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- I don't want to be around you when you're drunk.

When I was growing up, like, she had me young,

and there was drinking a lot.

- I drank a lot. I drank every day.

They took my mother[bleep] drink away from me.

I want my [bleep] drink.

- My mom had a few drinks on a visit with Carly.

She drank Michelobs.

- She had a couple Coors Lights.

- She's like, you should have pulled me aside.

And I said, my thing is I shouldn't

have to pull you aside.

- You wanted me to reach out to Dad.

You said that he had mentioned that he

wanted to go to a rehab facility,

that he needed the help.

- You never know when somebody's being serious

of wanting help or not.

- I just think that you're being way too nice.

- I'm back on the kid thing.

You have two.

Technically, I have one.

- I like my body a lot.

I don't want to [bleep] with my hormones right now.

- It's more, to it than I just want to have a kid.

- He's like, OK.

Well, if you're saying no right now, what about in

like two years?

I would love to go home and explore different options.

- I just want my relationship with my daughter.

Sorry, baby, that I'm depressed sometimes.

I love you, though.

- I just want you to be your-- like, healthy for yourself

and your mental health.

- Andrew's about to take James to California.

- It's really unfair.

- You know what time the wedding is?

- 5:00. - You're going to be late.

[cheers and applause]

- Is Amber trying to get with this girl?

- Pretty intimate.

- Is she switching sides?

Is Amber batting left or right?

- Hi.

Oh, OK, everyone's going to join.

- Now I can see you. - OK.

- Hi, Cate. - Hi.

- Speak of the devil.

- Is everyone in?

- Amber's running late.

- Shocker.

Amber's always running late.

- Jade, let's talk about your wedding.

- It was a freaking blast.

Yeah, I'm leaving for our honeymoon

to Turks and Caicos in a couple of days.

- How romantic.

- So fun. - Oh, my God.

- Anybody see Amber leave with that girl?

- Ha.

- Does anybody know what happened?

- I mean, I saw her kissing a girl.

- Oh, my God. - I saw them leave together.

- I like to see Amber having a good time.

- I thought it was great.

- Hey, Amber.

- Hi, baby, how are you?

- Good. We were just talking about you.

- What were you guys talking about?

- We want to know the-- how much fun you had.

- I think I might have had the most fun than even the bride.

- Amber, my next question, was it a one-time thing?

- It was a one-time thing, actually.

- Has anyone talked to Mackenzie?

- We saw her really quick when we were all in New York.

- Mackenzie's going to join.

She asked me to send her the link.

Just letting everybody know.

- Hi, Mackenzie. - Hi!

How are you guys? - Hey.

- Chaotic bunch. Oh, my God.

- Uh-huh.

- Are you and Khesanio living together yet or no?

- Not yet but hopefully soon.

- What?

- Mackenzie, I'm going to add you to the group chat

that we have.

We all kind of just check in with each other

every now and then.

- Perfect.

- Amber.

- There's a guy. There's a guy there.

- Who's with Amber? - No.

- Who's sitting with Amber?

- This is my boyfriend.

We are now, like, officially a couple.

- Hello, everybody.

- What's your name? - Welcome to the chaos.

- Dang, Amber.

- My name is actually Gary, believe it or not.

- Oh, my God.

- I know, right?

- Uh-oh.

- I need more wine.

- Maybe this is the Gary for you.

[laughter] - I think so.

- Yeah.

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♪ ♪

- ♪ You better make your move ♪

♪ You better make it quick ♪

♪ Gotta work the room ♪

♪ You gotta take it on the chin ♪

♪ So someone might take you serious ♪

- Go back to my artwork.

- I think we have some work to do.

We got a-- a soon to be 15-year-old.

Trying to decide, Leah--

we're going to take you to dinner for your birthday,

didn't know if you had a place you wanted to go.

- What do you think?

- I was thinking Italian, Pio's.

- We can do that again.

- We can invite your mom.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Hi, ladies.

Well, I'm sorry for just springing new Gary on you guys,

but you know me.

I can't keep a secret from you.

Everything's been going pretty well.

I have a really busy week coming up.

Leah has a birthday.

She will be 15.

And James will be coming to see me just a few days

later, so I'm really excited--

busy week.

But it's going to be a week filled with love.

But it's going to be a week filled with love.

So--

Hey, big guy.

- How's your house going? You're in there, right?

- I'm in.

The house is looking good, though.

I have to say, like, Bubby's room, actually--

I'm fixing up his room.

Bubby's going to be coming to Indiana soon.

- Yeah.

I thought you would say that anyways that you

would want to come see him.

- Yeah.

Well, I wanted to let you know for Leah's birthday, I think

we're going to go to dinner, didn't

know if you wanted to join us.

- Well, of course.

I'm so proud of Leah and how she

behaves and everything-- like, just everything about her.

- We're thinking 3:15 because it's a school night.

- Sounds good.

I'll definitely-- I'll be there on time for sure.

Well, I'll talk to you soon.

I'm going to fix up the house a little bit

before I go to sleep.

- Talk to you later.

- All right, bye.

- ♪ We're turning the corner, turning the page ♪

♪ And every single second with you feels like a party ♪

♪ To me ♪

- You guys want to play "Heads Up"?

- Yeah. - OK.

And then we're going to do a little bit of cleaning,

and then we're going to go to bed.

[dog growls]

- They eat-- they eat mosquitoes.

They eat mosquitoes out of--

- They hang upside down.

- Hang upside down in caves.

- A bat?

- Yes, good job.

My life has been a wild rodeo.

I grew up in Oklahoma, and the moment I met Josh at 16,

we fell in love quickly.

We got married and had three kids,

but our marriage was always up and down.

- I just want everything to be better.

My mom was always our biggest cheerleader.

But when she passed away from cancer, I needed a change.

- It says Florida Welcome Center.

- [screams]

- That's Florida!

I moved to Florida.

It was a fresh start for me and Josh,

but it didn't last long.

Not [bleep] doing this.

You're a dick, Josh.

I filed for divorce, and he moved back to Oklahoma.

Sadly, he hasn't been helping financially,

but things now are getting much better.

- ♪ Let's kick it up to the max ♪

- I've been dating a new amazing man

for almost one year.

Khesanio is a soccer player and coach from Jamaica,

and the kids adore him.

Things have been going really well.

You guys know Khes and I have been together for about a year

now, and he loves you guys a lot.

You guys know that.

And he's been cooking for us, and helping pay for bills,

and really taking a lot off our plate.

How do you guys feel about Khesanio,

like, moving in full-time?

- Happy, happy, happy.

- I would like him to.

- Well, we will take Mommy's office

since I never really go in there

and turn it into Khesanio's man cave.

And Mommy has her fitness space, so I

don't need the office anymore.

Are we thumbs-up?

- Thumbs all the way up to the sky.

- Thumbs-up.

- ♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ You and me forever ♪

♪ And it's like whoa-oh-oh-oh, you and me ♪

- Hey! - Hello, hello.

- It's Khesi!

- Baby!

- Look at that big smile.

- Baby.

- OK, look, Khes.

- What did you just call me?

- Baby.

- You did some work in here.

- Yes, I cleaned it out for you,

and you got the big TV and that little thing that you play.

- Cool.

- Oh, wow.

I want a-- I want a backstory on all these trophies.

- So this is just a Sunday league one.

This is Sunday league.

This is Sunday league soccer.

OK.

And then--

- He's, like, 20.

- --ta-da.

- Jamaica.

- The motherland.

- That'll make this room the man cave.

That'll complete everything. - The motherland.

- ♪ On the first time, what you got ♪

♪ Oh, from the first time ♪

- Buckle up.

Hey, ladies, I hope all of you are doing well.

I'm so bummed that I missed Jade's wedding.

Bummer.

I wanted to be there so bad.

But it's just been really busy for me lately.

I have my real estate license, but it's

been very challenging to find a job to work under a broker.

And I ended up taking a waitressing position

just to pay the bills and all these kids' activities,

you know.

Life as a single mom never stops.

You know what I mean?

- ♪ On the first time ♪

[phone rings]

- Hello.

- Hey, I was thinking about

- Hey, I was thinking about

stopping by and bringing some coffee,

so we can talk.

Is that fine?

- Yeah, why can't you just tell me on the phone?

- This is just about our dad, and I just kind of want to sit

down, you know, in person.

Let's talk about it.

- Mmm, OK.

I haven't seen my dad 9, 10 years.

That's how long it's been.

He became addicted to pain pills after an accident

at work when I was a kid, and he's been struggling

with addiction ever since.

When I got addicted to pain pills myself as a teen,

he enabled me.

It's been hard.

It's just been toxic my entire life.

After going to rehab and getting clean,

I decided to create strong boundaries

and distance myself from him.

I'm not angry.

I forgive him.

I just think that I get to be firm in my boundaries.

[light music]

[knock at door]

Come in. - Hello.

- How are you?

- I'm good.

- Here comes the sun. Bull[bleep].

- Oh, my.

- All right, so what is it?

What is it?

- I don't know.

OK, so Dad wants to go into detox.

- Where? Florida?

- No, he's already here.

- What the [bleep], Victoria?

Why?

- Because he said he wanted to be with his kids and grandkids,

and he wanted to get help. - Oh, my God.

Where is he at? Where is he staying?

- He's at my house.

- What the [bleep]?

- He wants to get help and do detox.

What I do, say no? - Yes.

- No. - You tell him to go there.

You tell him to go there. - I can't reject that.

And I know that it's going to take longer for you

because your experiences are different than mine.

- Yeah.

- And I don't want to put you in that situation,

so I've kind of just, like, taken it on.

- I think that you need to be careful because there's

a difference in supporting someone through this process

and enabling.

- If you have some sort of part of you that supports him,

I think, one, he needs to know that.

I accepted him coming here because something

did feel different.

He's wanting to go straight to detox.

- OK.

- There's just a few things that we have to wrap

up before he goes into detox.

And I think it would be nice that when you're ready

or when you feel good to step in

with whatever type of support that you want to give--

because you can relate to the stuff that he's going through

and what he's going to go through.

- If he commits and follows through,

I will meet him at the entrance of the detox facility--

- Yeah.

- --and walk him through those doors.

But if he checks out--

- That's fair.

- --of that detox facility, deuces.

I do not have time for that [bleep].

[upbeat music]

- ♪ This is a beautiful life ♪

♪ The sun is shining outside ♪

♪ Nobody's killing our vibe ♪

♪ ♪

- What are you doing?

- What are you doing?

- Depends. What are you doing?

- I on my iPad, looking at fireman, like, career stuff.

- I got a lighter.

- What is that for?

- I was going to make creme brulée, but it's not working.

But what are you looking at fireman stuff for?

- A career.

- You're looking at that because of the baby talk?

- Now that you bring it up, yes.

- Tell me more.

- Just looking at different things, different options,

you know.

EMT, of course, you know-- you need

to have that as a prerequisite to become a fireman.

- Uh-huh.

- Like, an electrician--

I was looking at that, you know.

They make pretty good salaries.

And yeah, just kind of weighing options.

- OK.

- We had our talk back in Columbia, you know.

And I was just trying to be a little proactive.

- When and how would you know that you're

ready for another child if that's something that's

going to be on the table?

- If Zach showed up in different ways that provided,

like, my mind more stability.

I think listening to you, like, and being active,

it just makes me think like, OK, am I doing everything

I can to make sure I'm putting energy into,

like, that conversation-- not saying, like, I want to have

a baby but also not saying, like,

no, I don't want to have one.

It's not like I'm getting younger.

I should just go and at least meet with the fertility doctor

and see what the options are.

- But I do think that's a good idea, you know,

just so you can get the knowledge and just know,

you know-- pretty sure, you know, they could be like,

you have 10, 15 years.

You're still good.

You don't need to worry about that.

Or it could be like you have, like, you know, 10, 15 months,

- I'm going to make the appointment.

I don't want to say no, but I don't want to say yes.

And I don't want to do either answer without knowing all,

like, the pieces of the puzzle.

- Yeah, I agree.

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♪ ♪

- Hey, guys.

So it's crazy, but I haven't spoken to my mom

in about six months ever since the Carly visit.

- Is that Carly standing there?

- Yeah. - Holy crap.

- She's tall.

Unfortunately, my mom broke one of my boundaries.

She had a few drinks.

It's exhausting. - But I'll tell you what.

- So done with it.

She hasn't really tried to reach out.

I haven't reached out to her.

It's definitely been, you know-- it's hard,

and it's difficult.

It's hard to get help with the kids.

But, you know, also, like, I don't want

my children to see the sort of stuff that I saw

as a kid either.

So I'm hoping that there can be some change in the future.

But if there isn't, I'm OK right now.

- Where are we going? What do you want?

- Oh, yeah, mm-hmm. She was doing--

- Let's go this--

let's go this way.

- Nova-- her cheer comp season is starting soon.

- I already talked to her. - Yeah.

- I told her-- I said, listen, me and Mom don't have

as much help as we did before.

So I'll be at as many competitions as I can be at.

- With all the stuff that happened with my mom and stuff,

I mean, I feel like the only hard aspect is, like,

not having help with the kids.

Just the fact that there is no effort is crazy to me.

- And you have said many times.

Like, you've given her the freedom

of, hey, like, my kids-- you always have access to them.

I don't restrict it.

You have the numbers. You have my address.

- Yeah, you have their iPad thing.

I mean, my kids have called them in the past multiple times

from their iPads.

- FaceTime and all that stuff.

- You know how to get a hold of them.

For me, it got to the point where

it's like I should not be anxious dropping my children

off with their grandma.

- I think you're doing the right thing as far as--

- Yeah.

No, I know-- I know that I am.

- Yeah-- creating your boundaries.

You're making your safe circle.

- I just don't want my kids to look at me

and be like, you kept me from my grandma.

Like, Nova's the oldest, so I don't want it to affect

her in a negative light.

Like, I don't want her to look at, like, me.

- Check it out with her.

She's very wise. She's smart.

Be like, hey, do you miss your grandma?

Yes. Would you want to FaceTime her?

Like, just giving her--

you can whenever you want.

- I don't know.

Yeah, I think I'm going to probably bring it up to her

again and be like, hey, have you ever thought about,

you know-- do you miss her? Yeah.

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♪ ♪

- OK, so super scary situation over here--

my daughter, Jaxie, got in a bike wreck,

and she broke her arm and busted a front tooth

out, which was an adult tooth.

Khesanio was amazing through this whole thing,

and he was right by our side.

She actually has surgery tomorrow on her arm,

and we're flying my dad in.

There's Papa.

Whoo-hoo.

- How you feeling, little girl?

Oh, my goodness.

- You both have missing teeth.

- You look a little prettier than I do without yours.

- No, she don't even look pretty.

- Yes, she does.

- Khesanio and my dad have a really,

really good relationship.

My dad loves Khesanio, and he is

so thankful to know that Khesanio

is here taking care of us.

I really think that it makes my dad so happy

and have some peace to see me with a man

that loves me and my kids.

- ♪ It's that easy ♪

♪ 1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3 ♪

♪ It's that easy ♪

♪ 1, 2, 3 ♪

- We're happy that you're actually back

and spending some time with the kids.

- I'll tell you, I love being here.

But I wish it was under different circumstances.

- True. True.

- ♪ It's that easy ♪

♪ Easy ♪

- You guys are pulling off the family thing

really well I think. - Yeah.

- How did you adjust to just all of a sudden

three kids being in the picture?

- I think at the start, I just needed to create a relationship

with the kids, like, you know, build trust, build

a lot of those things that make them feel comfortable as well,

you know.

I've felt secured in this whole relationship

with Mack from the start.

- I've seen my daughter hurt.

- Oh, yeah.

- And I don't want to see it again.

I really feel like that's not going to happen here.

- No.

- ♪ Every day is a different story that I tell myself ♪

- My sister is dropping off my dad at detox today.

I am going to see my dad.

I made the promise that if he went into detox

that I would meet him there.

Yeah.

It's a huge step but also just the beginning.

- ♪ Break away from the old me ♪

♪ And I don't know what's next ♪

- I feel like you're nervous a little bit.

- Well, you know, anybody would be nervous a little bit.

- Leah is not going to be, you know, as welcoming

until you get through this.

The medication has taken 20 years of your life.

It's taken 20 years of our life.

Are you ready to do it?

- Yep. Absolutely.

I want to be free of it.

- Because I can personally relate to his circumstance

when it comes to being addicted to the pain pills

or struggling with addiction,

I can, like, extend compassion.

I think that I'm at a place in my life

where I'm strong enough to support

him all the way through.

Maybe this is it.

Maybe this is the real deal.

- I'm going to pull up here and let you out.

Leah is here. She wants to talk to you.

She's waiting for you in her car.

♪ ♪

- [vocalizing]

♪ ♪

♪ I'll find my way back ♪

- Hi.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Show off your tricks.

Come up.

OK. All right.

- Is that the trick?

- That is her trick.

- ♪ Sunny days ahead ♪

♪ I'm jumping in, ready or not ♪

♪ Let's bring the blue square back again ♪

♪ Sunny days ahead ♪

- Hello. - Hey.

- Hi. - How are you?

- Hi, how are you?

What's your name, big guy?

- Ace.

It's his nap time, so he's angry at the world.

- Does he want to lie down and take a nap?

- Wow.

- So what brings you in today?

- So we were looking into the different options

of having another baby or freezing my eggs and waiting.

I don't know anything about freezing my eggs.

I don't even know how that works,

if that's even an option, if that's the thing.

- You are 32. Is that right?

- Yes. - Me or him?

- I'm 32. She's 31. - Oh, OK.

- What are you using for birth control right now?

- The pill.

- We can freeze eggs.

We can freeze the embryos.

Or you can have another kid.

All of those are on the table.

When you freeze eggs, the good part of freezing eggs

is it's not an embryo.

So a lot of people feel more comfortable.

- Oh, an embryo is a baby.

- So an embryo, you know-- when you put an egg

and a sperm together and it's a fertilized embryo,

it's an embryo.

So the point of freezing eggs for a lot of people

is, like, oh, I'm not ready to have a kid now,

and I'm getting older.

And I don't want to wait because if I'm older,

I'm going to be less fertile.

And then I might not be able to get pregnant.

If you really think that you're going to be waiting,

then it's something to consider, you know.

But if you're waiting till 35 or 36--

- Then it's--

- --it's not that critical because you could just--

if at 35 or 36 you're not pregnant within six months,

you could do it then.

If you want, we can go inside, and do an ultrasound,

and look at your ovaries, see how many eggs

really are in both ovaries.

- Yeah. - OK.

Let's go.

I think there's six follicles, and I bet there'll be more.

Because you're on the pill, they're probably suppressed,

so they're smaller than we would see if you get off.

The world is open to you.

You could choose to freeze eggs because you want to.

There's no urgency for you to do it.

Any other questions for me?

- No, I think we just--

Zach and I need to make a decision.

- ♪ No one likes to change ♪

♪ We are built that way ♪

- Let's go.

- Take Molly with you.

- ♪ I guess that it's growing pains ♪

- [yawns]

- I'm tired, too.

- Yeah.

- I hope Amber and Leah get along tomorrow.

I know the birthdays have always been a bit touchy.

- Are you excited for your birthday?

- Mm-hmm. - Who you want to invite?

- You, Christina, Emily.

- Your mom. - I don't want to, though.

- You know, Leah is--

she's getting to the point now where

she's becoming more vocal.

She is very opinionated.

And--

- You know, there's a way that Amber even

talks to Leah sometimes, and Amber

doesn't know that it's like--

it annoys Leah.

I want nothing but a healthy relationship for them, too.

- Yeah.

- I've been trying to have a healthy relationship with Amber

for a while, but...

- ♪ Go get you some ♪

♪ Uh-huh ♪

♪ ♪

- Boo-boo birthday.

- Let's make bets on how long it'll take for her to get here.

- She's always late.

Would you want to message Amber and tell her we're here?

- Is she driving herself, or does she have an Uber?

- I don't know.

- Oh, God.

[phone chimes]

- Now that you are 15, do you want to go take

your permit test this week?

Do you think you're ready?

- OK.

[line trilling]

[phone chiming]

- Hello.

- Hey, what's up?

- Yeah, we're starving here. So--

- Why are you on me?

- Well, you're late.

- No.

I got here at, like, 3:15.

- I'm, like, about 15 minutes away.

- We'll see you when you get here.

- Bye. - All right, bye.

[tense music]

♪ ♪

- I'm going to do the chicken Parmesan.

And then for her when she gets here, what is it she gets,

that spinach ravioli--

- Oh, the ravioli Mariano--

spinach ravioli with marinara sauce.

- Yes.

- Hello.

Hi.

- Hi.

- Guys, I made it.

[laughs]

My 15-year-old girl.

My 15-year-old girl.

I miss you, too.

- Excuse me.

The chicken Parm.

- Thank you.

- Excuse me.

Ravioli for you. - Thank you.

- Did it seem like fast service to you?

- Shut up. - I'm just making sure.

- What's our plan?

You're 15.

Do you know, actually, now, at your age,

you're going to need me more than ever because you're

about to get real crazy.

Oh, I didn't tell you.

So I have a new boyfriend.

- I'm scared.

- Why were you looking like that?

- New and improved.

- I'm just drinking my lemonade.

- This is why I'm so sarcastic with you

because you just say things to just say it--

your attitude.

Like, when I'm around her--

- She's just like her daddy.

- --the worst of me come-- it's not the worst.

It's, like, the most sarcastic, like, part of me.

I want to just--

but then she pushes it.

She's also very sarcastic.

I love her to death.

She's just like me.

Here, I'll just show you a little picture.

- I don't want to see a picture.

Do you want a third kid?

- Yes, I do.

- There you go.

- As long as he makes you happy.

- The [bleep] you talking about?

- What? - Is he cute?

- That's rude.

- I didn't say nothing about him.

- That's the point. You said that so rude, though.

That's her being a dick.

- That was a bad word.

- See, you make me want to cuss.

- You have self-control.

- I do, obviously.

Thank you so much.

- What time is it, babe? - Why are you asking what time?

- Because she needs to study for her homework,

and it's 6:00. - I get that.

OK, OK, calm.

- Well, you ask a question. I'm going to answer it.

- OK, calm.

- Don't ask me a question and not expect me to answer it.

- You got an issue or something?

♪ ♪

[tense music]

♪ ♪

- Hi.

Come here.

[sniffling]

- I love you.

- Love you.

I love you, but it's very hard.

- And I'm just so sorry for being messed up on them things

for so long, thinking I had to have them to survive,

you know--

- And you don't.

- --to go without pain.

- And I want to support you.

I want you to know that I support you.

But you also have to know that the detox

is going to be very difficult.

- I'm ready.

- When it comes to our past, I've

already done the work that I've needed to do to overcome

anything from the past.

I hold no grudges.

I forgive you for the past.

Even with my childhood, I've done the work

to do what I needed to do to make sure that it does

not reflect on my daughters.

And that's why boundaries are so important to me

because there was a lot that I went through and didn't even

speak on or didn't even know that bothered

me until I went to treatment.

And you can see it.

Like, you can see it come to fruition in my kids' lives,

in my own life.

But I will not allow anything to come between that-- nothing.

And I will not allow them to be exposed

to the same trauma or pain that we were exposed to.

- I understand that, and I need to do something about it.

And that's what I'm prepared and wanting to do.

I'm going to get back on the right path.

- You do.

I agree.

Genuinely, I thought that I would get a call in--

one day that, you know, my dad had passed away.

I was prepared for me to be like, oh, OK.

So this is, like,

different than I expected.

It's going to be a struggle.

It's going to be hard.

I think I gave him the best advice I had at the moment.

And, you know, I hope that he pulls--

pulls this through.

- ♪ Some days it feels easiest ♪

♪ Just to stay lost in my head ♪

- So I wanted to have a conversation with you

about your grandma.

Remember when we went to the Carly visit?

She had a beer when we were all at dinner.

And so I had to talk to Grandma and say, hey, I asked you--

I asked you not to drink around me or the kids, you know.

And so when I told her that, she got upset with me.

- Yeah, but when is she going to stop drinking,

so I can actually go over there?

- I-- I don't know.

Why? Do you miss her?

You do.

Yeah.

- Because I can't be around her anymore that much.

- OK.

And that makes you sad?

What do you think?

- Because she can say mean things sometimes,

and she can be weird around us.

Like, one time, she fell asleep in the bathtub.

- Right.

And see, I don't want you to be around stuff like that.

'Cause does that make you feel safe?

No.

I'm sorry.

- It's OK.

- You don't look OK.

You're not OK?

- I just miss her so much.

I just want her back with me.

- You do?

Come here.

I'm sorry.

You know what?

If they're not going to change, they don't deserve

to be in our life, period.

I just can't imagine, like, my kids getting older

I just can't imagine, like, my kids getting older

and have the things that Mom's done to me.

And I can't imagine, like, my child saying, hey,

can you do this for me, so we can build-- like,

I would be doing anything--

anything.

Like, I don't feel like I'm a bad person.

I just don't want certain things around me.

So it's just-- it's just mind boggling to me.

How can you not want to be around my kids?

- So that means that Grandma might not want us in her life?

- I don't-- I don't really know.

I guess that would be an answer that she would have to give.

[gentle music]

♪ ♪

- Khesi's home. - What's up, big man?

- What's up? - How was school?

- Fun.

- You know your sister had surgery today?

- She broke this bone right here--

these two.

They had to cut her arm to then screw the bones back together.

- You feel bad?

Yeah.

- Now it's turned into a three-month thing.

- Wait, so she's going to be in cast for three months?

Dang. - Yeah.

Her ligaments that move her fingers

jammed to the other side and under her wrist.

And then she has to be seen every year

because it's her growth plate to make sure her arm grows.

I'm going to have to shower with her, brush her teeth.

I have to go to the bathroom.

She can't rip toilet paper off.

- That's got to be tough.

- I am very drained after today.

- Are you-- - It's fine.

Come give me a hug. Come on.

- ♪ Have you ever ♪

- Give me a hug. Hug me good.

Oh, let's both hug Broncs. Come on.

Tell her it's going to be fine.

- It's going to be fine.

- And tell her that you love her so much.

- I love you so much.

- Good.

- I love watching Khes be dad.

I was doing my best being a single mom,

but he's made me realize there was a lot that I

could have done better with.

He just, like, naturally picked up the pieces.

Khesanio's role is-- in this house is safety.

- ♪ Let it find you ♪

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- I'm enjoying the peace while Ace is asleep.

- Yeah, right.

- How do you feel after the fertility visit?

- Felt good.

- Yeah.

- I feel like, you know, more so for you.

It was for us.

But it was for, you know, your body, your eggs.

The main thing we got from that is you have--

we have time.

- There is time.

Like, if we did decide to have a baby, there's enough time.

I think that there needs to be more, like, stability

and stability within, like, careers, and benefits,

and certain things like that before we

jump into having another one.

I need to really figure out what I want,

but it's not something that you can go back and forth on.

It's something that you need to really be certain of.

So who knows what will happen?

Now that I have all the information from the fertility

doctor, I don't necessarily think that freezing my eggs

is for me at this time.

I love being a mom.

I cannot deny that.

And I have a lot of love to give.

Maybe Zach has rubbed off on me,

and maybe there is a baby coming.

Oh, my God, what am I talking about?

Let's cut the camera off.

- ♪ Tried to stay on the straight and narrow ♪

♪ But I keep getting pulled to the shadows ♪

- What time is it, babe?

- Why are you asking what time?

- Because she needs to study for her homework.

- What do you think, it's, like,

9:00 at night or something?

- It's 6:00.

By the time we get home, it's 7:00.

- OK, OK, calm.

- Well, you ask a question.

I'm going to answer it.

You want to open your presents?

- Sure.

- OK.

- Gary, you good?

- I don't know why you're asking me if I'm OK.

I'm good.

- Who has the first present?

- Is there a problem eating this?

I don't know what your deal is--

getting mad at me because I asked what time it is.

- Hey, you got to-- you need to chill out for real.

- Well, you're, like, making--

- You're going to chill is what you're going--

- That's nothing towards you. - I'm dead serious.

And you're acting, like, stupid right now.

Why are you so sensitive today?

- I'm not sensitive.

You just keep going.

Jesus. - Keep going?

I didn't even talk to you barely.

- Then stop talking to me.

I ain't talking to you.

I ain't messing with you.

I'm eating a cannoli, and you're making it big, old deal.

I'm not--

- You're not going to act that way towards me for no reason,

and then you have this big, old attitude with me.

- First of all--

- So excuse you for your attitude for no reason.

- I'm not having a attitude with you, but you can keep on.

You do your thing. You do your thing, Amber.

- Don't talk to me stupid, like, seriously.

- Then don't talk to me.

I ain't talking to you.

I wasn't even talking to you.

- For you to even be saying that, though, is so ignorant.

- Say what?

Oh, my God.

- You're acting like a [bleep] ass[bleep] for no reason.

- Can you watch your mouth, please?

- Then you're an idiot.

- Who was late? - Not me.

- 100% you.

- What are you talking about?

I got here right on time.

- Sorry, Leah.

- What are you saying sorry for?

- What are you saying sorry for?

- Do you not see?

- Can you both stop, please?

- Jesus [bleep] Christ, dude. - God.

I literally didn't even start anything.

- I'm sorry, Leah.

- Just stop, both of you.

- God.

- Dad.

Stop, both of you.

- Honey, I'm fine. No worries.

- No, both of you need to stop.

- I promise.

[somber music]

♪ ♪

- Can I go to the bathroom?

- You can take her.

♪ ♪

- I don't want to do presents anymore.

- You just made your daughter cry because you

have a [bleep] attitude.

- All right, all right, blame me.

- Trash bag.

- Happy birthday.

- Thank you.

- So now it's, like, OK, Leah gets to go home,

and it's me to blame then.

This is why I never have a [bleep] chance with her.

Like, what the [bleep]?

- ♪ In my stride ♪

♪ Destiny ♪

♪ Close my eyes ♪

♪ Picture my dreams ♪

♪ Take control ♪

♪ Within reach ♪

♪ Reality becomes complete ♪

♪ Don't count me out ♪

♪ Feel the rush as my heart beats fast ♪

♪ Breath in slow ♪

♪ Shake my thoughts and awake my soul ♪

♪ I found the strength within me ♪

♪ To lift me up towards destiny ♪

- Next on "Teen Mom The Next Chapter"...

- You won't believe who I'm with.

- I got a text your grandma went to the hospital.

- What?

- What you were dealt with

when you saw the cops wasn't ideal.

- Our difference shouldn't reflect on the kids,

and I'm an adult enough to deal with it.

- Where's Leah? - You're not married to me yet.

You could go find a woman

who's capable of carrying a baby.