Original subtitles

Oh, there's nothing like

a big band finish, is there?

Here's a lovely letter.

Bob from Liverpool writes in, requesting a record be played

for wife and number-one Marc Bolan-fan, Sally,

to celebrate their first wedding anniversary.

They've been married a whopping year.

Now according to Bob, a few years ago,

he was working in a record shop in London.

And one day, none other than Marc Bolan walked in.

A couple of dropped jaws later, cheeky Bob complimented

the diminutive rockstar on the T-shirt he was wearing.

Quick as a flash, Mr. Bolan whipped off his T-shirt,

handed it to Bob, telling him to enjoy it.

And exited the shop bare-chested with only his Afghan coat

for comfort.

What a cracking story.

Oh, we love you, Marc.

Happy anniversary, Bob and Sally.

And as requested, here's T. Rex

with their latest release, Calling All Destroyers.

♪ Walking wild at midnight ♪

♪ Breathing like a panther ♪

♪ Holding hands with my love ♪

Get off him! Get off him!

-He's a dickhead! -You're the dickhead!

-I'm warning you! -Fuck off!

What?

What have you been up to, Simmons?

-He's just busted our kid! -Aw, sit down.

What's wrong with you all?

Like a bunch of wild bloody animals.

And why is it always you, Simmons?

Oh, that's enough.

Tracy, come and get him cleaned up, will ya?

Turn that bloody thing off!

I can't hear myself think!

Sorry, Vicar.

Now I'm telling yous all,

if the vicar goes back and tells Mr. Ratton

that there's been fighting, yous'll never be let out again.

So wise up the lot of yas.

And you stay there.

Now, we get inside,

you go straight to your seats,

and you stay there until the interval.

You don't have an interval at a rock concert.

You're a clever one, aren't ya?

Right, who needs a whaz?

- Me. - Yeah, might've thought.

All right, so pack up all your stuff and let's get it on.

All right, you're laughing now.

You're laughing now.

In years to come, you'll be thanking me.

Saying I was there, I witnessed the greatest ever

rock and roll superstar that ever lived.

-You okay? -Crossingham, he's all mouth, no trousers.

Always picking on our kids. Did you see it?

Got him right in the fucking nose.

♪ Well you can Bump and grind ♪

♪ It is good for your mind ♪

♪ Well you can Twist and shout ♪

♪ Let it all hang out ♪

♪ But you won't fool the Children of the revolution ♪

Drew, tell me if they do anything else?

Got that?

Here.

-Your dress is dead pretty. -Thanks.

They were being horrible to your brother.

They were being a pair of knobs.

Ooh!

♪ But you won't fool the Children of the revolution ♪

♪ No, you won't fool the Children of the revolution ♪

♪ No, no, no ♪

We want Marc! We want Marc! We want Marc!

Yes, Vicar?

I'm a friend of Mr. Hanson.

Yes, he instructed us to come straight backstage

-after the show. -Of course.

-I'll put a call out now. -Thank you.

I wouldn't have put you down as a Bolan fan, Vicar.

Still, suppose it takes all sorts, eh?

-Yes? -Did you enjoy that?

- Yes. - Who was your fave?

-Marc? -Yeah, the singer, yeah?

Yous wait here, okay?

Their man's quite steady, look.

Shh.

How do you do, Father, I'm Tony.

Tony, how do you do?

Nice to finally put a face with all those phone calls.

Indeed it is. And thank you very much.

That was delightful.

-Pleasure. -Tony, this is Simon.

-How do you do? -Howdy.

Simon is the children's home supervisor.

Oh, excellent.

Looks like you got your work cut out for you, huh?

Okay, kids, are you ready for this?

-It's Marc. -You ready?

- Yeah. - -No, no, I can't hear you, are you ready?

- Yes. -Okay, let me walk you through now.

Follow me, everyone, come on, come on.

♪ You won't fool the Children of the revolution ♪

♪ No, you won't fool the Children of the revolution ♪

♪ No, you won't fool the Children of the revolution ♪

♪ No, no, no ♪

Deh, deh, deh, deh, deh!

What? What?

Shut up!

Watching yous in the back.

-Little Getz. - It's all fucking Getz.

Don't let your daddy hear you say that.

Don't fucking care.

All right, just stop at the chippy on the way back, driver.

Do it, or we'll do you.

Yeah, and if you don't, we'll tell Simon you stole these.

-Didn't. -Yes, you did.

And we'll also tell him that you showed your dick to us.

Do it.

What the?

Bloody thing's on fire!

Watch out!

Hiya.

Sales rep of the week, third week in a row, thank you very much.

Admiral Griffiths, you can go fuck yourself.

-It's coming on lovely. -Do you think?

I'm a little bit worried about his eye?

Well, as your best mate, it's good.

For a cake.

So what time are we gathering later?

Uh, sunset.

Right, and what time is that, exactly?

10-ish.

All set for our trip tomorrow?

-I can't wait. -Okay, good.

Well, I was thinking that maybe we could set off

at like six, promptly.

-How do you feel about that? -Yeah. Yeah, that's fine.

God, that's early, isn't it?

Sorted, London tomorrow,

-sunset tonight. -Sunset-ish.

[sighs

Hi!

Oh, wow, it looks amazing.

-Penny's work. -Oh, and look at the cake.

Ah, so beautiful.

Matt would've loved it here.

Special.

Really special.

-This is the shoe. -It is, yes.

And who has the other one?

-Sorry? -Who has the other one?

Oh, sorry, you weren't here, were you,

for last year's birthday celebrations?

My father knew, well, sort of knew Marc's manager.

And Marc very kindly donated a pair of shoes

to the local children's home

where my father was residential chaplain.

-Such a sweet thing to do. -Yes, it really was.

They insisted that I take one of the shoes.

Oh, look, it's getting close.

Ready?

Oh.

Can birds go cross-eyed?

Are you gonna say something?

Who's going first?

God speed, Marc.

Oh, God.

Oh, hello.

-Hi. -Oh,

you've been doing your, uh--

-how was it? -Good.

Very good.

Apart from one of the doves dropped dead.

-Stefan thinks heart attack. -Oh, dear.

We buried it under a tree with some twigs, wild flowers.

-It was lovely. -Hmm, that's good.

Right, now I'm off for Marc's big birthday tomorrow.

We leave at 6:00 AM.

Marc?

Oh, Marc, yes, of course.

Oh, that's tomorrow, is it?

Geraint, you haven't forgotten, have you?

It's been in the diary for months.

-But it's not a problem, is it? -No, no, no, no.

Not at all, no.

You go on now, you go and do your thing and enjoy yourself.

Mr. Bolan comes with the marriage.

Take care.

♪ La la la la la la la la ♪

♪ La the light of love ♪

-One, two, three, go. -♪ Oh, light of love ♪

♪ Won't you shine on me ♪

♪ Won't you shine on me, Light of love ♪

♪ Oh, won't you burn ♪

♪ Won't you burn for me ♪

♪ Won't you burn for me ♪

♪ The light of love ♪

♪ The light of love ♪

♪ It won't shine ♪

Mr. Callaman, the patient's not responding.

Out cold.

Do you know, Steffan, driving an RV really suits you.

Thanks.

And thank you clearly for trusting us.

Oh.

It's really happening.

Yeah, unbelievable.

Never thought we'd get our asses in gear.

Isn't it nice to get off the island?

- Alcatraz. - Oh, stop.

You know, I love it there.

Yeah, but what?

-But nothing. -No something.

Nothing.

25 years.

I know.

Where were you again?

Uh, I was with my mom and dad, I think.

-You think? -I know.

I can still remember my dad

reading the newspaper headline over breakfast.

Pop star killed as car crashes into tree at 5:00 AM.

And I can remember thinking even then, how tragic.

And what was he doing out of bed at 5:00 AM?

What do you like?

Obsessed about the bloody time even then.

I mean, what time will we get there?

Happy Birthday, Wonder Boy.

Cheers.

We should've brought the shoe.

-Next time. -Might not be a next time.

Cheerful.

It's perfect.

I'm really glad we came.

Missed a bit.

Oh, no he hasn't.

Oh, he's very good.

I love bubbles.

Yes.

Keep still, will ya?

Right, go ahead.

-I wanna be-- -No, you gotta say,

when I'm older.

When I'm older, I wanna be an architect,

a teacher, or a nurse.

You can't be a nurse, you daft git.

You gotta be a doctor.

When I'm older, I wanna be an architect,

a teacher, or a doctor.

Good lad, your turn.

When I'm older, I want to be a shopkeeper and a singer.

But most of all, I wish I wasn't an only child.

I just know I wanna be different.

How different?

Don't know, just said it.

Different, someone else.

Someone better than me.

Stop blinking, will ya?

Jimmy, why does Tommy bully you?

-He's scared of me. -Why scared?

Scared I might find him out.

What do you mean? Find him out?

He hates himself. Feel sorry for him.

Ah, there you are.

Come along, Penelope.

Ooh.

No, no, no. You have to leave him.

You're all right. You're all right.

All right, all right.

It's all right, shh.

It's all right.

Are you okay, Pen?

I'm all right.

Penny?

I'll leave your tea here, love, okay?

Ephesians 2:4-5.

"But God, who is rich in mercy."

"For his great love with which He loved us."

"Made us alive together with the Christ

even when we were dead in trespasses."

What on Earth?

Excuse me.

No, it's nothing. It's nothing at all, I'm fine!

All okay.

She, um, accidentally dropped

a bottle of something somewhere.

-Shall we? -Um...

Better get that.

-Did you knock? -Nothing.

Well, I do you hope you're not thinking of leaving without me.

Steffan, I'm really sorry.

I have meant to text you, but I've had a terrible migraine.

It's fine.

You didn't think I'd forgotten, did you?

Can you imagine?

Turning up without me? All those vicars' wives.

Certainly set tongues wagging.

Are you sure you're well enough?

Do I look well enough?

Yes.

Yes, you do.

Good.

Grab your coat.

Oh, sorry my dear, we do go on a bit.

-Yes. -Harry recently went with John

to his first football game in Liverpool.

Yeah, a little birthday present.

They had to park miles away and John was convinced

they were gonna come back to the car on bricks.

It wasn't Liverpool though, it was that other team, um...

-Have no idea. -Everton.

Everton, of course, that's it, dreadful place.

So rundown.

They got totally lost trying to find the football pitch.

- Goodeson Park. - Sorry?

Well, that's where they play, Everton.

Goodeson Park. It's their football ground.

I think it's very beautiful there, actually.

Are you from Liverpool originally?

Me?

No. Of course not.

It surprises me. Only I'm usually very good at spotting them.

-Spotting what? -Accents.

-Thought I detected it in your voice. -Did you?

Oh, we better watch our purses then..

Teasing you.

No, but there's definitely a twang there somewhere.

Listen to me, Sherlock Holmes.

Well in that case, Sherlock, why don't you go and investigate

some of those lovely tea cakes we had before.

Excuse me, ladies.

My car is very fast.

Eight o'clock is too late.

The lady gave me the plate on Friday.

Mrs. Tongue does her housework.

Stay calm. Don't argue.

Stay calm.

Don't argue.

Stay calm.

Don't argue.

Penny?

Are you okay in there?

Penny?

Penny.

Open the door please. Penny.

Hi, excuse me, fitting room?

-Good afternoon. -Hi.

Oh, someone left this at reception for you.

Thank you.

You all right, sis?

All right, Jimmy.

I-- I just knocked off from work, uh...

Hey. You left this.

You-- you-- you got it, yeah.

Yeah.

-Oh. -No, you--

It's all right.

Would you care to come in?

Uh, I, uh--

got to, uh...

Right, uh, sorry, I've got to, uh...

Oh, sorry.

It's cozy.

Have you had it long?

Uh, it's not mine.

Um, just on here for ages.

I see.

That fit.

Have you been having them a long time?

Since the crash, ya know.

Banged me head.

I'm sorry.

Do you hurt yourself when you have them?

Uh, sometimes.

How many do you have?

You take medication for it though, yeah?

Jimmy.

Not at the present time.

Why?

I, uh, I don't know.

When?

About 10 Years ago.

That's no good, Jimmy.

That's no good at all.

Right, I'll help you out. We'll get something sorted.

You have to take your tablets.

I stayed, ya know.

After you had your fit, until you calmed down a bit.

I often wondered, you know,

if I'd recognize you if I saw you again.

You changed your hair since.

I stayed the same though, eh?

Oh.

Got some books.

Yeah.

Read a bit.

I'm starving.

I got some cornflakes.

I loved the bubbles, by the way.

How do you make them so big?

Well, it's, um...

it's just air wrapped in a soap film.

Same principle as the small ones, really.

It's just the larger the wand, the larger the bubble.

It really all comes down to the solution.

Do you have many mates down here?

Um...

acquaintances, yeah.

Well, tell me about them.

Um, well, there's, uh...

there's Dennis, he looks after the park, yeah.

We sometimes talk.

He smokes a lot of weed.

I think it's like a prop for him, you know?

I don't think he can have a normal conversation without them.

And then there's, uh, Jez and Scott.

Yeah, they pop by after the pub sometimes.

Jez is a mate.

I think.

Right.

And then there's Jane.

Jane first saw Marc

with a boyfriend on the 16th of February, 1969

at the Fairfield Hall Croydon.

And wet herself with excitement.

Wow.

That's a fan, all right.

Does anyone help you clean the statue?

No.

Not-- not really.

How did you end up here?

I came with Jane.

-Wet herself Jane? -Yeah.

Can I meet her?

She had to go away.

I have schizo effective disorder.

It's easy for me to say I'm a bipolar schizophrenic global warming.

When did you find that out?

I got diagnosed when I was in Bristol.

It's a lovely city. Shame about the slaves.

Yeah.

What were you doing in Bristol?

Well, it's the next big place to Cardiff.

They found me.

Fully clothed, thrashing about in the millennium fountains.

Convinced I was Cary Grant's illegitimate son.

I'm a bit prone to hallucinations.

-Cary Grant? -Yeah, there's a statue to him, Cary.

He's a-- he's a Bristol boy, done good.

I cleaned that too.

72 hours continually, at the end.

Put me in a psychiatric unit for nine months.

I was, uh, I was intriguing.

- Have a look. - No way.

Come around here. Come on, come on.

Get off me. I'm not shagging you in a caravan.

I'm not asking for that.

- Just a little kiss, come on. - No, bugger off!

Let's get in there.

- Wakey, wakey. - Shh, shh.

Can't see a bloody thing.

Give a what out.

-Oh. -There we go.

Boom boom.

Whoa, there she is.

All right, mate, where's the fucking light in here?

Put it on, will ya, sweetheart?

Leave him alone. He's fiddling with his thingy.

Oh, oh, bless him, we've woken him up.

- Sorry, love. Did we wake you up? - Come on, let's go.

Don't be a vibe kill. Tell her, Zo.

Zoe.

-Budge up, Jimbo. -I need to sit down.

Now, where are you going? Don't be so rude to Zo.

-Zoe. -Zoe, yeah.

Go on, give her a kiss.

Oh, shut up, ignore him. He's a stupid pillock.

Pillock? Pillock, haven't heard that one for ages.

Don't stand for that, Jimbo.

-Not him, you. -Oh, that's not very nice.

You all right, mate?

-Yeah. -Yeah, good lad.

Yeah.

No, we're mates, we are.

Like proper, proper brothers.

Mwah.

- Bleh. - Oh!

Don't know about yous lot, but we was drinking before.

Where are the drinks? I'm thirsty.

Come on, Jimbo, where's your hosting skills?

Come on, get the booze.

Out the traps, look at him.

-Ah. -Like a coiled spring.

-It's nice here, isn't it. -Oh, yeah.

Yeah, lovely.

Get a load of that.

Jimbo's assets.

-And that one. -Yeah.

And so.

Yeah.

Why's your mate moving like that?

-Oh. -Ah.

Is he all right?

He's cold.

'Ere, who was that bird you were talking to earlier?

Had a right go, she did.

Yeah, you was probably being rude to her.

I wasn't.

Yeah, I was.

'Ere, Jimbo, hurry up with them beers.

Don't be left out, come on, come here.

Come here.

No, here!

That's an order, not an invitation.

Leave him alone, ya big bully.

I'm not a bully. 'Ere, Jimbo, you're getting me into trouble there now.

Not very nice, is it? I said come here.

Come on.

Chop, chop.

-Good. -Oh, thank you, my love.

-Cheers. -Oh, coaster.

-It's like my nan's house. -Oh, thank you.

Oh.

All right, sit.

Good boy.

-Cheers, you lot. -Cheers.

Good boy. Here, Jimbo.

If you ask really, really nicely,

the lovely Zoe here might give you a big, sloppy kiss.

Fuck off, how many times have I told ya?

-I won't, yeah? -No.

It's not funny.

Oh, hello? What's this?

You've got a visitor, Jimbo.

-That's my sister. -Oh, is that right?

She come to tuck you up, has she?

You all right, Jimmy?

Ah, yeah.

Who are these people?

These people?

Well, that's not very nice, is it?

These people are actually very good friends with James.

And I don't particularly like

the tone of your voice, sweet heart.

I'd like you to go now.

Yeah, come on, Zoe, getting late.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, what's this?

Hey, do you live here?

Because if you don't, you can fuck off.

'Cause we aren't going nowhere.

-Yeah, I am, I'm gone. -Sit down, Zoe.

No, I've had enough.

-Mom, I'll call us a cab, yeah. -Yeah, fucking hell.

Well, I'm staying.

Not gonna let some stupid cunt talk to me like that.

You-- you don't call her that.

Jimbo. Isn't Jimmy getting all upset.

Sticking up for his stupid sister.

Shut it, you prick.

It's all right, Jimmy, you're okay.

-Maybe we should. -What?

-Girls are in there. -Fuck 'em.

Dozy pair of twats.

Anyway, I'd rather stay here

and have a laugh with my mate Jimbo here.

Do that again, I'll rip your fucking hair out.

Who is he, Jimmy?

I told you.

-We're very good friends. -You get the fuck out of here now!

Hey, leave it, Jez.

It's not worth it.

You better be really fucking careful

what you say to me next.

Fuck it, I'm outta here.

Nah, can't be bothered.

See ya next time, Jimbo.

When we're not so rudely interrupted.

You wanna chill out, lady.

We're only having a laugh, bitch.

-You all right, Jimmy? -Yeah.

You need to get a lock on that door.

Well, I had. Uh, Jez broke it off.

Your mate, Jez?

It's all right, love.

It's not your fault.

There are knob heads like that everywhere.

I thought that was just in Liverpool.

I thought you were gonna knot him.

So did I.

Uh...

well, better tidy.

So, uh, what do you want, sis?

That doesn't matter now.

We can talk about it in the morning.

Can I stay?

Yeah. Yeah.

It was my fault.

I caused the crash that killed little Penny

and the coach driver

and seriously injured nine men, women, and children.

All because I didn't wanna get a slapper on me hair.

I'll have a sacrifice to make her now.

You're a 13-year-old kid who can't even breathe properly

and has his 10-year-old kid sister close by to take care him.

And then you don't think about what happens,

you're the reason that others die.

People are maimed and injured.

And you're dragged away

screaming and shouting.

But the trouble is,

the problem is...

there's nobody else to blame but yourself.

Then something really strange happens.

Resignation sets in.

And you become a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Like.

You were so badly bullied, Jimmy.

I still did it though!

So...

so what do I do, Sis?

We gotta be answered.

It's change loads, hasn't it?

Do you ever think about the home?

I remember Mr. Ambrose's buck teeth.

And Doreen the dinner lady's wig,

especially when it--

when it fell into Mrs. Castle's tomato soup.

- And Simon, do you remember when he tried to help

by fishing it out and handing it back to her?

-Yeah. -Yeah.

She tried to put it back on her head.

And the soup was dripping down her face.

Yeah, and a bit went in her eye,

and she were like, like.

God, do you remember when we were kids,

we used to think that Wales

was some far-off magical land, didn't we?

Yeah.

You know, it's lovely there.

We've got some beautiful beaches.

They go on for miles. I think you'd love it there.

Anglesey, why do you live in Anglesey?

It's quiet.

Lots of space.

The lighthouse, there's loads of different kinds of birds.

You'd love it, you know, mate.

Yeah.

I've been someone else, Jimmy.

I've been someone else for a really long time.

I've been Penny.

What, uh, Penny? What?

After she died, I took her identity and I ran away.

Is that why your hair and your clothes

were different when I--

Shit, aye.

I just wanted all of that stuff,

you know, all of that stuff

that we used to lie in bed at night,

dreaming about at the home.

Did you get it?

Sadie didn't.

But Penny did.

Some of it.

You gonna run away again?

Not from you, no.

But I have to go home.

Jimmy, we've gotta go back to Anglesey.

You see, I'm married.

Penny's married.

To a lovely man.

Very kind.

But I need to go home and explain to him what I've done.

-Yeah, yeah. -You understand?

Yeah, no, you-- you-- you-- yeah.

You gotta do that, yeah.

You gotta do that.

I never had kids.

The accident.

Yeah.

Do you like living in London?

Yes.

This-- this is okay, yeah. No, I hate it.

Well, why do you live there?

Well, it's the shrine.

It's Marc.

It's the only thing I still believe in.

Come on.

Come on, let's go.

What? What are we doing?

We're going on a magical mystery tour.

-Come on. -All right.

♪ Friends say it's fine, Friends say it's good ♪

♪ Everybody says it's Just like rock 'n' roll ♪

♪ I move like a cat, Charge like a ram ♪

♪ Sting like a bee ♪

♪ Babe, I'm wanna Be your man ♪

♪ Well, it's plain to see You were meant for me, yeah ♪

♪ I'm your boy Your twentieth century toy ♪

Excuse me.

Hi.

Goodbye, Penny.

Thank you.

This is Jimmy.

My brother.

Can we come in, please?

Come in.

Would it be all right if he stayed a little while?

Yes, of course. Yes, of course.

Would you like some tea?

Um...

I think he'd prefer a lie down.

Fine, well, you two, you go ahead.

And, um, I'll be in my study.

Thank you.

Come on, I'll show you to your room.

Your bathroom's just down the hall.

Don't worry, Jimmy.

I'll tell him everything.

And tomorrow we'll go and get you meds sorted, all right?

Yeah.

Get some sleep, it's been a really long day.

Sis?

Are you gonna be Penny or Sadie?

You can't be both.

Get some rest.

-Look, the thing is... -I didn't--

Sorry, go on.

Um, actually, I think I'm just really tired.

I should probably just go to bed.

Yeah, of course.

Yeah.

-All right? -Yeah.

Here we are.

You must know I love you.

You've always looked after me.

Cared for me.

Put up with my funny... ways.

And I'm truly sorry

for what I'm about to tell you.

I've kept the most awful secret from you

for such a long time.

And I am so, so sorry.

But I need you to know now.

Everything.

My name's not Penny.

Because I'm not Penny.

I've been lying to you.

About everything.

I didn't run away from a hated family

because I never really had a family.

My real name...

is Sadie.

We lived, Jimmy and me,

we lived in a children's home in Liverpool

from when we were very small.

I have tried to find him over the years,

but he was the classic case, lost in the system.

There was a terrible accident.

A coach crash.

People died.

Including a little girl named... Penny.

She was the vicar's daughter.

And she was my friend.

Jimmy was blamed for the coach crash.

He was sent away.

And I never saw him again, until I--

I...

Drink some tea.

It's nothing, it's the, um, just the heat

coming on there then.

Go on.

The headaches, the back pain, it was the accident.

I was in the hospital for two months.

And when they sent me back to the home,

that's when I found out that the kids who had bullied Jimmy

had forced him to start the fire on the coach.

They were so cruel to him.

They made his life a misery.

And I swore that one day,

I would get them back.

Especially... Tommo.

He was the ringleader.

I watched him

carrying on, bullying other kids,

just like he'd bullied our Jimmy.

And then one day came.

I was older then, stronger.

And I hated him.

I hated him more than I ever had.

We were-- we were in the dining hall.

All of the other kids had gone outside to play.

And I had Tommo on his own.

I told him that he'd better sleep with one eye open.

That I was gonna get one of the older lads to batter them.

Just made up a load of threats, I was a kid.

I wanted him to be scared.

I wanted him to know what our Jimmy felt like.

And it worked.

He was obsessed.

And then suddenly, he went for me.

And there was a scuffle.

Punching, kicking, biting, hitting.

And then I was on me back, and he was strangling me.

He was really strangling me, I couldn't breathe.

And there was this...

mad, blank look in his eye.

I panicked.

I reached out to grab something.

I got hold of a fork.

I remember...

it was still sticky with food.

And I started to stab him.

- I was just trying to get him off me.

I didn't even know if it was doing any good.

I was just stabbing and stabbing and stabbing.

Something hit me in the face.

I hit the artery in his neck.

And they tried to stop the bleeding.

They put me away.

For manslaughter.

I thought I'd be able to handle it.

Even then, I was foolish.

But I came up with a plan

for what I would do when I was released.

I would steal Penny's identity.

And I would kill Sadie off.

I took ages to get it right.

Her voice, her accent,

her mannerisms, but I had all the time in the world there.

I convinced myself that Penny had died so that I could live.

I went into that place...

a common no.

And I came out the vicar's daughter.

He was only 12.

And I killed him.

And I think about it every day.

Oh.

Oh, no.

Here we are.

This is the moment I'm meant to say that, um,

I had no idea.

But I did.

Obviously... not what happened, but...

uh, but you.

I thought it would go...

after we were serious.

Married and together for...

enough time.

But, uh...

it didn't go.

I always knew there was something wrong.

Jimmy.

Jimmy!

Jimmy!

Jimmy!

Where is he?

Jimmy!

He has fits. Stress can trigger them.

He might've just decided to go for a walk.

Oh, God. Jimmy!

-Jimmy! -Jimmy, where are you?

-Jimmy! -Jimmy!

I'll ring Steffan.

Thanks for coming.

You have any idea where he would've gone?

-We need to talk. -Not now.

I know.

You're my bestest friend in the world and I love you.

I have no idea what's going on.

But whatever it is, I can take it, okay?

And I think I like your hair.

All right then, let's find this brother of yours.

What do you think?

We would've found him if he was heading for Holly Head.

He might've gone for a walk on the headland.

- Jimmy! - Jimmy!

Jimmy!

Jimmy!

This?

Think so.

Come on.

Do it, or we'll do you.

Having a laugh with my mate Jimbo here.

Yeah, and if you don't, we'll tell Simon you stole these.

And we'll also tell him that you showed your dick to us.

- Didn't. - Yes, you did.

Do that again, I'll rip your fucking hair out.

Do it, do it, do it.

Please, wait, wait, wait one minute.

Look.

We're nearly there, Jimmy.

We've had another sighting.

Some walkers say they saw a man fitting Jimmy's description.

Not too far from the lighthouse.

Did he look okay?

They didn't say.

We'll get over there right away.

Hold on, I'm-- I'm tired.

Please wait.

They'll never find us here.

I'm hungry.

Rations.

Oh, yes.

-It's getting late. -You scared?

-Yeah. -Why did you run away?

I didn't wanna hear anymore.

-Loose tongues. -Yeah.

-Did you murder someone? -No.

I did.

I caused a crash that killed a coach driver

and a little girl called Penny.

-That makes you evil? -Yeah, I am.

It's 'cause of me, my-- my sister

went to.

We can always kill ourselves.

If we're gonna do it, we'd better be quick.

Well, what about Sadie?

She got a new life here. She doesn't need ya.

You'll only spoil it for her again.

Mate, you'll thank me.

You were never there for her anyway.

You were fucking useless.

Yeah. Yeah, I-- I-- I was.

You think now you've talked about it,

everything will be all right?

Doesn't work like that, mate.

You'll never wash the blood off your hands.

Jimmy!

Jimmy.

We should've done this years ago.

-Then we wouldn't have had to suffer so much. -Suffer so much.

Here, follow me.

Jimmy.

Jimmy, don't do that.

Don't do that, love. Please come away from the edge.

It's really dangerous, Jimmy.

That's it, that's it, come towards me.

Jimmy, please come away from the edge.

Come on, Jimmy.

All right, sis.

Please, will you come here?

You gave me the other shoe.

It meant the world to me.

Kept me going.

Yeah, like-- like I see you.

I find you like-- like, like Cinderella.

I was your big brother. I should've looked after you.

Was all the wrong way around. You looked after me.

You squeezed yourself when I wet the bed

so I wouldn't get into trouble.

Still, I-- I let you down, sis.

I left you when I should've been there

to protect-- to protect you.

I'm-- I'm not nice person, Sadie.

Don't say that.

Don't you say that, Jimmy. It's not true.

Not a nice--

Jimmy?

Oh, my God, oh, my God, he's having a fit!

Jimmy!

Jimmy!

How is he?

He's a bit better.

-Good. -Terrible headache.

He's covered in bruises.

But I think he'll be all right.

He's sleeping.

It was very, very scary.

Yeah.

Why are you being so understanding?

Goes with the job.

You have to forgive yourself, Penny.

And the lies?

You're loving me,

is that a lie?

And I love you.

And your friends love you.

And it's got nothing to do with your name

-or your accent. -But I killed someone.

Self-defense.

What do you want me to do, never forgive you?

Ask you to leave?

I won't say I'm not devastated that you felt

you couldn't tell me.

But I do understand, I really do.

I have to.

I'm your-- I'm your husband.

What about the others?

-What about them? -The church.

But the church teaches love and forgiveness, doesn't it?

Well, let's put it to the test.

Why did you feel you couldn't tell me?

I wanted to,

but I couldn't.

And then when the years went on,

the lie just got bigger and it ran away with me.

And I was scared...

that I would lose you.

Well, you haven't lost me.

I'm so, so sorry

that you've suffered alone for so long.

Ah, yes, I spoke to Cardiff recently.

Well, a few weeks ago now.

They were a bit vague to be honest.

However, they did intimate that the changes

would probably happen.

Yes!

Uh, the changes will probably happen

before April next year. But definitely no time soon.

But surely by then England will be up and running.

Oh, for fuck's sake!

Um, would you, um...

just, uh...

excuse me a moment.

Sadie.

Sadie.

Oh, stop it, you fucking child.

Yeah?

We can hear every word.

Oh, shit, sorry.

-You nearly ready? -Yeah.

-10 minutes? -20.

Oh, for fuck's sake.

Jimmy, we're late.

Jimmy, open the door, it's pissing it down.

You're not ready?

-Um... -For fuck's sake, Jimmy.

Come on, we're already late. In ya go.

♪ I can't believe When I saw you ♪

♪ I was there, met you, Just walked in like a fool ♪

♪ I stayed too long ♪

♪ 'Cause I'd follow you ♪

Good to see you, Cadfan, as always.

You keep me informed about Cardiff now.

Roger that.

Jesus Christ in heaven.

♪ I don't mind, I really don't mind ♪

Sorry, vicar.

♪ I won't forget it, No, I won't forget it ♪

You okay?

Will he be all right?

Cadfan? I hope so, for your sakes.

-11 o'clock good? -Perfect.

Oh, just here.

-You sure? -Yeah.

Have a wonderful time, both of you.

You don't know what you're missing.

What, dinosaur rock?

Hey.

I love you

♪ I regret it, now of course I won't forget it ♪

♪ No, I won't forget it ♪

♪ I ♪

♪ No I won't regret it, No, I won't regret it ♪

♪ I ♪

Last time I was here, it was The Damned,

May 28th, 1977.

Bloody fantastic they were.

-You oughta get out more? -Yeah, yeah.

You can all mock.

I was a cool bastard in those days.

-Still am as it happens. -Clint?

I do love you.

Get off me.

-Darling. -Hey!

How are you?

-Hi. -Hi.

-No, no, no, no. -No, no, no.

It's all right. Is he all right?

Stand fucking here, mate.

♪ I won't forget it, No, I won't forget it ♪

♪ I ♪

♪ I won't regret it, No, I won't regret it ♪

Some nice stuff. A bit small.

Yeah.

Aw, that's great, Jimmy.

Room for one more?

Oh, you've gotta be kidding me!

Just curious.

Here, you look great.

["20th Century Boy" playing

♪ Friends say it's fine Friends say it's good ♪

♪ Everybody says it's just Like Robin Hood ♪

♪ I move like a cat Charge like a ram ♪

♪ Sting like a bee ♪

♪ Babe, I want To be your man ♪

♪ Well it's plain to see You were meant for me ♪

♪ Yeah, I'm your toy Your 20th century boy ♪

♪ 20th century boy I want to be your toy ♪