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Darrell, please!
[shower running]
Open the fucking door!
[pounding on door]
Darrell!
Open... the door, please.
Baby, open the door!
Darrell!
Open the door!
Open the fuckin' door!
[pounding]
[thumping]
[long sigh]
[ring]
[exhales slowly]
[ring]
[exhales slowly]
[ring]
Hey, you've reached Trevor. And Andie.
We're not here right now, so just leave us a message.
Or whatever.
[exhales sharply, chuckles]
[beep]
I'm sorry. Answering machine?
What could you possibly be doing this early? Uh, where's Andie?
Like, since when has she had a life?
Anyway, I'm just calling to let you guys know
that I got to New York safely.
Um... there's not a lot going on here.
Oh, and you were right. L.A. guys are so much cuter than the guys here.
[sigh] Anyway, um,
I guess I'd better go, so...
I don't know, like, call me or whatever.
Bye.
[sigh]
[shower running]
Hey.
[beeping]
[moans]
[groan]
Ohh!
[sobs, shivering]
What?
Everybody's looking...
for something...
someone.
Everybody.
What makes it interesting, though,
is where they actually find themselves.
I tend to find myself in the spaces in between.
I think I found religion in that moment
right before you really wake up...
when you're still not sure
what's real and what isn't.
Right there.
It's got one fatal flaw, however.
The shitty part...
is that you always have to wake up.
Okay.
So, good news.
Your, um...
well, Darrell, he's stable.
I think he's gonna be fine.
Now, are you a relative?
Not really.
Okay.
Um...
Well, right now, he's still a little groggy from everything.
Yeah. I know the drill. Right.
Well, if you'd like, I could have a nurse show you to where he is.
Technically, you're not allowed into the room.
Technically.
It's okay. Thanks.
Um, actually, you'll want to go this way.
No. Actually,
I don't.
♪ Guess this is why ♪
♪♪ [guitar]
♪ I just hate love ♪
♪ 'Cause you're so pretty ♪
♪ And I always fuck up ♪
♪ And I know ♪
♪ I'm not that low or lonesome ♪
♪ 'Cause I've got guilt and cigarettes ♪
[scream of rage]
[scream]
How long does it take?
A minute?
A week?
A lifetime?
I know that patience is everything,
but what if people can't really change?
Deep down, what if all we're really capable of doing
is distracting everyone
from what's actually going on underneath?
[horn honks Go.
Now. Go.
Huh?
It's green, faggot. Go. [horn honks]
Oh, fuck. Sorry.
What is your deal?
Wow. Not wastin' any time, huh?
[chuckles] You've been back in town for, what,
all of 15 minutes?
More like 45 if you count baggage claim.
Right.
And you definitely do
have a lot of baggage, so...
Oh, I'm sorry. Was that a joke?
Because if you finally made a joke after all these years,
I totally will remember it.
[forced laugh]
It really hasn't been the same without you here.
God, I know. I mean...
look at what happens when you're left to your own devices...
[chuckling] even if it's just for a month.
Excuse me? Come on, Andie's already filled me in
on the whole Darrell situation.
It hasbeen a month, right, or am I getting my dates wrong?
She's already filled you in, you should know
that everything's fine. Right.
I mean, he's on methadone,
he's an outpatient,
and he's been going to meetings ever since.
Oh, wow, cool. 30 days.
So it's totally gonna be different this time.
God. Jake.
He's one of my oldest friends. Okay?
I don't think that losing your virginity
to someone at age 16 automatically classifies you as lifelong friends.
Why are you such an asshole?
Just lucky, I guess.
[chuckles]
[chuckles]
[dog barks distantly]
Hey.
Where've you been?
Remember I had to pick up Jake?
[enthusiastically] Oh, yeah!
Did you just wake up?
Mm-hmm.
I got some pills to help me sleep.
[sniffles]
From the clinic, baby.
Oh.
So, you actually, like, slept slept?
Yeah, somethin' like that.
[chuckles, sniffles]
[clears throat]
It's cold.
Why don't you go get in the shower.
Not unless you come with me.
I already took one.
Not with me, you haven't.
No.
Now you get to make it up to me. D.
You're comin' with me.
Darrell.
All right. I'm getting in the shower.
Oops.
[shower runs]
God, it's, like, move on already. I mean,
if they're really just friends, they should be trying
to meet other guys, right?
Whatever. It's just so pathetic
that he still, like, trusts him.
I mean, I get first love and everything,
but, like, I would never put up with some of the shit he has.
Oh, hey! Ow! Fuck!
God! Damn!
Wow! So...
Trev. Hey, I'm actually glad you're here.
Um, you see that water bottle over there?
Yeah.
Could you get it for me?
God. I mean, you're so close to it.
You're so lazy.
Well, while I'm bleeding internally.
We're taking a break.
What are you guys up to tonight?
The same thing every respectable human being
is up to on a Friday night...
Chinese food and a movie.
Right.
You're not joining us?
Oh, no. Trevor has other plans.
You do.
[Trevor] Yeah. No.
What movie are you guys going to watch?
Oh, something stupid so Andie can understand it.
Oh, shut up.
So, Trevor... weren't you,
like, leaving or something?
I believe I was, Great!
Yeah.
Oh, but before I go...
Andie, can I get you anything? I mean...
I've never seen you at such a late hour
without a cocktail in your hand.
[faked laugh]
Well, now you have.
Yeah. It's not in her hand
'cause it's actually on the table.
Mmm. You know what? Shouldn't you be leaving?
So we can watch this? Fine.
You two have a lovely evening.
Mm-hmm. You, too.
[Jake] Bye.
Give you one guess where he's going tonight.
At least one of us is having sex tonight.
And by "us," I mean, like, out of Trevor and me.
God knows you're not having sex.
Hey.
Oh, no. I mean, like, with another person.
Get off me!
Are you serious? No. [laughs]
[dog barks in distance]
D, it's okay. We don't have to go out.
[sluggishly] No, baby. We can still go.
Just give me a couple minutes. Okay?
I'm just so tired.
[exhales]
Oh, it's probably...
you know, what they have me on...
you know, mixed with my...
Yeah, well, shouldn't you only be taking those
when you, like, having trouble sleeping?
Baby, I'm fine.
Oh. Right.
Right. You can't even stay awake anymore, so...
I told you.
They upped my methadone.
Why don't you just go get in bed.
Come here, baby.
[Darrell] Come on.
Let's go celebrate.
What are we celebrating?
[Darrell] You and me?
[telephone rings]
[ring]
[indistinct chatter]
[ring]
[thud]
♪♪ [techno]
Guys, thank you so much for coming with me.
You know how much I hate these parties.
Probably even more than you do.
♪♪ [dance beat]
Okay, well, so you hate them more.
You're not allowed to hate me for it
because my label's making me do it.
Oh, is that so?
For real.
[Trevor] Okay. It's cool.
Really, it's...
Doesn't matter that much. I'm...
sure these people are great.
[snorting chuckle]
I... hate... the party.
Mmm... mmm... mmm mmm.
[rhythmically] I said I hate the people.
♪ I hate these people ♪
I hate this party. I hate these people.
Shit. There's Mary C. Okay.
Tell her I'm going to the bathroom.
That's what you'll tell her. Bathroom.
Bathroom, bathroom, bathroom.
♪♪ [dance beat continues]
Hey, hon.
Hey, Mary C.
Not you.
Whatever!
Where'd your friend go?
Hey.
You?
Uh, Jake. Bathroom.
[exasperated sigh] Where?
Oh. Bathroom. Right.
You're an actor, right?
Let me get your opinion on something. No.
So...
Wait. Did you just say, "No"?
Well, excuse the fuck out of me, Miss Queen of Sheba.
I said "no" to being an actor.
I'm not one.
What was the question?
About what? If I had been an actor,
what is it that you would've asked me?
You wouldn't get it.
Probably not.
Well, shit, what the fuck is it that you do?
I mean, if you're not an actor! What... [snickers]
Um, I'm part of an elite organization
of telephonic representatives.
Yeah.
I answer phones, like, for a living.
Wow.
Well, that's great. I mean really.
That's...
That's interesting.
Um, well, good luck with that.
Trust me. Hard work always pays off in the end.
Okay?
[scoffs]
You look like you're having
as bad a time as I am.
[chuckles] That depends.
Did you see that woman I was just talking to?
Yeah.
Have you had to talk to her yet?
Okay.
Then I win.
My time so far
has been worse than yours.
It was, like, the whole time she was talking to me,
I just kept trying to wish myself back to a happier place,
like, getting a colonoscopy or something.
Normally takes me a hell of a lot longer
to work my colon into the conversation, but...
you just, like, right away got down to business.
Mmm. Pun intended? Always.
I'm Trevor, by the way.
Ah. Ephram.
But, actually, we kinda met before.
Kind of.
Yeah. County. I was working
the day you brought your friend in.
About a month ago.
Shit.
I wouldn't expect you to remember me.
No. Yeah.
Actually, I do.
I think I might've been
a little short with you that day.
Well, you were sitting down.
A doctor with a sense of humor.
[chuckles] Yeah. Well,
I'm still interning, so it'll be a while
before anyone takes me too seriously.
Well, sorry
for being an asshole.
Do you want to get out of here?
Like, right now?
[chuckles]
Pick a light.
Do what, now?
I do this thing with, um, building lights,
stars, whatever happens to be in view.
See, you look out there, and there's all these amazing lights.
Just a huge smattering of lights.
So what you do is you choose one,
and describe what's happening there.
Go ahead.
Try it.
Okay.
So that light...
right there.
No, no, no. Don't show me.
Just tell me.
Is there a manual? I mean,
I think this would be a lot easier
if there were, like, a guide or something.
I'm your guide.
Now, do it.
I'm looking at this light. Good.
And I see...
um...
a young boy sitting in his room.
He may be 12.
He's just gotten into this huge fight with his dad,
and it's one of those fights that end up
being bigger than the people having it, and...
this time, he's not so sure
they'll be able to get past it. So he just
hugs his knees closer to his chest,
and dreams of someday getting away.
You can really see that.
Great eyes.
Shut up. I'm playing your game.
Don't make fun of me.
I wasn't.
You do have great eyes. Scout's honor.
Yeah, I was never a scout.
I don't know if I should be asking this, but...
I've just really been wondering how your friend is doing.
He's fine.
Is he still...
No. I mean...
At least, I don't think... I mean...
He's on methadone, so...
Oh. Okay.
So you guys still do see each other, then.
Yeah. We're still friends.
Are you still more than friends?
Consider me single.
Good.
For you.
[chuckles]
And for me.
[soft chuckle]
I don't... really
know how to respond to that. [chuckles]
[soft chuckle]
♪ It was cuddle once ♪
♪ Now it's doin' circles on the floor ♪
♪ Like another dust ♪
♪ Sarcasm won't cut it anymore ♪
♪ Where do the winning go? ♪
♪ And bein' right becomes a fucking bore ♪
♪ Same as the last one before ♪
♪ Don't look at me forlorn ♪
♪ Oh... oh... ♪
♪ We know ♪
♪ Better ♪ Mmm...
Come here.
Come here. All right. Look. Look.
What's wrong? I don't want to have to do this,
Okay, but you have to go now.
Come on.
Now. You have to go.
Oh, fuck!
Oh, my God.
Here.
Get dressed.
It's too early.
Oh, God.
No, no. Come on. Here.
Just...
go.
Oh, I... I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry for whatever it is
I did last night.
Oh, God.
You shouldn't be.
Can I call you?
No.
Go on.
God.
Why are you being so loud? Ohh! Fuck.
You asshole. How did you even get in here?
That's a good question.
I don't have the answer.
Ohh...
♪ 'Cause you're not gonna start ♪
♪ You're not gonna ♪
♪ Start ♪
♪ Is your body strong enough ♪
♪ To put up with your antics? ♪
♪ Behaving like a couple of careless romantics ♪
♪ Whatever you want ♪
♪ Whatever it costs ♪
♪ What you do ♪
♪ Your paths don't get stuck ♪
♪ We ♪
♪ Know ♪
♪ Better ♪
♪ When'll it all stop? ♪
♪ When's it gonna stop? ♪
♪ Would you ♪
♪ Let her ♪
♪ Go and not... ♪
What are you doing?
Getting ready for work.
Oh.
Did you just walk by me?
No.
Oh.
God, Why is your couch so
uncomfortable?
Why did you drink so much
that you had to spend the night on it?
Tou...
What?
God, I was gonna say "touché,"
but I didn't feel like finishing it.
Now I have.
[sigh] God. By the way,
if you hadn't left me at the party...
I might not have floated back to your place like an alcoholic blimp.
Where'd you go, anyway?
Wait. How did you even get in here?
God, why does everyone keep asking me that?
I don't know.
Where's the guitar you never use?
You don't live here, you know.
[sigh]
Found it.
You seem weird.
What are you doing?
Are you, like... smiling for some reason?
For real. Are you fantasizing
about unicorns again?
Yes, Jake.
Well, I didn't mean to interrupt.
Please continue with your faggotry.
Thanks.
[sigh]
There you go again.
Okay. So, maybe I am just a little more
whatever than yesterday.
Yeah. You are weirder than yesterday.
Shh.
Don't talk.
Just play.
♪♪ [plucking melody]
Yeah, so I was thinking about becoming a vegetarian.
What?
No meat.
I know what it means, Jake.
Look. I'm sorry to say this,
But your meat-eating habits
are the only thing currently distinguishing you from lesbian.
[laughs]
Honestly, if you do that,
you'll become a full-fledged carpet muncher.
That is so gross.
It's true.
I mean, nothing against lesbians, you know?
I have an aunt who's a lesbian.
Oh, my God, I love it. It's like when that soccer mom in the south is all,
'seriously, though, I have a black friend at work."
You know I was just...
joking about lesbians though, right? Totally.
I-I love them.
♪ We drift across the table ♪
♪ Then real loads of birds ♪
So, back to me becoming a vegetarian.
You know, animal protein isn't all that good for you.
I've been talking to Deanne about it
'cause she's, like, a vegan.
Yeah. Well...
she's also a Wicca.
Oh, yeah.
Fuck.
I'm sure I told him 7:00.
God, he'll be here.
And hopefully, so will my drink.
How did you get yours already?
Did you get sex?
What?
Sex on the beach.
Oh. [laughs]
I know how much you love those cunty drinks,
so I just, like, assumed. Right.
What did you think I was talking about?
I'm so sorry I'm late.
Oh, you should be sorry about how much you're sweating.
Is everything okay?
Yeah. No.
Everything's fine.
Just... a little mix-up.
Darrell borrowed my car, and he was supposed to pick me up.
But he got tied up with something, so...
Why didn't you just call one of us?
Yeah. No. See...
Okay. He...
Okay. Um...
He forgot to call me ahead of time,
and by the time that I got done with work,
uh, he didn't have reception where he was, so...
I kinda waited for, like, a while
before I heard from him, so...
So, how did you get here?
I just walked.
You walked... all the way from work?
Yes, I walked.
One foot in front of the other.
It's not that big of a deal. Can we just, like,
move on?
[Andie] Okay.
Moving on.
Okay. So, I met someone last night.
[laughs]
[coughs] See, I knew it.
Now, when you say 'someone,"
like, what exactly do you mean?
Oh, my God.
Can I take that back? I didn't mean No.
To tell you guys that. Sorry,
there's no take-backs at this table.
So talk about it.
So... the other night,
when you left me at the party with Mary C...
Mm-hmm... [chuckles]
So, do you take all your dates to a parking lot?
So this is a date, huh?
No, I... [laughing] I didn't mean
date like that. I didn't mean to say 'date."
I... I know it's not a date.
[chuckles] I mean...
technically, we just met...
so... it wouldn't... even...
[laughs]
I should just stop talking, huh? Yeah.
[chuckles] Under the stars?
Oh, my God.
So, what does this mean?
What do you think? Trevor's in lurve... again.
Very funny. Oh, come on.
You guys kissed. In Trevor terms,
you're, like, practically married already.
It doesn't mean anything, necessarily.
Okay? It was just... really nice.
Well, does it mean you're finally over Darrell?
Because to be honest, I was kind of
getting sick of the whole pseudo friendship thing.
It was just wrong.
Andie, you are way out of line!
I'm sorry. What are we talking about? [laughs]
[laughs] Andie,
I'm not having this discussion again.
Darrell's clean. Okay?
[snickers] That's all you need to know.
It's really none of your business, anyway.
Oh, it's not? No.
You've been making it my business
for quite some time now.
Have I. Uh-huh.
Okay, well, obviously, he's not anymore,
so can both of you please just drop it? Anything else?
Hi. I'm sorry.
My friends are fighting, so could you bring us
some more drinks? 'Cause their friendship,
like, totally depends on it.
You happy now?
There's more liquor coming, bitch.
[Trevor, Andie laugh]
Okay. So, it'll be a summer wedding.
Jake, shut up already.
Hey, who's your maid of honor gonna be,
me or Jake? [chuckles]
Great. So you're playing along now, too?
Mm-hmm. Oh, come on, Andie, don't you think
flower girl's a little more your speed? [laughs]
Yeah. Even though this conversation is thrilling and all,
I really didn't get much sleep last night.
So... can we just, like, go?
[giggling]
Hey, you.
[laughing] Oh, hey!
Guys, this is, um...
Richard. Richard.
Right. I mean, these are my friends, um, Trevor
and Andie.
Hi. Nice to meet you. Hi.
So, wow, you're... you're here. What are you...
What are you doing here?
Oh, shut up. Don't be so silly. [chuckle]
Well, too bad I didn't know you guys were out here.
I've been bartending all night.
I could've hooked you guys up or something.
Oh, really?
Yeah. [chuckles] Well, I'm sorry.
I'd stay, but I promised some friends I'd stop by
as soon as I got cut, so...[chuckle]
Not a big deal. We were totally just leaving.
All right. Well, you need
to call me 'cause I want to go out this weekend.
All right. Well, it was nice to meet you guys.
And, you... call me.
[chuckles]
Yeah, I hate him.
You're the one who fucked him.
You're right. [chuckles]
I don't hate him.
I hate her.
[chortles]
You're in trouble. [giggling]
May I have the keys?
[chuckles] Sorry about earlier.
Me, too.
Oh, my God.
What?
I know that guy.
He used to be Darrell's dealer.
So...
And that's my car. You gotta be fucking
kidding me.
[car driving off] Trevor.
[sigh]
[tapping beat]
[whispers] No.
Watching and waiting...
telling time.
Telling lies...
half-truths, whole truths,
and nothing but the truths.
There is no truth.
At least none that I can discern.
Veterinarian's office.
I like that.
See? I've gotten a lot better at this game.
So, let's play my game now.
You have a game. Yes.
It's not so much a game, really.
It's just more like you divulging
personal information. And, go.
Wait, wait, wait. Hold up. Like what?
Like past relationships.
Oh. So, this isa game.
Okay, what do you want to know?
Just give me the big stuff.
Any particular ex-boyfriends that I should know about?
Um...
Not really.
Come on, just... think of something.
I don't know. [sigh]
I guess most of my relationships
have been pretty insignificant.
Seems like a lot of the guys out here
aren't looking for the same thing I am.
And what's that?
Everything.
Destiny.
And no one's lived up to that yet.
Not really.
Ask me again
in a little while, though.
So cheesy.
Ohh... [chuckles]
[laughs]
You think that's funny, huh?
Mm-hmm. You think that's funny.
Yep.
Huh? What about this? Is this funny?
Hyuh.
Arghh.
Huh?
No, not really.
You're really not ticklish.
Nor am I five years old.
Mmm...
Mmm...
Mmm.
Mmm! Mmm!
[exhales]
Uhh...
Uhh. [laughs]
Ohh...
[chuckles]
I should go get something to clean up.
Don't. Just wait a minute?
Are you sure?
Yeah.
That was amazing.
Yeah, I could tell.
What?
Babe, for at least a minute, you sounded
like a 12-year-old cheerleader. [laughs]
What can I say?
[chuckles]
It was very athletic.
[laughs] Mmm.
[laughs]
It's really nice that you cooked lunch at my place today.
Where did that come from?
I don't know.
Just thinking.
It's kind of like we live together.
Yeah. Yeah?
[both chuckle]
Did you ever play house when you were a kid?
Oh, my God. You are a 12-year-old girl.
Shut up. No.
No.
I was just thinking of how nice it would be
to stop playinghouse.
Well, babe, I don't think any of the other little girls
would still want to be your friend if you gave that up.
Oh, shut up! [growls]
[chuckles]
Wait. What's going on?
[gasp] Are you perhaps truly ticklish?
[chuckles] [gasp]
I'm not. Aaahh!
Stop.
[laughing] Stop it, I'm not!
Uncle!
[laughs]
What did you say to me?
Uncle.
To get you to stop.
But why did you call me "uncle"?
Are you being for real?
You don't know what "uncle" means?
Like, you've never heard that?
[laughs] What are you, Canadian?
Dude, it's something that kids say.
Dude?
Shut up. [laughs]
Like... I don't know,
when they want someone to stop torturing them.
It's like 'surrender."
I thought it was what you called
the brother of one of your parents.
[mock laughter]
[mock laughter]
I can't believe you never heard that.
I can't believe you made something like that up
and passed it off as truth.
Oh, my "G,"
you're so delusional.
[laughs] Get out of bed.
It's... my... bed.
I don't care. You're banished from the bedroom.
Go get something and clean up.
[makes nonsense chatter]
I have spoken.
And earlier, you said that I was the boss.
[sighs, laughs]
What an idiot I am.
That's what I'm sayin'.
[birds chirping distantly]
[inhales deeply, exhales]
My God, I'm so fat.
Yeah. I was gonna say something earlier.
For real?
Hey, we don't think I'm gonna get, like,
a tan or something, do we?
Jake, I keep telling you
the undead don't tan.
Okay, good, because I hate that, like,
bronzy skin tone.
You know, like yours?
Uh-huh.
[chuckles]
[giggling]
What are you doing?
Can I have that back?
No, seriously, what is this?
Um, it's a card.
You just read it, so you must know what it is.
Oh, I read it, all right.
Unfortunately, I can't
process all of the crap pouring out of it.
Is this a poem?
No!
Okay, maybe. So?
You write Ephram poetry.
I do not write Ephram poetry.
I don't write him poetry. Okay? I wrote him a poem.
One poem.
Wow. I'm, like, so grossed out right now.
Shut up. I just... I thought it would be sweet.
Can you never?
Whatever. You know, maybe if you ever, uh,
spent more than a couple hours with one of your guys,
you might find that some of them write poetry, too.
What would be the point in that?
Who are you?
Someone who's obviously
more realistic than you.
[fake gasp] Fuck off.
[heavy sigh]
Okay, so listen.
I have kind of a favor to ask of you.
Oh, God.
I'm gonna regret asking what it is, aren't I?
I don't know.
Whatever. Just tell me. What is it?
It's, like, so stupid. Uh, not a big deal whatsoever.
I just was thinking... Jake.
Come on.
Okay.
So, I think I might be pregnant.
God, I can't believe this is coming out of my mouth.
I want you to go with me to get an HIV test.
I haven't been tested in a minute,
so I'm just a little bit anxious about it.
And, um, I don't know. I just thought
that... you know, I...
Yeah. Yeah, I know.
[sigh]
I should probably go get tested, too.
Yeah. I mean, who knows what Darrell gave you.
Oh, my God. Shut up.
Whatever. Let's go.
Right now?
Yeah. They have that new quick response test
or whatever. Like, why wait?
Okay.
Hey, Andie!
Want to go get tested for the hiv?
[distant chatter]
[telephone rings]
[telephone rings, chatter]
[ring]
You ready?
[Woman] Wait. No, he's ready.
Yeah, and I'm in a new relationship,
which is completely monogamous,
so... just... still staying protected
and... not having sex with anyone else, I guess.
Well, you seem to have your bases pretty much covered.
All right. Be safe.
Well, thank God.
Good. So what are some of the ways you think
you could help to keep yourself
at low risk for transmission?
Abstain.
[sigh] No. Um...
I think I'll wait for the blood work.
[whining] Oh, the thing's eating itself!
Your stomach?
No, my ass.
Yes, my stomach.
What was taking so long?
Oh... I don't know. There was this mix-up,
and then the lady was, like, talking way too much.
But can we go? I am starving.
Right. Thank you.
So, you're sure that everything's, like, okay?
Oh, my God. Please. [chuckles]
[remembering discussion in clinic] Yeah, but, I... I mean,
I... I just came with my friend
for, like moral support.
I understand... I mean, if anyone
should have it, he should have it.
Well, when do I get the results back from the second test,
the, um, the blood test?
Takes seven days.
[beep] You have 12 messages.
Message one:
Hey, Trev, it's, uh, it's Darrell.
Um, I know you don't want to talk to me,
but I have amazing... [beep] Message two.
[Darrell] Hey, baby, it's me again.
I know it's... It's been a wh...
[Beep] Message three.
Why won't you fucking call me back?
Call me back! I hav... [beep]
Hmm. Didn't realize
we had any messages.
That's because you never check the machine.
[doorbell]
Or answer the door.
You look good, by the way.
Oh. Thanks.
Just finished this one.
Nice.
Hey.
Party face.
[chuckles softly, clicks tongue]
♪♪ [rock with steady beat]
[Jake] I know.
I know! Ladies, come on!
[sparse laughter]
Who made that?
[music, chatter]
So... I'd really like to get to know you better.
Oh... yeah. Um...
I gonna have to get drunk now.
Excuse me.
♪ ...Two, "Mary" go round now ♪
♪ Fun till you're in the circus crowd ♪
[party chatter]
Hey, ladies.
♪ Some big guy's ♪
♪ Got his eye on you ♪
♪ Some little trick's
♪ Got a thing to prove ♪
♪ Who's thirsty? ♪
♪ Who's first in line ♪
♪ For a good-time ride? ♪
♪ Red Queen on the dance floor ♪
♪ You're the one they ask for ♪
♪ Red Queen, take it ♪
♪ Take it away ay ay ay ♪
♪ Red Queen on the dance floor ♪
♪ They will always want more ♪
♪ Red Queen, take it ♪
♪ Take it away ay ay ay ♪
♪ Red Queen on the dance floor ♪
♪ Take it away, take it away ♪
♪ Take it away, three, four ♪
♪ Fall to the floor now ♪
♪ Three, four ♪
♪♪ [becomes indistinct]
Trevor, I told him you didn't want to see him,
but he just pushed past me.
He's, like, strong for a leprechaun.
What the fuck are you doing here?
We need to talk.
Fine.
♪ ...they're after ♪
♪ Red Queen, take it ♪
♪ Take it away ay ay ay ♪
♪ Red Queen... ♪
Jake, would you mind closing the door?
♪ They will always want more ♪
Yeah.
Other side.
Right.
[door closes]
♪ Just a little bit queer ♪
♪ Bring your friends if you... ♪ What is it?
What do you want?
We need...
We need to talk.
Yeah, I get it. Talk about what?
Are you... Trevor...
[sigh] You don't understand.
Maybe I don't.
But I don't care to anymore, either.
[snickers]
You're so fucked up, D.
Oh, I know.
You d... I know that.
You don'tknow. Okay, if you knew...
you'd change. I want to, baby,
but it's not enough! I need help!
You need to help me!
I don't "need" to do
anything for you.
Okay.
But I'm asking you.
I'm pleading with you.
Darrell, we've been through this so many fucking times now.
Well, maybe I wouldn't be so fucked up
if someone was actually there for me!
If you were actually there for me!
Don't you dare try to blame me! Okay?
This is not my fault! I'm not blaming you!
You... are not my fault!
You're the one who can't handle any of your own problems.
Guess what, Darrell. Everyone's got problems.
Okay? You don't have a fuckin' monopoly on pain.
I think you like being an addict, D...
because you think it leaves you blameless in some way, like...
Or you can't be held responsible for your actions
because you're no longer in control.
Yeah, you're one to talk?
[sigh]
You know what?
I'm not gonna be here for you to fall back on anymore.
You gotta learn to stand on your own two feet.
Use those feet and get the fuck outta my hou...
[snickers]
You're fuc...
You're high?
You're fucking high?
You come over and tell me to help you to change,
and you're high?
Get up.
Hey, baby, don't.
[tearfully] Don't.
Get up!
No. Trevor, just... Don't. Get out.
Fuck you!
Thank you!
[sniffles]
[soft knock]
Whoa, Buffy, it's me.
You okay?
God, they could hear you guys yelling from out there.
I mean, I was... standing a little closer to the door,
but still.
I can't believe him.
Honestly, I'm fine now.
God.
You guys, it's... fine. Seriously.
Go back to partying.
Are you leaving?
Yeah.
Thanks for being here.
I mean, you know, it's always fun
to see Darrell. [soft chuckle]
Like, who does that?
You're really okay, though.
I mean, if you want... I'm fine.
I just...
don't understand how that person
used to be my best friend.
And my boyfriend, no less.
I don't know.
What about me?
What?
Do you ever feel that way about me?
Are you kidding me?
Why the fuck would you say that?
I just wonder whether this is the right time for us.
You know?
No. I don't know.
Look.
Tonight made me realize something.
Sometimes it's not just about getting over the person.
It's about getting over what they did to you.
And what do you mean by that?
I could hear you guys in there.
And you sounded so upset.
So hurt, and...
Yeah. So?
So maybe you're not ready for this, Trevor.
And that's for you to decide.
No. I...
Look, I know how you feel about me.
I just want to let you know you have an out.
Are you breaking up with me?
[chuckles]
Not at all.
Good. Well, neither am I, so...
Do you get what I'm saying, though?
Yeah. I get it.
Listen, I just want to go inside. Okay?
Good night.
Trevor.
[door closes]
[Jake] Look, I'm sure he's just freaked out.
All that yelling and screaming? He'll get over it.
[Trevor] It's not even that. I mean...
He thinks I still have feelings for Darrell.
Do you?
How could you even ask me that?
After all you've been through,
some time apart could be a good thing.
Ephram might be right.
I don't understand this. I mean...
I've gone through so much because of Darrell, and now,
even though I've walked away...
[sigh] it's just not fair.
[Andie] Life's not fair.
[Trevor] What's that supposed to mean?
It's not a riddle. I'm sure you can figure it out.
Whoa! What is your problem?
Do you ever think that maybe someone else is going through something, too?
I mean, besides you?
Do you ever think about that?
I get that this is hard on Ephram, too.
Wrong. Excuse me?
Not Ephram. Try again.
Um... okay.
Andie, if there's something wrong,
by all means, tell me.
[scoffs]
And when would I have time to do that?
I mean, here at the Trevor Holding Show?
We only have time for one person's problems.
You're kidding me, right?
I mean, have you missed tonight's events?
My ex just came over and ruined my party.
Ourparty... actually.
And that's kind of my point.
I've pretty much run out of sympathy for you.
I don't know what your fucking problem is...
but I doubt it gives you the right
to be such a stupid cunt.
[sigh]
What the fuck was that?
Shouldn't you, like, run after him or something?
Ugh. Fucking roommates!
You don't even live here!
♪ Tell me again ♪
♪ That beautiful lie ♪
♪ The one you told ♪
♪ That made me cry ♪
♪ Whisper alone ♪
♪ The lullaby ♪
♪ Whisper me somethin' ♪
♪ For a good night ♪
♪ Can't we pretend ♪
♪ I'm not broken ♪
♪ No, no, I'm not ♪
♪ Make me a promise ♪
♪ You can keep ♪
♪ Make me anything you want ♪
♪ That's what I will be ♪
♪ It'll be all right ♪
♪ It'll be all right ♪
♪ Nothin' changes ♪
♪ All your beautiful lies ♪
♪ Lay on me ♪
♪ Tell me again ♪
♪ Just like a fool ♪
♪ I'm not askin' much ♪
♪ Just somethin' more ♪
♪ And patient Destiny ♪
♪ Willing to say you are ♪
♪ Or what keeps you here with me ♪
♪ This is the last time ♪
♪ This is good-bye ♪
♪ This is a reason for me to learn ♪
♪ I don't want to know ♪
♪ Why should I care? ♪
♪ And while I'm down here ♪
♪ Groveling on my knees ♪
♪ It'll be all right ♪
♪ It'll be all right ♪
♪ Nothin' changes ♪
♪ All your beautiful lies ♪
♪ Lay on me ♪
♪ It'll be all right ♪
♪ It'll be ♪
♪ All right ♪
♪ Nothin' changes ♪
♪ All your beautiful lies ♪
♪ Lay on me ♪
♪♪ [fades]
I feel like I've been sleepwalking through my life.
I work in an answering service, for God's sake.
It's not right.
Okay, so, what do you think needs to happen?
And don't say 'sleep." [chuckles]
How the fuck should I know?
Maybe you just need to get plugged.
Plugged?
Yeah, like, butt sex.
Oh, my God. Do you even have a soul?
Oh, please. I got rid of that a long time ago.
Do you want me to find you someone here?
Um, yeah, I'm dating Ephram?
I think that you actually have to return someone's phone calls
for it to really be considered dating.
Why do I even talk to you?
Yeah.
S... I can't see. [sigh]
Guess who.
I'm not playing your reindeer games, so...
Oh, I thought you liked surprises.
Yeah. I don't.
Jakey, I miss you.
Yeah...
[sigh] Yeah, I've just been so busy recording.
Right, Trev?
Busy.
[sigh] So, I mean,
we'll have to catch up sometime,
but just, like, not, you know, not now.
Okay. Well, uh,
don't make me wait too long.
I can't stand it.
Hours are like days without you.
"Hours are like days without you?"
Who the fuck was that guy?
Just a... a guy.
Oh, my God. You don't even know his name.
I mean, of course I know his name. I just...
Yeah, I don't know. [both laugh]
You're sick.
I think I'm about to be.
I'm so glad you forced me out of the house.
I know. Right?
So, are we gonna talk about whatever happened between us?
I don't know.
I guess, if you want.
I'm just...
Okay. I can't tiptoe around this.
Were you just... pissed off at me the other night?
Or is this, like, deeper?
"No" to which one?
Listen...
I don't know.
I just had...
way [sigh] too much to drink,
and... I shouldn't have said what I said.
I mean, is that what I'm like?
Selfish?
Self-centered?
Egomaniacal?
You can stop me at any time now.
[chuckles] No.
Not always.
[laughs]
I'm joking.
Trevor, it really wasn't even about you.
I just have a lot
on my mind.
And... um...
I'm sorry I wasn't a better friend.
Honey, no. I'msorry.
Shut up and give me a hug.
Okay. So, I'll let you know as soon as I hear.
Yeah. I love you, too.
Bye.
I come bearing gifts.
What is it? Thai.
Thanks.
[sigh] Okay.
[chuckles] Get in here.
I tried to call, but you didn't answer, so...
Yeah. Sorry.
Who was on the phone?
My mom.
Oh.
How's she doing?
She's fine. She's complaining
about the heat in New York and how my dad
won't pay to have an air conditioner installed
because he thinks it's... [sigh]
Anyway, I don't know why I'm telling you this.
So, shall we eat?
Yeah.
Um...
I got you pad thiu.
And... uh...
steamed mussels.
Oh, and that gross soup that you like.
Thanks.
So, what was it like, the whole, uh...
nuclear family thing growing up?
Well, what do you mean?
[chuckling] Never mind.
Stupid question.
I've seen enough sitcoms to know.
I guess I'm pretty lucky.
I really don't know what I would've done without them.
I think you'll like them.
At least, I hope you will when you meet them.
Am I meeting them soon?
I didn't realize they were coming to town.
I meant in the future.
That is, if there's going to be one.
[sigh]
Yeah, uh... about that.
Look.
I want to apologize.
I didn't mean to be such a dick
after the party.
I know you were just trying to help.
You have nothing to worry about.
And I really do want us to be together.
[soft chuckle]
Good.
You don't know how glad I am to hear you say that.
And... I'm sorry if I made you question that.
No, you didn't. It's just that it's really...
Because I know that I have this tendency
to sort of...
I know.
To be really neurotic.
I know you do.
[chuckles] And just sometimes I'm, like...
That's what makes me love you. uh, like...
What?
[chuckles]
Trevor, I'm...
I'm falling in love with you.
[door closes]
[loud heartbeats]
[heartbeats continue]
Trevor, what the fuck?
I don't understand. I mean...
Are you okay?
Is everything okay?
[heartbeats]
Yeah, [sigh]
See...
I just don't feel well.
I think it's the food.
We haven't even started
eating yet.
That's what makes it so weird.
Look, if this is about what I said...
No. It's...
just that, like...
the smell of it or something.
Um...
Okay... I'm sure
it'll pass.
[rapid heartbeats]
I just need to stay in here a minute
[heartbeats continue]
away from the food.
Well, look, all I was saying is...
You know what? I'm not
doing this through a bathroom door.
[door unlocks]
Okay, listen. I didn't mean to snap at you.
I mean, we were literally just resolving things,
and then I go and put all this pressure on you
by saying that I love you.
It's just that I really... It's nothing.
It's nothing?
You know what? I don't even know why I'm apologizing.
I'm acting like I did something wrong.
You know... I think things
have been pretty amazing between us.
And you've pretty much led me to believe
that you feel the same way.
So it's only natural for our relationship
to progress to this level.
Right?
You can't seem to handle that, Trevor,
which is exactly what I was talking about at your party.
[sigh] So tell me.
What the hell am I apologizing for?
Wow, Trev.
Thanks for clarifying. Hey, don't.
Look, don't do that.
I just don't know what to say.
Well, please try and think of something
because I can't keep filling in the blanks for you!
Okay, you're wrong! What?
Not about how youfeel. Okay?
About how I feel.
I just...
I want to do this the right way.
I guess I just have to accept that.
Sorry about what I said.
[Ephram sighs heavily]
Yeah, but you meant it.
And in a...
fucked up sort of way...
it's pretty romantic.
All right.
Seriously.
Seriously.
[Ephram sighs heavily]
[Ephram] I don't get you.
You said you don't know how I feel,
so I'm just trying to clarify.
[sigh]
I can't do this right now.
[sigh]
Could you get off me?
Please?
[sigh]
♪♪ [instrumental]
[sigh]
♪ I have no place to go ♪
♪ And nothing to show ♪
♪ For the places I've been ♪
♪ And everywhere I go ♪
♪ It's there I am again ♪
♪ Sure 'nuf, sure 'nuf ♪
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
♪ Yeah, it's easy to run ♪
♪ From the sum of yourself ♪
♪ When what you add up to ♪
♪ Is someone else ♪
♪ So roll the dice ♪
♪ One more time ♪
♪ For me tonight ♪
♪ Maybe if you just stay ♪
♪ Everything ♪
♪ Will be all ♪
♪ Ri-i-i-ight ♪
So, for my last song, [applause]
I'd like to play something a little different. [applause]
And by different, I mean that this one is mildly uplifting.
[chuckles] Uh, this is for my friend.
It's to let him know that I think he's doing the right thing.
♪ ♪
♪ We're just across the table ♪
♪ But we're worlds apart ♪
♪ Lookin' back now, it's clear ♪
♪ That we weren't so smart ♪
♪ But you found a lover ♪
♪ Inside this fighter ♪
♪ And we found God ♪
♪ Inside a kick-ass one-nighter ♪
♪ ♪
♪ But that was long ago ♪
♪ And I owe you money but ♪
♪ Business is slow ♪
♪ Sounds kind of funny ♪
♪ Hey, there you go ♪
♪ Calling me honey ♪
♪ Though I think you know ♪
♪ You'll never see me again ♪
♪ In the same old house ♪
♪ Two different ♪
♪ People ♪
♪ Seeing drops of blood ♪
♪ Still laid the path ♪
♪ To what used to be us ♪
♪ Hanging in the hallway now ♪
♪ Just shreds of paper ♪
♪ And shards of glass ♪
♪ When you burst ♪
♪ Through the gate ♪
♪ I stood up straight ♪
♪ You poured some wine ♪
♪ I drank yours and mine ♪
♪ You took my breath ♪
♪ And tied up my tongue ♪
♪ Yeah, you were the one ♪
♪ To lower my gun ♪
♪ You were the one ♪
♪ To lower my gun ♪
♪ You were the ♪
♪ One ♪
♪ To lower my ♪
♪ Gun ♪
♪ But that was long ago ♪
♪ And I owe you money ♪
♪ But business is slow ♪
♪ Sounds kind of funny ♪
♪ Yea, there you go ♪
♪ Calling me honey ♪
♪ Though I think you know ♪
♪ You'll never see me ♪
♪ Again ♪
[distant chatter]
[scream of rage]
♪♪ [song intro]
♪ I close my eyes ♪
♪ And breathe in deep ♪
♪ I take a sigh ♪
♪ 'Cause I can't sleep ♪
♪ A dozen times in my mind ♪
♪ I've said goodbye ♪
♪ Conversations in my head ♪
♪ Of words unsaid ♪
♪ But you won't disappear ♪
♪ Like you're supposed to ♪
♪ You're much too sincere ♪
♪ To let me let go of you ♪
♪ When I try to walk away ♪
♪ You hold me ♪
♪ I'm far too deep ♪
♪ And you won't listen, dear ♪
♪ To what they tell you ♪
♪ There's something missing here ♪
♪ Because I know you ♪
♪ When I try to turn away ♪
♪ You will touch me ♪
♪ I'm far too deep ♪
♪ I'm far too deep ♪
♪ I'm far too deep ♪
♪ You can't help me ♪
Whatcha readin'?
An article about the learning habits
of macaques versus humans.
They're monkeys, the macaques.
Ooh.
So tell me.
Yes?
What are your thoughts on New York?
What are you getting at?
I think we should go there.
Okay, yeah. Sure.
I was thinking sooner rather than later.
I'd have to see if I could get my shifts changed.
Trevor.
I know this is bad timing.
Or maybe it's perfect timing. I don't know. But...
I got offered the position in New York.
They want me to start in two weeks.
And I mean, this hospital...
Yeah, I know.
It'd be such a great opportunity for me.
And it'd be closer to my parents, and...
Trevor. I know
this might not seem like the best thing right now,
but I really feel... No. it...
sounds great.
I mean, it's good news. Right?
But I'll only take the job if you come with me.
[Andie] He what?
He asked me to go with him.
You mean, like, drive with him,
help him get settled. All that stuff.
Well, yeah, but, I mean...
ultimately, he wants me to move to New York.
I can't breathe.
Are my lips blue?
What? No.
'Cause these blue lollypops always do that.
What do you mean, he wants you to move to New York?
Do I have to answer that somehow?
I mean, you can't just pick up and move to New York.
Just because Ephram got some position
doesn't mean he can expect you
to follow him anywhere and everywhere.
He didn't ask me to follow him anywhere.
Or everywhere, for that matter.
Just to New York.
Well, Jake's right. You can't just...
leave everything behind in L.A.
I mean, you have a life, too.
Really? If you haven't noticed,
I don't have much going on here.
Andie, wreck the car.
Trevor, you haven't even known this guy that long.
Now you're just gonna move to New York with him?
"This guy?" Andie,
Ephram and I have been dating for months. Okay?
And he's not just some guy.
He's been through so much with Darrell and me.
Well, yeah, but now Darrell's dead.
So don't you think conveniently moving to New York
is a little like running away?
Andie, come on.
[sirens]
I never said that I was going with him. Okay?
Just telling you guys that he asked.
Ephram asking me to move brings up a very good point.
Heeven said it.
I don't have much going on here...
No career, no family besides you guys.
Basically, when it comes to L.A.,
I'm not even on the map.
He said that about you?
Well... just that I don't have
a career holding me back.
I kind of added the rest for effect.
But it's true. I mean...
you know it is.
[Andie] All right.
You're right.
Okay.
You know it's really cold there, right,
like, in the winter. [Andie chuckles]
Oh, my God. [chuckles]
[soft knock]
Hey, Trev, can I talk to you about something?
No. I'm really busy here.
Of course. Come on in.
[sigh]
Andie, what's wrong?
You know what? I shouldn't even be doing this right now.
I... It's not fair to you. [sigh]
Shut up. What is it?
[sigh]
Um...
I don't even know how to say this.
Oh, God.
I...
tested positive for HIV
when, uh... I went to the clinic with you guys.
I'm HIV-positive.
[tearful sigh]
Uh, I mean, I...
That doesn't make sense.
How could...
Like, how could you get it?
From who?
[snickers] There was this guy.
What guy, Andie?
Just some guy.
I got really drunk and...
slept with someone.
And I don't even fucking remember it.
[sobbing]
And I guess...
[breathes tearfully]
He didn't wear a condom, or...
maybe it broke.
[tearfully] I don't know.
[sobbing] Why don't I know?
[sobs]
[sobs]
[sobbing] You can't leave, Trevor.
Andie.
[Andie crying]
[both screaming]
That has to be the best stir fry I've ever had.
You think anything you put in your mouth is amazing.
Shut up.
[both chuckle]
Thanks, though.
Seriously. Except my mouth
is kind of on fire.
Oh... yeah.
Sorry. I forgot to tell you.
I made that for a real man.
I think you know I'm a real man.
Oh... [chuckles]
[both laugh]
[chuckles]
Hey, Trevor...
Can I be frank?
Who am I gonna be, though?
Ooh, can I be Walter?
Trevor.
Sorry.
Really, Walter?
Yeah. I don't know.
Not so much.
[both chuckle]
Go ahead. Be frank.
Damn it. I should've said I'd be Bean.
Frankie Bean.
Are you done?
Sorry.
Please proceed.
Seriously.
For real, now.
About New York.
I'm not trying
to put pressure on you in any way.
I want to make sure we're on the same page.
What number? Damn it, Trevor.
Please.
I'm really sorry. I...
I'm blaming the wine. I don't know.
I'll be serious.
Honest.
This is the thing.
I need you to understand
that I didn't just ask you to come
to New York with me on some sort of whim.
The truth is that before they even offered me the position,
I was already considering what the rest of my life
would be like with you.
So when New York came up.
There wasn't a question.
I just couldn't picture myself there without you.
I can't picture me without you.
[both chuckle]
But, Ephram...
hypothetically,
if I were to decide not to go,
you can't stay here for me.
I know.
I've already decided to take the job.
And I want nothing more than for you to come with me.
But I'm honestly not trying to tell you
how to make your decision. I just,
I didn't want you thinking that my decision
to ask you to come...
wasn't a sound one.
[chuckles]
I want you with me.
You know I love you.
[multiple kisses]
[both chuckle]
[indistinct chatter]
[laughter, chatter]
[Trevor, narrating] It's this feeling like
life's just happening...
to you...
as if you're not really part of what's going on.
We're constantly dreaming up
different realities for ourselves, but...
what happens when the reality
seems more like a dream than anything?
You watch yourself living...
and it's like you're helpless.
You can't do anything to change it.
[chatter, laughter]
And even knowing that you're not alone in this feeling
is no consolation at all.
The fact remains...
it's just no good sleepwalking through life.
Hey, what happened? Are you in trouble?
No. I quit.
Dude, no way.
Way.
As a child, I always regarded
riding in the car as this sort of...
emotional experience.
My father and I never really got along,
so when he would pick me up from somewhere to take me home,
I always felt like he was taking me
away from the places I'd rather be.
It was as if I was somehow being forced
to leave something behind...
a part of myself, maybe.
I would spend the entire car ride home
turned around in the backseat,
watching my happiness disappear into the distance.
I should probably get out of the car, huh?
Thanks, guys.
I just...
sort of... [chuckles]
You know. Well, I...
I needed to, uh... Of course.
Go get 'em, tiger.
[chuckles]
This isn't really a time for that phrase,
is it?
No, Jake. It's not.
[chuckles]
[chuckles]
[chuckling]
I hate you guys.
[laughs]
Hey.
Hey, yourself.
I, um...
Come here.
[takes emotional breath]
Do you hate me?
What? For being late?
Of course not.
Shut up. [chuckles]
I could never hate you.
Not for anything.
It's just... Hey.
What we're doing is good.
I know it.
As hard as this is to do, I...
I know it's right.
Isn't that supposed to make it easier?
The best decisions are never easy.
But it'll get easier.
Eventually.
It has to.
I love you so much.
[chuckles] Then we can... No.
I just need you to know that. Okay?
Okay.
[sighs heavily]
It was all I could do to keep myself
from jumping out of the car.
If I could not longer be where I had been,
then at least I could turn my back on where I was headed.
It was like that for as long as I can remember.
Until one day, when my father finally said something about it.
He said, 'son, moving forward
doesn't always mean leaving something behind."
It's probably the most profound thing he's ever said.
Only it took me this long to finally hear him.
It was the same then as it is today.
I can't turn around anymore.
And for the first time in my life...
I finally feel like I'm looking in the right direction.
♪♪ [song intro]
♪ You walked in ♪
♪ To music and sat down ♪
♪ Digitally ♪
♪ A picture surround ♪
♪ Sound and flawless ♪
♪ With ♪
♪ Nothin' left out ♪
♪ I realize ♪
♪ Sophie Han paintings of starlight ♪
♪ They're very dusty from all sides ♪
♪ Looks like beach lighthouse designs ♪
♪ And I cannot remember ♪
♪ Nostalgic for your love ♪
♪ Because something lesser ♪
♪ Than existence ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ This condition is ♪
♪ Only meant again ♪
♪ All smiles ♪
♪ And no pain at all ♪
♪ And it's all time ♪
♪ Spent livin' right now ♪
♪ In free wine ♪
♪ Frozen two weeks ♪
♪ Through broken eyes ♪
♪ Cynical and vanished smile ♪
♪ Just the long days ♪
♪ When the sun sets and rises ♪
♪ The same weight ♪
♪ And out of and lost in the same maze ♪
♪ Happier just for a while ♪
♪ And our words ♪
♪ Nothing compared ♪
♪ To a midnight ♪
♪ When the last thing you did was relive it ♪
♪ And timing is everything ♪
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