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Then I took him to the hospital.

Dr. Williams admitted him. That's it, really.

Did he identify himself?

Tell you what he was doing there?

He said something about him being sorry.

-Do you remember exactly? -It was something like...

like he says he's sorry,

or he's sorry.

Like, tell someone: I'm sorry.

''Like, tell someone I'm sorry. ''

There was a lot going on.

At what point did he become unconscious?

-After that. -Right after?

I guess.

Did he fall? Did he faint?

Did you see what caused him to become unconscious?

It was probably after the fall.

-Did you see him fall? -I just assumed he fell.

You can't assume these things, Andrew.

Would it kill you to say anything good,

about what I just did?

I don't know why I have to congratulate you,

every time you pull one of these stunts.

It wasn't a stunt, Paul. He's lucky I was there.

No one's debating that.

I didn't realize we were just debating something.

I just want you to do your job, like everyone else.

What is that supposed to mean?

Why didn't you call for back up? Or let me know of your location?

Oh, I knew you'd bring that up.

Well, I've been telling you to get your CB fixed for weeks.

I even offered to fix it for you.

What is it going to take, Andrew?

I said I'll get it fixed.

We have procedures for this kind of rescue.

I know you know how to do your job.

Look, I've told you everything I know about it.

So, if you want to put it in there that I'm not doing my job,

fine. You're the boss.

You coulda been hurt.

I'm fine, Paul.

Why does everything have to end up,

with you in the damned hospital?

I said I'm fine, Paul.

Go see Doc Williams about your wrist, all right?

Okay.

-Nancy is making Sunday dinner. -2:30?

After church as usual.

Okay.

Can you hear me?

I'm Dr. Mary Williams.

Here at Summit Valley Hospital.

You're okay.

You've been asleep for a while, but everything's alright.

You have some good bruises coming. Is it your shoulder?

It's not broken, but it's gonna be sore for a while.

Does it hurt anywhere else?

Everywhere...

You can speak.

-Can I have some water? -Sure.

What's your name, honey?

My name's... uh, mmm.

My name's...

Lie back for me.

Any part of your head hurt?

No.

Do you remember why you're here, how you got here?

No.

It's just the shock from the accident.

Accident? I was in an accident?

Well, we think so.

It looks like you fell while you were hiking.

I don't remember...

No, no, no. We'll just take it slow.

I'm gonna have some lunch brought in for you.

In the meantime, you just relax.

You can watch some of the finest basic cable,

that Summit Valley has to offer.

If you need anything, just ring the nurse bell.

I'm Dr. Williams, again. Okay?

I'll be back to check on you later.

You'll live, as usual.

I've had worse.

I know. I'm your doctor.

How's he doing?

He's a little disoriented. Bumps and bruises.

But he's lucky, really.

Geez, Doc. Have you done something new to your hair?

Well yeah, as a matter of fact, I have, thank you for no-

Oh, what do you want?

Can I see him?

I don't think he's ready for visitors yet.

I just wanted to introduce myself.

Why would you want to do that?

I just saved his life, that's all.

You're just basically thinking of his welfare.

What's the big deal?

Well, to begin with, he can't remember anything.

Least of all, you.

He doesn't remember what happened?

Me? How do you know he doesn't remember me?

He doesn't remember his own damn name.

He's suffering from some kind of a memory loss.

How does somebody lose their memory?

Well, a sharp blow to the head will do it.

Are you sure?

Did you see him hit his head?

No. No. Why?

Well, I haven't found any indication,

that he has head trauma.

So that's not why he can't remember.

I'm sure it's psychological, which puts it out of my league.

Okay, hero-boy. All finished.

Dr. Akers, would you please pick up the courtesy phone?

I thought you were sleeping.

Are you a doctor?

No, no. I'm a forest ranger.

A forest ranger?

I'm the one who rescued you. On the mountain.

I brought you in here.

I don't know what to say. Thank you.

I can't say it big enough: thanks.

I'm glad I was there.

You don't remember me, huh?

No. Sorry. I'm just having trouble with my memory.

You don't look too bad.

I mean, you're not as banged up,

as I thought you would have been.

Did you see what happened?

Why?

Well, I must have hit my head, and...

What about you? What happened?

That's just a sprain. I've had worse.

I'm sorry if you were injured because of me.

Well, let's just say when you remember everything,

don't sue me.

-What do you mean? -Nothing.

No, no really, I'd like to know.

I think you are the only person who knows what happened to me.

Well, you kinda took a swing at me.

Why would I do that?

Don't worry: you just weren't in your right mind.

-What? -I mean you were freaking out.

I was freaking out?

Okay, I'm saying all the wrong things.

Just forget everything I just said, okay

Consider it forgotten.

I better let you get back to sleep.

Wait. What's your name?

I'm Drew. Drew Parker.

Mark.

-My name is Mark. -Okay Mark.

I promise, I'll make this up to you.

Don't worry about it.

Okay if there's anything you need, or whatever,

you can just let me know.

I will. I appreciate it. It was nice meeting you, Drew.

Mark...

Sorry I can't be more help.

Well, besides your clothes, we're still searching the area,

for your personal effects...

Why don't you try these on?

I think they will look really nice.

Nancy, I'm trying to conduct an investigation here, okay

The poor boy needs some clean clothes.

Like I was saying, you didn't have any ID on you.

If there's anything at all that you can remember...

Well, there is one thing.

I think I might have tried to punch that ranger.

-Andrew? -Yes.

-You remember that? -No, not exactly.

We discussed it.

I just wondered if that's considered a crime?

That looks nice.

Let's just call it duress.

Besides, he probably had it coming.

Why don't you try it on with this shirt?

Honey, just let him go through the bag,

and find something he likes, okay

The church has plenty of donated clothes.

I'm sure you're gonna be able to find something,

that you'll need.

That's very kind of you.

It's my pleasure.

Why don't you let me take your clothes,

and get them all cleaned up for you?

You don't have to do that, really.

It's no problem.

I think that makes an even million.

You're not very good at this game.

Can you take a check?

How much do Rangers make?

I'll mail it to you. What was your address again?

Very funny.

Listen.

I really appreciate you helping me kill time around here.

Oh, yeah. I thought you'd be bored.

You don't even know.

Yeah, actually I do. You know,

I can take a day here, maybe two,

but I start climbing these walls.

Well, I lost count.

Why don't you go wander around outside?

I'm an amnesia patient.

What if I can't remember how to get back?

I never thought of that.

Hey, I know what we can go do.

Hey.

Hey, get back here!

Doctor.

Hey! Cheater!

Knock knock.

Hey!

You hungry?

What's that?

Just the best burgers you can find up here.

I'd love anything besides this hospital food.

Here.

Good, huh?

The best.

It's like you read my mind.

God, even the water is bad.

You know, it takes an extra effort,

to make it taste like that.

We do live on a natural spring.

Remind me to note it on the comment card.

You know, if you want, I can talk to Doc Williams,

see if I can get you out of here for a little while.

Get you some fresh air.

You think she'd go for that?

No, probably not.

But it is me who's asking, so how can she say no?

So why are the little hairs on the back of my neck standing up?

I was just thinking, you know,

how it gets really cramped in here,

not that the hospital isn't just,

a wonderful place to be held hostage.

So, what's your point?

Why don't you let me take him outta here for a while?

And do what?

I don't know. Maybe plant a tree.

You still do that little ritual?

Of course. It could start working at anytime.

Might do him some good. I'll see what I can do.

Thanks, Doc.

Isn't it your turn to do the dishes, honey?

Is it my turn? What day is it?

So, I talked to Doc Williams today,

about him coming home with me.

What??

Doc thinks it would a good idea.

There's no reason for him to be at the hospital.

I mean, if he comes back home with me,

he might get better faster.

She says it's okay, if you say it's okay.

Why do you have to put me in this position, Drew?

Because you're the boss, remember?

Well, I just wonder about your motivation on this.

We're just friends. That's all it is.

He's been through so much, Drew.

You can't expect him to be someone he's not.

The point is, we're peace officers,

and you shouldn't be socializing with this John Doe.

His name is Mark.

He thinks his name is Mark.

I think somebody can remember their own name.

He can't remember anything else.

I haven't told him anything about the incident.

He just remembered taking a swing at you?

Well, what was supposed to do? Lie?

I just don't want you making things complicated for him.

I was just hoping I could bring him around here.

For dinner or whatever.

The poor man has been through so much.

I think we can open our home to him.

I'll make you a deal.

You make the call on this one.

It's all on you, whatever happens.

I'm not gonna stick my neck out for you, are we clear on that?

-Deal. -I mean it.

I got it. No neck.

All right. I'll talk to Doc Williams about it.

Thanks, Paul.

Now repeat those instructions.

Don't discuss the accident.

And don't be late for your/my appointments.

Very good. Mark, if you have any more nightmares,

I want you to call me.

Otherwise, I'll see you tomorrow.

Okay Thank you, Dr. Williams.

I think you could call me Doc, now.

Doc...

-Let's go Rockford Files. -What?

So,

is rescuing people an average day in the life of a ranger?

No.

We spend most of our time just clearing trees or mud.

Rescuing animals though, sometimes.

But forest fires, that's our biggest concern.

Well, it's quite admirable.

It has its moments.

I have that feeling like I'm playing hooky.

I have that feeling for real!

That's the ranger station I'm supposed to be at.

Duck, quick!

I think I saw my brother, Paul.

Paul is your brother?

I know...

This looks good.

Okay, I demand an explanation.

You're going to plant that tree.

There were plenty of worthy spots,

anywhere in the last 20 miles...

You're about to become part,

of a time honored tradition.

See, every time you fall off this mountain, you know,

and live, you have to make it a peace offering.

This?

Time honored. I've done it a million times.

You fall off a lot?

Off, in, over, through. You name it.

You ever use one of these before?

Of course... I must have.

I don't think you've done this before.

I don't know.

That's your answer for everything.

It certainly is convenient.

-This is your place? -Yep.

Come on in.

This is it.

-Go make yourself at home. -Great.

-You want a beer? -Yeah.

Thanks.

You want to go check out the view?

Yes.

Wow.

The winter is amazing.

It's completely white capped.

It's quiet.

What?

I was just thinking about that tree.

I swear, the worst times that thing will ever see,

-is you plantin' it. -That was pretty bad.

Yeah. I'm afraid it was.

I'm a professional, you know,

so I know what I'm talking about when it comes to trees.

Okay, right, right.

You know, you're probably an accountant or something.

An accountant? Thanks.

Well, you have the hands for it.

My hands?

You don't use these things for real work.

You know, they're too soft.

Too soft?

That definitely looks like a manicure to me.

No it doesn't.

Here, look at my hands.

Oh, yeah. They are rough.

That's labor for you.

Anyone home? Drew?

Yeah? Out here, Paul.

Nancy pressed your clothes.

Thought I'd drop them by for you.

She didn't have to do that. Tell her I appreciate it.

Sure, sure.

So, is Drew being a good host?

Yes, he showed me around today.

Good, good.

Good.

-You wanna beer? -No, Nancy's waiting.

Don't be late tomorrow.

We gotta clear that brush off the runoff.

You got it.

Good night.

You can have the bedroom that's down here.

-Okay? -Bathroom's right next-door.

-Drew? -Yeah.

I don't have any clothes... to sleep in...

Oh,

just let me...

We coulda picked something up while we were out.

No, it's fine.

Are you okay?

Yeah, I just had a nightmare.

Can I get you something?

No, I'm alright.

Are you sure you're okay?

Yes. I hope so.

You can talk to me, you know?

It's just these nightmares I'm having...

I can't remember anything specific,

but it's...

I guess it's the way I feel about myself when I'm in them.

You know, like... Like my life has always been so...

calculated or...

planned.

It makes me feel tired.

Like I don't want to remember anything else.

Who says you have to remember anything?

The past is the past.

You don't think it matters?

You can't change it. Even if you wanted to.

I don't even know who I am, though.

What kind of person I am.

All that matters is who you are right now.

You don't even know me.

I know enough.

I do want to thank you, though, for everything that you've done.

And what you're doing.

Don't worry about it.

I'm glad I woke up here.

Me too.

''Out with Paul. Food in fridge. Extra clothes in dresser.

Help yourself. Be back soon. Drew. ''

Hey. I thought you were working?

I am working.

I was just going down to the lake.

-You wanna to come with me? -Sure.

You have that look on your face.

What look?

When you get tense, you get:

I don't look like that, do I?

Not anymore.

This thing is a piece of junk.

Pop the hood.

Try it now.

How did you do that?

I don't know. I just remembered.

You must be a mechanic.

I hope this doesn't mean I have to get a job.

What's the matter?

-Nothing. -You need to relax.

-I am relaxed. -You don't look relaxed.

What are you doing?

You don't think we came out here to sit in a boat, do you?

I think the water's a little cold?

Well, there's only one way to find out.

You've gotta be kidding.

Nope.

That's refreshing!

What are you waiting for?

I think I'll pass. Thanks.

You're not going to get another chance.

Why? What do you mean?

We drain the lake for winter.

You drain the lake?

Yep.

In a couple of weeks,

this is just gonna be a big puddle full of fish.

Why do you drain the lake?

I don't know.

Shouldn't a forest ranger know why they drain the lake?

I guess I could ask somebody.

Oh my God, are you any good at your job?

I'm working right now, aren't I?

So am I gonna have to drag you in,

or are you coming in on your own?

Maybe I don't know how to swim. Did you ever think about that?

There's only one way to find out.

Come on, I'm here.

I'm not going to let you drown.

Are you sure it's not cold?

Positive.

You think way too much.

Just jump in.

I will. Just wait a second.

You said it wasn't cold!

I know. It's FREEZING.

That's NOT funny.

Where are you going?

To get the hell out of here.

C'mon, it's not that bad!

So what if your brother saw us swimming in the lake?

I mean, you're supposed to be working?

He doesn't come down to the lake.

Why not?

He just leaves the lake to me. I watch after it.

Is it because of your parents?

I saw the article in your room. I'm sorry. I don't mean to pry.

No, no, that's okay. It was a long time ago. It's okay.

I shouldn't have brought it up.

Do you really want to know?

Yeah.

Come on.

So, this is, WAS, my parents' place.

This was their dream.

How long has it been closed?

God, years now.

Some people took it over after my parents died,

but they just couldn't make a go of it.

My parents were only able to keep this afloat,

with me and Paul's free labor.

I guess that's what kept us out of trouble.

-Were you there that day? -No. Paul and I were here.

You know my parents never took any time for themselves,

so I thought it would be great if they could take a day off.

They went to the lake. And just never came home.

I'm sorry.

They were trying to help some boaters who got stranded,

and something just went wrong.

I'll never forget when the police came here to tell us.

They just said, ''Accidents happen.''

And you're still angry about it?

Why should my parents die for them?

Those stupid boaters. I guess they were panicking.

And I told myself if I was ever in the same situation,

that I would never go down for nobody.

I don't blame you.

It's unfair. Always will be.

Me and Paul have never been the same.

I think he blames me because,

I pushed so hard for them to take the day off.

That doesn't make it your fault, Drew.

Sometimes I just feel guilty.

God, we were just kids. What could we do?

I'm gonna open this place up some day.

I'm gonna name it after my parents.

Someday.

That's a noble thing to do.

It's kinda selfish.

I just want to bring some peace to it all.

Well, I think you should do it. I do.

I've never had anyone believe in me before.

It's nice.

-Are you making fun of me? -No. I'm serious.

My whole life has been about me thinking that I'm different.

You know, that I'm a bad person.

And when I'm with you, I don't think about that.

I'm just me.

Hey, will you grab me some bowls?

No, they're down here.

This is where I keep them.

What?

At my house. I keep the dishes in this cabinet.

I just remembered that. Weird.

See, you are getting better.

So what do you call this?

This is rabbit stew.

-Rabbit? -Yeah,

it is going to be my specialty at my restaurant.

How is it?

-It's... chewy. -Rabbit's like that.

Uh, can I help?

Is it that bad?

No, it just needs a little adjustment.

Wow. That's delicious. How'd you do that?

Looks like I'm good at something after all.

Well, you can do all the cooking.

Let's eat.

... and I accidentally kicked the beehive,

and it fell to the ground.

Oh, no!

It broke open and I swear,

there must have been a million bees,

and we went running for that lake.

Those bees were pissed because they waited for us.

I managed to get away,

but Paul got stung up pretty good.

Paul.

You're lucky to have a brother like him.

Yeah, he takes care of me.

He has since I was twelve, you know.

We've had some good times.

You know, about last night...

I was just thinking about that.

No, I want to tell you. It wasn't fair of me to do that.

I really would like to tell you something.

I feel so much better here with you.

And I'm remembering things and we have a good time together

And you did rescue me, after all.

That's no excuse, though.

No, no Drew, listen,

I'm just trying to tell you that...

I'm glad that you were there that day.

And,

And?

I'm glad that you're still here.

I'm glad, too.

C'mon, it's going to be okay. I can get you out of here.

What is that smell?

Breakfast.

Smell good?

This is one of those moments in life,

where I don't know whether to be kind or be honest.

We can fix it though.

So, how'd you sleep?

Okay I guess.

More nightmares?

Yes.

The more I'm learning about my old life, the less I like it.

Well, I could care less if you went back to your old life.

Why is that?

Because I like spending time with you.

Is that a fact?

Yeah. And you look really cute in my clothes.

Why am I doing all the talking?

Would you feel better if I said,

you look cute in your clothes, too?

Yes, I would.

You do.

What was your first time like?

Is that a trick question?

No.

My first time... it was my 'first' time.

It's the most exciting, I think.

He was in my Phys. Ed. Class in college.

We had decided to run the track in the morning together.

And then one day, we decided to run the trails.

And the next thing I know, we were in the bushes.

It was really hot.

I bet.

Do you think it changes who I am?

Do you think it can make me a different person?

Do you feel different?

I guess it's different,

because I don't know what I felt like before.

Can't remember, I mean.

Well, can you tell me what's different?

I feel freer, and lighter, happier.

That's good to hear. How is Drew treating you?

Drew is great. I owe him my life.

Is he pressuring you?

No, we've become close friends.

Mark, you know,

it's perfectly normal for you to feel an emotional response,

to the person who's saved your life.

But,

it doesn't mean anything for you two personally.

I know.

You know he's homosexual?

He's open about it?

To me. To some people.

And?

And you tell me. I thought you would be surprised.

Am I doing the wrong thing?

There is so much that you don't know about yourself.

You have a life to go back to.

Are you preparing yourself for that?

Is everything okay

Dr. Williams asked about me about us.

-What did you tell her? -Nothing.

It's okay to talk to her.

Are we that obvious?

Is that what you're worried about? Being obvious?

Well,

I don't want everyone looking at me, you know,

and pointing it out. Because I'm with you.

Are you trying to make some point?

That didn't come out right.

Did you know, when you came to see me?

I can't talk about it. I promised.

Promised?

Not to talk about the incident.

What does this have to do with the incident?

I want to tell you. I do.

But, you have to remember it for yourself.

Or what's the point?

I'm so tired of all this mystery. Really.

Don't you have feelings for me?

Yeah, I guess.

Yeah, I guess?

Yes, I do.

To answer your question:

I came to the hospital because I wanted to meet you.

Really?

You are so handsome. And well spoken.

When am I ever going to meet anybody like that up here?

What can be so horrible about my past, anyway?

Most people spend their whole lives trying to forget it.

Consider yourself blessed.

I do.

In Your name, we pray. Amen.

In Your name, we pray. Amen.

Amen.

Are you a religious man, Mark?

If I wasn't before, I might be now.

We have a great church.

You should bring him by next Sunday.

Nancy, you know I don't go to church.

There's too many small-minded people.

Drew, if there weren't any small-minded people,

then we wouldn't need any churches.

You know what I meant.

I think you said what I meant.

Come on, that's enough you two. Let's go.

This looks delicious.

Thank you.

Hey, maybe you should get Nancy to cook at the restaurant.

What restaurant?

I thought about opening the place back up.

-When did you decide that? -I've always thought that.

Did I say something?

This happens all the time around here. Secrets.

So you told him all about mom and dad?

You know, I have to ask:

What is it like having amnesia?

I've never met someone who's had it.

-Nancy- -No, it's okay.

You know when you have something on the tip of your tongue,

and you just can't think of it, but you just swear you know?

Well, it's kind of like that.

But you can't remember anything? Not even your family?

Well, sometimes little things come back to me,

like images or smells, but nothing specific.

Apparently I'm just blocking the incident,

because it was so traumatic.

You were very lucky.

It seems like every year someone dies from falling.

Don't they Paul?

Nancy, we're trying to eat here.

It is pretty gruesome.

He doesn't even say a word.

He just goes out, looks at the dead body,

and starts working.

I just couldn't do it.

That's so morbid.

It's not morbid. It's a fact of life.

If it ain't the mountain, it's something.

I mean, you could be hit by a bus.

Since when is there a bus in this town?

This one here devils me constantly.

You know I love you like a sister.

How are you two getting along?

I'm very lucky.

Me, too.

You must be ready to get back to normal.

Well, the only thing familiar to me is my life here. So...

I don't know.

Well, you just think of us as your family.

Even after you go home, you'll always be welcome here.

What are you thinking about?

Nothing.

I don't believe you.

Yeah, well. It's a little complicated.

Try me.

I feel like,

like I'm pretending,

that I don't have some life,

that I'm eventually going to have to go back to.

I'm in love with you.

I thought you were in love with me.

Drew, I don't even know who I am.

Maybe you're better off not knowing,

did you ever think about that?

What are you keeping from me?

I can't tell you.

Don't you think I should know? I think I have a right to know!

It's the past. It has nothing to do with the present.

It's my PAST.

I can't have a future without it!

If your old life is so fucking great,

then why were you trying to end it?

You hit me?

I had to.

What did I do?

If I tell you, you have to promise,

that nothing will change.

How can I promise that?

You have to.

Or I'm not going to tell you.

Fine. I promise.

We had a big storm.

Came up from the northeast.

It came up pretty fast.

It started pouring. Paul called me in.

So I went down by the trails,

and checked to see that the gates were closed.

There was a lot of water already.

I saw something, I don't know,

a jacket or something. So I got out of my truck.

...that's when I heard someone, you,

You were yelling.

I came over and found you stuck in some rocks.

Come on, it's going to be okay.

I'm going to get you out of here.

You were yelling, ''I'm sorry. I'm sorry. ''

Kind of out of it.

Promise you'll tell her, will you? Tell her I'm sorry.

Okay, okay. I promise. Now you've got to stand up. Okay? Come on.

I have to go back.

Are you okay Are you hurt?

Why?

Because I wouldn't let you go back up.

Why did I want to go back up?

To do it right.

I was trying to kill myself.

I was scared when they told me about your memory,

because I thought I had caused it.

I had to do something to stop you, you know?

Are you mad at me?

No.

You did what you had to do.

You promised.

I meant it.

Tell her I'm sorry, will you?

I can't do it. I have to go back.

Leave me alone.

It's right down here.

How in the hell did it get down there?

I don't know. No skid marks.

You think it was on purpose?

Hard to say.

I don't pull up cars with bodies in 'em.

There's not a dead body in there. Already checked.

Here's the paperwork right there.

Hell of a thing.

What's up?

Tom Diller called me, personally.

Someone reported seeing two men kissing on Crow's Peak.

Is that something worth reporting?

Were you wearing your uniform?

Yeah.

Christ, Drew!

What's the big deal?

My hands are tied. You're suspended for one week.

What for?

You know damn well what for.

Yeah, I know what for...

I don't want to hear any excuses, Drew.

One week. End of discussion.

Yes.

I'm calling about registration information for a 2002 Volvo.

Yes, I'll hold.

Someone saw us?

Yeah.

Well who? Who saw us?

Are you getting upset?

Who saw us?

Who cares?

I do. I said I didn't want to be obvious.

I don't care what Paul thinks.

Oh, yeah. Well, what about your job?

It's just a job. This was going to happen sooner or later.

Drew, you have to work, you know?

You don't understand. I can't live up to Paul's expectations.

I'll never be good enough for him.

I think we're spending too much time together.

Why are you acting like this?

I can't just keep running away from my life.

I'm eventually gonna have to go home,

and then this is all going to end.

Are you preparing yourself for that?

Get out.

What?

Get out of my truck!

Don't do this.

Get out! Fine! Let's just get this over with then. Get out!

Mark?

Mark!

We're all set.

Now what?

Now you go home.

Where's Mark? He said he came back here.

Didn't Paul call you?

Why? What happened? I want to see him.

He's not here. He went home.

Home?

His wife picked him up. He's married.

His WIFE?

She came and took him home a little while ago.

I'm sorry, Drew.

That's it? Just like that?

Paul found his car and he put a trace on it.

Why didn't anyone call me?

I thought Paul did call you?

Oh, Drew! Just you wait! We have to talk about this!

Paul! Paul!? Paul?

Paul is not here.

Well, where is he? I wanna talk to him.

He's been trying to reach you on your CB.

Well, that is really convenient.

You know, that is enough.

I will not have you coming in my house this way.

Are you trying to throw me out?

If you can't respect me and my husband in our own home, yes.

Why is Paul trying to hurt me?

Paul is not trying to hurt you, Drew.

Won't you ever see that?

He's given his whole life,

to see you educated, raised, fed.

You chase your heart around, and this guy, who is he?

I'm in love with Mark.

And you're willing to come in here,

and forsake the only family you have left?

You don't know anything about it. Okay?

You just married my brother,

so you could get out of your parents' house.

Drew, I swear, if you pull this shit once the baby comes,

you will not be welcome in this house!

What baby?

Paul still hasn't told you?

Fuck this.

Don't you see how sad that is?

You can put it there.

I guess we can afford that hospital bill.

So, your condition. It's real?

You really can't remember anything?

Some stuff is coming back to me.

Stuff? Did you suffer brain damage?

I have so many questions.

Questions.

You first.

What's our last name?

It's Reeves.

Mark and Catherine Reeves.

Reeves.

I'm a mechanic, right?

A mechanic?

No, you're a stockbroker. At my father's company.

You've just taken all your vacation, by the way.

I thought I was a mechanic.

You don't know the first thing about cars.

Mmmm.

Mmm, what?

Nothing.

At least SOMETHING sounds familiar around here.

Make me a drink, would you?

Uh, sure.

Oh... beer?

Beer?

There's no beer.

I, we, drink a dry martini.

I'll fix it myself.

I feel so out of place.

Well, cheers to that.

-I drink this? -Like water.

It tastes like turpentine.

You don't like it?

There. Forget about it.

Great, it's the fuzz...

-Drew! -Go away!

What the hell are you doing out there?

I'm having a drink. You want one?

Drew, get out of the water.

Go home, to your wife and your kid.

I was going to tell you.

I don't give a shit.

I'll come in there after you if I have to.

Come in then.

You want to drown? Will that make you happy then?

Me, happy? Who cares if I'm happy?

Stop it with the self-pity all right, and grow up!

Is that why you came down here,

so you could lecture me,

on how great you are because you're all grown up?

I came down here because it's my job.

Put your clothes on.

You know I can arrest you.

Yes, Paul. I know. You can arrest me.

Go home, Drew. Sleep it off.

Do you feel better now?

Does it make you feel good to hurt me like this?

The world isn't out to get you, Drew.

He has a life. We all have a life.

Believe it or not, it doesn't revolve around you.

You're your own man now, start acting like it.

I didn't kill them!

You think I didn't want them to come home? DO YOU?

No one's blaming you!

You blame me everyday! You're always riding my ass.

They're dead.

We can't live up to anything anymore.

Don't you get that?

Go home Drew.

Maybe I'll just go back out there and join mom and dad.

How's that sound?

You would make my whole life,

a complete waste, just for spite?

Mom and dad are dead,

and we're the only family we got left,

and you go through everyday, chancing to throw all that away.

Well, one day, Drew,

the world is going to take you up on that offer.

You're gonna walk out that door,

and you're not going to come home.

If you can honestly sit there,

and think that that will make me happy,

then, what kind of family is that? Huh?

And what kind of a brother are you?

Doctor Himmil will see you Thursday.

It's normally two weeks advance,

but I told him that this was an emergency.

Okay.

You do remember how to go to bed, don't you?

Of course.

So, are you gonna tell me what happened?

I went swimming.

You sure did.

I take it you had it coming?

Yeah, I think so.

Everything's so confused.

Why don't you give yourself a break?

Are you going to blame this one on me, too?

Is that what this is all about? Blame?

No.

It's about me being happy.

Well, you don't look happy to me.

It's just unfair, you know.

I just want somebody to come home to.

Somebody that wants to come home to me, too, you know?

That when they walk out that door,

I know that they're going to walk back in again.

I really loved him.

I just thought he loved me.

A part of him did, Drew.

Why can't I have that part?

You have lots of people who truly care about you, Drew.

You have lots of things to look forward to.

Like what?

Like, you're going to be an uncle soon.

Guess everybody has been keeping secrets from me, huh?

No, you just haven't been paying attention,

to anyone but yourself.

Guess I've been a real jerk, huh?

I love you too much to tell you otherwise.

You're making dinner?

Hi. Sorry, I didn't hear you come in.

Who are you?

That's the magic question, isn't it?

Oh, cheese? Where do we keep the cheese?

Can't have pasta without the cheese.

I'm lactose intolerant. We don't eat cheese.

Oh. It'll still be good without cheese.

How was work?

You know I don't work.

I thought, since you were gone all day, that you were at work.

I'm very busy with my philanthropic organizations.

Oh.

-Can I make you a drink? -Yes, please.

Turpentine, just the way you like it.

I don't know how you can be so glib about the whole thing.

I'm trying to make light of a bad situation, here.

What's light about it?

I'm basically having dinner with a stranger.

Funny. I can say the same thing.

Why would I be a stranger to you?

Don't you find the whole thing ironic?

The timing? The coincidence?

I have no idea what you're talking about.

Right, you have 'amnesia'.

I can see how that would be complicated for you.

-Are we always this unhappy? -You think we're unhappy.

Obviously. I thought I'd get a warm reception.

I figured, if I'm married to you, then we must be in love.

That's the Mark I know and, love.

Why don't you enlighten me?

I can tell you a thing or two.

You probably don't even know I know it.

See what else you have 'amnesia' about.

You think I'm faking this?

That's what this is all about.

I said, it's convenient.

I think we should discuss some sort of arrangement.

Arrangement?

-How much do you want? -Want?

Quit answering me with a question.

I have nothing but questions.

Obviously, you are back here for something.

Money? I can only assume money, unless it's to torture me.

I don't want either, Catherine. I just wanted my old life back.

Your old life?

My real life back.

I'm your old life?

What kind of new life were you having?

Did I interrupt something?

-I did, didn't I? -Wait.

Let me guess: what was HIS name?

He saved my life.

With a little mouth to mouth no doubt.

It wasn't like that.

What was it like?

Was it anything...

like this?

You can stop pretending now, Mark.

Wait a second...

You getting your memory back?

Any of these ring a bell?

You had me followed.

To some seedy places.

You knew.

I knew something was going on. But not this.

You said you were pregnant.

I had to do something!

It was a lie.

All these lies, what kind of life is that, Catherine?

I remember coming home that day.

When you showed me those pictures,

I couldn't even breathe.

There was nothing I could say that wouldn't be another lie.

Faggot! Get the fuck out of my life!

My father always said you were a fucking faggot.

You know what this is going to do to me.

Jesus Christ! You're getting nothing, though.

You know that? You're getting nothing.

There's nothing to you that I didn't make.

How could you do this to me?

How could you do this to me? Fuck you.

I couldn't go on, so I left. I ran away.

At first, I was just trying to get away from it all.

Clear my head.

I didn't know where I was going.

I just drove until the road ended.

I had to get away from my life.

I didn't care anymore about your father,

the money, this marriage.

I thought about turning around, and what it would mean.

I knew I could never come back.

Suddenly that storm came up.

There was no time.

I started climbing, but I didn't know where I was going.

I didn't care.

I thought to myself.

This life is a waste.

It's not real.

I'm not real.

I took off my jacket.

Tossed it over the edge.

The water swept it away,

and it just quietly disappeared.

And that's when it came to me.

I realized that's what I wanted.

But there was this sound.

I turned around.

It happened so fast.

Water and mud,

just came rushing down and washed me off the ledge.

Somehow I wasn't hurt.

That's when I knew I had screwed it up.

And you'd be furious.

So I had to go back up, do it right.

Come on, it's gonna be okay!

I'm going to get you out of here, now.

Tell her I'm sorry, will you?

Can you walk? Are you hurt?

I have to go back.

Are you okay? Are you hurt?

Just promise to tell her, will you? Tell her I'm sorry.

Okay, okay, okay, I promise. You've got to stand up.

Okay? Come on.

Don't you understand? I can't go on!

Just leave me alone!

It's not going to solve anything. Okay? Trust me.

The whole time he knew...

Why are you doing this to me?

Do you really love me?

I did.

Once.

Really love you.

When they told me that you couldn't remember,

I thought you wanted to start over.

Forget the past. Start over with me.

I wanted to,

you know?

We still could.

We've made a mistake.

A mistake?

Seven years of my life are a mistake? Fuck you.

We've been lying to ourselves.

You've been lying to me.

I'm really sorry, Catherine,

I thought I had a choice about this, but I don't.

I am who I am.

And, this, this isn't me.

Why didn't you just die up there and spare me the humiliation?

I didn't want you to come back and now I want you out!

I want you out of my goddamn house!

And this time: stay out.

What are you knocking for? Come in.

You were right. I know this is your home.

I'm just a guest in it.

I shouldn't have acted the way I did.

I'm not proud of the way I acted myself.

That's why God forgives.

You think he'll forgive me, too?

I'll keep praying for the both of us.

You want some coffee?

No, I can't stay. Is Paul here?

Oh, yeah, he's out back getting firewood ready.

Hey.

Hi.

How's your eye?

-Be good as new. -Good.

Look, I'm sorry...

Me, too. You know, I'd never...

I made you.

Yeah, you kinda did, actually.

-Here. -What's this?

-I'm officially firing myself. -You don't have to do that.

I want to. You know I wasn't happy being a Ranger.

What're you going to do?

I've been kicking around a couple of things.

Well, if you need any help, you know...

I know, but thanks, I want to do this on my own, this time.

You know...

-I am proud of you. -Thanks.

I mean for everything, you know, for taking care of me,

and all that.

What are brothers for, huh?

I want to be a good uncle.

You will be.

Well, I better go.

You coming for Sunday dinner?

-Yeah, wouldn't miss it. -Good.

There's a tradition around here.

When you fall off a mountain,

you have to make a penance to it.

You're a long way from home.

I wanted to say thank you, for everything.

You don't owe me anything.

I'm really sorry about the way I left.

Well look, I pressured you into something.

Okay? I'm sorry about that.

It was selfish of me.

I know who I am now.

Yeah, you're married.

Well, that's a little complicated,

but, well, we're going to end it.

Really?

I didn't know whether I should call or what.

You look good.

So do you.

You wanna come in?

Well aren't you supposed to be working?

I quit.

-Not because of me? -No, well, no, no.

So what are you going to do now?

What I've always wanted to do.

Come on, I'll show you.

What do you think?

Drew, I hate to tell you, but you can't cook.

Yeah, but you can.

Yes. Yes I can.

Did you have this planned the whole time?

I knew you couldn't resist me.

Did you hear I was going to be an uncle?

Oh, that's fantastic.

Well, if you play your cards right, we both could be uncles.

Funny you should mention cards.

I think it's time that I collect my winnings now.

Is that right?

Yeah, I'm kinda broke.

Well, your timing's perfect,

because you start your new job tomorrow...