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[woman in English] Aitana, sing. How does Aitana sing?

[baby whining]

[woman] Aitana.

[soft music building]

[singing "Chinito de Amor" by Miliki]

[singing "We Are The World" by USA For Africa]

-[camera shutter clicking] -[loud water drip]

[Aitana] They told me growing up the grandpa I never met was a singer.

[dramatic violin music playing]

He dreamed of being a singer his whole life,

and nobody in the family sang.

[dramatic violin music continues]

♪ You've come a long way ♪

[Aitana] And then something in me changed. I don't know, something inside me woke up.

[singing]

I never imagined doing anything other than singing.

[woman] Aitana, congratulations, you're on to the next round.

[yelling]

[Aitana] Aitana's a girl whose life changed at 18.

[crowd cheering]

[dramatic violin music continues]

[Aitana] I don't let myself be aware of what I've achieved.

I do a thing and move on to the next one.

I haven't let myself savor anything.

[discordant tone playing]

[Aitana] It's been seven years non-stop.

I've kept on being me for all this time, but I've hidden a lot of things

so as not to hurt myself or my family.

[humming]

I think there are several Aitanas.

I don't think there's any gray with me, either you like me or you don't.

No, Mom, not here.

[girl] Aitana!

[people clamoring]

Always having people follow you is very tiring, right?

It's my life now, but it's very nice 'cause I also have alone time.

One second, I'll be a second.

It's very likely we won't be together anymore

when this documentary comes out.

[giggling]

[Aitana] When I get deeply involved with something,

I'm in it with my whole heart, y'know?

[beat playing]

[Aitana] What's crazy, in… in Los Angeles, when "Akureyri" came out,

saying, "I knew you'd argue with me."

[chuckling] I don't know if by the time this documentary is finished we'll be…

Well, no, no, don't call him.

I never go out alone.

Well, I don't know when I'll get to feeling better, y'know?

I don't know. I have a lot of things to heal.

[electronic music playing]

[Aitana] They see me as very manageable, as very naive.

I've seen a lot of comments that I'm a product, that I'm a puppet,

that my songs are written for me, that I do what the record label wants.

Obviously, that's not true or else I wouldn't be doing what I'm doing.

[music stops]

I'm super sorry for saying it here, but I don't want to feel trapped.

[crowd cheering]

[Aitana] Bernabéu was stressful because I really didn't know

what I was getting myself into.

-[music playing] -[crowd cheering]

[woman] Aitana at Bernabéu would be second only to

a Taylor Swift show.

It'll be two nights back-to-back, and she will have broken her own record.

It's sold out.

We'll see what I do to get close to that level.

We're at 20 dancers, 22…

Before saying anything I'd like to point out…

-[woman] That's not your idea? -I said 30 every time.

I'll give it my all, everything I can.

I'm all in for myself, for Bernabéu, for my fans.

We're obviously sold out. Taylor did twice.

Bernabéu is basically three businesses.

I'm paying one of them,

and the company is investing in one of them.

And the brand is also investing, so there are lots of people…

I'm not making anything on it.

[glass breaking sound effect]

-[discordant music playing] -[camera shutter clicking]

[Aitana] I don't want to be the perfect woman,

and I don't want to be seen that way.

But if I'm a little out of line, it makes headlines everywhere.

I need to hide all the time,

I've never been to a place where nobody knows where I am.

I've obviously come to the conclusion,

doing therapy and figuring out…

you also realize that it's impossible to be the perfect woman.

Not that people force me to be,

it's that since I was a kid, I've put that pressure on myself a bit.

I've always wanted to be…

um, perfect.

I always wanted to be, but never got there,

and that's why I wanted it, because I could never do it, you know?

Like…

I was feeling like everything around me was perfect, and I was the imperfect one.

I was fighting to be perfect.

That's why I said this documentary is a gift for me.

Because it's like showing people everything behind the scenes.

[emotionally] But I'm not perfect and that…

-I don't care anymore, you know? -[heart beating]

[tense music playing]

[crowd applauding]

[heart beating faster]

[crowd screaming]

[percussive electronic music playing]

[wings flapping]

METAMORPHOSIS

CHAPTER ONE

SUCCESS

[interviewer] What's, like…

what's the key to…

What do you do not to lose yourself?

[chuckles]

Um…

Obviously, my parents come to mind first, that's the first thing I thought.

NINE MONTHS BEFORE THE BERNABÉU

-We look alike, right? -Well…

BELÉN. AITANA'S MOTHER

I'm a mix of them, anyway.

If you had to say,

who do I look like more, my mom, or my dad?

[interviewer] Your mom.

-[man on phone] Hello. -Dad, I'm here. Coming?

Okay, on the way, I'll start coming down in four minutes.

Don't think I'll walk around and everyone… [exclaiming]

No. It's my hometown, it'll be calmer.

-[pensive music playing] -I dunno if my friends will be around.

[woman] Aitana!

-How are you? Hi -Hi, Aitana.

Hi Aitana, can I take a photo?

Oh, yes, of course. Yes, of course. Yes, of course.

-Yeah, yeah. Thanks. -Thanks.

-Thanks. Thank you very much. -[girl] I love you.

Oh, thanks so much. Yes, of course.

Thanks.

[laughing] Thanks, bye.

I'm afraid people think I want attention.

That's also one of my fears.

Because I don't, and I'm so embarrassed walking around.

I was like: "isn't there another route to take?"

[woman] Oh, so gorgeous!

[Aitana] Bye, thanks.

Yes.

[girl] I listen to your songs.

-She knows them all. -Thank you.

-We have your Nancy doll. -[Aitana chuckling] Yeah?

-Thanks. Thanks. -Okay. Have a great day.

Thanks.

How are you?

[indistinct chatter]

AITANA'S FATHER

I remind myself every day that this isn't part of who I am.

Careful, the plaza might be…

[Belén] No, we have to go to the plaza where the girls are dancing.

-Mom, no. -Yes.

-No. -Yes.

I already said no.

With the industry,

I feel like I'm in a bubble, you know? Like: "Aitana."

That's my world… now.

[piano chords playing]

[Aitana playing scales on straw]

[coughing]

I'm fucked today, huh?

[woman] Phlegm coming up, right? But that's great.

When we're at concerts, I'll try to have fewer people in the green room,

'cause I need a bit of calm before the concert.

I'll give it a try.

[piano and straw continue playing]

We have ten minutes max.

[woman] Ten minutes, all right.

So you can plan to warm up my voice right.

[Aitana singing scales]

[woman] Very good.

-[Cosme] Before she comes out. -So nervous!

-Dad, glad you're here. -[Cosme] Wow!

-What are you talking about? -No, no, no.

-Why are you so gorgeous? -What are you talking about?

More beautiful than anyone, c'mon.

Oh, how nice.

AITANA, WE LOVE YOU

[Aitana] My family is truly one of a kind.

They're so loving and supportive.

So… I've been very lucky.

You're gonna kill it, you're more than just pretty.

No, you're super gorgeous, super gorgeous.

Valle, she's more beautiful today, right?

I didn't bring the family 'cause there's 30 of them.

-Then I can't see 'em, they should come. -Thirty?

-Yes, bring them. -Thirty?

Yes.

-All right. -But they should come now, go!

[Cosme] Okay, hang on.

The family's here. Everyone's here.

Anyone left out, that's all I can do, I can't let everyone in.

I feel bad, but it's impossible.

That's how it goes.

Aitana doesn't have any more time.

[family cheering]

Bravo, bravo! Hooray for Aitana!

-Hey, no, no! That's enough. Enough. -We love you!

[Cosme] That's a lot of people.

-[faint crowd noises] -[Aitana singing scales]

[Cosme] And Nuria?

Nuria?

-She leave? -[Valle] I'm calling her.

Hey wait! Stop, stop, stop a second.

[man] Okay.

-Daytime shows are scary, I don't like it. -No! Gorgeous.

Enjoy it.

Have a good time. Have fun.

[all chanting indistinctly]

Alpha!

[heart beating]

[beating quickens]

[crowd cheering]

AITANA CAN I HUG YOU?

[playing "Mon Amour"]

AITANA BRING ME UP PLEASE

[song continues on phone]

EUROCUP CELEBRATION 2024

In 2008, 2021, and now in 2024 we went to World Cup.

In 2010, we won zero to one, I mean one zero,

Marco IneistaI scored in extra time,

we also won the 2023 World Cup in Australia against England.

I was checking to really know the names, I don't know all the names.

[Valle] On Spain's team?

Yes. Now I'm checking so I don't fuck it up.

[Valle] Again? What are you doing?

I have no idea, I don't know what I'm gonna do.

-That's why we're getting there a little… -It's one of the first times…

We'll get there early, they'll explain it clearly.

I don't know, no idea.

It'll be nothing, they'll show us.

[singing along to song in Spanish]

Jaiber, it's very important to be bold here,

because the police will stop us.

It's crucial we say we're with the artist, okay?

Out of the frying pan, into the fire.

What can I say?

[Valle] Eleven minutes, right?

Okay, 14 minutes.

-Oh my God, so many people, holy shit. -[Valle] Babe!

[continues singing]

-[man] It's incredible, iconic. -[Valle] Babe, iconic.

-But quickly please. -Thank you.

AITANA'S MANAGER

What'd he say?

I don't know, I've never done something so improvised in my fucking life.

[Aitana] I don't know what's gonna happen.

-You can't believe it, right? -There's no teleprompter of course.

It's whatever.

No, it's very improvised.

They won't hear anything,

so the pressure of singing and how it sounds…

It's more…

when you don't remember the crowd.

Throw it to the crowd.

[singing]

They told me today, I didn't know about this event yesterday.

I know myself, I know my voice.

[Cosme] You have four extra days to recover.

-I don't know. -[Nuria] We should have an exit strategy.

[Aitana] What the fuck, this is too much.

[loud crowd chatter]

I don't have much of a voice, I'm kinda hoarse.

-Well… -No, I don't care.

I'm worried 'cause I didn't rehearse, I don't know if they'll hear me.

Look, you've sung "Mon Amour" a thousand times,

you said everything was perfect.

Go out and sing. Get the people on your side,

enjoy yourself, talk to them, that's it.

It'll be crazy fun for you…

and it's a historic moment.

You'll remember this in a few years.

-[Aitana] What are they saying? -"Champions of Europe."

[crowd chanting]

[Nuria] What do you think?

Who could have told me yesterday

that I'd be here celebrating the victory today?

To me, this is historic, I'll never see this again in my life.

-[Nuria] Of course. -And I've told her that.

You should enjoy this.

If there are lyrics she doesn't know, microphone, let the people sing.

-That's it. -Like everyone does.

-Look. -She wants to sing the whole thing.

Once she's on stage, all that uncertainty she has will go away.

Yeah, she sings it every night.

She's nervous now, "I don't have much of a voice,

I can't remember, I'll get stuck."

-What's up? -How are you, okay?

-How are you? -Great, you?

Very tired.

CONTENT CREATOR

-From performing or vacation? -Performing. I'm on tour.

I arrived this morning,

had a filling taken out, had a mole here removed.

It'll be a disaster on my part,

I didn't rehearse or anything, I don't know how it'll turn out.

-You singing one song or two, or what? -I'm doing one.

How cool.

Bernabéu's so cool, you're there in December, right?

I'll have two, maybe we'll see how it goes, I'm super nervous.

-You already sold them both out? -Yeah. Sold out.

That's crazy.

Well, you all sold it out in no time, right?

Yeah, but you did it on your own.

We take the crowd there.

-See? -Good luck. Kill it up there.

Well, look, if not, at least we're here.

-I know, it's a celebration. -That's it, a celebration.

I'm gonna have one last listen to the song I've sung 55 times.

["Mon Amour" playing on phone]

[Nuria] Thanks, thank you.

Thanks.

Okay guys, thank you.

[announcer] Now performing for those of you who predicted

that this team would be Champions of Europe.

A big round of applause for Aitana!

Already? Seriously?

Hello.

[crowd cheering]

["Mon Amour" playing]

Champions of Europe, say what!?

There's something in me that

I tell myself every day when I'm not kind to myself,

that I'm not made for this world, you know?

I don't think so.

Nothing bad has happened to me in the industry, personally.

But it's a world of so much perfection,

of so much preparation,

doing things so well,

and I'm not on top of it all the time.

I can't be, no matter how hard I try.

I don't have a work schedule.

Because in reality, I'm working all the time,

without meaning to.

I have a lot of pressure on me right now, it's true.

You never think that at nearly 25 years old,

you can do two Santiago Bernabéu stadium shows.

Not in my wildest dreams, you know?

I'm absolutely going for it.

[crowd cheering]

[Aitana] I'm looking forward to it, but I'm overcome by excitement and fear,

so it's a fight.

A lot of people will wonder "Why is this your job then?"

because being on stage and how it feels afterward is incredible.

[man] Thank you.

It's also a gift for my fans,

because Bernabéu is gonna be massive for me.

And them. Massive.

[Aitana] I wanted to come to Los Angeles to write.

Besides, the "Akureyri" release was gonna be here,

Sebás was also gonna be here.

So we can be together the day we release a song we wrote together, right?

[music playing on speaker]

Okay?

I should have brought the migraine pills, I only had an Enantyum.

-You don't have any here? -No.

Let's go then, my friend.

Okay.

And we'll do 500 voices, one, two.

PRODUCER

[vocalizing]

-What? -It's…

-Up a half? -No.

It's light years from the references, the references are lower.

-Lower? -Much lower.

-Okay, okay. -[Mauricio] Or, I mean, higher. No.

-There you go. -Oh fuck. Okay.

♪ Baby, no ♪

Okay, but pronounce "ba-by." The "by" too.

-♪ Baby, no ♪ -[Mauricio] Well… a little.

[singing in Spanish]

No, vibrato.

[singing]

No, long, long, longer.

Believe me. Please.

No, it's really exaggerated, I don't like it.

-It's too much. -Can you please just try it?

-No. No. -Try it, please.

[singing]

-Okay. -Straight tone then vibrato's really hard.

[heart beating]

It sucks, I felt so good yesterday. Why do I gotta feel bad today?

-It's not fair. -It's the pain?

Mm.

I always like to write with more people, but it's also hard, you know?

It's hard to find people you connect with in the studio, with mutual understanding.

I've been working with Mauricio and Andrés since I started.

And Sebás works with them a lot, too.

It's awfully crazy to write such an honest song with your partner

about what's going on in your relationship when…

when you don't know where it's going.

It's quite a weird feeling.

But we've always been honest in what we say to each other

as part of our relationship.

We're the best "not-a-couple" in the world.

Yes, true.

Friends forever, always supporting each other.

[Aitana] "Akureyri" is a song Sebás and I did,

and we did it with them too.

We recorded it, and they provided all of the…

more of the production level on this song.

-I think that "Akureyri" is gonna be a song that brings us a lot of joy,

-but as time goes on. -Yeah.

I think you'll be playing "Akureyri" your whole life.

Yeah, for sure.

You'll play it at every concert.

Also, I'm telling you here, and I swear I believe it…

I think…

not winning, I know, but…

they'll nominate us for a Grammy, yes I'm seriously telling you.

They'll nominate us, I swear.

No idea on that.

Let's see what happens.

[Andrés] You're… what's it called?

When you say things and they happen?

Manifesting.

Exactly, manifesting.

I did my first song, "Teléfono," with them. Right here.

-[Andrés] Here. -Here.

-How long ago? -Six years now.

It seems longer.

-Yeah, seems longer. -[Mauricio] Six years is nothing.

So, well, we feel at home here. [chuckles]

["Espectacular" playing]

Hey, guys! [laughing]

It's good, it's good.

-It's good. -It's very cool.

-Let me check the panning. -Send it so I can listen in the car.

You know it's my obsession.

["En el Coche" by Aitana playing]

[Aitana] I think deep down inside of me, I've always had so much belief in myself.

Even though there's a part of me that fools myself all the time.

What gives me that confidence on stage?

The people. I look, and see everyone waiting for me…

I'm like: "No, I don't care."

I'm going all out for all of them.

[crowd singing "Vas a Quedarte"]

SEE YOU IN ALMERÍA AND AT THE BERNABÉU

[crowd continues singing]

[soft instrumental music playing]

You're recording an album, right?

SINGER

He's helping me write a lot of the songs for the album.

-Okay. -He's here doing his own stuff, too.

But we get in the studio and we write with the producer.

Cool, buddy.

It was good. In that sense, awesome.

Rossana wants to see "Akureyri."

ACTRESS

-No, you're gonna love the video. -Is it out yet?

No, day after tomorrow.

-Right, I thought so. -It's very nice.

We shot for four days in Iceland.

Why's that?

Did you just look for remote places

that you knew your dad wouldn't be able to find you? Right?

Your dad wouldn't know you if he rode by.

Set the volume where you want.

People are gonna adore this.

Because you've been through enough

and so careful being hermits that this is really opening up.

And even being hermits, we were always being chased.

There's a point where you say, "Look, enough."

Besides, we were still about to write the song when we broke up.

We were gonna write it anyway.

-Even broken up, we were gonna write it. -So cool.

Anyway, we got back together.

Do you know how many people are gonna go to Akureyi now?

[Aitana laughs]Yeah.

And we wrote that song in a car in Iceland.

It just happened like that, that's how we wrote it.

Know what's cool?

-I love it. -That we've been there for all of it.

When your love was firstborn.

That's cool.

-Yeah, exactly. -I remember Christmas,

I remember the parties.

[man] Hola, Aitana.

I'm looking forward to hearing your new song.

Oh!

Could we get your autograph for the wall?

-Yes, of course! -Yeah.

-Wow, good! -Thank you!

Great! What's your name?

Michael, but you can sneak in… Ahgassi.

Yeah.

[Nuria] Ah, that's what they want

[Bisbal] Oh, that's divine.

S-S-I. Perfect.

Ahgassi.

[Nuria] Thank you so much.

-Thanks. Looking forward to your song. -[Sebastián] Thank you so much, my friend.

Thank you for having us. This place is the best.

[Rossana] Well, now…

-[Bisbal] The food is amazing, huh? - Thank you.

That man was so cute, I loved him.

I'm curious.

If, for example, I go to Bernabéu with you.

-Man, I wish. I mean… -What do you imagine?

-That we'd do? -Our song… or what do you have in mind?

-Yeah. -That's what I wanted, I wanted to know.

Or do you want me to dance, choreography and all?

-[laughs] -It's just…

[singing]

-It could be a very nice memory. -It's amazing.

I mean, when you invited me to Palau Sant Jordi for the first time…

[crowd cheering]

It was the first time in my life

attending a concert by someone who invited me.

-It was Sant Jordi? -Really?

-You're the first one to have faith in me. -Yes. That's true.

-What did you sing? -It was "Mi Princesa."

[Aitana] No, I was… My whole body was shaking.

[Bisbal] And I'll tell you, after that, Sant Jordi became your home.

Of course.

C'mon, let's toast to getting together in Los Angeles, that's super cool, too.

Because we have a beautiful friendship, that's the truth.

It's very real, let's toast to that.

[Rossana] To the projects, to life, to love, to all of it.

To music, to Bernabéu.

-[Nuria] To the Bernabéu. -[all] Cheers!

[Sebastián] And for the two little hairs.

[laughing]

[Bisbal] Oh, that's lovely.

[music stops]

My life's very intense. Very intense.

And spending so much time with someone is…

a lot.

I don't know, a lot of exposure.

Going out to coffee with someone who doesn't do this,

and they're all in all the headlines the next day.

They might not fucking like it, you know what I'm saying?

Well…

-[Aitana] Zing. Sebás, I'm in the back. -I didn't see you.

This is our first time going to a party together.

-Really? -Yeah.

Without our team or anything. It's a strange life.

It's as if you were living in your own…

um…

Operación Triunfo, Big Brother…

a TV show where we're all in a house with your team,

your own team is always with you.

In front of the whole world.

So you never end up…

It's hard to be in a relationship with someone,

it's like a relationship with eight people.

[Aitana] Totally.

We run into each other around the world working,

so there's always people around.

But we always take, for example, the trip to Iceland. Or when you're at…

-When we're each at home. -Yeah.

There's nothing like being in your house in Madrid, it's awesome.

-Yeah. Which is your house, too. -I love it.

It's true.

-Could you sign that so… -You always say that.

Like, "I want it to be my house for real." In writing.

So pretty. [kisses]

[camera shutter clicking]

What are we doing here?

[chuckles]

[man] Um…

We're back. [laughs]

We're here during the best…

It's very likely we won't be together anymore

when this documentary comes out.

[Nuria] Damn! I knew you'd say it, but not so soon.

[laughing]

[Sebastián] God…

We know Sebastián's only good for a year. [laughs]

It's been a year and four months.

No, it's a joke.

I'm still super jet-lagged.

[Nuria] Yeah? What time'd you wake up this morning.

-Uh… at seven. -That's pretty early.

Also with the migraine thing, I could sleep forever.

[Sebastián] What time do we train tomorrow?

[Valle] At nine.

[man 2] At eight.

I gotta train at eight?

Girls.

I gotta be training at eight.

[Nuria] You wanted us to push it back.

-Fuck, Sebastián, you told me nine, man!

-You're driving me crazy, dude! -Calm down, love.

-I'll train for two hours. Right? -No.

It was to get more rest.

No, actually we changed it because we asked Luis Carlos, and he said

"Sabás will train at eight,"

so we thought "Well, Aitana will train at eight, too."

And why don't you tell me things?

I had no idea. You changed Aitana to 8:00?

[Nuria] No, we… we changed it to nine because she told us to.

We can change it to eight.

No, I changed it to eight…

-And then to nine -And then back to nine.

-Period. -At eight.

Enough, girls. Then you sent me one of those laughing crying emojis,

which you do when you don't like something, babe.

-[Nuria] Tomorrow at nine. -[Aitana] Okay, tomorrow at nine.

[soft ambiant music playing]

[Nuria] Let's see, one thing at a time.

One, Aitana promo in Latin America.

Two, back with your music after a disruptive album

with a strong concept, like Alpha.

Talking about collaboration.

Obviously, what you said, that you're an artistic couple,

that you work well together, right?

Okay. If there's any question like, "So, are you together?" what do I say?

There might be direct questions like that.

Right. I don't know.

It's better not to say anything, right?

But how? I have to say something.

Sure, well, I think that, "So are you a couple now?"

Say, "We wrote a song…"

No, I'm gonna say, "We're fine, we're happy…"

-[Nuria] "We love each other very much" -Yeah. That's it.

I'm a little afraid people think

because we want to share something artistic and personal…

that means they're allowed to ask all the questions in the world, y'know?

Well, I dunno, we'll see.

It's something I knew could happen.

I'll get out of it as best I can and I won't stress too much.

It's fine, y'know? Like…

"I'm fine, I'm happy."

We've come together artistically on this special song,

and sure, there's a part of it that's personal. But that's it, you know?

We each have our own stuff.

In the end, giving statements on your life without really knowing

what's going to happen in the future…

life changes so much all the time.

Right now I'm like, "I wish I could be with Sebastián forever,"

because right now I love him so much, but…

in reality life has twists and turns,

so if I'm being honest with myself, you never know what could happen,

and having to explain your life to the media all the time

doesn't make much sense to me.

I'm gonna call my parents.

[Nuria] Ah, great.

[line ringing]

Hello.

[Cosme] What's up?

I'm getting my makeup done with everyone.

Where are you going looking so pretty?

I have a promo today because of the song release.

-Full speed ahead, then. -Yeah.

-You have to enjoy the day. -It's gonna be a long day.

How do you feel?

Fine. I'm still having headaches all day.

[inhales]

Well, that can last for a month or two if you're not, uh…

-You shouldn't overthink it. -Mmm.

When you're more calm and relaxed, it'll go away.

-Yeah. -[Nuria] I have to tell you about…

Your mind is a reflection of your soul.

Yeah, my dad already told me about the neurologist, I mean, the psychologist.

-[Nuria] Yeah. -Yeah.

You'll see she's a cool girl, you'll love her.

Okay, great.

[melancoly music playing]

[indistinct chatter]

[Nuria] We're getting it all ready.

What do you think, moving her a bit more?

I think like this is cool. Right?

Aitana's getting on the Zoom.

-[woman 1] Hello. -[woman 2] Beautiful.

-How's it going? -[woman 2] So, Aitana, right?

[woman 1] You're going to Mexico and Spain,

you're going to sing this new song…

you also sold out the Bernabéu.

-Yeah. -Congratulations, that's incredible!

Thanks a lot. Thank you.

What do you think will happen when you sing this song live?

I think it'll be a very, very special moment.

I think when you do something so honest and from the heart,

that's when you really reach people, you know?

[Aitana laughing] Let's see, Mom, look at me.

[Aitana laughing]

They're both crying.

What do you think?

[Belén] It's beautiful. Right?

[Aitana] But what do you think?

[clears throat]

Very beautiful.

Delightful.

Look at my mom.

[Cosme] It's the most beautiful video you've ever done.

[laughs] She's too sweet. They love this song.

Um…

When we broke up, my dad was like: "Oh, dear Lord."

He fell apart.

He knew that could happen because we're both very young,

and it could happen again.

Um, but…

but my dad was really funny 'cause he told me,

"I don't want you to introduce me to any more boys."

Like, "I don't feel like it."

And I'm like, "All right, perfect, you're making this easy for me."

And then, we weren't together when we did the song,

I mean, when we recorded it in January, we weren't together.

I sent it to my dad, and he cried an awful lot.

So much.

[Belén] Oh honey, I love you so much!

[laughs] Did you understand it or not?

Yes, very beautiful. The one for your mother, add violins.

-[Aitana laughs] Okay, okay. -You owe it to me, I gave birth to you.

All artists write a song for their mother.

Mom, please, it's a song for you both, really.

Nothing works for you two, honestly, I don't understand.

["Espectacular" playing on phone]

[Aitana singing softly]

[Cosme] It's called "Espectacular"?

Yes, it's called "Espectacular"

Let's see if you come out with 14 bangers.

Yeah, 14. Fourteen in five days, well calculated.

I need to hear a song and say "This is the greatest,"

and I haven't heard one yet.

Dad.

[Belén] So far, we like "Akureyi" the most.

-What? -"Akureyi."

-Okay. -We like the one from tonight the best.

Well come on, watch for the song, huh?

I'll let you go.

[Belén] Are you saying goodbye, sweetie?

Yes. Goodbye, I love you very much.

-[Cosme] Kisses to everyone. -[Belén] Enjoy.

-Goodbye, I love you. -[Cosme] Good luck.

Look, here he is.

-[Nuria] Look who's here. -Hello!

[Sebastián] Wow. Your hair!

[Aitana] How are you?

-You look great. -Thank you.

[Aitana] It premieres in 16 minutes. God, I'm nervous.

This is worse than the album release.

Man, that photo's incredible.

Sebás, no. You can't do that. It's on, see?

Problems with your connection.

I want my Instagram friends to be able to connect too,

-No, no, no. -There's no conn--

-You have one. -Sebas.

You have one bar there, it won't work.

Look, let's invite me.

Sebas, it'll come out double, it won't be good.

People will leave because they won't be able to hear us on either side.

-Really? -Yes.

-Well. -You wanna do it from yours?

-No, no. It's fine, we won't do it. -Let's use yours.

-[Aitana] Now, right? Now's the time. -One minute 57 seconds left, 56…

-Six, five… -Six…

[Aitana] It's like New Year's, huh?

-Literally. -Three, two…

-[Nuria] One! -One.

-[people clapping] -Ah!

["Akureyri" by Aitana and Sebastián Yatra playing]

["Akureyri" continues]

[Aitana] When we finished this song, we weren't together.

We started it when we were together, and finished after we broke up.

So that was hard, too.

And the beautiful thing about the song, the message we wanted to send was,

"It doesn't matter if you don't reach the goal,

as long as you enjoy the journey."

[song continues]

[Sebastián] That shot is absolutely…

just iconic.

No. It's hard to explain, that feeling in the snow felt way too like… Fuck!

You can feel your entire life caught in your throat.

-[clapping] -[song ends]

-Let's go, team! -I honestly love it.

[whistling]

Great.

[Nuria] Come on, let's go!

[all cheering]

[Sebastián] Thanks.

-[Aitana] Come on, who wants some? -[Nuria] Everyone. Look, we did it guys.

Going to Iceland, getting to Akureyri.

Congratulations everyone!

-Let's see, photo, photo, photo. -[Valle] Hey, hey, hey.

Photo, photo.

[camera shutter clicking]

[Aitana] Where are you going now?

To Aguascalientes, for a show.

Two flights?

-I'm going to Aguascalientes and then… -And then Dallas?

I don't know, no one tells me.

When, when…

It stresses me out that you don't ask about things.

-Why? -I dunno, you're happy…

you're a lot happier this way.

I honestly think I'm so stressed because I want to control everything too much.

[pensive music playing]

And when you go back to Mexico, where are you going?

I thought you said we'd go back together?

I dunno, I need to check where.

Sebas, I don't want to go a month without seeing you, it's too much.

-But that won't happen. -[music stops]

No way. I won't allow it.

It's sad that we really don't know when we'll see each other next.

-Because you have the tour, right? -Yeah. [clears throat]

[sighs]

[projector whirring]

[Aitana] After seven years, there comes a point when I start to realize

that I have to slow down and take a break.

[crowd cheering]

[Aitana] I'm really hard on myself.

I have to take a moment to check in and ask, "How are you?"

That's all there is to it, I have to be good, I have to be perfect,

nothing can happen to me.

I can't get sick, I always have to be on.

I never realized that since I was very little,

I've had an illness that I never shared with anyone.

Which is, I'm basically a hypochondriac.

[dramatic music playing]

And I tell you, it's not because of how much it hurts, it's about the result…

because of what they might say.

That's my fear.

It seems really silly, but for as long as I can remember,

I always thought that something was wrong with my body.

I still do in fact.

It's a lot because I've never expressed it this way, in front of so many people.

But I always had the feeling I was gonna die young.

And that's a daily struggle for me.

[dramatic music builds, crescendos]

[dramatic music continues]

[music stops]