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When you lose someone so suddenly,
it feels like your whole world is collapsing around you.
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Nothing seems important anymore.
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You feel like your whole life has no meaning
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but reality soon catches up with you.
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And Dorian, he was my whole world.
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You might think that sounds like a cliche,
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but I don't mean in the romantic sense.
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My world revolved around him,
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and it definitely should it have been that way.
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We were happy. Maybe not so much recently,
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but we couldn't say that we were unhappy either.
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Having been together 17 years, it wasn't always easy,
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but I always felt that I was fortunate.
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We've been able to keep our love and our relationship alive.
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But now I realized, in fact, we didn't stand the test of time.
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His work caused him to spend less and less time at home,
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and recently it got particularly bad.
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There had been more than one night
where I'd fallen asleep before he arrived home.
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That's without counting the when he didn't come home at all.
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Of course, I questioned it.
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I interrogated him.
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I got angry, but I never really doubted him.
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I knew He knew that he had to take care of his clients,
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even if that meant keeping up with the party animals right till dawn.
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I was in denial.
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I now know where he was 13 days ago,
when his car spun off the carriage way and hit a truck.
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I had been intrigued by this woman.
all the way through the funeral service.
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I didn't know her, but she seemed just as upset as I was.
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I was expecting her to offer me her condolences,
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but it turned out to be a whole different story.
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I read about these kind of things in books,
and seen it in movies, tv series.
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but you always tell yourself,
that it's something that happens to other people.
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I thought that I'd lost him just two weeks ago,
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whereas in fact he already slipped away from me four years ago,
four years.
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She said that she didn't know a thing about me until,
She went to the police station.
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worried that he wasn't answering her calls.
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now she finds it crazy that she never suspected a thing.
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I must be just as crazy as her.
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I hesitated a long time, but I had to go ahead
and confront her about it out of pride
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casey, that's her name, young, vibrant
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a name that right away sounds like light bright and fun,
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they had an apartment together,
they lived as a couple.
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but he was often away on business.
of course.
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and their relationship had been an open one, open.
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didn't quite understand what she meant by that.
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my husband was clearly not what you would call open.
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didn't want to know anymore,
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but at the same time i desperately needed to.
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i wanted to know all the details to try to understand
who he really was and why
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i wasn't enough for him.
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I begin to see things more clearly.
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Casey she was a dancer,
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well, a stripper,
to put it plainly, another cliche
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and my husband, a walking cliche of a cheat.
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It all seems so pathetic that I found it humiliating.
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They started seeing each other or hooking up as she called it.
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and they soon realized that they shared some of the same
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It started out with her dancing for other men
and it all progressed from there,
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seeing him so aroused by these voistic encounters, gave her the most pleasure.
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My husband, a swinger, really?
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Casey had to explain it to me
all in great detail, for me to understand what it meant.
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I realized that I always behaved like an up-tight old prude.
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I was so angry at him but ....
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I couldn't get the thought out of my head
that maybe I was to blame.
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What did I done?
Or more to the point, what hadn't I done?
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Tony was Dorian's best friend,
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they'd known each other since childhood,
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but they always didn't see eye to eye.
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Tony was the wilder one of the two,
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and he hadn't settled down at all over the years.
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He was always seing new girl.
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and sometimes more than one at the same time.
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Dorian. have criticized his lifestyle
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and they even had really big arguments about it.
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I didn't know how to tell Tony,
but I knew that I had to.
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I needed someone else to feel the same sense
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of injustice and shock at finding out his lies.
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I needed to share it with someone.
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Tony was decided himself.
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Dorian had hurt him, he felt betrayed.
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Now we are both feeling the same thing.
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both of us needed to draw a line underneath the past
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Casey.
It's me, Alexis.
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I've thought about everything you told me the other day.
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I tried to picture it all, you and him,
the things you both did.
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Then I looked at myself.
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I tried to imagine what he thought of me,
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and I don't want to keep turning it over in my mind,
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because it doesn't really matter anymore, does it?
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Today I met up with his best friend,
Tony
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and I told him what his friend was?
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really like,
then I fucked him,
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or he fucked me.
I don't really know how to describe it
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but I loved it.
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I don't feel guilty about anything at all,
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I just feel different.
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i know i shouldn't but
i can't help feeling compassion for her
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It's as if I was looking at myself in the mirror and seeing another person,
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a person who I would like to be.
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I feel like I'm losing my grip,
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I don't know if I'm trying to heal myself
or hurt myself or hurt him.
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Casey told me to meet her at 1:00 in the morning.
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The only thing I have is a zip code,
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and a phone number in case I get lost.
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I find it hard to explain my feelings towards Casey.
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Sometimes I still hate her and everything that she reminds me of.
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The only thing I do know
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is that she needs me the same way I need her.
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Maybe our friendship is kind of weird.
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Some might say that it's unhealthy.
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but we know that it's been necessary.
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When his will was read out,
we realized that there was a lot more money .
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than we could have ever imagined or hoped for.
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He had taken out huge life insurance policy
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and I sold his business for a good price.
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He might have been cheating on me for longer than her,
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but her feelings for him were just as strong,
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so I decided to give her half of the money
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I still see Casey from time to time.
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We've been good for each other
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and we'll never forget that we both know that
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we wouldn't carry on without being this close each other.
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I made new friend through Casey.
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She introduced me to Rebecca.
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Just like me, Rebecca had found out that
her husband was leading double life.
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she never wanted to make the same mistakes again.
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Rebecca doesn't hate men, far from it,
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but she doesn't want any kind of exclusive relationship.
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We are much more than just friends.
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We are partners in our quest for new experiences.
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And so the page has been turned once and for all.
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Casey and I have been strong enough to overcome this ordeal.
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our paths in life crossed at the moment
we are both in need of a change
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my life...
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her life.
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her life. and new start for both of us.
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