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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:08,840 [Belle] It would've been different if Milla was in the same city. 2 00:00:08,920 --> 00:00:10,200 Open the fucking door! 3 00:00:10,960 --> 00:00:13,440 [Belle] We'd met online, but then had gotten so close. 4 00:00:13,520 --> 00:00:15,240 - We got each other. - [phone dings] 5 00:00:15,320 --> 00:00:17,680 - We need to use proper doctors. - Oh, because you know. 6 00:00:17,760 --> 00:00:19,720 You've looked at none of the research. 7 00:00:19,800 --> 00:00:22,280 [Alma] There's no point in coming if you don't have the book. 8 00:00:22,360 --> 00:00:24,360 You will buy the book today. 9 00:00:24,440 --> 00:00:27,320 - You said you read the book. - I read the articles. 10 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:30,640 The thing you need to understand is Belle doesn't have friends. 11 00:00:30,720 --> 00:00:31,760 She has hosts. 12 00:00:32,920 --> 00:00:34,320 How's your business babe? 13 00:00:34,400 --> 00:00:36,600 - My health, you mean? - No. 14 00:00:37,320 --> 00:00:39,800 I think I would like to try for a baby. 15 00:00:40,640 --> 00:00:42,720 I'm Belle. Belle Gibson. 16 00:00:42,800 --> 00:00:46,120 [Justin] Belle Gibson has faked her entire cancer diagnosis. 17 00:00:46,200 --> 00:00:49,000 - Why are you being so stupid? - Why are you yelling at me? 18 00:00:49,080 --> 00:00:50,440 [Belle] I wanna do an app. 19 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:54,320 One that tracks recipes, gives health advice. Like a coach. 20 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:55,680 Or a friend. 21 00:00:55,760 --> 00:00:58,240 Like the best friend you ever had. 22 00:01:00,680 --> 00:01:02,680 [thrilling instrumental music playing] 23 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:17,880 [Hek] This is a true-ish story based on a lie. 24 00:01:18,680 --> 00:01:22,080 Some names have been changed and characters invented. Which is… 25 00:01:22,160 --> 00:01:23,680 - [knock at door] - [snorts] 26 00:01:23,760 --> 00:01:24,960 [Belle] Hek? 27 00:01:25,680 --> 00:01:26,640 Do you care? 28 00:01:27,200 --> 00:01:28,040 Should you? 29 00:01:28,120 --> 00:01:30,000 Fake news. Post truth. 30 00:01:30,080 --> 00:01:31,760 Our arrogance where we fuck facts 31 00:01:31,840 --> 00:01:34,120 and cherry pick science we want to believe in… 32 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:35,560 [knock at door] 33 00:01:35,640 --> 00:01:37,280 - [Belle] Hek? - [groans] 34 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:39,400 Stories were meant to connect us. 35 00:01:39,480 --> 00:01:43,000 But our compulsion to narrativize and dramatize heroes journeys, 36 00:01:43,080 --> 00:01:44,000 goodies, baddies. 37 00:01:44,080 --> 00:01:46,240 We've become incapable of objective thought. 38 00:01:46,320 --> 00:01:48,280 - [knock at door] - [Belle] Hek? You okay? 39 00:01:48,360 --> 00:01:50,360 [speaking in Farsi] 40 00:01:54,920 --> 00:01:56,280 [Hek exhales] You ready? 41 00:01:57,160 --> 00:01:59,840 Don't be nervous. Don't be charming. 42 00:01:59,920 --> 00:02:02,040 Simple answers. Don't overshare. 43 00:02:02,120 --> 00:02:03,520 Did you sleep last night? 44 00:02:04,120 --> 00:02:05,760 Yeah. Why? 45 00:02:05,840 --> 00:02:07,480 You've got pubes on your chest. 46 00:02:07,560 --> 00:02:09,160 Ah… I shaved. 47 00:02:09,240 --> 00:02:11,840 Can I check we're all signed off on the agreed questions? 48 00:02:11,920 --> 00:02:15,600 I sent an updated version yesterday at 2:00 p.m. PST. 49 00:02:15,680 --> 00:02:18,280 I just have to say, Anais… 50 00:02:18,360 --> 00:02:20,720 I love Women's Weekly despite the circumstances. 51 00:02:20,800 --> 00:02:23,200 This is genuinely so surreal for me. 52 00:02:23,280 --> 00:02:25,480 My grandmother used to subscribe every month 53 00:02:25,560 --> 00:02:27,240 even when she couldn't afford it. 54 00:02:27,320 --> 00:02:29,440 I would look at the women in the articles. 55 00:02:29,520 --> 00:02:30,640 It was before I could read. 56 00:02:30,720 --> 00:02:32,720 I would imagine what it would be like 57 00:02:32,800 --> 00:02:36,080 to be that interesting someone would wanna write about me. 58 00:02:37,200 --> 00:02:39,200 I'm a big, big fan. 59 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:42,400 [Anais] Why don't you tell me about yourself? 60 00:02:42,480 --> 00:02:44,720 {\an8}[Belle] Oh, okay. What do you want to know? 61 00:02:45,280 --> 00:02:49,520 Uh, well, I'm a Libra Sun. Capricorn rising. [chuckles] 62 00:02:50,760 --> 00:02:53,360 And I never had a father. 63 00:02:54,160 --> 00:02:57,440 I don't say that to elicit sympathy. It's just an objective fact. 64 00:02:58,760 --> 00:03:03,760 But there are definitely father figures who have guided me, shaped me. 65 00:03:03,840 --> 00:03:07,080 We wanted to create software that would empower lots of people. 66 00:03:07,160 --> 00:03:10,200 And so we thought of ourselves, what would we like to see? 67 00:03:10,280 --> 00:03:13,600 I can't resist a good idea. My biggest weakness is I can't say no. 68 00:03:13,680 --> 00:03:17,000 {\an8}[man] Focus obsessively on solving a real problem. 69 00:03:17,080 --> 00:03:18,840 Make something people want. 70 00:03:18,920 --> 00:03:21,440 The good news is, you don't need to open a factory. 71 00:03:21,520 --> 00:03:23,080 You just need to open a laptop. 72 00:03:23,160 --> 00:03:27,520 [Mark Zuckerberg] The web isn't going to solve disease or solve poverty. 73 00:03:27,600 --> 00:03:30,400 It makes it so that people can share information effectively 74 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:31,600 and know what's going on. 75 00:03:31,680 --> 00:03:35,240 When people are better informed, they can make better decisions. 76 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:36,720 Yes, nice, mates. 77 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:39,120 We've got health and wellness lifestyle guides, 78 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:40,440 a recipe conversion tool 79 00:03:40,520 --> 00:03:43,200 and a shopping list function which is so cute and fun. 80 00:03:43,280 --> 00:03:46,480 But it's the 50 recipes, all gluten-free, paleo, and all vegan. 81 00:03:47,400 --> 00:03:49,960 I need to collaborate with a photographic vision. 82 00:03:50,040 --> 00:03:51,440 I don't shoot food, though. 83 00:03:51,520 --> 00:03:53,040 Food photography is so static. 84 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:58,400 I don't want it to be slops on a plate. It needs to feel alive, kinetic. 85 00:03:58,480 --> 00:03:59,480 [camera shutter clicks] 86 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:01,320 Like all your work. 87 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:03,200 You found my work on Insta, yeah? 88 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:05,400 [Sean] She just contacted you out of nowhere. 89 00:04:05,480 --> 00:04:07,600 Did you ever wonder if she was legit? 90 00:04:07,680 --> 00:04:08,760 About the cancer? 91 00:04:09,440 --> 00:04:11,000 No, no, no, that all tracked. 92 00:04:12,440 --> 00:04:13,320 About the app? 93 00:04:13,880 --> 00:04:15,600 Yeah, yeah. 94 00:04:15,680 --> 00:04:18,080 She was a hustler, straight up. That was obvious. 95 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:20,080 Welcome to HQ. 96 00:04:20,960 --> 00:04:22,120 Lenny, this is Alex. 97 00:04:22,200 --> 00:04:26,079 {\an8}He's managing the iPhone app and Christopher's coding Android. 98 00:04:26,160 --> 00:04:27,480 How's it going? 99 00:04:27,560 --> 00:04:29,520 Oh, no, they're wired in for the next 20 minutes. 100 00:04:29,600 --> 00:04:32,960 {\an8}Like the Facebook movie, we're going to do appletinis on Fridays. 101 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:34,720 {\an8}Mocktails for me, obviously. 102 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:41,760 Okay, so I know it doesn't look profesh yet, 103 00:04:41,840 --> 00:04:43,400 but it's 3.1 by 5.6, 104 00:04:43,480 --> 00:04:46,240 which is actually bigger than most professional studios. 105 00:04:46,320 --> 00:04:47,920 And whatever equipment you need, 106 00:04:48,000 --> 00:04:50,280 {\an8}we can just put it on the company credit card. 107 00:04:50,360 --> 00:04:52,360 I'm paying everyone 21.50 an hour. 108 00:04:52,440 --> 00:04:54,920 Or we could explore foregoing of an hourly fee 109 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:57,240 for more of a profit-share arrangement? 110 00:04:57,320 --> 00:04:58,680 If that's of interest… 111 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:04,240 say 3%, all earnings? 112 00:05:04,320 --> 00:05:06,680 Never saw a fucking cent. And I've chased. 113 00:05:06,760 --> 00:05:09,760 But she says that the brain cancer makes her forget things. 114 00:05:09,840 --> 00:05:11,240 What, like paying her bills? 115 00:05:11,320 --> 00:05:12,440 Why'd you sign up? 116 00:05:12,520 --> 00:05:14,480 She had taste, aesthetically. 117 00:05:14,560 --> 00:05:16,040 Not every client has that. 118 00:05:16,120 --> 00:05:19,760 And I guess she was pretty beguiling. 119 00:05:19,840 --> 00:05:21,880 Oh, she's wriggling. 120 00:05:22,720 --> 00:05:25,520 Fifteen weeks. She's the size of a peach. 121 00:05:25,600 --> 00:05:27,320 You know, she was this… 122 00:05:27,400 --> 00:05:29,800 she was this brave pregnant lady 123 00:05:30,640 --> 00:05:32,920 who, sure, was dribbling shit. 124 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:35,280 Three years ago, I was in chemo chucking hell, 125 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:37,600 poisoned by the medical establishment. 126 00:05:37,680 --> 00:05:40,200 But she had a dream for the world, and that's nice. 127 00:05:40,280 --> 00:05:43,080 I feel it's more than a responsibility, 128 00:05:43,160 --> 00:05:46,120 like a compulsion to get what I've learned out there 129 00:05:46,200 --> 00:05:48,520 into the hands of people who need it. 130 00:05:48,600 --> 00:05:51,200 Besides, it feels nice to believe in something sometimes. 131 00:05:51,280 --> 00:05:52,720 Even if it isn't real? 132 00:05:53,560 --> 00:05:55,680 Yeah, but you believe in it, and it becomes real. 133 00:05:55,760 --> 00:05:58,280 That's how perception works. That's how startups work. 134 00:05:59,640 --> 00:06:02,200 Like, I'm doing some work on this hypnosis app at the moment. 135 00:06:03,160 --> 00:06:05,680 Man, the results are fucking unreal. 136 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:09,560 - You got some spare cash to invest? - [laughs] 137 00:06:09,640 --> 00:06:12,080 ["Clap Your Hands" by Sia playing] 138 00:06:14,880 --> 00:06:16,480 Whoo, whoo, whoo! 139 00:06:16,560 --> 00:06:21,120 ♪ Shake me out of my misery Oh, oh, oh ♪ 140 00:06:21,720 --> 00:06:25,520 ♪ Oh, oh, make me ♪ 141 00:06:25,600 --> 00:06:27,880 ♪ Get out and wiggle it ♪ 142 00:06:28,560 --> 00:06:29,760 [camera shutter clicks] 143 00:06:29,840 --> 00:06:33,200 ♪ Clap your hands Clap your hands ♪ 144 00:06:33,280 --> 00:06:37,080 ♪ Turn the lights on my nights This is life and we only get one chance ♪ 145 00:06:37,160 --> 00:06:40,720 ♪ Oh, clap your hands Clap your hands ♪ 146 00:06:40,800 --> 00:06:43,120 ♪ Come on dance Take a chance on romance ♪ 147 00:06:43,200 --> 00:06:45,120 ♪ We only get one shot at love ♪ 148 00:06:45,200 --> 00:06:49,000 ♪ Oh, clap your hands Clap your hands ♪ 149 00:06:49,080 --> 00:06:53,040 ♪ Turn the lights on my nights This is life and we only get one chance ♪ 150 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:57,120 Would have been, what, three years ago, honey? 151 00:06:57,200 --> 00:06:58,440 My diagnosis? 152 00:06:58,520 --> 00:07:00,560 [nurse] Oh, you poor thing. 153 00:07:00,640 --> 00:07:03,080 I think it was the Gardasil that kicked it off. 154 00:07:03,160 --> 00:07:05,840 I don't wanna invest time into getting angry about it. 155 00:07:05,920 --> 00:07:08,240 I personally think we're over-vaccinated, 156 00:07:08,320 --> 00:07:11,080 - but you didn't hear that from me. - [laughs] 157 00:07:12,600 --> 00:07:17,320 Let's have a look. You're 23 weeks? 158 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:20,160 - Twenty-four. - Yeah, on Tuesday. 159 00:07:20,240 --> 00:07:22,240 I was so nauseous with my first. 160 00:07:22,960 --> 00:07:24,640 This one's been an angel. 161 00:07:24,720 --> 00:07:25,920 [machine warbling softly] 162 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:29,960 It's usually the opposite with girls. 163 00:07:31,640 --> 00:07:34,080 Sorry. I'm just… 164 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:40,560 [machine warbling] 165 00:07:46,240 --> 00:07:49,520 Yeah. Can you put the, um, sound up? 166 00:08:00,200 --> 00:08:01,920 I'll pop out and grab a doctor. 167 00:08:02,680 --> 00:08:03,920 I won't be long. 168 00:08:16,960 --> 00:08:18,080 What are you doing? 169 00:08:18,160 --> 00:08:19,800 I'm going to turn it off and on. 170 00:08:19,880 --> 00:08:22,360 What a fucking idiot. You don't need the rhetoric. 171 00:08:22,440 --> 00:08:24,800 - Clive! - It just needs… just needs a reboot. 172 00:08:24,880 --> 00:08:25,960 [Belle sighs] 173 00:08:32,560 --> 00:08:34,360 [machine warbling] 174 00:08:41,360 --> 00:08:43,280 {\an8}At 23 weeks, 175 00:08:44,240 --> 00:08:47,640 our options are a vaginal delivery or a C-section. 176 00:08:47,720 --> 00:08:49,600 There are risks and benefits to both. 177 00:08:49,680 --> 00:08:52,360 If you're planning on another vaginal birth in future, 178 00:08:52,440 --> 00:08:55,000 I suggest you go with vaginal birth. 179 00:08:55,560 --> 00:08:56,800 It's less invasive, 180 00:08:56,880 --> 00:08:59,240 - and it might seem confronting… - [Clive crying] 181 00:08:59,320 --> 00:09:01,640 …but you'll be on your feet quicker and home. 182 00:09:01,720 --> 00:09:05,760 Aisling has some more information for you. I recommend you have a read. 183 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:08,320 But we really need to get working on this process. 184 00:09:09,200 --> 00:09:10,880 - I'll come back. - [sobs] Oh, fuck! 185 00:09:14,320 --> 00:09:16,480 Here's some more Miso to insert. 186 00:09:16,560 --> 00:09:18,560 We've got to keep softening that cervix. 187 00:09:18,640 --> 00:09:20,200 I don't want another pessary. 188 00:09:20,280 --> 00:09:23,040 Can I just swallow this? There's no efficacy difference. 189 00:09:23,120 --> 00:09:25,200 Yep, fine. Just pop it under your tongue. 190 00:09:26,760 --> 00:09:28,400 - Why can't-- - Shh. 191 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:31,520 Oh, God. This is all wrong. 192 00:09:31,600 --> 00:09:33,080 - [Clive] I know. - [groans] 193 00:09:33,640 --> 00:09:35,640 [sniffles, sighs] 194 00:09:35,720 --> 00:09:37,560 I need a candle or something. 195 00:09:40,960 --> 00:09:42,920 I need a fucking candle, Clive! 196 00:09:43,680 --> 00:09:46,760 Um, do you want me to… I'll go to the gift shop. 197 00:09:46,840 --> 00:09:48,600 Oh, fuck. I don't have my wallet. 198 00:09:49,120 --> 00:09:51,080 Um… Do you have any cash? 199 00:09:51,160 --> 00:09:53,560 - [Belle] Just go, Clive. - [door opens] 200 00:09:55,040 --> 00:09:56,200 - [sighs] - [door closes] 201 00:09:56,280 --> 00:09:58,320 - [Dr. Walsh] She's going. - [Belle] Oh, fuck. 202 00:09:58,400 --> 00:09:59,360 Just breathe. 203 00:09:59,440 --> 00:10:02,400 I want you to really give it a nice, strong push. Breathe. 204 00:10:02,480 --> 00:10:03,920 - That's it. - [Belle groaning] 205 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:06,160 - That's it. - You're very close. Good. 206 00:10:06,240 --> 00:10:08,560 - [Belle groaning] - [Dr. Walsh] Good. 207 00:10:08,640 --> 00:10:10,200 - [groans] - [Dr. Walsh] Almost there. 208 00:10:12,040 --> 00:10:14,200 - [camera shutter clicks] - Okay. 209 00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:16,280 - [camera shutter clicks] - Oh, let me see. 210 00:10:17,120 --> 00:10:19,720 Good. I'll just take a couple more. 211 00:10:20,360 --> 00:10:21,600 Can you angle down? 212 00:10:21,680 --> 00:10:23,760 Oh. Okay. 213 00:10:24,920 --> 00:10:27,440 And go. 214 00:10:27,520 --> 00:10:28,720 [camera shutter clicks] 215 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:30,880 Thank you. 216 00:10:32,240 --> 00:10:33,120 Good job. 217 00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:38,160 [door opens] 218 00:10:40,600 --> 00:10:41,520 [door closes] 219 00:10:47,680 --> 00:10:49,000 Do you want to hold her? 220 00:10:51,480 --> 00:10:52,400 [sighs] 221 00:10:53,400 --> 00:10:56,440 You should. It's okay. You won't drop her. 222 00:11:05,560 --> 00:11:06,520 [sighs softly] 223 00:11:07,520 --> 00:11:09,720 Oh. She's perfect. 224 00:11:15,960 --> 00:11:17,360 This is how nature does it. 225 00:11:19,280 --> 00:11:20,960 Nature knows she's not perfect. 226 00:11:24,080 --> 00:11:26,240 [breath trembling] 227 00:11:33,440 --> 00:11:34,360 [nurse] Hi. 228 00:11:37,720 --> 00:11:39,200 Do you wanna take a look now? 229 00:11:40,080 --> 00:11:40,920 Uh, yeah. 230 00:11:41,480 --> 00:11:43,680 There, she's up in Bellingen. 231 00:11:43,760 --> 00:11:46,160 Does some really lovely placenta jewelry. 232 00:11:46,240 --> 00:11:47,280 Hmm. 233 00:11:47,360 --> 00:11:48,800 Which would be nice to have. 234 00:11:53,520 --> 00:11:54,880 And her capsules. 235 00:11:55,520 --> 00:11:57,240 They get your iron back up. 236 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:07,760 It's 400 dollars for 70 capsules. 237 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:10,840 But I'm sure I can get you a discount 238 00:12:10,920 --> 00:12:12,880 given the circumstances. 239 00:12:16,640 --> 00:12:18,280 Yeah, that'd be great. 240 00:12:23,320 --> 00:12:25,320 [nurse] You'll feel a lot better soon. 241 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:31,320 [inaudible] 242 00:12:33,560 --> 00:12:35,120 {\an8}[Lucy] Sorry, so what is it? 243 00:12:35,200 --> 00:12:38,320 {\an8}[doctor] It's called an implantable cardioverter defibrillator. 244 00:12:38,400 --> 00:12:39,880 Okay? They pop it in 245 00:12:40,640 --> 00:12:43,920 and if it senses an arrhythmia it sends you an electric shock 246 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:45,200 to get you back in time. 247 00:12:45,280 --> 00:12:47,400 [Lucy] And so… another surgery? 248 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:50,760 [doctor] It has to happen before your next round of chemo. 249 00:12:54,960 --> 00:12:55,840 [sniffles] 250 00:13:03,560 --> 00:13:04,400 [sniffles] 251 00:13:04,480 --> 00:13:08,960 {\an8}I lost a baby and poured myself into another. 252 00:13:09,040 --> 00:13:10,200 [inhales deeply] 253 00:13:10,280 --> 00:13:14,560 [Belle] The Whole Pantry was born out of a place of unimaginable grief… 254 00:13:14,640 --> 00:13:15,680 [exhales] 255 00:13:15,760 --> 00:13:18,440 [Belle] …but also out of love. 256 00:13:19,640 --> 00:13:22,000 {\an8}It's love that powers me. 257 00:13:23,400 --> 00:13:24,840 Transforms me. 258 00:13:24,920 --> 00:13:26,920 - Do you come here often? - [Belle] It sustains me. 259 00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:28,520 I saw you from across the bar. 260 00:13:28,600 --> 00:13:31,400 Hey, look what I found on YouTube. 261 00:13:32,320 --> 00:13:34,520 {\an8}If we're brave enough to let it. 262 00:13:34,600 --> 00:13:36,520 {\an8}[audience applauding] 263 00:13:37,320 --> 00:13:38,800 [Sean] Hey, Lucy Goosey. 264 00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:40,240 - Hi! - Hey! [chuckles] 265 00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:42,280 Is it Jessica Rabbit? 266 00:13:42,360 --> 00:13:43,800 Ariel, Little Mermaid. 267 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:48,160 And I've got my little chicken fillets in tonight if anyone was interested. 268 00:13:48,240 --> 00:13:51,440 Oh, nah. He wouldn't want me to look. 269 00:13:51,520 --> 00:13:54,720 Do you know anything about Belle Gibson's supposed miscarriage? 270 00:13:55,600 --> 00:13:57,480 What's a bet it's also bullshit? 271 00:13:58,320 --> 00:14:00,120 Sorry, he's off down a hole. 272 00:14:00,200 --> 00:14:02,880 Do you know when he'll be out? Dinner in 10 minutes. 273 00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:04,600 Shit. 274 00:14:05,160 --> 00:14:06,960 I reminded you this morning. 275 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:09,840 We were gonna go back to the office for a bit. 276 00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:11,640 We met Belle's photographer today, 277 00:14:11,720 --> 00:14:13,840 just need to finish off some transcribing. 278 00:14:15,040 --> 00:14:16,040 Go to dinner, mate. 279 00:14:21,280 --> 00:14:22,480 [Justin] When was this? 280 00:14:22,560 --> 00:14:24,480 Uh, just this afternoon. 281 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:25,960 With who? 282 00:14:26,040 --> 00:14:28,640 Dr. Chidiac and the cardiac surgeon. 283 00:14:28,720 --> 00:14:30,560 I don't think they told me his name. 284 00:14:30,640 --> 00:14:32,480 Did they say which artery? 285 00:14:32,560 --> 00:14:34,440 God, you're in full work mode right now. 286 00:14:34,520 --> 00:14:36,840 No, I mean, was it an important artery…? 287 00:14:36,920 --> 00:14:40,800 Let's call it minor, but with a great personality. 288 00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:44,200 Any idea when they wanna schedule the surgery? 289 00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:46,720 We're circling back on that. 290 00:14:47,280 --> 00:14:49,240 Happy? Sated? 291 00:14:51,160 --> 00:14:53,040 I would have come with you to the appointment. 292 00:14:53,120 --> 00:14:54,600 I know, but you were busy. 293 00:15:01,600 --> 00:15:03,520 - [sighs] - You look beautiful. 294 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:05,640 Stupid. 295 00:15:06,200 --> 00:15:08,000 It is so fucking itchy. 296 00:15:09,160 --> 00:15:10,200 Hey. 297 00:15:12,640 --> 00:15:13,640 You ready? 298 00:15:14,160 --> 00:15:15,280 [groans softly] 299 00:15:15,360 --> 00:15:16,200 Come on. 300 00:15:16,680 --> 00:15:17,800 Ah, there. 301 00:15:17,880 --> 00:15:19,000 - Hi! - Hey! 302 00:15:19,080 --> 00:15:20,800 - Hello! - [Lucy] Hi! 303 00:15:20,880 --> 00:15:23,320 Oh, my God, you look amazing! [chuckles] 304 00:15:24,600 --> 00:15:25,800 You look beautiful. 305 00:15:25,880 --> 00:15:28,240 - [dog whimpering] - [dog barks distantly] 306 00:15:40,800 --> 00:15:42,240 - [sniffles] - [door opens] 307 00:15:49,960 --> 00:15:50,800 Hi. 308 00:15:53,760 --> 00:15:54,840 [Belle clears throat] 309 00:15:55,440 --> 00:15:57,120 The little one is in bed. 310 00:15:57,680 --> 00:15:59,160 We watched a movie. 311 00:15:59,240 --> 00:16:00,760 [sobs] 312 00:16:01,240 --> 00:16:02,400 Thanks, Magda. 313 00:16:05,120 --> 00:16:06,400 Where's Alex? 314 00:16:07,640 --> 00:16:09,520 - Should be working. - I sent them home. 315 00:16:11,520 --> 00:16:12,800 There's still work to do. 316 00:16:13,760 --> 00:16:15,120 They keep fucking around. 317 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:16,600 Coding. 318 00:16:21,360 --> 00:16:23,560 [phone vibrating] 319 00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:29,200 It's Mum again. Do you mind if I… 320 00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:33,320 I'll be quick. 321 00:16:38,160 --> 00:16:39,040 Hi. 322 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:40,880 Hi. 323 00:16:41,640 --> 00:16:43,080 - Yeah. [sighs] - [door closes] 324 00:16:46,360 --> 00:16:47,800 Yeah. [crying] 325 00:16:49,240 --> 00:16:51,240 [Clive cries hysterically] 326 00:17:00,360 --> 00:17:04,840 I think… it should be soon. 327 00:17:14,200 --> 00:17:15,040 Yeah. 328 00:17:17,680 --> 00:17:19,680 [birds chirping] 329 00:17:46,120 --> 00:17:47,080 [door opens] 330 00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:50,080 Cup of tea? 331 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:56,120 Mum was asking if, uh, you'd had any pain the last couple of days. 332 00:17:57,600 --> 00:17:58,840 You've been so busy. 333 00:18:00,800 --> 00:18:01,720 Nothing. 334 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:03,840 Yeah, that's what I said. 335 00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:08,240 It's no one's fault. We did everything we could. 336 00:18:09,160 --> 00:18:10,000 [scoffs] 337 00:18:16,680 --> 00:18:17,760 Well, I did. 338 00:18:19,280 --> 00:18:21,040 - Clive. - What? 339 00:18:22,040 --> 00:18:25,480 I can't even count how many Wi-Fi networks are in this area. 340 00:18:25,560 --> 00:18:27,880 The EMF load, the DNA damage. 341 00:18:27,960 --> 00:18:31,360 - Didn't know you were worried about that. - [scoffs] Are you kidding? 342 00:18:31,440 --> 00:18:34,560 The… the fucking mold in the kitchen, I can't even work in it. 343 00:18:34,640 --> 00:18:37,280 I've asked you so many times to move. 344 00:18:38,480 --> 00:18:39,480 [sighs] 345 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,640 I have a knife in my head 346 00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:45,200 and it's back because of this fucking apartment. 347 00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:51,800 I wanted you to take care of us. 348 00:18:54,840 --> 00:18:56,160 Yeah. Sorry. 349 00:18:58,280 --> 00:18:59,360 [sighs] 350 00:19:02,760 --> 00:19:04,080 - I'm sorry. - [scoffs] 351 00:19:06,680 --> 00:19:07,600 [boy] Mama. 352 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:12,640 Hi, bubby. 353 00:19:12,720 --> 00:19:15,720 Oh, honey. You have a dream? Huh? 354 00:19:18,440 --> 00:19:19,520 You have a dream? 355 00:19:20,320 --> 00:19:21,680 Yeah, it's okay. 356 00:19:22,280 --> 00:19:23,240 It's okay. 357 00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:27,720 [man on laptop] …not very generous. 358 00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:29,160 Not really sure why. 359 00:19:30,320 --> 00:19:32,440 Can't find my credit card though, you know? 360 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:34,080 - [crowd laughing] - Yeah, "ha-ha-ha." 361 00:19:34,160 --> 00:19:36,400 Credit card theft is really funny, isn't it? 362 00:19:37,080 --> 00:19:39,760 He's on TV, you can treat him with no respect. 363 00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:42,680 That's bullshit, all right? I got no… 364 00:19:56,440 --> 00:19:58,040 [Milla] Think of an intention… 365 00:19:59,680 --> 00:20:01,480 and I want you to blow it into the balloon. 366 00:20:01,560 --> 00:20:03,600 So something that fills you up, 367 00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:08,360 {\an8}makes you feel excited and happy and something that's for you, okay? Go. 368 00:20:08,440 --> 00:20:10,200 [man 1] That's all product is. 369 00:20:10,280 --> 00:20:11,880 It's a story we're telling the world 370 00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:15,000 and it's constantly evolving and we're putting it on this grand stage, 371 00:20:15,080 --> 00:20:16,040 which is the world. 372 00:20:16,120 --> 00:20:19,440 {\an8}[man 2] Few ideas come fully formed out of the air and just are realized. 373 00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:22,720 [man 3] There is no limit in terms of the numbers of millions of people 374 00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:24,280 and the impact you can have. 375 00:20:24,360 --> 00:20:26,960 [Belle] I was given six weeks to live. 376 00:20:27,040 --> 00:20:28,560 Four months, tops. 377 00:20:30,160 --> 00:20:32,800 The doctors were only treating my disease. 378 00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:34,280 They didn't care about me. 379 00:20:39,240 --> 00:20:42,960 And it reminded me just how much magic there was in the world. 380 00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:45,840 [Belle] I threw myself into research. 381 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:48,400 I read about the healing properties of lemons, 382 00:20:48,480 --> 00:20:50,800 and how they are a detoxification tool. 383 00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:53,760 Everybody should write a book. Everyone's got a story. 384 00:20:53,840 --> 00:20:57,200 [Belle] And this got me thinking about what foods I put in my body. 385 00:20:57,280 --> 00:20:59,280 And it was that moment… [sighs] 386 00:20:59,360 --> 00:21:02,120 that I started not thinking with my head. 387 00:21:02,200 --> 00:21:05,680 We had a vision that we believed in and so started with nothing. 388 00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:07,600 It is sort of a dream come true… 389 00:21:07,680 --> 00:21:09,160 [Belle] It all just clicked. 390 00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:13,720 I wanted to live and I wanted to live well. 391 00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:21,400 [birds chirping] 392 00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:26,800 Mum, you don't have to do that. 393 00:21:26,880 --> 00:21:28,680 [Tamara] It's okay. I'm having fun. 394 00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:31,280 What's Dad doing? 395 00:21:31,840 --> 00:21:34,560 He's outside, being proud. 396 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:40,240 Dad! 397 00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:48,360 You all right, Dad? 398 00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:53,400 The white ants have gotten into that veranda. 399 00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:55,120 [Milla] Okay. 400 00:21:55,200 --> 00:21:56,680 It's not a problem yet. 401 00:21:57,520 --> 00:21:59,600 But you'll have to keep your eye on it. 402 00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:03,600 We don't know how to look after a house. 403 00:22:03,680 --> 00:22:04,880 Gonna need your help. 404 00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:06,600 No shit. 405 00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:08,760 It's okay. 406 00:22:08,840 --> 00:22:11,520 I'm not sure any of us wanna see Arlo with a chainsaw. 407 00:22:11,600 --> 00:22:12,560 That's mean. 408 00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:18,960 You know, he asked me if he could ask you to marry him. 409 00:22:20,080 --> 00:22:21,560 You know anything about that? 410 00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:27,480 What did you say? 411 00:22:28,320 --> 00:22:29,400 Ask the boss. 412 00:22:31,240 --> 00:22:33,280 I'm way too low on the pecking order. 413 00:22:33,360 --> 00:22:34,320 [chuckles softly] 414 00:22:35,360 --> 00:22:37,160 [Milla] Okay, I know the mortgage is massive. 415 00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:39,720 And you think I should've been sensible and bought a townhouse, 416 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:43,200 but I'm gonna plant orange trees, do events. 417 00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:45,120 Got a whole plan. 418 00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:49,160 All of this from scratch? 419 00:22:51,320 --> 00:22:52,360 My daughter. 420 00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:55,840 Wow. 421 00:22:55,920 --> 00:22:57,880 ["Feel So Close" by Calvin Harris playing] 422 00:22:57,960 --> 00:23:00,600 ♪ I feel so close to you right now It's a force field ♪ 423 00:23:02,920 --> 00:23:08,320 ♪ I wear my heart upon my sleeve Like a big deal ♪ 424 00:23:10,600 --> 00:23:14,240 ♪ And there's no stopping us right now ♪ 425 00:23:14,320 --> 00:23:17,800 ♪ I feel so close to you right now… ♪ 426 00:23:30,440 --> 00:23:31,880 What's that? Plant-based? 427 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:34,280 How you feeling? 428 00:23:34,360 --> 00:23:37,040 - Um… Better. Yeah. - Hmm? 429 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:38,840 [grunts softly] 430 00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:40,840 It's a bloody long driveway, isn't it? 431 00:23:41,480 --> 00:23:43,440 - [Tamara] You made it! - Yeah. 432 00:23:43,520 --> 00:23:45,520 The flight got delayed in Abu Dhabi. 433 00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:47,640 You know what? That's a lie. 434 00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:51,000 That's a lie. I was in duty free and they don't call the flights there. 435 00:23:51,080 --> 00:23:52,800 Can you believe they don't call the flights? 436 00:23:52,880 --> 00:23:54,000 - Hello, Joseph. - How are we? 437 00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:56,440 - I'm good. You look handsome! - Good to see you. 438 00:23:56,520 --> 00:23:58,400 - Milla's got me making kefir. - What's that? 439 00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:00,360 Welcome home, darling. 440 00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:01,520 Where's my Moo? 441 00:24:01,600 --> 00:24:03,640 Um, bathroom, next to the bedroom. 442 00:24:03,720 --> 00:24:04,560 Okay. 443 00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:06,640 She'll be in there shoving coffee up her arsehole. 444 00:24:06,720 --> 00:24:09,520 - [Chanelle] Oh. - But she'll want to see you, sweetheart. 445 00:24:10,320 --> 00:24:12,840 [woman 1] Channy Fanny! How was Belgium? 446 00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:16,240 Berlin. But, er… same, same. How's here? 447 00:24:16,320 --> 00:24:18,160 Married. Pregnant. 448 00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:19,800 Wow, me too! 449 00:24:19,880 --> 00:24:21,280 I've missed you. 450 00:24:21,360 --> 00:24:22,560 And I've missed you too. 451 00:24:22,640 --> 00:24:25,120 Aso, I didn't miss you at all, mate. 452 00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:31,280 [exhales] 453 00:24:32,320 --> 00:24:33,360 [sighs] 454 00:24:33,440 --> 00:24:34,280 Arlo Palmer. 455 00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:37,360 - Hmm. - Didn't he used to vomit on command? 456 00:24:37,440 --> 00:24:40,400 - That was to get out of maths. - Oh, yeah. And social studies. 457 00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:43,200 He didn't really like the book learning much. 458 00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:46,520 Hmm. Reader, she married him. 459 00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:48,120 - Are you finished? - [laughing] 460 00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:49,640 [both laugh] 461 00:24:49,720 --> 00:24:52,320 [Milla] I fired my manager, I'm doing it all myself. 462 00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:54,720 And I don't wanna complain, it's just a lot of pressure. 463 00:24:54,800 --> 00:24:56,800 You know, mortgage, a wedding. 464 00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:01,400 Everyone's so proud and I feel so grateful all the fucking time. 465 00:25:01,480 --> 00:25:02,440 Sounds dreadful. 466 00:25:02,520 --> 00:25:04,600 It is, and I feel like I have to keep deserving it. 467 00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:06,160 What I really want is just… 468 00:25:07,120 --> 00:25:08,440 I want the book to win. 469 00:25:08,520 --> 00:25:09,920 I want the business to… 470 00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:13,640 Sorry, the caffeine is hitting the bloodstream. 471 00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:15,840 - Anal walls are paper thin. - Hmm. 472 00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:17,600 Fuck cocaine. Do an enema. 473 00:25:18,840 --> 00:25:20,920 - [chuckles] - I want to cure cancer. 474 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,840 Fuck. All right. 475 00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:25,160 I wanna change the fucking world. 476 00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:27,160 And not because I'm grateful, 477 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:29,400 but because I was right and they were wrong. 478 00:25:31,360 --> 00:25:34,320 So you are good, right? Health-wise? 479 00:25:35,760 --> 00:25:37,080 Never been better. 480 00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,480 And you're eating? Not just juicing? 481 00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:42,520 From where I was then to where I am now. 482 00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:48,200 That makes me really happy. Hmm. 483 00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:51,480 And hey, listen. 484 00:25:52,280 --> 00:25:53,360 The business stuff. 485 00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:56,160 You should be leveraging the fuck out of those numbers. 486 00:25:56,240 --> 00:25:57,360 I can help with that. 487 00:25:58,160 --> 00:25:59,160 - Really? - Mmm-hmm. 488 00:25:59,240 --> 00:26:00,760 ["We Can Do Anything" playing] 489 00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:02,960 {\an8}♪ We can fly Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪ 490 00:26:03,040 --> 00:26:05,480 {\an8}♪ Hit the sky Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪ 491 00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:07,880 {\an8}♪ You and I Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪ 492 00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:09,920 {\an8}♪ We can do anything ♪ 493 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:23,800 - [door opens] - [Clive] Hi. 494 00:26:24,360 --> 00:26:25,320 Headache? 495 00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:26,240 Always. 496 00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:27,840 Do you mind? 497 00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:30,920 Just thought you might wanna know, they, um… 498 00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:33,280 they think it's ready. 499 00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:35,720 - What? - Yeah. 500 00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:37,320 Why didn't you say it's ready? 501 00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:38,840 Ah! 502 00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:41,560 [Christopher] Load time. It's 0.5 of a second. 503 00:26:42,120 --> 00:26:43,960 - No glitches. - [sighs in relief] 504 00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:46,480 I did it. 505 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:52,240 You're artists. [laughs] 506 00:26:52,320 --> 00:26:54,560 Thank you, thank you. Thank you, thank you. 507 00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:57,440 Hey! Happy new year! [laughs] 508 00:26:57,520 --> 00:27:00,120 - [all laughing] - Babe, tell me that's French. 509 00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:02,960 Ah, from the champagne region, s'il vous plaît. 510 00:27:03,040 --> 00:27:05,320 This is your provisional profile developer ID. 511 00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:07,360 - Okay. Great. - ["Get Lucky" by Daft Punk playing] 512 00:27:07,440 --> 00:27:10,280 - You're gonna be famous! - Can you get off me? Um… 513 00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:13,520 - I download it here? - Yeah, yeah. 514 00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:15,920 Cheers. Cheers. 515 00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:17,280 ♪ Ah ♪ 516 00:27:17,360 --> 00:27:19,520 {\an8}♪ The force from the beginning ♪ 517 00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:21,720 ♪ Look ♪ 518 00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:26,080 ♪ We've come too far ♪ 519 00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:30,640 {\an8}♪ To give up who we are ♪ 520 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:34,760 ♪ So let's raise the bar ♪ 521 00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:39,120 ♪ And our cups to the stars ♪ 522 00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:41,720 {\an8}♪ She's up all night 'til the sun ♪ 523 00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:43,640 {\an8}♪ I'm up all night to get some ♪ 524 00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:45,760 {\an8}♪ She's up all night for good fun ♪ 525 00:27:45,840 --> 00:27:48,080 {\an8}♪ I'm up all night to get lucky ♪ 526 00:27:48,160 --> 00:27:49,920 ♪ We're up all night 'til the sun ♪ 527 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:51,840 {\an8}♪ We're up all night to get some ♪ 528 00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:53,840 {\an8}♪ We're up all night for good fun ♪ 529 00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:56,200 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 530 00:27:56,280 --> 00:27:58,040 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 531 00:27:58,120 --> 00:28:00,120 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 532 00:28:00,200 --> 00:28:02,120 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky… ♪ 533 00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:03,240 [scanner beeps] 534 00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:05,680 Matchy-matchy. 535 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:08,720 Oh, my partner created it. 536 00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:10,920 - Are you serious? - Yeah. 537 00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:13,760 Wow. Could you tell her thank you for me? 538 00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:16,240 Yeah, for sure. She'd appreciate that. 539 00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:20,280 My dad has lymphoma and it's really helping him. [chuckles] 540 00:28:20,360 --> 00:28:21,640 Oh. 541 00:28:21,720 --> 00:28:23,320 No more hidden nasties. 542 00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:25,200 No. Right. 543 00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:29,440 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 544 00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:31,520 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 545 00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:35,520 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 546 00:28:35,600 --> 00:28:37,520 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky… ♪ 547 00:28:39,320 --> 00:28:40,320 [door closes] 548 00:28:40,400 --> 00:28:41,520 [Belle] Hi! 549 00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:42,600 [Clive] Hi. 550 00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:45,280 - You've been shopping? - Yeah. 551 00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:48,600 I bought that platter from that place on Acland. 552 00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:51,280 We need to do some entertaining. 553 00:28:51,360 --> 00:28:53,600 I told Mum and Dad to come in June. 554 00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:55,320 Awesome. 555 00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:59,600 I am the flat pack king. 556 00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:01,200 Uh… 557 00:29:02,600 --> 00:29:03,920 When did this come? 558 00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:07,240 - What's that? - [gasps] 559 00:29:08,920 --> 00:29:09,760 Oh. 560 00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:12,280 Oh, my God. It's them. 561 00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:14,480 It's the publishers. 562 00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:24,520 [thrilling music playing] 563 00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,360 Belle? 564 00:29:37,440 --> 00:29:39,160 [exhales] Fuck. 565 00:29:39,240 --> 00:29:43,560 I… I understand the rejection policy. I'm just asking for feedback. 566 00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:49,080 I'm actually a good friend of one of your authors. Milla Blake. 567 00:29:50,800 --> 00:29:52,400 Uh-huh. She's a dream. 568 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:53,800 Mmm. 569 00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:57,800 My app, though, was downloaded over 50,000 times in its first month, 570 00:29:57,880 --> 00:29:59,000 which is… 571 00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:12,280 You know, I read a study of the endorphins found in chocolate. 572 00:30:12,360 --> 00:30:13,200 Here. 573 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,320 Come on. The app is a hit. 574 00:30:17,920 --> 00:30:19,000 Platinum. 575 00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:21,000 Cupertino's gonna come knocking any day. 576 00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:21,920 [sighs] 577 00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:24,000 - I want a book, Clive. - Yeah. 578 00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:26,720 Something I can hold in my hands so my son can look at it 579 00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:28,680 and tell his kids, "My mum did that." 580 00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:30,520 - [sighs] - Yeah… 581 00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:34,240 I just feel like focusing on the app right now. 582 00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:38,920 Letting it grow organically away from the personal story. 583 00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:40,640 And when we're ready to sell up… 584 00:30:40,720 --> 00:30:42,360 He wants a bigger house already? 585 00:30:42,440 --> 00:30:44,360 - Hmm. [sighs] - [scoffs] 586 00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:46,880 Babe, you can't shit in three bathrooms. 587 00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:48,200 Yeah, the opposite. 588 00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:51,120 This place, I'm… I'm nervous. 589 00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:53,960 [scoffs] It's a tax deduction and a home office. 590 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:55,640 - It's all right. - Get off of me. 591 00:30:56,640 --> 00:30:57,760 [Belle sighs] 592 00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:00,120 I can do the photos here. You agreed. 593 00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:02,080 - Yeah. - You love living by the beach. 594 00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:03,440 Yeah. 595 00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:07,240 I met a woman doing groceries. 596 00:31:07,320 --> 00:31:08,520 Her dad's sick. 597 00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:11,000 She has the app and… 598 00:31:11,880 --> 00:31:14,760 I think maybe we go under the radar a little. 599 00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:18,520 I think that cardigan should go under the radar. 600 00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:21,560 Short legs, long torso, not your fault. 601 00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:23,960 Like maybe we just don't push it as much. 602 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:26,000 Dial back the cancer part? 603 00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:32,640 So, what is that? You want me to… 604 00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:35,320 I don't know, why don't we talk to potential buyers? 605 00:31:35,400 --> 00:31:37,520 I've started to dive into some research. 606 00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:40,040 You've been reading my Steve Jobs biography 607 00:31:40,120 --> 00:31:41,520 and watching Silicon Valley. 608 00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:43,520 You can do anything, Belle. You've… 609 00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:45,720 You've proven that maybe there's a business 610 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:47,800 that's not so much about your cancer. 611 00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:50,320 All that energy in that space, it's negative energy. 612 00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:53,280 Then Milla gets to be the authority on how to beat this disease? 613 00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:56,160 Don't know. Feels wrong. 614 00:31:56,240 --> 00:31:58,720 Yeah, well, fresh start. 615 00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:00,800 Yeah. 616 00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:03,720 Wants to turn me off and on at the wall. 617 00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:06,760 No, no. Just future-proofing. 618 00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:09,560 Some safeguards. 619 00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:12,400 Who knows? 620 00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:22,560 [secretary] Hi. I have Belle Gibson for Julie. 621 00:32:24,120 --> 00:32:25,760 {\an8}She's in the lobby with me now. 622 00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:29,320 Okay, bye-bye. 623 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:33,080 I'm sorry, that's not on Julie's schedule today. 624 00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:35,320 Oh, it's on mine. 625 00:32:35,400 --> 00:32:38,160 I have a confirmation right here. Um… 626 00:32:38,240 --> 00:32:41,440 There's been some disorganization lately because of the merger. 627 00:32:41,520 --> 00:32:44,440 Oh, that must be so stressful, you poor thing. 628 00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:48,720 I just flew up from Melbourne, which would be totally fine, 629 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:53,000 but I had to cancel my appointment with an oncologist. 630 00:32:58,440 --> 00:32:59,360 Oh. 631 00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:07,480 I'm just interested, I really am, in how one might justify 35K on R&D 632 00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:10,080 with a chef that no one's ever heard of. 633 00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:12,320 That chef was trained by Martin Berasategui. 634 00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:15,000 She's gonna change the culture of Basque cuisine in Melbourne. 635 00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:19,680 That's just great for the Basque people of Melbourne, all fucking 55 of them. 636 00:33:19,760 --> 00:33:21,240 Or they could just connect to this, 637 00:33:21,320 --> 00:33:23,720 it's a new thing, it's called the internet. 638 00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:25,920 - Oh, no. - And they can… Wait, wait, wait. 639 00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:27,880 They could just Google the recipes. 640 00:33:27,960 --> 00:33:30,520 Oh, I cannot keep having this fucking fight. 641 00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:32,840 Oh, my God. I'm even older than I look. 642 00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:34,480 Yeah, I'm aware of that, Julie. 643 00:33:34,560 --> 00:33:37,720 - You know, I'm trying to help you, right? - Yes, yes, thank you. 644 00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:39,400 I have Belle Gibson for you. 645 00:33:39,480 --> 00:33:41,520 Oh, right, right. Well, there you go. 646 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:43,520 - Okay, we're done. - Off you trot. 647 00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:44,840 Great. 648 00:33:44,920 --> 00:33:48,720 Julie, relevance, Jules, changing world, said with love, said with love. 649 00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:49,960 I'm feeling the love. 650 00:33:50,040 --> 00:33:51,520 - All love. Okay. - Really feeling it. 651 00:33:52,200 --> 00:33:54,480 Not a good time? Shall I tell her to go away? 652 00:33:54,560 --> 00:33:55,680 Who is it again? 653 00:33:56,360 --> 00:33:57,360 Belle Gibson. 654 00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:01,080 Brain cancer. 655 00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:06,280 [Belle] We launched a little under four months ago. 656 00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:09,200 In the first month we were downloaded 50,000 times 657 00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:12,160 and that was with no marketing other than my Instagram following. 658 00:34:12,240 --> 00:34:15,719 I'm up past 200,000 followers, all potential readers. 659 00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:18,159 All the recipes on the app and in the book 660 00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:21,159 spring forth from an integrated whole food philosophy. 661 00:34:21,239 --> 00:34:24,760 Paleo, vegan, gluten-free, low sugar, of course. 662 00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:25,920 [Julie] Hmm. 663 00:34:26,480 --> 00:34:28,040 Where'd you get the recipes? 664 00:34:28,120 --> 00:34:30,280 Um… They're mine. 665 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:32,480 I'm not a trained chef, self-taught. 666 00:34:32,560 --> 00:34:34,400 I started with cakes, actually. 667 00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,080 When I was little I used to read The Women's Weekly Birthday Cake 668 00:34:38,159 --> 00:34:39,679 under the covers. [chuckles] 669 00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:41,199 It was my best friend. 670 00:34:41,920 --> 00:34:43,480 Sold a million copies. 671 00:34:43,560 --> 00:34:45,840 - My mentor created that book. - Oh, wow. 672 00:34:45,920 --> 00:34:46,840 Mmm. 673 00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:50,159 I believe good food can save you. 674 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:55,239 But creating a cookbook, I'm… I'm out of my depth. 675 00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:57,639 I have everything to learn. 676 00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:00,239 That's why I'm here. 677 00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:04,400 Maggie Beer had no formal training. 678 00:35:04,480 --> 00:35:07,800 Sometimes it works in your favor. It makes you more… accessible. 679 00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:10,080 Mmm. 680 00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:18,720 I lied before… 681 00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:20,320 to you. 682 00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:21,920 I didn't have an appointment. 683 00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:26,200 Did you just talk your way in here? 684 00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:30,560 And am I supposed to find that impressive, 685 00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:32,960 charming, desperate? 686 00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:35,080 Determined. 687 00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:38,720 Ah. 688 00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:41,080 Ah, I see. 689 00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:43,120 Okay. 690 00:35:44,560 --> 00:35:45,400 Babe? 691 00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:47,840 I need you to book me a hotel. 692 00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:50,640 I'm cooking for Julie Gibbs tonight. 693 00:35:50,720 --> 00:35:53,240 ["Can't Get Enough of Myself" by Santigold playing] 694 00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:56,560 [doorbell rings] 695 00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:01,080 [Julie] What are you gonna cook for me? 696 00:36:01,160 --> 00:36:02,440 A peach tart. 697 00:36:03,320 --> 00:36:04,320 Vegan. 698 00:36:04,800 --> 00:36:08,200 I chose it because I used to pick the peaches at my grandma's house. 699 00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:10,920 She had an orchard just outside of Brisbane. 700 00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:12,600 Mmm. Well, let's drink to that. 701 00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:14,760 - Clare Valley? - Yeah. 702 00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:18,840 There you go. 703 00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:20,560 ♪ Living a, living a fantasy ♪ 704 00:36:20,640 --> 00:36:22,880 ♪ Live in, I live in my vanity ♪ 705 00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:25,160 ♪ Hey Mom Hey, do you see me now? ♪ 706 00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:29,480 ♪ All I wanna do is what I do well ♪ 707 00:36:29,560 --> 00:36:33,840 ♪ Ain't a gambler But honey, I'd put money on myself ♪ 708 00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:38,600 ♪ All I wanna do is bottle it to sell ♪ 709 00:36:38,680 --> 00:36:43,040 ♪ 'Cause my brand of vainglory Is much better for your health ♪ 710 00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:46,160 ♪ Oh… ♪ 711 00:36:46,800 --> 00:36:48,560 ♪ I can't get enough ♪ 712 00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:50,960 ♪ I'ma say it, it's true ♪ 713 00:36:51,040 --> 00:36:52,880 ♪ I can't get enough of myself ♪ 714 00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:55,680 ♪ Oh… ♪ 715 00:36:56,560 --> 00:36:58,560 I usually use unsalted nuts. 716 00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:01,920 Caught me off guard, Jules. [chuckles] 717 00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:24,400 Do you eat red meat? 718 00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:27,320 - Um… - I might order in. 719 00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:30,840 Was that bullshit about your grandma? 720 00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:33,440 Peaches don't grow well in Brisbane. 721 00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:36,080 Stone fruit, they like a cold winter. 722 00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:41,440 Right, no. Um, she was in Tassie at that point. 723 00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:42,720 She moved around. 724 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:50,600 [Belle] I was more than chubby. 725 00:37:50,680 --> 00:37:52,440 Obese, clinically. 726 00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:54,800 Not that anyone took me to a doctor. 727 00:37:55,400 --> 00:37:57,040 My mum doesn't cook. 728 00:37:57,120 --> 00:38:00,200 Neither does mine. Cans and packets. 729 00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:01,920 [Belle] Mmm. 730 00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:09,400 I remember standing on the stool. 731 00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:13,960 I was making pasta. I was about four. 732 00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:17,480 I burnt my hand. 733 00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:18,640 [Julie] Oh, gosh. 734 00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:25,640 How does it work with your authors? 735 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,480 Because I'd need to be able to control the aesthetic on the recipes. 736 00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:32,560 It's a collaboration. 737 00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:37,600 - Do you have kids? - No. 738 00:38:37,680 --> 00:38:38,760 No, my books. 739 00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:42,160 I mean, I like children, but I couldn't eat a whole one. 740 00:38:42,240 --> 00:38:44,240 [both laughing hysterically] 741 00:38:57,520 --> 00:38:58,640 [sobs] 742 00:39:00,840 --> 00:39:02,240 [Belle] Oh, I'm sorry. 743 00:39:04,640 --> 00:39:05,840 [crying] 744 00:39:13,720 --> 00:39:14,600 I lost… 745 00:39:18,720 --> 00:39:20,000 I lost a baby. 746 00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:24,600 When was this? 747 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,200 Just before the app. 748 00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:39,480 - I lost one child. - [sniffles] 749 00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:43,360 And I threw myself into another. 750 00:39:46,240 --> 00:39:48,000 From the depths of pain… 751 00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:50,560 comes a blessing. 752 00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:56,800 Just forget your grandma's pretty orchard. 753 00:39:58,040 --> 00:40:01,760 You are a battler from the 'burbs. 754 00:40:03,600 --> 00:40:05,000 No frills. 755 00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:06,720 Hills hoist. 756 00:40:08,320 --> 00:40:10,800 You have fought all your life, 757 00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:14,280 and now you are a mum fighting cancer. 758 00:40:14,360 --> 00:40:17,360 These recipes should have no frills. 759 00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:20,360 They're clean, and kind to the woman who's cooking them. 760 00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:22,920 "I see you." That's what you're saying. 761 00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:24,640 I've got your back. 762 00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:41,600 Wait. Hold on a second. Is that you? 763 00:40:41,680 --> 00:40:42,680 [Milla] Shut up. 764 00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:45,880 Wow. Looks like we've got a minor celebrity in our midst. 765 00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:48,200 - Stop it. - Maybe they could properly pay you. 766 00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:50,400 Would you hate it if I asked for a selfie? 767 00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:52,920 - I'm just such a big fan. - Stop it. Mum, hold on. 768 00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:54,120 Oh, my God. 769 00:40:54,200 --> 00:40:58,040 Guess who just got nominated for Cosmo's Women in Media Fun and Fearless Award? 770 00:40:58,120 --> 00:40:59,560 - [Milla] Really? - Yeah. 771 00:40:59,640 --> 00:41:02,000 I don't know what that is, but they really want you to come, 772 00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:04,000 so I'm thinking that means you've won. Congrats. 773 00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:06,280 - Do we accept or decline? - We accept. 774 00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:09,120 Got it. I'm gonna start looking into dress options. 775 00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:12,160 Ooh. Alexa Chung at London Fashion Week or Blake Lively in anything. 776 00:41:12,240 --> 00:41:15,280 On it. Also, real quick, before I lose the internet, 777 00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:17,400 the juice people. 778 00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:20,360 Look at that. It's like another world. 779 00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:23,520 Oh, my God. The mosquitoes are dickheads out here. 780 00:41:23,600 --> 00:41:28,160 So, Mills, um, I think we should give them a definitive yes or no. 781 00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:30,440 I don't want to leave them dangling. 782 00:41:30,520 --> 00:41:33,280 I don't know. I know the money is… 783 00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:34,640 Borderline offensive. 784 00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:37,640 I hate the product. Thirty-five grams of sugar, I can't. 785 00:41:37,720 --> 00:41:39,520 Mmm. Okay. 786 00:41:39,600 --> 00:41:42,000 But maybe we could start a juice range. 787 00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:42,920 Hmm, no. 788 00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:44,280 That sounds like infrastructure, 789 00:41:44,360 --> 00:41:47,000 and right now, what we need is posts for cash. 790 00:41:47,080 --> 00:41:49,560 Hmm? Posts for cash. Stay focused. 791 00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:51,680 Did you actually look at the link I sent you? 792 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:52,760 You all right, Mum? 793 00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:54,920 Wow. What a view. 794 00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:57,520 That Belle girl in Melbourne just launched a recipe app, 795 00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:00,680 and I'm not saying we do an app, but yeah, maybe we do an app. 796 00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:01,920 Yeah, I'll read it. 797 00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:04,320 But we should keep talking about the juice thing. 798 00:42:04,400 --> 00:42:06,600 You know, glass bottles could be really special. 799 00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:08,640 [Chanelle] Yeah, or posts for cash. 800 00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:20,720 Girls, I think I might stay in and enjoy the villa tonight. 801 00:42:20,800 --> 00:42:22,640 What? Why? 802 00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:25,280 You'll miss the keynote speaker. 803 00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:29,720 Well, it's just that I've got that little pain again. 804 00:42:29,800 --> 00:42:30,720 What pain? 805 00:42:31,720 --> 00:42:34,000 Well, it's not really pain. I'm just, um… 806 00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:36,440 just a little clogged up. 807 00:42:36,520 --> 00:42:39,280 Oh, no, Tam. Should we get some prunes in you? 808 00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:41,320 - Or maybe a laxative? - She's not taking laxatives. 809 00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:42,880 Yeah, they don't work anyway. 810 00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:43,960 Sorry? 811 00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:48,000 Mum, tell me you didn't. 812 00:42:48,080 --> 00:42:50,440 Oh, it's just laxative chocolate. 813 00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:53,320 It's so bad for you. Why would you do that? 814 00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:56,840 Okay, bathroom. Pants. Off. Now. 815 00:42:56,920 --> 00:42:58,040 This is my department. 816 00:42:58,120 --> 00:42:59,840 Jesus. Milly! 817 00:43:01,880 --> 00:43:03,200 Pants off? 818 00:43:09,160 --> 00:43:11,040 I need to find somewhere to put this. 819 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:15,280 Honey, I'm fine. Please, just go to the party. 820 00:43:15,360 --> 00:43:17,560 Perfect. Come on. 821 00:43:17,640 --> 00:43:19,720 Lie down. No one's gonna see you out here. 822 00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:23,480 Oh, okay. I'm good. I'll be upstairs. 823 00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:25,760 How long has this been going on? Why didn't you tell me? 824 00:43:25,840 --> 00:43:27,480 'Cause you just boss her around. 825 00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:29,680 Leave your mother alone, you dirty pervert. 826 00:43:30,200 --> 00:43:31,160 [groans] 827 00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:32,680 [sighs] 828 00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:35,360 - [Milla] All good? - [softly] All good. 829 00:43:43,640 --> 00:43:46,040 [Tamara groans in pain] 830 00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:48,360 It shouldn't hurt. 831 00:43:50,720 --> 00:43:53,840 Mum? Mum? Hey! Hey, don't do that. What are you doing? 832 00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:55,280 Hey! Mum? Mum? Mum? 833 00:44:02,240 --> 00:44:03,840 [Chanelle] Uh, I need a doctor. 834 00:44:03,920 --> 00:44:05,600 Ambulance, please. 835 00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:07,720 Villa number eight. 836 00:44:14,400 --> 00:44:15,640 [Chanelle] Hey, Joe. 837 00:44:16,160 --> 00:44:17,000 In here. 838 00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:20,000 Hey, hey, hey. Hey. 839 00:44:20,080 --> 00:44:21,320 - [Tamara] Hey. - Hey. 840 00:44:21,400 --> 00:44:24,640 - Hey. Shh, breathe. I'm okay, my darling. - [Milla] She's okay. 841 00:44:25,360 --> 00:44:26,280 It's okay. 842 00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:30,160 We just got a little stuck. 843 00:44:30,240 --> 00:44:31,560 [sighs] Okay. 844 00:44:31,640 --> 00:44:33,080 - Didn't we? - Yeah. 845 00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:37,320 {\an8}You see, this is where the lower bowel has been most impacted, 846 00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:39,360 but there's an obstruction here. 847 00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:46,200 We're gonna keep you in overnight. 848 00:44:46,280 --> 00:44:47,240 Keep up the fluids. 849 00:44:47,320 --> 00:44:48,760 We'll have a specialist in tomorrow 850 00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:51,720 to talk about how to navigate the obstruction. Come up with a game plan. 851 00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:52,760 Thank you. 852 00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:54,920 Has the biopsy come back? 853 00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:56,800 Uh, not yet. 854 00:44:57,320 --> 00:44:59,360 Can I ask if it is cancerous? 855 00:44:59,440 --> 00:45:00,840 Let's not get ahead of the biopsy. 856 00:45:00,920 --> 00:45:02,800 Our family has a lot of negative experiences 857 00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:04,120 when it comes to oncologists. 858 00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:06,000 Do you know where this specialist was trained? 859 00:45:06,080 --> 00:45:08,560 - Under what methodology? - [doctor] I'll get that information. 860 00:45:08,640 --> 00:45:11,760 I wanna shift the obstruction naturally before any surgical interference. 861 00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:15,000 I would say that coffee enemas aren't medically recommended. 862 00:45:15,080 --> 00:45:17,360 I saw someone a few months ago with a serious burn. 863 00:45:17,440 --> 00:45:19,160 That would've been performed incorrectly. 864 00:45:19,240 --> 00:45:21,160 There are huge benefits, the immunoboost alone. 865 00:45:21,240 --> 00:45:23,440 [doctor] There's a risk of chronic proctocolitis. 866 00:45:23,520 --> 00:45:25,600 That's constant diarrhea, bleeding in the bowel, 867 00:45:25,680 --> 00:45:27,480 - which can lead to sepsis. - I have five a day. 868 00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:29,480 And that's not been my lived experience at all. 869 00:45:29,560 --> 00:45:31,000 [exhales] 870 00:45:31,080 --> 00:45:33,080 [Milla continues indistinctly] 871 00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:36,480 I would just really like a private consultation… 872 00:45:56,720 --> 00:45:59,320 [inaudible conversation] 873 00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:06,600 {\an8}We've got three doctors. Top specialists. 874 00:46:06,680 --> 00:46:10,080 They all want to say you can't cure brain cancer with diet. 875 00:46:10,160 --> 00:46:11,840 They're all falling over themselves to say 876 00:46:11,920 --> 00:46:15,320 that the crap she's espousing is dangerous, magical thinking. 877 00:46:15,400 --> 00:46:17,680 - [Toby] Hmm. - I like a bit of magic with my chemo. 878 00:46:17,760 --> 00:46:21,000 Thing is, the doctors can't say she's faking her diagnosis and recovery 879 00:46:21,080 --> 00:46:23,040 without looking at her medical records. 880 00:46:23,120 --> 00:46:25,640 If we could put on pressure for her to produce those records, 881 00:46:25,720 --> 00:46:28,760 then no doctor who looks at them can tell us about her particular case 882 00:46:28,840 --> 00:46:30,960 because of patient-client confidentiality. 883 00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:33,240 - Right. - And you were following her, Luce? 884 00:46:33,320 --> 00:46:35,000 [chuckles softly] She still is. 885 00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:37,160 She has recipes I like. 886 00:46:37,240 --> 00:46:39,560 I don't see why nutrition can't be a part of… 887 00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:43,920 It's all alleged anyway. They don't know she's faking it. 888 00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,320 Oh, we do. We just can't write about it. 889 00:46:47,600 --> 00:46:49,280 Anyway… [chuckles] 890 00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:52,320 Do you guys know what kind of birth you wanna have? 891 00:46:52,400 --> 00:46:54,960 - [Toby] Mmm. - Are you going to go public or private? 892 00:46:55,040 --> 00:46:57,560 Yeah, well, some water somewhere, definitely. 893 00:46:57,640 --> 00:47:00,120 - [Toby] Mmm-hmm. - We'd love to have a home birth. 894 00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:02,160 [Toby] Yeah, but that might not be feasible. 895 00:47:02,240 --> 00:47:04,120 We're just gonna keep an open mind, I think. 896 00:47:04,200 --> 00:47:07,160 [Kelly] I really wanna focus on the fourth trimester. You know? 897 00:47:07,240 --> 00:47:11,600 Everyone obsesses over the birth, but that's just one day. 898 00:47:11,680 --> 00:47:13,320 [Toby] Yeah, babies are forever. 899 00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:15,960 - [Kelly] Not like puppies. - [Toby] It's not just Christmas Day. 900 00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:17,240 Gonna eat something? 901 00:47:28,280 --> 00:47:30,280 [sighs] Well, that was fun. 902 00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:33,440 Which part did you enjoy most? 903 00:47:33,520 --> 00:47:34,640 Childcare rebates? 904 00:47:34,720 --> 00:47:36,200 Skin-to-skin parenting. 905 00:47:36,280 --> 00:47:37,240 Sounds sexy. 906 00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:38,880 It's not. [exhales] 907 00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:44,240 I'm sorry. 908 00:47:47,160 --> 00:47:48,000 For what? 909 00:47:56,840 --> 00:47:59,000 Are you thinking we should've put some in the freezer? 910 00:47:59,080 --> 00:48:00,640 I mean, I know you wanted to. 911 00:48:00,720 --> 00:48:03,000 I hadn't really thought about it. 912 00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:05,880 Because if my heart is screwed up, 913 00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:07,760 my eggs are well cooked now. 914 00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:11,320 Not even yellow, just grey and smelly. 915 00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:14,040 We'll get to that later. 916 00:48:14,800 --> 00:48:16,800 Just got to fix up the other bits first. 917 00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:21,080 Let's walk through the gardens. 918 00:48:21,160 --> 00:48:23,320 Can we get the tram, please? 919 00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:26,440 I've got an early start and I'm just shattered. 920 00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:31,960 [Lucy] Europe, and Southeast Asia, 921 00:48:32,040 --> 00:48:34,320 and I actually just came back from three months in India. 922 00:48:34,400 --> 00:48:36,840 I'm planning a trip to South America. 923 00:48:36,920 --> 00:48:37,960 - Really? - Yeah, yeah. 924 00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:43,240 I want to get an old Ducati and just ride through the whole country. 925 00:48:43,320 --> 00:48:45,600 - Amazing. - I'm going to have to save up a bit. 926 00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:47,080 What do you wanna see there? 927 00:48:47,160 --> 00:48:49,440 [Justin] Um, I mostly just want to… 928 00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:02,400 I wanna do the South America trip. 929 00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:06,240 That's a good idea. We should book it in. 930 00:49:06,920 --> 00:49:07,760 Yeah? 931 00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:09,240 Yeah. 932 00:49:10,520 --> 00:49:12,640 Let's find some time after the next round? 933 00:49:12,720 --> 00:49:13,800 Great. 934 00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:17,160 Except that the next round might knock off yet another artery 935 00:49:17,240 --> 00:49:19,240 and then I'd have to get that fixed. 936 00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:20,880 I don't know why you're mad at me. 937 00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:22,040 Because… 938 00:49:23,120 --> 00:49:25,720 It's just too predictable. 939 00:49:26,560 --> 00:49:30,040 You running around and fussing about a story. 940 00:49:30,120 --> 00:49:32,560 - I have to investigate her. - Fixating on that 'cause… 941 00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:34,200 - It's my job. - No, you don't. 942 00:49:35,160 --> 00:49:36,720 What do you want me to do? 943 00:49:36,800 --> 00:49:37,680 Pack a bag. 944 00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:39,880 Right, okay. 945 00:49:41,760 --> 00:49:42,640 I'm done. 946 00:49:44,120 --> 00:49:46,440 I don't wanna be messed around by more doctors. 947 00:49:46,520 --> 00:49:47,680 You've made that clear. 948 00:49:47,760 --> 00:49:51,160 You're really lucky to have access to first world medical treatment. 949 00:49:51,240 --> 00:49:52,480 Don't you dare lecture me! 950 00:49:56,440 --> 00:49:59,520 I don't really wanna wait around for you to finish work, okay? 951 00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:01,200 I don't have time. 952 00:50:01,720 --> 00:50:04,320 Sit in the chair, put that shit in your arm. 953 00:50:04,400 --> 00:50:05,680 "Be a good girl, Lucy." 954 00:50:05,760 --> 00:50:07,840 Okay, so, um, Machu Picchu? 955 00:50:07,920 --> 00:50:09,160 That sounds fun. 956 00:50:09,240 --> 00:50:11,520 Yeah, maybe drink some Pisco Sours, 957 00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:14,080 find a cure to breast cancer in a fucking mud hut in Patagonia. 958 00:50:14,160 --> 00:50:15,200 Maybe! 959 00:50:15,280 --> 00:50:18,000 There's a place in Peru, it helps people accept… 960 00:50:18,080 --> 00:50:19,440 - Accept what? - I don't know. 961 00:50:19,520 --> 00:50:21,120 - Yeah, great. - [scoffs] 962 00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:23,160 I also want to float down the Amazon. 963 00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:24,840 See pink dolphins. 964 00:50:24,920 --> 00:50:28,240 All the while, getting sicker every minute that you're not getting treated. 965 00:50:28,320 --> 00:50:29,440 Okay, look. 966 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:32,640 I know it's inconvenient, okay? 967 00:50:32,720 --> 00:50:35,520 I know it is fucking fucked, all right? 968 00:50:35,600 --> 00:50:39,360 But if we do this, if we just try, okay? 969 00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:43,560 I'm so sorry, that this is so scary for you. 970 00:50:43,640 --> 00:50:45,200 [sighs] 971 00:50:45,280 --> 00:50:46,520 But I have tried. 972 00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:49,360 It hasn't worked. 973 00:50:49,440 --> 00:50:51,720 The treatment is not finished, Lucy. 974 00:50:51,800 --> 00:50:53,080 We are not finished. 975 00:50:53,800 --> 00:50:56,520 And you don't get to walk away because it's too hard. 976 00:50:57,720 --> 00:50:59,240 I'm sorry, all right? 977 00:50:59,320 --> 00:51:02,080 I'm not being unreasonable, but I don't want you to die. 978 00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:05,080 I think it's a pretty normal reaction. 979 00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:06,640 I don't want you to die. 980 00:51:08,840 --> 00:51:10,120 That's not about me. 981 00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:13,200 That's about you. 982 00:51:15,520 --> 00:51:16,800 Don't you see that? 983 00:51:21,880 --> 00:51:22,960 [chuckles softly] 984 00:51:55,920 --> 00:51:57,400 - You're good. - Thank you. 985 00:51:58,680 --> 00:52:00,520 [Belle] I love it, Jules. 986 00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:02,560 How did you know? I'm obsessed. 987 00:52:03,800 --> 00:52:05,560 Oh, I know, me too. 988 00:52:05,640 --> 00:52:07,360 I wish you could be here. 989 00:52:09,720 --> 00:52:12,320 - It's not… - Fairy princess? 990 00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:14,240 No. Powerful. 991 00:52:14,320 --> 00:52:17,160 Oh, also, it is on loan, so be careful. 992 00:52:17,240 --> 00:52:19,240 - [Milla] I look big. - No, shh. 993 00:52:19,320 --> 00:52:20,200 [Chanelle] Hmm. 994 00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:22,320 I like it. 995 00:52:23,920 --> 00:52:24,880 Gotta go. 996 00:52:25,840 --> 00:52:27,760 [Clive] Quick night-night for Mama. 997 00:52:27,840 --> 00:52:29,680 - [Belle] Hi, baby. - [boy] Hi. 998 00:52:30,920 --> 00:52:33,200 - What do you think? - You look like a princess! 999 00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:35,880 - [Belle chuckles] - Yeah! Are there gonna be cameras? 1000 00:52:39,720 --> 00:52:41,080 Lots of cameras. 1001 00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:47,240 [female host] Milla Blake, Green Stone Healing. 1002 00:52:48,240 --> 00:52:51,080 Margaux Ferguson, The Steminist Collective. 1003 00:52:52,240 --> 00:52:54,720 Belle Gibson, The Whole Pantry. 1004 00:52:54,800 --> 00:52:59,280 And the winner of the inaugural 2013 Cosmopolitan 1005 00:52:59,360 --> 00:53:02,600 Fun and Fearless Women in Business Award 1006 00:53:02,680 --> 00:53:06,520 is Belle Gibson, CEO of The Whole Pantry. 1007 00:53:06,600 --> 00:53:08,360 [crowd cheering] 1008 00:53:08,440 --> 00:53:10,760 ["Brave" by Sara Bareilles on speakers playing] 1009 00:53:10,840 --> 00:53:13,120 ♪ And let the words fall out ♪ 1010 00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:18,080 ♪ Honestly I wanna see you be brave… ♪ 1011 00:53:18,160 --> 00:53:19,560 Do you want me to trip her? 1012 00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:23,520 ♪ And let the words fall out ♪ 1013 00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:25,680 ♪ Honestly I wanna see… ♪ 1014 00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:27,080 [Belle] Ah! 1015 00:53:28,280 --> 00:53:29,920 Oh! [giggles] 1016 00:53:30,000 --> 00:53:31,360 Fun and fearless? 1017 00:53:32,200 --> 00:53:33,600 I'll take it. 1018 00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:40,240 It's been a rocky few years being a person in the world. 1019 00:53:41,400 --> 00:53:43,240 I think a lot of you know 1020 00:53:43,320 --> 00:53:47,040 I was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer three years ago. 1021 00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:48,640 I've met her. 1022 00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:54,840 What you don't know 1023 00:53:55,440 --> 00:53:58,080 because as a culture we don't talk about it… 1024 00:54:00,800 --> 00:54:02,120 a little while ago 1025 00:54:02,920 --> 00:54:06,480 I lost a baby at almost 24 weeks. 1026 00:54:09,720 --> 00:54:12,840 [Julie] I lost one child and I threw myself into another. 1027 00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:19,520 From the depths of pain… comes a blessing. 1028 00:54:23,760 --> 00:54:27,440 I lost a baby and poured myself into another. 1029 00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:35,120 The Whole Pantry was born… 1030 00:54:38,080 --> 00:54:40,360 [Belle] …out of a place of unimaginable grief. 1031 00:54:40,440 --> 00:54:42,080 Out of a place of… [cries] 1032 00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:46,440 unimaginable grief… [sniffles] 1033 00:54:49,840 --> 00:54:50,920 but also… 1034 00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:55,360 out of love. 1035 00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:01,280 Out of a place of unimaginable grief… 1036 00:55:05,200 --> 00:55:06,320 but also… 1037 00:55:08,400 --> 00:55:09,560 out of love. 1038 00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:16,120 It's love that powers me, 1039 00:55:18,080 --> 00:55:22,080 transforms me, sustains me, all of us. 1040 00:55:23,480 --> 00:55:25,800 If we're brave enough to let it. 1041 00:55:25,880 --> 00:55:27,880 [crowd cheering] 1042 00:55:29,840 --> 00:55:31,440 [upbeat music playing] 1043 00:55:34,880 --> 00:55:35,800 [chuckles] 1044 00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:43,120 [Milla] You came up to me at my event in Brisbane? 1045 00:55:43,200 --> 00:55:46,120 Right. Yeah, that's right. I think just briefly. 1046 00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:48,280 And the app? 1047 00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:51,280 How did you even think of it? It's such an incredible idea. 1048 00:55:51,360 --> 00:55:53,920 Oh, you know, just thinking about what people need. 1049 00:55:54,000 --> 00:55:55,360 Has Apple been in touch? 1050 00:55:56,040 --> 00:55:57,800 I just, I heard a rumor. 1051 00:55:57,880 --> 00:55:59,240 - Shit. Really? - Congratulations. 1052 00:55:59,320 --> 00:56:00,560 Oh, thanks so much. 1053 00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:03,000 We've just started talking. It's a long process. 1054 00:56:03,080 --> 00:56:05,120 - Yeah. - I have to get your book. 1055 00:56:05,200 --> 00:56:08,800 I… I keep going into bookstores but I can never find it. 1056 00:56:08,880 --> 00:56:10,400 Yeah, it sold out really fast. 1057 00:56:11,240 --> 00:56:13,240 I ended up signing with Julie. 1058 00:56:14,080 --> 00:56:15,520 - Gibbs? - Yeah. 1059 00:56:15,600 --> 00:56:18,480 - She's at Penguin. - Wow. I mean, she's the best. Congrats. 1060 00:56:18,560 --> 00:56:20,400 I didn't know there was an advance. 1061 00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:21,760 I'd write it for free. 1062 00:56:21,840 --> 00:56:23,360 I feel so grateful. 1063 00:56:23,960 --> 00:56:25,080 Me too. 1064 00:56:25,160 --> 00:56:26,240 So grateful. 1065 00:56:27,560 --> 00:56:29,600 - I'm gonna call it. Gotta juice. - Hmm? 1066 00:56:29,680 --> 00:56:32,400 Ah, I tried Hirsch. Couldn't stick. 1067 00:56:32,920 --> 00:56:34,120 It's a commitment. 1068 00:56:34,680 --> 00:56:35,920 The enemas. 1069 00:56:36,000 --> 00:56:37,640 I mean, you don't smell at all. 1070 00:56:39,200 --> 00:56:40,360 No, you smell amazing. 1071 00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:42,400 I just reeked all the time. 1072 00:56:42,480 --> 00:56:44,200 [Chanelle chuckles] 1073 00:56:46,040 --> 00:56:48,760 - Okay, I'm calling a cab. - Um, hold on. I just, um… 1074 00:56:48,840 --> 00:56:52,160 Sorry, I feel like I should maybe stay and schmooze the Cosmo peeps 1075 00:56:52,240 --> 00:56:53,960 about the profile they want to do on you. 1076 00:56:54,040 --> 00:56:56,480 Please stay. I don't know any of these people. 1077 00:56:56,560 --> 00:56:58,360 - Sorry, I… - You should have a big night. 1078 00:56:58,440 --> 00:57:01,160 - No, actually… - Have a big night. I'm being boring. 1079 00:57:01,240 --> 00:57:02,960 - Are you sure? - It's fine. 1080 00:57:03,040 --> 00:57:04,160 - [Chanelle] Okay. - Bye. 1081 00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:06,120 Okay. Just… 1082 00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:08,160 Is she okay? 1083 00:57:08,720 --> 00:57:11,000 Oh, yeah. No, no. She's fine. 1084 00:57:12,360 --> 00:57:14,200 Like, it's not a secret or anything. 1085 00:57:14,280 --> 00:57:16,880 Her mum just got diagnosed with bowel cancer, 1086 00:57:16,960 --> 00:57:18,760 so like, she's gonna be fine. 1087 00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:21,280 But they're just really close. 1088 00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:24,640 Fucking cancer. 1089 00:57:25,440 --> 00:57:26,440 What a bitch. 1090 00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:29,840 ["Endless Summer" by The Jezabels playing] 1091 00:57:29,920 --> 00:57:34,440 ♪ Black cinder till the end ♪ 1092 00:57:34,520 --> 00:57:35,920 ♪ You came home ♪ 1093 00:57:37,840 --> 00:57:40,720 ♪ For the endless summer ♪ 1094 00:57:40,800 --> 00:57:42,440 ♪ Watch me go ♪ 1095 00:57:44,240 --> 00:57:46,560 ♪ Paint a different color… ♪ 1096 00:57:46,640 --> 00:57:48,640 [intense music playing] 1097 00:58:30,120 --> 00:58:31,880 [Lenny] I never saw a fucking cent. 1098 00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:36,840 She says that the brain cancer makes her forget things. 1099 00:58:36,920 --> 00:58:38,160 Yeah, it pissed me off. 1100 00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:39,400 It pissed me off. 1101 00:58:39,480 --> 00:58:42,080 I kept turning the whole thing over and over in my head. 1102 00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:43,800 It was eating away at me. 1103 00:58:43,880 --> 00:58:45,120 And then… 1104 00:58:48,160 --> 00:58:49,360 Bang. 1105 00:58:49,440 --> 00:58:50,920 You a Melbourne boy, Lenny? 1106 00:58:52,360 --> 00:58:53,720 Nah, Brisbane. 1107 00:58:54,320 --> 00:58:57,240 [Lenny] We fucking met, like, ten years prior. 1108 00:58:59,560 --> 00:59:00,560 Lenny! 1109 00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:04,280 - [Belle] Take a picture of me! - [Lenny] Hooked up once, briefly. 1110 00:59:04,360 --> 00:59:05,720 I don't… Foggy. 1111 00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:07,800 No, just a kiss. 1112 00:59:08,280 --> 00:59:10,440 Nothing untoward. Totally respectful. 1113 00:59:10,520 --> 00:59:11,480 Ugh! 1114 00:59:11,560 --> 00:59:14,160 Yo! It's tampon fingers! 1115 00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:17,000 What the fuck? This bitch is ragging! 1116 00:59:17,080 --> 00:59:19,600 [boys shouting indistinctly] 1117 00:59:19,680 --> 00:59:23,240 [Belle] Um, so, I just woke up out of a coma-like thing. 1118 00:59:23,320 --> 00:59:25,920 The doctor told me I went into full cardiac arrest 1119 00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:28,560 and died for just under three minutes. 1120 00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:32,040 Turns out, I have fluid in my pericardium, 1121 00:59:32,120 --> 00:59:34,000 which is the sac around my heart. 1122 00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:36,760 Need to get a new valve or it'll stop pumping forever. 1123 00:59:36,840 --> 00:59:39,000 Got the most hectic bruising from the paddles 1124 00:59:39,080 --> 00:59:41,320 when they electrocuted me back to consciousness. 1125 00:59:41,920 --> 00:59:44,000 Hey, does anyone know her name? 1126 00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:45,960 - [boy] Tampon Fingers. - [Belle] It's all right. 1127 00:59:46,040 --> 00:59:47,360 I'm not in the ICU anymore. 1128 00:59:47,440 --> 00:59:49,280 {\an8}They're letting me roll about in my wheelchair 1129 00:59:49,360 --> 00:59:51,040 {\an8}and I'm off my head on fucking morphine. 1130 00:59:51,120 --> 00:59:54,600 [girl 1] Weren't you pregnant last week? Oh, no. Leukemia. Lols. 1131 00:59:54,680 --> 00:59:56,840 [boy 1] Someone call the whambulance. Faker. 1132 00:59:56,920 --> 00:59:58,240 [girl 2] Hope you're okay. 1133 00:59:58,320 --> 01:00:00,000 Oh, my God. 1134 01:00:01,360 --> 01:00:03,320 Why would she… 1135 01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:04,320 I don't know. 1136 01:00:04,400 --> 01:00:07,240 But that's a pretty big fucking coincidence, right? 1137 01:00:07,320 --> 01:00:09,400 You said earlier the cancer part tracked. 1138 01:00:09,480 --> 01:00:10,520 Hmm. 1139 01:00:10,600 --> 01:00:12,160 What made you think that? 1140 01:00:12,920 --> 01:00:14,880 My mum works in nursing homes. 1141 01:00:15,560 --> 01:00:18,440 These homes, they have this smell. 1142 01:00:20,000 --> 01:00:22,640 This death smell, like a rotting. 1143 01:00:22,720 --> 01:00:23,800 Belle has that smell? 1144 01:00:23,880 --> 01:00:25,240 Oh, yeah, big time. 1145 01:00:25,760 --> 01:00:27,040 Big time. 1146 01:00:27,120 --> 01:00:30,360 Yeah, I mean I've thought about this a whole lot, okay? 1147 01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:32,000 We're all gonna die. 1148 01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:37,640 Yeah? But you and I, most people, 1149 01:00:38,320 --> 01:00:39,400 that's too big. 1150 01:00:40,200 --> 01:00:42,600 We can't hold that concept in our heads. 1151 01:00:42,680 --> 01:00:46,360 We gotta run away from it, we gotta numb it, gotta distract. 1152 01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:49,600 But the people who are really sick, 1153 01:00:49,680 --> 01:00:51,240 who know they're dying, 1154 01:00:52,200 --> 01:00:55,440 who open their eyes and try to face it, mate… 1155 01:00:56,520 --> 01:00:58,520 they are up at the sun. 1156 01:00:58,600 --> 01:01:00,280 They're looking up, looking down, 1157 01:01:00,360 --> 01:01:02,760 they're trying to get in peace before they say night-night. 1158 01:01:04,560 --> 01:01:07,400 Either that, or they're rats in a cage. 1159 01:01:08,800 --> 01:01:09,680 Cornered. 1160 01:01:10,680 --> 01:01:12,080 Shitting themselves. 1161 01:01:14,640 --> 01:01:16,920 They know they're very fucking unwell. 1162 01:01:17,000 --> 01:01:18,400 They know they're dying. 1163 01:01:21,760 --> 01:01:22,640 That's Belle. 1164 01:01:27,400 --> 01:01:29,560 It's just scary, to be honest, 1165 01:01:29,640 --> 01:01:33,280 because you doubt the crux of all the things that make up who you are. 1166 01:01:34,360 --> 01:01:36,440 You know, I'm… I'm blonde, 1167 01:01:37,360 --> 01:01:39,040 and I have brown eyes, 1168 01:01:40,520 --> 01:01:41,800 and I've got cancer. 1169 01:01:42,520 --> 01:01:45,120 When you take away some of those high-level things, 1170 01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:48,360 it's daunting. 1171 01:01:49,360 --> 01:01:51,760 I… I don't want sympathy. 1172 01:01:53,120 --> 01:01:54,800 I want people to say… 1173 01:01:55,720 --> 01:01:58,400 "Okay, she's human." 1174 01:01:59,480 --> 01:02:00,920 "She's had a big life." 1175 01:02:02,000 --> 01:02:03,320 "Not an easy life." 1176 01:02:04,080 --> 01:02:08,160 Yes, well, we've spoken to your mum and dad about some of that. 1177 01:02:16,840 --> 01:02:17,680 Andrew? 1178 01:02:18,440 --> 01:02:20,840 He's not my dad. She met him like five years ago. 1179 01:02:20,920 --> 01:02:23,160 Will you be including this in your article? 1180 01:02:23,240 --> 01:02:24,720 Anais, this is a curveball. 1181 01:02:24,800 --> 01:02:27,200 We need all sides for a complete picture. 1182 01:02:28,160 --> 01:02:29,360 What did she say? 1183 01:02:30,120 --> 01:02:31,680 What did she tell you about me? 1184 01:02:31,760 --> 01:02:34,440 Because she's a compulsive liar and a fantasist. 1185 01:02:34,520 --> 01:02:36,320 You can't print her toxic bullshit. 1186 01:02:36,400 --> 01:02:40,440 You're meant to be a credible magazine that no one even reads. 1187 01:02:40,520 --> 01:02:42,760 You know that? No one reads you. 1188 01:02:43,960 --> 01:02:45,760 Your work is irrelevant. 1189 01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:48,600 Magazines are irrelevant. 1190 01:02:48,680 --> 01:02:51,160 Dead. 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