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♪ Hurry up It's the final call
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♪ It's no opportunity at all
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♪ Just a functional decree
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♪ That will getour life from A to...
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♪ Being alonewhile not living alone
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♪ Living alonebut not being alone
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♪ Coping not livingAnd living to cope
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♪ Hoping not livingAnd living to hope
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♪ All aboard, all aboardIf you're not on, we're gone
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♪ There'sa heartbeat of the mind
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♪ It's aboutfriendship and being kind
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♪ As we make our way throughtime
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♪ these are threadsthat hide beneath
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♪ In layer upon layer, uponlayer, Upon layer, upon layer
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♪ Time dissolves (my mind)
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♪ Layer upon layer, upon layer,Upon layer, upon layer
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♪ Time dissolves
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♪ Being alonewhile not living alone
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♪ Living alonewhile not being alone
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♪ Coping not livingAnd living to cope
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♪ Hoping not livingAnd living to hope
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♪ Layer upon layer, upon layer,Upon layer, upon layer
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♪ Time dissolves (my mind)
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♪ Layer upon layer, upon layer,Upon layer, upon layer
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♪ Time dissolves my mind
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FERRY ANNOUNCEMENT TONE RINGS
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WOMAN'S VOICE: You've beentravelling with City Ferries.
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Thank you.
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MUSIC SOFTENS
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SARAH: It's my husband,Joe, he's missing.
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MAN ON THE PHONE:
Missing?
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- Since when?
- No... I don't mean...
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missing missing .
I just mean...
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Where are you?
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Nothing makes sense.
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Okay.
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SONG FADES OUT
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We're just
drifting, we're unmoored.
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Excuse me
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- Are you in trouble, caller?
- Yes.
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I am.
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Yeah, I could really do
with some help here.
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- I'm listening...
- JOE: Sarah?
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MAN ON THE PHONE:
Hello?
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[SARAH SOBS] JOE: Hey
beautiful, what are you doing?
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SARAH: Go to bed, Joe.
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- What's wrong?
- SOFTLY: Nothing.
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LOUDER: Nothing, I was just...
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LOUD EXHALE
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JOE: What?
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JOE: Easy, tiger.
[SARAH LAUGHS]
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- It's late.
- Is it?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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Okay.
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FRIDGE HUMS
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FRIDGE HUMS LOUDLY
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HE YAWNS
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DOG BARKS IN THE DISTANCE
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ELECTRIC CLICK
FRIDGE HUM QUIETENS DOWN
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POLICE SIREN IN THE DISTANCE
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What are you doing?
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Oh, it's late, isn't it?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah, we should...
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We should probably go to bed.
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Come to bed.
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Come to bed!
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GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC
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WATER RUNS
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WATER CUTS
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MUSIC CONTINUES
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Good morning.
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TONI SIGHS HAPPILY
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Good morning to you.
[GWEN GASPS SOFTLY]
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You smell nice.
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It's me.
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Yeah, I know. I know...
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Shh.
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WHISPERS: Listen, listen.
Gwen.
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Shh, shh.
Gwen.
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Please, listen.
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[TONI SIGHS]
GWEN: What happened?
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It's me, it's Toni.
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I'm your partner,
[MUSIC ENDS]
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and always have been.
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I love you.
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You're different.
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[TONI SIGHS]
You've changed.
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I know.
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Please, Gwen.
You know me.
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- Everything you know...
- No.
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Everything
you know has changed.
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GWEN: What are you doing?
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Time has passed.
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I'm still here.
This is our house.
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Isn't it? It's our house.
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Go and see.
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UPBEAT SONG
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[JOE SINGS ALONG]
♪ The ones that crooks took
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♪ when life collapsed ♪
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There she is.
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Hey babe, do you need me, or...?
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SONG CONTINUES
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Mm. Baby, baby, baby, baby.
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BOTH MOAN
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- What do you want?
- Get me my robe, please.
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SARAH LAUGHS
JOE HUMS ALONG TO THE MUSIC
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SARAH GASPS
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SARAH EXHALES
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MUSIC DISTORTS
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MUSIC GOES BACK TO NORMAL
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- You're looking very tired.
- That's because I am.
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- Hope you're not ill.
- No, it's just...
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I don't know, alcohol poisoning
from my work do.
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Why wasn't I invited?
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Oh... I'm sorry,
are you an archaeologist?
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No.
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Can you hold
your own in a conversation
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about the Klasies river mouth
in Southern Africa
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from thousands of years ago
and what they discovered there?
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- No.
- Well,
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if you can't make small talk
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about the funeral rites of
our predecessors over canapés,
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then you're not invited.
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SARAH: Sorry!
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- You look very tired.
- You said.
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You feeling okay?
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Nothing an early
night won't cure.
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MUSIC CONTINUES IN BACKGROUND
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What's for lunch?
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Babe, you just
had bacon and eggs.
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You're putting on
a bit of weight.
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IN FUNNY VOICE:
Fattyyy!
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Fatty fatty boom boom!
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HE LAUGHS
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MUSIC BECOMES LOUDER
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We still have music.
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I would hope so, it's my job.
[MUSIC ENDS]
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- I no longer design houses.
- Oh.
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Yes, it was just easier to stop.
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I held on long as I could
after the accident.
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The accident?
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Yes.
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Um... I had a few clients.
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But then...
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Then I stopped.
Careful.
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TONI: Okay.
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How long have
we been doing this?
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Nearly fifteen years.
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Why?
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DRAMATIC MUSIC
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GWEN GASPS QUIETLY
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CHEERY PIANO MUSIC
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GENTLE STREET BUZZ
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JENNY: You're late.
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Who are the kiddy-winks?
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Really?
[THEY LAUGH SOFTLY]
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Community interaction.
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Part of our new funding drive,
we need money.
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I need my time.
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Oh, come on! I promised them
they could meet a genius.
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I guess you'll do.
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- Hilarious.
- And annoying.
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DR FALMER: Mh-hm.
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C'mon, chop chop chop.
Have fun!
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MUSIC CONTINUES
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- Morning Moses.
- Morning Dr Falmer.
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TEENAGERS: Morning.
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- Hope you have a good one.
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You'll help me herd
the ducklings.
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Come on.
[MOSES LAUGHS]
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Put your brain through
a windscreen
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at forty miles
an hour,
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or drop it fifteen feet down
a ladder
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and life becomes
a lottery.
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You may or may
not remember things.
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That theme tune
from a kid's TV show;
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the taste and sensations
of your first kiss.
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The insult your sister
gave you and then forgot,
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but which has plagued you
some mornings at 2:30am,
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and has done ever
since you were twenty.
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- GIRL: Oh, she's so young.
- BOY: No way.
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It's remarkable
what that kilo and a half blob
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at the top of
your neck files away.
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JOE: How many grandchildren
are we gonna have?
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[GENTLE SONG IN THE BACKGROUND]
Grandchildren?
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Babe, we haven't even
spoken about children yet.
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Simple enough:
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how many grandkids are we gonna
have? Three? A dozen? One?
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- I don't know.
- Tell me.
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Um, I can't answer that!
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Well, try.
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Seven!
Three boys and four girls.
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And one of them, unfortunately,
is red-headed, so...
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we keep them in
the basement...
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Don't take the piss.
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MUSIC CONTINUES
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MUSIC DISTORTS
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MUSIC CLIMAXES AND FADES OUT
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ENERGETIC SONG
PLAYS IN THE BACKGROUND
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SARAH: Oh.
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- You feeling okay?
- I'm fine!
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I swear I can
actually see you ageing.
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- Let's go to brunch.
- Getting old before your time.
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- I'm getting ready.
- You feeling okay?
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Let's go to that trendy café
with coffees
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and tattoos,
you know?
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- What's wrong, tell me.
- Yeah?
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- You feeling okay?
- I'm fine Joe!
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- What's wrong?
- I'm not ill!
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I'm just getting older! Okay?
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- You are looking older.
- Cos I am older!
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SHOUTS: How?
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SONG CONTINUES QUIETLY
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HEAVY EXHALE
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DR FALMER: Following
a traumatic brain injury,
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you might not
recognise your mother.
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Or recall who was in the room
with you two minutes ago.
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You might suddenly decide the
word for "table" is "antelope".
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You might not talk at all;
never come round from coma;
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or come round
aggressive and abusive,
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speaking only in Latin,
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or humming the theme tune to
a kid's TV show
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over and over again.
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In some rare cases
you may even have been improved.
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Alright guys,
come on, straight through.
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CHATTER
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DR FALMER:
One thing is for sure.
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Your old self, the premorbid
self, will have gone,
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and the new
you will have come into being.
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Same person,
but with new frontal lobes
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and therefore, potentially, a
brand new personality to match.
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Um...
It's two minutes past, Doctor.
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- WHISPERS: Was it good?
- Bit indulgent.
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Welcome to the Open Field TBI
Hospital, you have met Jenny,
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if I don't have the answers
you need, she does. Questions?
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Excellent! Bye!
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Clinic.
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MELANCHOLIC PIANO
AND CELLO MUSIC
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CLAY PIECES CLATTER
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DOOR OPENS
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DOOR CLOSES
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CHILDREN PLAYING
MUSIC CONTINUES
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JOE, MUMBLES:
Oh my God.
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HE LAUGHS
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MUSIC FADES OUT
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Oi!
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What you doing?
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Who let you give
my kid a doughnut?
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It's fine, I've got loads.
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- Don't eat food from strangers!
- JOE: Hey!
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- What's wrong with you?
- That was a nice one!
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I dropped...
I'm sorry, I don't mind sharing
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- I'm fine, c'mon
take another one, pal. -
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No!
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- Don't go around giving food!
- It's okay.
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- You on drugs?
- SARAH: Stop doing that!
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It's okay, okay?
You don't understand.
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He shouldn't be allowed out!
259
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I understand! Taking
the piss, talking to kids!
260
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No! it's not like
that. He loves kids!
261
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Oh, I bet he does!
[PHONE RINGS]
262
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- SARAH: Oi! You can't do that!
- Oh no?
263
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This is an invasion of privacy,
you have no right!
264
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I've every right to protect
my child, yeah?
265
00:17:00,602 --> 00:17:02,020
You can delete that, I mean it!
266
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- JOE: Stop it.
- SARAH: Delete it!
267
00:17:03,939 --> 00:17:06,567
- I've both of you now.
- What you looking at?
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In fact...
269
00:17:08,610 --> 00:17:09,862
Wait,
so you're filming now, are you?
270
00:17:09,945 --> 00:17:11,822
- Yeah, I need proof!
- Of what?
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We're people!
272
00:17:13,532 --> 00:17:16,326
- We're just peop...
- Let go you bitch!
273
00:17:17,035 --> 00:17:19,371
JOE: It's okay, let's move.
[CAR HORN]
274
00:17:19,455 --> 00:17:21,540
- Leave her alone, okay?
- Fuck off!
275
00:17:21,623 --> 00:17:23,375
Look at this crazy woman,
276
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attacking me in front of
my child!
277
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DRIVER: You crazy bitch!
278
00:17:28,005 --> 00:17:29,214
- What gives you the right
to judge?
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Shut up!
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WHISPERS: Sarah, come on.
[CHATTER]
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- JOE: Sarah.
- SARAH: Fuck off!
282
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JOE: Hey, hey!
[CHATTER]
283
00:17:38,640 --> 00:17:39,767
Hey, come on.
284
00:17:40,142 --> 00:17:42,478
That was fucking brilliant!
[HE LAUGHS]
285
00:17:43,020 --> 00:17:46,273
Babe? You cannot go around
with your grinning,
286
00:17:46,356 --> 00:17:49,359
saying weird jokes
and talking to random people.
287
00:17:49,443 --> 00:17:50,778
You can't do that.
288
00:17:50,861 --> 00:17:52,696
Don't smile or laugh,
people'll think
289
00:17:52,780 --> 00:17:56,325
- something's wrong with you.
- Well, there is, okay?
290
00:17:56,992 --> 00:17:58,035
There is.
291
00:17:58,952 --> 00:18:02,164
- You're disinhibited.
- Good.
292
00:18:02,539 --> 00:18:03,832
Let's go to bed then.
293
00:18:11,757 --> 00:18:13,008
You got doughnuts.
294
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Nice.
295
00:18:16,345 --> 00:18:18,764
DR FALMER: Thirty years ago,
ninety percent of patients
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with traumatic brain injury
didn't survive,
297
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and now ninety percent do.
298
00:18:23,310 --> 00:18:26,105
It's what with tumours,
road accidents and strokes,
299
00:18:26,188 --> 00:18:28,816
we are fast
approaching epidemic levels.
300
00:18:29,608 --> 00:18:32,027
Hospitals can't cope;
our system's overloaded,
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and who's left to
deal with that?
302
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It's family at home.
303
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You.
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So there's nothing you can
do to help. -
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00:18:41,119 --> 00:18:42,079
Did I say that?
306
00:18:43,038 --> 00:18:45,332
The system's
overloaded; epidemic levels;
307
00:18:45,415 --> 00:18:48,168
- hospitals can't cope.
- But the brain's adaptable.
308
00:18:49,127 --> 00:18:50,212
So he'll get better?
309
00:18:50,963 --> 00:18:53,799
The tumour Joe's sustained
means he'll never get better.
310
00:18:53,882 --> 00:18:56,093
CLOCK TICKS LOUDLY
IN THE BACKGROUND
311
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But, he'll improve?
312
00:19:00,055 --> 00:19:03,976
Further use of memory aids can
certainly help facilitate more
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independent living.
314
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He has to improve.
315
00:19:09,731 --> 00:19:11,441
He's really struggling.
316
00:19:12,734 --> 00:19:14,403
We're struggle... Ah...
317
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I'm struggling.
318
00:19:18,740 --> 00:19:20,200
People are cruel.
319
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You can't see a broken brain.
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SARAH EXHALES LOUDLY
321
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CHAIR SHUFFLES
DR FALMER SIGHS
322
00:19:33,005 --> 00:19:36,758
This silent
epidemic isn't going anywhere.
323
00:19:46,184 --> 00:19:47,227
About Joe.
324
00:19:49,271 --> 00:19:50,939
There is something we could try.
325
00:19:51,857 --> 00:19:53,567
And he'll get better?
326
00:19:54,526 --> 00:19:55,986
The brain is adaptable.
327
00:19:56,278 --> 00:19:57,946
CELLO MUSIC
328
00:19:59,781 --> 00:20:02,576
MUSIC CONTINUES TO PLAY
FROM THE RECORD
329
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MUSIC SOUNDS MUFFLED
330
00:20:32,314 --> 00:20:33,774
TONI KNOCKS ON DOOR
331
00:20:36,735 --> 00:20:39,613
[SHE SIGHS AND KNOCKS AGAIN]
I'm still here.
332
00:20:41,573 --> 00:20:42,699
KNOCK ON THE DOOR
333
00:20:42,783 --> 00:20:44,242
It's me, Toni.
334
00:20:48,121 --> 00:20:50,666
Whatever lesson
I was supposed to learn,
335
00:20:51,541 --> 00:20:52,542
I have it now.
336
00:20:52,626 --> 00:20:54,002
CELLO MUSIC CONTINUES
337
00:20:54,086 --> 00:20:55,128
By heart.
338
00:21:07,140 --> 00:21:08,100
PHONE DIALS
339
00:21:08,183 --> 00:21:10,102
MUSIC CONTINUES IN THE DISTANCE
340
00:21:10,185 --> 00:21:11,228
PHONE DIALS
341
00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:14,189
ON THE PHONE:
Dr Falmer here.
342
00:21:14,690 --> 00:21:16,274
- Yes? How can I help?
- Um...
343
00:21:16,692 --> 00:21:17,901
My partner,
344
00:21:18,694 --> 00:21:19,903
Gwen Williams.
345
00:21:20,654 --> 00:21:25,033
She had a traumatic brain injury
about fifteen years ago
346
00:21:25,117 --> 00:21:26,868
and now
lives with...
347
00:21:26,952 --> 00:21:29,663
Retrograde amnesia?Yes, Gwen. I remember.
348
00:21:29,746 --> 00:21:31,456
DR FALMER TAKES A DEEP BREATH
349
00:21:31,540 --> 00:21:33,041
So there's been a change?
350
00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:36,962
TONI: Yes. Yes, there's...
351
00:21:37,879 --> 00:21:39,214
There's a big change.
352
00:21:41,633 --> 00:21:42,884
It's been so long.
353
00:21:43,218 --> 00:21:44,886
MUSIC CONTINUES
354
00:21:45,637 --> 00:21:47,597
She can't be near me any more.
355
00:21:48,974 --> 00:21:50,934
[TONI EXHALES LOUDLY]
I'm sorry.
356
00:21:51,018 --> 00:21:53,020
It's just probably a bad day.
357
00:21:54,730 --> 00:21:56,273
- Bring her in, Toni.
- No.
358
00:21:57,733 --> 00:21:59,943
Bring her in. A few days'observation,
359
00:22:00,027 --> 00:22:01,319
we'll take it from there.
360
00:22:02,529 --> 00:22:04,197
Actually, um...
361
00:22:04,614 --> 00:22:07,451
I'm sorry I bothered you.
I'm okay.
362
00:22:07,534 --> 00:22:08,869
Around five pm?
363
00:22:08,952 --> 00:22:10,620
Pack a bag, we'llmake up a room.
364
00:22:12,706 --> 00:22:14,332
It's time, Toni.
[TONI SOBS]
365
00:22:21,173 --> 00:22:23,258
GENTLE PIANO MUSIC
TONI SNIFFLES
366
00:22:27,971 --> 00:22:29,848
TONI ZIPS SUITCASE
367
00:22:46,114 --> 00:22:48,784
MUSIC CONTINUES
WIND BLOWS GENTLY
368
00:22:56,917 --> 00:22:58,126
CLINIC BUZZ
369
00:22:59,461 --> 00:23:00,712
Sit down?
370
00:23:05,801 --> 00:23:07,260
Hello.
[TONI SNIFFLES]
371
00:23:07,344 --> 00:23:09,971
We have a five
o'clock appointment for Gwen.
372
00:23:10,931 --> 00:23:12,140
DISPENSER SQUEAKS
373
00:23:12,974 --> 00:23:15,143
JENNY: I can't
see anything here.
374
00:23:15,227 --> 00:23:17,229
- How're you doing?
- TONI: Um...
375
00:23:18,188 --> 00:23:19,564
Um, well...
376
00:23:19,981 --> 00:23:21,817
I don't know. We do have one.
377
00:23:22,317 --> 00:23:24,361
You don't,
there's nothing written down.
378
00:23:24,444 --> 00:23:27,572
- TONI: Can you check again?
- JENNY: I just have, so...
379
00:23:27,864 --> 00:23:29,616
TONI: We do have an appointment.
380
00:23:29,699 --> 00:23:31,910
It's just not
bloody written down!
381
00:23:31,993 --> 00:23:33,286
JENNY SMIRKS
382
00:23:33,370 --> 00:23:35,122
I can't bloody
help you then, can I?
383
00:23:35,205 --> 00:23:36,248
TONI: Excuse me?
384
00:23:36,540 --> 00:23:38,166
I didn't choose to come here.
385
00:23:38,250 --> 00:23:41,086
- We were told to come in!
- You don't have an appointment!
386
00:23:41,169 --> 00:23:43,755
- We do!
- It's okay, Jenny. It's okay.
387
00:23:45,173 --> 00:23:46,716
- Hi, Toni.
- Hello.
388
00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:48,468
Take a seat.
[LOUD EXHALE]
389
00:23:51,805 --> 00:23:53,223
TONI: Gwen.
390
00:23:53,306 --> 00:23:54,516
DR FALMER:
Would you like to come with me?
391
00:23:54,933 --> 00:23:56,393
GWEN: Yeah.
392
00:23:56,685 --> 00:23:57,936
I'll take this.
393
00:24:00,313 --> 00:24:02,983
- It's been a while.
- Yeah.
394
00:24:05,110 --> 00:24:07,362
BIRDS CHIRP OUTSIDE
395
00:24:08,613 --> 00:24:10,824
You can help
yourself to a magazine.
396
00:24:12,367 --> 00:24:14,244
DR FALMER:
There was a car accident
397
00:24:14,327 --> 00:24:16,913
and you sustained
a severe head injury.
398
00:24:17,622 --> 00:24:19,207
So how long was I out?
399
00:24:20,458 --> 00:24:21,459
Out?
400
00:24:22,544 --> 00:24:25,380
GWEN: In the coma.
How long was I in the coma for?
401
00:24:26,506 --> 00:24:27,674
It wasn't a coma.
402
00:24:28,091 --> 00:24:30,719
Asleep, then.
How long have I been asleep?
403
00:24:32,929 --> 00:24:34,514
This...
[CLEARS THROAT]
404
00:24:35,390 --> 00:24:37,601
This may be difficult
for you to understand,
405
00:24:37,684 --> 00:24:39,311
but you've been conscious
406
00:24:39,728 --> 00:24:40,812
all the time.
407
00:24:41,354 --> 00:24:43,315
CLOCK TICKS LOUDLY IN THE ROOM
408
00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:47,903
I don't think I can do this.
409
00:24:49,404 --> 00:24:50,447
You can.
410
00:24:50,822 --> 00:24:52,073
You always do.
411
00:24:55,452 --> 00:24:56,953
Just give me a minute.
412
00:24:59,414 --> 00:25:00,457
HEAVY EXHALE
413
00:25:09,299 --> 00:25:10,342
My mother?
414
00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:13,136
I'm sorry.
415
00:25:16,223 --> 00:25:17,891
Was it a long time ago?
416
00:25:18,642 --> 00:25:19,893
Four years.
417
00:25:20,435 --> 00:25:21,436
Four years?
418
00:25:27,734 --> 00:25:29,194
Did I go to the funeral?
419
00:25:29,861 --> 00:25:31,238
You were too upset.
420
00:25:44,209 --> 00:25:46,086
I don't remember anything!
421
00:25:51,174 --> 00:25:52,676
Was it a good turnout?
422
00:25:53,093 --> 00:25:55,053
Yeah, the...
423
00:25:55,887 --> 00:25:57,138
The hall was full.
424
00:25:59,724 --> 00:26:01,476
Oh, she would have loved that!
425
00:26:05,605 --> 00:26:08,483
She loved people around her.
[GENTLE LAUGH]
426
00:26:14,406 --> 00:26:18,076
TONI: Every morning, she hasto go through a version of this.
427
00:26:18,994 --> 00:26:21,329
And it's my job
to calm her and...
428
00:26:21,830 --> 00:26:22,831
and explain.
429
00:26:22,914 --> 00:26:24,374
BIRDS CHIRP
430
00:26:25,667 --> 00:26:27,002
TONI: I could go.
431
00:26:28,670 --> 00:26:30,422
It's harder since her mum died.
432
00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,216
DR FALMER:
Of course.
433
00:26:35,010 --> 00:26:36,845
TONI:
She doesn't trust me.
434
00:26:39,931 --> 00:26:41,349
Is she getting worse?
435
00:26:42,934 --> 00:26:44,936
Or, am I weaker?
436
00:26:45,854 --> 00:26:46,896
Go home.
437
00:26:47,564 --> 00:26:50,066
Things will look
better in the morning.
438
00:26:50,692 --> 00:26:51,651
SCOFFS
439
00:26:53,528 --> 00:26:56,031
Don't you have something
stronger for the pain
440
00:26:56,114 --> 00:26:57,449
than
bloody clichés?
441
00:27:00,201 --> 00:27:02,245
I think it's time to leave.
442
00:27:04,873 --> 00:27:06,207
You didn't see me.
443
00:27:07,042 --> 00:27:08,293
I wasn't even here.
444
00:27:08,376 --> 00:27:10,462
MELANCHOLIC PIANO MUSIC
445
00:27:41,201 --> 00:27:42,702
MUSIC CONTINUES
446
00:28:01,930 --> 00:28:03,431
CAR ENGINE HUMS
447
00:28:09,562 --> 00:28:10,897
MUSIC CONCLUDES
448
00:28:10,980 --> 00:28:12,690
SARAH'S VOICE:
Hi Joe. Good morning, love.
449
00:28:12,774 --> 00:28:14,359
I hope you slept well.
450
00:28:14,442 --> 00:28:17,028
This is gonnaseem pretty strange,
451
00:28:17,404 --> 00:28:19,948
but it's something newthat we agreed to try.
452
00:28:20,865 --> 00:28:23,701
Because your doctor saidthat with repetition,
453
00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:26,204
some of what I say may register.
454
00:28:26,746 --> 00:28:31,167
So, listen up, you hairy-arsedclown. Listen, okay?
455
00:28:31,251 --> 00:28:34,170
Seriously,this is very, very important.
456
00:28:35,296 --> 00:28:37,465
Um, I never know how to tellyou this,
457
00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:39,217
and it never gets any easier,
458
00:28:39,300 --> 00:28:41,136
even though I'vedone it many, many times,
459
00:28:41,219 --> 00:28:43,012
not that you'd remember...
460
00:28:46,975 --> 00:28:48,268
You're ill, Joe.
461
00:28:51,062 --> 00:28:53,314
Um, your brain was injured;
462
00:28:53,815 --> 00:28:57,026
that's why you're at home,
and not at work.
463
00:28:58,278 --> 00:29:00,447
You've got a form of amnesia,
464
00:29:01,239 --> 00:29:03,366
from when
you were ill two years ago.
465
00:29:06,786 --> 00:29:09,205
I now know this might come as
a shock,
466
00:29:09,289 --> 00:29:10,832
you're probably like,
"wha..?",
467
00:29:11,291 --> 00:29:14,085
um, but just...
468
00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:17,505
just try to listen, I'm
gonna explain everything, okay?
469
00:29:18,715 --> 00:29:21,676
So just try to listen
and try to understand.
470
00:29:22,844 --> 00:29:23,970
SNIFFLES
471
00:29:24,053 --> 00:29:26,139
Okay, I got you, babe. Ready?
472
00:29:27,682 --> 00:29:28,683
Er...
473
00:29:29,934 --> 00:29:34,230
It all comes down
to the almond and the seahorse.
474
00:29:35,523 --> 00:29:37,275
The amygdala and
the hippocampus;
475
00:29:37,358 --> 00:29:41,446
they are components
of the brain's memory circuitry,
476
00:29:41,529 --> 00:29:44,115
necessary for the laying-down
of new traces,
477
00:29:44,532 --> 00:29:47,327
um, for the making
of new memories.
478
00:29:49,871 --> 00:29:52,332
They're called the almond
and the seahorse because,
479
00:29:52,415 --> 00:29:55,460
um, they're shaped like
that, I guess. [SOFT LAUGH]
480
00:29:55,752 --> 00:29:56,836
SOFT WHIMPER
481
00:29:59,631 --> 00:30:00,673
CLICK
482
00:30:01,382 --> 00:30:03,384
SARAH'S VOICE:
You've been rewired.
483
00:30:04,219 --> 00:30:08,306
Okay, imagine the colouredwires in a phone line;
484
00:30:09,557 --> 00:30:11,476
They are the axons
485
00:30:11,559 --> 00:30:14,187
that run from the outer layer ofthe brain to the cortex beneath,
486
00:30:14,270 --> 00:30:16,606
linking both layers
487
00:30:16,689 --> 00:30:19,734
and making possiblethe connections between
488
00:30:19,817 --> 00:30:20,902
the brain and the world,
489
00:30:20,985 --> 00:30:22,070
the brain and body,
490
00:30:22,153 --> 00:30:23,404
the brain and the self.
491
00:30:24,531 --> 00:30:28,326
With brain injury, the internalwires are separated...
492
00:30:28,409 --> 00:30:30,662
She's lost the fucking plot.
493
00:30:30,745 --> 00:30:32,580
...If they reconnect,it can be in haphazard or,
494
00:30:32,664 --> 00:30:34,207
like,unusual ways.
495
00:30:34,290 --> 00:30:35,917
Red may find green;
496
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,586
the bluewire may find the yellow one.
497
00:30:39,045 --> 00:30:41,798
It may never reconnect at all.
498
00:30:41,881 --> 00:30:43,216
LOUD CLICK
499
00:30:44,092 --> 00:30:45,176
PUFFS
500
00:30:45,260 --> 00:30:46,970
CLOCK TICKS LOUDLY IN THE ROOM
501
00:30:47,053 --> 00:30:48,429
SWALLOWS AUDIBLY
502
00:30:55,144 --> 00:30:56,563
PRESSES BUTTON
503
00:30:56,646 --> 00:30:58,398
SARAH'S VOICE:
Basically, you've been rewired,
504
00:30:58,481 --> 00:31:00,108
but in a new, illogical way.
505
00:31:00,191 --> 00:31:01,442
PRESSES BUTTON
506
00:31:06,281 --> 00:31:07,532
Fuck.
507
00:31:08,533 --> 00:31:11,369
SILENCE
ALARM BEEPS
508
00:31:15,164 --> 00:31:18,418
ALARM CONTINUES
509
00:31:23,006 --> 00:31:26,134
ALARM BEEPS
510
00:31:27,468 --> 00:31:28,845
"Take your medicine."
511
00:31:30,805 --> 00:31:33,850
"Box in your top left pocket.
Tuesday compartment."
512
00:32:00,376 --> 00:32:03,630
WATER RUNS
513
00:32:06,299 --> 00:32:08,259
CLOCK TICKS IN THE ROOM
514
00:32:15,975 --> 00:32:18,895
ALARM BEEPS
515
00:32:22,065 --> 00:32:25,443
ALARM BEEPS
HE SNIFFLES
516
00:32:30,907 --> 00:32:33,326
"Take your medicine.
Box in your top left pocket.
517
00:32:33,409 --> 00:32:35,787
"Tuesday compartment."
[HE LAUGHS]
518
00:32:35,870 --> 00:32:36,996
SNIFFLES
519
00:32:45,672 --> 00:32:46,714
Sarah!
520
00:32:48,174 --> 00:32:49,467
Sarah, are you home?
521
00:32:57,934 --> 00:32:58,976
LIGHTER CLICKS
522
00:33:09,487 --> 00:33:10,738
"Check list."
523
00:33:15,076 --> 00:33:16,077
"Take pill.
524
00:33:16,661 --> 00:33:19,539
"Check medicine
box, square, yellow."
525
00:33:20,581 --> 00:33:21,791
Square yellow.
526
00:33:22,792 --> 00:33:25,586
That's where you are. Check!
527
00:33:26,796 --> 00:33:32,552
"Tuesday compartment. If pill
is there, then take it." Huh?
528
00:33:33,553 --> 00:33:36,180
"If empty, you've taken it.
529
00:33:37,098 --> 00:33:41,018
"Cross this out and go
to point 2." [PHONE RINGS]
530
00:33:41,519 --> 00:33:42,979
Ha!
[PHONE RINGS]
531
00:33:43,730 --> 00:33:44,897
Hello?
532
00:33:44,981 --> 00:33:47,024
- Hi, my name's Rina...
- Rita!
533
00:33:47,108 --> 00:33:48,860
It's Rina, fromNorth West Power.
534
00:33:48,943 --> 00:33:50,111
I'd like tosave you money on electricity.
535
00:33:50,194 --> 00:33:51,362
That's good.
536
00:33:51,946 --> 00:33:54,615
Not many call to say they've
cheaper electricity for sale.
537
00:33:54,699 --> 00:33:56,409
[HE LAUGHS]
Wonderful!
538
00:33:56,492 --> 00:33:57,785
- Do you have a pen and paper?
539
00:33:57,869 --> 00:33:59,829
Pen? Yeah, I have.
I'll get a pen.
540
00:33:59,912 --> 00:34:01,789
- I appreciate your time.
-Sure.
541
00:34:01,873 --> 00:34:04,792
- Okay.
- Yeah, I, um...
542
00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:06,961
CLANK
543
00:34:08,755 --> 00:34:10,006
Sarah!
544
00:34:11,090 --> 00:34:12,300
CLOCK TICKS
545
00:34:13,134 --> 00:34:14,469
RINA: Hello, sir?
546
00:34:15,219 --> 00:34:16,471
Hello?
547
00:34:17,346 --> 00:34:18,598
Are you there?
548
00:34:19,307 --> 00:34:20,183
Hello?
549
00:34:20,516 --> 00:34:22,810
Hello?
[TELEPHONE THUMPS]
550
00:34:24,270 --> 00:34:25,730
- Hello?
- Hi, sir,
551
00:34:25,813 --> 00:34:27,857
it's Rina from North West Power.
552
00:34:28,566 --> 00:34:30,693
- We spoke?
- No, I don't know a Rita.
553
00:34:30,777 --> 00:34:32,153
- I said it's Rina.
- No.
554
00:34:33,112 --> 00:34:35,198
- Who's this?
- Did you get your pen?
555
00:34:35,281 --> 00:34:36,699
Why do I need a pen?
556
00:34:36,783 --> 00:34:38,785
Why ask me that?
I've no fucking pen, alright!
557
00:34:38,868 --> 00:34:42,371
I don't have to listen to this.
[DIAL TONE]
558
00:34:43,539 --> 00:34:44,791
Charming!
559
00:34:45,875 --> 00:34:47,960
ALARM BEEPS
560
00:34:48,044 --> 00:34:50,505
SEVERAL ALARMS BEEP
561
00:34:53,257 --> 00:34:54,550
BEEPING CONTINUES
562
00:34:54,634 --> 00:34:56,010
Buzz, buzz...
[THUMP]
563
00:34:56,594 --> 00:34:57,845
BEEPS CONTINUE
564
00:34:57,929 --> 00:34:59,096
JOE CLEARS THROAT
565
00:34:59,180 --> 00:35:00,848
JOE GROWLS, ANNOYED
566
00:35:01,849 --> 00:35:04,018
BEEPS GROW DISTORTED
JOE EXHALES
567
00:35:05,770 --> 00:35:08,022
LOUD ALARM CLOCK
HE SHOUTS, SURPRISED
568
00:35:11,192 --> 00:35:12,401
SMACK
569
00:35:12,485 --> 00:35:14,320
SCREAMS
570
00:35:14,403 --> 00:35:16,447
MUFFLED REVERBERATION
571
00:35:19,367 --> 00:35:20,660
INHALES SHARPLY
572
00:35:21,327 --> 00:35:22,954
HE WHIMPERS IN DISTRESS
573
00:35:29,544 --> 00:35:31,504
SOBS
574
00:35:45,017 --> 00:35:46,727
HEAVY BREATHING
575
00:35:52,316 --> 00:35:54,235
HEAVY ECHOEY DISTORTION
576
00:35:54,694 --> 00:35:56,612
PHONE RINGS
577
00:35:57,738 --> 00:35:59,532
PHONE RINGS
578
00:36:01,701 --> 00:36:02,743
- Hello?
- SARAH: Hi.
579
00:36:02,827 --> 00:36:04,078
- Sarah!
- Hey, babe!
580
00:36:04,161 --> 00:36:05,872
- I love you!
- I love you too!
581
00:36:05,955 --> 00:36:08,624
Have you takenyour meds, Joe, the pill?
582
00:36:08,708 --> 00:36:10,084
- What pill?
- The yellow one.
583
00:36:10,167 --> 00:36:12,753
It's the yellow one,the yellow pill.
584
00:36:13,462 --> 00:36:15,047
- What are you on about?
- The box?
585
00:36:15,131 --> 00:36:17,717
- I haven't seen it.
- Y ellow pill in your box.
586
00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:19,510
- Oh, I see.
- Yeah.
587
00:36:19,594 --> 00:36:21,053
- Yellow one?
- Yeah, you got it?
588
00:36:21,137 --> 00:36:22,972
- Yeah, I got it.
- Okay, good.
589
00:36:23,055 --> 00:36:24,640
- Alright!
- Take it, it's important.
590
00:36:24,724 --> 00:36:26,642
Okay, you can
listen to me taking it.
591
00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:28,895
- Yup. Right now?
- This is me,
592
00:36:30,438 --> 00:36:31,814
swallowing drugs.
593
00:36:32,231 --> 00:36:33,441
Okay, good.
594
00:36:34,442 --> 00:36:35,484
JOE: Mm.
595
00:36:35,860 --> 00:36:38,070
All gone! Happy now?
596
00:36:38,154 --> 00:36:40,364
Hello? Joe?
597
00:36:40,823 --> 00:36:42,867
- Was I good?
- Yeah, I really need you
598
00:36:42,950 --> 00:36:45,036
to follow the listswhen I'm not there, okay?
599
00:36:45,119 --> 00:36:49,040
For Christ's sake, Sarah, it's
hardly fucking rocket science.
600
00:36:49,123 --> 00:36:50,082
PHONE CLATTERS
601
00:36:50,791 --> 00:36:53,586
BIRDS CHIRP
TRANQUIL PIANO MUSIC
602
00:37:04,513 --> 00:37:06,015
FEMALE NURSE: Gwen!
603
00:37:06,474 --> 00:37:07,683
MOSES: Gwen!
[LOW BASS]
604
00:37:07,767 --> 00:37:09,810
MOSES: Wait!
Ah, I can see her!
605
00:37:10,269 --> 00:37:12,063
PLAYFUL PIANO MUSIC
606
00:37:12,396 --> 00:37:14,607
- MOSES: Gwen!
- NURSE: We can see you running!
607
00:37:14,690 --> 00:37:16,984
- MOSES: Gwen, wait.
- NURSE: Come! Ah!
608
00:37:18,486 --> 00:37:20,029
Stay with her, Moses!
609
00:37:27,119 --> 00:37:28,037
I've got her.
610
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:30,039
PLAYFULLY: No, you haven't.
611
00:37:30,790 --> 00:37:31,958
GWEN LAUGHS
612
00:37:33,250 --> 00:37:34,335
Wait, Gwen!
613
00:37:34,835 --> 00:37:37,088
- Bloody hell, wait.
- Ha ha! You can't catch me!
614
00:37:37,171 --> 00:37:38,673
- GWEN: Ever!
- MOSES: Wait!
615
00:37:38,756 --> 00:37:41,676
- Ever! Ever!
- Bloody hell, wait!
616
00:37:42,343 --> 00:37:45,137
MUSIC TURNS MELANCHOLIC
617
00:37:54,188 --> 00:37:55,189
MUSIC FADES OUT
618
00:37:56,732 --> 00:37:59,277
- WOMAN: Hey spud, you ready?
- Yeah.
619
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:00,987
GENTLE CLINIC BUZZ
620
00:38:01,362 --> 00:38:02,363
DR FALMER:
Toni!
621
00:38:02,947 --> 00:38:04,949
I told you to go
and get some rest.
622
00:38:05,282 --> 00:38:06,409
TONI: I rested.
623
00:38:06,492 --> 00:38:08,286
Respite is for both of you.
624
00:38:09,078 --> 00:38:10,121
Yep!
625
00:38:11,497 --> 00:38:15,084
You know I really think we need
to respect people's wants.
626
00:38:16,002 --> 00:38:17,878
SIGHS:
I'm not sure what you're saying.
627
00:38:17,962 --> 00:38:20,506
If someone doesn't
want our presence, we should...
628
00:38:20,589 --> 00:38:23,634
- You don't want me to see her?
- I didn't say that.
629
00:38:25,886 --> 00:38:27,263
My life is in that room.
630
00:38:27,346 --> 00:38:28,389
No, it's not!
631
00:38:28,723 --> 00:38:30,224
DISTANT CONVERSATION
632
00:38:30,808 --> 00:38:32,810
With respect, it's not.
633
00:38:33,477 --> 00:38:35,229
Your life is where you are.
634
00:38:37,523 --> 00:38:39,108
Do I cause her distress?
635
00:38:39,775 --> 00:38:42,028
- I didn't say that.
- I...
636
00:38:42,403 --> 00:38:46,574
- I cause her distress?
- Go home, Toni.
637
00:38:50,161 --> 00:38:53,205
What do you do
when you've been obliterated?
638
00:38:55,249 --> 00:38:56,292
Is, um...
639
00:38:57,918 --> 00:38:59,128
Is this for Gwen?
640
00:38:59,837 --> 00:39:00,838
TONI SIGHS
641
00:39:00,921 --> 00:39:02,923
Yeah, it gives her comfort.
642
00:39:03,257 --> 00:39:04,759
Does she still play?
643
00:39:05,593 --> 00:39:06,719
No, not for years.
644
00:39:07,344 --> 00:39:08,554
Shame.
645
00:39:08,846 --> 00:39:11,474
Music can sometimes
help the brain reanimate.
646
00:39:11,557 --> 00:39:12,767
Yeah.
647
00:39:13,601 --> 00:39:14,685
You're welcome.
648
00:39:14,769 --> 00:39:17,438
JAZZY DRUMS
649
00:39:17,772 --> 00:39:20,232
HAPPY SCREAMS
UPBEAT, JAUNTY MUSIC
650
00:39:20,316 --> 00:39:21,984
LAUGHS
651
00:39:22,610 --> 00:39:24,487
HAPPY SCREAMS AND SHOUTS
652
00:39:24,570 --> 00:39:26,614
LAUGHING
653
00:39:26,697 --> 00:39:29,075
Joe! Go to get him! Get him!
654
00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:31,952
JOE SHOUTS IN A LOW VOICE
CHILDREN SCREAM
655
00:39:33,454 --> 00:39:35,706
I'll go and get
the cake, alright?
656
00:39:44,632 --> 00:39:47,426
I don't know what
all the bloody fuss is about.
657
00:39:52,681 --> 00:39:54,266
Your mum's a fucker, Cath!
658
00:39:54,642 --> 00:39:56,143
- I know.
- Fuck, fuck.
659
00:39:56,227 --> 00:40:00,064
- Fucking fucker!
- I know, definitely a fucker.
660
00:40:00,147 --> 00:40:01,732
Fucker!
[MUSIC CONCLUDES]
661
00:40:01,816 --> 00:40:03,400
EXHALES
662
00:40:03,484 --> 00:40:05,486
- Okay.
- Breathe...
663
00:40:06,153 --> 00:40:08,072
And put those in a bowl, please.
664
00:40:08,155 --> 00:40:11,033
SARAH GRUNTS
PLAYFUL PIANO MUSIC
665
00:40:12,701 --> 00:40:14,745
- Hello.
- GIRL: Hello.
666
00:40:15,413 --> 00:40:19,041
- What brings you here?
- It's my party.
667
00:40:19,125 --> 00:40:20,709
Mhm, happy birthday!
668
00:40:22,795 --> 00:40:24,004
What do we call you?
669
00:40:24,505 --> 00:40:26,674
Bethan the birthday girl!
670
00:40:27,299 --> 00:40:30,136
Well, hello
birthday girl, I'm Joe.
671
00:40:30,219 --> 00:40:31,846
Uncle Joe.
672
00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:41,772
MUSIC CONTINUES
673
00:40:57,913 --> 00:40:59,832
JOE SHOUTS PLAYFULLY
674
00:41:01,208 --> 00:41:04,670
Alright, let's...
Let's come back in, fairies!
675
00:41:05,045 --> 00:41:07,256
HAPPY SHOUTING CONTINUES
676
00:41:08,507 --> 00:41:09,717
Joe!
677
00:41:17,892 --> 00:41:19,185
MUSIC QUIETENS
678
00:41:19,685 --> 00:41:21,812
SARAH: I just never knowwhat Joe I'm gonna get.
679
00:41:21,896 --> 00:41:24,899
The Dalai Lama,or a five year-old.
680
00:41:25,900 --> 00:41:27,026
WHISPERS: Honestly.
681
00:41:27,568 --> 00:41:30,487
It doesn't bother you
that he doesn't remember her?
682
00:41:31,071 --> 00:41:32,406
Oh, he remembers her.
683
00:41:33,032 --> 00:41:34,325
Just the wrong age.
684
00:41:34,700 --> 00:41:37,828
Keeps asking me, "Where's
the baby? Is she lying down?".
685
00:41:37,912 --> 00:41:39,205
I'm like,
686
00:41:39,705 --> 00:41:42,875
I don't have the heart to say,
"She's there in front of you."
687
00:41:46,295 --> 00:41:48,422
- You thought any more about...?
- No.
688
00:41:52,885 --> 00:41:54,011
You know,
689
00:41:54,094 --> 00:41:55,721
what you're going through,
690
00:41:56,263 --> 00:41:57,723
is a kind of bereavement.
691
00:41:57,806 --> 00:41:59,266
BIRDS CHIRP
692
00:42:00,684 --> 00:42:03,229
Only I still have the body
walking and talking,
693
00:42:03,312 --> 00:42:04,855
and rolling
around on top of me.
694
00:42:04,939 --> 00:42:05,898
Aaah!
695
00:42:05,981 --> 00:42:07,524
Too much information!
696
00:42:07,608 --> 00:42:08,943
Sorry Cath.
697
00:42:09,944 --> 00:42:11,362
Not that he remembers.
698
00:42:11,946 --> 00:42:13,948
Well, that's a family trait.
699
00:42:14,281 --> 00:42:16,951
I can't remember
my last shag either.
700
00:42:19,036 --> 00:42:20,287
It's true.
701
00:42:22,957 --> 00:42:25,125
You do need to
talk to someone though.
702
00:42:26,293 --> 00:42:27,920
Yeah, well, I have you.
703
00:42:28,712 --> 00:42:30,589
We're not doing friends anymore.
704
00:42:32,007 --> 00:42:34,551
I really can't stomach
the little smiles
705
00:42:34,635 --> 00:42:35,844
and
the pitying eyes.
706
00:42:37,221 --> 00:42:39,306
Isn't there a group
you could join?
707
00:42:40,140 --> 00:42:42,142
- I'm not a joiner.
- Oh no.
708
00:42:42,476 --> 00:42:43,519
Sorry, forgot.
709
00:42:43,978 --> 00:42:45,604
Yep, "I'm not a joiner".
710
00:42:46,397 --> 00:42:48,399
So I guess that leaves me then!
711
00:42:48,899 --> 00:42:50,317
Poor Cath!
[CHUCKLES]
712
00:42:58,826 --> 00:43:00,160
I still love him, you know.
713
00:43:00,244 --> 00:43:02,579
MELANCHOLIC PIANO MUSIC
714
00:43:08,002 --> 00:43:10,004
OTHER INSTRUMENTS JOIN IN
715
00:43:25,060 --> 00:43:26,312
WIND BLOWS
716
00:45:00,114 --> 00:45:02,157
DISTANT BAR MUSIC
JOINS THE PIANO
717
00:45:03,909 --> 00:45:05,119
PIANO MUSIC ENDS
718
00:45:07,788 --> 00:45:10,749
INDISTINCT CHATTER
BAR MUSIC CONTINUES
719
00:45:13,460 --> 00:45:15,379
- TONI: Excuse me.
- BOY: Oh...
720
00:45:15,462 --> 00:45:17,214
Why, what you done, Nana?
[THEY LAUGH]
721
00:45:17,297 --> 00:45:19,383
- What?
- You heard.
722
00:45:19,466 --> 00:45:21,051
THEY CONTINUE TO LAUGH
723
00:45:21,135 --> 00:45:23,303
Hey, fuck you!
[SYNTH MUSIC]
724
00:45:24,430 --> 00:45:25,389
Whatever!
725
00:45:27,182 --> 00:45:29,476
LAUGHTER AND INDISTINCT CHATTER
726
00:45:35,816 --> 00:45:38,569
SYNTH MUSIC CONTINUES
DRUMS FROM INSIDE
727
00:45:45,993 --> 00:45:50,998
♪ Waiting for my timeHiding in the shadows
728
00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:57,754
♪ Waiting for my timeHiding in the shadows
729
00:45:58,130 --> 00:46:03,093
♪ By chance you came alongDelivered me from misery
730
00:46:03,177 --> 00:46:04,678
CHATTER AND WHISTLES
731
00:46:04,761 --> 00:46:09,683
♪ We could catch a rideTo any new reality
732
00:46:10,517 --> 00:46:15,522
♪ Dance allyour shadows to death ♪
733
00:46:16,356 --> 00:46:19,359
SONG CONTINUES
734
00:46:30,287 --> 00:46:32,789
SONG BECOMES
ECHOEY AND DISTORTED
735
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:36,710
PEOPLE CHEER
736
00:46:45,177 --> 00:46:47,221
MUSIC FADES OUT
737
00:46:48,430 --> 00:46:50,349
GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC
738
00:46:55,229 --> 00:46:56,438
SHE SIGHS
739
00:47:24,758 --> 00:47:25,801
SIGHS
740
00:47:54,204 --> 00:47:55,539
You changed!
741
00:47:57,708 --> 00:47:58,750
Not me.
742
00:48:00,294 --> 00:48:02,212
I'm still here.
743
00:48:03,338 --> 00:48:06,216
MUTED CRIES
MUSIC CONTINUES
744
00:48:09,261 --> 00:48:11,221
SEAGULLS CALL
WATER RUNS
745
00:48:17,144 --> 00:48:18,729
MUSIC CONCLUDES
746
00:48:18,812 --> 00:48:21,273
I can buy you a brontosaurus
for three million pounds.
747
00:48:21,356 --> 00:48:23,483
Or a triceratops
for two and a half.
748
00:48:24,151 --> 00:48:25,902
I'm not a palaeontologist.
749
00:48:26,320 --> 00:48:27,696
Plus, we would have nowhere to
put it.
750
00:48:27,779 --> 00:48:29,823
You already got me
that bike.
751
00:48:31,158 --> 00:48:34,453
Actually...
Where did you put your schedule?
752
00:48:35,370 --> 00:48:36,747
You think I'm stupid?
753
00:48:37,331 --> 00:48:38,540
No.
754
00:48:38,624 --> 00:48:40,334
Why do
you talk to me in that voice?
755
00:48:41,043 --> 00:48:42,002
What? Sorry?
756
00:48:42,461 --> 00:48:44,796
I hate it when
you speak to me in that voice.
757
00:48:45,589 --> 00:48:48,008
That patronising,
schoolteacher voice.
758
00:48:48,842 --> 00:48:52,387
Huh. Yeah, well, it wasn't
intentional, I'm sorry.
759
00:48:53,347 --> 00:48:54,348
LOUD EXHALE
760
00:48:54,765 --> 00:48:56,475
It's just, where's the schedule?
761
00:48:56,558 --> 00:48:59,061
You're supposed to
have it with you at all times.
762
00:48:59,144 --> 00:49:00,354
There is that voice!
763
00:49:01,229 --> 00:49:03,857
- I'm doing the best I can!
- I hate that voice,
764
00:49:03,940 --> 00:49:05,025
- I hate it!
- Tough,
765
00:49:05,108 --> 00:49:06,485
it's the
only voice I have!
766
00:49:10,030 --> 00:49:12,032
Ah! In here!
767
00:49:12,699 --> 00:49:16,870
Your schedule! Which you should
have with you at all times!
768
00:49:16,953 --> 00:49:18,914
Ugh, for fuck's sake.
769
00:49:20,707 --> 00:49:23,585
- Christ!
- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
770
00:49:23,669 --> 00:49:26,505
Joe, it's just
you have to have it with you!
771
00:49:27,130 --> 00:49:28,423
Okay?
772
00:49:28,507 --> 00:49:29,966
It allows you to
have some kind of life.
773
00:49:30,050 --> 00:49:32,678
I don't want
you having the panic attacks.
774
00:49:34,179 --> 00:49:37,015
D'ya think we can dream our kids
before they're conceived?
775
00:49:37,766 --> 00:49:38,892
What?
776
00:49:39,518 --> 00:49:40,727
I mean...
777
00:49:41,561 --> 00:49:43,230
Do they exist out
there in the...
778
00:49:44,231 --> 00:49:47,526
mass of energy and molecular
particles that is the universe,
779
00:49:47,609 --> 00:49:50,570
and the dark
that isn't really dark, just...
780
00:49:53,198 --> 00:49:54,658
Just waiting.
781
00:49:54,741 --> 00:49:56,326
Choose their parents;
choose their families,
782
00:49:56,410 --> 00:49:58,286
their soul families...
783
00:50:00,580 --> 00:50:02,749
JOE CONTINUES TO LAUGH
784
00:50:03,250 --> 00:50:04,918
Soul family!
785
00:50:07,212 --> 00:50:08,213
Joe, I...
786
00:50:08,755 --> 00:50:11,258
I really wanna have
a baby with you, Joe.
787
00:50:13,176 --> 00:50:14,970
I really wanna have our baby.
788
00:50:16,596 --> 00:50:18,598
And if you're in
there, I just...
789
00:50:19,766 --> 00:50:21,435
I'd love you to know that.
790
00:50:23,061 --> 00:50:24,521
What?
791
00:50:26,398 --> 00:50:27,941
I miss your old eyes,
792
00:50:28,024 --> 00:50:30,277
the eyes that were attached to
that original brain.
793
00:50:30,610 --> 00:50:32,612
Have you been drinking?
[SHE SIGHS]
794
00:50:34,281 --> 00:50:35,532
I just miss you.
795
00:50:36,450 --> 00:50:38,034
- I'm here!
- You're not.
796
00:50:38,118 --> 00:50:39,494
You're not the same.
797
00:50:40,120 --> 00:50:41,204
I am!
798
00:50:41,288 --> 00:50:42,789
No, you're not.
799
00:50:43,123 --> 00:50:44,374
Ha ha, I am here!
800
00:50:44,458 --> 00:50:47,169
No, you're not, Joe.
You're not here,
801
00:50:47,252 --> 00:50:48,628
- because...
- Oh, for...
802
00:50:48,712 --> 00:50:50,922
and to think!
I am here.
803
00:50:52,007 --> 00:50:54,092
I am fucking here!
804
00:50:54,176 --> 00:50:56,553
Okay, you're not
the same person. You're not...
805
00:50:56,636 --> 00:50:58,764
bitter and dark
and twisted, like...
806
00:50:59,222 --> 00:51:00,432
how you used to be.
807
00:51:00,766 --> 00:51:02,976
Are you having
a nervous breakdown?
808
00:51:03,935 --> 00:51:05,645
Probably. Yeah.
809
00:51:05,729 --> 00:51:07,564
That comes from
digging up those corpses.
810
00:51:07,647 --> 00:51:10,108
Mum said it was morbid
and always has been.
811
00:51:10,192 --> 00:51:11,234
Well...
812
00:51:11,777 --> 00:51:14,404
You can tell her
I'm basically an archivist now.
813
00:51:14,946 --> 00:51:17,449
And you haven't
worked in two years, so...
814
00:51:17,532 --> 00:51:19,910
Ah, for fuck's sake!
[HE LAUGHS]
815
00:51:23,413 --> 00:51:25,123
- Something's happened!
- Yeah.
816
00:51:25,207 --> 00:51:28,835
You're right, Joe. Something
has. You wrote it in your book.
817
00:51:29,169 --> 00:51:30,420
Read your list.
818
00:51:30,504 --> 00:51:32,422
- What happened?
- It's in the book!
819
00:51:46,561 --> 00:51:49,523
"Important information
about your broken brain.
820
00:51:50,315 --> 00:51:52,651
"For Joe, by Joe.
821
00:52:02,577 --> 00:52:06,581
"One: I am
you and we have been ill.
822
00:52:12,963 --> 00:52:16,299
"Two: we grew a tumour the size
of an orange inside our skull,
823
00:52:16,383 --> 00:52:17,592
"but it's okay.
824
00:52:18,426 --> 00:52:19,678
"It was benign.
825
00:52:24,683 --> 00:52:25,976
"Three: they removed the tumour
and,
826
00:52:26,059 --> 00:52:28,895
with it,
large sections of our memory..."
827
00:52:37,362 --> 00:52:39,573
Do you recognise
the hand-writing?
828
00:52:40,240 --> 00:52:41,241
Yeah.
829
00:52:41,616 --> 00:52:42,868
Whose is it?
830
00:52:43,243 --> 00:52:44,911
Well, um...
831
00:52:47,122 --> 00:52:48,206
Looks like mine.
832
00:52:57,215 --> 00:52:58,466
I, um...
833
00:53:00,927 --> 00:53:01,970
I can't...
834
00:53:03,763 --> 00:53:05,098
I can't do this, okay?
835
00:53:05,807 --> 00:53:08,810
- You can.
- I can't, because it's, um...
836
00:53:10,729 --> 00:53:12,689
I can't do this, cos it's, um...
837
00:53:15,108 --> 00:53:17,193
Hmm. I'm, um, I'm really sorry,
838
00:53:17,277 --> 00:53:18,987
I don't think I...
839
00:53:19,070 --> 00:53:21,615
Joe, it's okay. Sorry, it's
alright. No, it's my fault.
840
00:53:21,698 --> 00:53:23,700
- It's alright.
- No it's not, and I...
841
00:53:23,783 --> 00:53:26,286
I did something wrong. And, uh,
842
00:53:26,369 --> 00:53:27,746
I'm really sorry.
843
00:53:27,829 --> 00:53:29,497
- I'm here.
- I wanna to speak to Sarah.
844
00:53:29,581 --> 00:53:33,460
No, not, I want, um, I want,
the other Sarah, okay, yeah?
845
00:53:33,543 --> 00:53:35,795
- I'm here!
- I want the real Sarah.
846
00:53:37,464 --> 00:53:38,757
I want the real Sarah.
847
00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:41,676
MELANCHOLIC PIANO
AND VIOLIN MUSIC
848
00:53:55,899 --> 00:53:58,193
WATERS RUNS
MUSIC CONTINUES
849
00:54:14,209 --> 00:54:15,293
STRING NOTE
850
00:54:17,879 --> 00:54:19,172
MUSIC CONCLUDES
851
00:54:22,300 --> 00:54:24,678
- You have to find your zero.
- Sorry?
852
00:54:25,929 --> 00:54:29,057
- It's alright.
- Ah!
853
00:54:34,020 --> 00:54:35,939
You have to show it who's boss.
854
00:54:41,361 --> 00:54:42,737
Have you played long?
855
00:54:43,989 --> 00:54:46,074
[CELLO THUMPS GENTLY]
You tell me.
856
00:54:46,700 --> 00:54:48,034
Sorry, I didn't, um,
857
00:54:48,576 --> 00:54:50,704
- I should go.
- No!
858
00:54:51,538 --> 00:54:52,789
Stay.
859
00:54:55,583 --> 00:54:57,377
You first have to
find your zero.
860
00:54:58,169 --> 00:55:00,130
The moment after
you've lifted the bow
861
00:55:00,213 --> 00:55:02,215
and right before
it falls back to earth.
862
00:55:02,298 --> 00:55:05,093
A breath, a pause,
before you start to play.
863
00:55:05,176 --> 00:55:06,219
Take my hand.
864
00:55:08,722 --> 00:55:10,765
- My zero?
- Yeah.
865
00:55:13,309 --> 00:55:15,061
LONG NOTE
866
00:55:15,478 --> 00:55:17,313
TENTATIVE NOTES
867
00:55:19,899 --> 00:55:22,736
PLAYING BECOMES MORE CONFIDENT
868
00:55:59,731 --> 00:56:02,901
CELLO MUSIC CONTINUES
869
00:56:10,116 --> 00:56:11,910
SNIFFLES
870
00:56:14,496 --> 00:56:15,789
SINGLE NOTE LINGERS
871
00:56:15,872 --> 00:56:17,332
GWEN:
There was once a woman
872
00:56:17,791 --> 00:56:19,167
walking along a shore.
873
00:56:20,293 --> 00:56:22,045
It was twilight,and she could see another figure
874
00:56:22,128 --> 00:56:24,297
walking towards her.
875
00:56:25,381 --> 00:56:26,382
A young woman.
876
00:56:26,466 --> 00:56:27,967
CELLO MUSIC FADES OUT
877
00:56:28,551 --> 00:56:30,011
And,
878
00:56:30,428 --> 00:56:33,431
as they grew closer,
she could see how she walked
879
00:56:33,515 --> 00:56:35,141
and
it was familiar.
880
00:56:36,726 --> 00:56:40,814
A way of moving so reminiscent
of someone she knew.
881
00:56:42,440 --> 00:56:43,983
Her younger self.
882
00:56:45,485 --> 00:56:47,445
"Go back!", she cries.
883
00:56:47,779 --> 00:56:49,114
"Go back!".
884
00:56:55,662 --> 00:56:56,913
Gwen.
885
00:56:57,413 --> 00:56:58,456
Yes, Toni?
886
00:56:59,791 --> 00:57:02,502
No, don't.
Don't turn around. Just...
887
00:57:03,211 --> 00:57:05,255
listen.
[TONI SNIFFLES]
888
00:57:06,131 --> 00:57:07,173
Why?
889
00:57:12,929 --> 00:57:15,348
I don't think
we should do this anymore.
890
00:57:18,685 --> 00:57:20,019
TONI SOBS QUIETLY
891
00:57:22,939 --> 00:57:25,316
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I've changed.
892
00:57:28,987 --> 00:57:33,199
I'm sorry
you don't know me anymore.
893
00:57:34,450 --> 00:57:35,493
Yes.
894
00:57:43,710 --> 00:57:48,047
This is just a memory,
speaking to another memory.
895
00:57:49,382 --> 00:57:50,425
A goodbye.
896
00:57:54,721 --> 00:57:56,139
TONI SNIFFLES
897
00:57:57,724 --> 00:57:59,309
I'm sorry, Toni.
898
00:58:01,311 --> 00:58:02,729
No, don't be.
899
00:58:09,611 --> 00:58:11,529
GENTLE PIANO MUSIC
900
00:58:30,006 --> 00:58:31,925
SARAH:
Oh. Excuse me!
901
00:58:35,845 --> 00:58:37,138
Here he is!
902
00:58:37,555 --> 00:58:38,723
My guy!
903
00:58:39,390 --> 00:58:42,560
- Mr. Trouble is here!
- Okay, see you later!
904
00:58:42,644 --> 00:58:44,103
JOE: Bye then!
905
00:58:44,479 --> 00:58:46,189
MUSIC CONTINUES
906
00:58:47,857 --> 00:58:49,567
- Er, Sarah?
- ANNOYED: Yes?
907
00:58:49,984 --> 00:58:52,195
Dr Falmer would
appreciate a word.
908
00:58:54,614 --> 00:58:56,824
DR FALMER, SOFTLY:
Next week then.
909
00:58:57,450 --> 00:58:59,327
- Thanks.
- I can come back later.
910
00:58:59,410 --> 00:59:01,996
Let me call you back.
Sarah!
911
00:59:03,122 --> 00:59:06,417
Sarah, please, do...
Come in, have a seat.
912
00:59:10,171 --> 00:59:12,257
Um, I would like to keep Joe
913
00:59:12,340 --> 00:59:13,800
in the residential wing for
a while.
914
00:59:14,592 --> 00:59:16,511
But he always comes
home with me.
915
00:59:16,594 --> 00:59:18,012
It's not for very long.
916
00:59:18,096 --> 00:59:20,515
I just want to run
a few more tests and...
917
00:59:20,932 --> 00:59:22,850
keep him under observation.
918
00:59:23,810 --> 00:59:24,852
Is there a problem?
919
00:59:24,936 --> 00:59:26,354
Please, sit.
920
00:59:27,146 --> 00:59:28,898
LOUDER: Is there a problem?
921
00:59:28,982 --> 00:59:31,526
According to
Joe's medical notes,
922
00:59:31,609 --> 00:59:35,196
he has no memory or
recollection of anything
923
00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:36,698
over
the past two years?
924
00:59:37,115 --> 00:59:39,158
Yeah, that's right, yeah.
925
00:59:39,242 --> 00:59:40,827
So I am concerned about
a possible erosion
926
00:59:40,910 --> 00:59:42,120
of
his existing memories
927
00:59:42,203 --> 00:59:44,247
going back to before the tumour.
928
00:59:44,330 --> 00:59:47,709
- Meaning?
- Joe's autobiographical memory
929
00:59:47,792 --> 00:59:49,502
appears to be deteriorating.
930
00:59:51,212 --> 00:59:54,507
His memory is deteriorating.
931
00:59:54,966 --> 00:59:56,384
It seems so.
932
00:59:58,177 --> 00:59:59,887
So he's slipping further back?
933
01:00:00,221 --> 01:00:03,224
- I can't say for sure...
- Just deleting his memories.
934
01:00:03,599 --> 01:00:06,978
- Ugh, well, when will it stop?
- Impossible to say.
935
01:00:09,731 --> 01:00:12,900
So, he just carries on
rewinding, erasing our lives?
936
01:00:12,984 --> 01:00:14,736
I really can't say at the
moment.
937
01:00:14,819 --> 01:00:16,195
But what if he rewinds
938
01:00:16,279 --> 01:00:18,614
to before we ever met?
What happens then?
939
01:00:19,657 --> 01:00:23,786
What happens then?
He forgets who I am?
940
01:00:23,870 --> 01:00:25,580
He doesn't recognise me?
941
01:00:27,665 --> 01:00:28,875
I am sorry.
942
01:00:30,460 --> 01:00:31,544
No!
943
01:00:32,253 --> 01:00:33,504
- DR FALMER: I am.
- SARAH: No.
944
01:00:33,588 --> 01:00:35,548
I'm sorry, Sarah.
945
01:00:37,050 --> 01:00:38,259
DOOR SHUTS
946
01:00:38,968 --> 01:00:40,678
DOOR OPENS
947
01:00:40,762 --> 01:00:43,556
You know, I thought there was
still hope, you told me that.
948
01:00:44,057 --> 01:00:45,308
- I didn't, actually.
949
01:00:45,391 --> 01:00:47,727
What
about all those memory exercises
950
01:00:47,810 --> 01:00:49,187
the recordings and Joe's
schedule?
951
01:00:49,270 --> 01:00:51,064
They're designed to support
952
01:00:51,147 --> 01:00:53,733
and facilitate
independent living.
953
01:00:54,359 --> 01:00:56,319
"The brain is
adaptable", you said.
954
01:00:56,402 --> 01:01:00,114
No brain is the same, Sarah.
955
01:01:05,370 --> 01:01:08,081
You gave me hope,
and you shouldn't have.
956
01:01:08,164 --> 01:01:10,541
You shouldn't
have given me any hope!
957
01:01:11,751 --> 01:01:13,711
Do you have no idea what it's
like
958
01:01:13,795 --> 01:01:16,089
to try to hang on and
survive like this?
959
01:01:23,179 --> 01:01:25,431
I do.
[MELANCHOLIC PIANO MUSIC]
960
01:01:33,272 --> 01:01:35,483
INDISTINCT CHATTER
961
01:01:56,003 --> 01:01:58,256
SARAH SOBS
962
01:02:05,430 --> 01:02:08,724
- GWEN: Time passes so quickly.
- Excuse me?
963
01:02:11,227 --> 01:02:14,147
We shouldn't waste it, crying.
964
01:02:17,859 --> 01:02:19,277
GWEN: Seize life.
965
01:02:21,737 --> 01:02:22,780
Grasp it.
966
01:02:25,158 --> 01:02:26,993
Don't waste it.
967
01:02:34,584 --> 01:02:35,793
BIRDS CHIRP
968
01:02:54,395 --> 01:02:56,397
TONI: It'll kill you, you know.
969
01:02:57,899 --> 01:03:00,735
Which is why I like
to smoke alone and in silence.
970
01:03:02,528 --> 01:03:04,071
You know, some things require
971
01:03:04,155 --> 01:03:06,365
full awareness and
concentration.
972
01:03:07,617 --> 01:03:10,369
It's a talent, some
might say it's a discipline.
973
01:03:11,704 --> 01:03:12,705
Total commitment
974
01:03:13,372 --> 01:03:16,334
to the slow
process of self-annihilation.
975
01:03:18,544 --> 01:03:21,255
I've never been one
for small talk, either.
976
01:03:26,135 --> 01:03:27,386
It changes you.
977
01:03:30,181 --> 01:03:32,308
GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC
978
01:03:34,894 --> 01:03:36,771
Do not be nice to me.
979
01:03:37,396 --> 01:03:38,773
I wouldn't dream of it.
980
01:03:54,288 --> 01:03:56,541
What is the point of having
a phone,
981
01:03:56,624 --> 01:03:58,334
if it's always off
the bloody hook?
982
01:04:00,002 --> 01:04:02,255
GUITAR MUSIC CONTINUES
983
01:04:21,023 --> 01:04:22,817
INDISTINCT CONVERSATION
984
01:04:29,115 --> 01:04:31,367
Those are
the brains I can't mend.
985
01:04:44,797 --> 01:04:47,675
You know you can't
smoke anymore in here, right?
986
01:04:50,136 --> 01:04:51,929
THEY CHUCKLE
987
01:04:55,349 --> 01:04:58,311
MUFFLED CHEERS
MUSIC CONTINUES
988
01:05:03,357 --> 01:05:05,443
PARADE SOUNDS COMING FROM TV
989
01:05:46,942 --> 01:05:48,194
MUSIC CONCLUDES
990
01:05:50,863 --> 01:05:53,324
Good morning.
[DISTANT SEAGULL CALLS]
991
01:05:53,407 --> 01:05:55,534
Hi, okay, er...
992
01:05:55,618 --> 01:05:57,536
[SARAH LAUGHS]
Toni: What?
993
01:06:02,124 --> 01:06:03,376
HEAVY EXHALE
994
01:06:05,086 --> 01:06:07,630
Okay, can you get me a towel?
995
01:06:08,923 --> 01:06:10,007
What?
996
01:06:10,716 --> 01:06:13,636
An oblong piece
of absorbent material used to
997
01:06:13,719 --> 01:06:16,972
block water from my
naked skin, following ablutions?
998
01:06:17,056 --> 01:06:18,057
TONI LAUGHS
999
01:06:18,641 --> 01:06:21,143
Don't you need to
pause and inhale,
1000
01:06:21,227 --> 01:06:22,937
like us, lesser mortals?
1001
01:06:23,020 --> 01:06:27,149
Ah, no. Scary, isn't it?
I have excellent breath control;
1002
01:06:27,233 --> 01:06:29,568
I can actually go on
for hours if I need to,
1003
01:06:29,652 --> 01:06:34,365
I can just pump out words,
p-p-p-p-p, like, um
1004
01:06:34,448 --> 01:06:35,950
a Tommy Gun.
1005
01:06:36,617 --> 01:06:38,452
- A Tommy Gun.
- Mm.
1006
01:06:40,913 --> 01:06:43,791
It's like an automatic weapon,
I just spray
1007
01:06:43,874 --> 01:06:46,043
words into the air,
like bullets...
1008
01:06:48,003 --> 01:06:49,422
Look, okay,
1009
01:06:49,880 --> 01:06:54,135
I'm clearly not
used to doing this, so...
1010
01:06:54,802 --> 01:06:59,348
I'm just gonna have a shower
and I will be out of your life.
1011
01:07:02,643 --> 01:07:05,271
So I guess
giving comfort is a crime.
1012
01:07:06,188 --> 01:07:08,482
I've never heard it
called that before.
1013
01:07:08,566 --> 01:07:10,025
But that's what we did.
1014
01:07:10,609 --> 01:07:12,319
We comforted each other.
1015
01:07:14,405 --> 01:07:15,781
Um...
1016
01:07:15,865 --> 01:07:18,075
Yeah, okay, yep,
1017
01:07:18,367 --> 01:07:19,952
that's what I was, comfort.
1018
01:07:20,411 --> 01:07:23,080
No, you were
much, much more than that.
1019
01:07:27,293 --> 01:07:28,544
I don't want this.
1020
01:07:29,128 --> 01:07:30,713
Why are you being like that?
1021
01:07:32,465 --> 01:07:34,675
Last night I was
just trying to get away.
1022
01:07:34,759 --> 01:07:37,386
Last night was just about me.
I'm sleeping with strangers,
1023
01:07:37,470 --> 01:07:40,473
and I include my husband in
that list, and you have no idea.
1024
01:07:40,556 --> 01:07:42,016
You fucking try me!
1025
01:07:44,059 --> 01:07:45,060
Okay.
1026
01:07:45,853 --> 01:07:48,856
Sometimes, when he looks at me,
1027
01:07:49,565 --> 01:07:51,817
- what makes him "him" is...
- Missing?
1028
01:07:52,985 --> 01:07:54,069
Yes.
1029
01:07:56,739 --> 01:08:00,493
The last time I saw Gwen
was fifteen years ago,
1030
01:08:01,243 --> 01:08:02,453
in our car.
1031
01:08:02,995 --> 01:08:04,455
She was pregnant.
1032
01:08:05,456 --> 01:08:07,333
The IVF had finally worked.
1033
01:08:08,501 --> 01:08:15,007
And she was trying to buckle
her seatbelt over her bump,
1034
01:08:16,217 --> 01:08:20,513
and that's the second before
a car cannoned into us,
1035
01:08:20,888 --> 01:08:23,099
sending her through
the windscreen.
1036
01:08:27,311 --> 01:08:30,898
What happens when there are no
babies to tell the stories to?
1037
01:08:44,036 --> 01:08:45,079
GWEN: Toni!
1038
01:08:51,544 --> 01:08:52,878
LOUDER: Toni!
1039
01:08:54,213 --> 01:08:55,589
DOOR OPENS
1040
01:08:56,674 --> 01:08:57,925
Where's Toni?
1041
01:08:58,926 --> 01:09:01,971
- Please. Allow us to explain,
just... - I don't know you.
1042
01:09:02,054 --> 01:09:04,890
- My name is Alex Moses,
I'm a nurse. - Where am I?
1043
01:09:05,307 --> 01:09:08,352
- Gwen, allow me to explain.
- No, I need to speak to Toni.
1044
01:09:08,435 --> 01:09:10,479
Hear me out. Tell
me where you are.
1045
01:09:10,563 --> 01:09:12,273
ATMOSPHERIC MUSIC
1046
01:09:12,356 --> 01:09:13,566
What happened?
1047
01:09:14,066 --> 01:09:15,484
It's okay.
1048
01:09:15,943 --> 01:09:17,570
Oh my God...
1049
01:09:21,282 --> 01:09:22,741
- No.
- Gwen.
1050
01:09:24,368 --> 01:09:26,579
Whe-where...
1051
01:09:27,037 --> 01:09:28,080
No...
1052
01:09:29,415 --> 01:09:31,208
- Where is my baby?!
- It's okay.
1053
01:09:31,292 --> 01:09:32,835
What did you do to me?
1054
01:09:32,918 --> 01:09:36,380
- Where is my baby?!
- DR FALMER: Gwen, hello.
1055
01:09:36,881 --> 01:09:38,716
I'm Dr Falmer and
I'm here to help.
1056
01:09:38,799 --> 01:09:41,302
Where is Toni?
I need to speak to...
1057
01:09:41,385 --> 01:09:42,553
It's alright.
1058
01:09:42,636 --> 01:09:43,929
- It's okay.
- Oh, please...
1059
01:09:44,013 --> 01:09:47,892
- It's okay, Gwen.
- It's not okay!
1060
01:09:48,601 --> 01:09:53,147
I can't speak!
I need to speak to Toni!
1061
01:09:53,230 --> 01:09:54,481
DR FALMER: Okay.
1062
01:09:57,067 --> 01:09:58,110
MUSIC FADES OUT
1063
01:09:59,737 --> 01:10:01,614
Is that clear, Gwen?
1064
01:10:06,452 --> 01:10:07,661
Yeah.
1065
01:10:09,788 --> 01:10:12,333
I know something now which I...
1066
01:10:12,833 --> 01:10:14,835
which I won't at other times.
1067
01:10:19,131 --> 01:10:21,717
I know I'm older
than I thought I was.
1068
01:10:24,803 --> 01:10:26,055
Time's passing.
1069
01:10:28,307 --> 01:10:29,391
Life's moving on;
1070
01:10:29,475 --> 01:10:31,143
SUBTLE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC
1071
01:10:33,312 --> 01:10:36,273
but tomorrow morning,
I'll be a young girl.
1072
01:10:38,067 --> 01:10:41,904
And you'll have to go
through this all over again?
1073
01:10:44,365 --> 01:10:45,616
Yes, I will.
1074
01:10:49,161 --> 01:10:50,204
Yes, we will.
1075
01:10:59,171 --> 01:11:00,172
Thank you.
1076
01:11:02,758 --> 01:11:05,302
Take your time.
Moses will see you to your room.
1077
01:11:14,937 --> 01:11:16,981
MUSIC FADES OUT
SARAH SIGHS
1078
01:11:21,193 --> 01:11:24,029
MOBILE PHONE RINGS
1079
01:11:29,952 --> 01:11:32,579
MOBILE PHONE RINGS
1080
01:11:35,332 --> 01:11:37,001
SUBTLE AMBIENT NOISE
1081
01:11:40,546 --> 01:11:42,673
GENTLE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC
1082
01:11:47,469 --> 01:11:49,096
MUSIC TURNS HOPEFUL
1083
01:11:58,397 --> 01:11:59,857
TONI: A whole skeleton?
1084
01:12:00,899 --> 01:12:04,194
Wow! How long did
it take you to complete?
1085
01:12:04,278 --> 01:12:05,404
MUSIC CONTINUES
1086
01:12:05,487 --> 01:12:07,072
Hmm. Weeks, well, maybe months.
1087
01:12:07,489 --> 01:12:11,368
I just got lost in their story,
reuniting the bones.
1088
01:12:14,038 --> 01:12:15,664
Connecting the dots?
1089
01:12:16,707 --> 01:12:18,292
Seems like you needed it.
1090
01:12:19,626 --> 01:12:21,837
Yeah, like...
[LAUGHS]
1091
01:12:24,131 --> 01:12:26,008
Gwen and I loved coming here.
1092
01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:30,721
- What?
- Too soon?
1093
01:12:32,389 --> 01:12:35,809
Oh, you fucker!
Oh, you had me there!
1094
01:12:36,602 --> 01:12:37,895
You!
1095
01:12:38,437 --> 01:12:40,814
I'll drink to that!
[GLASSES CLINK]
1096
01:12:43,901 --> 01:12:45,903
MUSIC CONTINUES
SEAGULLS CALL
1097
01:13:10,677 --> 01:13:12,805
THEY SHRIEK AND SCREAM
1098
01:14:19,538 --> 01:14:20,789
MUSIC SOFTENS
1099
01:14:21,957 --> 01:14:23,584
What do you do when you're
grieving
1100
01:14:23,667 --> 01:14:25,294
and no one's
actually died?
1101
01:14:27,754 --> 01:14:29,464
TONI SIGHS
1102
01:14:30,591 --> 01:14:33,510
It's not even 6:30, Sarah.
1103
01:14:34,720 --> 01:14:36,430
MUSIC CONCLUDES
1104
01:14:39,600 --> 01:14:40,851
You're not him.
1105
01:14:41,977 --> 01:14:43,228
I do know that.
1106
01:14:48,567 --> 01:14:49,818
You're not him.
1107
01:14:51,653 --> 01:14:52,905
I know.
1108
01:14:54,156 --> 01:14:55,824
[SARAH SIGHS]
It's just,
1109
01:14:55,908 --> 01:14:58,493
we're not very good at this,
are we? [SARAH LAUGHS SOFTLY]
1110
01:14:58,577 --> 01:14:59,953
SARAH SMACKS HER KNEES
1111
01:15:00,037 --> 01:15:02,331
- Well, I've tried.
- [RESIGNED]: Yeah.
1112
01:15:05,250 --> 01:15:08,003
What do we have
to do to make it work?
1113
01:15:09,922 --> 01:15:11,298
Forget.
1114
01:15:13,592 --> 01:15:15,093
I want a future.
1115
01:15:16,553 --> 01:15:19,097
Can you just be
content with the present?
1116
01:15:20,057 --> 01:15:22,017
But we're not present!
1117
01:15:23,018 --> 01:15:25,145
We're not even here, Sarah!
1118
01:15:25,938 --> 01:15:29,858
I've missed so much!
So much time! God!
1119
01:15:29,942 --> 01:15:31,777
- Toni!
- Go, get away from me!
1120
01:15:33,946 --> 01:15:37,157
BREATHES HEAVILY
1121
01:15:38,450 --> 01:15:40,494
DOOR HANDLE THUMPS
TONI SNIFFLES
1122
01:15:41,995 --> 01:15:44,456
[SARAH KNOCKS ON THE DOOR]
Toni, I'm sorry.
1123
01:15:46,124 --> 01:15:47,960
[DOOR HANDLE CLICKS]
Toni? But,
1124
01:15:48,543 --> 01:15:52,172
what happened to the woman who
comforted me, who understood?
1125
01:15:54,049 --> 01:15:56,301
She grew old and disappeared.
1126
01:16:03,517 --> 01:16:05,102
SHE SIGHS AND SNIFFLES
1127
01:16:09,815 --> 01:16:12,442
DOOR SQUEAKS OPEN
AND THEN CLOSES
1128
01:16:12,985 --> 01:16:16,071
SENTIMENTAL PIANO
AND CELLO MUSIC
1129
01:16:18,699 --> 01:16:21,326
SEAGULLS CALL
1130
01:16:34,965 --> 01:16:37,384
NURSE:
We'll let her know you're here.
1131
01:16:41,138 --> 01:16:44,599
Hi, Gwen. Toni's here
to see you, okay?
1132
01:16:44,683 --> 01:16:45,892
MUSIC CONCLUDES
1133
01:16:47,019 --> 01:16:48,645
- Go through.
- Okay.
1134
01:17:02,200 --> 01:17:03,702
WAVES CRASHING
1135
01:17:03,785 --> 01:17:05,412
SEAGULLS CALL
1136
01:17:44,826 --> 01:17:46,119
Mmm.
1137
01:17:46,203 --> 01:17:47,454
Tastes better
when you hold them.
1138
01:17:49,331 --> 01:17:50,665
Less fattening too.
1139
01:17:57,839 --> 01:17:59,508
They arrived a few years ago.
1140
01:18:02,219 --> 01:18:03,428
An invasion.
1141
01:18:07,599 --> 01:18:08,600
Do we like them?
1142
01:18:13,271 --> 01:18:16,108
They're perfect.
[INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
1143
01:18:29,955 --> 01:18:33,959
♪ There are timeswhen we are taken
1144
01:18:34,459 --> 01:18:37,879
♪ There are timesthe pieces break
1145
01:18:38,797 --> 01:18:42,843
♪ You can gluethem back together
1146
01:18:43,468 --> 01:18:47,597
♪ But you'll feel a little ache
1147
01:18:48,223 --> 01:18:52,310
♪ So liberate mefrom the love song
1148
01:18:53,019 --> 01:18:56,982
♪ Liberate me from the love song
1149
01:18:57,482 --> 01:19:00,819
♪ Liberate me from the love song
1150
01:19:01,403 --> 01:19:04,823
♪ To survive another day ♪
1151
01:19:05,240 --> 01:19:06,867
SONG CONTINUES
1152
01:19:06,950 --> 01:19:12,247
"'I am a dinosaur', said Bunny,
stamping down a paw...
1153
01:19:12,330 --> 01:19:14,958
"You should see my mighty
shadow;
1154
01:19:15,041 --> 01:19:17,544
you should hear my
mighty roar...
1155
01:19:17,627 --> 01:19:20,922
"Tiger raised an eyebrow
and scratched his spiny..."
1156
01:19:21,006 --> 01:19:22,299
They'll be there for hours.
1157
01:19:22,382 --> 01:19:24,009
JOE: 'Hello, Bunny',
said Tiger.
1158
01:19:24,092 --> 01:19:27,220
"I really have to say,
what do you think you're doing,
1159
01:19:27,304 --> 01:19:30,432
- "standing in my way?'"
- "Said Bunny to Tiger..."
1160
01:19:30,515 --> 01:19:31,808
- SARAH: Cath?
- CATH: Sarah?
1161
01:19:32,350 --> 01:19:33,602
SARAH SNIFFLES
1162
01:19:34,603 --> 01:19:36,521
I've... I've done something.
1163
01:19:37,314 --> 01:19:39,232
BIRDS CHIRP
1164
01:19:40,484 --> 01:19:41,818
Hey.
1165
01:19:42,861 --> 01:19:46,698
- Um... I've really messed up.
- [GENTLY] So?
1166
01:19:49,367 --> 01:19:51,703
- There's this woman.
- Woman?
1167
01:19:51,786 --> 01:19:52,829
Yeah.
1168
01:19:55,540 --> 01:19:57,751
That's one
ticked off the bucket list.
1169
01:19:58,376 --> 01:20:00,629
- Didn't see that one coming.
- Look, Cath.
1170
01:20:00,712 --> 01:20:02,964
- I didn't mean to...
- Do I look like a priest?
1171
01:20:03,048 --> 01:20:04,466
Sorry?
1172
01:20:04,549 --> 01:20:06,593
Does this look like
a confessional box?
1173
01:20:06,676 --> 01:20:08,929
I'm telling you I've done
something!
1174
01:20:09,012 --> 01:20:10,597
Well, you're not made of wood.
1175
01:20:12,015 --> 01:20:15,727
I don't need to know.
It's none of my business.
1176
01:20:18,772 --> 01:20:20,190
I want Joe back.
1177
01:20:20,273 --> 01:20:22,400
Oh, we all want Joe back.
[SENTIMENTAL MUSIC]
1178
01:20:23,193 --> 01:20:24,402
No, I want Joe!
1179
01:20:27,906 --> 01:20:29,199
You've got Joe!
1180
01:20:38,333 --> 01:20:39,626
DOOR OPENS
1181
01:20:53,723 --> 01:20:54,766
EXHALES HEAVILY
1182
01:21:04,025 --> 01:21:06,820
SENTIMENTAL MUSIC CONTINUES
1183
01:21:23,712 --> 01:21:24,796
DOOR OPENS
1184
01:21:52,157 --> 01:21:53,491
Hi.
1185
01:21:55,327 --> 01:21:56,536
Hello.
1186
01:22:03,251 --> 01:22:04,544
MUSIC CONTINUES
1187
01:22:17,891 --> 01:22:20,518
JOE: I'm outside. Outsidein the garden. [BIRDS CHIRP]
1188
01:22:20,852 --> 01:22:24,981
Yes, familiar, familiar.This is familiar.
1189
01:22:25,065 --> 01:22:28,777
I'm outside,in a garden, by a tree.
1190
01:22:29,277 --> 01:22:30,528
JOE LAUGHS
1191
01:22:33,156 --> 01:22:34,366
Okay, I'm in a...
1192
01:22:35,408 --> 01:22:37,911
In a garden. Familiar, by...
1193
01:22:39,663 --> 01:22:42,582
big fucking tree and...
Hands are empty.
1194
01:22:44,417 --> 01:22:47,212
Oh...
[JOE LAUGHS]
1195
01:22:47,295 --> 01:22:50,215
In a garden,
by a big fucking tree.
1196
01:22:50,965 --> 01:22:51,925
Hands cold.
1197
01:22:52,008 --> 01:22:53,760
Big fucking tree!
1198
01:22:55,053 --> 01:22:56,596
Are you alright?
1199
01:22:58,473 --> 01:23:00,225
- Hello.
- Hello.
1200
01:23:02,727 --> 01:23:04,854
- I'm Joe.
- I'm Gwen.
1201
01:23:05,772 --> 01:23:08,066
- Hi Gwen.
- Hi.
1202
01:23:08,608 --> 01:23:09,859
I love your garden.
1203
01:23:10,402 --> 01:23:12,028
- It's not mine.
- No?
1204
01:23:12,112 --> 01:23:13,363
Mm.
1205
01:23:15,448 --> 01:23:18,868
- Do you know whose it is?
- Not really, no.
1206
01:23:19,911 --> 01:23:21,788
Then we are in the same boat.
1207
01:23:22,580 --> 01:23:24,374
I hate it when you go to these
parties
1208
01:23:24,457 --> 01:23:26,292
and no one knows
who the host is...
1209
01:23:26,376 --> 01:23:27,585
GWEN: Mm.
1210
01:23:29,921 --> 01:23:31,047
Maybe you're lost.
1211
01:23:32,507 --> 01:23:34,634
We're in
the grounds of a health centre.
1212
01:23:38,763 --> 01:23:40,056
Was I in an accident?
1213
01:23:41,683 --> 01:23:43,393
You look fine to me.
1214
01:23:45,395 --> 01:23:46,438
Why,
1215
01:23:46,521 --> 01:23:48,314
SOFTLY: why am I here?
1216
01:23:49,816 --> 01:23:51,901
- Visiting someone.
- Ha!
1217
01:23:53,653 --> 01:23:59,701
[JOE LAUGHS] That's
it! That is it! Yeah! Let's see.
1218
01:24:01,369 --> 01:24:02,704
Yeah.
1219
01:24:05,415 --> 01:24:07,500
Very good.
[HE LAUGHS]
1220
01:24:16,676 --> 01:24:19,763
- Should I know you?
- Probably.
1221
01:24:20,889 --> 01:24:23,975
You never can tell, can you?
1222
01:24:25,018 --> 01:24:26,060
No.
1223
01:24:27,645 --> 01:24:29,606
How long have you had your book?
1224
01:24:30,482 --> 01:24:31,983
Oh, um...
1225
01:24:34,903 --> 01:24:35,945
Em...
1226
01:24:40,283 --> 01:24:43,620
Years? Years and years.
1227
01:24:49,125 --> 01:24:50,335
I like the garden.
1228
01:24:51,795 --> 01:24:52,837
Yeah.
1229
01:25:03,014 --> 01:25:04,015
Hello.
1230
01:25:05,683 --> 01:25:07,060
You're very familiar.
1231
01:25:08,853 --> 01:25:12,065
Sometimes,
I'm a little too familiar.
1232
01:25:13,358 --> 01:25:14,984
And if that's the case, just...
1233
01:25:16,152 --> 01:25:17,737
You remind me of someone.
1234
01:25:20,365 --> 01:25:21,574
I'm Joe.
1235
01:25:23,451 --> 01:25:24,702
I know.
1236
01:25:28,790 --> 01:25:31,668
- Hello.
- Hello Joe. I'm Gwen.
1237
01:25:32,001 --> 01:25:33,044
Hi.
1238
01:25:36,714 --> 01:25:38,508
DISTANT CONVERSATION
1239
01:25:43,346 --> 01:25:44,556
So what do we do now?
1240
01:25:45,974 --> 01:25:48,977
We could go have a cup of tea.
1241
01:25:51,855 --> 01:25:54,566
- I'd like that.
- Yes. Come.
1242
01:25:54,649 --> 01:25:56,526
JOE LAUGHS
1243
01:26:00,029 --> 01:26:01,072
JOE LAUGHS
1244
01:26:03,408 --> 01:26:07,078
Um. My friend and I
would like some tea, please.
1245
01:26:08,830 --> 01:26:10,498
Of course.
[CLEARS THROAT]
1246
01:26:10,582 --> 01:26:12,667
Take a seat.
I'll bring it over.
1247
01:26:13,376 --> 01:26:14,627
Thank you.
1248
01:26:16,212 --> 01:26:17,589
Hi Joe.
1249
01:26:17,964 --> 01:26:19,007
Hi.
1250
01:26:25,430 --> 01:26:28,808
I believe you're going
to play the cello for us later.
1251
01:26:29,267 --> 01:26:30,727
Yeah.
Yeah, I am.
1252
01:26:31,811 --> 01:26:34,439
Well, I'm looking
forward to that.
1253
01:26:35,231 --> 01:26:37,942
Good. [CELLO MUSIC
PLAYS IN THE BACKGROUND]
1254
01:26:39,277 --> 01:26:41,529
PIANO JOINS IN
1255
01:27:17,649 --> 01:27:19,734
Bravo!
[PEOPLE CLAP AND CHEER]
1256
01:27:19,817 --> 01:27:22,111
JOE: Yes! Cello lady!
1257
01:27:24,572 --> 01:27:26,491
CHEERS AND CLAPS CONTINUE
1258
01:27:28,826 --> 01:27:31,996
Hey! Hey, and a real buster.
Who are you?
1259
01:27:32,330 --> 01:27:33,873
Joey.
1260
01:27:33,957 --> 01:27:35,917
- No, that's my name, Joe.
- No, that's my name.
1261
01:27:36,000 --> 01:27:37,752
No, I'm Joe. What's your name?
1262
01:27:37,835 --> 01:27:39,545
SARAH: A couple of
regular Joes!
1263
01:27:41,339 --> 01:27:43,007
Hi.
1264
01:27:45,093 --> 01:27:47,303
- What's your name?
- I'm Sarah.
1265
01:27:48,137 --> 01:27:49,305
Hi Sarah.
1266
01:27:49,389 --> 01:27:51,015
INDISTINCT CHATTER
1267
01:27:51,099 --> 01:27:52,517
I'm Joe.
1268
01:27:55,687 --> 01:27:57,522
I've heard there's
cake. Did you know?
1269
01:27:57,605 --> 01:27:58,773
Yes.
1270
01:27:58,856 --> 01:28:00,358
- Oh, you've heard.
- Yes.
1271
01:28:00,441 --> 01:28:02,735
- Is it good cake?
- They have chocolate and jam
1272
01:28:02,819 --> 01:28:05,655
and sprinkles and everything!
1273
01:28:05,738 --> 01:28:07,490
JOE: Everything?
Do they have icing?
1274
01:28:08,032 --> 01:28:10,076
- WHISPERS: They have icing.
- Ha!
1275
01:28:10,618 --> 01:28:11,995
Wanna get some cake?
1276
01:28:12,537 --> 01:28:14,497
- Oh, do you mind?
- Why not?
1277
01:28:14,580 --> 01:28:15,832
- Are you sure?
- Yeah.
1278
01:28:15,915 --> 01:28:17,166
JOE: I'll be back.
1279
01:28:18,751 --> 01:28:20,670
JOE MAKES HAPPY NOISES
1280
01:28:22,463 --> 01:28:23,798
JOE: Huh...
1281
01:28:26,759 --> 01:28:28,177
This one.
1282
01:28:45,611 --> 01:28:46,863
We got here.
1283
01:28:47,822 --> 01:28:49,073
We did.
1284
01:28:52,744 --> 01:28:53,995
To being present.
1285
01:28:56,122 --> 01:28:57,165
To now.
1286
01:29:00,918 --> 01:29:02,128
SARAH: Mmm.
1287
01:29:03,212 --> 01:29:04,756
- S...
- I wanted to say.
1288
01:29:09,302 --> 01:29:10,595
Thank you too, Toni.
1289
01:29:11,596 --> 01:29:12,805
Seriously.
1290
01:29:17,560 --> 01:29:18,728
Don't be nice to me.
1291
01:29:19,103 --> 01:29:20,730
I wouldn't dream of it.
1292
01:29:22,732 --> 01:29:24,192
BOTH LAUGH
1293
01:29:27,153 --> 01:29:29,655
- Mummy, mummy, mummy.
- Yeah? Oh!
1294
01:29:29,739 --> 01:29:31,491
- Is that for me?
- Yes!
1295
01:29:31,574 --> 01:29:33,034
He's, he's really fast.
1296
01:29:33,117 --> 01:29:35,369
Did you chose this one
especially for me?
1297
01:29:35,453 --> 01:29:36,287
Yes.
1298
01:29:36,370 --> 01:29:38,081
Yeah? Oh, thanks!
1299
01:29:38,164 --> 01:29:40,958
Good choice,
cos I was so hungry for this.
1300
01:29:41,042 --> 01:29:43,252
APPLAUSE
1301
01:29:48,674 --> 01:29:50,927
GWEN PLAYS CELLO
1302
01:29:54,597 --> 01:29:56,808
GENTLE BELLS JINGLE
1303
01:30:40,518 --> 01:30:41,811
MUSIC CONTINUES
1304
01:31:10,548 --> 01:31:14,510
♪ Sometimes, often
1305
01:31:14,927 --> 01:31:19,182
♪ Never, always
1306
01:31:19,557 --> 01:31:23,311
♪ In your hallways
1307
01:31:23,853 --> 01:31:27,815
♪ I can give you
1308
01:31:27,899 --> 01:31:32,153
♪ More or less or
1309
01:31:32,236 --> 01:31:36,407
♪ Something different
1310
01:31:36,949 --> 01:31:41,078
♪ Keep me posted
1311
01:31:41,537 --> 01:31:45,374
♪ I can give you
1312
01:31:45,708 --> 01:31:48,002
♪ More... ♪
1313
01:31:50,546 --> 01:31:52,423
SONG CONTINUES
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