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[distant siren wailing]
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[buzzing]
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- I'm still here.
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[distant barking]
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[chatter]
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[rattling]
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- I'm still here.
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And so are you.
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[somber music]
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[dial tone]
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[alarm beeping]
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[water bubbling]
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- So you're not going
to tell me her name?
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- Don't make it
a big thing, mom.
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- Well, she invited
you to hang out.
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- I know that.
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- Hey.
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- Hey.
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- Hey.
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- Guess who just might
have a girlfriend.
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- I heard he's got two of them.
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- I didn't say that.
- Oh.
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[laughter]
- Oh my gosh.
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You guys are annoying.
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- Good nap?
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- Yeah.
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Weird dreams I still have this
headache that won't go away.
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- You think you should call out?
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- No.
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They're probably short
staffed as it is.
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Speaking of which, have
you seen my ID anywhere?
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- Yeah.
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This is what happens
now that you're only
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volunteering twice a year.
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- Why don't you give me a
hard time a little bit more,
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will you.
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Guilt trip me.
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Yeah.
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[curious music]
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What's he doing tonight?
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- He said he's hanging out at a
friend's house down the street.
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- What about you?
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You still going to
do that work thing?
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- I decided to ditch it
and go to my sister's.
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She's having her annual shindig.
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- It's quite a hike, isn't it?
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- I know.
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I just feel like
I owe her a visit.
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Check out the
invitation she sent.
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- Julia's New
Year's Eve bonanza.
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Well, you-- you can't miss that.
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- This came from your brother.
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I was thinking of putting
him on the fridge.
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- Where are their sweaters?
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- I think the sweaters are cute.
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- Dad, did you get the
Lakers tickets yet?
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- Oh, shit.
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No, not yet.
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I'm still working on it.
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- If you give me your
card, I can order them
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because they're
going to sell out.
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- No, no.
I'm going to do it.
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- Oh, I almost forgot.
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I had coffee with Matt
Chauvins yesterday.
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He asked to read your book.
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- It's-- it's really not
that type of thing, you know?
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- Well, he was thrilled to give
you notes, so, sent it to him.
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Is that a problem?
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- No.
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I mean, look.
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It's-- he's just a big-time
fiction writer, you know?
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And you asked him to read
my dumb little memoir.
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- Wow.
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OK, no more goodwill
gestures from me.
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- Appreciate it.
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- [radio chatter].
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[horns honking]
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[radio chatter]
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[radio fades out]
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[train horn blares]
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[line ringing]
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- You've reached Andrew.
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Please leave a message
and I'll get back to you.
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- Hey, big brother.
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It's me.
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Just calling to
say happy new year.
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I got those photos you sent.
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Thanks for those.
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Anyway, give me a call back.
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Let's catch up.
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[door clicks shut]
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[phone rings]
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[elevator dings]
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- Because I'm at work right now.
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You cannot just drop this
on me last minute, Ty.
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It's New Year's Eve.
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Fine.
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[phone rings]
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No.
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I just can't argue
about it right now.
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You know what?
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I'll figure it out.
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Steven, hi.
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How are you?
- Good.
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- So good to see you.
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- How are you?
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- You know, same old, same old.
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- I'm not interrupting, am I?
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- No.
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That was just my ex-husband
dropping the ball again.
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I actually have to
go and get my kids.
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He got his dates all
messed up, and now it's
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impossible to find a sitter.
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Actually, I think
it's just going
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to be here most of the night.
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Cindy's off at 11:00
- Oh.
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Uh, OK.
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- I'm so sorry, Steven.
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I know it's a lot for
one person, but I just--
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- No.
No, no, no.
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It's fine.
It's fine.
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Go be with your kids.
It's OK.
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- You're a lifesaver.
- Come on.
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You're the hero.
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I'm the one who sold out and
went into private practice.
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[laughter]
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- Well, at least use my desk.
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I do have the nice chair.
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- Thank you.
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All right.
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[phone rings]
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- Hello.
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- Lifeline.
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Hello?
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- I don't want to
talk about myself.
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- OK.
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I understand.
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Hello?
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[phone rings]
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Lifeline.
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Hello?
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[muffled breathing]
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It's-- it's OK if you're
not ready to talk,
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but can I get your
name at least?
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- Mary.
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- Mary?
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Hi, Mary.
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I'm Steve.
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- I don't really
know how this works.
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- Well, it's really whatever
you feel like you need.
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What made you call
in this evening?
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And there's no right
answer to that.
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- I don't want to
feel like this.
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I want it to be over.
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But please, don't
tell the police
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where I am because
they'll just--
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- No, no, no.
No.
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No, no I won't.
I promise.
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This call is
anonymous, so you don't
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have to worry about that, OK?
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OK?
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I'd just like to talk a little
bit about how you're feeling.
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Did, uh-- did something
happen at home tonight?
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Maybe a fight with family, or--
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- Yeah.
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Yeah.
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- Yeah?
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Can you tell me a
little bit about that?
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[pencil scratching]
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- Um, it's just my head.
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It's been all over the place.
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And no one I know gets
it, so I got these pills.
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- You have the
pills with you now?
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[somber music]
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- Mm-hmm.
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They're for sleep
and depression.
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But I figured if I take enough--
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- Well, I'm really hoping
you don't do that, Mary.
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- There's no other way.
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I don't have a choice.
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- Wait.
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Why do you say that?
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- What?
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- When you say that don't
feel like you have a choice,
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what do you mean by that?
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- Mary, can you--
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can you tell me where
you are right now?
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Are you at home?
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- No, I'm in Palm Springs.
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My husband rented a house
here for the holidays.
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- But he knows that you've
been having a hard time?
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- What?
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- But he knows that
you've been hurting?
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Mary?
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- I don't trust him.
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He's the reason I'm--
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- The the-- the
reason that you--
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you feel like hurting yourself?
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- Yeah.
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[ominous music]
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He drove us out here because
I was having problems.
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There was a medication change
I went through recently.
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And I told him I was in
therapy and he got really mad.
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- How come?
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- I don't think I
can talk much longer.
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- Why not?
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Mary, is it because
you're worried
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about your husband finding out?
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- Yeah.
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- Has your husband
ever hurt you?
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- No.
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But I'm afraid of him.
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It's hard to explain.
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- No, no.
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I think I understand.
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But I got to say, things, they
sound really tense over there
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tonight.
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So I'd like to come
up with a safe word,
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or-- or phrase in case
your husband comes home
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and we're still talking.
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- What do you mean?
What is--
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- It's just a way
for you to let me
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know that you're
feeling unsafe so it
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doesn't trigger your husband.
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Can we do that?
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- OK, fine.
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Yeah.
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- OK, great.
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So the best thing
to do is to pick
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a word or a phrase that's
really easy to bring up
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in a conversation.
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[horn honks in distance]
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- Like, "he's so
wonderful," or something?
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- Yeah.
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Yeah, that's great.
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"He's so wonderful" works.
That's great.
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And you'll remember that, right?
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Just in case?
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- Yeah.
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- OK.
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- I don't know.
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It feels really risky.
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- Mary-- Mary, listen.
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I just want to do
whatever we can to--
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- I should hang up.
- No.
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No, no, no.
Mary.
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Mary.
Wait.
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Wait.
Are you still there?
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If we can get you someplace safe
tonight away from your husband,
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OK, just until your
therapist is available,
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do you think that you could hold
off on maybe taking those pills?
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[tense music]
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- I-- I don't know.
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Maybe.
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- Maybe?
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Well, can you give
me your address?
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And I'd just feel better if we
got you out of that situation,
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away from him.
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578 Flamingo Drive.
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- 578 Flamingo Drive.
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And you said you're in
Palm Springs, right?
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- Honestly, I think it'd
be easier to just end it.
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- Mary.
Mary.
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- It just keeps happening.
[wailing]
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- I know.
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Listen, I understand, Mary.
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I understand.
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Listen.
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But that would be--
270
00:12:32,753 --> 00:12:35,590
that would be a really big
mistake and one that you cannot
271
00:12:35,690 --> 00:12:36,558
take back.
272
00:12:36,658 --> 00:12:38,392
Do you understand that?
273
00:12:38,492 --> 00:12:40,194
[tense music]
274
00:12:40,294 --> 00:12:41,128
Mary?
275
00:12:41,228 --> 00:12:42,597
[phone beeps]
276
00:12:42,697 --> 00:12:43,831
Shit.
277
00:12:59,280 --> 00:13:01,849
[unsettling music]
278
00:13:05,252 --> 00:13:07,788
[horn wailing]
279
00:13:16,497 --> 00:13:18,132
[radio chatter]
280
00:13:18,966 --> 00:13:20,200
- --games are on the schedule.
281
00:13:20,301 --> 00:13:22,803
The Cavaliers came
up with a surprise.
282
00:13:22,903 --> 00:13:24,838
[gentle music]
283
00:13:24,938 --> 00:13:27,441
[phone rings]
284
00:13:31,780 --> 00:13:34,014
- Lifeline.
285
00:13:34,114 --> 00:13:36,283
How can I help you today?
286
00:13:36,383 --> 00:13:38,018
[uneasy music]
287
00:13:38,118 --> 00:13:40,854
[pencil scratching]
288
00:13:42,022 --> 00:13:43,558
[phone rings]
289
00:13:43,658 --> 00:13:45,459
- Lifeline.
290
00:13:45,560 --> 00:13:48,095
[phone rings]
291
00:13:49,263 --> 00:13:52,833
- And give that
hot bath a try, OK?
292
00:13:52,933 --> 00:13:55,436
Thank you.
293
00:13:55,537 --> 00:13:56,470
Yeah, you too.
294
00:14:06,681 --> 00:14:09,216
[phone rings]
295
00:14:14,589 --> 00:14:16,857
Lifeline.
296
00:14:16,957 --> 00:14:18,225
[sneezes]
297
00:14:18,325 --> 00:14:19,226
- Sorry.
298
00:14:19,326 --> 00:14:20,260
I'm sick.
299
00:14:20,361 --> 00:14:21,462
- OK.
300
00:14:21,563 --> 00:14:24,532
Well, that's OK, but
this line is specifically
301
00:14:24,632 --> 00:14:27,736
for mental health purposes, so.
302
00:14:27,836 --> 00:14:29,771
- So, what?
303
00:14:29,870 --> 00:14:32,406
- Well, if you, uh--
304
00:14:32,507 --> 00:14:34,542
if you have a cold,
then you should
305
00:14:34,642 --> 00:14:39,748
talk to a doctor or someone
more qualified than me.
306
00:14:39,848 --> 00:14:40,981
No.
307
00:14:41,081 --> 00:14:44,318
I mean, I also want
to kill myself.
308
00:14:44,418 --> 00:14:45,452
- OK.
309
00:14:45,553 --> 00:14:48,322
That is something that
we should talk about.
310
00:14:48,422 --> 00:14:50,023
[coughing]
311
00:14:50,124 --> 00:14:52,192
- Can you-- can you
hold on a second?
312
00:14:52,292 --> 00:14:53,327
- Sure.
313
00:14:53,427 --> 00:14:55,496
[muffled laughter]
314
00:14:56,831 --> 00:15:00,535
Listen, if this is a prank
call, I'm going to hang up, OK?
315
00:15:00,635 --> 00:15:03,170
[laughter]
316
00:15:07,842 --> 00:15:10,344
- Julia, what are you two doing?
317
00:15:10,444 --> 00:15:12,514
[line clicks]
318
00:15:16,651 --> 00:15:18,520
[phone rings]
319
00:15:18,620 --> 00:15:20,688
- Lifeline.
320
00:15:20,789 --> 00:15:22,524
You all right?
321
00:15:22,624 --> 00:15:25,159
[a/c whirrs]
322
00:15:32,933 --> 00:15:35,503
[water splashes]
323
00:15:46,614 --> 00:15:47,549
- You all right?
324
00:15:47,649 --> 00:15:48,783
- Oh, yeah.
325
00:15:48,883 --> 00:15:50,484
It's just a little
coffee burn, thanks.
326
00:15:50,585 --> 00:15:51,686
How's your night going?
327
00:15:51,786 --> 00:15:52,787
- Pretty good.
328
00:15:52,887 --> 00:15:54,522
Feels like it's been nonstop.
329
00:15:54,622 --> 00:15:55,657
- Yeah.
330
00:15:55,757 --> 00:15:56,925
I'm going to make
a little coffee.
331
00:15:57,024 --> 00:15:58,459
You want some?
[phone ringing]
332
00:15:58,560 --> 00:15:59,694
- Lifeline.
333
00:15:59,794 --> 00:16:02,362
[coffee percolating]
334
00:16:06,099 --> 00:16:08,736
[phone rings]
335
00:16:19,714 --> 00:16:21,616
- Lifeline.
336
00:16:21,716 --> 00:16:22,983
- Hi.
337
00:16:23,083 --> 00:16:25,587
Uh, my wife, Mary, called
a little while ago.
338
00:16:25,687 --> 00:16:26,621
My name is Jason.
339
00:16:26,721 --> 00:16:28,857
- OK.
340
00:16:28,957 --> 00:16:31,593
Yeah, hi.
341
00:16:31,693 --> 00:16:34,896
She, you know-- well,
I'll let her explain.
342
00:16:34,995 --> 00:16:35,930
She's right here.
343
00:16:36,029 --> 00:16:37,197
- Hello?
344
00:16:38,999 --> 00:16:39,901
- Hi, Mary.
345
00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:41,468
It's Steven.
346
00:16:41,569 --> 00:16:43,872
[tense music]
347
00:16:43,972 --> 00:16:45,507
- Um, yeah.
348
00:16:45,607 --> 00:16:50,645
I just wanted to call and-- and
say, I was sorry about before.
349
00:16:50,745 --> 00:16:55,215
My meds, they just make
me think crazy thoughts.
350
00:16:55,315 --> 00:16:57,417
And
351
00:16:57,519 --> 00:17:01,789
- Mary, is your husband
there with you right now?
352
00:17:01,890 --> 00:17:03,257
- Uh-huh.
353
00:17:03,357 --> 00:17:04,358
Yeah.
354
00:17:08,596 --> 00:17:10,464
He's so wonderful.
355
00:17:10,565 --> 00:17:12,534
[clock ticking]
356
00:17:12,634 --> 00:17:14,134
- Well, thanks for
letting me know
357
00:17:14,234 --> 00:17:17,037
you're OK, and have a
good rest of your night.
358
00:17:17,137 --> 00:17:18,038
- Yeah.
359
00:17:18,138 --> 00:17:19,373
Happy new year.
360
00:17:19,473 --> 00:17:20,474
- You too.
361
00:17:25,613 --> 00:17:27,549
[dial pad beeping]
362
00:17:28,616 --> 00:17:30,818
[line trilling]
363
00:17:30,919 --> 00:17:32,554
- Palm Springs
Police department.
364
00:17:32,654 --> 00:17:33,922
What's your emergency?
365
00:17:34,022 --> 00:17:36,156
- Hi, my name is Steven Thomas
and I'm a hotline responder
366
00:17:36,256 --> 00:17:38,058
at the Lifeline Call Center.
367
00:17:38,158 --> 00:17:42,195
There's a lady in your
area at 578 Flamingo Drive
368
00:17:42,296 --> 00:17:45,365
and I believe that there's
a possible domestic violence
369
00:17:45,465 --> 00:17:48,101
situation with her husband.
370
00:17:48,201 --> 00:17:49,436
- All right.
371
00:17:49,537 --> 00:17:51,706
Let me put you through
to an officer on patrol.
372
00:17:51,806 --> 00:17:53,440
Hang on.
373
00:17:53,541 --> 00:17:55,442
[tense music]
374
00:17:55,543 --> 00:17:58,478
[phone ringing]
375
00:18:03,283 --> 00:18:05,485
- This is Officer Fredericks
with the Palm Springs PD.
376
00:18:05,587 --> 00:18:07,755
You're reporting a
domestic violence case?
377
00:18:07,855 --> 00:18:08,790
- Yes.
378
00:18:08,890 --> 00:18:12,927
She's at 578 Flamingo Drive.
379
00:18:13,027 --> 00:18:14,562
That's the address
dispatch sent us.
380
00:18:14,662 --> 00:18:16,396
Is there a number
I can reach you at?
381
00:18:16,496 --> 00:18:17,164
- Sure.
382
00:18:17,264 --> 00:18:22,937
My cell is 717-555-6455.
383
00:18:23,037 --> 00:18:24,338
- Great.
384
00:18:24,438 --> 00:18:26,273
I'll give you a call back
once we get eyes on her.
385
00:18:26,373 --> 00:18:27,609
What was the name again?
386
00:18:27,709 --> 00:18:28,610
- Mary.
387
00:18:28,710 --> 00:18:30,712
I didn't get a last name.
388
00:18:30,812 --> 00:18:31,746
- OK.
389
00:18:31,846 --> 00:18:33,480
Well, we're on our way now.
390
00:18:33,581 --> 00:18:34,481
- Great.
391
00:18:34,582 --> 00:18:35,550
I appreciate it.
392
00:18:38,553 --> 00:18:41,154
[eerie music]
393
00:18:47,327 --> 00:18:49,864
[deep rumbling]
394
00:18:49,964 --> 00:18:52,533
[glasses clinking]
395
00:18:59,874 --> 00:19:02,510
[lights buzzing]
396
00:19:16,891 --> 00:19:18,793
[water draining]
397
00:19:18,893 --> 00:19:21,495
[phone rings]
398
00:19:32,940 --> 00:19:34,042
Lifeline.
399
00:19:34,142 --> 00:19:36,544
[light breathing]
400
00:19:38,211 --> 00:19:39,747
- I'm going to kill myself.
401
00:19:39,847 --> 00:19:40,782
- OK.
402
00:19:42,817 --> 00:19:44,919
Can you tell me a
little bit about why?
403
00:19:50,290 --> 00:19:52,727
- It wouldn't make sense.
404
00:19:52,827 --> 00:19:55,963
- Well, I'd like to
try and understand.
405
00:19:56,064 --> 00:19:57,999
I'm in no rush.
406
00:19:58,099 --> 00:20:00,500
[ominous music]
407
00:20:02,202 --> 00:20:05,673
Can you tell me a little
bit about yourself?
408
00:20:05,773 --> 00:20:07,008
- Like what?
409
00:20:07,108 --> 00:20:09,110
- You-- you have a job?
410
00:20:09,209 --> 00:20:12,647
You-- are you a student?
411
00:20:12,747 --> 00:20:14,214
- I go to UCLA.
412
00:20:14,314 --> 00:20:15,583
- Oh, yeah?
413
00:20:15,683 --> 00:20:17,018
I went there.
414
00:20:17,118 --> 00:20:18,385
I mean, a while ago, but.
415
00:20:18,485 --> 00:20:22,957
Um, what's your name?
416
00:20:23,057 --> 00:20:24,525
- Steven.
417
00:20:24,625 --> 00:20:25,693
- Steven.
418
00:20:25,793 --> 00:20:28,261
That's my name, too.
419
00:20:28,361 --> 00:20:30,998
Where are you right now, Steven?
420
00:20:31,099 --> 00:20:32,633
- In a motel.
421
00:20:32,734 --> 00:20:34,267
[pencil scratches]
422
00:20:34,367 --> 00:20:35,536
I bought a gun.
423
00:20:38,740 --> 00:20:40,675
- I got to be honest
with you, Steven.
424
00:20:40,775 --> 00:20:48,381
Um, guns make me really nervous
in this kind of situation.
425
00:20:48,482 --> 00:20:51,185
Did you tell anyone
else where you are?
426
00:20:51,284 --> 00:20:54,989
- I-- I tried to
tell my girlfriend,
427
00:20:55,089 --> 00:21:02,764
but-- or ex-girlfriend, but
we just got into a fight, so.
428
00:21:02,864 --> 00:21:05,499
- I'm sorry to hear that.
429
00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:07,635
What's your girlfriend's name?
430
00:21:07,735 --> 00:21:10,270
[tense music]
431
00:21:11,371 --> 00:21:14,809
- It's Vivian, but
everybody calls her Viv.
432
00:21:14,909 --> 00:21:16,744
- And you said your
name is Steven?
433
00:21:16,844 --> 00:21:17,779
- Yeah.
434
00:21:17,879 --> 00:21:19,046
- What's your last name?
435
00:21:19,147 --> 00:21:20,347
- Thomas.
436
00:21:22,250 --> 00:21:23,718
- Thomas.
437
00:21:23,818 --> 00:21:28,055
So you wouldn't happen to have
gone to Woodrow Wilson High
438
00:21:28,156 --> 00:21:30,725
School, did you?
439
00:21:30,825 --> 00:21:31,458
- Yeah.
440
00:21:31,559 --> 00:21:33,594
How did you know that?
441
00:21:33,694 --> 00:21:34,996
[laughter]
442
00:21:35,096 --> 00:21:37,064
- I'm going to put you on hold
for just a second, all right?
443
00:21:40,835 --> 00:21:43,370
[line trilling]
444
00:21:47,909 --> 00:21:48,843
- Hello?
445
00:21:48,943 --> 00:21:49,911
- Hey, it's me.
446
00:21:50,011 --> 00:21:51,245
- Dad?
447
00:21:51,344 --> 00:21:54,015
- Yeah, nice work with
that prank call there.
448
00:21:54,115 --> 00:21:55,216
- What?
449
00:21:55,315 --> 00:21:56,250
- That was good.
450
00:21:56,349 --> 00:21:58,019
You get your Mom
in on that, too?
451
00:21:58,119 --> 00:22:01,088
- Dad, I seriously have no
idea what you're talking about.
452
00:22:01,189 --> 00:22:02,455
[ominous music]
453
00:22:02,557 --> 00:22:04,357
- This is the guy that
called in claiming to be me,
454
00:22:04,457 --> 00:22:05,927
you knew nothing about that?
455
00:22:06,027 --> 00:22:07,161
- No.
456
00:22:07,261 --> 00:22:08,696
[laughter]
457
00:22:08,796 --> 00:22:11,799
And, Dad, it's really
loud here right now, so--
458
00:22:11,899 --> 00:22:13,433
- OK.
All right.
459
00:22:13,534 --> 00:22:14,969
Well, we'll talk
about this later.
460
00:22:15,069 --> 00:22:16,804
- OK, bye.
461
00:22:16,904 --> 00:22:19,439
[droning music]
462
00:22:23,244 --> 00:22:24,145
- Hey.
463
00:22:24,245 --> 00:22:25,613
So-- so listen, buddy.
464
00:22:25,713 --> 00:22:28,683
- You seriously
just put me on hold?
465
00:22:28,783 --> 00:22:30,417
I came here to
blow my brains out
466
00:22:30,518 --> 00:22:31,619
and you're too fucking busy--
- OK.
467
00:22:31,719 --> 00:22:32,485
- --to stay on
the phone with me?
468
00:22:32,587 --> 00:22:33,554
- Hey, listen.
Listen.
469
00:22:33,654 --> 00:22:34,856
Listen.
I'm sorry.
470
00:22:35,623 --> 00:22:36,389
I'm sorry that-- you're right.
471
00:22:36,489 --> 00:22:38,391
That was wrong of me.
472
00:22:38,491 --> 00:22:39,994
I apologize.
473
00:22:40,094 --> 00:22:41,696
[sniffles]
474
00:22:41,796 --> 00:22:43,197
- Whatever.
475
00:22:43,297 --> 00:22:44,732
It doesn't matter.
476
00:22:44,832 --> 00:22:46,634
It's happening no
matter what, so.
477
00:22:50,370 --> 00:22:51,839
- When you say it's
happening, you mean--
478
00:22:51,939 --> 00:22:55,276
- I mean, I'm going
to kill myself.
479
00:22:55,375 --> 00:22:56,544
I've already decided.
480
00:22:59,113 --> 00:23:01,649
- But you haven't done it
yet and that's a great thing.
481
00:23:01,749 --> 00:23:02,984
- I told myself midnight.
482
00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:08,388
- Is there a reason that
you gave yourself a time?
483
00:23:08,488 --> 00:23:10,124
- I don't know.
484
00:23:10,224 --> 00:23:12,293
It helps when I have
a goal, I guess.
485
00:23:12,392 --> 00:23:13,393
[somber music]
486
00:23:13,493 --> 00:23:16,864
- Well, you seem
pretty determined.
487
00:23:16,964 --> 00:23:19,967
Did you get the gun
for this purpose?
488
00:23:20,067 --> 00:23:21,802
- Yeah.
489
00:23:21,903 --> 00:23:25,806
- It's either I use
it on myself or on--
490
00:23:25,907 --> 00:23:26,974
- On who?
491
00:23:27,074 --> 00:23:28,910
[droning music]
492
00:23:29,911 --> 00:23:31,812
- Doesn't matter.
493
00:23:31,913 --> 00:23:35,049
I'm too much of a
coward to do that.
494
00:23:35,149 --> 00:23:37,285
He always knew that about me.
495
00:23:37,385 --> 00:23:41,421
I only called because I don't
want to be alone when I do it.
496
00:23:41,522 --> 00:23:42,990
It said this hotline
was anonymous,
497
00:23:43,090 --> 00:23:45,660
so I figured if I told anyone
else, they'd call the cops.
498
00:23:45,760 --> 00:23:47,561
- Well, that's not
going to happen with me.
499
00:23:47,662 --> 00:23:51,198
But I got to be honest
with you, this, uh--
500
00:23:51,299 --> 00:23:52,600
this worries me, Steven.
501
00:23:52,700 --> 00:23:54,302
- But you're not going to
call them though, right?
502
00:23:54,402 --> 00:23:55,870
'Cause if I hear
one fucking siren--
503
00:23:55,970 --> 00:23:56,771
- No, no.
504
00:23:56,871 --> 00:23:57,972
I'm not going to call the cops.
505
00:23:58,072 --> 00:23:59,941
I just want to keep
talking to you, OK?
506
00:24:00,041 --> 00:24:01,175
That's it.
507
00:24:01,275 --> 00:24:04,145
Can we do that?
508
00:24:04,245 --> 00:24:05,880
- Yeah.
509
00:24:05,980 --> 00:24:08,282
- OK.
510
00:24:08,382 --> 00:24:10,351
- As long as you
know, it won't matter.
511
00:24:10,450 --> 00:24:11,552
[clock ticking]
512
00:24:11,652 --> 00:24:14,855
We can't change
what's happening.
513
00:24:14,956 --> 00:24:19,560
- What specifically do you
feel like you can't change?
514
00:24:19,660 --> 00:24:21,662
- I-- I just mean, generally.
515
00:24:21,762 --> 00:24:27,101
I-- I feel like we all believe
we're in control when we aren't.
516
00:24:27,201 --> 00:24:28,536
- So you feel powerless?
517
00:24:28,636 --> 00:24:30,371
- I don't feel, I am.
518
00:24:30,470 --> 00:24:31,572
I am fucking powerless.
519
00:24:31,672 --> 00:24:34,608
That's why I know
nothing matters.
520
00:24:34,709 --> 00:24:37,712
I know people say that all
the time, but it's true.
521
00:24:37,812 --> 00:24:40,214
It's, like, the only
thing that's true.
522
00:24:40,314 --> 00:24:42,116
[clock ticking]
523
00:24:42,216 --> 00:24:43,351
- That nothing matters?
524
00:24:43,451 --> 00:24:45,619
- We're all just
talking to ourselves,
525
00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:48,823
telling ourselves the
same things over and over,
526
00:24:48,923 --> 00:24:51,592
putting meaning
into every little--
527
00:24:51,692 --> 00:24:53,294
we're pretending to be
people we aren't, all
528
00:24:53,394 --> 00:24:57,264
of us, acting like everything's
perfect and normal.
529
00:24:57,365 --> 00:24:59,900
[ominous music]
530
00:25:00,001 --> 00:25:01,002
- And what I did.
531
00:25:04,171 --> 00:25:05,172
- What did you do?
532
00:25:09,543 --> 00:25:14,982
- I mean, what I
let that happen.
533
00:25:15,082 --> 00:25:16,017
- Good boy.
534
00:25:20,654 --> 00:25:21,989
- What did you let happen?
535
00:25:22,089 --> 00:25:23,090
- Forget it.
536
00:25:26,594 --> 00:25:28,362
- Steven.
537
00:25:28,462 --> 00:25:32,299
- Once I do this, I'll be free.
538
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:34,635
I mean, it's all insane.
539
00:25:34,735 --> 00:25:38,639
And if the whole world
is insane, then--
540
00:25:38,739 --> 00:25:41,976
then why is it insane
to want to end my life?
541
00:25:42,076 --> 00:25:45,813
- I think it would be
tragic, but insane?
542
00:25:48,249 --> 00:25:49,250
I don't know.
543
00:25:52,086 --> 00:25:53,621
You see, there's
a part of me that
544
00:25:53,721 --> 00:25:55,623
can understand the feeling
that the whole world is
545
00:25:55,723 --> 00:25:58,692
rigged against us.
546
00:25:58,793 --> 00:26:00,694
And no matter how
hard we try, life just
547
00:26:00,795 --> 00:26:05,466
keeps putting obstacles in
our way, sometimes worse.
548
00:26:05,566 --> 00:26:08,736
Sometimes things
feel like they're
549
00:26:08,836 --> 00:26:12,640
so bad that that it is too
much for one person to take on.
550
00:26:15,376 --> 00:26:17,344
Alone, at least.
551
00:26:17,445 --> 00:26:19,780
[eerie atmospheric music]
552
00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:25,753
But that's why you called
in and I think that's great.
553
00:26:30,991 --> 00:26:31,992
Steven?
554
00:26:34,862 --> 00:26:36,230
You still with me?
555
00:26:40,201 --> 00:26:42,703
[machine beeps]
556
00:26:50,344 --> 00:26:52,746
[chatter]
557
00:27:01,088 --> 00:27:03,057
[phone beeps]
558
00:27:03,157 --> 00:27:05,693
[line trilling]
559
00:27:08,863 --> 00:27:10,431
- Hi, this is Vivian.
560
00:27:10,532 --> 00:27:11,899
Please leave a message.
561
00:27:11,999 --> 00:27:12,700
[beep]
562
00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:14,034
- Hey, it's me.
563
00:27:14,135 --> 00:27:18,706
Just had a call that
threw me for a loop.
564
00:27:18,806 --> 00:27:20,641
Give me a call when you get it.
565
00:27:20,741 --> 00:27:22,409
I love you.
566
00:27:22,511 --> 00:27:24,945
[lights buzzing]
567
00:27:27,549 --> 00:27:28,482
- OK.
568
00:27:28,583 --> 00:27:29,750
I'm so sorry.
569
00:27:29,850 --> 00:27:31,051
I know you're about
to head out, but I
570
00:27:31,152 --> 00:27:32,853
need to run down to the
restroom downstairs.
571
00:27:32,953 --> 00:27:35,222
Can you cover for
me for just a sec?
572
00:27:35,322 --> 00:27:36,390
- Yeah, sure.
573
00:27:36,490 --> 00:27:37,424
- Thank you.
574
00:27:37,526 --> 00:27:39,026
- Uh-huh.
575
00:27:39,126 --> 00:27:40,394
[gentle music]
576
00:27:40,494 --> 00:27:42,631
[ringtone plays]
577
00:27:42,730 --> 00:27:44,431
- Hello?
- Hi.
578
00:27:44,533 --> 00:27:45,534
It's Officer Fredericks.
579
00:27:45,634 --> 00:27:46,667
- Oh, yeah.
580
00:27:46,767 --> 00:27:47,668
- This is my cell.
581
00:27:47,768 --> 00:27:49,270
I just wanted to follow up.
582
00:27:49,370 --> 00:27:53,007
We arrested the victim's husband
you called in about, a Jason.
583
00:27:53,107 --> 00:27:54,175
- Oh, OK.
584
00:27:54,275 --> 00:27:55,976
And-- and how's Mary?
585
00:27:56,076 --> 00:27:57,845
- She was worked up for sure.
586
00:27:57,945 --> 00:27:59,914
And we had an ambulance
take her to the hospital
587
00:28:00,014 --> 00:28:01,616
since her head was
injured pretty bad.
588
00:28:01,715 --> 00:28:03,518
- Oh my goodness.
589
00:28:03,618 --> 00:28:05,620
- But hey.
590
00:28:05,719 --> 00:28:07,622
It's great you called.
591
00:28:07,755 --> 00:28:09,023
Who knows how bad
things could have
592
00:28:09,123 --> 00:28:11,125
gotten if we hadn't showed up?
593
00:28:11,225 --> 00:28:12,661
- Well, thank you.
594
00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:14,495
- I'll give you a call
this week since we'll
595
00:28:14,596 --> 00:28:16,430
need a full statement.
596
00:28:16,531 --> 00:28:17,666
- For sure.
597
00:28:17,765 --> 00:28:19,200
- This is the best
number to reach you at?
598
00:28:19,300 --> 00:28:20,434
- Yes, it is.
599
00:28:20,535 --> 00:28:21,702
- OK.
600
00:28:21,802 --> 00:28:23,137
You have a good rest
of your night, sir.
601
00:28:23,237 --> 00:28:24,371
- You too.
602
00:28:24,471 --> 00:28:25,773
Happy new year.
603
00:28:25,873 --> 00:28:28,375
[elevator whirrs]
604
00:28:28,475 --> 00:28:30,978
[doors grind shut]
605
00:28:33,414 --> 00:28:35,316
[horn honks]
606
00:28:36,283 --> 00:28:37,851
[police radio chatter]
- Hey, there.
607
00:28:37,952 --> 00:28:39,320
I'm just going to use your
restroom really quick,
608
00:28:39,420 --> 00:28:40,354
all right?
609
00:28:40,454 --> 00:28:42,323
- Key's on the desk right there.
610
00:28:42,423 --> 00:28:44,258
- Thank you.
611
00:28:44,358 --> 00:28:46,661
[water splashing]
612
00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:49,263
[muzak playing]
613
00:28:56,870 --> 00:28:59,473
[high-pitched ringing]
614
00:29:03,712 --> 00:29:04,613
- You never listen.
615
00:29:04,713 --> 00:29:06,648
You never listen.
616
00:29:06,747 --> 00:29:09,216
[crying]
617
00:29:09,316 --> 00:29:11,352
Listen now, huh?
618
00:29:11,452 --> 00:29:13,254
[piano plays]
619
00:29:13,354 --> 00:29:14,989
[glasses shatter]
620
00:29:15,089 --> 00:29:17,659
- You're going listen to me.
621
00:29:17,758 --> 00:29:20,261
[woman crying]
622
00:29:24,832 --> 00:29:25,734
- Yeah.
623
00:29:25,833 --> 00:29:27,234
All right.
624
00:29:27,334 --> 00:29:29,870
[door clicks open]
625
00:29:32,239 --> 00:29:33,307
- What was that?
626
00:29:33,407 --> 00:29:34,643
- Damn gunshot victim.
627
00:29:34,743 --> 00:29:36,844
- Those doctors, there's
a hospital nearby?
628
00:29:36,944 --> 00:29:38,812
- Yeah, next door
in the west tower.
629
00:29:38,912 --> 00:29:42,249
I'll tell you, a bunch of
strange happenings going on
630
00:29:42,349 --> 00:29:43,250
in this plot.
631
00:29:43,350 --> 00:29:45,587
Man.
632
00:29:45,687 --> 00:29:46,588
You on eight, right?
633
00:29:46,688 --> 00:29:48,088
- Yeah.
634
00:29:48,188 --> 00:29:49,691
- Yeah, you'll probably
see me around here later.
635
00:29:49,790 --> 00:29:51,526
- Graveyard shift for us, huh?
636
00:29:51,626 --> 00:29:54,261
- Man, it gets lonely around
here on New Year's Eve.
637
00:29:54,361 --> 00:29:56,230
I tell you.
638
00:29:56,330 --> 00:29:57,431
- But--
639
00:29:57,532 --> 00:29:58,432
[lights buzzing]
640
00:29:58,533 --> 00:30:00,467
- I don't believe this.
641
00:30:00,568 --> 00:30:02,102
Is this happening upstairs, too?
642
00:30:02,202 --> 00:30:04,004
- Yeah, there's
something similar.
643
00:30:04,104 --> 00:30:06,708
It must've been from
that earthquake earlier.
644
00:30:06,807 --> 00:30:07,776
- We had one?
645
00:30:07,875 --> 00:30:09,443
- Yeah, you didn't feel it?
646
00:30:09,544 --> 00:30:11,579
- I must have missed it.
647
00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:12,714
- Hey.
Thanks again.
648
00:30:12,813 --> 00:30:14,181
- Oh.
No problem.
649
00:30:14,281 --> 00:30:15,249
Happy New Year.
650
00:30:15,349 --> 00:30:16,417
- You too.
651
00:30:16,518 --> 00:30:18,452
[ringtone plays]
652
00:30:18,553 --> 00:30:19,554
- Andrew.
653
00:30:19,654 --> 00:30:20,854
[horn honks]
654
00:30:20,954 --> 00:30:21,922
- Hey, man.
655
00:30:22,022 --> 00:30:23,424
Sorry, I just got your message.
656
00:30:23,525 --> 00:30:24,391
- Yeah, no worries.
657
00:30:24,491 --> 00:30:25,560
- Yeah.
658
00:30:25,660 --> 00:30:26,594
It's crazy.
659
00:30:26,695 --> 00:30:27,961
It's almost midnight here.
660
00:30:28,062 --> 00:30:30,831
The boys somehow have
more energy than me.
661
00:30:30,931 --> 00:30:33,133
- Yeah, they look really
big in the photos you sent.
662
00:30:33,233 --> 00:30:34,868
- Yeah.
Tell me about it.
663
00:30:34,968 --> 00:30:36,504
- Hey, I--
664
00:30:36,604 --> 00:30:39,206
I was meaning to call you
earlier this week, you know?
665
00:30:39,306 --> 00:30:40,874
It's-- it's just--
it's been a little.
666
00:30:40,974 --> 00:30:42,142
- No, no, no.
667
00:30:42,242 --> 00:30:43,143
I get it.
668
00:30:43,243 --> 00:30:44,345
I get it.
669
00:30:44,445 --> 00:30:46,548
It's weird.
670
00:30:46,648 --> 00:30:51,619
I've been thinking about
Mom and Dad recently and--
671
00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:52,821
and I don't know.
672
00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:55,657
It's-- It's like
memories of them.
673
00:30:55,757 --> 00:30:57,157
They're fading, you know?
674
00:30:57,257 --> 00:30:59,960
Like, I can only remember
them in bits and pieces now.
675
00:31:02,363 --> 00:31:04,465
Sorry, I-- I don't know
what I'm trying to say.
676
00:31:04,566 --> 00:31:05,499
- No, I-- I get it.
677
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:07,267
It's the same for me.
678
00:31:07,368 --> 00:31:10,371
It feels like it's
easier to block things
679
00:31:10,471 --> 00:31:12,139
out most of the time.
680
00:31:12,239 --> 00:31:14,743
You know I've been
thinking about it, too.
681
00:31:14,843 --> 00:31:19,547
I mean, how can we not on a
night like tonight, you know?
682
00:31:19,647 --> 00:31:23,317
Do you remember that time
when dad took Mom on that trip
683
00:31:23,417 --> 00:31:25,185
and left us alone
for the weekend
684
00:31:25,285 --> 00:31:27,622
and didn't tell us where
they were going or anything?
685
00:31:27,722 --> 00:31:29,423
They just left.
686
00:31:29,524 --> 00:31:31,659
- Yeah.
687
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:33,661
Yeah, I remember that.
688
00:31:33,762 --> 00:31:36,230
[somber music]
689
00:31:39,634 --> 00:31:42,136
[engine rumbles]
690
00:31:44,672 --> 00:31:49,711
- You said something to
me I've never forgotten.
691
00:31:49,811 --> 00:31:51,011
- What if he kills her?
692
00:31:53,981 --> 00:31:56,350
- I know they came
back a few days later.
693
00:31:56,450 --> 00:31:58,820
She was OK, but--
694
00:31:58,919 --> 00:32:03,223
and then with me going
so far away for college.
695
00:32:03,323 --> 00:32:10,532
We've never talked about it,
but I could have done more.
696
00:32:10,632 --> 00:32:13,668
I know that.
697
00:32:13,768 --> 00:32:14,836
Hey, Steve.
698
00:32:14,935 --> 00:32:16,203
Hang on one sec.
699
00:32:16,303 --> 00:32:18,405
Honey!
700
00:32:18,506 --> 00:32:19,574
Boys.
701
00:32:19,674 --> 00:32:20,875
[stammers]
702
00:32:20,974 --> 00:32:23,444
I'm sorry, we're closing
in on midnight here.
703
00:32:23,545 --> 00:32:25,345
- Yeah, no.
704
00:32:25,446 --> 00:32:26,681
I gotta run, too.
705
00:32:26,781 --> 00:32:28,081
I'm at work, so.
706
00:32:28,182 --> 00:32:31,952
- Hey, but let's find a
time to talk more, you know,
707
00:32:32,052 --> 00:32:35,355
when I'm not being
used as a jungle gym.
708
00:32:35,456 --> 00:32:36,724
- Yeah, for sure.
709
00:32:36,825 --> 00:32:39,159
[energetic music]
710
00:33:22,971 --> 00:33:24,471
- Hello?
- Steven?
711
00:33:24,572 --> 00:33:25,640
Hi.
712
00:33:25,740 --> 00:33:28,676
It's Matt Chauvins, a
colleague of your wife's.
713
00:33:28,776 --> 00:33:29,711
- Yeah.
714
00:33:29,811 --> 00:33:31,345
Hi, how are you?
715
00:33:31,445 --> 00:33:32,145
- I'm good.
716
00:33:32,246 --> 00:33:33,581
I'm good, I'm good.
717
00:33:33,681 --> 00:33:34,616
Yourself?
718
00:33:34,716 --> 00:33:35,583
- I'm great.
719
00:33:35,683 --> 00:33:36,951
Um, funny.
720
00:33:37,050 --> 00:33:40,053
I'm actually looking
at your Wikipedia page.
721
00:33:40,153 --> 00:33:41,623
[laughter]
722
00:33:41,723 --> 00:33:42,790
- No kidding?
723
00:33:42,891 --> 00:33:47,862
- Yeah, I-- I heard that
Vivian sent my draft to you.
724
00:33:47,962 --> 00:33:49,196
So sorry.
725
00:33:49,296 --> 00:33:50,598
I just didn't expect to
hear from you so soon.
726
00:33:50,698 --> 00:33:54,101
- Well, good writers seek
out other good writers
727
00:33:54,201 --> 00:33:55,135
whenever they can.
728
00:33:55,235 --> 00:33:56,538
- Hey, you're the professional.
729
00:33:56,638 --> 00:33:57,572
I'm just a wannabe.
730
00:33:57,672 --> 00:34:00,440
- Oh, please don't
sell yourself short.
731
00:34:00,542 --> 00:34:01,441
- Well, I-- I'll--
732
00:34:01,543 --> 00:34:03,243
I'll admit, by the
end of college,
733
00:34:03,343 --> 00:34:07,047
I was dead set on either being a
psychologist or a sci-fi writer,
734
00:34:07,147 --> 00:34:08,550
so you know.
735
00:34:08,650 --> 00:34:10,050
- Oh yeah?
736
00:34:10,150 --> 00:34:11,118
- Yeah, yeah.
737
00:34:11,218 --> 00:34:12,687
It's going to be
one or the other--
738
00:34:12,787 --> 00:34:15,122
[building rumbles]
739
00:34:15,222 --> 00:34:17,090
[lights clicking]
740
00:34:17,190 --> 00:34:19,727
[glass breaking]
741
00:34:23,096 --> 00:34:24,298
- Hello?
742
00:34:27,167 --> 00:34:28,302
- Hi, sorry.
743
00:34:28,402 --> 00:34:29,938
Did you-- did you
feel that earthquake?
744
00:34:30,038 --> 00:34:31,305
- No, no.
745
00:34:31,405 --> 00:34:33,741
It must have not hit
us here in the Valley.
746
00:34:33,841 --> 00:34:34,809
Are you all right?
747
00:34:34,909 --> 00:34:37,879
- Uh, yeah.
748
00:34:37,979 --> 00:34:40,949
Yeah, all good.
749
00:34:41,049 --> 00:34:43,116
- Good.
750
00:34:43,216 --> 00:34:45,653
So I know it's New Year's Eve.
751
00:34:45,753 --> 00:34:47,254
I hope I'm not interrupting
752
00:34:47,354 --> 00:34:50,123
- No, not at the moment.
753
00:34:50,223 --> 00:34:53,728
- Well, I had to call
because honestly, I'm
754
00:34:53,828 --> 00:34:56,296
reading this memoir and
I'm on the edge of my seat.
755
00:34:56,396 --> 00:34:57,464
I couldn't put it down.
756
00:34:57,565 --> 00:34:58,566
- Really?
757
00:35:00,267 --> 00:35:02,436
- That-- that means a lot.
758
00:35:02,537 --> 00:35:03,236
- Yeah no.
759
00:35:03,337 --> 00:35:05,640
It's gripping stuff.
760
00:35:05,740 --> 00:35:09,577
I really can't wait
to read the rest.
761
00:35:09,677 --> 00:35:13,615
- Well, I figured it was more or
less finished, page count-wise.
762
00:35:13,715 --> 00:35:14,782
- Huh.
763
00:35:14,882 --> 00:35:16,651
So I'm just going to give
you my personal opinion.
764
00:35:16,751 --> 00:35:18,686
You can take it, you
can leave it, but--
765
00:35:18,786 --> 00:35:19,621
- No, no.
766
00:35:19,721 --> 00:35:22,489
Please, I-- I'd
love the feedback.
767
00:35:22,590 --> 00:35:26,360
- Well, it feels like
you stopped short right
768
00:35:26,460 --> 00:35:29,129
as things with your
father start heating up.
769
00:35:29,229 --> 00:35:31,666
[ominous music]
770
00:35:32,767 --> 00:35:33,768
- Can I trust you?
771
00:35:36,738 --> 00:35:39,473
- But the way you set
everything up until this point,
772
00:35:39,574 --> 00:35:42,376
the father-son dynamic, yeah.
773
00:35:42,476 --> 00:35:47,081
I just figured there was more to
explore with that relationship.
774
00:35:47,180 --> 00:35:49,851
- With my father?
775
00:35:49,951 --> 00:35:51,451
OK.
776
00:35:51,552 --> 00:35:54,187
Because I don't think I really
got into our relationship
777
00:35:54,287 --> 00:35:56,924
until around
chapter eight or so.
778
00:35:57,025 --> 00:35:58,291
- Huh.
779
00:35:58,392 --> 00:36:00,528
Vivian must have sent me
an earlier manuscript.
780
00:36:00,628 --> 00:36:02,630
This copy ends at chapter five.
781
00:36:02,730 --> 00:36:03,731
- Oh.
782
00:36:06,266 --> 00:36:09,137
I actually have the latest
draft emailed to myself
783
00:36:09,236 --> 00:36:12,674
and I can forward
that to you right now.
784
00:36:12,774 --> 00:36:14,241
- Yeah, that'd be great.
785
00:36:20,048 --> 00:36:22,150
The writing is terrific.
786
00:36:22,249 --> 00:36:23,885
And your teenage years?
I mean--
787
00:36:23,985 --> 00:36:24,852
[exhales]
788
00:36:24,952 --> 00:36:26,587
It's harrowing, honestly.
789
00:36:26,688 --> 00:36:31,191
Yeah I just end up sticking to
sci-fi and political thrillers.
790
00:36:31,291 --> 00:36:34,662
Maybe I'm too afraid
of getting personal.
791
00:36:34,762 --> 00:36:36,964
[phone beeps]
792
00:36:37,065 --> 00:36:37,999
- Man, I'm sorry.
793
00:36:38,099 --> 00:36:39,600
I've got to call you right back.
794
00:36:39,701 --> 00:36:41,268
- Oh, OK.
795
00:36:41,368 --> 00:36:43,538
Let's-- let's talk later.
796
00:36:43,638 --> 00:36:44,839
- Hey, Viv.
797
00:36:44,939 --> 00:36:46,174
- Hey, sorry.
798
00:36:46,273 --> 00:36:47,975
I just got your message.
- It's all right.
799
00:36:48,076 --> 00:36:49,043
It's no problem.
800
00:36:49,143 --> 00:36:51,445
- Have you talked to Jeff?
801
00:36:51,546 --> 00:36:53,514
- Yeah, I talked to
him about an hour ago.
802
00:36:53,614 --> 00:36:56,050
He was still at the party.
803
00:36:56,150 --> 00:36:57,151
Why?
804
00:36:57,250 --> 00:36:59,087
- He hasn't
responded to my text.
805
00:36:59,187 --> 00:37:00,420
- Really?
806
00:37:00,521 --> 00:37:01,989
- I mean, I know he's
just down the street,
807
00:37:02,090 --> 00:37:03,725
but I've been
trying to check in.
808
00:37:03,825 --> 00:37:04,892
Oh.
Hang on.
809
00:37:04,992 --> 00:37:06,894
He just texted.
810
00:37:06,994 --> 00:37:10,631
He's saying he'll be home
by 12:30 at the latest.
811
00:37:10,732 --> 00:37:12,166
- You're great.
812
00:37:12,265 --> 00:37:13,901
And how was your party?
813
00:37:14,001 --> 00:37:15,870
- Ugh, I left early.
814
00:37:15,970 --> 00:37:17,739
I'm actually on the road now.
815
00:37:17,839 --> 00:37:19,640
- That much fun, huh?
816
00:37:19,741 --> 00:37:20,775
- No, it was fine.
817
00:37:20,875 --> 00:37:22,342
It was good to see Julia.
818
00:37:22,442 --> 00:37:24,411
She spent at least an hour
telling embarrassing stories
819
00:37:24,512 --> 00:37:26,047
from when we were young.
820
00:37:26,147 --> 00:37:27,447
How is everything on your end?
821
00:37:27,548 --> 00:37:29,050
Your voicemail sounded--
822
00:37:29,150 --> 00:37:30,484
- No.
823
00:37:30,585 --> 00:37:33,788
I-- I think I just wanted to
hear your voice, you know?
824
00:37:33,888 --> 00:37:36,490
Conversation's tonight
got me thinking.
825
00:37:36,591 --> 00:37:37,725
- Yeah?
826
00:37:37,825 --> 00:37:38,760
- Yeah.
827
00:37:38,860 --> 00:37:40,828
- About what?
828
00:37:40,928 --> 00:37:42,897
- Us, the past.
829
00:37:42,997 --> 00:37:46,100
- Oh, not the past.
830
00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:48,903
- Yeah, that little old thing.
831
00:37:49,003 --> 00:37:50,571
[gentle music]
832
00:37:50,671 --> 00:37:55,743
I just think there's things
I've forgotten, you know?
833
00:37:59,247 --> 00:38:02,550
Senior year of college
and maybe before.
834
00:38:04,752 --> 00:38:07,789
Tell me what you
remember about us.
835
00:38:07,889 --> 00:38:09,456
- About us?
836
00:38:09,557 --> 00:38:11,726
Wow.
837
00:38:11,826 --> 00:38:14,228
- Yeah.
838
00:38:14,327 --> 00:38:16,296
Yeah, from the beginning.
839
00:38:16,396 --> 00:38:19,667
- Well, I hope you haven't
forgotten that much.
840
00:38:19,767 --> 00:38:22,970
- No, I'm just in a
reflective moment.
841
00:38:23,070 --> 00:38:26,941
And I am writing a memoir,
supposedly, anyway.
842
00:38:27,041 --> 00:38:28,042
- Yeah.
843
00:38:28,142 --> 00:38:30,511
That's true.
844
00:38:30,611 --> 00:38:31,779
So?
845
00:38:31,879 --> 00:38:35,482
- Well, we first
met in psych class,
846
00:38:35,583 --> 00:38:42,590
but I don't think we started
dating until physics I think.
847
00:38:42,690 --> 00:38:44,324
We ended up getting
partnered together
848
00:38:44,424 --> 00:38:46,727
for a final, that
paper we wrote.
849
00:38:46,828 --> 00:38:50,363
God, why do I always
forget the name?
850
00:38:50,463 --> 00:38:51,933
- The many worlds one?
851
00:38:52,033 --> 00:38:53,134
- Yeah.
852
00:38:53,234 --> 00:38:54,769
Yeah, that one.
853
00:38:54,869 --> 00:38:57,772
- Which, by the way, I found
that stashed at home earlier
854
00:38:57,872 --> 00:38:59,173
today.
855
00:38:59,273 --> 00:39:00,708
You kept that?
856
00:39:00,808 --> 00:39:01,642
- Yeah.
857
00:39:01,742 --> 00:39:02,743
Yeah.
858
00:39:02,844 --> 00:39:04,212
Probably just sentimental
value, I guess.
859
00:39:04,312 --> 00:39:05,412
- Yeah.
860
00:39:05,513 --> 00:39:07,081
I hadn't thought
about that till today.
861
00:39:07,181 --> 00:39:08,549
- Yeah.
862
00:39:08,649 --> 00:39:10,184
I don't know why I hold onto it.
863
00:39:10,284 --> 00:39:16,090
I just felt like we got through
some tough times that year, so.
864
00:39:16,190 --> 00:39:19,627
But yeah, that--
that paper, it was
865
00:39:19,727 --> 00:39:21,596
way above our heads
when we were trying
866
00:39:21,696 --> 00:39:24,098
to prove that parallel
universes existed,
867
00:39:24,198 --> 00:39:26,100
or-- or something like that.
868
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:29,036
I remember you had doubts.
869
00:39:29,136 --> 00:39:31,205
- Yeah, that sounds like me.
870
00:39:31,305 --> 00:39:33,541
[laughter]
871
00:39:33,641 --> 00:39:36,077
- You got all philosophical
that first night working
872
00:39:36,177 --> 00:39:40,748
on the take-home, debating
whether life was deterministic.
873
00:39:40,848 --> 00:39:45,152
You had this relentless
belief in free will.
874
00:39:45,253 --> 00:39:50,457
And that, among other things,
is why I fell in love with you.
875
00:39:53,393 --> 00:39:54,729
- What do you mean by we--
876
00:39:54,829 --> 00:39:56,898
we got through tough
times that year?
877
00:39:59,967 --> 00:40:01,802
- Well, you know.
878
00:40:01,903 --> 00:40:06,741
I mean, I don't even want
to think about it now, but--
879
00:40:06,841 --> 00:40:09,076
- No, what?
880
00:40:09,176 --> 00:40:10,443
- No.
881
00:40:10,544 --> 00:40:12,813
It just-- it's hard to
think about how close things
882
00:40:12,914 --> 00:40:14,749
came to ending.
883
00:40:14,849 --> 00:40:17,118
- What do you mean, "ending?"
884
00:40:17,218 --> 00:40:18,619
- Just us.
885
00:40:18,719 --> 00:40:21,589
Everything that day in the car.
886
00:40:29,096 --> 00:40:33,734
It was a few weeks after you
first told me about the scars
887
00:40:33,834 --> 00:40:38,139
on your back, where
they really came from.
888
00:40:42,310 --> 00:40:43,945
- Go get our room.
889
00:40:44,045 --> 00:40:46,446
[tense music]
890
00:40:50,818 --> 00:40:53,486
- You were so afraid to
talk about it back then.
891
00:40:53,587 --> 00:40:56,190
[tempo increasing]
892
00:41:18,012 --> 00:41:18,946
[smacks]
893
00:41:19,046 --> 00:41:19,947
[grunts]
894
00:41:20,047 --> 00:41:20,915
- No crying.
895
00:41:21,015 --> 00:41:21,916
[smacks]
896
00:41:22,016 --> 00:41:23,117
[grunts]
897
00:41:23,217 --> 00:41:24,352
Quiet, Steven.
898
00:41:24,452 --> 00:41:27,054
[unsettling music]
899
00:41:34,395 --> 00:41:36,998
[line trilling]
900
00:41:41,369 --> 00:41:42,737
[tone plays]
901
00:41:42,837 --> 00:41:45,573
- The number you dialed
is not in service.
902
00:41:45,673 --> 00:41:47,608
[unsettling music]
903
00:41:47,708 --> 00:41:50,211
[line trilling]
904
00:41:50,311 --> 00:41:52,146
- Hello?
905
00:41:52,246 --> 00:41:54,281
- Jeff?
906
00:41:54,382 --> 00:41:55,449
- Sorry, man.
907
00:41:55,549 --> 00:41:57,184
You got the wrong number.
- Come on.
908
00:41:57,284 --> 00:41:58,419
I know this is Jeff's number.
909
00:41:58,519 --> 00:41:59,620
I'm his father.
910
00:42:02,223 --> 00:42:03,457
[line trilling]
911
00:42:03,557 --> 00:42:04,425
- Hey.
912
00:42:04,525 --> 00:42:05,393
You've reached Tyler.
913
00:42:05,493 --> 00:42:06,894
Leave a message.
914
00:42:06,994 --> 00:42:09,563
[phone beeps]
915
00:42:24,412 --> 00:42:26,947
[keys clacking]
916
00:42:40,327 --> 00:42:42,930
[unsettling music]
917
00:42:50,971 --> 00:42:52,206
- Just go.
918
00:42:52,306 --> 00:42:54,842
[muffled rainfall]
919
00:42:56,610 --> 00:42:59,146
[door clicks open]
920
00:43:00,147 --> 00:43:01,115
[door slams shut]
921
00:43:01,215 --> 00:43:03,651
[phone ringing]
922
00:43:08,255 --> 00:43:09,256
- Lifeline.
923
00:43:13,461 --> 00:43:15,863
- It's me again.
924
00:43:15,963 --> 00:43:17,198
- Steven?
925
00:43:17,298 --> 00:43:18,265
- Yeah.
926
00:43:21,836 --> 00:43:23,871
- I'm glad you called back.
927
00:43:23,971 --> 00:43:25,973
You're still in the motel?
928
00:43:26,073 --> 00:43:27,007
- Yeah.
929
00:43:29,743 --> 00:43:31,345
Do you believe in the afterlife?
930
00:43:31,445 --> 00:43:33,614
[gentle music]
931
00:43:34,482 --> 00:43:38,385
- Well, um, I'm not religious.
932
00:43:38,486 --> 00:43:42,189
So in that sense, no.
933
00:43:42,289 --> 00:43:47,394
- You know, as a kid, the idea
of the afterlife scared me.
934
00:43:47,495 --> 00:43:49,029
Even reincarnation.
935
00:43:51,866 --> 00:43:54,869
- Why do you think?
936
00:43:54,969 --> 00:43:56,605
- It's like that Greek
myth of Sisyphus.
937
00:43:56,704 --> 00:43:58,272
You know that one?
938
00:43:58,372 --> 00:43:59,807
- Yeah, I do.
939
00:43:59,907 --> 00:44:01,809
The guy that pushes the rock
up the hill over and over.
940
00:44:04,111 --> 00:44:05,813
- Sometimes I think
that's all life
941
00:44:05,913 --> 00:44:10,151
is, these endless cycles of
pain that we all just accept.
942
00:44:10,251 --> 00:44:13,954
I wanted to know that when
we die, that it's just over.
943
00:44:14,054 --> 00:44:16,558
Just blackness No more
consciousness, no--
944
00:44:16,657 --> 00:44:19,093
no more pain.
945
00:44:19,193 --> 00:44:21,195
- And that's something
you find comforting?
946
00:44:24,566 --> 00:44:26,267
- Finality, yeah.
947
00:44:28,603 --> 00:44:33,274
I hate the idea that there
could be two possible outcomes.
948
00:44:33,374 --> 00:44:38,547
Death just feels like it
should be so definitive.
949
00:44:38,647 --> 00:44:41,382
Like, it's the one
thing you can't cheat.
950
00:44:41,482 --> 00:44:44,385
- Well, I told you, I don't
think it's a-- an insane thought
951
00:44:44,485 --> 00:44:47,321
to contemplate death, or even
think about taking your own
952
00:44:47,421 --> 00:44:48,722
life.
But--
953
00:44:48,822 --> 00:44:51,091
[somber music]
954
00:44:51,192 --> 00:44:55,396
I think with what you have
going on, Steven, that this is--
955
00:44:55,496 --> 00:44:56,598
- Stop.
956
00:44:56,697 --> 00:44:57,765
- Stop what?
957
00:44:57,865 --> 00:44:59,099
- Just get it--
958
00:44:59,200 --> 00:45:00,868
get it through your fucking
head that you're not
959
00:45:00,968 --> 00:45:02,203
going to talk me down.
960
00:45:02,303 --> 00:45:04,872
I'm not-- I'm not calling
you to be fucking saved.
961
00:45:04,972 --> 00:45:07,208
You should treat this like
it's already happened.
962
00:45:09,678 --> 00:45:10,978
- What's already happened?
963
00:45:11,078 --> 00:45:13,047
- Yeah, because
there's no stopping it.
964
00:45:13,147 --> 00:45:16,450
I'm killing myself at
midnight, like I said.
965
00:45:16,551 --> 00:45:19,019
[shrill music]
966
00:45:20,788 --> 00:45:24,526
But I agree, obviously,
that it's not
967
00:45:24,626 --> 00:45:26,060
insane to think about it.
968
00:45:26,160 --> 00:45:30,130
It's insane if you don't
think about killing yourself.
969
00:45:30,231 --> 00:45:33,934
Honestly, I think
everyone, every person on--
970
00:45:34,034 --> 00:45:38,772
on Earth is just doing therapy
with themselves constantly.
971
00:45:38,872 --> 00:45:41,909
I mean, one part of our
brain telling another part
972
00:45:42,009 --> 00:45:47,448
not to kill ourselves, that
there's some reason to keep--
973
00:45:47,549 --> 00:45:51,418
- That's an interesting
way of looking at life.
974
00:45:51,519 --> 00:45:53,722
Maybe a little cynical,
but I think it makes sense.
975
00:45:53,821 --> 00:45:54,989
- I don't know.
976
00:45:55,089 --> 00:45:57,559
It's so weird that
I'm even doing this.
977
00:45:57,659 --> 00:46:00,160
- What, calling in tonight?
978
00:46:00,261 --> 00:46:01,262
- Yeah.
979
00:46:03,531 --> 00:46:06,033
I've always hated to talk
about myself to other people,
980
00:46:06,133 --> 00:46:08,769
especially when
I'm in a bad place.
981
00:46:08,869 --> 00:46:10,639
- Well, I'm happy that
you did, because I'm
982
00:46:10,739 --> 00:46:14,275
a big believer in
talking things out.
983
00:46:14,375 --> 00:46:16,110
I think it helps.
984
00:46:16,210 --> 00:46:18,879
You know, when I was younger,
I think it was a lot like you,
985
00:46:18,979 --> 00:46:20,414
and I didn't talk
about anything.
986
00:46:23,752 --> 00:46:25,452
Even my first
girlfriend in college,
987
00:46:25,553 --> 00:46:29,990
I never told her anything
personal, was never vulnerable.
988
00:46:30,090 --> 00:46:31,158
[muffled rain pattering]
989
00:46:31,258 --> 00:46:34,461
- If you can't
talk to me, then--
990
00:46:34,562 --> 00:46:37,097
then I can't do this anymore.
991
00:46:37,197 --> 00:46:39,634
- Then go.
992
00:46:39,734 --> 00:46:40,669
- Steven.
993
00:46:40,769 --> 00:46:41,935
- Just go.
994
00:46:43,971 --> 00:46:45,707
- You know, I've taken
a few psych classes,
995
00:46:45,806 --> 00:46:47,841
so you don't have
to bullshit me.
996
00:46:47,941 --> 00:46:49,310
- I'm not.
997
00:46:49,410 --> 00:46:51,412
- Yeah, you're just
trying to bond with me.
998
00:46:51,513 --> 00:46:52,913
I know how it works.
999
00:46:53,013 --> 00:46:54,448
- Well, I'm sorry it
came across that way,
1000
00:46:54,549 --> 00:46:59,754
but I do believe I can
relate to what you're saying.
1001
00:46:59,853 --> 00:47:01,455
- How do you do it?
1002
00:47:01,556 --> 00:47:02,557
- Do what?
1003
00:47:05,092 --> 00:47:07,696
- I don't know, stay
optimistic while taking calls
1004
00:47:07,796 --> 00:47:10,765
from people like me.
1005
00:47:10,864 --> 00:47:11,965
I mean, when you go home, what?
1006
00:47:12,066 --> 00:47:15,603
You just shut it off
and forget about it?
1007
00:47:15,704 --> 00:47:17,304
- I wish it were that easy.
1008
00:47:17,404 --> 00:47:18,105
- So, what?
1009
00:47:18,205 --> 00:47:20,508
You get high or something?
1010
00:47:20,608 --> 00:47:21,609
- No.
1011
00:47:21,710 --> 00:47:24,211
[somber music]
1012
00:47:25,580 --> 00:47:27,114
Well, I have--
1013
00:47:27,214 --> 00:47:29,850
I have been known to
finish off a bottle of wine
1014
00:47:29,950 --> 00:47:32,587
when I get home
from time to time.
1015
00:47:32,687 --> 00:47:41,295
But, um, I'm lucky to have
people in my life I can rely on.
1016
00:47:41,395 --> 00:47:42,831
- Yeah.
1017
00:47:42,930 --> 00:47:44,031
That's the thing about luck.
1018
00:47:44,131 --> 00:47:46,433
No one wants to talk about it.
1019
00:47:46,534 --> 00:47:51,138
- You really feel like you don't
have anyone you can rely on?
1020
00:47:56,076 --> 00:47:57,878
- Not after what
he's done to me.
1021
00:48:03,752 --> 00:48:06,453
- Your father?
1022
00:48:06,554 --> 00:48:09,089
[sighs]
1023
00:48:10,792 --> 00:48:11,693
- What?
1024
00:48:11,793 --> 00:48:13,427
You never, ever listen.
1025
00:48:13,528 --> 00:48:14,895
- Sorry.
I'll listen.
1026
00:48:14,995 --> 00:48:16,631
No!
[bangs]
1027
00:48:16,731 --> 00:48:17,665
[sobbing]
1028
00:48:17,766 --> 00:48:19,266
- You going to listen now?
1029
00:48:19,366 --> 00:48:20,267
- Please.
1030
00:48:20,367 --> 00:48:21,301
- Huh?
1031
00:48:21,402 --> 00:48:22,136
- Please.
1032
00:48:22,236 --> 00:48:23,671
I want to see Thomas, please.
1033
00:48:23,772 --> 00:48:26,273
[somber music]
1034
00:48:29,611 --> 00:48:31,412
- Your girlfriend.
1035
00:48:31,513 --> 00:48:33,380
Tell me more about her.
1036
00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:35,282
[eerie music]
1037
00:48:35,382 --> 00:48:37,184
Vivian's her name,
you said, right?
1038
00:48:39,019 --> 00:48:40,220
- Yeah.
1039
00:48:43,290 --> 00:48:46,326
And we've been dating since
we were sophomores, so
1040
00:48:46,427 --> 00:48:48,929
a couple of years.
1041
00:48:49,029 --> 00:48:52,867
I-- I always thought she
was out of my league.
1042
00:48:52,966 --> 00:48:54,602
I was surprised when
she asked me out.
1043
00:48:57,572 --> 00:49:01,609
- I know you said that
you guys had a fight.
1044
00:49:01,709 --> 00:49:06,413
But she seems like someone
you've confided in before,
1045
00:49:06,514 --> 00:49:07,882
or trusted.
1046
00:49:07,981 --> 00:49:12,119
- I-- I-- I told you, I--
1047
00:49:12,219 --> 00:49:14,622
I can't trust anyone.
1048
00:49:14,722 --> 00:49:16,591
[door creaks open]
1049
00:49:17,391 --> 00:49:19,928
Not after what he's done to me.
1050
00:49:20,027 --> 00:49:22,496
[ominous music]
1051
00:49:22,597 --> 00:49:25,098
[clock ticking]
1052
00:49:40,047 --> 00:49:42,750
Are you a father?
1053
00:49:42,851 --> 00:49:43,984
- I am, yeah.
1054
00:49:49,022 --> 00:49:50,625
- You seem like
you'd be a good one.
1055
00:49:54,995 --> 00:49:56,196
I feel like that's rare.
1056
00:50:00,133 --> 00:50:02,135
- Can we talk about
your dad for a minute?
1057
00:50:06,406 --> 00:50:11,913
'Cause he seems like a pretty
hard guy to have for a parent.
1058
00:50:12,012 --> 00:50:13,781
- You could say that.
1059
00:50:13,882 --> 00:50:16,049
[uneasy music]
1060
00:50:16,149 --> 00:50:18,520
[gravel crunching]
1061
00:50:18,620 --> 00:50:20,655
- Did he abuse you?
1062
00:50:20,755 --> 00:50:21,956
[keys jangle]
1063
00:50:22,055 --> 00:50:24,391
- Yeah.
1064
00:50:24,491 --> 00:50:26,728
[door slams]
1065
00:50:27,896 --> 00:50:29,664
But he always
disguised his love.
1066
00:50:33,300 --> 00:50:35,235
He's always with me.
1067
00:50:35,335 --> 00:50:43,645
His voice, I hear it even now.
1068
00:50:43,745 --> 00:50:46,480
I feel him hovering
over me all the time.
1069
00:50:46,581 --> 00:50:51,953
Like, one day, he's telling me
how proud he is of me, and--
1070
00:50:52,052 --> 00:50:54,689
[crying gently]
1071
00:50:54,789 --> 00:50:56,891
- And then what?
1072
00:50:56,991 --> 00:50:59,426
[ominous music]
1073
00:51:02,664 --> 00:51:03,565
- Fuck it.
1074
00:51:03,665 --> 00:51:04,566
It doesn't matter.
1075
00:51:04,666 --> 00:51:05,600
- No, it does.
1076
00:51:05,700 --> 00:51:06,634
It does matter.
1077
00:51:06,734 --> 00:51:09,069
What were you going to say?
1078
00:51:09,169 --> 00:51:10,070
- Nothing.
1079
00:51:10,170 --> 00:51:11,371
- Steven.
1080
00:51:14,876 --> 00:51:18,546
Steven, can we push back this
deadline that you've set?
1081
00:51:18,646 --> 00:51:19,614
Can we do that?
1082
00:51:22,382 --> 00:51:24,418
- No.
1083
00:51:24,519 --> 00:51:25,587
I can't.
1084
00:51:25,687 --> 00:51:27,522
I can't just let him eat
away at me little by little.
1085
00:51:27,622 --> 00:51:29,757
- Then let's talk about
that a little bit more.
1086
00:51:29,857 --> 00:51:30,892
- No!
1087
00:51:30,992 --> 00:51:33,093
I-- I can't fucking
think straight.
1088
00:51:33,193 --> 00:51:34,629
I just-- I just want
you to fucking talk
1089
00:51:34,729 --> 00:51:35,964
about something else, man.
- All right, then.
1090
00:51:36,064 --> 00:51:37,197
All-- all right.
I'm sorry.
1091
00:51:37,297 --> 00:51:38,465
Then let's talk
about something else.
1092
00:51:38,566 --> 00:51:42,537
We can talk about
whatever you want, OK?
1093
00:51:42,637 --> 00:51:45,740
But there's one thing that
I need to know, Steven.
1094
00:51:45,840 --> 00:51:48,241
[tense music]
1095
00:51:49,711 --> 00:51:52,446
Do you have the gun in
your hand right now?
1096
00:51:52,547 --> 00:51:55,115
[eerie horn]
1097
00:52:05,325 --> 00:52:07,895
[line trilling]
1098
00:52:16,169 --> 00:52:17,505
- This is Officer Fredericks.
1099
00:52:17,605 --> 00:52:19,239
- Hey, Steven.
1100
00:52:19,339 --> 00:52:22,476
I know that you're
all alone in a motel
1101
00:52:22,577 --> 00:52:26,080
and you're sounding
really depressed.
1102
00:52:26,179 --> 00:52:27,849
And you told me
that you have a gun.
1103
00:52:33,453 --> 00:52:35,690
I know that you're in
the Red Palm Motel.
1104
00:52:35,790 --> 00:52:37,058
- I didn't tell you that.
1105
00:52:37,190 --> 00:52:38,593
- Yes, you did.
1106
00:52:38,693 --> 00:52:39,326
- How did you--
1107
00:52:39,426 --> 00:52:40,662
- You told me that.
1108
00:52:40,762 --> 00:52:41,663
You told me where you--
1109
00:52:41,763 --> 00:52:43,196
I just forgot the room.
- No, I didn't--
1110
00:52:43,296 --> 00:52:44,699
- I just forgot the room.
Just tell me the room.
1111
00:52:44,799 --> 00:52:46,034
- I didn't tell you--
1112
00:52:46,134 --> 00:52:47,401
I didn't tell you my
room number either.
1113
00:52:47,501 --> 00:52:49,236
- Steven, I don't
want you to die.
1114
00:52:49,336 --> 00:52:51,039
Can you just tell
me where you are?
1115
00:52:51,139 --> 00:52:55,677
Please, just so I know.
1116
00:52:55,777 --> 00:52:57,912
[tense music]
1117
00:52:58,012 --> 00:52:59,614
- It's room 15, all right?
1118
00:53:03,017 --> 00:53:05,620
[door creaks]
1119
00:53:07,454 --> 00:53:08,589
[door clicks shut]
1120
00:53:08,690 --> 00:53:09,857
But I told you, if
you call the cops--
1121
00:53:09,957 --> 00:53:11,391
- I know.
I know.
1122
00:53:11,491 --> 00:53:13,293
If you hear any sirens,
you're going to kill yourself.
1123
00:53:13,393 --> 00:53:14,929
And I don't want that, Steven.
1124
00:53:17,765 --> 00:53:21,736
But I was thinking,
what if I came?
1125
00:53:24,204 --> 00:53:25,707
Not the cops, just me.
1126
00:53:25,807 --> 00:53:27,842
It'll take me a little
bit to drive out there,
1127
00:53:27,942 --> 00:53:29,077
but I can be there.
- No.
1128
00:53:29,177 --> 00:53:30,144
No.
No.
1129
00:53:30,243 --> 00:53:31,813
There's no time.
Just stop, OK?
1130
00:53:31,913 --> 00:53:33,313
Just stop.
- OK.
1131
00:53:33,413 --> 00:53:35,215
Then-- then-- then just
it's important for me
1132
00:53:35,315 --> 00:53:36,984
to know where you are, OK?
1133
00:53:37,085 --> 00:53:38,318
And I'm just confirming.
1134
00:53:38,418 --> 00:53:40,888
You said the Red Palm
Motel, room 15, correct?
1135
00:53:40,988 --> 00:53:43,256
- Why-- why do you keep
asking me what I said
1136
00:53:43,356 --> 00:53:44,192
- I'm sorry.
1137
00:53:44,291 --> 00:53:45,258
You're right.
1138
00:53:45,358 --> 00:53:46,994
I won't ask again, OK?
1139
00:53:47,095 --> 00:53:49,697
[shrill music]
1140
00:53:51,132 --> 00:53:53,668
[clock ticking rapidly]
1141
00:54:05,312 --> 00:54:06,514
- Tell me a story.
1142
00:54:10,952 --> 00:54:11,953
- A story?
1143
00:54:14,555 --> 00:54:16,323
- One from when you were a kid.
1144
00:54:18,893 --> 00:54:22,997
That's the only good
memory I have of my dad.
1145
00:54:23,097 --> 00:54:26,634
He'd read to me
when I was little.
1146
00:54:26,734 --> 00:54:28,770
He really enjoyed
that for some reason.
1147
00:54:33,306 --> 00:54:34,474
- Steven.
1148
00:54:37,377 --> 00:54:38,780
Hey, Steven.
1149
00:54:38,880 --> 00:54:39,914
- I have to do it.
1150
00:54:40,014 --> 00:54:41,281
I'm sorry.
- No, no.
1151
00:54:41,381 --> 00:54:42,517
Hold on.
Hold on.
1152
00:54:42,617 --> 00:54:44,152
I know it's really
hard right now,
1153
00:54:44,252 --> 00:54:47,487
but I need you to stick with me
for just a little longer, OK?
1154
00:54:47,588 --> 00:54:49,524
Because I really think that
I fully understand what
1155
00:54:49,624 --> 00:54:51,324
you're going through.
- You couldn't.
1156
00:54:51,424 --> 00:54:52,727
- No, I do.
1157
00:54:52,827 --> 00:54:53,761
- No.
1158
00:54:53,861 --> 00:54:56,030
- No, I do.
1159
00:54:59,133 --> 00:55:01,869
Your father.
1160
00:55:01,969 --> 00:55:04,872
I know.
1161
00:55:04,972 --> 00:55:07,474
I know everything.
1162
00:55:07,575 --> 00:55:10,678
Your mother, I know her, too.
1163
00:55:10,778 --> 00:55:11,979
- What?
1164
00:55:12,079 --> 00:55:14,282
[clock ticking]
1165
00:55:14,381 --> 00:55:16,884
[unsettling music]
1166
00:55:19,620 --> 00:55:21,022
- I know what happened to her.
1167
00:55:21,122 --> 00:55:23,224
And now you blame yourself.
1168
00:55:23,356 --> 00:55:24,225
- I don't--
1169
00:55:24,324 --> 00:55:26,227
How do you--
1170
00:55:26,326 --> 00:55:27,528
- I just know, Steven.
1171
00:55:30,330 --> 00:55:31,899
- No, you can't.
1172
00:55:31,999 --> 00:55:32,934
You can't.
1173
00:55:33,034 --> 00:55:33,901
No one does.
1174
00:55:34,001 --> 00:55:35,335
He--
1175
00:55:35,435 --> 00:55:38,405
- He covered it up, and
he forced you to lie.
1176
00:55:38,506 --> 00:55:40,942
[clock ticking]
1177
00:55:42,143 --> 00:55:45,112
- Going to have to tell
the police what happened.
1178
00:55:45,213 --> 00:55:46,948
[somber music]
1179
00:55:47,949 --> 00:55:49,984
Can I trust you?
1180
00:55:50,084 --> 00:55:52,419
- And then when she was gone
and your brother went away
1181
00:55:52,520 --> 00:55:55,355
to college, he turned to you.
1182
00:55:57,992 --> 00:56:00,161
He started hurting you.
1183
00:56:00,261 --> 00:56:01,295
He made you powerless.
1184
00:56:01,394 --> 00:56:02,263
But you're not, Steven.
1185
00:56:02,362 --> 00:56:03,898
- Yes, I am.
1186
00:56:03,998 --> 00:56:05,233
I told you, we all are.
1187
00:56:05,333 --> 00:56:06,801
- It's not your fault.
You did everything
1188
00:56:06,901 --> 00:56:10,504
you could to protect your mom,
especially for being a kid.
1189
00:56:16,043 --> 00:56:27,021
And everything your father
did to you, I know the effects
1190
00:56:27,121 --> 00:56:28,089
it had on you.
1191
00:56:32,459 --> 00:56:34,394
We can protect you from him.
1192
00:56:37,497 --> 00:56:41,068
We can fix this without--
1193
00:56:41,168 --> 00:56:42,803
you don't have to
do this, Steven.
1194
00:56:42,904 --> 00:56:44,437
- How do you know
all this about me?
1195
00:56:44,538 --> 00:56:45,438
Is it possible--
1196
00:56:45,539 --> 00:56:47,008
- I know it's strange.
1197
00:56:47,108 --> 00:56:50,111
I know it's strange, but I'm
here to tell you there's hope.
1198
00:56:50,211 --> 00:56:52,346
And no matter how bad
you're feeling right now,
1199
00:56:52,445 --> 00:56:54,447
those feelings,
they're survivable.
1200
00:56:54,548 --> 00:56:57,785
And I know that because
I've seen it, Steven.
1201
00:56:57,885 --> 00:56:58,853
I've seen it.
1202
00:57:01,522 --> 00:57:03,858
- I can't--
1203
00:57:03,958 --> 00:57:04,926
I can't.
1204
00:57:05,026 --> 00:57:06,027
- Yeah, you can.
1205
00:57:06,127 --> 00:57:06,994
- I'm sorry.
1206
00:57:07,094 --> 00:57:08,262
- No.
1207
00:57:08,362 --> 00:57:09,263
Just stay with me.
1208
00:57:09,363 --> 00:57:10,264
It's easy.
1209
00:57:10,364 --> 00:57:11,464
Just stay.
1210
00:57:11,565 --> 00:57:14,068
[somber music]
1211
00:57:15,069 --> 00:57:16,170
Steven, are you here?
1212
00:57:20,274 --> 00:57:21,309
- I have to.
1213
00:57:21,409 --> 00:57:22,310
- No, you don't.
1214
00:57:22,410 --> 00:57:23,544
- I'm sorry.
1215
00:57:23,644 --> 00:57:25,780
- Because you have a
future, I promise you.
1216
00:57:25,880 --> 00:57:29,050
I promise you that there's a
future with people who love you.
1217
00:57:29,150 --> 00:57:31,018
I promise you, Steven,
these people are--
1218
00:57:31,118 --> 00:57:33,486
[gun shot]
1219
00:57:36,857 --> 00:57:39,126
[rumbling]
1220
00:57:39,226 --> 00:57:41,796
[banging]
1221
00:57:47,535 --> 00:57:50,071
[creaking]
1222
00:58:00,348 --> 00:58:01,515
- Hello?
1223
00:58:05,186 --> 00:58:06,721
- Hi, yeah.
1224
00:58:06,821 --> 00:58:07,855
- Hey.
1225
00:58:07,955 --> 00:58:09,256
Just wanted to stay on
the line to confirm.
1226
00:58:09,357 --> 00:58:12,026
You've got a potential
suicide victim at The Red Palm
1227
00:58:12,126 --> 00:58:13,361
is what it sounded like.
1228
00:58:13,461 --> 00:58:16,263
Room 15, right?
1229
00:58:16,364 --> 00:58:17,932
- Yes, room 15.
But hurry.
1230
00:58:18,032 --> 00:58:19,266
I think it's--
1231
00:58:19,367 --> 00:58:20,534
- I'm already on my way.
1232
00:58:20,634 --> 00:58:23,504
I'm only a minute out,
so I'll call you back.
1233
00:58:23,604 --> 00:58:25,106
- Thank you.
1234
00:58:25,206 --> 00:58:27,742
[phone beeps]
1235
00:58:30,211 --> 00:58:32,747
[tense music]
1236
00:58:56,303 --> 00:58:58,305
What?
1237
00:58:58,406 --> 00:59:00,908
[ringtone playing]
1238
00:59:03,544 --> 00:59:04,513
[phone beeps]
1239
00:59:04,612 --> 00:59:05,880
Hello?
1240
00:59:05,980 --> 00:59:06,647
- Yeah, hi.
1241
00:59:06,747 --> 00:59:08,983
So nothing here at The Red Palm.
1242
00:59:09,083 --> 00:59:11,085
Actually, the hotel
manager says no one's
1243
00:59:11,185 --> 00:59:12,953
checked in at all tonight.
1244
00:59:13,054 --> 00:59:14,188
[ominous music]
1245
00:59:14,288 --> 00:59:15,322
- What?
1246
00:59:15,423 --> 00:59:16,857
- But a sort of a weird thing.
1247
00:59:16,957 --> 00:59:21,328
I found a bullet hole in the
wall of the bathroom in room 15.
1248
00:59:21,429 --> 00:59:22,329
- You did?
1249
00:59:22,430 --> 00:59:23,831
- Yeah.
1250
00:59:23,931 --> 00:59:25,299
I mean, I can't tell if
that's what it is for sure,
1251
00:59:25,399 --> 00:59:31,605
or how recent it is, but it
looks old if I had to guess.
1252
00:59:31,705 --> 00:59:36,210
- Um, thank you for your help.
1253
00:59:36,310 --> 00:59:41,449
I-- I guess I don't--
1254
00:59:41,550 --> 00:59:42,750
thank you.
1255
00:59:49,356 --> 00:59:51,959
[door clicks shut]
1256
00:59:56,931 --> 00:59:59,333
[humming]
1257
01:00:03,737 --> 01:00:06,307
[eerie music]
1258
01:00:11,712 --> 01:00:14,281
[door clicks shut]
1259
01:00:16,650 --> 01:00:19,286
[footsteps descending]
1260
01:00:22,289 --> 01:00:23,290
Hey!
1261
01:00:32,867 --> 01:00:36,003
[door clicks shut]
1262
01:00:37,938 --> 01:00:39,039
Hey!
1263
01:00:39,140 --> 01:00:41,408
[droning music]
1264
01:00:43,777 --> 01:00:45,146
[door creaks]
1265
01:00:45,246 --> 01:00:46,180
Hello?
1266
01:00:52,086 --> 01:00:53,087
Hello?
1267
01:00:57,559 --> 01:01:00,094
[droning intensifies]
1268
01:01:00,895 --> 01:01:03,430
[doorknob clicking]
1269
01:01:06,333 --> 01:01:07,234
[banging]
1270
01:01:07,334 --> 01:01:08,335
Hello?
1271
01:01:10,471 --> 01:01:11,972
- Hey.
1272
01:01:12,072 --> 01:01:14,643
You're not authorized to
be on this floor, are you?
1273
01:01:14,742 --> 01:01:16,043
- No.
I--
1274
01:01:16,143 --> 01:01:17,044
- Come on, man.
1275
01:01:17,144 --> 01:01:18,078
I like you.
1276
01:01:18,179 --> 01:01:19,813
I don't want to
have to report you.
1277
01:01:19,914 --> 01:01:22,449
[droning subsides]
1278
01:01:32,126 --> 01:01:34,328
- There's something
going on in that lab.
1279
01:01:34,428 --> 01:01:36,330
- Looked pretty dead to me.
1280
01:01:36,430 --> 01:01:38,365
[tense music]
1281
01:01:39,366 --> 01:01:41,902
[elevator dings]
1282
01:01:44,371 --> 01:01:45,239
- Eight, right?
1283
01:01:45,339 --> 01:01:46,407
- Yeah.
1284
01:01:46,508 --> 01:01:49,009
You said there's a
hospital in the west tower?
1285
01:01:49,109 --> 01:01:50,377
- Mm-hmm.
1286
01:01:50,477 --> 01:01:53,480
- What's the name of it?
1287
01:01:53,582 --> 01:01:55,749
- Not again.
1288
01:01:55,849 --> 01:01:58,452
[elevator dings]
1289
01:02:20,441 --> 01:02:22,409
[distant sirens wailing]
1290
01:02:23,410 --> 01:02:26,013
[phone ringing]
1291
01:02:35,789 --> 01:02:37,491
- Hello?
1292
01:02:37,592 --> 01:02:39,126
- Hey.
1293
01:02:39,226 --> 01:02:40,227
I'm so sorry.
1294
01:02:40,327 --> 01:02:42,896
I just realized my
sister and her friend,
1295
01:02:42,997 --> 01:02:45,332
they prank called this
number earlier tonight.
1296
01:02:45,432 --> 01:02:47,501
And when I realized it was--
[muffled laughter]
1297
01:02:47,602 --> 01:02:48,703
- Julia, no.
1298
01:02:48,802 --> 01:02:50,271
Come on, you said
you'd apologize.
1299
01:02:50,371 --> 01:02:51,506
Julia.
- Wait.
1300
01:02:51,606 --> 01:02:52,840
- I--
1301
01:02:52,940 --> 01:02:54,576
- Wait, your-- wait your
sister's named Julia?
1302
01:02:54,676 --> 01:02:55,943
Your younger sister?
1303
01:02:56,043 --> 01:02:58,012
- Yeah, she's-- sorry.
1304
01:02:58,112 --> 01:02:59,913
You know, she's a little young.
1305
01:03:00,014 --> 01:03:01,482
- And you're Vivian?
1306
01:03:01,583 --> 01:03:03,250
[ominous music]
1307
01:03:03,350 --> 01:03:04,686
- Yeah.
1308
01:03:04,785 --> 01:03:07,421
How did you know that?
1309
01:03:07,522 --> 01:03:11,258
- It's January 1, 2009
where you're at, right?
1310
01:03:11,358 --> 01:03:14,562
Just past midnight?
1311
01:03:14,663 --> 01:03:15,963
- Yeah.
1312
01:03:16,063 --> 01:03:19,433
- I need to tell you
something about Steven Thomas.
1313
01:03:19,534 --> 01:03:20,467
- You know Steven?
1314
01:03:20,568 --> 01:03:21,670
- Yeah, it's a long story.
1315
01:03:21,770 --> 01:03:23,571
But listen, right
now, I need you
1316
01:03:23,672 --> 01:03:30,311
to go to Saint Jude's
hospital in Palm Springs, OK?
1317
01:03:30,411 --> 01:03:31,312
Do you have a car?
1318
01:03:31,412 --> 01:03:32,880
- Uh, yeah.
1319
01:03:32,980 --> 01:03:36,183
But what's going on?
1320
01:03:36,283 --> 01:03:39,820
- Steven tried to
kill himself tonight.
1321
01:03:39,920 --> 01:03:42,557
And I don't know if
he's going to make it.
1322
01:03:42,657 --> 01:03:44,091
- Uh, OK.
- OK?
1323
01:03:44,191 --> 01:03:44,858
- OK.
1324
01:03:44,958 --> 01:03:46,327
I'm-- I'm-- I'm--
1325
01:03:46,427 --> 01:03:47,696
I'm going now.
1326
01:03:47,796 --> 01:03:51,700
Wait, are you the person he said
he talked to earlier tonight?
1327
01:03:51,800 --> 01:03:53,267
- I don't know.
Did he--
1328
01:03:53,367 --> 01:03:55,002
- He said he tried
calling someone,
1329
01:03:55,102 --> 01:03:56,170
but that he kept hanging up.
1330
01:03:56,270 --> 01:03:58,072
He wasn't really making sense.
1331
01:03:58,172 --> 01:04:03,877
But anyway, whoever
you are, thank you.
1332
01:04:03,977 --> 01:04:05,479
[gentle music]
1333
01:04:05,580 --> 01:04:08,115
[phone beeps]
1334
01:04:12,419 --> 01:04:13,420
- He tried to call.
1335
01:04:27,468 --> 01:04:30,037
[distant sirens wailing]
1336
01:04:33,775 --> 01:04:36,310
[muffled laughter]
1337
01:04:37,277 --> 01:04:38,680
[chatter]
1338
01:04:38,780 --> 01:04:41,348
[distant siren wailing]
1339
01:04:48,757 --> 01:04:51,058
[floor creaking]
1340
01:04:51,158 --> 01:04:53,927
[unsettling music]
1341
01:05:21,121 --> 01:05:22,557
[faucet clicks]
1342
01:05:22,657 --> 01:05:25,225
[water runs]
1343
01:06:15,877 --> 01:06:18,479
[buttons beeping]
1344
01:06:21,448 --> 01:06:24,051
[phone ringing]
1345
01:06:26,855 --> 01:06:28,422
- Lifeline.
1346
01:06:28,523 --> 01:06:30,825
[phone clicks]
1347
01:06:30,925 --> 01:06:33,427
[water running]
1348
01:06:50,712 --> 01:06:53,247
[tense music]
1349
01:07:00,020 --> 01:07:02,524
[buttons beeping]
1350
01:07:02,624 --> 01:07:05,125
[phone ringing]
1351
01:07:09,496 --> 01:07:12,700
- Lifeline.
1352
01:07:12,800 --> 01:07:14,869
Can I get your name?
1353
01:07:14,969 --> 01:07:16,370
- Steven.
1354
01:07:16,470 --> 01:07:18,272
I don't want to
talk about myself.
1355
01:07:21,776 --> 01:07:24,077
I just need a distraction.
1356
01:07:24,177 --> 01:07:25,580
I don't know.
1357
01:07:25,680 --> 01:07:30,718
I-- maybe you can just talk
about yourself or something?
1358
01:07:30,818 --> 01:07:31,686
- OK.
1359
01:07:31,786 --> 01:07:32,787
I understand.
1360
01:07:32,887 --> 01:07:33,988
Sure.
1361
01:07:34,087 --> 01:07:36,056
Well, my name is
Steven, too, actually.
1362
01:07:36,156 --> 01:07:37,592
Steven Jefferson.
1363
01:07:37,692 --> 01:07:40,028
And your last name is?
1364
01:07:40,127 --> 01:07:41,829
- Thomas.
1365
01:07:41,930 --> 01:07:43,831
- Gotcha.
1366
01:07:43,932 --> 01:07:46,734
Well, that's funny.
1367
01:07:46,834 --> 01:07:51,305
Both of our names together make
up one whole former president.
1368
01:07:51,405 --> 01:07:54,842
Sorry, I only-- I
only tell bad jokes.
1369
01:07:54,943 --> 01:07:57,477
[gentle music]
1370
01:08:00,815 --> 01:08:03,417
[pencil scratching]
1371
01:08:07,187 --> 01:08:08,990
- Do you have a family?
1372
01:08:09,089 --> 01:08:10,992
- I do, yeah.
1373
01:08:11,091 --> 01:08:13,493
I have a wife and a son.
1374
01:08:13,595 --> 01:08:17,565
My-- my son's about to turn
14 next month, actually.
1375
01:08:17,665 --> 01:08:18,332
[gun clicks]
1376
01:08:18,432 --> 01:08:20,602
And he's a big Lakers fan.
1377
01:08:20,702 --> 01:08:21,569
[pencil scratching]
1378
01:08:21,669 --> 01:08:23,071
My wife thinks he
has a girlfriend,
1379
01:08:23,170 --> 01:08:29,409
but he's too shy to talk
to me about that stuff.
1380
01:08:29,510 --> 01:08:31,879
And so recently, I've
only been volunteering
1381
01:08:31,980 --> 01:08:34,247
a few times a year,
uh, ever since I
1382
01:08:34,348 --> 01:08:35,650
went into private practice.
1383
01:08:38,086 --> 01:08:39,621
And I was told that
writing a memoir
1384
01:08:39,721 --> 01:08:43,256
would be a good
therapeutic exercise.
1385
01:08:43,357 --> 01:08:44,559
[keyboard clacking]
1386
01:08:44,659 --> 01:08:48,161
So I'm about five chapters
deep in right now.
1387
01:08:48,261 --> 01:08:50,798
[shrill music]
1388
01:09:03,176 --> 01:09:05,780
[distant alarm wailing]
1389
01:09:41,448 --> 01:09:44,251
[pencil scratching]
1390
01:10:05,707 --> 01:10:07,608
- Tell me a story.
1391
01:10:07,709 --> 01:10:10,243
[frantic music]
1392
01:10:19,887 --> 01:10:22,222
[gun shot]
1393
01:10:22,322 --> 01:10:26,094
[water draining]
1394
01:10:26,194 --> 01:10:28,663
[lights flickering]
1395
01:10:28,763 --> 01:10:30,531
[machine beeping]
1396
01:10:30,631 --> 01:10:32,734
[machine beeping rhythmically]
1397
01:10:35,368 --> 01:10:37,872
[light buzzes]
1398
01:10:54,722 --> 01:10:57,424
- I can't take any
more of these seizures.
1399
01:10:57,525 --> 01:10:59,994
[muffled conversation]
1400
01:11:01,261 --> 01:11:02,797
[electrical whining]
1401
01:11:02,897 --> 01:11:05,800
- Let's induce hypothermia again
to reduce the brain swelling.
1402
01:11:05,900 --> 01:11:06,968
- Clear!
1403
01:11:07,068 --> 01:11:09,302
[rumbling]
1404
01:11:09,402 --> 01:11:11,939
[glass breaking]
1405
01:11:12,940 --> 01:11:14,008
- Knock, knock.
1406
01:11:14,108 --> 01:11:15,342
- Who's there?
1407
01:11:15,442 --> 01:11:17,879
[machine beeping rapidly]
1408
01:11:17,979 --> 01:11:20,581
[rumbling]
1409
01:11:23,751 --> 01:11:27,487
- Do you ever see a
future between us?
1410
01:11:27,588 --> 01:11:30,024
[machine beeping rapidly]
1411
01:11:33,261 --> 01:11:34,461
- Steven.
1412
01:11:34,562 --> 01:11:35,663
- Steven, look at--
1413
01:11:35,763 --> 01:11:36,931
- Just go.
1414
01:11:37,031 --> 01:11:39,567
[somber piano]
1415
01:11:48,242 --> 01:11:49,777
- I'm alive.
1416
01:11:49,877 --> 01:11:52,180
I'm alive.
1417
01:11:52,280 --> 01:11:53,981
- OK Stay with us, Steven.
1418
01:11:54,081 --> 01:11:55,283
[electrical whining]
1419
01:11:55,382 --> 01:11:56,984
We're losing him.
1420
01:11:57,084 --> 01:11:58,152
Clear!
1421
01:11:58,252 --> 01:12:00,453
[rumbling]
1422
01:12:00,555 --> 01:12:02,023
[furniture crashing]
1423
01:12:02,123 --> 01:12:03,057
[glass breaking]
1424
01:12:03,157 --> 01:12:05,660
[machine beeping rapidly]
1425
01:12:09,997 --> 01:12:12,233
- Alive.
1426
01:12:12,332 --> 01:12:13,634
I'm alive.
1427
01:12:13,734 --> 01:12:14,969
I'm alive.
1428
01:12:15,069 --> 01:12:16,704
I'm alive.
1429
01:12:16,804 --> 01:12:19,106
[beeping fades]
1430
01:12:21,075 --> 01:12:23,644
[machine beeping rhythmically]
1431
01:12:37,357 --> 01:12:39,193
- You know his odds aren't good.
1432
01:12:39,293 --> 01:12:41,128
[machine beeping rhythmically]
1433
01:12:41,229 --> 01:12:42,129
[ventilator whirring]
1434
01:12:42,230 --> 01:12:52,540
And even if he does make it, I--
1435
01:12:52,640 --> 01:12:54,275
I can't stand to
see him like this.
1436
01:12:54,374 --> 01:12:55,375
I need to go on a walk.
1437
01:12:55,475 --> 01:12:56,844
- Andrew.
1438
01:12:56,944 --> 01:12:57,945
- I'm sorry.
1439
01:12:58,045 --> 01:12:59,313
Hi,
1440
01:12:59,412 --> 01:13:02,016
[beeping continues]
1441
01:13:06,386 --> 01:13:08,956
[gentle music]
1442
01:13:15,363 --> 01:13:17,932
[baby wails]
1443
01:13:26,240 --> 01:13:27,742
- Hi, Mary.
1444
01:13:27,842 --> 01:13:29,176
How you doing?
1445
01:13:29,277 --> 01:13:30,645
- OK, I guess.
1446
01:13:30,745 --> 01:13:32,813
- So your concussion
symptoms were pretty mild,
1447
01:13:32,914 --> 01:13:35,249
but we're still going to want
to keep you overnight, OK?
1448
01:13:35,349 --> 01:13:36,784
- Also, there's a
detective here that
1449
01:13:36,884 --> 01:13:38,451
would like to speak with you.
1450
01:13:41,488 --> 01:13:44,025
[baby wails]
1451
01:13:44,125 --> 01:13:46,459
[phone ringing]
1452
01:13:46,560 --> 01:13:48,129
- Mary, hi.
1453
01:13:48,229 --> 01:13:51,632
I'm Detective Fredericks
with the Palm Springs Police.
1454
01:13:51,732 --> 01:13:55,303
I'd like to get more background
about your husband, Jason.
1455
01:13:55,403 --> 01:13:57,905
[triumphant music]
1456
01:13:58,673 --> 01:13:59,907
- Yeah, that's fine.
1457
01:14:00,007 --> 01:14:00,942
Thanks.
1458
01:14:01,042 --> 01:14:01,943
- Hey, Loretta.
1459
01:14:02,043 --> 01:14:03,344
[phone rings]
1460
01:14:03,443 --> 01:14:04,378
- Hello?
1461
01:14:04,477 --> 01:14:05,313
- Dr. Williams?
1462
01:14:05,413 --> 01:14:06,881
- No, I-- I can't.
1463
01:14:06,981 --> 01:14:08,549
I can't get a sitter that fast.
- Dr. Williams, I'm sorry.
1464
01:14:08,649 --> 01:14:09,617
It's very urgent.
- Come on.
1465
01:14:09,717 --> 01:14:11,519
You're just not telling me this?
1466
01:14:11,619 --> 01:14:13,087
- I just have to
show you one thing.
1467
01:14:13,187 --> 01:14:14,288
- I gotta call you back.
1468
01:14:14,388 --> 01:14:15,690
- It's just going
to be really quick.
1469
01:14:15,790 --> 01:14:17,091
All right, so the patient
in 204, he was just--
1470
01:14:17,191 --> 01:14:18,759
[speech fades]
1471
01:14:20,895 --> 01:14:22,830
[baby wails]
1472
01:14:22,930 --> 01:14:24,999
[man humming]
1473
01:14:47,588 --> 01:14:50,124
[machine beeping]
1474
01:14:50,224 --> 01:14:52,760
[ventilator hissing]
1475
01:15:29,864 --> 01:15:32,733
- They told me it's not
likely you'll wake up.
1476
01:15:32,833 --> 01:15:35,169
I don't believe it.
1477
01:15:35,269 --> 01:15:38,439
I know you.
1478
01:15:38,539 --> 01:15:42,243
When you do, we're
going to talk more, OK?
1479
01:15:42,343 --> 01:15:44,078
We're not going to hide things.
1480
01:15:48,517 --> 01:15:52,586
I'm scared though, Steven.
1481
01:15:52,686 --> 01:15:54,655
But I'm still here.
1482
01:15:54,755 --> 01:15:56,323
And so are you.
1483
01:15:56,424 --> 01:15:57,892
[somber music]
1484
01:15:58,692 --> 01:16:00,194
[phone buzzes]
1485
01:16:00,294 --> 01:16:01,595
[ringtone plays]
1486
01:16:01,695 --> 01:16:03,297
[machine beeping]
1487
01:16:22,683 --> 01:16:24,185
[beeping stops]
1488
01:16:24,285 --> 01:16:27,088
[somber music]
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