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THE SUPER 8 YEARS

At the end of the winter of 1972,

we bought a Bell
& Howell Super 8 camera

with all the projection equipment.

My husband Philippe Ernaux
and I were in our very early thirties

and had two
sons of seven and three,

Eric and David.

For 7 years we'd lived in Annecy,

where Philippe Ernaux,
after studying at Sciences Po,

had landed the post

of Deputy
Secretary-General at city hall.

I taught literature at high school.

Arriving from Bordeaux,

we didn't like the
mountains all around us,

the endless winters,

sudden fleeting springs

and touristy summers.

We got used to it

and loved the city.

Amid the flood of goods
one could acquire in the 70s,

for us the camera
was the ultimate desired object,

much more than a
dishwasher or a colour TV.

Film truly captured life and people,

even if the films were silent.

What strikes me
about the very first images shot

is the theatrical ''happening'' feel

which the camera brought to family life,

a ''happening'' conceived by my husband,

who filmed the
moment I arrived with the kids

from school and the supermarket.

It is an extraordinary moment,

happy but tinged
with a kind of violence.

We don't know what to do with
this new sort of time torn from our life.

At the end, the
camera pans across the decor,

the objects we'd chosen
one by one from antique stores,

the ornate and trendy wallpaper,

all the things that marked
us as newcomers to the bourgeoisie.

It's basically the homeowners'
tour but we didn't own the house,

since it came with my husband's job.

Head film-maker -

Philippe Ernaux
retained with few exceptions

this role I left to him without protest

because I feared mishandling
the equipment, very costly at the time,

and maybe too because
of a gender-based division of labour

established at
the start of our life together.

My mother had lived
with us since my father's death

and the sale of her
café-grocery in Yvetot, Normandy.

She was happy we'd asked her
but aware, as she said one day in anger,

of ''clashing with the decor''.

At home she almost
always wore a flowered blouse

with pockets in which to put
a handkerchief and lumps of sugar,

perhaps a reflex
from her early days of poverty,

and memories of war restrictions.

My mother, physically
robust from a life of work,

was anxious to ''keep up her position''

so always wore a
skirt suit outside the house.

My mother, whom I
snap at and berate too often,

while her tireless
loving devotion to the children

gives me freedom.

Behind the image of
the nondescript young mother,

I can't help but remember
a woman secretly tormented

by the need to write

and, as I noted in my journal,

''assemble all the
events of my life in a novel, violent

and red.''

In the scenes of Christmas 1972,

beneath the feverish,
wonder-struck opening of toys,

the festivity of a meal also celebrating

the eighth birthday
of Eric, born on December 25,

beneath all this,

I now perceive a different reality,

one of afternoons when
I don't teach and I secretly write

a novel that describes how education,

culture, separated me from
the working-class world of my birth.

''Secretly'',

because I can't tell my husband,

my mother even less.

Both are transparently
present in my novel,

they who personify the
two milestones of my social journey,

its point of origin
and its point of arrival.

To leave home and travel far away

was a growing desire in the '70s

when the Guide du Routard
was born, a desire that we shared.

We didn't just want
to lie on the beach like idiots.

Le Nouvel Observateur,
the weekly magazine

of the cultural avant-garde
of the non-communist left

suggested a
Chilean socialist experience,

via an organised
trip over Easter of 1972.

Like everyone in left-wing
France, we were watching Chile

and Salvador Allende's Popular Unity.

And for us, filming represented

not a way of taking action
in the world, but of being its reporter.

I was dazzled to be there,

up above the Andes mountain range.

In Santiago, between
two pisco sours at the Sheraton,

we saw pupils receive
smocks for the new school year

in the presence of the
cosmonaut Valentina Tereshkova,

the first woman
to have gone into space.

We visited nationalised factories

and mingled with the
inhabitants of a self-managed población.

We wanted to believe in
Venceremos, ''we shall overcome''.

We set off for the Atacama
Desert and the Antofagasta salt mines

near Chuquicamata,

the world's largest
open-pit copper mine.

We patiently
listened to production figures

and the land reform mechanism.

The moment of
the trip which made us feel

we'd seen history in the making

was during an authorised visit
to the presidential palace, La Moneda,

when we saw
Allende come out of his office.

With two ministers,
for an hour he enlarged

upon his revolutionary measures,

the return of land to the peasants,
the nationalisation of copper and coal,

the distribution of
milk to malnourished children.

We didn't feel we were filming misery

because it had become the struggle

of a president and his government.

In Valparaiso, in the mist,

I couldn't believe I
was there, at the end of the earth.

I felt

the Chilean trip was
changing something in my life,

forcing me to recall the
promise I made myself at twenty,

''I will write to avenge my people.''

A year and a half later, hope
had died, La Moneda was bombed,

Allende assassinated,

Pinochet and a military junta
seized power, backed by Washington.

Le Figaro and other
right-wing papers gloated.

The images we'd brought back

were of a country
that no longer existed.

To keep a record

of happy moments and
beautiful things is the natural desire

that runs through the
images of spring and summer '72.

To film what you will never see twice,

a boat ride on Lake Annecy,

a walk in the Gorges du Fier,

on top of Semnoz with my in-laws,

whose words and
the meaning of whose gestures

vanished in the air of the summer's day.

In those years,

we were drawn to
the Ardèche, a short trip away,

symbol of a lost life in nature,

as in Jean Ferrat's song La Montagne,

with no pollution
or hormone-fed chickens.

A life we felt nostalgia
for, without having lived it,

and which we never planned to adopt,

except for the holidays.

My sister-in-law Dominique Ernaux,

in revolt against
society since her teens,

had settled near Viviers,

in Ardèche, long before '68.

She shared her life
with a young woman, painted,

raised hunting dogs, goats,

chickens,

and helped local
people in a system of fair trade.

Next, they moved to an isolated
house with no electricity or running water

and an endless view of the
valley between Viviers and Saint-Montan.

It pleased us that the kids,

raised with the rules of
hygiene and advice of parenting experts,

had a chance to live with animals,

drink raw goat's milk,

get dirty without fear,

look out for scorpions hidden in shoes,

make use of what was
not yet called a ''composting toilet''

and discover
the sticky twist of flypaper

hanging from the
ceiling, as when we were children.

We felt we'd returned to
an ancestral pre-industrial France,

a slowness we'd forgotten,

far from the agitation of urban life.

Tirelessly we filmed the
shady streets of Alba-la-Romaine,

Labeaume, Mirabel, Balazuc,

the basalt villages which
today I no longer recognise in images,

places without humans,

as if to capture a timeless purity,

while it's the people we
are touched by in films of later years.

We believed these landscapes immutable,

never imagining
they'd be threatened one day

by pollution, a
concept just emerging then,

not to speak of global warming.

Only the imminent
commissioning of a nuclear plant

along the Rhône
aroused fear and anger.

We didn't really believe
the ecologists' predictions.

René Dumont will obtain

less than 2% of the vote
in the presidential election of 1974

and we'll vote for François Mitterrand.

We wanted to
expand the children's horizons,

have them take
a plane and travel abroad,

things that hadn't been
possible for us until our thirties.

The adventure this
time was to travel with them.

It started at Orly
with the Caravelle that took us

to Tangier, and from there
to the resort on the heights of M'Diq,

a luxurious white replica
of a traditional Moroccan village,

with its terraced
apartments and sea view.

We had a western
lifestyle, away from the local people,

represented only by the silent staff,

gardeners and cleaning women
who rubbed salt on the copper trays.

Everything inside was imitation,

from the souk where
we bought embroidered shirts,

djellabas and gandouras

that we hastened to put on,

to the meshwi night,

with Boulaouane and cries of

''He's one of us!
He drank like everyone else'',

not to speak of the
welcome committee of musicians

and a snake charmer.

We didn't swim with the Moroccans

in the neighbouring sea

but stayed with
other tourists by the Club pool.

The public beach was
only used to exercise the horses

after their day at the riding school.

Three weeks of profound dis-occupation,

broken up by visits to royal palaces,

a market and the
old blue city of Chefchaouen,

with a 15-year-old guide

whose services we bargained down,

for a tourist's duty, we understood,
was never to pay the asking price.

Politically there had to
be better choices than Morocco,

whose King Hassan II
violently suppressed all opposition

and was suspected
of having masterminded

Ben Barka's abduction
and Oufkir's assassination.

Three weeks,

enough for us
parents to get a dream tan,

for Eric to learn to swim

and David to enrich his repertoire
of children's songs at the Club's daycare.

Poolside, I thought
of the finished manuscript

in my desk drawer,

which I'd have to
type before school started.

I hoped that it would save
me, but I didn't know how, or from what.

I attribute the same thoughts,
at the end of the same summer,

to the young woman with
her husband at the Wagner Festival,

smiling amidst the officials of Annecy,

twin city of Bayreuth,

strolling around a beer festival,

visiting a brewery.

Doing so, she ponders
the vague image of a Germany

the West one,
obviously, for the other you say GDR -

a fairly quiet Germany,

last year's attacks are forgotten,

Andreas Baader and
Ulrike Meinhof behind bars.

She is 33 and doesn't yet
know that the manuscript sent by mail

will be accepted by Gallimard

and published as Cleaned Out

in the spring of 1974.

That year, Pompidou
dies, Giscard d'Estaing is elected

and Simone Veil defends abortion,

braving the boos
of right-wing delegates.

My husband resigned from his post,

we left the big house and garden

for a small apartment
on a noisy ring road in Annecy.

I went to Paris once

to talk about my book on
the TV show Aujourd'hui Madame.

Filming is poorly
suited to times of upheaval.

We had to wait over a year,

until Christmas 1974,

to again feel moved
to seize that fragile moment,

only big enough to
hold the pure joy of children

and our joy at seeing theirs,

more precious

than this fur-lined lambskin coat,

an upmarket version of hippie
chic, which I wore for many winters.

Watching Eric blow out
his candles with dreamy excitement,

we are probably
thinking, my mother and I,

we the women on the front lines of time:

he's already ten years old.

Once again

it was to the Ardèche we
went, in the holidays of February 1975,

for a time-out in nature and silence,

away from our hectic crowded life.

The release of my first
novel seems distant, almost unreal.

A book doesn't change
your life, as you hope or believe it will.

The summer of Nino Ferrer's Sud,

Joe Dassin's L'été indien,

Annie Cordy's La bonne du curé,

which the kids
listened to on a slot-in turntable,

we joined the Ernaux family in Charente.

My parents-in-law
had finally settled there

after many tribulations,
which took these ruined bourgeois

to Africa, where my father-in-law

had changed
profession at over 55,

and taught physics
at the girls' lycée in Bamako,

and then to Haute-Savoie,
where they'd stayed just one year.

In Charente, they inhabited
a small farmhouse in a hamlet

near La Rochefoucauld,

lived from breeding rabbits

and grew their own produce

in a garden of which
my father-in-law was rightly proud,

as was my mother-in-law of her petunias.

My brother-in-law Maurice, his
wife and their three kids lived close by,

near Angoulême.

That summer Sunday, 3/4
of the way through the 20th century,

in the shade of an amusement park

on a miniature golf course,

time stands still before a rolling ball

that you needed to position just-so.

In these silent images,
bodies speak for themselves.

The young woman with long hair,

sandals, a seventies
dress and abrupt gestures,

may, at this moment, forget

to feel out of
place in a family of in-laws

where all the wives are homemakers.

We left the boys

with their grandparents
and set off for an unusual destination.

Who knew anything about Albania,

its 500 years of Ottoman
Empire engulfed by communism?

Who had heard
of its leader, Enver Hoxha?

Of all the Eastern European countries

to which we were driven by a
tropism of mingled awe and repulsion,

this one offered the highest
coefficient of strangeness and mystery.

At the airport, we had to shed

every sign of
decadent bourgeois civilisation,

the men to exchange tight-fitting
flares for Chinese worker's trousers

and get bowl haircuts,

the women to repack
their trousers and put on dresses.

We soon understood
nothing could be filmed

without permission from the interpreter,

a young woman who, in her words,

''thought she'd
die'' on a trip to Paris in 1970

on seeing
long-haired men and hippies.

We couldn't circulate freely,

let alone mingle with the Albanians.

On the magnificent beach of Durrës,

our little group of eight was ordered

to stay within a well-defined
zone in front of the Hotel Adriatik,

reserved for foreigners.

The Sigurimi, equivalent to
the KGB and the Stasi, was watching.

We were considered
vectors of Western corruption

and would stay in our bubble.

The real country was on
another stage to which we had no access.

Some images show me
standing silent and apart from the group.

I didn't go on all the
excursions but stayed at the hotel,

half-heartedly writing,
reading the only Albanian book

I could find in French,

The White Southern Wind, by Jakov Xoxa.

What was most moving
and paradoxical about the trip

were the things that took
us furthest from the ''New Man''

and back to the days of our childhoods,

the silence of cities
without cars, people on foot or bicycle

Chinese bicycles, of course -

fields manually worked by men and women,

landscapes not yet disfigured by cement.

We could question nothing,

constantly subjected to speeches

castigating Tito's revisionism,

the Moscow regime
and Western decadence,

praising the benefits of
Mao-inspired cultural revolution,

called ''revolutionarisation''.

Between the remnants

of ancient civilisations
and crude propaganda,

there was a contrast,
a troubling disconnect,

an incompatibility of values

which was, perhaps,

the basis of
Albania's identity at that time.

We could not have
imagined that 20 years later,

of all the monuments to the
glory of the Stalinist-Maoist regime,

nothing would remain.

All that was left to see

were ancient ruins
from over 2000 years before,

which do not age.

We saw nothing of the Albania of 1975

but perhaps no more or
less than summer visitors today,

thousands who flock
to the beaches on the Adriatic.

The country is now a
top holiday spot in the Balkans,

while since 1989 its
inhabitants have fled in droves,

migrants shunted from
one end of Europe to another,

drawn by the image of a
happiness that we, at some past time,

despite our distance from the people,

or maybe because
of it, made them want.

Winter sports were a growing
craze amongst the middle and upper classes.

Resorts were being
built from scratch, as in Flaine.

The new concept

of buying timeshare
weeks caught on quickly,

a phenomenon only slightly
parodied in the film French Fried Vacation.

With a loan made
advantageous by two-digit inflation,

we bought a studio

in a new building in the
upper part of the old village of La Clusaz.

By capturing and
making a record of beginnings,

the camera recovered
its original justification.

We filmed David's first
times skiing downhill at La Clusaz,

as we had Eric's at Le Grand-Bornand.

And as usual, to
take possession of the place,

we filmed elements of the decor,

an act of magic

or the premonition of a
day when they'd be moved or gone

and we could no longer say where or why.

In this living
space reduced to one room,

family ties were
reasserted more than strengthened.

It's a time of fatherly
pranks and mises-en-scene,

Mille Bornes and Monopoly,

and the nickname ''fish
mama'' which my husband gave me,

based on the song by Boby Lapointe.

It was no place
to stir up old conflicts.

The woman in the image
always seems to wonder why she's there.

I write in my journal that winter sports
and Savoyard fondue are no joking matter.

I felt a spectator to
what would be for years to come

a winter ritual

and for me a duty to enjoy myself.

I was the only one who didn't ski.

I read, marked essays,

wrote a little,
looking out on the Aravis,

where the sun rose in the morning

and in the evening lit
the mountain face with rays of pink.

I understood why the sun
had once been worshipped like a god.

Towns were built
in the country near Paris,

called ''new towns''.

We landed in one
of these, Cergy-Pontoise.

When I wonder about
Philippe Ernaux's odd desire

to film objects transplanted
from one house to another,

it seems to me a
sign of hidden insecurity,

that of a child sent to
Jesuit boarding school at eight,

a child whose parents constantly moved.

These paintings and furniture

reveal today their
futility as lifeless objects.

We unconsciously sought to
give the present a future and create,

image by image, scene by scene,

something like a family fiction

to which each would later add a subtext.

There is nothing in the
smiles around this festive table

to suggest that the family order

will be overturned two
days later when my mother decides

to return to
Yvetot, leaving me at a loss.

My mother, whose keen,
attentive gaze makes me ill-at-ease.

There may be no
greater humiliation for a daughter

than to be unable to hide the
signs of marital discord from her mother,

a silent, disapproving witness.

I wrote in my diary,

''You mustn't think about
these things, old age and death,

or you'll lose all hope.''

In the summer of 1976,
more remembered for the great drought

than for the death
sentence of Christian Ranucci,

refused pardon by Giscard d'Estaing,

the four of us, en route
for London, boarded the hovercraft

that crossed the Channel in 25 minutes.

We were drawn
by hopes for cooler weather

but it was as hot
as in France, the grass burnt -

and the educational desire

to immerse the kids in
English, which Eric had studied for a year

with a purely audiovisual method

that baffled us.

Also a desire to
introduce them to breakfast

with bacon and eggs, double-decker buses

and everything that
made England at the time,

as it is today,

the most exotic of nearby countries.

We preferred the
freedom of the parks to museums,

the coolness of
boating on the Serpentine,

the surprise of
an old-time merry-go-round,

the slow boat trip
along the banks of the Thames

past the docks

not yet transformed into Silicon Valley,

as they'd be under Thatcher.

We'd chosen a hotel

with a central location, Soho,

which had become a
bustling district with a fevered nightlife,

a mixture of pubs,

sex shops and porn cinemas,

and only went back there

to sleep in rooms
luckily facing the courtyard.

Those days left me with memories

of a long and peaceful flânerie.

I'd just finished my second book

and not yet started to
worry about the publisher's verdict.

There was a certain
sweetness to revisiting London,

where at 19

I'd worked as an au pair,

been very unhappy,

become bulimic and shoplifted.

The idea of returning to Finchley,

the chic suburb where I'd spent
six months in 1960, didn't occur to me,

or I rejected it

as inappropriate to
the family situation now mine.

Nor did I insist on
a stroll through Whitechapel,

which I'd wanted to see at 19

because of Dickens and Oliver Twist

and Piaf's song that goes

''C'est à Hambourg, à
Santiago à Whitechapel, ou Borneo''.

In the summer of 1977,

we moved to a
house on the heights of Cergy,

bordering fields where very quickly,

new housing estates would spring up.

A curious house,

massive and
convoluted, dating from the fifties.

From the windows

we could see the
voluptuous curves of the river Oise

and on the far horizon,

the Eiffel Tower
and the hulk of La Défense.

We will not think of filming a landscape

no less ephemeral than childhood,

one of cranes,
trenches, disparate constructions

offered to the eye by
the new town of Cergy-Pontoise,

a muddy no man's land

which ten years later

will have been erased,

undetectable in Rohmer's
film Boyfriends and Girlfriends.

It was an abstract, imaginary city,

still in the making.

We never tired of filming this
landscape over the months and seasons,

this overgrown garden
where wild rabbits prospered.

There will,
however, be very few interiors,

no more birthday meals at all,

no more family moments filmed.

Today I see in that
absence a sign unnoticed then,

as we watched the latest reel together,

a sign of bonds unravelling.

Our reluctance to film ourselves

expressed the general
lassitude of a couple near forty

whose way of life
weighed equally on both.

In the fall of 1978,

I accompanied Philippe
Ernaux to a conference in Ajaccio.

I was often alone while
Philippe Ernaux was in meetings.

I walked around, looked in windows

along rue du Cardinal Fesch,

I felt like a
Frenchwoman from the mainland.

It was our first time in Corsica

and inadmissibly

we expected to feel
uprooted, as much as, or even more

than if we were in a foreign country.

Sometimes I stayed at
the hotel, far from the city centre

and close to the
beach, deserted in October.

I read Paul
Nizan, I wrote in my journal,

''The water falls on the terrace,
forming fleeting moons on the puddles.

From here I see palm trees,
an ochre statue, the bougainvillea.''

I recall the mornings when I walked
up a sandy little path to the bus stop,

past the closed beach bars,

a moment of pure pleasure

which counterbalanced the
boredom and loneliness of the formal meals.

On the beach,

I was buoyed by the
certainty of finishing the book

I'd only just begun to write

my story of a woman

assigned since
marriage to the role of nurturer,

silent manager and steward,

whereas I'd been raised to
believe in freedom and equality with men.

That book, A Frozen Woman,

had just been
finished and sent to my editor

when we left for Spain the summer of '80

with the boys in their
early teens, in Iron Maiden t-shirts,

asking for their heavy metal

and Queen tapes
to be played in the car.

Giscard's haughty presidency
was ending in a slow, heavy climate,

scarcely brightened by farcical tales

of diamonds from
Bokassa and sniffer planes.

We doubted François
Mitterrand had a chance,

allied with Georges Marchais.

We'd have preferred Rocard.

One could go to Spain without
bad conscience since Franco's death

but paradoxically,
not without a shiver of fear

due to the attacks of the ETA,

who were said
to puncture tourists' tires,

a fear forgotten as of
Pamplona and the San Fermin festival.

We were immersed in dizzying jubilation,

bullfights, non-stop music,

the Bigheads
swaying between narrow walls,

everything I'd just read in
The Sun Also Rises by Hemingway.

In Pamplona,

I'd no idea that in my memory, this
trip would signify a rite of initiation

into another life,

its stages marked by the cities
travelled through in the Peugeot 504.

Valladolid, where David
came down with food poisoning,

Toledo,

the Tagus and the sinister Alcázar.

Soria, Alba de Tormes, Almazán.

Salamanca,

especially Salamanca,
and the Plaza Mayor,

where after a heated argument, I
remained one evening alone with my sons

until the sun went down,

a perfect moment.

In the permanent
familial and conjugal one-on-one

of a family trip,

things that stay hidden
on ordinary days suddenly explode,

conflicts are aggravated, usually
dissolved in people's daily occupations.

With a lucidity made more painful

by the memory of another
summer, the one when we met

seventeen years earlier,

I wrote in my journal,

''I'm superfluous in his life.''

A year later, in the
summer of '81, in Portugal,

our personal history had taken

a turn for the worse
with the publication of my book

A Frozen Woman,

while political history
billowed with great expectations

since François
Mitterrand's May 10th victory.

The camera that summer
no longer sought happy moments.

The scarcity of faces
and bodies in the images,

which struck me
when we watched the reels,

signified growing distance in a couple.

Of the towns we
travelled through, I remember

only the unfinished
chapels of Batalha, with sky for roofs,

a monster traffic
jam on our way out of Setúbal,

the alleys of Obidos,
where I bought an embroidered dress,

trams in the steep
and narrow streets of old Lisbon,

which today for me
have merged with Alain Tanner's

In the White City,

streets destroyed by the great fire

of 1988.

On that trip, Philippe
Ernaux was miles away

and I was dramatically absent.

In a sense,

the wind of freedom
from the spring had caught us up.

In the fall of '81,

silencing our grievances,

we seized the chance to go to Moscow,

courtesy of Philippe
Ernaux's work council,

a four-day trip.

It was too short

and we didn't expect much from a visit

organised by the
Soviet agency Intourist.

However, when we
landed at Sheremetyevo airport,

greeted by Red Army
soldiers with oddly childlike faces,

I was gripped by a sudden emotion,

as if the weight of 20th
century History had converged

and unfurled in the space of a second

all images of Russia
accumulated since childhood.

The USSR was the
Beyond, immense, unrepresentable,

containing both Siberia
and the beaches of the Black Sea,

Tolstoy,

Dostoevsky, Tchaikovsky, Eisenstein,

Lenin, Stalin,

the muzhik Khrushchev

to Leonid Brezhnev,

in office from time immemorial,

grim and massive,

''not quite sinister but
almost'', to paraphrase Coluche.

On the marked route that took
us by Intourist coach from Red Square,

with St. Basil's Cathedral

and the endless queue

at Lenin's mausoleum,

to Lomonosov University,

a symbol of
glorious Stalinist architecture,

we vaguely searched for signs

of the joy or misery of being a Soviet.

What did it mean to live in
an order magnified by the grandeur

of the Worker and the Kolkhoz Woman,

with hieratic profiles of
workers on the walls, extolling production?

The trip to Moscow
is the last we made together,

and the last film shot.

The family unit
collapsed the following year.

It was agreed the
boys would stay with me.

Their father took the
camera, which he'd use in his new life,

and left me the projector,
the screen and all the reels of film.

He resolutely entered another existence

and abandoned the
memory of the old one with us.

In short, he made me its guardian.

It was a new form of family life
that developed with my teenaged sons

and we let the films sleep a long time.

To set up the screen in the dining room,

raise the projector with
books on the table, gather chairs,

wait for everyone to be seated

and then watch the images roll

as each added his or her remark,

all the ceremony once eagerly awaited

was part of a bygone era.

My sons had to become fathers themselves

for us to rediscover
together these traces of their childhood

and the dead, alive again.

My mother,

the Ernaux grandparents,

Dominique the rebel

and the one who'd
filmed it all, Philippe Ernaux,

who died of a smoker's cancer.

It was both joyful and melancholy.

Each of us thought in disbelief

''that was me, that was us'',

knowing nothing,
then, of a mysterious future

in which the year
2000 was a horizon too remote

for us to care about.

But what story was
told in this parade of images

with no sound but
the crackle of the projector?

Words were needed to
give meaning to this silent time,

snippets of family life

invisibly recorded
inside the history of the era.

It would be a fragment
of family autobiography,

and a chance for me

to recall decisive years of my life,

and for all of us to revisit
that light shone upon the past,

the golden light of ''Indian summer''

which Joe Dassin
sang about in those years.

Subtitles: Alison Strayer

Subtitling: HIVENTY