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Dear Daddy, Yesterday you left us for good.

I don't know if I'll ever be able to get over it.

I wander around the house and I can feel your presence.

But whenever I try to hug you, my arms close in on a void.

Marco is as sad as me and we've been spending the day sharing our tears.

I know you wanted me to marry him as soon as possible, but I just can't. Not yet.

All I want now is to enjoy every moment of my youth to the fullest.

From my father's diary.

A beam of light is slanting through the sleeping room, tearing the dark mask of the past and bringing back teenage memories.

Suddenly silence gives place to sweet music which played along this period of my life. It reminds me of the pleasant atmosphere in which we lived.

How nice, but also painful, to find these objects you thought were lost, cheap things that bear the meaning of life.

Seeing them is like browsing through an old scrapbook, recounting the good and bad times of my youth. The youth of a man who was born long ago, back in the spring of 1925.

Fortunately, I picked a Divine Comedy. I had an A. I didn't expect it. All I was afraid of was to pick Leah Pardee.

Luigi was my best friend. That day we met my cousin Serena, who he was in love with.

I'm telling you, I don't care for Teresa.

Oh, liar.

I swear, the girl I love is a thousand times as pretty.

Describe her to me.

Well, this girl has got beautiful hazel eyes, a charming smile, long dark hair, and hands sweeter than the sweetest silk.

My cousin wasn't allowed to date Luigi, but my uncle's driver would not hesitate to put his job in jeopardy so that these young and shy lovers could meet.

Politics was one of my uncle's favorite topics, especially when he had guests over for dinner.

I'll tell you what, in my opinion, that Mussolini is a great man. It's no wonder. He was a big baby.

Mrs. Gribaldi was married to a Colonel on a base nearby. That night, I noticed she kept looking at my cousin Vincent.

I couldn't explain how, but I was confused by all these secret promises. Those looks would have made a nun blush.

At the end of the table, the Colonel wasn't pleased at all by what he was seeing.

He was doing his best not to lose his temper, but he was a hard man, and I knew he would settle this at home.

Every time she had guests, all my aunt cared about was my cousin's manners.

She had read in some book how to become the perfect hostess, but Serena wouldn't hear it, and it showed.

The atmosphere was so thick you could cut it. You could feel the tension in the air.

I knew something was about to happen, but I couldn't say what.

Oh, come on, you bitch. Oh, it's so fucking good. Oh.

Oh, that's it, baby. Oh, keep going. I've been waiting for this all night.

Faster, baby, faster. Faster, that's it. Oh, keep going. Oh, it's so good.

Suck me. Oh, suck that big rod. Should I show him? Should I show your husband?

I don't give a fuck if they hear me or not.

Oh, yeah, nice tits. Nice, soft tits.

Let me introduce you to these people fornicating outdoors.

Let's start with my sister Gilda, here with a total stranger.

She was a sensual and perverse young woman. I'll never forget her.

This other young woman, busy with three fiery stallions, is Jennifer.

She'd come to Italy after marrying a friend of my sister's.

Since he had gone to the Russian front, she never missed the opportunity of joining Gilda and those hot parties my sister would throw in the most uncommon places.

Feels good?

Oh, it's good

Darling

Masturbation was the main element of my youth.

I remember how I would introduce coeds to my older friends

My only reward was to stand by and watch them in action.

I enjoyed this a lot though. I would have loved to join in.

I only had my chance once but I blew it because I was too nervous and couldn't get a decent erection.

I felt so embarrassed

After all, this is a good job you get to drive and all sorts of... yeah...

I see your point. but my dream would be to pilot something bigger and much more powerful, you know

We drivers all we care about is the top speed I did 50 once.

It's no use insisting I just can't... how can we see each other?

Can't you see me now

Can't you see me now

So, what else do you want? I want to kiss you hug you I love you

See you

On an April morning. I had gone with Luigi to see my cousin

But the two lovebirds had had an argument and Serena had decided she'd get back at this goofy lover.

I want to lose my virginity

My sweet friend

You're the most attractive woman I've ever seen. you're an oasis of beauty in the desert of vulgarity.

You are the Sun that warms me and lightens my day just one look from you and my heart goes boom.

You really get me going, But I'm gonna be honest with you. If you leave me now, I won't be able to sleep prone tonight

I had introduced Jennifer to my cousin Vincent and she really liked him. Hey, you sure he didn't tell you bullshit

Yeah, I'm positive. We worked everything out. Just be patient

My cousin had told me that after a little warming up

Lucas and I could join in and help him soothe the wild beast

I'd played with myself so many times thinking about my sister's friend that I almost came in my pants before arriving at the car

But thanks to a technique of my own I managed to hold it in and no one could notice

God this is better than my dreams. Oh, I can't believe this was really happening

Oh Jenny, oh, I'm so glad you came to visit my sister

Oh, I want to cum on your face. Oh, yeah over your tits

I loved women passionately, but I felt so insecure back then that I had the hardest time getting over my inhibitions

And most of the time I would stick to watching and masturbating

One of the most fascinating scenes I saw was my sister together with our cousin and a friend of his Frederick

This was the opportunity for Gilda to display all of her talent

The driver and I had become close friends in part because we shared a secret and that was our sexual experience with my cousin Serena

Hugo his name was was scared to death that my uncle would find out

So one day he invited me to find out about another secret something I could never have imagined

Hi see right on time so what's the secret? well, it's more of a family tradition

You see your uncle has had a hard time satisfying madam. So in order to give her pleasure anyway

He has found an effective alternative

It also allows him to get his kicks while he's watching her. They're not far from here together with a charming person

Gee, I wish I could join in

Maybe one day I hope boy. These chicks are hot

Be careful. I wouldn't like to see you get fired my friend. damn, right

Have a nice time, see you

My aunt and another woman were having sex in front of my uncle

He was so into it. He hardly heard us approach

Our presence didn't bother him multiplied his pleasure instead

This was the last orgy of my youth, not long after war was spreading over Italy and down to our region

Fortunately, my village did not suffer too much

Of course our lives changed altogether. At the time, All we cared about was survival

Entertainment and sex were not on our minds yet life still kept many pleasures for us in store

Victor, one of my sister's boyfriends had joined the Red Cross and served as a litter bearer

His mission was to rescue the wounded and drive them to the hospital

To me he was like death picking up the dying on the battlefields to take them away on its sinister cart

He would often ask me to go with him on what he called his round. I would always accept his invitation because with Victor

Even during those awful times you could always live incredible experiences

Why have we stopped? If someone asks you say you don't know now take a hike

Huh? Come on get down

Put a hand in your panties. Yeah, that's it touch yourself now. Let me see that, it's not enough

Go on, let me touch your breasts

Yeah

You got a great body

I like. open your mouth, suck it

Forget me

Victor and I were good friends. I found him great. He liked to have me on his round. I was like his mascot

Every once in a while when they would be a low

He would take me on a trip with his friends.

I was a bit like a fish out of water because of the generation gap, but I was delighted anyway

Once we stopped in a mountain village

There was Victor and the nurse who had become his girlfriend

Frederick and the woman he had just married and of course your obedient servant

You can hear the crickets hum if you listen closely. here are the mosquitoes

Don't you have anything more interesting? me? like games?

Because I know a really good one

You scared me no, what about you? You want to play? Play what already? just kidding come on let's go inside

I will be right with you. Could you bring us our luggage, please Benson? right away, Thank you.

I soon noticed how Victor was attracted to Frederick's wife

Nevertheless, I could have never believed someone would betray a friend over a woman and this day I was greatly deluded

Squeeze it, deeper deeper

Oh, yeah, baby. Oh, that's nice.

I'm hanging on for dear life.

Fuck me up.

I don't think I can get any deeper than that.

I've got to keep on drilling.

Talk. Talk to me, baby. Talk to me.

Ooh, that's nice. Ooh.

Yeah, come on. All the way back. Yeah.

All the way back. Yeah.

Yeah, that's right. We'll try with you soon.

Yeah. Yeah. Squeeze your nipple.

Yeah, I like that. Yeah.

Nice rotation. Oh, yeah.

Ooh, ooh, ooh. Come on. Squeeze it.

Oh, sorry.

Beetlejuice here.

The ride back home was literally sinister.

Victor and Frederick's wife had disappeared during the night.

I'm taking a five-minute break so I can grab a bite.

I'll be right across the street.

They make a great sandwich if you want some.

That's what's fine.

I'm going to comfort the nurse the way Victor had taught me.

It's no big deal, you know.

Come on.

That's the way he is. Can't help it.

I know him well.

And I can assure you that in spite of it all,

he cares a great deal about you, you know.

Don't worry. He'll come back to you.

Come on.

What's the matter?

Don't be so shy.

Hey, show me that smile.

That nice smile of yours.

Frederick was looking for a way to get back at Victor,

so I made him an offer he couldn't refuse.

See? Isn't this better?

Just sitting there moaning.

Better for me, too.

Oh, your mouth is great.

I just love the way you suck my cock.

Sit on it. Oh, sit on it.

Oh, that is so nice.

Oh, it's so warm.

Mm. It's so warm.

Right.

Deeper.

Put them all the way in.

Push.

That's it. That's it.

There's that smile.

Mm. Yeah. Look at that.

Finally came the armistice.

The Americans were the absolute undisputed masters of our region,

and destiny had another surprise for me on the way.

Robinson, come here.

What does he want? You'll see.

You wanted to see me, sir?

Robinson, this young woman is going to meet someone here,

and then we'll take off again.

I don't want anybody following her.

Help her get out. Yes, sir.

Allow me.

Sir.

I hadn't seen my sister in over a year.

Ever since our parents had passed away,

she had taken care of me.

She suggested I should live with her and her American officer.

They lived in a beautiful house which the army had requisitioned.

Gilda!

I missed you so much.

At first, I was happy to go along with them.

I still had in mind my sister's sexual extravagance,

but I soon found out that the young hot girl I had left

had become a sensible woman totally in love with her officer.

I was bored to death, and I had to put up with her noisy

and never-ending serenades to her fiancé.

I only found salvation hanging out with Victor again.

He was always surrounded by beautiful women, eager for pleasure.

As we had been friends for some time, he often invited me to attend his dates.

One time, I went with two sons of my sister's fiancé.

He had them come all the way from California

so he could have all of his family around him.

They'd been picking on me, thinking I was trying to get endeared by their father so I, too, could get a portion of his inheritance.

So as an attempt of conciliation,

I'd ask them to come with me to see my old friend in action.

You are a goddessess to me.

I cherish the ground you walk on, the light that shines on you.

You bring this place to life.

Look at the stars. What a clear sky tonight.

What are they doing? I can't see them.

I'd like to lay back and just enjoy the simple things in life.

Isn't it beautiful?

I want to watch, too.

Faster.

Come on.

You like it? You like it up your ass?

Kiss me, baby.

Again.

Come here.

Damn good.

I'll make you cool.

You like it up your ass, don't you?

Back it up. Back it up.

That's right.

Oh, thank you.

Switch.

Stereo.

Very nice.

So I'm gonna rub my balls.

Uh, now if you could just lick my balls.

One get on the top and one on the bottom.

It's the Tower of Love.

Oh, that feels nice.

Lick my juice.

Lick it.

That's right, yeah.

Lick it.

Without even knowing it, I stopped being a youth that night.

There would be no more watching.

I was ready to possess a woman, to go all the way with her, as you could say.

In the meantime, my sister had married her American officer.

Unfortunately, she died a few years later.

This was a tragedy for all of us.

Her husband couldn't get over it and became an alcoholic.

The poor man was desperately looking for the image of the woman he had loved so much.

Sometimes when drunk, he would cruise for hookers, but that wouldn't do it either.

The man you're watching is his elder son.

I guess you recognized him.

His wedding gave me the opportunity to learn something new.

What?

I'll tell you at the end of the movie.

Why are we here?

I brought you here because I thought this was the most beautiful place in the world.

Are you kidding? Please, honey.

I can't stay here. It's too dirty.

Night and day, I can long take you here and make love to you.

Come on, honey.

You know how much I love you.

Oh, please.

Lovely paddies.

What a pity this man's misery taught me that there is no age limit to behave like a perverted youth

Dedicated to Michael forever in my loving memories

Mario Salieri