, though.
404
00:22:23,698 --> 00:22:26,868
I knew very early on that I was gay.
405
00:22:26,868 --> 00:22:28,661
As did the other kids.
406
00:22:29,537 --> 00:22:33,208
As did my father. [inhales]
407
00:22:33,791 --> 00:22:35,919
He actually blamed my mother. [chuckles]
408
00:22:35,919 --> 00:22:38,004
Her genetic tide pool.
409
00:22:38,004 --> 00:22:40,757
It was not in his DNA
to have a homosexual child.
410
00:22:40,757 --> 00:22:42,300
Certainly not.
411
00:22:42,300 --> 00:22:43,259
‐ Jesus.
412
00:22:44,636 --> 00:22:47,597
‐ And then, in the end, he left her.
413
00:22:48,640 --> 00:22:52,644
Though I‐I suspect he was more fleeing me,
414
00:22:52,644 --> 00:22:55,647
his genetically flawed offspring.
415
00:22:57,065 --> 00:22:58,024
[sighs]
416
00:23:02,946 --> 00:23:04,030
[exhales]
417
00:23:10,828 --> 00:23:12,497
‐ Zach came to me last night.
418
00:23:13,331 --> 00:23:14,374
LARS: What?
419
00:23:15,708 --> 00:23:17,085
‐ Yeah. I was in my bathroom
420
00:23:17,085 --> 00:23:18,753
and he just appeared.
421
00:23:19,754 --> 00:23:22,632
And it wasn't a dream, he was there.
422
00:23:23,132 --> 00:23:27,053
He was as real as he ever was.
[chuckles]
423
00:23:28,096 --> 00:23:29,889
‐ Did you tell your parents about this?
424
00:23:29,889 --> 00:23:35,270
‐ No, I figured they couldn't
handle it, you know.
425
00:23:36,271 --> 00:23:38,815
Fragile day. So...
426
00:23:39,482 --> 00:23:42,151
‐ Yes, but you shouldn't be
alone with this.
427
00:23:43,236 --> 00:23:44,696
‐ I'm not alone.
428
00:23:54,289 --> 00:23:57,000
‐ Don't be ridiculous.
‐ Oh, yeah.
429
00:23:57,000 --> 00:23:58,918
YAO: [chuckles] It's very safe.
430
00:23:58,918 --> 00:24:00,628
‐ Doesn't look very safe, Yao.
431
00:24:00,628 --> 00:24:03,464
‐ Hey, it's gonna be‐‐
it's gonna be a rush.
432
00:24:03,464 --> 00:24:05,842
It'll be fabulous, honey.
433
00:24:05,842 --> 00:24:08,011
‐ I don't feel like doing fabulous today.
434
00:24:08,011 --> 00:24:10,013
‐ Oh, come on, please? We're here, right?
435
00:24:10,013 --> 00:24:11,347
What's the worst that can happen?
436
00:24:13,558 --> 00:24:15,810
‐ Team. I know this is a difficult day.
437
00:24:15,810 --> 00:24:19,022
Your son's 21st birthday.
‐ Don't speak of my son.
438
00:24:19,022 --> 00:24:22,650
‐ Stop it. Jesus Christ.
It's his birthday. It's happy!
439
00:24:22,650 --> 00:24:25,236
Can't you just be‐‐ just be happy?
440
00:24:25,862 --> 00:24:26,905
Ever?
441
00:24:29,240 --> 00:24:30,992
‐ You want to jump, Napoleon?
442
00:24:32,702 --> 00:24:36,706
You jump. Fine.
Go ahead. Do it.
443
00:24:36,706 --> 00:24:37,707
[gasps]
444
00:24:42,462 --> 00:24:44,422
Oh my God!
445
00:24:48,218 --> 00:24:50,094
[laughs, cheers]
446
00:24:50,553 --> 00:24:52,222
[screams]
447
00:24:52,222 --> 00:24:54,891
YAO: You okay, Napoleon?
NAPOLEON: I'm good! I'm fine!
448
00:24:54,891 --> 00:24:57,393
I'm totally fine. [laughs]
449
00:24:57,393 --> 00:25:00,647
‐ Fucking hell.
NAPOLEON: Whoo! [laughs]
450
00:25:00,647 --> 00:25:04,609
♪ dramatic music playing ♪
451
00:25:16,579 --> 00:25:20,250
‐ Hey, yeah. Yeah, it's going. [exhales]
452
00:25:20,250 --> 00:25:22,961
Whether it's according to plan
or not, but it's going.
453
00:25:24,087 --> 00:25:27,549
Oh, she's dosing us. Yeah.
454
00:25:32,095 --> 00:25:33,930
HEATHER: Are you sure?
NAPOLEON: I promise you.
455
00:25:33,930 --> 00:25:36,182
HEATHER: Okay.
‐ I wouldn't steer you wrong.
456
00:25:36,891 --> 00:25:39,102
I mean, okay, I would, but‐‐ but on this,
457
00:25:39,102 --> 00:25:42,522
it is so exhilarating.
Such a shot of adrenaline.
458
00:25:42,522 --> 00:25:43,857
Of life!
459
00:25:44,732 --> 00:25:46,776
‐ I'm terrified.
‐ That's part of it, isn't it?
460
00:25:46,776 --> 00:25:49,028
You do something that scares you.
461
00:25:49,028 --> 00:25:51,239
It's like the John Burroughs quote:
462
00:25:51,239 --> 00:25:53,283
"Leap and the net shall appear."
463
00:25:53,283 --> 00:25:55,577
It means take that plunge, go for it.
464
00:25:55,577 --> 00:25:56,953
I remember this mountain climber‐‐
465
00:25:56,953 --> 00:25:59,622
‐ Napoleon, shut up!
I'm up here. It's happening.
466
00:26:00,248 --> 00:26:04,377
‐ It is.
‐ It is very safe.
467
00:26:04,377 --> 00:26:05,420
‐ Okay.
468
00:26:09,048 --> 00:26:13,720
‐ Oh, it‐‐ it helps to scream.
Don't forget to scream.
469
00:26:13,720 --> 00:26:15,305
‐ Hurry up.
NAPOLEON: On three.
470
00:26:15,305 --> 00:26:16,264
One.
471
00:26:17,181 --> 00:26:18,725
Two.
HEATHER: God!
472
00:26:19,350 --> 00:26:21,853
‐ Three!
[Heather screams]
473
00:26:32,113 --> 00:26:36,492
[gasps] Oh my God!
‐ See?
474
00:26:37,202 --> 00:26:40,038
‐ Fuck you.
‐ I told you.
475
00:26:40,038 --> 00:26:42,457
‐ Amazing.
‐ I told you. It was amazing.
476
00:26:43,249 --> 00:26:44,417
Do you wanna do it again?
477
00:26:44,417 --> 00:26:46,211
‐ No!
‐ No? Oh, come on.
478
00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:49,255
♪ "What Makes Me Think About You"
by Nicolas Godin plays ♪
479
00:26:50,089 --> 00:26:54,636
‐ ♪ What makes me think about you? ♪
480
00:26:55,929 --> 00:26:59,766
♪ What makes me think about your smile? ♪
481
00:27:01,601 --> 00:27:05,563
♪ What makes me think about you? ♪
482
00:27:06,481 --> 00:27:09,400
♪ The shape of a cloud ♪
483
00:27:09,400 --> 00:27:13,154
♪ The color of the sky ♪
484
00:27:13,154 --> 00:27:16,908
♪ What makes me think about you? ♪
485
00:27:18,243 --> 00:27:23,081
♪ What makes me think about your smile? ♪
486
00:27:24,290 --> 00:27:28,211
♪ What makes me think about you? ♪
487
00:27:29,295 --> 00:27:32,090
♪ A view from a hill ♪
488
00:27:32,090 --> 00:27:35,802
♪ Some pictures on a wall ♪
489
00:27:35,802 --> 00:27:38,721
♪ What makes me think about you? ♪
490
00:27:41,307 --> 00:27:43,810
♪ What makes me think of you? ♪
491
00:27:43,810 --> 00:27:47,438
♪
492
00:27:47,438 --> 00:27:49,023
[phone chimes]
493
00:28:03,079 --> 00:28:04,497
BEN:
Thank you for bringing me here.
494
00:28:04,497 --> 00:28:06,374
JESSICA: [chuckles] What?
495
00:28:06,374 --> 00:28:07,876
BEN: I love this place.
496
00:28:09,043 --> 00:28:11,462
‐ [laughs] You're on drugs.
497
00:28:11,462 --> 00:28:13,506
‐ Yeah, I love Masha too.
498
00:28:14,465 --> 00:28:16,634
There's just something
about her. You just...
499
00:28:17,176 --> 00:28:18,887
You know, you feel safe with her.
500
00:28:21,264 --> 00:28:23,266
‐ I know what you mean.
501
00:28:23,266 --> 00:28:24,851
‐ Just make you wanna surrender.
502
00:28:26,895 --> 00:28:29,522
‐ Sometimes I just wish we could
surrender all the money.
503
00:28:30,273 --> 00:28:31,941
I really hate that money.
504
00:28:33,776 --> 00:28:35,361
‐ There's just no going back, right?
505
00:28:35,361 --> 00:28:37,322
‐ Hmm.
‐ I mean, unless...
506
00:28:38,531 --> 00:28:42,076
‐ Unless what?
‐ [inhales] What do you say
507
00:28:42,076 --> 00:28:44,913
we go all "Two Bunch Palms” on each other.
508
00:28:45,663 --> 00:28:46,831
Like the old days.
509
00:28:48,666 --> 00:28:50,585
I still remember
the first time I asked you out.
510
00:28:51,377 --> 00:28:52,795
We were in high school.
511
00:28:53,922 --> 00:28:57,258
‐ I got goosebumps.
‐ I was so nervous.
512
00:28:57,258 --> 00:29:01,012
‐ I still get goosebumps.
‐ I do miss my old life.
513
00:29:01,012 --> 00:29:02,263
Our old life.
514
00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:05,183
‐ It's all there.
515
00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:10,438
We just got to dig it out.
[Ben chuckles]
516
00:29:11,981 --> 00:29:15,652
[exhales deeply]
517
00:29:17,862 --> 00:29:18,863
[grunts]
518
00:29:21,866 --> 00:29:22,909
[exhales deeply]
519
00:29:23,868 --> 00:29:25,245
[inaudible]
520
00:29:28,206 --> 00:29:29,499
FRANCES: Whatcha doing?
521
00:29:38,383 --> 00:29:39,884
Gonna throw it out there one more time.
522
00:29:39,884 --> 00:29:43,137
What are you doing?
‐ [inhales] Sorry, I was‐‐
523
00:29:44,305 --> 00:29:45,515
I was meditating.
524
00:29:46,224 --> 00:29:49,477
‐ I didn't think you, uh,
kinda went for that stuff.
525
00:29:49,477 --> 00:29:50,937
‐ Seem to be going for a lot of stuff
526
00:29:50,937 --> 00:29:54,607
that I never thought possible.
[inhales, exhales]
527
00:29:54,607 --> 00:29:59,112
‐ Okay, well. I'll bite. Like what?
528
00:29:59,112 --> 00:30:01,614
TONY: Well, like this place, for starters.
529
00:30:03,658 --> 00:30:05,577
I mean, what the fuck? [chuckles]
530
00:30:07,704 --> 00:30:09,873
But I am off the oxys.
531
00:30:12,375 --> 00:30:13,585
And more importantly,
532
00:30:14,627 --> 00:30:16,170
the oxys weren't just for my knee.
533
00:30:17,630 --> 00:30:20,383
I've been numbing a lot of shit
for a lot of years.
534
00:30:20,925 --> 00:30:23,052
And now here I am, facing it all, and...
535
00:30:24,345 --> 00:30:27,265
I'm doing it off the drugs.
I'm not having the best time.
536
00:30:28,433 --> 00:30:33,771
‐ Look I know I was fairly
out of it this morning, but...
537
00:30:34,898 --> 00:30:36,733
I still noticed that you got
538
00:30:37,567 --> 00:30:40,945
very upset about Lars's, you know,
539
00:30:40,945 --> 00:30:44,032
imaginary hallucination baby
540
00:30:44,032 --> 00:30:45,783
and that you had fathered it and...
541
00:30:46,910 --> 00:30:49,829
‐ I wasn't there when either
of my kids were born.
542
00:30:53,208 --> 00:30:55,210
With my older one, I was working.
543
00:30:55,210 --> 00:30:56,336
I had a game.
544
00:30:57,295 --> 00:31:00,924
But my younger one, um...
545
00:31:05,511 --> 00:31:07,972
I was high, that much I remember.
546
00:31:12,727 --> 00:31:15,021
I should've never come
to this place. [sighs]
547
00:31:16,231 --> 00:31:18,942
‐ I think maybe it's exactly
where you need to be.
548
00:31:21,277 --> 00:31:22,779
‐ You're a good person, Frances.
549
00:31:22,779 --> 00:31:24,405
I mean, I know I keep saying that,
550
00:31:24,405 --> 00:31:26,533
but it's‐‐
‐ You have never said that.
551
00:31:26,533 --> 00:31:28,284
‐ Really?
‐ I keep saying that,
552
00:31:28,284 --> 00:31:30,703
repeatedly, hoping it'll,
you know, catch on.
553
00:31:30,703 --> 00:31:32,330
‐ Well, I knew I heard it somewhere.
554
00:31:32,330 --> 00:31:33,498
[chuckles softly]
555
00:31:38,878 --> 00:31:42,340
Every time I close
my eyes here, I just‐‐ I just‐‐
556
00:31:42,340 --> 00:31:45,218
I keep on seeing those things
that I don't want to face.
557
00:31:45,843 --> 00:31:47,762
Every fucking mistake that I ever made.
558
00:31:50,515 --> 00:31:52,725
‐ Maybe you just shouldn't
close your eyes.
559
00:31:54,519 --> 00:31:57,397
‐ I'm not sure I want any
of this bad enough, Frances.
560
00:31:59,983 --> 00:32:01,234
I'm not gonna make it.
561
00:32:02,193 --> 00:32:04,320
‐ Well, what do you mean? You're not‐‐
562
00:32:04,320 --> 00:32:05,947
You're not gonna make it where?
563
00:32:05,947 --> 00:32:07,365
‐ To the end of the week.
564
00:32:07,365 --> 00:32:08,950
The end of the year. [sniffles]
565
00:32:08,950 --> 00:32:10,952
‐ What are you‐‐ What are you saying?
566
00:32:12,412 --> 00:32:14,080
What are you saying?
‐ Nothing.
567
00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:15,874
I'm not saying anything. I...
568
00:32:17,625 --> 00:32:20,253
Ah! I don't know
what I'm saying. Forget it.
569
00:32:20,253 --> 00:32:22,547
‐ I'm not gonna forget it. I'm...
570
00:32:23,464 --> 00:32:24,841
I'm worried about you.
571
00:32:24,841 --> 00:32:26,593
‐ No. You don't need
to be worried about me.
572
00:32:27,385 --> 00:32:29,304
‐ I know I don't need to. I...
573
00:32:30,680 --> 00:32:31,931
I want to.
574
00:32:34,934 --> 00:32:38,187
‐ Well, see, like I said.
You're a good person.
575
00:32:39,606 --> 00:32:42,108
‐ You're full of shit.
[Tony laughs]
576
00:32:47,405 --> 00:32:49,449
[Carmel humming, exhales]
577
00:32:50,158 --> 00:32:51,284
[sighs]
578
00:32:52,994 --> 00:32:53,995
‐ Yes.
579
00:32:53,995 --> 00:32:58,166
♪ dramatic music playing ♪
580
00:33:01,669 --> 00:33:03,463
[both grunting, moaning]
581
00:33:06,257 --> 00:33:09,427
JESSICA:
I fucking love this place! Oh my God.
582
00:33:09,427 --> 00:33:12,639
[Jessica continues moaning]
583
00:33:14,265 --> 00:33:17,602
‐ Fucking.
Why is everybody just fucking around here?
584
00:33:17,602 --> 00:33:20,230
I don't under‐‐ [inhales]
I don't understand.
585
00:33:21,064 --> 00:33:23,233
[crying] I'm so stupid sometimes.
Fucking...
586
00:33:23,233 --> 00:33:25,360
LARS: Hi.
‐ [inhales] Hi.
587
00:33:25,944 --> 00:33:27,737
‐ It's okay.
CARMEL: I'm sorry.
588
00:33:27,737 --> 00:33:29,364
‐ Are you okay?
589
00:33:29,364 --> 00:33:32,116
CARMEL: Uh, I'm fine.
590
00:33:32,742 --> 00:33:34,661
‐ What's all this I hear about fucking?
591
00:33:36,162 --> 00:33:37,872
‐ I'm just not in the mood, okay?
592
00:33:37,872 --> 00:33:39,707
Mm. Lars, not today.
593
00:33:42,168 --> 00:33:44,837
LARS: Why all the tears? What's wrong?
594
00:33:45,880 --> 00:33:48,758
‐ [inhales, exhales] I'm...
595
00:33:50,885 --> 00:33:52,220
I just...
596
00:33:52,220 --> 00:33:55,390
I get sick of it sometimes,
all right? I just...
597
00:33:56,224 --> 00:33:58,434
I just‐‐ I get sick of it.
598
00:33:58,434 --> 00:33:59,435
‐ Yeah, me too.
599
00:34:00,687 --> 00:34:01,646
Sick of what?
600
00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:03,857
‐ This pretending.
601
00:34:04,482 --> 00:34:06,818
Pretending to be okay, okay with me,
602
00:34:06,818 --> 00:34:09,279
okay with his happy life,
603
00:34:09,279 --> 00:34:13,074
pretending to be happy
for the sake of my kids, happy.
604
00:34:13,074 --> 00:34:17,412
Happy like it doesn't bother me
to see‐‐ see married couples,
605
00:34:17,412 --> 00:34:19,581
even unhappy ones,
doing what married couples do,
606
00:34:19,581 --> 00:34:22,041
like fucking in a fucking hot tub.
607
00:34:22,041 --> 00:34:24,127
Why should that trigger me?
Why does it take me over
608
00:34:24,127 --> 00:34:26,379
that my ex and his pretty young thing
609
00:34:26,379 --> 00:34:28,756
are fucking all over Florence,
that‐‐ that‐‐ [sobs]
610
00:34:28,756 --> 00:34:31,134
That she's probably flossing her teeth
611
00:34:31,134 --> 00:34:32,427
with his little pencil dick right now
612
00:34:32,427 --> 00:34:33,761
while my kids are in the next room,
613
00:34:33,761 --> 00:34:37,682
why does it‐‐ why does it‐‐
does it‐‐ fucking‐‐ [sobs]
614
00:34:37,682 --> 00:34:39,767
Can't I even hear a reference
to my wedding song
615
00:34:39,767 --> 00:34:41,269
without wanting to stab the table?
616
00:34:41,269 --> 00:34:44,397
I'm just‐‐ I'm sick of it!
I am‐‐ I'm sick of all of it.
617
00:34:44,397 --> 00:34:45,899
[breathes shakily]
618
00:34:46,900 --> 00:34:49,194
Don't you look at me like‐‐ like‐‐
619
00:34:49,194 --> 00:34:52,280
don't stare at me like
I'm a fucking psycho, all right?
620
00:34:52,280 --> 00:34:55,408
Which I... probably am.
621
00:34:55,408 --> 00:34:58,203
‐ Carmel.
[Carmel sniffles]
622
00:34:58,203 --> 00:34:59,287
Listen to me.
623
00:35:00,955 --> 00:35:04,542
I've spent most of my adult life
in psychotherapy.
624
00:35:05,418 --> 00:35:08,588
I could literally be the camp
counselor here, honestly.
625
00:35:09,923 --> 00:35:14,177
What you need to do
is dissociate from him.
626
00:35:14,761 --> 00:35:18,348
Hating him has its benefits,
stabbing him even better.
627
00:35:19,265 --> 00:35:22,852
But dissociation is the only lasting cure.
628
00:35:25,188 --> 00:35:27,982
‐ How do I do that?
629
00:35:27,982 --> 00:35:30,485
‐ Oh, you just do it
the old‐fashioned way.
630
00:35:31,236 --> 00:35:33,780
You meet someone new. And you will.
631
00:35:34,656 --> 00:35:38,117
Because you are a vibrant,
beautiful woman.
632
00:35:38,868 --> 00:35:40,119
‐ Don't give me that.
633
00:35:41,246 --> 00:35:44,207
‐ I am giving you that
because it's true. Okay?
634
00:35:44,958 --> 00:35:47,377
Not only that, but you're passionate.
635
00:35:47,961 --> 00:35:51,047
You're a passionate, vibrant,
beautiful woman.
636
00:35:51,047 --> 00:35:52,590
My God, Carmel.
637
00:35:52,590 --> 00:35:54,926
There's a whole world of men
waiting out there for you.
638
00:35:54,926 --> 00:35:56,135
[Lars chuckles]
639
00:36:01,349 --> 00:36:05,353
‐ [inhales] God, what is Masha
putting in your smoothies?
640
00:36:08,898 --> 00:36:10,733
‐ I know, right? [chuckles]
641
00:36:11,651 --> 00:36:15,405
Creeping myself out. [chuckles]
642
00:36:15,405 --> 00:36:17,407
‐ Yeah.
‐ Come here.
643
00:36:17,407 --> 00:36:21,786
♪ dramatic music playing ♪
644
00:36:23,663 --> 00:36:25,415
Come on. [sniffs]
645
00:36:25,415 --> 00:36:27,750
CARMEL: I thought you were
going to the hot springs.
646
00:36:27,750 --> 00:36:29,502
LARS: Not after what you told me.
647
00:36:29,502 --> 00:36:31,504
Absolutely not.
[Carmel laughs]
648
00:36:32,297 --> 00:36:34,048
Savages.
[Carmel laughs]
649
00:36:34,048 --> 00:36:38,428
NAPOLEON:
♪ Happy birthday, 21st ♪
[laughter]
650
00:36:38,428 --> 00:36:43,600
GROUP:
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
[cheering]
651
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:45,518
HEATHER: You have to make a wish first.
652
00:36:52,192 --> 00:36:54,444
[blows]
[cheering, chuckling]
653
00:36:54,444 --> 00:36:56,154
NAPOLEON: 21!
654
00:36:56,154 --> 00:36:57,822
ZOE: I'd like to make a toast.
655
00:36:57,822 --> 00:36:58,865
Um...
656
00:37:00,283 --> 00:37:01,910
First, to Zach,
657
00:37:02,410 --> 00:37:04,412
who I really wish was here right now.
658
00:37:05,121 --> 00:37:08,291
Um, and would be cringing
so hard at this speech.
659
00:37:08,291 --> 00:37:11,753
It was definitely, definitely his thing.
660
00:37:11,753 --> 00:37:12,837
Um...
661
00:37:14,130 --> 00:37:15,673
Yeah. Happy birthday, Zach.
662
00:37:15,673 --> 00:37:17,800
ALL: Happy birthday, Zach.
663
00:37:20,303 --> 00:37:23,723
‐ You know, yesterday my parents
said that we could leave
664
00:37:23,723 --> 00:37:25,975
if I didn't want
to be stuck here on my birthday,
665
00:37:25,975 --> 00:37:28,311
but the truth is
666
00:37:28,311 --> 00:37:30,813
I‐I really wouldn't want
to be anywhere else.
667
00:37:31,606 --> 00:37:35,276
Believe it or not, maybe‐‐
maybe it's the smoothies,
668
00:37:35,276 --> 00:37:39,197
but, um, you guys
are all really starting to feel
669
00:37:39,197 --> 00:37:40,532
like family to me.
670
00:37:40,990 --> 00:37:43,326
I don't know how the fuck that's possible.
671
00:37:43,326 --> 00:37:45,745
[laughter]
672
00:37:45,745 --> 00:37:49,582
[chuckles] But I don't know, no‐‐
673
00:37:50,542 --> 00:37:52,669
nobody's really treated me like a person
674
00:37:52,669 --> 00:37:56,089
for the past three years. Um...
675
00:37:58,258 --> 00:37:59,926
They've treated me like a patient,
676
00:37:59,926 --> 00:38:04,347
and definitely a victim, but...
677
00:38:05,848 --> 00:38:08,142
not really as a person, so...
678
00:38:10,144 --> 00:38:11,521
Sorry. [chuckles]
679
00:38:11,521 --> 00:38:13,356
I'm just really grateful for you guys.
680
00:38:14,357 --> 00:38:15,942
And I've made friends here.
681
00:38:17,902 --> 00:38:22,407
Um, no one should be alone
on their birthday, and I'm not.
682
00:38:23,074 --> 00:38:24,576
I got you weirdos.
683
00:38:24,576 --> 00:38:26,119
[laughter]
684
00:38:26,119 --> 00:38:30,456
Um, but let's not forget,
no good deed goes unpunished.
685
00:38:31,040 --> 00:38:33,710
And as far as punishments go,
686
00:38:34,085 --> 00:38:37,046
there is a tradition on my birthday.
687
00:38:39,257 --> 00:38:42,135
And it pains me to say
that it is my father singing.
688
00:38:42,135 --> 00:38:44,679
[laughs]
‐ Oh yes, Napoleon!
689
00:38:44,679 --> 00:38:46,973
NAPOLEON: Well, thank you.
Thank you very much, Carmel.
690
00:38:46,973 --> 00:38:49,017
I've been singing this song to my kids
691
00:38:49,017 --> 00:38:50,310
since they were little.
‐ Torturing us with it.
692
00:38:50,310 --> 00:38:51,269
‐ What?
‐ What?
693
00:38:51,269 --> 00:38:52,854
[laughter]
694
00:38:52,854 --> 00:38:54,939
‐ And, um, never mind.
695
00:38:55,440 --> 00:38:58,693
And, um, it's become, as Zoe says, uh,
696
00:38:58,693 --> 00:39:01,988
sort of a birthday tradition,
one you can dance to
697
00:39:01,988 --> 00:39:03,865
if you're so inclined. So, uh...
698
00:39:03,865 --> 00:39:06,743
TONY: Ooh, we're all intrigued, Napoleon.
699
00:39:06,743 --> 00:39:09,454
‐ Yeah. Look at this.
700
00:39:09,454 --> 00:39:10,580
ZOE: Really?
701
00:39:10,580 --> 00:39:12,165
♪ jazz music playing ♪
702
00:39:12,165 --> 00:39:13,541
LARS: Look at this, huh?
703
00:39:14,667 --> 00:39:16,961
‐ Oh, yeah.
CARMEL: Whoo!
704
00:39:16,961 --> 00:39:18,546
TONY:
That's actually a good look on you.
705
00:39:18,546 --> 00:39:21,424
‐ Well, it's part of the tradition, too.
Yeah, I think so.
‐ Oh my god.
706
00:39:22,258 --> 00:39:26,846
‐ ♪ Happy, happy birthday, baby ♪
707
00:39:26,846 --> 00:39:28,806
CARMEL: Oh. Whoo!
708
00:39:29,724 --> 00:39:33,186
‐ ♪ Although you're with somebody new ♪
709
00:39:33,186 --> 00:39:34,812
‐ What the fuck, huh?
710
00:39:35,980 --> 00:39:37,649
‐ Well, when you ask like that...
711
00:39:38,274 --> 00:39:39,776
‐ I'm a really good dancer.
712
00:39:41,444 --> 00:39:43,238
NAPOLEON:
♪ That I wish this happy day ♪
713
00:39:43,238 --> 00:39:44,489
‐ Come on, baby.
714
00:39:45,281 --> 00:39:48,243
‐ Sorry. I don't "mercy dance."
‐ Yes, you do.
715
00:39:48,243 --> 00:39:51,037
You know you want it.
[Carmel chuckles]
716
00:39:51,913 --> 00:39:55,333
‐ Oh, secret's out on you, Lars.
‐ Hmm?
717
00:39:55,333 --> 00:39:59,379
‐ You're a kind human being.
‐ Well, still a secret.
718
00:39:59,379 --> 00:40:01,589
For you to keep.
[Carmel chuckles]
719
00:40:01,589 --> 00:40:04,008
‐ Check out Tony and Frances.
720
00:40:04,801 --> 00:40:07,428
Something going on there, I think.
721
00:40:08,179 --> 00:40:10,223
‐ I think something's going on here.
722
00:40:10,223 --> 00:40:12,183
‐ Oh. Oh.
723
00:40:12,183 --> 00:40:13,434
[chuckles]
724
00:40:14,143 --> 00:40:19,816
NAPOLEON: ♪ Because that's when
We fell in love ♪
725
00:40:21,568 --> 00:40:27,240
♪ Do you remember ♪
726
00:40:27,240 --> 00:40:29,617
MASHA: You and Yao okay?
‐ Better.
727
00:40:29,617 --> 00:40:31,286
[Napoleon continues singing in distance]
728
00:40:31,286 --> 00:40:33,204
I feel like we're moving into a new space.
729
00:40:33,204 --> 00:40:34,330
‐ Good.
730
00:40:35,331 --> 00:40:37,375
I can't do this without you.
731
00:40:38,585 --> 00:40:39,919
‐ Great party.
732
00:40:41,254 --> 00:40:43,965
‐ Dance with your lady.
YAO: I think I shall.
733
00:40:46,175 --> 00:40:51,306
NAPOLEON:
♪ How can we say goodbye ♪
734
00:40:51,306 --> 00:40:55,518
♪ Happy, happy, happy birthday ♪
735
00:40:57,020 --> 00:40:58,438
‐ [whispers] Happy birthday.
736
00:40:58,438 --> 00:41:01,816
NAPOLEON: Although I'm‐‐
I'm not acting like a lady.
737
00:41:05,820 --> 00:41:10,241
♪ So I close this note to you ♪
738
00:41:10,241 --> 00:41:13,328
♪ With good wishes and luck too ♪
739
00:41:23,713 --> 00:41:27,175
NAPOLEON:
♪ Happy, happy birthday ♪
740
00:41:27,175 --> 00:41:31,304
♪ Baby ♪
741
00:41:31,304 --> 00:41:33,056
‐ [mouths] Happy birthday.
742
00:41:33,056 --> 00:41:34,307
[applause]
743
00:41:35,016 --> 00:41:35,975
[blows]
744
00:41:38,102 --> 00:41:42,774
♪ mystical music playing ♪
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