All language subtitles for Aitana Metamorphosis S01E05

[music building]

[singing "Si No Vas a Volver"]

[Aitana] In two or three minutes,
a song can tell you how you really feel.

What's going on,
what moves you from the inside.

And very few things in life can do that.

["Seis de Febrero" playing on speakers]

And I can sing them.

It's like…

[imitates explosion]

[singing]

[shutter clicking]

Now, is it the song
you were looking for?

Not yet?

If you start with a ballad,
it won't be a hit for Bernabéu.

That's not how it works,

and I'm not used to coming
to Los Angeles with so many people.

[shutter clicking]

I need to get back to my roots,
because if not, I know it'll be hard.

-You know?
-[Miki] Yeah.

-[interviewer] And they tell you?
-Do they tell me?

[interviewer] If they don't like it.

Yes, they tell me.

They tell me, "We don't
so much see this one,

this other one's better."

And I tell them, "Well, I do see it"

Who's going on stage?

Me.

So that's pretty clear.

[percussive electronic music playing]

METAMORPHOSIS

[wings flapping]

CHAPTER FIVE

CREATE

FOUR MONTHS BEFORE BERNABÉU

[Marta] That'd be so cool.

[Aitana] No, and
we're not doing anything later.

We cancelled it all,
the boat's the only thing we did.

I love doing nothing,
that's something I really needed.

[Marta] What're you gonna paint?
If you're gonna paint.

I won't have much time to paint, 'cause
I'm getting my nails done this afternoon.

I'll paint with you the other days,
but today it's hard.

Oh, I'll add some…

-It's for a tortilla…
-Can you check, please?

But okay.

Anyways, here it is.

-No, listen to me.
-The date.

You'll see.

The date's right here, eight/28,
but apart from the date…

And each one.

Not each one.

-You do that because…
-They're all eight/28.

Exactly.

Sure, they all have
the same date as the box,

but even so, and it's happened to me,

there are bad eggs.

-[Marta] Okay, well…
-Because they float.

This is bad water.

-I think the girl said it was filtered.
-We asked ChatGPT yesterday…

-Dude, how're you washing then?
-I just now found out what that is.

You're not gonna wash with bottled water.

But it's awesome, I asked ChatGPT

what ideas it could
give me for my Bernabéu show,

-and it gave me the coolest ideas.
-Yes.

Literally, it gave me an idea like,

"Why don't you use an app
live during the show,

to let the attendees determine
which of the following songs

you're going to play next, via a vote."

I'm like…

that seems like the coolest idea.

Like, "Wait a minute,
you know, I'll ask it."

I had already thought of
the other things it said. But not that.

You can say, "Come on, more original,"

or "how can the audience interact more."

If it keeps progressing,
even though it's already advanced,

-I don't think…
-[Marta] Yeah, this just the beginning.

Society will go to shit, right?

No…

Dude, if you have someone who's giving
you solutions for absolutely everything…

It doesn't give you the solution,

it's tool to help you
think and solve problems.

Yesterday that man told me
what I could do at Bernabéu.

-I have a whole team thinking about that.
-[Marta] Well, but…

But who's going to do it?

Yesterday, that man
gave me the idea of voting!

-But it doesn't execute…
-And nobody had that, not even me.

Hello. Let's see, you listening? Yes.

Remember what I asked yesterday
about Aitana performing a concert

and wanting ideas?

Well, she really liked the idea…

-What was it?
-About voting.

About voting. Give me more
ideas like that to see what she can do.

[automated female voice]
I'm glad you liked the voting idea.

Here are some other interactive
ideas to surprise the audience.

One, duet with a fan.

With a fan.

-Invite a fan to come up on stage…
-I've done that. But I'll do it.

She could randomly select someone
from the audience at the show…

Or… or Violeta

…or she could organize
a social media contest before the concert

-to pick the lucky person.
-Goosebumps. Seriously.

-Goosebumps, seriously.
-Goosebumps.

We're going to shit. Literally, to shit.

You should know
I'm not singing at Bernabéu,

ChatGPT is.

It was like wrapping up the tour.

It was like
a little present I gave myself,

to do my own thing a bit.

Also, being able
to be with my best friends was very cool.

I laugh so much with them,
I love them so much, I swear.

I feel safe, happy.

We have fun.

-It's excellent.
-No, it's incredible.

My real friends,
and I think yours too, because your…

your personalities are like mine…

Um, I don't talk to them every day at all.

-My closest friends…
-Yeah. Same.

Look, my best friend called me earlier,
Marta, who I lived with for a year

and I've known since I was a kid.

She called to ask me how
I was doing after the break-up.

I'd left him a week ago and I…

My friend goes, "Hello, friend."

My best friend heard about it
and wanted to know how I was.

I'm like, "Well…"

I picked it up and I was like, "Great."

"Hey, I'm okay," and she's like, "Well"…

Sure, because she knows
that if you need her, you'll call.

-[Marta] No problem.
-[Violeta] Me too.

I've always been a little like that,
like no, always organizing things.

On trips with friends,
I was the one who always planned stuff,

I don't improvise.

-[interviewer] Never "We'll see"?
-No.

-Honestly no, I can't.
-[Marta] Improvised planning, right?

I swear, in December…

I have to keep on her about it,
like, "Aitana, it's fine, let it go."

And even then, she's like…

"It's okay."

The other day at my house you asked,

"Well, what are you going
to do here when I leave? Tell the truth."

"Nothing."

"Well, I'll hang around
watching Netflix, I don't know."

I'm like, "Don't you
get bored doing nothing?"

I love being a couch potato.

Decaf.

[soft discordant electronic music playing]

[Aitana] I feel like
I stopped painting a lot

because painting's not like
when it was when I was a teenager.

I don't like to paint knowing
I have a lot of stuff to do later.

I've been writing songs all year,
but now I don't relate to a lot of them.

That's happened before, too.

Now I'll be confined
in the studio for two months,

I'm in an intense emotional state…

So I think that'll bring up
a lot more feelings,

but that's what
it's like to always create.

-Because, for example, "Akuray", you…
-"Akureyri."

-"Akureyri."
-Everyone says it wrong, even my friends.

-What is it?
-[Marta] "Akureyi."

"Akureyri."

When you went to record it,
you were in a situation…

We weren't together when
we recorded "Akureyri." We'd separated.

You started it being…

Well, I don't know.

I'm also always
getting myself in a pickle.

-It's a decision I made.
-Yeah.

It's happened to me several times.

I don't learn. [laughs]

And I really enjoyed it.

Honestly, both times
were wonderful experiences.

'Cause sharing something you love,
like music, with someone you love,

like your partner, I think
that's a beautiful expression of love.

It can turn out good or bad.

That's life, huh?

It's one thing, sometimes another.

I won't stop enjoying the moment
because of what may happen later.

[Marta] I couldn't. Your mind
has to be equipped to deal with that,

and I couldn't.

I couldn't. Because I…

I throw everything out,

I get rid of all the shirts,
I delete the photos.

-[Aitana] Fuck, man.
-Sometimes I regret it later, but…

No.

I'm not like that.

I never delete a photo with an ex.

Sometimes I wear their shirts to sleep in.

[Marta] I didn't wear any of them.

Well, not on purpose,
it's not like, "Oh, that shirt!"

No, it's because I see it and I'm like,
"Look, this is great, it's so big on me."

"Fuck, it's the best, super comfy."

I don't start thinking.

I'm cracking up because you can see
our personalities in our paintings.

-I'm calm, going bit by bit.
-Yeah.

And you two…

[imitates rapid brushing]

Wow, our personalities
are really different.

I actually went to college for one day.

-[Marta] One day?
-[Violeta] Seriously, one day?

I swear, one day.

They started assigning me work,
and I looked at the schedule and said,

"I won't be here, I won't be here…"

-But anyway.
-When?

Three days before
starting Operación Triunfo.

Oh, so before…

I went because I didn't know
if I'd be there a long time

or a couple of days.

I didn't know if I wanted
that for a career, either.

So I went, right away.

And they didn't give
my parents back their money,

I still owe it to them.

No, I don't owe, huh?

[Marta] It was a good investment, right?

Don't worry.

The university was nice,
at least I got to see it, right?

[Marta] Yes.

-You can say that you went and you saw it.
-I went. I went. I did go.

One day.

[camera shutter clicking]

Summer was like a bandage for my heart.

A time to enjoy life with my friends,
I'd never had a summer…

I hadn't been single
in the summer since I was 17.

It sounds silly, but it's more like
that time is just for you, right?

That's why I enjoyed it.

I simply did what I wanted, that's it.

[woman] Something between these?

[Aitana] Yes.

It doesn't hurt Marta, girl…

-Can't see it.
-Can't see it. She's wearing gloves…

[singing]

[Aitana] What time is that?

We go now, and then we go to Will Smith's?

We're also going to meet David Guetta,
he wants to meet us at the beach club.

[Marta] Fuck!

[upbeat music playing]

["Luna" by Feid playing]

[singing along]

[music stops]

"They slept together."

[Valle] Where'd they get that from?

[man on phone]
I can assure you that they kissed.

Nobody was there!

How would you know? Dude, please!

[man] Her friends are the ones
who act like parrots so she can…

Fucking hilarious.

[Violeta] A parrot? Just what we needed!

[man] She broke up with Yatra,
we saw her cry, very hurt,

and all of a sudden, we saw her with him.

[man 2] Look, why not?

-That's it.
-Yay!

-Well, thank goodness!
-Thank goodness!

[Marta] Bravo! Bravo, Jorge!

[indistinct yelling]

[singing along to "La Gent Que Estimo"
by Oques Grasses]

Summer 2024! Best one of my life!

It's over.

Back to work.

Back to preparing for Bernabéu,

Going home. Ibiza, Munich,
Amsterdam, Barcelona, Zarautz…

Gonna have a heart attack.

No words. Just gratitude.

[continues singing]

[Aitana] You gotta embrace
whatever comes, 'cause that's how life is.

And that's the most
beautiful thing about life.

[song fades]

[Nuria] Come here, Valle,
here's what I brought you two from Korea.

-Hey, amazing, right?
-[Nuria] Nah, just four silly things.

But amazing.

-Well, they're like…
-We open together?

Awesome! What's this?

The lady on the tag
is wearing it like this.

-[Nuria]Girl, I love it.
-Wow, I love it!

Girl, wear it.

-[Miki] Babushka Boi like A$AP Rocky.
-Babushka Boi.

At first I thought
I could wear it as a top.

-That, too.
-I mean, that, too.

Ah!

She's very hard-working,
but also fun-loving.

And she knows what she needs to feel good.

I think she has a healthy balance.

[interviewer] You went
to the studio yesterday?

-I went to the studio yesterday.
-How was it?

Very good, I was with Ela,
we'll see if she can come tomorrow.

I invited her to open one
of my Bernabéu shows.

-There's an issue there, huh?
-What?

Yeah, a big issue.

Do you know?

[Valle] I imagine.

[Nuria] No, the Bernabéu schedules.

But the other day…

How's there no opener
if everyone else has one?

Well, it's because
there are some restrictions

around sound in the Bernabéu.

Let's say that doing a Bernabéu show
right now is mission impossible.

[chuckles] Everything is difficult.

And also, we're not discussing this,
but here's the reality.

Bernabéu was a challenge
and a milestone for us.

Aitana comes to Bernabéu
after Taylor Swift,

who inaugurated it with two nights,

a Karol G show
that breaks her own records,

not the Bernabéu's records,
but her personal records

as a Latin artist, with four nights,

and the next one is Aitana with two.

[Valle] No pressure.

Huh?

-No pressure.
-"You guys worried?"

"No."

-No, this is good for us.
-All good.

We'll only do therapy twice a week.

[Aitana] We're good.

Of course. [laughs]

No, I have to make an album
and a good song to put out in October

'cause I still don't…

I don't think
I can release the ones I have.

After all, if I don't have a great song
to put out in October,

I won't release anything.

I'll do it next year.

So. ideally, I'd have to release…

That's why it's better to think
of a hit rather than an album.

We can work on an album next year.

The word "hit" itself gets on my nerves.

I want to think about
writing a great song.

If I'm not gonna release a great song,
then there's no release.

[Nuria] But if you start with a ballad,
it won't be good for Bernabéu.

What I feel like releasing right now…

n October, of course,
is a song that isn't a ballad

because I wanna open at Bernabéu with it.

And since I want it
to be the opening song,

then it obviously won't be a ballad.

So that's where we are.

I'm writing,
and it's all to make great songs.

I don't want the pressure of
"I have to make a hit every day,"

because I don't work that way.

[melancholy music playing]

[Aitana singing]

[Mauricio] Beautiful.
Now gimme two normal Aitanas, okay?

[Aitana singing]

One more.

[Aitana] Since Mauricio
and Andrés are a team,

for example, Mauricio records vocals,
and he's really good at it.

We benefit by tracking the vocals
so I can have them ready.

That doesn't happen for me
with other producers.

[Mauricio] Sure. Sure, sure,
I was giving you the chorus.

Oh okay. I'm like,
"I see that as a great harmony."

[Aitana singing]

At first you start saying
silly words for the melody.

And we threw out
"Oh my God" for whatever reason,

and then a lot of things
went with"Oh my God."

Like "Las Babys," something really fun,

so I dug in
and we just kept going that direction.

[Mauricio] Animal.

-You're an animal!
-[Aitana] One more?

No, it's incredible.

-[Aitana] How are you?
-How are you?

[man on computer] It's cool
when the first ideas take off.

I wanted to tell you that,

apart from obviously starting
to work and focus on Bernabéu,

I'm very happy with the proposals
that are being sent,

and with the meetings you all are having.

I'm obviously reviewing
and supervising everything.

I just wanted to update you
on everything that's going on.

And, I'm recording
the next album right now,

which is why I'm here in Los Angeles,

and I'll be in Miami for a month.

And just like last time,

I'm very clear on what I want
to name this fourth album.

In 2025, I'll show the world

what I wasn't ready
to show them for a long time.

So my album is a reflection of that.

In some way, I want this album
to be the most honest one.

I mean, the most… fearless.

[man] What I like the most
is the truth that's behind all of this.

It has something
really, really cool, right?

From the places you feel safe,
where you feel secure in your privacy.

You need to do less for others
and more for yourself to succeed.

I'm very happy.

I think the "record label product" thing
is kind of an outdated way to talk.

What gets rewarded now, above all,

is how creative you are,

or who you are,
what you offer, what you have.

-[Mauricio] I got it.
-[Aitana] You got it?

[Mauricio] Yes.

[song playing] ♪ Oh, my God! ♪

[song continues in Spanish]

[song continues on stereo]

[song stops]

No, tell me what you think, be honest.

[Miki] I think it's a fun song,
like "Las Babys."

I don't think it's what you're looking
for with them, specifically.

[Aitana] Mm-hmm.

I think it's a very good song
that could be album filler,

it could have a fun, unexpected feature.

But I honestly don't think that's
the song you're looking for this week.

Overall, I think it's cool,
there's cool production stuff going on,

but I don't think
it's a song you're looking for.

It's like I'm trying to find myself.

[Miki] Where's the line between
what you haven't done yet

and what maybe doesn't make sense to do?

-[Aitana]Yeah, absolutely.
-Live, you know?

-But… Yeah.
-Where's the line?

[Aitana] I like it so far,

but I need to listen
to everything else I'm making.

[Miki] I hope there's
also a song that lets us…

chart high.

-Yeah. Yeah.
-Like you've always done, basically.

Yes, but I'm telling you I can't
write under that pressure, y'know?

I know.

So I need you to all forget that a second.

-That's… No, no, no.
-So it's like… yes, but no.

I don't wanna leave the studio thinking,
"I'll open Bernabéu with this song."

[Miki] Yeah, don't wanna assume.

Literally, I wanna feel like
I'm the one holding the reins.

So if I don't see it, I don't see it.
We bail, and that's it. Period.

I don't want any more hassle.

[Miki] Is it a fun song
that'll make people happy? Yes.

Right now,
is it the song you're looking for?

Not yet. We'll keep looking. That's it.

I'm feeling a little bit of that
"I have to release a song" pressure.

I'm honestly gonna get rid of it.

It'll come, y'know? That's it.

[atmospheric music playing]

[Aitana] I love being in Los Angeles,
I really like it.

I wouldn't live here,
I see it more as a work destination.

And obviously, what rocks
is that nobody knows me here.

Nobody.

I go out, I go to the gym,
nobody talks to me, nobody looks at me.

If I flirt with a guy…

they don't know it's me.

That it's Aitana the singer.

They like me for…

'cause someone might
like me for me in Spain,

but there's a hurdle to clear first.

Know what I mean?

I dunno, I don't have
much experience there. [laughs]

I'm finding myself.

But here, it's like they notice me first,
and that's it.

Without knowing who I am.

That's also…

I like it. I dunno. Seems fun.

Hmm.

So, I'm happy here.

I can't wait to go to Miami, too.

I'm very happy. Very happy.

[music fades]

So it's like…

[singing]

Super cool, huh?

Very cool.

-That slaps.
-And that "damn you" is like…

You left me and forgot me.
Like all of 'em! It's very cool.

-Great.
-Super cool.

Nice lyrics, huh?

I really like it 'cause
it's easy to relate to.

-Right on!
-Everyone can say "damn you."

It's called "Seis de Febrero."

Okay. One last thing,
don't kill me, okay Andrés?

-Tell me.
-The "pew," I don't love it.

-Why?
-Because it reminds me too much of…

-"Instant Crush?"
-No, not that one.

-It's in there.
-No.

Wanna bet?

What're we betting?

We'll wait 'till the end.

It'd be cool
to do it at the end, just like…

I admit, I've had
a reference track in my head all day.

But it could also be in the middle
of the song at some point?

-[Andrés] Right on, I'll check.
-Okay.

Which verse?

[both humming melody]

Not that one.

[Aitana singing]

-Good.
-Fits in there great.

[singing softly]

[Aitana] It's frustrating
when I feel like I'm not nailing it.

The challenge here is not expanding.

Teeny tiny.

The "Even though now I feel worse,"

is the only thing resonating with me.

When I don't really know where I'm going,
if it's this way or that way,

that's when I have doubts.

I'm more…

not sad, but more alert, y'know?

Like, gimme a sec.

Literally.

-[Aitana] Pretty, huh?
-Nice and soft, nice and soft.

-Just like that.
-It'll be…

You don't trust it, but I think this…

[Mauricio] How are we not trusting it?
It's fantastic.

-It's fantastic.
-Fantastic!

Not sure if I'm right about it,
but I love it.

I have something
really cool in hands, y'know?

[singing]

I'm dying.

-[Aitana] It's super cool!
-You sound fucking great.

Okay, but take out
a little bit of autotune, please.

Right on, there.

[Aitana] They think that
everything I write is literally my life.

And that's not the case.

I mean, there's a lot of things…

that I make bigger, y'know?

They're small, and I make 'em much bigger.

Some things are that way.

I let the people decide
what is and what isn't.

An assignment for the next one.

Buah! Buah! Buah!
I'm fucking happy, huh? [laughs]

Listen, make the last syllables
of each one a hair longer.

-That's it.
-So cool!

[Mauricio] You're a champ. Again, please.

[Aitana singing]

-I love it! I see real hit potential.
-Yeah, yeah, yeah.

-[Mauricio] Sweet.
-I can see it at Bernabéu, huh?

[Aitana] I dunno
if I'll ever fall in love again,

but I'm glad knowing
that I've been in love.

-[man] Yeah.
-That makes me very happy.

I swear. I don't get nostalgic
thinking that now I'm not…

Let's say I don't find
love in three years,

then I'm like,
"This is fucking shit." [laughs]

"Can someone show up already?"

But right now, I am so full of love, and…

I'm fine. Batteries recharged.

[emotional music playing]

[Mauricio] All right.

I'm nervous.

[song playing on speakers]

[mouthing along]

I'm very happy. [laughs]

-[Andrés] Incredible, right?
-I'm hyper ultra happy.

I do see myself opening Bernabéu with it.

[Mauricio] It kills.

But intense, too.

-What do you think?
-[Miki] Strong.

-Really cool, right?
-Strong. Strong.

-Very strong. Very cool.
-It's very cool.

I didn't wanna mess up
the take by talking, but very cool.

-Very cool.
-Very, right?

["Seis de Febrero" playing on speakers]

[song ends]

Powerful song.

-[Miki] Strong, huh?
-It's a hit.

I was gonna say I wrote it,
then erased it and then wrote, it was…

[singing]

[laughing]

But… But no, I wrote "You forgot me."

Because I'm like, "It's safer for me."

-[woman] I like it!
-Sometimes you gotta play make-believe.

-[woman] It's great, huh?
-Yeah…

it could go in the second chorus,
but "you forgot" is super cool

and understood the same way.

It's understood they left you
when you say, "You forgot me first."

[woman] When Sabrina Carpenter
changes the lyrics live.

-Yeah.
-[Miki] I was gonna say that, sure.

[singing, laughing]

[Miki] And the people like…

[woman] People never know
what she's going to say. I love it.

Yeah yeah, I'll play it again.

I'm excited. You honestly really like it?

-How's it feel?
-Yes, I do. I swear.

It reminds me of things
that give you chills,

that we listened to
a million times in the car,

and that makes me happy because…

Like we said before, you can
make the music that you want to hear.

I think that's a huge compliment to you,

and it's super cool.

Very special, people will relate to it.

-And it speaks of something very real.
-'Cause it's very real.

Y'know? Okay. Uh…

There's a part where I say,
"I don't know if you think about me."

But I'm like,

"Don't come back, because I'm fine."

"Even though the truth
is I'm not fine right now."

"I'm whatever, because I still love you."

-[Miki] I'm good, but not so good.
-It's like I'm good, but not so good.

I'll be honest, this is a process, right?

So it's nice,
the song's about the process.

There's a lot of fury behind it
but you understand it's a healing song.

-[song playing]
-[singing loudly]

It's so real.

[Miki] Everyone feels
that way at some point.

-Fuck yes.
-It's beautiful.

Love is a disaster.

[laughing] Like, "God,
why do I still love you?"

[Miki] Why does everyone…
Why is it messed up?

Why is it messed up for everyone?

My people, why is it not work for anyone?

-Why is it messed up for everyone?
-Yeah.

[sighs] I love it.

If I don't write anything
better than this one,

I'm telling you,
I'll release it in November,

And people will love it. You think?

Get in.

[Miki] Come on, come on, come on.

[Aitana] Maybe you won't like it at all,
but I'm very excited.

["Seis de Febrero" playing]

-[Nuria] It's very cool. Mega song.
-[Valle] Fuck. Play it again.

[Nuria] It's a hit. Why February sixth?

[all laughing]

It has a lot of modern stuff,

but at the same time,
it has a lot from the past.

[Valle] From the nineties.

A lot from the nineties
and the two thousands.

I think it's a very cool
continuation of Alpha, right?

It makes a lot of sense.

I can see myself opening Bernabéu with it.

[Nuria] We have to start picking up
references and creating a world,

because this is a hit song.

It's a hit.

It's a very cool song,
and Aitana believes in it.

-And so do I.
-And it's real.

Yeah, spot on.

Besides, it's true that
everyone followed this love story.

-It's a real thing.
-Yeah.

The break-up story
needs to be told, you know?

-[Nuria] I think it's very good.
-Okay, come on.

We love it.

SEPTEMBER 13, 2024

THREE MONTHS BEFORE BERNABÉU

[suspenseful music playing]

[Valle] All of a sudden
I see Miki's talking on the phone,

and the look on his face changed.

I say, "Wow, something's happening."

I'd just gotten on the plane,
I was coming back to meet with them.

When I was informed that…
it was going to be cancelled…

I organized a meeting.

[Valle] I felt a moment of shock, right?

Like, "Damn, we have
to come to terms with this."

And they told me…

"The news will come out soon

that the Bernabéu shows
are canceled until further notice."

Every time this kind
of messaging is needed,

when there's a crisis, the ultimate
objective must be identified first.

Where are you going?
What do you wanna say?

I was in shock, but it was like…

Solution, solution, solution.

In my mind, like, "Problems, solutions,
problems, solutions."

With date changes,
the consumer suffers the most.

You have to tell the truth.
It's a bummer, but you can't hide that.

I think we have to tell the truth.

I'd like you to keep in mind
that today is Friday,

and I'd like to record this video
the day after tomorrow,

just so you're all aware.

It's very hard for you
to answer everything in the video.

You have to give an answer saying
"The problem will be solved for you,

I'll handle getting it solved
for everyone of you."

Yes, it's also important that we say
that every single person who has a ticket

can attend on the new dates.

We can't drag Alpha out another half year.

That's what nobody was getting.

I'm like, "No, this is
all getting tossed out."

"What do you mean?"

I'm like, "We can't use any of this."

After this shit, because it's shit.

Anyway, the solution is that
we start a massive tour on my birthday.

-And, and…
-[man] "We celebrate my birthday."

And we celebrate my birthday.

There's something emotional about the fans
celebrating your birthday with you,

certainly for a lot of them it's
the only chance they'll have in their life

to celebrate your birthday.

"And I'm counting on you
for these new dates."

Luckily, we can hold them, but we have
to make sure everyone's on the same page.

-[Miki] All right, let's see…
-Okay. Well, let's go, here's your phone.

We have til ten, right?

-I'll train a little less today.
-Sure, half hour of training, then…

-Are we ready?
-Yes, let's go.

[Miki] In case the Bernabéu announcement

catches us at nine in the morning
Spanish time and you're asleep,

we should make sure they have
all the details of what you want to say.

Yeah.

Absolutely everything has changed now.

I feel like I've never had a change
this drastic in my career.

Like "boom," you know?

But I'm not frustrated. I'm all in.

I have so many things to deal with

that I can't spend
my energy on frustration.

It's not a thing, there's no room
for that possibility right now.

It's not a thing that exists.

It's all about doing
the best I can for my fans

and for the people who will be there.

All right, I'm gonna go
get my eyebrows done.

-[Valle] We'll be 15 minutes.
-[Aitana] Yes, no more than that.

-Thanks, Miki.
-[Miki] Thank you.

It looks like that the Bernabéu's
announcing it tonight,

I assume Spanish time.

It's 10:00 a.m. now in Los Angeles,
which means it's 7:00 p.m. in Spain.

If they're going to announce it tonight,

um…

Nur is saying that they'll
put it on the evening news,

so I gather that it'll be
nine at night Spanish time,

which will be noon in Los Angeles.

Um, they just told us.

And nobody expected it would be today.

We figured since today is Friday,
we figured they'd announce it Tuesday.

Um…

Let's go home because
it's leaking right now on the news,

And I have to post the video now.

-So, let's go, because I have to shower.
-[Miki] Sure, let's go.

Post it, they're sending me
all the more technical stuff.

-Go, go, Miki, whenever you want.
-Okay.

[tense music playing]

This stuff is so stressful.

[Miki] Yeah.

They say in the meeting,
"They'll put it out Tuesday,

between Tuesday and Friday."

Thank goodness we decided
on a date today. Otherwise…

[tense music continues]

Silence, okay?

Let's see.

Hello, everyone.

I'm very sad to tell you
that all of the Bernabéu concerts

have to be cancelled or postponed.

I'd like to at least
tell you with this video

that we have two new dates.

No, no, no. I already post--

I sent you the video,
I need you to watch it, please.

[Nuria] Okay, watching it now.

[line ringing]

-Yes?
-Narcís, I'll post it now, okay?

Because everyone's ahead of us on this

and I think the most important thing
is for me to say something.

I'll post the video and then
I'll put the link up as soon as possible.

When it's out, I'll post the link
on the Insta-story and bio, okay?

-[Narcís] Okay. Okay.
-Perfect.

-Kisses.
-[Narcís] Okay.

[Aitana] It's uploading.

When you want the WiFi to work,
of course the WiFi won't work.

[tense music continues]

Oh, God.

I don't get it, I swear.

I don't get it,
I swear on my life. I don't get it.

[Valle] What if you send it to Celia?

Already sent it to her
and she doesn't have good WiFi.

Great, everything's awesome.

Obviously, whoever wants to…

-Let's go, Miki, let's go!
-[Miki] Ready!

…whoever wants their ticket refunded…

[Aitana] I don't have…

Motherfucker!

It's stressful, I swear,
nothing stresses me out

or drives me up the wall more. Look!

-[Miki] Yeah.
-I need to get in the house.

-[Valle] Give me the house keys.
-[Miki] Here.

Okay, it's done.

[vehicle engine starting]

[door closes]

["Seis de Febrero" playing]

I think, if I'm honest with you…

I think it's a place we all get to
at some point in our life,

when we're growing.

It's not because it's me.

Today I'm having a bad day,
it's not normal.

I think from the moment I decided
to do a documentary…

It's pretty important to share

how you're feeling all the time.

I feel very vulnerable sharing this.

[shutter clicking]

At some point, we all contemplate things.

And we reach conclusions
and we grow and we say, "Damn…

I left this behind, I learned from that."

"Now what do I want?"

[dramatic music playing]

[Aitana] That doesn't prevent me
from often being sad.

And in the last few months,
I have been, and I am.

[Nuria] She's perfect
when she's vulnerable.

I think that's the place
she feels that she needs to be

making space for more emotions,

letting herself feel them,
and living with them.

Well, sad, obviously.

The Bernabéu thing
was a distraction, y'know?

And I think the moment
I'm living right now is so important

because it's something
I've never let myself truly experience,

being temporarily sad.

And it's okay.

You might probably get the idea
that she's more insecure

because she's been in a creative process.

[Aitana] I'm not gonna lie.
I really wanted to do the Bernabéu shows.

A lot.

[music continues]

[music ends]