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I'm happy wanting. I prefer to want more

than to be wanted. Don't need more.

I prefer to want.

Hi. Sorry, I was just going

to see if you want anything from the

store. It's nothing. I

mean, no, I I don't

want anything. Thanks.

What's that?

Nothing. It's

is it?Is it a script?

It's it's nothing. Really. Are you

going to start acting again?

Probably not.

Just for fun?Definitely not that. I

thought you didn't want to do this

anymore.

Well, when I married your father,

I thought I'd be happy being just a

housewife. You're not happy?

I'm happy, of course.

But I

don't know. My old friend Paul sent

me this script, this new soap, and

thought I'd be perfect for it.

Dad made you stop, didn't he?

No, not exactly.

He was jealous.

I don't know if that was the reason.

Maybe something like that, though.

You know, we used to watch you on TV.

Don't tell me that. It's so embarrassing.

I thought you were so beautiful. The most

beautiful woman I've ever seen. That's

very nice. Thank you.

I think. I think you should do it. The

role.

This is really bad, anyway. Feel it?

I mean, honestly, I should be offended

that Paul thought I'd be good for this.

Why?

You know, you're just a 19 year old kid.

You would actually have a really hard

time understanding.

Or maybe it's just cause you're a guy.

Try to explain. You're really

interested. Why not?I don't

know. It's just, it's not so frivolous.

It's not great art. Well,

it means a lot to you, and I want to know

what makes you happy. You're

dangerous. Am I?

You sure didn't get your charm from your

dad. Come on,

try me.

Well... It is about

a an older woman who is in love with a

man that she could never be with,

and he's young and successful

and she's just

pathetic. And why can't

they be together?It's just typical soap

opera drama. He's her ex-husband's son,

so her stepson, I don't know. It's a

little bit fuzzy. So like me,

I guess, in a way. I mean, I

could help you rehearse. I'd rather die.

Come on, it could be method.

I'm not sure that's a great idea. You

have not read the full script.

And what's it about this

character you don't like?

I don't know. It's just I

don't like that.

I don't like that she's supposed to be

this beautiful. Strong

person. And she would just let

her desire destroy her like that.

Is that so bad?It's

just you can't give yourself up

like that. You lose your

personhood. You've never wanted someone

like that before.

I mean, when I was young, maybe.

How'd it feel?It felt.

I felt everything. It was like

like I was experiencing the world for the

first time. Is that bad?

That feeling doesn't last forever. It

either turns sour or it

just fades away.

When you try to remember that feeling

though.

I mean, I guess I never felt more alive.

Forget the cliche. Did you

feel that way when you met my dad?Of

course not. I mean, don't don't get me

wrong. I love your dad

in my own way.

Why did you marry him then?You

don't got to go run and tell him all my

secrets, are you?Of course not. This is

between you and me. Well.

I wanted this life.

Beautiful family.

Plus, soaps really don't pay that well. I

was excited to get rid of my expensive

condo, to be able to not think twice

about buying the things that I want.

Plus, your dad seemed like he was going

to be a good partner at first.

At first. You're really

interested. Yeah.

Well, I

learned very quickly that marriage,

it's not a democracy, it's adictatorship.

It's that bad. Usually, no.

If you just do what's expected of you

and you believe what you're supposed to

believe, it's pretty easy. But

you. You have to destroy a part of

yourself to live that way. I

guess that's why I'm doing this. Get a

part of the old knee back.

I don't think a marriage has to be a

dictatorship, though. I wouldn't.

I mean, I

wouldn't. I don't know.

You're going to be different. You're a

good boy. You're going to be a good man.

I can feel it. I am a man.

You're right. I'm sorry.

You shouldn't have to listen to your

stepmother's sad stories. The script

sounds good, though. I can relate to it.

You can?Well, yeah. I don't

think it's such a bad thing to want

someone not expect to be wanted in

return. It's painful.

I mean, it can be, but... Also

worth it just to be around that person.

And you have a lot of experience with

these feelings. Believe it or not, I do.

Well, I've told you the secrets of my

inner world. Now you tell me yours.

I don't think I can do that.

Please. It's

it's you. Me.

That's what I mean. I know I can't act

on it or do anything, but

I'm happy to be here talking to you about

your life. Oh,

sweetie. I

mean it. It's

very nice.

It's OK. You don't have to say anything.

Like I said, it's better if we pretend

like I didn't say anything.

You're a very special person. You know

that?

It's OK. You don't have to talk about it.

I don't

like that you're suffering because of me.

I'm not suffering. No.

NoI'm just saying I can relate

to the character in the script and I

don't think she's pathetic.

You're right. I was being unfair.

You should do it. Roll

anyway.

For you, I will.

Come. Let me give you a kiss.

And you don't have to.

I want to. Maybe we should

just practice your lines. You

don't have

to. I

want to.

Is this just... Is

this for the role?

Lola,

I was just tickling her.

Mom?He's

asleep.

Did he see us?

So what are we gonna do?You know, I tried

to deny it, but...

How could I possibly deny it when he saw

everything?What's

next?

Divorce, I guess.

I heard him talking with his attorney on

the phone.

So what if he divorces you?You said it

yourself. You're not you when you're with

him. And this is for

the best. No, what's

for the best is me staying married. What?

No, noLike, what about

work?Well, he's letting me work again.

Lucky girl.

You know, honey, I love

you, but we

cannot. We can't do this.

So you didn't want to?

No, I wanted to. You

want me?Swear it.

Where are you going?I'm tired of him

treating me like you're something he

owns. You're the only one.

I am?

Just stay.

You know You sure to put some pants on

before you go fight your father?

Tell me you want to work with me.

Tell me you want me. I

want you.

Prove it. You want me to

prove to you that I

want you. Me too.

Prove it by letting you do whatever you

want.

You fuck me hard, soft,

my mouth, my pussy

It all belongs to you.

Oh, it feels so good.

So fucking big. I can't even get it all

the way in my

Is that OK?It's kind of hot. Yeah. Yeah

Call me

mommy. I

love sucking her nipples

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

It's a good thing you took. God wasreally

hurt. Ah

Tell mommy how long you've thought about

this. How many times have

you tripped off in your room?

So good, sweetheart. So

good.

Wow,

you look so much better than your dad.

Keep going. Keep going. We're going to

make Mommy come all over you. Come on.

Yeah. YeahShe wants to talk fucking

stuff. Do

what you're talking about.

Yeah. Yeah

Come on. Come onCome

onCome on

No, you keep going. I want

you to come deep inside me. It's

all right. Yes, it's all right. You keep

going. You

keep going to the fucking world

inside, baby.

Let's keep your eyes. Yes. Yeah. Fucking

good or warm inside me.

I'm feeling a wet slippery.

Yeah. Don't you fucking stop. Keep going.

Keep going. You're still fucking hard,

right?Yeah. God, you fucking young

boy. Oh, fuckIt's a

fucking hard feel like this. Yeah.

YeahUse your fucking comments later. Why

are you fucking wrong?Yeah. Yeah

I'm going to taste

my fucking

cum

be a good boy and eat Mommy's pussyYes,

ma'am.

Ah

You really are so much better than your

father. Pretty much everything.

Oh, oh, that's so

sweet. Curl your fingers a little bit

right there. Oh, that's so good. Such a

good listener.

Oh, you always

been so good at listening

to

me. Oh, oh.

Oh, baby. Slip me

legs. God, I can't believe I'm letting

you do this to me, right?That's

it. That's

it.

Don't you stop. Be a good boy.

You're such a good boy. You're such agood

boy. You're such a

good boy. Yeah. YeahI'm gonna

fucking come. Mommy's gonna come all

over your fucking

You are something else.

Oh my

God.

Tell Mommy you love being deep inside

her pussyI

love being deep inside

her pussy Mommy. Mommy

loves having you inside of her. You're so

perfect, baby.

Oh, fuckIt feels

so good inside

Mommy.

You're getting close again already, are

you?

Really. Oh, it's so

hot. I'm just

so fucking off. I want to see you this

time though. Yeah, you just fuck

You just fuck on me however you need to.

And you're going to cum all over my pussy

when you're ready, OK,

sweetie?That's funny. That's a good boy.

Oh, good. Such a big love for

me, sweetheart.

You

did so

good.

Where are you going?I have to get back.

BackTo him?

Yeah, I told you, we can't do this.

But...

Goodnight, baby.