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- Some people come into your life and you just know

it'll never be the same without them.

- 29. - Oh.

No. - Yeah.

- No, I'm done.

- One more.

Little bit lower.

- 30. - I hate you.

- Let's go.

- Hey, Judy. - Oh, way to go, Jenna.

Kicked some butt there.

- You're joining me next time.

- Morning, Judy. - Morning.

- Mm. Mm-hmm.

Oh, really?

That is funny.

Nah, I didn't even know that.

Yeah, she'll be back any minute.

You want me to tell her that you called?

All right.

- Yeah. No, I'll let her know.

All right. Yeah.

Okay.

Yeah. I love you too.

Yeah. I love you too.

All right. Bye.

- Come here. Oh, where's the good baby?

Where's the good babies?

Yeah, you are good babies.

Come here. Yeah.

Oh, he's a good baby.

- Sorry.

- Come on.

- Sorry.

Fuck, I can't. Fuck.

- You all right?

- Yeah.

Yeah.

It's just,

my sleep's been really horrible.

Fuck.

- You hear that?

- Shit. It's one of our alarms.

- Everything okay?

- Yeah. It probably needs a new battery.

Mikey never changes it.

See you next week?

- Two weeks. - Two weeks.

Dammit, Mikey!

Fuck. Mikey!

- Huh. You got it?

You look like you're struggling there a little bit.

Oh. - Oh. Thank you so much.

Having fun back there?

- Yeah, well, just-

- Oh, good for you. Where the fuck were you?

- I was cooking you breakfast. It's ready.

Here, I'll do that. Come here.

Mwah. It's on the counter.

- Thank you. - Mm-hmm.

Easy.

How was training?

- All right. - Yeah?

- Yeah.

- You're looking good.

- Thank you.

- You're tight. - Oh.

- Might need to rub this out for you.

- Oh. Such a giver.

Yeah.

You look like you're gonna kick my ass.

- Oh, honey, that's not hard.

- Very funny. - I'm a funny girl.

- You want some of this?

- Oh, you want- do you wanna give some of this?

- Yeah. I'll give you all of this.

- Oh.

- Yeah. - Really?

- I bet you're tight up here, maybe.

- Oh, you can do that first. Oh yeah, I get in there.

Oh, you smell good.

Babe, okay.

Let's, um...

Don't you have work?

- No, I don't have another call till 1:00.

- Okay.

Well, let me go shower.

- Now? - Mm-hmm.

- You wanna shower now?

- Yeah, I'm gross.

You wanna do this like this?

No.

- Okay. All right. - I'm gross.

- It'll take me five minutes.

- I like it gross, but whatever.

- It's Cindy. You know what to do.

- Are you still coming? Call me back.

- Hey, I forgot to ask, how'd your interview go?

- Shit.

- Jenna.

- I totally forgot.

- Are you kidding?

- I'll email them. I'll explain it.

- Explain what? This isn't a date.

You don't get a second chance

if you stand 'em up for an interview.

- I know, all right? I completely spaced.

I thought it was gonna be done early,

and then the whole alarm thing happened.

- I saw a listing for a loft-style apartment in the valley.

It would mean that I wouldn't have

to commute once a week to work.

You could have a little art area.

- We're not there yet. We need more time.

- If we move back to the city,

you could be closer to your sister and to Cindy.

- Speaking of Cindy, she's gonna be here for dinner.

- Great.

We need to talk about our finances.

- I don't wanna talk about finances.

I hate fucking talking about finances.

I hate talking about money.

I hate fucking fighting about money.

- What do you wanna do?

You wanna just wait for them to kick us out?

- They're not gonna do that. They can't do that.

I mean, we're gonna figure something out.

Can you ask for, like, a raise?

- Are you kidding?

- Or a hardship loan?

Maybe the stimulus is gonna come back?

- Jenna, this is life. This is our life.

This isn't one of your canvases

that you can just paint white and start all over again.

- We'll figure something out. I'll get another interview.

It's just, it's hard for art right now.

- Fine. But you're canceling that personal trainer.

- Thanks. - Yep.

- Are you gonna train me?

- Look at you all grown up.

- Oh yeah. Hardly.

- This house, the new truck.

Soon enough, there's going to be a thousand little kids

running around here calling me the Crazy Aunt Cindy

with her 30 cats and a ferret.

- Why- why do I have to have a thousand kids?

I mean, that's a gigantic vag.

Like kegels every 30 seconds. I don't have time for that.

Why? You and Daniel have to talk about kids.

- Daniel only talks about money.

- Oh.

- Besides, we would have to be together

for longer than two weeks

to talk about anything other than STDs.

- Ew.

Silly.

It's healthy of you guys.

- Yeah, super healthy.

Modern-day romance.

- Hey, when are you getting on the road?

Um, I missed that stupid interview today,

and Mikey and I got into an argument.

Kind of feel like a little bit of an idiot.

Need you to tell me I'm not one.

Anyway, um, you never told me what Daniel said.

So yeah, call me back.

- Jenna.

Jenna.

- What?

- Come here.

- What?

- Come here, babe.

- What, why? What are you doing?

- It's Cindy.

- What?

- She overdosed last night.

- No, no, I just both are, though. No.

- I know.

- They found her in her apartment this morning.

- No!

- Babe, I'm sorry. - No!

- I'm sorry, baby. - No!

Shh.

Shh. It's okay.

It's okay. I'm here, baby.

I'm sorry.

- Fuck me.

I can't do this without you.

It's like I've hit the bottom,

and I'm just here chasing my tail.

- He loves you.

You've got to remember, he's going through this too.

- I've stopped taking my meds.

- Why'd you do that?

- 'Cause I feel like a fucking zombie.

He hates it when I'm off my meds.

He hates me when I'm on my meds.

- Hey.

Hey.

You're gonna be okay.

- Your ashes are coming.

- Remember when you first moved into this place?

- Cheers!

- Oh, that view!

- That view! - That view!

That's where I want you to spread me.

- Do I have to?

- Fuck you!

- Can't I just keep you here,

in like a beautiful face or a jar?

- Maybe one of Judy's pickle jars.

- Fucking Judy.

- She's dead.

Dead.

Dead.

- Fuck this.

Hey.

- You're out of bed.

- I am.

It's a beautiful day, isn't it?

- It's gonna be a hot-ass summer.

- Look at you doing housework.

- Yeah, well.

- I was thinking about selling the heads.

- Why would you do that?

- I figured that we could use the money.

You know, it gives us a couple more months.

- You love them, though.

- I love you.

- It'll be fine.

Don't do this right now.

- Don't do what? I'm just trying to help.

- I'm glad you're out of bed.

- What's that supposed to mean?

- Just, dammit, don't!

- Um...

I'm sorry, don't do what? What?

- Don't be that Jenna right now.

Look, I'm sorry.

Fuck, we both loved Cindy.

And I get it. You're grieving, and it sucks.

But don't make this about you, okay?

Don't be the martyr.

I can't take it right now.

- Hi, Jenna.

Did you hear, they found a four-foot-long rattlesnake

underneath a little girl's toy Jeep?

- No, I did not.

I'm telling you, rattlesnakes, they can get your dogs.

Have you got 'em vaccinated?

- No.

- I really think you're brave Jenna,

coming out here without shoes or pants.

- Yeah.

Um, I just, I popped out to talk to Mikey.

Okay, uh, Judy, I'm actually kinda cold,

so I gotta go put some clothes on.

- I'll wait for you. I can wait.

- Um, I also, I need to make a phone call.

- Well, I better get going too.

Danny and I have plans tonight. It's game night.

- Fun.

Bye, Judy.

- Bye, Jenna.

- Martyr.

It's always about you.

- You never told me.

- Told you what?

- What did Daniel say to you?

- When?

- The other night. You were upset about something.

- Oh, it was nothing.

- Uh, no, it was something.

You were mad about something Daniel said to you,

and I was so stuck in my own shit,

I didn't even stop and ask you.

- That.

- What did he say to you?

- Hey. - Hey.

- I'm, um, I'm sorry about earlier.

- It's fine. It's fine.

Um, I'm thinking about asking Daniel

to come up and spread the ashes.

- Are you sure?

- No.

- Yeah. Doesn't seem like a good idea.

- Probably not.

- You know, maybe we can do something special.

You know, just you and I.

We'll spread them and then, uh,

maybe we'll go hit up a winery or something.

- Sure.

Yeah, sounds good.

Winery. That sounds good.

- Hey.

- It happened again.

- I'm so sorry, babe.

- Oh!

Who's that?

Oh my gosh!

- Whoever you want him to be.

- It's gonna be okay.

- I am gonna invite Daniel for the weekend.

- Babe! Baby, he's here!

- That car. - That's Daniel for ya.

- Hot damn. This is far out here.

It's like a little bit of Texas out here in Cali.

How you doing, darling?

- Come on, baby. Let's go.

Hi, I'm Kimberly.

- Hi, Kimberly. I'm Mikey.

- Hey. - Nice to meet you.

And who's this little guy?

- This is Milo. He's super friendly.

- Hi, Milo.

- I'm sorry, who are you again?

- You must be Jenna.

I'm so happy to meet you,

and I'm so sorry that it's under these circumstances.

- Mm.

- It's my girl. She's a model.

- Daniel!

Um, it's just on Insta, but I mean, it pays the bills.

- Ah, stop, this girl, she's got, like, hell,

what, a million followers, something like that?

I mean, just look at her.

You can tell she's destined for stardom.

Yeah.

- How long you guys been dating?

- I guess it's almost been a year.

- Yeah, I mean, off and on. Yeah.

- More on than off.

- Oh, that's funny, 'cause, uh, you've never mentioned her.

Not once.

- Hey, you got a cold beer inside?

- Mm-hmm.

- Let's go do it. - All right.

- Here. You take Milo.

- I'm, uh, I'm Mikey.

- Hey.

- Go inside.

- Come on, Milo. Come on, baby.

- Come here, you.

Woof!

- Wow! Look at that car!

- Yeah, it's obnoxious.

- Somebody picked me up in a car like that,

I don't think we'd make it to dinner.

- Thank you for that visual, Judy.

- Look at that big dog.

- You are gonna love her.

- Oh!

- Mikey, where's that beer at?

Woof! Now, this, this is man cave.

- Beer?

- Mm-hmm.

You know, this is, uh,

it's quite the house for just the two of you.

- Yeah, well, that wasn't the original plan.

- Oh, shit. Man, I- I didn't mean to like that.

Only been here two minutes, already put my boot in my mouth.

- Yeah, well, that's pretty typical of you, ain't it?

- Yeah.

I guess some things never changed, do they?

Hey, so when'd you buy this place anyway?

What was it, four, five years ago?

For what, 300, 400K?

- Yeah, something like that.

- Huh.

- Your dogs are so cute.

- Thanks.

- What are their names?

- Elly is the pit and Frankie is the husky.

- How long have you had them?

- Did you know Cindy?

- Yeah. We met a couple of times.

- Really?

- Yeah.

- Did you know about her and Daniel?

- I know this must be weird for you.

- Why would this be weird for me?

- Because she was your best friend.

Could I have a glass of water or something?

- Sure.

- So, uh, you still looking for a job?

- What?

- Hey, don't worry, man. Your secret's safe with me.

- Fuck. How'd you know?

- Well, uh, Cindy figured it out.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

Well, we, you know, pieced it together, so.

- Of course you did.

- Hey, don't worry. She said she wasn't gonna tell Jenna.

That was your place.

So what was it that you did again? It was what?

Fix computers, something like that?

- No, man, I'm an IT analyst.

- Ah, shit, that's right. I- I remember now.

So are you still looking?

- Every day?

- Any luck?

- No, man. Nobody's hiring right now.

- So- so how is she?

- Fuck, man, how's anybody doing?

- Yeah.

Yeah, this year's been kinda shit.

- You know, Jenna and I haven't left the house

in like 2 1/2 months.

- Yeah. All 'cause some bitch ate a bat.

- Oh, my friend.

That shit was created in a lab.

- No way.

Oh.

All right, Mikey, sure.

- It's science.

Watch. You'll see, I'll be proven right.

You ready for this?

- Hell yeah. Pour it up.

- All right. Let's get this party started.

There we go.

There you go buddy. - Thanks, man.

- Cheers. - Cheers.

- Fuck, man.

Why'd she do it?

- You know, I've been high before, but never this high.

Man, I love this picture.

God damn.

- Did you know that they were lovers,

and that they, um, started dating in college?

- Yeah, you guys were all best friends,

or something like that, right?

- Wow. I guess he really did tell you everything.

- I didn't think that coming here was the best idea.

- I bet you didn't.

- Okay, he was insistent, and you of all people, I'm sure,

know that when Daniel wants something, he gets it.

He's hurting, and he wanted me to be here to comfort him.

If you wouldn't mind, would you please show me

to the room that I'll be staying in?

- Sure.

- Okay. Sorry.

- You have a beautiful home.

- Thanks.

- Fucking gorgeous, isn't she?

- Why didn't you tell me about her?

- I'd kill for a drink right now.

- He was supposed to come alone.

- Like a gin martini, or a skinny margarita.

- He wasn't supposed to bring her.

I mean, the fucking audacity.

He didn't even ask me

or tell me that he was gonna bring her.

I'm not- I'm not prepared for this.

- Fuck it.

- I'm dead. How about straight-up tequila?

- Is this enough?

- Double it.

- Tell me what he said to you.

- My turn. Oh!

69.

I am fine. I'm winning.

No, no. Hey, hey, wait a second.

I thought you only had one chip.

What's this all about? Are you stealing from the bank?

Also, guess what? Blackjack.

- No, that's...

Don't fuck with me, man. - 19. I'm not gonna hit on 19.

- No, don't fuck with me. That's the wrong game, wrong game.

- Babe, what's fucking wrong? - I don't know what's wrong.

And you were gone for, like, five minutes.

- Oh! Hi, Frankie.

Hi. Where is everybody? Where's your mama?

Hello!

- Tara!

What are doing here?

Oh my god! Yay!

Oh, thank you.

- Mikey invited me.

We thought you could use some extra love.

- Oh. - Oh, yay.

The real party here is now.

- Oh, hi, Daniel. Who's this?

- I'm Kimberly.

- Hmm. - Daniel's girlfriend.

- Oh, I am so glad I came.

I'm Tara.

- Hey. - Hey.

- Babe, well done.

- You're welcome.

- How much has she had?

- A lot. Actually, they're all pretty toasty.

- Mm-hmm. - Hmm-mm.

- Well, how'd you fare so well?

- I just drink wine. And smoke.

- I like you.

- Why is it that the youngest here

seems to be the most responsible?

- It's because her best friend didn't just die.

- Okay, um...

Nice to see you. - Oh, I'm sorry.

Did I bring the mood down?

- Hey. I see you guys found the gym.

- Yeah, this is incredible.

If this was at my house, I would never leave.

And I don't think he would either.

- Yeah, doesn't look like it.

Have you guys seen Jenna or T?

- Yeah. They went for a hike.

- I'm glad you're here.

- I'm sorry I didn't call.

- Yeah, I probably wouldn't have answered.

- Yeah, well, he says you've been in pretty bad shape.

- You hit the bag much, Mikey?

- What that thing? - Yeah.

- No, no, that's Jenna's.

Actually, most of the shit in here is.

- I didn't realize that Jenna was such a fitness freak.

- She's not, but you know,

she's trying alternative methods to taking meds, so.

- Meds?

- Yeah.

For everything and for nothing.

You know Jenna. She's into that whole self-care thing.

- Yeah, I mean, self-help's good and all,

but I mean, have you guys thought about doing therapy?

- Nah, we're- we're good, man.

- No, man.

Look, no, I'm not talking about, like, couples therapy.

I meant like independent, deep shit,

where you get in there and they help you handle it.

- Handle it? - Yeah.

- You know, like, this last year,

whole world's been tar, right?

Businesses started defaulting on their loans.

And I mean, shit, I was seeing, like...

Well, fuck it, I mean,

there's only so much whiskey and blow a man can do, right?

- Yeah.

- It was actually Cindy who told me to get help.

- Huh.

Well, that's ironic.

- What?

- Cindy telling you to get help.

- How are you?

- How's anybody, really?

- Jenna. - What?

- You know, when Mom and Dad died,

I thought I was gonna lose it.

- That was a long time ago.

- Yeah, I'm just saying, I know how it feels.

- Okay, well, this is different.

Okay, this hit hard.

Harder

I mean, it's a fucking shitty year.

You weren't allowed to see anybody.

I wasn't prepared for this.

It's not like there was a fucking warning.

She was the only one that was there for me.

- Look.

Did they just wander out here?

- Yep, just like everything else.

- I mean, you know, Cindy, she always had this way, though,

of always just seeing everybody in the right path.

Now, come on.

Where's that sexy QB from college at?

Get up there. - Yeah, right, man.

Damn.

So you guys living together?

- Yep.

- This is your first time living with someone?

- Yep.

- How's that?

- Kimberly.

I was just checking to make sure she wasn't listening.

You know, I mean, it's living with someone, right?

You know, it means I can't bring ass home anymore,

which kinda sucks.

But I mean, you know, it's nice to cuddle and shit, right?

But you know, it gets monotonous at times,

so it can become a little bit boring.

- Yeah, well,

it doesn't look like she's the most terrible thing

to wake up to next to in the morning.

You know what I'm saying?

- Nosiree, she isn't.

All right. You're up.

- Oh yeah. Fuck you.

- Oh, come on, man.

- Man, the last time I picked up one of those things,

I was in high school.

- You got this. Come on.

- Ah.

- A little much for you?

- I'm good.

So how's, um...

What's that guy's name?

Uh...

Chris?

- Yes.

- I was not about to go into lockdown with him.

We broke up, I don't know, several months ago.

- Oh. Okay.

- I'm, uh, I'm actually seeing a new guy now.

But it's...

It's complicated.

- Mm. All relationships are complicated.

Do you like the guy?

- Yeah.

A lot.

I've never felt this way about someone before,

and I don't think he has either.

So it's- it's cool.

- Oh, to be back at the beginning again.

- You know, I really think we found some good ones.

- I know. I like this one a lot.

This one look good.

- Oh, hi, Jenna.

- Hi, Judy.

I thought I'd bring you some of Danny's famous pickles.

I noticed you had guests.

They might like 'em more than I do.

And I also brought you some lotion. It gave me a rash.

But it's supposed to keep the ticks away.

- Okay. Thank you very much.

Judy, this is so nice. Thank you.

This is my little sister, Tara.

- I think I saw you arrive last night, right?

- J, I'm gonna go take a shower, okay?

- Okay.

- It is so lovely to meet you.

And I love pickles.

- Judy, seriously, this is so sweet. Thank you.

Please tell Dan I can't wait to try them.

- I will. - Okay. I'll see you later.

- Okay. - Bye.

- Hey. - Hey.

Wow.

You are all kinds of stunning.

- Thank you. Do you have any aspirin?

I've had the worst headache.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'll get you some.

It's the altitude. Kinda makes you wonky.

- Yeah.

Thanks.

- Um, listen, I wanted to apologize to you.

I've been kind of an asshole the last couple of days.

So I'm sorry.

- I get it.

Okay. Where are the guys?

- They are out back getting the barbecue ready.

- Cool. Okay.

I am gonna go get ready then, I guess.

- Okay. Uh, Jenna, Cindy's ashes arrived.

Daniel put them over there by your door.

Oh.

Honey.

Are you okay?

Hmm?

- Fuck, you even smell good. What the fuck?

- It's essential oils.

- Oh.

Thank you. It's very sweet.

- It's gonna be okay.

- Mm-hmm.

- Yeah.

My brother, Jack,

he died unexpectedly a couple of years ago.

- Oh, I'm so sorry.

- It's life, right?

- Yeah.

- Yeah.

- How old was he?

- He was 20.

He was my big brother.

We were only a year and a half apart,

so we were really close.

But

I know how it goes,

and some days it just doesn't.

- Yeah.

Um, I'm gonna go and, uh, clean up.

- Okay. - Okay.

- Okay.

- Essential oils?

- Mm-hmm. Gardenia.

- Gardenia.

- What are we having?

- Tri-tip.

- My favorite.

- I'm aware.

So how was the hike?

- Huh.

How is she doing?

- How she always does. She gets through it.

- Is she taking anything?

- No. Actually, she's been off everything for a while now.

- Is that a good thing?

- At this point, who the fuck knows?

- How are you doing?

Really?

- I'll say what nobody else will.

I don't think it was an accident.

- Whoa. Whoa, man.

If we're gonna go there, I'm gonna need another beer.

- Help yourself, my friend.

They're in the fridge in the garage.

- Don't mind if I do.

Are you hiding in here?

- No.

- No?

Did you smoke?

- A little.

- You want a bump?

- Small one. - All right.

Mm.

Mm-hmm.

- Oh. Woof!

So how are you feeling?

- I'm good.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

- Look, I know that, uh, things are a little different here,

but I sure am one lucky man to have you here with me.

- You sure are.

- Did you get to see out back yet?

- It's beautiful. - I know.

It's gorgeous, right? - Yeah.

- You know, I could see some very, very sexy images

of a future supermodel back there.

- Oh yeah? - Mm-hmm.

The blonde sparkle in her hair.

The green from the oak trees

bringing out the green in her oceanic eyes.

- Yeah.

- Remember when you two bought this place?

- What are you shooting?

- The beautiful flowers.

- Oh. Pretty. - Thank you.

- Why don't you take some pictures of our home?

Our new home.

- Do you love it?

- I do.

- It's so big.

- Yeah, well, one day it won't be big enough.

- You're beautiful. You know that?

- I love it.

- Really?

- Yeah. I'm really happy.

- Have you seen the new chick?

- She's a dead ringer for me.

Desperate much?

- She's actually really sweet.

I don't know how he landed her.

- He pays all her bills.

- Oh!

- He's still the same Daniel.

Late on a Tuesday night,

with the lingering perfume of someone younger, prettier,

newer.

- Guys suck.

- Not all guys. Not Mikey.

- Yeah, I got a good one.

- So what did you decide?

I'm gonna take 'em.

- Hey, Jenna?

- I'm in here. Just gimme a second.

Oh, hi.

- Were you talking to someone?

- No. I was, um, leaving a message for my trainer.

- Well, I thought I'd bring this to you now.

- Fuck.

Thank you, Daniel. - Mm-hmm.

I made it to cash.

- I owe you big for this.

And just, with everything that's going on with Cindy, it's-

- No, no, don't worry about it.

You're gonna sell something big,

and then you'll pay me back.

We'll be square.

- Okay.

I was thinking about her ashes.

- What, you wanna, like, smoke 'em, or...

- No. Unless you wanna join her.

- No, that'd be a hard pass for me.

But I was thinking about it too.

I feel like maybe we could do something more private.

Just the two of us. Maybe do the group thing later.

You think we can do that?

- Yeah. I mean, I don't know.

I don't think there's rules. I've never done this.

- Yeah, I know. Neither have I.

I have a few places in LA too

I'd like to- I'd like to put her.

- Like where?

- There you besties are.

Mikey says that dinner's ready.

- Let's go.

- Well, baby, that looks really good.

- Mm-hmm. - It's called charcuterie.

- Oh, charcuterie? - And it's my first time.

Thank you. - Wow.

- I spread the meat myself.

- It's so yummy.

- Okay, so I know Mikey adores his pups.

- Adores is an understatement.

- These are not my pups. These are my children.

- Mm-hmm. He's obsessed with them.

- Okay, But I never pegged Daniel as a dog guy.

- Really? Daniel's the biggest dog lover ever.

He lives for Milo.

- It's true. I mean, he'd be all over this food right now.

I'd let him do it too.

- Well, I guess I will, um...

I'll start this whole thing.

Um...

Here is

to a really shitty year

that I think everyone's been going through.

Um...

But brought us together by one of the most

amazing

people that I know.

- Brought together

by a woman who is both

brave

and fearless,

and had a way with words,

and with fucking whiskey.

I know that Jenna asked all of us to prepare something, but

ever since you did, I've- I've kinda been at a loss.

- That's a first.

Cindy

was the person I would call if I ever needed help

burying a body.

- Amen to that. - Yeah.

Hey, are you actually gonna say something,

or are you just gonna keep interrupting me?

- Nah, man, you finish. I'll follow.

- Okay.

Cindy was like a sister to me,

and, um,

I don't think I'll ever meet anyone quite like her.

So cheers.

- Cheers. - Cheers.

- To Cindy.

- Well, unlike Mikey here,

I actually do have something prepared.

I, uh, I know we were kind of all thinking about

what might've been going through Cindy's mind that night.

So I wanted to express to you guys

what was going through mine.

I've seen storms and I've seen

the brightest lights of the day.

I've seen the darkest hours,

and thought the sun wasn't gonna come up again.

- But- - Are you fucking serious?

Are you doing James Taylor?

- That's what I was gonna say!

- What the fuck? - All right, all right.

- You're the worst! - Daniel!

- All right, look, I'm paraphrasing a bit.

- Oh, are you? - Yeah, yeah.

But okay, for reals, for reals.

My knees buckled, and I,

and I had this feeling in the pit of my stomach,

like tomorrow wouldn't be the same.

And you know, Cindy, she was always here

for each and every one of us.

That means something.

She was something special.

- Yeah. - Cheers.

- Cheers.

- To someone I could always count on.

Always like a sister to me.

And I could call her for anything.

She could do anything.

Cheers.

- Okay, um...

I only met Cindy a couple of times, but, um...

I know she felt what you felt,

and she did it with absolute sincerity.

She spoke kind words and listened deeply.

They say a person is a reflection

of those who they surround themselves with.

Anyways, listening to you all speak about her,

and how she impacted your lives,

I know that she will forever live on

because of what she meant to you, her friends.

- Hot damn.

Cheers for that. - Cheers.

- Cheers. - Cheers.

- To Cindy. - To Cindy.

- To Cindy.

- That was at the lake that year, right?

- Yeah, no, you're right. - Oh my god.

- Look what I brought!

- Ah.

- What is that?

- Those, my love, are mushrooms.

- Oh, no. No, no, no.

- Yeah. I haven't done this since I was 22, maybe.

- I figured I was coming to the forest.

I might as well bring my friends.

- I love shrooms.

Last summer I microdosed, and it was magical.

- I mean, I didn't realize that you had any friends,

but what are those?

- Ecstasy?

- DMT, babe.

- Oh, shit. I always wanted to try that.

Is it for reals?

- It's amazing. It's life changing.

- Hmm. Well, fuck it.

I'm down.

- What does it do?

It is a hallucinogenic.

Our bodies produce it twice in our lifetimes,

Once at birth and the other at death.

- Yeah, yeah, and people say that, like,

once you take it once, it's a life-altering experience.

And, like, heroin addicts and shit, if they take it,

cures them from their addictions or whatever.

But I say, sign me up.

- Okay. Maybe not these tonight.

I mean, with everything going on with all of us,

I mean, hospitals at full capacity, let's- let's not.

We've had a lot to drink. We're doing what we're doing.

I don't wanna be a party pooper-

- You're not being a party pooper. You're just being you.

- What's that supposed to mean?

- You know, smart, responsible, damsel in disguise.

- Damsel in disguise? Ooh.

Smart came first, though, so that's-

- Whoa. How about this?

How about tonight we do the mushrooms,

and then tomorrow night we hydrate the hell out of ourselves

and, uh, trip balls?

- All right. I'm in, I'm in.

- All right.

Okay.

- We need orange juice.

- Why orange juice?

- Mushrooms taste disgusting.

- Oh. All right, orange juice it is.

- Oh, man.

Oh, wait, I love this song.

- Oh, you always do.

- I know. But hey, let's dance.

Come on, girl. - No! I'm a bad dancer.

- I know.

I know you. - Ah!

I always wanna lead.

- Mm-hmm. But I won't let you.

- Okay.

So I was thinking.

- Mm?

- Why didn't you ever date me?

- Oh!

Okay, stop.

- For reals.

- For reals? - Mm-hmm.

I mean, you know, when Mikey first introduced you girls,

I thought, I don't want you to be his girlfriend,

I just want you to be his friend.

- Mm-hmm.

- So did you ever think about us?

You did, didn't you?

- I mean, there may have been a thought or two.

I may have had a dream or two.

- Hmm, a dream or two?

Do tell.

- Daniel King, you are too much.

- Am I? - Mm-hmm. Always have been.

- You know,

if you spent one night with me,

I'd clear your debt like that.

He killed her.

- Well, think about it.

- What did you say to her?

- Hmm?

Just kiss me, just a little more.

- What happened?

- I don't know.

- What did you do? What'd you say?

- I mean, maybe it wasn't what I didn't say, all right?

Well, I think that means it's, uh, time to go to bed.

Party's over.

You ready, sweetie?

- Good night.

- Night.

- You guys are no fun.

- Where are you going?

- I told you. I'm spreading the ashes today.

- You want me to come with you?

- No, I'm taking Daniel.

- Oh.

You guys have been spending a lotta time

together this weekend.

I can get ready in two seconds.

- No, I'm good.

I'll be like an hour.

What the hell was that last night?

- I don't know what you're talking about.

I was high and I was fucking drunk, tripping balls.

- Bullshit.

- What? You're not offended.

We're here alone now, aren't we?

- I think the son of a bitch is crying.

- Shh.

- This is pure shit.

I never...

- Daniel.

I think it was an accident.

- Fuck you. Are you serious right now?

I miss her too.

You fucking serious?

- I'm sorry, all right?

Beautiful girl tries to comfort me, I...

I'm sorry.

- Wouldn't it be lovely if I just

pushed him over that fence?

- What did you say?

- Don't even touch me again.

She always chose him.

- Hey, Jenna.

- Hey, Judy.

- I just finished this fabulous book,

and I thought, "Who would like it?"

You, that's who.

- Wow.

Thanks.

- It's a real page turner. I know you're gonna love it.

Gonna go play some mahjong now.

- Jenna?

- Come in.

- Hey.

- What's up?

- I was wondering if you had a second.

Um, never mind. It's stupid.

- I'm sure it's not.

- Well, Daniel said he'd take a couple of photos of me

outside for my account.

I mean, it's so beautiful in your backyard.

I'm way out of line. Never mind.

- Do you want me to shoot some photos of you?

- If you wouldn't mind.

I mean, I feel so wildly inappropriate for even asking.

It's just, Daniel, he's not even responding

to my texts right now.

- Sure. I can shoot you a couple of photos.

This work?

- Yeah.

Let's go.

- Hey.

- Why did you disappear with him?

- You'd like her.

- who?

- Come on.

- What's not to like?

- I was just like you when I met her. I wanted to hate her.

She's like...

- A puppy.

- She's lost, kind of, right?

- Oh my god, so lost.

She's gonna eat him for breakfast.

- Mm-hmm.

There'll never be another you.

- You have Mikey.

- Oh yeah.

But you'll always be my first love.

- Was I?

- There you are.

- Hey.

- Do you think that we could go home, like, tonight?

- Kimmy? - Don't call me Kimmy.

- Look, uh, I know things have been tough, all right?

And it's been hard, but I appreciate you.

And look, I made a promise to my friends

that we'd stay through the weekend.

Um, I wanna keep that promise.

But as soon as we're done here, we can go back to LA.

We never have to come back.

Never have to see them again.

- Fine.

Fine.

- Come here.

Look at this.

This open field, just you and me.

You don't see this very often.

- Hmm-mm.

- You know, I was thinking,

when we get back, we make things official.

- Daniel King.

- Kimberly, you just make me happy,

and you make me a better man.

I...

I love you.

Hold up.

I think

that Kimberly King has a nice ring to it.

Don't you?

- I got you something.

- Oh yeah?

Oh, nice.

This is beautiful.

- Yeah, I saw it, and I was like,

"Ooh, he'd like that."

- Oh, my beautiful rock. It'll remind me of you.

I like that. My beautiful rock.

- Mm-hmm. I am your rock.

- I love you.

- Mm.

Come on. I need my dance partner.

- No, no, no. - Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- No, sir. - Come on.

You remember this.

First time we met.

Hey, what about these?

Mm-hmm.

What's that one you were showing me?

Oh yeah, I don't know if I can...

- Oh my god! - I'm like...

- Come on!

- But you know you like it.

It's still sick.

Hey.

- Are you okay?

- Daniel, can I talk to you in the bedroom for a minute?

- Go. - Just one more dance.

- No, you need to go talk to her.

Come, I'm serious. Come.

- Hey.

- How much do I owe you?

- Nothing.

- How much do I owe you?

- Not a dime. Nothing.

- Daniel.

- Are you okay?

- How much do I owe you?

How much do I owe you?

- You're shy 50,000, all right?

- Wow.

$50,000.

Did you mean what you said?

- I don't follow.

- Last night.

- I'm...

I'm a real asshole, all right?

And I try to be good, but sometimes...

- You said that if I slept with you, my debt would be paid.

- I did, I know, but I thought about it after our kiss.

And look, I'm a real fuck-up, okay?

You know it.

And Cindy, she,

she knew it.

But why don't we just try to keep this clean, all right,

until Mikey gets to working again,

and you guys can pay me back.

- What?

- I forgot he didn't know.

- Know what?

- Just ignore me.

- What are you talking about?

- Mikey lost his job a while back.

Now, wait, can you wait to have your blowout, okay,

until after I'm gone, please?

- How long?

- How long what?

- How long has he been without a job?

- I don't know. Like three or four months.

- Fuck!

- I've never felt this way about someone before,

and I don't think he has either.

- Not all guys. Not Mikey.

- Mikey lost his job a while back.

- She overdosed last night.

- Fuck

you!

Fuck you!

Fuck!

- Fuck!

- These are the last moments of their lives,

and not one of them looks like they feared it.

- Did you?

- No pain.

No regrets.

- Hey, babe.

- Hi.

- What was all that commotion?

- I was fixing the damn alarm.

- Did it go off again?

- No. Just saw the ladder and I thought I'll do it myself.

- And this?

- Don't be silly.

It got all done up. I'm ready.

- Cute.

- Who wants margaritas?

- Now you're speaking my language.

- All right. There's my girl.

- Hmm. You look good, baby.

- Thank you.

All right. Who's turn is it?

- I think it's you. I think it's you.

- It's me? All right, here we go.

- Don't break the circle.

- I'm not breaking the damn circle.

- I'm just reminding you. - You say it every time.

Fours for the whores.

- Yeah! - Drink!

- Yeah, drink. Whores drink.

- Okay, cheers. Tara, drink twice.

- I'm- I'm a little bit of a whore, so.

- T, what was that other stuff that you brought?

- Hello!

- Thumb master, thumb master.

Thumb, thumb master.

- Ah, you were last for sure. Yes, you were.

You don't want to, but just drink it. Good job!

- I did it, I did it, I did it!

- Good job, girl.

- I know.

- You know what?

- I know what we should do.

- What?

- Let's do the DMT that you brought.

- I think that would be really good for all of us.

I hate this damn game.

Yes, let's do it.

- You don't drink. - I'm not gonna say no.

- Wait, are we really gonna do this?

- Mm-hmm. - Mm-hmm.

- Oh shit. - Okay.

- The night just took a turn.

- You guys, I'm so excited.

- Oh my god. - Mm-hmm.

- Everybody take one. Let's go to the moon.

- Oh boy. Okay.

Cheers. - Cheers.

- See you on the other side.

- Cheers.

- Oh.

- What if this is all there is?

- Is it kicking in yet?

How do we know when it's working?

- Oh, you'll know.

Let's go out to the living room, though. Stretch out.

- All right. - I love that idea, J.

- Thanks.

Thank you. - I wanna see the fire.

- Okay. - All right, let's go.

- You first. - Let's do it.

- I love you, sis. - Okay.

- Let's do it.

- Tara.

Look at you.

My goodness. You're beautiful.

Join me.

- Mom?

Mom, I got lost.

- I know.

- Mom, I didn't mean to.

- I know.

Mom, I am so glad you're here.

- I'm here for you, baby.

- How long has it been going on?

- Since we lost the last one.

- Do you love her?

- I love them both.

- Fuck, Mikey.

This is gonna kill Jenna.

- She died when you died. You know that.

I mean, what the fuck, Cindy?

- You hated him so much that you became him.

- Fuck you.

- Babe, can you hand me the soap?

What?

- I know what you're gonna say.

- What?

- That I'd be in a horrible fire.

Why- why- why didn't you just tell her?

I could've redeemed myself.

- Kimmy?

Kimmy! - Jack!

Jack!

- Hi, Jenna.

- Oh, hi, Judy.

- How are you? - I'm good. How are you.

- Jenna, the truck's running.

- I know, I know. Mikey likes to get the engine warm.

He is gonna go and get us some donuts.

- I love donuts.

But isn't this your exercise time?

- Why, yes, it is, almost.

But it's time for you to get going, and for me to go inside.

How about that? - Lemme walk you up here.

- And then some people come into your life

and remind you

that you'll be okay.

- Um, yeah, no.

I just showed up to one of my appointments off of Timber,

and it looks like a bunch of bodies in the living room.

They look like they've thrown up.

No. I mean, there are cars in the driveway.

5621.

Timber.

- Hey. We got one live over here.