All language subtitles for Greys.Anatomy.S21E14.love.in.the.ice.age

The classic experiment
on pain tolerance is

to submerge your hand
in freezing cold water...

-Hi!
-...and see how long
you can take it.

All right, troops.
Let's get our shoes.
We got five minutes, okay?

Hey. Welcome home.

Sorry, it's just... I'm...
I've been up since 4:00 a.m.

I missed you.

Listen, um, while I was away--

-No, I'll...
-No, I'll go.
You get ready, okay?

You can try
to distract yourself
by counting slowly

or focusing on your breath.

-Did you sleep?
-Sure.

Are you okay?

Give me ten minutes.

You can have 15 if you shower.

Hey, uh, I wanted
to head in early and try
to get on a good service

before grand rounds.

Molly was discharged
last night. She's already
back in California.

So Kwan's broken heart
trumps me trying to get back
into our class?

No, but how many times
has he waited for us?

Kwan, you got 13 minutes!

We've got 13 minutes.

But no matter
how high you count,

or how deeply you breathe,

that water is still
undeniably cold.

I'm gone two days and
everything's trash.

Today is not the day
for trash.

Oh, I could help
if I was on your service.

A world-renowned
surgeon is coming here

to see my patient
for grand rounds,

I'm buried in paperwork,

and the attendings' lounge
is out of oat creamer.

So I don't have time
for whatever this is
you're trying to pull.

Well, I-I just don't think
I should be
on Altman's service.

You know, not-not
until I get back
in her good graces.

Well, how do you think
you're gonna get there
if you never work with her?

Bribery?

Oh.
Oh, okay, he's on his way.

Uh, thank you. Mmm.

- Perfect. Yes, yeah.
- Good. Oh, one second.

Good morning.
Glad you decided to come.

Well, I thought I'd come
and see what all the fuss
was about.

Here. Right there.

- Late night?
- It was
for Maxine and Gino.

In their room next to mine.

She really cycles
through boyfriends.
What happened to Claude?

-Oh, he died.
-I am truly sorry.

No, he made it to his 100th birthday.
That was his goal.

You want one?

I'd rather drink gasoline.

Good morning, everyone.
I would like to introduce
Gabby Mims.

Hello.

Uh, four months ago,
Gabby was diagnosed
with pancreatic adenocarcinoma

and began neoadjuvant
chemotherapy to shrink the
tumor.

But because it encases
several critical blood vessels,

it's considered very high-risk
and doesn't meet the guidelines

for surgical resection.

That is
where today's guest comes in.

He is taking on difficult cases
like this to give patients hope
of cancer remission.

So please join me in welcoming
one of my surgical heroes,

Dr. Joseph Chase.

Oh, my God.

You know him?

He got me
kicked out of my first
residency program.

No. No, I'm not okay.

No, I can't calm down.
So save your breath.

Fine. But maybe you could
speed up the freaking out.

-Bailey noticed
your seat is empty.
-Screw Bailey.

She should name
the grand rounds guests
in the emails.

Yeah, you think
you could've gotten away
with skipping grand rounds?

I think we can get away with
about 45 seconds. So, go.

He never requested me
on his service,

he looked past me in rounds,
he never remembered my name.

I learned to handle it.
But when he...
...neglected

a Black patient with
chronic pancreatitis for weeks,

I tried to ignore it,

but when her symptoms worsened
significantly overnight,

I told him I was concerned
she wasn't being seen.

He informed me,
if I was going to make a habit

out of telling him things
he already knew,

I could go be disrespectful
at another program.

Which led to...

The scrub room incident.

And during my expulsion review,

he called out my
"aggressive behavior" and my
"subpar" surgical skills.

- Well, he clearly didn't know you at all.
- -Thank you.

Right. Come on.
We have to go back in.

I can't watch Bailey fawn
over him.

She is who you work for now.
You said he never saw you.

Just get through the lecture,
lay low, and then you never
have to see him again.

-Okay?
-Okay.

- Just give me...
- Just give me another minute.

...portion of the IVC.

I'll start by placing
a mesocaval shunt,

connecting the IVC past
the location of the tumor

and rerouting
the small intestine outflow.

And that's before I begin
the periarterial divestment,

during which I will resect
the cancerous tissue

surrounding the vessels,
one of which is...

The superior mesenteric artery.

Good.
And it is significant because?

It supplies oxygenated blood

to the pancreatic head,
small intestines
and parts of the colon.

Your residents are quick
on the draw, Dr. Bailey.

Uh, Dr. Chase,

surgical guidelines classify
these tumors as inoperable.

How can you ignore
the recommendations?

Well, I don't think all
patients fall under the same
criteria for resection.

We may find
that some actually benefit.

By experimenting on them?

Why don't I let
our patient answer that one?

I want to live.

Following the guidelines might
give me a few months,
maybe a year.

Dr. Chase's surgery could
give me much longer.

And his success rate
is stellar.

-He's planning to publish...
-Soon.

And I wanted to include Gabby,
and you and your resident.

Who have you chosen to assist?

Uh, Griffith.
Hi, uh, you're scrubbing in.

Uh, and as for everyone else,
thank you, you're dismissed.

Okay, you got this.
You're Simone Griffith.

You take your excellence
and you shove it
down his throat.

Uh, this is Dr. Griffith,
one of our program's
shining stars.

Oh, I know Dr. Griffith.

You do?

Yes, our paths crossed
when I worked in Baltimore.

Good to see you thriving here,
Dr. Griffith.

Shall we go show our patient
back to her room?

Of course.

Mmm.

Morning.
How was the conference?

Educational.

I'm sure Hunt's glad
to have you back.

You know, I barely survived
with only one toddler.

I don't know how
he managed two--

We have an incoming trauma

and a suspected acute
diverticulitis in bed two.

I'm here to help.
Uh, want me to start her
on broad spectrum antibiotics?

Only if you know something
that I don't.
I am waiting on her scans.

Sorry. Just trying
to anticipate what you need.

What I need is for you
to get her to CT.

Will do, Chief.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Hey, so I thought we could go
to your favorite Italian place
tonight.

Look, I don't want
an open marriage.

I almost slept with someone
in Oakland, but I couldn't
go through with it.

I am so sorry. But I don't want
to be with anybody else. I only
want you.

Me too.

-Really?
-Yeah.

You know, change was worth a
try, but I only want to be with
you too.

D... Did you try?

Rig's outside. You want me
to do the intake or...

We've got it.

Brendon Browning,
25-year-old male,
penetrating injury

to the chest from an ice pick,

50 mics of fentanyl en route.
GCS 15, hemodynamically stable.

And I'm in love.

Please don't move.
This ice pick is
in a very dangerous area.

Is your partner on their way?

Oh, she's not...
Uh, we're not together. Yet.

I just met her this morning.

-Okay, let's get him
to trauma 1.
-We got you, Brendon.

What the hell is happening?

Uh, former patient of mine
gave me two tickets
to tonight's game

right behind home plate.

-You free?
-What's the catch?

-There's no catch.
-Mmm.

I... I have Baxter as my intern
today, you have Kwan.

If I'm gonna make it
to this game on time,

I need somebody who's efficient
and can read
their own handwriting.

Uh, an intern
for behind home plate?

And an Americano.

Yeah. Done.

I didn't have to give you
the coffee, did I?

You'll never know.

-Well, you're late.
-Uh, sorry.
Grand rounds ran long.

Do you know
about this Chase technique?
It's really interesting.

Well, it's a tragic case,
and I hope that works out.

Good job on Ms.
Regalski's central line. You've
been practicing.

Well, I'm upping my game.

Trying to change Dr. Fox's mind
about my remediation.

A central line's
not going to do that.
But the practice doesn't hurt.

Oh, I also signed up to help
with admin backlog.

And I'm volunteering
at the clinic on Saturdays.

I told you
that wasn't happening.

-Actually, you didn't.
You said--
-I am now.

Let's finish rounds.

There's a small
left hemothorax.

Let's do a FAST exam
to make sure
that the heart isn't involved.

Okay, so where do you... Whoa.
Stabbing?

He was holding an ice pick
and he slipped.

So, he stabbed himself?

They say people
do stupid things
when they're in love,

but I didn't get it
until today.

He also met the love
of his life today.

Ah, neat. Another one of those.

I was working the bar
at a corporate brunch event.
It's not my scene.

But then I looked up,
and there she was.
The girl of my dreams.

FAST exam is negative.

Talking with her was
the best 17 minutes of my life.

How much ground could
you possibly cover
in 17 minutes?

Her trip to Japan,
her foster kittens,
her bug collection.

Enough to know
that she's perfect.

Mrs. Grandy's CT confirms
acute diver--

Wow. Uh, screwdriver?

-Ice pick.
-He fell in love
and slipped onto it.

Warren, focus. Admit
Mrs. Grandy, get her on
antibiotics, and meet us in CT.

All right. It looks
like it only hit the lung.

Yeah, but I don't like
how close it is to the heart.

Millin, get us a CT.

I'll let them know
we're on our way.

Jack Moss, 36, sustained
a tib-fib fracture
over a year ago

due to a motorbike accident.

It resulted in malunion,
here for a corrective osteotomy

to realign the bones.

At least I got to see
the desert outside Marrakech

before skidding
into a textile market.

Says you were scheduled
for a surgery six months ago.
Did you forget?

My tourist visa came through,
and I went to Tanzania instead.

Must be nice.

And how's the pain?

Barely feel it.

All right.

You barely feel any pain?

I mean, I feel it when I walk,
like, more than a hundred feet.
Can you fix it?

You know, Jack, just
at first glance, we may
be looking at an amputation.

What? Uh, no, no, no, no.
I have another tour next month
in Munich.

And then after that,
it's Prague.

Uh. I'll tell you what,
we'll get a new round of tests.
CT, MRI, everything.

And we'll take it from there.

Kwan?

You got it.

Okay.

Oh, here he is.
I'm gonna ask him.

I already told you--

Something I can settle for you?

You've done
this experimental surgery
enough times

to know that my baby girl
will be okay, right?

You have to stop
calling me that. I'm 38.

And I'm not okay.
I have cancer.

If I don't do this,
I may never get to see Chicago.

The musical or the city?

The new library
on South Chicago.
That's what our team calls it.

I'm an architect. It's been
my life for four years.

I want to see it finished.

I want to see kids light up
at all the books

and old people play chess
in the community room.

I thought you wanted
to spend more time with me.

You'll be one of the people
playing chess.

Promise me she'll be okay.

Well, I'd be lying.
Nobody can guarantee that
with 100% certainty.

Here's what I can say.

When I walk
into that operating room,

I'm gonna pour everything
I've learned

from decades of practice
and research into curing
your daughter's cancer.

And I won't stop
until I've done
everything I can for her.

He knows what he's doing, Mom.

I know the odds. I want this.

Good.

Dr. Griffith, will you prep
Ms. Mims for surgery?

Of course.

We'll see you soon, Gabby.

-Here you go.
-Thank you.

Was it the night
that I left?

-When your mom was
watching the kids?
-Teddy...

Owen, did you have someone
over at our house?

- We agreed on rules.
No details.
- So that's a yes.

I did not bring anyone
into our home.

Anyone?
Were there multiple people?

No. Why are you accusing me?

We opened our marriage, Teddy.
And you also were
with someone else.

-How's our young Romeo?
-Great.

I know these odds.
He is way more into her
than she is into him.

-They say every pot
has its lid.
-Some pots have many lids.

-Says the kettle.
-You're mixing metaphors.

- No, I'm not.
- Scans. Scans are up.

Well, it's hard to see
with all of this artifact,

but it looks like
the ice pick is penetrating
the descending aortic arch.

You see that?
There is a contained hematoma

that has formed around
the entry site.

How is he not bleeding out?

The ice pick is essentially
plugging the hole.

So if we move him,
and it moves...

He could bleed out and die.

So how do we get him to the OR?

Hmm. Hi.

How's Chase? Did he cure
metastatic lung cancer too?

Do you two have history?

Never met him until today.

But I do have history with you.

Now, you asked me
to do a consult on Gabby Mims
two months ago,

and clearly,
you didn't trust my opinion.

I was looking for options.

Chase had one.
No, he's breaking new ground.

He's resecting a tumor
from a place where multiple
studies have determined

that the risks outweigh
the benefit.

I take it you don't approve
of his technique.

Yeah. His so-called technique
is the same as resecting
any other tumor,

just with more arrogance.

And, frankly,
I'm surprised you allowed him
to use it on Gabby.

I guess she was a good lure.

You think...
...I used Gabby
as surgical bait?

People go to great lengths
to meet their heroes.

I know you've admired him
from afar for years.

Um, Dr.
Chase's methods could be the future of pancreatic surgery.

We can get on board
or we can bury our heads
in the sand

and watch our patients die.

You do what you want.
I prefer to keep my head
above ground.

So if we roll over
a paper clip, or someone runs
into me, I'll die?

It's not that simple. First,
you would start to bleed,

then we would get you
into surgery
as soon as possible.

- Oh, God.
- We will be very careful.

- I don't know.
- -Well, you rode in an ambulance,

and then in an elevator
and on a gurney.

Like, those are
pretty good odds,
and I'm usually a downer.

There's no reason to think
that we can't get you
to the OR safely.

Yeah, and then you can go
be happy with what's her...

-What is her name?
-I don't know.

Why didn't I ask?
I-I should have asked.
It was 17 minutes!

Hey, Brendon,
we need you to calm down, okay?

And we need you
to trust us, okay?
Can you do that?

-Okay.
-Okay.

It's all right. It's okay.

All right, everybody,
move out of the way!

Let's move on my count, okay?
I'll set the pace.
One, two, three.

Okay. All right. We got you.

Your pre-op labs are all good.
You're cleared for surgery.

I can't believe it's
finally happening.

So, what do you think
of Dr. Chase? Is he as good
as everyone says?

He's excellent.
I've actually watched him
operate before.

I once saw him treat
a very complicated mesothelioma
with HIPEC,

combination of surgery
and hot chemotherapy
in the abdomen.

The patient is okay?

Posted a photo
with his new grandson
a few weeks ago.

I have to do this, Mom.

It's my only chance.

Last time I was in a hospital
bed, I was holding
my new baby girl in my arms.

I didn't want
to let go of you then,
and I don't want to let go now.

What if this the last time...

You've been the best mama
I could ever have.

You gave me the courage
to think big, dream big,

-believe big.
-Believe big.

- That's why
I'm not afraid to do this.

I love you.

I love you more, baby girl.

Who's ready for surgery?

Okay.

Now I'm ready.

Let's do this.

All righty.

Hey. Uh, so I dropped off
Ms. Schiller's labs

and I submitted Mr. Bohigian's
discharge paperwork.

Oh. Good. When I finish
with the scans,
you can update the charts.

Uh, Chase's surgery
is about to start.

Are you scrubbing in?

No, I-I just assumed
we'd watch.

I'm not interested in that.

Well, he could make
history today.

And you can learn a lot
by watching good surgeons,
right?

-Come with me.
-To the gallery?

Better.

Sorry.
Jack saw a scenic photo in radiology

and refused to go back
to his room

until I could figure out
if it was Banff National Park.

Was it?

Oh, he thinks it is.

-Okay, what do you see?
-Well, a bone
that's completely healed

but at an angle.

Oh, he's lucky
if he gets five feet,
let alone a hundred.

Yeah, you can see
the vessel is kinked here

in the area
of the bone deformity.

He only has one vessel
running off to the foot,
barely keeping it alive.

Damn.

Hope he took lots of pictures
in the Serengeti.

He's not going anywhere
besides PT.

It's an amputation, right?

Ooh, could I do it?
I always wanted to do one.

Go check
on my arthroplasty
from last night.

Millin got to do one
her first day. Interns perform
them all the time--

Not hyped-up ones.

Put that crap away.
I'm already overloaded
with patients.

I don't have time
to resuscitate you.

Now go do what I asked.

You're going too fast.

Listen, if you have a problem
with my pace, then you lead.

- Is everything okay?
- You're doing great.

Almost at the elevator.

-Whoa, whoa!
-Hey! No running!

Okay.

So, um, tell us more
about the woman you met.
What does she do?

She's a graphic designer,
I think.

I don't know her name
or what she does.

When you get out of here,
you'll get a second chance.

But what if I die?

Hey, Millin. Why don't
you get out your phone?
We're gonna find her.

Find her how?

You're the millennial.
You tell me.

This never goes well for me.

Can you think
of anything unique?

- A... A blue streak in her hair?
- Uh, big glasses?

She has hazel eyes.
I think she has a small dimple
when she smiles?

Okay, everyone. Nice and slow.

Easy. Okay.

You ready for tonight?
Yeah, last night,
Boston was down.

They put in Taft
as a designated hitter.

Steps up to the plate
with the bases loaded

and hits a genius triple
to left center.

Unstoppable.

I'm, uh, taking Baxter back.

I've got a sensitive case,
and something's up with Kwan.

Um, does tonight's seat go
with Baxter?

-Nope.
-All right.
Take whoever you want.

I do need to see
if I can switch the seats
to tomorrow.

Oh. No, no, no.
I got a... a late CABG
tomorrow night.

So...
...put that phone away, please.

My patient's got
a severe tib-fib malunion
with vascular damage

and critical limb ischemia.

I've-I've either gotta amputate
or... bring in
a genius designated hitter.

Is he a candidate
for a fem-tib bypass?

He's got anatomy distorted
below the knee. No.

No, it won't work.

When I say "severe,"
I mean I've never seen a leg
like this in my entire career.

I can bypass anything.

Even this?

-Damn it.
-Yeah.

Not everybody's unstoppable.

No, I can do it.

Which means I won't be sitting
behind home plate tonight.

What if I never find her?

-Seattle's not that big.
-But it's that not small,
either.

And you're young.
You'll meet somebody else.

-Uh, maybe you dodged a bullet.
-Every nightmare I ever dated

-made a great first impression.
-Or she's the love
of your life.

I-I'm sorry. Does nobody else
find this a little bit creepy?

I'm sure you're great,
but stalking is not--

-Have you ever been in love?
-This feels inappropriate.

When you're in love,
you don't give up.

-Keep looking.
-Okay.

Here we go.

Careful.

Easy.

All right, let's turn.

Doing great.

Brendon, does she have
a mole on her neck?

- On her right side.
Did you find her?
- I think so.

You were right about the bugs.

"Elena Ginsburg, member
of the Greater Seattle
Entomology Club"?

What's entomology?
Oh, my God. That's her.

- No, no!
- Brendon, don't move!

Okay, run. Let's go! Let's go!

Hey. We need to get him
on the OR table right now.

- We need to get in there.
- Gown and glove.

Okay, on my count.
Ready? One, two, three.

- Betadine.
- Yeah, I'm on it.

The ice pick
in his aorta moved.

We got him here
in less than a minute.
We can save him.

Let's go. Let's go!

All right,
we're removing the ice pick.

-Scalpel.
-How can I help?

You can give us some space.
Come on, Brendon.

You made it this far.
Stay with me.

That's not it.

Yeah, maybe I should
get back to rounds.

Uh, Mr. Vizcaino's wound vac's
not gonna check itself.

Uh, we just checked it.
You know,
you made a very good point.

I did?

Yeah. There is a value
to watching
great surgical cases.

All right. Ah. Found it.

-What is that?
-This, son, is a videotape.

Yeah, I kn-know that.
What's on it?

Surgeries.

Look, I'm talking Whipples
and Roux-en-Ys and Puestows.

Procedures that require
real skill, not that
surgical cowboy nonsense.

You wanna watch and learn,
you watch this.

How?

I'm almost finished
with the first shunt.

Suction. But careful,
too aggressive a move
could spell disaster.

-This okay?
-It's fine.

Dr. Griffith recently did
a solo surgery.
First in her class.

Wow, congratulations.

- Ever seen a mesocaval shunt before?
- -No, sir.

Congratulations again. You're
about to see one completed.

Oh. Careful with this margin.

-I see it.
-Mmm.

And why do we need the shunt?

To bypass the SMV
and provide outflow
from the intestine

while you resect the tumor...

That was meant for Griffith.

Yeah. But correct.
You must have been
one outstanding student.

I like to think I still am.
It helps
to have amazing teachers.

Okay. Shunt is done.
Moving on to the periarterial
divestment on the SMA.

Just like we planned before,
I'll start with the osteotomy.

Can I help you, Dr. Kwan?

I'm on Dr. Ndugu's service now.

Um, fine.
Just stand over there.

I will re-break the bones
in your leg,

and I will realign them
with plates and screws.

That's when I'll go in
and attempt the bypass

-to improve blood flow
to the leg.
-Okay, great. Let's do it.

I wanna keep my legs
so I can keep traveling.

Jack, we won't perform
the surgery

unless you agree
to stop traveling
while you properly heal.

Okay, well,
how long will that take?

Months. If today goes well.

How long does recovery
from an amputation take?

-Months.
-And if I do nothing?

Without urgent intervention,

the wound on your leg could
become infected,

which could lead to sepsis.

Okay.

I want the surgery.

We'll see you in the OR.

Babcock. Fortunately,
the tissue's not friable,

so it peels right off the
vessel with sharp dissection.

Look at that.

Fundamentally,
it's no different
than resecting any other tumor.

There's some bleeding.

- Where?
- Then suction.

Uh, did the tumor
invade the SMA?

It's possible. Yep.

The tumor definitely breached
the arterial wall. Clamp.

We need 4-0 prolene.
And more suction.

Okay, I'll suture the SMA,
and then we'll close.

Close?
W-We haven't finished.

If we continue
with the procedure, we're
putting her in greater danger.

What about blood
supply to the small bowel?

Tell your intern that's out of
scope for this procedure.

I am officially done here.

You have successfully completed all your other cases.
Why stop now?

Dr. Chase? Okay, if you stop,
will Gabby be a part of your
study?

I'm kind of
in the middle of something
if you haven't noticed--

- Dr. Chase.
- Of course not.

Her procedure was incomplete.

So that's how you do it.

I thought it was
unparalleled expertise
and steady hands.

But it's cutting and running

before there are consequences,
at least, for you.

Dr. Bailey, her small bowel's
becoming dusky.

Okay.
Uh, if we stop, she will die.

I told you, I'm done here.

You're damn right you are.

No. I will finish.

Your patient is
no longer a candidate
for this procedure--

Then by all means,
don't let me keep you.
There's the door. Use it!

I need a stool, please.

- Right away, doctor.
- What do we do now?

Uh, I don't know, but we sure
as hell aren't closing.

Just have to put in
a few more,

and if the alignment's
in check, it's all you.

When was
the original fracture?

Eighteen months ago.

He was treated abroad,
but he started weight-bearing
way too soon.

Nearly lost his leg today,
but, hey,

I bet the beer was damn tasty
after seeing the Great
Migration in the Serengeti.

What? That's why
he risked amputation?
He didn't wanna cancel a trip?

- That's what he said.
- He lied to you.

Drill.

Jack's brother was
an extreme adventurer.

He booked a trip around the
world.

Motorcycle tours mostly.

He died unexpectedly
two years ago.

Jack quit his job,
and he's been spreading
his brother's ashes

in every country his brother
wanted to see before he died.

He could have avoided
all this if he let himself
heal physically,

but spreading
his brother's ashes
probably healed something, too.

Done. Ndugu, you're up.

All right.
Let's hope I didn't make you do all that work for nothing, huh?

Potts scissors, please.

Okay, watch this now.
I'm going to...

Oh, come on here. Come on.

You know, they have places
that convert these old tapes.

Oh, to DVDs?

Ah, here we go. All right.

Now I'm going to dissect
the lateral peritoneal
attachments.

-The Kocher maneuver.
-Exactly.
Here's the incision...

Uh, are you using your finger
to open up the duodenum?

Yeah. Simple and effective.
See? That's how I was taught.

Huh.

It's Bailey. It's a 9-1-1.

I can't believe I fell
for that man's snake oil.

Did you have any idea
when you were in Baltimore?

Where's Chase?

-Uh, you were right.
Don't gloat.
-About what?

Gabby's tumor grew
through the wall of the SMA.

-Chase transected it
while resecting.
-Then decided to take a break?

Dr. Bailey asked him to leave

after figuring out
he's been selective about
the patients in his study.

Well, the artery is shot.
He did a nice job
on the shunt, though.

Adams, see how he rerouted
the SMV to the IVC?

Hey, look, I know
this is a teachable moment,

but every minute that goes by
increases the chances
of Gabby's bowel necrosing.

And as much as I appreciate
the genius of Chase's
rerouting, we need to...

What are you thinking?

What if we used
a saphenous vein graft
to reconstruct the SMA?

W-We could restore
the blood supply and remove
the invaded vessel.

And the whole tumor
with it.

You think that's too risky?

Only if you don't have
enough hands.
Adams, we're scrubbing in.

- Okay.
- Okay. Okay.

We got a plan.
We got a plan.

There's too much bleeding.
Can you see where it's coming from?

How many units has he had?

Four units.

His heart won't restart.
Warren, get over here.

Take over compressions.

Come on, Brendon.
Come on.

All right, stop compressions.

Let me in there.

All right, charge to 40. Clear.

Charge again. Clear.

It's been too long.

He didn't give up.
We can't either. All right.
Charge to 50. Clear.

- Teddy.
- Come on.

- Damn it. Let me in there.
- Teddy.

Come on.

Teddy.

Teddy! It's over.
You've done all you can.

Time of death, 19:24.

I spoke to Brendon's parents.

It shouldn't have gone
like this.

I, uh... I have a lot
of paperwork to get through.
You should just go.

Teddy. Teddy, we need
to talk about this.

Now is not a good time.

So, you're happy to work
on our marriage when it means
sleeping with Cass Beckman,

but when I wanna have
a difficult conversation--

Oh. I'm sorry, who slept
with someone else? Not me.

What did you think
was gonna happen
when we opened our marriage?

I'm gonna be late. Um...

Don't wait up for me.

She's going to be okay, right?

She needs a lot of rest,
but she's doing very well.

Thank you.

You hear that, baby girl?
You're gonna be okay.

Thank you so much.
Dr. Chase go back to DC?

Uh, I don't know. He was not
able to complete the surgery.

But we had other surgeons
step in and help,

and we resected the tumor.

You got it all?

-No more tumor?
-We did.

I can't believe it.

Dr. Chase taught you
his technique?

Dr. Bailey developed her own.

That's what saved Gabby.

I, uh... I'm so grateful.

Thank you for taking care
of my baby girl.

You're gonna
keep calling me that,
a-aren't you?

Forever and ever.

Oh, my God.

Uh, we'll give you some time.

-Griffith.
-Hmm?

Uh, he must have been terrible
to work for.

I ended up in the right place.

Excellent work today.

Is it still there?
My leg?

Dr. Lincoln and Dr. Ndugu
will be in soon,

but they were able
to realign your bone
and reestablish blood flow.

It was pretty amazing.

You probably think
I'm an idiot.

I...

think that you were in pain
and taking the time to heal.

It sucks, but...

Especially
after losing someone.

And now I'm stuck in a bed.

About that.

These are VR goggles.
We keep a few of them
in our skills lab.

They help us
practice procedures.

But I was able
to download a program

that allows you to visit spots
across the globe.

Uh, virtually, that is.

I thought
it would help distract you
from being stuck here.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Dr. Lincoln?

I am sorry about today.

It's no excuse,

but I've been going through
something in my personal life.

I'm impressed
you even have a personal life.

When I was an intern,

there was a 32-day stretch
where I didn't see
the sunlight.

It's probably for the best.

And I'll get a life
when I'm an attending.

Hey. What is this? Why are
you still in your scrubs?

We can still make it
by the third inning
if we hurry, but we gotta go.

You didn't take
another surgery, did you?

We're still going, right?

Hey, Chief,
your post-op notes are done,

and I'll check in the ER
for any consults before I go.

No need to announce it.
Just get it done.

Okay.

Hey, Chief.

I'm sorry I screwed up
during the heat dome,
all right?

I wish I could go back in time
and do it better, but I can't.

All I can do is play
by the rules today. And
I am trying really hard.

But if that's not good enough,
just... just call it.

Good night.

-I know it's complicated...
-Is that Seattle Grace?

It's Midvale General,
Adele's favorite soap.

It appears she taped over
my esophagectomy.

Uh, that's disappointing.
I'm sorry.

Not as sorry
as Dr. Lehane's gonna be

when he finds out
his wife's pregnant with
his brother's baby.

When I first read Chase's work,

I thought
it was too good to be true.

And I still fell for it.

Yeah. People like Chase prey
on our optimism and hope.

The indictment's on him,
not you.

But I brought him here.

I misled our residents
into believing that these
tumors could be resected.

And apparently they can.

You were able to do it.

We were.

Dr. Chase.

Griffith. You need something?

Oh. I can't change Baltimore's
decision to terminate you,

so don't bother asking.

I'm not. I'm glad I'm here.
I wasn't at first.

I spent a lot of time wondering
what I could've done

to make you see
what a good surgeon I could be.

But today I realized
it wouldn't have mattered.

You don't care about teaching.
You don't care
about your patients.

You only care about you.

Maybe that gets you published,
wins you awards.

But it does not make you
a good doctor.

Well, that's...
...a lot of opinions
from an intern

who's only done one surgery
on their own.

Here's what you could've done
to impress me.

You could've been more specific
in your post-op notes.

"Better" doesn't really tell me
anything useful.

Could've been more assertive
with your patients,

and there was too much slack
in your sliding half-knots.

Still is,
from what I saw in there today.

Stands to reason, I suppose,

given your mentor who's really
no great shakes herself.

Good luck, Dr. Griffith.
You need it.

When you're in pain,
you can grin and bear it
all you want.

You can try
to pretend it's not there.

Have you seen this map?
We're right behind home plate.

Yeah, yeah.

We get a concession server?

Lincoln was right.
I did need a night out.

Glad he could help you out.

I love baseball.
You love baseball? Wait,
are you for Seattle or Boston?

When we get there,
just pretend it's the OR.

Okay? Hey, don't talk.

Okay? Don't talk.

But there's no glory
in suffering.

He said my sliding half-knots
were sloppy.

His shirt and tie didn't match.

-He insulted Bailey.
-No!

Karma will get him.

-Or a malpractice attorney.
-Mmm.

Hey, how was your day?

Actually, uh, pretty great.

Dr. Webber said he's gonna talk
to Dr. Fox about letting me
back into our class--

Nope, keep your good news
to yourself.

-We're moping.
-Yeah, this is Mopetown.

Population, two. I'm the mayor.
She's the comptroller.

What's a comptroller?

I don't know. I don't care.

I thought you'd be happy
for me.

I am.
It's just been a long day.

Yeah, so get on board
or get out.

I'm pretty beat.

I'll see you upstairs?

Okay.

Okay, will you come
with me to, like,
a bug society meeting,

so I can tell this girl
that my patient died?

No. That's not
what a comptroller does.

-What?
-Yeah.

- There's no reward.
- Sorry.

- It doesn't make you wiser.
- Or stronger.

It doesn't make you immune.

Did you even hesitate?

When you slept
with someone else?

-Of course I did.
-Hmm.

I love you. Teddy, only you.

That night meant nothing.

Hey.

Teddy, come here.

It's gonna be okay.

Sometimes it makes
the pain even worse.