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- Previously on "Teen Mom:
The Next Chapter"...

- Ryan's come a long way
in the last year.

- Yeah.
- You sure?

Not one more--
- Absolutely not.

I'll get a dog.

- I can't believe Bentley
was this small

at one point in time.

- And we're going
to his birthday.

- At 16 years old.
- Thank you.

- We're moving to
a bigger place soon.

There'll be more space
for the baby,

and Bentley can come over
anytime he wants.

- You have lots of sperm,

but they weren't swimming.

- Oh, hell no.

- We went and saw
the fertility doctor again,

and she, like,
retested Zach's sperm.

She said his swimmers
are back alive,

which means that
my eggs aren't doing

what they're supposed to do.

I was not trying
to get pregnant

when I got pregnant with Ryder.

Now I'm trying,
and it's not working.

- Mm-hmm.

- Like, the pressure
is on to get pregnant.

- The fiancé of "Teen Mom"

reality star Amber Portwood
is missing.

- I am not right.

The day that man left,
you broke me

because we were
actually in love.

Why am I getting persecuted?

you to adopt me.

- We support whatever decision
you want.

- You only get this once
in a lifetime.

- It's your first day
of high school.

Are you kidding me?

- We are getting ready to go
to our first high school dance.

- I'm not dancing.
Uh-uh.

- She's got one good eye here,
which is what she depends on.

- Can you get your
wheelchair out now?

- Don't need it,
but if you think I need it,

I'm not going.

- She hasn't accepted that
she has muscular dystrophy yet,

so if I tell her people
won't be helping you,

she's like, "Well,
I won't ask for nothing."

Like, she's very strong-willed,
and I love that.

- Ally has covered up
anger for a while,

not being able to do
certain things,

and now she's in a mindset,
I'm gonna do it,

whether you like it or not.

No, I want a hug.

[bright music]

♪ ♪

- Did I see that right?

- Whoa!

With all my kids,
they were ten pounds.

That's why I'm terrified
to have twins.

I can't have
two ten-pound babies.

- No, it wouldn't be
two ten-pound babies.

- I need to figure out
custody for my kids.

If something happens to me,

do they go to
their blood father

or the one that's raising them?

- They go to their dad.
I looked it up.

- Mm-hmm.
- You are not divorced.

- Hmm?
- You are not divorced.

[upbeat rock music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Clinging to the world
as it's spinning round ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Hanging by a thread ♪

♪ And I'm calling out ♪

- So I go to talk to a lawyer.

She says to me,
"You're not divorced."

My heart sank.

Like, there is no way.

Khesanio wouldn't have proposed
if he knew I was still married.

I would not have
went through IVF

if I knew I was still married.
Like, we thought we were good.

[dramatic music]

Oh, my gosh.

This is divorce papers

signed by a judge.

I'm gonna send this
to my lawyer.

♪ ♪

- ♪ I won't let you down ♪

[line ringing]

♪ If you don't let me go ♪

- Hello.

- Hi, Laterria.

How are you?

- I am good,
and I have good news for you.

- Oh, gosh.
I'm ready.

- Oh!

- I had to call the clerk
first thing this morning.

And for whatever reason,
they saw the document

on their end, but it wasn't
reflecting on my end.

She did update it.

And you can get married
right now if you wanted to.

- Yay.
- Yes.

- So now we're kind of
back at square one,

why I originally came to you.

So what would it look like

to ask Josh to just sign

your rights over
for full custody?

- If you know exactly
what you want to change,

a petition to modify is
gonna be your best option.

Now, if he just says "No,
I don't want to give Khesanio

my kids,"
or "I don't want him

to be involved
in their lives,"

then you got to file a motion.

- So what if, like,
we just never hear from him?

- If he doesn't respond
to anything,

by default, you win.

The courts do whatever it is
that you're asking,

as long as they feel
like it's reasonable.

You just got to make
a decision as to what,

you know, you want to do.

- Well, all right,
that gives me direction,

but I appreciate you
taking your time on this,

and I will be
reaching out shortly.

- OK, no problem.
Have a good one.

- All right.
You too.

Khes.

- OK, so what did she say?

- OK, so she found it.

There was a mistake
in the system.

I am a divorced woman,

and I have been
this whole time.

- OK, so no more--

- No more stressing about that.

I'm glad I spoke to the lawyer.

I got a lot of answers.
Yeah.

So if I ever want to move
forward with anything,

that's who I'm gonna use.

But now I would really like

to just focus on other stuff,
not this.

- Like what?
- A baby.

12 days after my transfer,
I got the call.

- Well, congratulations.

The test did
come back positive.

OK?
- Yay.

And now we get to go
to our first ultrasound.

[bright music]

[upbeat pop music]

- ♪ See how far we've come ♪

♪ We're gonna make it now ♪

[phone ringing]

- Hi.
- Hey.

- What are you doing?

- I bet.

- Yay.

- Do you need help?

- Please come.

We have to catch up on
a lot anyways.

Good news to tell you.
- Yay.

OK, I'll see you
in a little bit.

- All right.
- OK.

♪ ♪

Hi.

- You brought boxes?
- I did.

All right,
what are we working on?

- I'm to the point now where
I'm just shoving shit.

- Dude.

♪ ♪

- Oh, yeah.
- Bathing suit.

- Bathing suit.

♪ ♪

- ♪ We would give our love ♪

- Yes.

- And there you go.

Yeah, I don't envy you at all.

But I will say, the last move,
we hired a company.

We'll forever do that.
- Again.

So that's what Jen is doing.
- Mm-hmm.

- But I'm still gonna
have to be right there

and be like, "Hey, is this--"
- Oh, yeah, yeah, for sure.

Y'all were still looking
for a place

the last time
we talked about it.

Like, y'all found
something y'all like?

- Yes, thankfully.
- Mm-hmm.

- And the one that we found,
it had the yard.

You know,
it had enough bedrooms.

Because I filed the motion
for full custody of Brandon.

- Do you have any kids
of your own?

- I have one.
He just turned 11.

His name is Brandon.

My father helped raised him
due to me being incarcerated.

- I'm assuming no--

- No, you're exactly right.
- You don't have custody

right now?
- I don't have custody.

I went to court the other day.
- Uh-huh.

- It went good.

And got full custody
of my son Brandon back.

- Yay.

- So he will be moving in
with us.

That was our--
that was my biggest priority.

I mean, for all the kids, but--
- Of course, yeah.

Oh, my God, I'm so happy.
- Yeah, I am too.

- Good job.

Y'all deserve it.
- I'm excited.

It's gonna be new.
It's gonna be stressful.

But we're all just
learning to do this together.

- Work through it together,
yeah.

- So it is really important
for me and Ryan

to bond with the kids
and have them come over.

Would you be comfortable
with letting Bentley

have a slumber party?
- Yeah.

I am OK with Bentley
staying the night.

This will--
honestly, it would be

the first time where he goes
to where Ryan is living

and be happy about it.

'Cause it
really only happened...

- I mean,
that makes me happy...

- Like, two times before.
- But I hate that it's--

it was like that, you know?
- Yeah.

They've come such a long way.

And he adores you, so...
- I love that.

- Plus, I know him
and Brandon will...

- Vibe.
- Get along.

- Yeah.
That's gonna be a lot of kids.

- A hell of a lot of kids, man.

And then the new baby too.

The new baby is just gonna
come in and be like,

"What circus stuff
was I born into?"

[laughter]
- Whoo-whee.

- You're a reproductive
motherfucker, I swear.

♪ ♪

- ♪ I got the heart
of a rebel ♪

♪ I got the heart of a ♪

♪ I got the heart of a ♪

[line ringing]

- Hi, Ali.
- Hi.

Guess what's coming up.
- What?

- I get to take
my learner's test to drive.

- Are you scared to do it?
- No.

I'm actually super excited.

- Do you have to get, like,
cleared by a doctor?

- I'm not really sure
how it works,

but I have a doctor's
appointment tomorrow.

It's my eye doctor appointment.

Because I guess where I can't
see out of that one eye,

they'll have to do,
like, exams or something

to where I can get my learner's
and driver's license.

- It'll be fine, I feel like.

- I guess we'll just go there,
and he'll tell us.

- That's really exciting.

♪ ♪

- So Ali and Aleeah
are in movement

to get their driving permit
to learn how to drive.

- That is crazy to me,
that they're even

old enough to drive.
I don't know.

But with Ali,
I think it makes me scared

that she is legally blind
in one eye,

like how we can do this,
and she would have to--

- She would have to actually
turn her whole head

to see on that side.

But she's already
accustomed to that

because that's all
she's ever known.

And muscular dystrophy
plays a part in this too,

but not being able to drive
is definitely

off the cards for her.
- Oh, yeah--

- You guys will see her
down there

at the courthouse protesting.
OK?

She's not gonna accept that
she can't get her license.

And then what if they say
it's not possible?

It's like,
that's a fucking challenge.

I feel like I always have
to be the one to drop...

- The bombs.

- The reality on Ali.

And Dad doesn't
really say much.

It's just Corey's personality.
It's their dad.

And maybe it's a dad thing.

But I don't want her
to look at me like,

I just don't believe
in her anymore.

- You have to
shoot it straight.

- Yeah,
I can shoot it straight,

but I think it drives a wedge
in my relationship

with Ali, too,
so now I'm gonna let

the doctor deliver the news.
I'm not saying anything.

I'm not prepping her
for anything.

I just want to go through
whatever they tell us with you

because I just want to have
a relationship with her

and it not always be surrounded
around medical stuff.

I just want to be your mom,
and I want to support you

in whatever that looks like.

- But a part of you
might feel afraid, too,

if you was handed a challenge.
- Hold on.

- It's OK.

- No, because
I'm just really angry.

It makes me want to
like, throw shit.

- Scream.
It's OK.

You guys have hit
these milestones,

and you've swooshed over them.

[tense music]

- I just feel angry.

- Yeah, because
of the unknown--

- No, I feel angry because
she has to go through that.

- Yeah.

♪ ♪

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Why did I try to pull?
- I just watched you.

- What was the reason?

I always pull
when I'm not supposed to

and push when
I'm not supposed to.

- I'm like, "What?"
- Ladies, ready to order?

- Yes.
I'll take a Caesar with salmon.

- I'm gonna copy her.
- OK.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

- What is going on with, like,
trying for another kid?

- So what's crazy is
it's been a year now

since I've been
off birth control.

- You stopped birth control.
- I'm not pregnant.

- Yeah.
- I think I'm just sad.

- Sister, I'm sorry.

- Like, I think
in the beginning,

when, like, he had got tested
and the doctor thought, oh,

it could be him, I felt like
I was so compassionate,

trying to hype him up as a man,

and I don't know
if he understands, like,

what it feels like
to be a woman

and to be told, like,
your body's not doing

what your body
was created to do.

- Have you ever communicated
with him

in how you want him
to show up in that way?

- No, I don't even know
if I know

how I want him to show up
in that way.

- I think that's something
to work through.

- Yeah.

But I think that just goes back
to the bigger issue

of, like, my communication.

Like, I just don't know
if I'm good at communicating.

Well, I'm not.
- Yeah.

I do think being transparent--
and it's OK to--

it's OK to be like,
"I'm actually

really sad about this..."
- Mm-hmm.

- Would you be open
to jumping into that?

- It's weird because
we're at a point now

where we've tried for a year,
I'm not pregnant,

and, like, I'm gonna have
to make a decision,

like, if I want to do IVF
or if I want to try

other hormone injections.

It just kind of feels
like alone.

[dramatic pop music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Waiting ♪

♪ Yes, I'm waiting ♪

♪ They say in good time ♪

♪ You'll find your faith ♪

♪ So I'm waiting ♪

♪ Yes, I'm waiting ♪

- What are you doing?
- Hey.

Look who's back.
How was your lunch?

- It was good.

She asked me what was going on
with fertility and stuff.

- I feel like
it's a sensitive subject,

but I don't want you to
beat yourself up over it...

[soft dramatic music]

Because in my head, I still
feel like we got a shot.

I'm--that's just me.

I can sit here
and join you and be sad,

or I can sit here
and try to, you know,

bring light into the situation,
and that's what I'm doing.

- It's like you have to want it
as bad as I want it.

- You keep saying it like--

it's like you're almost
saying I don't want it,

like I just don't care.
- No, I'm not saying that.

- But you have to think
on what you're--

your words can
come off different.

So I think you should
just kind of watch

the way you say certain things.

I've prayed on it,
and I want it.

So don't get mad at me
for doing that.

- I'm not getting mad at you.

- I mean, forget--
I don't understand

how fully
a woman's body functions

in the inside, but I do
understand in hope and prayer,

and I think
you're strong enough

to fight through it
if it is the case of, OK,

we got to get over it
and just move on from it.

- I don't want to just
get over it

and move on from it,
and I feel like you telling me

like, oh, yeah, let's just
hope and pray on it--

like, what do you think
I've done for the past year?

- What do--
what do I say?

- I just think
it's different for you

because your body works
how it's supposed to work

when mine isn't.
- But mine just wasn't.

- Yeah, but then you were able
to fix it in two weeks.

Like, there's a difference.
- OK, I understand that, babe.

I get it, but don't--

don't beat yourself up
over it.

- But I am.

Do you understand how it feels
to keep taking

test after test
and strip after strip,

and you're checking
every fucking app,

and it's just not working?

I want it to work,
and it's not.

And I'm just tired of
everybody asking me,

why haven't you
gotten pregnant?

It's like, I know, I know,
I know, I know.

I'm just tired of it.

- But I think right now
you need to get

in a different mental space.

- [sighs]

[soft dramatic music]

♪

- I thought I was already
dark and deep in a hole

from what happened to me from
the incident in North Carolina

and him leaving me
in the mountains,

but when I found out
about my daughter

saying that she wanted
to be adopted,

it took over everything.

You are not right
for doing this.

But why do I have
to get on here,

after all of these years
of being on television,

and say facts?

Facts!

I was really in bed
for over four months,

but I just realized that
I truly just needed my mommy.

- No, I just woke up,
and I was just, like, hopeless,

just feeling, like,
hopeless and just--

fucking just,
why am I awake?

- I just did.

- My relationship with my mom
when I was around 16

was a little tumultuous.

- Just leave me alone.
Like, seriously.

- You know what?

I grew up in
a shitty-ass life, OK?

- Really?

- We'll just put that
out there right now.

- Fine. Screw you.

- OK, bye.

Me and my mom
were fighting so bad,

like, I had to leave the house
and live with my father.

- Yeah.

- I was gonna go have dinner
with this lady.

- You.

- Oh, me?

- I just need--

- How many times have
I called you crying, Mom,

in the last couple weeks?

- I've seen my mom three times
these last just few weeks,

when I hadn't seen her
in almost a year.

Yeah.

- I love you.
- I love you, too.

- Bye.

- ♪ Did I lose myself
once again? ♪

[upbeat pop music]

- ♪ Ooh, I know
I'm trying to hold on ♪

♪ But no matter what I try ♪

- How was school?
Get your feet out of my seat.

- Good.

- And we're gonna head off to
your eye doctor's appointment.

- Oh.
- But--

- My whole eyeball that
I actually use to see

is gonna be blurry.

OK, hello.

- Look at that little car.

- The blue one?
- It's purple.

- I just want a pink one.
- "I just want a pink one."

- But that also
could not happen.

So it really just depends
on what the doctor says.

- It depends on what
the doctor--

and the DMV.

That's who issues
your license, my love.

- ♪ One step, two step ♪

♪ Three step closer ♪

♪ Look how far we've come ♪

♪ One step backward ♪

♪ Two steps forward ♪

- Have a seat in the
big chair in the middle.

- ♪ Racing toward the sun ♪

- OK, take your glasses
off for me.

♪ ♪

And I'm gonna have you
lean forward

and look through those windows.

♪ ♪

Read me the smallest line
that you're able to see.

- O, F, L, N--

C?

- Can you read
the next line down?

- No.
- Can you try?

- OK, that's fine.
Sit back.

All right, Dr. Tarakji will
be in in just a few moments

to finish the exam.
OK?

- All right.
Thank you so much.

- You're welcome.

- Couldn't read it at all?

- The other one? No.
- Yeah.

- It was like little periods.
- [laughs]

- OK, let's see
what we can do here.

I hear you want to go
for a driver's test, huh?

- Mm-hmm.

- So, your daughter,
you know she does not have

a healthy optic nerve.
- Mm-hmm.

- You know, yep.

And whenever you don't
have an optic nerve,

it's just like you cut
the cable

to your television set.
You won't get a picture.

So that is not gonna change.

Always been like this.
It's always gonna be like this.

- Mm-hmm.
- Health-wise, are you OK?

- Mm-hmm.
- Any health issues? No? OK.

There was a question--
- She has muscular dystrophy.

- Yeah, that's what
I was gonna ask.

- Yeah.
Why'd you say uh-uh?

- OK.
- [laughs]

- I wrote it, and I signed it.

You're gonna always have
to have a pair

of glasses when you drive.

You cannot drive
without glasses.

The good thing is that
your left eye is still good,

so that's something
to be thankful for.

- Mm-hmm.

- I can say that
she has good vision,

OK, enough to drive,
so there should be no issues.

So she has one good eye,
and that's good enough.

♪ ♪

- ♪ Seasons we go through ♪

♪ Peaks and the low views ♪

♪ Gravity try to hold you ♪

- OK.

Now my heart is pounding.

- Come here.
- Feel it.

- Oh, yeah, pitter-patter,
pitter-patter.

- Can you feel it?

- Oh, yeah, I feel it.
- Damn.

- If you're wondering
if I slept last night,

no, I did not.

- I didn't have to ask.
I knew that.

- We will get
so many answers today,

like, is there a baby?
Is there a heartbeat?

How many of our embryos took?

♪ ♪

This is a huge breakthrough

because it all boils down
to this.

Right now, I'm very happy,

and I'm feeling
really hopeful.

But everyone has me scared
I'm having twins.

- OK.
- Hi.

- Hey.
- How are you?

- Yeah, my sugars are great.

So you're six weeks
and five days.

- Is there a heartbeat?

- Well, I'm looking, but, uh...

[soft dramatic music]

♪ ♪

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Hello.

- What are you doing?
- Making tea.

- How did it go at Amanda's?

- Oh, it was good.

I have really good news.

Amanda got full custody
of her son, Brandon.

- That's awesome.
- I know.

And the baby.
It's a lot.

They haven't, honestly,
really ever had

the responsibility
and the stress of kids.

- But they've both been sober
for a long time,

so I think they'll see
what they've missed out on.

- There's just
a safety level,

a comfort level that's there,
that's never been there before.

And I also think it's important
for Bentley and Ryan

and Amanda and Brandon
creating new memories

and doing it together,
and for them

to have their own space
to do that without us around,

or Jen and Larry.
- Yeah.

- You know, I wanted it
so bad for Bentley,

but I didn't think

that it would ever happen.

- We'd get here, I know.
It's crazy.

- So they're moving soon.

- I'll come visit
and hang out with them,

but I'm not helping move.
- [laughs]

- Those days are over.
- Oh, man.

[laughs]

♪ ♪

- We're excited
to move in here.

- We're excited to have a
bigger place for all the kids.

- Do you know how hard it is
to get mad at somebody

in a one-bedroom apartment?

- Brandon, will you come here
and sit by me?

You and Bentley
and Ryan's kids,

Jagger and Stella,
since it's so big downstairs,

can have that as a big room.
Are you good with that?

- Yes, we're good.

- Bentley, do you want
to show Brandon downstairs?

- Been down here yet?

Whoa.

Where are we putting
the PlayStation at?

- I'll probably have my bed,
like, somewhere over here.

- Like TV right here
or something?

I need to get one of those,
like, mini hoop basketballs.

You ever seen those?

What do you think of
your mom having a baby?

- I'm really happy 'cause
I haven't lived with my mom.

- I've never stayed with
my dad either unless

it's at Mimi and Papa's house.

- Oh, yeah.
- Yeah.

- And I'm really
looking forward to having

a big brother around.
- [chuckles]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Keep on shining ♪

♪ Shine down on me

- When you really do
want to get pregnant,

that's when it becomes, like,
you know, less fun, per se,

and sometimes can turn into
more of, like, an obsession,

where I'm, like,
on these apps,

tracking my cycle,
and now I'm like,

"OK, let's try now,
on this day,

because my app says to do so."

But I have to be honest
with my feelings.

These fertility issues
are draining me,

and I don't know how to work
through my sadness with Zach.

How are you doing?
- I'm OK.

I'm more concerned
with how you're doing.

How are we feeling with our--

any movement?
- No.

I think I'm just sad.

I feel like I'm not a good

communicator when I'm upset,

and I have to be better
with that,

and Zach sometimes talks to me
like how dad talks to me,

where in moments of--

like, if I'm upset
or if I'm sad,

as opposed to him being,
like, soft towards me,

he's like, "Well, you're a hog.
Toughen up."

- Really?
- And I'm like, yeah, I don't--

I don't want you to tell me
to toughen up and to be a hog.

Like, I don't.

It doesn't work from you.
You know what I mean?

- No.

I know, for me,
in my first marriage,

if I was happy
with what I was getting

to a certain extent,
certain things I was like,

"Oh, it's not bothering me."
You know, whatever.

But then, actually,
it was bothering me.

- Yeah.
- Until I just blew a stack.

So don't do that.

- Yeah, and I have to be better
with that.

- Are there any things
you want to prioritize

that would help
either one of you guys?

- I think just working on,
like, communication

and addressing things
in the moment as opposed to

holding on to things
and then they blow up later.

But I think a lot
of that goes back

to the delivery of
whatever you're saying

and all that, is just
communication, really.

- And for you, you're my baby,
but you have a little bit

of your dad's delivery.

And if you're annoyed,
you know,

you're a sharp cutter.

- Shut up.

I am pregnant!
Shut up!

- OK, well,
I'm not finna sit here

if somebody's screaming at me

when I can't fucking
support you.

- No, you're not!

I don't feel supported!
I don't feel supported!

- Because I'm asking
to hear the heartbeat?

- I don't feel supported!
- Stop screaming at me.

- Shut up!

Because I do think that
I don't know how to fight fair

or fight in a healthy way.

I feel like we have
a good foundation,

and there's a lot
of love there,

but there's also
a lot of things

that we need to work on.

- I think that you should start
coaching sessions with Zach

to help with your marriage.

- Coaching?
- Coaching.

You guys are fine.

You're just being coached
on how to do better.

- Yeah.

I want to make
our marriage work.

- Yes, 100%.

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[upbeat pop music]

- ♪ Falling ♪

♪ Oh, oh ♪

♪ Ooh, oh, oh ♪

- Hi.

- You look so pretty.

- You smell good.
- Do I?

- Oh, yeah.

- Doing all right?

- Yeah.
This morning was heavy.

- No shit.
- I know.

But when I wake up crying,
like, now,

all I do is call you.

- I've always been there
for you.

You know that.

You'll always be my baby,
no matter how old you are.

So no matter what it is,
I'm still trying to understand

what you're going through.
- This is why--

oh.

Thank you, darling.
- You're welcome.

- So I have a question.
- Right.

- This is really important
to me.

- OK, say it.

- Seeing Dr. Stachler,
my psychiatrist, with you,

because I'm not just bipolar.

I have four major mental
illnesses that I would like

to have him explain it to you.

- I would think by now
that they would have

your medication
straightened out

after eight years
of seeing you.

- But that's not his--

- I know, but that's the
question I have to ask him.

He's gonna have
to explain to me.

- Yeah, and he won't
take offense to it.

- I just think
it's gone on too long.

- What's gone gone on
too long, Mama?

There's no cure.
I'm not just bipolar.

I can't stress that enough.

- It's your anxiety.

I just don't see you

progressing as far as like--

- He'll explain it to you.
- I'll do it this time.

- I think--

- I have to understand more
of what's going on with you.

- My life circumstances,
and the things with Leah,

I'm scared she's never
gonna come around.

- Come around when she's ready.

- I know, but I'm scared
that's not gonna happen.

Does Leah call you?

- Just texts.
- Texts you?

- Tell me good night,

that she loves me
and stuff like that.

She does text me.
- Mom.

- I know, sweetie.
I know, sweetie.

I know that.

It'll be fine. OK?

You can't force her.

- I see how my relationship
with my mom

was completely tumultuous,

and today, I'm with my mom.
I love my mom so much.

So this is why
I have hope with Leah.

It's gonna get better.

It's just gonna take me
a little while.

♪ ♪

- ♪ Way down in the deep ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Way down in the deep ♪

♪ ♪

- I'm hungry.
What are you doing?

- I'm just looking
at stuff online.

How are you?

- I'm good,
trying to eat healthy.

- Yeah.

I went to the nail salon
with my mom.

- How was it?

- It was fun.

I updated her with how I'm
just feeling about, you know,

the baby stuff,
or the lack of a baby.

And I told her
that I'm feeling sad

and facing difficulties
in how we respond

in difficult moments.

- Mm-hmm.

- I think that it would
be helpful if we saw,

like, a relationship coach.

- That's different
from therapy?

- I feel like it's more of
like, let's talk out scenarios

and give you guys tools to
maybe have a different outcome.

But I wanted to see
how you would feel

going to see somebody.

- Mm.

First, do you think
we need therapy?

- I think we need help.

I think we both definitely
want to be married

and have a healthy marriage,

but I want to feel
more connected 'cause

I feel like,
in order for it to work,

we have to be transparent
and we have to be open.

- Mm-hmm.
- And that's hard.

- I'd rather just shut down,
and shut up,

and, you know, go this way.

- You know, I--
we're comfortable.

- Yeah.
- And we're in a routine.

But I just don't think
that this is

a routine that we should be
getting comfortable in.

We're not at a point of
saying we hate each other

and we want a divorce,
now let's bring a baby

into this to fix our marriage.

We love each other.

We want our marriage
to be strong

and successful and healthy
for ourselves,

for each other, for the babies.

So I'd rather address it now
before it is too late.

We do agree that we do need
to revive our marriage.

I want it to work.
Like, I want us to work.

I want us to have
a healthy marriage.

I want our kids to grow up,
and when they describe us,

you know, they describe their
parents that were in love,

and they saw
what love looked like.

And I think that is what
gives me anxiety,

is going to get the help and
then what if it doesn't work?

- Yeah.

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[upbeat pop music]

- ♪ Holding on to hope ♪

♪ Life is there ♪

- OK.

- Just two, right?

- Yes, there's two.

All right.
- Is there a heartbeat?

- It is.

See that's
the little heartbeat.

- You see the little heart?

- Heartbeat on number two.
- Yes.

- Oh, my gosh.

Khesanio and I
are having twins.

But it all looks good,
how it should?

- Yeah, everything's normal
implantation, everything, yes.

- Type 1 diabetes is
a high-risk pregnancy,

and twins are
a high-risk pregnancy,

so I'm a little stressed.

Yeah, I'm so glad
I got approved for a pump

because it's made
a world of difference.

- Yeah, that makes all
the difference in the world

because the better
your sugars are managed,

the better it's going to be.

I mean, it'll get
more challenging

as time goes on,
but right now,

everything looks
totally healthy.

- OK.
- Perfect.

- Congratulations.
- Thank you.

- Should we say it twice?

- Yes.

- Are we getting
little pictures?

- Of course, there are tons
of them right here.

- All right,
so we got all of these.

- Thank you.

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- ♪ I think I just had
the time of my life ♪

♪ The thing they write
about in movie scenes ♪

♪ It's like
I'm living in a dream ♪

♪ ♪

[upbeat pop music]

- ♪ You don't want to
try and test me ♪

♪ Ain't nobody
gonna bless me ♪

♪ If it's a crime
to be this good ♪

♪ Arrest me

- By the way,
you got some news.

I got a call from Dr. Sal,

and he signed the medical form.

You have the approval
from your neuromuscular,

and you have the
vision form approval

from the ophthalmologist.

So that's what we needed
because when we go in,

they would have been like,

I'm sorry,
we need these documents,

you can't test today.

That's what
I wanted to prevent.

So we did it.
You got it.

♪

- ♪ Gotta get around round ♪

♪ Gotta get a ♪

♪ Gotta get around ♪

♪ Give it up ♪

♪ Gotta get around ♪

- All right,
we're off to the DMV.

You guys ready?
- Yeah.

- Hopefully.

- Oh, look--

- What is he doing wrong?

And he's not good
at hiding it either.

- You should roll down
your window and say,

I'm going to get
my learner's today,

and you're not being
a great role model for me.

- No, I'm OK.

- I'm really proud of you guys,
both of you.

- Thanks.
- This is the thing.

Even if you don't pass it,
which I think you guys will--

- Don't you dare jinx me.

- I will not.
You know what?

I won't say anything.

- OK, I think it's
our cue to stop talking.

- [chuckles]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Oh, it's so good
now to know ♪

♪ ♪

♪ I've got
all my people with me ♪

♪ I'm right where I want ♪

- I brought goodies.
- Got you some caffeine.

- Coffee day.
- Yay.

- How does it feel
being in this great house?

- It feels good.
- Yeah.

- Like heaven.

- What's your favorite part
about this house?

- Space.
- Yeah, for everybody.

- Y'all know she will be here
in less than two months.

I'll keep it tidy in here,
but that yard and that garage

is solely up to him.

- He doesn't even know
what a laundry basket is.

- No, it will literally
be right here.

He puts it right here.

- Oh, wait, Bentley has
to do his own laundry.

- It's easier to do
your own laundry

because nothing
can get mixed up.

- Yeah, because then
you're in control of it.

- You're not helping
the situation.

- I'm very organized.

I would not mix
your laundry up.

- I will sic her
on you next time.

You want to go see
the back deck?

- Yeah.
- All right, come on.

- All right.
I'm gonna go put stuff up.

- All right.

- What do you think
about the house?

- I like it.
- I like it too.

I'm excited for you.

I'm excited for Brandon
and Stella and Jagger.

- Yeah, I think having
the basement's gonna be fun.

- Yeah, just don't
be sneaking out,

'cause I don't want
a phone call in the middle

of the night saying,
come get me,

and I don't know about it.
- Yeah.

- 'Cause when I was your age,

I was most definitely
running around.

- Yeah.
- But you're a good kid.

I won't have to worry
about you.

- Yeah.

- Yeah, when your mom
was your age

and I was just
a little bit older,

yeah, we have kids, pal.

- I know.

- So you know, for the longest,
I've not been in a good place.

- Yeah.

- You know,
and there for a while,

your mama didn't want us
together alone at all,

and I don't blame her.
- Yeah.

- It made me mad,
but I don't blame her now.

But you know your mom and I
get along great.

Taylor and I get along.
You know, we played golf.

I enjoyed it, you know?
- Yeah.

- And I wish we would have
done it a lot sooner,

but you know, like I told
Taylor when we was golfing,

I wouldn't want to deal
with me either,

so I don't blame him.
- Yeah.

- And your mama was
just protecting you,

and I don't blame her either.
- Yeah.

- But, you know,
16 years later,

here we are.

You know, I'm sorry
it took this long, but...

- Yeah.

- It's better now than never.
- Yep, exactly.

- But I'd love to spend time
with you

whenever you want to
come over here.

I know we ain't been able to,
but I would--

I would enjoy that.

- I know.

If you're ever uncomfortable
with anything--

if you don't even want
to tell me,

just tell Mom,
and she'll tell me.

But just let us know.
- Yeah.

- You know,
I think about this a lot.

There were times, you know,
I wasn't there for you.

But I hope I've shown you
that it's a little different.

- Mm-hmm.

- I love you though.
- Love you too.

- ♪ God, I really wish
you'd know ♪

♪ Just take it slow ♪

♪ Take it slow ♪

♪ And let it go ♪

♪ When things fall apart ♪

♪ They fall into place ♪

♪ We're all just learning
and riding the wave ♪

♪ You write your own story
and flip your own page ♪

♪ There's always another day ♪

♪ Look into my eyes ♪

♪ It's all gonna change ♪

♪ I promise you now
it'll all be OK ♪

♪ Hold on to my hand ♪

♪ Let go of the pain ♪

♪ There's always another day

♪ Another day, another day ♪

♪ Another day,
another day ♪

♪ There's always another day ♪

- We're off to the DMV.

- I don't think anyone
has failed that test

as bad as I just did.

- If I don't pass this test...

- To get into
a better mental space,

I've got to get out
of my apartment.

- Are you ready to move?
- Yeah.

- Even though you didn't
help pack a single thing?

- Ryan called and
asked me to come over.

- I want to ask you if it's OK
if I ask your mom to marry her.

There she is.

- My family has no clue
I'm pregnant with twins.

- What?
- What?

- I told you
you was a fertile Myrtle.

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