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[discordant music playing]

[camera shutter clicking]

My career of almost seven years isn't that long.

But I assure you that it's been very intense.

-[fireworks exploding] -[crowd cheering]

I think Aitana was the clear choice,

from day one.

[Aitana] Learning while being under the public eye required

an amount of technical ability, consistency, and self-esteem

that I didn't have at that age.

-AITANA IS ALL SHOW -AITANA LOST HER WAY

[Nuria] She came out of a reality show being watched 24/7,

which makes it hard for people to forgive her for having privacy.

If you start that way,

and I know what you have for breakfast every day,

AITANA'S MANAGER

I'm going to ask you about anything.

[Aitana] In 2021, I doubted the intention of certain opinions.

[music continues]

Turns out that being a woman opens everything to speculation.

AITANA AND SEBASTIÁN YATRA BREAK UP

As a father, sometimes I ask myself,

"Was insisting that she audition the right thing to do?"

Because her life has radically changed.

[Aitana] Those attitudes make you wonder.

When people look at you, what do they see that allows them

to make comments they'd never make to a man.

The most degrading one is calling me a product of my record label.

Because it's not only stripping me of my artistry.

but also calling me some kind of company puppet.

Saying that Aitana is an industry product…

well, that tends to be the typical, um…

easy, reductive talk.

[Aitana] And in conclusion,

the reason I know I'm maturing

is because that youthful, innocent feminine ideal

that many people saw in me without me knowing

and that was put upon me without my consent,

has been transformed, or rather evolved, by becoming a woman.

What defines me as a woman?

I think what defines me as a woman…

is…

[percussive electronic music playing]

METAMORPHOSIS

[wings flapping]

CHAPTER THREE

IDENTITY

MEXICO CITY

TECATE PAL NORTE FESTIVAL

[telephone line ringing]

Mom, how are you? Okay?

[Belén] I'm better, yeah. What are you wearing today?

Something red. We'll see.

[Cosme] There's a saying, "No pain, no gain."

-[Belén] No, she has to be comfortable. -Yeah, you'd know. Dude, shut up.

[Belén] What would he know?

What would you know?

[Cosme] Excited?

Yeah. I'm a little nervous, like always.

Also, the soundcheck was shorter and I just need to get used to that.

I don't know, I couldn't rehearse as much as I would have liked.

[Cosme] What's the problem? What's the problem?

No, I'm just unsure.

Sure, I want to have it all under control and I get anxious.

[exhaling]

[Nuria] So, you're gonna sing with Nicki.

-Yes. -It happened.

Right now I'm a little nervous 'cause we didn't rehearse,

it's our first time singing it and we didn't rehearse.

Sometimes at a show, I cry more during the ballads.

I'm like, "Oh my God, why am I crying?"

And it's because you didn't have a good day

and it's hard not to cry at songs written for people you love.

They're gone all of a sudden, you know?

So obviously, you cry.

But I think that's very real.

I think people like it when you're real on stage.

Every show being different is the most beautiful thing to me,

because that emotion belongs to that place.

I remember a lot of shows exactly because of how I was feeling.

[camera shutter clicking]

I can't even squat, how am I gonna put on a--

-Gotta practice babe. Get down like this. -Fuck my life. Fuck everything.

I'm cramping up.

I didn't rehearse in this outfit, I was gonna wear another one,

but I'm dumb and changed it at the last minute.

Okay, come on.

What do you mean 8:05 to 8:15? That's ten minutes, no?

-I need 25 minutes to warm up. -[Nuria] Okay.

Okay, I'm gonna take an ibuprofen.

[Nuria] You feel bad?

When I'm really nervous, I usually don't feel great, so yeah.

[chuckles]

So an ibuprofen won't hurt.

-[Valle] Come on, that's it. -What, no, it looks a little…

-Babe, it's fine. It's fine like that. -You don't like it either.

[Nuria] Okay.

What am I worried about?

I'm worried that it'll suck ass.

I didn't rehearse enough, we didn't do a good sound check.

I'm worried that my first time singing with Nicki won't go well,

she'll sound great, but we didn't rehearse properly.

I'm worried about a very small crowd, also about a very big crowd.

I have your phone, Aitana.

-[Aitana] Okay. -[Sebastián] Hello, love.

A second, I'll be just a second.

[tense music playing]

-Love. -[Sebastián] Hey, so…

Lots of luck, you'll do great.

He has everything for touch-ups.

You know what happens?

I'm fine singing for ten people,

what makes me really angry is being judged later.

How it goes in one place, then how it goes every where else, you know?

Having done stadiums…

-Absolutely! -[Nuria] Forget about it.

No, absol--

Yeah, easy to say, but you have to experience it.

I'm unstable and I'll be very nervous.

No kidding, I might fall when I go onstage,

so when I stand up…

[dancer] Okay.

-I'll be here. -This thing broke.

-Is it Hugo or who? -Guys, big problem!

-Why don't we do this? -[Nuria] There's no fixing this.

-[Aitana] We grab it. -[Nuria] Glue it.

[Aitana] No, rubber bands instead of glue, put these two together.

Let's test it, see how it…

They gotta fix this for me anyway.

[dancer] More open in the middle, that's it.

What's wrong?

-What's left? -How long 'till Valle's here?

Could you please text them?

Jesús, how's it going?

They're on the way back, Valle and Nati just texted,

they'll be here in a minute.

Okay.

-Should we get you changed? -No, no, no, no.

I need to get this fixed.

Please, this is making me even more nervous.

Don't worry, they were just on their way.

[woman] We could sew the whole thing, don't worry.

We also have this thick thread, you know?

Is that the only thing you're sewing? It might break again.

Use as much as you want, huh? Because Elena used a lot and it broke.

[Aitana] What's up? Not many people?

-You're gonna kill it girl, you know it. -No, what's the crowd like?

Not many people, right? Can you tell me the truth?

-I hate that you won't say. -I want you to see, I want you to see it.

Oh, guys. I don't… I don't know why I do this.

I don't know.

[laughs nervously]

Is there water?

[crowd cheering]

[Aitana] Have you seen the crowd?

[crowd chanting] Aitana, Aitana, Aitana!

Motherfucker.

[Nuria] Let's go! Let's go!

[crowd cheering, applauding]

All right.

Enough, there's nothing else we can do.

[cheering intensifies]

[cheering continues]

-[drumming] -[crowd cheering]

[Alpha09" playing]

[Nicki Nicole] Aitana's in the house, make some noise!

-Get up! -Get up!

NICKI NICOLE. SINGER

Come on!

[singing]

Put your hands in the air!

[song continues]

[woman] Bravo, Aitana!

[Aitana] I feel super empowered and confident.

And it's the only place where I'm like…

This is it. You know?

I feel like myself here, and…

I'm good at this. You know?

You were super into it, I loved it. Like, dialed in.

Adri and I were like, "Wow!"

I was saying, "Girl, you're really dialed in."

Super dialed in, that level of performance.

It was hard at first, I couldn't hear myself

so I was like, "God, I'm messing it up."

In "Mon Amour," I started singing the wrong lyrics,

I'm like, "I'm fucking it up."

Anyway, I enjoyed it. It was cool.

-How are you? -I won the bet.

[chuckling]

I'm sweating, I'll give you a hug, but don't touch me much, I'm sweating.

No, no, no. Lots and lots of hugs, and I won the bet and we're good.

[giggling] Damn, you're gonna make me cry.

I can't believe it. I came out and I was so nervous.

I couldn't sing part of "Los Angeles"

because I just knew I was gonna cry and not finish the song.

So good.

-Well, congratulations. -Thank you very much. Did you like it?

-A lot. -Really?

-Thank you very much. Goodbye. -We're leaving. Take care.

I'll see you soon.

-Yeah, for sure, I'll see you. -Okay, okay, okay.

[indistinct chatter]

[camera clicking]

[melancholy music playing]

[Aitana] It had been two years since I had done any big shows in Spain.

I would only do like maybe five or six dates, you know?

In the most important places.

And this summer they gave me more festivals, which scared me a little.

Because I didn't come from festivals, so I was like, "Oh my God,

I don't know if they'll even want me there."

It's super cute!

-[crowd cheering] -[music playing]

And actually all those concerts were sold out. Which was very cool.

[low tone playing]

[Aitana] Knowing that people really want to see you

is truly the best gift you can give to any artist.

They come to see your concert and they know all of your songs.

[tense music playing]

-[crew] A, L, P, H… Alpha! -[music stops]

[crew cheering]

In one month… In one month, Jakarta! Indonesia!

[laughing] One day!

-[intriguing music playing] -[scoffs]

Imagine. She has these obsessions sometimes.

You're in the middle of a tour, you can't travel 20 or so hours,

be there 12 hours, and come back.

Illogical.

That can't influence your life.

Because then you're no longer in control.

So that's what worried me.

And then another week with a lot of shows.

She might get sick, anything could happen.

What if something happens to you,

and all those people bought tickets hoping to see you?

She was putting everything at risk.

AITANA'S ALBUM GOES GOLD

MOM AND DAD, YOU'RE THE LOVES OF MY LIFE

I bought the flights to Jakarta yesterday,

it's something my astrologer told me do, so I'm going.

-Really? -[Aitana] It's a long story, but…

Fifty-hour flight for one day.

In the end, this documentary…

-And she likes flying. -Yeah, I love it.

I think she does it for me, she said she does it to save me, she says.

He didn't tell the whole truth.

[woman] But he doesn't believe it.

The astrologer says, "How do I manage to convince her to go to…"

-[woman] To Jakar---Is it Bali? -Where?

To Jakarta.

[Cosme] To Jakarta.

Well, we have that kind of confrontation

about a lot of things, her mother and I,

in a congenial tone.

In the end, she'll decide what she wants, but not before we've "argued,"

in quotation marks.

We've given advice, but when you see you've lost, that's it.

So…

I bought the flights yesterday,

they were super expensive by the way.

I'm telling you so that you're not surprised.

[Cosme] It's your money.

But Dad, it's a good investment, so I don't die,

so that I don't die and you don't die.

You have these moments of vulnerability, of craziness sometimes,

of wanting something to hold onto because you feel you don't…

it's the only way to have control.

Now we're officially going to Jakarta,

now we won't die, Dad.

Gimme a hug.

Jakarta, Jakarta, thanks for saving my life.

And we're getting matching tattoos today. Our first tattoos together.

A star, Dad.

You can't enter a cycle where you're a prisoner of carrying out tasks

because a guru told you to.

I'm very much an atheist in everything.

Really, girl, why go to Jakarta for one day?

I started doing something called a solar return,

where an astrologer advises you of the best place to spend your birthday

so that you have a good year.

It's based on the planet's energy and how everything aligns,

according to when you were born.

Now that you say so…

So it's in Indonesia for me and that changed everything.

It's Indonesia, and then I have concerts June 23rd and 28th.

[suspenseful music playing]

Here.

It should be here. It should be written here, right?

When she was born.

It doesn't say. "Aitana Ocaña, Maternity 42."

It doesn't say. So annoying.

[Cosme] If you knew where your mom just went.

Where'd she go?

To check the family book for the time you were born.

-In case it's Menorca instead of Jakarta. -See? I knew it. It won't be in there.

She didn't write it down.

If it is and it's Menorca instead of Jakarta…

What if it says 5:49? You'd shit yourself. I'm telling you, you'd shit yourself.

-Wanna bet it doesn't say 5:49? -Dad, five minutes doesn't matter.

The problem is that you guys said 6:30, you see what I mean?

[Cosme] This guru is going to know the time you were born?

Yes, I'm serious.

"Aitana Ocaña Morales," not here either.

It doesn't say.

-[Aitana] I think it'll be-- -[Belén] Done.

-[Cosme] Find it, Belén? -No, not there.

[Cosme] You should've written it yourself,

you put it down in the family book and that's it.

It's not there.

-Mom, you didn't find it, right? -No.

She gets obsessed with things.

That's what happens to her. She's very impatient.

AITANA'S MOTHER

She has parents who often tell her "no."

But she's an adult with her own money

and sometimes she listens, sometimes she doesn't.

[Aitana] Come on. I trust you, whatever you say.

A little star, Dad.

-Okay, ready? -[machine buzzing]

No, but go ahead.

[Aitana] When I say I feel more successful in my personal life

than my professional life,

it's because I truly believe I got lucky with my family.

Lucky that I'm friends with my parents.

-We're a very close family. -Cool, huh? I dig it.

It's something very rare that I've never seen before.

And so I've been very lucky to have them and I just wanted to say that.

-[Aitana] I'm good. -[Belén] It doesn't hurt anymore?

It's fine.

You wanna get one or not?

[Belén] No, I don't feel like it.

-Fuck, mom. -[Belén] I don't like them filled in.

[Aitana] Then don't get it filled in, don't worry.

You're the different one, you wanna be the different one?

[buzzing]

They say we're the same in some ways, but mentally, she's more like her father.

Yeah. You and I are similar in that we're both very emotional.

My dad's not so emotional.

He's more… brains.

But it's true, my personality is a little more like dad's.

-Yes. -Yes.

[gentle electronic music playing]

[Aitana] I like to get tattoos that mean something.

And if they don't mean anything,

then I get them with someone I'm connected to.

LISBON

[pensive electronic music playing]

ROCK IN RIO FESTIVAL. JUNE 2024

SIX MONTHS BEFORE BERNABÉU

[dancer] We love festivals.

And it's also cool because we've never done a festival tour,

we've only done her tour and it's different

because you see other artists

I need like two or three days to recover from each concert,

because I get very tired.

And now that it's every weekend, it's intense, but super rewarding, too.

It doesn't look like it, but our show is super physical and…

-Yeah. -…it's a lot.

Lisbon, where are all those broken hearts?

[Nuria] Broken hearts

That's it!

-Lisbon, where are those broken hearts? -And the other one?

I'm very happy.

Good afternoon, Lisbon!

Obviously this is one of the most special ones for me

because I've always heard about Rock in Rio.

But I'm here to enjoy it and try to steal the hearts…

What was it?

Coraçoes? The people's hearts. [laughs]

Mexico was fucked up, but I'd been going there

and getting feedback from people for a while.

I'd never been to Lisbon.

So it's like, we'll see,

and on top of that, they don't speak Spanish.

First question.

[reporter] You gave a speech recently at the Elle Awards

talking about how women aren't allowed to grow up.

You got support from the Prime Minister, Pedro Sánchez.

Don't know if you've seen it.

I know perfectly well the kind of diverse audience I have,

but also a lot of them are young girls.

So I thought it'd be nice to say that everyone should be a feminist

because feminism is equality.

[music continues]

Okay, we still have five minutes.

-[music intensifies] -[crowd cheering]

["Miamor" by Aitana and Rels B playing]

-[Aitana singing] -[cheering]

Aitana!

AITANA, HUG ME AND YOU CAN KEEP MY BEST FRIEND

-[Nuria] Incredible. -[Valle] Incredible, babe!

-I got choked up at "Somos Increíbles." -[Nuria] I started crying for real.

Sorry, sorry, sorry, they're gonna kill us. Okay.

[Aitana] It's so hot.

[tense music continues]

[indistinct chatter]

Well, that's it.

You beat the record. You beat the--

I scratched off the one I was scared of the most.

[Nuria] Right?

Now they're taking the three of us to Olivia Rodrigo's show.

[Nuria] You going straight to Madrid?

I'm going straight to Madrid, yes.

There's been a change of plan.

There's been a change of plan

and I haven't told my astrologer or Sebastián yet.

[Nuria] Will you tell him tomorrow?

I'll do it today.

Because…

I've been reconsidering a lot of things the last few days. A bunch of stuff.

I swear.

I've been in Mallorca all week…

with my family,

But I was sad. The whole week, just sad.

I noticed how I was feeling…

and realized the issue was that I had to go to Jakarta for one day.

I'm afraid of the toll it would take on my body.

I would've been unhappy, because I know myself, a flight is…

-[Nuria] A super-- -It's stressful.

I was like, "I'll start my solar return by overcoming a bunch of obstacles."

And I think that's great, but at a time in my life that makes sense.

I think what I'll do this afternoon when I call Sebastián…

is tell him the truth and say, "Sebas, I'm not gonna end up going to Jakarta."

I didn't pressure you about that, did I?

No, you didn't say anything.

No, because if I see she's convinced about something, well…

Being healthy happens because you do the right things for your body

by taking care of yourself.

I don't think that fear and conditioning help you to avoid sickness. You know?

If something has to happen to you, it'll happen.

Being alive is a risk in itself.

Stuff is going to happen to everyone all the time,

I don't think you can avoid it

because an astrologer tells you where to be in the world.

No, yeah, absolutely.

I need to see my psychologist this week.

Most artists, without meaning to,

separate the person from the persona to survive.

I'm pretty sure she doesn't, but you never know.

What you see is what you get.

Um…

Let's see.

I have to tell you something that I decided yesterday, all right?

And I didn't want to tell you because…

honestly, since I talked to my psychologist and my family about it,

telling you was the thing that scared me the most.

And…

And I think…

I know it sounds silly,

but there's a why behind the reason I'm afraid to tell you.

I'm not gonna go to Indonesia.

And I want to tell you why.

Yesterday, Jesús Lopez, Narcis, they sat me down all crazy worried.

Like, "They… They're abducting you."

And I'm like, "No. No, no."

I'm like, "I'm not saying I believe this one hundred percent or anything,

I feel like it's just an energy thing."

You also know how I am when it concerns my health.

That's a deep part of me, you know?

I don't wanna play with any of that.

That's why I was so worried.

But, love, I also get to a point

where I think if something has to happen to me, it'll happen.

You know what I'm saying?

I'm very happy to hear that.

No, nothing, I'm going to the concert,

but I'm very grateful for this conversation.

I'm even gonna cry. But it's true, it's…

it's silly.

But it was getting really hard for me, I don't know.

Those days in Mallorca, I was having bad energy, you know?

Thinking about that. And simply…

Yes, thinking about that.

I mean, it was like…

No, I have to do the things that make me happy.

I can't force it.

So, I don't know.

I see it as a learning experience.

I was very stressed out about Sebastián, truthfully.

[somber music playing]

[Aitana] I think I was so vulnerable.

And when I think about it…

and I think, "I was way out of my mind."

Big time.

Extra stress.

-[Nuria] What'd he say? How'd he react? -Outstanding.

See? All that suffering. See?

He said he understands perfectly, it doesn't have…

See how you could've saved yourself the suffering?

That I don't have to be…

uh, put under… under that control if I don't want to be.

I feel very good. It's been very real.

I felt so relieved when I canceled it.

I was afraid too, 'cause I was like, "You'll see!"

"You'll see the year ahead of me."

You know something I've been thinking about sharing with you, Aitana?

We have the chance to experience incredible things, but right afterwards…

Today you just did fucking Rock in Rio,

one of the most important international festivals in the world.

That's it, it's over. We're seeing Olivia Rodrigo, you know?

With everything, even if it's incredibly huge,

right away we're doing something else, right?

No, no, no.

Many days I don't do it. And I try. And I keep it in mind, you know?

I tell myself, "Live in the moment," and so on,

'cause I know I don't do it.

-[crowd cheering] -[music continues]

[Aitana inaudible]

[silverware clattering]

-A little soup. -Soup.

-This is turkey. -[Nuria] Yeah.

This is decaf, right?

No, this is normal coffee. This one's decaf.

-Perfect. -Okay, thank goodness.

Normal coffee.

-Great. -[Aitana] Okay, thank you very much.

-What's up with October? -Oh no, something that has me worried.

-Mm-hmm. -Personally.

For example now, Bernabéu. All right?

Not just now, for a while.

I'd like for us to find a way of working that doesn't wear us both out.

For example, and here's a proposal, why not do an hour every morning?

That morning, I'll make you…

In the morning I'll summarize everything pending an answer,

so we don't talk about it all day.

Unless something's urgent, you know?

So we're not… If not, you won't disconnect,

'cause every time you look at your phone, you have 300 WhatsApps questions from us.

Yeah, okay.

That's one thing and then about October, which is the part that worries me,

and why I insisted you spend as much time as possible in the studio in July.

Aitana, in October we have to approve the visuals.

Approve the outfits.

Approve the choreography.

There's so much.

But I'll be there.

No, you'll be in Miami.

How are you gonna approve choreography and visuals from Miami?

I can approve visuals and everything from Miami with no problem.

While writing?

No. I approved visuals on my summer vacation in Medellín.

Yeah, babe, but this is Bernabéu, we have to--

There's so much work approving options.

She wants to do too many things.

When you fill up her schedule, she somatizes and gets sick.

And she can't do it.

The schedule she made was impossible.

Writing's very important to me, Bernabéu is also important, but--

Yeah, but how can you write and approve everything?

No problem.

You'll have to physically be there at some point in mid-October.

What for?

[crunching]

To look at everything.

I don't know.

You'll get there in November and Bernabéu will be ready,

all through WhatsApp.

That seems…

That gives me a lot of anxiety.

That's me.

Because I can't decide on choreog…

Visuals.

You have to see it all, you know?

But you know that I'm a very practical person.

That's happened to me in nearly all of my concerts.

I see things when they're ready.

They prepare it from the plans.

I see the mock-ups and I approve the visuals and so on

and when I get there, in general,

I always find the things that I approved.

I don't find surprises.

If I prepared everything ahead of time, you know?

So obviously I'll be keeping an eye on all those things.

But I also have to write my album at the same time.

-I mean, it's very important. -No, hits.

Yeah, but both things are important.

So, um…

in respect to hits, well, I'm going to write what I feel like writing.

I'll try to write good songs, I never, I never go to the studio--

No, but you have to think about a hit for Bernabéu,

because the mindset is different.

-Yeah, I know. -Going in to write an album is different.

You have to…

Yes, that exercise is important.

You have to go in now and you'll release an album later.

Yesterday you saw Olivia, she has international hits, you know?

Think about that level of songwriting because--

Well, okay. Lots of things, then.

We love to procrastinate. I do.

Mostly because it's been since January.

I knew it, I knew that time would start getting away from us.

Why do you think this happens to you?

It happens to the whole team with respect to Bernabéu,

-because we have so much going on. -Yeah, yeah.

-It's like, well, Bernabéu's coming, but-- -No, I…

I've been spending most of my time the last two weeks on Bernabéu.

Okay. There it is.

Have a great time. Here.

I will, too.

[sing-songy] My birthday's coming up.

-Excited for your birthday? -And I'm not going to Indonesia.

Excited for your birthday?

-No, I really don't care. -No, you do care.

-I don't care that much. -Why?

I never think that it's like…

that big of a deal. I don't know.

But you don't feel like, "Wow, I'm 25, I'm becoming a woman?"

Yeah. That's happening for the first time,

I'm like, "Damn, I'm not a little girl anymore, I'm 25."

[electronic music playing]

[interviewer] What is growing up for you?

What is growing up for me?

[music fades]

[chuckling] Eh… Um…

Living.

I'd say to me, growing up is living.

Um…

making mistakes.

I make mistakes. We make mistakes.

Above all, living without fear.

For me, growing up is getting rid of all the fears I have every day, you know?

And…

overcoming them and facing them.

And seeing that it's okay.

["Me Va, Me Va" by Julio Iglesias playing on speakers]

[Valle] Aitana is my boss and my friend.

I have to balance knowing when we're

Aitana and Valle as friends.

And when we're in work mode.

Come on.

[Valle] ♪ Me va, me va, me va… ♪

-We look good, right? -You're beautiful, I'm super ugly.

-What are you saying, Dad? -What?

Aitana is light.

That's the word that defines her for me, right?

She's a very talkative. Very simple. Very extroverted,

Very caring and a very happy person.

[Aitana] Careful, don't spill on yourself.

[Cosme] Did the photo come out nice?

Hold on, hold on.

[camera shutter clicking]

What would you prefer?

Lose the ability to communicate with others,

or have everyone be able to hear what you're thinking?

-Damn. -Have everyone hear what I'm thinking.

-Have everyone hear. -Well, you're toast.

[Belén] She's surrounded herself with good friends.

In fact, she still has them, lifelong friends.

But I see she's distrustful. Suspicious of everything.

I don't know if it's due to her world or because she's an adult.

-How are you? -Thanks.

[indistinct chatter]

-Who's most likely to flirt successfully? -I think it's you. I know it.

You or Aitana?

-Sebastián -The truth? The truth?

-[Sebastián] Aitana. -Me.

No, it's a joke. [laughing] Oh my God!

[all cheering]

[all chanting] Toni, Toni! Toni! Toni!

I'm 25 and a lot of people,

because this comes from a lot of people,

change a great deal when they're 25.

I don't know if it's an energy thing or…

I have no idea, but I'm definitely noticing it.

For the first time, I'm really…

I hide things much of the time, but this time, it's for real.

I want to prioritize myself, you know?

[people singing birthday songs in Spanish]

[clapping]

When she decided to move out, of course, she had to be in Madrid

because she had to travel a lot.

That was hard. It was very hard for me.

For me, home is where the people you love are

and where you feel comfortable and happy.

She does feel isolated and I tell her,

"This is a different life and can be very lonely."

[intense music playing]

[camera shutter clicking]

I'll remember 25 as a learning experience.

A huge one.

On patience, self-control,

love, heartbreak,

happiness and sadness.

You know?

Loneliness, too.

[music continues]

Leaving a relationship isn't all sunshine and rainbows for anyone.

Especially if you really love the person.

So many things are so incredible.

But sometimes they end.

Sometimes it's over.

[music continues]

[music ends]