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What do you think about a fun night out tomorrow?

I would much rather hang out at home

and watch the Blackhawks game with you.

I adore Cruz. But it's not the life I want.

Scott Rice is gonna join us for a shift. Trial run.

I earned that spot with hard work.

Rice has the job. He needs it, trust me.

I need it too.

You know who's working over at Chicago Med?

Who? April Sexton.

Wow, Kelly!

Let me take you out for a drink sometime.

No, I don't think so.

Why not?

It actually takes being a good friend

to earn my forgiveness.

Oh, man, I haven't been here in forever.

Their hash browns are still the best

hangover cure in Chicago.

Yeah.

What?

Like old times.

Hey, Scott.

Hey.

Oh.

Sit down, sit down.

What?

What? I got the band back together.

So, breakfast is on me

if you can tell me the name of the kid

who fought Mitch Drogan behind the wall in eighth grade.

I have no idea.

Sure you do.

Japanese exchange student.

Oh, Shintaro? Yes!

Shintaro Kitsuda.

Remember, he kicked off his shoes

and went karate on Drogan's ass.

See? See, this is good.

How are your folks?

Good. I told them I ran into you.

Oh, yeah?

They said they'd love to see you.

They still do the Saturday night Frito Pie.

That right? Mmm-hmm.

Um, I should get a jump on inventory.

You're not gonna eat?

I had a bagel at home.

Wait.

Are you avoiding Cruz?

Shh. Shh.

You guys work together!

You can't run around the hallways

like a scared rabbit.

Sure I can.

Trust me, if you're gonna dump him,

it's better to just rip the Band-Aid clean off rather than...

What?

Brett loves fruit salad. Hates cantaloupe.

I'm telling you, boys, it's the little things,

they make all the difference.

Oh, yeah, I used to do things like that for Cindy all the time.

Now my idea of chivalry is,

I... I light a match when I use the john.

Mills.

Your sister's here.

Hmm?

Hey, she's awake!

How long was I out?

I'm fairly sure you slept about 15 hours.

Somebody told me the jet lag is easier coming West,

but I don't know.

Well, I only got two words out of you yesterday.

So how was it?

Amazing. Yeah.

Terrifying but amazing.

I saw the pictures you posted with the tents and shacks

and... And then they started talking

about Ebola nonstop on the news.

But there's hope, at least in Gambia.

Yeah.

Anyway, I'm glad I went and I'm glad I'm home.

Yeah. So good to see you.

I missed you.

Tell me about this letter from the estate of Leonard Mills?

Dad's dad, right? Yeah. Yeah.

You guys met while I was gone?

We talked, yeah.

What was he like?

He was tough, but he came around.

I think it ended on a good note, really.

Well, we're supposed to go see someone about his will.

Some attorney, they want to meet us today.

I'm on shift. But, uh, you go.

- Truck 81, Squad 3, Ambo 61. - Structure fire, 1100.

Gotta go. Yeah.

I'll check this out and fill you in. Thank you.

1100 Hermitage. Where's that? Back of the Yards?

Canaryville. Two blocks from where I grew up!

Got fire blowing on two floors.

We only have time for a primary.

Make it count.

I don't know what happened.

The wall socket started sparking and...

Anyone else in there?

My son Alex! He's still upstairs!

All right, Herrmann, Dawson, top floor!

Otis, vent the roof!

Mouch, with me!

Quickly, people! We are working on borrowed time.

Fire department, call out!

Herrmann!

Herrmann!

You're too far ahead!

All units! We have a flashover building!

You have one minute!

We gotta go now!

Pull back!

Pull back!

You have 30 seconds! Pull back now!

Pull back!

Where's Herrmann?

Uh, he was right on my heel, and then...

Herrmann, report.

Hey, Chief, listen up.

I'm stuck! I gotta bail out!

I'm by the upper northwest window!

Copy!

Rice, let's get a 28-foot ladder up there, now!

- On it! - Let's go!

Hurry up with that ladder!

Okay.

All right, here, buddy.

You got him?

I got him.

I got you, Herrmann.

I'm hearing stridor.

Inhalation burns. Really bad.

I'll bag him.

Brett, use the IO drill to get a line.

How is he?

Inhalation burns.

We're taking him to Chicago Med.

No, no. What's happening? What are they doing?

He's gonna die!

He's gonna die!

Hey, hey, hey, hey. Hey, easy. Easy, sir.

Easy, easy, easy.

He's in good hands. They're gonna take him to the hospital.

No, no, no, no! Let me go! Hey!

Let me go! He's gonna die! Hey, listen, I know...

I know how you feel, all right?

But you gotta let the medics do their thing.

Listen, your boy's gonna pull through.

And when he does, he's gonna need his dad, okay?

Right?

Okay.

Deep breaths.

Take some deep breaths. All right?

You gotta stay strong.

What's the word?

I don't know,

it was a tough intubation, but we got him there alive.

He's on a ventilator.

Damage to his lungs and trachea,

but the doctors are optimistic.

Hey, how are you holding up?

I'm fine, just spent.

You know, I'm gonna hit the laundry

before we get called again.

Impressive bailout this morning.

You're lucky no one from the academy was there.

They'd have you teaching classes

till the end of time.

It's all muscle memory.

Just proves that my biceps are smarter than I am.

I'm writing up my report, a little disconnect here.

When exactly did you and Dawson get separated?

She said you were on her heel

when she came out.

Not clear how you ended up in the nursery.

Eh, sort of a split second thing.

Heard the kid.

Took another route.

Was that before or after the Chief ordered the pull back?

It was one hell of a save, Herrmann.

Thanks, Lieutenant.

Appreciate it.

Hey. Chief needs to see you both in his office.

What's going on?

Close the door. Hey.

Officers Burgess and Roman wanna ask you a few questions

about the Canaryville fire this morning.

Your company was first on the scene, right?

That's correct.

Any first impressions on how the fire started?

Best we can tell, it started upstairs in the bedroom.

The victim on the scene reported sparks coming from an electrical socket.

This victim. He's the guy living there, right?

Ed Slater? Father of the kid?

I didn't catch his name, but, uh, I believe so.

Was he acting unusual or erratic?

His kid was gettin' an IV drilled into his leg.

So how else would he be?

What's this about, exactly?

PD received an e-mail from somebody claiming

to be a former friend of Slater.

The friend thought Slater may have somehow

been responsible for the fire.

In a criminally negligent way.

And how would this person know that?

Show 'em.

Aw, man.

I'm so wasted.

Come on, Eddie, man, let me see you light another bowl, man.

Come on, let me see you light up.

Hey, dude, come on.

Let me in on that, Eddie.

No, man, you can't do that, man.

Come on. Oh, my God.

Did he just blow smoke in the kid's face?

Yeah.

That's not cigarette smoke, is it?

Meth, or crack.

Those pipes burn hot and stay hot.

Our guys think it may have caused the fire.

I spoke to this guy, father to father.

Where is he? Gone.

Checked himself out of the ER.

I mean, until we got hold of that video,

nobody had any reason to suspect.

What, you're saying this scumbag's in the wind?

Herrmann...

OFI's coordinating with our detectives.

We have boots on the ground. We'll find him.

And the whole while he's just laughing,

like it's some kinda game or something.

Whatever this guy gets, it is not enough.

Hey.

You okay?

A long way from it, Lieutenant.

Listen, I know folks in that neighborhood from way back.

Folks who'd tell me things that they'd never tell a cop.

Guys, mount up.

We're gonna take a ride.

On your left.

The porch with the AstroTurf.

Grab your Halligans.

We walk the perimeter like we're checking a gas leak.

Keep your eyes open.

Another fire?

No, sir. Just some questions.

I don't know if you remember me,

but I lived around the corner years ago.

Bill Herrmann's boy?

Christopher!

My holy hell! Look at you!

A firefighter of all the damned fool things.

Say, question for you.

You still keep tabs on the block?

Not like I used to.

What about that family from the fire?

Not much of a family.

That fella, uh, Ed?

He's a doper.

He got the house when his aunt died.

Baby's mom is in Cook County

for possession.

She left the child with him...

Terrible idea.

Yeah.

Oh, that boy?

That boy, did he...

Critical condition.

I'll never understand this world.

The father.

Any idea where he's holed up?

Your guess is as good as mine.

Oh, but, yeah, at... At noon, every day,

there's one place he's guaranteed to show up.

Any luck with the old man?

Nada.

Truck 81, Squad 3, Ambo 61.

This is so messed up, man. He was... He was slamming around the turn,

laying down a perfect stripe, you know.

And it just got away from him.

Everybody back away, give us room to work!

Mouch, Otis, clear this crowd.

We need, uh, tools, extinguishers...

We have to get the car off that pole

before we free either of them.

Casey, Mills, and Brett, check out the girl,

see if it's safe to bring this mess away from her.

On it. You heard him.

Yep.

She might have crush syndrome, okay?

I'm gonna run an IV,

prep an amp of sodium bicarb. All right.

Hey, guys?

Let's cut these roof posts and hook a cable,

but don't move it till we get her away from the column, all right?

Got it.

Where's my girl? Jenna?

Hey! Hey! Quit yanking around, you moron!

You already did enough for her.

Herrmann!

Grab the mini cutters.

The girl's leg is trapped. We need to pry it free.

It's tangled at the base.

We'll need to get under the car.

I can do it. No problem.

Okay.

How're we looking?

Pulse is weak, rapid.

Uh, I'm gonna empty the bag, overload her with fluids.

Okay.

It's okay. We're gonna get you out.

I got it, Casey! But you got to go slow.

We got a ruptured fuel line here.

Copy that.

Anything goes wrong, you back out quick.

Come on, come on, come on.

Oh, no! No, no, no, no!

That was close.

All clear?

Yeah, good to go.

All right, Tony, now!

It's okay.

Hold on. You'll be okay.

Keep an eye on that fuel line.

Yeah, we got you!

You're okay. All right.

All right.

Slide her up.

All right. Good.

All right.

Okay, heart rate's stable. No shock.

Okay. Lift her up.

Hey, I'll take over this part.

Okay, let's get him out.

Easy, buddy. We're not done yet.

Hey.

What's your read?

He's got that look in his eyes.

Parents hurting their kids, it flips a switch.

Yeah.

Stick near him.

Make sure he knows he's not alone.

Copy that.

Did you draw night watch?

Oh, no. I'm just, uh, just couldn't sleep.

There's coffee on if you want some.

No, I'm singularly focused on stress eating.

Cruz wants to take me out to dinner tomorrow night.

Yeah?

I'm going to rip off the Band-Aid.

Aw, man. I'm sorry about that.

Trust me, I know. It sucks.

Am I just punishing myself for finding a good guy?

I mean, I'm not crazy am I?

What answer are you looking for here?

He's literally the nicest man in Chicago.

Oh, I am... I am a terrible, horrible, awful person.

No.

No, you're not.

Just...

You're just not in love.

I was, and I couldn't make it work.

So...

What the hell do I know?

Look at us.

Look at us.

So, uh, I was thinking around 7:00?

Cool.

And, uh, you deserve something special for a change.

Uh, how about that place on Rush

that you've been wanting to try?

The one with the, uh, number sign instead of a name.

HashTag? Yeah.

I thought you said that place was too pretentious.

Well, I should probably try it before I judge it, right?

Okay.

That sounds like a plan. I'll see you tonight.

Hey, sweetie, uh, I gotta make a run to the distributor,

but then I'll be home straight after that, okay?

Tell the kids I love them. Give them a kiss.

You good?

I'm fine. Seriously.

I appreciate you guys lookin' out for me,

but you gotta stop treating me like I'm made of glass.

I'm gonna take Logan to the Science and Industry Museum today

if you wanna tag along.

They still got the submarine.

No, thanks. I got plans.

What kind of plans?

Plans that don't involve submarines.

It's like Garden of Eden in the middle of a Chicago winter.

It's good to see you.

I'm... I'm glad that we reconnected.

Sincerely.

Okay.

No, I mean it.

The summer I stayed at your house

was probably the biggest turning point in my life.

Things could've gone a whole lot different for me

if your parents hadn't taken me in.

That was me, though.

I talked to them and said I have this friend,

who's got no place to live and...

I... And when we got back to school,

senior year, guess who acted like he didn't know who I was?

Okay. I was embarrassed.

No kidding.

Not of you. Of me.

It was my dad.

What he did.

My mom walked in on that.

Did you know that? No.

In our house. In their bed.

It was a teacher, April.

A... A teacher from our school.

And my mom comes to me, and... And I'm all but what, 16 years old,

and asks me how long I'd known.

As if I'd been helping all along.

That's... That's not your fault.

Yeah, but it didn't feel like it.

And when my mom checked out,

or, uh, checked herself in...

Whatever.

So maybe when school started,

and, you know, I heard everyone whispering, you know...

I didn't handle it that well.

Yeah. You didn't.

Yeah, I know.

And I'm sorry.

It's just, the thing is, when I look at you, I see that guy.

The one who shut me out.

Well, this guy is sorry.

And this guy doesn't even know that guy anymore.

It might take me a while to believe that.

I understand.

You have got to see this menu, bro. Hmm.

Half of it's gibberish.

"In the interest of protecting our food's natural color palette,

"we kindly request that all of our guests wear only dark colors."

Why in the world are you doing this to yourself?

Because I'm worried, man.

I hear you, but...

But what?

You think I got no shot?

Only so long meatloaf can hold on to prime rib, right?

No, man.

I'm just saying any girl that makes you feel like meatloaf

isn't prime rib.

At least not your prime rib.

Help you with something?

Cup of coffee. Black.

There's a diner down the street.

I'm not down the street, am I?

Where do you think you're going, huh?

You almost burn your kid alive,

and you expect to just get away with it? Huh?

Answer me!

Stop! Stop!

It's over! It's over!

Hey! Hey!

Look at him!

Yeah, I need the 21 st District.

Trying to reach Officers Burgess and Roman.

I never meant to hurt him.

Save it.

Looks like he got a little facial work done. Almost didn't recognize him.

Bar was a pretty rough place.

Must've gotten in a fight before we got there.

Yeah, well, it's a rough and tumble world.

The report's in from the CFD.

The fire was caused by an embering crack pipe.

So we can officially add arson to the list of charges.

Yeah, thanks again for the heads up.

Yeah.

So, that's it then?

Why?

Something else you need to tell us?

No. We're good. Thanks again, guys.

Come on. Let's go.

I only wanted to rattle his cage a bit.

It's rattled.

You tell Chief yet?

No.

You can do that if you want.

Or not.

You were off duty and as far as I'm concerned

you went home and hung out with your family.

Listen, uh, Joe.

Before we get too deep into dinner...

How do you order the steak?

It's only listing desserts.

Um, you gotta... You gotta press on the plate.

What?

The... Okay.

Hey. How's about a toast?

Okay.

Um, here's to...

Leaping into the unknown.

Joe, I just need to say...

Uh, you know, before you say anything, let me talk.

Okay.

Um, I like you, Sylvie.

And our time together has been wonderful.

Uh...

But...

He dumped me.

You mean you dumped him.

No. I mean he was the dumper.

I was the dumpee.

Uh... Okay.

Yeah. Yeah, you said it.

Well, this is a good thing, right?

I mean, this is what you wanted?

Uh...

Brett...

Uh, yeah. I mean, of course.

I just... I'd been building it up to...

I mean, he said he wanted me to be happy

and that we both shouldn't have to try so hard

and then he said something about meatloaf and prime rib, and...

Where's the wine?

Yeah. Coming right up, girl.

A restaurant? In North Carolina?

It's ours.

What'd you say to him?

Nothing. I...

I guess he was looking for forgiveness, I gave it to him.

Well, it worked.

He left us this restaurant in his will.

Wow. I know!

So how much do you think we can get for it?

Or...

Or what if we take a crack at opening it?

You're serious?

Mom lost the Cortland Street Grill

and now we're being handed a second chance.

It's fate, Peter.

I... I have my fate. It's here.

I'm finally about to get back on Squad.

What has this job given you, Peter?

It took Dad. It took everything you had,

it messed with your health...

And you keep going back for more.

That's not fair.

At the grill, we had something that was ours.

We were together.

And we had fun, right?

We can do this.

You and me and Mom. You know we can do this.

It'd mean so much to her.

Okay, that is all for now.

You all stay safe out there today.

You all are dismissed.

You okay, buddy?

You know, better than expected.

Brett and I are gonna be friends.

And, uh, you know, there was so much pressure.

Totally.

I'm gonna rest up for a while.

Of course.

What happened to your hand?

Lee Henry dropped a tire iron on it.

Yeah. Why would Lee Henry have a tire iron?

Those days are coming, Dad.

Huh.

Anyone hear news on the boy?

The bleed has resolved, but they had to put a shunt in

to reduce brain swelling.

Sounds bad.

She said it was a routine procedure.

Uh, hey, Otis?

Oh, hi.

I don't know if Joe said what happened?

Yeah. Yeah, he did.

Sorry. Oh, no. It's... It's okay.

It's for the best and everything

just, um, he left a couple of things at my place.

And this, I'm pretty sure he borrowed from you. Ah!

It's got your name inside.

Totally. I'd...

Thank you, I'd forgotten I lent this, so...

It's kind of embarrassing to admit,

but I was completely obsessed with those books in high school.

Really? Oh.

Children of Dune, way better than Heretics of Dune.

I mean, honestly, for my money,

Children is the best in the series... I...

Barring the original, of course.

Yeah.

Children is... Anyway, um...

I'm glad I could get it back to you.

And I gotta run.

- What's up? - Question.

Well, piece of advice really.

Shoot.

Um, here's the thing...

I think I'm in love with Brett.

Now, I know what you're thinking, but get this.

They broke up last night, and believe it or not,

Cruz is actually doing great about it!

So I think, if a time were to ever exist, for me...

Otis?

I'm going to count to three.

On that count of three, you are going to break out

of whatever state of denial you're in

that leads you to believe that even looking at your best friend's ex

the day after they broke up is a good idea.

I don't... Ready?

On three. One, two...

Actually, you know what? You got to two

and... And I was there with you.

Thank you.

I don't know what that...

What's going on?

Herrmann.

We just got a call from Chicago Med.

It's little Alex Slater.

He developed a blood clot half hour ago.

Doctors are performing emergency surgery.

The others just wanted to head over there.

I... Chief, can I...

Yeah. You can ride along with me.

Okay? Yeah.

Let's go.

Hey, sorry to bother you.

No, of course. Listen, are you nearby Chicago Med?

Yeah, I got someone who needs you.

Afternoon, Christopher.

Chaplain.

Any word on the boy?

Uh, he's still in surgery.

Uh, no one seems to know anything beyond that.

They tell you what happened?

What I did yesterday?

I heard.

I'm not here to pass judgment.

But, uh...

If it's okay, I'd love it if you could help me understand.

Because the Christopher Herrmann I know is not a violent person.

I wasn't the Christopher you know.

Not yesterday.

That's not an explanation.

You know, Chap,

the one thing that I always loved about this job?

Win or lose, when you rush into a thousand degree house fire

to save a little boy,

you know you're doing the right thing.

Something to be proud of.

But this kid,

I pulled him out, just so he can go through hell.

And maybe not make it at all.

It shakes me, and I think,

would it have been better...

That's not for us to know.

I hear ya. I do.

But that doesn't change how it feels.

The thing is, this wasn't some random chance thing.

This father put him there.

It kept just turning over and over in my head.

Couldn't stop.

Felt like I had to do something.

Running into a burning building

takes bravery,

but it also takes bravery

to give the rest up to God.

I'm workin' on it, Padre.

I'm not there...

But I'm working on it.

Hey.

I had a few moments.

Thought I'd sit with you folks for a while.

Yeah, of course.

Yeah.

Really?

You're sure?

No, no, I'm not, I'm not surprised, exactly, just...

Thank you. Thank you so much.

We reduced the size of the clot considerably.

But unfortunately, it was too little too late.

The damage was too severe.

The child slipped away during surgery.

I'm sorry.

Nearer

My God to Thee

Nearer

To Thee

I want to talk with you today

about a subject that touches every one of us.

Loss.

Sometimes we are faced with things we think we just can't handle.

I heard back from Dr. Gochmann.

And?

I'm cleared for Squad.

I'm so proud of you.

The death of a loved one.

A father.

A child.

And we strive to find the reason behind it all.

Who needs a baby hug?

Hey, little man.

And when those reasons don't make sense... It's me.

We question God.

We look up and we say, "God, how could you do this to us?"

Thank you, Mama.

"How can you put so much on our plate?"

But we're not operating on God's timetable, are we?

We don't understand God's plan.

How can we?

And let me tell you, this is where faith comes in.

Ah.

I heard you guys still make Frito Pie.

They sure do.

Faith can help us see his message in our own lives.

Perhaps this loss is there

to teach us not to take the ones we love for granted.

To cherish the simple mundane moments.

To love others as fiercely and as bravely

and as compassionately as we can.

And in that love, human love,

forgiving, relentless, unconditional love,

you'll find peace.

Amen.