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i can't believe i had to drive all the way back here, just because i forgot my darn yoga bag

i don't remember closing my bedroom door

who could-

oh my son must be in here

what's he doing in my bedroom?

and why is the door closed?

he must be up to no good

why else would he have closed the door?

oh what could he be doing in there?

that he doesn't want me to see

what is that sound?

why is he moaning?

he's breathing so hard

whatever he's doing he wants privacy

i better make sure he's not doing anything bad

oh he's-

he's masturbating

oh

i should've known

why is he masturbating in my bedroom

oh my god

my son's cock

my son is masturbating on my bed

when he thought i wouldn't see him

oh what a naughty boy

i better have a talk with him

yeah

honey

is this what you do every time i go to yoga?

hmm?

i bet it is isn't it?

you're a naughty boy

aren't you?

touching yourself in mommy's room

oh honey you don't need to put your penis away

well

i'm your mother for one

that should be reason enough to do as i say

and

there isn't a part of your body that i haven't already seen right?

oh honey

honey, you know you don't have to hide that from me

just leave it out

just-

no i just-

feels like you're growing away from me

is all

the older you get the-

more modest you are

around me

more closed off you are

i don't know where you got it into your head that-

that you even need to close the door

you're not in trouble you know that right?

i'm not here on the bed because i wanna talk to you about...

what you should and shouldn't do

i just wanted to talk

with my son

just makes me sad that i feel like...

you're embarrassed around your own mother

well if- if you're not

honey

if you're not embarrassed around me, you have to show me

you have to show me

and take it out

just while we're talking and that'll make me feel like

you really are the same boy that-

i birthed and

raised

fed milk from my breast

let sleep with me in my bed

thank you sweetheart

it's not so hard is it?

really you used to not have any issues

you really would run around the house naked

do you not remember that?

we used to talk about everything

i don't care that you masturbate y'know

i don't

i don't

i just uhm

i want you to know that you don't have to-

wait for me to go to yoga to do it

i want you to feel comfortable in this house

no matter what age you are or how old you get

you don't have to close the door either

uh uh

i mean

maybe your father wouldn't agree with that but...

i don't-

he doesn't need the connection that i do with you

i feel like we're-

i don't know we're kinda the same person

i know that masturbation is totally natural

boys your age need to do it pretty often

hm hmm

and since you don't have a laptop yet

i can only imagine how you do it

what do you think about?

y'know

when you're-

touching yourself what do you think about

girls?

yeah?

girls

girls your age

anyone in particular?

oh come on

i though you said you were gonna be open with me

no?

just girls?

what about the girls do you like?

really?

no that's f-

totally normal

is it just girls your age?

do you...

get excited when you think about older women too?

you do?

well

only wanna know because

y'know they look so different

young girls

women

y'know

women like-

like me

we just look so different

than girls your age y'know?

well

i mean we're pretty in different ways right?

really?

think i'm pretty?

thank you honey

you make me feel so young again

what about mommy is pretty?

you like my hair?

hmmm what else?

[chuckle]

my legs?

well thank you i do work out

[giggle]

why do you think i go to yoga?

anything else?

'cause i mean

girls and women have that in common

you can say it

you can say tell me

my breasts?

really?

what about 'em?

do you like?

they're big?

yeah they are big

well i know you're not gonna ask so...

i'll just

go ahead and show you a little bit more

i can s- i can tell you're still very nervous

you shouldn't be nervous though

i'm just a mommy

bigger than the ones at school right?

well

they're heavy

yeah they're really-

really heavy

if you were

to kind of hold them up like this

they weight a ton sweetheart

bet you can't even imagine walking around with these, all day long

it's alright

sweetheart it's alright

i wanted you to keep it out it's only-

natural reaction that you'd get-

excited

about things that-

you were trying to find out about

you wanna hold 'em?

oh honey there's nothing to be shy about

thought we already had this talk

alright

sweetheart just-

put your hands on my breasts

honey

you sucked on 'em when you were a baby

i'm sure you can touch them

right now

just put your hands out

touch 'em honey

there you go

there y- don't be shy

there you go

aren't they heavy?

really heavy

do you wanna use the other hand?

you can

try to lift 'em at the same time

that's it

have a little fun with 'em

no it doesn't hurt sweetheart

actually kinda feels good when you do that

like a boob massage

have fun with them

do whatever you wanna do honey

i should've known

alright al-

you are funny

you like it when they jiggle?

is that why you're doing that/?

like the way they look?

nice and soft aren't they?

so uhm...

what other parts of mommy do you really like

you like it when i kiss you?

you like the way mommy's lips look

thank you honey

do you like it when i lick them like this?

yeah?

oh yeah

i'm gonna kiss you with these lips you love so much

i wanna kiss you

are you ready?

how was that?

wanna do another one?

that's nice

soft and wet

honey use your tongue

put your tongue in mommy's mouth

honey

you really do like my lips don't you

that's alright honey

i don't think it's gonna go down though

i have an idea

why don't you...

grab it

and uhm

do what you were doing before i walked in

good boy

good boy

honey

y'know

it might be easier if you just uhm

if you let me

y'know you have to use-

you have to use your wrists a lot more

like that

like that

[chuckling]

do you like it

oh honey

kiss me again

alright honey alright

shh

you really like mommy's lips don't you?

i wanna show you something sweetheart

i'll show you

where did all that nervousness go? hmm?

you were so embarrassed to show your penis to your mother

just a few minutes ago

i'm happy

this is what i wanted honey

this is what i wanted

did you like it when i kissed you?

you really did?

well y'know

girls sometimes put their lips on penises

like kissing it

hm hmm

and it feels-

really good

it's almost exactly like when i was kissing you on the lips

wet

and warm

it felt really good

right?

i'm just gonna kiss your penis honey

it's okay

i'm just gonna...

put my lips on your penis

kinda like that

you like that?

yeah

it is wet

it's supposed to be wet

feels better than your hand doesn't it?

even better than just my hand

just uh

a little bit more

y'know how i use my tongue?

when we were kissing?

you put your tongue in my mouth

i can do the same thing to your penis

i know sweetheart

i'm not kissing it anymore

that's different isn't it?

feels better

being inside mommy's mouth feels warm

tight

and soft

sweety i know

what happens when it feels really really really really really good

at the end

when you're rubbing your penis

what happens at the end?

when it feels so good

and then all of that white stuff comes out

doesn't it?

you see mommy really wants that to happen okay?

so if you feel it starting to happen, you should tell me

alright?

i know

i know

it's gonna be so hard

to even talk

when your penis feels so good

just gonna have to do it okay?

do it for me

you wanna see my breasts again

oh sweety

you had your time with them

alright

y'know that i can't say no to my boy

it's actually kind of perfect it's getting really hot in here

is that better sweety?

wanted to see 'em again?

i'm so glad you're not shy anymore

this is really how it should be between us

forever

whenever you wanna masturbate sweetheart

don't close the door just because mommy's home

alright?

i want an open household

whenever i see you you shouldn't feel embarrassed

no

no you shouldn't

not around me

i should admit something

since you've been so forthcoming about everything with me

when i come- came home early i-

i heard you through the door

and i opened the door and i looked in

i know i should've given you your privacy

i know i know

but i had to make sure you weren't doing anything naughty

you were

but it's not the bad kind of naughty

sweety

did you know that women can masturbate too?

hm hmm

when i saw you touching your penis

i really wanted to masturbate

i did

i did

when i saw my boys penis

when i saw how you were stroking it

touching yourself

the way you were breathing

it made me really excited too

you miss those kisses

of course we can kiss again honey

maybe after

but y'know

kissing like that

you should probably...

not tell anybody we do that

it's just-

kind of a mommy son secret thing

yeah?

yeah

kissing like this

is also kind of a mommy son secret thing

okay?

you gonna tell mommy when that-

that white stuff is gonna come out right?

you gonna tell me?

'cause i wanna know

i wanna know how to get ready

when to get ready

no honey it's not 'cause i wanna get out of the way

no i don't want you to do it into a tissue

i want you to uhm...

i want you to...

put it in my mouth okay?

hm hmm

right into my mouth

oh yeah

good boy

i know

i know you did

i know you did

you wanna see?

you do?

hmm?

i love it honey

hm hmm

i do i know

i know it's okay

i know you weren't able to tell mommy it's alright

you did very well honey

isn't it nice being open with mommy like we used to be

you have to promise me no matter how old you get

you'll always be like this with me right?

you'll always be able to do anything you want with mommy

i love you sweetheart

i love you so much

nothing will stand in the way

of us being together

of us being close

so much for yoga class right?

it's alright sweetheart

you did fine

alright why don't you get cleaned up, i'll go get started on dinner okay?