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what's he doing you know getting ready
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to go to work what time is it
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pastor 7:45
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feels later
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I can't rely on how it feels Terry you
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have to be smart to stick to the plan
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I was getting ready to watch the live
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talk show I've been in different many
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different relationships but I've never
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know so we have seven minutes maybe he
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won't even come down he always comes
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down before
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just not gonna work it's not gonna work
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Chris could get mad he's gonna come down
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and beat him in the shut up
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I hope this sicko gets obsessed
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we blew the breakers I mean the hopple
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now he's really gonna kill with his I
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know he's not looking we just have to
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stick to the plan
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stay calm
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what's your name you gonna hug me stay
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calm to conversate
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none of you no matter what you choose
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there are three underlying causes should
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always look for with PTSD here are these
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were one large-scale conflict the combat
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number two social conflict poverty and
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finally intimate conklin domestic
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violence physical abuse sexual
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harassment etc etc now most survivors
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will have complex trauma so each one's
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stress profile will be unique that is
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why it is so important to deeply examine
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the source of the trauma only when we
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understand what exactly has happened to
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a person can we begin to understand why
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they behave the way they do max you
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ready max
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since Ella has abandoned us has agreed
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to fill in as my GA he is going to pass
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out your midterms some of you are going
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to be disappointed
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yes Gibson this is kind of an ethical
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question since Ella isn't our ta anymore
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we can ask her out now right I'll be my
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guest Gibson but please be advised that
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bruised ego will not be considered a
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medically excused absence any questions
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about your assignments your grades as
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Max if you have any questions about your
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unrequited crust on
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hag coyote Vic Sotto right is there more
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than one just an unusual name that's all
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there you go
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dr. Campbell Heidegger can I talk to you
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yeah some office hours later why don't
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you come see me then
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hey uh you may not remember me I'm Addie
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we had introduced some minutes late
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together oh hi
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I was surprised you're not in the
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advanced level we're reading Joanna Russ
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has had a suppress woman's writing and a
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female man crazy yeah I was carrying 20
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hours a semester I might take it next
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year so I wanted to ask you something
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but you never stuck around after class
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are you from Illinois look I read all
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the coverage the rescue the trial that's
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why I became a journalist I mean after
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all how many Dakota haggerty's can there
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be and I'm not her you were the only one
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who didn't testify at the trial you've
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got a completely untold story and I
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think people would find it inspiring
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where you are what you've overcome I
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don't know what you're talking about but
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whoever you're looking for it isn't me
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just leave me alone
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all right come on oh no I'm I I get warm
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in small spaces oh okay I see so I
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assume you want to talk about your
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midterm well I was just wondering if
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there is any kind of extra credit I can
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earn now I understand why you what the
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door well you signed up for my advanced
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psychology of trauma class without
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completing any of the prerequisites so
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I'm not surprised you're struggling I
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know I bombed the midterm but I can do
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better if you just give me a chance I'm
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willing to put the work in James quite
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figure you out Dakota because on the one
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hand you clearly lack the foundation and
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the basics of the subject matter and the
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research methodology on the other hand
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you have this incredible insight into
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the deviant mind your paper on sexual
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obsession was lightyears ahead of anyone
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else's how did you know all that from so
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lacking then why did you approve my
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admission to the class colleagues I'd
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find you interesting he's right about
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that I just need to pass this class my
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job is on campus and I need to keep my
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GPA up to keep it well there are tutors
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you can find a study buddy Gibson is
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obnoxious but he's also acing the class
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look at me my whole office our zero
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shows bar on Friday evenings
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it's a little less intimidating their
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office I'll study harder thanks dr.
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Campbell Dakota are you sure you're okay
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you know if you have any extenuating
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circumstances it would really be in your
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best interest to let me and the other
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faculty know about them and where we can
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make exceptions for you if you need to
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know get you any help you might need I
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don't need special treatment
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sorry
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please swap me out your buggies better
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suited for this yeah sure
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so say
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hey wait
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I have to go I'm sorry you haven't
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finished it most trauma survivors are
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torn between rejecting their experience
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and recreating it this is because the
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brain naturally adapts to its
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circumstances no matter how horrible
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those circumstances might be this is one
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of the reasons why soldiers often
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request to go back to combat situations
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it's a place where their adaptation
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makes the most sense to them right on a
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smaller scale it's why many of you will
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seek out a series of bad relationships
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until your friends stage an intervention
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but breaking that cycle staging that
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intervention is the key to moving past
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trauma sadly many people never get there
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and many people die trying
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I'm not happy new it I'll see you all
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next week
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you know Campbell was really laying it
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on thick today really cuz I thought it
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was sugarcoating it usually seems all
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the really gnarly stuff until after the
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drop date when we're stuck in this class
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worse there's no sense of spooked in
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armies right yeah I'm maxed by the way
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yeah I know I was in class member yeah
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hey maybe you could answer something for
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me yeah professor Campbell is he usually
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overly friendly professor vibes yeah
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well I mean he's young for a professor
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he's funny he's good-looking professor
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yeah I get it
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it's just there's um some stuff that
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I've been dealing with for feeling to
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deal with I guess now there's this
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person who keeps bringing all that stuff
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back up that I'd really gotta forget I'm
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sorry I don't know why I'm telling you
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Holmes I was thinking I relax I
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seriously hope you actually heard do you
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need help inside of class or outside of
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it let me know hit me up you never know
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yeah well
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duty calls hey yeah I gotta get back to
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work
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okay thanks the pep talk Thanks yeah
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anytime
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hi what are you doing here I work here
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duh I was off last semester now I'm back
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did you just start but you've basically
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been following me I mean class the quad
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now where I work I told you I don't want
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to talk about it so can't you just leave
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me alone look if I freaked you out the
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other day I'm sorry I'm not always great
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at social stuff I just want to be
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friends everybody needs friends right
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oh say good you're back go down to the
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supply closet and get these stuff I'm on
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hold with interlibrary loan in the
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basement yep that's the one
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hey he was out there
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and you're sure you didn't lock the door
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accidentally I didn't even close it
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she couldn't have loved it how do you
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know that because well truthfully wasn't
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luck when Ari and I arrived
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hey I'm not making this up someone
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someone's trying to - do what I'm
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telling you someone was there someone is
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doing this on purpose
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like who addy maybe she didn't follow me
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around giving me the creeps
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Adie was with me the whole time at the
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desk until we heard the commotion maybe
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you're right maybe somebody's pulling a
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harmless prank either way you're fine
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it's important thing so that's it you're
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just gonna forget about this I can file
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a non criminal incident report it'll
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make you feel better
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it's called aji okay what would they say
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- terms of Norton its Dakota Haggerty
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yeah I was just wondering is he
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is he still in prison
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he is okay okay um
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then have you heard from Terry Amanda or
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has he gotten any visitors or phone
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calls that privacy laws his privacy
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seriously yeah no I am I understand
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some patients will exhibit signs of
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trauma but not admit to any traumatic
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experience you can tell me why that
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might be Dakota because because the
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patient may not have begun to process
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the trauma yet or because peer-reviewed
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studies of my girlfriend show that four
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out of five women are completely nuts
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very sad and pathetic excuse for human
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being Gibson and if you weren't so
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obviously terrified of women I might
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even think it was funny thank you - good
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well you're half right just not about
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Gibson to admit to the trauma is to
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begin processing it
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next Hey I'm assuming you need security
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detail to walk yet her car all right
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good boy Gibson might be lurking butch
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is plotting his revenge and I really
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lost it kind of prove his point for him
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but don't worry about it there's
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honestly a new crop of guys like him
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every year and they grow out of it maybe
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well Campbell thinks I need a tutor and
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believe it or not he actually suggested
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Gibson really he's a smart guy but he's
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kind of a horrible judge of character so
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yeah but I need somebody um that's
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somebody you can trust I'm just too bad
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Ella flaked out but um that's how you
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around Friday morning I got a couple
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hours I can kill why don't you meet me
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and we'll do it then are you sure yeah
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you gotta use the class right unless you
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gotta piss Gibson off well yeah and you
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know keep my job further my education
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someday graduate and have a good career
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oh yeah of course that too
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thanks for coming Terry it's really good
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to see you Cynthia what it's Cynthia now
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say that other name again and I walk
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okay got it
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you definitely look different I mean you
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look great just different you want to
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come in
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well thanks for coming I figured I owed
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you that swim in college finally good
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for you
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do you talk to Minda at all these days I
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couldn't find her no but if you finally
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track her down forget you ever saw me
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well this is my place not much to see
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there's a lot of windows yeah I know I
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can't get enough light yeah me too
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so how's her family it's pretty much
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just me now my dad died when I was there
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maybe it's for the better my dad could
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hardly even look at me afterwards like I
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was dirty yeah
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so what's your life like these days
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normal all those years in that basement
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I used to dream about doing all the
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normal stuff but I'm actually doing some
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of those things it's not fixing anything
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and I wasn't
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Erica you therapy god that's the last
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thing I'd want
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it's a dredge up that garbage and relive
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it I changed my name became somebody
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else somebody who was never even in that
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basement you should do the same okay I
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could just erase my past well then it's
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going to consume you for the rest of
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your life
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you want some advice don't try to make
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up a life you could have had if you
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hadn't met Kurt Weber just move on get
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the life you want now and lie to
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everybody does your fiance know no
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nobody from my new life knows and that's
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how I want it so don't expect a wedding
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invitation what is it that you want
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Dakota I wanted to ask you with anything
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weird or unsettling it happened to you
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lately yeah you found me I mean has
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anybody been harassing you stalking you
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leaving you weird things what are you
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talking about I think someone's stalking
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me and that maybe Kurt put him up to it
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who could be talking to Kurt he's locked
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up in his cell
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you're the only person I can talk to you
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the only one I can trust
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wait wait Terry please no do you know
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how many crazies came out of the
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woodwork died so does that part Webber
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was some kind of hero
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and now you're leading off crazy yes
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don't leads right back to me
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I knew coming here was a mistake don't
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contact me again ever
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if you want to complain in my boss
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you're gonna have to wait till he gets
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out of his intramural lacrosse game
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excuse me match what are you doing
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a friend sent me a bottle that
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experiments with alcohol god what a
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weird sentence you know but those guys
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made to detect a troop drugs so I'm
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running a less-than clinical trial does
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it work hard to say there are at least
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10 different drugs out there and has one
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thing gonna detect them all so I'm
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skeptical so it's supposed to be that
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color not exactly subtle on a date look
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I know I haven't exactly been friendly
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but what happened to me it's the kind of
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thing that makes you weird with people
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friends your family even people you went
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through it with okay
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but then why are you here because I need
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a favor from someone who isn't afraid to
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ask for good questions so naturally you
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thought of me I'm trying to get Kurt
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Webber's Prison vlogs it's in there
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something that reporters can do to get
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the cast of Prisons publicly funded
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those should be public records you think
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whoever had something to do what
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happened yesterday I don't know I mean
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he's still locked up but could be
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pulling the strings I mean controls
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always a big thing for guys like that
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yeah
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checks out somebody's stalking me and I
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really need to know who it is well I
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need a good story or else I'm gonna be
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stuck covering alumni meet and greets
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until I graduate or I die
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whichever comes first so somebody's
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talking girls on campus sounds like a
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pretty good story to me you sure it
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doesn't bother you honestly it's kind of
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a relief to have at least one person I'm
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not hiding it from you're 21
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wait aren't these drugged nah control
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group
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making sure the liquor wasn't making it
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react
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oh yeah I'm not a fan of shots uh beer
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I think this is the first moment
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absolutely must just hurted one thing I
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don't know it's that you live without a
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car
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I mean II seriously don't got it I jump
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it everything you do not want me on the
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road hey Trey - okay
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this book I was telling you about you
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have two reasons nothing's very badass
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women iron oh hey it isn't the professor
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with the pants
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what do you mean before he came to teach
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her he's involved in this massive court
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case we tried to do a story on it but
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the records were sealed
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what kind of a clerk is it's me the
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source she tipped us off said it was
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sexual improprieties which could mean
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almost anything so you know his grad
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assistant Ella just stop showing up to
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class
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I don't thought they were dating she's
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dropped out of nowhere no one's heard
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from her since
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maybe he didn't take the break-up too
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well I'm gonna run to the ladies room if
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the waiter comes by you want to order
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anything Tommy
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Kota shouldn't you be studying
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bringing country right it is now didn't
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enjoy it where you can just hug it
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Jesus well gave me a heart attack what
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are you doing in here
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someone left this for me in my house in
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my bed oh no the last time you saw one
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of these Kurt Weber's basement
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he kept VHS tapes of all of us sorry I
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mean no I mean he didn't know that
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though right
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it was ever in the news No then how
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could whoever did it know unless Kurt
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told them have you watched it no how
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could I Jose is old school he never
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wants to let a format girl
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the Buddha you have to take this to the
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commerce
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so after that Horror Show you're
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probably not gonna be too thrilled about
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my most recent developments what is it I
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talked to the prison administrator good
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news and bad news good news we can't
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have access to Weber's prison visitor
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logs and his phone list that's great
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when can they get here that's the bad
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news we have to go get them ourselves
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what they aren't exactly in a rush to
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join the 21st century up there so
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nothing's digitized and they won't use
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state resources to do a journalist job
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for them that's a quote charming people
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hey it's no big deal
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they're on one side of the bars you're
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on the other I did a job shadow at
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Danville correction when I was in high
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school totally safe scary but definitely
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saying you don't understand I'm gonna be
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locked up in there with him I'll go no
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you don't know what he's like he can
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manipulate anything and I don't want him
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to have any knowledge of you or any way
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into you at all ever we could just drop
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it let it go it's totally up to you it's
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totally your call
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Hey certain things weren't coming oh no
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I just um some stuff came up I seem like
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what I'm just I just worried about you
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do you feel like someone's deliberately
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trying to drive you nuts
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you're giving Gibson way too much credit
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you need to let it go I'm kidding
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what's up that's just before when I was
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little I thought I always just knew what
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to do I didn't think twice I just did it
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let's not get us did but I want I mean I
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knew what I wanted I can't even get
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breakfast in the cafeteria without
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second-guessing myself I know that
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something happened to you I don't know
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what and you don't have to tell me
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obviously but something happened and I
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experienced I just you know it can
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change a person but it doesn't always
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have to be for the worse you know maybe
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I'll tell you about it sometime what are
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you doing tonight
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if you're free I may be working there
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too O'Shea's grab a drink you know
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sometimes these things go down a little
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bit easier in that way that sounds nice
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yeah
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Hey Hey you ready can we get that drink
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another time I I have this thing I have
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to do today yeah they just promise me
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you'll be careful okay okay all right
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I'll see you
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get out sanic Syngenta Papa's off
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the cops look at the tape
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can't let her down it's gonna go
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anywhere he handed me they should be
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able to see it man I think six ways from
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Sunday
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they took my statement I could tell they
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thought I was making up
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campus rent at home
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I know you're nervous
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I saw you doing the finger thing what
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did that anyway
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my therapist wanted me to develop to be
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self soothing rich Cole then I could do
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that wouldn't draw a lot of attention
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weren't supposed to notice
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they weren't counting on my powers of
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observation
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but who wouldn't be nervous I think it's
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amazing that you're doing this at all
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really dude I've speak catatonic hiding
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under my bed I would do a sense of the
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things you have
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you are a certifiable data
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I can do this work
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absolutely badass remember
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hey we're here to pick up some records
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regarding one of the inmates
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Dakotah hey we can leave whenever we
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want to alright just focus on me it's
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just that I haven't been in the same
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building as him since I was rescued it's
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another reason I didn't testify it's a
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big building with lots of guards and
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00:40:21,780 --> 00:40:37,119
guns he had a gun that he took me
557
00:40:37,119 --> 00:40:45,519
I was at a sleepover in the middle of
558
00:40:45,519 --> 00:40:47,890
the night my friend Sita got up to go to
559
00:40:47,890 --> 00:40:51,400
the bathroom and the closet door opened
560
00:40:51,400 --> 00:40:54,609
and he was in there pointing a gun right
561
00:40:54,609 --> 00:40:56,680
at me Jesus
562
00:40:56,680 --> 00:40:59,529
yeah and he told me that if I screamed
563
00:40:59,529 --> 00:41:01,539
your made any noise he was going to kill
564
00:41:01,539 --> 00:41:03,490
my little sister and that's when I knew
565
00:41:03,490 --> 00:41:07,150
he thought I would see it so
566
00:41:07,150 --> 00:41:10,960
what'd you do um you know if you didn't
567
00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:13,259
know who my real family was then he
568
00:41:13,259 --> 00:41:17,730
couldn't hurt them
569
00:41:17,730 --> 00:41:22,020
we walked for a few blocks and then he
570
00:41:22,020 --> 00:41:23,599
blindfolded me and threw me in his truck
571
00:41:23,599 --> 00:41:31,109
and we drove around for hours then what
572
00:41:31,109 --> 00:41:39,849
what happened
573
00:41:39,849 --> 00:41:43,420
at first
574
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he
575
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[Music]
576
00:41:46,690 --> 00:41:52,059
came to visit me about three or four
577
00:41:52,059 --> 00:41:54,810
times a day
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00:41:54,810 --> 00:41:57,330
[Music]
579
00:41:57,330 --> 00:42:00,450
and then Minda came which was better and
580
00:42:00,450 --> 00:42:03,940
worse at the same time
581
00:42:03,940 --> 00:42:06,480
I wasn't alone anymore but now he had
582
00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:11,370
two people to do horrible things to I
583
00:42:11,370 --> 00:42:19,930
remember her at the trial
584
00:42:19,930 --> 00:42:28,130
he abused us every day not just
585
00:42:28,130 --> 00:42:34,130
physically but psychologically he told
586
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us how happy our parents were that we
587
00:42:39,860 --> 00:42:42,050
were gone how much better their lives
588
00:42:42,050 --> 00:42:46,940
were without us that we should be proud
589
00:42:46,940 --> 00:42:51,290
for sacrificing ourselves he was
590
00:42:51,290 --> 00:42:57,560
protecting us that he loved us
591
00:42:57,560 --> 00:43:02,460
and then he took Terry my hostage tree
592
00:43:02,460 --> 00:43:05,310
yeah he got crazier as he got older if
593
00:43:05,310 --> 00:43:08,339
that was even possible so we were
594
00:43:08,339 --> 00:43:14,660
planning an escape I said it before and
595
00:43:14,660 --> 00:43:20,280
I will say it again
596
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okay incredible and someday when you're
597
00:43:26,670 --> 00:43:28,539
ready
598
00:43:28,539 --> 00:43:34,689
people should hear your story Dakota so
599
00:43:34,689 --> 00:43:35,499
I'm gonna gotta get better from here
600
00:43:35,499 --> 00:43:49,220
right okay
601
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[Music]
602
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[Music]
603
00:44:22,670 --> 00:44:27,950
no way yeah dr. Campbell Campbell is in
604
00:44:27,950 --> 00:44:31,010
your psych professor dr. example he came
605
00:44:31,010 --> 00:44:31,760
as he'll ever
606
00:44:31,760 --> 00:44:33,890
well it doesn't mention Webber's name
607
00:44:33,890 --> 00:44:35,630
specifically but he facilitates
608
00:44:35,630 --> 00:44:39,320
a men's sexual offenders support group
609
00:44:39,320 --> 00:44:41,810
right here at the prison cuz that's not
610
00:44:41,810 --> 00:44:43,610
creepy at all do you think this is
611
00:44:43,610 --> 00:44:45,920
enough evidence he admitted me to his
612
00:44:45,920 --> 00:44:47,600
advanced psych class he singles me out
613
00:44:47,600 --> 00:44:50,270
all the time there's hellos his
614
00:44:50,270 --> 00:44:52,100
appearance liddie have been able to
615
00:44:52,100 --> 00:44:54,500
check that what you live my address
616
00:44:54,500 --> 00:44:57,080
would be in school records I hate to say
617
00:44:57,080 --> 00:44:59,870
it but it is adding up and he is a
618
00:44:59,870 --> 00:45:01,610
regular visitor to Kurt Weber's home
619
00:45:01,610 --> 00:45:03,740
away from home and then there's that
620
00:45:03,740 --> 00:45:08,020
whole sexual impropriety stay
621
00:45:08,020 --> 00:45:10,390
what do you want to do go to the cops
622
00:45:10,390 --> 00:45:13,810
but we don't have any real proof holy
623
00:45:13,810 --> 00:45:17,500
hits him I mean like a sting
624
00:45:17,500 --> 00:45:21,339
I go to wire I think it's time to turn
625
00:45:21,339 --> 00:45:25,200
the tables don't you that's due
626
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[Music]
627
00:45:35,010 --> 00:45:39,840
together
628
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:42,060
tell anybody didn't you're the only one
629
00:45:42,060 --> 00:45:43,320
who knows yeah well this pretty much
630
00:45:43,320 --> 00:45:45,270
blows my scoop why would I do this so
631
00:45:45,270 --> 00:45:59,700
that's to you scoop
632
00:45:59,700 --> 00:46:04,010
sure up guys go come on you for a long
633
00:46:04,010 --> 00:46:14,270
this
634
00:46:14,270 --> 00:46:17,210
hey all that stuff they're saying yeah
635
00:46:17,210 --> 00:46:22,150
sure
636
00:46:22,150 --> 00:46:27,020
Jesus god I wish she had told me what
637
00:46:27,020 --> 00:46:29,960
what difference would it have made it's
638
00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:31,400
my life it was stupid to think I could
639
00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:35,170
just outrun in only blow off class I
640
00:46:35,170 --> 00:46:37,400
will grab that drink we talked about
641
00:46:37,400 --> 00:46:38,420
earlier and we can forget about
642
00:46:38,420 --> 00:46:40,610
everything what and I'm everyone think
643
00:46:40,610 --> 00:46:44,150
I'm just like Ella talking about you're
644
00:46:44,150 --> 00:46:47,660
nothing like Ella yeah well let's hope
645
00:46:47,660 --> 00:46:49,220
Campbell doesn't think so what does that
646
00:46:49,220 --> 00:46:51,290
mean he's the one that's been doing all
647
00:46:51,290 --> 00:46:51,970
this to me
648
00:46:51,970 --> 00:46:56,630
stalking me threatening me okay look the
649
00:46:56,630 --> 00:46:58,369
code I know that Campbell can be like
650
00:46:58,369 --> 00:47:00,590
kind of a Lech that's a little bit
651
00:47:00,590 --> 00:47:04,119
beyond him right oh who else would it be
652
00:47:04,119 --> 00:47:06,830
I'm sorry I know he's your mentor I
653
00:47:06,830 --> 00:47:08,330
shouldn't have said look you can talk to
654
00:47:08,330 --> 00:47:13,060
me okay I told you that
655
00:47:13,060 --> 00:47:15,310
I don't even feel safe at my apartment
656
00:47:15,310 --> 00:47:17,110
anymore he knows where I live oh say my
657
00:47:17,110 --> 00:47:20,890
place I just realized what that sounded
658
00:47:20,890 --> 00:47:22,870
like that's I swear it's not I come on
659
00:47:22,870 --> 00:47:25,740
alright I live I live with my mom
660
00:47:25,740 --> 00:47:29,200
actually and like we have a spare
661
00:47:29,200 --> 00:47:34,060
bedroom I'm gonna give this to you it's
662
00:47:34,060 --> 00:47:36,580
my address okay so you ever need it day
663
00:47:36,580 --> 00:47:41,350
or night okay thanks but I can just stay
664
00:47:41,350 --> 00:47:41,950
at a tease
665
00:47:41,950 --> 00:47:45,040
after she just sold you out and told the
666
00:47:45,040 --> 00:47:47,770
reporters about everything because I
667
00:47:47,770 --> 00:47:49,270
just like you need to be with somebody
668
00:47:49,270 --> 00:47:50,830
who's not gonna cause more problems in
669
00:47:50,830 --> 00:47:52,420
the first place I'm Nikki Thank You max
670
00:47:52,420 --> 00:47:57,190
I'm I'm grateful but I'm gonna figure it
671
00:47:57,190 --> 00:47:57,700
out on my own
672
00:47:57,700 --> 00:48:00,700
I don't need your protection and I
673
00:48:00,700 --> 00:48:08,200
really don't want your pity oh no I'm
674
00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:08,590
sorry
675
00:48:08,590 --> 00:48:14,050
I didn't need to wash out well you need
676
00:48:14,050 --> 00:48:20,710
to do about Campbell for now just keep
677
00:48:20,710 --> 00:48:23,119
going to class
678
00:48:23,119 --> 00:48:42,540
all right Shelly
679
00:48:42,540 --> 00:48:58,470
good afternoon everyone hello
680
00:48:58,470 --> 00:49:04,120
okay the effects of trauma on psychology
681
00:49:04,120 --> 00:49:08,860
and neurology cannot be separated can
682
00:49:08,860 --> 00:49:12,400
anyone give me an example from the
683
00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:17,830
reading report okay well the brain as an
684
00:49:17,830 --> 00:49:20,860
organ is finely calibrated to detect
685
00:49:20,860 --> 00:49:23,410
danger it's part of its survival
686
00:49:23,410 --> 00:49:25,870
function but exposure to trauma
687
00:49:25,870 --> 00:49:29,200
especially prolonged or repeated or
688
00:49:29,200 --> 00:49:32,650
intimate trauma can rewire those
689
00:49:32,650 --> 00:49:34,180
dangerous seeking portions of the brain
690
00:49:34,180 --> 00:49:36,370
thus causing it to wrongly perceived
691
00:49:36,370 --> 00:49:42,120
danger in every situation yes Dakota
692
00:49:42,120 --> 00:49:45,100
what if it's not wrong how do you mean
693
00:49:45,100 --> 00:49:47,080
well if danger really is all around you
694
00:49:47,080 --> 00:49:48,670
then isn't your brain sending you the
695
00:49:48,670 --> 00:49:50,890
right signals well I'm not sure that's a
696
00:49:50,890 --> 00:49:55,210
reason really have you ever walked home
697
00:49:55,210 --> 00:49:56,230
at night with your keys between your
698
00:49:56,230 --> 00:49:59,470
fingers listened over your shoulder for
699
00:49:59,470 --> 00:50:01,060
footsteps when you enter a public
700
00:50:01,060 --> 00:50:03,670
restroom smile at someone who frightens
701
00:50:03,670 --> 00:50:06,220
you because maybe if you're nice enough
702
00:50:06,220 --> 00:50:08,710
if you don't wind their pride maybe they
703
00:50:08,710 --> 00:50:14,020
won't actually hurt you have you ever
704
00:50:14,020 --> 00:50:15,430
worried that what you're wearing might
705
00:50:15,430 --> 00:50:16,960
draw the wrong kind of attention or
706
00:50:16,960 --> 00:50:18,490
worse make people think that it was your
707
00:50:18,490 --> 00:50:21,000
fault no I have
708
00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:23,440
well then respectfully dr. Campbell I
709
00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:26,200
don't think you know how dangerous the
710
00:50:26,200 --> 00:50:30,130
world really is
711
00:50:30,130 --> 00:50:46,980
[Music]
712
00:50:46,980 --> 00:50:55,040
[Music]
713
00:50:55,040 --> 00:50:59,370
Jesus look much sorry I'm just looking
714
00:50:59,370 --> 00:51:04,560
for Dakota why did she miss another big
715
00:51:04,560 --> 00:51:06,290
study day
716
00:51:06,290 --> 00:51:08,730
look in case you haven't noticed she's
717
00:51:08,730 --> 00:51:10,170
got bigger things to worry about how you
718
00:51:10,170 --> 00:51:12,300
realize that but I can help her she can
719
00:51:12,300 --> 00:51:13,290
help herself
720
00:51:13,290 --> 00:51:15,330
I think she's had enough male protection
721
00:51:15,330 --> 00:51:18,360
don't you I'm just worried about her hey
722
00:51:18,360 --> 00:51:19,710
come on you should be two of you talked
723
00:51:19,710 --> 00:51:22,080
to her she says there's somebody out
724
00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:23,850
there trying to mess with her tormentor
725
00:51:23,850 --> 00:51:26,340
Dakota has facedown monsters and
726
00:51:26,340 --> 00:51:29,480
survived she's tougher than either of us
727
00:51:29,480 --> 00:51:42,750
she needs help she doesn't need her help
728
00:51:42,750 --> 00:51:49,349
[Music]
729
00:51:49,349 --> 00:51:51,509
hi you've reached a coda Haggerty I
730
00:51:51,509 --> 00:51:54,299
can't come to the phone right now leave
731
00:51:54,299 --> 00:51:55,559
your name and number and I will call you
732
00:51:55,559 --> 00:51:58,730
back
733
00:51:58,730 --> 00:52:06,980
[Music]
734
00:52:06,980 --> 00:52:26,730
[Music]
735
00:52:26,730 --> 00:52:40,260
sorry I am so got something
736
00:52:40,260 --> 00:52:52,600
[Music]
737
00:52:52,600 --> 00:53:17,460
[Music]
738
00:53:17,460 --> 00:53:21,849
you okay I think so
739
00:53:21,849 --> 00:53:23,470
I got part of the license plate it was
740
00:53:23,470 --> 00:53:28,359
six six F 6 6 F something I can call the
741
00:53:28,359 --> 00:53:35,880
cops if you want me to yeah yeah sure
742
00:53:35,880 --> 00:53:38,220
yeah I'd like to report an attempted
743
00:53:38,220 --> 00:53:39,920
hit-and-run
744
00:53:39,920 --> 00:53:44,990
sure
745
00:53:44,990 --> 00:53:48,380
listen Dakota I I've been thinking a lot
746
00:53:48,380 --> 00:53:51,500
about what you said in class like a lot
747
00:53:51,500 --> 00:53:54,980
a lot and I said some really dumb things
748
00:53:54,980 --> 00:53:58,369
to you and to other women too because I
749
00:53:58,369 --> 00:54:02,480
didn't know and I didn't think and and
750
00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:05,690
I'm sorry I'm gonna try to not be such
751
00:54:05,690 --> 00:54:07,980
an entitled jerk
752
00:54:07,980 --> 00:54:17,119
[Music]
753
00:54:17,119 --> 00:54:24,980
hey addy
754
00:54:24,980 --> 00:54:28,820
it was nice of the cops putting you up
755
00:54:28,820 --> 00:54:31,280
in a hotel local cops still don't
756
00:54:31,280 --> 00:54:32,720
believe me but detective Martin made a
757
00:54:32,720 --> 00:54:35,080
few calls
758
00:54:35,080 --> 00:54:37,340
if Kimball got my address from school
759
00:54:37,340 --> 00:54:44,120
records he can get mine too yeah Dakota
760
00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:50,390
I found something you may not want to
761
00:54:50,390 --> 00:54:56,190
know no tell me
762
00:54:56,190 --> 00:55:01,980
it's okay just tell me Minda I figured
763
00:55:01,980 --> 00:55:06,210
out why you couldn't find her she's dead
764
00:55:06,210 --> 00:55:07,970
isn't she
765
00:55:07,970 --> 00:55:11,040
he killed herself
766
00:55:11,040 --> 00:55:15,570
a couple months ago what about
767
00:55:15,570 --> 00:55:18,720
Campbell's records the coda did you to
768
00:55:18,720 --> 00:55:20,790
see I did Campbell's records Jesus at
769
00:55:20,790 --> 00:55:23,250
least give you thought I can't I need to
770
00:55:23,250 --> 00:55:25,320
nail the sky before yes the gel you
771
00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:28,050
don't in any way what if what if we're
772
00:55:28,050 --> 00:55:28,500
wrong
773
00:55:28,500 --> 00:55:30,840
what if it's somebody else you're scared
774
00:55:30,840 --> 00:55:36,090
yes I'm scared for you did you ever
775
00:55:36,090 --> 00:55:38,310
think that by focusing on this guy by
776
00:55:38,310 --> 00:55:40,110
letting him live rent-free in your head
777
00:55:40,110 --> 00:55:42,990
you might actually be making it worse so
778
00:55:42,990 --> 00:55:47,640
this is my fault no obviously not but
779
00:55:47,640 --> 00:55:49,680
you're not a cop you're the victim it's
780
00:55:49,680 --> 00:55:53,430
not on you to finger my hat eat I can't
781
00:55:53,430 --> 00:55:56,760
sleep I hear footsteps
782
00:55:56,760 --> 00:56:00,800
I wouldn't there's nobody there
783
00:56:00,800 --> 00:56:05,390
the things I see when I close my eyes
784
00:56:05,390 --> 00:56:08,410
[Music]
785
00:56:08,410 --> 00:56:09,609
do you want to know why I'm not
786
00:56:09,609 --> 00:56:13,010
surprised about Binda
787
00:56:13,010 --> 00:56:16,390
because I get it
788
00:56:16,390 --> 00:56:21,539
I get wanting a way to make this Oh stop
789
00:56:21,539 --> 00:56:24,670
for good to go to see what does I need
790
00:56:24,670 --> 00:56:27,279
is to keep moving keep going forward so
791
00:56:27,279 --> 00:56:28,779
I don't slide down into the same place
792
00:56:28,779 --> 00:56:34,150
she was I need to focus on Campbell
793
00:56:34,150 --> 00:56:35,920
whether you help me or not
794
00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:46,180
[Music]
795
00:56:46,180 --> 00:56:49,599
so you dated dr. Campbell hung out but
796
00:56:49,599 --> 00:56:50,680
had to call it every month
797
00:56:50,680 --> 00:56:53,349
how did reaction you cut it off don't
798
00:56:53,349 --> 00:56:55,599
know he was mostly but not for long man
799
00:56:55,599 --> 00:56:58,089
is easily distracted I mean I knew we
800
00:56:58,089 --> 00:57:00,069
weren't serious but come on text him
801
00:57:00,069 --> 00:57:01,299
back it's like a bare minimum
802
00:57:01,299 --> 00:57:03,009
he wasn't possessive at all are
803
00:57:03,009 --> 00:57:05,440
controling I'm he's a flirt sure but
804
00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:07,450
trying to build any kind of relationship
805
00:57:07,450 --> 00:57:10,180
with him it's like good luck I don't
806
00:57:10,180 --> 00:57:12,910
know maybe it was me but just always
807
00:57:12,910 --> 00:57:14,680
seemed like his mind was on something
808
00:57:14,680 --> 00:57:17,019
else for someone else
809
00:57:17,019 --> 00:57:21,130
why are you go just curious well if
810
00:57:21,130 --> 00:57:23,349
you're curious to know if it's something
811
00:57:23,349 --> 00:57:25,630
you should invest in I suggest you look
812
00:57:25,630 --> 00:57:26,230
elsewhere
813
00:57:26,230 --> 00:57:28,970
all right thanks
814
00:57:28,970 --> 00:57:45,680
[Music]
815
00:57:45,680 --> 00:57:48,019
so did she move out ah her stuffs still
816
00:57:48,019 --> 00:57:50,569
here what did you tell anyone did you
817
00:57:50,569 --> 00:57:52,819
call Ella's parents we didn't want to
818
00:57:52,819 --> 00:57:53,630
freak them out
819
00:57:53,630 --> 00:57:55,160
ana rents paid for the rest of the
820
00:57:55,160 --> 00:58:01,120
semester so okay thanks
821
00:58:01,120 --> 00:58:18,960
[Music]
822
00:58:18,960 --> 00:58:22,180
sure alright you have a good day thanks
823
00:58:22,180 --> 00:58:26,200
now bye-bye hey I'm helping Addie
824
00:58:26,200 --> 00:58:28,359
Johnson over at the school paper do you
825
00:58:28,359 --> 00:58:29,710
have a list of all the research grants
826
00:58:29,710 --> 00:58:30,880
that have been awarded to the department
827
00:58:30,880 --> 00:58:32,710
oh great thank you
828
00:58:32,710 --> 00:58:44,250
[Music]
829
00:58:44,250 --> 00:58:48,970
close oh hey rose
830
00:58:48,970 --> 00:58:51,310
how are ya a couple things would it be
831
00:58:51,310 --> 00:58:53,110
too much trouble to ask you to email
832
00:58:53,110 --> 00:58:55,800
those PDFs again expense report videos
833
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okay and then the other thing is oh one
834
00:58:59,740 --> 00:59:06,680
second why
835
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thank you
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00:59:10,430 --> 00:59:18,420
[Music]
837
00:59:18,420 --> 00:59:20,099
so now that we understand the
838
00:59:20,099 --> 00:59:22,650
relationship between the brain brain
839
00:59:22,650 --> 00:59:26,069
function and psychology in relation to
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00:59:26,069 --> 00:59:32,130
trauma PTSD I'd like to I'd like to
841
00:59:32,130 --> 00:59:33,960
discuss and investigate some of the
842
00:59:33,960 --> 00:59:36,329
different therapeutic modalities used to
843
00:59:36,329 --> 00:59:40,980
treat PTSD some of the latest ones such
844
00:59:40,980 --> 00:59:45,180
as neurofeedback EMDR which for those of
845
00:59:45,180 --> 00:59:46,890
you don't know stands for eye movement
846
00:59:46,890 --> 01:00:07,109
desensitization reprocessing thank you
847
01:00:07,109 --> 01:00:10,059
all right
848
01:00:10,059 --> 01:00:13,759
thanks for coming because you chose a
849
01:00:13,759 --> 01:00:18,349
final place I haven't water you want
850
01:00:18,349 --> 01:00:22,339
something stronger get his water simi
851
01:00:22,339 --> 01:00:23,869
I'm gonna get your house bourbon on the
852
01:00:23,869 --> 01:00:30,440
rocks so you've been a little tense and
853
01:00:30,440 --> 01:00:32,299
inattentive in class lately
854
01:00:32,299 --> 01:00:36,920
I think it's been warranted I understand
855
01:00:36,920 --> 01:00:44,710
you know I'm listening thank you sir I
856
01:00:44,710 --> 01:00:46,609
understand why you wanted to be in my
857
01:00:46,609 --> 01:00:50,420
class and I also understand why you
858
01:00:50,420 --> 01:00:51,829
wouldn't want to talk about why you
859
01:00:51,829 --> 01:00:54,380
wanted to be in my class is that why you
860
01:00:54,380 --> 01:00:55,930
gave me special treatment
861
01:00:55,930 --> 01:00:59,900
yeah no you're bright and you're
862
01:00:59,900 --> 01:01:03,249
intriguing and you're very pretty
863
01:01:03,249 --> 01:01:08,150
those things enough I'm sorry
864
01:01:08,150 --> 01:01:10,910
I just flirted with you I'm sorry that's
865
01:01:10,910 --> 01:01:13,430
a defense mechanism online why would you
866
01:01:13,430 --> 01:01:23,420
feel defensive are you afraid to cut
867
01:01:23,420 --> 01:01:26,180
having something that's my fault what do
868
01:01:26,180 --> 01:01:30,710
you mean I didn't know dr. Roy
869
01:01:30,710 --> 01:01:32,570
recommended you he didn't tell me
870
01:01:32,570 --> 01:01:36,200
anything and so now I keep running back
871
01:01:36,200 --> 01:01:39,710
over my lecture your lectures all I ever
872
01:01:39,710 --> 01:01:42,500
talk about is trauma I go on and I
873
01:01:42,500 --> 01:01:43,580
thought worst things that could possibly
874
01:01:43,580 --> 01:01:45,170
happen to a person and the whole time
875
01:01:45,170 --> 01:01:48,740
you you just have just sit there I mean
876
01:01:48,740 --> 01:01:52,340
it's no wonder was heartbeat and you
877
01:01:52,340 --> 01:01:54,710
want me to believe that you had no idea
878
01:01:54,710 --> 01:01:56,480
the entire time that Curt never told you
879
01:01:56,480 --> 01:02:00,020
anything I have no idea we're talking
880
01:02:00,020 --> 01:02:02,890
about someone has been torturing me
881
01:02:02,890 --> 01:02:05,150
someone with knowledge of my past and
882
01:02:05,150 --> 01:02:06,500
someone who's been in contact with Curt
883
01:02:06,500 --> 01:02:11,050
Weber and you think that someone is me
884
01:02:11,050 --> 01:02:15,770
Dakota no yes I do
885
01:02:15,770 --> 01:02:19,430
run a men's support group at the prison
886
01:02:19,430 --> 01:02:22,100
but is solely for the purpose of
887
01:02:22,100 --> 01:02:24,200
research for my writing Kurt Weber has
888
01:02:24,200 --> 01:02:25,940
never attended a single meeting so
889
01:02:25,940 --> 01:02:27,110
you're saying you haven't spoken to him
890
01:02:27,110 --> 01:02:29,690
once not once and you just happen to
891
01:02:29,690 --> 01:02:31,940
specialize in what goes on in a
892
01:02:31,940 --> 01:02:35,390
predators mind I've read your journal
893
01:02:35,390 --> 01:02:37,160
articles your book you write like
894
01:02:37,160 --> 01:02:42,739
someone yeah with experience yes
895
01:02:42,739 --> 01:02:45,199
you're right about that that is not an
896
01:02:45,199 --> 01:02:58,929
accident he was a friend of my parents
897
01:02:58,929 --> 01:03:07,789
and I called him uncle it was a long
898
01:03:07,789 --> 01:03:14,170
time ago that it went on for years
899
01:03:14,170 --> 01:03:18,490
you're a victim
900
01:03:18,490 --> 01:03:22,380
about the lawsuit you know about that
901
01:03:22,380 --> 01:03:24,910
they were trying to raise the statute of
902
01:03:24,910 --> 01:03:28,210
limitations on abuse I agreed to be a
903
01:03:28,210 --> 01:03:30,460
test case I thought maybe it would fix
904
01:03:30,460 --> 01:03:34,270
things of course it didn't so I started
905
01:03:34,270 --> 01:03:41,619
the support group how can you stand be
906
01:03:41,619 --> 01:03:45,490
the same room with them to talk to them
907
01:03:45,490 --> 01:03:47,460
well you know the stats you know that
908
01:03:47,460 --> 01:03:50,730
most offenders were victims themselves
909
01:03:50,730 --> 01:03:53,260
so I needed to know I needed to know if
910
01:03:53,260 --> 01:03:59,410
you made me like you I think my research
911
01:03:59,410 --> 01:04:01,830
was probably a way to get some distance
912
01:04:01,830 --> 01:04:05,109
I'm gonna intellectualize what I wasn't
913
01:04:05,109 --> 01:04:07,410
ready to feel
914
01:04:07,410 --> 01:04:09,400
unfortunately Dakota the world is not
915
01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:12,339
gonna make exceptions for you I'm gonna
916
01:04:12,339 --> 01:04:17,520
have to be strong don't be like Ella
917
01:04:17,520 --> 01:04:20,230
wait what are you talking about she was
918
01:04:20,230 --> 01:04:24,400
in a very fragile place and she told me
919
01:04:24,400 --> 01:04:26,349
about some unwanted attention she was
920
01:04:26,349 --> 01:04:30,210
getting from someone so I told her to
921
01:04:30,210 --> 01:04:34,900
stand up to him that boundaries instead
922
01:04:34,900 --> 01:04:37,540
she just disappeared she didn't say who
923
01:04:37,540 --> 01:04:39,260
it was
924
01:04:39,260 --> 01:04:41,599
she just copying me on an email to the
925
01:04:41,599 --> 01:04:46,780
Dean that's disappointing
926
01:04:46,780 --> 01:04:52,310
listen I have to go but if I made you
927
01:04:52,310 --> 01:05:01,030
feel uncomfortable in any way I'm sorry
928
01:05:01,030 --> 01:05:03,290
now listen if you're in real danger the
929
01:05:03,290 --> 01:05:05,690
police should how you're well aware but
930
01:05:05,690 --> 01:05:07,660
I think I can handle it
931
01:05:07,660 --> 01:05:11,610
I'm st. Claude
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01:05:11,610 --> 01:05:20,520
[Music]
933
01:05:20,520 --> 01:05:26,030
[Music]
934
01:05:26,030 --> 01:05:30,059
Hey
935
01:05:30,059 --> 01:05:33,689
I'm thirsty how did you know I was gonna
936
01:05:33,689 --> 01:05:34,379
be here
937
01:05:34,379 --> 01:05:39,089
Eddie told me you seemed like really on
938
01:05:39,089 --> 01:05:43,589
edge stressed yeah maybe this off you
939
01:05:43,589 --> 01:05:47,340
feel better
940
01:05:47,340 --> 01:05:53,650
said I owed you a drink
941
01:05:53,650 --> 01:05:57,420
[Music]
942
01:05:57,420 --> 01:05:59,640
you know actually I'm gonna run to the
943
01:05:59,640 --> 01:06:05,040
ladies room really quickly I can hold on
944
01:06:05,040 --> 01:06:18,100
to this they get back watch it
945
01:06:18,100 --> 01:06:23,990
[Music]
946
01:06:23,990 --> 01:06:37,010
[Music]
947
01:06:37,010 --> 01:06:48,260
[Music]
948
01:06:48,260 --> 01:06:51,040
[Music]
949
01:06:51,040 --> 01:06:54,040
hi Eddie Johnson here started coming to
950
01:06:54,040 --> 01:06:55,150
the phone doing something to support
951
01:06:55,150 --> 01:06:56,590
mazing right now you got something
952
01:06:56,590 --> 01:06:58,090
better let me know and I just might call
953
01:06:58,090 --> 01:06:58,690
you back
954
01:06:58,690 --> 01:07:01,420
Eddie it's me um it's not cannibal and
955
01:07:01,420 --> 01:07:03,250
little Shay's and Max is here I think he
956
01:07:03,250 --> 01:07:05,170
followed me here and I don't think I
957
01:07:05,170 --> 01:07:06,670
don't think I dropped out of school I
958
01:07:06,670 --> 01:07:07,930
think that he has er I think he took her
959
01:07:07,930 --> 01:07:11,800
and he's here and I get out I can't find
960
01:07:11,800 --> 01:07:13,660
away I can't I can't teach you to call
961
01:07:13,660 --> 01:07:39,130
me back in space you get this okay
962
01:07:39,130 --> 01:07:46,090
[Music]
963
01:07:46,090 --> 01:08:02,560
[Music]
964
01:08:02,560 --> 01:08:09,150
[Music]
965
01:08:09,150 --> 01:08:12,570
stay in my place
966
01:08:12,570 --> 01:08:15,250
[Applause]
967
01:08:15,250 --> 01:08:25,930
[Music]
968
01:08:25,930 --> 01:08:29,399
[Applause]
969
01:08:29,399 --> 01:08:48,170
[Music]
970
01:08:48,170 --> 01:09:13,599
[Music]
971
01:09:13,599 --> 01:09:17,290
let's eat sturdy I know you're scared
972
01:09:17,290 --> 01:09:21,069
I know you probably tried to do it vault
973
01:09:21,069 --> 01:09:30,509
rescues
974
01:09:30,509 --> 01:09:35,310
it's what Kurt Weber did to
975
01:09:35,310 --> 01:09:36,930
[Music]
976
01:09:36,930 --> 01:09:47,460
ha
977
01:09:47,460 --> 01:09:49,469
a lot of ex isn't here yet but I don't
978
01:09:49,469 --> 01:09:53,520
know how much time we have
979
01:09:53,520 --> 01:09:57,430
[Music]
980
01:09:57,430 --> 01:10:06,510
as long as you think
981
01:10:06,510 --> 01:10:21,890
maybe we have all the time in the world
982
01:10:21,890 --> 01:10:25,080
[Applause]
983
01:10:25,080 --> 01:10:37,440
[Music]
984
01:10:37,440 --> 01:10:40,540
hey hey did you see my friend for the
985
01:10:40,540 --> 01:10:42,010
other night here put a bag kind of
986
01:10:42,010 --> 01:10:48,230
creepy
987
01:10:48,230 --> 01:10:55,990
[Music]
988
01:10:55,990 --> 01:10:58,470
no no please
989
01:10:58,470 --> 01:11:07,380
[Music]
990
01:11:07,380 --> 01:11:13,830
[Music]
991
01:11:13,830 --> 01:11:35,160
[Applause]
992
01:11:35,160 --> 01:12:00,900
[Music]
993
01:12:00,900 --> 01:12:05,320
remember this I know a girl like you
994
01:12:05,320 --> 01:12:07,330
would be wary of taking a drink so I
995
01:12:07,330 --> 01:12:10,920
spiked a lot of picture behind the bar
996
01:12:10,920 --> 01:12:15,969
next you don't have to do this
997
01:12:15,969 --> 01:12:21,100
but I want to I've always wanted to
998
01:12:21,100 --> 01:12:24,140
[Music]
999
01:12:24,140 --> 01:12:26,400
what about your mom she'll be home soon
1000
01:12:26,400 --> 01:12:28,350
she'll order for the one pair she won't
1001
01:12:28,350 --> 01:12:33,120
be interrupting us you think she'd be
1002
01:12:33,120 --> 01:12:37,930
okay with this should be proud of you
1003
01:12:37,930 --> 01:12:44,680
[Music]
1004
01:12:44,680 --> 01:12:47,970
does you think that next let me tell me
1005
01:12:47,970 --> 01:12:50,980
please don't keep doing this thing we're
1006
01:12:50,980 --> 01:12:54,030
repeating my name and it's not working
1007
01:12:54,030 --> 01:12:59,110
it's like psych 101 you're gonna have to
1008
01:12:59,110 --> 01:13:02,950
try something else maybe you can help me
1009
01:13:02,950 --> 01:13:08,590
help me you've the power to let me go
1010
01:13:08,590 --> 01:13:13,389
bow it's all about the taking you know
1011
01:13:13,389 --> 01:13:17,250
told me that
1012
01:13:17,250 --> 01:13:21,720
Kurt Weber how did you find out about
1013
01:13:21,720 --> 01:13:25,620
car driver I always enjoy reading about
1014
01:13:25,620 --> 01:13:29,760
the famous ones fantasizing about how
1015
01:13:29,760 --> 01:13:32,820
they would do it how I would do it even
1016
01:13:32,820 --> 01:13:34,020
better than they did
1017
01:13:34,020 --> 01:13:37,330
[Music]
1018
01:13:37,330 --> 01:13:40,650
what happened fella oh there's no good
1019
01:13:40,650 --> 01:13:43,150
she resisted she fought you
1020
01:13:43,150 --> 01:13:46,120
she didn't obey just like hurt said
1021
01:13:46,120 --> 01:13:50,940
sometimes they need to be trained max
1022
01:13:50,940 --> 01:13:55,560
what did you do
1023
01:13:55,560 --> 01:14:01,360
there's so much better than her you're
1024
01:14:01,360 --> 01:14:04,750
perfect
1025
01:14:04,750 --> 01:14:12,520
I think from the moment I saw you Kurt
1026
01:14:12,520 --> 01:14:16,760
and rebirth
1027
01:14:16,760 --> 01:14:19,530
[Music]
1028
01:14:19,530 --> 01:14:23,200
hey both can you do me a huge favor I'm
1029
01:14:23,200 --> 01:14:24,400
supposed to drop something off to one of
1030
01:14:24,400 --> 01:14:26,320
the grad assistants and I lost the
1031
01:14:26,320 --> 01:14:26,680
address
1032
01:14:26,680 --> 01:14:32,980
max Peterson uh-huh thank you give me
1033
01:14:32,980 --> 01:14:40,600
his phone over to would you you used
1034
01:14:40,600 --> 01:14:44,980
campaign I wanted access and he had
1035
01:14:44,980 --> 01:14:47,950
clearance so it's like I didn't it was
1036
01:14:47,950 --> 01:14:49,900
actually pretty easy to go back he never
1037
01:14:49,900 --> 01:14:51,250
even bothered in check
1038
01:14:51,250 --> 01:14:53,620
gonna tell me about the airplanes did
1039
01:14:53,620 --> 01:14:57,460
you take I didn't want to do that at
1040
01:14:57,460 --> 01:15:01,120
first would you here with me right in
1041
01:15:01,120 --> 01:15:03,880
the very beginning but Kurt taught me
1042
01:15:03,880 --> 01:15:08,050
that the hunt was part of the thrill
1043
01:15:08,050 --> 01:15:09,970
so watching those big beautiful eyes
1044
01:15:09,970 --> 01:15:14,280
constantly looking over your shoulder
1045
01:15:14,280 --> 01:15:17,469
Rachele reminder
1046
01:15:17,469 --> 01:15:23,949
they like the planes the videotapes he
1047
01:15:23,949 --> 01:15:25,420
Kurt knew that nothing would get to you
1048
01:15:25,420 --> 01:15:27,219
more than little mementos of them and he
1049
01:15:27,219 --> 01:15:31,449
was right hit and run love that was
1050
01:15:31,449 --> 01:15:33,820
quickly improvised I wanted a front-row
1051
01:15:33,820 --> 01:15:38,070
seat for myself
1052
01:15:38,070 --> 01:15:40,300
Kurt was jealous why would he ever help
1053
01:15:40,300 --> 01:15:42,139
you
1054
01:15:42,139 --> 01:15:45,190
as humors first
1055
01:15:45,190 --> 01:15:53,230
we were special never forget your first
1056
01:15:53,230 --> 01:15:54,940
even from present he wanted to make sure
1057
01:15:54,940 --> 01:15:56,290
you were getting the attention you
1058
01:15:56,290 --> 01:15:57,969
deserve and I was giving that to you but
1059
01:15:57,969 --> 01:16:01,239
you thought it was Campbell why would
1060
01:16:01,239 --> 01:16:05,380
you think that
1061
01:16:05,380 --> 01:16:08,159
he was attentive
1062
01:16:08,159 --> 01:16:10,780
besides he's attractive like you said he
1063
01:16:10,780 --> 01:16:12,340
was a predatory professor and you were
1064
01:16:12,340 --> 01:16:13,840
the victim i student you fell for that
1065
01:16:13,840 --> 01:16:15,280
stupid cliche right from the very
1066
01:16:15,280 --> 01:16:16,030
beginning
1067
01:16:16,030 --> 01:16:18,250
you made me think I never even saw you
1068
01:16:18,250 --> 01:16:29,050
call me true me think it was a little
1069
01:16:29,050 --> 01:16:44,140
girl I bet even let you take the bucket
1070
01:16:44,140 --> 01:16:52,790
[Music]
1071
01:16:52,790 --> 01:16:55,590
[Music]
1072
01:16:55,590 --> 01:16:57,140
[Applause]
1073
01:16:57,140 --> 01:17:12,920
how are you in there hello Eddie what's
1074
01:17:12,920 --> 01:17:14,320
up thank God you called
1075
01:17:14,320 --> 01:17:17,570
okay not what I was expecting if you
1076
01:17:17,570 --> 01:17:19,580
were you heard from Dakota of those I
1077
01:17:19,580 --> 01:17:20,690
was worried about her I haven't heard
1078
01:17:20,690 --> 01:17:29,660
from her it's weird okay I ran into her
1079
01:17:29,660 --> 01:17:32,180
at O'Shea's okay but she's like she's
1080
01:17:32,180 --> 01:17:42,520
acting really really like really strange
1081
01:17:42,520 --> 01:17:51,890
get this open okay
1082
01:17:51,890 --> 01:17:54,290
you think about this I feel like she's
1083
01:17:54,290 --> 01:17:55,850
isolating herself from everybody that
1084
01:17:55,850 --> 01:17:58,100
cares about her I mean first you thought
1085
01:17:58,100 --> 01:17:59,780
it was a Campbell I've you know stalking
1086
01:17:59,780 --> 01:18:01,160
her and then she thought it was you and
1087
01:18:01,160 --> 01:18:07,990
now she takes does me what if she's
1088
01:18:07,990 --> 01:18:14,470
having a psychotic break
1089
01:18:14,470 --> 01:18:16,790
hey this is the think about it she's
1090
01:18:16,790 --> 01:18:18,680
been suffering years of abuse from that
1091
01:18:18,680 --> 01:18:21,470
guy I just like you know I'm worried
1092
01:18:21,470 --> 01:18:28,060
about her we should call the police
1093
01:18:28,060 --> 01:18:31,370
nothing no anywhere she might go campus
1094
01:18:31,370 --> 01:18:38,310
my house your house no daddy I just
1095
01:18:38,310 --> 01:18:52,290
Thanks she's scared Dakota scared didn't
1096
01:18:52,290 --> 01:18:53,940
know he didn't okay we're gonna get out
1097
01:18:53,940 --> 01:19:18,960
of here okay he's not gonna do that okay
1098
01:19:18,960 --> 01:19:20,940
he's an amateur okay he's not gonna do
1099
01:19:20,940 --> 01:19:22,110
that he doesn't know what he's doing
1100
01:19:22,110 --> 01:19:23,219
we're gonna get out of here we're gonna
1101
01:19:23,219 --> 01:19:32,990
be safe okay I promise I promise
1102
01:19:32,990 --> 01:19:35,390
[Music]
1103
01:19:35,390 --> 01:19:38,030
passes to me when I get up there okay
1104
01:19:38,030 --> 01:19:41,090
[Music]
1105
01:19:41,090 --> 01:19:46,290
ready one two three all right I'm gonna
1106
01:19:46,290 --> 01:19:48,330
look for it and I'll talk to you a
1107
01:19:48,330 --> 01:19:51,360
little bit okay no wait I mean if she
1108
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shows up at your house you should be
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01:19:52,380 --> 01:19:53,580
there right so make sure nothing happens
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to it
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can you run hey where's the nearest
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person that you see the nearest neighbor
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01:20:03,510 --> 01:20:10,680
whatever you can see got it but go ahead
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give me your address just in case I need
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to find you Mack
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[Music]
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[Applause]
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[Music]
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[Music]
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01:21:31,270 --> 01:21:53,219
[Music]
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01:21:53,219 --> 01:21:55,949
I'm so sorry I didn't I wasn't even
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01:21:55,949 --> 01:21:57,300
thinking I should've been here no it's
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01:21:57,300 --> 01:22:00,510
okay of them okay you okay
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01:22:00,510 --> 01:22:15,610
look at you
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some of you will go on to do some
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01:22:18,820 --> 01:22:21,190
research you'll become clinicians or
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01:22:21,190 --> 01:22:25,449
therapists but none of you matter what
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01:22:25,449 --> 01:22:28,119
you choose should ever lose sight of the
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01:22:28,119 --> 01:22:30,309
real human beings who are at the center
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of each case study it's important that
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we put a name and a face to the
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01:22:35,679 --> 01:22:38,250
experience of trauma and its recovery
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and so without further ado
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[Music]
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01:22:47,150 --> 01:22:51,900
hello my name is Dakota Haggerty some of
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you probably already know who I am I'm a
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01:22:54,870 --> 01:22:58,170
survivor of repeated long-term trauma
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and as a result have complex PTSD it's
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01:23:02,370 --> 01:23:03,900
taken me a lot of work to get to where I
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am where I can stand up here and talk to
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01:23:06,270 --> 01:23:09,000
you guys about this and I still have a
1142
01:23:09,000 --> 01:23:11,460
long way to go but I have a strong
1143
01:23:11,460 --> 01:23:15,870
support system and I know how important
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01:23:15,870 --> 01:23:18,000
it is to let others know that they are
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01:23:18,000 --> 01:23:21,780
not alone
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[Music]
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it'll be worth it
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[Applause]
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I want you to read every word of that
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01:23:47,090 --> 01:23:49,460
letter Kyle you've touched a place in my
1151
01:23:49,460 --> 01:23:52,460
heart and made me come alive slow Angela
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01:23:52,460 --> 01:23:56,329
she's the one she's the one that's just
1153
01:23:56,329 --> 01:24:00,230
a little bonus for what for letting me
1154
01:24:00,230 --> 01:24:03,289
call you Angela crazy how much you two
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01:24:03,289 --> 01:24:05,530
look alike
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