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[Kill My Sins] [This is a work of fiction]

May my mother's illness

get better soon.

This is my decision.

Hatred is the grittiest power.

But you've known Ping'an for four years.

Can you make up your mind?

Compared to what I've been carrying,

four years

are nothing.

From now on,

I'll make my own decision.

[Episode 19] [Extinguished Light, Last Goodbye]

Ankang,

this toast is to you.

Excellent!

Xian'er, you can really hold your liquor now.

I learned from the best.

Don't drink so much

when you're out there on your own.

Don't worry.

Finally!

Take a seat.

It won't be so good if it gets cold.

Today,

the osmanthus liquor is specifically chosen for you.

Nice, right?

Thank you for letting me try all the delicacies.

Don't even mention it.

I heard

you visited Her Majesty,

but she refused to see you.

Xian'er,

you are always around Her Majesty.

Do you know

why I was turned away?

Either you made a mistake

and Her Majesty didn't like it,

or she

knows exactly what you're going to say

but doesn't want to respond.

If it's the latter,

it is in vain even if you ask me

to convince her.

That's pretty much what I thought.

Why did you want to see

Her Majesty?

I wanted to ask

for permission to investigate an old case.

What case?

General Wu,

Li Zongxu was the one

who obstructed the transportation of grain and salt

to the border during the Battle of Jinyuan.

Five years ago,

he gave up the lives

of commoners and soldiers

for his own interest.

Five years later,

he used the banquet

to frame Yuan Shaocheng

out of greed.

Such a disgrace to our realm.

However,

he has nothing to do with the unlicensed salt trader you got

out of the capital.

If the salt

was not from him,

this is worse.

I'm afraid

that the Granary Magistrate, Gong Shao,

is involved.

Gong Shao?

Gong Shao

and Xu Qing.

I need to get a chance

to check the Dongqiao Salt Granary.

Ankang, you don't have any evidence.

It would be better to avoid

any direct conflict with him.

Or they will be on guard.

Don't worry.

I have my plan.

Welcome back, Ping'an.

Ping'an.

Aunt, are you making flatbread?

Yes.

Did you forget

the Mid-Autumn Festival

is in a few days?

So I was thinking about making flatbread.

I can sell half of it,

and the other half

will be for you!

Just a minute.

I'll be right there.

Try it.

How does it

taste?

What are you doing?

Try it now.

Is it good?

Yes!

By the way, Nichang,

have you decided on the date

to leave for Yangzhou?

I'm not in a hurry.

The Mid-Autumn Festival is a day for togetherness.

I need to stay here and have the meal

with everyone first.

Are you kicking me away?

No.

How dare I?

Mrs. Gu,

the baozi is filled with crab roe.

I didn't know we could afford

something like this!

Gui brought us

these.

You two

may be fellow disciples,

but why do I feel like

there's something more to it?

You're good

with words, aren't you?

Even all the food

can't keep your mouth

busy?

Alright.

I will feed you.

You didn't

try the flatbread.

Here you go.

Try it.

It's too big!

Try it!

Okay.

Aunt and Nichang

have found their next stop.

I guess when we are old,

we have to bear with each other

and share one bed.

I don't want that.

You roll around all the time

when you sleep,

like flipping a pancake.

When you roll over, you wake me up.

Am I still going to get

the sack you make for me?

Stop asking about it.

It's almost done.

Let me have a peek.

I will give it to you in a few days.

What's the smell?

My flatbread!

I forgot about it.

Oh no.

It's burnt!

It's hot!

Watch out!

It's hot!

Now we are going to get some burnt flatbread.

Ping'an,

I'm working for Qixi Painting Shop

and am going to the Hai Mansion tomorrow.

If there's any news,

I will let you know.

Okay.

Danxin,

be careful.

[Hai Mansion]

Check this out.

This is indigo,

emerald green,

and maple red.

Here you go.

This way.

It looks great.

Miss Hai would love it.

That old man must be a poor man.

Why is he here in the mansion?

It's normal.

Mr. Hai is a kind man.

People who get bullied

would often come

to beg for his help.

I've checked everything.

You may leave.

Of course.

Master, there's some good news.

Following your instructions,

we found the person

in Tongquan.

Go ahead.

Greetings, sir.

Tell me

what you know.

If you do well, you will be rewarded,

but if you lie about anything,

you know the consequences.

Well...

Well...

I... I'm also not sure

if Miss Ye

is the little girl from Tongquan

back in the day.

The steward said

she could

compel and put people to sleep.

It makes me feel like

they are the same person.

What's the name

of the girl?

Her last name is Gu,

and she's called Gu Qing.

I remember once

when my grandson was back, he told me

that Gu Qing was holding

something special.

She was shaking the thing,

and then he fell asleep.

When he woke up,

his face was painted

in a mess.

I asked him,

but he said he couldn't remember anything.

It could be a joke

from the kids.

It's not reliable.

Not only my grandson,

but I also saw it.

What did you see?

Well...

You are hesitating,

which means you are making it up.

Somebody.

Sir,

I was going to

take it to the grave.

It was so strange!

On that day,

back then,

Gu Qing was a little girl.

She was the one

who led the women to the abandoned house.

Then the house

was burned

by the censor...

No, by the other person.

Everyone there was dead.

It was horrific.

Since then,

Gu Qing's entire family disappeared.

Sir,

isn't that

strange and scary?

You did great.

You can get your reward from the steward.

Thank you, sir.

I appreciate it.

Sir,

why did you ask me

to repeat what I told you the other day?

Do you trust me now?

I saw with my own eyes

that Gu Qing

made them fall asleep.

I got it.

You may leave.

Yes, sir.

Master,

I was watching Ye Ping'an these days,

and I noticed a woman

who was very close to Ye Ping'an.

They wanted to get into the mansion

by delivering the paint.

Well done.

Since she wanted to enter here,

ask her to bring the paint here tomorrow.

I will

have something big for her in return.

Rest assured,

I will transfer Xu Qing out of the capital.

It will

be a dead end for them.

What's your plan

against Ye Ping'an?

The reason Du Liang and Li Zongxu

lost to Ye Ping'an

is that

none of them

found her true weakness,

but I do.

The most frightening thing

is not the enemy,

but the friend you spend all your time with.

Guess what I learned

from the Hai Mansion today?

What made you

so excited?

Nothing important, actually.

I guess Hai Yiping realized

that I was overhearing,

and he found a conman

to put on a show for me.

The conman said

he was from Tongquan,

and that he knew you.

He said that over a decade ago,

he saw you compelling a woman

and leading her to an abandoned house.

How is that even possible?

It's a terrible story.

Also,

your last name is Ye,

but the name he made up was Gu Qing.

Ping'an,

I was worried that he would ruin your reputation.

Maybe we should take him...

My former name...

No!

Ping'an.

My former name was Gu Qing.

What you said is true.

I lied to you.

I've been lying to you.

I told you about my past,

but it was a lie.

No,

it wasn't entirely a lie.

The first survivor

I met from the censor's case

was Ruan Qin.

The butterfly pendant

was hers.

I could only

watch her

when she

jumped off the cliff.

Du Liang and Zheng Yuan

tricked me

into compelling

three women

to the abandoned house.

Since I was just a kid,

no one would suspect me.

Mrs. Gu,

you knew it a long time ago,

right?

Now I know

why you can't fall asleep every night

even with the calming incense.

The nonsense about sharing the pain

and sticking together.

How ironic.

You are here to pay for your sins.

Once you find

survivors like us,

you cling to them,

your only hope for atonement.

You are right.

I know you too well.

All these years,

you've been tortured by guilt.

You tried everything

to make up for what happened,

so that you could get a moment of peace.

You are always scheming.

You are only using us

as a blade.

You are right.

Do you know

that if it weren't for you,

some of these girls wouldn't have died?

They could have spent the rest of their lives

with their family.

You're to blame

for Du Liang's

boldness

and these abductions.

Have you heard their cries

when they were burnt alive?

Ye Ping'an,

you are full of sins.

You are right.

Danxin!

No!

You want to die, don't you?

Do you think

death can erase all your sins

and that you can get away with the tortures?

Unfortunately,

I won't

make it that easy for you.

I've always been

the one who trusts you most.

I never questioned your decision.

If you said something,

I would be the first to execute it.

We all listened to you,

as if without you,

we couldn't take revenge anymore.

But it was not true.

Even without you,

I would find my own way

to get revenge for the censor's case.

Ye Ping'an,

from now on,

I will not listen to you anymore.

There is

nothing left between us.

Danxin!

♪The residual glow of twilight brushes across my brows♪

Do you remember what I said

when we first met?

♪While the sorrowful rain lingers, unwilling to dissipate♪

I said

♪Life is but a fleeting dream, like smoke♪

don't let me down.

♪Slipping away in the haze of time♪

♪Grief reflects in my eyes♪

You are capable,

♪And I am left to say the final goodbye♪

and I appreciate it a lot.

That's why I was willing

to follow you and help you

after Zheng Yuan died.

♪Replays over and over♪

I thought we were sisters

♪Seasons change♪

after what we've been through.

♪Life withers and blooms in turn, yet I remain burdened with regret♪

But it turns out

♪Like flames consuming the body♪

that you are also lying to us.

♪The pain sears through promises♪

♪Whose tears have melted?♪

I'm done.

♪The crystal fragments of the past♪

You...

Where are you going?

♪Piecing together the withering face♪

Where else can I be?

The capital makes me sad.

I don't want to stay here anymore.

♪But fade and flicker in a glance♪

♪Whose tears have melted?♪

♪The cold fragments of the past♪

♪Piecing together this lonely world♪

♪Hands intertliquord, symbolizing enduring affection♪

♪Love collapses♪

♪As the sun sets♪

Ping'an!

♪Your tears have melted♪

♪The cold fragments of the past♪

♪Making up this bitter world♪

Ping'an,

♪Promises carved in the dust of life♪

this is what I worried

about Danxin and you.

♪A flash of thought♪

The past turns worse,

and the old friend

becomes the blade

stabbed into each other.

[Anxin House]

Danxin?

Is that you?

[Hai Mansion]

Since you are with Mr. Hai,

you become

more difficult to understand.

Is that so?

In your report,

I am narrow-minded

and merciless.

I think you know me

very well.

What do you want?

You investigated officials in private

with a conspiracy.

I'm going to take you

to the Court of Judicial Review

and lock you up.

So Hai Yiping can't

lay a hand on me.

Do you think

it is protecting me?

Of course not.

Mr. Hai asked me

to keep a close eye on you,

and I am

only

trying to get myself

some credit.

I will give you

something bigger as a bonus.

If I'm right,

based on Danxin's personality,

she is already on her way to assassinate Mr. Hai.

Why are you telling me this?

Because Hai Yiping

knows everything about the censor's case.

He can't die yet.

Mr. Hai, are you alright?

I'm fine.

When you were with Ye Ping'an,

did you notice

this woman?

No.

She hid herself very well.

However,

I found this

from Anxin House.

[Du Liang]

She knows everything

about us.

Did you see her?

Yes.

On my way here

from Yanqing Lane,

I met her by accident.

Luckily,

she didn't have any suspicion.

What did she say?

She told me

to stop her from murdering you,

because you are the only one

who knows about the old case.

Shall I

lock both Ye Ping'an and her up

in the Court of Judicial Review?

Leave it.

About sending the people of Mang Gutter

to build Tiansheng Tower,

I will talk to the Directorate for the Palace Buildings.

You can keep it

to yourself.

Thank you, Master.

It's late,

and it's almost time for curfew.

You should take some rest.

At Luchun Alley,

there's a noodle place called the Hui's.

When I first took office,

I once saw some petty officials

accusing the old man of the Hui's

that there were droppings

in the noodles.

They were trying to get some money

from the traders.

If they didn't hand in the money,

they would end up in jail.

I made the petty officials leave.

Every time I pass the Hui's,

the old man will make me

fresh, steaming hot noodles.

I've been having it

for twenty years.

It reminds me

of what power means

for the commoners.

A small act

can either crush their lives

or

save them.

You saved the old man from the noodle shop,

but you are the one

who caused the wrongful conviction.

Over the years,

I've helped so many people.

Why are you so obsessed

with one old case?

How about Yu Qian?

He was a good friend of yours for years,

and you just watched him

being wrongly imprisoned,

and watched his family die?

Yu Qian

was too stubborn.

I tried to convince him to leave it,

but

he insisted.

That's why you planted the evidence

and framed him up?

Why would someone

who has been planning to kill me

bring only a crossbow?

Instead of a knife?

What do you want most?

To overturn the censor's case.

Then think about

the words

Hai Yiping wanted you to hear from the man.

What's his goal?

He wants us to turn against each other.

He wants

to use me

to kill Ye Ping'an.

I'm going to fake the assassination

and get caught by him.

Danger can never be overcome

without taking risks.

I

underestimated you.

No.

You know

very well about me.

However, instead of ambushing me when I was out,

you took the risk to come to the mansion.

You are not here to kill me.

You want to get caught

and learn more from me.

What's ridiculous

is that Ye Ping'an actually thought

that you were going to kill me.

She even wanted to stop you.

Stop bringing her up.

She and I

are not on the same path anymore.

There is something I share

with Ye Ping'an.

We both want

to erase our connection

with the censor's case so much.

You are not

her concern.

Mr. Hai is not going to think

I can be convinced

by only a few words, right?

Somebody.

Untie her.

- Yes, sir. - Yes, sir.

If you want to leave,

do it now.

If not,

tomorrow,

I'll take you somewhere.

Why are you sitting here?

It's cold.

Go inside.

Where are you going?

I heard

that Xu Qing

is going to be transferred to a local county.

The order was from the Ministry of Personnel.

It probably has something to do with Hai Yiping.

I want to see if I can get more information

before he leaves the capital.

Maybe

I can find something.

Danxin

used to treat you

as the one she trusted most.

The truth was too cruel for her.

I'm afraid that she would harm herself.

She needs some time to take it in.

I will talk to her.

Take care of yourself, too.

Also,

how did Hai Yiping find out

about your past?

We need to figure that out.

Alright.

Get inside.

Miss,

you must be Miss Ye.

That's right.

Qing,

it's you!

Qing,

I can't recognize you

anymore!

You are...

It's me!

Zhu Laosan.

The one who sells pork intestines!

My grandson

Zhu Yuanbao

used to play with you a lot.

I remember it now.

You are here in the capital.

I have to go.

Wait.

I set up a tea house on the edge of the capital.

Let's catch up.

I...

Let's go.

It's just around the corner.

[Tea]

Have some tea.

The rent of the capital is high.

I've been working on this for two days.

It's finally coming together.

But I still don't have everything yet.

Since you don't have a lot of money,

why are you starting a tea house

in the capital?

Well...

It's all because of you.

Me?

Yes.

You were a strange girl.

I talked about it with your mother,

about...

About your skill of compelling others.

It would make you in trouble.

I saw

how you led the woman

into the abandoned house.

I thought

you were just having fun.

It turned out...

So

you are the one who spread it out.

About that,

I saw it by accident.

Now that I get it straight,

I see what was going on.

You must be worried.

You were also involved

in the death of those women.

The past is the past.

Your tea house

is not in a good location,

and you don't know the capital or anyone here.

You should go back to Tongquan.

I can hire a carriage for you.

Sure.

My grandson is a grown-up man now.

He should have married someone,

but the ladies in Tongquan

look down on him

for he is a poor man who sells pork intestines.

It's not good.

How about

you give me 500 liang,

and I'm done

with this tea house?

It's up to you.

You'd better think it through.

People in the capital

have no idea what you've done.

If you don't give me the money,

I'm going to tell everyone

about how you tricked the women

into the abandoned house.

I'm the witness.

Do you remember how many women you tricked?

Three, five,

or seven?

My word is evidence

of your sins!

Help me!

Grab my hand.

Help!

Help!

There is

no one else.

He fell by accident.

No one will suspect anything.

It's about her old sins.

Guess what she would do?

I know her.

She won't.

Help!

Help!

You told me

to bring her here

and wash the mop by the river.

You didn't

tell me about this!

Now you see it, right?

What you used to believe

is wrong.

When it comes to the sins they've committed,

what she did

is no different

from what Du Liang

or Li Zongxu did.

Ye Ping'an is judging the others,

but she should start with herself.

You should know

that people forget.

How many people are there

who still remember

the censor's case?

Life is short.

Don't consider

what you are doing

as a great deal.

I don't care about

what others think.

Even if I'm the only one left,

I'm going

to bring justice

to Yu Qian and all the women.

It's not impossible

to achieve your goal.

I only need one thing from you

and I can get you

the result you want most.

You want

Ye Ping'an's life,

right?

Why do you allow me to live,

but not her?

In the Warring States period,

Gongshu Cuo

gave his advice to King Hui of Wei

before he got severely ill:

"Appoint Shang Yang,

or kill him."

King Hui didn't listen to his words.

Later, Shang Yang turned to Qin state.

After a while,

Qin destroyed

Wei.

That's

the way it is

for those who are different.

Even without the censor's case,

if she is on my side,

I can keep her.

If she's against me,

she must die.

What can you give me in return?

Are you

going to overturn the case

with me in person?

Why not?

Let me ask you.

Can you tell me

how am I involved

in the censor's case?

You...

I can overturn the case

for Yu Qian and the women who suffered,

and make sure Li Zongxu and the others are sentenced.

I'm the only one who can help you.

All I ask is to kill Ye Ping'an for me.

How are you going to do that?

Everyone thought all the women

were dead.

No one can prove

that you are the victim of the case.

However, as an old friend

of Yu Qian back then,

I can introduce you

to Guo Yu, Minister of Court of Judicial Review,

and prove your identity.

It's a good offer,

but not enough.

Ye Ping'an

was my best friend.

I've spent four years with her day and night.

Her life

should be worth more.

True. Keep going.

To ask the Court of Judicial Review to reinvestigate,

my words as a commoner

is not convincing at all.

The file of the censor's case is burnt.

There's no other physical evidence.

I have no proof

of Yu Qian's innocence.

After I kill Ye Ping'an for you,

you can simply

break your promise.

Why should I trust you?

I have a letter

Yu Qian wrote to me

when he was in jail.

In the letter,

he wrote down

that he was framed

by Du Liang.

[Yu Qian]

This is the handwriting of Yu Qian.

I didn't lie to you.

You were

Mr. Yu's last hope

back at that time,

but you chose

to stand aside.

I'm warning you.

At the Court of Judicial Review,

repeat everything

I've told you,

word for word.

If you say anything wrong,

no one will be able to help you.

You are the hope to overturn the case.

You can trust me.

However,

are you indeed going to give me the letter?

Don't you worry that the Court of Judicial Review

would question you for not turning it in back then?

The letter is only circumstantial evidence.

Nobody trusted the words of Yu Qian

at the time.

Even if I showed the letter,

I couldn't save him.

And I will

get myself into trouble.

I buried it deep down in my heart for years.

Only after

I met a victim, you,

did I dare to show this letter

and overturn the case for Yu Qian.

Buried it deep down, huh?

What an admirable act,

Mr. Hai.

I will give you the box

for sure

if you can do what you said.

However, how are you going to convince me

that you can make up your mind

and kill Ye Ping'an?

You will see.

In the world,

I am

her only weakness.

♪Past events turn to ash, crushed into mud♪

♪Like a distant dream, forever out of reach♪

♪Your breaths faded in silence and distance♪

♪Thoughts form a chapter, with a reluctant prelude♪

♪The storm of sorrow is beyond words♪

♪In a glance back, no traces of the past remain♪

♪Lost in regret, tangled, unwritten, unspeakable♪

♪Buried in time, too fragile to name♪

♪A cup of cold moonlight. A page of faded tears♪

♪Dreams, scribbled in haste, fade into dust♪

♪A lone wild goose cries, echoing through the sleepless night♪

♪Only to clutch fragments of memory to soothe the remaining years♪

♪A cup of cold moonlight. A page of faded tears♪

♪Dreams, scribbled in haste, fade into dust♪

♪A lone wild goose cries, echoing through the sleepless night♪

♪Only to clutch fragments of memory to soothe the remaining years♪

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