All language subtitles for Being Erica (2009) - S04E05 - Sins of the Father (1080p AMZN WEB-DL x265 MONOLITH)_track3_[eng]

- Brent, I mean, he spent
over a decade at River Rock.

And the decision to leave,

it must've been terrifying, but
he did it.

- He left the nest.

He took a risk, and hopefully
good things will follow.

- If you don't take a risk,

then you're standing still.

You're not really living.

[cellphone rings]

- Oh.

- Okay, wait a minute.

You get cell service in here?

- No, this is a new phone.

[cellphone ringing]
- Oh.

- I apologize, I should've
turned it off.

- No, no, no, it's fine.

Go ahead and take it.

And I'll talk to you later.

[knocking on door]

- Come in.

- Hello, Tom.

- Dr. Naadiah.

Well, what can I do for you?

- You can tell me why you have

a cell phone that you never
answer.

- I was in the middle of a
session.

- That's the second time she's
called you.

- Hmm, why are you so fixated
on this?

- 'Cause I wanna know
what's really stopping you

from making a simple phone call.

- Nothing is really stopping me.

I will call Amanda back when
I have the time to do so.

Quite simply, it's not
something that

is at the top of my list right
now.

- Oh, you have a list?

Where's your personal life on
that list?

Top? Middle?

Toward the bottom?

- Okay.

You know, you keep saying I
should be out

there living my life,
as if that's so easy.

You know, you show me someone
who invests

as much as I do in their work,
okay, and in their patients,

and who has a quote unquote
real life.

All right?

- All right.

[people chattering]
[upbeat music]

- Tom!

- Where am I?

- Welcome, Tom, to my real life.

[bright music]

♪ It's clearer inside of me

♪ Who I will always be

♪ Open me up to my heart

♪ Feels like I'm singing the
dark

♪ Waking me up to my heart

♪ To do it all over

♪ Again and again

♪ Back to the end

♪ Some of my dreams

♪ And everything I ever wanted
to be

- [Tom] This is your house.

- My house, my backyard,
and here's my wife, Shanly.

Hey!
- Hey.

- Shanly, this is my friend,
Tom.

- Hi, Tom, nice to meet you.

- And that is our daughter,
Chloe, in the middle.

Hey, guys, slow down.

Shut the screen door behind you.

I'm gonna go get the pasta
salad.

Make yourself at home, Tom.

- Okay.

Can I get you a drink?

- Oh yes, please.

- Great, follow me.

[dog barks]

Boomer, down!

Cut it out!

I'm sorry, she's really
friendly.

Boomer, on your bed.

On your bed.

Good girl.
- That's a big dog.

So, what do you, do you
two entertain often?

- Oh, trust me, this is nothing.

For my 40th, Naadiah invited
the entire neighborhood over.

She's like that, she always
has something on the go.

- Sounds busy.

- So how do you know Naadiah?

- Well, uh--

- Mama, can you open this?

- Of course I can.

Let's just go try and find
scissors.

Okay, lovey?

I'll be right back.

- Okay.

- Pasta salad?

- So you have a wife, and a
child,

and a job and you also
have time to be a doctor.

Well, so how is that possible?

- Our work's important to me,
Tom,

but it's not everything.

I've made my life a
priority, and you could too,

but for some reason you won't.

You come up with excuse after
excuse.

- Yeah, okay, fine.

So, well, what do you want me
to do?

- I want you to take a
risk, see what comes.

- Yeah.

- And make sure you try
some of this pasta salad.

Family recipe, delish.

Gotcha!
[Chloe laughing]

[soft country music]

- What're you looking at?

- Just my sexy boyfriend fixing
my sink.

- Trying to.

The guy at the store said this

was gonna be easy, the lying
bastard.

Can you pass me that wrench?

- Mm-hm.

This thing?
- That thing.

- Right here?
- Right there.

- Yeah?
- Thank you.

Erica.

- [Erica] Yes, is there a
problem?

- No, not if you like a broken
sink.

Oh, Jesus!

- What?

I'm just testing your
concentration.

- Okay, that's it!

- Ah, ah, hey, hey, hey.

Sink.

- I need a break.

- Oh my God, is that the time?

Oh, I told Ivan that I'd be at
Goblins

no later than seven.

Sorry.

- You're leaving me like this?

Well, can I at least watch?

- No, you can't watch.

- Oh, come on.

- [Erica] Because I know
what happens when you watch.

- This is ridiculous.

Oh wow, now you're just
gonna have to be late.

I'm sorry--
- No, wait!

That's, that's, it's Kai on the
radio.

I just wanna turn it up.

A-ha!

Adam, this song, it's gonna be
huge.

- This? Really?

- hat's that face for?

- I don't know, maybe it's
just not my kind of thing.

It doesn't really sound like a
hit.

- Oh, I forgot, you're Simon
Cowell.

- Sorry, but it's
over-processed,
middle-of-the-road crap.

- Then don't listen to it.

Problem solved.

- Come on, can I not have an
opinion?

- Well, sure, but, I mean, it's
not crap.

Kai is, he's singing about his
life.

- His life, right.

Slinging lattes, and banging
groupies.

- You know what?

You don't actually know
anything about his music.

- Well, I know one thing,
that I don't like it.

- Why are you being like this?

Why are you picking a fight
with me?

- Disagreeing is not picking a
fight.

- Really?

Because it feels like we're
fighting.

[Adam sighs]

Look, hey, I just, I don't
wanna fight with you.

- Neither do I.

- I gotta go.

But, why don't we try for a
late movie?

Okay, anything you want,
guns, explosions, you name it,

I will sit through it.

- You may live to regret that.

- Okay, bye.

Thank you.

Get to work.

- Bye.

- [Tom] So, and what is
it that you do exactly?

- I help people plan adventure
trips.

- Wow.

- Sunsets on the Serengeti.

Penguin-watching in the
Antarctic.

Climb the Himalayas.

- Sounds exciting.

- I've always loved traveling,
so.

- Right.

- Kind of the perfect job for
me.

- Yeah.

- Anyway, what about you?

Still trading stocks?

- Am I what?

No, no, no.

I gave that up a long time ago.

- Let me guess.

You made your millions, now
you're just enjoying life.

- Actually, I'm a therapist.

- You, a therapist.

- Yeah.

I know, I know, it's a
little unexpected, right?

- Just a little.

Really?

- Yeah, really.

- What kind of therapy?

Freudian? Jungian?

Gestalt?

- I like to mix it up.

- Wow.

You look pretty much
the same on the outside,

but inside?

Big mystery.

That's the man I remember.

- Oh, yeah?

- I just live up there on Logan.

- Well, oh, well, I shall walk
you home.

- Okay.

- Okay, this line here
about how you and Dave met,

I think that it's a good opener,

so I think that we should
just move it to the top.

And then this part in
here, it just feels like

it needs something more.

Like maybe a romantic anecdote.

- Oh, yeah.

Well, it's kinda hard to
channel romance,

when you're just not feeling it.

- Oh.

- Yeah, I swear, Erica,

planning a wedding could
break up any couple.

- Being a couple could
break up any couple.

- Oh dear, you too?

- I mean, it has been amazing
since we got together.

But then we had our first
argument,

and then another one,
and then another one,

and I don't know, maybe I'm
overreacting.

- Nope, the honeymoon is over,
sugar.

You're moving onto phase
two of your relationship,

known as The Eclipse.

- that an official term?

- No, I'm just a huge Twilight
fan.

Anyway, I've been where you are.

When David and I first got
together,

it was all love all the time.

You start at five times a day

and then you--
- Uh, sorry.

Five times a day?

- Oh yeah.

And then you're down to two,

and then once a week if you're
lucky.

Then you start to see one
another's flaws,

you start trying to fix them,

and I don't know, it's
all downhill from there.

- Great!

- Oh, uh, but if it's meant
to be, you pull through,

and you move on to
phase three, commitment.

Oh, Mr. Booker, long time no
see.

- Yeah, man, it's too long.

How's it going?

Hey, Erica.

- Hey!

- Okay, if you two need
anything, just holla!

- All right.
- Thanks, Ivan.

- Why so serious?

- Sorry.

It's just, you're back.

- I am, yeah.

It's great to see you.

Do you wanna sit down a second?

- Uh, sure, yeah.

- So how're things?

- Good, really, really good.

You know, 50/50 is growing and
actually,

I'm in a relationship.

- Yeah, I know.

- You know?

How do you know?

- Is it a secret?

- No.

- All right.

Anyway, I'm back on a regret.

I'm avoiding the sophomore
slump,

redoing album number two.

I don't know how long it'll
take, might take a while.

- What?

- I know I said that you
look pretty much the same.

You know, older, of course.

- And wiser.

- Maybe.

[laughing]

Because you seem different.

Softer, I think.

Warmer.

- Well, I was young.

A lot's happened since then.

You're different too.

- How am I different?

- Well, I don't know.

Can't put my finger on it.

- But you like it?

Oh my God.

[laughing]

Do you like me now, Tom?

- Yeah, that's it.

How could I not like you?

- So.

Why did it take you so long
to finally call me back?

- I don't know.

- You don't know?

Or you don't wanna talk about
it?

- Well we're having a lovely
time here.

I don't think we need
to dredge up the past.

- Who said anything about
dredging up the past?

Look, if you wanna talk about
what

happened between us, we can.

In fact, I'd like to.

We've been sidestepping it all
night.

- Listen, this has been very
nice.

But it's late, I should get
going.

- Some things change and some
things don't, apparently.

All right.

If you wanna go, go.

- That was a mistake.

Tonight was a mistake.

- [Naadiah] Why is that?

- It just was.

- [Naadiah] You do realize

you're not answering the
question.

- If you're not getting an
answer,

then maybe you should stop
asking.

- Tom.

- She broke my goddamn heart.

Okay?

I thought I was over it but.

It's clear to me now that it's
impossible

to get over a betrayal of that
magnitude.

- Tell me what happened.

- No, no, no, no, no.

You know what happened.

We were engaged and she left me.

You know, for Paul.

- So one day she just
came to you and said,

"It's over, I'm in love
with someone else"?

- No, no, no, it started, hmm.

Well, you know, I guess it
started at our engagement party.

You know, they were all over
each other.

Sneaking off together,

having their little secret
conversations.

We had an argument that
night over a trip that

we'd been planning, all right?

And I wanted to postpone the
trip,

because I'd been offered a
significant

promotion at work.

But she dug her heels in and
refused to cancel the trip.

Said she'd go without me.

And, I stayed behind, I worked
like a dog.

And then I get a postcard from
her, okay?

A postcard telling me it was
over.

- What'd you do?

- What? What could I do?

She never loved me.

Amanda used the trip as
an excuse to leave me.

Now that her marriage is over,

maybe she thinks she made a
mistake.

Mmm, whatever.

Too little, too late.

- You believe Amanda never
loved you.

- I think the history clearly
shows us that to be the case.

- Well, history is shaped by
the one doing the telling.

Maybe Amanda never loved
you, maybe you're right.

But the only way to know for
sure

is to go and see for ourselves.

[glass clinking]

- Excuse me, everyone,
could I have your attention?

I'd like to say a few words.

First of all, I'd like
to thank Tom's father

for throwing this lovely
engagement party for us.

I have to say I've never
in my life been so.

[chuckles]

Sorry.

Been so happy.

I'm marrying a wonderful
man, who is so smart

and kind and everything I could
ever wish for in a husband.

Many of you know that
we're going on our big,

round-the-world adventure very
soon.

We're so excited for this
and all the other adventures

we'll share together in the
future.

So, before I turn into
a puddle on the floor,

I'd just like to say
thank you all for coming,

and we look forward to
seeing you at the wedding!

[guests applauding]

- That was beautiful, Amanda.

Your turn, Tom.

Who wants to hear from the
fiancé?

- [Guests] Speech, speech
speech!

- Come on!

- Come on, Tom!

- I don't have anything
prepared.

So then I'll just keep it short.

Thank you all for coming,

I'm glad that you're all here.

We look forward to
celebrating with all of you

at the wedding in the upcoming
months.

And ...

Enjoy.

[guests applauding]

- You might be right, Tom.

In the future, leave the
public speaking to her, eh?

- Stop it, Paul.

Tom's just shy.

- Oh, so that's how you reeled
her in?

Being the strong silent type?

- Actually, Tom didn't reel
anybody in.

I'm the one who did all the
chasing.

- Ooh.

- When I saw Tom, it was
just one of those things.

Just, right away.

I looked at him and I thought,

that's the guy.

That's my guy.

- [Guests] Aww!

- So, this big trip.

Sounds exciting.

- Oh, it took some convincing.

- Could I speak with you a
moment, son?

- Yes, of course.

Excuse us.

- Sure, honey.

The French countryside is just--

[people chattering]

- You haven't told her yet?

- Told her what?

- [Mr. Wexler] About the job.

Tom?

- Uh, no.

No, I haven't told her yet.

- Well, you better do it soon.

You're both young.

You have your whole lives to
travel.

Now is when you should be
focused on your career.

Managing director is nothing to
sneeze at.

Tom, are you okay?

- Yeah, I'm fine.

Dad?
- Hmm?

- When mom left, I mean,
did you see that coming?

- Is this about Amanda?

- I love her, but I'm
just not sure that she.

You know, deep down, whether
she feels the same way.

- Well, son, you can never be
sure.

I learned that the hard
way with your mother.

People can let you down, and
often do.

That's life.

Marriage is a crapshoot.

Your career on the other hand
is all you.

You put in the effort,
you get the results.

"The sum of wisdom is that time
is never

"lost that it is devoted to
work."

- Ralph Waldo Emerson.

- Mm-hm.

An adventure is fun,

but you need to invest in things

you know will yield a return.

Your work.

Your future.

So talk to Amanda tonight.

- Hey!
- Hey.

Okay, so, two options for
tonight.

- Mm-hm.

- We have the remake of The
Thing.

- Mmm.

- Or we could go see
that biopic about boxing

with that English dude from
Inception.

- Oh, wow!

So, it's a toss-up between
monsters and boxing?

- I told you you'd regret it.

- Oh, whatever.

Either one's fine.

So you'll never guess who
I just ran into at Goblins.

- Dave?

Ivan?

Julianne?

- Kai.

- Sorry, Kai?

He came to see you?

He's back on a regret.

One that might keep him here
for awhile

and he just wanted me to know.

- So he did, purposefully,
come to see you?

- Adam, hey.

He knows that I'm in a
relationship.

And he's a nice guy, a
friend, nothing more.

And the truth is, is that
I think that you guys,

you'd actually really like each
other

if you got to know one another.

Oh, come on!

I mean, you meet up with Darryl.

He's your time-travel
friend and Kai's mine.

- Yeah, me and Darryl
have never slept together.

- That I know of.

Hmm, hmm?

Would it help if,

if you were to sit down with
Kai, over drinks, all casual?

- Maybe.

- Did you have your heart set
on going to a movie tonight?

Thank you.

I'll just freshen up.

["Do the Hustle" by Van McCoy]

- Back.

Forward.

To the right.

Nice, guys!

To the left.

Very good!

John Travolta, John Travolta.

Well done!

And up high, yeah, uh-huh.

And hm, hm, yeah, and back!

Nice, guys!

- I'll take a scotch, please.

Make it neat.

- Single malt.

I know.

- What is this?

Is this some kind of alternate
reality?

- This is your past,
exactly how it happened.

- This doesn't make any sense.

- Why?

Because your fiancée seems to
be head

over heels in love with you?

- Yeah, exactly.

- You're right, Tom.

It doesn't make any sense.

Amanda behaves like a woman
in love with you, and yet,

by this time next year,
she'll be married to Paul.

So maybe there's something
you're not seeing.

- Yeah, or maybe she's
just a really good actor.

- I've seen Saturday
Night Fever so many times,

I know all the lines.

- [Paul] Up your nose with a
rubber hose.

- Oh, nice John Travolta
impersonation

from Welcome Back Kotter.

[laughs]

- Hey.

What's the matter?

You two out there having some

private dance lessons were you?

- Anyway, I'll see you
guys back in the party.

- [Amanda] What's wrong?

- Nothing.

- Not nothing, something.

Let's go talk about it, okay?

Did I do something wrong?

Because all night you've seemed
off.

What's going on?

I know you don't like parties.

And if all of this,
the family, the church,

if it's all too much,
let's make it simple.

I don't need a big wedding.

Let's get married on a beach
somewhere.

- I've accepted a managing
director position, okay?

And it starts in two weeks, and
so,

what do you have to say about
that?

- What is there to say?

You've obviously made up your
mind without consulting me.

- This is a huge opportunity.

We can travel anytime.

Amanda, if you can't put us and
our future

ahead of vacations--

- And if you can't put our
relationship

ahead of your job?

Tom, you promised.

And I'm going on the trip.

- Oh, with or without me?

Yeah, no, I know, I know.

But, hey, don't worry though,
because you could always

meet up with Paul when you get
there.

- What are you talking about?

- Okay, I'm talking about,

I'm talking about you sneaking
out here

in the middle of our
engagement party with him.

- The plan was to give this to
you later,

as an engagement present, but.

I don't know anything about
scotch,

so I asked Paul to pick it up
for me.

You honestly thought that Paul
and I.

Why?

Answer me, why would you think
that?

- Because I'm not sure if
you, if you wanna marry me.

- Of course I'm sure.

Aren't you?

If you're worried, if
you're having doubts,

we should talk about it.

- No, Amanda, I'm asking you
how you feel.

- Why do you always do that?

- What?

- Why do you always turn it
around?

Whenever I ask you a question
you don't wanna answer,

you either get mad or change
the subject,

or how about,

for once, we talk about you.

Okay, fine.

I'm going on this trip, and
if you wanna stay behind

and work, that's fine.

That's your decision.

But I'm going.

- Amanda!

Amanda didn't abandon me.

I abandoned her.

I put my job before her.

Just like I did with Marjorie
and Sarah.

It's the same thing.

It's the same pattern, my whole
life.

So I want to add a regret to my
list.

- Okay, so what's the regret?

- I wanna see what would've
happened

if I'd turned down the job.

If I'd gone on that trip with
Amanda.

- You think it would have
saved your relationship?

You'd made the choice to put
work second?

- I think that at the very
least it would

have given us a fighting
chance, yes.

- Well then, let's find out.

- [Tom] Hey.

Amanda.

- Yes?

- Where are you going?

- I'm packing my bags and I'm
moving back

into my parent's house.

And then on Monday I'm calling
a lawyer.

- Why?

- Why do you think?

This isn't working.

So I'm done.

- [Tom] Hey, hey, hey, listen--

- No, don't.

Do not do that.

- Well, maybe I'm not ready to
give up.

- Not ready to give up?

Tom, when did you ever tried?

- Well maybe this is me, trying!

Now, please, just talk, talk to
me.

What is it that I'm not doing
right?

- I know you love me, Tom.

That's why I stayed as long as
I did.

I can feel it when you touch me,

I can see it, when you look at
me,

but when things gets
difficult, you go away.

You go somewhere I can't get
you.

Somewhere you won't let me get
to.

You shut me out!

And when I ask you why,
you say you don't know.

That you are the way you are.

- I can't be any other way--

- Bullshit.

- Amanda, I don't know
what you want me to say.

- Say you're mad, or sad.

Or scared.

It's so lonely being married
to a man like you, Tom.

And I don't want to do it
anymore.

I can't do it anymore.

- This whole thing has been
a colossal waste of time.

What?

All this to discover what I
already know?

That I'm a private person?

So what?

- Earlier, Tom you were,
you were saying you

pushed Amanda away, that
you pushed everyone away.

- Yes, yes.

You're right, and I need to
work on that.

And I've started with my
daughter Sarah.

And if you were to asked
any one of my patients--

- They would say that
you're an excellent doctor.

That you're always there,

always compassionate, measured,
intuitive.

But your patients are no
replacement for your own life.

- What, I need to jump into a
romantic

relationship because you or
Doctor Arthur say that I should?

I was perfectly happy with my
life before

you started meddling with it,
okay?

I don't do relationships well,
okay?

I accept that.

What, I work too much?

Okay, fine.

Maybe I do.

- Work is a symptom, Tom.

It's the thing you use to hide.

Now we're talking about the
disease.

- My father was the same way.

He's happy with the way he
lived his life,

and you know what?

So am I.

- Okay, Tom.

You've made up your mind.

But you were wrong about Amanda,

so how do you know you're
right about your father?

- No way.

- Yeah way, I'm telling you,
man.

2018 World Cup, Ireland
takes Brazil, three zip.

- So, I take it that that's a
good thing?

- Yeah, Erica, like
the farthest we've come

is the quarterfinals in 1990.

Winning the World Cup in 2018?

The best news ever!

- Oh, that's great!

Well, congrats.

- So, you follow the game, yeah?

You play?

- No, I did, I did a bit.

I loved it.

- [Adam] My buddies have
an occasional pick-up game,

if you're interested.

- Yeah, might be.

- Cool, another beer?

- Yeah, yeah, thanks.

Well, Adam's great.

You know, seriously.

Thumbs up.

- Good, I'm glad.

And, I mean, I think
that he likes you, too.

So, this, us all being
friends, it can work.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- Hi, sorry to interrupt, but
have we met?

- [Kai] No, I don't think so.

- Are you sure?

Because you're really familiar.

- Yeah, pretty sure.

Sorry.

- Wow.

- Was that rude?
- No, like honestly,

how many times a night does
that happen?

- Couple, a couple.

- Oh, come on, I wanna say
like, 10?

- I don't wanna answer that
question.

- So you just let her walk away?

What's that all about?

- I don't know, she's not
really my type.

- Supermodel doesn't do it for
you at all?

- Yeah, one time, maybe.

- But I just, I got
tired of the whole scene.

I'm just over it, you know?

- So you can have your pick of
any woman,

anywhere, single or otherwise,

and you're saying you're over
it?

You're done with it?

- Because they don't want
me, they want the fantasy.

I'm telling you, Adam,
you're the lucky one.

[doorbell rings]

- Tom!

I didn't know you were coming
today.

- Yeah, I hope that's all right.

- Of course, come in.

Uh-huh, mm-hmm.

So, you're keeping busy.

Well, don't work too hard, Tom.

- Don't work too hard.

This from the man who
never stopped working.

- I loved my work, I still do.

- Yeah.

You're happy?

Right?

- Happy.

[scoffs]

Who's actually happy in this
world?

"Happiness is the meaning
and the purpose of life"--

- "The whole end and
aim of human existence."

Aristotle.

What does Aristotle know?

He died over 2000 years ago.

Not that I'm complaining.

I made my bed.

I chose this life.

It may not have been the best
choice.

- What?

What do you mean, since when?

You always said how much
you loved your life.

A lone wolf, the master
of your own destiny.

- I said that?
- Yeah.

- What a bunch of bullshit.

Sorry.

Oh, it's your move.

Loneliness is a terrible thing.

I do my best to stay busy,

but as I age, I, well,

there's a part of me that wishes

I'd invested more in,

well more in your mother and
less in this.

[chuckles]

I put so much value on my
freedom,

my privacy, my work, my
routines.

But now I'm old and I.

- It's your move, Dad.

- Oh, checkmate.

I'm old and I have a son who
visits

and lets me beat him at chess.

And this visit will be
the highlight of my week.

Should we play again?

One more game?

And no letting me win this time.

I am going to beat you fair and
square.

Hmm.

[knocking on door]

- Tom.

- Can I come in?

Thanks.

- [Amanda] Can I get you a
drink?

- Yeah, that's probably a good
idea.

Do you have any scotch?

- Do you make it a habit to
drink scotch

in the middle of the afternoon?

- You're not gonna make this
easy for me.

- I don't know what this is.

I don't even know why you're
here.

- Right, well, I mean, I'm
trying.

- I'm listening.

- You once told me that you
wanted to,

see the real me, and that you
wanted to,

you wanted me to let you in.

And I couldn't.

And I still can't,

'cause I don't know how.

- Tom--

- Listen, Amanda, I've,

I have designed my life
so that I don't have

to take any risks and so I can
live

vicariously through other
people.

You know, I can help them
and it's rewarding work,

and I do, I do help them.

But, I, uh, I find that when
it comes to my own life,

I just find that I'm afraid.

- Afraid of what?

- I don't know.

I'm afraid that people are
gonna leave.

You're gonna leave.

- So you leave first?

- Yeah.

Or I force you to leave.

You know, I make it come true.

- Why do you think you do that?

- My mother left me.

She left me and my dad, when I
was young.

- [Amanda] I know.

- I guess I just don't
wanna be left again.

- Hey!
- Hey!

- So I stopped by Dundas Square
on the way

home and looky what I have here.

- The Thing.

- I just, I just wanted
to thank you for being

so incredibly cool and
amazing last night with Kai.

I mean, he loved you.

- Great.

- And that's where you're
supposed to say,

I loved him, too!

- Yeah, he was all right.

- You didn't like him?

- Look, if he was just some
random dude

at a bar or at a party and
we got to shooting the shit.

Then, yeah, we could be mates
but--

- 'Kay, but what?

- But he's not some random dude.

He's got history with you.

And he's not over you, Erica.

Not by a long shot, I'm sorry.

- I made it super clear
that we are together.

So what more do you want me to
do, Adam?

- I don't want you to see him.

Cut things off with Kai,

that's what I want you to do.

- [Erica] They say that without
risk there, is no reward.

Perhaps it goes further than
that.

Without risk, there is no
exploration,

no discovery, no delight.

So don't waste time.

Take a risk, see what comes.

[bright music]