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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:17,601 --> 00:00:19,979 ARCHIE: I promise. You better be ready for this. 4 00:00:19,979 --> 00:00:22,397 I don't think you're ready for this. 5 00:00:22,397 --> 00:00:26,276 VARIOUS VOICES: Have you ever felt like your life was just one big movie? 6 00:00:26,276 --> 00:00:29,279 [BRIGHT EYES' "JUNE ON THE WEST COAST" PLAYING] 7 00:00:29,279 --> 00:00:32,992 All right. Here we go. Stiff motherfucker. 8 00:00:32,992 --> 00:00:35,744 Just a second. Focus. Focus. Here we go. 9 00:00:35,744 --> 00:00:37,287 [FOOTSTEPS DEPART] 10 00:00:37,287 --> 00:00:39,665 [DOOR OPENS, CLOSES] 11 00:00:41,000 --> 00:00:43,335 ♪ I spent a week Drinking the sunlight ♪ 12 00:00:43,335 --> 00:00:45,128 ♪ Of Winnetka, California ♪ 13 00:00:45,128 --> 00:00:48,256 ♪ Where they understand The weight of human hearts ♪ 14 00:00:48,256 --> 00:00:50,592 ♪ You see Sorrow gets too heavy ♪ 15 00:00:50,592 --> 00:00:52,553 ♪ And joy It tends to hold you ♪ 16 00:00:52,553 --> 00:00:56,015 ♪ With the fear That it eventually departs ♪ 17 00:00:56,015 --> 00:00:57,850 ♪ And the truth is I've been dreaming ♪ 18 00:00:57,850 --> 00:00:59,935 ♪ Of this tired Tranquil place ♪ 19 00:00:59,935 --> 00:01:03,647 ♪ Where the weather won't get Trapped inside my bones ♪ 20 00:01:03,647 --> 00:01:05,399 [PEOPLE CLAMORING] 21 00:01:06,692 --> 00:01:09,945 [DOOR SLAMS; INDISTINCT SHOUTING] 22 00:01:09,945 --> 00:01:14,241 ♪ Then it's there I'll plant These seeds and make my home ♪ 23 00:01:15,784 --> 00:01:18,996 [SPEAKING VIETNAMESE] 24 00:01:18,996 --> 00:01:21,582 [CHICKENS CLUCKING] 25 00:01:25,210 --> 00:01:27,337 ARCHIE [AS NICK CHEVOTAREVICH]: You got to think 26 00:01:27,337 --> 00:01:29,882 about one shot. 27 00:01:29,882 --> 00:01:31,759 [THUNDER RUMBLES] 28 00:01:31,759 --> 00:01:34,887 [SNIFFS] One shot... 29 00:01:34,887 --> 00:01:37,472 is what it's all about. 30 00:01:42,394 --> 00:01:44,438 [AS CHRISTOPHER WALKEN]: A deer... 31 00:01:44,438 --> 00:01:46,231 has got to be taken out... 32 00:01:46,231 --> 00:01:47,775 with one shot. 33 00:01:47,775 --> 00:01:51,570 [SPEAKING VIETNAMESE] 34 00:01:53,072 --> 00:01:55,074 [THUNDER RUMBLES] 35 00:01:55,074 --> 00:01:56,366 [GUN COCKS] 36 00:01:56,366 --> 00:01:58,702 [SPEAKING VIETNAMESE] 37 00:01:59,745 --> 00:02:01,204 [GUN COCKS] 38 00:02:01,204 --> 00:02:03,331 ARCHIE [NORMAL VOICE]: I am nowhere near home. 39 00:02:03,331 --> 00:02:05,333 I'm performing this death act 40 00:02:05,333 --> 00:02:09,212 to temporarily entertain these twisted bastards. 41 00:02:10,213 --> 00:02:13,425 They are awaiting a decision-- 42 00:02:13,425 --> 00:02:16,136 the ultimate decision. 43 00:02:16,136 --> 00:02:18,472 These motherfuckers-- 44 00:02:18,472 --> 00:02:21,976 they never cared in the first place. 45 00:02:21,976 --> 00:02:23,894 [GUNSHOT] 46 00:02:23,894 --> 00:02:25,437 [THUDS] 47 00:02:25,437 --> 00:02:27,230 [STATIC CRACKLING] 48 00:02:27,230 --> 00:02:29,733 [FANFARE PLAYS] 49 00:02:29,733 --> 00:02:32,277 {\an8}MAN: "Getting to know your fucked up teen." 50 00:02:32,277 --> 00:02:35,572 Yes, today's youth are a confused bunch, 51 00:02:35,572 --> 00:02:39,451 lost in a 3-D wonderland of violence and temptation, 52 00:02:39,451 --> 00:02:42,454 even sexually transmitted diseases. 53 00:02:42,454 --> 00:02:45,874 Why, everyone at this table has some form of V.D. 54 00:02:45,874 --> 00:02:47,042 [ALL GROAN] 55 00:02:47,042 --> 00:02:48,418 Yes, yes. 56 00:02:48,418 --> 00:02:50,045 But what are they really thinking? 57 00:02:50,045 --> 00:02:51,630 Well, let's take a gander 58 00:02:51,630 --> 00:02:53,256 at your typical teenager, like Archie here. 59 00:02:53,256 --> 00:02:55,509 And although he might not look it, 60 00:02:55,509 --> 00:02:59,471 Archie's much more deviant than you'll ever know. 61 00:02:59,471 --> 00:03:02,933 Let's for a second analyze this confused adolescent. 62 00:03:02,933 --> 00:03:05,894 The hands cramp from excessive playing of video games 63 00:03:05,894 --> 00:03:08,814 and fervent masturbation. [SQUEAKING] 64 00:03:08,814 --> 00:03:11,608 The eyes, red from too much television and computer use, 65 00:03:11,608 --> 00:03:16,446 watching endless hours of pornography and horse beatings. 66 00:03:16,446 --> 00:03:20,283 It's enough to make one L.O.L., as the youngsters would say. 67 00:03:20,283 --> 00:03:22,911 But most importantly, what's going on 68 00:03:22,911 --> 00:03:26,289 inside that media-overloaded brain? 69 00:03:26,289 --> 00:03:28,959 [DISTORTED VOICES] 70 00:03:34,006 --> 00:03:35,340 {\an8}[DOOR SLAMS] 71 00:03:35,340 --> 00:03:36,842 [BOY WHINES] 72 00:03:36,842 --> 00:03:39,594 MAN: Oh, you want to keep it closed? Okay. 73 00:03:39,594 --> 00:03:41,847 You can be on TV if you want. 74 00:03:41,847 --> 00:03:44,099 My name-- [BLOWS] 75 00:03:45,017 --> 00:03:47,061 My name is Archie. 76 00:03:47,061 --> 00:03:51,481 Archibald Holden Buster Williams. 77 00:03:51,481 --> 00:03:53,108 [AS SEAN CONNERY]: My name's Archie. 78 00:03:53,108 --> 00:03:54,902 [AS JIMMY STEWART]: And I'm gonna kill myself. 79 00:03:54,902 --> 00:03:57,738 [NORMAL VOICE]: Archie Williams is going to kill himself. 80 00:03:57,738 --> 00:04:00,115 [ZIPPING] 81 00:04:00,115 --> 00:04:02,283 I'm one badass motherfucker. 82 00:04:03,535 --> 00:04:05,204 ARCHIE: I guess you could say I grew up 83 00:04:05,204 --> 00:04:07,414 with everything that a kid could possibly want 84 00:04:07,414 --> 00:04:10,000 to start his life. 85 00:04:11,626 --> 00:04:15,797 At age 11, I even got the guest house. 86 00:04:15,797 --> 00:04:20,301 I am a goddamn marvel of modern science, 87 00:04:20,301 --> 00:04:22,429 locked and loaded. 88 00:04:22,429 --> 00:04:24,181 A video sniper. 89 00:04:24,181 --> 00:04:25,974 I'll bet you're wondering why-- 90 00:04:25,974 --> 00:04:28,393 why an isolated, poofy-haired, little shit like me 91 00:04:28,393 --> 00:04:31,312 would want to end it all on camera. 92 00:04:31,312 --> 00:04:33,023 {\an8}Well, to quote one of my heroes... 93 00:04:33,023 --> 00:04:37,194 {\an8}The call of death is a call of love. 94 00:04:37,194 --> 00:04:40,655 ARCHIE: Love. I'm a virgin. What do I know about love? 95 00:04:40,655 --> 00:04:42,824 Is this love? [WOMEN MOANING] 96 00:04:42,824 --> 00:04:44,659 I think so. Heh. 97 00:04:44,659 --> 00:04:47,621 I feel sexed over. Whew. 98 00:04:47,621 --> 00:04:50,207 And I see so much of it every day. 99 00:04:50,207 --> 00:04:52,960 I've never really had any close contact with a girl. 100 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:54,836 WOMAN: Oh, Archie. Ohh. 101 00:04:54,836 --> 00:04:56,588 Bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl! 102 00:04:56,588 --> 00:04:58,339 I think they all just consider me a freak. 103 00:04:58,339 --> 00:05:01,009 MAN: Can you prank the school? Prank the school. 104 00:05:01,009 --> 00:05:03,095 ARCHIE: Come on. Just look at-- Just look at the camera. 105 00:05:03,095 --> 00:05:04,596 You're so pretty. 106 00:05:04,596 --> 00:05:06,014 ♪ Once I find ♪ 107 00:05:06,014 --> 00:05:08,183 But I am fucking horny. 108 00:05:08,183 --> 00:05:10,310 God, am I horny. [CHUCKLES] 109 00:05:10,310 --> 00:05:14,022 And the girl you choose to dream about... 110 00:05:14,022 --> 00:05:15,565 MAN: Do you like her? 111 00:05:15,565 --> 00:05:17,651 ...just happens to be... 112 00:05:17,651 --> 00:05:19,153 perfection. 113 00:05:19,153 --> 00:05:22,739 Sierra. Ahh. 114 00:05:22,739 --> 00:05:24,950 She'll be the death of me. 115 00:05:24,950 --> 00:05:27,119 [INDISTINCT VOICES] 116 00:05:27,119 --> 00:05:30,872 This is your last note. 117 00:05:31,873 --> 00:05:33,917 I don't like that lighting. 118 00:05:33,917 --> 00:05:36,295 Try that again like this. Good. Go. Repeat it. 119 00:05:36,295 --> 00:05:39,006 My name's Archie Williams, and I'm gonna kill myself. 120 00:05:39,006 --> 00:05:42,259 Nice. Nice. 121 00:05:42,259 --> 00:05:45,470 Now take that enthusiasm... 122 00:05:45,470 --> 00:05:49,016 Take that enthusiasm-- there you go. 123 00:05:49,016 --> 00:05:51,310 In a schoolyard. You're 10 minutes late. 124 00:05:51,310 --> 00:05:53,603 Get the fuck up. Get up. 125 00:05:55,147 --> 00:05:56,982 You can't fucking do it. 126 00:05:56,982 --> 00:05:59,818 Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up. 127 00:05:59,818 --> 00:06:03,530 Fucking fix those nerves. That is not helping anybody. 128 00:06:03,530 --> 00:06:06,365 I know. 129 00:06:06,365 --> 00:06:09,953 Uh, today's the day that I need to know 130 00:06:09,953 --> 00:06:12,413 what you guys are doing for your film projects. 131 00:06:12,413 --> 00:06:15,374 A personal film about your life 132 00:06:15,374 --> 00:06:17,544 communicating your feelings 133 00:06:17,544 --> 00:06:20,297 and something important that you care about. 134 00:06:20,297 --> 00:06:23,133 So-- Mallory, what are you doing? 135 00:06:23,133 --> 00:06:26,469 Um, my project is going to be a documentary 136 00:06:26,469 --> 00:06:30,515 about this project and my favorite class, which is yours. 137 00:06:32,559 --> 00:06:34,019 Okay. 138 00:06:34,019 --> 00:06:36,063 Lisa's dog, Snowball. 139 00:06:36,063 --> 00:06:37,438 He's 14. 140 00:06:37,438 --> 00:06:38,815 VARIOUS VOICES: Ahh! 141 00:06:38,815 --> 00:06:41,109 The mating rituals of suborder blattaria. 142 00:06:41,109 --> 00:06:42,610 VARIOUS VOICES: Wow! 143 00:06:42,610 --> 00:06:44,946 My film is on the early years of Sigmund Freud 144 00:06:44,946 --> 00:06:47,032 and the influence on Victorian culture. 145 00:06:47,032 --> 00:06:48,658 VARIOUS VOICES: Whoa! 146 00:06:48,658 --> 00:06:50,327 We're doing first-person shooters, 147 00:06:50,327 --> 00:06:52,079 the whole gamer subculture. 148 00:06:52,079 --> 00:06:53,412 ALL: "Halo" rules! 149 00:06:53,412 --> 00:06:54,622 Shoot him in the face! 150 00:06:54,622 --> 00:06:55,790 VARIOUS VOICES: Gee! 151 00:06:55,790 --> 00:06:57,334 Just put the back of your hand 152 00:06:57,334 --> 00:07:01,213 to your forehead, and you're there, man. 153 00:07:03,173 --> 00:07:04,966 Archie "Eyeball" Williams. 154 00:07:04,966 --> 00:07:07,344 So, what masterpiece do you have up your sleeve this time? 155 00:07:07,344 --> 00:07:09,054 ARCHIE: Um... 156 00:07:09,054 --> 00:07:11,348 H-Hood, please. Oh. 157 00:07:13,225 --> 00:07:14,851 What you got? 158 00:07:15,769 --> 00:07:17,354 Well... 159 00:07:17,354 --> 00:07:22,359 For my project, I'm gonna kill myself on camera. 160 00:07:22,359 --> 00:07:25,486 Okay. 161 00:07:25,486 --> 00:07:26,947 Oh, and I'm gonna be 162 00:07:26,947 --> 00:07:29,241 Archie Williams: Kid Suicide. 163 00:07:29,241 --> 00:07:30,867 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 164 00:07:34,955 --> 00:07:36,790 That's not funny at all, okay? 165 00:07:36,790 --> 00:07:38,458 I'm not trying to be funny. 166 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:40,043 If you need to talk-- If you-- 167 00:07:40,043 --> 00:07:42,254 [LAUGHTER] Can you please turn this off? 168 00:07:42,254 --> 00:07:43,880 I was just getting good footage. 169 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:46,341 If you need to talk after class, I'm here for you, 170 00:07:46,341 --> 00:07:48,802 but I'm not gonna make this a class discussion. 171 00:07:48,802 --> 00:07:51,430 Please turn that off. This is part of my-- This is her project. 172 00:07:51,430 --> 00:07:53,307 This is important, okay? This is a very important project. 173 00:07:53,307 --> 00:07:54,891 This is 60% of your grade. 174 00:07:54,891 --> 00:07:57,060 We work on our deaths our whole lives, don't we? 175 00:07:57,060 --> 00:07:59,354 That's pretty important. Don't you think so? 176 00:07:59,354 --> 00:08:02,065 MALLORY: I think. Yeah? Yeah. 177 00:08:02,065 --> 00:08:04,567 You're a good student in this class. 178 00:08:04,567 --> 00:08:07,112 I understand that, and it's gonna be a really good movie. 179 00:08:07,112 --> 00:08:08,905 I'll make the lighting really good. 180 00:08:08,905 --> 00:08:11,241 [LAUGHTER] 181 00:08:11,241 --> 00:08:13,868 Can you please turn that off? 182 00:08:15,620 --> 00:08:18,457 [GUN COCKS; LAUGHTER] 183 00:08:18,457 --> 00:08:20,875 I'm sorry. That's it. 184 00:08:20,875 --> 00:08:22,543 I need you to go to the office. 185 00:08:22,543 --> 00:08:24,338 I need you to see Mrs. Ellis now. 186 00:08:24,338 --> 00:08:27,215 It's part of my project. I don't see why I have to leave. 187 00:08:27,215 --> 00:08:29,217 Great. Let's go. Hey. Careful. 188 00:08:29,217 --> 00:08:30,927 Follow it out the door! You're gonna rip it. 189 00:08:30,927 --> 00:08:32,512 Follow it out the door. 190 00:08:32,512 --> 00:08:35,890 I can't do that? I made a finger motion. 191 00:08:35,890 --> 00:08:37,976 Back off. Let go of my camera, man. 192 00:08:37,976 --> 00:08:41,062 Let's go. Let's go. I'll take your watch, you take my camera. 193 00:08:41,062 --> 00:08:43,106 Archie! Leave! 194 00:08:43,106 --> 00:08:44,232 [RHYTHMIC CLAPPING] 195 00:08:44,232 --> 00:08:46,860 This is not a class discussion. 196 00:08:46,860 --> 00:08:49,696 Can't get my foot out from-- Mr. Bedford, I-- 197 00:08:49,696 --> 00:08:51,281 Shit! [APPLAUSE] 198 00:08:51,281 --> 00:08:52,699 GRETCHEN: She punched you? 199 00:08:52,699 --> 00:08:54,284 [YOUNG ARCHIE CRYING] 200 00:08:54,284 --> 00:08:58,830 Archie, don't scream at me. Use your words! 201 00:08:58,830 --> 00:09:01,375 {\an8}Did she punch you? 202 00:09:01,375 --> 00:09:03,335 {\an8}Get back here, you little bitch! 203 00:09:03,335 --> 00:09:05,086 {\an8}Nobody punches my son! 204 00:09:05,086 --> 00:09:06,546 {\an8}Her mother is gonna get a-- 205 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:09,632 {\an8}It's all right. We learn from this. 206 00:09:09,632 --> 00:09:13,136 {\an8}This is what happens when you don't advertise your events. 207 00:09:14,637 --> 00:09:17,807 {\an8}God, I wonder if I can return all this turtle crap. 208 00:09:17,807 --> 00:09:20,185 {\an8}GRETCHEN: Archie, I'm not gonna get combative with you. 209 00:09:20,185 --> 00:09:22,645 {\an8}You want to scream at me, you just scream into the camera, 210 00:09:22,645 --> 00:09:24,481 {\an8}like that's a-- DARYL: Gretch. Gretch. 211 00:09:24,481 --> 00:09:26,149 Archie. Please, honey. 212 00:09:26,149 --> 00:09:29,027 This-- This is not working. This is not-- 213 00:09:29,027 --> 00:09:32,364 GRETCHEN: We can't turn it off, Daryl-- let him manipulate us. 214 00:09:32,364 --> 00:09:34,115 We're not gonna let him get that satisfaction! 215 00:09:34,115 --> 00:09:35,867 DARYL: What is he doing? 216 00:09:35,867 --> 00:09:37,702 ARCHIE: These are actually some of my first memories. 217 00:09:37,702 --> 00:09:40,580 [SIGHS] Hold on. Back up. 218 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:42,582 Let me start earlier. 219 00:09:43,958 --> 00:09:46,127 I was a TV fetus. 220 00:09:46,127 --> 00:09:47,879 All my mom did was sit around, 221 00:09:47,879 --> 00:09:50,798 watch soap operas, and drink milkshakes. 222 00:09:50,798 --> 00:09:54,094 I had a camera on me before I was even born. 223 00:09:54,094 --> 00:09:56,179 Under my parents' roof, 224 00:09:56,179 --> 00:09:59,516 I was programmed to behave the American dream-- 225 00:09:59,516 --> 00:10:01,851 nothing too special, nothing too dangerous, 226 00:10:01,851 --> 00:10:04,854 just what the system wants for you and me. 227 00:10:04,854 --> 00:10:08,733 Play your role in society, pay your taxes, do your job, 228 00:10:08,733 --> 00:10:12,487 and make as little noise as possible. 229 00:10:12,487 --> 00:10:14,072 Fuck that. 230 00:10:14,072 --> 00:10:16,741 [INDISTINCT VOICES] 231 00:10:16,741 --> 00:10:20,954 Have you ever felt like your life was just one big movie? 232 00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:22,914 Well, see, mine is. 233 00:10:22,914 --> 00:10:27,710 And it might not all be real. I know that. 234 00:10:27,710 --> 00:10:29,087 But it's all true. 235 00:10:29,087 --> 00:10:31,839 MAN: And I think this is the end of line. 236 00:10:31,839 --> 00:10:36,219 A-a-a-a-all righty, then. 237 00:10:36,219 --> 00:10:40,890 Have you ever felt like your life was just one big movie? 238 00:10:40,890 --> 00:10:43,851 {\an8}MAN: You know what I can do. You know what I can fucking do! 239 00:10:43,851 --> 00:10:45,645 ARCHIE: Hell hath no fury 240 00:10:45,645 --> 00:10:49,441 like a horny teen with no outlet. 241 00:10:49,441 --> 00:10:51,276 I'll tell you two things I've learned 242 00:10:51,276 --> 00:10:53,820 living on this planet for only such a short time, 243 00:10:53,820 --> 00:10:57,115 and at 17 years old, supposedly the prime of my youth, 244 00:10:57,115 --> 00:10:59,951 I've realized that I can't trust one goddamn person. 245 00:10:59,951 --> 00:11:02,162 I mean, the highly paid psychiatrist? 246 00:11:02,162 --> 00:11:04,205 The fucking mother who's pissed 247 00:11:04,205 --> 00:11:06,500 that you captured and killed her youth? 248 00:11:06,500 --> 00:11:09,043 [MOCKING GRETCHEN]: "Pulled the potential right out from under my ass." 249 00:11:09,043 --> 00:11:11,171 [NORMAL VOICE]: The father that can't remember your birthday? 250 00:11:11,171 --> 00:11:13,756 DARYL: Someday... 251 00:11:13,756 --> 00:11:16,675 this is all gonna be yours. 252 00:11:16,675 --> 00:11:18,553 ARCHIE: Ah, what a schnook. 253 00:11:18,553 --> 00:11:20,472 Who really cares about this shit, really? 254 00:11:20,472 --> 00:11:21,889 {\an8}Kids shooting up in the streets, 255 00:11:21,889 --> 00:11:23,350 {\an8}shooting up the schools, 256 00:11:23,350 --> 00:11:25,560 {\an8}bulimics, anorexics wasting away? 257 00:11:25,560 --> 00:11:28,104 {\an8}There's AIDS, for fuck's sakes-- AIDS! 258 00:11:28,104 --> 00:11:30,857 I even have a TV and a hell of a computer. 259 00:11:30,857 --> 00:11:32,400 Oh, poor fuckin' me. 260 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:34,777 Poor fuckin' me. I am so lost. 261 00:11:34,777 --> 00:11:36,695 And the other thing I found on this planet, 262 00:11:36,695 --> 00:11:38,573 traveling the world with my camera-- 263 00:11:38,573 --> 00:11:40,741 I am not the only one. 264 00:11:40,741 --> 00:11:43,119 You know, hate consumes me. That's all I can say. 265 00:11:43,119 --> 00:11:45,079 I think death is pretty awesome. 266 00:11:45,079 --> 00:11:47,666 It's a scary thing, but you know, I constantly hurt myself. 267 00:11:47,666 --> 00:11:49,334 I don't know why. 268 00:11:49,334 --> 00:11:51,127 I really don't give a fuck about death. 269 00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:52,962 Blow it right out the back of your fucking head. 270 00:11:52,962 --> 00:11:54,339 Kurt Cobain did that. 271 00:11:54,339 --> 00:11:56,257 Brains splatter against the fucking wall. 272 00:11:56,257 --> 00:11:58,009 Yeah, pretty much. Yeah. 273 00:11:58,009 --> 00:12:01,262 They want us to respect them without giving us any respect! 274 00:12:01,262 --> 00:12:03,014 They need to fucking resp-- 275 00:12:03,014 --> 00:12:05,642 They think we're just fucking douchebag, like, stoner. 276 00:12:05,642 --> 00:12:07,726 Like, I want to learn, fucking know more 277 00:12:07,726 --> 00:12:09,896 than they have ever learned in their life. 278 00:12:09,896 --> 00:12:11,730 We're may more advanced than they've ever been. 279 00:12:11,730 --> 00:12:15,402 You are messing with the primordial forces of nature! 280 00:12:15,402 --> 00:12:19,364 MAN: We're looking into the future, Chuck. 281 00:12:25,453 --> 00:12:29,416 MRS. ELLIS: 611478. Archibald. 282 00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:32,793 Archibald Holden... Buster? 283 00:12:32,793 --> 00:12:34,337 Bingo. That's-- That's me. 284 00:12:34,337 --> 00:12:36,256 Ah. 285 00:12:36,256 --> 00:12:40,093 Are you still enjoying the soccer team? 286 00:12:40,093 --> 00:12:41,969 I've never played soccer. 287 00:12:44,431 --> 00:12:46,725 Is that on? 288 00:12:46,725 --> 00:12:48,727 Red light's not on. 289 00:12:48,727 --> 00:12:53,064 Archie, have you been feeling low lately? 290 00:12:53,064 --> 00:12:54,982 [VOICE BREAKING] I feel like nobody can hear me. 291 00:12:54,982 --> 00:12:57,527 Oh, God, please tell me what to do. 292 00:12:57,527 --> 00:12:58,570 [SIGHS] 293 00:12:58,570 --> 00:13:02,073 Eh... 294 00:13:02,073 --> 00:13:04,033 I'm not s-sure. 295 00:13:04,033 --> 00:13:05,452 Do you have access 296 00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:09,956 to any dangerous weapons or... drugs? 297 00:13:09,956 --> 00:13:12,125 [CHUCKLING] 298 00:13:13,167 --> 00:13:14,961 [GUN CLICKS] 299 00:13:14,961 --> 00:13:17,505 Archie... 300 00:13:19,549 --> 00:13:21,384 ...do you have any friends? 301 00:13:21,384 --> 00:13:24,345 [AS HENRY HILL]: Karen! Karen, why did you do that, Karen?! 302 00:13:24,345 --> 00:13:26,347 That's all the money we had! 303 00:13:26,347 --> 00:13:29,142 [NORMAL VOICE]: The only way I can have any form of relationship... 304 00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:31,394 [AS KAREN HILL]: I'm sorry! They were in the house! 305 00:13:31,394 --> 00:13:33,020 They would have found it! 306 00:13:33,020 --> 00:13:34,606 [AS HENRY HILL]: They would have never found it, Karen! 307 00:13:34,606 --> 00:13:36,274 [NORMAL VOICE]: ...is with this camera. 308 00:13:36,274 --> 00:13:39,736 [AS HENRY HILL]: Oh, my God! Oh, my God, Karen! 309 00:13:39,736 --> 00:13:41,279 Why did you do that, Karen?! Why did you do that?! 310 00:13:41,279 --> 00:13:42,989 [NORMAL VOICE]: Plastic and glass. 311 00:13:42,989 --> 00:13:45,199 [AS HENRY HILL]: That's all the money we had! 312 00:13:45,199 --> 00:13:47,910 [AS KAREN HILL]: I'm sorry! 313 00:13:47,910 --> 00:13:50,371 [NORMAL VOICE]: His name was Robert Paulson. 314 00:13:50,371 --> 00:13:52,582 Archie. His name was Robert Paulson. 315 00:13:52,582 --> 00:13:54,833 You said that you're gonna kill yourself 316 00:13:54,833 --> 00:13:58,588 in this movie of yours. 317 00:13:58,588 --> 00:14:01,382 Are these serious thoughts... 318 00:14:01,382 --> 00:14:03,718 or just a movie? 319 00:14:05,261 --> 00:14:08,014 It's a serious movie. 320 00:14:08,014 --> 00:14:09,848 Archie... 321 00:14:09,848 --> 00:14:11,601 do you have a plan? 322 00:14:11,601 --> 00:14:15,772 You want to see the storyboards? 323 00:14:17,524 --> 00:14:20,067 [POLICE RADIO CHATTER] 324 00:14:21,152 --> 00:14:23,154 MALLORY: Guys, the cops are here. 325 00:14:23,154 --> 00:14:25,323 Yeah. Uh, yeah, they're taking Archie away. 326 00:14:25,323 --> 00:14:27,867 You guys, they're hauling Archie. I got to get this. 327 00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:30,077 MR. BEDFORD: Mallory! Everyone-- Mallory! 328 00:14:30,077 --> 00:14:31,663 Get back in-- 329 00:14:31,663 --> 00:14:34,248 Everyone, back to your seats. 330 00:14:34,248 --> 00:14:36,835 That means you. Let's go. 331 00:14:41,840 --> 00:14:43,383 ARCHIE: Oh, shit. 332 00:14:43,383 --> 00:14:46,886 Motherfuckers. Dirty motherfuckers. 333 00:14:46,886 --> 00:14:49,138 You motherfuckers. You dirty motherfuckers. 334 00:14:49,138 --> 00:14:52,559 Fuck you, dirty motherfuckers. 335 00:15:02,068 --> 00:15:05,530 SIERRA: That was the first time I noticed you. 336 00:15:05,530 --> 00:15:06,989 ARCHIE: Did you think I was cute? 337 00:15:06,989 --> 00:15:09,409 [ECHOING]: I thought you were something. 338 00:15:09,409 --> 00:15:11,369 So, you finally noticed me. 339 00:15:13,705 --> 00:15:15,540 I think everybody did. 340 00:15:18,167 --> 00:15:19,836 What's going on? 341 00:15:19,836 --> 00:15:21,212 Archie Williams. 342 00:15:21,212 --> 00:15:24,131 Do you know him? Maybe. 343 00:15:24,131 --> 00:15:26,509 Freaked out in Media 2. 344 00:15:26,509 --> 00:15:29,929 He says he's gonna kill himself on camera. 345 00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:33,474 ♪ I used to think ♪ 346 00:15:33,474 --> 00:15:39,856 ♪ There is no future Left at all ♪ 347 00:15:39,856 --> 00:15:42,316 OFFICER: All right. Let's go to the car. 348 00:15:43,526 --> 00:15:47,488 ♪ Open up ♪ 349 00:15:47,488 --> 00:15:49,741 SIERRA: So, was it love at first sight, Archie? 350 00:15:49,741 --> 00:15:51,451 ARCHIE: I have to tell you, 351 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:54,704 you've kind of always stood for everything I hate. 352 00:15:54,704 --> 00:15:57,206 {\an8}I'm sorry. Sierra Silver. Sierra Silver. Sierra Silver. 353 00:15:57,206 --> 00:16:00,460 Sierra Silver. Perfect ass. She had a nose job at 15. 354 00:16:00,460 --> 00:16:02,086 I heard at some Halloween party, 355 00:16:02,086 --> 00:16:04,004 she did coke off some guy's dick. 356 00:16:04,004 --> 00:16:05,673 It's all "beauty is truth" with this girl. 357 00:16:05,673 --> 00:16:08,468 Lifeless. Hollow. She doesn't even know who I am. 358 00:16:08,468 --> 00:16:11,220 Oh, she gets to me. 359 00:16:11,220 --> 00:16:13,807 She-- me. 360 00:16:13,807 --> 00:16:16,768 [SIGHS] But I think you're beautiful. 361 00:16:16,768 --> 00:16:19,019 Even if you did have a nose job. 362 00:16:20,104 --> 00:16:22,440 Girl: Oopsie! 363 00:16:22,440 --> 00:16:25,443 [VOMITING] 364 00:16:27,236 --> 00:16:30,281 Ugh. 365 00:16:30,281 --> 00:16:32,700 [POLICE RADIO CHATTER] 366 00:16:32,700 --> 00:16:36,036 [POLICE SIREN APPROACHING] 367 00:16:36,036 --> 00:16:39,540 [HORN HONKS] 368 00:16:39,540 --> 00:16:43,127 Oh, fuck. You called my parents? Oh, man. 369 00:16:43,127 --> 00:16:44,712 [VEHICLE DOOR OPENS] 370 00:16:44,712 --> 00:16:46,088 Officer. 371 00:16:46,088 --> 00:16:47,507 Daryl Williams... 372 00:16:47,507 --> 00:16:50,134 El Pollo Loco, Chamber of Commerce, Rotary. 373 00:16:50,134 --> 00:16:52,887 ARCHIE: Daryl Williams-- former star quarterback, 374 00:16:52,887 --> 00:16:54,806 presently prioritizes chicken sales 375 00:16:54,806 --> 00:16:56,182 over a father/son bond. 376 00:16:56,182 --> 00:16:58,142 Sometimes it's price, Archie, my boy. 377 00:16:58,142 --> 00:16:59,894 Sometimes it's volume. 378 00:16:59,894 --> 00:17:01,688 If you weren't futzing around with that camera all the time, 379 00:17:01,688 --> 00:17:03,815 you might write down some of your old man's wisdom. 380 00:17:03,815 --> 00:17:05,859 ARCHIE: A content man, Daryl pulls in... 381 00:17:05,859 --> 00:17:07,902 Mid six-figures a year. 382 00:17:07,902 --> 00:17:09,946 [SCOFFS] I don't think you quite understand my son. 383 00:17:09,946 --> 00:17:13,282 I mean, he's-- He's harmless, different, odd. 384 00:17:13,282 --> 00:17:15,368 Dad, what are you-- Not now. Officer-- 385 00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:18,997 Protocol is, a kid says he's gonna kill himself, 386 00:17:18,997 --> 00:17:21,040 we have to escort him to mental health. 387 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:23,751 Obviously, we have a very delicate situation here, 388 00:17:23,751 --> 00:17:25,795 but couldn't you just let him go? 389 00:17:25,795 --> 00:17:28,006 I mean, it's just a joke with his camera. 390 00:17:28,006 --> 00:17:31,384 Everything's a joke with him. Tell the officer, Archie. 391 00:17:31,384 --> 00:17:33,761 [AS BUFFALO BILL]: It puts the lotion on its skin, 392 00:17:33,761 --> 00:17:35,638 or else it gets the hose again. 393 00:17:35,638 --> 00:17:37,598 Flp-flp-flp-flp-flp-flp-flp! 394 00:17:37,598 --> 00:17:40,393 He's just-- Come with me. Step over to the car. 395 00:17:40,393 --> 00:17:43,062 Jesus. It smells. 396 00:17:43,062 --> 00:17:44,438 [HORN BLARES] 397 00:17:44,438 --> 00:17:48,526 Oh, shit. What, did you call Mom? 398 00:17:48,526 --> 00:17:50,653 You're in trouble, man. 399 00:17:50,653 --> 00:17:52,864 GRETCHEN: Get your hands off my son. 400 00:17:52,864 --> 00:17:55,533 Daryl, you worthless fool! 401 00:17:55,533 --> 00:17:57,410 ARCHIE: Gretchen Williams-- born in Chicago, 402 00:17:57,410 --> 00:17:59,328 bred into a hard-ass lawyer of 13 years, 403 00:17:59,328 --> 00:18:01,414 and a noted supporter of society's well-being. 404 00:18:01,414 --> 00:18:02,749 Good morning, sir. 405 00:18:02,749 --> 00:18:04,834 Do you promise to provide honest wages 406 00:18:04,834 --> 00:18:06,252 for an honest day's work? 407 00:18:06,252 --> 00:18:09,296 Food and water, care and compassion? 408 00:18:09,296 --> 00:18:11,549 Hello?! Shit. 409 00:18:11,549 --> 00:18:13,760 ARCHIE: Although Ms. Williams feigns interest in special causes, 410 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:15,887 she has yet to notice her son. 411 00:18:15,887 --> 00:18:17,555 I'm his mother, his legal guardian. 412 00:18:17,555 --> 00:18:18,890 You have to release him to me. 413 00:18:18,890 --> 00:18:20,641 Lady, he threatened. It's a liability-- 414 00:18:20,641 --> 00:18:22,518 What is your badge number? Who's your sergeant? 415 00:18:22,518 --> 00:18:24,395 I have no choice. Y-you do have a choice. Yes, you do. Come on. 416 00:18:24,395 --> 00:18:27,189 No, ma'am. Sorry. Yes. No, I am his mother. 417 00:18:27,189 --> 00:18:29,609 Sir, I will sue you. I will sue the city. 418 00:18:29,609 --> 00:18:32,070 Do something! Don't just stand there, Daryl! 419 00:18:32,070 --> 00:18:33,279 He's a police officer! 420 00:18:33,279 --> 00:18:34,864 Getting dragged into the car! 421 00:18:34,864 --> 00:18:36,866 You can't fight with a cop! I'm doing it. 422 00:18:36,866 --> 00:18:38,534 Are you crazy?! 423 00:18:38,534 --> 00:18:40,119 I will sue the city! 424 00:18:40,119 --> 00:18:42,747 OFFICER: This is your last chance. Over my dead body! 425 00:18:42,747 --> 00:18:46,918 [STUDENTS CHANTING "ARCHIE!"] 426 00:18:46,918 --> 00:18:50,671 We'll take this all the way to the Supreme Court. 427 00:18:52,882 --> 00:18:56,010 VARGAS: Freedom is security. 428 00:18:57,219 --> 00:18:59,138 Peace is war. 429 00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,515 Nineteen, nineteen eighty four. 430 00:19:01,515 --> 00:19:04,184 Suicide. Suicide. Suicide. 431 00:19:04,184 --> 00:19:05,645 Don't you know? 432 00:19:05,645 --> 00:19:09,732 Big brother says, "Prohibito." 433 00:19:09,732 --> 00:19:13,027 [LAUGHS] 434 00:19:13,027 --> 00:19:14,528 [COUGHS] 435 00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:17,115 WOMAN 1: She is not. WOMAN 2: Oh, she is, girl. 436 00:19:17,115 --> 00:19:19,826 You should be here. [GASPS] Oh, my God. 437 00:19:19,826 --> 00:19:22,912 [AUSTRALIAN ACCENT]: Join us on our fabulous three-day, free cruise 438 00:19:22,912 --> 00:19:25,832 through the halls of your local mental-health facility. 439 00:19:25,832 --> 00:19:28,835 Looney bin lagoon, a premier destination 440 00:19:28,835 --> 00:19:30,377 for the certifiably insane. 441 00:19:30,377 --> 00:19:31,712 [WOMAN SCREAMS] 442 00:19:37,010 --> 00:19:40,680 {\an8}MAN 1: I'm going to send you to the hospital. 443 00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:43,265 {\an8}And if you will cooperate with those doctors, 444 00:19:43,265 --> 00:19:46,310 {\an8}I think they'll be able to do you some good. 445 00:19:47,269 --> 00:19:50,314 Mr. Horton? Let's go. 446 00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:53,943 MAN 2: Escorted to the receiving ward by an attendant, 447 00:19:53,943 --> 00:19:56,154 he's bathed and outfitted. 448 00:19:56,154 --> 00:19:58,197 The admitting clerk takes care of valuables 449 00:19:58,197 --> 00:19:59,657 until he has sufficiently improved 450 00:19:59,657 --> 00:20:00,825 to be trusted with them. 451 00:20:00,825 --> 00:20:02,910 Open. 452 00:20:02,910 --> 00:20:05,287 [PINGING] 453 00:20:06,288 --> 00:20:08,958 And what's this? 454 00:20:10,626 --> 00:20:12,378 No. Don't-- Don't touch it. 455 00:20:12,378 --> 00:20:14,296 That's mine. Put your hand-- Put your arms down. 456 00:20:14,296 --> 00:20:15,923 That's mine! They said I could have that! Stop. Turn around. 457 00:20:15,923 --> 00:20:18,300 Goddamn it, that's my camera! That's my stuff! 458 00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:19,844 Relax. 459 00:20:19,844 --> 00:20:22,889 {\an8}And while you're away on your fabulous vacation, 460 00:20:22,889 --> 00:20:26,726 {\an8}the pigs will ransack your most holy sanctuary. 461 00:20:26,726 --> 00:20:30,730 Your mother and father will sell you out. 462 00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:35,484 We need a list of everything you're taking, obviously. OFFICER: Absolutely. 463 00:20:35,484 --> 00:20:37,028 {\an8}He's got another camera right here. 464 00:20:37,028 --> 00:20:38,654 {\an8}[PIG OINKING] 465 00:20:38,654 --> 00:20:41,074 {\an8}Looks like everything is feeding into these computers. 466 00:20:41,074 --> 00:20:43,576 Just to be on the safe side, 467 00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,285 we're gonna take both the computers, too. 468 00:20:45,285 --> 00:20:46,871 We don't need to take the monitors, 469 00:20:46,871 --> 00:20:48,247 just the laptop and the tower. 470 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:49,832 {\an8}MAN: And a spinal-fluid test. 471 00:20:49,832 --> 00:20:52,752 {\an8}ARCHIE: And your visit will last a lifetime 472 00:20:52,752 --> 00:20:54,962 {\an8}because you get to return again... 473 00:20:54,962 --> 00:20:57,840 {\an8}and again and again... 474 00:20:57,840 --> 00:20:59,967 {\an8}to meet with your court-appointed shrinks 475 00:20:59,967 --> 00:21:02,220 {\an8}who hold the key to your future freedom. 476 00:21:02,220 --> 00:21:05,639 {\an8}And your first visit is free! 477 00:21:07,725 --> 00:21:09,185 Hey, there. 478 00:21:09,185 --> 00:21:10,895 Welcome. Oh, yeah. 479 00:21:10,895 --> 00:21:12,897 You requested to videotape our sessions. 480 00:21:12,897 --> 00:21:14,190 I'm down with that. 481 00:21:14,190 --> 00:21:16,400 Just let me know what my best angle is. 482 00:21:16,400 --> 00:21:19,904 [LAUGHS] 483 00:21:19,904 --> 00:21:21,447 All right. 484 00:21:21,447 --> 00:21:24,242 Archibald... 485 00:21:24,242 --> 00:21:26,744 do you have any insight as to why you might be here today? 486 00:21:26,744 --> 00:21:29,663 [BLEEP] 487 00:21:29,663 --> 00:21:32,708 Uh, okay. Well, that's inappropriate. 488 00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:34,585 Okay. Uh... 489 00:21:34,585 --> 00:21:36,545 Do you prefer "Archibald" or "Archie"? 490 00:21:36,545 --> 00:21:38,131 I actually was a fan of the comic book when I was a kid. 491 00:21:38,131 --> 00:21:41,801 Eh, [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP]. 492 00:21:41,801 --> 00:21:43,177 [BLEEP]. 493 00:21:43,177 --> 00:21:46,180 I'm here to help you. All right? To listen. 494 00:21:46,180 --> 00:21:49,725 You can feel free to think of me as a friend, as a bro. 495 00:21:49,725 --> 00:21:52,645 Okay? Will you receive that? 496 00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:54,021 [BLEEP]. You know what? 497 00:21:54,021 --> 00:21:55,856 I'm not that, um... 498 00:21:55,856 --> 00:21:58,818 shocked by the female genitalia. 499 00:21:58,818 --> 00:22:01,654 As a matter of fact, I enjoy it. 500 00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:03,489 But-- [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP]. 501 00:22:03,489 --> 00:22:05,407 Okay, ho-- 502 00:22:05,407 --> 00:22:08,661 I, as an LCSW, am required to evaluate you 503 00:22:08,661 --> 00:22:10,163 and grant authorizations 504 00:22:10,163 --> 00:22:12,081 that you can legally return to high school 505 00:22:12,081 --> 00:22:14,374 and to your mother and father, who are very worried about you. 506 00:22:14,374 --> 00:22:18,671 [BELL DINGS] [BLEEP]. All right. 507 00:22:18,671 --> 00:22:20,506 Is it that camera that's prompting you to act this way? 508 00:22:20,506 --> 00:22:22,967 Because if that's camera, I'm gonna turn that camera off. 509 00:22:22,967 --> 00:22:24,969 [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP]. 510 00:22:24,969 --> 00:22:26,804 Yeah, I call this little shit amusing, huh? 511 00:22:26,804 --> 00:22:28,597 Huh? Huh? Hm? Yeah? 512 00:22:28,597 --> 00:22:30,141 You know what? I have no problem 513 00:22:30,141 --> 00:22:34,103 treating you as one of my elderly patients. 514 00:22:35,896 --> 00:22:37,815 [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP]. 515 00:22:37,815 --> 00:22:39,859 I am a licensed clinical social worker. 516 00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:42,360 I deserve respect. I am not a [BLEEP]. 517 00:22:42,360 --> 00:22:45,656 [BLEEP]. You're the fucking cunt! 518 00:22:46,573 --> 00:22:48,242 [BLEEP]. 519 00:22:48,242 --> 00:22:50,744 All right. That's it. You know what? Let's turn this off. 520 00:22:50,744 --> 00:22:52,538 Huh? Huh? Let's try and turn this off. 521 00:22:52,538 --> 00:22:54,748 [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP]. 522 00:22:54,748 --> 00:22:56,625 I'm a therapist! Oh, you little shit! 523 00:22:56,625 --> 00:22:59,212 Get your hands off! Cunt! Cunt! 524 00:23:03,257 --> 00:23:07,261 Your precious little camera has been restarted. 525 00:23:07,261 --> 00:23:09,055 So, are you gonna speak? 526 00:23:09,055 --> 00:23:11,140 [BLEEP]. 527 00:23:11,140 --> 00:23:13,684 That's fine. That's fine. You win. 528 00:23:13,684 --> 00:23:15,769 Here we go. Watch this. 529 00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:20,440 "Return to school is approved." 530 00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:22,985 Let them fucking deal with you. 531 00:23:22,985 --> 00:23:25,571 [BLEEP]. Shut it! 532 00:23:25,571 --> 00:23:27,073 Here. 533 00:23:27,073 --> 00:23:29,283 Have a nice day, dickhead. Fag. 534 00:23:29,283 --> 00:23:31,827 Dickhead. Get the fuck out of my office. Fag. 535 00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:35,206 Ow. Shit. 536 00:23:36,414 --> 00:23:38,709 We had no choice! That's my stuff! 537 00:23:38,709 --> 00:23:40,627 Some of the things we found in there. 538 00:23:40,627 --> 00:23:43,172 Jesus, whatever happened to all your first amendment bullshit? 539 00:23:43,172 --> 00:23:44,924 GRETCHEN: A child's constitutional rights 540 00:23:44,924 --> 00:23:47,467 are superseded by parental prerogative. Fuck off. 541 00:23:47,467 --> 00:23:49,427 Don't you ever talk to your mother like that again. 542 00:23:49,427 --> 00:23:51,055 Don't touch my shit! 543 00:23:51,055 --> 00:23:53,057 GRETCHEN: Daryl. Daryl! Don't touch him! 544 00:23:53,057 --> 00:23:57,144 Daryl. Daryl. 545 00:23:59,897 --> 00:24:02,440 ♪ Where a wood-burning stream ♪ 546 00:24:02,440 --> 00:24:05,945 ♪ Flows up through the trees ♪ 547 00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:08,197 ♪ Like the soul ♪ 548 00:24:08,197 --> 00:24:09,865 [POUNDING ON DOOR] DARYL: Archie! 549 00:24:09,865 --> 00:24:11,449 GRETCHEN: Don't pound on the door. Just knock on it. 550 00:24:11,449 --> 00:24:13,660 I'm tired of this. Get out here now. 551 00:24:13,660 --> 00:24:15,079 We can talk about this. 552 00:24:15,079 --> 00:24:16,496 Archie, get the hell out here right now! 553 00:24:16,496 --> 00:24:18,540 Archie! We are all human beings! 554 00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:20,376 I want to talk to you! 555 00:24:20,376 --> 00:24:21,752 Now, come out here! 556 00:24:21,752 --> 00:24:24,504 Archie. Knock on the door again. 557 00:24:27,216 --> 00:24:28,759 Archie! 558 00:24:30,886 --> 00:24:33,555 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 559 00:24:33,555 --> 00:24:36,016 Stop. Stop. 560 00:24:36,016 --> 00:24:37,893 [CRICKETS CHIRPING] 561 00:24:37,893 --> 00:24:39,937 This isn't what you're making your movie about. 562 00:24:39,937 --> 00:24:41,479 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 563 00:24:41,479 --> 00:24:43,607 That's okay. You can have your freak-outs. 564 00:24:43,607 --> 00:24:45,734 Just take, you know, a couple breaths. 565 00:24:45,734 --> 00:24:47,361 [SNIFFLES] 566 00:24:47,361 --> 00:24:49,989 And, uh... 567 00:24:49,989 --> 00:24:52,825 I know, I know, I know. 568 00:24:54,034 --> 00:24:55,869 They trashed your room. 569 00:24:55,869 --> 00:24:58,914 Yeah. [CHUCKLES] 570 00:24:58,914 --> 00:25:01,499 This place is fucked up. 571 00:25:02,584 --> 00:25:06,797 God damn them. Fucking assholes. 572 00:25:06,797 --> 00:25:09,675 [CHUCKLES] 573 00:25:09,675 --> 00:25:13,553 You got some villains in your movie now, Archie. 574 00:25:15,639 --> 00:25:17,557 Yeah. 575 00:25:17,557 --> 00:25:19,601 [DRUMROLL] 576 00:25:19,601 --> 00:25:22,146 The green screen... 577 00:25:23,481 --> 00:25:26,900 ...is the pogo stick of the new generation. 578 00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:30,070 [DRUMROLL STOPS] This... 579 00:25:30,070 --> 00:25:33,573 is... where I live. 580 00:25:33,573 --> 00:25:36,285 MAN: A reported school shooting... 581 00:25:36,285 --> 00:25:37,953 ARCHIE: Look at these sardines. 582 00:25:37,953 --> 00:25:40,538 Homes that look like gravestones, 583 00:25:40,538 --> 00:25:42,375 with enough prescription pills 584 00:25:42,375 --> 00:25:44,084 to put the whole world to sleep. 585 00:25:44,084 --> 00:25:46,670 [XYLOPHONE PLAYS] 586 00:25:46,670 --> 00:25:48,422 [SITAR MUSIC PLAYING] 587 00:25:51,050 --> 00:25:54,303 I've been drawing ever since I was little. 588 00:25:54,303 --> 00:25:57,639 {\an8}But at age 11, I got this obsession 589 00:25:57,639 --> 00:26:01,143 {\an8}with drawing myself into my favorite movies. 590 00:26:01,143 --> 00:26:03,354 {\an8}[HUMMING "MISIRLOU"] 591 00:26:03,354 --> 00:26:06,232 Wah! I don't know yoga... 592 00:26:06,232 --> 00:26:09,318 but I practice it every day. 593 00:26:09,318 --> 00:26:11,487 [GRUNTS] 594 00:26:12,779 --> 00:26:15,908 Tonight I took a couple too many Ritalin. 595 00:26:15,908 --> 00:26:18,411 To get back into school, I have to do drugs. 596 00:26:18,411 --> 00:26:20,329 It's kind of ironic, don't you think? 597 00:26:20,329 --> 00:26:22,831 Bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl! Drugs! 598 00:26:22,831 --> 00:26:25,000 Sorry. That's my A.D.D. acting up. 599 00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,127 [SIGHS] First day back at school. 600 00:26:27,127 --> 00:26:28,921 Come on, Mr. Beale. Mr. Beale. 601 00:26:28,921 --> 00:26:31,589 You decided to do this, so fucking act like it. 602 00:26:31,589 --> 00:26:33,800 Act like it. Act like it. Act like it. 603 00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:36,345 Fucking act like it. Act like it. Act like it. 604 00:26:36,345 --> 00:26:38,347 Climb back to that podium, 605 00:26:38,347 --> 00:26:41,767 'cause, baby, this is your final dander. 606 00:26:41,767 --> 00:26:43,227 [WHIRRING] 607 00:26:43,227 --> 00:26:45,729 We are sick of being lied to! 608 00:26:45,729 --> 00:26:47,689 You! Yes, you! 609 00:26:47,689 --> 00:26:49,900 The very people that muddy our minds, 610 00:26:49,900 --> 00:26:53,279 destroy our education, choke this planet, 611 00:26:53,279 --> 00:26:55,613 and send us to die?! 612 00:26:55,613 --> 00:26:58,742 Listen to you?! Fuck you! 613 00:26:58,742 --> 00:27:00,953 You don't listen, and you don't receive! 614 00:27:00,953 --> 00:27:03,539 You are a brick wall with a name tag! 615 00:27:03,539 --> 00:27:06,166 What more can they offer us?! 616 00:27:06,166 --> 00:27:11,838 So I say to you, yes, you, brother and sister, misguided, 617 00:27:11,838 --> 00:27:15,092 will you follow them, footprint to footprint, 618 00:27:15,092 --> 00:27:17,052 or will you dig your own trail?! 619 00:27:17,052 --> 00:27:20,139 Rise up-- up out of your seats, 620 00:27:20,139 --> 00:27:24,351 out of your padded rooms to scream with me to the world, 621 00:27:24,351 --> 00:27:28,230 "I'm mad as hell, and I'm not gonna take it anymore!" 622 00:27:28,230 --> 00:27:31,609 Okay. You can do this. You can do this. 623 00:27:31,609 --> 00:27:33,944 Just walk in... 624 00:27:33,944 --> 00:27:35,779 like nothing happened. 625 00:27:35,779 --> 00:27:40,618 Get some good interviews. Do what you got to do. 626 00:27:40,618 --> 00:27:43,787 And don't... freak. 627 00:27:43,787 --> 00:27:46,748 Jesus fucking Christ, I'm sweating so much. 628 00:27:46,748 --> 00:27:48,834 [SIGHS] 629 00:27:50,628 --> 00:27:54,298 I can't do this. Put down the camera. 630 00:27:54,298 --> 00:27:56,509 You're attracting so much attention to yourself. 631 00:27:56,509 --> 00:27:58,636 BOY 1: Camera face. ARCHIE: Oh, shit. Here we go. 632 00:27:58,636 --> 00:28:00,887 BOY 2: I've known Eyeball since kindergarten crew, right? 633 00:28:00,887 --> 00:28:03,223 ARCHIE: You never said, like, three words to me. 634 00:28:03,223 --> 00:28:04,558 BOY 2: So, what is this? What is this? 635 00:28:04,558 --> 00:28:06,101 Cops drive you away, all of a sudden, 636 00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:07,478 you're gonna pussy out on your little snuff shit? 637 00:28:07,478 --> 00:28:09,896 What's going on? 638 00:28:11,231 --> 00:28:13,859 [SCOFFS] You carry that thing with you? 639 00:28:13,859 --> 00:28:15,944 Archie. Goddamn camera hands, man. 640 00:28:15,944 --> 00:28:18,905 You are a paranoid motherfucker, you know that? 641 00:28:18,905 --> 00:28:22,451 ♪ Try to remember ♪ 642 00:28:22,451 --> 00:28:26,913 ♪ But my feelings Can't know for sure ♪ 643 00:28:27,747 --> 00:28:30,708 ♪ Try to reach out ♪ 644 00:28:31,627 --> 00:28:34,087 ♪ But it's gone ♪ 645 00:28:34,087 --> 00:28:35,548 [SPED-UP VOICE]: Never mind. 646 00:28:35,548 --> 00:28:37,715 Um, how does it feel to be a celebrity? 647 00:28:37,715 --> 00:28:39,801 [NORMAL VOICE]: And have you decided how you're gonna do it yet? 648 00:28:39,801 --> 00:28:41,345 Archie? 649 00:28:41,345 --> 00:28:43,180 ARCHIE: You had a question about my project? 650 00:28:43,180 --> 00:28:47,685 I don't know-- Like, no love, no family, no friends? 651 00:28:47,685 --> 00:28:49,978 Have you ever thought about it? No. 652 00:28:49,978 --> 00:28:51,438 No? No. 653 00:28:51,438 --> 00:28:53,148 Yo, death dude! Hey. 654 00:28:53,148 --> 00:28:55,568 You want-- You want to snort some Ritalin? Diet coke? 655 00:28:55,568 --> 00:28:57,236 Which one is it? Is that the red one? 656 00:28:57,236 --> 00:28:59,238 Let us pray... 657 00:28:59,238 --> 00:29:03,576 for the soul of this lost and wandering spirit. 658 00:29:03,576 --> 00:29:05,869 No, take 12. Take 12 of these, 659 00:29:05,869 --> 00:29:08,830 and, dude, you're gonna trip your way into, like, 660 00:29:08,830 --> 00:29:10,082 next century. 661 00:29:10,082 --> 00:29:11,667 [LAUGHS] No, no, no. 662 00:29:11,667 --> 00:29:13,752 You need the selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor, 663 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,170 not a tricyclic antidepressant. 664 00:29:15,170 --> 00:29:17,214 Your doctors taught you nothing. 665 00:29:17,214 --> 00:29:19,466 Like, the moment you got hauled away, everyone was just like, "Oh, my God." 666 00:29:19,466 --> 00:29:21,260 Yeah, everyone was talking about it. 667 00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:23,345 ARCHIE: Yeah. I mean, what's your, like, main reaction? 668 00:29:23,345 --> 00:29:25,556 How do I feel? Do I think it's cool? 669 00:29:25,556 --> 00:29:28,225 [SARCASTICALLY]: Oh, yeah. Suicide's awesome! 670 00:29:28,225 --> 00:29:30,269 Like, what the fuck? No. ARCHIE: Gut reaction. 671 00:29:30,269 --> 00:29:33,230 It's terrible. It's stupid. 672 00:29:33,230 --> 00:29:35,774 Um, you shouldn't do it. 673 00:29:35,774 --> 00:29:37,150 Definitely. 674 00:29:37,150 --> 00:29:38,694 Are you Archie? 675 00:29:38,694 --> 00:29:40,946 ARCHIE: Yeah. You want to jump in on the interview? 676 00:29:40,946 --> 00:29:42,615 Like, 'cause, like, the day after, 677 00:29:42,615 --> 00:29:44,408 there were so many fucking rumors that, like, 678 00:29:44,408 --> 00:29:46,034 he got chained up and, like, 679 00:29:46,034 --> 00:29:47,994 someone was hitting him with, like, a bar and shit. 680 00:29:47,994 --> 00:29:50,247 What? I never heard that. My brother heard that. 681 00:29:50,247 --> 00:29:52,750 Yeah, man. It was so good. 682 00:29:52,750 --> 00:29:54,668 ARCHIE: 'Cause people don't really talk about the subject. 683 00:29:54,668 --> 00:29:57,129 There's a reason they don't talk about the subject-- 684 00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:58,756 because it's painful. 685 00:29:58,756 --> 00:30:00,758 ARCHIE: Well, okay. I don't find it painful for me. 686 00:30:00,758 --> 00:30:02,718 Have you ever had somebody kill themselves? 687 00:30:02,718 --> 00:30:04,803 Shut the fuck up! Cut the bullshit, okay? Because this is a-- 688 00:30:04,803 --> 00:30:07,389 This is an attention spree. 689 00:30:07,389 --> 00:30:09,099 ARCHIE: I'm just making a movie. 690 00:30:09,099 --> 00:30:10,892 Can I have my camera back, please? Can you just-- 691 00:30:10,892 --> 00:30:12,436 BOY: No, dude. 692 00:30:12,436 --> 00:30:14,521 Hey, man, suicide is for pussies, anyway! 693 00:30:14,521 --> 00:30:17,733 No, man. Get the fuck out of here. Give me my camera. 694 00:30:17,733 --> 00:30:19,485 You're giving him more for his camera. 695 00:30:19,485 --> 00:30:21,194 It's not your own choice! Turn your fucking camera off! 696 00:30:21,194 --> 00:30:22,904 You don't understand what you're doing to people! 697 00:30:22,904 --> 00:30:24,573 Amy, you're giving him more for the-- Come on. 698 00:30:24,573 --> 00:30:26,408 You're giving him more. Turn your fucking camera off. 699 00:30:26,408 --> 00:30:27,701 You fucking pussy. 700 00:30:27,701 --> 00:30:29,286 ARCHIE: You approached me in my own video. 701 00:30:29,286 --> 00:30:31,037 Go kill yourself! This isn't about you! 702 00:30:31,037 --> 00:30:32,706 This is about everybody else around you! 703 00:30:32,706 --> 00:30:35,167 This is about people and people who love you! 704 00:30:35,167 --> 00:30:37,836 I need my-- 705 00:30:37,836 --> 00:30:39,421 BOY: Sierra. Sierra, wh-- 706 00:30:39,421 --> 00:30:42,633 What the fuck? He's a fucking freak. Look at him. 707 00:30:42,633 --> 00:30:44,593 I really want to talk to you. 708 00:30:44,593 --> 00:30:46,428 BOY: What the-- 709 00:30:46,428 --> 00:30:48,347 What? 710 00:30:48,347 --> 00:30:50,641 I really want to talk to you. 711 00:30:50,641 --> 00:30:53,268 Yeah, I don't think so, all right? 712 00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:56,313 [BOYS MAKE DEEP NOISES, MOCKING THE SITUATION] 713 00:30:56,313 --> 00:30:58,190 [LAUGHTER] 714 00:30:58,190 --> 00:31:01,109 BOY: Come on. Let's go. Let's go. 715 00:31:01,109 --> 00:31:05,197 BOY: They're goin' nuts on you 'cause they're scared of what you're doing, 716 00:31:05,197 --> 00:31:06,948 because they don't have the balls to do what you're doing. 717 00:31:06,948 --> 00:31:08,450 And you know what? In the end, they don't give 718 00:31:08,450 --> 00:31:10,076 a fuck about what you're doing. 719 00:31:10,076 --> 00:31:11,995 Think about it. You go to another school tomorrow, 720 00:31:11,995 --> 00:31:13,997 you really think that Counselor Bulldyke and Principal Buttfuck 721 00:31:13,997 --> 00:31:15,332 are gonna give a shit whether you live or die? 722 00:31:15,332 --> 00:31:16,916 They're not gonna try and save you. 723 00:31:16,916 --> 00:31:19,044 There are people out there. Dude, dude, dude. 724 00:31:19,044 --> 00:31:20,504 I'm telling you, 725 00:31:20,504 --> 00:31:22,506 these are the lowest-paid people on the planet. 726 00:31:22,506 --> 00:31:24,090 They don't care. 727 00:31:24,090 --> 00:31:26,092 I don't care. You know what I'm say-- 728 00:31:26,092 --> 00:31:27,927 Dude, I'll fucking do it, you know what I'm-- 729 00:31:27,927 --> 00:31:29,929 Like, right time, right place? Shit, man. 730 00:31:29,929 --> 00:31:32,474 Die young and proud? What's better than that, man? 731 00:31:32,474 --> 00:31:34,518 But the only question-- The only question 732 00:31:34,518 --> 00:31:36,645 you got to be asking yourself right now-- 733 00:31:36,645 --> 00:31:39,523 Do you really care what these sicko fucks think 734 00:31:39,523 --> 00:31:42,484 about your leap of faith? 735 00:31:42,484 --> 00:31:45,404 [MUZAK PLAYS OVER P.A.] 736 00:31:48,574 --> 00:31:51,159 [WOMAN COUGHS] 737 00:31:52,452 --> 00:31:54,580 "Cunt"? 738 00:31:54,580 --> 00:31:57,875 That is not as taboo as it used to be. 739 00:31:57,875 --> 00:32:00,669 I was recently called "cunt" 740 00:32:00,669 --> 00:32:02,880 at a gay bar in Santa Monica. 741 00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:04,590 I took it as a compliment. 742 00:32:04,590 --> 00:32:08,844 Sex with your mother-- Now, that is taboo. 743 00:32:08,844 --> 00:32:11,847 Anal sex with your father 744 00:32:11,847 --> 00:32:14,099 while your dog is watching, 745 00:32:14,099 --> 00:32:17,686 and you videotape, much like you are doing now-- 746 00:32:17,686 --> 00:32:20,856 I believe that is still taboo. 747 00:32:20,856 --> 00:32:22,775 Would you agree with that? 748 00:32:25,652 --> 00:32:27,529 Let me ask you a question. 749 00:32:27,529 --> 00:32:29,698 ARCHIE: In the end, these guys are just your friends for hire. 750 00:32:29,698 --> 00:32:32,785 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 751 00:32:32,785 --> 00:32:36,789 ARCHIE: Your psychological hookers, your personal drug dealers. 752 00:32:36,789 --> 00:32:38,749 ...release to legal guardians. 753 00:32:38,749 --> 00:32:41,251 WOMAN: No additional psychiatric sessions required. 754 00:32:41,251 --> 00:32:44,170 MAN: How can I begin to understand where you're coming from 755 00:32:44,170 --> 00:32:46,506 and how you're feeling and everything? How are your bowel movements? 756 00:32:46,506 --> 00:32:49,259 [SIGHS] It all seems so scripted. 757 00:32:50,886 --> 00:32:53,513 [PEN SCRIBBLING] 758 00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:57,350 Contrived. 759 00:32:57,350 --> 00:33:00,228 [IMITATING RUMBLING] 760 00:33:00,228 --> 00:33:02,940 Completely... 761 00:33:02,940 --> 00:33:05,818 fabricated. 762 00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:08,027 [LAUGHS EVILLY] 763 00:33:08,027 --> 00:33:10,489 [GRUNTING] 764 00:33:12,866 --> 00:33:14,075 [COMPUTER MOUSE CLICKS] 765 00:33:14,075 --> 00:33:15,577 Archie... 766 00:33:15,577 --> 00:33:17,370 can I ask you a question? 767 00:33:17,370 --> 00:33:20,332 [AS DIRTY HARRY]: Go ahead. Make my day. 768 00:33:21,541 --> 00:33:25,044 What brings you here to my office? 769 00:33:25,044 --> 00:33:27,798 [AS DONNIE DARKO]: They made me do it. 770 00:33:27,798 --> 00:33:29,174 Wake up. 771 00:33:29,174 --> 00:33:33,052 And who would that be but yourself? 772 00:33:33,052 --> 00:33:35,806 How do you feel about your parents? 773 00:33:35,806 --> 00:33:37,307 [AS NORMAN BATES]: Well... 774 00:33:37,307 --> 00:33:39,643 Boy's best friend is his mother. 775 00:33:39,643 --> 00:33:41,478 [WOMAN SCREAMS] 776 00:33:41,478 --> 00:33:44,481 [AS FORREST GUMP]: Mama always says stupid is as stupid does. 777 00:33:44,481 --> 00:33:46,608 [WIND RUSHING] 778 00:33:47,901 --> 00:33:49,903 That is very interesting. 779 00:33:49,903 --> 00:33:53,365 Why do you say you want to end your life? 780 00:33:53,365 --> 00:33:56,618 [NORMAL VOICE]: Don't you see what I'm doing here? 781 00:33:56,618 --> 00:34:00,413 [AS THE DUDE]: This will not stand. This aggression will not stand, man. 782 00:34:00,413 --> 00:34:02,875 [NORMAL VOICE]: This is just a chicken-shit move 783 00:34:02,875 --> 00:34:05,293 by my parents, my school, the whole fucking system. 784 00:34:05,293 --> 00:34:07,921 Instead of talking with me and interacting, 785 00:34:07,921 --> 00:34:09,548 instead of real answers, 786 00:34:09,548 --> 00:34:12,384 I'm force-fed this cafeteria dialogue 787 00:34:12,384 --> 00:34:15,261 I've heard a thousand times. 788 00:34:15,261 --> 00:34:16,889 And you just sit there 789 00:34:16,889 --> 00:34:18,807 and you judge me and you make money. 790 00:34:18,807 --> 00:34:21,309 Why should I give a fuck about what you think? 791 00:34:21,309 --> 00:34:25,355 Is this psychobabble bullshit supposed to make me happy? 792 00:34:25,355 --> 00:34:28,441 Give me hope? Passion? 793 00:34:28,441 --> 00:34:30,193 Heal my tortured psyche? 794 00:34:30,193 --> 00:34:33,446 Well, it's not fucking working! 795 00:34:33,446 --> 00:34:35,574 Damn it! 796 00:34:35,574 --> 00:34:38,827 [GLASS SHATTERING] 797 00:34:38,827 --> 00:34:41,162 Aaaaaah! 798 00:34:44,041 --> 00:34:46,125 I hear you, Dude. 799 00:34:48,294 --> 00:34:52,883 I was a screwed-up Bollywood boy myself once. 800 00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:55,969 Archie... 801 00:34:55,969 --> 00:34:58,805 I believe what we have here... 802 00:34:58,805 --> 00:35:01,058 is a failure to communicate. 803 00:35:01,058 --> 00:35:03,643 [SALSA MUSIC PLAYING] Hm. 804 00:35:03,643 --> 00:35:05,395 What is that-- Cool Hand Luke? 805 00:35:05,395 --> 00:35:07,940 I met your mother and your father. 806 00:35:07,940 --> 00:35:10,358 Insanity runs in your family. 807 00:35:10,358 --> 00:35:11,860 It practically... 808 00:35:11,860 --> 00:35:14,279 gallops. 809 00:35:14,279 --> 00:35:16,073 Hm. You got me there. 810 00:35:16,073 --> 00:35:18,241 What? Only cinema after 1980 rings a bell? 811 00:35:18,241 --> 00:35:20,869 Well, movies don't have to be old to be a classic. 812 00:35:20,869 --> 00:35:23,121 The Matrix revolutionized cinema. 813 00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:24,539 The red pill... 814 00:35:24,539 --> 00:35:26,083 or the blue pill? 815 00:35:26,083 --> 00:35:30,253 It's Alice in Wonderland with snazzy bullets. 816 00:35:32,005 --> 00:35:35,801 Follow me down the rabbit hole, Archie. 817 00:35:39,304 --> 00:35:41,347 [WATER BUBBLING] 818 00:35:41,347 --> 00:35:43,767 Who... 819 00:35:43,767 --> 00:35:45,727 are... 820 00:35:45,727 --> 00:35:48,521 [ECHOING] ...you? 821 00:35:57,906 --> 00:36:01,326 [COMPUTER KEYS CLICKING] 822 00:36:01,326 --> 00:36:03,870 [GROANS] 823 00:36:03,870 --> 00:36:06,999 Oh, stop. 824 00:36:17,216 --> 00:36:19,678 You know anything about that guy? 825 00:36:19,678 --> 00:36:21,429 Not really. 826 00:36:22,514 --> 00:36:25,266 I hear he used to be a student, 827 00:36:25,266 --> 00:36:28,103 got in some horrible accident. 828 00:36:28,103 --> 00:36:29,771 He fell off a roof on Halloween. 829 00:36:29,771 --> 00:36:32,107 That's-- That's what I heard. 830 00:36:32,107 --> 00:36:34,651 That's weird. 831 00:36:34,651 --> 00:36:37,904 It's like he's never mad or sad. 832 00:36:37,904 --> 00:36:39,614 Just is. 833 00:36:41,033 --> 00:36:43,576 [SIGHS] 834 00:36:44,911 --> 00:36:47,330 Hey, Archie. 835 00:36:49,833 --> 00:36:53,461 I just wanted to say I think it's pretty brave what you did. 836 00:36:53,461 --> 00:36:55,172 What? 837 00:36:55,172 --> 00:36:57,465 In media class. 838 00:36:57,465 --> 00:37:00,177 Standing up for your right to express yourself. 839 00:37:00,177 --> 00:37:02,345 Oh! Express myself. 840 00:37:02,345 --> 00:37:04,430 If I wasn't such a fucking idiot, 841 00:37:04,430 --> 00:37:06,391 I would have said more than... 842 00:37:06,391 --> 00:37:08,768 Yeah? 843 00:37:08,768 --> 00:37:10,228 You fucking idiot. 844 00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:12,647 Look, I'm thinking about writing an article 845 00:37:12,647 --> 00:37:14,024 for the school paper 846 00:37:14,024 --> 00:37:15,984 on the whole teen-angst thing. 847 00:37:15,984 --> 00:37:17,276 You know... 848 00:37:17,276 --> 00:37:18,778 What you're going through. 849 00:37:20,363 --> 00:37:23,282 I know. It sounds cliché, but it doesn't have to be. 850 00:37:23,282 --> 00:37:25,243 It sounds wonderful. That's a great idea. 851 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:26,995 Say something! 852 00:37:26,995 --> 00:37:29,581 Archie, that was pretty powerful stuff-- 853 00:37:29,581 --> 00:37:34,753 threats of suicide, cops on campus and all. 854 00:37:34,753 --> 00:37:41,134 Can we talk sometime? 855 00:37:41,134 --> 00:37:42,719 I'm not much of a talker. 856 00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:44,429 I bet you are when you want to be. 857 00:37:44,429 --> 00:37:46,639 [MOCKINGLY] I don't really do much talking. 858 00:37:46,639 --> 00:37:49,642 You're kinda awkward cute. 859 00:37:50,894 --> 00:37:53,813 I never realized. 860 00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:56,691 I'd really like to pick your brain, 861 00:37:56,691 --> 00:37:59,152 see what makes that mind of yours tick. 862 00:37:59,152 --> 00:38:01,487 Sorry. 863 00:38:01,487 --> 00:38:03,740 [ZIPPING] 864 00:38:03,740 --> 00:38:06,325 Um... 865 00:38:06,325 --> 00:38:08,954 Yeah, I don't-- I don't know if I'd really be... 866 00:38:08,954 --> 00:38:10,872 Come on. It'll be cool. 867 00:38:10,872 --> 00:38:12,749 ...into something like that. 868 00:38:15,543 --> 00:38:17,295 Mm. What? 869 00:38:17,295 --> 00:38:18,922 [CHUCKLES] 870 00:38:18,922 --> 00:38:21,716 I'm actually kind of-- I'm sort of busy with-- 871 00:38:21,716 --> 00:38:24,719 You're scared. 872 00:38:24,719 --> 00:38:27,346 You're awfully good at pointing that camera at everyone, 873 00:38:27,346 --> 00:38:29,682 but then when someone wants to turn the spotlight on you...? 874 00:38:29,682 --> 00:38:31,476 Yeah. 875 00:38:31,476 --> 00:38:34,813 It's pretty hypocritical, don't you think? I know. 876 00:38:39,609 --> 00:38:42,070 We can fix this. 877 00:38:42,070 --> 00:38:44,864 Okay. [KEY CLICKS] 878 00:38:47,700 --> 00:38:51,204 ARCHIE [CLEARS THROAT]: This is for you. 879 00:38:51,204 --> 00:38:54,624 I made it... for you. 880 00:38:54,624 --> 00:38:58,753 You-- You should probably watch it alone. 881 00:38:58,753 --> 00:39:01,339 Okay? 882 00:39:03,967 --> 00:39:05,677 [CHUCKLES] 883 00:39:05,677 --> 00:39:07,929 [DISK CLICKING, WHIRRING] 884 00:39:07,929 --> 00:39:10,515 {\an8}[SPED UP HAWAIIAN MUSIC PLAYING] 885 00:39:10,515 --> 00:39:14,102 MAN: 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. 886 00:39:14,102 --> 00:39:18,731 MALE COMPUTERIZED VOICE: I have recorded many things. 887 00:39:18,731 --> 00:39:21,109 {\an8}But none like this. 888 00:39:21,109 --> 00:39:22,819 Can we talk sometime? 889 00:39:22,819 --> 00:39:24,529 Since I will be departing soon, 890 00:39:24,529 --> 00:39:27,532 I will not hold back with my answer to your question. 891 00:39:27,532 --> 00:39:30,035 Can we talk sometime? It will be blunt. 892 00:39:30,035 --> 00:39:33,371 [OMINOUS THEME MUSIC PLAYING] 893 00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,915 {\an8}WOMAN: Everybody likes... MAN: Sierra. [BELCHES] 894 00:39:35,915 --> 00:39:37,500 I'm a cliché. I'm just a cliché. 895 00:39:37,500 --> 00:39:39,336 I'm a cliché. I'm just a cliché. 896 00:39:39,336 --> 00:39:41,087 MAN: Lubricate, tighten, rub. 897 00:39:41,087 --> 00:39:43,798 Ride slowly until you come-- Ride slowly until you-- 898 00:39:43,798 --> 00:39:45,633 BOY: Come... MAN 1: On... MAN 2: Sierra. 899 00:39:45,633 --> 00:39:47,719 BOY: She was pretty impressed with me, all right. 900 00:39:47,719 --> 00:39:50,013 I wonder if she's really the kind of girl I could go for. 901 00:39:50,013 --> 00:39:54,267 She's always around-- only, kind of flashy. 902 00:39:54,267 --> 00:39:56,394 And it's certainly true that she isn't very smart. 903 00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:58,938 You're kinda awkward cute. MAN: A love appeal 904 00:39:58,938 --> 00:40:01,358 {\an8}that hits you sort of-- Boing! 905 00:40:01,358 --> 00:40:03,693 I never realized. I'd really like to-- 906 00:40:03,693 --> 00:40:05,486 MAN: Boing! 907 00:40:05,486 --> 00:40:08,031 [JAPANESE ACCENT]: So, you want to interview me, Miss Silver? 908 00:40:08,031 --> 00:40:11,159 Pretty girl with a big-time story. 909 00:40:11,159 --> 00:40:12,869 Yaaaaaaaaaaaaah! 910 00:40:12,869 --> 00:40:15,121 [SHOUTING IN JAPANESE] 911 00:40:15,121 --> 00:40:16,831 Aaah! 912 00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:20,459 Aaaaaaaaaah! 913 00:40:20,459 --> 00:40:23,838 MAN: Sierra. What's the matter with her? 914 00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:26,341 [COMPUTER KEYS CLICKING] 915 00:40:27,884 --> 00:40:29,302 [MOUSE CLICKING] 916 00:40:30,970 --> 00:40:32,222 [SCRIBBLING] 917 00:40:32,222 --> 00:40:34,140 Who... 918 00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:35,600 are... 919 00:40:35,600 --> 00:40:36,935 you? 920 00:40:36,935 --> 00:40:39,729 ARCHIE: I'm a rag doll. 921 00:40:39,729 --> 00:40:42,648 I'm a loser. 922 00:40:42,648 --> 00:40:45,610 [WHISPERING] I'm a sorry entertainer. 923 00:40:45,610 --> 00:40:48,905 [JOANNA NEWSOM'S "SPROUT AND THE BEAN" PLAYING] 924 00:40:52,951 --> 00:40:55,494 [CHUCKLES] 925 00:40:57,247 --> 00:41:01,876 ♪ I slept all day ♪ 926 00:41:03,544 --> 00:41:05,755 ♪ I awoke with distaste ♪ 927 00:41:05,755 --> 00:41:07,882 [THUNDER RUMBLES] 928 00:41:07,882 --> 00:41:10,176 [COMPUTERIZED BEEP] 929 00:41:10,176 --> 00:41:13,930 ♪ And I railed ♪ 930 00:41:13,930 --> 00:41:16,515 Yeah? [COMPUTER KEYS CLICKING] 931 00:41:16,515 --> 00:41:18,893 Um... 932 00:41:18,893 --> 00:41:20,645 "Excuse me?" No. 933 00:41:20,645 --> 00:41:22,647 [CLICKING CONTINUES] 934 00:41:22,647 --> 00:41:25,317 "Who are you?" [CHUCKLES] 935 00:41:25,317 --> 00:41:26,901 [BUZZING] 936 00:41:26,901 --> 00:41:30,155 [STATIC] 937 00:41:30,155 --> 00:41:33,199 [CELL PHONE RINGS] 938 00:41:33,199 --> 00:41:35,910 [BEEPING] 939 00:41:37,329 --> 00:41:39,580 Hello? SIERRA [ON PHONE]: So, tell me, Archie, 940 00:41:39,580 --> 00:41:42,708 do you make psychotic love-note videos for all the pretty girls? 941 00:41:42,708 --> 00:41:45,044 [SCOFFS] 942 00:41:45,044 --> 00:41:47,172 Archie? 943 00:41:47,172 --> 00:41:49,215 Who said it was a love note? 944 00:41:50,842 --> 00:41:52,885 2:45 in the morning. 945 00:41:52,885 --> 00:41:55,180 Little late for this Katie Couric shit. 946 00:41:55,180 --> 00:41:57,432 I never sleep. 947 00:41:57,432 --> 00:42:00,226 Yeah, me neither. 948 00:42:00,226 --> 00:42:02,187 What are you doing? 949 00:42:02,187 --> 00:42:03,646 I always cut at night. 950 00:42:03,646 --> 00:42:05,064 What? 951 00:42:05,064 --> 00:42:07,692 I have a movie to edit. 952 00:42:07,692 --> 00:42:09,902 Busy killing myself. 953 00:42:09,902 --> 00:42:12,322 How do you end it? 954 00:42:12,322 --> 00:42:15,033 I hate people that give away endings. 955 00:42:15,033 --> 00:42:17,285 Time your death to the end of the story, 956 00:42:17,285 --> 00:42:18,870 and the story is told anew. 957 00:42:18,870 --> 00:42:21,247 Did you just quote Vargas? 958 00:42:21,247 --> 00:42:22,790 [MUSIC STOPS] 959 00:42:22,790 --> 00:42:25,293 You like Vargas? 960 00:42:25,293 --> 00:42:28,463 I'm in love with his basement tapes. 961 00:42:28,463 --> 00:42:30,882 [RAIN PATTERING] 962 00:42:30,882 --> 00:42:34,344 Huh. Here. You're gonna like this. 963 00:42:35,845 --> 00:42:38,556 ARCHIE: His first studio picture. 964 00:42:38,556 --> 00:42:42,268 They give him $2 million and creative control. 965 00:42:42,268 --> 00:42:45,146 And he hides mics on the street 966 00:42:45,146 --> 00:42:47,106 and shoots 24-hours VHS surveillance 967 00:42:47,106 --> 00:42:49,650 out his skid-row window. 968 00:42:49,650 --> 00:42:52,153 Cost him 150 bucks. 969 00:42:53,863 --> 00:42:55,656 [INDISTINCT VOICES] 970 00:42:55,656 --> 00:42:58,451 And then he handed the rest of the budget 971 00:42:58,451 --> 00:43:00,036 to homeless people. 972 00:43:00,036 --> 00:43:01,787 SIERRA: "L.A. Nickel." 973 00:43:01,787 --> 00:43:05,333 Yeah. They never offered him a studio deal again. 974 00:43:05,333 --> 00:43:07,793 He looks so young. 975 00:43:07,793 --> 00:43:09,337 You know what else? 976 00:43:09,337 --> 00:43:11,297 I have the whole "Mindfuck" surveillance series, 977 00:43:11,297 --> 00:43:14,926 a bootleg of his lost movie, if you want to... 978 00:43:14,926 --> 00:43:16,886 watch it sometime. 979 00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:19,764 It's really good-- with me. 980 00:43:24,561 --> 00:43:27,439 That sounds... 981 00:43:27,439 --> 00:43:29,941 fun. 982 00:43:32,569 --> 00:43:37,198 [ROCKY VOTOLATO'S "SHE WAS ONLY IN IT FOR THE RAIN" PLAYING] 983 00:43:37,198 --> 00:43:39,367 [INDISTINCT VOICES] 984 00:43:45,873 --> 00:43:49,294 ♪ She swore out the lights ♪ 985 00:43:49,294 --> 00:43:51,045 ♪ When she said ♪ 986 00:43:51,045 --> 00:43:56,384 ♪ That she was only in it ♪ 987 00:43:56,384 --> 00:43:59,429 ♪ For the rain ♪ 988 00:44:00,472 --> 00:44:03,641 ♪ She made of her bed ♪ 989 00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:06,852 ♪ A naive nativity ♪ 990 00:44:06,852 --> 00:44:10,356 ♪ Just in case it became ♪ 991 00:44:10,356 --> 00:44:13,859 ♪ Just in case ♪ 992 00:44:15,153 --> 00:44:18,156 ♪ Here's the first Of many songs ♪ 993 00:44:18,156 --> 00:44:20,866 ♪ You wanted me to write ♪ 994 00:44:20,866 --> 00:44:23,244 ♪ Just for you ♪ 995 00:44:23,244 --> 00:44:27,332 ♪ I hope to God you like it ♪ 996 00:44:28,416 --> 00:44:31,377 ♪ It's as pretty ♪ 997 00:44:31,377 --> 00:44:34,839 ♪ As it is cruel ♪ 998 00:44:34,839 --> 00:44:37,425 ♪ It's as pretty ♪ Wow. 999 00:44:37,425 --> 00:44:39,885 I didn't even know you could get up here. 1000 00:44:39,885 --> 00:44:42,930 ♪ ...cruel ♪♪ 1001 00:44:44,599 --> 00:44:47,519 You eat lunch up here? 1002 00:44:47,519 --> 00:44:50,647 Sometimes. 1003 00:44:51,772 --> 00:44:53,399 All right. 1004 00:44:53,399 --> 00:44:55,776 So, how do you want to do this? 1005 00:44:55,776 --> 00:44:57,195 Who goes first? 1006 00:44:57,195 --> 00:44:59,947 [SIGHS] Well... 1007 00:45:01,157 --> 00:45:02,450 You. 1008 00:45:02,450 --> 00:45:04,452 Why do you want to kill yourself? 1009 00:45:04,452 --> 00:45:06,245 That's your first question? 1010 00:45:06,245 --> 00:45:08,289 I thought this was supposed to be a puff piece. 1011 00:45:10,500 --> 00:45:11,959 [SIGHS] 1012 00:45:11,959 --> 00:45:13,878 I just ran out of bullshit. SIERRA: That's all? 1013 00:45:13,878 --> 00:45:15,630 I don't know how else to say it. 1014 00:45:15,630 --> 00:45:18,007 Just ran out of bullshit. Bullshit. 1015 00:45:18,007 --> 00:45:21,219 Suicide should have a better reason than "bullshit." 1016 00:45:21,219 --> 00:45:23,846 You got one? 1017 00:45:23,846 --> 00:45:26,182 I think suicide is a permanent solution 1018 00:45:26,182 --> 00:45:28,017 to a temporary problem. 1019 00:45:28,017 --> 00:45:29,268 Really? 1020 00:45:29,268 --> 00:45:31,062 It's a permanent solution... 1021 00:45:31,062 --> 00:45:32,605 to a temporary problem. 1022 00:45:32,605 --> 00:45:34,148 Temporary. It's temporary. 1023 00:45:34,148 --> 00:45:36,108 Permanent solution... to a temporary problem. 1024 00:45:36,108 --> 00:45:37,943 ...to a temporary problem. 1025 00:45:37,943 --> 00:45:39,904 A permanent solution to a temporary problem. 1026 00:45:39,904 --> 00:45:43,616 It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. 1027 00:45:43,616 --> 00:45:45,410 I've never heard that before. 1028 00:45:45,410 --> 00:45:47,161 Is it my turn yet? 1029 00:45:47,161 --> 00:45:49,622 Just step back if you want to be in the wide shot. 1030 00:45:49,622 --> 00:45:52,749 Symmetrical. Okay. 1031 00:45:52,749 --> 00:45:56,128 What's the worst thing that ever happened to you? 1032 00:45:56,128 --> 00:46:00,091 My brother died last year. 1033 00:46:00,091 --> 00:46:01,926 Car crash, right? 1034 00:46:01,926 --> 00:46:03,344 That sucks. 1035 00:46:03,344 --> 00:46:04,596 Yeah. 1036 00:46:05,971 --> 00:46:08,349 You never really get over something like that. 1037 00:46:09,517 --> 00:46:12,061 What's your worst memory? 1038 00:46:12,061 --> 00:46:15,231 I don't know. I guess it's, um... 1039 00:46:15,231 --> 00:46:19,151 I guess it's that I have no memories. 1040 00:46:19,151 --> 00:46:21,028 No wins or losses, 1041 00:46:21,028 --> 00:46:23,989 or big tragedies, or... 1042 00:46:23,989 --> 00:46:25,283 wins or losses. 1043 00:46:25,283 --> 00:46:27,577 I'm just kind of here. 1044 00:46:27,577 --> 00:46:30,496 SIERRA: You're gonna kill yourself 'cause life's too easy? 1045 00:46:30,496 --> 00:46:32,206 There's just so much of everything, 1046 00:46:32,206 --> 00:46:34,166 so nothing has any meaning. So what's the point? 1047 00:46:34,166 --> 00:46:36,252 And death has meaning? 1048 00:46:36,252 --> 00:46:39,756 We work our whole lives just to die. 1049 00:46:39,756 --> 00:46:42,341 Death drives tyrants to torture, lovers to cliff's edge. 1050 00:46:42,341 --> 00:46:44,969 Masterpiece or trash... 1051 00:46:44,969 --> 00:46:47,221 Death paints the final brushstroke. 1052 00:46:47,221 --> 00:46:49,599 More Vargas. 1053 00:46:49,599 --> 00:46:50,975 He's the man. 1054 00:46:50,975 --> 00:46:52,893 Are you a virgin? 1055 00:46:52,893 --> 00:46:55,020 [SIGHS] 1056 00:46:55,020 --> 00:46:57,315 Definitely not a puff piece. 1057 00:46:57,315 --> 00:46:59,442 Um... 1058 00:47:00,652 --> 00:47:02,945 Heh. You either are or you aren't. 1059 00:47:02,945 --> 00:47:05,114 Yeah, I know how it works. 1060 00:47:05,114 --> 00:47:07,074 Yeah, I am. 1061 00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:11,746 Not by choice. 1062 00:47:11,746 --> 00:47:14,415 But you're not a virgin. 1063 00:47:15,541 --> 00:47:17,834 Why do you ask it like that? 1064 00:47:17,834 --> 00:47:19,962 Joel, Timmy, Billy, Dirk, 1065 00:47:19,962 --> 00:47:22,715 friggin'... Buffy, 1066 00:47:22,715 --> 00:47:24,467 and all the varsity basketball team. 1067 00:47:24,467 --> 00:47:25,802 Yeah. 1068 00:47:25,802 --> 00:47:28,012 A girl's got to suck a lot of dick 1069 00:47:28,012 --> 00:47:29,972 to support her coke habit. 1070 00:47:30,973 --> 00:47:33,142 Do you want to die a virgin? 1071 00:47:33,142 --> 00:47:35,687 Is that a come-on? 1072 00:47:35,687 --> 00:47:38,481 Let me ask you this. 1073 00:47:40,775 --> 00:47:42,443 Are you gonna kill yourself 1074 00:47:42,443 --> 00:47:44,696 before you lose your virginity or wait until after? 1075 00:47:44,696 --> 00:47:46,698 I don't know. What... 1076 00:47:46,698 --> 00:47:48,991 What do you think? 1077 00:47:48,991 --> 00:47:52,244 Nobody wants to die a virgin. 1078 00:47:52,244 --> 00:47:56,207 Now, obviously, you're not serious about killing yourself. 1079 00:48:00,545 --> 00:48:02,797 Let me ask you a question. 1080 00:48:02,797 --> 00:48:06,384 What's it like being so perfect? 1081 00:48:06,384 --> 00:48:08,427 Perfect in every way? 1082 00:48:08,427 --> 00:48:11,222 Okay, we can turn 'em off now. 1083 00:48:13,015 --> 00:48:14,559 Please just turn it off. 1084 00:48:14,559 --> 00:48:17,978 [FILM PROJECTOR WHIRRING] 1085 00:48:17,978 --> 00:48:20,147 [SIGHS] 1086 00:48:22,483 --> 00:48:25,194 You really want to know? 1087 00:48:31,784 --> 00:48:34,036 It feels like shit. 1088 00:48:34,036 --> 00:48:35,663 [CLICK, WHIRRING STOPS] 1089 00:48:39,291 --> 00:48:42,044 [MUZAK PLAYING] 1090 00:48:47,425 --> 00:48:49,677 ARCHIE: I'm gonna be honest with you. 1091 00:48:49,677 --> 00:48:52,597 I hate this place, this zoo, 1092 00:48:52,597 --> 00:48:54,390 this... prison, 1093 00:48:54,390 --> 00:48:57,393 this reality, whatever you want to call it. 1094 00:48:57,393 --> 00:49:00,897 I can't stand it any longer. 1095 00:49:00,897 --> 00:49:02,939 [AS AGENT SMITH]: It's the smell. 1096 00:49:02,939 --> 00:49:05,860 I feel saturated by it. 1097 00:49:05,860 --> 00:49:07,779 I can taste your stink, 1098 00:49:07,779 --> 00:49:09,113 and every time that I do, 1099 00:49:09,113 --> 00:49:11,282 I feel somehow I've been infected by it. 1100 00:49:11,282 --> 00:49:14,201 [SIGHS] I must get out of here. 1101 00:49:14,201 --> 00:49:15,745 I must get free, 1102 00:49:15,745 --> 00:49:19,749 and this mind is the key, my key. 1103 00:49:19,749 --> 00:49:22,585 You need the key to Zion. 1104 00:49:22,585 --> 00:49:24,629 Yes! Once Zion is destroyed, 1105 00:49:24,629 --> 00:49:27,882 there is no reason for me to be here. 1106 00:49:27,882 --> 00:49:30,843 BOTH: I need the codes. 1107 00:49:32,010 --> 00:49:33,846 ARCHIE: You fucked it up! 1108 00:49:33,846 --> 00:49:35,514 I don't know! 1109 00:49:35,514 --> 00:49:36,891 [BOTH LAUGH] 1110 00:49:36,891 --> 00:49:38,684 [AS TRAVIS BICKLE]: You. 1111 00:49:38,684 --> 00:49:41,228 You're good, Doc. Yes, you are. 1112 00:49:43,230 --> 00:49:46,275 You talkin' to me, huh? 1113 00:49:46,275 --> 00:49:48,985 Yes, Archie. I am talking to you. 1114 00:49:50,446 --> 00:49:54,742 Live fast, die young, have a great-looking corpse-- 1115 00:49:54,742 --> 00:49:57,244 that is only good in the movies. 1116 00:49:57,244 --> 00:50:01,791 You should be bulldogging, contending. 1117 00:50:01,791 --> 00:50:04,669 Go on. Be a kid. 1118 00:50:04,669 --> 00:50:06,337 Try it on for size. 1119 00:50:07,797 --> 00:50:09,757 It's not so bad. 1120 00:50:11,467 --> 00:50:12,885 I am talking to you! 1121 00:50:12,885 --> 00:50:15,137 You motherfucker! I'll bury you in this place! 1122 00:50:15,137 --> 00:50:17,139 I never fucked my mother, Archie. 1123 00:50:17,139 --> 00:50:21,978 I did have one client, though, that would fuck the sheep. 1124 00:50:21,978 --> 00:50:23,479 Say nothing. 1125 00:50:25,147 --> 00:50:29,485 [ROCKY VOTOLATO'S "MIX TAPES/CELL MATES" PLAYING] 1126 00:50:33,865 --> 00:50:38,327 ♪ I am a prisoner In the sunlight ♪ 1127 00:50:38,327 --> 00:50:42,122 ♪ You are my cell mate In the darkness ♪ 1128 00:50:42,122 --> 00:50:44,166 ♪ There's a box full Of mix tapes ♪ 1129 00:50:44,166 --> 00:50:48,295 ♪ With titles You came up with ♪ 1130 00:50:50,589 --> 00:50:52,800 ♪ They can show us Where we came from ♪ 1131 00:50:52,800 --> 00:50:55,511 ♪ But not how To get back there ♪ 1132 00:50:55,511 --> 00:50:59,223 ♪ Listening to the songs Can't heal my broken fingers ♪ 1133 00:50:59,223 --> 00:51:02,977 ♪ It's just weight For the anchor ♪ 1134 00:51:02,977 --> 00:51:06,564 ♪ To keep your ship here ♪ 1135 00:51:08,816 --> 00:51:12,945 [HARMONICA SOLO] 1136 00:51:25,457 --> 00:51:29,628 ♪ And I'm serving time ♪ 1137 00:51:31,881 --> 00:51:36,468 ♪ Till I've earned the right ♪ 1138 00:51:36,468 --> 00:51:43,059 ♪ To go back to the place Where we started from ♪♪ 1139 00:51:45,477 --> 00:51:47,396 ARCHIE: She's the class president. 1140 00:51:47,396 --> 00:51:50,066 She's captain of the girls' tennis team. 1141 00:51:50,066 --> 00:51:52,484 She's every dork's wet dream. 1142 00:51:52,484 --> 00:51:54,152 She's... 1143 00:51:54,152 --> 00:51:55,863 Sierra Silver. 1144 00:52:05,289 --> 00:52:08,542 ARCHIE: Some say there are cracks in Sierra's armor, 1145 00:52:08,542 --> 00:52:12,128 ever since she dumped trophy boyfriend number three, 1146 00:52:12,128 --> 00:52:13,672 {\an8}this douchebag. 1147 00:52:15,591 --> 00:52:19,720 Sierra's mom, the lovely Mrs. Coleman Silver, 1148 00:52:19,720 --> 00:52:22,222 is a noted community servant, and a real MILF. 1149 00:52:22,222 --> 00:52:24,600 CHARLOTTE: Coleman's ancestors came over on the Mayflower. 1150 00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:26,727 The Silver crest. 1151 00:52:26,727 --> 00:52:28,062 Not the Silver perks. 1152 00:52:28,062 --> 00:52:32,066 And I descend from Danish royalty. 1153 00:52:33,109 --> 00:52:35,653 [♪♪♪] 1154 00:52:37,947 --> 00:52:39,197 [FLATULENCE SOUND] 1155 00:52:39,197 --> 00:52:41,700 Sierra's dad, Mr. Coleman Silver, 1156 00:52:41,700 --> 00:52:44,202 is CEO, CFO, c-asshole 1157 00:52:44,202 --> 00:52:46,664 of some obscure multi-national corporation. 1158 00:52:46,664 --> 00:52:50,793 He makes gobs and gobs of money working very, very hard. 1159 00:52:50,793 --> 00:52:52,711 After 18 holes of golf with a prospect, 1160 00:52:52,711 --> 00:52:54,588 I know if we can do business. 1161 00:52:54,588 --> 00:52:56,799 If you want to have a beer with him after five hours of play, 1162 00:52:56,799 --> 00:52:58,383 you know all you need to know. 1163 00:52:58,383 --> 00:53:00,011 ARCHIE: What do you think about your daughter? 1164 00:53:00,011 --> 00:53:01,553 She's a winner. 1165 00:53:01,553 --> 00:53:03,097 Harvard-bound. [CHUCKLES] 1166 00:53:03,097 --> 00:53:05,265 Just like her brother. 1167 00:53:05,265 --> 00:53:07,059 What's this for again? 1168 00:53:07,059 --> 00:53:09,561 Oh, it's, um, it's for school, Dad. 1169 00:53:09,561 --> 00:53:12,106 Oh. 1170 00:53:12,106 --> 00:53:14,274 ARCHIE: Shane Andrew Silver, 1171 00:53:14,274 --> 00:53:15,526 Sierra's older brother, 1172 00:53:15,526 --> 00:53:16,819 was tragically killed 1173 00:53:16,819 --> 00:53:18,988 in a fiery single-car accident 1174 00:53:18,988 --> 00:53:21,657 on Red Canyon Road. 1175 00:53:21,657 --> 00:53:23,742 Trojan president, 1176 00:53:23,742 --> 00:53:26,620 captain of the golf team, Young Gentlemen. 1177 00:53:26,620 --> 00:53:28,873 [TEST SIGNAL BEEPING] 1178 00:53:28,873 --> 00:53:30,499 [THIRD EYE BLIND'S "JUMPER" PLAYING] 1179 00:53:30,499 --> 00:53:32,208 CHARLOTTE: Shane is gone... 1180 00:53:32,208 --> 00:53:34,378 instantly. 1181 00:53:34,378 --> 00:53:35,838 [VOICE BREAKING] You can't imagine 1182 00:53:35,838 --> 00:53:37,213 what that leaves you with. 1183 00:53:37,213 --> 00:53:40,092 We beg of you... 1184 00:53:40,092 --> 00:53:42,218 Drive carefully... 1185 00:53:42,218 --> 00:53:45,347 Because no family should suffer pain like this. 1186 00:53:45,347 --> 00:53:51,562 [SOBBING] ♪ I would understand ♪ 1187 00:53:51,562 --> 00:53:52,938 Sierra Silver-- 1188 00:53:52,938 --> 00:53:56,108 What's next for this straight-A stunner? 1189 00:53:56,108 --> 00:53:59,570 A Pulitzer Prize for her sensational exposé 1190 00:53:59,570 --> 00:54:02,238 on four-time suicidal loser... 1191 00:54:02,238 --> 00:54:03,448 me. 1192 00:54:03,448 --> 00:54:04,992 And if I kill myself, 1193 00:54:04,992 --> 00:54:08,704 Sierra Silver is truly Ivy league-bound. 1194 00:54:08,704 --> 00:54:11,874 [CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING] 1195 00:54:11,874 --> 00:54:13,042 Careful. 1196 00:54:13,042 --> 00:54:15,086 What are those? 1197 00:54:15,086 --> 00:54:17,046 [PANTING] 1198 00:54:17,046 --> 00:54:18,505 Nothing. 1199 00:54:20,091 --> 00:54:22,885 ARCHIE: That's more than nothing. That's something. 1200 00:54:25,179 --> 00:54:27,305 It's a rash, okay? 1201 00:54:34,646 --> 00:54:36,982 ARCHIE: You can tell me. 1202 00:54:38,859 --> 00:54:40,444 Tell you what? 1203 00:54:41,528 --> 00:54:42,988 [SCOFFS] 1204 00:54:44,364 --> 00:54:45,908 I'm not blind. 1205 00:54:49,912 --> 00:54:51,830 Yeah, you are. 1206 00:54:51,830 --> 00:54:53,999 I can't believe it. 1207 00:54:53,999 --> 00:54:56,334 You? 1208 00:54:56,334 --> 00:54:57,544 Why? 1209 00:54:57,544 --> 00:54:59,755 Would you just please don't? 1210 00:55:01,882 --> 00:55:04,676 You're beautiful and smart and popular and-- 1211 00:55:04,676 --> 00:55:07,138 Poised and outstanding and blah-blah-blah. 1212 00:55:07,138 --> 00:55:09,640 I've heard all that garbage before. 1213 00:55:12,059 --> 00:55:13,227 We can talk. 1214 00:55:13,227 --> 00:55:14,937 [SCOFFS] 1215 00:55:17,982 --> 00:55:21,819 If I wanted a shrink, I'd buy one. 1216 00:55:24,029 --> 00:55:26,157 Look, I'm sorry, but I just think that-- 1217 00:55:26,157 --> 00:55:28,075 Shit! Of all the people, 1218 00:55:28,075 --> 00:55:29,868 I thought that you'd understand. 1219 00:55:29,868 --> 00:55:31,536 I do understand. 1220 00:55:31,536 --> 00:55:32,997 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 1221 00:55:32,997 --> 00:55:35,331 You think? 1222 00:55:35,331 --> 00:55:37,251 You don't have a clue. 1223 00:55:41,505 --> 00:55:43,548 [DOOR OPENS, CLOSES] 1224 00:55:44,800 --> 00:55:47,178 [AS COLONEL KURTZ]: I've seen horrors. 1225 00:55:51,723 --> 00:55:53,809 Horrors that you've seen. 1226 00:55:59,106 --> 00:56:02,776 Primordial killings without... 1227 00:56:04,987 --> 00:56:07,072 feeling, without passion. 1228 00:56:07,072 --> 00:56:08,615 [SNIFFS] 1229 00:56:11,493 --> 00:56:13,745 You have no right to call me a murderer. 1230 00:56:20,127 --> 00:56:22,546 You have a right to kill me. 1231 00:56:24,506 --> 00:56:26,884 [SNIFFS] 1232 00:56:26,884 --> 00:56:28,302 But... 1233 00:56:30,262 --> 00:56:32,514 But you have no right to judge me... 1234 00:56:35,226 --> 00:56:36,643 because... 1235 00:56:40,772 --> 00:56:42,774 because it's judgment... 1236 00:56:45,986 --> 00:56:48,364 Judgment that defeats us. 1237 00:56:50,991 --> 00:56:53,660 GRETCHEN: Archie? 1238 00:56:53,660 --> 00:56:54,912 Are you up? 1239 00:56:56,080 --> 00:56:58,040 Uh-oh. 1240 00:56:58,040 --> 00:56:59,958 It's the horror. 1241 00:57:02,294 --> 00:57:04,129 The horror. 1242 00:57:04,129 --> 00:57:06,090 Archie, I can hear you. 1243 00:57:06,090 --> 00:57:09,176 I'm late. Now get your ass in gear. 1244 00:57:09,176 --> 00:57:10,761 [SNIFFS] 1245 00:57:14,223 --> 00:57:16,975 The horror. 1246 00:57:16,975 --> 00:57:21,646 [CONTEMPORARY FOLK MUSIC PLAYS OVER RADIO] 1247 00:57:28,486 --> 00:57:30,488 [DOORBELL RINGS] 1248 00:57:30,488 --> 00:57:33,325 [CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING WITHIN OVER SPEAKERS] 1249 00:57:33,325 --> 00:57:34,952 Hello. 1250 00:57:34,952 --> 00:57:36,536 Oh. 1251 00:57:36,536 --> 00:57:38,038 Hello, young man. 1252 00:57:38,038 --> 00:57:40,291 Oh, I am so sorry for the mess. 1253 00:57:40,291 --> 00:57:43,127 We have our big charity ball for Shane's foundation next week. 1254 00:57:43,127 --> 00:57:44,586 It's just crazy around here. 1255 00:57:44,586 --> 00:57:45,837 Wait here. 1256 00:57:47,214 --> 00:57:49,925 Sierra, sweetie, you have company! 1257 00:57:51,969 --> 00:57:53,511 You want orange juice? 1258 00:57:53,511 --> 00:57:55,264 No, thanks. [SMALL DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE] 1259 00:57:55,264 --> 00:57:56,807 No? Okay. 1260 00:57:58,767 --> 00:58:00,602 Honey? 1261 00:58:08,235 --> 00:58:10,862 You know the rules, young lady. 1262 00:58:10,862 --> 00:58:12,489 Yes, Mother. 1263 00:58:12,489 --> 00:58:14,074 Condescension... 1264 00:58:14,074 --> 00:58:16,243 is so unbecoming. 1265 00:58:23,792 --> 00:58:26,920 [CLASSICAL MUSIC CONTINUES] 1266 00:58:29,298 --> 00:58:32,676 So, this is the music they play in hell, hm? 1267 00:58:32,676 --> 00:58:35,679 [BOTH LAUGH] 1268 00:58:35,679 --> 00:58:37,473 Quite a lady. 1269 00:58:37,473 --> 00:58:38,849 Mm. 1270 00:58:38,849 --> 00:58:41,393 I never want to judge you. 1271 00:58:41,393 --> 00:58:45,230 I know how much it sucks to be judged. 1272 00:58:45,230 --> 00:58:47,232 Misjudged. 1273 00:58:47,232 --> 00:58:48,775 Yeah. 1274 00:58:48,775 --> 00:58:51,028 Well, I've been that, too. 1275 00:59:06,668 --> 00:59:09,004 Can I trust you? 1276 00:59:11,089 --> 00:59:12,716 Yeah. 1277 00:59:15,344 --> 00:59:17,929 No matter what? 1278 00:59:17,929 --> 00:59:20,224 No matter what. 1279 00:59:24,144 --> 00:59:27,189 ["CUT ME IN TWO" PERFORMED BY ROCKY VOTOLATO PLAYING] 1280 00:59:27,189 --> 00:59:28,648 Follow me. 1281 00:59:28,648 --> 00:59:30,692 ♪ On nights when ♪ 1282 00:59:30,692 --> 00:59:36,448 ♪ Sleeping it off is exactly What I should do ♪ 1283 00:59:36,448 --> 00:59:45,082 ♪ I won't come through ♪ ARCHIE: Pink room. 1284 00:59:45,082 --> 00:59:48,001 Are you filming? 1285 00:59:48,001 --> 00:59:50,254 Is it okay? 1286 00:59:55,384 --> 01:00:02,266 ♪ Nobody understands This light ♪ 1287 01:00:02,266 --> 01:00:04,768 ♪ Just like me ♪ 1288 01:00:04,768 --> 01:00:09,147 ♪ Sincerity ♪ 1289 01:00:09,147 --> 01:00:14,236 ♪ Oh, please return to me ♪ 1290 01:00:14,236 --> 01:00:19,491 ♪ 'Cause I've been lying To myself ♪ 1291 01:00:19,491 --> 01:00:22,827 ♪ To myself ♪ 1292 01:00:22,827 --> 01:00:31,378 ♪ You see myself ♪ 1293 01:00:31,378 --> 01:00:34,381 ♪ You see ♪ 1294 01:00:34,381 --> 01:00:36,133 No matter what? 1295 01:00:36,133 --> 01:00:38,093 [SIGHS] 1296 01:00:39,303 --> 01:00:43,681 This is different. Look... 1297 01:00:43,681 --> 01:00:46,143 [SCOFFS] This was pathetic. 1298 01:00:47,436 --> 01:00:51,856 ♪ Create something That's the truth ♪ 1299 01:00:51,856 --> 01:00:53,191 What do you want with me? 1300 01:00:53,191 --> 01:00:56,861 ♪ So it pierces through you ♪ 1301 01:00:56,861 --> 01:00:58,280 [SIGHS] 1302 01:00:58,280 --> 01:01:01,908 ♪ Cuts me in two ♪ 1303 01:01:01,908 --> 01:01:04,620 I want what you want-- 1304 01:01:04,620 --> 01:01:07,914 to end it all. 1305 01:01:07,914 --> 01:01:09,458 When? 1306 01:01:09,458 --> 01:01:11,376 Soon. 1307 01:01:11,376 --> 01:01:12,752 Where? 1308 01:01:14,879 --> 01:01:16,548 On camera. 1309 01:01:16,548 --> 01:01:17,924 With you. 1310 01:01:17,924 --> 01:01:22,095 ♪ I lied to you ♪ 1311 01:01:22,095 --> 01:01:27,225 ♪ And part of me I'll never see ♪ 1312 01:01:27,225 --> 01:01:32,939 ♪ All is gone, I must go on ♪♪ 1313 01:01:39,196 --> 01:01:40,905 [SIGHS] 1314 01:02:00,676 --> 01:02:03,720 [INHALES SHARPLY, GROANS LIGHTLY] 1315 01:02:10,519 --> 01:02:13,146 Our secret. 1316 01:02:18,068 --> 01:02:20,696 VARGAS: Call of death... 1317 01:02:20,696 --> 01:02:22,614 [ECHOING] is the call of love. 1318 01:02:24,157 --> 01:02:27,202 There is a pit in my stomach that won't go away. 1319 01:02:27,202 --> 01:02:29,496 It's filled with the emptiness of this family. 1320 01:02:29,496 --> 01:02:31,122 I hate my mom. 1321 01:02:31,122 --> 01:02:32,790 Suicide pact. ARCHIE: Yeah. 1322 01:02:32,790 --> 01:02:34,626 That's kind of creepy. 1323 01:02:34,626 --> 01:02:37,003 Let's just say I've cut before. 1324 01:02:37,003 --> 01:02:38,963 SIERRA: Really? 1325 01:02:38,963 --> 01:02:40,465 She didn't know. 1326 01:02:40,465 --> 01:02:42,426 Yeah, you didn't know that. [CHUCKLES] 1327 01:02:48,014 --> 01:02:49,974 MAN: Address the pain. 1328 01:02:49,974 --> 01:02:54,271 You cannot lead a long life with acute suicidality. 1329 01:02:54,271 --> 01:02:57,941 You either discharge the emotion or discharge the bullet. 1330 01:03:00,860 --> 01:03:03,697 BOBBY: You stick it in, and you slide it over. 1331 01:03:03,697 --> 01:03:07,033 You rip apart all your stomach and guts and all that shit. WOMAN: Bobby! 1332 01:03:07,033 --> 01:03:10,537 Mom, I'm doing the fucking interview thing! 1333 01:03:15,459 --> 01:03:17,461 VARGAS: Death deals release 1334 01:03:17,461 --> 01:03:19,003 and oblivion. 1335 01:03:19,003 --> 01:03:22,382 She heals the sick and wounds the healthy. 1336 01:03:22,382 --> 01:03:25,761 Death runs her chariot horses unchallenged 1337 01:03:25,761 --> 01:03:29,097 until all eternity praises her dominion 1338 01:03:29,097 --> 01:03:32,476 and all God's creatures pay homage. 1339 01:03:32,476 --> 01:03:35,771 SIERRA: We acquire all of this crap 1340 01:03:35,771 --> 01:03:40,024 so we never have to face what we don't have. 1341 01:03:41,485 --> 01:03:42,986 Never had. 1342 01:03:46,615 --> 01:03:48,908 Can never have. 1343 01:03:54,122 --> 01:03:55,873 [SIGHS] 1344 01:03:55,873 --> 01:03:58,042 You and me, Archie. 1345 01:03:59,544 --> 01:04:01,672 We're cashing out. 1346 01:04:07,844 --> 01:04:11,556 [PANTING] 1347 01:04:17,395 --> 01:04:20,565 [CLIMAXING] 1348 01:04:28,948 --> 01:04:32,369 [PANTING SLOWS] 1349 01:04:32,369 --> 01:04:34,996 Now you can kill yourself. 1350 01:04:47,384 --> 01:04:49,010 [CHUCKLES] 1351 01:04:55,266 --> 01:04:57,352 [♪♪♪] 1352 01:04:57,352 --> 01:05:00,021 ARCHIE: I found it on a Tuesday. 1353 01:05:01,439 --> 01:05:03,400 SIERRA: This is your favorite piece of equipment? 1354 01:05:03,400 --> 01:05:05,943 Yeah. 1355 01:05:05,943 --> 01:05:07,821 First I thought I was losing it. 1356 01:05:07,821 --> 01:05:10,615 This flipped image appeared on my wall. 1357 01:05:10,615 --> 01:05:13,702 My mother pacing in the backyard. 1358 01:05:13,702 --> 01:05:15,787 She's pissed. 1359 01:05:15,787 --> 01:05:18,373 My grandpa just died. 1360 01:05:18,373 --> 01:05:20,792 And my dad came outside, 1361 01:05:20,792 --> 01:05:25,088 kissed her right on the top of her head. 1362 01:05:25,088 --> 01:05:28,216 Real tender. 1363 01:05:28,216 --> 01:05:30,134 Cradled her. 1364 01:05:30,134 --> 01:05:32,011 [SIGHS] 1365 01:05:32,011 --> 01:05:36,516 That's the only time I've ever seen them... 1366 01:05:36,516 --> 01:05:38,602 intimate. 1367 01:05:38,602 --> 01:05:40,645 It's the first camera. 1368 01:05:40,645 --> 01:05:42,480 Aristotle used it... 1369 01:05:42,480 --> 01:05:44,524 Da Vinci. 1370 01:05:44,524 --> 01:05:46,484 Camera obscura. 1371 01:05:47,527 --> 01:05:50,655 Light has to be... just right, 1372 01:05:50,655 --> 01:05:54,075 directly over the main house. 1373 01:05:55,619 --> 01:06:01,999 ♪ Olly olly oxen free ♪ 1374 01:06:01,999 --> 01:06:04,377 No filter. 1375 01:06:04,377 --> 01:06:05,545 Yeah. 1376 01:06:05,545 --> 01:06:07,923 ♪ Come out, you can't hide ♪ 1377 01:06:07,923 --> 01:06:09,090 The world's upside down. 1378 01:06:09,090 --> 01:06:14,178 ♪ From what you've got ♪ 1379 01:06:14,178 --> 01:06:17,390 ♪ Coming ♪ 1380 01:06:18,558 --> 01:06:20,685 Shit. 1381 01:06:20,685 --> 01:06:22,019 Yeah. 1382 01:06:22,019 --> 01:06:24,105 I do not do well with parties. 1383 01:06:24,105 --> 01:06:25,440 [LAUGHS] 1384 01:06:25,440 --> 01:06:27,108 Like, I don't do well with big crowds. 1385 01:06:27,108 --> 01:06:29,986 You're not that good one-on-one, either, Archie. 1386 01:06:29,986 --> 01:06:31,321 Thanks. 1387 01:06:31,321 --> 01:06:32,906 ARCHIE: You see, it's just that 1388 01:06:32,906 --> 01:06:35,617 I-I've been filming everything for so long, 1389 01:06:35,617 --> 01:06:38,870 I just guess the world looks better through a lens. 1390 01:06:38,870 --> 01:06:41,122 And some people find that weird. 1391 01:06:41,122 --> 01:06:43,416 Why do you care what they think? 1392 01:06:43,416 --> 01:06:45,418 I guess I don't. 1393 01:06:45,418 --> 01:06:47,211 What is-- What is this? 1394 01:06:47,211 --> 01:06:48,964 It's a shot. 1395 01:06:48,964 --> 01:06:50,465 Okay. 1396 01:06:52,926 --> 01:06:55,136 It's horrible! 1397 01:06:55,136 --> 01:06:56,972 Besides, if anyone messes with us... 1398 01:06:56,972 --> 01:06:59,056 shoot 'em! 1399 01:06:59,056 --> 01:07:00,558 Shoot 'em. 1400 01:07:00,558 --> 01:07:02,435 YOUNG MAN: You should drown yourself, Eyeball. 1401 01:07:02,435 --> 01:07:04,729 Cinder blocks, like, to your ankles, 1402 01:07:04,729 --> 01:07:06,648 you just jump into the quarry. 1403 01:07:06,648 --> 01:07:08,608 Like, I did it, it's like... 1404 01:07:09,985 --> 01:07:11,653 [WOLFMOTHER'S "VAGABOND" PLAYING] 1405 01:07:11,653 --> 01:07:13,446 That's too much. 1406 01:07:13,446 --> 01:07:15,239 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. I got something I want to say. 1407 01:07:15,239 --> 01:07:17,074 I heard what you were doing in Bedford's class. Yeah. 1408 01:07:17,074 --> 01:07:19,995 What he's doing-- boffing Sierra up the butt nightly. 1409 01:07:19,995 --> 01:07:21,746 I'll ride you, baby. 1410 01:07:21,746 --> 01:07:24,207 SIERRA: As if. As if. I would ride the shit out of you. 1411 01:07:24,207 --> 01:07:25,750 As if, my dick. 1412 01:07:25,750 --> 01:07:27,377 Hey, no, man, I'm serious. I just, uh, want to-- 1413 01:07:27,377 --> 01:07:28,962 Look, look, what this fucker's trying to say... 1414 01:07:28,962 --> 01:07:30,547 No, what I'm trying to say is that-- 1415 01:07:30,547 --> 01:07:33,049 ...is that fucking partying rules, school sucks-- 1416 01:07:33,049 --> 01:07:34,384 It sucks! Yeah. 1417 01:07:34,384 --> 01:07:35,510 It sucks my dick. 1418 01:07:35,510 --> 01:07:37,512 Fucking-- What's up, babe? 1419 01:07:37,512 --> 01:07:39,639 What's her name? Michelle. Megan. 1420 01:07:39,639 --> 01:07:41,474 Misty. Missy? 1421 01:07:41,474 --> 01:07:45,353 Fuck it all. 1422 01:07:46,855 --> 01:07:48,147 SIERRA: Look how fucked up these people are. 1423 01:07:48,147 --> 01:07:49,774 [VIDEO REWINDING] 1424 01:07:49,774 --> 01:07:51,776 I mean, look at them. 1425 01:07:51,776 --> 01:07:54,029 Do you really want to be like this? 1426 01:07:54,029 --> 01:07:56,698 Do you want to grow old with these people? 1427 01:07:56,698 --> 01:08:00,035 Well, put on your plastic smile, 1428 01:08:00,035 --> 01:08:01,870 'cause we're gonna get fucked up. 1429 01:08:01,870 --> 01:08:07,458 ♪ See me ♪ 1430 01:08:15,759 --> 01:08:17,802 Very nice. 1431 01:08:17,802 --> 01:08:20,555 CROWD [CHANTING]: Go! Go! Go! Go! go! 1432 01:08:20,555 --> 01:08:26,019 ♪ 'Cause I'll tell you Everything about being free ♪ 1433 01:08:26,019 --> 01:08:28,104 [VOMITS] 1434 01:08:28,104 --> 01:08:30,690 SIERRA: Are you gonna be all right? 1435 01:08:30,690 --> 01:08:33,777 Yeah. Fine. [GROANS] 1436 01:08:33,777 --> 01:08:35,946 [CHUCKLES] [BELCHES] 1437 01:08:35,946 --> 01:08:37,697 Anyone know where Sierra is? 1438 01:08:37,697 --> 01:08:39,657 When I kill myself... 1439 01:08:39,657 --> 01:08:42,535 Hey, get the fuck out of here. 1440 01:08:42,535 --> 01:08:44,161 ARCHIE: Anybody know where Sierra is? 1441 01:08:44,161 --> 01:08:46,497 Does anybody-- You know where Sierra is, man? 1442 01:08:46,497 --> 01:08:49,667 Excuse me. 1443 01:08:49,667 --> 01:08:50,919 Milky-white skin. 1444 01:08:50,919 --> 01:08:52,754 You want to see? 1445 01:08:52,754 --> 01:08:54,255 See what? 1446 01:09:01,471 --> 01:09:04,390 She didn't even wake up. [SNAPPING FINGERS] 1447 01:09:04,390 --> 01:09:07,226 [INDISTINCT CHATTER AND LAUGHTER] 1448 01:09:24,327 --> 01:09:26,997 [CHATTER CONTINUES] 1449 01:09:26,997 --> 01:09:29,791 [ALL CHANTING "EYEBALL!"] 1450 01:09:30,750 --> 01:09:32,585 Party. Sit down. Come here. 1451 01:09:35,839 --> 01:09:39,884 [CHEERING] 1452 01:09:46,891 --> 01:09:50,103 BOYS [CHANTING]: Fuck her! Fuck her! Fuck her! 1453 01:09:50,103 --> 01:09:53,106 [INDISTINCT CHANTING] 1454 01:09:53,106 --> 01:09:54,565 ALL BOYS: Noooo! 1455 01:09:54,565 --> 01:09:56,317 BOY: What are you doing? 1456 01:10:19,924 --> 01:10:23,260 I've never been drunk with people before. 1457 01:10:23,260 --> 01:10:25,722 SIERRA: Then this could be one of your last times. 1458 01:10:25,722 --> 01:10:28,850 Yeah. 1459 01:10:28,850 --> 01:10:29,893 Go play. 1460 01:10:30,727 --> 01:10:32,187 No consequences. 1461 01:10:33,521 --> 01:10:36,149 [ARCHIE GROANS] 1462 01:10:39,861 --> 01:10:41,404 YOUNG MAN: Hey, hey. 1463 01:10:41,404 --> 01:10:44,157 Come here. Come here. Camera. Cameraface, come on. 1464 01:10:44,157 --> 01:10:45,909 Do it again. Do it-- Do it like-- 1465 01:10:45,909 --> 01:10:48,078 Just keep doing it. Christ. 1466 01:10:48,078 --> 01:10:51,039 COREY: It's a big, old cone in like three turns. 1467 01:10:51,039 --> 01:10:53,875 We can make the movie with the smoking. 1468 01:10:53,875 --> 01:10:55,835 Let's do it. Where's your ca-- Listen. 1469 01:10:55,835 --> 01:10:58,004 You're making your movie? I'm your director. 1470 01:10:58,004 --> 01:10:59,255 Action! 1471 01:10:59,255 --> 01:11:01,632 Hey. Let's go. 1472 01:11:01,632 --> 01:11:04,635 You can do it. There you go. 1473 01:11:04,635 --> 01:11:06,888 Light the fucker. 1474 01:11:06,888 --> 01:11:09,599 There you go. 1475 01:11:09,599 --> 01:11:12,102 Hey, everybody, let's just look in this thing. 1476 01:11:12,102 --> 01:11:13,853 You got it? 1477 01:11:13,853 --> 01:11:14,812 Look at this. 1478 01:11:14,812 --> 01:11:16,231 [LAUGHS] 1479 01:11:16,231 --> 01:11:17,982 We brought John along right here. 1480 01:11:17,982 --> 01:11:21,152 John's gonna light some stuff. 1481 01:11:21,152 --> 01:11:23,029 Yeah! [SHOUTS] 1482 01:11:30,870 --> 01:11:32,288 Did you ever see Raging Bull 1483 01:11:32,288 --> 01:11:35,125 when the guy was just like, "Aah!" 1484 01:11:35,125 --> 01:11:37,085 Aah! Aah! Aah! 1485 01:11:37,085 --> 01:11:39,087 [LAUGHS] Aah! 1486 01:11:39,087 --> 01:11:41,672 What the fuck?! 1487 01:11:45,009 --> 01:11:47,762 Ah, it's in my ear! 1488 01:11:47,762 --> 01:11:50,431 It's in my ear. 1489 01:11:50,431 --> 01:11:53,517 [BOTH LAUGH] 1490 01:11:54,518 --> 01:11:57,814 Where the fuck did Corey go? 1491 01:11:57,814 --> 01:11:59,774 He has my camera. 1492 01:11:59,774 --> 01:12:03,778 Oh, shit. Corey. Corey. 1493 01:12:03,778 --> 01:12:05,321 Where is it? 1494 01:12:05,321 --> 01:12:09,909 I got to go again. 1495 01:12:09,909 --> 01:12:11,244 Do you want to find him? 1496 01:12:11,244 --> 01:12:12,453 Yeah, where is he? 1497 01:12:12,453 --> 01:12:13,955 I don't know. 1498 01:12:13,955 --> 01:12:15,539 [LAUGHS] That's the point. We got to find-- 1499 01:12:15,539 --> 01:12:17,125 Okay. We'll find him. 1500 01:12:17,125 --> 01:12:18,793 Corey! We'll just find him. 1501 01:12:18,793 --> 01:12:20,711 Corey! 1502 01:12:20,711 --> 01:12:22,255 Get the bunny! 1503 01:12:22,255 --> 01:12:23,673 Oh, get that bunny! 1504 01:12:23,673 --> 01:12:26,926 He's got the bunny! 1505 01:12:26,926 --> 01:12:29,428 Did you get it? No. 1506 01:12:29,428 --> 01:12:30,888 Almost found a bunny. 1507 01:12:33,349 --> 01:12:34,851 Where the fuck have you been? 1508 01:12:34,851 --> 01:12:36,393 You got... 1509 01:12:36,393 --> 01:12:37,645 [LAUGHS] 1510 01:12:37,645 --> 01:12:39,480 Here's Archie. 1511 01:12:39,480 --> 01:12:42,900 He's gonna make a suicide video about killing himself. 1512 01:12:42,900 --> 01:12:45,486 He thinks it's fucking cool to kill himself. 1513 01:12:45,486 --> 01:12:46,821 [GAGGING] 1514 01:12:46,821 --> 01:12:48,031 Where was he? 1515 01:12:48,031 --> 01:12:50,283 Everywhere. 1516 01:12:50,283 --> 01:12:52,702 [GAGGING CONTINUES] 1517 01:12:57,832 --> 01:13:01,252 That's the only way to live. 1518 01:13:01,252 --> 01:13:03,129 [LAUGHS] 1519 01:13:07,383 --> 01:13:12,263 Love yourself. 1520 01:13:12,263 --> 01:13:16,392 Don't listen to me. 1521 01:13:20,063 --> 01:13:21,981 YOUNG MAN: So... 1522 01:13:21,981 --> 01:13:25,484 any final thoughts on the world, Archie? 1523 01:13:33,450 --> 01:13:35,494 [CROW CAWS] 1524 01:13:40,583 --> 01:13:45,338 VARGAS: Death and love, formed from the same clay, 1525 01:13:45,338 --> 01:13:47,673 drawn from the same well. 1526 01:13:47,673 --> 01:13:51,010 Regenerated by the same primordial bang 1527 01:13:51,010 --> 01:13:54,805 that's exploding now in some distant heart. 1528 01:13:54,805 --> 01:14:00,019 Life may be but a stirring in the still vacuum of time. 1529 01:14:00,019 --> 01:14:03,898 But even a fool's life makes more calamitous riot 1530 01:14:03,898 --> 01:14:08,194 than death in all her silent glory. 1531 01:14:08,194 --> 01:14:13,032 Fear love and you fear life. 1532 01:14:13,032 --> 01:14:14,700 And those who fear life 1533 01:14:14,700 --> 01:14:17,703 have already begun playing the empty notes 1534 01:14:17,703 --> 01:14:20,164 of their funeral dirge. 1535 01:14:27,130 --> 01:14:29,465 [SHOWERS RUNNING] 1536 01:14:29,465 --> 01:14:30,925 YOUNG WOMAN: So ugly. 1537 01:14:30,925 --> 01:14:33,177 [TOILET FLUSHES] 1538 01:14:33,177 --> 01:14:36,264 Somebody's in the itty-bitty titty committee. 1539 01:14:36,264 --> 01:14:38,308 Hey. [LAUGHS] 1540 01:14:38,308 --> 01:14:40,559 [GROANS] 1541 01:14:40,559 --> 01:14:42,603 It was a good party. 1542 01:14:42,603 --> 01:14:45,273 [FAUCET RUNS] 1543 01:14:51,070 --> 01:14:55,325 That is the sign of a really goddamn good party, dude. 1544 01:14:55,325 --> 01:14:57,327 [BELCHES, SIGHS] 1545 01:14:57,327 --> 01:15:00,704 Smells like mashed potatoes. 1546 01:15:00,704 --> 01:15:02,415 Let's go. 1547 01:15:02,415 --> 01:15:04,041 You got it, bro. 1548 01:15:04,041 --> 01:15:07,128 All right. This is the class that sucks the most, right, 1549 01:15:07,128 --> 01:15:09,130 after you're fucking hungover, dude? 1550 01:15:09,130 --> 01:15:10,547 I fucking hate this. 1551 01:15:10,547 --> 01:15:13,050 MAN: Come on! Let's go, Tigers! Let's go! 1552 01:15:13,050 --> 01:15:15,428 We're gonna work hard today! Let's get out there! 1553 01:15:15,428 --> 01:15:17,305 Let's go! We're gonna run the-- 1554 01:15:26,939 --> 01:15:30,151 WOMAN: Girls, no more gossip! 1555 01:15:30,151 --> 01:15:33,404 Let's get to work. Let's go. Come on. 1556 01:15:33,404 --> 01:15:35,239 [YOUNG WOMEN SCREAM] 1557 01:15:35,239 --> 01:15:40,161 [THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA'S "TO BUILD A HOME" PLAYING] 1558 01:15:40,161 --> 01:15:47,210 ♪ I climbed the tree To see the world ♪ 1559 01:15:47,210 --> 01:15:49,086 MAN: Get back to the locker room now! Let's go! 1560 01:15:49,086 --> 01:15:50,463 [YOUNG WOMEN SCREAM] 1561 01:15:50,463 --> 01:15:51,922 Archie! 1562 01:15:51,922 --> 01:15:55,551 WOMAN: Inside! Everybody inside! 1563 01:15:59,013 --> 01:16:05,186 ♪ I held on as tightly As you held on to me ♪ 1564 01:16:05,186 --> 01:16:07,688 WOMAN: Back inside! Now! Move! Let's go! 1565 01:16:07,688 --> 01:16:09,690 In the locker room! 1566 01:16:21,411 --> 01:16:23,954 Move it! Get back in the locker room! Move it! 1567 01:16:25,164 --> 01:16:27,375 MAN: Get back in the locker room now! 1568 01:16:27,375 --> 01:16:29,626 Archie, what the hell are you doing? 1569 01:16:29,626 --> 01:16:30,836 Get back. 1570 01:16:30,836 --> 01:16:32,171 YOUNG MAN: Archie. 1571 01:16:32,171 --> 01:16:35,299 Corey's a fucking asshole! 1572 01:16:35,299 --> 01:16:37,009 Fucking asshole! No! 1573 01:16:37,009 --> 01:16:42,390 Help me get him down! Get him down! 1574 01:16:42,390 --> 01:16:43,766 [VOICE BREAKING] Oh, fuck! 1575 01:16:43,766 --> 01:16:47,437 Help me get him down! Corey, no! 1576 01:16:47,437 --> 01:16:49,021 No, Goddamn it, no! 1577 01:16:49,021 --> 01:16:53,317 WOMAN: Everybody in! In! In! 1578 01:16:53,317 --> 01:16:56,237 Corey, no! 1579 01:16:56,237 --> 01:16:58,281 Help me get him down! 1580 01:16:58,281 --> 01:17:01,200 Come back and help me! 1581 01:17:01,200 --> 01:17:03,244 ♪ From me ♪ 1582 01:17:03,244 --> 01:17:04,954 ♪ From you ♪ 1583 01:17:04,954 --> 01:17:07,664 No! Fuck you! No! 1584 01:17:07,664 --> 01:17:10,000 [SOBBING] He's dead. 1585 01:17:10,000 --> 01:17:11,502 That's Corey. 1586 01:17:13,087 --> 01:17:16,591 [SINGER VOCALIZING] [SOBBING] 1587 01:17:19,385 --> 01:17:26,809 ♪ My time to die ♪♪ [SIREN WAILING] 1588 01:17:41,824 --> 01:17:44,285 YOUNG MAN: Where's my legs, buddy? 1589 01:17:45,786 --> 01:17:47,455 Fuck you. 1590 01:17:47,455 --> 01:17:51,167 This is your fault. It's your fucking fault. 1591 01:17:51,167 --> 01:17:54,295 It's all your goddamn bullshit! 1592 01:17:58,674 --> 01:18:00,343 [SOBBING] 1593 01:18:02,845 --> 01:18:04,221 [GROANS] 1594 01:18:06,974 --> 01:18:08,518 [GROANS] 1595 01:18:13,022 --> 01:18:14,898 [GROANING]: Fuck... 1596 01:18:27,537 --> 01:18:29,746 SIERRA: Why do you want to kill yourself? 1597 01:18:29,746 --> 01:18:32,500 Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. 1598 01:18:32,500 --> 01:18:34,918 You never really get over something like that. 1599 01:18:34,918 --> 01:18:36,212 Now you can kill yourself. 1600 01:18:36,212 --> 01:18:37,880 [♪♪♪] 1601 01:18:37,880 --> 01:18:39,715 ARCHIE: Sierra! 1602 01:18:39,715 --> 01:18:41,175 Sierra! 1603 01:18:43,302 --> 01:18:45,346 [PANTING] 1604 01:18:45,346 --> 01:18:46,722 Sierra! [ENGINE TURNS OVER] 1605 01:18:46,722 --> 01:18:49,058 Slow the fuck down! Talk to me! 1606 01:18:49,058 --> 01:18:50,601 [TIRES SCREECH] 1607 01:18:54,104 --> 01:19:01,862 ♪ Champagne made my head feel Light and overcast the stars ♪ 1608 01:19:12,540 --> 01:19:14,958 He was just hanging there. 1609 01:19:14,958 --> 01:19:17,211 Did you see the cut marks on his neck? 1610 01:19:17,211 --> 01:19:18,962 He changed his mind. 1611 01:19:18,962 --> 01:19:21,882 This is fucked up. 1612 01:19:21,882 --> 01:19:24,051 Everyone is fucked up! 1613 01:19:24,051 --> 01:19:25,928 [ENGINE REVVING] 1614 01:19:25,928 --> 01:19:27,388 Slow down. 1615 01:19:27,388 --> 01:19:28,681 Why? 1616 01:19:28,681 --> 01:19:30,807 Just slow down. 1617 01:19:30,807 --> 01:19:33,060 SIERRA: Open the glove box. 1618 01:19:33,060 --> 01:19:35,479 What? Open the glove box! 1619 01:19:37,231 --> 01:19:39,316 Read what's inside. 1620 01:19:43,487 --> 01:19:45,531 "This family is suffocating me. 1621 01:19:45,531 --> 01:19:48,117 "I can't breathe anymore. 1622 01:19:48,117 --> 01:19:49,410 I feel"-- 1623 01:19:49,410 --> 01:19:50,703 Read it! 1624 01:19:50,703 --> 01:19:52,329 "I feel ugly inside. 1625 01:19:52,329 --> 01:19:55,207 "I feel dirty, and they can never accept the real me. 1626 01:19:55,207 --> 01:19:57,376 "I'm sorry, but don't forgive me. 1627 01:19:57,376 --> 01:19:58,753 "Forgive yourself. 1628 01:19:58,753 --> 01:20:00,379 Love, Shane"? 1629 01:20:00,379 --> 01:20:01,964 Mm-hm. 1630 01:20:01,964 --> 01:20:04,300 "Love, Shane"? 1631 01:20:04,300 --> 01:20:06,469 His suicide note... 1632 01:20:06,469 --> 01:20:08,929 to me. 1633 01:20:08,929 --> 01:20:13,142 He wrote my parents one, too. They burned theirs. 1634 01:20:13,142 --> 01:20:17,187 He did it in my father's car on my mother's birthday. 1635 01:20:17,187 --> 01:20:20,357 You hear that, Mom and Dad?! 1636 01:20:20,357 --> 01:20:22,401 I fucking know! 1637 01:20:22,401 --> 01:20:25,112 You think I don't, but I fucking know!! 1638 01:20:25,112 --> 01:20:26,781 [SOBBING] 1639 01:20:26,781 --> 01:20:29,450 Brave enough for the climax of your little snuff film. 1640 01:20:29,450 --> 01:20:30,660 ARCHIE: No! 1641 01:20:31,868 --> 01:20:33,329 ARCHIE: This is it? 1642 01:20:34,913 --> 01:20:38,501 You're gonna be like every other selfish fuck out there? 1643 01:20:38,501 --> 01:20:41,211 Well, get it over with! Do it! 1644 01:20:41,211 --> 01:20:43,422 Now! 1645 01:20:43,422 --> 01:20:45,174 [TIRES SCREECHING] Shit! 1646 01:20:57,561 --> 01:20:59,896 Corey? 1647 01:21:02,024 --> 01:21:03,651 That was supposed to be us. 1648 01:21:04,819 --> 01:21:06,529 I thought you'd keep your promise. 1649 01:21:06,529 --> 01:21:07,904 I will. 1650 01:21:07,904 --> 01:21:09,365 We just need to take a breath. 1651 01:21:09,365 --> 01:21:11,241 I don't want to take a fucking breath! 1652 01:21:11,241 --> 01:21:12,785 If you don't want to die with me, 1653 01:21:12,785 --> 01:21:15,912 then just get the fuck out of my life! 1654 01:21:15,912 --> 01:21:18,541 You get the fuck out of my movie. 1655 01:21:24,129 --> 01:21:28,384 ["CUT ME IN TWO" PERFORMED BY ROCKY VOTOLATO PLAYING] 1656 01:21:28,384 --> 01:21:30,803 You fucking kidding? 1657 01:21:30,803 --> 01:21:34,515 ♪ Nobody understands This light ♪ 1658 01:21:34,515 --> 01:21:36,559 ♪ Just like me ♪ 1659 01:21:36,559 --> 01:21:40,646 ♪ Sincerity ♪ 1660 01:21:40,646 --> 01:21:45,192 ♪ Oh, please return to me ♪ 1661 01:21:45,192 --> 01:21:46,402 [SIGHS] 1662 01:21:47,361 --> 01:21:49,154 Your counselor called. 1663 01:21:50,447 --> 01:21:52,408 What do you have to do with this? 1664 01:21:52,408 --> 01:21:54,493 Jesus Chr-- 1665 01:21:54,493 --> 01:21:55,828 Nothing! 1666 01:21:55,828 --> 01:21:57,287 [CLICK, MUSIC STOPS] 1667 01:21:58,873 --> 01:22:00,416 I don't know. 1668 01:22:02,459 --> 01:22:04,587 Everything. 1669 01:22:04,587 --> 01:22:05,880 GRETCHEN: What does that mean? 1670 01:22:05,880 --> 01:22:07,673 I don't know. It means nothing. 1671 01:22:07,673 --> 01:22:09,383 Enough of your B.S., boy. You tell us straight. 1672 01:22:09,383 --> 01:22:10,676 What do you mean, "us"? 1673 01:22:10,676 --> 01:22:12,094 Since when have you two been an "us"? 1674 01:22:12,094 --> 01:22:13,470 This isn't about your father and me. 1675 01:22:13,470 --> 01:22:14,722 This is about you. 1676 01:22:14,722 --> 01:22:16,181 God, what are you, tweaked? 1677 01:22:16,181 --> 01:22:17,767 Your kid's thinking about ending it all, 1678 01:22:17,767 --> 01:22:19,351 and you think it's got nothing to do with you. 1679 01:22:19,351 --> 01:22:21,019 Okay, granted, maybe it is about us. 1680 01:22:21,019 --> 01:22:22,688 Maybe it's about all of us. 1681 01:22:22,688 --> 01:22:24,273 But that doesn't give you the right 1682 01:22:24,273 --> 01:22:26,233 to engage in this kind of dangerous material, 1683 01:22:26,233 --> 01:22:28,193 or to involve other kids in your game. 1684 01:22:28,193 --> 01:22:29,820 We're talking about life and death! 1685 01:22:29,820 --> 01:22:31,447 What is this game that you and Dad play? 1686 01:22:31,447 --> 01:22:34,199 You haven't been a couple... 1687 01:22:34,199 --> 01:22:36,201 ever! 1688 01:22:36,201 --> 01:22:37,912 Never! 1689 01:22:37,912 --> 01:22:39,455 Why did you even have me? 1690 01:22:39,455 --> 01:22:40,956 Because we love you. That's bullshit! 1691 01:22:40,956 --> 01:22:42,207 No. 1692 01:22:42,207 --> 01:22:44,084 You two don't even sleep together. 1693 01:22:45,711 --> 01:22:50,716 You don't love each other, so how can you possibly love me? 1694 01:22:52,760 --> 01:22:55,971 Sometimes I just-- I don't even feel like your kid. 1695 01:22:55,971 --> 01:22:58,432 Why did you even have me? 1696 01:22:58,432 --> 01:23:00,517 Because we got pregnant. 1697 01:23:00,517 --> 01:23:02,018 Gretchen. No. 1698 01:23:02,018 --> 01:23:04,187 Look at him, Daryl. 1699 01:23:04,187 --> 01:23:08,150 We're losing him. 1700 01:23:08,150 --> 01:23:10,360 I was a mistake? 1701 01:23:13,489 --> 01:23:15,574 Ohh. 1702 01:23:15,574 --> 01:23:18,828 Archie, you were the best mistake we ever made. 1703 01:23:18,828 --> 01:23:21,288 Just-- I am just-- 1704 01:23:21,288 --> 01:23:22,790 I need my space. 1705 01:23:22,790 --> 01:23:25,083 [SNIFFLES] 1706 01:23:25,083 --> 01:23:28,003 I want you to promise us one thing. 1707 01:23:29,755 --> 01:23:32,341 Promise you won't hurt yourself, 1708 01:23:32,341 --> 01:23:35,719 or do something rash or foolish. 1709 01:23:35,719 --> 01:23:38,722 I need to know that. 1710 01:23:38,722 --> 01:23:41,183 We need to know that. 1711 01:23:45,562 --> 01:23:48,231 [ARCHIE BREATHING HEAVILY] 1712 01:23:57,449 --> 01:24:00,202 [EXPLOSION] 1713 01:24:07,835 --> 01:24:10,004 COREY: You mean this, Archie? 1714 01:24:10,004 --> 01:24:12,840 I know we're playing tonight, but do you mean it? 1715 01:24:12,840 --> 01:24:16,176 Do you fucking want to die? 1716 01:24:19,471 --> 01:24:21,598 Archie. Co-- 1717 01:24:21,598 --> 01:24:26,020 I'm sorry to leave this here. I know this is not your shit. 1718 01:24:31,734 --> 01:24:35,612 VARGAS: Death... is the grand releaser, 1719 01:24:35,612 --> 01:24:39,491 transforming torrid pain into soothing ice. 1720 01:24:39,491 --> 01:24:41,577 Worshippers are right. 1721 01:24:41,577 --> 01:24:44,162 The power is awesome. 1722 01:24:52,337 --> 01:24:54,757 Death a creative force? 1723 01:24:54,757 --> 01:24:56,341 Fucking "A," 1724 01:24:56,341 --> 01:25:00,303 for the righteous few seeking higher knowledge. 1725 01:25:04,516 --> 01:25:08,395 [DOGS HOWLING] 1726 01:25:09,521 --> 01:25:12,399 COREY: When are you gonna die? 1727 01:25:12,399 --> 01:25:13,776 Huh? 1728 01:25:13,776 --> 01:25:15,778 When the project's over. I don't know. 1729 01:25:15,778 --> 01:25:17,153 I don't fucking know. 1730 01:25:17,153 --> 01:25:19,823 Shh! Yeah. You don't know. 1731 01:25:19,823 --> 01:25:21,283 He doesn't fucking know. Shut up. 1732 01:25:21,283 --> 01:25:25,079 He doesn't fucking know, Archie! [LAUGHS] 1733 01:25:25,079 --> 01:25:26,496 You got my camera, dick. Yeah. 1734 01:25:26,496 --> 01:25:27,706 Just fucking talking-- 1735 01:25:27,706 --> 01:25:29,332 I'm a movie star. 1736 01:25:29,332 --> 01:25:32,044 Why are you making this? 1737 01:25:32,044 --> 01:25:34,504 What? Running around. 1738 01:25:35,965 --> 01:25:38,759 Got to have something to do. 1739 01:25:38,759 --> 01:25:40,385 [LAUGHS] 1740 01:25:40,385 --> 01:25:42,429 Fuck. 1741 01:25:42,429 --> 01:25:44,514 I was just shitting, man. [CHUCKLES] 1742 01:25:54,149 --> 01:25:55,818 [DOORBELL BUZZES] 1743 01:26:04,827 --> 01:26:07,121 [SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE] 1744 01:26:27,474 --> 01:26:29,518 [DOG BARKS] 1745 01:26:29,518 --> 01:26:32,437 [SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE] 1746 01:26:32,437 --> 01:26:34,314 [DOG PANTING] 1747 01:26:37,943 --> 01:26:40,988 Muchacho despierte. 1748 01:26:44,158 --> 01:26:48,411 Go ahead. Shoot me. 1749 01:26:48,411 --> 01:26:50,873 I don't give a shit. 1750 01:26:50,873 --> 01:26:54,417 I got nothing to hide from your media weapon. 1751 01:27:01,508 --> 01:27:02,843 Do you want me to turn it off? 1752 01:27:02,843 --> 01:27:04,178 Do you want to turn it off? 1753 01:27:04,178 --> 01:27:07,890 No. 1754 01:27:07,890 --> 01:27:09,307 [SIGHS] 1755 01:27:09,307 --> 01:27:11,518 Why come to me about death? 1756 01:27:11,518 --> 01:27:14,188 'Cause that's what you write about. 1757 01:27:14,188 --> 01:27:17,691 You're the-- You're the death poet. 1758 01:27:17,691 --> 01:27:19,818 I fucking hate that name. 1759 01:27:19,818 --> 01:27:22,071 I don't write about death. 1760 01:27:22,071 --> 01:27:24,280 I write about the blood in my veins. 1761 01:27:24,280 --> 01:27:28,410 Dirty mix of grace, shame... 1762 01:27:28,410 --> 01:27:31,830 pain... 1763 01:27:31,830 --> 01:27:34,374 glory. 1764 01:27:34,374 --> 01:27:37,377 In other words... 1765 01:27:37,377 --> 01:27:38,837 love. 1766 01:27:40,214 --> 01:27:41,715 Life. 1767 01:27:42,925 --> 01:27:44,593 What do you know about life, kid? 1768 01:27:47,554 --> 01:27:49,806 Well, at least you're honest. 1769 01:27:49,806 --> 01:27:51,725 But why should you know? 1770 01:27:52,893 --> 01:27:54,561 Anyhow... 1771 01:27:56,312 --> 01:27:58,523 [GROANS] 1772 01:27:58,523 --> 01:28:01,276 [EXHALES] Those high hills you come from 1773 01:28:01,276 --> 01:28:04,404 are affluent and shiny distractions, 1774 01:28:04,404 --> 01:28:07,074 but impoverished in things you can't buy. 1775 01:28:08,491 --> 01:28:11,870 You think, uh, you're alone? 1776 01:28:11,870 --> 01:28:14,539 Don't blame yourself. 1777 01:28:14,539 --> 01:28:16,917 You ain't the first suicidal refugee 1778 01:28:16,917 --> 01:28:18,293 to walk through my door. 1779 01:28:18,293 --> 01:28:19,795 [CELL PHONE RINGS] 1780 01:28:19,795 --> 01:28:22,589 Goddamn it! That's what I mean! 1781 01:28:22,589 --> 01:28:24,591 You want to talk to me, talk to me! 1782 01:28:24,591 --> 01:28:28,595 And turn off that fucking interruption. 1783 01:28:28,595 --> 01:28:30,639 [RINGING STOPS] 1784 01:28:33,016 --> 01:28:38,480 At first I wanted to kill myself because I was miserable. 1785 01:28:38,480 --> 01:28:41,024 You know, freaking numb. 1786 01:28:42,859 --> 01:28:45,487 And... alone. 1787 01:28:45,487 --> 01:28:49,116 I was wandering in foreign terrain. 1788 01:28:49,116 --> 01:28:51,201 Oh, I wasn't part of this world. 1789 01:28:52,494 --> 01:28:55,330 You know, but now I'm in the world. 1790 01:28:56,873 --> 01:28:58,792 It's eating me alive. 1791 01:29:00,127 --> 01:29:03,672 COREY: They think I got my friend, 1792 01:29:03,672 --> 01:29:06,341 was gonna go on a trip. 1793 01:29:06,341 --> 01:29:08,551 Here's my legs walking. 1794 01:29:08,551 --> 01:29:12,139 Just got to find the right place. 1795 01:29:12,139 --> 01:29:14,557 Corey was my friend. 1796 01:29:17,186 --> 01:29:19,562 I mean, he wasn't-- He wasn't really a friend. 1797 01:29:19,562 --> 01:29:22,107 He was a character in my movie, 1798 01:29:22,107 --> 01:29:23,984 but real, and he did it, man. 1799 01:29:23,984 --> 01:29:26,361 He fucking did it, and I didn't see it coming, 1800 01:29:26,361 --> 01:29:28,530 not even in-- in close-up. 1801 01:29:28,530 --> 01:29:31,533 It's like this movie of mine caused it. 1802 01:29:31,533 --> 01:29:35,537 It was like a perfectly... 1803 01:29:35,537 --> 01:29:37,831 terrifying moment. 1804 01:29:39,958 --> 01:29:41,375 [COREY SIGHS] 1805 01:29:41,375 --> 01:29:43,670 I remember waking up at the clinic 1806 01:29:43,670 --> 01:29:47,465 for the first time with all the other kids. 1807 01:29:47,465 --> 01:29:49,759 And I was given a second shot 1808 01:29:49,759 --> 01:29:51,928 to see what I wasn't gonna live for, 1809 01:29:51,928 --> 01:29:54,764 but I... just can't. 1810 01:29:56,432 --> 01:29:58,310 I just can't beat it. 1811 01:29:58,310 --> 01:30:00,312 [SOBBING] Nobody fucking... 1812 01:30:00,312 --> 01:30:03,439 I can't understand it. 1813 01:30:03,439 --> 01:30:06,276 [COREY WEEPING AND SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 1814 01:30:06,276 --> 01:30:09,779 'Cause they think you're a fucking sissy. 1815 01:30:09,779 --> 01:30:11,405 [GLASS SHATTERS] 1816 01:30:11,405 --> 01:30:15,577 [SLURRING] 'Cause I don't feel that anybody loves me! 1817 01:30:18,080 --> 01:30:19,915 Aah! 1818 01:30:19,915 --> 01:30:24,169 No, I don't even feel it, man! I don't feel anybody loves me! 1819 01:30:24,169 --> 01:30:26,588 No! 1820 01:30:28,382 --> 01:30:30,592 [CRIES] 1821 01:30:33,011 --> 01:30:35,097 ARCHIE: And then there's Sierra. 1822 01:30:35,097 --> 01:30:38,100 Oh, God. You should see her. 1823 01:30:38,100 --> 01:30:40,185 She's so fucking beautiful. 1824 01:30:41,477 --> 01:30:43,730 Her blood on my hands... 1825 01:30:46,524 --> 01:30:48,151 Fuck me. 1826 01:30:48,151 --> 01:30:51,571 The pain of my promises... 1827 01:30:51,571 --> 01:30:54,283 was the pain of my lies. 1828 01:30:57,953 --> 01:31:01,039 You really are fucked. 1829 01:31:01,039 --> 01:31:04,626 Mm. Come with me. 1830 01:31:04,626 --> 01:31:06,420 And bring your eyes. 1831 01:31:11,300 --> 01:31:14,886 Salvation hangs on every street corner. 1832 01:31:16,512 --> 01:31:19,682 VARGAS: They'll sit next to you on the bus 1833 01:31:19,682 --> 01:31:22,602 as long as you're not fool enough to get up and move. 1834 01:31:22,602 --> 01:31:24,354 It's all over, everywhere. 1835 01:31:25,355 --> 01:31:27,816 [♪♪♪] 1836 01:31:30,944 --> 01:31:32,737 VARGAS: You're either taking-- 1837 01:31:32,737 --> 01:31:35,282 Taking up space... 1838 01:31:35,282 --> 01:31:37,117 or you're giving. 1839 01:31:37,117 --> 01:31:38,660 Right. 1840 01:31:42,789 --> 01:31:44,540 VARGAS: Check that out. 1841 01:31:47,543 --> 01:31:49,045 That's salvation. 1842 01:31:50,172 --> 01:31:53,049 [LAUGHS] 1843 01:31:53,049 --> 01:31:55,593 VARGAS: You start giving to others, 1844 01:31:55,593 --> 01:31:59,555 and you'll see your pain fade away. 1845 01:31:59,555 --> 01:32:02,892 If you want to kill yourself, man, 1846 01:32:02,892 --> 01:32:05,228 kill what you don't like. 1847 01:32:05,228 --> 01:32:09,483 Kill Narcissus. 1848 01:32:09,483 --> 01:32:11,734 I had an old self... 1849 01:32:12,986 --> 01:32:15,280 that I killed. 1850 01:32:15,280 --> 01:32:17,949 You can kill yourself, too. 1851 01:32:17,949 --> 01:32:22,162 But that doesn't mean you got to stop living. 1852 01:32:22,162 --> 01:32:26,582 Kill the part that's all about you and nobody else... 1853 01:32:26,582 --> 01:32:29,794 because that's the part 1854 01:32:29,794 --> 01:32:33,756 that makes you want to curl up and die. 1855 01:32:35,342 --> 01:32:37,177 It's got to end. 1856 01:32:37,177 --> 01:32:38,845 Look at where you're at. Look at your timeline. 1857 01:32:38,845 --> 01:32:41,264 We are 90 minutes in. 1858 01:32:41,264 --> 01:32:43,016 90 minutes in. 1859 01:32:47,854 --> 01:32:50,106 VARGAS: Kill Narcissus. 1860 01:32:50,106 --> 01:32:53,776 [♪♪♪] 1861 01:32:55,611 --> 01:32:57,113 [IMITATES EXPLOSION] 1862 01:33:06,580 --> 01:33:08,375 COREY: Archie? 1863 01:33:08,375 --> 01:33:13,463 This movie that you're making doesn't got to be bad. 1864 01:33:15,507 --> 01:33:17,759 It could be good. 1865 01:33:17,759 --> 01:33:19,511 We're good. 1866 01:33:19,511 --> 01:33:21,595 YOUNG MAN: Corey? 1867 01:33:21,595 --> 01:33:24,724 Corey! 1868 01:33:24,724 --> 01:33:27,310 It's good. 1869 01:33:40,490 --> 01:33:43,285 [FIRES REPEATEDLY] 1870 01:34:01,595 --> 01:34:05,807 [CELL PHONE RINGS] 1871 01:34:05,807 --> 01:34:08,977 SIERRA [SIGHS]: Archie. 1872 01:34:08,977 --> 01:34:11,521 [VOICE BREAKING] Where are you? 1873 01:34:11,521 --> 01:34:13,815 You always answer. 1874 01:34:15,691 --> 01:34:18,736 Love that color, don't you? [SNIFFLES] 1875 01:34:18,736 --> 01:34:20,822 Blood red. 1876 01:34:20,822 --> 01:34:23,533 I took, um... 1877 01:34:23,533 --> 01:34:26,744 something an hour ago and stopped the vomiting. 1878 01:34:26,744 --> 01:34:28,913 The Internet says 40 will do. 1879 01:34:28,913 --> 01:34:30,540 I am eating 60. 1880 01:34:30,540 --> 01:34:32,334 Archie. 1881 01:34:32,334 --> 01:34:35,378 Thank God I have a mother addicted to this crap. 1882 01:34:35,378 --> 01:34:36,963 Don't worry. 1883 01:34:36,963 --> 01:34:40,008 I'm getting this on the little three-chip, too. 1884 01:34:40,008 --> 01:34:42,093 It's good quality video. [CHUCKLES] 1885 01:34:42,093 --> 01:34:44,554 You taught me well. 1886 01:34:47,681 --> 01:34:49,934 I can't wait. 1887 01:34:49,934 --> 01:34:52,145 Just, um... 1888 01:34:52,145 --> 01:34:55,064 put it in your movie. 1889 01:34:55,064 --> 01:34:57,233 Make it your movie. 1890 01:34:59,611 --> 01:35:01,196 [PHONE RINGING] 1891 01:35:01,196 --> 01:35:03,031 WOMAN [OVER PHONE]: 911 Emergency. 1892 01:35:03,031 --> 01:35:05,367 ARCHIE [OVER PHONE]: A girl's trying to overdose at-- 1893 01:35:05,367 --> 01:35:07,410 at 1603 Harris Drive. 1894 01:35:07,410 --> 01:35:09,454 I'm feeling it already. 1895 01:35:09,454 --> 01:35:12,706 ARCHIE [OVER PHONE]: You got to hurry, though. It might be too late. 1896 01:35:12,706 --> 01:35:15,168 Oh. It's a nice feeling. 1897 01:35:15,168 --> 01:35:16,545 Relaxed. 1898 01:35:16,545 --> 01:35:17,962 [POUNDING ON DOOR] 1899 01:35:17,962 --> 01:35:20,006 Fuck! 1900 01:35:20,006 --> 01:35:22,425 Helps me breathe. [SIGHS] 1901 01:35:23,510 --> 01:35:28,306 ♪ ...that suicide is painless ♪ 1902 01:35:28,306 --> 01:35:31,226 Should always feel this way. 1903 01:35:33,436 --> 01:35:35,771 You're all right, Archie. 1904 01:35:40,402 --> 01:35:42,487 [VOICE BREAKING] I'm not. 1905 01:35:45,823 --> 01:35:48,784 ♪ Suicide is painless ♪ 1906 01:35:48,784 --> 01:35:52,955 ♪ It brings on many changes ♪ 1907 01:35:52,955 --> 01:35:54,624 Hello! 1908 01:35:54,624 --> 01:36:00,046 ♪ And I can take or leave it If I please ♪ 1909 01:36:00,046 --> 01:36:01,506 [GLASS SHATTERS] 1910 01:36:01,506 --> 01:36:07,887 ♪ And you can do The same thing ♪ 1911 01:36:07,887 --> 01:36:15,437 ♪ If you please ♪♪ 1912 01:36:25,447 --> 01:36:29,325 [SOBBING] 1913 01:36:29,325 --> 01:36:31,244 Get up. 1914 01:36:33,787 --> 01:36:35,415 [SOBBING]: What am I gonna do? 1915 01:36:39,835 --> 01:36:43,339 [SNIFFLES] I'm so sorry. 1916 01:36:45,799 --> 01:36:48,219 What the hell is going on? Sierra! 1917 01:36:48,219 --> 01:36:50,179 CHARLOTTE: Oh, my God. 1918 01:36:50,179 --> 01:36:51,556 Get away from her! 1919 01:36:51,556 --> 01:36:53,099 Oh, my God. 1920 01:36:53,099 --> 01:36:54,726 [DIALING] COLEMAN: I'm calling. 1921 01:36:54,726 --> 01:36:57,771 I already called. 1922 01:36:57,771 --> 01:36:58,938 [SIREN WAILING] 1923 01:36:58,938 --> 01:37:01,483 [CELL PHONE CLOSES] You bastard! 1924 01:37:01,483 --> 01:37:03,526 See what he's done to our baby? 1925 01:37:03,526 --> 01:37:05,027 [VOICE BREAKING] Jesus Christ. 1926 01:37:05,027 --> 01:37:06,571 Come on, baby. Come on. 1927 01:37:06,571 --> 01:37:07,781 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 1928 01:37:07,781 --> 01:37:09,157 MAN: Hello! Fire department! 1929 01:37:09,157 --> 01:37:10,700 [DOOR OPENS] 1930 01:37:10,700 --> 01:37:13,035 COLEMAN: All right. Come on. Wake up. Honey. 1931 01:37:13,035 --> 01:37:14,412 Come on, baby. MAN 1: What happened? 1932 01:37:14,412 --> 01:37:16,122 CHARLOTTE: I don't know. 1933 01:37:16,122 --> 01:37:18,583 Put her on her knees. I'm... sorry. 1934 01:37:18,583 --> 01:37:21,210 Let's move back. Just stay calm. 1935 01:37:21,210 --> 01:37:23,505 She took... 1936 01:37:23,505 --> 01:37:25,965 It's a barbiturate overdose. Oh, no. 1937 01:37:25,965 --> 01:37:28,426 Charlotte! Charlotte, can you hear me?! 1938 01:37:28,426 --> 01:37:30,720 No, her name's Sierra. Who's Charlotte? 1939 01:37:30,720 --> 01:37:32,221 It's me, but she wouldn't take those. 1940 01:37:32,221 --> 01:37:33,556 She wouldn't do that. 1941 01:37:33,556 --> 01:37:35,224 Charlotte, that's enough. 1942 01:37:35,224 --> 01:37:37,143 [POLICE RADIO CHATTER] [SNIFFLES] 1943 01:37:38,478 --> 01:37:40,146 MAN #2: 200 and charging. 1944 01:37:40,146 --> 01:37:42,732 How many were left in here? How many did she take? 1945 01:37:42,732 --> 01:37:44,066 I-I-I don't know. 1946 01:37:44,066 --> 01:37:45,276 Forty-- Maybe more. 1947 01:37:45,276 --> 01:37:46,944 COLEMAN: How would you know? 1948 01:37:47,903 --> 01:37:49,405 She told me. 1949 01:37:49,405 --> 01:37:52,992 Yeah? You're gonna burn in hell, you sick fuck! 1950 01:37:52,992 --> 01:37:54,703 MAN: I can't feel her blood pressure. 1951 01:37:54,703 --> 01:37:56,830 COLEMAN: What? What did you just say? 1952 01:37:56,830 --> 01:37:59,415 I said, "Sir, I can't feel her blood pressure." 1953 01:37:59,415 --> 01:38:00,874 Heart rate is very low. 1954 01:38:00,874 --> 01:38:02,836 [SNIFFLES] She knows about Shane. 1955 01:38:02,836 --> 01:38:04,838 COLEMAN: All right. What's-- What's-- 1956 01:38:04,838 --> 01:38:06,548 I've lost her pulse. 1957 01:38:06,548 --> 01:38:08,174 [COLEMAN STAMMERS] [MONITOR FLATLINING] 1958 01:38:08,174 --> 01:38:09,843 Sir, sir, please. You're not helping your daughter. 1959 01:38:09,843 --> 01:38:12,053 [DEVICE BEEPING] 1960 01:38:14,138 --> 01:38:17,225 [EQUIPMENT CHARGING] 1961 01:38:17,225 --> 01:38:18,351 Clear! 1962 01:38:18,351 --> 01:38:25,400 ♪ Pain, don't go ♪ 1963 01:38:25,400 --> 01:38:29,153 ♪ You remind me ♪ 1964 01:38:29,153 --> 01:38:34,868 ♪ Of a winter storm ♪ 1965 01:38:34,868 --> 01:38:41,750 ♪ Faith, don't grow ♪ 1966 01:38:41,750 --> 01:38:45,837 ♪ When they say ♪ 1967 01:38:45,837 --> 01:38:52,051 ♪ You've been told ♪ 1968 01:38:52,051 --> 01:38:56,138 ♪ If I stay ♪ 1969 01:39:00,309 --> 01:39:05,648 ♪ If I stay, don't go ♪ 1970 01:39:07,776 --> 01:39:09,444 MAN: Go get the gurney. 1971 01:39:11,320 --> 01:39:14,657 All right, sweetie. She's breathing, you said. 1972 01:39:14,657 --> 01:39:16,950 MALE MEDIC: Yeah, she's breathing for now. 1973 01:39:16,950 --> 01:39:18,703 Come on, sweetie. 1974 01:39:18,703 --> 01:39:22,123 You have your French tutor at 6:00. 1975 01:39:23,124 --> 01:39:29,505 ♪ Pain, don't go ♪ 1976 01:39:29,505 --> 01:39:35,929 ♪ You remind me Of a summer storm ♪ 1977 01:39:35,929 --> 01:39:37,430 I feel like this is all my fault. 1978 01:39:37,430 --> 01:39:38,723 Oh, hon. 1979 01:39:38,723 --> 01:39:40,850 No. 1980 01:39:40,850 --> 01:39:45,396 ♪ Faith, don't grow ♪ 1981 01:39:45,396 --> 01:39:49,191 ♪ When they said ♪ 1982 01:39:49,191 --> 01:39:53,780 ♪ You've been sold ♪ 1983 01:39:55,364 --> 01:40:00,954 ♪ If I stay ♪ 1984 01:40:03,164 --> 01:40:06,584 ♪ If I stay, don't go ♪ 1985 01:40:06,584 --> 01:40:08,962 SIERRA: There were no tunnels... 1986 01:40:08,962 --> 01:40:12,507 or white light or angels. 1987 01:40:12,507 --> 01:40:13,967 There's nothing... 1988 01:40:15,050 --> 01:40:17,804 except the chalk of the pills 1989 01:40:17,804 --> 01:40:21,140 running down the back of my throat. 1990 01:40:21,140 --> 01:40:24,268 And I thought I saw my brother. 1991 01:40:24,268 --> 01:40:26,019 He was crying. 1992 01:40:26,019 --> 01:40:27,897 ARCHIE: Take those off. 1993 01:40:27,897 --> 01:40:30,566 Take them off. I want to see your eyes. 1994 01:40:39,116 --> 01:40:41,118 What were you thinking? 1995 01:40:42,662 --> 01:40:46,415 ♪ Don't go ♪ 1996 01:40:52,171 --> 01:40:54,089 "This is it." 1997 01:40:54,089 --> 01:40:56,968 ♪ Pain... ♪ 1998 01:40:56,968 --> 01:41:00,596 "This is the last time I'll ever go to sleep." 1999 01:41:00,596 --> 01:41:08,103 ♪ You remind me Of a winter storm ♪ 2000 01:41:10,398 --> 01:41:13,818 VARGAS: You and I and every soul that breathes, 2001 01:41:13,818 --> 01:41:17,822 we're virgins, man-- death virgins. 2002 01:41:17,822 --> 01:41:21,450 SIERRA: This is amazing. How did you get him to do this? 2003 01:41:21,450 --> 01:41:23,118 I just asked. 2004 01:41:23,118 --> 01:41:26,455 ...wrap your cold arms around her skeletal void. 2005 01:41:26,455 --> 01:41:28,541 Beautiful. 2006 01:41:28,541 --> 01:41:31,210 [VARGAS SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 2007 01:41:31,210 --> 01:41:33,796 Wait. This is the best part. 2008 01:41:33,796 --> 01:41:35,673 What was your girl's name again? 2009 01:41:35,673 --> 01:41:37,466 ARCHIE: Sierra. 2010 01:41:37,466 --> 01:41:40,386 Sierra. Sierra. 2011 01:41:40,386 --> 01:41:44,265 Who hides behind smiles and mascara. 2012 01:41:44,265 --> 01:41:46,935 Strip clean your skin... 2013 01:41:46,935 --> 01:41:50,229 and spread free your wrists. 2014 01:41:50,229 --> 01:41:54,609 Work your fingers in and rip out your heart. 2015 01:41:54,609 --> 01:41:56,652 Watch it beat before you, 2016 01:41:56,652 --> 01:41:59,948 glistening in the light of your confession. 2017 01:41:59,948 --> 01:42:02,491 Now, place it back within its cage... 2018 01:42:02,491 --> 01:42:04,035 Oh, my God. 2019 01:42:04,035 --> 01:42:09,749 ...and go to sleep, to dream of... 2020 01:42:11,960 --> 01:42:13,962 to dream of... 2021 01:42:13,962 --> 01:42:16,005 your dreams. 2022 01:42:16,005 --> 01:42:18,841 ♪ Airplanes, black ties ♪ 2023 01:42:18,841 --> 01:42:22,470 ♪ Some say goodbyes ♪ 2024 01:42:22,470 --> 01:42:24,973 ♪ Black tea, clean sheets ♪ 2025 01:42:24,973 --> 01:42:27,558 [SCOFFS] 2026 01:42:29,978 --> 01:42:31,604 It's perfect, Archie. 2027 01:42:33,355 --> 01:42:36,985 ♪ Oh, but you said You drowned... ♪ 2028 01:42:36,985 --> 01:42:40,780 ARCHIE: They say movies are never finished. 2029 01:42:40,780 --> 01:42:42,824 They're abandoned. 2030 01:42:42,824 --> 01:42:44,492 My suicide-- Ugh! 2031 01:42:44,492 --> 01:42:48,997 Well, I guess, my life is just the same. 2032 01:42:48,997 --> 01:42:52,374 One abandoned, the other unfinished. 2033 01:42:52,374 --> 01:42:54,293 You can't make every shot perfect. 2034 01:42:54,293 --> 01:42:56,129 MAN 1: What's the matter with her? 2035 01:42:56,129 --> 01:42:58,339 ARCHIE: Sometimes you just got to let the film roll. 2036 01:42:58,339 --> 01:43:00,133 MAN 2: Do you like her? 2037 01:43:00,133 --> 01:43:03,136 ARCHIE: I know what you're thinking. 2038 01:43:03,136 --> 01:43:05,638 The final moment of bullshit. 2039 01:43:05,638 --> 01:43:08,766 Archie gets the girl, chooses to live, 2040 01:43:08,766 --> 01:43:10,768 war, famine, date rape, 2041 01:43:10,768 --> 01:43:14,147 all wiped clean from Planet Earth. 2042 01:43:14,147 --> 01:43:16,315 A new beginning. 2043 01:43:16,315 --> 01:43:17,775 [MUSIC STOPS] Sorry. 2044 01:43:17,775 --> 01:43:20,319 After saving Sierra Silver, 2045 01:43:20,319 --> 01:43:22,571 her journey led to Luke-- 2046 01:43:22,571 --> 01:43:25,783 ["SUICIDE MEDICINE" PERFORMED BY ROCKY VOTOLATO PLAYING] some bro-tastic undergrad 2047 01:43:25,783 --> 01:43:27,493 she met on the interweb. 2048 01:43:27,493 --> 01:43:29,202 Perfect. 2049 01:43:29,202 --> 01:43:30,955 And I'm still with my first love. 2050 01:43:30,955 --> 01:43:32,289 [HIGH-PITCHED VOICE]: Hi. How you doing? 2051 01:43:32,289 --> 01:43:33,833 [NORMAL VOICE]: No, not that one. 2052 01:43:33,833 --> 01:43:35,835 There we go. 2053 01:43:35,835 --> 01:43:38,587 Have you heard of Buddha? 2054 01:43:40,548 --> 01:43:42,383 ♪ If this matter... ♪ 2055 01:43:42,383 --> 01:43:43,676 Turn it off, Archie. 2056 01:43:43,676 --> 01:43:45,344 I don't want to. Turn it off. 2057 01:43:45,344 --> 01:43:46,804 You have to turn it off. 2058 01:43:46,804 --> 01:43:49,264 I am-- No! 2059 01:43:49,264 --> 01:43:51,934 Archie-- Can't... fight it. 2060 01:43:51,934 --> 01:43:54,145 [GASPS] It's turning on him. 2061 01:43:54,145 --> 01:43:56,229 It's beginning to eat his brain! 2062 01:43:56,229 --> 01:43:59,692 Crawl inside my brain and fuck me from the inside! 2063 01:43:59,692 --> 01:44:01,194 No, no! Don't do it! 2064 01:44:01,194 --> 01:44:02,570 Not in public! 2065 01:44:02,570 --> 01:44:03,821 [SCREECHES] 2066 01:44:03,821 --> 01:44:05,280 Turn off. Okay. 2067 01:44:05,280 --> 01:44:08,409 {\an8}♪ Is it the red wire Or the blue wire? ♪ 2068 01:44:08,409 --> 01:44:10,369 {\an8}♪ Just pick one and cut ♪ 2069 01:44:10,369 --> 01:44:13,330 {\an8}♪ It just doesn't Matter anymore ♪ 2070 01:44:13,330 --> 01:44:15,290 {\an8}♪ Or did it ever? ♪ 2071 01:44:15,290 --> 01:44:20,379 {\an8}♪ 'Cause I could never control When the bomb would explode ♪ 2072 01:44:20,379 --> 01:44:22,090 {\an8}♪ Oh, God, I love you ♪ 2073 01:44:22,090 --> 01:44:23,758 {\an8}♪ I mean forever ♪ 2074 01:44:23,758 --> 01:44:27,011 {\an8}♪ I left my body behind To break the news ♪ 2075 01:44:27,011 --> 01:44:28,512 {\an8}♪ Looks like it's over ♪ 2076 01:44:28,512 --> 01:44:30,263 {\an8}♪ Please remember ♪ 2077 01:44:30,263 --> 01:44:33,768 {\an8}♪ All of the things I never Got a chance to say ♪ 2078 01:44:33,768 --> 01:44:37,563 {\an8}♪ Like you look smashing In your fourth-grade picture ♪ 2079 01:44:37,563 --> 01:44:40,691 {\an8}♪ The one that we hung By the door ♪ 2080 01:44:40,691 --> 01:44:44,445 {\an8}♪ In our house That was so beautiful ♪ 2081 01:44:44,445 --> 01:44:49,242 {\an8}♪ Yeah Here in our little home ♪ 2082 01:44:49,242 --> 01:44:52,411 {\an8}♪ Our little home ♪ 2083 01:44:52,411 --> 01:44:58,417 {\an8}♪ Nobody knows ♪ 2084 01:44:59,668 --> 01:45:06,008 {\an8}♪ Our little home ♪ 2085 01:45:06,008 --> 01:45:12,347 {\an8}♪ Nobody knows what goes on ♪ 2086 01:45:12,347 --> 01:45:16,811 {\an8}♪ Our little home ♪♪ 2087 01:45:31,284 --> 01:45:34,327 PSYCHIATRIST: Hello, Archie. 2088 01:45:39,000 --> 01:45:40,835 {\an8}Get over here! 2089 01:45:40,835 --> 01:45:42,044 {\an8}[GRUNTS] 2090 01:45:42,044 --> 01:45:44,463 {\an8}Archie! 2091 01:45:45,380 --> 01:45:47,675 {\an8}GIRL: Oopsie! 2092 01:45:47,675 --> 01:45:50,845 {\an8}BOY: Oh, my new bike! 2093 01:45:50,845 --> 01:45:53,597 {\an8}["BLUE SKIES" PERFORMED BY BLUE OCTOBER PLAYING] ♪ Blue skies ♪ 2094 01:45:53,597 --> 01:45:57,893 {\an8}♪ Calling on blue skies ♪ 2095 01:45:57,893 --> 01:46:01,897 {\an8}♪ Don't take them away, boys ♪ 2096 01:46:01,897 --> 01:46:04,692 {\an8}♪ Don't take them away ♪ 2097 01:46:04,692 --> 01:46:07,320 {\an8}♪ 'Cause I'll never stop Loving my ♪ 2098 01:46:07,320 --> 01:46:08,988 {\an8}♪ I've been to both knees ♪ 2099 01:46:08,988 --> 01:46:11,490 {\an8}♪ Raise my hands up to the sky Forgive me ♪ 2100 01:46:11,490 --> 01:46:13,826 {\an8}♪ Is something out there Far beyond the clouds? ♪ 2101 01:46:13,826 --> 01:46:15,536 {\an8}♪ I'm asking, help me ♪ 2102 01:46:15,536 --> 01:46:18,371 {\an8}♪ Help me to see the world Through baby eyes ♪ 2103 01:46:18,371 --> 01:46:20,124 {\an8}♪ And hold 'em closely ♪ 2104 01:46:20,124 --> 01:46:22,335 {\an8}♪ I need a fresh start On the roller coaster ♪ 2105 01:46:22,335 --> 01:46:23,919 {\an8}♪ Made for coasting ♪ 2106 01:46:23,919 --> 01:46:26,047 {\an8}♪ It's time to wake up Time to make up ♪ 2107 01:46:26,047 --> 01:46:28,007 {\an8}♪ Time to shake These memories ♪ 2108 01:46:28,007 --> 01:46:30,176 {\an8}♪ It's time to leave the past In the past ♪ 2109 01:46:30,176 --> 01:46:32,178 {\an8}♪ And lace up a new set Of shoe strings ♪ 2110 01:46:32,178 --> 01:46:33,971 {\an8}♪ I want the world to know ♪ 2111 01:46:33,971 --> 01:46:36,265 {\an8}♪ I've got your back Through up and down, see ♪ 2112 01:46:36,265 --> 01:46:38,893 {\an8}♪ So we can sit together Side by side ♪ 2113 01:46:38,893 --> 01:46:43,189 {\an8}♪ Through amazing blue skies ♪ 2114 01:46:43,189 --> 01:46:47,109 {\an8}♪ Calling on blue skies ♪ 2115 01:46:47,109 --> 01:46:51,030 {\an8}♪ Don't take them away, boys ♪ 2116 01:46:51,030 --> 01:46:53,699 {\an8}♪ Don't take them away ♪ 2117 01:46:53,699 --> 01:46:56,451 {\an8}♪ 'Cause I'll never stop ♪ 2118 01:46:56,451 --> 01:46:58,204 {\an8}♪ I've broken every bone ♪ 2119 01:46:58,204 --> 01:47:00,706 {\an8}♪ And fought through What felt never-ending ♪ 2120 01:47:00,706 --> 01:47:03,084 {\an8}♪ I thought my head Was made of sadness ♪ 2121 01:47:03,084 --> 01:47:04,752 {\an8}♪ My heart is mending ♪ 2122 01:47:04,752 --> 01:47:06,295 {\an8}♪ I scream at sunsets ♪ 2123 01:47:06,295 --> 01:47:08,923 {\an8}♪ Give applause To what I can't control ♪ 2124 01:47:08,923 --> 01:47:12,551 {\an8}♪ Then somehow laugh at how the Moon divides an ocean's soul ♪ 2125 01:47:12,551 --> 01:47:15,221 {\an8}♪ But I want To be that ocean ♪ 2126 01:47:15,221 --> 01:47:17,223 {\an8}♪ I want to shine like that ♪ 2127 01:47:17,223 --> 01:47:21,060 {\an8}♪ I want to smile so big My daughter jumps into my lap ♪ 2128 01:47:21,060 --> 01:47:25,106 {\an8}♪ I want to tell her daddy's Fine and always plans to be ♪ 2129 01:47:25,106 --> 01:47:29,151 {\an8}♪ Then take her in my arms This is what we'll always see ♪ 2130 01:47:29,151 --> 01:47:32,321 {\an8}♪ Blue skies ♪ 2131 01:47:32,321 --> 01:47:36,325 {\an8}♪ Calling on blue skies ♪ 2132 01:47:36,325 --> 01:47:40,121 {\an8}♪ Don't take them away, boys ♪ 2133 01:47:40,121 --> 01:47:43,249 {\an8}♪ Don't take them away ♪ 2134 01:47:43,249 --> 01:47:45,793 {\an8}♪ 'Cause I'll never stop Loving my ♪ 2135 01:47:45,793 --> 01:47:48,629 {\an8}♪ Blue skies ♪ 2136 01:47:48,629 --> 01:47:52,674 {\an8}♪ Calling on blue skies ♪ 2137 01:47:52,674 --> 01:47:56,387 {\an8}♪ Don't take them away, boys ♪ 2138 01:47:56,387 --> 01:47:59,723 {\an8}♪ Don't take them away ♪ 2139 01:47:59,723 --> 01:48:02,517 {\an8}♪ Yeah ♪ 2140 01:48:02,517 --> 01:48:05,980 {\an8}♪ And when I'm gone, I won't go Screaming in the end ♪ 2141 01:48:05,980 --> 01:48:10,025 {\an8}♪ 'Cause I'll give you Everything my life amounts to ♪ 2142 01:48:10,025 --> 01:48:17,366 {\an8}♪ So raise this life up with me And, baby, let's go dancing ♪♪ 2143 01:48:17,366 --> 01:48:19,160 {\an8}Come on! Let's go! 2144 01:48:19,160 --> 01:48:21,829 {\an8}[INSTRUMENTAL FLOURISH] 2145 01:48:21,829 --> 01:48:23,496 {\an8}Come on! 2146 01:48:33,548 --> 01:48:36,509 {\an8}["SALT OF THE EARTH" PERFORMED BY ALEX HERRON PLAYING] 2147 01:48:42,016 --> 01:48:45,518 {\an8}[ALEX HERRON HUMMING] 2148 01:48:51,650 --> 01:48:55,029 {\an8}♪ Salt of the earth ♪ 2149 01:48:55,029 --> 01:48:59,283 {\an8}♪ You're the salt Of the earth ♪ 2150 01:48:59,283 --> 01:49:00,868 {\an8}♪ You sing ♪ 2151 01:49:00,868 --> 01:49:03,996 {\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-dum ♪ 2152 01:49:03,996 --> 01:49:05,580 {\an8}♪ You sing ♪ 2153 01:49:05,580 --> 01:49:08,125 {\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-dum ♪ 2154 01:49:08,125 --> 01:49:09,335 {\an8}♪ Oh ♪ 2155 01:49:09,335 --> 01:49:12,129 {\an8}♪ I climbed the back fence ♪ 2156 01:49:12,129 --> 01:49:14,173 {\an8}♪ So as to hide on the roof ♪ 2157 01:49:14,173 --> 01:49:17,968 {\an8}♪ And wait for you to find me ♪ 2158 01:49:17,968 --> 01:49:21,055 {\an8}♪ I counted passengers In cars ♪ 2159 01:49:21,055 --> 01:49:25,558 {\an8}♪ Made a tally of my own Calculating the lonely ♪ 2160 01:49:25,558 --> 01:49:27,144 {\an8}♪ They sing ♪ 2161 01:49:27,144 --> 01:49:29,771 {\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-dum ♪ 2162 01:49:29,771 --> 01:49:31,399 {\an8}♪ They sing ♪ 2163 01:49:31,399 --> 01:49:34,109 {\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-dum ♪ 2164 01:49:34,109 --> 01:49:35,486 {\an8}♪ Oh ♪ 2165 01:49:35,486 --> 01:49:38,489 {\an8}♪ I fell asleep on you ♪ 2166 01:49:38,489 --> 01:49:40,324 {\an8}♪ The things you let me do ♪ 2167 01:49:40,324 --> 01:49:43,785 {\an8}♪ My face flat on black vinyl ♪ 2168 01:49:43,785 --> 01:49:47,039 {\an8}♪ I listen to your stomach ♪ 2169 01:49:47,039 --> 01:49:48,999 {\an8}♪ When pressed against Your red shirt ♪ 2170 01:49:48,999 --> 01:49:51,419 {\an8}♪ A language I've always understood ♪ 2171 01:49:51,419 --> 01:49:53,003 {\an8}♪ It goes ♪ 2172 01:49:53,003 --> 01:49:55,588 {\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-dum ♪ 2173 01:49:55,588 --> 01:49:57,174 {\an8}♪ It goes ♪ 2174 01:49:57,174 --> 01:50:01,220 {\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-dum ♪ 2175 01:50:01,220 --> 01:50:05,224 {\an8}[HUMMING] 2176 01:50:22,615 --> 01:50:26,619 {\an8}♪ Salt of the earth ♪♪ 149899