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when I was 3 years old I had the MPS and
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when I was 3 years old I had the MPS and
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when I was 3 years old I had the MPS and
I lost my hearing on the left hand side
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I lost my hearing on the left hand side
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I lost my hearing on the left hand side
I became what is known as single-sided
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I became what is known as single-sided
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I became what is known as single-sided
death my nerve died um I had balance
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death my nerve died um I had balance
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death my nerve died um I had balance
problems I couldn't stand straight
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problems I couldn't stand straight
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problems I couldn't stand straight
anyway basically my whole reality
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anyway basically my whole reality
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anyway basically my whole reality
functioned around hearing only on the
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functioned around hearing only on the
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functioned around hearing only on the
one
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one
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one
side as you can imagine as a kid this
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side as you can imagine as a kid this
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side as you can imagine as a kid this
was not easy I was consistently um put
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was not easy I was consistently um put
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was not easy I was consistently um put
aside um they wanted to put me in
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aside um they wanted to put me in
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aside um they wanted to put me in
special school special ed ET I refused
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special school special ed ET I refused
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special school special ed ET I refused
all of that because I never wanted to be
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all of that because I never wanted to be
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all of that because I never wanted to be
different to anybody else um I learned
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different to anybody else um I learned
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different to anybody else um I learned
very quickly that I had to cope in this
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very quickly that I had to cope in this
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very quickly that I had to cope in this
world and to blend in so I had to do
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world and to blend in so I had to do
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world and to blend in so I had to do
everything that I could not to stand out
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everything that I could not to stand out
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everything that I could not to stand out
I had to learn how to lip read um I had
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I had to learn how to lip read um I had
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I had to learn how to lip read um I had
to strategically always sit on the right
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to strategically always sit on the right
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to strategically always sit on the right
hand side I had to invent many many many
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hand side I had to invent many many many
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hand side I had to invent many many many
reasons of why I couldn't sit in the
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reasons of why I couldn't sit in the
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reasons of why I couldn't sit in the
middle I never wanted people to know
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middle I never wanted people to know
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middle I never wanted people to know
that I was deaf because when they did
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that I was deaf because when they did
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that I was deaf because when they did
when my mother would tell the school
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when my mother would tell the school
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when my mother would tell the school
teachers Etc they would call me oh the
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teachers Etc they would call me oh the
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teachers Etc they would call me oh the
deaf one or they would start shouting at
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deaf one or they would start shouting at
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deaf one or they would start shouting at
me they would think I couldn't
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me they would think I couldn't
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me they would think I couldn't
understand I couldn't comprehend and
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understand I couldn't comprehend and
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understand I couldn't comprehend and
that you know I was just not good enough
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that you know I was just not good enough
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that you know I was just not good enough
so my whole life I had to come up with
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so my whole life I had to come up with
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so my whole life I had to come up with
ways to be good enough which meant I
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ways to be good enough which meant I
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ways to be good enough which meant I
overachieved and overperformed etc etc
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overachieved and overperformed etc etc
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overachieved and overperformed etc etc
but just to try to blend in and not
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but just to try to blend in and not
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but just to try to blend in and not
stand out so I lied all the time in my
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stand out so I lied all the time in my
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stand out so I lied all the time in my
applications everywhere they would say
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applications everywhere they would say
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applications everywhere they would say
do you have any hidden disabilities
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do you have any hidden disabilities
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do you have any hidden disabilities
definitely not no hidden disabilities no
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definitely not no hidden disabilities no
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definitely not no hidden disabilities no
I'm perfect um you know I would do what
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I'm perfect um you know I would do what
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I'm perfect um you know I would do what
I could it was it was very difficult at
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I could it was it was very difficult at
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I could it was it was very difficult at
times because open anyone who works in
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times because open anyone who works in
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times because open anyone who works in
an open Office knows what that is like I
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an open Office knows what that is like I
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an open Office knows what that is like I
can't tell where sound I couldn't tell
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can't tell where sound I couldn't tell
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can't tell where sound I couldn't tell
where sound was coming from so I would
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where sound was coming from so I would
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where sound was coming from so I would
be sitting at my desk the phones would
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be sitting at my desk the phones would
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be sitting at my desk the phones would
be ringing and I would be picking up the
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be ringing and I would be picking up the
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be ringing and I would be picking up the
phone non-stop hello hello nobody's
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phone non-stop hello hello nobody's
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phone non-stop hello hello nobody's
there because I I couldn't tell where
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there because I I couldn't tell where
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there because I I couldn't tell where
things were where sound was coming from
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things were where sound was coming from
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things were where sound was coming from
um if anyone ever came on the left side
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um if anyone ever came on the left side
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um if anyone ever came on the left side
of me at first I couldn't tell if
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of me at first I couldn't tell if
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of me at first I couldn't tell if
somebody was there and if somebody was
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somebody was there and if somebody was
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somebody was there and if somebody was
there would have a conversation with me
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there would have a conversation with me
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there would have a conversation with me
it would would have two separate
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it would would have two separate
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it would would have two separate
conversations I would imagine what they
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conversations I would imagine what they
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conversations I would imagine what they
were saying and I would invent my own
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were saying and I would invent my own
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were saying and I would invent my own
conversation with them half of the time
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conversation with them half of the time
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conversation with them half of the time
they would be like I don't know what
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they would be like I don't know what
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they would be like I don't know what
this one's on but this one's a very
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this one's on but this one's a very
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this one's on but this one's a very
special one be careful anyway the story
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special one be careful anyway the story
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special one be careful anyway the story
went on and on uh and I just HD it I HD
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went on and on uh and I just HD it I HD
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went on and on uh and I just HD it I HD
it with all that I could and I decided
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it with all that I could and I decided
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it with all that I could and I decided
you know no thises no one will ever know
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you know no thises no one will ever know
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you know no thises no one will ever know
I'm deaf I'm going to do everything that
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I'm deaf I'm going to do everything that
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I'm deaf I'm going to do everything that
I can anyway fast forward I come to a
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I can anyway fast forward I come to a
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I can anyway fast forward I come to a
Joe dis spener event in Marco Island by
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Joe dis spener event in Marco Island by
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Joe dis spener event in Marco Island by
the way I went to specialist after
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the way I went to specialist after
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the way I went to specialist after
specialist after specialist and they
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specialist after specialist and they
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specialist after specialist and they
said Lady this is just how it is you're
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said Lady this is just how it is you're
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said Lady this is just how it is you're
going to be deaf all the time from the
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going to be deaf all the time from the
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going to be deaf all the time from the
left hand side you better learn how to
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left hand side you better learn how to
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left hand side you better learn how to
lip just in case something happens to
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lip just in case something happens to
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lip just in case something happens to
your right side you better not listen to
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your right side you better not listen to
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your right side you better not listen to
music too loud because if you become on
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music too loud because if you become on
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music too loud because if you become on
the other side then you know that's it
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the other side then you know that's it
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the other side then you know that's it
so anyway there was nothing to do I gave
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so anyway there was nothing to do I gave
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so anyway there was nothing to do I gave
into that identity I knew I was
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into that identity I knew I was
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into that identity I knew I was
single-sided death and that was the
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single-sided death and that was the
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single-sided death and that was the
person who I was um fast forward I come
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person who I was um fast forward I come
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person who I was um fast forward I come
to Joe dispenser event in Marco Island
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to Joe dispenser event in Marco Island
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to Joe dispenser event in Marco Island
didn't come with that intention at all
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didn't come with that intention at all
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didn't come with that intention at all
not there was you know it was just I was
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not there was you know it was just I was
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not there was you know it was just I was
half deaf and I was single-sided deatha
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half deaf and I was single-sided deatha
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half deaf and I was single-sided deatha
and that's that was life um and I
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and that's that was life um and I
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and that's that was life um and I
started meditating I started to see all
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started meditating I started to see all
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started meditating I started to see all
these things happening around me and I
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these things happening around me and I
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these things happening around me and I
was like oh okay well this is
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was like oh okay well this is
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was like oh okay well this is
interesting does this really work second
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interesting does this really work second
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interesting does this really work second
event uh one of my friends who's here he
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event uh one of my friends who's here he
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event uh one of my friends who's here he
mentioned to me you know why don't you
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mentioned to me you know why don't you
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mentioned to me you know why don't you
why don't you try why don't you try and
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why don't you try why don't you try and
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why don't you try why don't you try and
heal your ear maybe you can hear again
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heal your ear maybe you can hear again
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heal your ear maybe you can hear again
on that side I thought well yeah that's
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on that side I thought well yeah that's
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on that side I thought well yeah that's
the likelihood of that I mean I'm
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the likelihood of that I mean I'm
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the likelihood of that I mean I'm
single-sided death the nerve is dead
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single-sided death the nerve is dead
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single-sided death the nerve is dead
there's nothing you can do it's a dead
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there's nothing you can do it's a dead
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there's nothing you can do it's a dead
nerve punto that's it
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nerve punto that's it
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nerve punto that's it
did you see that that was her
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did you see that that was her
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did you see that that was her
affirmation yes I believe this story
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affirmation yes I believe this story
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affirmation yes I believe this story
wholeheartedly um I think it was the
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wholeheartedly um I think it was the
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wholeheartedly um I think it was the
third event where something clicked I
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third event where something clicked I
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third event where something clicked I
saw someone up and someone was talking
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saw someone up and someone was talking
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saw someone up and someone was talking
about curing cancer and something in my
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about curing cancer and something in my
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about curing cancer and something in my
mind clicked and I was like wait a
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mind clicked and I was like wait a
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mind clicked and I was like wait a
minute why not
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minute why not
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minute why not
sorry like if people are doing all these
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sorry like if people are doing all these
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sorry like if people are doing all these
great things why the hell what why can't
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great things why the hell what why can't
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great things why the hell what why can't
I recreate my nerve I mean first of all
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I recreate my nerve I mean first of all
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I recreate my nerve I mean first of all
I'm a mother I gave birth so I have a
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I'm a mother I gave birth so I have a
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I'm a mother I gave birth so I have a
lot of energy in this body like
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lot of energy in this body like
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lot of energy in this body like
what
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what
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what
yeah so and then I thought well you know
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yeah so and then I thought well you know
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yeah so and then I thought well you know
what I want to hear my daughter's voice
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what I want to hear my daughter's voice
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what I want to hear my daughter's voice
from both sides I want to hear her sweet
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from both sides I want to hear her sweet
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from both sides I want to hear her sweet
voice from the left from the right from
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voice from the left from the right from
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voice from the left from the right from
all over that's it I made a decision at
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all over that's it I made a decision at
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all over that's it I made a decision at
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that moment that I was going to hear I
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that moment that I was going to hear I
decided I said no I'm going to hear on
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decided I said no I'm going to hear on
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decided I said no I'm going to hear on
my on both sides I want to hear also
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my on both sides I want to hear also
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my on both sides I want to hear also
what stereo is like everyone talks about
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what stereo is like everyone talks about
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what stereo is like everyone talks about
stereo I don't know what stereo is I'm
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stereo I don't know what stereo is I'm
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stereo I don't know what stereo is I'm
going to figure figure out what stereo
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going to figure figure out what stereo
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going to figure figure out what stereo
is all about I'm going to rock it that's
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is all about I'm going to rock it that's
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is all about I'm going to rock it that's
it so I went home from that event and I
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it so I went home from that event and I
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it so I went home from that event and I
went into meditation and I did that I
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went into meditation and I did that I
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went into meditation and I did that I
think it was like a year before my next
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think it was like a year before my next
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think it was like a year before my next
event and I reconstructed my nerve over
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event and I reconstructed my nerve over
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event and I reconstructed my nerve over
and over again I in my meditations I
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and over again I in my meditations I
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and over again I in my meditations I
reconstructed I looked it up online you
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reconstructed I looked it up online you
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reconstructed I looked it up online you
know how does the hearing work blah blah
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know how does the hearing work blah blah
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know how does the hearing work blah blah
blah left right side left ear the whole
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blah left right side left ear the whole
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blah left right side left ear the whole
thing so I reconstructed it in
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thing so I reconstructed it in
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thing so I reconstructed it in
meditation bit by bit Tu I said no I'm
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meditation bit by bit Tu I said no I'm
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meditation bit by bit Tu I said no I'm
going to of course you know my community
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going to of course you know my community
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going to of course you know my community
identified me as the deaf person so uh
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identified me as the deaf person so uh
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identified me as the deaf person so uh
half single side the deaf person so I
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half single side the deaf person so I
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half single side the deaf person so I
didn't tell them much because I didn't
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didn't tell them much because I didn't
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didn't tell them much because I didn't
want anything to impact the person I was
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want anything to impact the person I was
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want anything to impact the person I was
becoming so I continued and I continued
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becoming so I continued and I continued
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becoming so I continued and I continued
and I continued and I continued came to
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and I continued and I continued came to
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and I continued and I continued came to
AFU in Marco Island signed up to be a
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AFU in Marco Island signed up to be a
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AFU in Marco Island signed up to be a
hey was selected to be Healy
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hey was selected to be Healy
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hey was selected to be Healy
fabulous I had my healing experiences
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fabulous I had my healing experiences
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fabulous I had my healing experiences
three the after the second one I you
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three the after the second one I you
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three the after the second one I you
know we went to a walking meditation the
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know we went to a walking meditation the
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know we went to a walking meditation the
next morning was a walking meditation
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next morning was a walking meditation
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next morning was a walking meditation
and I got up as I usually get up
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and I got up as I usually get up
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and I got up as I usually get up
automatic I put you know went down to
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automatic I put you know went down to
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automatic I put you know went down to
the beach put on my headphones way
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the beach put on my headphones way
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the beach put on my headphones way
you're telling two different stories to
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you're telling two different stories to
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you're telling two different stories to
the first time you got the coherence
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the first time you got the coherence
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the first time you got the coherence
healing talk about that one this is the
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healing talk about that one this is the
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healing talk about that one this is the
one I'm talking about so but you said
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one I'm talking about so but you said
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one I'm talking about so but you said
today this no this was the last and AF
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today this no this was the last and AF
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today this no this was the last and AF
of yes okay and I put on the the I went
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of yes okay and I put on the the I went
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of yes okay and I put on the the I went
to the walking meditation the day after
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to the walking meditation the day after
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to the walking meditation the day after
the the coherence healing and I walk to
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the the coherence healing and I walk to
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the the coherence healing and I walk to
the beach I put on my headphones as
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the beach I put on my headphones as
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the beach I put on my headphones as
usual I click and I'm like wait what and
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usual I click and I'm like wait what and
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usual I click and I'm like wait what and
I start hearing Sensations in my left
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I start hearing Sensations in my left
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I start hearing Sensations in my left
ear and I thought is this is this for
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ear and I thought is this is this for
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ear and I thought is this is this for
real is this the headphones what's is
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real is this the headphones what's is
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real is this the headphones what's is
this am I getting elect electrocuted by
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this am I getting elect electrocuted by
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this am I getting elect electrocuted by
the headphones what's happening so I
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the headphones what's happening so I
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the headphones what's happening so I
start like putting them on and off on
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start like putting them on and off on
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start like putting them on and off on
and off on and off on and off and I felt
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and off on and off on and off and I felt
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and off on and off on and off and I felt
vibrations I felt which for 40 years it
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vibrations I felt which for 40 years it
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vibrations I felt which for 40 years it
was dead there was nothing I mean
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was dead there was nothing I mean
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was dead there was nothing I mean
completely nothing n n zero zero so I
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completely nothing n n zero zero so I
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completely nothing n n zero zero so I
just I spent the entire meditation
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just I spent the entire meditation
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just I spent the entire meditation
walking on the beaches doing this ha
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walking on the beaches doing this ha
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walking on the beaches doing this ha
putting them on and off trying to
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putting them on and off trying to
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putting them on and off trying to
understand if I was you know if I was
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understand if I was you know if I was
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understand if I was you know if I was
tripping out or if this was really
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tripping out or if this was really
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tripping out or if this was really
happening or what was going on anyway so
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happening or what was going on anyway so
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happening or what was going on anyway so
great um the last healing the next day
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great um the last healing the next day
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great um the last healing the next day
we had another healing and in that
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we had another healing and in that
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we had another healing and in that
healing um was very was the room was
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healing um was very was the room was
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healing um was very was the room was
very loud lots of things going on in the
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very loud lots of things going on in the
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very loud lots of things going on in the
room
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room
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room
Etc uh a being came I saw a being well
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Etc uh a being came I saw a being well
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Etc uh a being came I saw a being well
first my my whole body turned into a
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first my my whole body turned into a
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first my my whole body turned into a
garden my heart turned into a Lotus
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garden my heart turned into a Lotus
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garden my heart turned into a Lotus
Flower and all of a sudden a little
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Flower and all of a sudden a little
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Flower and all of a sudden a little
clove came out of my ear small baby
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clove came out of my ear small baby
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clove came out of my ear small baby
clove and I could see it was a baby
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clove and I could see it was a baby
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clove and I could see it was a baby
clove and I saw being and he said to me
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clove and I saw being and he said to me
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clove and I saw being and he said to me
now you have to water your garden and
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now you have to water your garden and
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now you have to water your garden and
disappeared I knew at that moment I knew
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disappeared I knew at that moment I knew
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disappeared I knew at that moment I knew
I think if anyone was there I I may have
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I think if anyone was there I I may have
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I think if anyone was there I I may have
said to you I know I knew I got up we
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said to you I know I knew I got up we
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said to you I know I knew I got up we
went about our business I went back home
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went about our business I went back home
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went about our business I went back home
I went back to Panama where I live um
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I went back to Panama where I live um
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I went back to Panama where I live um
and I was going back to my ear doctor I
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and I was going back to my ear doctor I
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and I was going back to my ear doctor I
I said I waited one month before I went
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I said I waited one month before I went
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I said I waited one month before I went
back cuz I wanted to reconstruct a
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back cuz I wanted to reconstruct a
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back cuz I wanted to reconstruct a
little bit more I wanted to make sure
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little bit more I wanted to make sure
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little bit more I wanted to make sure
that this was for real so back into my
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that this was for real so back into my
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that this was for real so back into my
meditation and I went reconstructing
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meditation and I went reconstructing
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meditation and I went reconstructing
reconstructing in reconstructing
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reconstructing in reconstructing
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reconstructing in reconstructing
reconstructing the nerve over and over
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reconstructing the nerve over and over
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reconstructing the nerve over and over
again I went back to my ear doctor he I
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again I went back to my ear doctor he I
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again I went back to my ear doctor he I
he's the best in Panama by the way
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he's the best in Panama by the way
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he's the best in Panama by the way
apparently so I go there and I said okay
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apparently so I go there and I said okay
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apparently so I go there and I said okay
uh can we do the test again it's time
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uh can we do the test again it's time
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uh can we do the test again it's time
now I had seen him two years before the
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now I had seen him two years before the
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now I had seen him two years before the
last time I had seen once in a while I
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last time I had seen once in a while I
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last time I had seen once in a while I
go because my mother nags me saying you
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go because my mother nags me saying you
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go because my mother nags me saying you
know technology has improved you never
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know technology has improved you never
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know technology has improved you never
know you should go check once in a while
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know you should go check once in a while
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know you should go check once in a while
to see if there's something they can do
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to see if there's something they can do
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to see if there's something they can do
every time I go they say nothing we
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every time I go they say nothing we
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every time I go they say nothing we
can't do anything anyway so I went back
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can't do anything anyway so I went back
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can't do anything anyway so I went back
to him two years later now uh and I said
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to him two years later now uh and I said
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to him two years later now uh and I said
okay let's do the tests so we do the
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okay let's do the tests so we do the
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okay let's do the tests so we do the
tests same Center that did the previous
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tests same Center that did the previous
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tests same Center that did the previous
test I get to the center I put on the
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test I get to the center I put on the
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test I get to the center I put on the
things ding ding ding ding and I'm
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things ding ding ding ding and I'm
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things ding ding ding ding and I'm
clicking away I'm clicking on the left
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clicking away I'm clicking on the left
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clicking away I'm clicking on the left
I'm clicking I'm clicking the L's like
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I'm clicking I'm clicking the L's like
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I'm clicking I'm clicking the L's like
no it's not possible I'm clicking I'm
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no it's not possible I'm clicking I'm
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no it's not possible I'm clicking I'm
clicking she's like no no no it's your
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clicking she's like no no no it's your
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clicking she's like no no no it's your
right ear is overdeveloped and he
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right ear is overdeveloped and he
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right ear is overdeveloped and he
picking up on the left I said no I'm
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picking up on the left I said no I'm
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picking up on the left I said no I'm
telling you no no no I I I can hear it I
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telling you no no no I I I can hear it I
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telling you no no no I I I can hear it I
can I can I can sense it I can you clink
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can I can I can sense it I can you clink
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can I can I can sense it I can you clink
clink and I can hear it she's like no no
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clink and I can hear it she's like no no
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clink and I can hear it she's like no no
no it's not possible so she keeps
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no it's not possible so she keeps
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no it's not possible so she keeps
banging really loud sounds in my right
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banging really loud sounds in my right
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banging really loud sounds in my right
ear louder and louder and louder and I
458
00:08:35,070 --> 00:08:35,080
ear louder and louder and louder and I
459
00:08:35,080 --> 00:08:37,469
ear louder and louder and louder and I
keep still clicking I'm like lady look I
460
00:08:37,469 --> 00:08:37,479
keep still clicking I'm like lady look I
461
00:08:37,479 --> 00:08:39,790
keep still clicking I'm like lady look I
can I can hear it I can hear she's like
462
00:08:39,790 --> 00:08:39,800
can I can hear it I can hear she's like
463
00:08:39,800 --> 00:08:41,350
can I can hear it I can hear she's like
no it's just not possible I'm like I can
464
00:08:41,350 --> 00:08:41,360
no it's just not possible I'm like I can
465
00:08:41,360 --> 00:08:44,550
no it's just not possible I'm like I can
so we did the tests over and over great
466
00:08:44,550 --> 00:08:44,560
so we did the tests over and over great
467
00:08:44,560 --> 00:08:46,230
so we did the tests over and over great
you know she she's just a technician so
468
00:08:46,230 --> 00:08:46,240
you know she she's just a technician so
469
00:08:46,240 --> 00:08:47,710
you know she she's just a technician so
she wouldn't say anything I'm like I
470
00:08:47,710 --> 00:08:47,720
she wouldn't say anything I'm like I
471
00:08:47,720 --> 00:08:49,389
she wouldn't say anything I'm like I
hear it right I heard it right this time
472
00:08:49,389 --> 00:08:49,399
hear it right I heard it right this time
473
00:08:49,399 --> 00:08:52,030
hear it right I heard it right this time
then I hear it so I went go to see the
474
00:08:52,030 --> 00:08:52,040
then I hear it so I went go to see the
475
00:08:52,040 --> 00:08:54,829
then I hear it so I went go to see the
doctor um and I'm like so when I was
476
00:08:54,829 --> 00:08:54,839
doctor um and I'm like so when I was
477
00:08:54,839 --> 00:08:57,269
doctor um and I'm like so when I was
here 2 years ago you know there was
478
00:08:57,269 --> 00:08:57,279
here 2 years ago you know there was
479
00:08:57,279 --> 00:08:59,790
here 2 years ago you know there was
nothing you said you know Maria I can't
480
00:08:59,790 --> 00:08:59,800
nothing you said you know Maria I can't
481
00:08:59,800 --> 00:09:01,230
nothing you said you know Maria I can't
really work with you because we need a
482
00:09:01,230 --> 00:09:01,240
really work with you because we need a
483
00:09:01,240 --> 00:09:03,230
really work with you because we need a
signal from the nerve and you know your
484
00:09:03,230 --> 00:09:03,240
signal from the nerve and you know your
485
00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:05,470
signal from the nerve and you know your
eardrum is fine but the nerve is dead so
486
00:09:05,470 --> 00:09:05,480
eardrum is fine but the nerve is dead so
487
00:09:05,480 --> 00:09:07,750
eardrum is fine but the nerve is dead so
we couldn't do anything so I went back
488
00:09:07,750 --> 00:09:07,760
we couldn't do anything so I went back
489
00:09:07,760 --> 00:09:09,910
we couldn't do anything so I went back
and now I have a signal so I showed him
490
00:09:09,910 --> 00:09:09,920
and now I have a signal so I showed him
491
00:09:09,920 --> 00:09:11,350
and now I have a signal so I showed him
I said look there's a signal and he
492
00:09:11,350 --> 00:09:11,360
I said look there's a signal and he
493
00:09:11,360 --> 00:09:15,110
I said look there's a signal and he
looks he like okay so just to context
494
00:09:15,110 --> 00:09:15,120
looks he like okay so just to context
495
00:09:15,120 --> 00:09:18,550
looks he like okay so just to context
five the he we tested for 11 tones and
496
00:09:18,550 --> 00:09:18,560
five the he we tested for 11 tones and
497
00:09:18,560 --> 00:09:20,590
five the he we tested for 11 tones and
five out of the 11 tested positive like
498
00:09:20,590 --> 00:09:20,600
five out of the 11 tested positive like
499
00:09:20,600 --> 00:09:22,470
five out of the 11 tested positive like
my ear could pick up five before there
500
00:09:22,470 --> 00:09:22,480
my ear could pick up five before there
501
00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:24,870
my ear could pick up five before there
was nothing it was flat zero for 40
502
00:09:24,870 --> 00:09:24,880
was nothing it was flat zero for 40
503
00:09:24,880 --> 00:09:27,710
was nothing it was flat zero for 40
years z z z z z
504
00:09:27,710 --> 00:09:27,720
years z z z z z
505
00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:32,550
years z z z z z
z so he said uh yeah no uh I mean he was
506
00:09:32,550 --> 00:09:32,560
z so he said uh yeah no uh I mean he was
507
00:09:32,560 --> 00:09:34,269
z so he said uh yeah no uh I mean he was
he was flabbergasted and you know I was
508
00:09:34,269 --> 00:09:34,279
he was flabbergasted and you know I was
509
00:09:34,279 --> 00:09:35,990
he was flabbergasted and you know I was
giggling he was like no this is this is
510
00:09:35,990 --> 00:09:36,000
giggling he was like no this is this is
511
00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:37,550
giggling he was like no this is this is
just yeah he couldn't really explain
512
00:09:37,550 --> 00:09:37,560
just yeah he couldn't really explain
513
00:09:37,560 --> 00:09:38,870
just yeah he couldn't really explain
he's like this I'm not sure if this is
514
00:09:38,870 --> 00:09:38,880
he's like this I'm not sure if this is
515
00:09:38,880 --> 00:09:40,910
he's like this I'm not sure if this is
possible I said how is it not possible I
516
00:09:40,910 --> 00:09:40,920
possible I said how is it not possible I
517
00:09:40,920 --> 00:09:42,829
possible I said how is it not possible I
tested in your Center like it's there
518
00:09:42,829 --> 00:09:42,839
tested in your Center like it's there
519
00:09:42,839 --> 00:09:44,870
tested in your Center like it's there
you have the the test results and he
520
00:09:44,870 --> 00:09:44,880
you have the the test results and he
521
00:09:44,880 --> 00:09:47,910
you have the the test results and he
said okay definitely definitely the
522
00:09:47,910 --> 00:09:47,920
said okay definitely definitely the
523
00:09:47,920 --> 00:09:49,829
said okay definitely definitely the
nerve is not dead I said I know the
524
00:09:49,829 --> 00:09:49,839
nerve is not dead I said I know the
525
00:09:49,839 --> 00:09:51,470
nerve is not dead I said I know the
nerve is not dead you said you needed a
526
00:09:51,470 --> 00:09:51,480
nerve is not dead you said you needed a
527
00:09:51,480 --> 00:09:54,310
nerve is not dead you said you needed a
signal I got a signal and he says yeah
528
00:09:54,310 --> 00:09:54,320
signal I got a signal and he says yeah
529
00:09:54,320 --> 00:09:56,990
signal I got a signal and he says yeah
now so the nerve is not dead we you know
530
00:09:56,990 --> 00:09:57,000
now so the nerve is not dead we you know
531
00:09:57,000 --> 00:09:59,750
now so the nerve is not dead we you know
it's it's active we can see it but now
532
00:09:59,750 --> 00:09:59,760
it's it's active we can see it but now
533
00:09:59,760 --> 00:10:03,350
it's it's active we can see it but now
the problem is you know your brain for
534
00:10:03,350 --> 00:10:03,360
the problem is you know your brain for
535
00:10:03,360 --> 00:10:05,550
the problem is you know your brain for
40 years the part of your brain that is
536
00:10:05,550 --> 00:10:05,560
40 years the part of your brain that is
537
00:10:05,560 --> 00:10:08,710
40 years the part of your brain that is
dedicated to hearing has been repurposed
538
00:10:08,710 --> 00:10:08,720
dedicated to hearing has been repurposed
539
00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:12,190
dedicated to hearing has been repurposed
so now you don't know how to hear so you
540
00:10:12,190 --> 00:10:12,200
so now you don't know how to hear so you
541
00:10:12,200 --> 00:10:14,269
so now you don't know how to hear so you
know I just it's uh I mean we could try
542
00:10:14,269 --> 00:10:14,279
know I just it's uh I mean we could try
543
00:10:14,279 --> 00:10:16,350
know I just it's uh I mean we could try
we could try an ear uh thing but it
544
00:10:16,350 --> 00:10:16,360
we could try an ear uh thing but it
545
00:10:16,360 --> 00:10:18,069
we could try an ear uh thing but it
wouldn't work because you don't know how
546
00:10:18,069 --> 00:10:18,079
wouldn't work because you don't know how
547
00:10:18,079 --> 00:10:19,710
wouldn't work because you don't know how
to hear your brain does not know how to
548
00:10:19,710 --> 00:10:19,720
to hear your brain does not know how to
549
00:10:19,720 --> 00:10:22,269
to hear your brain does not know how to
hear so if you were you know 10 or 10
550
00:10:22,269 --> 00:10:22,279
hear so if you were you know 10 or 10
551
00:10:22,279 --> 00:10:24,230
hear so if you were you know 10 or 10
years younger maybe we could teach your
552
00:10:24,230 --> 00:10:24,240
years younger maybe we could teach your
553
00:10:24,240 --> 00:10:26,110
years younger maybe we could teach your
brain but uh just you know even if the
554
00:10:26,110 --> 00:10:26,120
brain but uh just you know even if the
555
00:10:26,120 --> 00:10:27,389
brain but uh just you know even if the
nerves not dead I just don't think we
556
00:10:27,389 --> 00:10:27,399
nerves not dead I just don't think we
557
00:10:27,399 --> 00:10:29,470
nerves not dead I just don't think we
can teach your brain anymore I said said
558
00:10:29,470 --> 00:10:29,480
can teach your brain anymore I said said
559
00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:31,710
can teach your brain anymore I said said
dude like come on dude last time you
560
00:10:31,710 --> 00:10:31,720
dude like come on dude last time you
561
00:10:31,720 --> 00:10:33,310
dude like come on dude last time you
told me you needed a
562
00:10:33,310 --> 00:10:33,320
told me you needed a
563
00:10:33,320 --> 00:10:36,110
told me you needed a
nerve a signal I got a signal now you're
564
00:10:36,110 --> 00:10:36,120
nerve a signal I got a signal now you're
565
00:10:36,120 --> 00:10:37,829
nerve a signal I got a signal now you're
telling me I said no way I'm I'm going
566
00:10:37,829 --> 00:10:37,839
telling me I said no way I'm I'm going
567
00:10:37,839 --> 00:10:40,069
telling me I said no way I'm I'm going
to teach my brain how to hear because
568
00:10:40,069 --> 00:10:40,079
to teach my brain how to hear because
569
00:10:40,079 --> 00:10:41,670
to teach my brain how to hear because
I'm already picking it up so something
570
00:10:41,670 --> 00:10:41,680
I'm already picking it up so something
571
00:10:41,680 --> 00:10:43,710
I'm already picking it up so something
is working I'm going to continue doing
572
00:10:43,710 --> 00:10:43,720
is working I'm going to continue doing
573
00:10:43,720 --> 00:10:45,310
is working I'm going to continue doing
this and he's like okay here's here's
574
00:10:45,310 --> 00:10:45,320
this and he's like okay here's here's
575
00:10:45,320 --> 00:10:47,389
this and he's like okay here's here's
what we do you continue medita you come
576
00:10:47,389 --> 00:10:47,399
what we do you continue medita you come
577
00:10:47,399 --> 00:10:50,870
what we do you continue medita you come
back 6 months and in 6 months time if we
578
00:10:50,870 --> 00:10:50,880
back 6 months and in 6 months time if we
579
00:10:50,880 --> 00:10:53,790
back 6 months and in 6 months time if we
still have a a signal we will work with
580
00:10:53,790 --> 00:10:53,800
still have a a signal we will work with
581
00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:55,150
still have a a signal we will work with
we will teach your brain and I said to
582
00:10:55,150 --> 00:10:55,160
we will teach your brain and I said to
583
00:10:55,160 --> 00:10:56,110
we will teach your brain and I said to
him you know what I'm going to teach my
584
00:10:56,110 --> 00:10:56,120
him you know what I'm going to teach my
585
00:10:56,120 --> 00:10:57,269
him you know what I'm going to teach my
brain
586
00:10:57,269 --> 00:10:57,279
brain
587
00:10:57,279 --> 00:11:00,870
brain
myself I teach my brain
588
00:11:00,870 --> 00:11:00,880
myself I teach my brain
589
00:11:00,880 --> 00:11:04,190
myself I teach my brain
myself
590
00:11:04,190 --> 00:11:04,200
591
00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:06,509
so
592
00:11:06,509 --> 00:11:06,519
so
593
00:11:06,519 --> 00:11:11,150
so
yeah so now I'm here um I was a Healy
594
00:11:11,150 --> 00:11:11,160
yeah so now I'm here um I was a Healy
595
00:11:11,160 --> 00:11:14,030
yeah so now I'm here um I was a Healy
here to continue to get those you know
596
00:11:14,030 --> 00:11:14,040
here to continue to get those you know
597
00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:15,069
here to continue to get those you know
those other
598
00:11:15,069 --> 00:11:15,079
those other
599
00:11:15,079 --> 00:11:17,550
those other
signals um after the first coherence
600
00:11:17,550 --> 00:11:17,560
signals um after the first coherence
601
00:11:17,560 --> 00:11:19,069
signals um after the first coherence
healing I had
602
00:11:19,069 --> 00:11:19,079
healing I had
603
00:11:19,079 --> 00:11:22,750
healing I had
here I felt amazing uh anyway I I'll cut
604
00:11:22,750 --> 00:11:22,760
here I felt amazing uh anyway I I'll cut
605
00:11:22,760 --> 00:11:24,509
here I felt amazing uh anyway I I'll cut
that story short we're out of time
606
00:11:24,509 --> 00:11:24,519
that story short we're out of time
607
00:11:24,519 --> 00:11:26,710
that story short we're out of time
anyway I went to the beach afterwards
608
00:11:26,710 --> 00:11:26,720
anyway I went to the beach afterwards
609
00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:29,750
anyway I went to the beach afterwards
and I put on my headphones and I was
610
00:11:29,750 --> 00:11:29,760
and I put on my headphones and I was
611
00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:32,949
and I put on my headphones and I was
just rocking it because now I hear both
612
00:11:32,949 --> 00:11:32,959
just rocking it because now I hear both
613
00:11:32,959 --> 00:11:34,629
just rocking it because now I hear both
sides
614
00:11:34,629 --> 00:11:34,639
sides
615
00:11:34,639 --> 00:11:36,750
sides
so
616
00:11:36,750 --> 00:11:36,760
so
617
00:11:36,760 --> 00:11:55,150
so
yeah yeah
618
00:11:55,150 --> 00:11:55,160
619
00:11:55,160 --> 00:12:02,509
so if
620
00:12:02,509 --> 00:12:02,519
621
00:12:02,519 --> 00:12:04,509
if you saw a strange person partying
622
00:12:04,509 --> 00:12:04,519
if you saw a strange person partying
623
00:12:04,519 --> 00:12:06,949
if you saw a strange person partying
outside the other night that was me now
624
00:12:06,949 --> 00:12:06,959
outside the other night that was me now
625
00:12:06,959 --> 00:12:09,430
outside the other night that was me now
you know why I was rocking it all night
626
00:12:09,430 --> 00:12:09,440
you know why I was rocking it all night
627
00:12:09,440 --> 00:12:11,389
you know why I was rocking it all night
long out there because For the First
628
00:12:11,389 --> 00:12:11,399
long out there because For the First
629
00:12:11,399 --> 00:12:14,870
long out there because For the First
Time I understood what this was going on
630
00:12:14,870 --> 00:12:14,880
Time I understood what this was going on
631
00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:16,389
Time I understood what this was going on
what everyone was going on about the
632
00:12:16,389 --> 00:12:16,399
what everyone was going on about the
633
00:12:16,399 --> 00:12:19,269
what everyone was going on about the
sounds from both things anyway so that's
634
00:12:19,269 --> 00:12:19,279
sounds from both things anyway so that's
635
00:12:19,279 --> 00:12:23,430
sounds from both things anyway so that's
that is my journey and most importantly
636
00:12:23,430 --> 00:12:23,440
that is my journey and most importantly
637
00:12:23,440 --> 00:12:25,629
that is my journey and most importantly
what I had to really work on was mindset
638
00:12:25,629 --> 00:12:25,639
what I had to really work on was mindset
639
00:12:25,639 --> 00:12:26,829
what I had to really work on was mindset
understanding that I was that person
640
00:12:26,829 --> 00:12:26,839
understanding that I was that person
641
00:12:26,839 --> 00:12:28,550
understanding that I was that person
that was going to hear and I was not
642
00:12:28,550 --> 00:12:28,560
that was going to hear and I was not
643
00:12:28,560 --> 00:12:30,230
that was going to hear and I was not
that other person I left that identity
644
00:12:30,230 --> 00:12:30,240
that other person I left that identity
645
00:12:30,240 --> 00:12:32,629
that other person I left that identity
behind the deaf person single-sided deaf
646
00:12:32,629 --> 00:12:32,639
behind the deaf person single-sided deaf
647
00:12:32,639 --> 00:12:36,350
behind the deaf person single-sided deaf
person I was no longer that
648
00:12:36,350 --> 00:12:36,360
person I was no longer that
649
00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:41,399
person I was no longer that
person thank you so much thank you
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