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I met Hiroaki when I was in elementary school and junior high school.

He became a student at the time of the second year of junior high school.

Since then, he has been depressed for six years.

Now that he is mature, he is working part-time.

But he can't see the dark side.

I thought about it and I realized that the reason why Hiroaki started to get bored was because he didn't go on a school trip to middle school.

So I invited him to this trip.

It's a school trip after 7 years.

If there is a chance to change something in this trip, I hope it will be a light expectation.

It's beautiful.

Are you okay to drive?

I have a license.

Hey, Hiwaki.

It's good to go out like this sometimes, right?

But...

It's my first time going out.

Yeah...

I'm sorry.

You don't have to apologize.

Hey, let's go to the beach.

It's beautiful.

Can we stop around here?

Around here?

Hey, do you remember?

When you were little,

you and your father went to the beach together.

Hiroaki was so excited that he said he saw the sea for the first time.

He played in the sand until the sun came down.

Your father was also fine at that time.

He took me to various places on my vacation.

Do you remember?

Can't you remember?

Are you okay?

Are you okay, Hiroaki?

Let's go back to the car.

Let's go back.

Yes, please.

I'm okay.

Are you okay?

I'm sorry.

I can't remember the past.

Yeah.

I remember my miserable self.

No, you're not miserable.

I'm miserable.

I'm really miserable.

I want to keep living like this.

I want to have friends and a girlfriend.

But I'm afraid of people.

I can't live without them.

Hiroaki.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

If you could have a girlfriend, what would you do with her?

I don't think I can be your girlfriend.

But I can do anything for you.

I see.

Is this not enough?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm so happy to see you again today.

I love you so much.

I love you too.

I love you too.

I love you too.

I love you too.

Do you want me to do it too?

I want you to do it.

It's like this.

I don't know.

Slowly.

Good.

And then...

I'm embarrassed.

I'm so happy.

You've grown up so much.

It's amazing.

It's so big.

Is this okay?

Yes.

It's so good.

It's too big.

It's too big.

It won't fit your mouth.

I can't get into the blood.

It's so big and delicious.

It's always been this big.

I'm so happy.

I couldn't eat it.

It's so warm.

I feel great.

I'm getting a little sick.

I'm so sick.

Are you okay?

I feel great.

You can run inside your mother's mouth.

I'm okay.

You can run inside your mouth.

I'm so sick.

Are you okay?

Um

I like it

Why is it better?

I don't know

Why?

Are you calm?

Let's go to the inn

Okay

Hey Hiroaki, isn't that the place?

That one?

Yeah, isn't it over there?

Is it this one?

Wow, what a great room.

Hiroaki, come here.

The view is amazing.

Look, there's a hot spring bath.

Wow, what a great room.

Hiroaki, are you okay?

Yes, I'm fine.

What's wrong?

I'm a little tired.

Are you okay?

Yes, I'm fine.

I'm going to take a bath.

I'm going to take a bath.

I'm going to take a bath.

I'm going to take a bath.

Mom...

Can I come in with you?

Sure.

Hiroaki...

Are you worried about what happened earlier?

I'm sorry for what I did to you.

No, it's the opposite.

What?

I was happy to see you.

I felt the warmth of others after a long time.

I've been running away from you for a long time.

I'm sorry.

What did you do?

I've been through a lot.

I'm sorry.

Don't look at my mother who works hard for me.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

You have to be more careful.

I'm sorry.

I want to talk to you again.

I'm sorry.

I really wanted to say that.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Actually, I thought you might say something like that.

I can't believe my eyes.

You look good, so I can't see anything.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

I will wait.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I am sorry.

I'm sorry.

Hurry up.

I'm sorry.

I'm going.

I'm sorry.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Are you okay?

I'm okay.

I'm okay.

I'm okay.

Are you okay?

I'm okay.

I'm okay.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'll make you feel better.

I'm sorry.

Mom, mom, you're going to sleep, aren't you?

You said you didn't want to be a woman.

Put your penis in your mother's belly.

You want to feel your mother's love, don't you?

I want to feel it, too.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I can't believe it.

It hurts.

I can't believe it.

It hurts.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Sorry, my face is a little...

That was so good.

Thank you.

Thank you.

I'm sorry.

Kawamura, are you awake?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I can't help it.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I can't help it.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Is the pain going away?

I don't know.

It's hard.

It's hard.

It's hard.

It's hard.

It's hard.

I understand if you do the same as me.

I can understand.

I understand.

I can't do it.

I'm moving too much.

I feel something.

I can't do it.

I can't do it.

I can't do it.

I can't do it.

I can't do it.

I can't do it.

I see.

You are weak.

Great.

You are strong.

It's been a long time since I had such a hard time.

I was busy to raise you

after your father died.

I was busy to raise you.

I was busy.

Yes.

I was busy to raise you.

But...

Today...

I can't believe it.

I'm so tired.

I'm sorry.

I think my mom's awake.

I don't want to.

My chest is aching.

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

My chest is aching.

My chest is aching.

My chest is aching.

Can you feel my chest?

Yes.

It's getting bigger again.

I see.

Inhale.

It feels great.

Exhale.

Exhale.

It's getting bigger.

It's getting bigger.

It's getting bigger.

I feel like I'm going to die.

I feel like I'm going to die.

It's getting bigger.

It's getting bigger.

It's getting bigger.

It's getting bigger.

It's getting bigger.

I feel great.

I feel great.

I feel great.

It's getting warm.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I moved my tongue.

I moved my tongue again.

I'm sorry.

Today was a day full of things.

I'm sure you're tired.

Mom...

Hiroaki...

Will you stay with me forever?

What's wrong?

I'm worried that if I grow up like this,

I'll leave you.

I'm worried.

It's okay.

I'll be by your side forever.

Your mother always did that for you.

Really?

Hiroaki...

I love you.

I love you too.

I'm going to do it again.

Oh, my God.

I'll put it in there.

I'll put it in there.

I'll put it in there.

I'll put it in there.

I'll put it in there.

I'll put it in there.

I'll put it in there.

Oh, my God.

It's so hard.

It's so hard.

It's so hard.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

No.

No.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

No.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

No.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm so happy.

I'm in pain.

I'm in pain.

It's painful.

I know it.

I'm in pain.

I'm in pain.

I'm in pain.

I don't want to.

I don't want to.

I don't want to.

I don't want to.

I'm sorry.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I am sorry.

Hiromaki, don't do this.

Don't do this.

I'm sick.

I'm sick.

Don't do this.

Don't do this.

Again.

Please give me a day off.

Please.

Please.

Hiromaki.

Please.

Please.

Please.

Again.

Please.

Please.

I'm sick.

Please.

Please.

Please.

I'm sick.

Please.

Please.

Please.

Please.

Please.

Please.

It feels so good.

It feels so good.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

It feels so good.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

It's so good.

so good.

It's so good.

It's so good.

so good.

Ouch!

Ouch!

Ouch!

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I won't let you go.

Please, help me.

I can't do it.

I'm so sick.

Please, help me.

I can't do it.

I can't.

I'm sick.

I'm so sick.

I'm sick.

Please, help me.

I can't do it.

I can't do it.

I'm sick.

I'm sick.

I'm sick.

Help me.

I can't do it.

Please, help me.

I can't do it.

I can't do it.

How was your school trip?

Yeah, thank you.

You're welcome.

Not only about this trip, but also about what happened so far.

What's up? All of a sudden.

Yeah. I wanted to tell you before I went back to Tokyo.

I see.

But...

I'm still a little scared.

I don't want to go back to my usual life.

It's okay.

Your mother is always by your side.

Yeah.

So, you should stay by her side forever.

Okay.

See you.

Let's go home.

I'll be late for the flight.