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Men.

Screw 'em.

'Cause I got me, bitch.

I got me.

- And that's all I need, right? - Mm-hmm.

Isn't it?

Am I enough?

Okay, honey, I think you've had enough.

No, no, no, I'm fine.

It's fine.

I've barely had any.

Okay, but, like, aren't you on an antidepressants?

So?

I mean, besides, it's only like, what?

11:30? Bitch, the night's just getting started!

Okay, so what did he say to you?

He said, "I will always love you...

...just not like that."

- Okay, did something happen? - No.

- Did you guys fight? - No.

He just came out of nowhere with it.

I thought we were happy.

Mm-hmm.

We were together for three years, and he just drops me like that?

God, what an asshole.

He said, "I'm sorry, Juni...

...I wish it didn't have to be like this."

And I smacked him.

Hard.

Damn.

I said, "First of all, keep that name out of

your mouth. You don't get to call me that anymore.

Second of all, you're the one making it like this, you prick."

And then what?

Then he grabbed his cheek and walked away.

That's it?

That's it.

- No explanation or anything. - Nothing.

Zip.

Zero.

Zilch.

- Wow. - Yeah.

Did he say anything to you?

He barely gives me the time of day.

Well, at least he had the guts to do it in person.

Did you post about it?

No.

I thought it might be too soon, but you know what?

Fuck it.

I'm doing it.

Do it.

Yeah.

- I'm doin' it. - Yeah.

Okay, not to make this about me, but do you think I should text

- that one guy from the three-way? - Wait, wait, wait.

Whatever happened to Felix? Are you still talking to him?

Why did you stop talking to him?

Girl, you know why.

Oh, yeah.

- That was wild. - Yeah!

Okay, well, I say then text the three-way guy.

I don't know.

He probably thinks I'm weird.

He's clearly into you.

He wouldn't have given you his number otherwise.

If you don't text him, I'm going to.

Okay, okay, I'll do it.

There you go.

There you go!

Ow, stop that.

Okay.

He's not responding.

No, no. You know what?

No. Let me just chill.

Let me just chill.

What? What?

What happened?

It's just all these pictures of me and Henry.

It's just...

Oh, honey.

No, no, no, no.

Don't do that.

I'm turning it off until tomorrow, okay? You can post later.

Here.

Have a cookie.

Mm-hmm. There you go.

Drink up. Mm-hmm.

Yep. Uh-huh. There you go.

Better?

- What? - Oh, crap.

What?

What... you okay?

You okay?

You need me to hold your hair back?

Hey.

You okay?

- I think I'm going to go to bed. - Yeah.

I think that's a good idea.

Yeah.

Um, do you have my phone?

Here.

- Oh, thanks. - Ah, ah, ah.

You promise to keep it off until tomorrow?

Yeah, yeah.

Okay.

Come here.

- I love you. - Ooh. Okay, yep.

Are you sure you don't need some water, or something?

I have a glass in my room.

Okay.

Put your nighttime sounds on. It'll help your head.

Okay.

- Happy New Year. - Uh-huh.

Well.

Jesus Christ, Henry!

I had a key,

and Colette told me I just need to get a few things, and I'm,

she's not answering my calls. - Okay, keep it down.

What?

She's passed out drunk, thanks to you.

I'm gonna wake her up.

No, Henry.

Leave her alone. You've done enough.

I just, I need to talk to her.

I need to explain.

There's nothing you could say that would help right now, okay?

She's a mess. Let her sleep.

Fine.

Then I'll wait.

Okay, how about you come back tomorrow?

Um, who knows how she'll react if you're the first thing she sees in the morning.

I'm not going anywhere.

Okay, well, I was just about to go to bed where you're sitting, so, uh, maybe you

could help me out, then, by leaving.

Seriously?

I'm not leaving.

Fine.

- Make yourself comfortable, why don't you? - What?

Nothing.

What're we watching?

Some New Year's Eve thing.

You're "str8stud"?

Don't call me that.

Is that why you broke up with Colette?

Mind your business. This doesn't concern you.

Like, hell, it doesn't.

You knew it was me this whole time, even when you were still with her.

- It's not like we met up or anything. - Are you kidding me?

You don't see how messed up that is?

- I'm her best friend. - Relax.

No, no, don't tell me to relax.

You broke her heart. You think I'm just gonna stand by

and let you walk all over her?

You think I wanted to break her heart? Of course not.

I just...

Look, I'm going through a lot right now, and there's...

I just didn't know what to say.

I panicked.

So you thought you'd kick her to the curb like a piece of trash?

I panicked.

You know, why didn't you just tell her the truth?

And tell her what? That I'm gay?

I don't know.

Are you?

Maybe.

I don't know.

You could've at least told her something was going on.

Well, I didn't. Okay?

It's not that simple.

Seems pretty simple to me.

Wow.

She's gonna flip when I tell her tomorrow.

Keep your mouth shut.

She deserves to know.

You went behind her back and dragged me down with you.

Don't say a word.

Or what?

"str8stud".

Nothin'.

I just thought you'd understand.

Oh, I do understand.

Still doesn't give you the right to be an asshole.

Why should I care about you?

For years, you ignored me and put me down, and I never did anything to you.

And then you had the gall to lead me on, all sweet and funny, hiding behind

your headless torso on Dkstr.

You're sick, Henry.

I wasn't leading you on.

What?

I wasn't leading you on.

Yeah, right.

No, you need to go.

- You kissed me back. - No, I didn't.

You need to leave.

Are you sure?

Are you sure that's what you want?

No.

Yes.

Go.

I have more self-respect than this.

Okay.

I'll go.

If that's what you really want.

No, no, I can't.

This isn't right.

I want you to fuck me.

Woah, what?

Yeah.

Have you even...

Once.

I fucked a guy once a long time ago.

But I wanna know how it feels.

You don't want to. Shit, shit.

- This was a mistake. - Hey.

I didn't say no.

Oh, come on.

Did you, uh...

Yeah, I showered before I got here.

Sure are prepared for your first time.

I'm on Dkstr for a reason.

Here, let me.

- Ready? - Yeah.

Ah.

Sh, sh, sh.

- Are you okay? - Yeah.

- Just stay there. - Okay.

Do you want to stop?

- No, just stay there for a second. - Okay.

Okay, keep going.

- That's good. - Okay.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Keep going, baby.

I'm close.

Oh, shit. Me too.

- Well, well, well. - Shit.

- Shit! - Juni! Go, go!

Get up, get up!

There you have it.

My best friend, fucking my boyfriend.

Oh, I'm sorry, ex-boyfriend.

- Okay, now you really need to go. - Wait, is she recording?

She's recording.

Turn it off.

Turn it off and delete it right now.

I'm live, bitch.

You're... you're live?

She's live!

Gimme that!

No! Don't touch me!

You better back the fuck up and get out of my house right now.

Before I yank that pillow from you. You really want everyone to see that?

Come on, Colette, please. Just let me get...

- ...changed first. - Get out!

You... don't move.

Keep going!

Get out.

Get the fuck out.

And stay out.

Were you actually live?

Juni! Were you actually live?

No, I'm not a criminal.

Oh, thank god.

Juni, I'm sorry, okay?

I'm really sorry.

I made a huge mistake.

I don't know what I was thinking.

One minute, I was trying to get him to leave, and the next, he was kissing me.

Get out.

Juni, I'm sorry.

That was the stupidest thing I've ever done.

I promise it won't ever happen again.

Get out of my fucking house.

Juni.

Don't call me that.

I'm sorry.

Get out.

Why'd you do it?

I wish I knew.

It's just... my life's been a mess since I broke up with William.

He helped keep me sane.

I don't know who I am without him.

And then Benji, I found out he was getting married,

and he even had the guts to invite me to the wedding.

And that threw me over the edge.

And a lot has happened these past few months, and I've just,

I've been making stupid decisions, clearly.

Why Henry?

Why my ex-boyfriend? You could've literally fucked

anyone else.

I'm not sure what to say.

Sorry about William.

Sorry about Benji.

I know how hard that was for you and how lost you must've been, but to do this.

I know.

Seeing you guys together like that, I...

I just don't think you realize

how much that hurt me.

I'm sorry.

Derek, you're my best friend.

I love you.

But I think we need to take a break.

- Colette. - Derek, please.

I'm sorry. It's just...

I wasn't expecting this to happen.

Yeah? Me neither.

For how long?

I can't say that right now.

Colette, what can I do?

- What can I do to fix this. - There's nothing to do, Derek.

Come on! It can't end like this.

I need you out.

Colette.

Now.

- Out of your house or out of your life? - Derek.

What do you want me to do?

You want me to delete Dkstr?

You want me to never talk to Henry again?

- No, no, you know what? - What are you doing?

I'm telling him to fuck off once and for all.

Derek, stop!

Don't make it worse than it already is.

I'm gonna go to bed now...

and you can sleep on the couch, but I don't wanna see you

when I get up in the morning.

Please.

I do not want you here when I wake up.