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when I was 3 years old I had the MPS and

when I was 3 years old I had the MPS and

when I was 3 years old I had the MPS and I lost my hearing on the left hand side

I lost my hearing on the left hand side

I lost my hearing on the left hand side I became what is known as single-sided

I became what is known as single-sided

I became what is known as single-sided death my nerve died um I had balance

death my nerve died um I had balance

death my nerve died um I had balance problems I couldn't stand straight

problems I couldn't stand straight

problems I couldn't stand straight anyway basically my whole reality

anyway basically my whole reality

anyway basically my whole reality functioned around hearing only on the

functioned around hearing only on the

functioned around hearing only on the one

one

one side as you can imagine as a kid this

side as you can imagine as a kid this

side as you can imagine as a kid this was not easy I was consistently um put

was not easy I was consistently um put

was not easy I was consistently um put aside um they wanted to put me in

aside um they wanted to put me in

aside um they wanted to put me in special school special ed ET I refused

special school special ed ET I refused

special school special ed ET I refused all of that because I never wanted to be

all of that because I never wanted to be

all of that because I never wanted to be different to anybody else um I learned

different to anybody else um I learned

different to anybody else um I learned very quickly that I had to cope in this

very quickly that I had to cope in this

very quickly that I had to cope in this world and to blend in so I had to do

world and to blend in so I had to do

world and to blend in so I had to do everything that I could not to stand out

everything that I could not to stand out

everything that I could not to stand out I had to learn how to lip read um I had

I had to learn how to lip read um I had

I had to learn how to lip read um I had to strategically always sit on the right

to strategically always sit on the right

to strategically always sit on the right hand side I had to invent many many many

hand side I had to invent many many many

hand side I had to invent many many many reasons of why I couldn't sit in the

reasons of why I couldn't sit in the

reasons of why I couldn't sit in the middle I never wanted people to know

middle I never wanted people to know

middle I never wanted people to know that I was deaf because when they did

that I was deaf because when they did

that I was deaf because when they did when my mother would tell the school

when my mother would tell the school

when my mother would tell the school teachers Etc they would call me oh the

teachers Etc they would call me oh the

teachers Etc they would call me oh the deaf one or they would start shouting at

deaf one or they would start shouting at

deaf one or they would start shouting at me they would think I couldn't

me they would think I couldn't

me they would think I couldn't understand I couldn't comprehend and

understand I couldn't comprehend and

understand I couldn't comprehend and that you know I was just not good enough

that you know I was just not good enough

that you know I was just not good enough so my whole life I had to come up with

so my whole life I had to come up with

so my whole life I had to come up with ways to be good enough which meant I

ways to be good enough which meant I

ways to be good enough which meant I overachieved and overperformed etc etc

overachieved and overperformed etc etc

overachieved and overperformed etc etc but just to try to blend in and not

but just to try to blend in and not

but just to try to blend in and not stand out so I lied all the time in my

stand out so I lied all the time in my

stand out so I lied all the time in my applications everywhere they would say

applications everywhere they would say

applications everywhere they would say do you have any hidden disabilities

do you have any hidden disabilities

do you have any hidden disabilities definitely not no hidden disabilities no

definitely not no hidden disabilities no

definitely not no hidden disabilities no I'm perfect um you know I would do what

I'm perfect um you know I would do what

I'm perfect um you know I would do what I could it was it was very difficult at

I could it was it was very difficult at

I could it was it was very difficult at times because open anyone who works in

times because open anyone who works in

times because open anyone who works in an open Office knows what that is like I

an open Office knows what that is like I

an open Office knows what that is like I can't tell where sound I couldn't tell

can't tell where sound I couldn't tell

can't tell where sound I couldn't tell where sound was coming from so I would

where sound was coming from so I would

where sound was coming from so I would be sitting at my desk the phones would

be sitting at my desk the phones would

be sitting at my desk the phones would be ringing and I would be picking up the

be ringing and I would be picking up the

be ringing and I would be picking up the phone non-stop hello hello nobody's

phone non-stop hello hello nobody's

phone non-stop hello hello nobody's there because I I couldn't tell where

there because I I couldn't tell where

there because I I couldn't tell where things were where sound was coming from

things were where sound was coming from

things were where sound was coming from um if anyone ever came on the left side

um if anyone ever came on the left side

um if anyone ever came on the left side of me at first I couldn't tell if

of me at first I couldn't tell if

of me at first I couldn't tell if somebody was there and if somebody was

somebody was there and if somebody was

somebody was there and if somebody was there would have a conversation with me

there would have a conversation with me

there would have a conversation with me it would would have two separate

it would would have two separate

it would would have two separate conversations I would imagine what they

conversations I would imagine what they

conversations I would imagine what they were saying and I would invent my own

were saying and I would invent my own

were saying and I would invent my own conversation with them half of the time

conversation with them half of the time

conversation with them half of the time they would be like I don't know what

they would be like I don't know what

they would be like I don't know what this one's on but this one's a very

this one's on but this one's a very

this one's on but this one's a very special one be careful anyway the story

special one be careful anyway the story

special one be careful anyway the story went on and on uh and I just HD it I HD

went on and on uh and I just HD it I HD

went on and on uh and I just HD it I HD it with all that I could and I decided

it with all that I could and I decided

it with all that I could and I decided you know no thises no one will ever know

you know no thises no one will ever know

you know no thises no one will ever know I'm deaf I'm going to do everything that

I'm deaf I'm going to do everything that

I'm deaf I'm going to do everything that I can anyway fast forward I come to a

I can anyway fast forward I come to a

I can anyway fast forward I come to a Joe dis spener event in Marco Island by

Joe dis spener event in Marco Island by

Joe dis spener event in Marco Island by the way I went to specialist after

the way I went to specialist after

the way I went to specialist after specialist after specialist and they

specialist after specialist and they

specialist after specialist and they said Lady this is just how it is you're

said Lady this is just how it is you're

said Lady this is just how it is you're going to be deaf all the time from the

going to be deaf all the time from the

going to be deaf all the time from the left hand side you better learn how to

left hand side you better learn how to

left hand side you better learn how to lip just in case something happens to

lip just in case something happens to

lip just in case something happens to your right side you better not listen to

your right side you better not listen to

your right side you better not listen to music too loud because if you become on

music too loud because if you become on

music too loud because if you become on the other side then you know that's it

the other side then you know that's it

the other side then you know that's it so anyway there was nothing to do I gave

so anyway there was nothing to do I gave

so anyway there was nothing to do I gave into that identity I knew I was

into that identity I knew I was

into that identity I knew I was single-sided death and that was the

single-sided death and that was the

single-sided death and that was the person who I was um fast forward I come

person who I was um fast forward I come

person who I was um fast forward I come to Joe dispenser event in Marco Island

to Joe dispenser event in Marco Island

to Joe dispenser event in Marco Island didn't come with that intention at all

didn't come with that intention at all

didn't come with that intention at all not there was you know it was just I was

not there was you know it was just I was

not there was you know it was just I was half deaf and I was single-sided deatha

half deaf and I was single-sided deatha

half deaf and I was single-sided deatha and that's that was life um and I

and that's that was life um and I

and that's that was life um and I started meditating I started to see all

started meditating I started to see all

started meditating I started to see all these things happening around me and I

these things happening around me and I

these things happening around me and I was like oh okay well this is

was like oh okay well this is

was like oh okay well this is interesting does this really work second

interesting does this really work second

interesting does this really work second event uh one of my friends who's here he

event uh one of my friends who's here he

event uh one of my friends who's here he mentioned to me you know why don't you

mentioned to me you know why don't you

mentioned to me you know why don't you why don't you try why don't you try and

why don't you try why don't you try and

why don't you try why don't you try and heal your ear maybe you can hear again

heal your ear maybe you can hear again

heal your ear maybe you can hear again on that side I thought well yeah that's

on that side I thought well yeah that's

on that side I thought well yeah that's the likelihood of that I mean I'm

the likelihood of that I mean I'm

the likelihood of that I mean I'm single-sided death the nerve is dead

single-sided death the nerve is dead

single-sided death the nerve is dead there's nothing you can do it's a dead

there's nothing you can do it's a dead

there's nothing you can do it's a dead nerve punto that's it

nerve punto that's it

nerve punto that's it did you see that that was her

did you see that that was her

did you see that that was her affirmation yes I believe this story

affirmation yes I believe this story

affirmation yes I believe this story wholeheartedly um I think it was the

wholeheartedly um I think it was the

wholeheartedly um I think it was the third event where something clicked I

third event where something clicked I

third event where something clicked I saw someone up and someone was talking

saw someone up and someone was talking

saw someone up and someone was talking about curing cancer and something in my

about curing cancer and something in my

about curing cancer and something in my mind clicked and I was like wait a

mind clicked and I was like wait a

mind clicked and I was like wait a minute why not

minute why not

minute why not sorry like if people are doing all these

sorry like if people are doing all these

sorry like if people are doing all these great things why the hell what why can't

great things why the hell what why can't

great things why the hell what why can't I recreate my nerve I mean first of all

I recreate my nerve I mean first of all

I recreate my nerve I mean first of all I'm a mother I gave birth so I have a

I'm a mother I gave birth so I have a

I'm a mother I gave birth so I have a lot of energy in this body like

lot of energy in this body like

lot of energy in this body like what

what

what yeah so and then I thought well you know

yeah so and then I thought well you know

yeah so and then I thought well you know what I want to hear my daughter's voice

what I want to hear my daughter's voice

what I want to hear my daughter's voice from both sides I want to hear her sweet

from both sides I want to hear her sweet

from both sides I want to hear her sweet voice from the left from the right from

voice from the left from the right from

voice from the left from the right from all over that's it I made a decision at

all over that's it I made a decision at

all over that's it I made a decision at that moment that I was going to hear I

that moment that I was going to hear I

that moment that I was going to hear I decided I said no I'm going to hear on

decided I said no I'm going to hear on

decided I said no I'm going to hear on my on both sides I want to hear also

my on both sides I want to hear also

my on both sides I want to hear also what stereo is like everyone talks about

what stereo is like everyone talks about

what stereo is like everyone talks about stereo I don't know what stereo is I'm

stereo I don't know what stereo is I'm

stereo I don't know what stereo is I'm going to figure figure out what stereo

going to figure figure out what stereo

going to figure figure out what stereo is all about I'm going to rock it that's

is all about I'm going to rock it that's

is all about I'm going to rock it that's it so I went home from that event and I

it so I went home from that event and I

it so I went home from that event and I went into meditation and I did that I

went into meditation and I did that I

went into meditation and I did that I think it was like a year before my next

think it was like a year before my next

think it was like a year before my next event and I reconstructed my nerve over

event and I reconstructed my nerve over

event and I reconstructed my nerve over and over again I in my meditations I

and over again I in my meditations I

and over again I in my meditations I reconstructed I looked it up online you

reconstructed I looked it up online you

reconstructed I looked it up online you know how does the hearing work blah blah

know how does the hearing work blah blah

know how does the hearing work blah blah blah left right side left ear the whole

blah left right side left ear the whole

blah left right side left ear the whole thing so I reconstructed it in

thing so I reconstructed it in

thing so I reconstructed it in meditation bit by bit Tu I said no I'm

meditation bit by bit Tu I said no I'm

meditation bit by bit Tu I said no I'm going to of course you know my community

going to of course you know my community

going to of course you know my community identified me as the deaf person so uh

identified me as the deaf person so uh

identified me as the deaf person so uh half single side the deaf person so I

half single side the deaf person so I

half single side the deaf person so I didn't tell them much because I didn't

didn't tell them much because I didn't

didn't tell them much because I didn't want anything to impact the person I was

want anything to impact the person I was

want anything to impact the person I was becoming so I continued and I continued

becoming so I continued and I continued

becoming so I continued and I continued and I continued and I continued came to

and I continued and I continued came to

and I continued and I continued came to AFU in Marco Island signed up to be a

AFU in Marco Island signed up to be a

AFU in Marco Island signed up to be a hey was selected to be Healy

hey was selected to be Healy

hey was selected to be Healy fabulous I had my healing experiences

fabulous I had my healing experiences

fabulous I had my healing experiences three the after the second one I you

three the after the second one I you

three the after the second one I you know we went to a walking meditation the

know we went to a walking meditation the

know we went to a walking meditation the next morning was a walking meditation

next morning was a walking meditation

next morning was a walking meditation and I got up as I usually get up

and I got up as I usually get up

and I got up as I usually get up automatic I put you know went down to

automatic I put you know went down to

automatic I put you know went down to the beach put on my headphones way

the beach put on my headphones way

the beach put on my headphones way you're telling two different stories to

you're telling two different stories to

you're telling two different stories to the first time you got the coherence

the first time you got the coherence

the first time you got the coherence healing talk about that one this is the

healing talk about that one this is the

healing talk about that one this is the one I'm talking about so but you said

one I'm talking about so but you said

one I'm talking about so but you said today this no this was the last and AF

today this no this was the last and AF

today this no this was the last and AF of yes okay and I put on the the I went

of yes okay and I put on the the I went

of yes okay and I put on the the I went to the walking meditation the day after

to the walking meditation the day after

to the walking meditation the day after the the coherence healing and I walk to

the the coherence healing and I walk to

the the coherence healing and I walk to the beach I put on my headphones as

the beach I put on my headphones as

the beach I put on my headphones as usual I click and I'm like wait what and

usual I click and I'm like wait what and

usual I click and I'm like wait what and I start hearing Sensations in my left

I start hearing Sensations in my left

I start hearing Sensations in my left ear and I thought is this is this for

ear and I thought is this is this for

ear and I thought is this is this for real is this the headphones what's is

real is this the headphones what's is

real is this the headphones what's is this am I getting elect electrocuted by

this am I getting elect electrocuted by

this am I getting elect electrocuted by the headphones what's happening so I

the headphones what's happening so I

the headphones what's happening so I start like putting them on and off on

start like putting them on and off on

start like putting them on and off on and off on and off on and off and I felt

and off on and off on and off and I felt

and off on and off on and off and I felt vibrations I felt which for 40 years it

vibrations I felt which for 40 years it

vibrations I felt which for 40 years it was dead there was nothing I mean

was dead there was nothing I mean

was dead there was nothing I mean completely nothing n n zero zero so I

completely nothing n n zero zero so I

completely nothing n n zero zero so I just I spent the entire meditation

just I spent the entire meditation

just I spent the entire meditation walking on the beaches doing this ha

walking on the beaches doing this ha

walking on the beaches doing this ha putting them on and off trying to

putting them on and off trying to

putting them on and off trying to understand if I was you know if I was

understand if I was you know if I was

understand if I was you know if I was tripping out or if this was really

tripping out or if this was really

tripping out or if this was really happening or what was going on anyway so

happening or what was going on anyway so

happening or what was going on anyway so great um the last healing the next day

great um the last healing the next day

great um the last healing the next day we had another healing and in that

we had another healing and in that

we had another healing and in that healing um was very was the room was

healing um was very was the room was

healing um was very was the room was very loud lots of things going on in the

very loud lots of things going on in the

very loud lots of things going on in the room

room

room Etc uh a being came I saw a being well

Etc uh a being came I saw a being well

Etc uh a being came I saw a being well first my my whole body turned into a

first my my whole body turned into a

first my my whole body turned into a garden my heart turned into a Lotus

garden my heart turned into a Lotus

garden my heart turned into a Lotus Flower and all of a sudden a little

Flower and all of a sudden a little

Flower and all of a sudden a little clove came out of my ear small baby

clove came out of my ear small baby

clove came out of my ear small baby clove and I could see it was a baby

clove and I could see it was a baby

clove and I could see it was a baby clove and I saw being and he said to me

clove and I saw being and he said to me

clove and I saw being and he said to me now you have to water your garden and

now you have to water your garden and

now you have to water your garden and disappeared I knew at that moment I knew

disappeared I knew at that moment I knew

disappeared I knew at that moment I knew I think if anyone was there I I may have

I think if anyone was there I I may have

I think if anyone was there I I may have said to you I know I knew I got up we

said to you I know I knew I got up we

said to you I know I knew I got up we went about our business I went back home

went about our business I went back home

went about our business I went back home I went back to Panama where I live um

I went back to Panama where I live um

I went back to Panama where I live um and I was going back to my ear doctor I

and I was going back to my ear doctor I

and I was going back to my ear doctor I I said I waited one month before I went

I said I waited one month before I went

I said I waited one month before I went back cuz I wanted to reconstruct a

back cuz I wanted to reconstruct a

back cuz I wanted to reconstruct a little bit more I wanted to make sure

little bit more I wanted to make sure

little bit more I wanted to make sure that this was for real so back into my

that this was for real so back into my

that this was for real so back into my meditation and I went reconstructing

meditation and I went reconstructing

meditation and I went reconstructing reconstructing in reconstructing

reconstructing in reconstructing

reconstructing in reconstructing reconstructing the nerve over and over

reconstructing the nerve over and over

reconstructing the nerve over and over again I went back to my ear doctor he I

again I went back to my ear doctor he I

again I went back to my ear doctor he I he's the best in Panama by the way

he's the best in Panama by the way

he's the best in Panama by the way apparently so I go there and I said okay

apparently so I go there and I said okay

apparently so I go there and I said okay uh can we do the test again it's time

uh can we do the test again it's time

uh can we do the test again it's time now I had seen him two years before the

now I had seen him two years before the

now I had seen him two years before the last time I had seen once in a while I

last time I had seen once in a while I

last time I had seen once in a while I go because my mother nags me saying you

go because my mother nags me saying you

go because my mother nags me saying you know technology has improved you never

know technology has improved you never

know technology has improved you never know you should go check once in a while

know you should go check once in a while

know you should go check once in a while to see if there's something they can do

to see if there's something they can do

to see if there's something they can do every time I go they say nothing we

every time I go they say nothing we

every time I go they say nothing we can't do anything anyway so I went back

can't do anything anyway so I went back

can't do anything anyway so I went back to him two years later now uh and I said

to him two years later now uh and I said

to him two years later now uh and I said okay let's do the tests so we do the

okay let's do the tests so we do the

okay let's do the tests so we do the tests same Center that did the previous

tests same Center that did the previous

tests same Center that did the previous test I get to the center I put on the

test I get to the center I put on the

test I get to the center I put on the things ding ding ding ding and I'm

things ding ding ding ding and I'm

things ding ding ding ding and I'm clicking away I'm clicking on the left

clicking away I'm clicking on the left

clicking away I'm clicking on the left I'm clicking I'm clicking the L's like

I'm clicking I'm clicking the L's like

I'm clicking I'm clicking the L's like no it's not possible I'm clicking I'm

no it's not possible I'm clicking I'm

no it's not possible I'm clicking I'm clicking she's like no no no it's your

clicking she's like no no no it's your

clicking she's like no no no it's your right ear is overdeveloped and he

right ear is overdeveloped and he

right ear is overdeveloped and he picking up on the left I said no I'm

picking up on the left I said no I'm

picking up on the left I said no I'm telling you no no no I I I can hear it I

telling you no no no I I I can hear it I

telling you no no no I I I can hear it I can I can I can sense it I can you clink

can I can I can sense it I can you clink

can I can I can sense it I can you clink clink and I can hear it she's like no no

clink and I can hear it she's like no no

clink and I can hear it she's like no no no it's not possible so she keeps

no it's not possible so she keeps

no it's not possible so she keeps banging really loud sounds in my right

banging really loud sounds in my right

banging really loud sounds in my right ear louder and louder and louder and I

ear louder and louder and louder and I

ear louder and louder and louder and I keep still clicking I'm like lady look I

keep still clicking I'm like lady look I

keep still clicking I'm like lady look I can I can hear it I can hear she's like

can I can hear it I can hear she's like

can I can hear it I can hear she's like no it's just not possible I'm like I can

no it's just not possible I'm like I can

no it's just not possible I'm like I can so we did the tests over and over great

so we did the tests over and over great

so we did the tests over and over great you know she she's just a technician so

you know she she's just a technician so

you know she she's just a technician so she wouldn't say anything I'm like I

she wouldn't say anything I'm like I

she wouldn't say anything I'm like I hear it right I heard it right this time

hear it right I heard it right this time

hear it right I heard it right this time then I hear it so I went go to see the

then I hear it so I went go to see the

then I hear it so I went go to see the doctor um and I'm like so when I was

doctor um and I'm like so when I was

doctor um and I'm like so when I was here 2 years ago you know there was

here 2 years ago you know there was

here 2 years ago you know there was nothing you said you know Maria I can't

nothing you said you know Maria I can't

nothing you said you know Maria I can't really work with you because we need a

really work with you because we need a

really work with you because we need a signal from the nerve and you know your

signal from the nerve and you know your

signal from the nerve and you know your eardrum is fine but the nerve is dead so

eardrum is fine but the nerve is dead so

eardrum is fine but the nerve is dead so we couldn't do anything so I went back

we couldn't do anything so I went back

we couldn't do anything so I went back and now I have a signal so I showed him

and now I have a signal so I showed him

and now I have a signal so I showed him I said look there's a signal and he

I said look there's a signal and he

I said look there's a signal and he looks he like okay so just to context

looks he like okay so just to context

looks he like okay so just to context five the he we tested for 11 tones and

five the he we tested for 11 tones and

five the he we tested for 11 tones and five out of the 11 tested positive like

five out of the 11 tested positive like

five out of the 11 tested positive like my ear could pick up five before there

my ear could pick up five before there

my ear could pick up five before there was nothing it was flat zero for 40

was nothing it was flat zero for 40

was nothing it was flat zero for 40 years z z z z z

years z z z z z

years z z z z z z so he said uh yeah no uh I mean he was

z so he said uh yeah no uh I mean he was

z so he said uh yeah no uh I mean he was he was flabbergasted and you know I was

he was flabbergasted and you know I was

he was flabbergasted and you know I was giggling he was like no this is this is

giggling he was like no this is this is

giggling he was like no this is this is just yeah he couldn't really explain

just yeah he couldn't really explain

just yeah he couldn't really explain he's like this I'm not sure if this is

he's like this I'm not sure if this is

he's like this I'm not sure if this is possible I said how is it not possible I

possible I said how is it not possible I

possible I said how is it not possible I tested in your Center like it's there

tested in your Center like it's there

tested in your Center like it's there you have the the test results and he

you have the the test results and he

you have the the test results and he said okay definitely definitely the

said okay definitely definitely the

said okay definitely definitely the nerve is not dead I said I know the

nerve is not dead I said I know the

nerve is not dead I said I know the nerve is not dead you said you needed a

nerve is not dead you said you needed a

nerve is not dead you said you needed a signal I got a signal and he says yeah

signal I got a signal and he says yeah

signal I got a signal and he says yeah now so the nerve is not dead we you know

now so the nerve is not dead we you know

now so the nerve is not dead we you know it's it's active we can see it but now

it's it's active we can see it but now

it's it's active we can see it but now the problem is you know your brain for

the problem is you know your brain for

the problem is you know your brain for 40 years the part of your brain that is

40 years the part of your brain that is

40 years the part of your brain that is dedicated to hearing has been repurposed

dedicated to hearing has been repurposed

dedicated to hearing has been repurposed so now you don't know how to hear so you

so now you don't know how to hear so you

so now you don't know how to hear so you know I just it's uh I mean we could try

know I just it's uh I mean we could try

know I just it's uh I mean we could try we could try an ear uh thing but it

we could try an ear uh thing but it

we could try an ear uh thing but it wouldn't work because you don't know how

wouldn't work because you don't know how

wouldn't work because you don't know how to hear your brain does not know how to

to hear your brain does not know how to

to hear your brain does not know how to hear so if you were you know 10 or 10

hear so if you were you know 10 or 10

hear so if you were you know 10 or 10 years younger maybe we could teach your

years younger maybe we could teach your

years younger maybe we could teach your brain but uh just you know even if the

brain but uh just you know even if the

brain but uh just you know even if the nerves not dead I just don't think we

nerves not dead I just don't think we

nerves not dead I just don't think we can teach your brain anymore I said said

can teach your brain anymore I said said

can teach your brain anymore I said said dude like come on dude last time you

dude like come on dude last time you

dude like come on dude last time you told me you needed a

told me you needed a

told me you needed a nerve a signal I got a signal now you're

nerve a signal I got a signal now you're

nerve a signal I got a signal now you're telling me I said no way I'm I'm going

telling me I said no way I'm I'm going

telling me I said no way I'm I'm going to teach my brain how to hear because

to teach my brain how to hear because

to teach my brain how to hear because I'm already picking it up so something

I'm already picking it up so something

I'm already picking it up so something is working I'm going to continue doing

is working I'm going to continue doing

is working I'm going to continue doing this and he's like okay here's here's

this and he's like okay here's here's

this and he's like okay here's here's what we do you continue medita you come

what we do you continue medita you come

what we do you continue medita you come back 6 months and in 6 months time if we

back 6 months and in 6 months time if we

back 6 months and in 6 months time if we still have a a signal we will work with

still have a a signal we will work with

still have a a signal we will work with we will teach your brain and I said to

we will teach your brain and I said to

we will teach your brain and I said to him you know what I'm going to teach my

him you know what I'm going to teach my

him you know what I'm going to teach my brain

brain

brain myself I teach my brain

myself I teach my brain

myself I teach my brain myself

so

so

so yeah so now I'm here um I was a Healy

yeah so now I'm here um I was a Healy

yeah so now I'm here um I was a Healy here to continue to get those you know

here to continue to get those you know

here to continue to get those you know those other

those other

those other signals um after the first coherence

signals um after the first coherence

signals um after the first coherence healing I had

healing I had

healing I had here I felt amazing uh anyway I I'll cut

here I felt amazing uh anyway I I'll cut

here I felt amazing uh anyway I I'll cut that story short we're out of time

that story short we're out of time

that story short we're out of time anyway I went to the beach afterwards

anyway I went to the beach afterwards

anyway I went to the beach afterwards and I put on my headphones and I was

and I put on my headphones and I was

and I put on my headphones and I was just rocking it because now I hear both

just rocking it because now I hear both

just rocking it because now I hear both sides

sides

sides so

so

so yeah yeah

so if

if you saw a strange person partying

if you saw a strange person partying

if you saw a strange person partying outside the other night that was me now

outside the other night that was me now

outside the other night that was me now you know why I was rocking it all night

you know why I was rocking it all night

you know why I was rocking it all night long out there because For the First

long out there because For the First

long out there because For the First Time I understood what this was going on

Time I understood what this was going on

Time I understood what this was going on what everyone was going on about the

what everyone was going on about the

what everyone was going on about the sounds from both things anyway so that's

sounds from both things anyway so that's

sounds from both things anyway so that's that is my journey and most importantly

that is my journey and most importantly

that is my journey and most importantly what I had to really work on was mindset

what I had to really work on was mindset

what I had to really work on was mindset understanding that I was that person

understanding that I was that person

understanding that I was that person that was going to hear and I was not

that was going to hear and I was not

that was going to hear and I was not that other person I left that identity

that other person I left that identity

that other person I left that identity behind the deaf person single-sided deaf

behind the deaf person single-sided deaf

behind the deaf person single-sided deaf person I was no longer that

person I was no longer that

person I was no longer that person thank you so much thank you