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Hey, Catie.

I told you never to come here.

He loved her so much.

I just wish he loved us that much.

You played his mom in "Nick of Time."

It's great to see you.

Hello!

Please don't leave us.

I will not leave you.

Ripley, get out of there now!

Whatever happens, I'm OK with it.

I need you.

Trust me, I am not the only one.

No! Mitch?

I love you too.

Dr. Lenox, we've got an intake.

Josephine Tucker, 38-year-old female.

Suffered a seizure 30 minutes ago

and treated with Ativan at the scene.

Heart rate's 110, BP's 131/77.

Respiratory rate and efforts all over the map.

She's been in a coma for the past 20 years.

22 years.

That's her mother, Angela Tucker.

We're gonna take good care of your daughter.

On my count.

One, two, three.

Call respiratory.

Let's get her hooked up on high-flow

and order ABG analysis too.

On it.

Her urine output has been less the last couple of days.

Darker too.

That's helpful. Thanks.

Sunset sign and Cheyne-Stokes respirations.

What--what does that mean?

Mrs. Tucker, your daughter's symptoms

are indicative of hydrocephalus.

A build-up of fluid in the brain.

She's bradying.

Heart rate's in the 30s.

She's having another seizure?

Page neurosurgery?

There's no time. 1 milligram atropine IV.

Prep and drape her right frontal scalp.

We need to place an emergent EVD.

What is that? What's an EVD?

Dr. Lenox will drill a small hole in Josephine's skull

and insert a tube to drain the fluid.

It's the only way to save her life.

Do we have your consent?

Yes. Do it.

Scalpel.

Drill.

Catheter.

Now page neurosurg.

Let's get labs and a head CT, stat.

Is she gonna be OK, Dr. Lenox?

She's stable now, and her breathing's improved.

We'll know more soon.

I'll wait with Mrs. Tucker until neurosurgery gets here.

Good. Wait.

Aren't they handing out Match Day envelopes soon?

You should go.

Oh, is that happening today?

Why are you stalling?

No, I'm not stalling.

I'm just avoiding the crowd.

Mm.

Cardiothoracic at Gaffney is impossible to get into,

and for some insane reason

I put the University of North Dakota

as my second choice because it seemed realistic.

Which it is, because it's a frozen hellscape.

Naomi, go get your envelope.

Hi.

Hey.

Thank you so much for setting this up for me.

Of course. Yeah.

Let's just find Maggie for you, get you started.

Yeah.

Hey, how's your friend, uh, Dr. Ripley?

They were talking about him on the news this morning.

Yeah, no, he's gonna be OK.

Oh, good. I'm so glad.

Yeah.

Listen, if you're still up to it,

maybe we can have that dinner tonight.

Um, yeah.

No, that'd be great. - OK.

Maggie. Hey, look who it is.

- Ainsley. - Hi.

It's so good to see you again.

Thank you so much for letting me shadow.

Absolutely.

Gonna be learning from the best charge nurse around, so--

Does he always lay it on this thick?

Mm, you have no idea.

Ah.

All right, let's go find you some scrubs.

OK.

Did you bring a comfortable pair of shoes?

Uh, no, I didn't. But, um--

I love you.

Mom's here, Josie.

I'm right here.

Is that Nurse Goodwin?

Uh, that's Ms. Goodwin, yeah.

She's our chief of patient services.

Chief?

She's the boss now?

She's my boss, certainly.

You know Ms. Goodwin?

Mrs. Tucker, Josephine's hand is moving.

Is that normal?

Oh, my God.

No, I've never seen her do that.

Never.

What does it mean?

We will have to do some tests to confirm,

but it indicates an increased neuroplasticity.

She might be waking up?

Yes, it's possible.

Isn't this against some kind of rule?

You're a hero, man.

What do you think you're going to do, break your other ankle?

So, uh, what's going on with Hannah?

Uh, we're, uh, saving the big talk

till I'm back on my feet.

OK.

Doris asked me to bring these up.

Man, you have got quite the flock of admirers down there.

Oh, God. More flowers.

All right, that is my cue.

Oh.

Feel better, man.

Thanks, man.

How you feeling?

Other than the bum leg,

better than I have in a really long time.

How are Sadie and Emilia?

Well, you know, I mean,

Sadie's got some adjusting to do, obviously.

But you know, they're safe.

They're together.

I think they're gonna be discharged this afternoon.

Wow, that's great.

Any word from the board yet about your suspension?

No.

No decision yet.

Last thing I want to do is set you up,

but I just can't imagine that your heroics

aren't gonna spin this in the right direction.

I mean, God knows I think you deserve a second chance.

I don't know about deserve.

But, um, if I'm given one, I don't intend to waste it.

I didn't really think I was gonna make it out of there,

when things started to go sideways,

till I heard your voice on the walkie.

I know I haven't always made it easy to care about me.

Caring about you, pal,

never been the, uh-- the hard part.

You know, you hear stories about people waking up

from comas decades later,

but I've never actually seen it happen.

Well, once she's out of CT,

maybe you'd like to say hello to her mother.

Well, uh, I'm not so sure Angela would want that.

What caused Josephine's coma?

What was the initial trauma?

It was a-- a terrible car accident.

As I recall, the roads were wet.

It had been pouring all morning.

Josephine's father was driving her to school

when the car skidded and flipped over into a ditch.

He died on impact.

Josephine's brain was hemorrhaging

when the paramedics brought her in.

Did she go straight to the OR?

Well, there was a difference of opinion

amongst the doctors--

surgery or trying to decrease the swelling with--

with medication.

What did Mrs. Tucker decide?

She couldn't decide.

She was paralyzed with grief.

I advocated strongly for surgery,

perhaps too strongly.

They fixed the bleed,

but Josephine never regained consciousness.

Angela couldn't possibly blame you for that.

She was heartbroken and distraught.

Well, I didn't take it personally.

There you go.

You're OK, man. You're OK.

Mm-hmm.

Breathing is shallow.

What was his blood pressure?

88/58.

Liam. Hey, bud.

Is there any dietary changes you've had recently?

Maybe something you ate that didn't sit right?

Uh, I do all of the cooking,

and we don't really eat out much.

OK.

Was anyone else in the house feeling ill, or--

No.

No, Jessica and I are fine.

So are his older brothers.

Doris, let's get a CBC, BMP, a tox screen,

a urine analysis, and then call GI

for an endoscopy, please.

OK.

Hey, buddy.

I'll be back soon, all right?

Try to get some rest, OK?

- Thank you. - Of course.

Really? Cheese curls?

Like many others, I've found

that high-sodium snacks lift my energy

during mid-morning slumps.

You know, it's these kind of oddities I look forward

to learning more about.

Does that mean--

I've been accepted into Gaffney's

cardiothoracic residency program.

North Dakota's loss is Chicago's gain.

I couldn't have done this without you.

You know that, right?

You're about to become a surgeon.

Lose the humility.

Student Dr. Howard.

Dr. Hayes.

I hope you've heard the good news.

Hot off the press.

I wanted to come down in person

to congratulate you and welcome you aboard.

I am incredibly excited for this opportunity.

I also wanted to invite you

to an informal gathering tonight.

The cardiothoracic department does a weekly get-together

at Bar La Rue, end of shift.

Blow off some steam.

I'll be there.

Cheesy curls.

- Mm. - You?

Mind if I--

You're so generous with your snacks.

- Oh, I'll take it back. - No.

Your very detailed email about Naomi

factored significantly in our deliberations.

I just thought you should know.

There you are.

I just reviewed Josephine Tucker's head CT.

- And? - It's not good.

A brain tumor?

That's what's waking her up?

The neuronal progenitor cells within the tumor are

firing electrical impulses into the thalamus,

so it's almost like jumper cables for her brain.

Uh, how long before she's fully awake?

It can take weeks, even months,

if it happens at all.

Time that we unfortunately don't have.

What do you mean?

The neurocytoma is 6 centimeters in size,

so it's disrupting CSF flow,

which caused Josephine's hydrocephalus

and subsequent seizures.

So we need to resect it as soon as possible.

Is that dangerous?

Uh, yes.

The tumor is in a very challenging place to reach.

Will she survive the surgery?

We don't know.

But without the procedure, there is no uncertainty--

she will die.

So the thing that's waking her up

is also killing her.

Do you happen to know where I could find Caitlin Lenox?

I think Dr. Lenox is in with a patient.

Oh, speak of the devil, literally.

Damn, you working out?

That's quite a firm grip you've got.

What did I say about coming here?

I wouldn't have to if someone would stop ignoring my texts.

I'm working.

Plus, I found that it's harder for you

to say no in person.

What did you do, Kip?

Upstairs neighbor left a faucet running

and flooded my apartment.

I was hoping maybe I could stay--

- No. - Come on.

Look, it will be fun.

We will order takeout.

We'll watch "Newsies" for the hundredth time.

A dancing Christian Bale with some ramen?

Huh?

Fine. One night.

Totally.

Two or three at most.

I'll be super low-maintenance, I promise.

I'm gonna go get my key.

Do not move.

Oh, hey, thanks, Catie-Cat!

Hey, you got a minute?

Shoot.

I've got a 12-year-old in Treatment 4, Liam Russell.

He came in vomiting blood this morning.

Oh, that's not good.

Pretty unusual for a 12-year-old too, right?

His labs came back and his tox found traces

of ipecac in his system.

Oh, man.

Well, what are you thinking?

Maybe bulimia?

I mean, maybe, but it's unlikely

a kid his age would know about ipecac.

GI scope him yet?

Yeah.

They found several small tears in his lower esophagus.

Well, caused by repeated vomiting.

So it's been going on for a while.

It appears so, yeah.

Why don't I wait till Liam wakes up, have a little chat,

see what I can suss out?

Yeah, that'd be great. Thank you.

You bet.

Angela.

Hello.

Nurse Goodwin.

Sharon, please.

I understand Josephine's surgery has been

scheduled for later today.

Well, she's in very good hands with Dr. Abrams.

He's one of the best neurosurgeons in--

Well, you'll forgive me if I don't take your word for it.

I'm sorry.

It's been a--

it's been a day.

Uh, no, it's OK.

I understand.

I've waited 22 years for her to wake up,

and now, just as it's happening--

Well, I'll, um--

I'll let you be alone with Josephine.

Ms. Goodwin, how's Mrs. Tucker doing?

Every time I go in there,

she's just trying to will Josephine

to open her eyes or squeeze her hand.

Oh, I can't imagine it--

all these years waiting for her to wake up,

dreaming of this moment.

You know, if only the tumor had worked a little faster.

I mean, jump-started things

before it got so bad.

You mean if it was accelerated?

Yeah.

Why?

Liam, how are you doing?

I'm Dr. Charles.

Your, uh--your mom and dad are doing some paperwork

with Dr. Frost right now, I think.

OK.

So, um, this has happened before?

This, uh--this vomiting?

Wait, why?

Why do you think it happened before?

Well, because the doc who--

who checked out your throat,

he found some lesions on your esophagus,

which usually, you know, happens with repeated vomiting.

I threw up a lot today.

The thing is, you're not gonna get multiple lesions

from just a single day, you know, of vomiting.

Like I say, it--

it just suggests a history of it, you know?

Sometimes I have to throw up after I eat.

I just have a weak stomach or something.

It's not a big deal.

You don't have to tell my parents or anything.

OK, OK.

Um, so you are in seventh grade.

How's that, uh-- how's that going for you?

You like it?

It's fine.

Yeah.

You know, my daughter really struggled in junior high.

I did, too, come to think of it.

There's so much pressure to look a certain way, you know.

By the way, total myth that only girls struggle

with that kind of thing.

I'm not bulimic.

Well, then, um, why are you--

why are you making yourself throw up, buddy?

How do you know I'm making myself?

Because we found a drug in your system

that's, you know, used to induce vomiting.

I am not here to get you in trouble.

Not my job, OK?

I promise you, I just want to figure out

what's going on so I can--

so I can help you.

There's something wrong with me.

I'm fixing it.

Oh.

I'm not stalking you, I promise.

Maggie asked me to bring her some gauze.

Yeah, it's all good.

Gauze is right there.

It's a real trip seeing you in doctor mode today.

Can't have been easy for you to get here.

I'm--I'm sure your parents didn't help.

Yeah, no.

But you did it.

I'm really proud of you.

You know, you were the only person in my life

who encouraged me to quit acting,

figure out what I really wanted to do

instead of, you know, what everyone else was

telling me I wanted to do.

Yeah.

I could just see your heart wasn't in it.

Yeah.

I was always--

I used to feel like you were the only one

who ever really saw me, you know?

Like, past the veneer.

Used to?

I still see you, Jonathan.

Ainsley, I, um--

Oh.

I thought you wanted--

I--I don't really know what I, um--

- I'm so sorry. - No, that's OK.

Look, if you need any more help, just get Maggie, OK?

- Of course. - All right.

Similar to the neurocytoma's progenitor cells,

the medicine that I'm injecting, baclofen,

could theoretically restore neurotransmission

between wakefulness and awareness.

In other words, it's mimicking

what the tumor's doing, only faster.

It's a long shot.

But it could allow Josephine to wake up before surgery.

Emphasis on long shot.

There's a good chance this won't work.

And as we've discussed, introducing any substance

into the brain intrathecally can increase

intracranial pressure,

so if Josephine's ICP level rises above 40,

we need to take her to surgery immediately.

I understand.

Mom's here, Josie.

I'm right here.

So you're saying that Liam is feeling the need

to harm himself because he's attracted to boys,

and this was his attempt at, like,

some DIY conversion therapy?

He read about a form of aversion therapy online where

they administer nausea-inducing inducing medications to people,

then show them same-sex materials,

idea being to condition them to feel sick

when those attractions come on.

OK.

Well, what do we do now?

I mean, Liam's intentionally harming himself.

Do we put him on a psych hold, or...

The problem is he didn't really see it that way, right?

He thinks he's fixing himself.

Those are his words, you know?

Not--not hurting himself.

And I mean, honestly, 5150 wouldn't be

the top of my list anyway.

It'll just reinforce this idea that he's somehow,

you know, deserving of punishment.

I mean, in a perfect world, we'd find him a good shrink.

But, you know--

Yeah, which we would need the parents' consent for.

But look, I can only imagine Liam begged you

not to say anything to his parents,

but at this point, uh--

We've got to tell them about the ipecac, right?

I mean, it's on the blood test.

But there's no way I'm gonna tell them why he took it.

It would be immensely damaging,

not to mention unethical, to out the kid,

you know, without his permission.

OK.

Then how do we tell his parents that their son needs help

without explaining to them the actual problem?

Very, very carefully.

I don't understand.

Liam's a happy kid.

Why was he doing this?

You know, I haven't quite gotten that out of him yet.

Um, which is why, with your permission, of course,

I would really like to keep him here another day,

maybe two, you know, to--

Sorry, I'm confused.

You want to keep him here,

but you don't know what's wrong with him?

I mean, do you think it's some kind

of a suicide attempt or something?

I mean, I know he got picked on at school for a little while,

got teased a little bit, but he's got

a solid group of friends now. - No, OK?

That is not it.

We are not at all suggesting that Liam is intentionally

hurting himself in a-- - Well--

In a traditional sense.

Traditional?

What are we talking about here?

We brought him in today because he was vomiting up blood.

You really don't know why?

I'm sorry, we, uh--we don't.

But if I had to guess at this point,

I would say that it might have something to do with Liam,

I don't know, somehow not feeling safe.

Are you saying he doesn't feel safe at home?

Not necessarily, because-- because I don't know yet.

Well, I'm honestly not sure what

you're suggesting, other than committing my 12-year-old son--

We are not committing--

When you have no idea what's wrong with him.

If Liam needs to talk to someone,

he can always talk to us.

He knows that.

We'll handle this as a family.

When can we take Liam home?

He needs to do another round of fluids

to address his dehydration.

How long will that take?

A couple hours.

Fine.

As soon as that's done, we're leaving.

Josie?

Please, baby.

Come on, Josie.

What is that?

Her ICP level is over 40.

50 grams of mannitol IV.

Come on, baby.

It's OK, baby.

Just give it a second.

It's not coming down.

I'm sorry, Mrs. Tucker.

We have to take Josephine to surgery.

No.

Just another second, please.

Come on, baby.

I love you.

Angela, it's time.

I'll be waiting for you, honey.

I can take you to a private waiting area--

Mr. Russell, how are you doing?

Hey. Fine.

You mind if I sit for a second?

OK.

I just want to say that, from my own experience, anyway,

like, watching your-- your kid suffer is

the worst pain imaginable, right?

I mean, especially when you don't know how to help.

I think, um--

I think Liam might be confused.

Confused, um, how?

Just about who he's, you know, attracted to.

Growing up in today's world,

you're inundated with all these images,

and you can't even turn on the Olympics anymore

without it being shoved in your face, right?

Yeah.

So I--

I just think he's a little mixed up.

You know, Jessica and I, we don't hate anyone.

It's just not a...

lifestyle that we condone.

Science, it--it actually, it just doesn't support

this idea that, you know, television or social media,

or anything, for that matter, can, you know,

turn somebody gay, can make them gay.

You know, it actually tells us the opposite,

that, uh, when it comes to sexual orientation,

there's just actually no degree of choice involved whatsoever.

It's just--it's--

it's how we're born, you know?

It's just an innate part of--of who we are.

I'll also tell you that for a kid to feel

like their parents-- whose approval they seek

more than anything in the world--

that their parents can't accept who they are--

it can lead them to take some pretty drastic action.

I don't want that.

I just love him so much, you know?

That is very clear.

So then how do we help?

- Henry. - Hey.

What's going on?

Uh, nothing.

I was just talking to Dr. Charles here about

what else we need to sign to take Liam home today, right?

Good.

Well, Liam's finished with his fluids,

so we're ready to go.

Great.

Hey.

Would you mind some company?

You know, 22 years ago, we sat together

in a waiting room a lot like this.

I remember telling you if it were my daughter,

I'd choose surgery, no question.

But I wasn't your doctor,

and it wasn't my child,

and I wouldn't have to live with the consequences

of that decision for the rest of my life.

I'm sorry, Angela.

I should not have weighed in on a decision

that was yours alone to make.

Is she--

Josephine made it.

She's alive.

You know, I'm--

I'm not a conspiracy theorist, but if I were,

I might suggest it seemed like you all were trying

to collect a little extra money from our insurance,

keeping Liam here.

I can promise you that is not the case.

Well, anyway.

Liam, come on, let's get going.

Bye, Dr. Charles.

Great meeting you, Liam.

Jessica, stop.

Maybe we need to rethink this.

What are you talking about?

I'm just saying maybe we should listen to the doctors.

Henry, you know why they want to keep him here.

They want to fill his head with ideas that

whatever he's feeling is OK.

Did you know that he was doing this

to himself the entire time? - No.

No, of course I didn't know.

I just knew that he was--

he was working through some issues.

Of course I don't want him to be in danger.

He's my baby.

But I am so proud of how strong you are.

You knew something was wrong, and you were trying to fix it,

and we're gonna get you the help you need.

But it's not in here.

Now let's go.

He's not going anywhere.

What?

How could you let our son hurt himself?

I--I told you, I didn't know.

You knew.

I didn't know he was gonna end up in the hospital.

You need to leave.

Not without my son.

Yes, without our son.

Now, what happens next, we'll handle it when the time comes.

But right now, you really need to leave.

Oh, right, OK.

Well, um, I'm-- I'm just gonna go home

and get started on dinner, then.

I'm your mom.

I know what's best for you.

I'm sorry.

I tried.

No.

Hey, buddy.

Hey.

There is nothing to apologize for.

I love you, no matter what.

Nothing will ever change that, do you hear me?

Yeah?

Man.

There you are.

Ainsley, she was stellar today.

She acclimated to the chaos like a pro.

That's great to hear.

And I, um--

I appreciate you letting her shadow you.

Of course.

So what's the real story there?

There's no story.

We're just old friends.

I saw your face when you came out of the supply room.

You're not gonna let it go, are you?

- I'm not. - OK.

We had a thing.

A thing?

We were involved,

a long time ago.

How long ago?

Towards the end of "Nick of Time."

Weren't you 15?

Almost 17 when the show ended.

And what was she, in her 30s?

God, Mags, I knew you were gonna make this

a bigger deal than it was.

But look, I was not a typical teenager, all right?

I was already living on my own, working a full-time job.

I mean-- - OK.

That still doesn't make it OK for a grown woman

to start a relationship with a minor.

I don't need the lecture, all right?

I know what the textbooks say about it,

and I know technically, it was wrong.

- Technically? - Yeah.

OK? But having lived it, it was not like that.

Maybe it wasn't the best decision,

but it was my decision.

I knew what I was doing.

And whatever it was, it's well in the past now.

I've moved on.

That is not what I saw today.

OK.

You're not being honest with yourself.

Maggie, I'm not a victim here, all right?

I'm just trying to be a friend.

No, no. Stop, stop.

You and I may joke around at work,

and that's fun and all, but it does not mean

that you know me, or her.

Drop it. It's not your business.

Hey.

I'm supposed to tell you that visiting hours are over.

Can't the boss bend the rules a little?

Well, unfortunately, ICU rules are ironclad.

I don't want her to be alone.

Oh, then I'll sit with her.

Don't you need to be getting home?

Well, I live here anyway.

OK.

If you don't mind.

It'd be my pleasure.

Josephine, my name is Sharon.

I met you long time ago.

I did blame you for years.

But I also blamed the rain,

and Josie for oversleeping

and missing the bus that morning,

and--so that her dad had to drive her to school,

and I blamed her dad for not getting the tires checked

after I reminded him to.

And when the pain became unbearable,

anger was the only thing that kept me going.

I understand.

But sitting in that waiting room today,

the possibility of losing Josie as real and as terrifying

as it was 22 years ago,

I realized I am so grateful

for every moment I've had with my daughter.

And I have you to thank for that.

I'll see you tomorrow?

I'll be here.

Uh, Angela!

Josie?

Mom's here, baby.

I'm right here.

She's squeezing my hand.

Three times.

That's right.

I love you too, Josie.

Hey, Catie.

Oh, hey, no way.

Gyuro?

Well, you said ramen, so I got ramen.

And the DVD's in the case under the soundbar,

and we're doing the singalong version, so you know.

You made plans. - I kind of made plans.

But we could put the ramen in the fridge

and watch "Newsies" when I get back.

When's that?

Not too late.

By midnight.

I'll be sleeping.

Mind if I hold on to your key, then?

Here.

Uh, you should take the spare.

I think you should have it anyways, for emergencies.

What's going on?

You're the only family I have left.

We should take care of each other.

It's what Mom would have wanted.

Oh, you big softie.

Shut up.

What was that?

Uh, nothing, Catie.

How long has that been happening?

It's nothing, OK?

I just had a few too many espressos today, that's all.

Kip.

Look, it's not like I would do anything about it.

We promised.

I know, but if this--

But what, Catie?

Look, whatever time I have left,

I'm not gonna spend it worrying.

I'm gonna have fun.

You should try it sometime.

I have fun.

Oh, tough love, sis, but when's the last time

you had plans on a Friday night?

OK.

You want to spend your time partying, fine, go ahead.

I want to spend mine being useful.

Doesn't mean that you have to be miserable.

- I'm not. - OK, fine.

But will you just do something tonight

that involves you leaving your apartment,

and maybe putting on pants that aren't scrubs or sweats?

Or maybe taking them off for somebody special.

Or not so special, you know.

Just somebody, anybody.

Thanks.

Dr. Ripley, how's your ankle?

Dr. Stano says I can start PT next week.

Should be upright in less than a month.

Well, I'm pleased to hear that.

The board convened today.

Turns out becoming an overnight hero can

buy you some goodwill.

You've been reinstated.

Which I know you recommended against.

Look, talk is cheap, so let me just say

I'm gonna prove to you that I've changed, Ms. Goodwin.

Well, after the day I've had,

I'd be remiss not to acknowledge that

patience can be rewarded.

Rest up, Dr. Ripley.

We'll see you back in the ED when you're ready.

♪ I don't need him, I need a drink ♪

♪ Let's turn this pain into some champagne, baby ♪

♪ Like cheers, bitch, it's been a day ♪

♪ Might take that last flight out to Vegas ♪

Dr. Lenox.

I--I didn't know you were coming.

Well, here I am.

You look--wow, um--

- Let me buy you a drink. - No, no, no.

It's your accomplishment we're celebrating.

Let me do the honors.

What can I get you?

Two shots, Woodford Reserve Double Oaked.

♪ So bitch, I can't complain ♪

♪ I'm still bad, babe

♪ Plot twist, I'm doing great ♪

Here's to your future, Dr. Howard.

Ahh.

Come say hi to everyone.

Oh, yes.

Social time. Fun.

Glad you could join us, Catie-Cat.

Oh, oh, no.

Do not ever call me that.

Who was the guy?

It was my brother.

What a relief.

Hey.

There he is.

Sorry, I was just finishing up a few things.

Yeah. You ready for dinner?

Yeah, you know, actually, I don't think

I'm gonna be able to make it tonight.

This is about earlier.

Listen, I--I know that was a little presumptuous.

I just--old feelings, I--

I got carried away. - Right.

Yeah, it's just I think maybe they should

stay old feelings, you know?

Like, forever?

For now, at least, yeah.

Are you mad at me?

No.

Uh...

Ainsley, whatever we had,

whatever it was, it--

Whatever it was?

You know what I mean.

Jonathan, what we had, that wasn't a fling.

It was more than that.

I know.

Do you?

I listened to you.

We cried together.

You said it yourself-- you wouldn't even be here now

if it wasn't for me, for what we had.

So listen, you can leave it in the past.

That's fine.

But don't dismiss it like it didn't mean anything.

You loved me.

I did love you.

And I loved you.

And I still love you--

OK, Ainsley. Hey, hey.

Just--I wish you a lot of luck on your movie, all right?

That's it?

That's it.

OK.