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If there's something,
anything,

that happened in that fire
that you should tell me about,

I need to know.

He left me.

I could have died in there.

I don't know what Damon
could do to make it better.

He's not gonna change his story
with the Lieutenant.

We could bring
him back to 51.

I wanted you to hear it from me

that Carver's gone
for a little while.

Gone?

I doubt we'll hear
anything until after

he gets out of rehab.

Sir, stay in your car!

Oh, my God.

This is Chief's wife in here.

She's gonna be OK.
She's strong.

You're wrong!

I'm so sorry, Dom.

Devastating--

it's a word they use a lot
to describe fires,

and to describe loss.

He said that we could
display the photographs

in this area, the foyer.

And--
- All right. Yeah.

We'll have
to talk to Lesley,

but I was thinking like
50, 60 people because it--

What?

It's way too big.

This funeral will
be family only.

There are friends
who wanna be here.

This is not
a public display of grief

for all the world to see.

It's about the people who knew
and loved Monica best

being able to say
a private goodbye.

OK, Dom.

And this meeting with the
funeral director--I'm sorry,

I may have to step out
at some point.

I'm expecting a call from PD
about the accident report.

Hoping to press charges
before the end of the day.

Hi.

It's not right,

you getting kicked back
into the floater pool.

You did nothing wrong.

Actually, it was
my decision to leave.

Jenner's been at 20
his entire career.

Everyone there has his back.

Well, I thought that Gregory
put Jenner on desk duty.

Yeah, but I'm still the rat.

No, you're not.

To them, I am.

So I had to move on.

But it's fine, really.

I don't mind floating
for a bit.

You know,
Kylie's not always available.

Herrmann's been putting
out feelers for someone

more permanent on Engine.

Would you consider
coming back to 51?

Are you kidding me?

I haven't had the chance yet
to talk to Pascal about it.

And maybe now's not the
best time with everything

he's going through, but I will.

Yeah, OK.

No rush.

I'm not going anywhere.

It's only been two weeks.

Do you think
that's enough time?

I don't know.

I mean, everybody's different.

Took me a while.

But, knowing Pascal, he's gonna
need work to keep him busy.

He's not the type
to crawl into a hole.

Whoa, you working on
a thesis or something?

Oh, no, no.

I'm--

I'm writing a letter to Sam.

Oh, that's sweet of you.
I'm sure he'll appreciate that.

What are you saying?

It's--it's kind of
hard to explain.

And honestly, it's--it's--
it's even harder to write.

But--but I guess, really,

I'm just trying to apologize
for pushing him away last year,

and for all that came after.

Violet, what happened with
Carver these last few months

is not your fault.

You know that, right?

Probably won't
finish it anyway,

but I just wanted him to know
that I'm thinking about him.

You know you can't just
sit there in the rubble.

So you dig out, move forward.

Or at least, that's what
you think you're doing.

Schedule says
he's back today.

Usually he's here
before all of us.

Any word on the funeral yet?

Nothing here.
Anybody else?

You know, details may
come out with the obituary.

If he's doing
a service at all.

Morning, everyone.

Good morning, Chief.

I was gonna call a briefing,
but since you're all here,

obviously, you're aware

of my personal circumstances
right now.

I appreciate the sympathy, but
when we're in the firehouse,

I expect business as usual.

I don't want anybody
dancing around me, huh?

I'm your battalion chief,
and there's work to be done.

- Yes, sir.
- Copy that, Chief.

- Absolutely.
- Understood.

Good.
Let's get to it.

His wife dies,
and I say good morning?

In what world is it
a good morning for him?

He knows you didn't
mean it like that, Cruz.

I'm so terrible
at these situations.

I just--I never know what
to say, or how to help,

or if they want any help.

My two cents?

It's not about what you say
or what you do.

It's just about showing up.

OK.
What does that mean?

It just means
being there for them.

Showing up. Being there.

Can anyone say
something specific?

I could really use
some tangibles here.

Squad 3, Truck 81,
Ambo 61.

Person trapped, 602 Pierce.

Chief's rolling out
for a person trapped?

Beats sitting with
your own thoughts.

The scissor lift,
it malfunctioned.

Trapped the operator up top.

Hurry, I don't think
he can breathe.

Hey, Mouch, Ritter,
grab the 38.

Copy that.

He's up there,
pinned against the ceiling.

Gonna need a bigger ladder.

All right, Mouch, Ritter,
nix the 38.

Copy.

We can't get a rig in here,

but we can throw
the aerial outside

and try and get access
from the roof.

Not enough time for that.

Chief's right.
I'm going up.

Cruz, grab me a tool bag,

Stokes basket,
and a bottle of O2.

Yeah, you got it.

With me, Severide.

Chief?

Chief!

Slow and steady, Chief.

Hey, hey, hey.

Stop, stop.

What are you doing?

- Maybe it blew a fuse.
- No.

You lower it now,
you crush my guys.

Back up.
We got it from here.

Whoa.

Chief's going up, too?

Yeah. I--

Hang on!

Chief!

Chief!

Oh.

He's wedged in there
pretty good.

We're gonna have
to cut him out.

Cruz, dropping the rope down.

Send up an angle grinder
and the O2.

Copy that.

I got you.

We're gonna get you out.
You'll be OK.

Stand by in case
I need you, all right?

Set!

Coming up.

All right,
give me the grinder.

Close your eyes.

Hey, tie that off,
tie that off.

- All right.
- Good to go?

OK, hold him steady.
When this thing goes--

I got him.

Hang on.

Here you go.

There we go.

Hey, we got you.

Let's go.

All right, all clear.

I'll send up some harnesses
so you guys can rappel down.

Climbing up, you were
moving pretty fast.

Did you hear me calling out?

I was in the zone.

But, hey, we got him out alive.

Good work, Lieutenant.

You too, Chief.

Pascal's move
at the warehouse,

don't know about you,
but I wouldn't call pulling

a free solo on a scissor lift
business as usual.

Guy must still be in shock.

God knows I'd be a mess
if it were Trudy.

Hell, it almost was,

and I was
damn near inconsolable.

What do you think?

About what?

You didn't hear
a word of what I said.

I'm sorry, I--

this morning keeps replaying
in my head on a loop.

It's torture.

You mean your
little faux pas?

I can guarantee after today,
you'll be the only person

who remembers it.

I just--you know,
I don't want to be the guy

who can't handle
these situations, you know?

I want to be the guy
that shows up.

Well, no time
like the present.

He doesn't want
any acknowledgment at work.

When I was helping
Trudy full-time

after surgery,
it was the everyday stuff

that got overwhelming.

Well, I don't think
that Pascal's gonna

let me do his laundry.

Ready-made meal, best thing
for a person in mourning.

All the etiquette guides
say so.

Emily Post back there
might be on to something.

Who doesn't like food?

It continues
to be the solution

to many of life's problems.

I'm gonna call Billy's Beef,
see if they deliver.

So is this the novel
you're writing to Carver?

Novak really cannot keep
anything to herself, can she?

Absolutely not.

But I think she was
a little worried

about you putting
too much of this Carver stuff

on your own shoulders.

I really just want
to support him

with everything
he's going through.

Except I just keep
going in circles.

I know you pretty well,

and I've got a good feeling
you'll get there.

I guess when you lose
the person you love,

you look for reasons--

anything to hold on to

that would help everything
make sense.

Yeah.
Yeah, you said that already.

You know what,
I gotta tell you,

it sounds to me like--

it sounds like you people are
making things more complicated

than they need to be.

Fine, I'll be down there soon.

You need something, Lieutenant?
- I can come back.

Looks like you got
your plate full.

You know what business
as usual means, right?

Well, I talked to Herrmann,

and I'm sure you know
he's been chomping at the bit

to get that empty spot
in Engine filled.

Yeah, I'm making up a list
of candidates for him.

But why?
You got somebody in mind?

I do.
What about Jack Damon?

And I know that he's made
some big mistakes, but--

Hey, he lied to his
commanding officer,

who also happened
to be his sister-in-law.

But he's learned
from those mistakes,

and that's what matters,
isn't it, Chief?

And he's a better man for it.

And yet he still managed
to flush himself out

of Firehouse 20
in record time.

That's a
complicated situation.

Complicated? Yeah.

Everyone's been saying
that word today.

You and I both know
we wouldn't even be

having this conversation
if Damon wasn't your brother.

And I know we definitely
wouldn't be having

this conversation if Damon
wasn't a solid firefighter,

but he is.

And he's dying
to prove himself.

And he'd be working
under Herrmann,

and he'd be a better
firefighter because of it.

Can't do it, Lieutenant.

I can't risk everything
going sideways again.

I need a fresh face on Engine.

We both know that
he doesn't deserve

to be in the floater pool,
Chief.

I gotta go.

I got an important
meeting downtown.

This is of
the utmost importance

to every member of this office,
and I can assure you,

we threw every investigative
resource at this,

left no stone unturned.

I personally reviewed
the final accident report

with a fine-tooth comb.

Can we just cut to the chase?

We won't be filing
any charges

against Robert Franklin,
the other driver.

I know this wasn't what
you wanted to hear, Chief,

but Mr. Franklin has
a spotless driving record.

He voluntarily submitted
blood, urine,

and hair follicle samples,

and the toxicology was negative
across the board.

We have half a dozen
eyewitnesses

and DOT signal diagnostics
confirming

the traffic signal
malfunctioned.

It was blinking yellow.

Exactly, which
explains why both cars

entered the intersection
at the same--

Yellow means
proceed with caution.

It doesn't mean blow
through the intersection

like a bat out of hell.

- We have no evidence--
- Yes, we do!

I--I know my wife.

Monica was a careful driver,
a defensive driver.

That's a fact.

I know she would have
proceeded with caution,

which means the other driver
was driving just too damn fast!

We just don't know.

We don't know he was--

Don't tell me we don't know!

I know my wife.

I'm so sorry, Chief.

It's a terrible thing,
what happened.

I can't begin to imagine.

But it wasn't anyone's fault.

It was just an accident.

A tragic, horrific accident.

You're the man
who killed my wife.

Don't say a word, Robert.

Hey, you killed my wife.

You're not gonna
get away with it!

Hey, did you get
the Billy's Beef sorted?

Cruz is having some meals
sent to the Chief's house.

Oh, hey,
now there's a good idea.

Yeah, too good.

The delivery driver called me
and said that his front porch

is already stacked with meals.

He literally couldn't
find a place for mine.

You showed up for him.
That's the point.

No, the point is
to get credit for it.

No, wait, that came out wrong.

What I meant was, how are you
supposed to show up for someone

if they don't know you did?

Well, maybe we can
do something as a group.

Well, normally I'd suggest
sending flowers to the funeral.

That's info we'd have
to get from the Chief.

Which, he doesn't want us
bringing it up with him.

He specifically said that.

Well, if we're
throwing out ideas,

I got a great chess set
for my birthday.

You want to give a
two-person game to a widower?

I'll play with him.

Don't you think the man's
been through enough already?

Ha ha.

The search to understand
how and why

this could have happened,
it takes over.

Swallows you up.

You know you have
to do something,

so you make a plan.

I don't know,
maybe it was too soon

to bring it up with the Chief.

Well, I need somebody
on Engine ASAP.

And Damon, he fits the bill.

He's too good to get stuck
in the floater pool.

And if he's there too long,

his reputation could
take another hit.

- Or he gets blackballed.
- Yep.

Sorry to interrupt,
but the Chief has

an assignment
for all the rigs--

wants us to follow him
in his buggy.

Follow him where?

I believe we're going to the
scene of Monica's accident.

Oh.

It's like you're trying to
put a puzzle back together--

one you've done before,

but suddenly
none of the pieces fit.

All right, let's go.
Let's go!

Come on.
Let's get started.

As far as I can tell
from the reports,

this is about where Monica's
car was when you arrived.

Is that correct?

Yeah, Chief.

And what was happening
when Engine arrived?

We rolled up behind Squad,

and we jumped right in,
trying to help block the flow

of east-west traffic
on East Harrison.

And Ambo and Truck were
already on scene,

so me and my guys got on.

We focused on prepping
for any flare-ups

while Squad and Truck,
they were handling the victims.

Why don't you talk me
through it, Lieutenant?

Squad approached from the
north and saw the two vehicles.

Monica's was here, facing west.

The SUV came to rest
approximately a foot and--

SUV came to rest?

How'd you come to that
conclusion, Lieutenant?

Not following, Chief.

Well, how do you know
the SUV didn't roll forward

and close the gap to the sedan
after the collision

and before you arrived?

You--you can't really know,
can you?

I can't say for sure
what the impact velocity was

of the vehicles based
on their position,

but there's other evidence
that suggests--

What evidence?

The crush depth,
the skid marks.

Skid marks don't mean squat
in slick conditions,

and crush depth isn't really
conclusive either, is it?

No, Chief, but when you
look at it all together...

What about you, Lieutenant?

Why don't you tell me about
how you ended up rescuing

the driver who T-boned Monica?

I was here,
sizing up the scene,

when the driver of the SUV
got out of his vehicle.

I told him to stay put,
but he seemed very out of it.

Out of it? How?

He was disoriented,
unsteady on his feet.

He was unresponsive
to verbal commands.

So based on that behavior,
didn't it occur to you

that maybe he was under
the influence of something?

Crossed my mind, yes.

But once I got
a closer look at him...

What?

Well, the tox report
came back negative.

Is that not right?

But couldn't it--

couldn't he have been
on something that wouldn't

have shown on the tox report?

It is possible, Chief.

Honestly, he was acting like
someone with head trauma

more than anything.

That was my read on it,
too, Chief.

I've seen that behavior
many times.

What the hell is this?

Am I going crazy?

Is that what you're all
implying here,

that I'm going crazy?

Why is everyone hell-bent

on exonerating the man
who killed my wife?

I knew that's not
what he wanted to hear.

Maybe not,
but all we can do

is tell him the truth.
- Yeah.

This is gonna be a process.

We just have to let him
work it out.

I, for one, don't like
doing nothing in the meantime.

Cruz, weren't you guys gonna

put something together
from the firehouse?

Mouch thought
it might be a nice gesture

to send some flowers
to the funeral.

But still no word
on when or where.

Has anybody tried
calling around?

Find out that way?

Not a bad idea.

How many funeral homes
could there be, right?

Google says 132.

- OK, that's a lot.
- Whew.

All right, so we divvy up,
divide and conquer.

All right.
I'll put together a list.

Hey, not to be a buzzkill,

but what happened
at the wreck site--

if he keeps showing up
to work like that,

what do we do?

Lieutenant Severide.

Relax, I'm not gonna
rake you over the coals again.

I just want to do
my due diligence.

I get that, Chief, but--

I--I know.

This is personal for me, obviously.

I'm not gonna pretend it's not.

But you know I'd do the same
for any accident investigation

where I thought
they had it wrong.

OK, but what makes you
so sure they got this wrong?

Figuring out the truth,
it's more than just

friction coefficients
and lab reports.

You know that
as well as anyone.

What your gut tells you,

that's just as important.

And right now, my gut's
telling me that this guy,

Franklin,
was driving recklessly.

You know, he doesn't
even live down here.

He lives in one of those
overbuilt McMansions

out in Barrington, OK?

Now, he's probably
just terrified

to get caught at a red light--

How do you know what kind
of house he lives in?

What are you talking about?
It was in the ASA's report.

Anyway, here.

I'm giving all the officers
on scene the reports back.

So you go over that again,

you make sure everything's
100% accurate.

I want it by
the end of the day.

Yo, Briggs.

You looking for a job too?

Man, I got another kid
on the way,

so I'm looking for
a second side hustle.

You still humping hoses
at 36?

Nah, they pulled our engine.

So I'm a truckie now.

They pulled it
out of service?

Yeah, and they cut
our shifts in half.

But at least
we didn't get shut down.

But what about you, man?

I heard you went over to 20.

How they treating you?

It didn't work out.

So I'm back
in the floater pool,

and it's getting
pretty crowded.

So I don't know when
my next shift might be.

But in the meantime, man,
I got rent to pay.

Yeah.

Well, just know you got
some fans out there.

Like one of the guys
I work with

said he heard
great things about you.

Oh, yeah? From who?

I don't know.

Some medic named
Kojak or something.

Novak?

Lizzie Novak?

Yeah, yeah, yeah.
That's her.

You know, I guess she was
floating around 36

before I got there.

Everyone seems
to like her, though.

Yeah.

She's pretty cool.

OK, thank you.

Westfield's a no.

15 minutes on hold now.

How many calls can this
funeral home be taking?

Yes, thank you.

Excellent.

Thank you, yes.

All right, I got it.

Woodgrove Memorial,
tomorrow at 11:00.

Oh, you guys found it.
Nice work.

Of course, it had to be
at the bottom of the list.

All right, so who knows what
about flowers?

Oh, the official flower
of Chicago is a chrysanthemum.

I learned about it
in elementary school.

Ladies, not to perpetuate
gender stereotypes here,

but perhaps
you have an opinion?

Well, at Hawkins' funeral,
they had a really beautiful,

huge arrangement of lilies.

The smell was so strong,

couldn't get it out
of your hair for days.

So maybe anything but lilies.

Ambo 61, person down.

556 North Croft.

But you can't give up.

It's a constant battle.

And you're going to fight
with everything you have.

It's Bill,
across the hall from me.

I heard him crying out
for help.

He's right this way.

I got the super
to open his door.

He was on the floor, shaking.

Bill?

Bill, hey, paramedics are here.

Hey, Bill,
tell us what's going on.

My pacemaker
keeps hitting me.

OK, grab
a 12-lead EKG, please.

- OK.
- I'll take a look here.

All right, he's got a dual
pacemaker-defibrillator.

How many times has it
shocked you, Bill?

I don't know,
ten times maybe?

I keep blacking out.

OK, normal sinus rhythm.

Paced at 68.
No arrhythmias.

His defibrillator
is misfiring.

OK, Bill, we need to
get you to the hospital

right away, all right?

He's unconscious.

Most patients can't survive
more than 15 shocks.

If we can't stop
this defibrillator,

he's not gonna make it to Med.

How are we supposed to stop
a defibrillator

that's inside him?

Most implants have
a safety mode to disable it.

It's triggered
by a magnetic field,

so we need a strong magnet.

Stay with him
and keep him stable.

We are not letting
this man die today.

OK.

All right, let's put
the defib pads on him.

It's working.

OK, let's get him
on the stair chair

and get ready to pace him.

Copy.

All right, Bill.

Let's get you to Med.

Let's go. There we go.

What Pascal said about seeing
Franklin's house in the report,

it doesn't make sense.

How?
How do you mean?

The way he described it--

an overbuilt McMansion.

It's like he went there,
saw it in person.

That's getting into
some dangerous territory.

I don't think Chief would
do something like that.

I mean, maybe he's getting
a little obsessive,

and he looked it up online--

which would be
totally reasonable,

given everything
that he's going through.

But Pascal is too level-headed
to hurt somebody,

if that's what you're thinking.

I don't know about that.

I just mean his state
of mind right now.

We don't know for sure.

And now that I know that
he might have been there,

I feel like I should
do something about it.

Like what?

Hey.

I was hoping you'd be here.

Oh. Yeah, we just got back
from a super intense call,

which Violet handled
like a boss.

Are you--are you here
to see Severide or Kidd?

Because I haven't been
inside yet, but--

No, I was actually
looking for you.

I wanted to say thanks
for hyping me up

and putting in
a good word for me

with the guys over at 36.

Oh, of course.

Yeah, they would--they
would be lucky to have you.

I mean, it was after
a few tequila shots,

so my memory's a little fuzzy,
but whatever I said,

I--I hope it helps.

At this point, it can't hurt.

I don't know.

A referral from me could count
against you with some people.

Well, then those are people
I don't want to work with.

I'm glad you stopped by.

It's--it's been pretty tense
and sad around the house, and--

You know what?

I could use your help
with something really quick.

Yeah, whatever you need.

OK, great.

I'll just take a sec.

Gotta admit, I have been
wanting to do that for a while.

Now seemed like a good time.

Perfect time, even.

Maybe we could pick
this up after shift?

Definitely.

Great.

I'll text you.

Yeah.

That's fine.
- Mm-hmm.

Thank you.

Hi.

We were told to find Olivia.

She'd know where to put these.

I'm Olivia.

You work with Dom?

These are from everybody
at the firehouse.

We just--we're so sorry
for your loss.

Monica seemed like
a lovely lady.

Thank you.

She was,
and these are beautiful.

Why don't you put them
over here?

- Thanks.
- Yeah.

I have to say,
I'm a little surprised

Dom told you about the service.

He was pretty adamant
it be family only.

He didn't.

We just wanted to find
some way to show our support.

Hope we didn't overstep.

No, it's very
much appreciated.

Honestly, I'd invite you
to the service myself, but--

Oh. Family only.

I'll make sure he knows
where these came from.

And thank you again.

What happened,
the way I acted back then,

it--it wasn't because
I didn't care.

It was the opposite.

And I wanted to tell you,
you deserve better, Sam.

I should have
told you the truth.

But sometimes,

as we both know,

that's the hardest thing
to do.

Went through it line by line,
triple checked every detail,

just like you asked.

And there's nothing in there
that needed to be changed.

Stand by every word of this.

OK.

We'll see if Herrmann
and Kidd find anything.

I have something
to say, Chief.

I'm the only person
in this firehouse,

maybe the only person
in this world,

who knows how far you're
willing to go for Monica.

But if something happens
to Franklin...

Don't do it, Chief.

Whatever your gut's
telling you to do,

all it will do
is ruin your life.

And I didn't know Monica
very well, but...

I know that's not
what she would have wanted.

What makes you so sure?

I'm not sure about anything.

I'm hoping.

Well, if you are wrong,

then we can huddle up
and talk about next steps.

I went through your reports,

and I see that
nothing's changed.

Yeah, I--

I made sure that
I retraced every step, Chief.

I did not take it lightly.

And because
nothing's changed,

there's no reason
for me to resubmit them

to the state's
attorney's office.

So,

yeah, the case is closed.

Sorry, Chief.

Well, thank you
for taking another look.

Regarding Engine,

you won't need to call in
a floater anymore

if Kylie's unavailable.

I've requested that Jack Damon
be assigned to 51 permanently.

Are you still working,
or is it ready to go?

Actually,
I decided not to send it.

Why not?

The thing is, I don't know
where Carver's head is at

right now,
and it doesn't seem fair

to put all of this on him now,
you know?

I guess I could see that.

Yeah.

So I think I will just shove it
in a drawer somewhere.

And when he comes back,
I guess I'll just--

I'll get a read on everything,

and see if it even makes sense
to give it to him.

I get that.

Are you up for this afternoon?

100%.

At some point, it hits you.

This feeling,
that hole in your heart,

it's never gonna go away,
and fighting won't help.

But there is something
that will.

You can't go it alone.

You need to let people
back in.

It's the only way.

You sure about this?

Nope, but sometimes you have
to go with your heart

on these things.

You hear?
Damon's back at 51.

Glad he landed on his feet.

Chief.

Services were supposed
to be family only.

I know, Chief.

That's why we're here.

You ready?

I guess what I really
wanted to say the most is...

I miss you.