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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,760 --> 00:00:07,000 hi my name is Emily and this is my 2 00:00:03,439 --> 00:00:09,718 testimony I I grew up in church uh was 3 00:00:07,000 --> 00:00:11,320 very often in church multiple times a 4 00:00:09,718 --> 00:00:13,838 week my family was one of the main 5 00:00:11,320 --> 00:00:15,559 families in the church and so I had 6 00:00:13,839 --> 00:00:18,118 faith in God from a young age and I 7 00:00:15,558 --> 00:00:21,160 heard the Bible from a young age as well 8 00:00:18,118 --> 00:00:22,879 and um yeah that was just my life but 9 00:00:21,160 --> 00:00:24,640 there was always something inside of me 10 00:00:22,879 --> 00:00:27,118 that knew I was missing something I 11 00:00:24,640 --> 00:00:29,240 remember I would actually like cry 12 00:00:27,118 --> 00:00:31,559 myself to sleep at night because I just 13 00:00:29,239 --> 00:00:34,600 knew I was going to hell like I knew I 14 00:00:31,559 --> 00:00:36,199 wasn't good enough for God and um I knew 15 00:00:34,600 --> 00:00:38,120 I didn't meet his standard from a very 16 00:00:36,200 --> 00:00:39,920 young age I knew that um and I would 17 00:00:38,119 --> 00:00:41,878 pray the sinner's prayer over and over 18 00:00:39,920 --> 00:00:44,239 and I felt nothing's happening nothing's 19 00:00:41,878 --> 00:00:47,238 happening and so yeah I knew from a 20 00:00:44,238 --> 00:00:48,159 young age um that there was more I'm 21 00:00:47,238 --> 00:00:51,038 missing 22 00:00:48,159 --> 00:00:54,159 something and um when I was in my 23 00:00:51,039 --> 00:00:57,480 teenage years I went through a very hard 24 00:00:54,159 --> 00:00:59,599 time with my family um my family split 25 00:00:57,479 --> 00:01:02,238 and my church also at the same time 26 00:00:59,600 --> 00:01:04,079 split and so those were the two main 27 00:01:02,238 --> 00:01:06,560 like Idols in my life was my church and 28 00:01:04,079 --> 00:01:10,319 my family and when those things split I 29 00:01:06,560 --> 00:01:13,320 lost a lot of interest in God and um it 30 00:01:10,319 --> 00:01:15,679 was a very difficult time for me and 31 00:01:13,319 --> 00:01:18,839 because I I knew I didn't meet God's 32 00:01:15,680 --> 00:01:21,759 standard and now this had happened to my 33 00:01:18,840 --> 00:01:25,359 life I relied more on my sin to cover 34 00:01:21,759 --> 00:01:28,319 myself and so I would um like fantasize 35 00:01:25,359 --> 00:01:31,039 things and these fantasies developed and 36 00:01:28,319 --> 00:01:34,000 they became like um 37 00:01:31,040 --> 00:01:36,320 more dark and more Twisted I guess and 38 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:37,879 and sexual as well and so every night I 39 00:01:36,319 --> 00:01:40,398 would have to have these fantasies in 40 00:01:37,879 --> 00:01:42,239 order to fall asleep and the more I set 41 00:01:40,399 --> 00:01:44,519 my mind on these things the more these 42 00:01:42,239 --> 00:01:47,718 things became part of my actual life as 43 00:01:44,519 --> 00:01:50,519 well and so I was really caught up in 44 00:01:47,718 --> 00:01:51,959 sin and I would hide it from people and 45 00:01:50,519 --> 00:01:54,438 like look like a good person on the 46 00:01:51,959 --> 00:01:58,199 outside but I was really caught up in my 47 00:01:54,438 --> 00:02:00,239 sin and um it came to a point where yeah 48 00:01:58,200 --> 00:02:02,960 I was just really really low and I 49 00:02:00,239 --> 00:02:05,478 remember I would write in in my diary 50 00:02:02,959 --> 00:02:08,959 about God and I might actually read a 51 00:02:05,478 --> 00:02:12,120 little portion because a few years ago I 52 00:02:08,959 --> 00:02:14,519 I found a diary from that time and it 53 00:02:12,120 --> 00:02:16,400 was really me crying out to God asking 54 00:02:14,519 --> 00:02:19,879 what am I supposed to do so I'll just 55 00:02:16,400 --> 00:02:22,480 read some of it um where are you this is 56 00:02:19,878 --> 00:02:24,598 speaking to God I want you I'm scared of 57 00:02:22,479 --> 00:02:27,439 death because I know where I'll go 58 00:02:24,598 --> 00:02:29,359 terrified actually I think of these 59 00:02:27,439 --> 00:02:32,039 fantasies before I go to bed to keep my 60 00:02:29,360 --> 00:02:33,560 mind off of life if someone read this 61 00:02:32,039 --> 00:02:35,280 they know I'm pretty messed up and I 62 00:02:33,560 --> 00:02:37,560 hope in the future I'll read this and 63 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:40,439 thank Jesus for saving me I hope it 64 00:02:37,560 --> 00:02:42,680 happens so bad dear God I'm tired of 65 00:02:40,439 --> 00:02:45,560 everything I want peace I want to stop 66 00:02:42,680 --> 00:02:48,000 being so scared I know I sin I'm so 67 00:02:45,560 --> 00:02:50,439 selfish self-centered lustful angry I 68 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:53,120 could go on I know Jesus died on the 69 00:02:50,439 --> 00:02:55,439 cross I know he took away sin but I want 70 00:02:53,120 --> 00:02:58,319 to have a relationship with you through 71 00:02:55,439 --> 00:03:00,239 Jesus God please come and then I wrote 72 00:02:58,318 --> 00:03:03,199 there's no point I tried one thousand 73 00:03:00,239 --> 00:03:06,439 times goodbye and then I scribbled over 74 00:03:03,199 --> 00:03:09,679 that entry um in my journal and so 75 00:03:06,439 --> 00:03:11,280 that's where I was I I wanted God but I 76 00:03:09,680 --> 00:03:13,439 didn't I couldn't find him I didn't know 77 00:03:11,280 --> 00:03:15,919 where he was and he felt very far away 78 00:03:13,439 --> 00:03:19,199 from me and 79 00:03:15,919 --> 00:03:21,039 um I yeah I was just at a loss but 80 00:03:19,199 --> 00:03:23,359 something happened in my older sister 81 00:03:21,039 --> 00:03:26,439 and I saw her change and she was seeking 82 00:03:23,360 --> 00:03:28,280 God a lot um and and I thought only God 83 00:03:26,439 --> 00:03:30,438 could could do something like that in 84 00:03:28,280 --> 00:03:33,039 someone and so 85 00:03:30,438 --> 00:03:35,000 I decided okay I'm going to go to church 86 00:03:33,039 --> 00:03:37,318 I I want to do these things again but it 87 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:39,000 wasn't in the church I grew up in so I 88 00:03:37,318 --> 00:03:41,039 think I missing something maybe that's 89 00:03:39,000 --> 00:03:42,878 the Holy Spirit and so I I started going 90 00:03:41,039 --> 00:03:45,039 to churches where they talked more about 91 00:03:42,878 --> 00:03:48,199 the Holy Spirit or people would 92 00:03:45,039 --> 00:03:49,719 experience the Holy Spirit or yeah have 93 00:03:48,199 --> 00:03:52,318 these encounters with God something I 94 00:03:49,719 --> 00:03:55,598 hadn't heard of before or prophesy or 95 00:03:52,318 --> 00:03:59,359 speak in tongues um so I started seeking 96 00:03:55,598 --> 00:04:01,798 out these like external signs um of the 97 00:03:59,360 --> 00:04:04,280 Holy Spirit or what I thought of at the 98 00:04:01,799 --> 00:04:06,560 time and so I was at a lot of 99 00:04:04,280 --> 00:04:09,680 conferences where there was people that 100 00:04:06,560 --> 00:04:11,438 were like prophets and um people would 101 00:04:09,680 --> 00:04:14,920 manifest the Holy Spirit that's what I 102 00:04:11,438 --> 00:04:17,519 was told so they would um be shaking and 103 00:04:14,919 --> 00:04:20,039 shaking and shaking or like like yelling 104 00:04:17,519 --> 00:04:22,759 and screaming or um like laughing 105 00:04:20,040 --> 00:04:24,879 uncontrollably rolling around and so I 106 00:04:22,759 --> 00:04:26,439 was like whoa like this is totally new 107 00:04:24,879 --> 00:04:29,000 to me this is what probably what I've 108 00:04:26,439 --> 00:04:31,160 been missing and so I knew my sin is the 109 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:33,839 problem so I thought this is what I need 110 00:04:31,160 --> 00:04:36,080 to be set free from my sin I need to 111 00:04:33,839 --> 00:04:38,038 experience God like this and so I 112 00:04:36,079 --> 00:04:39,800 started being the one you know at the 113 00:04:38,038 --> 00:04:43,240 front I want everyone to lay their hands 114 00:04:39,800 --> 00:04:45,439 on me CU I need whatever this is because 115 00:04:43,240 --> 00:04:48,639 I I have a problem you know and I was 116 00:04:45,439 --> 00:04:51,240 hungry for God and um so yeah I I really 117 00:04:48,639 --> 00:04:54,000 went up to the front every time and I 118 00:04:51,240 --> 00:04:56,038 also went to a school for missionaries 119 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:58,439 um where this was happening as well and 120 00:04:56,038 --> 00:05:00,918 so at the school almost every day we'd 121 00:04:58,439 --> 00:05:03,719 be worshiping and these experience 122 00:05:00,918 --> 00:05:05,399 experiences would be happening and yeah 123 00:05:03,720 --> 00:05:08,919 I thought wow God is really moving 124 00:05:05,399 --> 00:05:10,599 strongly um and yeah again I would have 125 00:05:08,918 --> 00:05:12,198 everyone lay their hands on me and there 126 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:15,479 came a time when someone laid their 127 00:05:12,199 --> 00:05:19,240 hands on me a speaker and um from that 128 00:05:15,478 --> 00:05:20,599 day I started having this twitch um so 129 00:05:19,240 --> 00:05:22,639 sometimes it would be a small twitch 130 00:05:20,600 --> 00:05:25,520 like at my side I would just twitch or 131 00:05:22,639 --> 00:05:28,079 my hands would Shake um and I I couldn't 132 00:05:25,519 --> 00:05:30,719 stop it or sometimes I would twitch so 133 00:05:28,079 --> 00:05:32,318 uncontrollably like it was whole body 134 00:05:30,720 --> 00:05:34,240 just like uncontrollable twitching and 135 00:05:32,319 --> 00:05:37,360 i' have like neck pain and headaches 136 00:05:34,240 --> 00:05:39,079 after um and people would say wow this 137 00:05:37,360 --> 00:05:41,280 is the holy spirit God's really touching 138 00:05:39,079 --> 00:05:43,318 you and I thought wow I'm really 139 00:05:41,279 --> 00:05:44,719 encountering God right now you know 140 00:05:43,319 --> 00:05:47,120 because you're just being told that you 141 00:05:44,720 --> 00:05:48,840 really believe that's what's happening 142 00:05:47,120 --> 00:05:51,879 um and it would happen in times of 143 00:05:48,839 --> 00:05:54,279 worship as well like worship U music and 144 00:05:51,879 --> 00:05:56,879 everything so so it just made sense to 145 00:05:54,279 --> 00:05:58,959 me that this must be God um and I 146 00:05:56,879 --> 00:06:01,600 thought now I'm going to be free now 147 00:05:58,959 --> 00:06:03,959 this is the answer that I've needed and 148 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:05,800 um there would be times where I was the 149 00:06:03,959 --> 00:06:09,399 only person at the front just laughing 150 00:06:05,800 --> 00:06:09,400 laughing laughing and I I couldn't 151 00:06:10,139 --> 00:06:17,629 [Music] 152 00:06:12,740 --> 00:06:17,629 [Laughter] 153 00:06:23,279 --> 00:06:28,239 stop and it wasn't necessarily even 154 00:06:26,038 --> 00:06:30,360 Pleasant anymore like the laughter at 155 00:06:28,240 --> 00:06:33,598 first can be pleasant but it just became 156 00:06:30,360 --> 00:06:38,080 so tiring and like I couldn't control it 157 00:06:33,598 --> 00:06:39,800 and so um for a lot of time I had Pride 158 00:06:38,079 --> 00:06:42,318 about it actually because I was the one 159 00:06:39,800 --> 00:06:46,720 experiencing these things and so I must 160 00:06:42,319 --> 00:06:48,759 be special um but a few months after 161 00:06:46,720 --> 00:06:52,680 that school when I'm back to normal life 162 00:06:48,759 --> 00:06:54,280 I was in college um I started having 163 00:06:52,680 --> 00:06:57,959 doubt that this was the holy spirit 164 00:06:54,279 --> 00:07:00,799 because these Twitches um would happen 165 00:06:57,959 --> 00:07:03,000 at other other moments specifically um 166 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:04,439 when I would have anger outbursts and 167 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:06,680 most of my life I never had anger 168 00:07:04,439 --> 00:07:09,639 outbursts but they started escalating 169 00:07:06,680 --> 00:07:11,439 after um after that school that I had 170 00:07:09,639 --> 00:07:12,840 gone to the missionary school they 171 00:07:11,439 --> 00:07:15,319 started escalating and there was one 172 00:07:12,839 --> 00:07:18,638 specific situation that really put doubt 173 00:07:15,319 --> 00:07:19,919 in me and that was uh I I had a roommate 174 00:07:18,639 --> 00:07:22,400 in college and we were having a 175 00:07:19,918 --> 00:07:24,560 disagreement and I just burst out in 176 00:07:22,399 --> 00:07:27,120 anger and I said the most horrible 177 00:07:24,560 --> 00:07:29,959 painful things to her that anyone could 178 00:07:27,120 --> 00:07:32,598 say and it scared me that had came come 179 00:07:29,959 --> 00:07:34,159 out of my mouth and so I I was shocked I 180 00:07:32,598 --> 00:07:35,959 couldn't believe that had come out of my 181 00:07:34,160 --> 00:07:38,960 mouth and I ran out of the room and I 182 00:07:35,959 --> 00:07:41,399 jumped onto my bed and on my bed I was 183 00:07:38,959 --> 00:07:43,758 twitching in the same way um that people 184 00:07:41,399 --> 00:07:46,000 said this is the holy spirit but I knew 185 00:07:43,759 --> 00:07:48,360 this is not the holy spirit this is a 186 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:51,879 demon and that was the moment where I'm 187 00:07:48,360 --> 00:07:54,038 like I'm so helpless now like I'm still 188 00:07:51,879 --> 00:07:54,759 a slave to my sin nothing had changed 189 00:07:54,038 --> 00:07:58,519 with 190 00:07:54,759 --> 00:07:59,879 that I have a demon and I tried now I 191 00:07:58,519 --> 00:08:02,318 thought I've tried all the different 192 00:07:59,879 --> 00:08:05,039 forms of church and nothing has helped 193 00:08:02,319 --> 00:08:08,520 me and so this started another dark 194 00:08:05,038 --> 00:08:10,038 period where yeah because you know 195 00:08:08,519 --> 00:08:12,079 nothing can save me I'm just going to 196 00:08:10,038 --> 00:08:14,240 choose the sin anyways instead of 197 00:08:12,079 --> 00:08:17,079 fighting it and so I was just choosing 198 00:08:14,240 --> 00:08:19,199 the sin even though deep down I knew 199 00:08:17,079 --> 00:08:21,959 this is not okay and I'm going to face 200 00:08:19,199 --> 00:08:24,280 God one day um and there came a day 201 00:08:21,959 --> 00:08:26,680 where I was just on my phone and there 202 00:08:24,279 --> 00:08:29,679 came a testimony up on my social media 203 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:32,038 and it was someone I had met at that 204 00:08:29,680 --> 00:08:34,879 missionary school and she was sharing 205 00:08:32,038 --> 00:08:37,278 about baptism and she was sharing that 206 00:08:34,879 --> 00:08:39,320 she thought she had been saved but she 207 00:08:37,278 --> 00:08:42,000 actually wasn't and she was sharing 208 00:08:39,320 --> 00:08:45,080 about how she missed this like truth 209 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:47,639 about baptism and as I'm watching this 210 00:08:45,080 --> 00:08:50,399 video about how baptism is not a symbol 211 00:08:47,639 --> 00:08:52,919 and like it's a dying with Christ I got 212 00:08:50,399 --> 00:08:56,120 so angry something rose up in me this 213 00:08:52,919 --> 00:08:57,919 this like huge anger because I was 214 00:08:56,120 --> 00:09:00,120 looking at truth but I couldn't handle 215 00:08:57,919 --> 00:09:02,719 the truth and so so much much anger came 216 00:09:00,120 --> 00:09:06,159 up and I just threw my phone across the 217 00:09:02,720 --> 00:09:07,800 room um and I never finished that video 218 00:09:06,159 --> 00:09:10,120 but what's interesting is a few weeks 219 00:09:07,799 --> 00:09:12,120 past and that girl ends up reaching out 220 00:09:10,120 --> 00:09:14,839 to me and she says Emily you've been on 221 00:09:12,120 --> 00:09:17,200 my mind can we talk and I was humbled at 222 00:09:14,839 --> 00:09:20,360 that point and ready to hear from her 223 00:09:17,200 --> 00:09:22,480 and when uh when we video chatted she 224 00:09:20,360 --> 00:09:25,519 shared with me the gospel and I have 225 00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:27,680 spent my whole life in church and I've 226 00:09:25,519 --> 00:09:29,440 read the Bible more than once before 227 00:09:27,679 --> 00:09:31,599 this point but when she shared the 228 00:09:29,440 --> 00:09:33,920 gospel with me it was like the scales 229 00:09:31,600 --> 00:09:36,240 just came off my eyes and I could really 230 00:09:33,919 --> 00:09:38,559 see the truth for the first time in my 231 00:09:36,240 --> 00:09:40,360 life I saw what it means to repent to 232 00:09:38,559 --> 00:09:42,319 like you actually turn away from your 233 00:09:40,360 --> 00:09:44,720 sin it's not this constant apologizing 234 00:09:42,320 --> 00:09:46,278 to God which I had done for years and 235 00:09:44,720 --> 00:09:47,519 saying I'm sorry and doing it again and 236 00:09:46,278 --> 00:09:50,000 I'm sorry and doing it again it's like 237 00:09:47,519 --> 00:09:54,078 actually turning away like changing your 238 00:09:50,000 --> 00:09:57,000 mind and then I understood baptism that 239 00:09:54,078 --> 00:09:59,000 in faith I would be dying to my slavery 240 00:09:57,000 --> 00:10:01,278 to sin and I've never heard that before 241 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:02,759 I just I talked to pastors many times 242 00:10:01,278 --> 00:10:05,360 and they said this is just the normal 243 00:10:02,759 --> 00:10:07,838 life you fight against sin but now I 244 00:10:05,360 --> 00:10:10,720 could see that the word was true that 245 00:10:07,839 --> 00:10:12,959 when in Romans 6 you're going to die 246 00:10:10,720 --> 00:10:15,720 with Christ and rise with Christ that is 247 00:10:12,958 --> 00:10:19,039 actually going to happen to me and so I 248 00:10:15,720 --> 00:10:21,200 was just so amazed like so amazed that 249 00:10:19,039 --> 00:10:23,360 the word was true it was not just fancy 250 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:25,240 words anymore fancy words that could 251 00:10:23,360 --> 00:10:27,759 never appli to me these could actually 252 00:10:25,240 --> 00:10:31,320 happen to me and so I started to have 253 00:10:27,759 --> 00:10:33,559 this Faith built up um and then hearing 254 00:10:31,320 --> 00:10:37,639 about the Holy Spirit in like what what 255 00:10:33,559 --> 00:10:39,799 is pure in its pure form um like it's 256 00:10:37,639 --> 00:10:41,919 it's just our comfort and our teacher 257 00:10:39,799 --> 00:10:45,879 and our Helper and and there's 258 00:10:41,919 --> 00:10:48,000 self-control there as well and so um 259 00:10:45,879 --> 00:10:49,958 yeah my eyes were just fully opened and 260 00:10:48,000 --> 00:10:52,200 I started to repent and God show showed 261 00:10:49,958 --> 00:10:54,559 me many things in my heart to turn away 262 00:10:52,200 --> 00:10:56,959 from and as well as things in my life 263 00:10:54,559 --> 00:10:58,719 that I needed to change and um the 264 00:10:56,958 --> 00:11:00,518 friend who shared the gospel with me she 265 00:10:58,720 --> 00:11:02,160 was thousands of miles away so she 266 00:11:00,519 --> 00:11:04,959 couldn't baptize me and she encouraged 267 00:11:02,159 --> 00:11:08,240 me to go to a Kickstart so I flew to a 268 00:11:04,958 --> 00:11:10,719 Kickstart and I went to get baptized and 269 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:12,839 I was with some um Sisters in Christ 270 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:15,800 they were driving me to the beach to get 271 00:11:12,839 --> 00:11:18,440 baptized and they asked me Emily are you 272 00:11:15,799 --> 00:11:20,159 ready to follow Jesus no matter the cost 273 00:11:18,440 --> 00:11:22,320 even if he ask you to leave your family 274 00:11:20,159 --> 00:11:24,919 your friends are you really willing and 275 00:11:22,320 --> 00:11:27,920 ready to follow him and I was like yes 276 00:11:24,919 --> 00:11:30,919 like yes I'm ready and in that moment 277 00:11:27,919 --> 00:11:33,838 the the demon that had been in me um 278 00:11:30,919 --> 00:11:36,799 just started manifesting like crazy um 279 00:11:33,839 --> 00:11:40,160 like yeah it was just like very extreme 280 00:11:36,799 --> 00:11:42,958 manifestations and inside I I was still 281 00:11:40,159 --> 00:11:44,480 there enough to think like Hallelujah 282 00:11:42,958 --> 00:11:45,919 this thing does not want me to go in 283 00:11:44,480 --> 00:11:47,800 those baptism Waters it's like a 284 00:11:45,919 --> 00:11:49,919 confirmation that baptism was more than 285 00:11:47,799 --> 00:11:51,639 a symbol because there's a war going on 286 00:11:49,919 --> 00:11:53,958 and I could physically see that there's 287 00:11:51,639 --> 00:11:57,680 a war over me getting in the baptism 288 00:11:53,958 --> 00:11:59,239 Waters and so I was so ready so ready to 289 00:11:57,679 --> 00:12:01,719 wash this away so ready to no longer 290 00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:04,519 longer be a slave to my sin and so yeah 291 00:12:01,720 --> 00:12:06,720 when I got baptized I I got in that 292 00:12:04,519 --> 00:12:08,639 water and I went down a slave to my sin 293 00:12:06,720 --> 00:12:11,639 and I went down with a demon and I came 294 00:12:08,639 --> 00:12:14,079 out and my slavery was cut off I'm now a 295 00:12:11,639 --> 00:12:16,600 slave of righteousness Hallelujah and 296 00:12:14,078 --> 00:12:18,319 the the the demon left me and also a lot 297 00:12:16,600 --> 00:12:20,759 of Sorrow that I carried in my heart got 298 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:24,120 washed away as well and then you know I 299 00:12:20,759 --> 00:12:26,159 spoke in tongues um just pure Holy 300 00:12:24,120 --> 00:12:28,839 Spirit and it was so beautiful and I was 301 00:12:26,159 --> 00:12:31,120 just so full of joy that God's word is 302 00:12:28,839 --> 00:12:34,120 true and that I have really experienced 303 00:12:31,120 --> 00:12:37,519 what it means to to repent to be 304 00:12:34,120 --> 00:12:37,519 baptized in water in the Holy 305 00:12:40,679 --> 00:12:48,239 Spirit come come on come on come on fre 306 00:12:46,120 --> 00:12:48,240 right 307 00:12:50,078 --> 00:12:57,359 now come on look at this Hallelujah best 308 00:12:53,639 --> 00:12:59,759 Freedom best Freedom best Freedom how 309 00:12:57,360 --> 00:13:02,600 was you just receive all the freedom 310 00:12:59,759 --> 00:13:04,439 is this real or what yes this is real 311 00:13:02,600 --> 00:13:06,240 this also real for you out there the 312 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:09,000 Bible said when you repent and get 313 00:13:06,240 --> 00:13:11,919 baptized you buried all life it's a 314 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:15,600 buried all life it's a was in the way of 315 00:13:11,919 --> 00:13:18,278 sins the all life is buried here your 316 00:13:15,600 --> 00:13:20,519 life all life is buried your sins have 317 00:13:18,278 --> 00:13:22,360 been washed away and you have now 318 00:13:20,519 --> 00:13:25,120 received the Holy Spirit and this is a 319 00:13:22,360 --> 00:13:27,440 new beginning and um now I'm just living 320 00:13:25,120 --> 00:13:31,679 this life for him I want to share this 321 00:13:27,440 --> 00:13:33,880 message like that you can be in church 322 00:13:31,679 --> 00:13:36,319 and and miss it like there's probably 323 00:13:33,879 --> 00:13:37,919 many people who who can understand and 324 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:39,199 relate sitting in church and feeling 325 00:13:37,919 --> 00:13:40,599 like why do I feel like I'm missing 326 00:13:39,198 --> 00:13:42,958 something why am I struggling with my 327 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:45,120 sin it's it's all in the word it's all 328 00:13:42,958 --> 00:13:48,078 there and every single word in in that 329 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:51,839 Bible is truth and um now I get to live 330 00:13:48,078 --> 00:13:54,479 it I get to see people healed um get to 331 00:13:51,839 --> 00:13:56,880 cast demons out um through the the power 332 00:13:54,480 --> 00:13:58,639 of Christ and get to share the gospel 333 00:13:56,879 --> 00:14:01,639 and see the next one respond and it's 334 00:13:58,639 --> 00:14:03,560 really been an amazing life um walking 335 00:14:01,639 --> 00:14:06,000 by faith and seeing God open amazing 336 00:14:03,559 --> 00:14:08,278 doors and it hasn't always been easy but 337 00:14:06,000 --> 00:14:10,399 it's been such a blessing and um I 338 00:14:08,278 --> 00:14:13,399 recommend it to everyone so that's my 339 00:14:10,399 --> 00:14:13,399 story 25893

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