All language subtitles for Being Erica (2009) - S04E08 - Please, Please Tell Me Now (1080p AMZN WEB-DL x265 MONOLITH)_track3_[eng]

[gentle music]

- Okay, Erica, as much as I love

being on a test drive with you,

I think we have to get back
to work at some point today.

[Erica whimpers]

- What is it the two of you do,
anyway?

- We run a publishing company.

- Shut up!

Me, I'm an aspiring author.

- Who isn't?

- Jullianne.

- No, no, I'm serious.

I sell cars by day

and by night, I write.

[phone rings]
- Oh, oh.

Erica, I think you have a voice
mail.

- Really?

- Yeah, it's probably just Ray
Ray

stalking us.

Do you want me to check it?

- Well, I actually synced
Erica's phone already,

so all you gotta do is press
that button right there

and say the magic words.
- Please say a command.

- Call voice mail.

[car chimes]
- Calling voice mail.

- [Kai] Hey gorgeous,

just confirming tonight.

I'll see you at nine
o'clock, and don't be late.

[phone chimes]

- [Julianne] Who was that?

- Oh, you know, it was just,

just someone.

- Someone who?

- Um,

it's a secret.

- A secret.

Since when do you keep secrets?

- Since now.

- [Dealer] [chuckles] Okay.

Time for the coolest feature.

Let's park between those two
cars.

- [Erica] Right there?

That's a little bit tight.

I kinda, kinda suck at parallel
parking.

- Trust me, so do I,

which is why the Focus
can parallel park itself.

- Huh?
- No way.

- Way.

All you gotta do is press
the Park Assist button

and drive ahead.
[car dings]

Now you'll hear a ding

when the car finds its sweet
spot.

[car dings]
There we go.

Now, let go of the steering
wheel

and this baby will ease into
the spot all on its own.

- What?

[Erica shrieks]
- Pretty neat, eh?

So, let me tell you about my
book.

It's called The Secret Life

of a Salesman.
[car beeping]

It's kinda like Death of
a Salesman, only funny.

- Uh, sounds interesting.

- Oh, yeah, best seller in the
making.

I'd love to send you the
manuscript.

But first, madame,
[Erica shrieks]

I need you to put this car in
Park.

- [gasps] Yea!
[clapping]

So high-tech.

- Jason Knight.

Lovely meeting both of you.

Consider the car.

Great fuel economy, and hey,

consider the pitch.

We all have secret lives,

even you, it seems.

- Secrets, they say, are
all revealed in time.

Most of us know this,

that almost all secrets
have a way of getting out

eventually.

Thanks, Jason.

- The Secret Lives of Book
Publishers.

Maybe there's a book in that.

[bouncy music with humming]

♪ It's clearer inside of me

♪ Who I will always be

♪ Open me up to my heart

♪ Feels like I'm seeing in the
dark

♪ Waking me up to my life

♪ To do it all over again and
again

♪ It's fun to the end

♪ Some of my dreams

♪ And everything I ever wanted
to be

[inquisitive music]

- So was the guy's voice more
baritone

or was it more tenor?

- I don't know, I heard it for
10 seconds.

- Well I won't be able to
get a wink of sleep tonight

unless I find out who this
mystery man is.

- [chuckles] Well, I'm sorry I
asked, but

Erica was pleading the fifth,
so.

- Mm, and since when do
you take no for an answer?

- Um, hello, hypocrites.

I mean, how can I grill her when

you and me are, you know.

- Having hot, crazy sex behind
her back?

- Well, yes, that.

- Jules, we've been
together for weeks now.

I for one would like to start
shouting it

from the rooftops.

- Well, Erica's my business
partner and

I mean, I'm sleeping with
one our two employees.

It's just not gonna go over
well, so.

- Oh, see, oopsie.

- Hey, you two.

- [Julianne] Hey.

- What's with the pow-wow?

- No, no pow-wow.

We were, we were, I-I-I was--

- We were just drooling
over your new wheels.

- Oh.

- I call shotgun on the
first spin around the block.

- Well, you might have to wait
on that.

I mean, I want a car and I
need a car but it's just,

it's a big purchase.

[phone rings]

Where's Rachel?

- She went home with the flu.

- It was like The Exorcist in
here

minus the spinning head.

- Eech.

Good morning, 50/50.

- E. Strange, how's it hangin'?

- [snaps] Scott?

This is unexpected.

- Julie Jack in the house?

Put me on speaker I want
to speak to 51 and 52.

[phone beeps]

- Okay, you're on with both of
us.

So, what's up?

- Your fortunes, as I am
sure Brent has told you.

Howdy, B.K.

- Hello, Scott.

- [chuckles] Listen, the
Rock has put our focus

on the dudes, and while
we've enjoyed some success,

I gotta admit, our slate has
become

too much of sausage-fest.

[Julianne sighs in disgust]

- Okay, how does that affect us?

- I'm glad you asked.

Word on the street is 50/50
is cornering the estro market.

You got some primo women's
titles in the pipeline.

Well, the Rock wants a piece of
your pie.

- Scott?

- Oh, now look, before you say
no,

why don't you pop by this
week and hear me out.

You open your kimonos, I'll
open mine.

You might just like what you
see.

- Yeah, we'll noodle on that,
Scott.

- Sure thing.

And although my noodle is
long, it is not patient.

Later.

- [Erica And Julianne] Bye.

- Okay, so if you can't
bankrupt the competition

you might as well buy them?

Dream on, Scott.

Anyways, I'm gonna go next door

and join Sam and Lenin.

Her baby's overdue and she's,

she's kinda getting a little
stir crazy,

so I'll be back in 20 minutes.

Is that cool?

- Of course.

- Great.

[chattering]

- [Erica] Hey, guys.

- Your sister's here, would you
stop?

- [Erica] Stop what?

- Nothing, nothing, how are you?

- Oh, good.

- Why nothing?

Is it a secret?

Are you asking me to keep
this a secret from my sister?

- No, no, I'm not asking
you to do anything, Sam,

I'm just tryin' to be supportive

because you're very grumpy and

I recognize I have no idea
what it's like to be pregnant.

- Bingo!

You don't.

By the way, patronizing me,

not the same as being
supportive.

- Well, I have attended
every midwife appointment,

I've read all the pregnancy
books,

I've supported your decision
to have a home water birth

at your mother's house.

- You know what?

I'm just gonna leave you guys.

- [Sam] No, no, no, you're not
leaving.

Here, just--

- Okay, okay, got it.

- You want to support me?

Supporting me would be--

- Can we just not talk
about this right here?

- No, no, 'cause we are talking
about it,

'cause I am two weeks overdue,

and you need to do the one
thing you can

to make this baby come quickly.

- Which is?

[pleasant, jazzy piano music]

- No.

- Sperm contains prostaglandins

which help soften the cervix.

- Sorry, um,

sperm, like you want him to--

- She wants to have sex.

Right now.

- Right now, like right now.

- Yeah.

- I want Lenin to show
his unconditional support

by asking for the bill,
getting in the car,

driving us home and

bathing my cervix in
prostaglandins

so that I will go into labor,
already!

[plucky music]

[Erica laughs nervously]

- Okay, okay, fine,
fine, fine, fine, fine.

I'll do it, okay?

If that's what you want,
I will bathe your cervix.

All afternoon if necessary.

I'm gonna get the check.

- Actually, you know, why
don't you guys just go

and I'll get it, that's my
treat.

- Yeah, okay.
- Yeah.

Thank you.
- Okay.

Okay.

- All right, just here,
I'll get that for you.

- [Erica] Good luck, there.

- [Sam And Lenin] Thank you.

[plucky music]
[laughing]

- No, listen, I swear to you.

- Why, why would you want to
learn that?

- I was in university, I took
theater arts

as an elective, and I thought,
"Well, this is gonna be easy"

and it was not.

But luckily I have very
good hand-eye coordination.

[laughs] Oh boy, oh boy.

Okay, I'm goin' in.

Oh ye of little faith.

[Amanda laughs]

This is for you, okay?

One time only.

- Oh my god.

- Huh?

- You're really good at that.

- You thought I was
lying, okay, wait for it.

- Okay.

[crunching]

Go, Tom, wow, go Tom!

[laughing]

- [Adam] Hey, Jimmy, right over
here.

- I'm definitely going to...

- Do you know where to put 'em?

[apprehensive music]

- I, I will definitely
keep my day job, I promise.

Do you want to uh,

- Is he waving at us?

- Oh, yeah.

- Hey.

- Adam, sorry, I didn't see you
there.

- Yeah, no, no worries.

So this is my friend Amanda.

- Hello.
- Hi.

- So you're workin'?

- Yeah, yeah, we're

just doin' these gardens.

Big project.

My first as foreman, so.

- Right.

- Keep me busy for a while.

Speaking of which I should
probably get back to it, so.

- [Tom] Okay.

- Nice to meet you.

- You too.

Who is Aadam?

- Oh, he's just somebody that I
know.

I'm afraid that I've made
applesauce outta this one.

I should just, I'll just toss
it.

[gentle music]
[sirens wailing]

- It's nine o'clock.

Where are you?

[dog barking]

[Erica gasps]

- Erica, over here.

- This?

This is our romantic date,
in a dark alleyway with rats?

- Open your mind and follow me.

[uplifting music]

- What is this place?

- Patience, patience.

[lights clicking]

[Erica laughs]

- Kai, how did you?

- I know a guy who knows a guy.

Jody's got friends in high
places.

Do you like it?

- Um,

[lights clicking]

[Erica and Kai laugh]

do I like, it?

This is, this is

incredible.

- [Kai] Come on, let's sit down.

[serene music]

- [Erica] Thank you.

- Dinner is served.

- [laughs] I remember
the first time we met.

You were all like, "We're not
gonna talk about time travel

"so don't get too excited, okay?

"'Cause I'm Kai."

[Kai laughs]

- Yeah, I was such a tool.

- No, you were just scared.

- Yeah, I was.

Not anymore.

Now I time travel like a pro.

Sometimes I even wish
Dr. Fred'd make a mistake

and send me far back.

Like to the dinosaurs, that'd
be fun.

- Me?

I would like to go back to
ancient Egypt.

You know, hang with the
pharaohs.

You know.

[Kai chuckles]

What?

- Nothing, nothing.

- What is that look on your
face?

- It's nothing.

- [Erica] No, come on.

- It's just you, being
with you is so different.

I've tried dating girls in my
own time

and it never works.

There's a secret I can't share.

I'm always pretending except

when I'm with you, it's,

[gentle piano music]

I don't have to do that, I
don't have to pretend or hide,

I can just be me.

- Come here.

[chuckles] It feels
funny kissing on stage.

It's like there's a
whole audience out there

of people watching us.

- There's no one here.

It's just us, we can do
whatever we want.

- No, no.
[laughing]

No way.

- Why not?

- Ha!

Well, I'd have to have a
whole lot more to drink

before I'd

- make love on stage?

- Yes.

- Well, in that case.

[Erica laughs]

- And you know, I'd probably
need

some kind of a serenade.

- Ooh, demanding.
- Mm-hmm.

- I like it.

All right.

What would you like to hear?

- Anything.

- All right.

[upbeat guitar music]

♪ I

♪ I'm sold on lovin' you

♪ Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you

♪ It's all I do

♪ Oh, please make my dreams

♪ All come true

♪ 'Cause I'd never think

♪ Of leavin' you

♪ Oh, baby yeah, oh

♪ Just us forever

♪ We're birds of a feather, yeah

♪ Times are good, babe

♪ I'm happy you stayed

[romantic music]

- If I had doctor powers

I would stop time

and make this moment last
forever.

- Well, when you become a doctor

jump back in time to
tonight and do exactly that.

- How do you know I haven't
already?

- Oh yeah?

- Maybe I'm Dr. Erica,

visiting you from the future.

[apprehensive music]

- I need to tell you something.

- What?

- What happens in a few years.

- Kai, Kai, we can't talk about
that.

- I need you to know what
happens.

- Uh, Kai?

Kai, if you tell me, Dr.
Fred, he will stop you.

He will pull you out, okay.

- That's not fair.

- No, it isn't.

But it's the way it has to be.

You can't talk about the future,

and if you keep talkin' about
it--

- What?

What, what, Dr. Fred?

What are you gonna do?

Are you gonna pull him out?

Right, or report me to some,

some doctor's council?

You know what?

In fact, why don't you do that?

Seriously, Dr. Fred.

Why don't you put me

in front of your superiors

and I can tell them who to
blame.

- Erica, you're--

- Kai, I'm sorry, but this

needs to be said.
- Kai?

Would you mind giving
Erica and I some space

so we can talk?

- It's fine.

- Okay, I'll be right outside.

- Erica, I get that you're
upset.

But you know that I can't allow
Kai to--

- To what?

To tell me what I already know?

That I'm dead in 2019?

- You don't know that for sure.

- Really?

'Cause it's written all over
your face.

If I'm wrong,

you look me in the eye and say
so.

[tense music]

That's what I thought.

So, what happens?

- Erica, I can't.

- You already have.

And now you're trying to
make me pay for your mistake?

Well, I won't and I shouldn't
have to.

- I'm sorry.

- Sorry is not gonna cut it.

You tell me.

Please, Dr. Fred, I need to
know.

Tell me now.

- In 2019, Union Station is
attacked.

- Attacked how?

- It's bombed.

You, along with many others

die.

- And if I don't go to Union
Station?

If I avoid it?

- Erica, this is new territory
for me.

All I know is that in
the future that I'm from,

you're not alive.

[bouncy music]

- What are you doin'?

- I have to get to work.

- You want some breakfast
before you go?

- No, I'm good, I'm not hungry.

All right, I'll see you in a
bit.

Oh.

- You didn't want to talk last
night,

now you're rushin' off.

- Well, what is there to talk
about?

- [Kai] Erica.

- Seriously.

I mean, Dr. Fred, he just,

he just confirmed everything
that I suspected to be true

so I'm not gonna, you know,
I'm not gonna whine about it

and fall apart I'm just
gonna get on with my day.

And hey, there's some plusses,
right?

I'll never grow old,
I'll never get gray hair.

Lucky me.

- Come here.

- What?

- Just hear me out.

[gentle guitar music]

- What is that for?

- I think you should make a
list.

- I thought that I was the
one in doctor training here.

- Not that kind of list.

I want you to write down
everything

you ever wanted to do with your
life

but you haven't done yet.
- Oh, Kai.

So what, like a bucket list?

- Exactly, your bucket list.

We all waste so much of our
lives

putting things off till
tomorrow, and then it's too
late,

but you, you know how
much time you have left.

[Erica groans]

- All right, I

you know what?

I want to finish a novel,

even if it's crap.

- [chuckles] Okay.

Good, what else?

- I don't, I,

well, I want to buy a car.

- Okay.

- I want to start a fiction
division.

Julianne'll love that.

And I want to see my
friend Cassidy in Brazil.

- Keep goin'.

- I want to,

I want to go skydiving and

I want to take piano lessons,
and

you know what I really want to
do?

I want to see the Rockies.

What?

What is this?

- Tour dates to support the
album.

- Kingston, Montreal, Halifax.

- And then we fly to Vancouver,

Nelson, Banff, Jasper.

- I hear that Jasper is
stunning.

- So, come with us.

[Erica laughs nervously]

- But when would we go?

- Go right after Dave and
Ivan's wedding.

Be gone three, maybe four weeks.

What do you say?

- I say a big yes.

- [Kai] Yeah!

[inspiring music]

- Carpe diem.

- Seize the day.

- Thank you.

- [Kai] For what?

- For making a bad morning
better.

I gotta go.

Seizin' the day.

[thundering chord]

[uplifting, exotic music]

[Erica sighs]

Dr. Tom, I know what you're
gonna say.

- No you don't.

- Oh, yes I do, because I can
see it all over your face.

You are disappointed in me

for wanting to know the truth,
for,

for Kai, for everything.

- Erica,

I'm not mad at you.

- You're not?

- Before, would I have
been disappointed in you?

Well, possibly.

But now if I say anything,
I'm a hypocrite, so.

- Dr. Tom, what are you talking
about?

- Secrets.

The big ones.

They're hard to live with.

They're hard to keep,

and very difficult to resist
digging into

once we know they're there.

So how can I be disappointed in
you

when I find myself struggling
with the same thing.

But sorry, I'm not really
bringing

my therapist A-game today.

- No, hey, I mean,

everyone is entitled to an
off-day.

Even you.

- Thanks.

So, looks like you're gonna
have to

manage this one on your own.

It's a little ahead of schedule
but

there it is.

I don't always have the answers
for you.

- [Erica] Okay.

[wistful music]

[thundering chord]

- "Just call my assistant

"and she'll clear my schedule
whatever works for you and E.,

"Your humble servant, Scotty."

Ugh.

When will Scott Galvin
learn to take a hint?

- And when will you learn

that you are utterly and
completely irresistible?

Especially in silk.

- Ooh, ooh.

Yep, there it is.

There's your contact lens.

It's right there.

- Oh, um, thank you, Julianne,
boo.

- Hey did you get that email
from Scott?

- Yeah, I sure did,

and now it's sitting in my
Trash folder

where it belongs.

I have a mind to call that guy

and tell him to take his
offer and shove it up his--

- Or we could hear him out.

- Huh?

- Well, he cleared his schedule
for us.

Why don't we go over
there right now and just

get it over with.

- Really?

- Yeah, why not?

I mean, he can't make us do
anything

that we don't want to do,
right, so

why bother putting it off.

Why don't you grab your purse
and

[keys jingle]

meet me in my new car.

- You bought the car.

- I bought the car.

Carpe diem.

Hey, meet me outside.

[bouncy music]

- So first of all, thanks
for coming to hear me out.

You two have built a
firecracker of a company,

you got a slate full of
exciting female-driven projects,

and we want that kind of mojo
at the Rock,

so we're comin' to the best.

- Oh, well, thank you,
that's very flattering.

- It's very flattering, Scott,
so

what exactly are you proposing?

- Well, 50/50 on its own isn't
worth much.

You two are the company.

It's your know-how that I'm
interested in,

and I'm prepared to
make it worth your while

and offer you more, much more

than fair market value.

- How much, exactly?

- 500,000.

Each.

Plus an additional 500,000

after the first six months
of a five-year contract.

- Um, a five-year contract?

- To build 50/50 into what it
could be,

what it should be.

A million buck-a-roos in your
wallet,

plus the power, freedom

and enough money to go after
A-listers.

Fiction, non-fiction, cream of
the crop.

Noodle on that.

And if you're interested we
can put some meat on the bones.

[bouncy music]

- A million dollars?

Scott's right about one thing.

50/50 is not worth that much,

I mean not by a long-shot.

- Yeah, well, I didn't open a
company

so I could sell it two years
later.

- You know, we're just

exploring our options.

- Okay, let's explore.

We sell the company and our
souls,

we work for Scott.

- We call the shots.

I mean, he said that we
would get free reign.

- No, no, no, Scott would be
our boss.

Okay, he can spin it any way he
wants.

Erica, I can't even believe
you're considering his offer.

- Merging with River Rock--

- Selling to River Rock.

- It would give us deeper
pockets

and we could get there faster.

- Building a company takes
time, years.

It takes patience.

- What if I can't be patient?

I mean, we're investing
in the future, yes,

but the future, it's, I mean,

it's a big question mark.

Julianne, you could,

you could get struck
by lightening tomorrow,

I could get hit by a car.
[phone rings]

- I'm gonna get that

and you need to go home and
figure out

what you really want,

a million bucks or our business.

- Julianne--

- I'm serious.

Hello, 50/50.

[tense music]

[Erica gasps]

- Hello, Erica.

[tense music]

- You, you look like me.

- Because I am you.

You at 43.

- Ahh.

I don't know, I,

I just um, this is uh, it's--

- It's a lot to take in.

I know.

Are you okay?

- No, I mean I would be if I
understood

what was happening right now,
but I'm,

I'm talking to myself in
my apartment and it's--

- It's a shock, I know,

but I wouldn't have come
if it wasn't important.

- Wait a minute, I'm,

I'm supposed to be dead.

But you're here, so I'm not?

- That's what I've come
to talk to you about.

- I survived?

- We did, and we didn't.

- Okay, what does that mean,

because Dr. Fred said that
in the future, I'm dead.

- He wasn't wrong.

In his reality you are dead.

- Okay, I don't understand, am
I,

I mean, am I dead or do I
survive?

- Both.

You're both dead and alive.

In two different threads.

- This is crazy.

I, I mean.

- Okay.

Can we just back it up a sec?

- Sure, yeah, that's a good
idea.

- Question for you.

Who did we lose our virginity
to?

- Why are you asking?

- Just answer the question.

- Zach Creed?

- Are you sure it wasn't Alex
Berlin?

Because actually it's both.

- Mmm.

- Think of it like this.

There are two realities,

one in which we slept with Zach,

and one in which we slept with
Alex.

Two realities.

Two choices.

They both exist.

- Um.

- Come with me.

- [Young Erica] Where are you
taking me?

- I'm gonna show you something
that

might make things clearer.

[tense music]
[thundering chord]

- Whoa, what have you
done to my apartment?

- This is sometimes things
are easier to understand

if you can see them with your
own eyes.

This is a manifestation of our
life.

The doors are the choices
we make every day.

We cross the threshold

and our future is created

moment by moment,

breath by breath,

step by step.

- So this door?

- Our life if we would
have stayed at River Rock.

And behind here,

our life if we would have
married Ethan.

[Erica laughs nervously]

- And this one?

- A reality in which

Leo didn't go to the barn that
night,

where he's alive in 2011.

[wistful music]

But that's not our reality,

no matter how much we'd like it
to be.

And here's where we find
ourselves now.

Behind this door,

Kai and Dr. Fred, they
don't tell you about 2019,

and you die.

But behind this door, they do
tell you,

and because you know what
happens in 2019

you avoid it, and you survive.

- This is our door.

- It is.

- Why are you telling me all
this?

- So that you'll stop allowing
your future

to dictate your present.

We all know that we're gonna
die,

but the date, the exact moment,
it's,

it's a mystery, it's a secret.

And for a good reason.

Knowing, it changes things,

the way you act, the choices
you make.

You need to live fully in the
present,

unencumbered by the past

or the future.

[gentle music]

- Thank you.

Feels kinda weird to thank
myself, but.

- [laughs] You're welcome.

[thundering chord]

[tense music]

[thundering chord]

- Erica.

[chuckles]

Or should I say Dr. Erica?

- Are you asking me about
the future, Dr. Tom?

- Maybe.

[Dr. Tom laughs]

Oh, it's strange

seeing you this way.

- Mmm.

I mean, you know, the same, but
uh,

[chuckles] yeah, different.

- Eight years.

It's a long time.

A lot happens.

It's strange seeing you, too,

in a really great way.

- You look happy.

- I am.

And how are you?

- Well, you know.

Yeah, it's been an interesting
few months.

The more you learn, the less
you know.

- Mm-hmm.

- Well I would ask you
how it all turns out but,

but then you can't tell me, can
you?

[wistful music]

- Well, I,

I wish that I could stay and
talk, but--

- Oh, yeah, all right.

I mean, if you have to go.

Yeah, yeah.

I'm sure we'll still be talking

eight years from now.

- Good-bye, Dr. Tom.

- Good-bye, Erica.

[thundering chord]

[Erica sighs]

- So, what's on your to-do list
today?

You goin' to work?

- Uh, yeah, probably.

Why?

- Why?

I don't know, I was just asking.

- No, I mean I'm,

I'm on call, so I'll,

yeah, I'll probably go in.

- On call, what are you, Batman?

- No, I just mean my
availability is open today, so.

- Right, your availability is
open,

but you, on the other hand,

closed shut.

- [sighs] Amanda, it's,

my work, it requires
confidentiality, right?

- You mean like the guy we saw
yesterday?

He's a patient, right?

- Yeah, yeah.

- So why didn't you just say so,

instead of acting all strange

and like you were hiding
something.

- Because my work is,

well, it's not us.

I mean, it's got nothing to do
with what,

what we have.

- It's a part of you,

and you have a history of
shutting me out,

and if that's the way it's
gonna be

then you need to tell me

because I can't go through it
again.

- Okay, okay.

I'm sorry.

And truly, this is not the
way that it's going to be.

Amanda, I promise you.

- Okay.

- Okay.

[bouncy music with humming]

[phone rings]

- Hey, Mom.

What do I,

okay, whoa, whoa, whoa, slow
down.

What?

Oh my god.

No, okay, I'll be right there,
just, just,

just tell her to hang on.

Okay, bye.

[Erica squeals]

Heloo!

- Erica, she's already started
pushing.

- What, already?

- Yes!
- I've said it before

and I'll say it again,

Sam should be having the
baby in the hospital,

and not in the living
room in a kiddie pool.

Why a water birth?
[Sam groaning]

- Gary, stop being so
melodramatic.

- Listen, I thought that the
first labor

was supposed to be really
like long and drawn out.

- Yeah, but the midwife said
she's just

progressing incredibly quickly.

- So it worked.

- What worked?

- The prostaglandins.

It's nothing.
- Come, come, come, come!

[gentle music]

[Sam groaning]
- You're doin' great,

you're doin' great.

- Oh my god.

[Sam breathes heavily]

I gotta move.

- Oh my god.

I'm getting a flashback
of your mother's Cesarean.

- Who's idea was it to invite
Dad?

- Sam didn't want to hurt his
feelings.

Gary, I think you should
wait in the other room.

- Good idea.

- Okay.

- [Erica] Woo!

[Sam groaning]

- [Midwife] Okay, good job.

Push for me, Sam.

- Doing great, Sammie.

- [Midwife] Good, good, okay.

Again, push.

[Sam breathing heavily]
- Push, push.

You're doin' great,
you're doin' great honey,

you're doin' great.
[Sam groans loudly]

- [Midwife] You're almost there,

you're almost there.

One more time.

[Sam moans]
- Yeah, come on.

- [Midwife] Come on, Sam.

- [Barb] You're doing so well,
sweetie.

- And here he is.

Push.

All right, here he comes, here
he comes.

- [Barb] Honey!

- [Midwife] Okay, and here he
is.

[baby crying]

Are you ready to see your baby
boy?

[laughing]

[inspiring music]

- Hey little guy.

Hey.

- Hey, Leo.

[baby crying]
- Leo?

Leo?

[Sam laughs]

- Oh, wow.

Oh, wow, wow, wow.

[gentle music]

[baby cooing]

[bouncy music]

- Hey.

- Hey.

- Julianne, I'm sorry.

- Look, just do it.

Just say it,

whatever it is you're gonna say.

Do you wanna sell 50/50 or not?

- No, I don't, I don't want to
sell, no.

But.

- One Girl, Two Hands.

Oh, come on, Erica, another sex
book?

- [chuckles] No, it's not a sex
book.

It's a novel and

I'm in love with it.

- Okay, so

first you want to sell
50/50 to our arch enemy

and now you're bringing me

fiction titles.

I mean, who are you?

- I know.

- [Julianne] I feel like I
don't even know you anymore.

- Listen, Julianne, I've been
going

through some stuff lately,

and what I figured out is
that I need to seize the day.

Now your first love is
non-fiction, and I know that,

but I need something more.

- So you want to open
a fiction department?

- I do.

- Okay.

Why didn't you just say so?

I mean if this is what
you need to be fulfilled

then of course I support you.

- Okay, thank you.

- [Julianne] Yeah.

- And I'm sorry but there's

one other thing that I
need to ask, and that is,

to take a few weeks off.

- What, you're going away
somewhere?

- On tour, actually.

So the secret someone is Kai,

[Julianne gasps]

and he's asked me to follow his
band

across the country, and I,

I want to go and know that
that sounds crazy, but I--

- Chicken, no, your personal
life is your personal life and

I mean, Brent and I
can hold down the fort.

- Thank you.

- Yeah!

- Thank you.

- [Julianne] Of course, oh, wow!

- You know what?

Why don't I get us some lattes?

- Yeah, and then we can talk
this through.

- That sounds good.

- [Julianne] That sounds great.

[Julianne sighs]

- OMG did you tell her?

Is that what you were just
talkin' about?

What'd she say?

Oh.

We're still in the closet.

- Brent, as soon as the time is
right I--

- No, no, no, it's fine.

It's fine, you do what you
gotta do.

[tense music]

- [Dr. Naadiah] You're
struggling.

- I can't keep lying like this.

- I'm not gonna say it
isn't hard because it is.

- Hard?

It's impossible.

How am I supposed to build
an open, honest relationship

if I can't share the
biggest thing in my life?

- To be open about everything
else.

- And what if that's
not enough for Amanda?

You have never told your wife?

- No.

- And you're okay with that.

I destroyed our
relationship the first time

by holding myself apart from
Amanda,

by not letting her in.

I won't do that again.

- You can't tell her, Tom.

It's simply not an option.

You must keep this, what we do,

a secret.

- And if I can't?

- Then we need to have
a bigger conversation.

- Well, I'll figure it out.

- You sure?

- Mm-hmm.

- Okay, so we can talk about
assigning you more patients.

We have some candidates,

and if you're open to taking on
more?

- Oh, yes, please.

Thank you, Dr. Naadiah.

[bouncy music with humming]

- Okay, so I'll call the agents

and let them know that 50/50
is open for fiction submissions

but that being said, we still
need to find

our Secret of Now, you know,

something for women, by women,

something that moves units

the way that Freakens book did.

- [Julianne] Secrets.

Some buoy us up, give us
strength,

others exhaust us and zap our
energy.

- Julianne, do you know of
anyone?

- I'm sorry, anyone who?

- A woman that can fill
Freaken's shoes

and his ego, I guess.

- [Julianne] Some secrets we
long to share

but can't, because we
fear the consequences

will be too dire.

[wistful music]

Or, because the secret isn't
ours to tell.

[bouncy music with humming]