All language subtitles for Greys.Anatomy.S21E17.1080p.x265-ELiTE

[♪ "Move Me" playing]

[Grey] In the early days of medicine,
when most diseases were untreatable,

what patients wanted to know
was how long they had left.

Are you offended that I'm working
on our wedding day?

No. I'd be jealous
if Levi wasn't coming to marry us.

That sounds weird.

Officiate the wedding.

We're gonna hang here and get ready.

I can't believe how many
of our friends and family are

- showing up on four days' notice.
- Your family.

I don't have any family,
and your mom hates me.

Doesn't matter. It's not for her.

- We're getting married.
- We're getting married.

- We're getting married!
- [chuckles]

Okay, bye, guys!

I will see you at our wedding.

[Scout] Bye, Daddy.

Wait, you think your mom hates me?

People believed the best doctors weren't
the ones who could help you buy more time.

But the ones who made
the most accurate prognosis.

I'm happy for Wilson and Lincoln,
but people need more notice.

Do they think we have
closets full of formalwear?

I mean, we work in pajamas.

[chuckles]

- Oh.
- Oh. Looks like the vacation's over.

Uh, do they look to be in good spirits?

They seem tan.

- Altman's wearing her ring, so...
- Look, this is none of our business.

Well, she has my career in her hands.
I need to know if...

- Hey. Hey.
- Hey, welcome back.

How was the trip?

Hawaii was beautiful.

Yeah. But it's good to be home.

[Grey] Now that we have
more tricks up our sleeves,

We're less interested in
calculating the odds

and more concerned with beating them.

[Helm] Whoever has been raiding the snacks
in the senior residents' lounge,

you are interns for three more days.

- Hands off. Stay out.
- They have caramel rice cakes.

[Helm] Uh, Griffith,
you and Adams are on neuro.

Millin, you're with Webber.

Again? Are you sure
that doesn't say cardio?

Kwan with Ndugu.

Have fun reducing scrotal hernias.

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh
It's the way that you move me ♪

Did you go home at all last night?

I stayed in case Dylan needed anything.

How is she?

The same.

[Griffith] I brought my dress
for the wedding,

- but if you...
- Let's see how the day goes.

[Grey] But just because we don't
spend as much time predicting the end,

doesn't mean it's not coming.

Hey. Thanks for holding down the fort.

Everything go okay?

Uh, yeah, pretty uneventful.

Except, uh, Nora Young is back.
Her graft's infected.

Oh. Did you put her on Vanc and Zosyn?

[Ndugu] Yes, and I'm waiting on
her blood cultures

and repeat CT from this morning,

but it's only gotten worse.

Page me when you get the results,
and we'll put our heads together.

All right. You got it.

Hey, uh, you sure you shouldn't let
Ndugu handle this?

I don't love the fact
that you slept with her,

but after the last two weeks,
the therapy, the talking, the sex,

as far as I'm concerned,
she's just another patient.

- Okay.
- Okay.

[Adams] Okay, Dylan,
we're about to scan your brain

just like yesterday and the day before,

- all right?
- Can she have the headphones again?

Yeah. You want some music?

Uh, blink once for yes and twice for no.

Okay. Music.

Are you scared, bunny?

[♪ "Peachy" playing on headphones]

Hey, do you want to do our dance?

Okay.

All right. We're about to start the scans,

- so I'll come get you when it's all over.
- Okay.

I'll be right outside.

All right. Get ready to scan.

[Griffith] Do you think
she'll ever recover?

No idea. All I know is that four days ago,

I operated on a brave
and happy Expedition Scout,

and now she's terrified.

And can only communicate
by blinking her eyes.

You don't wish locked-in syndrome
on your worst enemy.

Uh, I'm loving 12.

[doorbell rings]

[gasps, squeals]

Your uncle Levi's here.

I'm so happy to see you.

Maureen.

- Hi! Uh, Link's not here.
- I am not here for my son.

This wedding was pulled together
so quickly,

I figured that there was no way you could
possibly have time to prepare. No one did.

So, I thought, how can I help?

I am here to do your makeup.

Oh, that's... I... [stammers]
You really don't have to.

We didn't get to pick
a dress, or a cake, or flowers,

but I put myself through college
working makeup counters,

and this we can do. [chuckles]

- Yay.
- Hi!

- Grammy's here.
- [mouthing] Oh, my God.

Deb, I'm Doctor Webber.
This is Dr. Millin.

- Hi.
- Uh, you are?

- Uh, I'm just Steve.
- It's our first date.

We were having coffee,
and I started having sharp pain in my arm.

Your arm? I-I thought it was...

My mom died of a heart attack.

I'm sorry.

Thanks. It was four years ago,
very sudden.

[Webber] Well, it's good you came in.

Yeah, we're general surgeons. Triage
must have gotten their wires crossed.

Are you having any chest pain?
I can page cardio.

I left my phone in the waiting area.
Would you mind?

- Yeah, of course. I'll be right back.
- Thanks.

My arm is fine.

I have diarrhea, an insane amount
of diarrhea and cramping.

I threw up twice during our date.
Steve can never know.

- How long has this been going on?
- Five days.

I've been on antibiotics for a UTI,
so I thought it was that,

but now it's way worse.

Millin, next steps?

Uh, Labs, stool cultures,

and, uh, if you would raise your arm

- for me.
- I, uh... I didn't see your phone.

Huh. Weird. [chuckles]

Um, yeah, well, while she waits for
cardio, let's take an X-ray of the arm.

Yeah, okay.

Excuse me.

[Nora] They're taking good care of me.

Oh, Mom, I have to go.

I love you. Bye.

I was wondering how long
you could avoid seeing me.

No, no, I wasn't. Teddy and I, we...

I'm kidding.

They told me you were on vacation.

[Hunt] Sorry I haven't reached out more.

[Nora] Owen, it's fine.

We had a lovely night, and you were
a perfect gentleman when it had to end.

Does Teddy know?

Yeah, she knows, and she's...
and she's okay with it.

Was that your mom?
Where is she these days?

Arizona. She's a nervous wreck,

but I keep telling her that the doctors,
they're gonna figure it out.

They always do.

Listen, I know you have to be
brave for your mom,

but you don't have to act brave for me.

You can be scared.

No, I can't.

The second I let myself be scared,
then it's over.

And it can't be over.

I have to be here for my kids.

Help me to stay strong.

Promise me.

I promise.

[Altman] How's it looking?

Not good. Nora's blood cultures are
growing fungus.

And the follow-up CT is showing
a new aortoenteric fistula.

We have to remove the source of infection.
The graft has to come out.

She's too unstable.

Once we remove the graft, the fistula
could cause a massive hemorrhage.

What about an extra-anatomical bypass?

- Like an ax-fem?
- We can't put in another graft.

- She's septic.
- But if we divert the blood flow

from her aorta,

she might be able to recover enough
that we could remove the infected graft.

And if she doesn't?

Then we have the hard conversation.

[Kwan] I know my opinion
matters the least,

but we owe it to Nora to try.

If we fight, she'll fight.

We have no other choice. This is it.

Okay, I'm in. Let's fight.

[doorbell rings]

- What happened to your face?
- Link's mom's doing my makeup.

- Does she hate you?
- [phone chimes]

Aw. Ann Richards got a bath.

- Who?
- The labradoodle James and I adopted.

I told you about this,
like, two weeks ago.

She was named
after the former governor of Texas.

Why?

- Because she is Ann Richards.
- [sighs]

Outspoken, wry, feminist.

Help me. I look like 1983 Boy George.

Okay, don't worry about it.
I'm great with moms.

[Maureen] Oh, you must be Levi.

I almost forgot.
I brought you something, Jo.

- I wore it at my wedding...
- That's sweet.

...and my mom wore it at hers,
and now it's your turn.

What did the scans show?
Please say something changed.

[Shepherd] There's nothing new.

[Jenna] You said her brain might absorb
the bleeding in a few days,

and it's been four.

The steroids that you guys gave her,
they didn't help?

It takes time for swelling
in the brain to come down.

[Jenna] Can you do something

- besides say "wait and see"?
- [Aaron] Jenna, don't.

[Shepherd] I know that it is frustrating,

but we need the hematoma to stabilize
and resolve on its own.

Operating now could do
more harm than good.

She doesn't even like staying in a tent.

She'll start with her sleeping bag
in there, and by morning,

she's pulled it outside.

Now look at her.

[Adams] We all want the same thing
for Dylan, I promise.

We just have to be patient
for a few more days,

then Dr. Shepherd can go in there
and fix this.

And it'll be over.

Yeah.

You want us on neuro checks
every two hours?

I don't know.

Did... Did I do something wrong?

You told those parents that if they waited
three days, everything would be fine.

Yeah, the mom was freaking out...

You raised their hopes
because it's easier than saying the truth,

which is there is a strong chance
I can't reverse Dylan's paralysis.

You need to keep it real,

and if you can't do that,
take yourself off this case or I will.

[sighs]

[sighs] Guess who's scrubbing in
on an ax-fem with Ndugu today.

- Is that...
- Hot diarrhea? Yes, it is.

Could you take this for me, please?

- Thank you.
- Well, have fun with whatever that is.

Yeah, well, don't screw up your bypass.

Oh, feces crossed. I mean fingers.

- Oh, where's Steve?
- In his car looking for my phone.

- How'd you two meet?
- [Deb] On an app.

I went through a tough breakup last year,
but it's been fun.

You forget what it's like the first time
you meet someone and feel butterflies.

[straining] Although, in this case,
I wish butterflies were all I was feeling.

What do you see?

Oh, my God. I can't find the borders
of the transverse colon.

Okay.

[Deb] Um, is everything okay?

Deb, um,

your condition is
what's called a toxic megacolon.

Basically your colon is
severely dilated and inflamed.

We're gonna admit you, run tests, start
you on an aggressive antibiotic treatment.

Dr. Millin, can you

- put in the orders, please?
- Yeah.

It's unreal.

Millin, lose the smile.

Oh.

You're pretty calm for a man about to tie
the ultimate surgical knot.

[Lincoln chuckles]

Well, things came together pretty well.
It helps that we're keeping it small.

Yeah, but it's still a lot of work.

The decorations, the invitations,
the cake.

Wait, there will be cake?

The decorations are simple,
the e-invites made things easy,

- and Helm offered to bake a cake.
- Oh.

Sounds like it's under control.

Just gotta shave and write some vows.

You haven't written your vows?

Well, we've known each other forever.
They practically write themselves.

I mean, I could probably wing it
if I had to.

Wing it? Wha...

Would you wing surgery?

Everyone's gonna be looking at you.
Jo will be looking at you.

Oh, it should be meaningful
and romantic and memorable, epic.

This could be the most important speech
you will ever give.

But you do you.

[child, on phone] I miss you, Mommy.

Mommy loves you so much.
See you in a couple days.

[call ends]

I stole extra blankets.

Just keep it between us.

Nurses get intense
about blanket allotment.

Did I just scar my kids for life?

They're on vacation with their dad.

I'm sure they're too hopped up on sugar
to notice you're in a hospital bed.

[Altman clears throat]

Dr. Altman, it's good to see you.

[Altman] I wish it were
under different circumstances,

but unfortunately,
your infection is getting worse,

and now you have another fistula.

You fixed the last one.

This one is more complicated,
but we do have an idea.

Yeah, we want to create
a new arterial path

from your arm to your leg
to divert blood away from the aorta.

[Warren] This should
slow the spread of infection

and allow us to remove the graft
while the aorta rests.

There are no guarantees,
but it is the best chance that we have.

Maybe the only chance.

Then that's what I want to do.

Okay. Uh, Kwan, Warren, book an OR.

Extra blankets?
The nurses must really like you.

[chuckles] Dr. Altman.

[Altman] It's okay.

I am going to take excellent care of you,
like I would any other patient.

[Griffith] Just did a neuro check
on Dylan. No change.

Can we talk?

- What are you doing?
- Research.

"Locked-in Syndrome."

- You know, Shepherd said...
- I know what she said.

She's under a lot of pressure.
You're just an easy target.

Are you siding with her now?

You were the one who didn't want
her to operate on Dylan.

You know, growing up, I heard every
euphemism for what happened to my mom.

Gone, passed, departed.

She was dead. I wanted it acknowledged.

I'm sorry that that happened to you.

- But Dylan is still alive.
- Yes,

- but we need to be realistic for the pa...
- You wanna keep it real?

Those two parents haven't slept or eaten
in four days

because they're watching
their daughter suffer.

Dylan is scared and alone.

I am not letting her think
we're giving up on her.

Where are you going?

Somewhere I don't have to explain
why I want to save my patient.

[Maureen] I messed up.
This one is crooked.

Oh, no one will notice.

They'll be too busy filling them
with candy.

That's right. I forgot that guests will be
making their own party favors

because that's what happens
at a last-minute wedding.

- [phone chimes]
- [Schmitt] Oh. [chuckles]

- Look at her.
- Is that a labradoodle?

Ann Richards.

Like the former governor of Texas
who championed women's health?

Yes. She appointed

more openly gay people to office
than any other governor before her.

She wasn't perfect,

but Texas hasn't been the easiest
transition for me and my boyfriend,

so it's always nice
to be reminded of the allies.

- [Maureen] How lovely.
- [Schmitt chuckles]

- She is just so cute.
- What is happ...

[Maureen] I'm sorry, sweetie,
did you say something?

I think the veil doesn't fit.

Oh, it's one size fits all.

[Maureen gasps] Oh, someone's up.

- I'll go check.
- Okay.

Oh, um...

Help her, honey.

- [Maureen kisses]
- [chuckles]

It's nice.

You're supposed to help me get
out of this, not make a new bestie.

Okay, no violence on your wedding day.

Plus, I think Maureen is
pretty reasonable.

You should just tell her you don't wanna
wear the makeup or the veil.

I think she'll understand.

Or you can look like this at your wedding.

Hmm.

Damn it.

Hey, I can assign you an intern
if it's post-op notes.

[sighs] I wish. I'm great at those.

It's these vows.

Oh. Well, let me see
what you've got so far.

"Dearly beloved.
We are gathered here today."

[chuckling] Are you officiating
your own wedding?

I don't know what to say.

What happened to "it writes itself"?

- You got into my head.
- O-Okay, try this.

Um, since you're great at post-op notes,
um, think of the vows as those.

Just walk through the relationship
step by step, and just keep it simple.

You want me to express my love for Jo
like post-op notes?

You got a better idea, Shakespeare?

- I'll give it a try. Mmm.
- [chuckles]

Why do you look like Ghostbusters?

Um, your labs came back.

You have a very contagious
bacterial infection called C. diff.

How can I have an infection
if I'm on antibiotics?

The antibiotics that you were on
for the UTI

killed all the good bacteria in your gut,

making you more susceptible
to bad bacteria like C. diff.

We'll get you started
on a triple antibiotic and...

Did you guys know that there is
a ice machine by the bathroom?

Uh, why you look like Ghostbusters?

Oh, my God. That's what I said.

Uh, Steve, we should probably
get you gowned and gloved as well.

Uh, because of her arm?

Um...

What's C. diff?

We put that on all the doors.

Please don't look it up... [groaning]

She's tachy. Abdomen is rigid.

Colon's perfed.
We need to get her upstairs now.

[groaning continues]

- Hey.
- Hey.

You ever think about the fact
that there are people who just

punch in, do their job,
and then just leave?

Hmm.

Every day.

How was your trip?

Oh, you know, it was great.

Surfed every day. Teddy and I got to have
dinners without screaming kids.

And we read, we... we talked.

Yeah, that sounds amazing.

Why are you so doom and gloom?

Well, now it's back to reality.

What does that mean?

Well, you watch the news.
The world's falling apart,

and, I don't know,
my marriage feels delicate.

And now Teddy is operating
on Megan's best friend from childhood.

What's her prognosis?

It's not good.

- I'm sorry about that.
- Thanks.

- That's gotta be hard.
- For me? No.

No, she's Megan's friend, not mine, so...

But you've known each other
since you were kids.

Yeah. She was a pain, so...

Well, is she still?

I... I should...

I should get back inside.

[Kwan] She was planning on taking her kids
to Yosemite this summer,

but I guess that's gonna have to wait.

[Warren] You're really
getting to know her, huh?

She's been in and out of here
a third of my intern year.

[Ndugu] The patients you spend the most
time with are the toughest to treat.

All right, let's remove this graft.

Scalpel.

- [monitors beeping]
- [Warren] She's in V-fib.

- No pulse.
- [Altman] Start compressions.

Push one of epi.

Is it... Is it time for another check?
I must have dozed off.

You're tired. It's hard
to sleep in a chair all these nights.

Okay, Dylan, can you hear me?
Blink once for yes and twice for no.

Hey, Dylan, can you hear me?

Can I examine you?

What's happening?

Uh, her pupils are responsive.

Why isn't she blinking?
She was blinking this morning.

Dylan, you wanna do our dance?

- Dylan.
- Come on, Dylan. Blink for me, please.

Dylan, it's Doctor Adams.
I need you to blink, please.

[Jenna] Dylan. Dylan.

- [monitors beeping]
- How long has it been?

- Twenty-five minutes.
- Damn it, Nora. Come on.

Come on.

All right, holding on compressions.

Come on.

We got a pulse.

[Altman] Every time
we were pressing on her chest,

I was afraid her aorta would blow.

All right.
I'll reach out to palliative care.

Wait. That's it?

- We're just quitting?
- She's hypercoagulopathic.

Her meds aren't working.
Her ax-fem is clotted off.

There is no way
to remove the infected graft.

Well, we tried.
We knew it was gonna be a reach.

I'm sorry to question you.
It's just she's so young.

Take her back up to CCU.

[Ndugu] Are you okay?

I'll meet you downstairs.

[Aaron] I'm sorry, how did this happen?

[Shepherd] It's hard to say without scans.

Sometimes things get worse
before they get better.

You said, "Wait." You said, "Be patient."

What did you do to her?

I mean, every day she's been here,
she's gotten worse, and you do nothing!

That's it?

Let's go for a walk.

- [stammers] I'm not leaving her!
- [Aaron] Please, please, come with me...

Order her a stat MRI. I need to see
if her bleeding or edema have worsened.

- Is that what you think happened?
- I don't know.

- Do you think we should operate?
- I don't know.

I appreciate your tenacity with patients,
but for God's sakes,

we just taped that girl's eyes shut
to prevent infection.

It might not matter how many days we wait.
This surgery is risky.

We could permanently paralyze her,
or worse.

That is why we don't overpromise parents.
Do you understand?

Yes.

Page me when her scans come in.

Of course, no marriage is
immune to complication,

but ours has
a highly optimistic prognosis.

- It's bad.
- [stammers] No.

Is it the words or the delivery?

Or is it both? It's bo...
It's both. It's both.

You just really ran
with the post-op notes metaphor.

I wanna give Jo a fairy-tale wedding.

Well, I think Wilson will be okay.

Yeah, because she rolls with whatever.
She planned a wedding in four days.

But she deserves the best.
Certainly better than these crappy vows.

You know what she's getting?

You.

You are an outstanding surgeon,
a wonderful father,

and a hell of a human.

So, speeches aren't one of your talents.

Just say how you feel in your own way.

[Webber] There you got it.

If they ever get married, this will be
a great story to tell their kids.

- I mean, minus having to remove her colon.
- [Webber chuckles]

In med school, I took Grace Johnson
to a street fair in Chicago.

The sun was out and there was
a light breeze across the lake.

And we held hands, danced in the street,
and then she ate a cookie,

and went into anaphylactic shock
from a nut allergy.

The worst date I ever had.

That is not where
I expected that story to go.

Tell me about it. All right.

All right, colectomy completed.
What's next?

- Uh, she needs an end ileostomy.
- Okay. How?

You bring the end of the small bowel
through the opening,

and you close the abdomen.

And then you brooke the ileostomy

by everting the edges
and suturing them to the skin.

It sounds like you know what you're doing.

Really? You want me to do it?

Well, you better do it fast.
I have a wedding to get to.

[Millin chuckles]

[Kwan] Hey, hey, relax. Don't overdo it.

[Nora] Um, how'd it go?

Nora, when we tried to remove the graft,
your heart stopped.

We had to leave the infected graft
in your chest.

How long until we can try again?

We can't.

If we did, you'd go into cardiac arrest,

and there is no guarantee
that we could get you back.

I am so sorry.
I wish there was more we could do.

- Can I have some privacy, please?
- [Altman] Of course.

Luna went back down.

She's a fussy one, isn't she?

I am gonna pack this up and put it away,

so you don't have to worry about
it getting dirty.

[mouthing] Say something.

About the veil.

It's a family heirloom.

I don't want to ruin it.

Oh. We'll cross that bridge
if we come to it.

- I wasn't planning on wearing a headpiece.
- You didn't have time to plan.

I don't want to wear the veil!

I'm sorry. It's just not me.

Neither is the makeup.

Oh.

I love that you want to help,

but I've got everything
under control over here.

Of course you do.

I'm gonna just, uh...

get out of your hair.

I made her cry. She already hated me,
and I made her cry.

- Everyone cries at weddings.
- Well, what if she doesn't show up?

What if I messed everything up?

I'm not just talking about the wedding,

but Thanksgivings and Christmases
and birthdays.

Maybe it's a good thing this happened,
because now it's out in the open.

And Link can decide whether to bail
or whether to spend the rest of eternity

listening to his mom passive aggressively
question my life choices,

and then picking up the pieces
when I explode on her.

Maureen does that?

She called this place
a death trap for kids at least five times.

And that that wasn't even
when she was commenting on my nutrition

or asking me
if I was getting enough sleep.

- Aw.
- No, "aw." Nothing is "aw."

Jo, you know who passive aggressively
questions life choices?

Moms.

She's just being a mom.

I gave my mom a thoracostomy
to save her life,

and she said I ruined her favorite shirt.

[stammers] I've never had a mom.

I know. So, trust me.

Sometimes it's just how they show love.

[Millin] The nurses will teach you
how to change your ostomy.

I'm here.

You're still here?

Of course. How'd it go?

Oh, everything looks good.

Did you run into any complications
when you were creating her ostomy?

I looked up C. diff during your surgery.

You've been amazing,
but my dad is on his way. You can go.

I've got no plans.

I thought maybe we can watch a movie
and drink clear liquids together.

[clears throat] I will be back later
to check on you.

Mark my words, that guy's a serial killer.

- Who, Steve?
- No one's that perfect.

No, it's only been a day. Give him time.

Thank you for letting me do the ostomy.
It's the coolest thing I've done all year.

Well, for what it's worth,
I'd say you're ready for second year.

Now you can smile.

There you are.
How come you're not in your suit?

There's a trauma coming in.
You look beautiful.

Thanks. Are you not coming to the wedding?

It's a three-car pileup.

I just need to make sure
that we have enough doctors to handle it.

How was Nora's surgery?

We knew it was a long shot.

Is she...

No, we got her back,
but we are out of options.

We had to call in
the palliative care team.

Are you okay?

[stammers]

I'm just... I'm thinking about her kids.

Really makes you grateful
for what you have.

Okay, um. Try not to be too late.
I'll save you a seat.

Okay.

- Sorry I'm late.
- Hey. Wasn't sure you'd make it.

Yeah, I went to see Dylan again.

I saw her chart. I'm sorry.
I was really hoping this wouldn't happen.

It makes you right.

I didn't want to be.

You think I wanted her to get worse?

You weren't trying to prevent it.

I was doing my job.

So was I. She's a kid.

- She has her whole life ahead of her.
- Yes, but the reality is a...

Stop saying that.

- I don't care.
- Lucas.

What's wrong
with believing in a future, huh?

What's wrong with hoping for the best?

Not everyone gets what they want.

That doesn't mean you back away.
You go down fighting.

Well, no, you go down fighting.
Not everyone can take risks like you.

Not everyone gets bailed out
when it goes wrong.

I didn't mean...

I think you did.

I'm done, Simone.

W...

Wait, where are you going? We should talk.

About what? Our future?

You made it pretty clear
how you feel about that.

Just took me a little longer to realize
that, realistically, we don't have one.

- [wedding guests chattering]
- [♪ instrumental music playing]

Hey, how's the cake?

Uh... [chuckles] ...shaped like a Pac-Man.
I had to cut out the piece

where Scout put his fist through it.
You're lucky your kid is cute.

Hey, it all ends up in the same place.

Yeah, don't say that to someone who
spent eight hours baking and decorating.

After my day,
I don't feel much like eating anyway.

Teddy.

I need one for Owen too. Thank you.

Can I? Okay, thank you. [sighs]

Did you see Nora maxed out on pressers?

I wish there was more
that we could do for her.

Yeah.

Oh, sorry, these doors all look alike.

No, wait, wait, wait.

I want to apologize, please.

I showed up
to my own parent-teacher conference

when I was in the third grade.

I taught myself to do laundry.
I moved myself into my college dorm.

I never had someone like a...

like a you in my life.

It's gonna take me a minute
to get used to it, but I want to.

I would like that too.

[♪ ethereal music playing]

Could you help me zip up my dress?

[gasps] Okay.

- Wow, it's tight.
- Okay. Mm-hmm. It's tight.

- Suck in.
- I am.

- No, suck in more.
- I am.

There you are. They need you
for the groom's family photo.

I'll be right there.

You look like a dream.

How's it going out there?

Scout stuck his hand in the cake.

Taryn had to fix it.

Seems like things
went a little better in here.

[crying]

Oh, no. I'm sorry. I'm-I'm sorry.

It's not you. It's, um... It's Maureen.

Having her here just
reminded me of what I've missed.

No one to walk me down the aisle.

No father-daughter dance.

I didn't think I cared, but, um...

maybe I just wish that I had the choice.

♪ Goodbye ♪

♪ Is that all that there is? ♪

[♪ song continues]

♪ Coming back again
Whenever you go away ♪

♪ I guess it's my turn to stay ♪

[vocalizing]

♪ So give me all your dreams
I said that I didn't want ♪

[♪ song continues]

♪ Coming back again
Whenever you go away ♪

♪ I guess it's my turn to stay ♪

♪ I guess it's my turn to stay ♪

...may you carry that love
in your hearts today and every day.

Link and Jo have written their own vows
and will say them now.

[Wilson sighs]

It turns out
that I'm not much of a speech guy,

so I wrote this instead.

♪ Strumming this guitar may seem like
I don't know what to say ♪

♪ But I swear I have the answers
To the questions of the day ♪

♪ Do I promise to love you always
To be faithful and be true? ♪

♪ Do I promise to love you forevermore? ♪

♪ I do, I do ♪

♪ We have stood by each other
Through the good times and through tears ♪

♪ We were meant to be together
It just took us 20 years ♪

♪ And I promise to love you always
To be faithful and be true ♪

♪ Do I promise to love you forevermore? ♪

♪ I can't promise you a fairy tale
Or a happy ever after ♪

♪ But till the world ends
From climate change ♪

♪ We'll seek out joy and laughter ♪

♪ When our kids are all grown up
And our days have neared their end ♪

♪ And your hair is gray and so is mine
You'll still be my best friend ♪

♪ Do I promise to love you always ♪

♪ To be faithful and be true? ♪

♪ Do I promise to love you forevermore? ♪

Jo...

♪ I do ♪

[wedding guests applauding, cheering]

- You okay?
- No.

How am I supposed to follow that?

[wedding guests laugh]

[Kwan] I spoke to your ex-husband.

He told me to tell you that they'll be
on the first plane back in the morning.

Thank you.

I'll take it from here.

[sighs]

Teddy told me what happened.

We all have to die sometime, right?
[chuckles]

It's not fair.

I know I shouldn't say this...

but I'm dying, so I have a pass now.

I think I'm a little bit in love with you.

I don't know what to say.

Can you just sit with me? Please.

[sobs]

[crying]

[Eric] Congratulations.

Four days to plan
and it's my favorite wedding ever.

Welcome to the family. [kisses]

["Give It To Me Baby"
instrumental playing]

I'm starved. Let's have some... Boiled crab?

And is that bread with melted cheese?
That seems awfully messy for a wedding.

[Eric] Let's let them
talk to their friends. Good work, son.

Okay, I know this isn't about me,
but how did I do?

Was I inspiring
like an Ann Richards speech?

- Who's Ann Richards?
- Their dog.

- You were perfect.
- Whoo! [kisses]

You can take my job.

Oh, thank you. You want to dance?

- Okay.
- Let's go.

[James, Levi laughing]

They look so happy.

Almost as happy as us.

Is that the solar system?

Oh. No, I'm trying to see if there's
a way to reroute Nora's circulation

so that we can remove the infected graft.

Oh, any bypass would be too narrow.
She'll thrombose every time.

We'd need
a shunt the diameter of an aorta.

What if we bypass the aorta
with a new aorta?

[chuckles]

Well, that's not a thing.

Not yet.

You wanna go look at her scans?

Yes.

[♪ pop song playing]

Bad day?

Bad year.

Mmm. [chuckles]

I thought Seattle was a jeans
and T-shirt kind of city.

Had other plans tonight.

I'd tell you I'm sorry, but I'm not.

- [chuckles]
- [chuckles]

You're doing the most right now.

- The most? Mmm.
- Uh.

I don't think you hate it.

[Grey] If you only had 10 months to live,
what would you do?

♪ Don't look down ♪

Would you hold your people close?

Dr. Ndugu,
can I please talk to you for a second?

Yeah, go ahead. I'll go upload the scans.
Meet me in my office.

Okay.

I promise I will make it quick.

Um, I have been getting the sense that
you no longer want me on your service.

Oh, no. It's not you.
Your classmates need time in cardio too.

It's fine. I don't care.
I was a little mad at first,

but then I got to scrub in
on this really interesting case,

and it made me realize

that I... I might be interested
in general surgery or ortho or plastics.

I mean, it could be anything really,
but I'll never know unless I try them.

Um...

Yeah, see what else is out there.
Hope you find what you're looking for.

Okay.

Or would you let them go?

[♪ song continues]

Throw caution to the wind?

♪ Don't look down ♪

♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪

♪ Don't look down ♪

♪ He don't know
But she don't know ♪

[♪ song continues]

Return back to
the safest most comforting place?

Because it might be the end of the road.

Or it could be just the beginning.

♪ Don't look down ♪