All language subtitles for Chicago.Fire.S07E07.en

Welcome to the CFD,
Chaplain.

You two would actually
be great together.

What? No.

I'm Benny's daughter,
Katie.

I would like to ask
Katie out on a date.

Your father passed away
10 minutes ago.

I'm so sorry.

BODEN: Your father
told Grissom

that I am the type of leader

who molds good men
into great ones,

and that you were

all the proof he needs
to know that that's true.

SEVERIDE:
No, I already checked
the garage.

Hey, look what I found.

Check out that
handsome mug.

(CHUCKLES)

You box up everything
in the file cabinets?

Yeah.

I mean,
none of it's organized,

but, hopefully, it has
everything you need
to settle the estate.

You didn't happen to find
a bronze medal, did you?

Um...

SEVERIDE:
It'd be in a display box.

"Carter Harrison Award
for Distinguished Service."

Sorry.

(SIGHS)

He could have left it
with one of his exes.

Hard enough
to see those women
at the service

without having
to go to them,
hat in hand.

I'd rather
just let this go.

I'll take care of it.

(SIGHS) Okay.

Benny used to talk about being
buried with the medal.

Well, maybe I can help.
You already have enough
going on.

It's fine.

Kelly.

Will you let me
help you with this?

Please?

Okay.
(ALARM BEEPING)

Oh...

Look, I got to
get in for shift,
but I'll check in later, okay?

Hey. (SNIFFLES)

How's Severide holding up?

Worse than he'll admit.

He keeps taking point
on all the funeral
arrangements.

He won't let
anyone else near it.

The service is Saturday,
by the way.

I'll make an announcement.

Anything else we can do?

Maybe.

Uh...

Hey, you guys know
any of Benny's exes?

One or two, sort of.

Okay, I am on a scavenger hunt
for one of Benny's old medals,

so I might need to
make a house call.

Hey, whatever you need,
we're here.

Thank you.

Hey, Cruz.

You haven't heard anything

about Katie coming back
for the funeral, have you?

Hadn't thought about that.

No idea.
(ALARM BUZZING)

DISPATCHER OVER PA:
Squad 3, Ambo 61.
Right.

Pin-in accident,
Harrison and Dearborn.

(SIRENS WAILING)

GIRL: Help!

Help!

BRETT:
Hang on, sweetie.
We're coming.

Squad 3, we have
a single vehicle accident.

A toddler in a car seat
needs extrication.

CRUZ: (ON RADIO)
Copy that, almost there.

He ran right out
in front of me.
I couldn't see.

Who did?

(SIRENS WAILING)

Hey, hey!
My little sister's in there.

All right, just stand back.
We'll get her out.

61 to main, we have
an additional victim,
pedestrian.

We need another ambo ASAP.
DISPATCHER: Copy, 61.

Ambo 91 is just
around the corner.

Help!
Hang on. We're gonna
get you out, okay?

(GRUNTING)

Capp, get the Jaws!
On it!

I've got a pulse.
It's thready,
but it's there.

Sir, can you hear me?

He's not responding.

Let's board and collar him,
so 91 can load and go.

I'm on it.

Help.
Okay, all right.

We're gonna help you.
Let me see your face.

Hey, Brett,
we need you over here.

Little girl might have
glass in her eyes.

All right,
keep her still.

61, we'll take over.
Thanks.

Oh...

(WHIMPERS)

Oh, I know, I know.
Here, look up
for me, sweetie.

Let me see your face.

This is my parents' car.

I think it's got
a blind spot.

Please tell me
she's okay.

Her face is cut up a bit, but
there's no glass in her eyes.

Hey.

Let's give her space,
check you out,
make sure you're not injured.

All right.
You're gonna be all right.

We're just gonna have
to get a doctor to take
a look at you, okay?

No!

That's my sister's.

She said I need to hold it.

You ready?

Yeah.

I got you. I got you.

(INAUDIBLE)

I snagged
some extra washcloths
from the supply room.

Should come in handy
if we go on any
bar runs tonight.

Great, thanks.

Poor kid. The crash
must have her shaken up.

Yeah.

What's wrong?

So, your pedestrian,
Mr. Torres, he just came to.

Still in A-fib, but that's
consistent with his history.

Nothing we can't manage
with medication.

He's got two broken legs,
a broken wrist,

and a nasty headache,
but he's recovering.

Thanks.

If anything changes,
do you mind
giving me a heads up?

Will do. Excuse me.
(INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENT)

Okay, spill. What's got
your head in the clouds?

It's something
the little girl said.

She told me her sister
handed her her phone,

and asked her to keep it.

It wasn't clear,

but it sounded like
she meant after the crash.

I think the driver
might have been texting
when she hit that man.

A little off-course for the
fueling depot, aren't we?

Kidd needs to make
a quick pit stop.

Thanks for the detour,
Captain.

Hey, remind me.
Which one is this?

Ex number four.

Sweet of you all
to come by,

but someone already came
to tell me about Benny.

It's hard to believe.

Always seemed like that man
was the perfect physical
specimen.

It was a shock to everyone.

I'd offer you a pour
if you weren't on duty.

You know, Benny and I

actually met back when
I was bartending.

He used to come by regular

just to charm me with that
silver-tongue of his.

It worked.

STELLA: Uh, well,
we were wondering

if Benny left anything behind
after you two broke up?

Probably. We were off and on
for a while in there.

We'd be fighting
like cats and dogs one day,

then be making up
like a couple of
bunny rabbits the next.

Firefighters, am I right?

Is there a chance
you might have
seen a medal he won?

Like an award?

Not that I can think of.

But if I stumble on it,
I promise I'll let y'all know.

The thing is,
we don't have time to wait.

Um, this award,
it's for the funeral.

Oh.

Sure.

To be honest, I don't know

if I'm gonna make it to that.

I hate to sound shallow,
I just...

I try to stay as positive
as possible.

Too much negativity is

bad for the blood, you know?

But, listen,

if you want to
swing by later,

maybe you and I can spend
some time looking for it.

Oh, hey, Casey, remember,
we have that thing.

Yeah.

Right, right, right.

ALL: The drill.

Drill.

Um...

Thank you for your
hospitality, ma'am.

Penelope, please.

Yep.

You have to say something in
your run sheet, though, right?

(SIGHS) Not necessarily.

I'm supposed to report
her medical condition,

not the cause
of the accident.

That's out of my lane.

No one's asking you
to be judge and jury.

All you gotta do is
report what you heard.

Let someone else
worry about the rest.

SEVERIDE: Chief.

Thanks for this.

Least I could do.
How you feeling?

Got tons to do,
not much time.

That's not what I mean.

WOMAN:
He's ready to see you.

My father had a 35-year career
in the department.

He led one of the busiest
battalions in his district,

and won the CFD's
highest honors.

If anybody deserves
a full-scale department
sendoff, it's him.

I wholeheartedly agree.

The man was a legend
in his time.

I'm sorry for your loss.

Commissioner Grissom
sends his sincere condolences.

Right, I got the letter.

I'm just talking
real-world here.

We can arrange
an official color guard,
without question.

Attendance of senior officers
is something I can try
and coordinate...

But?

A full-scale funeral
with a municipal parade?

That's gonna be out of reach.

Those arrangements
are strictly reserved
for line-of-duty deaths.

I'm sorry,
my hands are tied.

We appreciate
the consideration.

It's hard to imagine a veteran
firefighter who dedicated his
life to this department

gets nothing but a flag
and a "thank you."

Look, I understand
your frustration,

but we are talking
the distinction
for active-duty deaths.

That's sacred ground.
You had to know that
that was a long shot.

He deserves
better than this.

Look, why don't you
come by the house?

Have lunch, be with
your people for an hour.

I get what you're
trying to do, Chief,
really, but I'm fine.

I got things to do.

Thank you for
backing me up on this.

If there is anything
that you need,

you come to me straightaway,
you understand?

Will do, Chief.

You're yanking my chain.
She actually said that?
What'd you do?

We got the heck
out of there before
she jumped Casey's bones.

It was uncomfortable.

Hey, you are more than welcome
to come to the next one.

I'm planning on visiting
ex number three today.

Is that Katie's mom?

No, that's number two,
I think? Or was it...

Yeah, it depends
if you're just
talking about wives.

Guys, if you want
to fall down the rabbit hole
of Benny's love life,

it's a long way
to the bottom.

Let's just focus
on the plan
for today, huh?

Yes, I'll pick you up
in a couple hours,

and we'll drive to Kenosha
together, yeah?

All right, copy that.
See you in a few.

Cool.

BODEN: Brett.

It's 7:30.
I need your report.

I'm reviewing them now,
Chief, sorry.

Gentleman.
Wallace.

Thanks for showing up.

So, I'm giving this talk
at a conference once, right?

Step off the stage,
the SOB corners me
in the hall,

and I swear to God,
boom!

Cold-cocks me
out of the blue.

Turns out, Benny caught wind
that some instructor

was putting the screws
to his kid down
at the academy.

The damn lughead,
he was looking
for Chief Cochran.

(ALL LAUGHING)

That was Benny, though.

He was a scrapper,
especially when
it came to his kid.

For good reason,
Kelly Severide

is one of the
best firefighters
I have seen in my career.

Agreed.

Which is why I was hoping

that this department
would show up for him.

You all know
the memorial service
is this Saturday, right...

Chief.

I realize you've
spoken to CFD Affairs.

You understand that this is
completely out of our control?

Hear me out.
I am not asking for the world.

No parade. I am just asking
for a show of support.

As many chiefs as possible,
a room full of dress blues.

I mean, for God's sake,
something.

Something that honors

what the name Severide
means to this city
and this department.

I'm just asking.

BETH:
I don't know why
I kept any of it.

(SCOFFS) My therapist,
at the time, told me
that closure was a myth,

and I took that to mean
maybe it wasn't over.

Maybe Benny
was coming back.

Maybe he didn't
just disappear

on a permanent fishing trip
without a word of notice.

We're sorry
for your loss, Beth.

We were just wondering if...
Like this!

What am I supposed
to do with this?

Actually, those have pretty
decent resale value if you
ever want...

What kind of man
walks out on his
two stepsons?

Left those boys waiting
for him at soccer practice.

And did you see the kind of
woman he left me for?
That Penelope?

MOUCH AND HERRMANN: Yeah.
STELLA AND CASEY: No.

The last thing
we want to do
is reopen old wounds.

We're just trying
to find the one item
to memorialize him with.

Hmm.

I should get the
stack of unpaid bills
he left behind, then.

Well, we're doing this
for Kelly more than
anyone else.

Right.

Kelly.

How's he doing?

He's struggling,

but finding this medal,
it would be a big help to him.

Kelly was always good to me.

When Benny left,
he understood.

Helped validate
that it wasn't
all in my head.

Hmm.

I haven't seen anything
like what you're
describing, though.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

We appreciate you trying
to find it all the same.

Please give Kelly
my condolences.

I know how much
his father meant to him.

We will.

Thanks.

If you aren't interested
in that Dremel tool anymore,
I would...

Mouch!

Everything okay?
Yeah.

I just thought
I'd swing by

and check on that accident
victim from yesterday.

He's recovering well.

Heart rate stabilizing
with the meds,

and ortho says
his fractures
aren't too bad.

It helps that he's had
a few visitors here
looking out for him.

Holler if you
need something, okay?
Sure.

Uh, Mr. and Mrs. Ballard?

I'm Sylvie Brett. I'm the
paramedic who treated
your daughters yesterday.

Oh, my God.
Yes, hello.

Thank you so much
for looking after
our girls.

But how's your
little one doing?

Oh, she's almost
fully recovered.

Erica, though, you know,
she's still shaken.

She feels responsible.

Um, has she been
here with you
visiting Mr. Torres?

Yes. It was
her idea, actually.

Erica set up a GoFundMe page
to help with his medical
bills.

She's poured
all of herself into it.

I...

We owe you everything

for saving our girls.

From the bottom
of our hearts,
thank you.

(CHUCKLES AWKWARDLY)

MAN: Here we are.

Benjamin preselected
item number 232.

"Eternal Remembrance."

It's a lovely casket.

Solid elm with a soft,
velvet interior...

Whatever he wanted.

What about the plot?

Also preplanned and reserved.

All that's required
is final payment.

How much?
It's fine.

Whatever it is,
I'll settle up now.

MAN:
Now, regarding the service...

What about it?

If you want to submit
a few family photos
for the slideshow...

No, you can skip that.

It doesn't have to be
anything too fancy.

Just run the card.

Understood.

KYLE: Yeah?

Sylvie, uh, come on in.
Excuse the mess.

I'm getting
my thoughts together
for the memorial service.

You caught me in the zone.

Is it a bad time?
No, please.

I'm glad you came.
Grab a seat,
while I straighten up.

I'm not even sure if this is
something you can really
help me out with.

Well, I accept
the challenge.

So, what's on your mind?

I'm just wondering,

is it wrong to lie
by omission?

Even if you're
not sure you know
what you think you know,

and maybe someone
could get hurt if you say
what you think you know,

but you're not really sure
if you actually know it?

(CHUCKLES) Uh...

I need more.
Okay.

Um, I got called
to this car wreck
yesterday.

A teenage driver
hit a pedestrian.

I think she was texting
when it happened,
but I'm not 100% certain.

You found her phone?
Yes.

In the hands of her
four-year-old sister.

When I tried to take
the phone away,

the toddler told me
her older sister made her
promise to hold it.

I think she meant
after the crash,
but I can't be sure.

What does your gut tell you?

Nothing. It's too busy
tying itself in knots.

It just feels awful.

I've never held something
like this in before.

But if you saw the look
in this little girl's eyes,

the way she and her sister
needed each other,

I don't want to tear them
apart based on nothing
but a hunch.

(INHALES)

The Good Book's
got some wisdom on this.

"He who makes haste
with his feet, errs."

I'm paraphrasing,
but the gist of it is this.

Take the time you need
to consider the facts,

separate out your fears,
and trust your heart.

You can't go wrong with that.

You're good at this.

The thing is,

Katie and I didn't even
get a chance to say goodbye.

Uh-huh.
Yeah.

It was really chaotic.

You know, it was a real
hurricane of emotion.

For sure.

I'm not making excuses.

I'm not saying that
I did everything right,
but I've grown.

Being with Lily,
it's really matured me.

Oh, God, Lily.

What am I going
to say to her?

(INHALES SHARPLY)
What?

You think Lily's
going to feel threatened?

You think I should
get out ahead of
this thing beforehand.

Right, what would
you say to Chloe?

About what?

Oh.

No!

Come on, Cruz.
I'm really struggling
here, man.

Otis, you need to breathe.

This was four years ago.

This doesn't have to be
a thing unless you make it
a thing, all right?

Just be yourself.

Be glad to see her.

(SWITCHES TV ON)

(EXHALES)

This is April Nolan,
Katie's mom.

You call ahead this time?
Nah.

Wouldn't want her
to tell us not to come.

Casey, if we
strike out on this,

I'm ready to keep
searching, okay?

Friends, relatives, anyone.

I just can't go back
to Kelly empty-handed.

I wouldn't fret.

I'd say the odds
are about 90%
April has the medal.

Really?
No doubt in my mind.

(MOUCH CLEARS THROAT)

The power of
positive thinking.

(EXHALES)

That's Katie in her
new restaurant.

I forget the name.
It's something French.

You must be very proud.
Do you like the frame?

Do I?
I sell those.

I have an arrangement
with a designer in Kankakee.

(STAMMERS) It's...
It's nice.

I can cut you a deal

if you want to
buy them in bulk
for the firehouse.

Something to think about.
Um...

I also make jewelry,
floral arrangements.

I've dabbled in
interior design
as you can probably see.

Let me get you
guys some cards.

You know, Benny was
one of my initial investors.

I think he was
trying to make amends

for not being around
while Katie was growing up.

He really helped me
process a lot.

To forgive, and...

Uh...

It's funny
you mention jewelry,

because it's kind of in the
family of why we're here.

Is there any chance

that Benny left behind
an old medal?

Oh, my goodness, yes!
(SIGHS IN RELIEF)

I can't believe you guys
are looking for that.

I'll be right back.

Oh, my God.
HERRMANN: All right, good.

It seemed like such a silly
thing to keep around,

but something
in the back of my mind
told me this had value.

Take a look.
Isn't that something?

You're welcome to it.

Actually, we're looking
for an old firefighter medal.

Oh.

That's the only
medal I have.

STELLA: Hey.
Hey.

Is Kelly here?

(SIGHS)
He's a bit wrecked,
went to bed.

I should probably
do the same, then.

Oh, don't feel like
you have to.

How'd today go?

Uh... Surreal.

It's funny.

Benny spent all his life
improvising from
one day to the next,

but when it came to his death,
he had it all planned out.

Kelly's running
himself ragged,

trying to do everything
exactly how Benny wanted.

(SIGHS)

I don't know if it's about
contrition or closure,
or what.

I'm glad he has you
to rely on.

I'm barely doing anything.

Oh.

You're doing enough.

I'm sure Kelly would
tell you himself,

but he's lousy
expressing things
like that.

You're good for him, Stella.
It's easy to see.

Thanks.

The way you've been
there for him, helping him
find this medal,

means more than you know.

Hey, Brett.
Morning, Chief.

I just got a call
from Chief Hatcher,

says you have a run sheet
open from last shift?

Right.

Something I should know?

It's just a detail
from that first call.

I needed time
to clear it up.

And are you clear now?

(ALARM BUZZING)

DISPATCHER OVER PA: Ambo 61,
person down from
unknown causes.

Close it before lunch.

No excuses.
Yes, Chief.

(SIGHS)

(SIRENS WAILING)

Thank God you're here.

I swear it was an accident.

What was?

We were yelling,
and he threw
the thing at me,

so I threw it
back at him, and...

MAN: Help, please.

Help, please.

(MAN GROANING)

Lungs are clear.

We can't load him on the rig
like this, though.

Should we call
for a truck's help?

No, here, I got it.

Stabilize that.

Don't move.

Easy.

Almost done.

Smart.
All right.

Get an IV started.
I'll stabilize the prongs.

Where is that bastard?

Hang in there, Howard.

These ladies are taking
good care of you.

We had a little argument
about yard care.

I didn't rake my dang leaves
onto your yard, Paul!

Which one of us
owns the maple?

You think I snuck around
in the dead of night

to rake them back
into my own yard?

Just get this thing out of me,

so I can lodge it into
his damn skull!

No, sir, unless you are
going to help calm him down,

I need you to step back.

(GROANING)

Okay, Howard.

I raked them into my yard
to prove a point.

I just wanted you to trim
the darn thing back.

I never meant for things
to get so out of hand.

I knew it. (LAUGHS)

Third place finish,

2004
Master Anglers Tournament,
Calumet Harbor.

That's a big tournament.

Might still be worth
including in the service.

Hey, any news?

No luck.

I exhausted my contacts,
anyone who knew Benny.

No one's seen the medal.

You think, maybe,
we could ask HQ
to press a new one?

Those things are
one-of-a-kind.
CFD would never allow it.

Oh, my God.

Hey, Kidd.

Mmm-hmm?

You did what you could.

He'll understand.

No, that's not it.

Hey, Capp, grab me
the needle scaler.

KATIE: He's not around.

Whoa.

Katie, hey.

Hey.

You're here.

Thought that was you.

I didn't realize
you were coming to the house.

Kelly's, uh...

Gone, took the shift off.

No, I know.

I actually came to visit
the rest of you all.

Oh.

Good.

Colorado is great.

Beautiful skies,
fresh air.

I'm working as a sous-chef
in a new restaurant
in Boulder.

Oh.
Yeah.
My boyfriend's the maître d'.

He's a sweetheart
and just an absolute dork.

You would really like him.

(CHUCKLES) That's great.

Uh...

I'm just so impressed.

It seems like you got
everything you were hoping
for when you left Chicago.

It seems like
you're not doing too bad,
either, yourself.

I noticed on Facebook
you're with someone.

Oh, you did?
Yeah.

Yeah, Lily.

She's amazing.

Yeah, you two seem
so cute together.

It's really nice
to see you, Katie.

I'm glad you came by.
So am I.

Look who's here.

Hope I'm not
interrupting your lunch.

Are you kidding?
Get over here.

Hi.
Hey.

Good to see you. Yeah.
Good to see you, too.

And you're Stella, right?
Hi.

I can't believe
I finally get to
meet you.

I heard so much.
Same here.

(SIGHS)
I actually have something
you've been looking for.

I hope I'm not too late.

My mom told me
that you came by
and tried to find it.

My dad gave it to me
a couple years ago
when we reconnected.

He said he wanted me
to have something positive
to remember him by.

Is this what you've been
looking for?

Oh, my God. Oh,
I can't believe it.

I was so scared
that I was gonna
have to give up.

I... God!

Katie, thank you.

Oh, your brother needs this
so much right now.

You're welcome.
I'm glad I could help.

(ALL CHEERING)

Thank you.
Yay!

When I started this shift,
I never thought I'd cross

"false flag lawn-care ploy"
off my bucket list.

Every day is a gift.

I'll catch up with you
at the rig, okay?

Erica?
Yes?

I'm Sylvie Brett.

I treated you after your
accident the other day.

Right, the ambulance driver.

I'm sorry. I wish I had time
to talk, but I actually
am late to a class...

Were you texting
when the accident happened?

Sorry?

Your sister told me
you asked her
to hold the phone.

Did you do that to hide
what really happened?

No, I... That's not...

Look, I understand
you're afraid
to tell the truth,

scared about
the consequences,

but you need to realize,
the guilt you feel,

it's not gonna go away just by
pretending it isn't there.

I don't know what
you're talking about.

Tell everyone
what really happened.

Take responsibility now,
so you can start
making amends.

The man you hit
deserves that.

So does your sister.

(EXHALES)

SEVERIDE:
No, no, no,
let me finish.

You called me to say
the limo was confirmed,

so, I assumed the limo
was confirmed.

Right,
so what's the holdup?

You know what, you...
Just stop. I'm gonna go
with another company.

Yeah, fine, you do that.

Problems?

One thing after another.

Let's take a deep breath.
It'll all come together.

Yeah, maybe.

Kelly, look at me.

Where is all this anger
taking you, huh?

What's it for?

I'm not angry.
I'm just busy.

Kelly.

He's not here anymore.

Whatever he said
to get under
your skin at the end,

it's done.

It's over.

The way we left things
the last time we talked,

I took a jab at him,

and he ended up
coming through, anyway.

There's nothing you could

have said that would have
made this any easier.

Nothing that would have
brought you the kind of peace
you're looking for.

Right now, today,

this is the start of your life
without your dad.

How you live it,
that's what will define you.

Thank you all for coming
this morning, thank you.

Thanks for coming.
See you inside.

Good morning, Sylvie.
Good morning.

Oh, wow! You look nice.

I mean, the stole
and everything is fancy.

You look nice, too.

Hey, how's your situation?
Did that talk we had
help at all?

It did, yeah.

I spoke to the driver,
told her what I knew.

Urged her to
clear her conscience.

And how'd she react?

It took her a day to process,
but she came forward.

It sounds like the best
anyone could have hoped for.

Yeah, it is.

Thank you for talking me
through it.

Oh! It's why I'm here.

I hope you come by
and see me again.

You don't have to wait
for a crisis.

I might do that.

Thank you all
for coming.

(ORGAN MUSIC PLAYING)

Hey, Stella.
Hi.

Hey, sorry if I've been...

You don't need to
explain anything.

I have something for you.

Thank you.

KYLE:
"Come to me, all who labor,

"and are heavy-laden,
and I will give you rest.

"Take my yolk upon you,
and learn from me,

"for I am gentle
and lowly in heart,

"and you will find rest
for your souls."

This is the word of the Lord.

ALL: Amen.

My father was
a legendary firefighter.

I know this because
he told me all the time.

(CONGREGATION CHUCKLING)

But he wasn't wrong.

On March 16, 1993,

he pulled seven people
out of the Paxton Hotel Fire.

They were trapped,

and nobody could figure out
how to get to them,

but Benny wouldn't give up,

even when the building was
coming down on top of him.

That was Benny Severide.

He always had to do things
his own way.

He was stubborn, and,
man, he was tough.

Sometimes too tough.

He'd battle
the people he loved

as hard as he'd battle
any fire.

But every now and then,

when you needed him the most,

he'd have your back,
whether you knew it or not.

No matter what the cost.

(VOICE BREAKING)
It took me...

It took me too long
to figure that out.

But I'll never forget it.

Sleep tight, Dad.

You earned it.

(SIREN WAILS)

(HORNS HONKING)

Detail, attention!

Present arms!

Battalion Chief
Benjamin Severide
has returned to quarters.

(BELL DINGING)

He is cleared
from all his duties.

He is gone,
but never forgotten.

May he rest in peace with his
brothers and sisters above.

BODEN: Ready.

Step.

(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)