All language subtitles for Greys Anatomy S06E05 HDTV XviD-2HD

Pretty soon,
the intruder duplicates...

Becomes two.

Then those two become four...

And those four become eight.

Then...

Before your body knows it...

It's under attack.

Oh, hey. You can't
put that in there.

Oh, they told us
to grab a cubby.

Yeah, I know. It's just...
We keep it empty for a reason.

Can you just
take your stuff out?

There are some empty ones
over there you can use.
I don't think so.

Can you just
I said take it out.?

Great. I got the crazy one
next to me.

(laughs)
oh, you want to fight?
'cause I will.

(alex) izzie. Iz.
I will fight you.
You're pretty tiny.

Come on. Come on.
I could take you down
in just a couple of seconds.

Come on.
Stop.

It's an invasion.

The question for a doctor is,

Once the invaders have landed,

Once they've taken over
your body...

They took george's cubby.

(woman) ¶ I never could,
I just... ¶

How the hell
do you get rid of them?

(meredith) they're locusts--

Comfortable locus,
feeding on our surgeries.

(izzie) it's rude.

There should be at least
a couple of days

Where they act like guests

Before they put their feet up
on the coffee table.

And what's with
the orange scrubs?

What, ours aren't
good enough for 'em?
We ran out.
They're on back order.

Randall from the supply company
says there'll be here in a week.

That's what you learn
when you lie here all day.
Why bother
ordering new ones?

We could just give these
to our replacements.

(alex) we're not gonna be
replaced by anybody.

If I have to become
a coroner...
No one is becoming
a coroner.

Cristina, tell him.

Tell him what?
They're here. It's over.

Hey. We are not some stupid
hosts. They can't invade us.

They can't attach themselves
to our faces

And then while we're
eating spaghetti,

Explode out of our chests
and skitter across the floor.

This is our ship.
This is our ship.

(lexie) excuse me. Are you--
are you quoting

A sigourney weaver movie?

(meredith) shut up.
(laughs) that's what happens
when you live here.

You watch a lot of tv.

We own this hospital.

We were born in this hospital.

And we will hold this hospital
with our last gasping breath.

I really don't want to be
a coroner.

I don't like dead people.

Go out there and go get
surgeries before they take them.

Go! And I want a full report
by the end of the day.

And what is wrong with you?

I-I don't know
what I'm fighting for.

Surgeries, cristina.

Surgeries.

There will be a cardio god
here again one day.

And when there is, you don't
want to be out of practice.

Now go.

(indistinct conversations)
is this overflow
from mercy west?

Yeah, their--their e.R.
Closed for good last night.

Everyone's coming over here.
Another one of the perks
from the merger.

Ah, our new attending.
Hey.
First day back?

Yeah.
You picked a good one.
It's nice and quiet.

Not a lot going on.
(laughs) yeah.

Thank you.
Okay, where do you want us?

Uh, at this point,
anywhere is good.
At mercy west, we do zones.

When it's super busy, we just
give everyone a zone, a space.

The nurses
put a person in that space,

You know it's your pient.
Helps you get to 'em quicker.
Yeah, well, this is the e.R.
Not a school yard.

We're not playing four square.
I like it.

What?
It's a good idea. Let's try it.
What's your name?

Jackson avery.
Dr. Avery, dr. Hunt.
It's all yours. Zone away.

Let's go.

Ch
what do you need, karev?

Thank you.
I know you still have cuts
to make at the resident level,

And I just want you
to keep in mind

That izzie stevens
is not 100% back yet.

I mean, she's recovering.

Look, she--she just--
she needs this.

I have a hospital to run,
karev.

I have two hospitals
to run.

Hey, that wasn't cool.
What?

In the locker room.

My friend should've left
that cubby empty. I'm sorry.

Well,
she's obviously not, so--

It's the first day of school.
Everyone's on edge.

I'll probably kill someone
before the day is through.

I'm charles, by the way.
Charles percy.

It might be kinda hard for you
not to talk to me all day.

It can be done.

I almost didn't talk
to my family

For a car ride across
the whole country--

10 days, 15 states,
not a peep.

Just read books,
pretended I was a hostage.

Izzie stevens.
Well, nice to meet you,
izzie stevens.

Hey, do you happen to know

The key code
to the research library?

I was here last night,
and it was closed.
It took me two years
to get that code.

I need every advantage
I can get.

Did the gentleman
from the waiting room

Ever find you?

What?

It's the gentleman who could
possibly be your father.

What?

Daddy.

Calliope.

What...
What are you doing here?

I came to see you.

Why?

Calliope, we used to talk.

Every Sunday,
we used to talk.

I'd wait for your call,
and you'd tell me everything,

All about
your crazy adventures.
(chuckles)

Even when
you were in trouble,

You'd still call,

And we worked it out.

We'd always
work it out, mija. Hmm?

(chuckles)

Daddy.

(sighs) I'm sorry.
I'm...

I'm sorry things got so...
Sure.

But the fact that you came...

Daddy, is that father kevin?

Hello, calliope.

Wh--are you t--

Two here to...

You think you can
pray away the gay.

We can just sit and talk.

Oh, no. You can't
pray away the gay.
Calliope iphegenia torres!

You can't pray away the gay!

The man flew 3,000 miles
to make me straight...

With a priest.

I'm lucky they didn't March
into the e.R. Swinging incense,

All--all hepped up
for an exorcism.
Are you done yet?

Am I--no! He came here
to disinfect you from my life.

You n't find that abhorrent?
I do, but--

There is no "but," okay?
Oh, what, you're gonna--

You're gonna tell me you get
where he's coming from?
Maybe you should try
and talk to him.

I have nothing to say.

If he wants to throw away
our relationship after 30 years,

Then that's his decision.
He hasn't done anything here.

You're the one
who changed the game.

Y-you didn't expect
a little understanding

When you came out
to your parents?

Uh... I never
had boyfriends... Ever.

I had a poster on my wall
of cindy crawford,

And I wasn't
just looking at her mole.

It wasn't news to my mom

When I brought somebody home
named joanne.

But you, you dated men
your whole life.

You loved men.
You even married one.
(sighs)

You want to talk about
30 years of a relationship?

You know, he's been consistent
for 30 years.

And all of a sudden,
you're a whole new girl.

So... Cut him some slack.

Sit down
and have a conversation.

Give him room to be
a little shocked.

I hate you.

'cause I'm right
and I'm awesome.

Thanks for being
my tour guide

Through all this
first-day madness.

Well, we both got assigned
zone five, so...

I know it's not like
you had any choice.

Still, you're a peach
to pretend otherwise.
(woman) here you go.

Being the new kid is...
A little scary, I know.

Of course, you were here
when that psycho-intern cabal

Was marching around chopping out
each other's organs.

(laughs) now that
must have been scary.

Hi. I'm dr. Kepner.
Oh, handcuff

I'm not an ax murderer.

I just broke in
to someone's house.

Dude came after me
with a golf club,

Beat the crap out of me.

Look, you don't need the cop.
I can barely move.
Roll him.

Oh, we'll keep the cop.
(groans)

He's got multiple contusions
and ecchymosis over his back.

He's gonna need lumbar
and thoracic films. Down.

(man exhales deeply)
okay, and by the way,
it was one organ--an appendix.

It wasn't a psycho cabal.
Oh.

Good to know.

Hey, sarah.

Dr. Stevens.

Okay, I have to go.
The doctors are here.

My sister and her daughters
want you all to promise them

It's a good kidney.

(doctors) it's a good kidney.

There, all right?
(laughs) bye.

Uh, sarah fremont, age 27.
End-stage renal disease.

On dialysis for three years,
waiting for a kidney.

She's down to
her last access site.

That's the polite way
of saying

They've run out of places
to stick the needles.

Ms. Fremont has a subclavian
catheter for access.

Why is this not ideal?

It's difficult to obtain
sufficient blood flow

Through...

Oh. You guys raise hands.

Frank nusbaum, 42, multiple,
mostly superficial stab wounds.

Vital signs stable.

His buddy's got
a lacerated palm.
Got it. Thanks, ray.

I'm not his buddy!

He touched my little girl,
my baby!

She's not a baby.
She's 19 years old.

There ain't a scrap
of baby left there, don.
On three. One, two, three.

(groans)

(grunts)
okay, okay,
we got a bleeder here.

Uh, draw me up some lidocaine
and, uh,

Get me a lac tray
with 3-0 silk.
Need any help?

Sir, this is gonna pinch.

Ugh! He came at me
with a carving knife.

He tried to cut off my--
come on. I was gesturing!
You ran into the knife.

You're an idiot
and a pervert.
Tie.

She used to babysit
your brats.

I can't believe I ever
let her in your house!
I love her, don. I love her,
and she loves me.

I'm gonna kill him.
Easy, all right?

Let him die. Just let him die.
It's what he deserves.
Can you shut him up?

Are you sure
there's nothing I can do--
there. You know what? That's how
we do it on our side of town.

Nice try. This is my zone.
He's my patient.

Yet I'm the one
actually helping him.

How long have you been
having stomach pains?

Uh, a few days now.
Um, they keep getting worse.

My dad a fell
a couple of months ago,

Had a stable hip fracture--
cuse me.
This is my patient.

Not anymore.
Fine.

Good luck doing an h&p
without a chart.

I'll just add this
to the chart later.
If you can find it.

This is the nurses' lounge.

It is literally always
someone's birthday,

So if you're nice to the nurses,
you will get cake.

The lab.
How's the I.L.-2 going,
dr. S., good?

Good.

I.L.-2, huh?
Are you feeling--

Stable for now.

And you don't want
anyone to know

Because they'll be
blown away by the fact

That you're
already back at work

And they'll only be able
to think of you

As some sort
of awesome super woman,

Which clearly, you are.
Okay, you know what?

The fake flattery?
It's kinda gross.

You want to know something
deeply personal about me?

You see that girl?
Her name's reed.

I have the biggest crush
in the world on her,

And she doesn't even know
I'm alive.

She calls me charlie.

Nobody named charlie
ever got the girl--

Charlie brown,

Charlie manson.

I'm not trying to minimize
your cancer or anything,

But this really sucks
for me.

You like her?

I love her.

What's that?

The code
to the research library.

"while performance
has been evaluated,

The largest considerations
have been budgetary."

This is the speech
we want you to use

When you're firing staff--
these exact words.

Don't deviate.
I'm not using your speech
to fire people,

And I don't need
an h.R. Chaperone.

Thank you for your time.

Chief, are you familiar
with megan nowlan?

Mm, yes, yeah.
Uh, she was an intern.

She was married
to steve mostow.

I fired her.
I know how to fire people.

I don't like it, but I know how
to do it, and I do it well.

You used an e-mail
to fire her,

And now she's suing the hospital
for wrongful termination,

Claims she was fired
because she was prnant.

So...

This is the speech.

Don't deviate.

T&l spine films showed
a burst fracture at t-12.

And here you can see evidence
of instability

Because the vertebral height
loss is greater than 50%,

Which implies both a.L.L.
And p.L.L. Are disrupted.

What's that mean?
I got a broken back?

I'll still be able to walk,
right?

You will still
be able to walk, burgle,

Have a full life.

Ideas?
Decompression via corpectomy
and reconstruction

With strut graft
and anterior instrumentation.

Wow. I might be
out of my league here.
Well, she has
a photographic memory.

We're all
out of that league.

And here I was thinking you
could do transpedicle screws

With a posterior approach.

Seemed like a good idea,
but, you know, maybe not.

Let's go
with the pedicle screws.

Okay, get him into pre-op,

And let me know when
his test results come back.
I'm on it.

Frank.

Oh.
Oh, my god.

Honey, are you okay?
I'll be fine, sweetheart.

Get off of her, you perv!
Daddy.

I will kill you,
you son of a bitch!
Security!

Aah!

(owen) nice work.

Thanks.
I got it from here.

Tackle like that,
you had to play football.

I played a little
in college.
Safety?

And wide receiver, yeah.

Offense and defense.
Impressive.

C-can you bring that guy
over later?

I want to thank him.

He saved my life.

No, I saved your life.

I'm still saving it.

You paged?
Yes. I ran a c.T. On your guy
with the tummy ache.

Turns out
he has an adrenal mass.

Thought you might
want to see the scans.

I was waiting until I got
the lab results to order a c.T.
Mm-hmm.

You stole my lab results?

And look, now I get a surgery
for all my trouble.

Excuse me, dr. Karev, my dad
and I have some more questions.

He's still pretty upset.

Yeah, I'll be there
in a minute. Thanks.

I'll take those.

You gonna fight back
at some point

Or just let her bury you?

She's not burying me.
She's new.

She's just finding
her footing.

She found her footing
on the back of your neck.

What do you care?

I don't know.
I like you.

No, I like that.
(chuckles)

(giggles) stop.
That's good.

Find her open window.

Everyone has one--

A we spot, undefended.

An open window or a key
hidden in a fake rock,

Yeah, well, you're a criminal,
and I'm not.

It's not a crime to do to her
what she's doing to you.
Which is what, exactly?

Making you look
liken idiot.

(derek) hey.

Have you talked
to any of them?
Who?

The mercy westers.
Yeah.

And?

And... I love you.

No, not that. I need to know
what's going on out there.

I need to know
how cristina's doing.

She was cardio deprived
and depressed.

Are you and cristina
in a dark and twisty place?

Are you having
the dark and twisties?
We are.

Both of you
are dark and twisty?
I told you, we are.

Okay.
(laughs)

(knocks on door)
uh, excuse me. Dr. Hunt,
uh, you paged me?

Your patient was having
neurologic symptoms

And you didn't notice,
karev?
Well, I--

Lucky for you dr. Adamson did
and correctly diagnosed

Carotid stenosis.

Book an o.R.
For the afternoon.

What about the surgery?

Your dad has a 90% blockage
in his right carotid artery.

We need to operate
on that first.

Now I know
that's a lot to digest,

But dr. Adamson here will
keep you informed, all right?
With all due respect,
dr. Hunt,

Mr. Goldman is my patient.
I found the tumor--
yeah, and when I operate
on the tumor,

You can scrub in on that.
In the meantime,

I want you to help dr. Adamson
the patient for the c.E.A.

Sir--
whatever she needs, karev.

Neurologic symptoms?

You didn't put that
in the chart.
Oh, I didn't? Hmm.

All right, fine.
I-I get it.

I sprang this on you.
It was a lot to take in.

And... You feel like you don't
have much experience

With gay people,

Even though uncle berto
hasn't been single

For 60 years for no reason.
Calliope--

It's still an adjustment.

That said...

You should've adjusted
by now.

I mean, you're supposed to
love me no matter what.

That's...
What a parent does.

I love you
with all my heart.

But with all that's going on
with you now, it's...

Look, m scared for you.

It's an abomination.
It's an eternity in hell.

Let's not start
with words like "hell."
oh, that's why you flew
3,000 miles,

To tell mewas going to hell?

I thought you came here
to apologize.
I can't apologize, calliope.

I don't understand what happened
or where I went wrong.

Where you went wrong?
Okay, leviticus.

"thou shalt not lie with a man
as one lies with a female."

Oh, don't do that, daddy.
Don't quote the bible at me.
"it is an abomination."

"the outcry of sodom
and gomorrah is great,

And th-their sin
is exceedingly grave."
carlos,
this is not what we--

Jesus--"a new commandment
that I give unto you

That you love one another."
romans, "but we know
that the law--

Jesus--"he who is
without sin among you,

Let him cast the first stone."
so you admit it's a sin?

"blessed are the merciful for
they shall obtain mercy"--jesus.

"blessed are the pure in heart,
for they shall see god"--jesus.

"blessed are those
who have been persecuted

"for righteousness sake

For theirs
is the kingdom of heaven."

Jesus is my savior, daddy,
not you.

And jesus would be ashamed
of you for judging me!

(voice breaking)
he would be ashamed of you

For turning your back on me.
He would be ashamed.

With this kind of injury,

There is a chance
that you could end up

With severe weakness
in your legs.
That's okay.

I carry the stuff out
with my arms, not my legs.

This is serious, billy.
You're gonna
fix me up fine.

Listen...

I've got a present
for you.

You stole her notebook?

Keep it down. You want
my cop all over this?

Don't you get it?
This is her open window.

I don't--I don't want
her open window.

"you're not just a good doctor.
You're a great doctor."

"you are the future
of medicine."

(chuckling) "only you
can keep you down."

And my favorite is, uh...

"no one can tell
it's plastic surgery."
oh, my god.

(laughs) I think it's the nose,
but it could be the boobs.

What do you think?
G-give it back to her,
and stop reading it.

"future of medicine"
alert.

You haven't seen my notebook
anywhere, have you?

Small, red, I was--
I was holding it all morning.
Um, um, I'm not sure.

Um--
so much for that
photographic memory.

Good luck finding it.

(tray clatters)
(alex) this blows.

(sighs)
getting your ass kicked?
(mouth full) shut up.

I hear yours got
a standing ovation in the e.R.

Yours is the one
who saved the whole e.R.

From the maniac
with the hammer?
Okay, he didn't save anyone.

He did some stupid ninja leap
and then tripped a guy.

I used actual medicine
to stop a person from dying.

Well, mine has a notebook,

A notebook
that she takes notes in,

Notes of a very personal nature,
and I stole it.
(cristina) you what?

(normal voice) give it.
No. No, I-I am not
sinking to their level.

They are vindictive
and they are aggressive

And--and they are not
team players.

(hits table)
and if we are not carel,

That spirit is
going to infect our hospital.

We have to fight it.

Which is why you stole
her notebook?
(mouth full) and read it?

Well, she's not
a very nice person.

Hey.

Oh, score. You rock.

Oh, no. That's not for you.
Who's it for then?

Charles.
Your mercy wester?!

They're handing us
our asses on a plate,

And you're serving 'em
coffee?
Charles is actually
kind of awesome.

And if you all could get past
your sad, little egos,

You would realize,
you can't write off

All of the mercy west residents
just 'cause you feel threatened.

Oh,
we don't feel threatened.

No.

Yeah, we feel
pretty threatened.

Dudes...
They're not here.

Hallelujah.

They're not eating.
They're working.

Oh, my god.
They don't eat lunch.

Oh, god!

Wh-what's going on?

Pulsatile mass
over the stab wound.

What are we looking at,
dr. Avery?
Can't be sure
without an angio,

But I think
it's a pseudoaneurysm.
I think you're right.

Keep pressure on it.
Let's get him up to angio,

And if it's positive,
you're scrubbing in.
Thank you, sir.

But that's my patient.
He was here, and you weren't.

Dr. Hunt!
What?

Cristina, what? What?
You know what?

That doesn't matter that
that's my patient or my surgery?

You're prioritizing based on
some sort of random code,

Some stupid rule you have
not to favor me?

This--this is one surgery.
(sighs)

Forget it.

(chuckles) the woman does
whatever I ask.

I want something...
(snaps fingers)

She gets it for me.

The research library? Anytime
you want to go in, it's closed,

Just say the word. She gave me
the code to the place.
You're kidding.

She can't do enough for me.
(laughs)

It's like I have
my own surgical bitch.

Didn't go well, huh?

Well, at least now
I can move on with my life.

Stop entertaining any thoughts

Of actually getting
back together with my family.

(sighs) whatever.
I don't need a father.

I don't...

Not one who won't accept me.

Well, his vital signs
are fine.

B.P. Looks good.

I hurt.

The neck... Blood...

What?

In head...

Ple... 12.

What's happening here?
I'm not sure.

We're gonna have to, uh,
hold off on the o.R.

(whispers) pathetic.

Look, he just said
a bunch of weird crap, okay?

He has expressive aphasia,
which means broca's area,

Which is the left side
of the brain.

You said it was the right side
that was blocked.
5% of people have broca's
on the right.

You want to take that chance?
What if it's a brain met

From the tumor?
Oh, right. Because you diagnosed
a tumor, now it's a met.

I've seen this before.
Have you?
Enough!

(scoffs) your behavior
has been disgusting.

I mean, all you've done
all day is take pleasure

In how the other one got it
wrong, how they screwed it up.

This is my father...

My father.

And... And you are
supposed to be healers.

That's what you're job's
supposed to be,

To heal people.

We're gonna run
some more tests, ma'am.

We're... Very sorry.

(voice breaks) thank you.

Dr. Stevens, can I
talk to you for a minute?
Go away.

Picked up the labs for you.

If you want, I can take care
of the dialysis.

I've got this. I don't need
a surgical bitch. Thanks.

Izzie, it wasn't personal.

That stuff, it just...
Comes with the job.

I'd expect you to do
the same thing to me.

Outside of work,
you can be friends.

But inside,
it's a whole different story.

At least it was
at mercy west.
Well, that isn't
how it is here.

Here, we don't just
think about ourselves.

We support one another.
We have each other's backs.

We--we throw ourselves
in front of buses

To save the lives
of complete strangers.

You will never measure up
to the people we've lost.

Let's do a 140-base sodium,
37-base biocarb

And a zero-k bath

With an ultrafiltration
of 3.5 liters.

That, I suppose, makes
ything quite all right.

(man) oh, this?

Cristina--
(sniffles and sobs)

Cristina.
(crying)

Cristina, talk to me.
No. (sobs)

Cristina.

He wouldn't...
(sobbing)

What happened?

Here.

(sniffles)
talk to me.
Tell me what happened.

Nothing.

Nothing is happening to me.

You know, I don't--
I don't know what I'm doing.

I'm, like,
chasing after surgeries

I don't care about.

Do you know
how long it's been

Since I've hela heart
iny hand...

Since I felt that...
(sobs)

That joy, thatush?

(sniffles) you know...

I miss burke.

I-I m--I miss him
all day.

I miss--you know, I-I--

It's--it's not the relationship
or--or the sex.

I miss...

Every day when he was here,
I held hearts.

And I got picked,
not because of some favoritism,

But because it was just,
like, it was right.

And I learned. I learned.

And I felt seen.

And now you know what?
I don't know what.

I spent
this entire day fighting...

And I-I don't want
to do it anymore.

Come over here.

No, I have method
all my own.

Uh, if you'll notice,
the coat came rst,

Then the tie, then the shirt.

Now, uh, according to hoyle,

After that, the, uh,
pants should be next.

There's where I'm different.

Where are we at
with billy sheehan?
He's ready. I helped
put him under.

He's prepped and positioned.
I thought we said
I was handling that.

Oh, yeah, we did. I just
wanted to make absolutely sure

Everything was ready
for dr. Shepherd.
Well, your first day here,

And already
you're making my life easier.
Yeah, dr. Kepner--no,
she's not just a good doctor.

She's--she's a great doctor.
In fact, if you ask me,

She's the future of medicine.
(derek) oh.

Only you can keep
yourself down, right?

By the way, I can tell.

(voice breaks) d-dr. Shepherd,
I just need a moment.

Look at this.

Acute on chronic
subdural hematoma.

That's not mets.

No, it's a brain bleed.

Which would explain
the aphasia and the numbness.

It would explain everything.
I'll tell neuro.

Oh, no. Nice try.
I'll tell neuro.

I'm the one that said
it was a brain issue.

The only reason why you knew
that was because I got

E ball rolling by diagnosing
the carotid stenosis.
Can't you give it a rest?

Didn't you hear
what goldman's daughter said?

Sorry.

I'll stop if you stop.

I've stopped.
You can have it.

Talk to arizona robbins--
she's head of neuro.

She's not really
head of neuro, is she?

(monitor beeping erratically)
what the hell happened?!

Push another 2
of ativan now.

Get me new chemistries
and an e.K.G.
Get the crash cart
in here now.

Start ventilating her.

Torsades?
You gave her torsades?

What the hell
did you do to her?
I didn't do anything. You were
the one who was with her last.

Page bailey.
I already did.

(defibrillator whines)
clear. Clear!

I don't know you well enough
to talk about her.

We're not gonna do that.

Most people think that I was
named for the state,

But it's not true.

I was named for a battleship--
the "u.S.S. Arizona."

My grandfather
was serving on the arizona

When the japanese
bombed pearl harbor,

And he saved... 19 men

Before he drowned.

Pretty much everything
my father did his whole life

Was about honoring
that sacrifice.

I was raised to be
a good man in a storm,

Raised to love my country,

Love my family

And protect the things
I love.

When my father...

Colonel daniel robbins of
the United States marine corps,

Heard that I was a lesbian,

He said he only had
one question.

I was prepared for

"how fast can you get
the hell out of my house?"

But instead...

It was...

"are you still
who I raised you to be?"

My father
believes in country

The way that you
believe in god.

And my father is not a man
who bends,

But he bent for me
because I'm his daughter.

I'm a good man
in a storm.

I love your daughter,

And I protect
the things I love.

Not that I need to.
She doesn't need it.

She's strong and caring...

And honorable.

(voice breaks) and she's
who you raised her to be.

She's alive, barely.

Is she still
gonna get the kidney?

I'm asking the questions
right now, stevens.

Dr. Percy here tells me
that you were in charge

Of sarah's dialysis.

Is that true?
Yes.

He also says that you were
pretty upset with him.

I don't see what that
has to do with anything.

It has to do with the fact
that your mental state

May have clouded
your judgment,

May have made you
a less competent doctor,

May have led you
to read the labs wrong

Or not read them at all.

Otherwise, why would you
tell the tech

To give sarah a zero-k bath

When her potassium this morning
was 3.4?

You sucked all the potassium
out of that woman.

You stopped her heart.

She's alive, but she's not
getting her kidney.

After three years of waiting,

Somebody else
will be getting her kidney.

And if we don't find her
another one

In the next three days,

She's going to be dead,

And you will have killed her.

Ah, the surgery went
pretty well, mr. Sheehan.

We had good bone alignment.
And I'll be back
to my old self?

I'll be able
to get around?

Get around? Yes.

Uh, to where you were?
No, probably not.

Probably about 70%,

Which is good
considering your injuries.

I guess that means

I only steal
70% as much stuff.

Billy...

You see this?

I noticed this afternoon

There were splotches
all over the page,

And... They're tears.

She was crying
when she wrote this stuff.

She's scared.

And--and these stupid
little sayings,

They make her feel better.

This is her comfort.

We stole her comfort
from her.

You and me, we're--
we're taking things from people,

And we're leaving them
at 70%.

(crying) you promised.

You promised my nieces
I was getting this kidney.

I'm sorry.

I am... So, so sorry.

But I am going
to make this right.

I'm going to get you
another kidney.

It's my sister.

What do I tell her?

I'm sorry.

It must be hard,
being the new people,

Being the invaders.

But that's no excuse
for you being a...

Look, I-I don't like you.

But what I did...

That was over the line.

Oh, I'm sorry.
I thought you wanted to see me.

This is missy grant
from human resources.

You're kidding me.

You're firing me?

Stevens--
you can't do that.

You can't fire me for--
for having cancer.

I'm pretty sure that
that's five kinds of illegal.
This is not about the cancer.

It's about
the kidney patient?

I made a mistake. I...

But doctors make mistakes
in this hospital every day.

Yes, but when there's--
you let me come back
after I cut an l-vad wire.

That was a different era.
Times have changed.

Dr. Shepherd and dr. Hunt...

Had concerns
about your stamina

And emotional stability.

And dr. Karev
has questions about--
alex?

Alex said something to you?

(missy) dr. Webber.

In the wake of the merger
with mercy west,

The needs of the hospital
have changed.

While performance
is evaluated...

The largest considerations
are budgetary.

There was simply
no room on the staff.

(whispers)
please don't do this to me.

(crying) please don't
take this away from me.

I don't have anything left.
(normal voice) please.

What do you do
when the infection hits you...

Calliope?

When it takes over?

I can't do this anymore.

You'll, you know,
see me in hell.

Listen to me, please.
(sighs)

I have to catch you.

What?

Your whole life, you...

You've always been
on a bridge, calliope,

Ever since you were
a little girl.

And you don't just
walk on it either.

No, you climb on the railing

And you're--
you're ready to leap.

And when you do,
when that happens...

I have to be there,
I have to catch you.

You don't
have to catch me, dad.

Yes, I do.

It's my job.

Listen, if this works out
between you and arizona...

(clears throat) is there
a chance that maybe you'd, uh...

Give your mother a wedding?

If arizona wanted to spend

The rest of her life
with me?

Yeah, I'll put on
a big white dress

And dance down the aisle.

How--
how about grandkids?

Yes, I would imagine...

When the time came...

There would be kids.

Mm-hmm.

Does she make you happy?

Yes, dad. (chuckles)

She makes me very happy.

Oh.

I love you. You know that?

She's not a vegetarian,
is she?

Because I-I don't know
how much more I can take.

She's not a vegetarian.

I feel very old.

Do you do
what you're supposed to

And take your medicine?

Or do you learn to live
with the thing...

And hope someday
it goes away?

(meredith) tell me everything.
Did you beat them?

Did you kick their asses?

Come on. I want a full report.
Everything that happened.

Izzie left me.

She wrote a note
and she left me.

I... I don't--I don't--

I don't know
if she's coming back.

Wh-what do you mean, she left?
Where did she go?

(lowered voice) go hug him.

(lowered voice) what?

Go hug him.

Or do you just give up entirely
and let it kill you?