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'Be My Own Light' - Xian Zi

♫ It’s not necessary to conceal our scars ♫

♫ We’ll maintain grace through difficulties ♫

♫ Afterward, alone I’ll continue and start anew ♫

♫ I can pick myself up and can let go ♫

♫ I’ll look back at the world, amidst the confusion and chaos ♫

♫ There’s nothing to fear, oh ~ ♫

♫ Despite my occasional frustration and fatigue, the essence of youth persists ♫

♫ I'll seize my chances and set off again, oh ~ oh ~ ♫

♫ Even if I’m stumbling and faltering, I’ll become my own light ♫

♫ I'll live my life beautifully even as I walk on a path filled with thorns ♫

♫ The stillness of the night foreshadows the approaching sunrise ♫

♫ I’ll continue my upstream journey in the far distance ♫

♫ Ride the wind and waves to become my own light ♫

♫ With unyielding determination, I’ll let my soul soar free ♫

♫ I'll smile at the challenges, weather the storms, and blossom in determination ♫

♫ The greatest reward is the gift of a fresh start ♫

[Stand or Fall]

[Episode 32]

Why are you laughing?

I didn't expect that you would admit our relationship to everyone first.

Perhaps I got a bit impulsive after a few drinks.

Then you can go back and tell everyone that you were drunk.

Do you think that now that I put a mark on you,

it'll be hard to date other girls from now on, so you're regretting your decision?

Of course not. I'm so happy that you ended my probation period early.

Even though you're not on probation anymore, if you do poorly

and your performance is not up to standard, you still might be fired.

How can my performance be up to standard?

It's not up to me to decide. My parents make the call.

Then I'm not worried. Your mom likes me a lot.

Don't think that's all. It's hard to say with my dad.

- General Manager Ding. - Don't arrange any meetings that might drag on in the afternoon on the 21st.

And also, don't arrange any dinners for me that night.

All right. Are you doing anything special?

Where can I buy some clothes near our company?

Isn't our mall downstairs?

Not that. I'm looking for a brand with high-end suits.

- You mean the made-to-measure suits, right? - Right.

It's going to take some time. It might not make it in time for the 21st.

But General Manager Ding, I think you look very handsome in this suit.

Isn't this color too frivolous? It makes me look immature, right?

I think it's fine.

No one would say you're frivolous, General Manager Ding. Right?

General Manager Ding, may I know which event will you attend?

A more serious occasion with the elderly.

You're going to the nursing home to care for the elderly?

All right. You can go out now.

There's more variety in here.

Yes, it has more variety.

- And there's fish gelatin in this one? - Yes.

Is the one with fish gelatin more popular with the elderly?

Take this one then.

These two are both suitable for the elderly. Just choose the one you want.

Take this one.

What are you looking at?

What brings you here??

You can get back to work. We'll take a look on our own.

- All right. - Thanks.

I'm doing my routine rounds.

Why are you buying this elderly platinum gift box?

Aren't we going to see your parents? It's not good to show up empty-handed.

Then you can ask me. You are acting like a thief.

I don't have much experience.

I'm afraid that you'll think I'm not doing it thoroughly and that I'm insincere.

No need. My mom will be happy if you go.

But what about your dad? Didn't you say he's a bit hostile towards me?

If I show up empty-handed, he'll become even more critical of me.

- You're setting me up for failure. - You're my boyfriend. Why would I do that?

He did so much for you when you were going through your divorce.

You bawled your eyes out in front of him.

He still wants to be with you even after all that. What's this called?

It's love, woman.

Say goodbye to a wrong relationship. You can still find the right person.

No!

I...

He Yifei.

Fool.

♫ Like a dimly lit night, coffee has its limits ♫

♫ My heart remains untamed and unyielding ♫

♫ I'm thankful for a chance to give it my all ♫

- Are you still mad at me? - Of course not.

By the way, we're running out of the Yunnan coffee beans.

Remember to urge the supplier.

When you're talking to the client later, don't forget to promote our new products.

I... I didn't accept your confession.

You're not going to want to break things off with me and withdraw your shares, right?

Chen Xuanxuan, the way your brain works...

Did I say something wrong?

- Did you want me to disappear? - Of course, I don't.

I was worried when you weren't here earlier. I was worried that you wouldn't come in today.

If you are worried about that,

does it mean that you like me?

Just kidding.

I thought about it carefully.

You are right.

You just got divorced. I shouldn't pressure you.

I'm going to get ready to work.

He Yifei.

Don't you have anything else to say to me?

No.

Then you can do inventory.

You look like an agent. Are you taking me on an apartment tour?

- Nonsense. I don't look like one at all. - We have larger homes

that are more well-equipped.

- Let me show you those. - Alright.

Excuse me.

This way, please.

You're just missing a badge.

I'm just showing my respects.

Your face is full of tension.

Don't worry. Your girlfriend will take care of you.

Come on.

I really couldn't tell with Ding Ning.

- You're very strong. Do you usually do exercise? - I do.

Look at that. Our mother is about to eat your General Manager Ding.

- - Did you bask in the sun or is it natural? - I have never seen him like this before. Don't you think he's cute?

You women are terrible.

Or is it... No, I...

- Wang Meili. Are we eating? - Yes.

- Dad, didn't you... already eat? - Let's eat.

Sweetheart, I think there'll be a problem with my schedule.

It's almost the final night of attack. You have to eat more. I cut it up for you.

It's not called the final night of attack. It's called group debut night.

Group debut night.

I won't eat anymore. Sister Fei said I gained weight.

You gained weight? Are you sure?

You don't have any meat on you.

What I held last night was all bones.

Lower your voice.

After you debut in a group, you will have even less time to think about me and Xiao Zhe.

That's not true. I've thought it through.

After this show is over, I'll give myself a break to spend some time with you and Xiao Zhe.

[Incoming Message]

[Class 2 Parent Group Chat]

What? Did something happen at the company?

It's not about the company. It's Xiao Zhe's parents' group chat.

They want us to make an astronaut model.

Look at how busy I'm been with the show.

I had Xiao Zhe's group chat on mute.

I didn't have time to read any of the messages.

Don't read them. I've already replied to them.

You've been taking care of him for so many years.

It's my turn to take over.

Honey, I used to think that looking after our child and the home was an easy thing.

Now that it's my turn. Goodness. It's so tiring.

You've worked so hard over the years.

I'm so lucky to have you as my wife.

My beautiful Qiu Qiu.

Qiu Qiu.

Goodness. You... Where did you learn to be such a smooth talker? Qiu Qiu?

I came up with a plan for after you debut in a group.

We should divide the work.

You don't have to be a full-time mom anymore.

Go do the things you like.

Really?

Thank you, Honey.

Where are you from?

Uncle, I'm a local.

When are you going to get married?

In a few years. When our work becomes more stable.

How many years will that be?

We'll get married whenever Wen Wen agrees to it.

Don't you have your own opinions?

I actually want to get married as soon as possible.

Dad, you said we should have dinner.

Xiao Ding, try the chicken.

I'm telling you, this chicken is different from other chickens.

It's a free-range chicken.

Free-range chickens all eat insects and all those natural things.

I'm telling you, it's full of nutrients.

And squash.

Let me tell you. The heat needs to be just right.

Sweet and sour pork ribs.

I made them, especially for you. Eat more.

- Come on. - Thank you, Auntie.

- Eat. - Mom, here.

Wipe your mouth. You're drooling.

I'm drooling?

No, don't move, Mom. Where's the drool? Let me take a look.

There's no drool. It's already dry. Right, Dad?

- You crazy... - What can I say?

You all already decided for me. Why are you asking me?

Uncle, don't worry. I promise I'll be good to Guan Wen.

But you two...

You have...

Pretty good taste. Not bad, not bad.

- Dad, can you please finish your sentence in one go? - That's right. You're so...

Come on.

All right, Xiao Ding. Eat

- Eat. - Have this.

What are you doing? Why did you take it?

Xiao Ding, eat some.

- Come on. - You should lose some weight.

Director Guan.

You didn't change this much the last time I saw you.

How can I progress without changes?

But I lack experience. I need to learn from you and the more experienced seniors.

I'm very pleased that you were able to change and grow up so much

in such a short period of time.

Thank you for your affirmation.

Thank you for what happened with Chairman Zheng.

Director Guan, you're welcome. It's nothing.

Help me call a courier.

Have them pick it up from the above address

and send it to the following two addresses.

No recipient's name and phone number?

Don't worry about that. Send me the pickup code directly after you receive it.

I'll talk to them.

All right.

[Couriers address in Jiangzhou City.]

Hello, Sir. When will you arrive at the delivery address?

Yes, it's really expensive. So I need to confirm it.

I've always admired you.

You're thoughtful and meticulous.

You keep a poker face, and you never let anyone pick out your mistakes.

However, being too shrewd and calculating

can lead to your downfall.

- I didn't... - Don't rush to contradict me. Let me finish.

I heard that after Lydia left TL,

your new boss left soon after, too.

I've seen how hard you worked to learn the business in the past.

But now you are putting too much attention on calculated schemes.

You know, in any industry,

the only thing that can support you to the end is your confidence and ability.

Don't rely on opportunism or unorthodox methods.

- I'm just trying to- - You wanted an eye for an eye?

With that kind of thinking, you'll only be like Lydia

deviating more and more from the road.

Linda, I have a piece of advice

for the future you.

If you're going to win, make it a stunning victory.

It's more important to make it a stunning victory.

It's up to you whether or not you take it.

As your former boss,

this is my career advice for you.

I'll leave now.

Bye.

Bye.

Long time no see.

I heard that you're doing a great job at Wanli.

I didn't expect the General Manager of TL to still care about me, an unimportant employee.

You can't say that.

I know you were extremely upset when you left the company.

But it's all in the past now. Don't take it to heart.

I'm very direct.

I came here today because I hope you can come back.

Return to TL? For what role?

The director of brand development.

You'll be in charge of TL's national development.

If you're also interested in the Engineering Department,

I'll hand them both over for you to manage.

Chairman Zhu.

Ding Ning, have a seat.

Chairman Zhu, why did you want to see me today?

Please have a look.

[Notice of Transfer | Ding Ning]

Is that a satisfactory arrangement?

You want to transfer me back to the Group as the Vice President of the Investment Department?

What? Is it surprising?

Old Zheng only considers his own interests, and repeatedly suppresses the talents of the Group.

He was forced to resign for harming the interests of the Group.

But your agreement with him is still valid with me.

I am very optimistic about you.

Thank you.

But I have a condition.

You want me to be the Director of Brand Development? What about Peter?

Tomorrow will be his last day in TL.

We received a complaint from Lia

that he gained benefits for the company through illegal means.

I bet on the wrong person before. I apologize to you.

I also know that when you were at TL, you always wanted to be the Director of Brand Development.

If you're willing to come back, I welcome you with open arms.

Please bring forward the pay and conditions.

I'll help you fight for it no matter what.

I need you to stay at the newly-established Singapore office for three years.

Help form the local team.

Singapore?

Right.

It's a great opportunity to increase your international exposure and experience.

The position that I reserved for you

is one that countless people within the company tried hard to fight for.

Ding Ning,

if you don't have experience working abroad,

your career will soon reach its peak.

If that's the case, I won't have the chance

to recommend you to the board and replace Old Zheng.

I have the chance to join the board of directors?

Everyone needs to fight for their own opportunities. Ding Ning.

Chairman Zhu, thank you for your trust.

Can I have two days to think about it?

This... This is something you need to think about?

Why didn't you text me that you're here?

I just arrived.

Is there anything I can do for you?

Come in.

Why are you so down?

Do you remember the bet I had with Chairman Zheng?

Yes, I remember.

But wasn't he dismissed for suppressing talent?

Is the agreement still valid?

Chairman Zhu. He asked me to see him today.

He wants you to work for the Group's Investment Department?

He wants to transfer me back to the Group as vice president,

and if my performance can meet their expectations,

Chairman Zhu will recommend me to be on the board.

Isn't that a good thing? Haven't you always wanted to be on the board?

Why are you unhappy?

He wants me to go to the Singapore office for three years.

Three years?

Why do you have to be there for so long?

It takes time to form a team. And it won't be short.

If things don't go well, it'll take even longer.

Thinking about it,

there's no problem with the arrangement.

Chairman Zhu is paving the way for you.

He wants to recommend you to the Group. He must have a good reason.

The Singapore office has just opened.

You're saving the situation and getting your experience abroad.

So there's no problem with the arrangement.

There's no problem career-wise, but what about my private life?

Three years.

Don't you think it's a long time?

It is a long time.

How about you? Do you want to go?

If you want me to stay, I can reject Chairman Zhu's offer.

Go.

- You support me? - I don't want you to have any regrets.

Going to Singapore is the best choice for you now.

If you don't go, you will regret it in the future.

- But we... - We're past the romantic days.

Wouldn't it be better if we can support each other

and become better versions of ourselves?

- Do you mean that? - Certainly.

But I can't bear to leave you.

Then I'll give you a reason to miss me. I won't see you off the day you leave.

After several rounds of fierce competition, our sisters finally made it to the final test.

I trust that they'll show us their best selves on stage tonight during our group debut night, and leave no regrets.

Let's welcome the seven sisters to the stage.

[Flowers Bloom Undefeated]

Qiu Qiu, keep flying! Your cicadas will always follow!

Sister Qiu, I love you!

Just like how rats love rice.

[Fly all over the world | Beauty in Autum]

Hello, everyone. I'm Jing Zhiqiu.

- Mom! - A few months ago,

there weren't many people who knew my name.

About ten years ago,

I retired when I was about to reach the peak of my acting career.

I chose to return to the household and became a full-time mother.

Over the past few years, I've been a good mother,

and a good wife.

However, I lost myself.

I've been lost and I've been hesitant.

Until one day, my son told me,

"Mom,

you should do what you love.

I support you."

So without him, I wouldn't be here today.

But I've just realized recently

that I've never lost.

Because there was never a moment when I wasn't surrounded by love.

My family has always been the most accepting and supportive.

So I'd like to say something to all of you ladies both in the audience and in front of the TV screen.

As long as you're surrounded by love,

as long as your heart is filled with power,

you will never lose.

You'll always be your own winner.

That's right.

Whenever you are on any stage and whatever role you're playing,

you will always shine.

Please continue to shine.

So I don't think the result tonight matters to me anymore.

I dedicate Jing Zhiqiu's last song on this stage to all of you!

All right!

Mom, you're awesome! You won the competition.

You came to cheer me on too?

- Did you finish your homework? - I've already finished it.

I got an A in Chinese and Maths.

That's great.

Congratulations on your debut.

Thank you, Honey. It doesn't matter whether or not I debut.

I enjoyed my performance today.

There she is. Sister Qiu!

Run!

Be careful on the way home. See you tomorrow.

You're not gonna walk me home?

What? You can't go home on your own?

Aren't you wooing me? Why are you so slack?

Didn't you say that you're not ready yet?

Yes, I'm not ready. Won't you try harder?

I'll wait for you at a proper distance.

No matter what happens to you, I'll always be there.

He Yifei.

Do you really think we're right for each other?

There's age difference.

There's also a gap in our education.

Do you want to know my thoughts?

Although our many conditions don't seem like a good match,

but don't we have richness in this world because of our differences?

Individual differences can better perfect the composition of DNA.

There's a theory in statistics called significant difference.

If the difference between two data exceeds a certain standard,

the hypothesis test revolves around the validation of the original hypothesis.

If the null hypothesis is correct, we accept it.

Or if the null hypothesis is wrong, we reject it.

That means that we have made the right decision.

Speak in human language.

Xuanxuan, can we give it a try?

Just like what Guan Wen and Ding Ning did.

Give me a probation period.

- If you don't think I'm right for you- - Okay.

Okay?

- That's it? - Yeah, how complicated can it be?

You confessed your love, and I said yes.

So we are...

Boyfriend.

Hello.

♫ To be emotionally moved, one will always have to look back ♫

♫ Fast or slow, perhaps at the next stop ♫

♫ Someone is waiting for me, no rush, there's an answer ♫

♫ Sooner or later, I will realize I'll be full of regrets ♫

♫ To be emotionally moved, one will always have to look back ♫

Here.

Boss. I heard that General Manager Ding flies to Singapore today.

Yes, his flight is at noon.

Aren't you going to see him off?

I'm giving him a reason to miss me, so he comes back to me sooner.

You're willing to do that?

So what if I see him off?

Will I be willing to part with him if I see him off at the airport?

Leave now. Finish all the work I gave you.

I was the one who encouraged you to leave.

But why do I feel so empty now?

It's like it flew away with you.

I'm going out for a while. Please ask for a leave for me.

Got it.

It's all Guan Wen's fault.

What do you plan to do? To catch her and beat her up?

It won't work.

I was dismissed because of her.

No matter what, I can't pretend it never happened.

Mr. Wu, I'm at the parking lot now.

You're still ten minutes away?

No rush. I'll be waiting for you.

It's been a while since we last met. How are you two doing?

Guan Wen, don't celebrate too early. Fortune knocks once at every man's gate.

Maybe you are the next to fall!

That's right. Do you think Ding Ning will have no worries because of Chairman Zhu?

- You are too childish! - I think you are the ones who are childish.

You caused your own failure with your own mistakes.

Get out of the way!

How do you know if we're just here to scare you?

We're in broad daylight and in public.

Do you want to do something illegal under the CCTV?

- Let go of me! - Come on. Come on!

You really don't want to see me off?

Da Luo. Is your boss in the office?

She left with her bag before ten o'clock.

Do you know where she went?

She asked the company's Mr. Wu to give her a ride. I'll go and ask.

All right.

General Manager Ding. We found Director Guan's bag at the above-ground garage, but she's gone.

The security guard said he saw her going towards the rooftop with two men.

Based on their description, it should be Lei Kesen and Peter who was fired by TL.

- Turn around and go back to Wanli. - All right, General Manager Ding.

Da Luo, call the police immediately.

- You can't go over there for now. - Everyone, move back!

- That's right. They're not letting us in. - Please move back. Sorry.

- General Manager Ding. - Move back. - General Manager Ding, we can't go in there.

- General Manager Ding. - General Manager Ding, the police are inside.

What's going on?

- Are you all right? - I'm not the one who's not fine. It's them.

What are you doing? Let go of me.

Get over there.

Guan Wen,

you must give me an explanation or I'll throw you off!

Try it.

Do you know what the consequences are for murder?

Guan Wen.

We used to be colleagues.

You can't just watch me die like this.

What's going on? Aren't we here to look for trouble?

Guan Wen.

There were cameras.

We're all people with dignity. I'm on my knees here.

Please forgive me.

You two... What's wrong with you?

Guan Wen, please help me.

Once the news spread that I was handing out gifts,

I've been having a hard time finding a job.

I have three children.

The burden of sending them to international school is too heavy.

And...

My wife wants to get a divorce.

It's none of my business. You have only yourself to blame.

- Please. - What do you want?

Guan Wen, please talk to the General Manager of TL and help me ask for a favor.

He has a good impression of you. Can you put in a good word for me?

I'll only be in charge of the Engineering Department.

- Let go of your hands. - I won't be in charge of Brand Development anymore.

- I have to be somewhere. Let go. - I won't let go.

- I won't let go until you promise me. - Let go of me.

All right.

Guan Wen, are you really going to watch me die?

Guan Wen!

- What are you doing? - Guan Wen.

And then?

Then two armed policemen arrived.

They threw them over the shoulder and pinned them to the ground.

I was really scared.

What is there to talk with them about? Just ignore them.

I tried ignoring them. They stopped me from seeing you off at the airport.

Hold on.

Aren't you supposed to be on a plane now? Why are you still here?

Da Luo said you had an accident. And I couldn't get in touch with you.

My heart almost jumped out of my chest.

You're afraid they'd retaliate against me.

Don't worry. They're cowards. They wouldn't dare.

I've decided not to go to Singapore.

[Main Venue]

- Are you sure about this? - Are you sure about this?

You're just going to give up your title as Wanli's Director of Marketing

and start a business from nothing? Is it worth it?

Property and retail has never been my strength.

If my father hadn't held my head against my will, I wouldn't have stayed at Lia for so long.

Your dad agreed?

My dad is just worried about me. He always thinks that I'll cause trouble when I go out.

So this time, you're threatening him with death again?

Am I that unreasonable?

I learned from you and told him the truth and tried to reason with him.

I don't believe you.

I might have also mentioned that Ding Ning would be involved in my business.

You are popular within the Group now.

My dad really admires you for turning down Chairman Zhu's offer.

He thinks you're very decisive.

But don't you think it's such a pity?

It is. But life isn't always satisfactory.

You can't have your cake and eat it too.

But the Ding Ning I know has always put his career and future first.

I thought so too.

But when I knew she was in danger, my first reaction was to run back.

Do you know how I felt at that moment?

You were worried about her.

I was in despair. My heart dropped immediately.

I thought about it as I ran. Why should I go to Singapore?

Why do I have to leave her?

We work to lead a better life.

Without her in my life, everything will lose its color.

Congratulations, Boss.

- General Manager Ding, Director Xiao. - Thank you.

Thank you.

Congratulations.

Thank you.

[Don't forget your original intentions.]

Everyone.

Lia Group has always rewarded and punished as appropriate.

I believe that Guan Wen will continue to strive for excellence

as the chief operating officer of Wanli.

She'll keep working with Ding Ning

and bring out the mall's fullest potential.

They'll continue to lead this mall into a better and brighter future.

Great!

Cheers.

♫ I’ll look back at the world, amidst the confusion and chaos ♫

♫ There’s nothing to fear, oh ~ ♫

From now on, your girlfriend will be even harder to deal with.

Bring it on. I'm not scared.

Bring it on. I never admit defeat.

♫ Even if I’m stumbling and faltering, I’ll become my own light ♫

I heard TL asked you to return. Why didn't you accept their offer?

Because I suddenly feel that it's more fun to build up a mall.

Everything from the layouts to setups, from marketing to killing the enemy,

it's like playing with building blocks.

I need to think carefully every time I move.

We must not make mistakes and be very careful. It takes a lot of effort.

But when you look back once it's completed, you'll find that it was a lot of fun.

It's very fulfilling.

Plus, I already got a promotion. Why would I go back to clean up the mess Peter left?

I thought you didn't go because you couldn't bear to part with me.

Then why didn't you go back to the Group's Investment Department?

Because I can't bear to part with you. Are you really going to compete in this?

Because that's my motto, "Don't want to lose."

Life is like a blind box.

It hides unexpected struggles, but of course, there are also endless possibilities for surprises.

Whether you succeed every time, or you only succeed a few times,

after all, ups and downs are normal.

We've had some good times, and sometimes, we felt hopeless.

But if you withdraw from the situation every time you're in trouble,

you'll never get a chance to reverse the situation.

As long as life goes on, we still have a chance to win.

Only by having the courage to try and take the first step,

can we have unexpected rewards.

So don't easily deny hope

and don't casually give up possibilities.

We can afford the most complete victory,

and we always dare to stand back up and try again.

We refuse to admit defeat, we're not afraid to lose, and we never give up...

all because we don't want to lose.

Women are resilient.

No matter how tiny the light of hope is,

as long as you keep following the light,

the day of triumph is bound to come.

Time to eat!

Credit

♫ Like an undiscovered swing, a convenience store in the early morning ♫

♫ Like a dimly lit night, coffee has its limits ♫

♫ My heart remains untamed and unyielding ♫

♫ I'm thankful for a chance to give it my all ♫

♫ My heart is captivated by the past, letting me embrace the nostalgia ♫

♫ Basic encounters have transformed into dream-like encounters ♫

♫ I said not to have regrets, but I've contradicted myself ♫

♫ Stubbornness doesn't come into play here ♫

♫ Unexpectedly glancing back, I realized you've always been at the beginning ♫

♫ The unwavering heartstrings play a calm tune ♫

♫ Putting my pride aside, I've discovered you remain unchanged ♫

♫ Is it too late for me to make a secret wish? ♫

♫ Even after a long separation, words aren't necessary ♫

♫ In this moment, I want to capture this wonderful scene ♫

♫ Thank you for your courage in accepting my simplicity ♫

♫ Embrace the new me, eagerly heading to the next destination ♫

♫ I'm grateful your presence slowly fills my surroundings with joy ♫

♫ How lucky I am to have you in my sight ♫

♫ How worthy I am that you are my answer ♫