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I need to call my mom.

She's so stressed about taking care of Meemaw. I

feel bad for her. I mean that's what

kids are supposed to do for their parents when they

get older.

Which means I'm gonna have to take care of her when she's older

which of course is the right thing to do. It's the obvious cycle of care

and I kind of owe it to her

given that I moved across the country.

Is that like a betrayal that I did that? I

think it's clear. Katie would be a better fit. You like that baby girl?

Yes very much so.

I wanna see you on the bed

Honestly Memaw is very spirited. She'll surprise us

all by living longer than we think. I mean look at the way she talks

to Paw Paw. It's very alive. Shockingly. Stern isn't

there some sort of statistic about mental illness jumping a

generation. No. Yep. I definitely read that.

I should call her. Am I bipolar?

You like that baby? Yes, daddy.

No, if I were bipolar, my therapist would have told me I don't

just pay her to sit there and look pretty though. She's honestly stunning.

Um, no.

Okay.

Am I attracted to my therapist?

Am I supposed to start going on dates with women now? Do it.

I don't know. I feel like I can't... Oh my God.

I'm being homophobic to myself.

If I'm being homophobic, I can't satiate my own desires. If I can't

satiate my own desires and how will I ever find your joy and if I can't find

true joy. What's the point of living? I'm not gonna kill myself. Lord

knows my mom can't handle that. Did you

do the water test? This is all because of the rape.

The what?

the water test

it's where you fill a condom up with water and it stretches out long like a

balloon animal and then you put your hand underneath to see if anything

comes out the bottom. It's to make sure it didn't break.

I don't think there's any real signs to that.

It's a really so hard to do.

No.

Why are people so weird about the water test?

You fill a condom up with water. It's not rocket. Why don't

you just go on birth control?

oh, I just don't think birth control would

be good for my body.

How so? God he's annoying. My sister has been on birth

control her whole life. What I'm

just saying is like, why do you think it's gonna affect your body negatively?

You know? Um Because okay, so I was reading this

article actually about this...

[choatic sound tuning him out] regulate women's bodies

God you're annoying. What?

oh, um, I was like

I was saying: thank you for doing all that research for researching.

where are you going? What do you do? Are you leaving?

Yeah.

You called me annoying.

Kyle

Look, it's obvious. You don't want me here. That's not

true.

That's not true. It's not true. Okay.

You want me to stay?

Yeah.

Madison

You don't have to say all your thoughts out loud.

Should I rearrange the layout of this room?

Now I find a spider. You got to be f****** kidding me.

He just left this his own Shadows of

that. Everybody's strong enough to do I should stop drinking after Stacy's

by the effort tells you if you're a bad daughter, but nobody ever tells you if you're

a great daughter. I should learn a language . Spent years in Spanish,

but I feel more drawn to French.