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How are you?
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Didn't we just talk about that?
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That was yesterday.
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Today is Tuesday.
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So I've been here long?
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A month.
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Wayne says that
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my grief pattern is atypical.
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Yeah.
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Gotta talk with Wayne.
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I think he gives you too much medication, way too much.
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Stop it, please.
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Trust others to be smarter than you.
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He's straight out of medical school, he don't know what he's doing.
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I've treated ten times as many patients as he has.
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But you're not a doctor.
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No, I'm not.
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And I'm proud that I'm not when I meet a doctor like him.
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There is nothing atypical about your grief.
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It was my fault.
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What about me?
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I was there, too.
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I could have stopped him.
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No.
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You didn't know that he started waking up lately.
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I was aware that he would sometimes
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wake up
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and crawl out of bed...
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and walk about...
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just as you thought that he was soundly asleep.
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He could open the baby gate.
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He...
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He woke up...
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and... was confused...
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Hey!
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Dr. Wayne says he wants me back home.
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You couldn't leave it, could you?
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You had to meddle.
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This place leads nowhere.
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On the contrary.
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Grief...
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It's not a disease,
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it's a natural, healthy reaction.
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You can't just remove it, you mustn't.
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Wayne knows you're a therapist.
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He says you shouldn't treat your own family.
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In principle I agree, but...
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But you're just so much smarter, aren't you?
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I love you.
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Nothing hurts more than to see the one that you love
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subjected to mistakes and wrongs.
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No therapist can know as much about you as I do.
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- It hurts. - I know.
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There's no way around it.
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I want to talk to -
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I'm not gonna let you do that.
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Will it just go on and on?
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No. No, it'll change.
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Will it get any worse?
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Yes, it will.
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You've always been distant from me and Nick.
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Ever I come to think of it...
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very, very distant.
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Okay.
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Can you give me some examples from this?
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Hell, that's not that difficult to understand.
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Last summer, for instance...
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You were terribly distant last summer.
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As a father, and as a husband.
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And that was Nick's last summer
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you missed that on.
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Too bad.
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I never interested you...
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until now...
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that I'm your patient.
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Perhaps I'm not supposed to talk about these things.
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There is nothing you can't talk about.
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You're indifferent to whether your child is alive or dead.
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I bet you have a lot of clever therapist replies to that, haven't you?
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Well, actually...
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it was to honor your wish.
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You wanted peace to write.
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Perhaps I didn't mean it.
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What I understood...
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is that you wanted to write alone.
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That you and Nick were going to go to Eden,
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just the two of you.
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That way, you could finish your thesis.
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But I didn't.
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You didn't?
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You see?
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You didn't even know that.
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Why did you give up? That's not like you.
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The whole project just seemed less important up there.
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As you said, when I had told you about my subject:
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"Glib".
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I never called your subject "glib".
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Perhaps you didn't use that word, but that's what you meant.
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And all of a sudden, it was glib.
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Or even was some, some kind of lie.
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I see.
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No, you don't see.
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You see a lot of things, but not that.
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Inhale. On a count of five...
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call me, call me.
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Just... follow me, do it with me. Inhale.
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Inhale, on a count to five...
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Inhale. Two...
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Stay with me, stay with me. I'm gonna teach you how to breathe.
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Inhale.
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2, 3, 4, 5, hold.
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2, 3, 4, 5, exhale.
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2, 3, 4- good.
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Imagine,
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imagine you're blowing on your thistle plumes...
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calmly, quietly...
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Yes, yes, that's good. That's good.
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That's very good.
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I told you there would be a change.
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You're still mourning but you're in a new phase.
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What phase?
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Anxiety.
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Anxiety?
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Yes.
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This is physical.
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It's dangerous.
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No, it's not dangerous.
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Just as your grief wasn't dangerous.
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A main part of anxiety is physical:
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Dizzy spells,
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dry mouth,
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distorted hearing,
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trembling,
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heavy breathing,
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fast pulse,
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nausea...
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Hey!
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Easy.
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Never screw your therapist.
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No matter how much your therapist may like it.
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I know it distracts you, but
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it's not good for us.
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Do the breathing.
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Hold...
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Exhale.
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Do you love me?
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Yes, I do.
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Then help me.
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It's what I'm doing.
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Exposure - that's the only thing that really works.
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Everything else is... just talk.
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You have to have the courage to stay in the situation that frightens you.
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And then you'll learn that fear isn't dangerous.
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Let's make a list of things you're afraid of.
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At the top, you put the situation you fear the most.
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But I don't know what I'm afraid of.
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Just... take your time.
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I'm thinking.
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Okay.
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I'm thinking, but...
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Can't I just be afraid without a definite object?
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No, no!
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This won't do.
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Stupe, stupidest thing I could do to you.
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If you can't tell me...
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what you're afraid of,
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maybe it would be easier for you to tell me
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where you're afraid?
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Where would you feel most exposed?
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What would be the worst place?
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An apartment?
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The street?
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A store?
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The park?
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Visiting someone, maybe.
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The woods.
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The woods?
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The woods, yes.
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It's funny because
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you were the one that always wanted to go to the woods.
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What scares you about the woods?
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What frightens you... there?
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Everything.
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Tell me what you think is supposed to happen in the woods.
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Eh?
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Is it any woods in particular?
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Eden.
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Eden?
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What do you say we put...
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a garden around Eden, at the top of the pyramid?
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No... Not quite at the top.
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No.
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Stop it.
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Okay.
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It's, it's okay.
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- I'm sorry. - It's okay.
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I don't know.
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We can start by working on your expectations.
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Close your eyes.
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Feel the seat underneath you.
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Feel yourself sinking down into it...
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enfolding you...
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It's a nice feeling.
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What you feel is a pleasant warmth...
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and heaviness.
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Your breath is deep...
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Regular... easing.
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Now...
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Imagine you're at Eden.
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Imagine you arrived at Eden through the woods.
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Tell me what you see.
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I'm at the bridge.
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It's evening.
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Almost no birds can be heard.
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The water is running without a sound.
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Darkness comes out anytime here.
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I walk into it.
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The little deers... are hiding, among the ferns. As usual.
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Is it difficult to walk there?
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No. Not really.
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In fact, it's almost okay.
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In among the trees,
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on the slope,
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there's a? foxhole.
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How do you feel there?
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I can't really tell.
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It should be easy, passing.
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And yet,
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it's like walking through mud.
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The trunk is thick.
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The tree rots so slowly.
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It has some strange kind of personality.
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I've always found that.
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Now...
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Where are you, are you, are you heading for the cabin?
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Yes, I am.
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I'm walking up the path through the tall grass.
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Then don't go in.
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Don't go in.
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It's the outside you're afraid of.
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Don't look around.
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No.
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Lie down on the green.
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You want me to lie down?
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Lie down on the grass.
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On top of all the plants?
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Yes, lie down on the plants.
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Are you lying down?
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Yes.
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Good.
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What is everything like around you?
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Green.
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It's all very green.
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Good.
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Now will you do what I ask you?
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Yes.
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What do you want me to do?
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I want you...
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to melt into the green.
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Don't fight it.
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Just - turn - green.
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No matter what happens: You were there. You did it.
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Let fear come, if it likes.
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Remember: what the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve.
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What's wrong?
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Ground is burning.
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The ground is not burning.
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Gotta go.
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I want to lie down, just for a minute.
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Sure.
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Yeah, we'll take a rest.
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Shouldn't we go home?
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Yeah.
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Yeah, we should.
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Slowly...
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Stay with it.
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I know it hurts.
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Stay! Stay in there!
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It's just the stupid acorns.
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What are you doing?
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I'm just...
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00:44:35,864 --> 00:44:38,981
setting up a little exercise.
284
00:44:40,556 --> 00:44:42,953
It's... it's like a...
285
00:44:45,362 --> 00:44:46,571
It's like a game.
286
00:44:46,957 --> 00:44:49,250
You cheated me yesterday.
287
00:44:49,511 --> 00:44:50,741
Running is not good.
288
00:44:51,012 --> 00:44:53,493
You have to really feel the grass.
289
00:44:54,890 --> 00:44:56,432
I want you to go from this stone...
290
00:44:58,560 --> 00:44:59,852
to this stone.
291
00:45:01,719 --> 00:45:03,136
Pretty scary, huh?
292
00:45:04,565 --> 00:45:05,524
You're ready?
293
00:45:07,233 --> 00:45:08,212
Yeah.
294
00:45:09,193 --> 00:45:10,225
I'll give you a ride.
295
00:45:12,060 --> 00:45:13,655
I'll put you on the first stone.
296
00:45:16,710 --> 00:45:18,263
Stay with me.
297
00:45:19,837 --> 00:45:20,681
Here we go.
298
00:45:21,245 --> 00:45:22,913
Now put your foot down. I got you.
299
00:45:23,434 --> 00:45:25,227
I got you. I'm right here.
300
00:45:26,030 --> 00:45:27,103
I can't do this.
301
00:45:27,140 --> 00:45:28,375
Yes, you can.
302
00:45:29,084 --> 00:45:32,138
You can and you will. Just like I will.
303
00:45:32,295 --> 00:45:34,223
We're gonna walk together.
304
00:45:34,505 --> 00:45:37,121
We're gonna walk together, okay? Now...
305
00:45:37,581 --> 00:45:39,207
Alright now, breathe.
306
00:45:39,947 --> 00:45:41,291
Let's step off the rock.
307
00:45:42,199 --> 00:45:43,939
And step on that grass.
308
00:45:45,004 --> 00:45:45,900
Step down.
309
00:45:46,442 --> 00:45:48,902
See? What happened?
310
00:45:49,247 --> 00:45:51,363
Keep breathing. Keep, keep breathing.
311
00:45:51,436 --> 00:45:53,145
I've got you.
312
00:45:53,182 --> 00:45:54,855
You're really doing great.
313
00:45:54,897 --> 00:45:57,117
Okay? Keep breathing.
314
00:45:57,154 --> 00:45:59,338
Five, five and five.
315
00:46:03,362 --> 00:46:04,477
You're almost there.
316
00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:07,083
You're almost there. You're doing great.
317
00:46:10,201 --> 00:46:11,431
...Five.
318
00:46:16,560 --> 00:46:18,290
We're there, we are there.
319
00:46:18,406 --> 00:46:19,385
There, you told me.
320
00:46:24,775 --> 00:46:25,984
You did it.
321
00:46:29,727 --> 00:46:30,800
You learned something.
322
00:46:33,574 --> 00:46:34,762
Didn't you?
323
00:46:39,454 --> 00:46:40,475
You did beautifully.
324
00:46:42,706 --> 00:46:43,738
You did beautifully.
325
00:47:35,468 --> 00:47:37,063
I miss him so much.
326
00:47:58,184 --> 00:47:59,935
I've been afraid of here before.
327
00:48:02,052 --> 00:48:03,949
Yes, it seems likely.
328
00:48:06,472 --> 00:48:08,046
I just didn't know it was fear.
329
00:48:13,759 --> 00:48:17,407
I became afraid, and I stopped writing.
330
00:48:20,118 --> 00:48:22,401
What was different, the last time?
331
00:48:29,001 --> 00:48:30,095
I heard a sound.
332
00:48:52,082 --> 00:48:53,082
Nick?
333
00:48:56,596 --> 00:48:57,805
Nick!
334
00:49:04,707 --> 00:49:05,843
Nick!
335
00:49:16,164 --> 00:49:17,029
Nick!
336
00:49:23,816 --> 00:49:24,681
Nick!
337
00:50:31,204 --> 00:50:32,767
You didn't hear Nick screaming.
338
00:50:37,500 --> 00:50:38,740
Apparently not.
339
00:50:39,262 --> 00:50:42,957
And because you experienced something that you can't explain rationally,
340
00:50:42,994 --> 00:50:45,610
you placed Eden very high on the pyramid chart.
341
00:50:51,397 --> 00:50:54,044
Eden was the catalyst that triggered your fear.
342
00:50:54,337 --> 00:50:56,130
You jumped to conclusions...
343
00:50:56,818 --> 00:50:59,288
and tied the emotional event with a place.
344
00:51:01,134 --> 00:51:03,479
When you feel threat, it's natural to react.
345
00:51:04,272 --> 00:51:07,639
If the danger were real, your fear would save your life,
346
00:51:07,983 --> 00:51:11,642
because your adrenaline would be used for fight or flight.
347
00:51:13,477 --> 00:51:17,125
But what you're experiencing is panic, nothing more.
348
00:51:17,783 --> 00:51:19,659
The scream wasn't real.
349
00:51:30,627 --> 00:51:31,742
Stop!
350
00:51:34,953 --> 00:51:36,621
Calm down.
351
00:51:37,580 --> 00:51:39,081
You shouldn't have come here.
352
00:51:40,770 --> 00:51:43,042
You're just so damn arrogant.
353
00:51:45,191 --> 00:51:46,900
But this may not last.
354
00:51:48,829 --> 00:51:50,059
Have you thought of that?
355
00:52:01,954 --> 00:52:05,602
Oak trees grow to be hundreds of years old.
356
00:52:06,760 --> 00:52:12,691
They only have to produce one single tree every hundred years in order to propagate.
357
00:52:13,234 --> 00:52:14,776
May sound benign to you, but
358
00:52:15,434 --> 00:52:19,061
it was a big thing for me to realize that when I was out here with Nick.
359
00:52:25,755 --> 00:52:28,100
The acorns fell on the roof then, too...
360
00:52:30,175 --> 00:52:33,052
kept falling, and falling,
361
00:52:34,512 --> 00:52:36,826
and dying, and dying.
362
00:52:42,873 --> 00:52:44,301
And I understood that...
363
00:52:46,928 --> 00:52:49,992
everything that used to be beautiful about Eden,
364
00:52:51,411 --> 00:52:52,985
was perhaps hideous.
365
00:52:56,311 --> 00:53:00,345
Now I could hear what I couldn't hear before.
366
00:53:03,827 --> 00:53:07,694
The cry of all the things that are to die.
367
00:53:12,845 --> 00:53:16,170
It's all... very touching...
368
00:53:17,567 --> 00:53:19,516
if it was a children's book.
369
00:53:23,468 --> 00:53:25,167
Acorns don't cry.
370
00:53:27,148 --> 00:53:28,795
You know that as well as I do.
371
00:53:29,911 --> 00:53:31,453
That's what fear is.
372
00:53:32,986 --> 00:53:35,602
Your thoughts distort reality...
373
00:53:37,365 --> 00:53:38,928
not the other way around.
374
00:53:45,350 --> 00:53:46,809
Satan's Church -
375
00:53:46,846 --> 00:53:48,269
Satan? Jesus!
376
00:53:48,708 --> 00:53:50,242
Nature is Satan's Church.
377
00:53:52,262 --> 00:53:53,231
What?
378
00:53:56,839 --> 00:53:58,204
Well, there you have him.
379
00:54:00,123 --> 00:54:01,353
That was his brother.
380
00:54:33,785 --> 00:54:34,650
Nick?
381
00:54:36,496 --> 00:54:38,612
He drifted away from me the last time.
382
00:54:41,573 --> 00:54:44,325
He was always out and about.
383
00:54:44,961 --> 00:54:48,192
He might have made more of an effort to be there for me.
384
00:56:52,752 --> 00:56:54,294
You look like you slept well.
385
00:56:55,702 --> 00:56:56,900
Thanks, I did.
386
00:57:04,115 --> 00:57:06,940
I just wanted to say how happy I am that you're here.
387
00:57:11,204 --> 00:57:12,288
I love you, darling.
388
00:57:22,067 --> 00:57:24,183
Did you have a good sleep?
389
00:57:26,550 --> 00:57:28,103
I've just been having a lot of...
390
00:57:29,041 --> 00:57:30,187
crazy dreams.
391
00:57:31,470 --> 00:57:34,389
Dreams are of no interest in modern psychology.
392
00:57:35,984 --> 00:57:37,620
Freud is dead, isn't he?
393
00:57:40,990 --> 00:57:42,032
Yeah.
394
00:57:58,398 --> 00:57:59,649
What are you doing?
395
00:57:59,858 --> 00:58:01,140
Look!
396
00:58:03,799 --> 00:58:05,164
I'm well again.
397
00:58:14,307 --> 00:58:15,558
I'm cured.
398
00:58:18,018 --> 00:58:19,477
I see clearer.
399
00:58:23,002 --> 00:58:24,305
I'm fine.
400
00:58:31,415 --> 00:58:33,510
You can't just be happy for me, can you?
401
01:00:45,680 --> 01:00:48,871
Chaos reigns.
402
01:05:09,673 --> 01:05:11,633
I'd like to do one more exercise.
403
01:05:12,156 --> 01:05:13,543
It's like role playing.
404
01:05:15,619 --> 01:05:16,651
My role...
405
01:05:17,486 --> 01:05:18,654
is...
406
01:05:19,269 --> 01:05:21,271
all the thoughts that provoke your fear...
407
01:05:22,159 --> 01:05:23,358
Yours...
408
01:05:23,463 --> 01:05:24,735
is rational thinking.
409
01:05:30,618 --> 01:05:31,671
I am nature...
410
01:05:33,194 --> 01:05:34,831
All the things that you call nature.
411
01:05:43,563 --> 01:05:45,315
Okay, Mr. Nature.
412
01:05:48,507 --> 01:05:49,789
What do you want?
413
01:05:53,733 --> 01:05:55,412
To hurt you as much as I can.
414
01:06:02,390 --> 01:06:03,328
How?
415
01:06:05,238 --> 01:06:06,447
How do you think?
416
01:06:14,271 --> 01:06:15,564
By frightening me?
417
01:06:19,486 --> 01:06:20,560
By killing you.
418
01:06:23,846 --> 01:06:25,212
Nature can't harm me.
419
01:06:26,298 --> 01:06:28,196
You're just the whole greenery outside.
420
01:06:28,603 --> 01:06:30,282
No, I'm more than that.
421
01:06:33,234 --> 01:06:34,464
I don't understand.
422
01:06:36,760 --> 01:06:39,002
I'm outside, but also...
423
01:06:42,851 --> 01:06:43,831
within.
424
01:06:46,586 --> 01:06:48,411
I'm nature of all human beings.
425
01:06:49,913 --> 01:06:51,467
Oh, that kind of nature.
426
01:06:56,797 --> 01:06:58,465
The kind of nature that
427
01:06:58,560 --> 01:07:02,774
causes people to do evil things against women.
428
01:07:02,816 --> 01:07:04,662
That's exactly who I am.
429
01:07:05,215 --> 01:07:10,315
That kind of nature interested me a lot when I was up here.
430
01:07:11,755 --> 01:07:14,738
That kind of nature was the subject to my thesis.
431
01:07:18,024 --> 01:07:20,350
But you shouldn't underestimate Eden.
432
01:07:23,542 --> 01:07:24,605
What did Eden do?
433
01:07:25,639 --> 01:07:28,778
I discovered something else in my material than I expected.
434
01:07:31,762 --> 01:07:34,108
If human nature is evil,
435
01:07:35,371 --> 01:07:37,050
then that goes as well...
436
01:07:37,086 --> 01:07:39,135
for the nature of...
437
01:07:40,158 --> 01:07:41,221
Of the women?
438
01:07:44,122 --> 01:07:45,300
Female nature?
439
01:07:45,687 --> 01:07:47,929
The nature of all the sisters.
440
01:07:50,798 --> 01:07:55,178
Women do not control their own bodies - Nature does.
441
01:07:56,535 --> 01:07:58,642
I have it in writing in my books.
442
01:07:59,434 --> 01:08:05,030
The literature that you used in your research was about evil things committed against women.
443
01:08:05,067 --> 01:08:08,091
But you read it as proof of the evil of women?
444
01:08:08,843 --> 01:08:12,295
You were supposed to be critical of those texts, that was your thesis.
445
01:08:13,109 --> 01:08:14,840
Instead you're embracing it.
446
01:08:15,665 --> 01:08:17,187
Do you know what you're saying?
447
01:08:19,357 --> 01:08:20,473
Forget it.
448
01:08:21,204 --> 01:08:22,935
I do not know why I said it.
449
01:08:24,468 --> 01:08:26,335
I can't work anymore now.
450
01:08:38,571 --> 01:08:39,874
Hit me.
451
01:08:40,845 --> 01:08:41,825
What?
452
01:08:41,940 --> 01:08:43,911
Hit me so it hurts.
453
01:08:44,631 --> 01:08:45,663
No.
454
01:08:45,862 --> 01:08:47,280
Hit me, please.
455
01:08:47,646 --> 01:08:48,626
No!
456
01:08:49,106 --> 01:08:50,858
I can't stand it.
457
01:08:51,547 --> 01:08:54,551
I don't want to. I don't want to.
458
01:09:06,035 --> 01:09:07,651
Then you don't love me.
459
01:09:11,032 --> 01:09:12,690
Okay.
460
01:09:13,650 --> 01:09:15,058
Maybe I don't love you.
461
01:09:15,068 --> 01:09:16,017
Yeah.
462
01:10:13,158 --> 01:10:14,461
Again.
463
01:10:15,118 --> 01:10:16,421
Again.
464
01:10:21,690 --> 01:10:23,619
The Sisters from Regensburg
465
01:10:24,037 --> 01:10:25,705
could start a hail storm.
466
01:11:09,693 --> 01:11:12,770
I'm not gonna continue this if you don't listen to me.
467
01:11:14,710 --> 01:11:16,890
Good and evil...
468
01:11:17,505 --> 01:11:19,382
have nothing to do with therapy.
469
01:11:21,636 --> 01:11:26,329
You know how many innocent women were killed in the sixteenth century alone,
470
01:11:26,486 --> 01:11:27,831
just for being women?
471
01:11:28,468 --> 01:11:29,917
I'm sure you do. Many.
472
01:11:31,556 --> 01:11:33,370
Not because they were evil.
473
01:11:34,925 --> 01:11:35,832
I know.
474
01:11:36,948 --> 01:11:38,815
It's just, sometimes, I forget.
475
01:11:42,967 --> 01:11:46,044
The evil you talk about is an obsession.
476
01:11:47,004 --> 01:11:50,310
Obsessions never materialize. It's a scientific fact.
477
01:11:51,635 --> 01:11:55,713
Anxieties can't trick you into doing things you won't do otherwise.
478
01:11:55,750 --> 01:11:56,907
It's like hypnotism.
479
01:11:56,944 --> 01:12:00,219
You can't be hypnotized into doing something you wouldn't...
480
01:12:01,221 --> 01:12:03,578
normally do, something against your nature.
481
01:12:06,447 --> 01:12:07,469
You understand me?
482
01:12:08,408 --> 01:12:09,774
Yeah, I think so.
483
01:12:09,962 --> 01:12:12,893
You think so? Well, you don't have to understand me, just trust me.
484
01:12:34,067 --> 01:12:35,162
What's this?
485
01:12:35,881 --> 01:12:38,231
It's from the medical officer It's a copy of the autopsy report.
486
01:12:42,464 --> 01:12:43,486
The autopsy?
487
01:12:46,198 --> 01:12:47,950
They performed an autopsy?
488
01:12:48,837 --> 01:12:50,912
I didn't wanna tell you, because you weren't feeling well.
489
01:12:53,782 --> 01:12:56,139
Well... What did they find?
490
01:12:57,599 --> 01:12:59,101
Nothing that would have any...
491
01:12:59,487 --> 01:13:00,811
bearing on the case.
492
01:13:02,199 --> 01:13:06,470
The only abnormality in the victim is a slight deformity
493
01:13:06,507 --> 01:13:09,719
of the bones in his feet, of an earlier date.
494
01:13:11,796 --> 01:13:14,820
We did not attach any significance to this.
495
01:13:29,716 --> 01:13:33,106
You are aware that you put Nick's shoes on wrong in this picture?
496
01:13:39,166 --> 01:13:45,466
It's right. How weird...
497
01:13:46,645 --> 01:13:48,178
A slip of the mind that day?
498
01:13:48,700 --> 01:13:49,659
How weird.
499
01:15:00,474 --> 01:15:01,652
Herself.
500
01:15:05,492 --> 01:15:08,408
Bastard! You're leaving me, aren't you?
501
01:15:10,127 --> 01:15:11,564
You bastard!
502
01:15:12,909 --> 01:15:14,117
You're leaving me!
503
01:15:14,347 --> 01:15:15,440
I'm not.
504
01:15:15,732 --> 01:15:16,903
I'm helping you.
505
01:15:16,941 --> 01:15:18,670
- You're leaving me, aren't you? - No!
506
01:15:33,713 --> 01:15:35,806
- I love you. - I don't believe you!
507
01:15:35,843 --> 01:15:37,035
Yes.
508
01:15:37,307 --> 01:15:38,880
I don't believe you!
509
01:15:39,090 --> 01:15:40,965
I don't fucking believe you!
510
01:20:57,828 --> 01:20:58,994
Where are you?
511
01:21:02,933 --> 01:21:04,110
You bastard!
512
01:21:05,714 --> 01:21:06,828
Where are you?
513
01:21:16,757 --> 01:21:17,777
Where are you?
514
01:21:32,737 --> 01:21:33,830
Where are you?
515
01:21:43,447 --> 01:21:44,457
Where are you?
516
01:21:50,552 --> 01:21:51,645
You bastard!
517
01:22:03,574 --> 01:22:04,522
Where are you?
518
01:22:08,241 --> 01:22:09,334
Where are you?
519
01:22:13,929 --> 01:22:15,231
How dare you leave me?
520
01:22:27,441 --> 01:22:29,534
You said you wanted to help me.
521
01:22:31,306 --> 01:22:32,587
Where are you?
522
01:22:36,608 --> 01:22:37,587
Where are you?
523
01:24:03,836 --> 01:24:04,961
Where are you?
524
01:24:10,149 --> 01:24:11,378
You bastard!
525
01:25:25,885 --> 01:25:26,947
Get out!
526
01:25:27,500 --> 01:25:29,364
Get out! You bastard!
527
01:25:30,959 --> 01:25:32,136
Get out!
528
01:25:34,126 --> 01:25:35,542
You bastard!
529
01:25:36,334 --> 01:25:37,448
Get out!
530
01:25:40,001 --> 01:25:41,084
Get out!
531
01:26:02,399 --> 01:26:03,659
Get out!
532
01:26:05,983 --> 01:26:07,181
You bastard!
533
01:26:09,264 --> 01:26:10,357
Get out!
534
01:27:13,239 --> 01:27:14,322
I'm sorry.
535
01:28:02,775 --> 01:28:06,889
You gotta get this thing off... my leg.
536
01:28:29,726 --> 01:28:30,986
I can't find the wrench.
537
01:29:38,941 --> 01:29:40,149
Did you want to kill me?
538
01:29:42,077 --> 01:29:43,129
Not yet.
539
01:29:46,619 --> 01:29:48,348
The three beggars aren't here yet.
540
01:29:49,869 --> 01:29:50,952
The three beggars?
541
01:29:53,963 --> 01:29:55,056
What does that mean?
542
01:29:57,016 --> 01:30:00,880
When the three beggars arrive, someone must die.
543
01:30:04,381 --> 01:30:05,401
I see.
544
01:30:30,759 --> 01:30:33,269
The crying woman is a scheming woman.
545
01:30:45,677 --> 01:30:49,229
False in legs, False in thighs,
546
01:30:51,365 --> 01:30:55,146
False in breasts, Teeth, hair and eyes.
547
01:32:52,074 --> 01:32:53,157
Hold me.
548
01:32:57,867 --> 01:32:58,887
Hold me.
549
01:34:26,938 --> 01:34:29,115
There is no such constellation.
550
01:34:57,962 --> 01:34:59,430
But none of it is any use
551
01:34:59,733 --> 01:35:01,295
None of it is any use.
552
01:35:07,536 --> 01:35:08,598
No!
553
01:35:09,305 --> 01:35:15,572
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