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- ♪ MTV ♪

[upbeat music]

[cell phone rings]

- Hi. - Hey.

- I met Jenelle when we were on "Teen Mom 2" together.

- I'm starving. - Me too.

I came down here for a quick little trip.

- You look so good. - Thank you.

- We stay in touch every so often.

- Yeah, me and David, you know,

we haven't been getting along lately.

- That's hard. - Yeah.

And it's still the same way.

I'm so fed up.

I don't know if you've heard or not,

but, you know, of course, me and David, we've separated.

- Are you OK? - Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm good.

So I'm gonna be in Orlando for a few days.

I was seeing if you wanted to get together.

- Um, yes.

- I will hit you up whenever I get down there.

- Yeah, perfect. Let me know. Text me.

- All right. Talk to you later. Bye.

- OK, bye.

♪ ♪

Hey, guys.

Craziest thing just happened.

Jenelle Evans just called me.

She is coming to Orlando this week,

and she wants to meet up for lunch.

I can't believe it.

I'm happy she's coming, obviously.

But, like, what is going on?

There's so many things happening in the tabloids

that I don't even know what's real and what's fake.

♪ ♪

I want to get the tea. What's happening with her?

- ♪ Yeah, let's break free ♪

[upbeat rock music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Show them what you got, show them what you got ♪

♪ Struttin' like a star, yeah, you know you're hot ♪

- Hi, sunshine. - Hi.

- No acrylics, although they're gorgeous.

- They're not even bad.

- Yeah, they're not great for your nails.

- Yeah, he lets you get whatever you want.

And then I am, like, the one that's like, "Ah, ah, ah, ah."

I have to be the one to tell you no.

Co-parenting with Jeremy, Addie's dad, is not easy.

- ♪ Is it gonna break my heart? ♪

- Jeremy and I got married when I was only 19

and had Addie right away.

- I do not regret my daughter by no means,

but I damn sure regret who I had a child with.

- The relationship was a mess.

Shut up!

I got it. - Let me see it

- Why? - There's two pieces.

- Why would you do that?

- 'Cause it's funny.

- And we got a divorce after three years.

[both laugh]

- I've tried to keep a friendly relationship

with Jeremy for the sake of Addie.

But Addie spends most of the weekends

that she's supposed to be with Jeremy

at her grandparents' house, and he's mostly absent.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

So something really terrifying happened

while I was working my shift a few nights ago.

Addie was staying with Jeremy's family that night.

And the hostess comes back and was like,

"Leah, you need to stay in the back.

"Jeremy's here. He's requesting a seat

"at your table and he kept yelling.

He seemed very intoxicated."

Next thing I know, the hostess comes back again

and says that Jeremy is enraged

and is now demanding

that he speak to his ex-wife.

Girl he is with now was also there,

and she's also enraged.

Jeremy claimed that Addie was at home seven hours by herself

while I was at work, which is false.

And then this girl that he is with steps in

and was like, "Uh, that's not all of it."

She was like, "Apparently you don't trust me."

And I was like, "I don't even know you to trust you."

I'm shaking. I'm scared.

I'm--at this point, I'm, like, holding it in to not cry.

My manager steps in

and was like, "You're not touching her."

I'm literally terrified.

- ♪ 'Cause it's a wild life ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Whoa, oh, oh ♪

- Yeah, keep it close.

Oh, good try, Broncsie.

- Hey, girls.

Khesanio moved to the U.S. ten years ago

to play soccer and further his education.

He is now a soccer coach here in Florida.

Khes and I have been very aligned,

and everything has been so smooth and so easy.

We started talking about having a baby very, very early on.

And we're coming up on a year,

and I feel even more strongly as the days pass.

Because I'm watching him parent my kids,

and he really stepped up to the plate

and showed me what kind of father he's gonna be.

- Ah! - [laughs]

[upbeat music]

- Hey, guys. - Hey, girl.

- Whoo, OK. We're here with no kids.

- No kids. - No kids.

- Doesn't happen often.

- No. - I know.

But we are gonna have a good time,

eat good, drink good, because I have

eat good, drink good, because I have

something exciting to share with you guys.

Khes and I are celebrating our one year.

- OK. - Yay!

- I'm just taking my lunch shot.

Diabetes is so fun.

Anytime I mention marriage,

he definitely changes the subject.

But we're talking about a baby, which is,

like, more than a marriage.

- But there's a lot to figure out with a baby,

so it's kind of-- - Yeah.

But I don't know.

I don't want to, like, rush anything.

Because I'm diabetic, my last pregnancy was rough.

It's been seven hours. I'm miserable.

And with my last pregnancy, Broncs,

I had a lot of health issues.

So I had my tubes tied seven years ago,

which would have to be reversed.

Khes wants his own.

- So with you, if he-- if y'all don't have a child,

he would be sacrificing...

- Mm-hmm. - Not having his own kids.

- It's like, if I would have met Khes a long time ago,

I would have had, like, ten of his babies.

It's all crazy. It's all crazy.

But I haven't found any reasons not to just love this guy.

We are creating this life together

that has already been the best year of my life.

He's pretty fantastic.

[pop music]

Can you guys come downstairs?

All three of you.

Hut, two, three, four.

- Safe!

Sit over there.

- OK.

So Khes and I are gonna go on a date,

and it's gonna be adults only.

Gannon, you'll be in charge.

You've babysat before.

- What do you think-- - It's a surprise for me.

- What do you think I'm gonna surprise her with?

- A baby. - A baby?

Try again. - A ring?

- A ring. - Oh.

- What do you think about, Jaxie?

- Are you gonna surprise me with a ring?

- Milk Duds. - Milk--[laughs]

- Ooh, yes, I would love Milk Duds,

and a ring, and a baby.

[laughter]

[hip-hop music]

- ♪ It's game time ♪

♪ Here we go ♪

♪ Bring it on ♪

♪ Homie, it's my time now ♪

- Some people would say my life has been wild.

- High. High.

You're both high.

- It'd be a total of 16 days in jail.

- I really can't miss that concert.

It's Kesha.

That's why I got all these feathers in my hair.

But honestly, I've always felt like

I was just trying to survive

and be the best mom I can.

I became a teen mom when I was 17...

Stop. Stop.

And had my first son, Jace.

Your arm and leg.

After that, I didn't make the greatest decisions...

- You're a drug addict. Go to rehab.

- Oh, my God, here we go.

Mostly because I was always searching

to really feel loved.

I [bleep] love you!

- All right, bye. - And I want to talk to you!

- No, I'm leaving. - Why?

Because I don't think I ever truly felt that at home.

- You're, like, the worst piece of [bleep] mother!

- Even though my relationship with my own mother

was always up and down...

I don't want my son in the same room as--

- You know want your [bleep] kid at all!

- She ended up gaining custody of Jace when he was a baby.

- You're agreeing to give your mom temporary custody

of your child. - Mm-hmm.

I eventually had my second son, Kaiser,

with Nathan, who at that time I thought

was the love of my life.

Do you think that we're moving too fast?

- I don't know. We get along really well.

I don't see us ever arguing or anything.

- Things didn't work out with Nathan,

and I quickly met David.

So what do you think about David, Jace?

[laughter]

- Things changed for me when I met David.

We had our daughter Ensley and ended up getting married.

- I now pronounce you man and wife.

[cheers and applause]

- I finally had a solid family life,

or so I thought.

It's Mother's Day weekend.

I want to go do something.

- I'm trying to [bleep] work here.

- I want to take my kids to a playground.

- God!

- It took me some time to realize

it wasn't a healthy relationship.

He hangs out with his friends now more frequently,

but I don't have no [bleep] friends.

- But I finally got the courage

to walk away for good.

I felt like I was walking on eggshells with David.

I felt like I was being reprimanded

like a child all the time.

I just feel like he didn't treat me

like I was his wife.

He belittled me a lot.

I was sick of it.

Mentally abusive.

Not happy at all.

From the moment I left David,

I felt a huge weight off my shoulders,

and it's felt really good.

Right now, all I want for my life is,

I want the kids to have a fresh start.

And I just think I need to move as soon as possible.

- ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ We just getting started ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

- Hey. - Hi!

- How are you? - I'm good.

How are you? - Good.

- Oh, you look so pretty. - Thank you. You do too.

- Hey, guys.

So I'm here at lunch,

and you won't believe who I'm with.

- ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ 'Cause we just getting started ♪

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Happy birthday. - Thank you.

My mom texted me.

- Yeah?

Did you text her back?

Why not?

- Because she didn't say anything about tonight.

- Hello. - What time is it, babe?

- Why are you asking what time?

- 'Cause she needs to study for her homework.

- You got an issue or something?

- You do your thing.

- You're acting like a [bleep] ass[bleep] for no reason.

- Can you watch your mouth, please?

- You're an idiot.

- Just stop, both of you.

I'm not gonna pretend everything's fine.

I mean, all you did was ask what time it was.

- I really was trying my hardest

not to get anything going, not to start anything.

- What was you hoping for when she messaged you?

- I don't know.

Maybe, like, an apology or something

where she can accept the fact that it's her fault.

I don't know why she had to do that on my birthday.

- Well, it's been a while since we saw her.

I just thought that getting together,

especially for Leah's birthday--

- I was excited to talk about James and--

- Yeah. - I was excited for Leah

to get her presents.

- But now how is that gonna pan out?

- We can suck it up and go see James.

- I can suck anything up. - Yeah.

- Then I think I'm just gonna let a day or two go by.

And then, when I know James is in town or close to it,

we can reach out.

- Just kind of let it boil over?

- Obviously--mm-hmm.

And you can, you know,

do whatever you want to do as far as text your mom.

If you want to see her, you want to call her,

that's still there.

That's up to you.

- Obviously, you're both, like, bullheaded.

But there was no reason for her to be like that,

to start it in the first place.

- ♪ 'Cause you calling out my name ♪

♪ I've been in the ocean ♪

♪ Drowning in emotions ♪

- Ugh. Well, what the heck?

I got a text from your Uncle Nick.

- Huh.

- I guess your grandma went to the hospital.

- What?

- She's OK. No, she's fine.

They just had to give her some oxygen and stuff

'cause I guess she couldn't breathe.

So I got some scary news that my mom is in the hospital.

You know, we haven't talked for a really long time,

so I don't really know how her health is

or anything like that at the moment,

but hoping that I can find out some information

from somebody.

Texted my mom. She hasn't responded yet.

So I reached out to my mom's dad,

'cause that's the only person I could think of.

He said that she couldn't breathe,

so they called an ambulance to come pick her up

and took her to the hospital,

and that they were putting her on, like, a breathing machine.

- She's stable right now. They're just having her on--

- Uh-huh. Yeah. Yeah.

Probably gonna keep her for a couple days.

- How do you feel, though, about that?

- I had anxiety about it.

Like, what's going-- 'cause I didn't know anything.

I'm like, what's going on?

Do I need to be there?

- And that's kind of like-- that's your worst trigger,

I feel like, is the lack of not knowing things.

- Yes, the fear of the unknown is the worst for me.

I want to know what's happening.

- The therapist that suggested boundaries

and all this certain stuff, like, what do they suggest

when this stuff happens?

- I feel like you do whatever your heart

and gut tells you to. - OK. Like, yeah.

- I mean, that's what I feel. - Right. Good.

I'm glad you feel that way. - Yeah.

- 'Cause I'm like, I don't want you to--

I don't want you to, like, stress yourself out

with, like, "I got to-- OK, she's sick,

and my heart wants to," like, you know--

- 'Cause in a moment, I was like--

- I'll go up there. - If nobody's up there,

I'm gonna [bleep] go up there.

- Yeah, right. I would do the same [bleep].

- Life's too short. - I would do the same [bleep].

- You know what mean? Like, we have our issues,

but if you're [bleep] gonna die,

I'm gonna be there. - Yeah.

- Hopefully in the future, there'll be,

you know, times where I can just, like,

allow the kids to see her,

or--I don't know, that's all I want.

- OK, that's--

- Like, it's more or less just like,

just respect my boundaries.

Like, as long as you can

not drink around me or my kids

and have respectful communication,

that's all I want.

- Yeah.

[pop music]

- ♪ Forget about you ♪

♪ Now it's all about me ♪

- The cops came to the restaurant

and recommended that I file a protection order on Jeremy.

So that's what I did.

We'll go to court, and that's where, hopefully,

a judge will agree to grant it.

♪ ♪

Right after I filed against Jeremy,

he got served for the court hearing.

And unfortunately, Addie was with him.

Are you playing with Lucky?

- No. - You're not?

You're not?

How are you doing, sunshine?

What happened and what you were dealt with

when you saw the cops, it wasn't ideal.

But, ultimately, the cops said it had to be done

before I could pick you up.

Do I think you're young and it's difficult

for you to understand? Yes.

So we get to work through this age-appropriately.

- No, because I understand it.

- What do you understand?

Are we putting our goggles on?

Were you scared? - No.

- Were you angry with me?

- Yeah. - Yeah.

Because you thought it was my fault,

and you didn't know what had happened?

- Yeah.

- I'm really sorry.

I'm sorry that you have to go through this.

I am not perfect.

One thing I can tell you is, I love you wholeheartedly,

and I will never do anything to hurt you.

It's really challenging to try to have a relationship

with a toxic ex when you have a child

that genuinely loves them.

I mean, it definitely hurts that Addie would think

that I would do something

that would hurt her dad.

It did.

It hurt at first, hearing her blame me initially.

But I know that what I've done, I needed to do.

I believe in being honest with Addie.

I think she's very smart.

But even though she's very smart,

she's still a kid

and really should not be experiencing any of this.

I love you.

I hope you have lipstick all over your forehead.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Hey, Jaxie.

Look what I found. Nanny's bracelet.

- Where did you find that? - In there.

I wear her bracelets for everything special.

- There's another one.

- Let me look in my closet real quick.

I feel like Nanny's with me when I wear them.

Oh, my gosh, look.

This is a picture of Nanny.

And on the back, she wrote me a letter,

and it said, "Mickey, I am so proud of you.

"I can't wait to see all that you do in life.

Love you to the moon and back."

It's like she was predicting my future.

She already knew I was going to be OK.

I wish Khes could have met her.

- ♪ It's just a matter of time ♪

♪ We're making moves ♪

♪ No stress in my mind ♪

- OK, kids, we are leaving.

Read this out loud.

all: Stay inside.

- Thank you.

all: Stay in...

- Camera view.

- Stay in camera view.

- Get along.

Everyone say it.

both: Get along. - Thank you, Broncs.

To not do: open the door for strangers.

Don't call us.

We are having adult time.

- I wasn't planning on it.

- Bye. I love you guys.

- I love you. I love you. I love you, Mom.

- Bye, guys. - Mwah, mwah, mwah.

- Mwah, mwah, mwah.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Does Amber get James today?

Is it Tuesday she gets him, you think?

- I think so.

Are you gonna text her, or you gonna call her?

- Text her.

I was going to let things sort of cool down,

but I probably got to say something

and kind of open the door.

- Mm-hmm, 'cause I think she only has him,

what, three or four days?

- Yeah.

"Yo." [chuckles]

- Is that the proper way to come out, is "yo"?

- What do you want me to say, "Hey"?

- I don't know.

I don't know how to break that ice.

- "I know you're excited

"you get to see Bubs.

"What would be a good day

for us to come visit?"

- Okie.

What if she replies back and she is still mad and angry

What if she replies back and she is still mad and angry

and says, hell no?

- If she does that, that is on her.

Like, our differences shouldn't reflect on the kids.

And I'm an adult enough to not even talk about it

and not even deal with it, get this over with.

- I think many times we've been able

to put our differences aside.

- That's why I don't think that's highly--

that's highly unlikely.

But in the case that it is, I'm just gonna--

you know, it is what it is, and at that point,

you know, Leah is old enough to know.

So, like, I can't protect you, Amber,

from you being the one that does that.

I'm trying hard to, you know, co-parent,

and I'm trying hard to keep Amber fresh here

in a relationship with her daughter.

- With my relationship with my mom,

I hope that we can still have, like,

maybe speaking terms and stuff.

But I feel like that's mostly, like,

for, like, the sake of James.

Because, like, he's my brother, and I would definitely push

for a relationship with him.

And that's basically my only way to, like,

see him right now is through her.

So I'm hoping for just, like, a mature relationship together.

- ♪ No matter where we go from ♪

♪ No matter where the roads ♪

- So I got some good news today.

My brother Nicholas reached out to me

and let me know that our mom's out of the hospital.

Nova was definitely a little shaken up about it

and scared, and so I encouraged her.

I was like, "You have her phone number.

"Reach out to Grandma

and, you know, just try to talk to her."

- Oh, Grandma's texting something.

- Yeah, that's all right.

- I'll be right back.

- Yeah, just let me know what she says, Novalee.

- Huh?

- Got to let us know what she says.

- All right.

- You know, I've always told Nova,

you know, if you want to see your grandma,

whatever you guys want to do, I support.

- I think this creates more independence for them two.

- Grandma responded.

- OK. - OK.

- Grandma said, "Good morning.

"I got my car back, so maybe we can meet

tomorrow at a restaurant."

- Are you excited?

- Yeah. - Yeah?

- I'm so happy.

- You think your Uncle Nick's gonna go too?

- Should I text him? - If you want.

I mean, it's your phone. - Yeah, it's yours.

- You do whatever you want. - It's your thing, man.

- So I'm texting Uncle Nick.

"Hey, I was wondering if you could

come with Dad, Mom, Grandma, and me at noon tomorrow."

[somber music]

- Well, you're going just by yourself.

- Yeah. - No.

- I'm gonna drop you off there.

But you're gonna go in and have lunch with Grandma.

And Mom's gonna do her own thing,

and I'm gonna be there to pick you up.

- I kind of want you guys to come.

- Um...

- I think it's better just for you and Grandma, though.

- Yeah.

- To actually have, like, some--

- Alone time.

- Yeah, just you and Grandma alone.

- How it used to be, when you used to go over there

and Mom and Dad weren't there, you know?

It's important. - Why were you thinking

you wanted me and Dad to go? - I don't know.

I just kind of wanted the family to be together.

- Oh.

♪ ♪

Yeah, I'm just gonna let you and Grandma,

you know, doing your own thing.

Just because Mom and, you know, Grandma

aren't really getting along doesn't mean that you guys

can't have a relationship.

You know what I mean?

- Oh, that's cool!

Lookit. - What?

- Uncle Nick says, "Hey, yes, I'll come.

I miss you."

And Grandma says, "He said he wants to."

- OK, good. - Cool. See?

- They both sent it at the same time.

- Awesome. - I'm so excited.

I miss Grandma so freaking much.

- At the end of the day, this [bleep] is not easy.

But I'm just glad that, you know,

I kept my promise to Nova.

I'm doing it for her, because me and my mom,

you know, our relationship is whatever it is.

But at the end of the day, they also have

their own separate relationship.

I'll do whatever for my kids.

- ♪ Where do we go ♪

♪ Where do we go from here? ♪

[line ringing]

- Hello.

- Good morning.

- Are you on your way? - Yeah.

- What are you really wanting to come out of all of this?

- I want Jeremy to stay away from me.

I feel like I stay strong, and I stand strong,

and I do what I have to do.

But I would be lying if I said I wasn't terrified.

- I know you're anxious.

- I just want it to stop.

- Well, everything will be OK.

- My goal is never to take Addie away

from her other parent.

I want her to enjoy her childhood.

I'd never want her to experience the trauma

that I experienced in mine, you know?

- I love you. You got this.

- Yeah.

All right. Love you. Bye.

- All right. Love you. Bye.

- ♪ I wanted to be done ♪ - ♪ Be something ♪

- ♪ I'm already gone ♪ - ♪ Do you care? ♪

- ♪ I wanted to be ♪ - ♪ Now I'm already ♪

♪ But I'm already ♪

- ♪ Let me tell you what I'm talkin' about ♪

♪ When you run and tell about me ♪

♪ Don't forget how I'm determined ♪

♪ I'ma get it, I don't play around ♪

[upbeat music]

- How are you?

- I'm doing good.

- How are the kids?

- They're doing good.

They're home with the babysitter right now.

- Yeah. - Yeah, yeah.

They're doing a lot better now that we've separated.

- OK. - You know what I mean?

I got custody of Jace.

- Yes. - Full custody.

- Congrats. - Thank you.

We did have up and downs. - Yeah.

- Jace ran away. - Yeah.

- Once CPS got involved

and Jace ended up at the hospital--

because when you run away,

you end up at the hospital in North Carolina.

Jace is like, "David strangled me."

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

Then Jace was allowed to come home.

But there's criminal charges on David

for strangulation and child abuse.

So then I was like, "David, he's coming home,

"and you got to leave.

I'm sorry." - Good.

- This was all a blessing in disguise

because it put a no-contact order between David and Jace.

because it put a no-contact order between David and Jace.

- You guys went to court, I saw.

- That was for a permanent restraining order.

- And what did you put as, like, "evidence"

or, like, in your paperwork

will keep David away from you guys?

- I had to write a whole statement.

He would throw objects, put holes in walls,

emotionally abusive, saying, "Jenelle, go kill yourself.

"Your mother doesn't even love you.

Cry yourself to sleep, bitch."

- He's disgusting.

David has never hit you ever?

- No. - Wow.

- Except for that collarbone incident.

That's when, you know, the whole 911 thing happened.

- Mm-hmm.

He put my arm behind me

and then pinned me on the ground.

So my arm--like, the weight of him and the weight of me

pushed my collarbone out.

- I heard that phone call.

- So I definitely have to get a fresh start

and get out of North Carolina.

So that's why I'm here. - Good. Good.

I'm proud of you.

You've come a long way for sure.

- 'Cause I was thinking about looking at some houses and--

- OK.

- Getting a feel for the area.

- Yeah. - You want to come with me?

- I am coming.

I want to--I love houses. I love--

- Me too. - This is right up my alley.

- Me too. - Let's find you a house...

- Me too.

- To get the hell out of North Carolina...

- Yes. - Away from David, right?

- Yep.

- It's time to start a new chapter in your life.

- Mm-hmm. - Fresh start.

I think it's-- that's important.

- Yeah.

But you know my manager friend, August?

- Mm-hmm. I remember him. You told me about him.

- So he was the only friend

David would let me talk to, weirdly.

- Is that who you were talking on the phone with

for six hours? 'Cause I saw your Instagram.

Who was that? - [laughs]

Yeah, that was August. [bleep]. - And where does he live?

- Las Vegas.

- Mm. OK.

- I'm gonna look at places here.

- Mm-hmm.

- I'm gonna look at places there.

- [gasps] Wow.

- I'm gonna decide which place--where I want to go.

I was thinking, you know, if I did go to Vegas,

I could start my own, you know, marijuana business too.

- OK.

- So that's, like, another thing,

and then merch, and then--

- Yeah, that's really big out there.

- Yeah, but at the same time, I love Florida so much.

- And in Vegas, who do you know besides--

- Besides August?

Just August.

Yeah, I don't know.

It's just, I guess I got to go home and--

- Figure it out. - Think about it after it.

Mm-hmm. - Yeah.

[pop music]

- ♪ With the fires I started ♪

♪ There's no way to stop it ♪

♪ I'm so torn apart, yeah ♪

♪ ♪

♪ All the fires I started ♪

- How was the visit with James? - We had a great time.

It was nice, like, hanging out, like, all of us together.

- Did he meet your new boyfriend, Gary?

- Yeah.

After we all hung out, I talked to Bubby.

I asked him about, like, Gary.

I was like, what did you think, you know, about Mommy's friend?

And he's like, yeah-- he's like, "Yeah, I like him.

Yeah." - That's nice.

- I'm sad, though, because it's like,

every time when he leaves,

it feels like there's a huge void.

- Have you talked to Leah?

- I mean, I tried.

- I thought you were taking him to go see Gary and them

or other way around.

They're supposed to be coming over or something?

- So Bubby's here, and I get this text from Gary.

He's like, you know, we want to see him,

we miss him, this, that, and the other, da, da, da.

I think I told him at one point, I was like,

I'll try to go over there or something like that.

And, "Sorry, but it didn't work out."

And then I felt bad

that Leah was feeling some type of way.

But I couldn't understand how she was feeling

'cause y'all are 25, 30 minutes away.

- 20 minutes away. Yeah.

- And she hasn't tried to come hang, nothing.

It's gotten to the point where it's like, I'm overwhelmed.

My son, he's been in my life more than she has.

- Mm-hmm.

- And he lives in California.

So what does that tell you?

Where's Leah?

Obviously, it's not me.

Because if I'm sitting here seeing my son all the time

and working with his dad, hmm, how the [bleep] am I seeing

my son all the way in California,

but I can't see my daughter down the street?

I was hurt, and I'm tired of being hurt.

[tense music]

- ♪ It's gonna be a good day ♪

♪ It's so good to be me ♪

[line ringing]

♪ Gonna be a good day ♪

- Hey. What are you doing?

- Nothing. Jorge's over here

because we just got back from the park.

- What did you put on your hand?

- Huh? - What's on your hand?

Nope, other side.

What is that? - Oh, it's fake.

It's fake. - OK.

- It's fake. - Better be.

- I was just joking. I was just joking.

- So have you been helping with the kids?

- Yeah.

Kaiser's just been, like, playing the game

and just been watching TV in Kaiser's room.

- OK.

Tomorrow, I'm going to go with Briana

and look at some houses.

I think it would be really, really good

for all of us, you know?

- OK. - OK?

All right. I love you.

Be the big man of the house, OK?

Help out.

[upbeat pop music]

♪ ♪

- OK.

[sighs]

It's very hot in here.

Let's show you some little areas here,

'cause I live, literally, nearby.

Being a single mom is so hard.

- Yeah, it definitely is.

Yeah.

Which, you know, that's--

that was one of my concerns leaving David.

It's like, can I do this on my own?

But then I'm like, he's not helping me anyway.

- And how's August?

- We've been friends for years. - Yeah.

- I mean, we're a little flirty from time to time, but, like,

he knows I'm not trying to jump into anything.

And he's also giving me my space.

- Good. Good. That's what you need.

- And he's not pushing me into anything,

not rushing anything.

- That's what you need. - Mm-hmm.

- That's good. - Definitely, yeah.

- 'Cause the last thing you want to do is jump

from one situation to another,

and you're just like, "What the [bleep]?"

- Yeah, I know.

♪ ♪

Hello. I'm Jenelle. Nice to meet you.

- Hi, Jenelle. Adriana.

- Hello. - [indistinct] Real Estate.

Nice to meet you. - I'm Briana.

- Hi, Briana.

Well, it's so nice to see you guys.

So are you local?

- No, actually, I live in North Carolina.

And I'm looking to move out of North Carolina

to get a fresh start with my three kids.

I have a 14-year-old, a 9-year-old,

and a 7-year-old.

- So we are very well-centered

in Central Florida right now,

so you do have a couple of schools.

And then we're also 30 minutes away from Disney.

I mean, who doesn't love that? - That's cool. Yeah, yeah.

- So if you want to just kind of start taking

a look at the property...

- Sounds good. - All right.

You have your full laundry room here.

- I like this. This is like-- - Yeah.

It's like a corner bathroom.

- Mm-hmm.

- Cool. It's a nice size room.

- Mm-hmm. - Yeah.

How many bedrooms is it now?

- So this one is four, and saved the best for last.

So this is the primary bedroom. - Cool. Nice.

Double sink. - Mm-hmm.

- Nice.

- ♪ Amen for the top ♪

- Just let you guys chitchat a little bit up here.

And when you're ready, I'll see you downstairs.

OK? - OK. Thank you.

- Thank you. - You're welcome.

- This is nice. - Yeah.

- How are you feeling?

- I do like it, but I learned a big lesson.

Don't be so impulsive. - OK, good.

- That's why I'm looking at both options

of Florida and Vegas.

So while I'm here in Orlando, August is out in Vegas

looking for houses for me.

And he just sent me a video of one.

- Let me see. - Yeah.

- Let me see. - Yeah.

- Wow, that's a big-ass house.

You don't need that big of a house, Jenelle.

Go in this with, like,

"I'm still gonna do everything by myself."

- Yeah.

- Because you don't want to depend on anybody.

- I feel really free

for the first time in a long time.

Right now, we need a clean slate.

All I want for my life is for my kids to be happy

and to live life as stress-free as possible,

leaving all the bad negative energy

behind in North Carolina,

starting out fresh somewhere.

New house, new vibes, new energy.

I want to go into this with very positive feelings.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Hey. - Hey.

- How did that go in there?

- So for the next 180 days,

I don't have to have any contact with Jeremy.

And I only do drop-offs with Jeremy's mother.

- OK.

- I feel like with the no-contact ruling

granted from the judge, I feel like

a weight is lifted off of me.

It had gotten to the point

where I was terrified to go to my job.

The night that it happened,

I slept in bed with my daughters.

No one should have to have that kind of fear.

Now I finally feel safe,

and I can show that I can stand up for myself.

- Congrats. - Thank you.

[soft music]

♪ ♪

- We'll see you tomorrow, Addie.

- Have a great day.

As far as Addie going to see her dad,

that will still reflect on the parenting plan we have.

He can choose to exercise his parenting plan,

or he can choose not to.

That's up to him. I can't control that.

How was school today? - Good.

Mom. - What?

- The whole court process is not something

that you get to be a part of.

- I know that you saw--

- I know. I know. I know. OK.

I think everything is gonna stay the same.

Everything's gonna be OK. All right?

My intention is to never keep him away from her.

I know what it's like, you know,

to not see your father for very long periods of time.

And I wouldn't want that for her.

I love you.

- ♪ It's healing ♪

♪ You're my medicine tonight ♪

[upbeat pop music]

♪ ♪

- Ooh.

- It's cool, isn't it?

- Happy anniversary to you too.

- Thank you.

- And your server will be in in just a moment.

- Awesome. Thank you. - Enjoy.

- Wow.

- I love you. - I love you.

This is the first thing that came to my mind.

And I was like, "Ooh, this would be so cool

'cause she could have her mom."

I wish I'd met her, though.

So you like it? Nah? Yeah? Meh? Maybe?

- Shut up. [both laugh]

I'm trying not to cry is what I'm trying to do.

- But it's been a fricking year.

- I know.

Are you happy? - It's quick,

but I still feel like I've known you

for, like, a long time.

- Ooh, that's what I'm talking about, right there.

Red sangria.

Cheers to one year and a beautiful life.

So much to look forward to in the future.

OK, I'm gonna check the Ring.

Our girl is vacuuming.

- No, she isn't.

- [laughs]

With one arm.

- So Broncs and I were talking.

And he was like, "Khesanio, when are you

and my mom gonna have a baby?"

- He asked that? - Yes.

- Well, you do really, really good at this whole dad thing.

I'm just saying.

But with a baby, I am turning 30 this year.

Like, the time is now.

At the same time, I would rather be married.

So hopefully the divorce with Josh

will be official soon.

Being high risk and being diabetic,

it's gonna be easier when I'm younger.

It's a little overwhelming to think about.

And some doctors--

I've dealt with this my whole life--

will not operate on a diabetic.

If doctors are like,

"There's nothing we can do, you can't have a baby,"

you're not too far in.

You're not married to me yet.

You could go find a woman tomorrow

that is capable of carrying a baby.

- Whichever news you get from the doctor

will not alter me wanting to be with you.

Good or bad, it's not going to change.

Because I know I want to be with you, 100%.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- I never had a good experience having a baby.

Now I'm, like, more stable mentally,

physically, financially.

And I'm in a really good relationship.

But I haven't really, like, talked to a doctor

about wanting to have a baby yet.

And my fear is them telling me, "You shouldn't do this."

So first step is to just go get my tubes untied

and see even if my body is able to get pregnant.

- ♪ I'm uneasy ♪

♪ It's not easy ♪

♪ Thinking about what could've been ♪

♪ What could've what could've ♪

- When is Grandma coming?

- She'll probably be here soon. She'll be here any minute.

Oh, I think she's behind me.

Get out. Go ahead.

Get out.

- Behind us? - Yeah. Get out.

- Oh, my God, it's so awkward.

both: Hi.

- You're getting too tall.

[laughter]

Ready? - You're getting big, kiddo.

- Yeah. - Let's go.

- What are you, 6'3"? - [laughs]

- Missed you. - Me too.

- I like your pants. - Thanks.

- You're wearing bell bottoms.

How are your sisters?

- Annoying.

[laughter]

[somber music]

[line ringing]

- Hello?

- So I get instant anxiety when I see them.

And it's like, she's so triggering for me.

Like, they literally parked right behind me.

So I open up the door, and I'm like, all right, Nova, get out.

You can go. Grandma's here.

You know what I mean? I'm like, go.

- Right. - You go.

- Do you think it would be better

if you did say, "Hi, Mom"?

- I don't know.

- Just 'cause you guys are estranged

doesn't mean you can't say hi.

You can still make sure your children are safe

and make sure you're safe and also be able to say,

"Hi, Mom," give her a hug, "Love you."

- Mm-hmm. - That is totally a realistic,

possible world, you know?

- Yeah, you're right.

- OK, Honey Bunny. - All right, I love you.

- I love you too. - All right, bye.

- I love you so much. - I love you too.

- Don't you ever forget that, OK?

- Oh, I won't. - OK.

- Who would forget that their grandma loves them?

- I don't know. I just don't want you to.

♪ ♪

- Look at my mom.

She's, like, waiting.

- She's sitting here, waiting.

Give me a hug.

- I will.

- I will.

- You better, kid.

- I will. - How are you doing?

- Good. How are you feeling, Mom?

- Better, thank you.

- Can I get a hug?

- OK. - OK.

Oh, yeah. I love you too.

I'll talk to soon, OK? - OK.

- ♪ 'Cause now that I'm older ♪

♪ They're telling me to be stronger ♪

♪ They said, you can't be looking away ♪

♪ The clock is ticking

♪ The same ♪

♪ Fight or flight ♪

♪ Echoes in my bones ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Fight or flight ♪

♪ I'm not scared anymore ♪

♪ Fight or flight ♪

♪ ♪

- You're hitting the cones.

The cones are the car.

- Dad's in detox,

and then he's gonna have to go to a rehab facility.

- If you stick to this,

you'll be able to rebuild with your grandchildren.

- These are the words you gotta glue.

- We don't need two people barking at her.

- All right, I'll just go in the other room then.

- OK.

- If you would just let me talk.

- I need her for ten days.

- Please get out of my house.

- What is that? - It's methadone.

- You're on drugs?