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MASHA: Namaste.
Welcome to Tranquillum House.
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I'm Masha.
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[Frances sobbing]
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‐ Are you saying
they don't want the book?
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TONY:
It's not normal to be screaming,
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"Dead to the fucking world"
at the top of your lungs.
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JESSICA: We're going
'cause we have issues, Benjamin.
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With us.
[engine revving]
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TONY:
What are you in for?
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‐ Weight loss, esteem building,
mind and body transformation.
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‐ I mean, I already feel better.
I really do.
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Is this not fantastic?
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‐ What's that?
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DELILAH:
Blood draw. Standard practice.
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‐ Did she give you any idea
what to expect?
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FRANCES: Suffering.
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♪ dramatic music playing ♪
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♪ This Strange Effect playing ♪
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‐ ♪ You've got this
strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You've got this
strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You make my world seem right ♪
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♪ You make my darkness bright,
oh, yes ♪
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♪ You've got this strange
effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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[Zoe panting]
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[breathes sharply]
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[breathes heavily]
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[sobs]
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[inhales, exhales deeply]
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FRANCES: Hey, there.
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‐ Hey! [cries and sniffles]
‐ Are you okay?
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‐ Yeah. Yeah. No, I'm fine.
I just, um...
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just a little panic attack.
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They come and go.
And sometimes
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I just feel like I'm gonna
freak out so I didn't want to,
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you know,
disrupt the session or anything.
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‐ Oh, well, that session is
officially disrupted, anyway.
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Your dad's back there
holding your mom back,
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I think she wants to, uh...
[Zoe chuckles]
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...claw Masha's eyes out.
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Something about death,
or something,
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I didn't quite catch it.
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‐ Yeah, yeah, um,
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it's‐‐ it's my brother Zach.
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He‐‐ he stopped living
three years ago.
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Kind of why we're here.
Um... [sniffles]
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It would've been
his 21st birthday this week.
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Or our 21st.
We were‐‐ we were twins.
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But, uh, he...
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stopped living the day before
our 18th birthday. So...
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‐ Oh, God.
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‐ There you have it,
the Marconi family baggage,
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which was also searched,
by the way. [slight chuckle]
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Yes. Oh.
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‐ I'm sorry, honey.
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‐ It's okay.
We really weren't close.
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So... [slight chuckle]
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‐ Are you all right?
‐ Yeah, I'm fine.
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Just needed some air.
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‐ Hello.
‐ Hello.
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‐ Could I talk to my daughter...
‐ Yes.
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‐ ...please?
‐ Mom, Mom, it's fine.
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I'm fine. Frances, I'm fine.
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I was actually
just gonna go for a run.
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We're runners. [chuckles]
Um, I'll... see you.
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‐ She was telling me
about your son.
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‐ Oh.
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‐ I'm so sorry.
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‐ Thank you.
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TONY:
Yeah, I didn't read anything about
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getting my fucking bags gone through.
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Anybody else read
anything about that?
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'Cause I didn't read anything...
‐ Hey.
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‐ ...about that.
‐ Maybe you could take a breath.
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TONY: The fuck?
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I am not taking a breath.
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It's a fucking crime is what it is.
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Tossing our cells for contraband?
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Not giving our shit back,
that's a violation
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of our human rights, lady.
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Now, I've got prescription
medication in my wash bag
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and I'm gonna need it back,
like right‐fucking‐now.
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You feel me?
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‐ Yao. Would you go and retrieve
Tony's medicine?
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‐ Yeah, very good, thank you.
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MASHA: Would you like
your vodka as well?
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Or do you take it separately?
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‐ Fuck you.
‐ Hey, now.
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Let's just take it easy.
‐ Fuck you, too.
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JESSICA: Yeah, this is not
what I signed up for.
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Just like, FYI.
MASHA: We're okay.
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Part of the healing
is finding the wound.
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‐ That's why you picked us, right?
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‐ What do you mean, she “picked" us?
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‐ She accepts less than ten percent
of her applicants.
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We're just an equation.
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We complement
each other's demons.
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‐ What a fuckin' crock.
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‐ What is it
you look for in your guests?
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‐ Damage.
‐ Potential.
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FRANCES: Tomato, to‐mah‐toe.
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‐ Is that how
you're feeling about yourself,
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Frances? Is it?
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About things? About your life?
Tomato, to‐mah‐toe, whatever.
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‐ I know women like you.
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‐ You don't.
FRANCES: You're so driven.
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And you're so committed...
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to perfection that
you're not even human anymore.
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And you whittle
away everybody else
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so you don't have to see
your own bumps and bruises.
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Maybe some of these...
guests did come for struggle.
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But I get enough of
that in my day‐to‐day life.
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I didn't come here to open a vein.
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I came here to have
a little bit of fucking fun.
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‐ I'd like to talk to you in private,
if I may.
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[lights match]
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Look, obviously,
you're a very smart person...
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building this whole...
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thing. [breathes]
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But uh,
it just doesn't make any sense.
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There's not a qualified
professional in the world
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who would confiscate
somebody's medication.
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‐ You're a drug addict, Tony.
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There's many places you could go
to detox or rehab.
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But you came here.
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Maybe to fix what caused
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you to become a drug addict.
‐ I know.
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I know what caused it, okay?
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Three spinal surgeries,
a blown knee.
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‐ That's just a story.
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One that's keeping you numb
and checked out of your entire life.
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‐ Okay. Yeah, day one
and you know all this, right?
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[chuckles, sniffs]
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‐ You're divorced, yes?
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‐ Yeah.
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‐ You have, two children?
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[exhales]
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How's your relationship with them?
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[Tony chuckles]
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‐ This is it, right?
This is what you do?
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You get people to talk
about their shit,
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and then you use it against them.
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Huh? You gonna plug me
into an ATM machine now?
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‐ Are you happy with your life?
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‐ Am I happy with my life?
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‐ Mm‐hmm.
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‐ Who the fuck is happy
with their life?
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[breathes heavily]
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Just give me my medicine, please. [sighs]
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MASHA: Have it.
[lid thuds on table]
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Right now!
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And another one, in the morning.
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Every day.
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I don't want you sick, Tony.
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Hmm? I just want you...
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safe, healed.
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Whole.
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And I think
that's what you want.
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[breathes heavily]
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I never wanted
to take your pills, Tony.
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Just your secret.
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♪ ominous music playing ♪
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[sighs in relief]
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♪ ominous music continues ♪
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[sighs]
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[crickets chirping]
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‐ [gasps] Oh, shit!
‐ I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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‐ Jesus!
‐ I'm sorry.
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‐ [sighs] Oh, you scared me to death.
‐ I'm so sorry.
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‐ You shouldn't sneak up on people
in the dark like that.
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‐ I wasn't sneaking.
I just‐‐ You know, I read in the...
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in the... the pamphlet, uh, to be mindful
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of others that they might
be meditating and try not to...
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to disturb. So that's...
that's what that...
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Yeah.
‐ Well. I'm not meditating,
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just despondently staring
into the gaping void.
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‐ Hey, um... the... the... like,
welcoming thing, that was...
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‐ It was bat shit.
‐ Yeah.
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‐ Yeah.
‐ Okay, cool.
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'Cause I thought I was just
like losing my mind‐‐ okay.
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[Frances chuckles]
Hey, um,
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you probably don't want
to hear this.
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Uhm, you know, people come
to retreats to get away
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from it all and I have to say...
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I am such a huge fan.
‐ Oh.
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JESSICA: I've read
Nathaniel's Kiss like, three times.
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I think it's
the most romantic book...
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in the world.
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‐ Thank you for that.
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‐ So, what's, uh,
what's your crisis?
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‐ What's my what?
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‐ The British dude, he said that, uh,
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Masha like picked us all
for a particular crisis.
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With all your success, I just...
was wondering, I‐‐
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Now I'm realizing that...
I am kinda crossing a line.
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So, I'm gonna...
just gonna take it back.
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‐ It's okay, I... I'm just
here for a little R&R.
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Maybe, my crisis is
I don't have a crisis.
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[chuckles]
‐ Mm‐hmm [chuckling] Oh.
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‐ So are you writing anything new‐‐
‐ What's your crisis?
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‐ Oh, uh. Marriage counseling.
Yeah. Well, Ben and I just...
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a little bit of a bumpy patch.
[chuckles]
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‐ I know that road.
JESSICA: Oh, you're married?
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‐ [inhales] Not currently.
Have been. Twice. Uh,
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optimist‐masochist. Fine line.
[inhales]
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‐ “He saw her." [chuckles]
That's my favorite part of, um,
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Nathaniel's Kiss.
You wrote, um, “He saw her.
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"And until then, she never knew.
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"She'd never been seen before.
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It was like coming home."
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‐ [chuckles]
It's a little clunky.
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‐ No. No, it's not.
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It's the most wonderful feeling
in the world.
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To be seen. [chuckles]
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‐ You want
a little grown‐ass lady advice?
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You can take it or leave it?
‐ I'll take it.
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‐ I wouldn't look to novels,
or music, or movies,
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to tell you the truth about love.
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They lie.
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And we're just a pack of dirty liars.
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‐ Right? [chuckles]
I mean, yeah.
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‐ Hustlers of the heart.
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‐ Did you just make that up?
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‐ I‐‐ Yeah, I guess I did.
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‐ God! You're good.
‐ [chuckles]
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Oh... [sighs]
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‐ I'm gonna... get back to‐‐
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Ye‐‐ um, thanks.
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[clears throat]
I'll see you tomorrow, I guess?
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Maybe it won't be as...
‐ Weird?
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‐ Yeah. [chuckling]
‐ Yeah. Let's hope.
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‐ [chuckling] Good night.
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‐ Good night.
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[Jessica clears throat]
[footsteps receding]
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[crickets and birds chirping]
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[goat bleating]
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[bird tweeting]
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‐ Hi, baby.
Let's have a quiet day today.
[goat bleats]
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♪ suspenseful music playing ♪
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[Masha panting]
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[panting continues]
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[breathes]
[mobile notification rings]
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♪ eerie music playing ♪
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♪ eerie music continues ♪
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[birds chirping]
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NAPOLEON:
Oh, what shower pressure.
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Fantastic.
[squirts lotion]
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I had a spectacular sleep.
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[claps hands together]
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It's going to be
a fantastic day, I can feel it.
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You should shower if you're
going to do so before breakfast.
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They want us promptly
there at seven.
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I am absolutely famished,
by the way.
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Which I take as a good sign.
My metabolism is engaged
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and firing.
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‐ I think I might skip breakfast
and go for a run... instead.
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‐ Uh, I think brekkie is mandatory.
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It's a very precise regimen here.
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I suggest we surrender to it, pumpkin.
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‐ There's only so much
surrendering I can do, Leon.
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You go. Don't be late for breakfast.
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You certainly wouldn't want
to break a rule.
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‐ What's that supposed to mean?
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‐ Look, it means rules
are meant to be followed.
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How else to ensure
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the survival of a civilized society?
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‐ You have to seek out
the wonderful, Heather,
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because it doesn't
just come knocking.
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Maybe life will surprise you.
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‐ You know what you said to me?
Right after. Do you remember?
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You said, “Things happen for a reason."
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[chuckles ironically]
What...
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What reason?
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As much
as I love you, and I do, I do...
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‐ Finish it.
‐ I'm angry.
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NAPOLEON: At me?
‐ Yeah.
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For being so constantly upbeat.
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For trying to make sense of
of the most incomprehensible.
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But mostly,
for making me feel so alone.
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You make me feel so fucking alone.
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You ask, "Why are we here?"
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I'm here because I miss liking you.
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[Napoleon exhales]
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I know,
you didn't deserve that.
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‐ Hmm.
But I got it just the same.
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[birds chirping]
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♪ You Are My Sunshine
by Jimmie Davis playing ♪
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‐ ♪ The other night, dear ♪
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♪ As I lay sleeping ♪
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♪ I dreamed I held you in my arms ♪
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♪ But when I woke, dear,
I was mistaken ♪
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♪ And I hung my head and cried ♪
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♪ You are my sunshine ♪
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♪ My only sunshine ♪
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♪ You make me happy
when skies are grey ♪
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♪ You'll never know, dear,
how much I love you ♪
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‐ [inhales] Yes!
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♪ guitar solo ♪
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[sniffs]
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‐ [chuckles]
Hi, there, handsome.
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Hey, honey. I am unfortunately
gonna have to postpone my trip.
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I'm so sorry.
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‐ Oh, no. What happened?
‐ It's Ari.
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He was in a car accident.
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‐ Oh, my God. Is he okay?
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‐ [sighs] They put him into
an induced coma
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to help with his healing.
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I'm trying to get him
transferred to a better hospital...
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FRANCES: Here, you go detective,
you can keep it.
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I told him I loved him.
[scoffs]
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He's an imaginary person
and I... I told him I loved him.
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MAN: This happens to a lot of women
of your age and circumstance.
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[exhales]
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NAPOLEON: Good morning.
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‐ This should be on Instagram.
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BEN: Woo!
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‐ Oh, this is so adorable.
So healthy.
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‐ It... It's like a dream.
The perfect breakfast.
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‐ Yes, if you can't have substance,
style will do,
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I suppose.
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‐ How we doing, everybody?
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‐ I lost weight!
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‐ Y'know, I was meaning to say.
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BEN: Why you trying to lose weight?
You're not fat.
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‐ Thank you. But I'd...
I'd still like to be thinner.
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‐ But why? I don't get it.
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Why is everybody so obsessed
with that kind of thing?
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‐ I don't think we are, Ben.
And... If you're looking for
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commonality, I think we're
all obsessed with being a little
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better than we were yesterday.
A little less lousy,
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a little less in the toilet.
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I could be wrong, but isn't
that the essence of life?
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Identifying your hump
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and then hurling yourself over it.
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‐ Told you, she's, like, a gifted writer.
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‐ Good morning, good morning, everybody.
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What fell off the chuckwagon?
That's not me.
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Uh... hey, guys, look,
I know I came in a little rough
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to the dock yesterday
and I apologize, okay?
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And if I offended any of you
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and I probably offended most
of you, sorry. New day, huh?
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‐ Mm. Seems like someone
got his meds back.
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‐ You know what, Lars?
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I did.
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Thanks for caring.
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‐ Who are you, really?
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‐ You mean, like, deep down?
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‐ He does look familiar, right?
Like, I've seen your face.
353
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Probably on Dateline or something.
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DELILAH: People!
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All right!
Today's schedule.
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We will all begin
with a little dirt‐digging.
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In the afternoon‐‐
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‐ What do you mean, dirt‐digging?
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‐ Soil bacteria has special qualities.
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It can fight anxiety,
depression, maybe even cancer.
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‐ I'm not... I'm not that big
on dirt or bacteria.
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It's kind of a Protestant thing.
I don't wanna talk about it.
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TONY: You got an excuse for everything.
‐ Hmm?
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‐ I said, you got an excuse‐‐
‐ No! Still can't hear,
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your mouths is...
DELILAH: Okay.
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‐ I get it.
DELILAH: Team...
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‐ Yeah, this is definitely not a team.
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I mean, this is like
the opposite of a team.
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[water burbling]
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[birds chirping]
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♪ ominous music playing ♪
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[footsteps approaching]
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[gunshot fires]
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♪ ominous music continues ♪
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[gasping, panting]
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‐ [exhales] Something you need?
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‐ Tell me, you pool sit
when you're stressed.
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And you've been down here
every day of late. What's wrong?
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[sighs]
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‐ I received some disturbing messages.
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[sighs]
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Threats.
‐ Threats from who?
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‐ Anonymous.
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‐ Should we report it?
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‐ To who? The police?
What are they gonna do?
386
00:19:47,584 --> 00:19:48,793
It could be from anyone.
387
00:19:50,169 --> 00:19:53,256
I wasn't a very nice person
in my previous life.
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You would've shot me too
if you'd known me then.
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‐ No. No, I wouldn't have.
390
00:20:00,722 --> 00:20:02,807
‐ No. You wouldn't have.
391
00:20:06,978 --> 00:20:08,813
You and Delilah okay?
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‐ She still gets a little jealous.
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00:20:13,985 --> 00:20:16,321
‐ She'll have to get over
that, won't she?
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Hmm?
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‐ It's difficult.
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‐ That's what life is more
than anything, difficult.
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Hmm.
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We are and we always will be
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profoundly and inextricably bound.
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Don't you agree?
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[Yao breathes]
402
00:20:44,140 --> 00:20:46,601
Love her.
And she will feel loved.
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00:20:52,899 --> 00:20:56,110
[grunting, panting]
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00:20:58,821 --> 00:21:02,242
‐ [grunts] Fuck!
That's it, I'm done.
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00:21:02,242 --> 00:21:04,744
‐ Digging graves is not doing
my back any favors.
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‐ What are you talking about?
They dug half of it for us
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and you haven't
even stood up, yet.
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00:21:09,040 --> 00:21:11,209
‐ I am still helping
and exerting myself.
409
00:21:11,209 --> 00:21:13,336
Not that I've asked for your opinion.
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00:21:13,336 --> 00:21:14,671
[grunts]
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‐ It feels good, doesn't it?
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To exhaust the body
with hard, hard work.
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Pre‐industrial man,
he didn't get depressed
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because he
was too busy working.
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Would you please lie down
in your ditches?
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‐ Uh...
[shovel clanking]
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[Tony panting]
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♪ ominous music playing ♪
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‐ We spend our lives avoiding
the thought of
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the one true guarantee.
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That our time here is limited.
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We are terrified of death,
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not because it is unknown,
but because it forces us
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to confront
our deepest regrets.
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Be it...
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lies we have told...
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people we have hurt...
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professional failures or...
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or simply...
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an unfulfilled life.
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So, I want you all now
to close your eyes.
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Think of your life, past.
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[breathes]
[grunts]
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Imagine that your body,
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has returned to the Mother Earth,
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and that your soul
has been set free.
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And your loved ones...
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your loved ones
are gathered around you.
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00:22:44,677 --> 00:22:46,387
‐ Marconis, we okay with this?
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00:22:49,140 --> 00:22:50,433
‐ Yeah. You good, Mom?
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00:22:51,351 --> 00:22:52,644
‐ I'm fine.
442
00:22:54,354 --> 00:22:57,774
‐ Now, think of all the things
that matter to you.
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The events that pre‐occupy you.
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Everything that you're obsessed about.
That you're worried about,
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that is stopping you from having a full
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and extraordinary, exceptional life.
447
00:23:11,663 --> 00:23:14,123
Think of the relationships
that matter to you.
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The people who will mourn you.
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00:23:21,130 --> 00:23:23,258
What do you want them
to say about your life?
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Now... that it is over?
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00:23:29,013 --> 00:23:31,683
‐ You know,
this exercise is ridiculous.
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00:23:31,683 --> 00:23:34,435
‐ Just lie down, Frances.
Contemplate.
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‐ What is it gonna take?
What do I have to say
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to get out of the dirt hole?
455
00:23:38,022 --> 00:23:39,482
You wanna hear that if I die today,
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00:23:39,482 --> 00:23:40,775
nobody would care? Fine.
457
00:23:40,775 --> 00:23:43,069
Because if I did die today,
nobody would care.
458
00:23:43,736 --> 00:23:46,072
Because I'm humiliated
and I am alone
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00:23:46,072 --> 00:23:47,782
and it's only gonna get worse.
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00:23:47,782 --> 00:23:50,243
And you'll love this.
I pre‐paid my own funeral.
461
00:23:50,243 --> 00:23:52,453
Because nobody else
is gonna do it, okay?
462
00:23:52,453 --> 00:23:55,164
Is that enough? Does that count?
Can we stop now?
463
00:23:55,665 --> 00:23:57,667
‐ Frances, this isn't just about you.
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[breathes angrily]
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You now have the chance...
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00:24:04,257 --> 00:24:05,675
and you have the choice...
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00:24:06,843 --> 00:24:09,178
to come back and reinvent yourself.
468
00:24:10,263 --> 00:24:12,390
When you hear
the sound of the chimes,
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I invite you...
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00:24:15,059 --> 00:24:16,936
to rebirth yourself...
471
00:24:17,770 --> 00:24:21,149
out of the Earth
and into your new life.
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[bell chimes]
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‐ That was interesting.
‐ Could you just be open, please?
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‐ Okay.
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00:24:48,718 --> 00:24:51,804
YAO: All right! Next up
is the hike this afternoon.
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‐ Yeah, I... I don't think
I'm up for a hike.
477
00:24:54,474 --> 00:24:56,935
‐ Of course. It's not mandatory,
though highly recommended.
478
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We can schedule you
for some acupuncture,
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maybe, it'll help with your back.
‐ Oh, that would be lovely.
480
00:25:00,980 --> 00:25:03,107
‐ Jessica, your session
with Masha is now.
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‐ Is that mandatory?
YAO: Yes. Yes, it is.
482
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[Frances sighs]
483
00:25:13,243 --> 00:25:14,369
[sighs]
484
00:25:15,328 --> 00:25:17,247
This is absolutely incredible.
485
00:25:17,247 --> 00:25:21,501
You know, I toured
the Acupuncture Houses, uh, in Beijing.
486
00:25:21,501 --> 00:25:23,628
I was doing some research
for one of my books.
487
00:25:23,628 --> 00:25:26,130
But have you been?
‐ Oh, Lulu's been everywhere.
488
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‐ Oh.
‐ I trained in Oregon.
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00:25:27,966 --> 00:25:31,010
‐ Oh! La‐di‐dah‐di. [chuckles]
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[chuckles]
491
00:25:32,595 --> 00:25:34,305
[sighs] Oh.
492
00:25:35,223 --> 00:25:37,016
The Bai Hui point.
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It's where all energies converge.
494
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Is that right?
‐ That's right.
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00:25:39,769 --> 00:25:41,980
[Frances chuckles]
Try to keep still, Frances.
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00:25:43,690 --> 00:25:45,775
‐ Oh. I felt that.
497
00:25:45,775 --> 00:25:47,318
‐ Yeah, I'm just taking some blood.
498
00:25:47,318 --> 00:25:48,862
‐ Oh. Why?
499
00:25:48,862 --> 00:25:50,446
‐ For your blood sugar.
500
00:25:50,446 --> 00:25:51,990
‐ Ah. Okay.
Well, next time maybe
501
00:25:51,990 --> 00:25:54,075
give me a heads‐up
before you shiv my lipids.
502
00:25:54,075 --> 00:25:56,202
‐ Okay. [chuckling]
‐ Okay, good one. [chuckles]
503
00:25:56,202 --> 00:25:58,371
[chuckles] You're funny. I like you.
504
00:25:58,371 --> 00:26:00,957
‐ Well... that makes
one of us. [chuckles]
505
00:26:02,417 --> 00:26:04,294
Can I ask you two a question?
506
00:26:04,294 --> 00:26:05,837
GLORY: Mm‐hmm, of course.
507
00:26:05,837 --> 00:26:09,048
‐ I mean, is Masha crazy
or is she the real deal?
508
00:26:09,048 --> 00:26:10,967
GLORY: Masha?
509
00:26:13,428 --> 00:26:16,055
Masha is the realest of them all.
Hundred percent.
510
00:26:20,101 --> 00:26:21,519
‐ Why are you here?
511
00:26:21,519 --> 00:26:24,105
‐ Oh, I thought we had
our one‐on‐one, but I can come‐‐
512
00:26:24,105 --> 00:26:27,734
‐ Oh, no.
Why are you at Tranquillum?
513
00:26:27,734 --> 00:26:29,402
‐ Oh! [laughs nervously]
514
00:26:29,402 --> 00:26:30,695
‐ What are you hoping to gain?
515
00:26:31,654 --> 00:26:32,864
‐ Um...
516
00:26:34,616 --> 00:26:36,910
Transformation, for one thing.
517
00:26:38,161 --> 00:26:41,664
I'm really... interested
in fixing what's broken,
518
00:26:42,373 --> 00:26:44,375
you know?
‐ And what would that be?
519
00:26:46,252 --> 00:26:48,296
‐ [gulps] Uh...
520
00:26:51,216 --> 00:26:52,759
‐ You are very nervous.
521
00:26:52,759 --> 00:26:54,844
‐ [laughs nervously]
Yeah, I am.
522
00:26:55,428 --> 00:26:56,971
‐ There is no reason to be.
523
00:27:00,308 --> 00:27:01,517
Tell me.
524
00:27:03,436 --> 00:27:07,273
What is particularly making
you anxious right now?
525
00:27:07,273 --> 00:27:09,108
♪ ominous music playing ♪
526
00:27:09,108 --> 00:27:10,401
‐ You.
527
00:27:13,112 --> 00:27:14,948
You're, like, super smart
528
00:27:15,823 --> 00:27:16,866
and intuitive.
529
00:27:18,117 --> 00:27:19,661
And very fucking hot, by the way.
530
00:27:19,661 --> 00:27:21,287
I'm sorry, but you are, and I'm, uh...
531
00:27:23,081 --> 00:27:26,376
I'm okay. I'm fine. Um... [gulps]
532
00:27:27,585 --> 00:27:29,087
And I'm okay
with people looking at me
533
00:27:29,087 --> 00:27:31,214
on the outside,
you know, I've basically
534
00:27:31,214 --> 00:27:33,007
cultivated that but,
535
00:27:33,007 --> 00:27:35,677
being seen on the inside, which...
536
00:27:35,677 --> 00:27:38,805
you strike me as very...
capable of, um,
537
00:27:38,805 --> 00:27:40,473
it just makes me...
MASHA: You came here afraid.
538
00:27:42,725 --> 00:27:45,979
You were afraid before
you knew of my existence.
539
00:27:48,273 --> 00:27:50,358
[breathes shakily]
540
00:27:50,358 --> 00:27:51,985
‐ When I was, uh...
541
00:27:52,819 --> 00:27:53,945
lying in that ditch,
542
00:27:54,696 --> 00:27:55,864
you know, um,
543
00:27:56,823 --> 00:27:58,241
imagining my own death,
544
00:27:59,117 --> 00:28:00,743
I thought about comments.
545
00:28:03,621 --> 00:28:04,831
Not my family.
546
00:28:06,666 --> 00:28:07,709
Comments.
547
00:28:09,043 --> 00:28:11,588
Saying how tragic it was
that someone so...
548
00:28:13,089 --> 00:28:14,382
young and...
549
00:28:16,634 --> 00:28:17,635
pretty...
550
00:28:18,344 --> 00:28:19,429
died like that.
551
00:28:20,513 --> 00:28:22,849
And for a second,
it made me feel better.
552
00:28:23,892 --> 00:28:24,934
For a second.
553
00:28:24,934 --> 00:28:26,269
Then I realized
554
00:28:26,853 --> 00:28:29,397
my Instagram account
would be deleted a week later
555
00:28:29,397 --> 00:28:34,527
and everyone would move on,
forget about me.
556
00:28:34,527 --> 00:28:38,364
‐ You want your life...
to be important,
557
00:28:38,364 --> 00:28:39,657
to mean something.
558
00:28:39,657 --> 00:28:41,034
‐ Yeah.
559
00:28:42,785 --> 00:28:44,579
‐ But that's not
what you really came here for.
560
00:28:45,788 --> 00:28:46,998
‐ Um, it's not?
561
00:28:50,919 --> 00:28:52,712
‐ Why doesn't he love you anymore?
562
00:28:57,217 --> 00:28:58,676
‐ [whispers] I don't know.
563
00:29:00,970 --> 00:29:02,222
‐ It's unfair.
564
00:29:04,641 --> 00:29:05,725
‐ [sobbing] Mm‐hmm.
565
00:29:09,437 --> 00:29:15,068
♪ ominous music playing ♪
566
00:29:21,074 --> 00:29:24,494
♪ acoustic guitar playing ♪
567
00:29:35,213 --> 00:29:36,422
TONY: Attractive.
568
00:29:37,257 --> 00:29:38,424
[Frances coughs]
569
00:29:38,424 --> 00:29:41,719
‐ If you don't mind,
I'm social distancing.
570
00:29:41,719 --> 00:29:43,221
‐ Actually, I do mind.
571
00:29:43,221 --> 00:29:46,349
‐ Well, then fine.
I have my cramps.
572
00:29:46,349 --> 00:29:48,518
‐ You can't have both cramps
and hot flashes...
573
00:29:48,518 --> 00:29:50,061
I don't think.
574
00:29:50,562 --> 00:29:52,856
‐ For you, I can. So bye‐bye.
575
00:29:54,566 --> 00:29:56,734
‐ You know what, lady?
‐ [sighs] Here we go.
576
00:29:56,734 --> 00:29:58,695
‐ One of the reasons I came
to this funny farm,
577
00:29:59,863 --> 00:30:01,531
my entire adult life
people have been telling me
578
00:30:01,531 --> 00:30:03,032
to fuck off.
579
00:30:03,032 --> 00:30:04,659
‐ Well...
TONY: And in the very short time
580
00:30:04,659 --> 00:30:06,119
that we've known each other,
581
00:30:06,119 --> 00:30:07,787
you've practically medaled at it.
582
00:30:08,705 --> 00:30:10,790
You know what,
I'm not fucking off.
583
00:30:10,790 --> 00:30:13,251
All right?
This place practically screams,
584
00:30:13,251 --> 00:30:14,794
"welcome mat."
585
00:30:14,794 --> 00:30:16,421
I'm going to enjoy the nature.
586
00:30:17,338 --> 00:30:20,967
I'm going to enjoy the food.
I'm gonna enjoy the... pool.
587
00:30:20,967 --> 00:30:22,010
I'm even gonna enjoy you
588
00:30:22,010 --> 00:30:23,928
bobbing up and down
like a cork in the pool.
589
00:30:23,928 --> 00:30:26,180
You know why?
Because every day is a gift.
590
00:30:27,181 --> 00:30:30,018
This whole place
is my fucking gift, lady.
591
00:30:31,019 --> 00:30:33,563
‐ Did I hear something?
I could have... I...
592
00:30:34,147 --> 00:30:36,357
I just thought...
Did anyone say something?
593
00:30:36,357 --> 00:30:40,778
I don't see anybody. No. Nobody.
594
00:30:40,778 --> 00:30:43,072
Nobody. Nobody.
595
00:30:44,365 --> 00:30:45,825
[laughs]
596
00:30:49,621 --> 00:30:51,039
Son of a...
597
00:30:54,417 --> 00:30:56,794
[gasps, coughs]
You bastard! [coughs]
598
00:30:57,587 --> 00:31:00,757
‐ I'm sorry, what did you say?
‐ [coughs] Ugh!
599
00:31:01,466 --> 00:31:04,177
‐ Okay, let's take this to
a higher plane, shall we?
600
00:31:04,177 --> 00:31:05,762
You're gonna start
with your hands out
601
00:31:05,762 --> 00:31:08,389
in front or behind you.
Eyes on the ground.
602
00:31:08,389 --> 00:31:10,767
Six to eight feet in front of you.
603
00:31:10,767 --> 00:31:13,436
We're gonna start with your right foot,
move it forward one step.
604
00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:17,857
Think right step, left step...
605
00:31:17,857 --> 00:31:20,735
‐ Right. Left. Right.
606
00:31:21,778 --> 00:31:22,987
‐ So how did it go?
607
00:31:22,987 --> 00:31:26,074
‐ Yeah, oh, uh...
‐ Wait, was she amazing?
608
00:31:26,074 --> 00:31:27,367
I bet she was. [laughs]
609
00:31:27,367 --> 00:31:29,160
‐ I think both of
y'all are a little star‐struck.
610
00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:33,164
‐ Oh, no. I'm... I'm actually,
not a star‐struck person.
611
00:31:33,164 --> 00:31:35,458
[sighs] I used to work on Broadway,
so I've met stars,
612
00:31:35,458 --> 00:31:36,918
real stars.
613
00:31:36,918 --> 00:31:38,962
I met Alan Cumming.
[chuckles]
614
00:31:38,962 --> 00:31:40,797
So, I'm not star‐struck.
615
00:31:40,797 --> 00:31:43,550
‐ Wow, Broadway.
What'd you do on Broadway?
616
00:31:43,550 --> 00:31:46,302
‐ Oh, I did, um... wardrobe, um,
617
00:31:46,302 --> 00:31:48,263
hair and make‐up, props.
I kinda actually...
618
00:31:48,263 --> 00:31:49,264
I did it all.
619
00:31:49,973 --> 00:31:51,391
Yeah, till I had my girls.
620
00:31:51,391 --> 00:31:52,517
And my husband,
he didn't want me to
621
00:31:52,517 --> 00:31:54,602
work anymore.
He made enough money...
622
00:31:55,603 --> 00:31:57,730
so, you know, he just...
he didn't like the idea
623
00:31:57,730 --> 00:31:59,023
of a nanny raising our kids.
624
00:31:59,983 --> 00:32:02,485
‐ That's nice. At least you had
that time with your kids.
625
00:32:04,112 --> 00:32:05,321
‐ What did you say?
626
00:32:06,114 --> 00:32:07,115
‐ Huh?
627
00:32:07,115 --> 00:32:09,117
CARMEL: Well, they're still my kids.
628
00:32:09,117 --> 00:32:12,036
Just because they're off
with someone else, they're still...
629
00:32:12,036 --> 00:32:13,288
they're still my kids.
630
00:32:14,831 --> 00:32:15,957
BEN: What did I say?
631
00:32:15,957 --> 00:32:20,086
‐ You... you said, had,
past tense. But...
632
00:32:21,087 --> 00:32:25,508
‐ Seems like she... had a past
and now it's tense. [laughs]
633
00:32:25,967 --> 00:32:28,094
‐ Is that really something
to be proud of?
634
00:32:28,970 --> 00:32:30,221
These bloody breeders.
635
00:32:31,556 --> 00:32:34,142
Biggest threat to the planet
is overpopulation and they keep
636
00:32:34,142 --> 00:32:35,643
pumping them out without an apology.
637
00:32:36,769 --> 00:32:38,479
‐ It's incredible you're still single.
638
00:32:39,731 --> 00:32:41,191
Crazy.
639
00:32:41,191 --> 00:32:42,400
‐ [sighs] Whatever.
640
00:32:43,067 --> 00:32:45,361
[muffled chattering]
641
00:32:51,201 --> 00:32:54,829
♪ Let's Live by Aaron Neville playing ♪
642
00:32:54,829 --> 00:32:57,081
[bird chirping]
643
00:32:57,874 --> 00:33:00,001
‐ ♪ Why torture yourself? ♪
644
00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:03,504
♪ When you know ♪
[Frances snoring]
645
00:33:03,504 --> 00:33:07,258
♪ You're in love ♪
646
00:33:07,258 --> 00:33:09,135
♪ Throw your pride in the ocean ♪
647
00:33:09,135 --> 00:33:14,307
♪ And be happy
beneath the stars above ♪
648
00:33:14,307 --> 00:33:18,811
[snoring continues]
♪ Confess your feelings ♪
649
00:33:18,811 --> 00:33:22,857
♪ To the one you love ♪
650
00:33:22,857 --> 00:33:23,858
[snoring, gags]
651
00:33:23,858 --> 00:33:25,276
♪ And let's live ♪
652
00:33:25,276 --> 00:33:27,695
[chokes]
♪ Before it's too late ♪
653
00:33:27,695 --> 00:33:30,448
[Frances coughs]
‐ Are you fucking kidding me? Are you‐‐
654
00:33:30,740 --> 00:33:33,618
‐ ♪ Why deprive yourself? ♪
655
00:33:33,618 --> 00:33:36,204
‐ Hey, hey, hey.
No, no, no. Come here.
656
00:33:36,204 --> 00:33:41,042
Hey!
[Frances continues choking]
657
00:33:41,042 --> 00:33:43,586
[coughs]
You all right? Hey?
658
00:33:43,586 --> 00:33:46,548
You okay?
‐ I don't know I... [coughs]
659
00:33:46,548 --> 00:33:50,927
‐ Just take deep breaths.
Deep breaths. In and...
660
00:33:50,927 --> 00:33:52,887
[exhales] Oh, good.
‐ [coughs] Oh God!
661
00:33:52,887 --> 00:33:55,181
‐ Oh.
‐ What happened?
662
00:33:55,181 --> 00:33:58,643
‐ I don't know. Ah... you... you
were sleeping, you were snoring
663
00:33:58,643 --> 00:34:00,937
and then all of a sudden, you...
you were choking. It was...
664
00:34:00,937 --> 00:34:02,063
so weird.
665
00:34:03,064 --> 00:34:04,816
‐ [clears throat] I don't
understand how you just...
666
00:34:04,816 --> 00:34:07,527
...just start choking.
[coughs]
667
00:34:07,527 --> 00:34:09,028
‐ I don't know.
Do you have a medical condition?
668
00:34:09,028 --> 00:34:10,488
‐ No.
669
00:34:10,488 --> 00:34:12,115
Not that I know of, I don't...
670
00:34:13,199 --> 00:34:16,035
‐ Oh, that was scary.
‐ [exhales] Oh, what is that?
671
00:34:16,828 --> 00:34:18,288
‐ What?
672
00:34:18,288 --> 00:34:20,874
‐ Is that a grape?
‐ No. No, I don't...
673
00:34:20,874 --> 00:34:22,125
‐ Is that...
674
00:34:22,125 --> 00:34:23,835
Don't! What are you doing?
‐ I don't... I don't think so.
675
00:34:23,835 --> 00:34:25,628
FRANCES: Keep... Damn it.
676
00:34:27,630 --> 00:34:29,382
It is a grape.
‐ Huh.
677
00:34:30,091 --> 00:34:31,885
‐ Ah... [sighs]
678
00:34:31,885 --> 00:34:33,595
How did it a grape get in my...
679
00:34:33,595 --> 00:34:35,513
‐ I don't know. Yeah.
680
00:34:38,933 --> 00:34:44,105
‐ [exhales] Oh. Did you put
a grape into my mouth?
681
00:34:44,105 --> 00:34:45,356
‐ No. What are you...
‐ Oh, my God!
682
00:34:45,356 --> 00:34:47,108
‐ I... No...
683
00:34:47,108 --> 00:34:48,318
‐ Did you throw a grape into mouth?
684
00:34:48,318 --> 00:34:50,153
‐ I know, I tossed the grape
in your mouth
685
00:34:50,153 --> 00:34:52,530
but it was an accident, okay?
You were snoring and I just...
686
00:34:52,530 --> 00:34:53,823
you know, I just wanted
to wake you up.
687
00:34:53,823 --> 00:34:55,783
And...
[coughs]
688
00:34:55,783 --> 00:34:57,660
I'm sorry.
‐ You could've killed me.
689
00:34:57,660 --> 00:34:59,329
‐ I could take that shot all day long
690
00:34:59,329 --> 00:35:01,539
and the odds of it going in are like...
691
00:35:02,874 --> 00:35:05,126
Do you want a grape?
‐ What?
692
00:35:08,463 --> 00:35:10,715
I do not want a grape.
I'm not gonna...
693
00:35:11,591 --> 00:35:13,009
Don't you...
694
00:35:18,556 --> 00:35:20,183
How do you like it?
695
00:35:24,854 --> 00:35:25,980
TONY: Who's Paul?
696
00:35:26,940 --> 00:35:28,525
FRANCES: Who's what?
697
00:35:28,525 --> 00:35:33,738
‐ Paul. You were...
You were saying his name, Paul,
698
00:35:33,738 --> 00:35:35,782
when you were sleeping.
‐ No, I wasn't.
699
00:35:37,075 --> 00:35:39,911
‐ Yes, you were.
‐ No, I wasn't.
700
00:35:41,704 --> 00:35:45,083
‐ [chuckles, breathes deeply]
Got it.
701
00:35:45,667 --> 00:35:46,918
[groans, exhales]
702
00:35:48,461 --> 00:35:49,546
So who is he?
703
00:35:49,879 --> 00:35:51,464
[Frances exhales heavily]
704
00:35:53,925 --> 00:35:56,010
‐ I don't know.
I can honestly say,
705
00:35:56,010 --> 00:35:58,888
I don't know who Paul is,
but I do know
706
00:35:58,888 --> 00:36:00,598
that it's none of your business.
707
00:36:02,141 --> 00:36:03,726
‐ Well, which is it?
708
00:36:07,480 --> 00:36:09,482
[sighs, inhales deeply]
709
00:36:11,192 --> 00:36:12,819
‐ Paul Drabble. Uh...
710
00:36:13,528 --> 00:36:14,529
Is a man I met...
711
00:36:15,321 --> 00:36:17,824
online, a man I fell in love with online.
712
00:36:19,450 --> 00:36:22,745
A man who did not fall in love
with me,
713
00:36:22,745 --> 00:36:24,581
either online or offline.
714
00:36:25,456 --> 00:36:26,791
Allegedly from...
715
00:36:28,293 --> 00:36:31,546
Canada, who had a fake child,
716
00:36:32,380 --> 00:36:34,299
that got a fake illness...
717
00:36:35,592 --> 00:36:37,135
and then he convinced me to...
718
00:36:37,969 --> 00:36:40,763
send him...
quite a bit of real money.
719
00:36:41,848 --> 00:36:43,391
‐ [groans] Oh, I'm sorry.
720
00:36:43,391 --> 00:36:45,143
‐ I mean, you know, it's not like
721
00:36:45,143 --> 00:36:47,812
I had to date online.
I get asked out by men...
722
00:36:48,438 --> 00:36:51,107
all the time.
There's multiple sources that say
723
00:36:51,107 --> 00:36:53,860
I'm‐‐ I'm very good in bed,
even enthusiastic.
724
00:36:53,860 --> 00:36:55,236
‐ Well, you don't have
to talk about this
725
00:36:55,236 --> 00:36:56,821
if it makes you
feel uncomfortable.
726
00:36:56,821 --> 00:36:58,406
‐ Doesn't make me uncomfortable.
Does it make you uncomfortable?
727
00:36:58,406 --> 00:36:59,449
‐ Yeah, a little.
728
00:36:59,449 --> 00:37:00,658
[Frances chuckles]
729
00:37:03,369 --> 00:37:06,080
‐ There's a part of me
that thinks it was worth it.
730
00:37:07,582 --> 00:37:11,044
You know, six months of love
and... companionship.
731
00:37:11,753 --> 00:37:14,088
I don't know, half a year of
that, feeling like that...
732
00:37:16,341 --> 00:37:17,717
Not a bad deal. Right?
733
00:37:22,096 --> 00:37:23,723
‐ Maybe you could put
it in one of your books.
734
00:37:24,766 --> 00:37:26,517
It'll make a good story, no?
735
00:37:26,517 --> 00:37:27,977
‐ Yeah, maybe.
[chuckles]
736
00:37:29,854 --> 00:37:31,231
I take it you've never read me.
737
00:37:32,357 --> 00:37:34,275
‐ Well, uh, yeah. You know what?
738
00:37:34,275 --> 00:37:35,568
I read a snippet.
739
00:37:35,568 --> 00:37:37,153
‐ [scoffs] Snippet.
‐ Yesterday.
740
00:37:38,363 --> 00:37:40,782
When I was taking
a piss on this massive tree,
741
00:37:40,782 --> 00:37:43,451
found an article
all about your Beating Heart.
742
00:37:44,285 --> 00:37:45,495
‐ Wait, what?
743
00:37:46,162 --> 00:37:47,622
‐ Isn't that what it's called?
The Beating...
744
00:37:47,622 --> 00:37:48,706
The Beating Heart?
‐ No!
745
00:37:49,457 --> 00:37:50,833
‐ It was.
‐ No.
746
00:37:50,833 --> 00:37:52,835
‐ The... That's what they said.
‐ No, it's not.
747
00:37:53,670 --> 00:37:55,755
It can't...
No, because it can't be
748
00:37:55,755 --> 00:37:56,923
because it's not...
749
00:37:58,049 --> 00:37:59,217
It's not published yet.
750
00:37:59,217 --> 00:38:00,885
And so it's still
in manuscript format.
751
00:38:00,885 --> 00:38:02,345
‐ [hesitates]
I don't know what to tell you.
752
00:38:02,345 --> 00:38:04,806
Maybe the guy got
a leaked copy or something.
753
00:38:06,391 --> 00:38:07,642
I'd be stoked, actually.
754
00:38:07,642 --> 00:38:09,018
It means he really wanted
to read it, right?
755
00:38:09,018 --> 00:38:10,520
You're in demand.
756
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:11,771
I would take it as a compliment.
757
00:38:11,771 --> 00:38:14,107
‐ What did it say?
‐ I don't... I don't remember.
758
00:38:14,107 --> 00:38:15,859
‐ Just what‐‐ You‐‐
I know you're lying.
759
00:38:15,859 --> 00:38:17,026
What did it say?
760
00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:20,655
‐ He didn't like it very much.
761
00:38:22,156 --> 00:38:23,908
‐ He‐‐ He didn't like‐‐
Did he hate it?
762
00:38:23,908 --> 00:38:25,451
‐ What do critics know anyway, huh?
763
00:38:26,160 --> 00:38:27,412
Look at poor Stallone.
764
00:38:27,412 --> 00:38:29,789
Ah, the fucking critics
treat him like garbage
765
00:38:29,789 --> 00:38:31,624
and Rocky is the greatest movie
ever made.
766
00:38:37,547 --> 00:38:39,173
‐ So they hated it.
[Tony scoffs]
767
00:38:43,219 --> 00:38:44,929
Well. That's that.
768
00:38:45,555 --> 00:38:48,224
[footsteps receding]
769
00:38:50,226 --> 00:38:51,644
‐ Where are you going?
770
00:38:54,939 --> 00:38:57,317
[laughing and screaming]
771
00:38:57,317 --> 00:38:59,569
GLORY: Implicitly,
it may seem like a kids' game.
772
00:38:59,569 --> 00:39:02,030
But when it comes to trusting,
773
00:39:02,030 --> 00:39:03,531
when it comes
to being ourselves,
774
00:39:03,531 --> 00:39:04,824
when it comes to letting go,
775
00:39:06,409 --> 00:39:07,952
kids have a lot to teach us.
776
00:39:08,411 --> 00:39:09,329
NAPOLEON: That's right.
777
00:39:10,038 --> 00:39:10,955
GLORY: Let's give it a go.
778
00:39:11,706 --> 00:39:13,374
[Napoleon chuckles]
779
00:39:14,500 --> 00:39:15,627
NAPOLEON:
Okay, come on, Carmel.
780
00:39:15,627 --> 00:39:17,503
Come on! [indistinct]
781
00:39:18,713 --> 00:39:21,090
Okay, you ready? Here we go...
[indistinct chatter]
782
00:39:21,090 --> 00:39:22,759
All right.
Come on, Carmel.
783
00:39:22,759 --> 00:39:25,261
‐ [screams] Oh, my God!
784
00:39:25,261 --> 00:39:28,640
NAPOLEON: Oh, wow, you got me.
[Carmel laughs]
785
00:39:29,474 --> 00:39:31,392
CARMEL: Got you!
786
00:39:32,477 --> 00:39:34,354
[cheering]
787
00:39:40,527 --> 00:39:44,405
[waves crashing]
788
00:39:56,417 --> 00:39:58,711
‐ All right,
I wanna do him next.
789
00:39:58,711 --> 00:40:00,213
♪ suspenseful music playing ♪
790
00:40:00,213 --> 00:40:01,172
‐ Mom.
791
00:40:03,132 --> 00:40:04,926
Mom!
‐ Honey!
792
00:40:04,926 --> 00:40:05,927
Honey!
793
00:40:07,971 --> 00:40:09,389
[Heather gasps]
[waves roar]
794
00:40:09,389 --> 00:40:10,682
HEATHER:
Take your hands off me.
795
00:40:11,641 --> 00:40:13,142
Just take
your fucking hands off me!
796
00:40:13,142 --> 00:40:14,811
NAPOLEON: Please, honey. Please.
797
00:40:14,811 --> 00:40:18,481
‐ Napoleon, please step back.
It's okay.
798
00:40:20,650 --> 00:40:21,943
It's okay!
799
00:40:29,075 --> 00:40:31,077
Heather, what's going on?
800
00:40:31,077 --> 00:40:32,871
‐ I just want you to step away.
801
00:40:32,871 --> 00:40:36,332
‐ I'm not gonna do that.
But what I am gonna do,
802
00:40:36,332 --> 00:40:38,334
is hold your hand.
803
00:40:38,751 --> 00:40:43,965
[Heather gasps, breathes]
804
00:40:51,139 --> 00:40:53,099
Do you know what
they say about holding hands?
805
00:40:53,099 --> 00:40:56,185
[inhales] It's intimate.
806
00:40:56,185 --> 00:40:59,022
It can be more intimate
than lovemaking even.
807
00:40:59,022 --> 00:41:00,648
Do you know why?
808
00:41:01,524 --> 00:41:03,401
There's something intuitive about it,
809
00:41:03,401 --> 00:41:05,945
something knowing about it.
810
00:41:07,363 --> 00:41:10,241
Perhaps, it's... it's
the nerve endings in the
811
00:41:10,241 --> 00:41:13,286
fingertips or the sensory
systems in the hands,
812
00:41:13,286 --> 00:41:15,747
but people feel each other.
813
00:41:15,747 --> 00:41:17,040
They know each other,
814
00:41:17,040 --> 00:41:19,000
even people they've never
even met before.
815
00:41:23,838 --> 00:41:26,925
What do you feel
in my hands, Heather?
816
00:41:28,468 --> 00:41:31,679
Somebody who's been where...
where you are, maybe?
817
00:41:33,514 --> 00:41:36,267
Somebody who has stood
where you stand?
818
00:41:39,646 --> 00:41:40,772
[ragged breathing]
819
00:41:41,981 --> 00:41:44,192
‐ You have never stood where I stand.
820
00:41:47,904 --> 00:41:51,032
♪ somber piano music playing ♪
821
00:41:56,996 --> 00:41:58,081
[Zoe sighs]
822
00:42:05,755 --> 00:42:07,257
YAO: Do you think she
was really going to jump?
823
00:42:07,257 --> 00:42:09,509
DELILAH: I don't know.
Maybe not today,
824
00:42:09,509 --> 00:42:11,553
but she's certainly ideating.
825
00:42:11,553 --> 00:42:13,555
This group is
a powder keg, Masha.
826
00:42:13,555 --> 00:42:14,889
I mean... [clears throat]
827
00:42:14,889 --> 00:42:17,850
Lars is... Honestly,
I... I don't know what Lars is,
828
00:42:17,850 --> 00:42:20,311
but I know, he's not just
a guest. [inhales]
829
00:42:20,311 --> 00:42:22,856
He‐he's... got some agenda.
I can smell it.
830
00:42:22,856 --> 00:42:24,899
‐ You swept his room?
831
00:42:24,899 --> 00:42:26,693
DELILAH: Top to bottom.
832
00:42:26,693 --> 00:42:29,737
♪ ominous music playing ♪
833
00:42:29,737 --> 00:42:31,781
‐ Yao, would you sweep
it again for me?
834
00:42:31,781 --> 00:42:33,032
YAO: No problem.
835
00:42:34,284 --> 00:42:36,327
‐ Oh. I'm sorry.
I didn't realize you were
836
00:42:36,327 --> 00:42:37,662
in a meeting. [chuckles]
837
00:42:38,496 --> 00:42:41,374
‐ No. It's quite all right.
Please.
838
00:42:45,169 --> 00:42:46,212
Come on in.
839
00:42:50,258 --> 00:42:51,634
How can I help you?
840
00:42:51,634 --> 00:42:55,513
‐ Um... [exhales] I think...
I think I have to go.
841
00:42:57,390 --> 00:42:58,474
I don't...
842
00:42:58,474 --> 00:43:00,685
want to find myself.
I don't...
843
00:43:00,685 --> 00:43:03,187
think I'm equipped for
the discovery.
844
00:43:03,187 --> 00:43:05,857
I just had kind of
a near‐death experience myself,
845
00:43:05,857 --> 00:43:08,318
so... guess that's one thing
we have in common, huh?
846
00:43:09,068 --> 00:43:11,321
Mine wasn't as exotic as yours, but...
847
00:43:12,113 --> 00:43:14,324
First, because I almost
choked on a grape.
848
00:43:14,866 --> 00:43:17,493
And, uh... second,
I didn't... I didn't...
849
00:43:18,369 --> 00:43:22,457
I didn't see the little girl,
joyously riding her bike.
850
00:43:22,457 --> 00:43:23,499
I just...
851
00:43:24,584 --> 00:43:25,710
I just saw the truth.
852
00:43:26,252 --> 00:43:27,378
‐ Which is...
853
00:43:29,297 --> 00:43:31,716
‐ [exhales]
How much time do you got?
854
00:43:31,716 --> 00:43:33,676
‐ [chuckles softly] Sit.
855
00:43:35,386 --> 00:43:36,679
Frances.
856
00:43:44,562 --> 00:43:45,647
What?
857
00:43:45,647 --> 00:43:50,568
‐ The... truth is that I'm a...
twice‐divorced, middle‐aged...
858
00:43:51,861 --> 00:43:56,115
hot‐flashing, menopausal heap.
I've become a punchline.
859
00:43:57,534 --> 00:44:00,328
I have been down
in these dark holes before.
860
00:44:00,328 --> 00:44:03,581
And... the one way out was
that I could write my way out.
861
00:44:04,874 --> 00:44:07,627
Turns out... [laughs]
I'm a one‐trick pony
862
00:44:07,627 --> 00:44:09,963
that can no longer do her one trick.
863
00:44:11,881 --> 00:44:14,050
‐ You're a car, Frances.
864
00:44:14,050 --> 00:44:15,760
‐ Oh, okay. A... a car?
865
00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:18,471
‐ Hm. And your gas tank is empty.
866
00:44:18,471 --> 00:44:19,889
And you're smoking,
867
00:44:19,889 --> 00:44:21,975
you're churning,
you're wheezing.
868
00:44:22,892 --> 00:44:25,853
You can't get going. But...
869
00:44:26,437 --> 00:44:29,232
in a few days,
you're gonna refuel.
870
00:44:30,358 --> 00:44:32,986
And I promise you, you're gonna
feel a thousand times better.
871
00:44:34,195 --> 00:44:36,114
‐ I totally expected
a metaphor there.
872
00:44:36,114 --> 00:44:37,240
I just thought...
873
00:44:38,491 --> 00:44:40,577
maybe it would be
something a little more
874
00:44:40,577 --> 00:44:44,539
lyrical.
‐ Okay. Try this.
875
00:44:47,959 --> 00:44:49,335
Kintsugi.
876
00:44:49,335 --> 00:44:50,712
‐ A bowl? [laughs]
877
00:44:50,712 --> 00:44:54,716
‐ No. The Japanese art
of repairing broken pottery.
878
00:44:55,633 --> 00:44:58,678
The broken pieces are mended
with lacquer,
879
00:44:58,678 --> 00:45:01,222
powdered gold to make
something stronger.
880
00:45:02,891 --> 00:45:04,309
More beautiful.
881
00:45:05,935 --> 00:45:07,645
‐ Does beat a crappy car.
882
00:45:08,688 --> 00:45:09,898
‐ This will be you.
883
00:45:14,986 --> 00:45:19,657
‐ I just, uh...
I don't think I want it.
884
00:45:21,284 --> 00:45:22,702
‐ It's what you need.
885
00:45:26,581 --> 00:45:29,584
‐ [sniffles] I... I think
I may need a Four Seasons
886
00:45:29,584 --> 00:45:32,420
and a couple of bellinis,
is what I need. [sobs]
887
00:45:32,420 --> 00:45:34,714
‐ [whispers]
Frances, give me one more day.
888
00:45:34,714 --> 00:45:35,924
Please.
889
00:45:36,883 --> 00:45:37,842
One more day.
890
00:45:38,551 --> 00:45:42,096
If tomorrow you... you...
you don't wanna stay, fine.
891
00:45:42,096 --> 00:45:45,225
I'll respect your decision.
But give me one more day. Yes?
892
00:45:46,309 --> 00:45:48,311
‐ I don't think anything
is gonna change.
893
00:45:49,312 --> 00:45:51,189
‐ What have you got to lose?
You've come this far.
894
00:45:52,649 --> 00:45:53,608
[sniffles]
895
00:45:55,818 --> 00:45:57,153
‐ Okay.
896
00:45:58,905 --> 00:46:02,408
Just no more metaphors.
Like I can take it.
897
00:46:04,827 --> 00:46:07,288
♪ Loyalty by Gabriels playing ♪
898
00:46:10,792 --> 00:46:15,672
‐ ♪ We're in deep, me and you ♪
899
00:46:17,048 --> 00:46:21,803
♪ This thing of ours
through and through ♪
900
00:46:23,179 --> 00:46:27,225
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪
901
00:46:28,726 --> 00:46:32,188
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
902
00:46:34,566 --> 00:46:39,362
‐ ♪ Aim is lit, hope is dry ♪
903
00:46:41,114 --> 00:46:44,701
♪ God himself can't deny ♪
904
00:46:46,286 --> 00:46:50,039
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪
905
00:46:50,039 --> 00:46:53,126
‐ [Napoleon panting]
Hey, honey.
906
00:46:55,253 --> 00:46:56,796
She wasn't gonna jump.
907
00:46:56,796 --> 00:47:00,592
‐ Stop... trying to shield me
from everything, Dad! I saw!
908
00:47:01,843 --> 00:47:03,011
I fucking saw it.
909
00:47:03,011 --> 00:47:05,722
‐ Honey...
You know, as well as I do,
910
00:47:05,722 --> 00:47:07,015
your mother would‐‐
911
00:47:07,015 --> 00:47:08,266
‐ You watch me like I'm the problem.
912
00:47:08,266 --> 00:47:11,144
Do you realize you guys
are the fucked up ones inside?
913
00:47:11,144 --> 00:47:14,189
And all you do
is hide it from me.
914
00:47:14,189 --> 00:47:16,107
[cries] And from each other,
from everybody.
915
00:47:23,406 --> 00:47:28,453
‐ ♪ Must admit I've done wrong ♪
916
00:47:29,370 --> 00:47:32,165
♪ Same old shit... ♪
917
00:47:32,165 --> 00:47:35,585
‐ [laughs]
One at a time.
918
00:47:36,461 --> 00:47:40,381
Oh, hey. Um, how's...
how's Frances?
919
00:47:40,381 --> 00:47:42,300
‐ She's hurting.
920
00:47:44,219 --> 00:47:46,346
You're right, Delilah, this is...
921
00:47:47,472 --> 00:47:50,642
a particularly volatile group.
But they're a brilliant one,
922
00:47:50,642 --> 00:47:52,352
and we need them all.
923
00:47:52,352 --> 00:47:54,395
Let's start the Protocol.
The new Protocol.
924
00:47:56,272 --> 00:47:59,275
‐ O... Okay, but it's, it's only day two.
925
00:47:59,275 --> 00:48:03,154
‐ Mm‐hmm. But we have to make it
to day three.
926
00:48:03,154 --> 00:48:04,614
We can't lose any of them.
927
00:48:04,614 --> 00:48:08,201
‐ They haven't fully detoxed.
It hasn't been tested.
928
00:48:08,201 --> 00:48:09,619
‐ They are begging to be saved.
929
00:48:09,619 --> 00:48:11,955
They're on their hands and knees.
You can both see that.
930
00:48:13,456 --> 00:48:15,416
I've made the decision.
931
00:48:16,334 --> 00:48:17,252
All right?
932
00:48:18,211 --> 00:48:19,504
Let's go, my loves.
933
00:48:20,463 --> 00:48:22,131
There is no time to waste.
934
00:48:25,510 --> 00:48:27,011
This is exciting.
935
00:48:27,011 --> 00:48:29,722
‐ ♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
936
00:48:32,684 --> 00:48:36,688
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
937
00:48:38,481 --> 00:48:43,152
♪ They'll beat youse
same old smile ♪
938
00:48:44,112 --> 00:48:49,033
♪ Self‐respect's been gone a while ♪
939
00:48:49,784 --> 00:48:54,789
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪
940
00:48:55,790 --> 00:48:59,878
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
941
00:49:00,169 --> 00:49:04,883
♪ vocalizing ♪
942
00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:10,263
♪ vocalizing ♪
943
00:49:10,763 --> 00:49:14,142
♪ Until ♪
944
00:49:14,517 --> 00:49:18,730
♪ Death do us apart ♪
945
00:49:24,694 --> 00:49:29,282
♪ Shallow grave, roses grew ♪
946
00:49:30,074 --> 00:49:34,871
♪ This thing of ours
we know is through ♪
947
00:49:36,164 --> 00:49:40,919
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪
948
00:49:41,836 --> 00:49:46,007
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
949
00:49:47,383 --> 00:49:51,012
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
950
00:49:53,264 --> 00:49:57,518
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
951
00:49:57,518 --> 00:50:02,518
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