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[Lexi] What are you doing? Minimums!

- We know it clears at 100 feet.

- Yeah, what if it doesn't?

- We have to get the patient to Winnipeg.

- So the whole country's gonna be watching me bust minimums.

- I'm so sorry, Jay. - I can't see.

And I may never fly again.

- Stef, what's going on? - Who's Stef?

- I can't help feeling like,

if I can just keep an eye on everyone,

I could stop something bad from happening.

- No one can do that, Stef. - You don't need to fight!

[blues music]

- Dammit, this one doesn't work either.

Why do these keep dying on me?

- Maybe 'cause the whole book's neon.

If those bad boys don't get a break soon,

they're gonna start smoking on you, girl.

[chuckles] Here.

- I thought you said coffee wasn't good for studying.

- My Australian brother-in-law was real picky about coffee.

And my flat whites are Michael-approved, so--

- He was picky about coffee?

Switched to decaf or something?

[metal crashing]

- Hey what's up bro?

How you doing man, you almost set for the band tonight?

- I think some of this gear got busted on the way up.

Hey, stand by the speaker and tell me what you hear.

- Sure.

[salsa music]

That's all treble, no bass, man.

- Boys and their bass.

- Hey, if there's no bass, people don't feel it.

If they don't feel it, they don't dance

and if they don't dance... [sucks teeth]

they don't get thirsty.

- We've never had a problem

with people being thirsty around here.

- Oooh, that's what I'm talking about.

A little more bass bro, keep it going.

Deny all you want,

you know you're starting to feel it.

Pretty soon, you're gonna start dancing.

- Pretty sure I'm gonna keep studying.

- Aw, come on Doc.

I know you got moves.

Remember this?

Whoa!

- He's arresting.

Do compressions while I call an ambulance.

- Okay, just pump right? Push, like right here?

- No! Not so low, you'll hit the liver.

I'll do it, you call an ambulance.

45-year-old male, cardiac arrest following electrocution.

- Prep the crash cart, bay two.

We got him.

- Busy morning?

I thought you were studying.

- Every time I try and study at the Whiskey Hatch,

someone arrests.

[theme music]

- I could do that myself, you know.

- You got your throat slashed two days ago.

You still have a temperature, and there's a lot of swelling.

But the IV antibiotics should help soon.

- If I do any more laps of the ER,

the wheels are gonna fall off my IV pole.

- It was really brave,

trying to protect Lexi like that,

but it sounds like you've been doing that a lot lately.

Making risky moves, trying to protect people.

- Did Lexi tell you that?

- Look, I had a really tough time last year

with things from my past coming up on the job.

And I know you lost someone close to you.

- That's the job.

We deal with this stuff all the time.

- Yeah, and it adds up.

Look, no one gets through this alone, Stef.

Okay?

So if you ever need anyone to talk to about anything,

I'm here.

- Hey sickie!

TJ asked to swap shifts today.

I figured if you were gonna be stuck in here,

we could at least hang out.

- I have to go to my assignment shift.

- I got that curry that you like,

and Dutch Blitz so you can kick my ass.

- Did you tell Hayley about Mel?

And Dani?

- I thought you needed someone to talk to.

I've never been through this kind of stuff,

so I thought--

- I'm fine, Lex.

Look, I know sometimes

I struggle with control,

but you don't have to worry about me--

- You said you feel like you have to keep an eye on everyone,

all the time.

No one can do that, Stef.

That's how you end up in the hospital.

I know you think you can do this all on your own, but...

Please Stef, don't shut me out.

[soft music]

- Come here, c'mon.

- Hi, yes.

I know patients usually go to Winnipeg

for their fertility screening results,

but we're down a medic up here so I was really hoping that...

Yes, yeah that would be great.

[Chopper] As captain, it's my call. We'll try it once more.

[Lexi] What are you doing? Minimums!

- It's all over the chats.

- I mean I get it. He wanted to help that girl,

but would you risk your career for some stranger?

- I'd be more pissed about how it wound up in a documentary.

- Hey, why aren't the medical supplies

for Deep River loaded on 911?

- Right away, Cap.

- And no phones in the hangar when you're on the clock.

- I don't remember making that rule,

but who knows what you kids have been up to while I've been gone.

- Wheezer. What are you doing here?

- Just because I can't see

doesn't mean I can't keep an eye on things,

including you.

You mind giving us a minute, Teej?

- Sure thing, Cap - Thank you.

- You saw it?

- I don't think there's anyone in the aviation industry

who hasn't seen it.

- Chair. - Including Aviation Authority.

- They're coming to investigate it?

- Chopper, you practically rubbed their noses in it.

Something this public, they're gonna have to make an example.

- Shit!

I'm sorry, Wheezer.

I told Marianne to shred my release.

- Look, I get why you did it.

But I do not condone breaking air regs.

And definitely not on camera.

SkyMed cannot afford to have a problem

with Avi Authority right now.

But unfortunately,

I cannot afford to lose another pilot either, so--

[pager beeping]

Go.

Handle your calls and we will talk about it when you get back.

- Watch your back, Cap. Comin' through.

- Ahh! What the hell was that?

- What was what, Cap?

- Never mind.

- Hey Mom, is everything alright?

[Nowak's mother] I just spoke to Reese Hassan's mother.

I had to hear from a stranger that my son turned down

a Chief Pilot position at Birch Wing Air?

- Yeah, it wasn't a good opportunity.

[Nowak's mother] It's bad enough

you chose to become a pilot, Milosz.

You can't even let yourself advance?

I thought you wanted to go to Air Canada.

- I've applied, Mother, but there's a lot of competition.

[Nowak's mother] Lukasz says you haven't called him.

Your brother got tenure.

There was a lot of competition for that too.

You need to call and congratulate him, Milosz.

- I have to go, Mom. I have a page right now.

Ahh!

[exhales through his teeth]

[Lexi] You get in a fist fight with the patient? What happened?

- Shaving accident.

- Ah, cut yourself on those cheekbones?

Well at least you got to go with Hayley

and didn't have to chase raccoons off the runway.

Someone must've dumped rotten food out there

as a prank or something,

took me half an hour to clear it.

Makes me wish I hadn't switched shifts with TJ.

- I use the barbecue every Sunday

when I make dinner for my landlady.

When I moved up here, I missed food from home,

so every Sunday I make a chimichurri.

With chilies that my sister sends,

and I make my landlady an asado.

- Wow, that's a lucky landlady.

- Well, you can't eat a good meal alone.

It spoils the food.

When I tried to light the damn thing this afternoon, oof.

Knocked me back, like ten feet.

[phone ringing]

- Is somebody's cellphone ringing?

- I left mine at home. - It's not us, we keep 'em off.

[phone ringing]

- That's weird.

- Put it on speaker.

- Hello?

- Hello SkyMed 922.

Listen closely.

There is a bomb on the plane. It is armed.

If you fly below 2,000 feet, the bomb will explode.

If you try to contact the police,

the bomb will explode.

If I do not receive $5,152,014

in the next three hours, the bomb will explode.

- Hang up. Hang up now.

- Was that a joke?

- Nothing looks tampered with,

I didn't see anything on the walkaround.

- Everything looked normal. - It's probably a prank.

People do stupid crap like this sometimes.

Go help Hayley check the cabin.

[tense music]

- Uh, you guys!

- What? What is it?

- There is a bomb on the plane.

- It's a bomb. A real one?

- This isn't a timer, it looks like a digital altimeter.

Our cabin altitude is 2,800 feet, right?

- Affirmative.

- But we're way higher than 2,800 feet, aren't we?

- There's the plane altitude and the cabin altitude.

We keep the cabin altitude lower so we can breathe.

That's what this is reading.

- So why does it matter if it's only meeting

the pressure inside the plane?

- Because, the altitude inside the cabin

can never be higher than the plane itself,

so when go lower than 2,000 feet to land,

the pressure inside the cabin will too.

Climbing the cabin.

- This thing's definitely working, Nowak.

[phone ringing]

- Hello?

- Guess you found it, huh?

It is armed, so don't hang up on me again.

- Please, we have a patient on board.

- If you fly below 2,000 feet, the bomb will explode.

If you contact the police, it will explode.

If I do not receive $5,152,014

in the next three hours, it will explode.

- How are we supposed to do that? We can't land.

- But SkyMed are heroes, aren't they?

Documentary stars saving lives on TV?

You'll figure it out.

- Can we fly for three hours?

- If we have to.

- How the hell did it even get in here?

- We can't worry about that now,

we need to get a message to Wheezer.

- And what if he's monitoring the radio?

- We have to assume he is. We'll use 922's sat phone.

We need to divert, we'll go north over empty bush

so no one else gets hurt.

- What does he mean, so no one else gets hurt?

Oh God, in case we explode!

- It's just, it's just a precaution.

- I can't do this. I can't be on this plane right now.

- Hey, hey, hey Guillermo, Guillermo,

I need you to calm down. Hey, look at me, look at me.

Do you see me? And you see the pilots up there?

Yeah. Do you see how calm we are?

Okay, I need you to remain calm too, alright?

Okay, um.

This chimichurri sauce,

how many chilies do you put in it?

- I like two,

but when I make it for my land-- for my landlady,

I only use one.

- Wheezer? We have a problem.

- You grounded the fleet for full inspection of all aircraft,

pending Aviation Authority's investigation?

What the hell, Wheezer?

You wanna go ahead

and suspend my license too before they get here?

- Sharkie, could you give us a minute?

TJ, I need you to grab Chopper by the collar

and drag him somewhere private.

- You got it, Cap. Sorry, Chops.

Right this way, gentlemen.

Just a few more steps.

- Alright, easy, easy. - Alright, alright.

- Are we alone? - Firm, Cap.

- Good. We have bigger problems than Aviation Authority.

I had 922 text this to me before they left service range.

- Is that a bomb?

- I didn't recall the fleet because of you, Chopper.

I grounded it so I could search the planes,

and see if any others have been targeted.

- Who's on 922 today?

- Hayley, their patient, Nowak.

- Lexi, shit.

We swapped shifts,

it was supposed to be me on 922, not her.

- This guy, he has been very specific, no cops.

So we gotta keep this quiet, off radio, need-to-know only.

He's demanding five million.

- Does SkyMed even have that?

- We would have to sell all of our planes,

and we cannot do that in three hours.

Corporate is on it,

but we need to bring our team home,

and I need you to figure out a way how to disarm that thing.

[Bomber] Why did SkyMed ground all its planes?

Did you call the cops?

- No one called the cops,

we had to tell our Chief Pilot to ask for your money.

- Fine. But stay on speaker.

- Her name's Mila.

My landlady.

- The one chili? - Hm.

She knit these.

She's always knitting.

[coughs]

- Easy, Guillermo.

How long have you lived with Mila?

- Five years.

Her husband died right before I moved up here.

She had to rent out a room for the money.

[chuckles] I fell in love, instantly.

But she was grieving.

I've loved her for five years

and I never told her.

What if I don't get to?

[loud gasping]

- Decreased lung sounds, right side.

He needs a decompression.

- What is it, what's happening?

- When the barbecue exploded,

the force must've given him a closed pneumo.

[pained grunts]

[Lexi] Is that supposed to happen?

- He's got a bleed, he needs an ER.

- Hey, are you listening? Our patient needs help.

- Isn't that your job?

Aren't you the heroes who save people?

- Not like this!

He's got a hemothorax, he needs a chest tube.

We need to get him to the hospital.

You need to disarm the bomb so we can land.

- Why can't you do it? - A chest tube?

Only doctors do those in hospitals, not on airplanes.

[gasping]

Okay, look. If-if you won't let us land,

then I need to make a call to someone to talk me through this.

- No. No calling for help.

- Please. I can't do this alone, okay?

If he doesn't get a chest tube, he'll die.

- Put it on speaker.

And don't try anything. I'll be listening.

- You will need a scalpel,

a hemostat, a tube

and something to drain into.

There's tubing in the tonsil tip catheter,

and a scalpel in the OB kit.

This is a very painful procedure, Hayley,

and you've got a conscious patient.

[gasping] I don't care. I'm dying anyway,

either I suffocate

or he blows us all up.

Please.

- Okay. We're ready.

- Okay, the tube needs to go

into the fifth intercostal space,

where the nipple line and the anterior auxiliary meet.

- Okay, I got it.

- You'll need to make an incision big enough

to fit the tube, so approximately three centimetres.

[heavy breathing]

- I'm sorry. This will help.

[gasping] Just do it.

[breathing heavily]

[pained grunts]

- Okay, I made the incision.

- Now stick your finger in, make sure you can feel the rib.

[pained grunts]

- Okay, I can feel it.

- Good. Now comes the painful part.

Use your hemostat to poke and spread the incision, okay?

Poke and spread, and go deeper until you get to the pleura.

[screams]

Once you get to the pleura, you'll have to poke through.

But this takes a lot of pressure, okay.

So once you poke through, you have to stop

or you'll puncture the lung, so go slow.

[screams]

[Bomber] What's going on? What's happening?

- A chest tube, without a hospital or pain medication.

If you disarm the bomb, we can take him to a hospital.

We don't need to do it like this.

[Crystal] Are you through the pleura?

Just keep pushing until you hear a pop.

- Ugh! Okay. Okay, I'm through. [Crystal] Now

you can place the tube so the fluids can drain.

- Okay I got it, it's draining.

[Crystal] Listen, I don't know who you are on that other phone,

or why you're doing this,

but Nowak's right.

This patient needs a hospital.

So if you can disarm the bomb so that 922 can land...

- There's a bomb on 922?

There's a bomb on Lexi's plane?

- How's our fuel?

- Not great.

[Bomber] Is SkyMed getting my money or not?

- We're working on it, these things take time

and most aviation companies are functionally broke.

- Not my problem. I want my money.

- And I want to get our patient to a hospital.

His name's Guillermo, he's a really good dude.

And the nurse helping him back there, her name is Hayley.

She's about a month away from a one year sobriety chip,

she's been working really hard at it.

And you know this other pilot

right here next to me, her name's Lexi.

She's been my best friend since we were 15.

See, we're all just people up here, man, just like you

and I don't think you wanna do this.

I don't think you wanna hurt four people.

- I'm not killing them, SkyMed is.

[call hangs up]

- Dammit.

[Stef] I have to help Lexi.

- Your sutures aren't healed and you need antibiotics.

Even if you didn't, there's nothing you can do right now.

Wheezer's working on it.

- You don't know what it's like to lose someone like this, okay?

To lose the person that you love.

[soft music]

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, Crystal, I know you know.

You've probably replayed that night

over and over in your head too.

But Crystal,

if you thought there was anything you could've done,

any way you could've changed the outcome--

- I know you love Lexi.

But I love Hayley.

And she is on that plane too.

So we have to keep it together.

[Nowak] Come on, Chopper. Give us some good news.

- I don't know a lot about bombs,

but I do think this one can be disarmed remotely.

Which means the bomber

probably intends to disarm it when he gets his money.

- If he can disarm it remotely,

maybe we don't need to find five million dollars,

we just need to find him, and make him disarm it.

- What do we know about him?

[Nowak] Not much.

- I still can't even figure out how he got the bomb on 922.

- The hangar's secure, I didn't see anything

in the pre-flight this morning.

- The only time the plane was left alone was in Windy Lake.

When I was clearing the runway.

I thought someone put food out to attract animals as a prank

but, what if it was a distraction

for the bomber to get on the plane?

- If he planted the bomb in Windy Lake,

maybe that's where he's from, too.

[Wheezer] This has to be personal.

He's asking for $5,152,14.

If this was just about money, why wouldn't he target

a bigger airline, or a business that actually makes money?

[Nowak] I think it is personal.

He talked about seeing the documentary on TV,

how it made him mad to see SkyMed portrayed as heroes.

[Chopper] That is such a weird number.

He's asking for five million dollars,

why ask for another 14, it has to be significant.

Wait, what if it's a date?

What if it's five, one five,

2014?

May 15th, 2014.

- Looks like SkyMed responded to three calls

in Windy Lake on May 15th, 2014.

Routine dialysis, broken arm

and a teenage boy

with minor injuries from a football game,

pronounced DOA at TCH.

- That doesn't sound right, he went from healthy to dead

in the time it took to fly to Thompson?

[Wheezer] Wait, a football player?

Yeah, I remember that call, I was in FO,

I was flying with Janine.

She used to be a flight nurse, but she quit right after that.

- You know, a lot of star players would be pissed

at a nurse for making him miss the rest of the game

to get a concussion checked, but Jayden was such a nice kid.

The hum... hit was to his abdomen,

but he hit his head on the way down,

and you have to be careful with that stuff.

His dad was the coach,

he wanted to come with us.

But I was just so sure

that I was just being overcautious.

I told Coach to stay behind with the other kids.

But once we got in the air, it all just happened so fast.

He went into organ failure.

And there was nothing I could do.

Nothing but push fluids.

And hold his hand.

I couldn't handle the thought of something like that

ever happening again

and at least in a hospital,

you're not alone.

- Amantadine is usually a safe

anti-viral to fight the flu.

The coroner's report found that

the hit to Jayden's abdomen injured his kidneys,

and amantadine released into his body.

- I didn't know he'd taken it.

- There's no antidote for amantadine, even in a hospital.

There wouldn't have been anything anyone could've done.

- Those three hours with him on the plane, I...

I can't think of anything worse

than knowing there's nothing you can do for someone.

- Crys, I know you know what it feels like to lose someone.

But you didn't have to watch him die.

I-I can't do that again.

- We know what happened to Jayden,

and we know who you are.

You're a football coach. Chemistry teacher.

Jayden was your son.

I can't imagine how awful that was.

[Bomber] My son was totally healthy

when he got on your plane.

And SkyMed killed him.

Why won't you just admit it?

SkyMed killed my son.

- Listen, I know you're angry. You have every right to be.

But letting your anger control all your decisions hurts you.

I know you're not a bad person.

You were worried about what happened to our patient.

But you know how hard we worked to help him,

our crew would have done the same thing for Jayden.

We want to help people, Coach, we don't wanna hurt them.

I don't think you wanna hurt anybody either,

but you have to let your anger go.

- It has to be SkyMed's fault.

Because if it wasn't, then that means it was my fault.

I'm the one who gave him amantadine.

Jayden thought he was getting sick,

but it was a big game, there was a scout coming.

I just wanted for him to be able to play.

If SkyMed really didn't do anything wrong,

then Jayden really did die of amantadine poisoning

and it really was my fault! [voice breaks]

- Or maybe it was an awful accident.

Maybe you were a really good dad

who was trying to help his son follow his dreams.

And I bet that meant the world to him.

But Coach, please.

You don't want to let Jayden down now.

I don't think you're doing this 'cause you want to hurt people,

I think you're doing this 'cause you want your son back.

[sniffles]

And I wish I could give that to you, but Coach,

doing this isn't going to bring Jayden back.

- I miss him so much.

[sobbing]

- Everyone says Jayden was a really good kid.

You must've taught him that.

And he wouldn't want this.

You didn't let your son down, but please Coach,

don't let him down now.

- The light should be green now.

- It's still red.

- It must be out of range.

You can disarm it manually if you cut the top green wire.

- You have control.

[tense music]

Coach, I cut the wire, the light's still red.

- No, it should be disarmed.

Are you sure you cut the right wire?

- I cut the top green wire.

- Oh God, I can't disarm it.

- We need to start thinking about places to land.

- Nowak, we can't.

We can't go below 2,000 feet.

- We don't have much time before the plane is going down anyways.

I'd rather be the one making choices when it does.

[Guillermo] Why didn't I tell her?

I had five years.

Even if she rejected me,

at least I would've told her.

At least Mila would know how I felt.

- It still has some charge.

Call her.

Tell her now.

[soft music]

- Hi. Mila.

It's me.

No, no you don't have to come to the hospital,

I'm not there yet.

I...

I don't know when I'll get there.

Look, this doesn't have to change things,

and you don't have to say anything.

But, I just want you to hear it,

in case I...

in case I don't get a chance to tell you later.

I love you, Mila.

I've loved you since we met.

And...

I just want you to know that.

You do?

[chuckles]

- Hey. You okay?

- Lexi and I switched shifts.

She's up there on 922

[sighs] because of me.

- TJ, this isn't your fault.

- You asked about my brother-in-law, Michael.

He died.

We met flying charters for the UN.

He was my FO.

Michael was,

[sighs] he was the best.

Exactly who you'd want your sister to marry.

But he was inexperienced

and some of the places we flew into...

It was a lot of unrest.

One airstrip,

the country name was changing day by day.

But one day,

we're already in the air and...

We get word our risk assessment coming into that airport

is now severe.

We know they'll shoot at you.

We feel confident they won't take you down.

I said no,

I wouldn't risk my crew.

The charter company was pissed,

but they weren't there.

They were safe over here,

pressuring us to get the job done at all costs.

That's why I decided to get out.

But Michael wanted to stay.

So I recommended that he go for captain in my place.

A week later, he got pressured

into flying into that same airport.

It was my fault.

And now Lexi is my fault, too.

[sobbing]

[sobbing]

[soft rhythmic music]

- I'm sorry I... sorry.

- Hey Tris,

I was really hoping I'd get to talk to you but,

you're probably at Sick Kids right now.

I know you don't do voicemails, but...

I really hope you listen to this one.

I love you so much, Tristan.

I'm so grateful that you gave us a second chance.

People don't always get those.

But you make me my best me, Tris.

You make me wanna be my best me.

I hope you know I love you.

Always.

- Do you want to call Stef?

There should be enough battery for both of us.

- You go first.

- Hey. I just wanted to hear your voice.

[Wheezer] So what do you wanna hear?

- How's uh... How's the new season of Love Is Blind?

- I didn't watch it, actually.

Didn't feel the same without you.

- I didn't either.

I think I just liked watching it with you.

- Well, I guess we'll have to watch it when you get back.

- Yeah, I guess we will.

Um, this thing's almost out of charge,

so I'll talk to you later?

- Yeah. Yeah, we'll talk later.

Oh shit. Ahh!

God dammit!

[grunting]

God!

[panting]

Is someone there?

- Sorry. Wheezer, are you okay?

- What kind of Chief Pilot am I

if I can't help my people?

My crew, they need me and I can't see.

The people that I care about, the people that I...

[quiet sob]

I can't do anything, man.

I can't even see what's happening.

- But Wheezer, from where I'm standing,

you're not letting anyone down.

You're fighting.

You're giving everything to protect this crew.

- I'd give...

I would give anything man,

to be the one stuck up there instead of them.

- Maybe we need to get closer.

[phone ringing]

- Alright, Wheezer and I are in 911, we thought

it would help to see everything that you have to work with.

It made me think of your patient,

and how you had to relieve the pressure in his chest.

I think we need to relieve the pressure on the bomb too.

- How? - What if we dump the cabin?

Then raise the cabin's altitude

and make the bomb think we're higher.

- At 20,000 feet, but once you land,

the bomb, it'll realize that

you're at the same altitude as the plane.

[Chopper] Right. So we need to make the bomb and the plane

think different things.

Hayley, you have anything up there with suction,

anything that's vacuum-y?

- Uh, the tonsil tip catheter?

Yeah, we use that to suction blood.

- You'll need an airtight container too,

something that'll fit over the bomb and the altimeter.

[Hayley] All my medical equipment is too small.

What about a storage bin?

Would that work?

[Chopper] That'll have to do.

You're gonna have to put it over the bomb and the altimeter.

- This looks like it'll just fit.

- Seal it, as airtight as possible.

There's duct tape in the bulkhead, use that.

And make sure to seal in the suction end

of the catheter in, too.

- Chopper,

you don't think putting something over the bomb

will make it go off, do you?

- It shouldn't.

Just go slow, be careful.

Don't touch any of the wires.

[suspenseful music]

And once it's airtight, turn on the suction.

- You're gonna suck the air out to decrease the pressure,

to make the bomb think that it's higher.

- Okay. Ready, turning on suction.

It's working! The bomb thinks it's higher.

- Thank God!

[sighs] - Okay, keep the suction going.

Get it as high as you can.

- Chopper. It's not going up anymore.

- How high did you get?

[Lexi] We gained 1,000 feet.

- If they land at sea level,

the bomb will think it's at 1,000 feet,

but it's set to blow at 2,000.

- It didn't work. We didn't get it far enough.

- We just need to find a higher runway

to keep the cabin up, right?

- But if we need something that's at least 1,000 feet

above sea level, where are we gonna find that in Manitoba?

- Brandon and Flin Flon are both 1,200 feet.

- We're almost out of fuel.

We're never gonna make those, I need something closer.

- Lynn Lake. Lynn Lake is 1,100 feet, you can just squeeze in.

- It'll be tight.

- Hang on, Guillermo,

we're almost there.

It's holding at 2,300 feet.

[Nowak] Beginning our approach.

- Shit.

There's a leak in the container.

[Lexi] Hayley, is it holding?

- It's still leaking.

- Get ready to help Hayley offload the patient

as soon as we touch down, I'll land.

- What about you?

Nowak, if you stay behind to land...

Nowak, you can't, please.

- Don't worry. 922 and I have been through a lot together.

She's not gonna let me down now.

- Okay, come on. Easy.

- Hurry, hurry, hurry. [grunts]

[suspenseful music]

[hissing]

- Go, go, go, go!

[all groaning]

[grave music]

- I remember your son, Coach Forrester.

I do not for a second condone what you did,

but I'm...

very sorry for your loss.

- Thank you.

[Wheezer] Thanks, officers.

Whoa, whoa.

Sharkie, we gotta talk about workplace harassment.

- No, you jerk. It's me.

- Of course I knew it was you, Hayley.

I'd always know it was you.

[panting] - Stef! I didn't call you.

Everyone else called someone

to say goodbye but I realized,

I don't want to say goodbye.

I didn't call you because

I needed to come home to you, Stef!

[sobbing]

I'm okay. I'm okay.

- I can't watch you die, Lex. - No, I'm okay.

- I've been so worried

about caring too much about patients,

but Lex,

the person I care most about is you.

And I can't,

I just can't be stuck on the ground,

while you're in danger and there's nothing I can do.

- I know you're dealing with stuff,

but this is why you need help.

- I need you to not be in danger all the time.

- You're in danger all the time, too!

- But I can handle myself, Lexi.

- Are you saying I can't handle myself?

- I can't watch you do this job anymore.

- Are you asking me to quit?

Stef, I love you.

And I would do anything to help you

but, I can't do that.

I know you're going through stuff,

but I don't know if I can be with someone

who doesn't believe in me.

- Lex.

Lex.

[dramatic music crescendos]

[sobbing]

[Lukasz] Mom called,

they're pretty upset you turned down that promotion.

- I forgive you.

- For what? - For all of it.

For the car accident.

For making me take the blame,

for lying about it all those years.

I forgive you.

- I didn't ask for your forgiveness.

- It's not for you. It's for me.

I forgive you.

- I wanted to wait till I could see you before I said it,

but after...

When I thought that I might not get another chance.

I wanted to tell you that I...

[sobs]

Are you crying?

- I went to Winnipeg for an egg retrieval.

I had to because having the BRCA1 gene

puts me at a higher risk for ovarian cancer.

And,

today before I got on the plane,

I found out that my eggs have the BRCA1 gene, too.

I always felt like there was this bomb,

waiting to go off inside of me.

But now I can't have a family,

unless I want to give them the bomb, too?

And we've never talked about it, I don't...

I don't know whether you want to have more kids or not.

But I know I do.

Because I want... I want a family.

I lost my mom.

I lost that connection.

I lost my home.

I don't know if I'll ever feel complete.

If I'll ever feel whole,

until... Until I'm a mom, too.

But the BRCA1, it's this thing,

it's this bomb

that's just never, ever gonna go away.

And just when I think I figured it out, how to live with it,

how to move on,

it just

blows up in my face all over again.

[sobbing]

[theme music]

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