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Nature can be mysterious.

There are many secrets that we won't see coming.

There's so much I don't know about her.

About her life.

About her family.

It seems like there's a lot she doesn't talk about.

I think

I've made it clear enough that I like her.

I mean, I don't need to spell everything out

to talk about with her.

How long it could last,

we never really know

what's actually on someone's mind.

What someone really feels.

What you're writing is really cool.

Did you read it?

Yeah, I just did.

Don't read over people's shoulders. It's bad luck.

What are you talking about?

Not that one.

I didn't read that one.

You covered it up. Like it's top secret.

Hey, hang on.

What do you think you're doing?

Grabbing a senior.

I'm sorry,

but I think we're only a year apart.

Who's older?

See? I think we're actually the same age.

So, what parts did you read?

That one.

The article that has just been printed inGugat magazine.

What do you think?

Well,

your writing is pretty good.

For a new kid.

That's all I was saying.

- Thank you, Sis. - Sis?

Hanna.

Don't call me Sis!

Hanna.

Okay, Sis Hanna!

Whatever!

I'm Gani.

Sometimes you don't expect it.

Those who we think are fine end up being problematic.

They have lots of problems.

Right?

There are a lot of lawsuits and cases.

You see how fantastic their attitudes are.

That's why we're getting law degrees

and managing theGugat magazine.

Whatever. Come on! Hurry up! It's cold!

I've wanted to be closer to her for a long time.

Since I got into college until now.

Now, I'm the editor-in-chief of Gugatmagazine.

She is my deputy.

Today, we are reuniting against

this rotten regime, who are the oppressors, the eviction of people.

- We need to make it stop. Agreed? - That's right!

What is our demand?

Boycott this regime's oppressive actions!

Stop the evictions!

When do we want it?

Now!

Now!

Sir! Sir!

MULTIPURPOSE BUILDING

A minute of your time! Sir!

Hanna!

Come on.

Just let go.

Oh, man.

Go to the clinic, Hanna.

No. No need. I'll just go home.

You drive.

Can you do it, Hanna?

Just a second.

Just park there.

- Here? - Yeah.

Here you go, Hanna.

Thank you.

Bye!

- Uncle! - What?

Hey, why are you so wet?

Still not finished?

Not yet.

Hey, Gani! One more!

Eleven boxes!

Delivery of dispute resolution volunteered

to a neutral third party.

What is it called?

Ends with N!

Arbitration, Uncle.

Arbitrations ends with S.

There's no S.

Arbitration.

This kid is so clever.

Stop here, please!

Where's my wallet gone?

Wait here, please.

Brother Gani!

Brother Gani!

Come here, please!

What's up, Saras?

Help me out, please.

What do you need?

Pay for my ride.

Oh, sure.

Thank you.

Yeah, no worries.

Here you go.

All sorted.

Brother.

Please help me put this shelf together?

Yeah, sure.

You bought a lot of groceries.

It's for a month.

Where do you want this, Saras?

Over here.

The President highlighted the importance

of the elections for selecting representatives

to prepare for the take-off era.

Keep it on that.

Oh, come on. The country is already taken care of.

It's a hot topic, Saras.

Brother.

This is for you.

Thank you, Saras.

Thank you, too.

Where's your Dad?

He's not back yet at this hour.

Either at the hospital

or at the clinic.

He never runs out of patients.

Mom, you're acting like a newlywed.

He's always been this busy.

That's why I don't get it. Why do kids these days

always want to grow up to be doctors?

When actually, it's hard being a doctor, right?

I'm not asking for too much.

I just want your dad to sit

and eat dinner with us.

But it's a good thing Dad's busy, right?

It means Dad's patients trust him.

You're always on your dad's side.

Not only do you look alike, you also think like him.

You're so stubborn.

What's with your arm?

How many times have I told you?

Dress up nicely when you go to campus.

Honestly,

you don't even shower that often.

Look at your big sisters. They

are born pretty, yet they still put on makeup.

That's why a lot of men are attracted to them.

You're going to struggle to find a man, Hanna.

Let alone a rich one.

You're stressing me out just thinking about it.

Calm down, Mom.

Don't worry about it.

PADJAJARAN UNIVERSITY

- Thanks. - Gani, after class today,

let's meet in theGugat room, okay?

Hm… What was I going to say?

Hang on, hang on.

Remind me later on.

We need to talk about the evictions.

Okay.

Till then, Hanna!

PHOTOCOPY

ABSTENTION IS A PRECEDENT OF A NEW POLITICAL PARTY

The title is misleading.

The logic of it is rather implausible,

to assume they would start a new party.

If you haven't read it, don't comment.

It's called abstention. Leaving the ballot blank

because they don't want to be affiliated with any party.

But it doesn't mean they want to start a new party, does it?

That's why there's the word "precedent".

You understand what that means?

That's why you should read it first.

Weren't you the orator at the demo yesterday?

Alright, Hanna.

The guys are waiting for the magazine. Let's go!

Did you make copies?

I'll buy one.

Take this, for free.

Hey, it just folded a little.

So, what do you want to photocopy?

Hey, Hanna! Are you off to class?

Yeah. Catch up later.

Hanna, are you coming to class later?

Yeah, later.

Whoa, there's a new edition?

Yeah, buy a copy!

What's new, Hanna?

Buy a copy!

- Hi, Hanna! - Hi!

Good morning!

Good morning!

Here, the magazine's out.

Remember,

next week, we're scheduled for the Jakarta symposium.

Some students were arrested at yesterday's demo.

Really?

So, what do we do now?

Alright, we'll stop by.

Stop by in Nusakambangan jail?

This is serious.

So, we have to be careful from now on. Especially aboutGugat magazine.

More tactical and strategic.

How's your wound, Hanna?

It's nothing.

Don't worry too much about a wound.

It was worse that time when you hit a tree

while learning to ride a motorcycle.

That's true.

- Let me see it. - That's enough. What are you doing?

When Gani is being attentive like that, he seems more handsome.

That's gross, Rida.

Hey, only abnormal girls don't fancy Gani.

Hey, I'm normal.

But we really shouldn't worry too much about a wound.

- That's enough. - You…

Rida. Come on. Let's sell these.

Let's go!

The rest are here.

Semuanya?

Gani! It's Saras, Gani.

- What's happening to her? - Come on. Hurry up!

Let's go, let's go, let's go.

Oh my.

Saras!

Gani! Gani!

What's wrong with Saras?

I don't know.

Saras? Saras? Saras?

Brother?

Brother.

- Brother. - Praise God!

Good thing Gani is here.

Good thing I called Gani.

Ah, you.

Now, since you're already here, can you help me

with the TV antenna, alright?

Let's go!

I'll go help him, Gani.

Come on!

What's wrong, Saras?

This morning,

my stomach ulcer relapsed.

And how do you feel now?

Now, I'm hungry.

Let's eat!

It's on me.

Oh.

Yeah, let's go!

Let's go!

What do you think you're doing?

That's my last meatball!

Sorry, I'll give it back.

Hey, it's a good article. Read it!

This is for you.

I completed the comments that I didn't finish the other day.

Why are you giving this to me?

That's why you should read them first.

Interesting.

Can I publish this, Brother?

I'm Arya.

Hanna. She is. I'm Gani.

Hey,

can we snap a quick photo

while the photographer's around?

A photo?

Yeah, to publish with the article.

Take a seat.

I'll go over there, alright, Hanna?

This is for you.

Open it at home.

What is it?

Hey!

Just open it at home.

Oh, okay.

- Are you okay to sit in the back, Hanna? - Why?

I'm just asking.

Excuse me.

Excuse me.

Excuse me.

Come over here.

Thank you.

Hey, man,

it's a serial story!

This is fun.

But there's no next chapter.

Well,

so you'll be curious.

What Gani's reading is cool.

"Killed the victim,

then cut him up into seven pieces."

But why seven?

How many do you want? Eight?

You think he's a chicken, butchered into eight portions?

What was his motivation to commit that murder?

Because of money?

Or impulse?

Whatever.

But it is said he got stabbed multiple times.

It means emotional killing.

What does it mean to be stabbed multiple times?

Like this.

Ouch!

Gani's criminal mind.

The act is criminal,

but if the person didn't know

that what he did was wrong,

does that make him a criminal?

That means the perpatrator is a psychopath?

Yeah, more or less.

Hey!

Which one do you guys think

deserves a heavier punishment?

This psychopath, or someone who kills

because he doesn't have a choice?

So, he had to kill.

If it's a self-defense killing,

in some countries, it can be forgiven.

Like

in Canada, America, Australia.

Oh man, this topic's too heavy.

I feel like I'm writing an essay for Professor Kusumaatmadja.

Regardless, the worst thing

isn't physical violence.

It's verbal abuse.

It's hard to prove.

Gani?

Gani?

Where are you going?

Gani?

Hanna?

You know Saras from Communication?

Why?

I think she likes me.

Her boarding house is close to mine.

She often says hi

and invites me out to eat.

So?

Do you think she really likes me?

How should I know?

Just ask her.

Do you like her too?

What are you playing at?

I asked you a question.

It feels good out here, surrounded by trees like this, right?

It's refreshing.

Listening to the water.

So, do you like her?

You like her, right?

No.

What's that? Not at all.

No, I'm serious.

If that's the case, why bring it up?

So there's something to talk about.

It's not important to talk about relationships.

Talk about the country,

the people.

There are a lot more important topics.

Maybe once in a while,

Gugat can write about the environment.

About nature would be nice, too.

See? That's more important.

Hey!

Let's go back,

or the bus will leave without us.

WELCOME TO THE STUDENT PUBLISHING ACTIVIST SYMPOSIUM

- Zul? - Firman?

Are you okay?

I'm okay. How about you?

STUDENT PUBLISHING MEETING

My friends! A n individual reformation organization

through the Student Press is not enough.

We need more than that.

Therefore,

all press activists must be united,

together, backing each other up!

Long live the Student Press!

Long live the Student Press!

Thank you!

STUDENT PUBLISHING ACTIVIST SYMPOSIUM

Yud.

Iced tea. One, please.

You good?

- What? - The iced tea.

Excuse me, Hanna. Your speech was so cool.

Especially

since the speaker's so pretty.

Now I'm really pumped.

What's that supposed to mean?

If I wasn't pretty, you wouldn't be interested in my speech?

So, it's not worth listening to?

Pretty and fiesty, huh?

Enough, enough!

- What did you say? - Enough!

Bro! Next time, watch your mouth.

Let's just eat, okay?

Come on. Eat first!

Come on. Let's eat!

Lemper.

Hanna!

- Brother! - What's up?

You have noodles?

Yes, there is.

Two noodles, please.

I'm waiting, okay?

Okay.

Why were you so mad just now?

When he called you pretty.

I've spent so much energy traveling to Jakarta,

making presentation materials.

Then people only listen to what I say

because of how I look?

Because I'm pretty?

Is being pretty more important than what's in your head?

If it's just about beauty,

it can be touched up.

I could wear make-up.

Is it so hard to understand?

Surprising.

It's so shallow.

I get it.

Satrio gets it too.

- Satrio… - Brother?

Brother?

- Yeah, miss? - Noodle soup.

- Okay. - One, please.

Yes, miss.

Brother?

Your noodles are ready.

Okay.

Thank you.

Hanna!

Come here.

So, are these the clothes from Singapore?

Yeah, Auntie.

They're so soft.

Why are you so filthy?

Brush your hair,

tidy your clothes, so you're nicer to look at.

You can't even dress nicely.

How are you going to find a decent husband?

Mom, you don't have to worry about marrying off your daughter.

There's nothing wrong with living alone.

I just want to live independently.

Leave home.

Leave Bandung.

If I could, I'd leave Indonesia altogether.

How can you be independent?

I'm still paying your tuition fee.

When will you finish your thesis?

This semester.

You have my word.

She is my witness.

Thank you. They're pretty.

Good afternoon!

Why are you all so quiet?

Satrio?

Oh, that's not fair.

Why can't I play along?

Brother Gani?

Brother?

After our class is finished,

let's go out!

Brother Gani?

Do you want it or not?

Answer me!

You're teasing me!

You were moving.

Can I come in?

Is the meeting over?

Yes, it's finished.

Wow!

You did all this? That was fast.

I worked on it before today's class.

Gani, you really like photography, right?

But I don't think I'm that talented, right?

Just be honest. It's ugly, right?

Why are you losing confidence?

I'm just asking. Do you like it?

It's fine to say if it's ugly.

Yeah, it's ugly.

So, why do you like it?

My father used to be a photo journalist.

So, those are

trying a few different angles,

so that…

It looks different.

Can you see the difference?

What are you talking about?

Hanna?

I have a question.

I'm just curious.

How come every time I take you home,

you never ask me in?

Why do you ask that out of the blue?

Is it really necessary?

To go inside someone's house?

Is that important?

Well…

Well,

who knows what's inside...

If it's like that, it's not important.

You're right. It's not important.

Oh, Hanna?

Which one do you like?

You said it was

for the symposium in Jakarta, right?

Oh, this one's nice.

Really nice.

How did you get this?

Look at Satrio's face!

And he's in front.

Good afternoon, everyone.

Good afternoon, ma'am.

Today we are studying agrarian law.

Agrarian law includes

the transfer of land rights,

acquisitions, and deeds and titles.

What do you know about land rights and acquisition?

What's going on?

You're from the campus magazine.

You should be writing about campus events.

Who told you to write about the election?

Sir, we write about what we care about

as students who have the right to vote.

It's not your job to influence others. Are you planning on abstention?

I have the right not to answer that.

Then?

Are you trying to influence your friends

to read this magazine, so they'll be abstain too?

I never said that, sir.

Actually we want to inspire the students here, sir.

They can send articles toGugat magazine.

Obviously your magazine is unsettling.

Gugat is on our watch list.

You can't do that, sir!

Shut up!

Alright, disperse!

You can't do that, sir!

It's better to fire him, right?

PECEL CATFISH, CHICKEN, TEMPEH, TOFU

Hey. Oh my God!

Oh, God.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

There are so many books.

Yeah, they're for donations.

Oh, I see.

What?

No, never mind.

This? The institution for my thesis research.

They formed an advocacy group for women and children.

Actually, I really want

to focus on the children as victims of abuse.

But there aren't any resources.

If that's the case,

you have to state that explicitly.

So your theme wouldn't be too broad.

I've explained explicitly in the background section.

Where?

A thesis title should be more defined, more specific.

Well…

Yeah,

I understand.

But it's just the beginning

of the tutoring session. This will be for the first session.

There will be a second, third, and so on.

There are many...

Be quiet, okay?

Oh, okay.

I'll be off now.

Hanna, I'll help you with your thesis.

Thank you. I'm off.

You're welcome.

Can I help you?

I'd like to donate these books.

Let me check them first.

This is to help with your thesis.

No need to bother.

But thank you.

You're welcome.

If you need anything, just let me know.

I will.

Good luck with your thesis.

Hey, aren't these all original prints?

He's crazy.

He was here yesterday.

He donated books, a full box, all originals!

Those are expensive, right?

It's easy for him.

Rich people.

Have you been to his house?

In Dago?

It's the fanciest one.

Mr. Tri.

Next time, you should

pick a more strategic theme for the magazine.

Yes, sir. We'll consider it.

Here's to help with your editorial operations.

Thank you, sir.

Looking for Ms. Dewi, right?

Yes. Why?

She's at the rectorate building.

Oh gosh.

But I've made an appointment.

She's so busy.

She doesn't come every day.

What should I do?

How's your thesis going, Hanna?

After finishing it, what are your plans?

I might got to Madura.

Oh, yeah.

How'sGugat doing?

Any updates?

Mr. Tri just gave us a donation.

The guys were a bit down for a while.

But they feel better now.

The new edition should be published soon.

Good.

I'll be off now.

There's support from Mr. Tri.

Stay strong! Stay strong!

- Let's go. - I'm fired up!

Drink your coffee, Ben.

Stay strong!

Thank you.

Hanna, wait!

Where are you going?

Is this your house?

Yeah, I live here.

Well, this is my parents's house.

Come on in.

Hang on.

Aren't you going out?

That can wait, Mom.

Hanna is here.

Oh, so this is Hanna?

Hanna.

Arya usually doesn't tell me about his friends.

Especially the girls.

He only tells me when I ask.

He's usually got his nose stuck in a book.

I see, Auntie.

Just call me Mommy.

Oh yeah.

Who's your thesis supervisor?

If it's a senior lecturer, I would know them.

It's Ms. Dewi, Auntie.

I mean, Mommy.

Ms. Dewi is an old friend of mine.

Let's sit in the other room.

- Okay. - Come.

Dewi was actually a year after me.

But she hung out a lot with her seniors.

She was always so smart.

Yeah.

From what Arya told me about you,

I get the feeling

you are a good match.

Arya's the smartest in the family.

From elementary to high school, he was always top of his class.

You were, right?

Yeah, Mom.

Now,

he got a postgrad scholarship to study in The Netherlands.

You and Arya…

Are you guys serious?

Huh?

I never mentioned any of this to Mom. I swear, Hanna.

Do you want

to continue studying and get your master's in Holland?

With Arya?

Pursuing a higher education

is something I've always wanted, Auntie.

But it's not that simple.

That's why

you should make it official.

So you can go to Holland with Arya.

And then we can arrange

for you to do your master's.

What do you mean?

You two should get married.

This weekend, we'd like to meet your mother.

Will she be at home?

How do I turn this on?

Oh, hang on. I'll set it up first.

Hey, what's going on?

I said you didn't have to, and you brought it anyway?

Arya has good intentions, Hanna.

So, you don't have to hassle looking for an internet café to print.

It's bad luck to refuse such a kind gesture!

Where's the printer?

Oh, just a minute, Mom.

Mom?

Now, even if you have to print at two o'clock,

it's not a big deal.

No need to stress about it anymore.

I'll just use it for my thesis, okay?

When my thesis is finished, I'll return it to you.

Alright, Hanna.

Mom, are you home this weekend?

My parents want to visit.

Sure, I'd love to meet them.

Both your mom and dad?

Yes.

So, after the wedding,

Hanna can come with me to Holland to get her master's degree.

Wow.

That's always been Hanna's dream.

My dream? Who's been dreaming of getting married?

What's wrong with that?

You'll be getting a husband who's kind,

well educated, and intelligent.

Then, you'll get to go to Holland

so you can pursue your master's degree after marriage.

That's your dream, Hanna.

But Mom, I haven't known Arya for long!

Why are we rushing to talk about marriage?

Hanna, you said you were looking for work in Jakarta,

in Madura, wherever else.

But one thing is for sure.

That it would be more honorable for a woman

to leave the house already married.

Got it?

Saras?

What are you doing here?

What's wrong, Saras?

I just came to visit you.

But you weren't home yet.

The door was slightly open.

So, I let myself in.

I wanted to surprise you.

But I'm the one who got surprised.

What do you mean?

Your journal.

I thought

I was the only one you wanted.

Oh my God.

Saras.

Gani?

Gani.

Hanna! Congratulations!

- Thanks! - Congrats, Hanna!

- Congrats, Hanna. - Congrats, Hanna.

Thank you!

Gani!

Hanna!

Brother.

Congratulations.

These are for you.

Thanks.

You have to treat us.

Come on. Hurry up! Where are we going?

Mom! Mom!

I passed!

Good.

We don't have to pay your tuition anymore.

Hello, Mom!

Oh, so, Arya drove you home. Have a seat!

I just made poffertjes.

You like these, right?

I love them, Mom.

Especially during winter in Leiden,

Dutch mini pancakes tastes best when it's hot.

Yeah.

Try them.

Still too hot.

They're the best when they're warm like this.

See? Try one.

I'll have a bite, Mom.

Compared to the one in Leiden, which one is more delicious?

Both are equally delicious.

Hanna?

When's your graduation ceremony?

I don't want to go to that event.

It's just a ceremony.

I don't want to wear that hair bun.

Like an old lady.

I'll have another one, Mom.

- Hanna? - Gani?

Are you getting your diploma?

Yeah.

How about your thesis?

I'm still revising my introductory section.

Do you have time to grab some coffee?

Hanna?

Do you remember Saras,

who I told you about back then?

Turns out I was right. She likes me.

But I can't be with her.

Oh well, it's good that you realize it.

If you don't like her,

you shouldn't force it.

Gani?

I'm getting married next month.

Seriously?

To whom?

To Arya.

I'm sorry.

I haven't had the chance to tell you until now.

Because it all happened so fast.

Starting from…

His proposal…

Until…

Do you really like him?

Do you really love him?

Answer honestly, Hanna.

If not for anything, for yourself.

Do you really love him?

After the wedding,

we're moving to Holland.

I'll be doing my master's there.

Arya asked me to do my master's with him.

I always thought you were so rational,

but I never expected

that you'd get married so you could get a ticket to study abroad.

You don't understand, Gani.

I need this!

I need to get out of my house as fast as possible.

Why do you have to get out of the house?

Why such a hurry?

Hanna?

FRIENDS ATGUGAT EDITORIAL

You look even more beautiful in this kebaya.

He's so small.

He looks so fragile.

Are you sure you can take care of him?

The midwife has left.

Who will look after the baby?

I will.

I'm his mother.

Why not just go to the hospital?

Let's go to the hospital now?

Wait a second.

This…

What do you mean by all this?

I don't understand.

So that someone will take care of the baby, Hanna.

You don't think I can take care of the baby?

This is my baby.

This is our baby, Hanna.

Hanna?

Wake up.

Make me breakfast.

I need to go soon.

Can't you handle it?

Even if you can't, give it a try first.

You just started and you're already complaining.

It's not like that.

I'm not complaining.

So?

You can't even handle a crying baby.

Incompetent.

Oh, poor you.

You never go shopping, do you?

When you buy so much groceries, you should double-bag it.

Instead of commenting,

why don't you help me?

You're the one who dropped it. You should be the one to clean it up.

Come on. Hurry up! It's cold out here.

It's alright.

I'm an idiot.

I'm an idiot.

I'm an idiot.

Sweetheart, I'm so sorry!

Forgive me, sweetheart. I'm so sorry!

Who's number is this?

What now, Saras?

That's the plumber's number.

When are you going to stop lying to me?

When are you going to stop distrusting me?

It's always been this way.

Saras?

Let it go.

Seriously, that is the plumber's number.

We have a broken pipe in our yard.

I was wrong.

I'm sorry.

I apologize.

How long do you want to go on like this?

When are you going to learn to trust me?

- Are we done now? - Stay away from me!

Hanna?

Where are my brown socks?

Hanna!

Hang on!

Hanna?

Help me look for my brown socks!

Look for my brown socks!

I will.

Hey!

Are you deaf?

I've been shouting for you!

Can you wait just a second?

I'm cleaning Raka's puke!

For God's sake, can't you be patient?

It's early in the morning and you're already angry!

Forget it.

The baby will start crying again.

Okay?

Don't be so dramatic.

I love you.

Why isn't the coffee ready yet?

You haven't made breakfast yet?

I was just about to…

Hang on.

Do you forget you have a husband?

Are you really that busy?

What do you do all day, Hanna?

You still keep spoiled milk?

Can you be a little patient?

Try and see it my way a little, please?

It's too much hassle to go anywhere.

It's such a hassle to go out buying groceries!

I have to wait for Raka to be in a good mood.

Just put him in the stroller, Hanna!

It's your incompetence!

You wait on Raka's mood?

Do you even know my mood?

Do you know?

Come inside.

You are too much!

This is the third time!

I got called to the school again because you got into fight.

What do you think you're doing?

You think you're so tough?

That's not a good thing, Raka.

Reinhart started it.

He bullied Nina in front of the class.

Mom, you said

we should help people in need.

Don't blame others!

Physical violence is unacceptable.

Especially at school.

Oh, but verbal abuse is allowed?

Raka!

Don't let your father find out you're suspended.

We're leaving tomorrow morning like normal.

Don't go into the school. I'll pick you up before the school bell rings.

So we just pretend every day?

What's that supposed to mean?

I hear you cry all the time.

Now I'm being suspended.

Do I have to pretend, too?

There are things you don't understand, Raka.

I understand that you're sad.

You always told me to speak up.

But you always keep quiet.

You teach us to help other people.

But yourself?

You don't want to help yourself!

Raka!

You're embarrassing me, Raka!

It's useless to go to school if you can't tell the difference

between right and wrong.

Brother.

Brother.

Don't do this. Don't yell at him.

For the sake of your child.

You're just as stupid as he is.

Incompetent to take care of a child.

It's okay. Never mind, sweetheart. Okay?

This kind of thing keeps happening!

You still can't take care of Raka!

What kind of mother are you?

Stupid!

It's fine!

Insult me. It's fine.

Say whatever you want about me.

But don't do this to Raka.

He's your child.

Your flesh and blood.

Dad,

- it's not Mom's fault. - Shut your mouth!

- Get over here! - Help! Help!

What's wrong with you?

What are you doing? How can you do that?

He's your son!

If you're doing it again to Raka,

I'll be screaming!

Are you threatening me?

Are you threatening me?

I'm putting my life at stake for both of you!

But now what?

You wasted it!

My life is a waste!

I am wasting my life here!

You are ruining our lives!

It's okay, sweetheart. It's alright.

Come on. Get up.

It's okay.

It's alright.

What are you doing, Saras?

It's all over! It's in the past!

But you still keep it.

I didn't expect that you still love Hanna that much.

I don't even remember where I put it.

I'm living for today and the future, that's it!

How can we live for today

if part of your heart still belongs to someone from your past?

She has moved far away, Saras!

We're not even in contact anymore! What's the point of talking about it?

How can we move on and be at peace in our marriage

if you're still in love with Hanna?

I've moved on! It's you who hasn't moved on, Saras!

So, what is this?

What is this?

When will you ever completely trust me?

When will you make me trust you?

Completely?

In the Indonesian capital, Jakarta, there were jubilant scenes in the streets

following the sudden resignation of President Soeharto.

After 32 years in power,

Soeharto announced his resignation in a live television-speech.

At The Parliamentary Complex of Indonesia,

some 1,000 students occupying the site, danced and sang the national anthem.

A new era of Indonesia seems to have dawned.

PASSPORT

I'm going now.

Come on, Raka! Hurry up!

Yes, Mom!

Raka?

Hanna?

Hanna?

Raka?

Hanna?

Mom.

This is Raka.

My grandson is so big.

Where's Arya?

It's not easy to get out from a verbally abusive relationship.

Let alone using it as a grounds for divorce.

Because physicallly, there's hardly any evidence, right?

I need the results of Raka's psychological test.

Raka's psychological assessment

point toward the same direction.

Hello, Satrio.

Yes. I need a lawyer and a financial advisor.

Do you know anyone I can contact?

I do, I do.

I'll send you his number.

His name is Ali.

Okay. Thank you.

Hello. Good afternoon.

Is this Mr. Ali?

Yes, who is this?

Okay, sir.

My name is Hanna.

I got your number from Mr. Satrio.

Oh, Mr. Satrio?

What did he tell you?

Well, he said you could help me regarding…

Hanna, it's me! Don't you remember me?

Who is this?

Hanna, Hanna. The one who doesn't bathe often.

Huh?

Gani!

Oh my God!

What's going on? You two pranked me?

I was surprised, too.

When Satrio called, he said,

"Gani, Hanna's looking for you."

I said, "No way. Does she even remember me?"

Then I said,

"Satrio, give her my number, but tell her

I'm Mr. Ali."

Oh man, you're so annoying!

Gani!

Gani!

Hanna!

How are you?

I'm fine.

How about you?

Fine.

How are the guys?

I don't know.

I think everyone's doing their own thing.

I don't know what Rida's up to these days, though.

I heard she became a band manager.

Oh, really?

That's what I heard.

When did you get back to Indonesia?

A few months ago.

Where do you live?

Jakarta?

Jakarta.

But it's just temporary.

While I look for stable work.

How about you?

Bandung, obviously.

You're so Bandung.

How are your parents?

My dad passed away.

Sorry to hear that.

It's alright.

My mom lives alone in Bandung.

How about your son?

My son…

He lives with me.

Just the two of us.

Anyway, it's a long story.

I live alone in Bandung.

Did anyone ask?

What will you do after this?

Hanna's big plans.

You don't have any plans?

Hanna Artiani doesn't have a plan.

Well,

before making all sorts of plans,

I just want

to make peace with my past.

But Hanna, there is

the past that was…

Fun,

that's…

Worth remembering.

Do you still remember?

Those times…

When we were in that

darkroom processing photographs.

Do you remember?

It's been a long time.

I've forgotten a lot.

But what I do remember at least

is that we used to go off into the forest.

- Right? - Right.

And you used to give me false hope.

False hope?

Giving false hope.

No way.

Hanna,

I've always had feelings for you.

And you…

Seem to feel the same.

But I don't know if…

I still like you, Hanna.

A lot.

Sorry, Gani.

Surely, you remember?

I still have a lot of trauma to work through first.

With Arya.

With my Mom.

For Raka's sake.

So that Raka doesn't inherit the same trauma.

Mom,

there's a packet.

It shines like the sun.

Nothing can stop your spirit.

Meeting you

has dragged me into a whirlpool of feelings.

Who's that, Mom?

Nature is mysterious.

There are many secrets that we can't see coming.

Usually I know what I want.

Even though

no one knows where life will take us.

Of course, it won't always be fun.

But from each pain,

there is a lesson for us.

We learn to be better human beings.

THIS WORK IS DEDICATED TO THE SURVIVORS OF ALL TYPES OF VIOLENCE

WE ARE GRATEFUL TO GOD FOR THE STRENGTH AND INSPIRATIONS THAT GUIDE US

IN MEMORIAM MR. KEMALA ATMODJO, MR. EDDY SUSANTO