All language subtitles for His_Dark_Materials_-_S03E08_(2019)_REMUX.eng

Pan?

Any sign of them?

No.

You all right?

I'm not sure.

After everything we've been
through, and now we're here...

It doesn't seem real.

Yeah.

In the tower,

my mother's daemon...

I saw him disappear
right in front of me.

I think she's dead.

I should be relieved.

There's so many things

I don't understand
about my parents.

Like what?

Like why they weren't
honest with me...

...why they did
such horrible things.

Why wasn't she interested
in me for 13 years,

and then suddenly she was?

Why did they abandon me?

When I thought Asriel
was my uncle,

I idolised him...

...and then I hated him.

And now I can't forgive him,
but...

...I don't hate him either.

Well, he won the war.

And we get to be here, so...

I have the strangest feeling
he's gone.

Which means I'm alone.

No, you're not.

What?

Nothing.

I'm just glad you washed,
because you kind of stank!

She doesn't look
like she misses me.

She seems...

...fine.

She'll be better than fine
when she sees you.

Think how good it'll be
to be with them again,

to be close.

What if it doesn't feel
the same?

What if it never does?

Lyra loves you.

We're finally
in the same world.

We're safe here.

That's not them, is it?

No. You'd know if it was.

It says our daemons are safe...

...but there's someone else
we need to meet.

Pan's here, though.

It's like when he used to hide
in Jordan.

I don't know exactly where he
is, but I can feel him close.

I don't feel torn apart.

And I know he's safe.

Listen.

What is that?

They're riding on wheels!

Zallif ng zalif zai.

Hello.

Maeri e ia vakit ki.

I think it wants us to follow.

- Dr Malone?
- Lyra!

- I can't believe you're here!
- How did you get here?

I was told to find you.

I knew I'd see you again.

Oh, my God, look at you. Hi.

Hi.

Oh, God, you've been
through the wars.

- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.

Atal, thank you.
How did you get here?

Ungodly beasts.

Yau yu Sraf mu pi lah
mumina xua yu.

la yau yu vakit ema?

Mea iru mil.

Nenga mil, vu zai.

Atal's so beautiful.

I've never seen anything
like her.

You know, a year ago,
this would have blown my mind,

but...

...now it's no crazier than
talking bears and angels.

You must find this
all a bit disconcerting.

I know I did.

We've been all over the place,
but...

...I think this is
my favourite world.

I've learned more being here
in the last few months

than I have in decades.

Atal has taught me so much.

Like what?

Like...

...how to trust my instincts.

How to treat a tree
with respect.

How do you treat a tree
with respect?

Well, you start off by not
assuming you're better than it.

We have this stupid idea
as humans

that we're the pinnacle
of evolution, but...

...we've got so much wrong.

I want to show you something
in the morning.

Is that what I think it is?

It's the answer to the question
you asked me in Oxford.

Do you remember?

Whether Dust was sin?

Well, your Dust,
my shadow particles -

here, they called it Sraf,
but it's all the same thing.

It's the spark that means
we're alive.

It's consciousness.

So Dust isn't sin?

It's just as good or bad
as we are.

Why do you have more Dust
around you than Lyra?

It's the same with the mulefa -

it comes with age
and experience.

It's incredible.

How did you make it?

It's the seedpod oil
that's the key.

They absorb it, and that's how
they can see Sraf.

They evolved with the trees,
this perfect symbiosis.

Everything was in balance,
and then...

...something changed.

It's heartbreaking, isn't it?

The trees are dying.

Is it some sort of disease?

No, it's the Dust disappearing.

It's just flooding
out of the world.

Thought, imagination, feeling -

all blowing away.

This beautiful place

where the people are kinder
and wiser than us by far,

and...

...it's just dying.

What can save it?

Some way of drawing
the Dust back.

In theory, Dust is drawn
to thought, to creativity,

so...

...some great discovery?

Atal says I can't think
my way out of it, but...

...can't help but try.

So these daemons -

what are we looking for,
exactly?

Well, they look like animals,

but they change depending
on how you're feeling.

So when Pan's a wolverine,
you know you've pissed her off.

But they're a part of you.

Will thought
he didn't have one,

because he's from your world,
but he does.

So do you.

I'm still getting my head
round it.

Look, nothing surprises me
any more.

This whole journey
has been so extraordinary.

I've had to put aside
everything I thought I knew.

But you believe in the soul,
don't you?

I mean, you were a nun.

You were a nun?

Like a nun nun,
from my world?

There are still nuns
in our world.

So why did you stop?

Er...

Just...

...a lot of things all at once,
really.

Maeri, kanangeve.

Er, well, I was at a conference
in Lisbon

and I was giving a paper
on particle physics.

My order were really supportive
of my academic career.

It was my first time abroad
and it had all gone really well

and we were celebrating.

So...

...I suppose
I was feeling a little daring.

You know, honestly,

up until that point,

I really didn't feel like
my life was lacking.

And then...

...I met someone.

She wasn't like
the other academics.

She wasn't interested

in showing off
how much she knew.

She was just really easy
to talk to.

And suddenly,
I was sharing things

I never thought I needed to.

And itjust opened up

this whole world
of possibility,

of feelings...

...I'd never experienced.

And then she gave me
this sweet,

this little sugary
almond thing.

And as soon as I tasted it,

this memory came flooding
back to me.

And I realised...

...I had felt
this feeling before.

Years ago,
when I was at school.

Those butterflies
in the pit of my stomach.

That ache to be close
to someone.

I think I had just been
too afraid

to recognise it before,

but I didn't want to forget it
this time.

I knew I couldn't go back
to the convent after that.

I just couldn't bear the idea
of living

without ever feeling
that alive.

And I thought,

"Will anyone be better off
if I just go back to the hotel

"and say my prayers

"and promise never to fall
into temptation again?"

And the answer came back.

No.

No-one will.

And I realised...

...there was no-one there
to reward me

for being a good girl

or no-one there to punish me
for being wicked.

There was no-one.

And it was...

It was liberating.

And it was...

...it was a bit lonely.

But I just knew I wanted
to experience everything

the world had to offer.

I wanted to experience love.

And did you?

Yeah.

Were you scared?

Oh, my God, I was terrified.

I was risking everything,
and I was sure I'd be rejected.

But...

...it was worth it.

It's rare when it happens.

When you feel that way,
you have to grab it.

It's funny, isn't it?

One little moment.

All she did was offer me
a sweet,

and it changed my life
for ever.

For the first time,

I was doing something
with all of my nature.

Not just a part of it.

Where are you, Pan?

There's so many things
I want to talk to you about.

Eve was weak in body and mind.

She was deceived by the cunning
of the serpent's tongue.

We will cut out that tongue.

We will...

Good morning.

Morning.

I've just brought you
something to eat.

- Thanks.
- Morning.

Morning.

I was going to join Atal
and the others

at the seedpod grove,

but I can help you look for
your daemons, if you'd like.

No. No need, I think.

I mean, we'll be fine
on our own, right?

Yeah, fine on our own.

- Yeah.
- Thank you.

OK.

Bye.

Bye.

It's strange how Pan's here
but he won't show himself.

I hope...

You hope what?

I hope he's not angry with me.

I think he'll understand.

And she will, too.

My daemon, I mean.

What if she settles for
something really bad,

like...

...a mosquito or a slug?

Or a fish?

I heard of a man whose daemon
was a dolphin,

but he's a sailor,
so it's fine.

Yeah, imagine me
walking around Oxford

with a dolphin in my hand.

You'll figure it out.

Do you find it hard

to answer Dr Malone's
questions?

Seems impossible to explain
what we've been through.

I don't think anyone
can understand.

Apart from you.

She's great, isn't she?

Mary Malone? Yeah.

I really like her.

I think she's right about...

...a lot of things.

Yeah?

What things?

Er...

You know.

Dust.

And, er...

...trees.

Trees?

Dust and trees.

Lyra.

Eve herself.

Imagine how blessed I shall be

when I succeed
where others have failed.

Praise be to the Authority.

Stop!

Who are you?

What...

...are you?

An angel.

We are on the same side.

No. We are not.

Come closer.

I am your servant.

Let me...

...perform this act
of devotion,

and you'll see.

What I'm about to do will
rid the world of sin.

Desire is not sin.

Love takes a million forms -

each of them beautiful,

each of them worthy.

You who judge...

...you're just afraid.

I am Balthamos...

...and I will not let you take
an innocent child's life!

Baruch...

Will...

- Is it Lyra and Will?
- Yes.

The flow of Dust
is slowing down.

Then the prophecy
has been fulfilled.

The love of Eve
shall heal the earth,

and all the world
shall feel it.

Nature will be restored.

Hope will spark in darkness.

As innocence
turns to experience,

all will be in harmony
once more.

La, ia ki, zai mu...

They did this.

We can go anywhere.

We can go
to any world we want.

Or we could just stay here.

Do you think Pan knows?

I think he guessed.

We'll have to go back

to our worlds for a bit,
won't we?

So that they'll be OK.

I want to show you Jordan.

Proper Oxford.

We can go to yours, too.

Go to the cinema again.

It's Serafina Pekkala.

Have you seen
how the world is changing?

It's all thanks to you
and your humans.

One who has given the world
such a gift deserves a name.

Kirjava.

Kirjava?

It suits you.

Why aren't you
with Will and Lyra?

Are you still punishing them
for their betrayal?

But you love them still,
don't you?

And you are not severed.

No.

We're still one.

But it was so painful.

They will need you
for what is to come.

Pan...

You left me.

I've had to travel so far
to find you again.

I'm so sorry.

I'm so grateful.

I didn't want to.

I'm sorry.

Please...

Please. I'm sorry.

I've missed you.

I love you.

Lyra...

I hoped you'd settle
as a pine marten.

It suits you.

I like it too.

I'm...

...Kirjava.

Kirjava.

You played
the serpent well.

Hello.

I am Xaphania.

And I'm grateful to you
beyond words.

I'm sorry, do...

Do I know you?

We spoke in your laboratory.

I've been watching you
and guiding you.

You've been so brave
to come this far.

Thanks to you,
the multiverse is healing.

I barely did anything.

You showed two innocents
what it was to dare.

And by discovering their love,

they have drawn Dust
back into our worlds.

Is that really all it took?

Something so small
and... ordinary?

Love...

...is never small to those that
discover it for the first time.

Your task is now complete.

The time has come for you...

...to go home.

Home?

I'm not ready.

For centuries,

Dust has been flowing
out of the universe.

What Lyra and Will have done
has turned that tide.

But their love alone is not
enough to sustain it for ever.

Every window that exists
must be closed.

Every window I've opened,
I've closed.

There are countless more -

windows left open
by all the bearers

that have ever been.

Each time the knife
makes a cut,

the flow of Dust increases.

And from the tear in the space
between worlds,

some darkness is released,

bringing destruction
across all of the worlds.

It can take the form
of many things.

A plague.

A Spectre.

I've been making Spectres?

But if Will can't use the knife

and if we can't leave
the windows open,

then how will we...?

We have to choose worlds?

Will's or mine?

You can't live in
someone else's world for long.

Our daemons won't survive.

It means...

...we can't stay
in the same world together.

No.

You can't come here
and just say that.

After everything
we've been through,

it's not fair.

It's not fair.

I'll ask
the alethiometer.

It'll know what to do.

I don't know what's happening.

It's not working.

Don't rush.

Just breathe, OK?

It's broken.

Come back!

It's not broken, Lyra.

You've... changed.

You've grown up.

So that's it?

I will never be able to
read it again?

The knowledge still exists,
but you'll have to learn it,

like those before you.

You read it by grace,

and you can regain it by work.

What's the point?

Why did we get here?

Why did we go through
everything we went through

just to be forced apart?

I didn't know it was possible
to feel this bad.

It won't always feel like this.

I don't want to not feel
like this about Lyra.

I only want her.

You're a witch.

You must know some spell
or some...

...some way to travel
between worlds.

I'm meant to be with him.

This is all wrong!

You know all those stories
that say

the greatest love is the one
that you can't live without...

...the one that
you're prepared to die for?

That's not right.

That's not what love is.

I know it seems romantic
to die for love,

but it's much more romantic
to live for it.

You will never lose
what you have with Will.

You've shaped each other
for ever.

And I know it doesn't seem
like it now,

but you have a future, Lyra.

It is a great gift
that you have given.

But Dust continues
to flow out of the worlds.

Time is running out.

If humanity set their minds
to discovery

and their hearts to compassion,

they may create enough Dust

for a single opening to remain.

But you already know where
that window must be.

The land of the dead.

We can't close that window.

It's the most important one.

Ghosts need it.

And now...

...the rest of the windows
must be closed.

But how are there so many?

While the knife exists,
only you can close them.

Break the knife,

and we can help you.

I have to break the knife?

Yes.

Once you've returned
to your home,

when it is broken,

we angels will seal the wounds.

The worlds will be whole
and unique once more.

If there's any way
we can be together,

just tell us now.

I'm sorry.

There are fates
even the most powerful

have to submit to.

I love you.

I'm not going to stop
loving you till the day I die.

I love you.

We will come back here, though.

When we've lived our lives.

We'll go through
the land of the dead...

...and we'll tell
Gracious Wings

everything we've done.

And we'll find each other...

...in there.

I'll be drifting about...

...until I find you.

And I'll be searching for you.

Every moment.

Every single moment.

When we do find each other
again...

...no-one will be able to
tear us apart.

We'll be joined so tightly...

Every atom of me...

...and every atom of you.

And when they use our atoms
to make new lives...

...they'll have to take two.

One from you...

...and one from me.

We'll be in the flowers
and in the sunbeams.

We'll be joined so tight...

We'll come with you.

Mil chetu e nafa ki, Maeri.

Kanangeve kana i ki.

Atal, you can't.

Once all the windows
are closed,

each of the worlds
will be properly aligned.

But for now, Will,

Lyra's Oxford should be here.

You will look after Lyra,
won't you?

She has a lot of courage,
but...

...I think this will be
very hard for her.

I shall.

She'll be my sister now...

...for ever.

At least Will
has Kirjava.

You know, you could see
your daemon, too...

...if you wanted.

When you spoke to the angels
in your cave,

you held yourself
in a special state of mind.

Like when Lyra read
her alethiometer.

Exactly.

We all see only what we
expect to see.

You only saw Dust

when you believed you
were able to.

Try it.

There you are.

We can come back here
every year.

You in your world and...

...me in mine.

Midsummer's Day.

Midday.

And I'll be there.

I'll be there every year.

My whole life.

And if we do meet
someone we like...

...we must be kind to them.

We won't compare them.

When we come here,

just for an hour...

...we can be together.

Every year.

I promise.

Just do it.

I'll never forget you.

I'll break the knife
as soon as I'm through,

because I know I'll just want
to come back to you.

What is it?

I'm just trying to imagine

what you'll look like
when you're old.

Handsome, of course.

Very.

Lyra...

Will...

Just think of her.

We can come back here
every year.

You in your world and...

...me in mine.

And we can be together.

I'll be there every year.

My whole life.

I promise.

Lyra...