All language subtitles for Grind s02e10.eng

God forbid bad thing.

But this news shocked me.

A small child like that.

After all the suffering of carrying
pregnancy for nine months.

I pity Mama Tarela.

I heard that she
won't go to the burial.

Their tradition does
not permit parents

to bury their young ones.

I even heard that,

the older sibling won't bury
the younger one.

So where is Tarela?

I heard that she didn't agree.

You know that she and Kome
are extremely close.

I like how she didn't agree.

I also don�t agree.

Do you want to bury a child?

What do you mean by
'you don't agree'?

Do you want to bury a child?

Sister, are you alright?

What kind of silly talk is that?

God forbid.

Sorry sister, I'm very sorry.

Tarela.

I'm so sorry.

I didn't even
know Kome was sick.

I would have come around.

Kome is not supposed to die.

She was just a child.

I don't even
know what to say.

I still can't believe it.

Our Kome.

Tare,

I know that you and
I have our issues,

but Kome was�

Kome was like a sister to me.

In fact, she's my sister.

Oh, God.

What you've done
this time is too much.

No, no, no.

Sister Ebiere.

This is not the
time for you to question God.

Listen, we don't
always understand what he does,

but he does
everything right in his time.

Exactly.

Listen, sister Ebiere, you
need to pull yourself together

and be strong for your family.

You know, because
right now, I mean, who is�

Tarela.

Tarela.

Tarela!

I'm so sorry.

Excuse me.

Okay, fine.

Tarela.

The pastor was
talking to you outside,

you did not respond.

You refused him officiating the service,

you went to hire that man.

At least
show him some respect.

Look,

I'm not ready to quarrel with you.

But you know that you're
not supposed

to be at the burial.

Kome is dead,

and you're thinking
about some stupid tradition.

So I should
let strangers bury her?

I'm not surprised you
did not choose Kome today.

You didn't choose
her when she was alive.

Why should
anything change in death?

Whether a child is alive or dead,

a useless mother will
always be a useless mother.

Tarela, that was too harsh.

She's your mum and
you know she's hurting too.

Please leave me alone.

Kome.

I'm sorry.

We failed you.

I let silly things�

bring us to this point.

I should have been there.

I should have
been a better big sister.

You don't
deserve any of this.

Good afternoon, ma.

You're welcome.

So,

did you lose a wig because
I've not seen you this sad?

Somto.

Tasha, what's up?
What's wrong?

Why is life so unfair?

Why do bad things
happen to good people?

Why do we have to suffer

and suffer until the very end?

The good die young,

and the�

and evil grows old?

I honestly don't
have answers to these questions.

I mean,

what we have to do is just live.

Unfair? Yes,
but I guess all we can do is

just wake up and live.

Death,

it doesn't give us
the opportunity to try again.

It's just�

sorrow,

and pain,

and emptiness
that can never be filled,

and guilt,

more and more guilt.

Tarela�s sister?

[Sigh]

Kome.

Kome was smart,

beautiful,

so untouched by life.

Tarela and I

we saw a lot of things young.

But not Kome,

she was protected.

She had her
whole life in front of her.

She didn't
deserve to die so young.

Look,

it's really sad.

And then,

and then,

there's my mum.

She's dying.

I'm so sorry.

The worst part is�

I don't even know what to do.

It's okay.

I don't know who
to turn to or talk to.

You can talk
to me,

okay? I'm here.

It's alright.

It's okay.

[Clears throat]

I'm sorry, Mummy Tarela.

Accept my condolences.

Thank you, sir.

My condolences.

Just take it easy.

Take it easy.

God is in control.

May her soul rest in peace.

Amen.

Thank you for coming, sir.

And...

I also�

want to remind you about my money,

so you don't forget.

You know, I
don't want to drag you.

I don't want to drag you.

But at the same time,

you know,

it's business.

But never mind I'll�

I will do you a favour�

by removing all the interest.

So you�ll pay me only 800,000 naira,

the exact money you borrowed,

that's what you will pay me.

I don't understand, sir.

But you gave me 500,000 naira, sir.

Your husband collected
another 300,000 naira,

what are you talking about?

Husband?

Yes.

Which husband, sir?

What sort of joke is this?

I'm surprise too.

What do you mean?

How many husband do you have?

I wonder.

Talk.

Your husband came back that day

to collect another 300,000 naira,

he said you need it for the hospital bills.

Now you're telling me�

Mama Tarela,

please.

I don't want trouble.

I don't want trouble at all.

I don't want to drag you.

Do you hear me?

You're so easy to talk to.

Why didn't I
know this part of you?

Because,

you're always acting like

everyone is an enemy
that needs to go down.

Oh, my goodness.

You know you need
to be careful with Andre,

he's bad news.

It's okay,

I can handle him.

Andre is a snake.

Yeah, he might look like a
regular guy, but he's not.

And then when you least expect

he will strike, he's dangerous.

You have to be careful
with getting in bed with him.

Okay.

So let me get this straight.

He's a dangerous guy and
you're still working with him.

Clearly, you're
having fun in his bed.

Somto, look,

worry about yourself.

Okay?

I'm a big girl.

I can take care of myself.

Later.

Tiwa.

Hey.

I've been trying to reach you.

Kobe,

not today please, I don't�

I can�t do this.

How did it go with your dad?

He had a heart attack.

Congratulations,

are you happy now?

What?

Hey, look.

I'm sorry for your loss.
That's not what I meant to do.

I just wanted
to speak to him and�

My dad is alive.

Thanks for your concern.

Tarela�s sister died.

Oh wow.

Hey, wait, wait.

That sounds tough.
How's she dealing with it?

How do you think?

Well, you know,

life is short,

we're only on earth
for a limited period of time,

so we need to

take advantage of being together.

What?

Don't act like you don't
know what I'm talking about.

I'm talking
about the baby, T.

I want to raise our baby,

we can be a family, I�

Kobe.

Whatever this is,

it's done.

What do you mean we're done?

Tiwa we can't be done.

I'm not going to let you
raise my child as a single mother.

Look,

whatever
you want, I got you, T.

Kobe, it was nice knowing you.

Tiwa, come on.

Tiwa.

I have so much
gist to give you. But,

I really want to hear
about this your trip,

and why are you back so early?

I thought you were meant
to stay there for a while.

This one, you're not responding to me.

Hello,

Fessy.

What's going on?

Why do you look
so sad? Are you okay?

Talk to me.

Did anything
happened to you on the trip?

No, no, no, no.

The trip was okay.

We got the deal.

There's going to be lots
of work in the coming weeks, so�

Talk to me then.
What's going on?

I don't know, Ree.

I've been trying to call
Tarela for days now,

she's not
picking up my calls.

But, I told you to
give her a break.

Give her some space.

You were the same person
that told me to think it through.

And I have.

You're in trouble, this your love.

I don't even know, honestly.

I'm worried, I'm
seriously worried about her.

Anything could
literally be going on.

How about you
stop by her place?

That's the thing.

I don't know where she lives,

I have no
idea where she works.

At this point,
I don't know how to help you.

How many clubs are
there in Lagos?

You can literally go to all the
strip clubs in Lagos,

and look for
the love of your life.

When you need
anything, you let me know.

I'm going upstairs, okay?

Please,

stop being sad.

Do you want anything?

An apple? Juice?

I'm upstairs. okay?

How's your friend doing?

She's trying to cope.

I'm worried.

She should take her time.

You know dealing
with loss is�

is not easy.

True.

Tiwa.

Is everything okay?

Yeah, why?

You barely
touched your food and...

I don�t know...

during the last
exams, you weren't really present.

You didn't write much.

Ibrahim.

I...

Hey.

We're friends,

you can tell
me anything, right?

I'm pregnant.

I wasn't expecting that.

Are you sure?

Are you sure it's not a mistake?

Hundred percent sure.

What have you�

what have you
guys decided to do?

Does the father know?

Are you guys getting married?

It's complicated.

But I don't
think I'm keeping it.

Everything is so
messed up right now, and,

I can't bring a
baby into that equation.

Whatever you decide,

I'm right here.

No one should have
to go through this alone.

Thank you.

You look gorgeous, Natasha.

Listen, Andre.

I'm going to
make this quick and fast,

because I
know you're a busy man,

and I'm busy too.

Tarela just lost her sister.

Kome was like
a sister to me too.

So,

this has changed a lot of things.

Look, I'm not interested
in whatever

drama you have going
on with Tarela.

Okay?

Fight your own battles.

I'm walking away.

You see,

the thing
about being my enemy

is that you
never stop being one.

Come and find me
when you're ready.

What are you doing here?

Practicing.

But I told you to take a
couple of weeks off,

as much time as you need.

You shouldn't be here.

You just lost a sister.

Please I need to be here.

I have too many thoughts in my head.

I can't be the alone.

I need the distraction of work,

the music.

Fine,

but take the
time when you're ready.

No one will stop you.

Thank you.

Barbie.

Girl.

I heard about your sister.

Did you get my texts?

I also tried calling you.

What's up?

Give me a pill.

I thought you are
no longer selling?

It's for myself.

I need something to
calm me down.

Tarela,

I can't.

Why?

Please.

Please, just one.

I just need something.

Barbie.

I'll pay.

I'll pay.

Just give me one.

Please.

Take it easy.

Do you hear?

Just give me.

Tiwa.

What happened?

Nothing, just mood swings.

Are you sure?

PMS.

Mood swing.

Are you sure someone
didn't break your heart?

Ruby.

Do you know any abortion clinic?

What did you say?

Bring your phone.

Tell him you're from Ruby.

And don't waste time
thinking about it.

Don't waste time thinking about it.

Remove that thing
before anyone notices.

Listen,

he will give you pills that
will help you get rid of that thing.

You don't need to go to the clinic.

Did you hear me?

Good.

And if you live around people,

don't try it around them at all.

Because the pain that
comes with this thing,

even I can't explain it.

Do you have anyone you can trust?

Thank you.

Stop crying like a child.

It has not been easy, at all.

But God knows best.

It is well.

If there's any way I can be of help,

please let me know.

Yes, sister Philo, you can help me.

Do you know that papa Kome?

He put me
in serious problem.

He went to borrow 800,000 naira,

and used me as guarantor.

I'll really appreciate it if
you can help me with something.

To pay back
the money, please.

Sister Ebiere,

I don't have any money now.

Business has been very slow.

And you know,
a new school term is coming.

Even if it is 5,000 naira, please.

I really wish I could help.

But, don't worry.

Don't worry.

God will provide.

It is well.

It is well.

Let me start going.

It is well.

Sister Ebiere.

Pastor, good evening.

Good evening.

It's good to see
you in service, you know.

I mean, these are the times

that you must
draw closer to God.

Because he's our comfort.

Thank you for
your support, Pastor.

Yeah, anytime.

But I was wondering,

about the matter that we discussed.

Financial assistance.

I was thinking
we've already discussed it.

Okay.

You see,

I would really love to help, but,

the church building,

and,

my daughter is
starting university soon.

But you know, that is,

so right now I can only

contribute 10,000 naira sister Ebiere,

now is not a good time.

That's just it.

It's not a good time.

I understand, Pastor.

I even spoke to some of the
brothers and sisters in church.

Oh!

And they said things
are really, really very tight.

So I was thinking maybe
you�ll help me,

appeal to the church.

Maybe they can
loan me from welfare.

Sister Ebiere, our focus�

our focus is on
the church building.

All the money
we are raising from the

congregation is
going into the church building.

God's house.

I really want to help.

But it's just the
timing of it all, Sister Ebiere.

I will, I will
put you in my prayers.

God will provide.

God will provide.

God bless you.

How do you know where I work?

It doesn't matter,

because I'm not
going to dance on you.

Look T,
I just need a minute.

Wow.

You wouldn't believe me,
but I have literally been going

from strip club to strip
club looking and asking about you.

I had decided that
this was going to be my last.

What do you want Feso?

I've been worried about you.

I missed you.

You're not
responding to my calls,

you're not
responding to my texts.

I thought something
had happened to you.

You've seen me.

I'm fine.

What's going on, Tarela?

Why do you look sad?

I'm okay. I'm okay.

No,

you're not.

You can talk to me.

I don't want to talk.

I'm here.

Whatever you need.

Whatever I need?

Tarela.

No.

This is not what you need.

And this is not the place.

It is.

Okay?

It is.

T.

T.

Hey.

Come here.

Hey, hey.

No, not like this.

This is not
what I want for us.

There is no us.

The girl you knew,

she's dead.

T!

She died with her sister.

Oh my,

Tarela.

I'm so sorry.

I had no idea.

Look,

I came in as quickly as
I could, because I was missing you.

If I had known,
I would have dropped everything

to be here for you.

I'm sorry.

It doesn't matter anymore.

You don't exist anymore.

It's best you forget about me.

I can't do that.

Then I can't help.

T.

Tarela.

This is getting old.

Let it go.

What do you want, Tarela?

What you can't give.

Okay.

What do you need?

I need to forget.

I need to not think.

I need a distraction.

Anything you need.

Anything.

T.

Hello?

Who is this?

Hello?

I told you I'll always find you.

Tarela.

What's happening?

Tarela,

I'm begging you in
the name of God.

Please, don't leave me.

You know it's just you
and me now,

I'm begging you.

Despite everything that happened,

you're still my daughter.

Tarela.

I'm begging you.

Tarela.

Please.

The only reason�

the only reason I was in this house,

The only reason I gave you money

for business was because of Kome.

But she's gone now.

Nothing connects
the both of us anymore.

Why are you talking like this?

Why are you talking like this?

I'm still your mother.

You have never�

been a mother to me.

This is the last
time you will ever see me.

I hope you reap
what you have sown.

Tarela, that's not how it is.

That's not how it is.

Don't leave me with all this debt.

You know that Papa Kome
went back to collect

more money from Oloba.

I don't even know what to do.

I'm begging you Tarela,
I'm begging you.

I'm begging you in the name of God,
don't leave me.

Don't leave me, Tarela.
I'm begging you.

Don't leave me, I'm begging you.

I know that I'm not a good mother,

I know that and I'm begging you.

Kome is dead,

don't leave me.

I will also die.

Please, forgive me.

Forgive me, Tarela.

Forgive me.

Mummy.

Church�

is the only thing you have left.

Tarela!

Daddy.

I know you never
want to see me again, but�

I just need to
get this off my chest.

Thank you.

Be fast about it.

All my life, I have�

loved and respected
you more than anyone else.

More than Mummy
even more than God.

I was�

so afraid to be myself

because I was
scared of losing you.

Everything I did, I would
think, what would daddy say?

I put you first.

Over my dreams, my�

my happiness, my peace of mind
for the longest time,

until I started to choose myself.

Because I realised that,
I could no longer live in your shadow.

I couldn't just hate
myself just to please you.

You made choices Tiwalade,

I will not have a hand in them.

I know that my decision would�

come with a cost.

Because I represent
everything you hate.

But, I'm okay with it.

I've finally accepted that,

I am without a dad.

Without a father, just like I'm
without a mum.

But the thing is daddy,

I will sing.

I will pursue
music and I'll be happy.

And I am so sorry that I
hurt you, that I embarrassed you.

I really didn't mean for any
of it to happen like that.

And I love you.

I will always love you.

But I'm finally ready to

start living my life without any guilt.

That's what I came to say.

Hello.

Tare.

[sigh]

Tare, I'm�

Please,

I'm very sorry.

I was�

mad and angry but,

but you know I loved Kome.

She was our baby.

I�

I messed up.

I don't know what to say.

I can't�

I can't begin to imagine
what you're going through.

Tare.

Please,

say something, please.

I know you can hear me.

Tare.

Hello.

It's so messed up, Kome.

I messed up.

I failed you.

I let myself be food.

So life dealt with me.

But I didn't
pay for being stupid.

You did.

But I swear�

on your grave.

I swear on my love for you,

they will all pay.

Every single
person who took from me,

who made this happen,

Edesiri,

Somto,

Andre.

I swear on my life.

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