Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated:
1
00:00:15,880 --> 00:00:18,760
{\an2}The best thing about going onGrindr in your childhood town
2
00:00:18,800 --> 00:00:22,440
{\an2}was one-by-one seeing who fromsecondary school turned out gay.
3
00:00:22,480 --> 00:00:24,440
{\an2}Who went from sixth form to uni
4
00:00:24,480 --> 00:00:26,240
{\an2}and came back loving cock?
5
00:00:26,280 --> 00:00:28,520
{\an2}And it's always thatboy who called you a fag
6
00:00:28,560 --> 00:00:30,280
{\an2}for coming last in cross country
7
00:00:30,320 --> 00:00:32,800
{\an2}who's now desperately sendingpictures of his arsehole
8
00:00:32,840 --> 00:00:34,320
{\an2}in a knitted jockstrap.
9
00:00:34,360 --> 00:00:35,480
{\an2}Andrew Shuman!
10
00:00:37,160 --> 00:00:40,600
{\an2}You cannot seriously be on
Grindrwhen I am in this room?
11
00:00:40,640 --> 00:00:43,280
{\an2}No, my school bully
just messagedme this!
12
00:00:43,320 --> 00:00:45,200
{\an2}Ugh, Jack! Sorry.
13
00:00:45,240 --> 00:00:47,520
{\an2}I've had a shitty
enough nightas it is.
14
00:00:47,560 --> 00:00:49,920
{\an2}I just don't know what
I shouldreply with.
15
00:00:49,960 --> 00:00:51,880
{\an2}We were in the same
setfor Maths once
16
00:00:51,920 --> 00:00:53,600
{\an2}and he tried to
Tipp-Ex my teeth.
17
00:01:08,560 --> 00:01:10,160
{\an2}Have you heard from him?
18
00:01:12,520 --> 00:01:13,520
{\an2}No.
19
00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:29,400
{\an2}Hello, mate.
20
00:01:33,040 --> 00:01:35,080
{\an2}She can still hear us.
21
00:01:35,120 --> 00:01:37,360
{\an2}You can talk to her.
22
00:01:37,400 --> 00:01:38,400
{\an2}Ah.
23
00:01:39,560 --> 00:01:42,160
{\an1}SHE WHIMPERS
24
00:01:42,200 --> 00:01:43,640
{\an2}Hello, Nan.
25
00:01:45,760 --> 00:01:48,000
{\an1}SHE MOANS FAINTLY
26
00:02:11,680 --> 00:02:12,680
{\an2}You all right?
27
00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:15,280
{\an2}She's had a rough night.
28
00:02:18,960 --> 00:02:22,880
{\an2}I'm really not tryingto be
mean but you really stink.
29
00:02:22,920 --> 00:02:24,360
{\an2}Really? Really.
30
00:02:36,480 --> 00:02:39,000
{\an2}Yeah, all right,Romeo,
you're in a care home.
31
00:02:39,040 --> 00:02:41,040
{\an2}It's force of habit, innit? Hey!
32
00:02:43,680 --> 00:02:45,040
{\an2}Now it's gone everywhere.
33
00:02:46,160 --> 00:02:48,000
{\an2}It's going to smell
likea school disco.
34
00:02:52,440 --> 00:02:53,880
{\an2}Did you sleep here last night?
35
00:02:53,920 --> 00:02:57,080
{\an2}Yeah, on the chair.
36
00:02:57,120 --> 00:02:59,640
{\an2}I can do the same tonight
if youwant a decent kip.
37
00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:02,480
{\an2}All right. We'll take
it in turns,can't we?
38
00:03:08,640 --> 00:03:11,640
{\an2}I'm sorry, mate.
39
00:03:13,880 --> 00:03:18,240
{\an2}Last time I saw you, Isort
of overstepped the line...
40
00:03:18,280 --> 00:03:19,440
{\an2}..as always.
41
00:03:19,480 --> 00:03:21,080
{\an2}Dennis, I've really
stopped caring.
42
00:03:22,840 --> 00:03:26,000
{\an2}I've stopped caring what
you orMum or Mark do.
43
00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:30,680
{\an2}The only way I can stay
fucking saneis to stop caring.
44
00:03:32,840 --> 00:03:34,056
{\an2}Well, that shouldn't be the way.
45
00:03:34,080 --> 00:03:35,520
{\an2}No, it shouldn't.
46
00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:40,520
{\an2}But I'm glad you're
here, though.
47
00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:42,480
{\an2}For her.
48
00:03:42,520 --> 00:03:44,480
{\an2}If she knew what was
going on,then...
49
00:03:46,240 --> 00:03:47,800
{\an2}..she'd be happy
we were both here.
50
00:03:50,680 --> 00:03:53,160
{\an2}You look good, Dan.
51
00:03:53,200 --> 00:03:54,480
{\an2}You've done well.
52
00:03:57,000 --> 00:03:58,240
{\an2}Hi. Um...
53
00:04:00,640 --> 00:04:01,800
{\an2}I'm so sorry.
54
00:04:03,360 --> 00:04:04,560
{\an2}She's gone.
55
00:04:05,960 --> 00:04:08,200
{\an2}As often, we tend to find
56
00:04:08,240 --> 00:04:10,080
{\an2}people cling on when
loved onesare around
57
00:04:10,120 --> 00:04:13,160
{\an2}and then sort of slip
off whenthey're alone.
58
00:04:14,560 --> 00:04:17,120
{\an2}We'll get her ready so you
cancome say goodbyes, OK?
59
00:04:19,800 --> 00:04:21,400
{\an2}I'm so sorry for
your loss, darl.
60
00:04:21,440 --> 00:04:23,160
{\an2}♪ Our subtle disagreements
61
00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:27,760
{\an2}♪ The gesture that
you're leaving
62
00:04:29,200 --> 00:04:33,440
{\an2}♪ I know you're on your way
63
00:04:33,480 --> 00:04:38,600
{\an2}♪ I see how you
watch those planes
64
00:04:38,640 --> 00:04:40,720
{\an2}♪ In the dark
65
00:04:45,240 --> 00:04:47,080
{\an2}I am so sorry. She's, um...
66
00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:50,080
{\an2}She's back.
67
00:04:50,120 --> 00:04:53,520
{\an2}I honestly thought she was a goner,but I just called that way too soon.
68
00:04:53,560 --> 00:04:54,800
{\an2}Ah! Sack the ref.
69
00:04:54,840 --> 00:04:59,600
{\an2}Ha-ha-ha. But, um... No, what
didhappen there does indicate
70
00:04:59,640 --> 00:05:04,120
{\an2}that she will probably go quitesoon. So finish your ciggie,
71
00:05:04,160 --> 00:05:07,200
{\an2}no rush, and then
definitelycome back. OK.
72
00:05:09,200 --> 00:05:11,560
{\an1}HE EXHALES SHARPLY
73
00:05:32,160 --> 00:05:34,040
{\an2}What you doing?
I'm starting again.
74
00:05:34,080 --> 00:05:36,200
{\an2}Oh, come on.You've
had a tough weekend.
75
00:05:36,240 --> 00:05:38,360
{\an2}Jack, I don't care
about thisdissertation.
76
00:05:38,400 --> 00:05:41,320
{\an2}I don't care about successful
women,Grazia magazine bullshit.
77
00:05:41,360 --> 00:05:43,641
{\an2}OK? I've got eight days soI'm
going to rewrite it so it's
78
00:05:43,680 --> 00:05:44,880
{\an2}exactly what I fucking want.
79
00:05:44,920 --> 00:05:47,640
{\an2}I cared about my very first
topic,that was my topic.
80
00:05:49,280 --> 00:05:51,456
{\an2}I'm sick of caring about whatother people want from me.
81
00:05:51,480 --> 00:05:54,040
{\an2}Is this about the dissertation
oris it about Danny?
82
00:05:55,680 --> 00:05:56,680
{\an2}Sorry.
83
00:05:59,720 --> 00:06:03,400
{\an2}Oh... Maybe don't
delete that draft.
84
00:06:05,960 --> 00:06:07,320
{\an2}You do you.
85
00:06:08,680 --> 00:06:09,680
{\an2}You do you.
86
00:06:11,600 --> 00:06:13,560
{\an2}She's heartbroken, bless her.
87
00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:18,560
{\an2}I hate getting dumped.It's like, "OK. Sorry,
88
00:06:18,600 --> 00:06:21,160
{\an2}"why do you all of a sudden
not careif I live or die?"
89
00:06:21,200 --> 00:06:23,640
{\an2}Yeah, but Corinne hasn't
beendumped-dumped.
90
00:06:24,840 --> 00:06:29,160
{\an2}I think Danny loves
her.He's just scared.
91
00:06:29,200 --> 00:06:32,880
{\an2}I'm worried he might be
gettinga bit... manic again.
92
00:06:32,920 --> 00:06:34,080
{\an2}Have you heard from him?
93
00:06:34,120 --> 00:06:36,680
{\an2}No. I just know his
nan's doingnot good.
94
00:06:36,720 --> 00:06:40,880
{\an2}I just want to drive down there,but I don't think he'd want that.
95
00:06:40,920 --> 00:06:43,560
{\an2}Have Danny and
poor Corinne spoke?
96
00:06:43,600 --> 00:06:47,800
{\an2}Look, she's a smart girl,
that one.She'll be fine.
97
00:06:48,840 --> 00:06:51,880
{\an2}Quite honestly,considering
her orientation,
98
00:06:51,920 --> 00:06:54,960
{\an2}she should find a lady-partner.
99
00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:57,800
{\an2}Yeah. I wish I was a lesbian.
100
00:06:57,840 --> 00:06:59,760
{\an2}They just get so
much more stuffdone.
101
00:06:59,800 --> 00:07:02,880
{\an2}If you're bi with a woman,it don't make you a lesbian.
102
00:07:02,920 --> 00:07:04,800
{\an2}I once thought I was a lesbian.
103
00:07:06,240 --> 00:07:08,160
{\an2}It was 1958.
104
00:07:08,200 --> 00:07:10,760
{\an2}Her name was...
105
00:07:10,800 --> 00:07:13,680
{\an2}..Patsy Troubador.
106
00:07:15,160 --> 00:07:16,160
{\an2}A singer.
107
00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:19,680
{\an2}We got drunk one
night downthe palais.
108
00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:23,440
{\an2}She tried to kiss me, but...
109
00:07:26,640 --> 00:07:27,920
{\an2}..I pulled away.
110
00:07:31,600 --> 00:07:36,160
{\an2}And thank God I did or elseI'd have ruined my family and
111
00:07:36,200 --> 00:07:39,280
{\an2}home life and the destiny
of allof your lives.
112
00:07:39,320 --> 00:07:44,200
{\an2}But I often think if I
were to do itall again...
113
00:07:46,320 --> 00:07:48,200
{\an2}..maybe I'd have...
114
00:07:50,400 --> 00:07:52,360
{\an2}...given Pat a chance.
115
00:07:52,400 --> 00:07:57,760
{\an2}RADIO: ♪ And we'll go
walkingHand in hand... ♪
116
00:07:57,800 --> 00:08:01,280
{\an2}Right. Who wants
some sweet stuff?
117
00:08:01,320 --> 00:08:04,000
{\an2}Nan wants some sweet
muff bythe sounds of it.
118
00:08:04,040 --> 00:08:07,200
{\an2}Shannon! Oh, come off it!
119
00:08:08,920 --> 00:08:10,800
{\an2}♪ I don't know where
120
00:08:10,840 --> 00:08:15,720
{\an2}♪ I have been lately
121
00:08:15,760 --> 00:08:20,640
{\an2}♪ I found myself in
somewhere strange
122
00:08:23,160 --> 00:08:29,960
{\an2}♪ The devil took me underwater
123
00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:32,160
{\an2}♪ He filled my lungs so... ♪
124
00:08:32,200 --> 00:08:33,680
{\an2}Lovely, Annabell.
125
00:08:36,240 --> 00:08:39,080
{\an2}You all right?
Yeah, it's just...
126
00:08:39,120 --> 00:08:40,400
{\an2}..Mark.
127
00:08:43,720 --> 00:08:49,640
{\an2}♪ Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh... ♪
128
00:08:50,840 --> 00:08:54,400
{\an2}Oh, my God. Is that...
129
00:08:54,440 --> 00:08:56,360
{\an2}..two inside him?
130
00:08:56,400 --> 00:09:01,520
{\an2}♪ How did I get
here without my god?
131
00:09:01,560 --> 00:09:05,920
{\an2}♪ Someone always has
tobe the man... ♪
132
00:09:05,960 --> 00:09:08,360
{\an2}Oh, come here. Hey!
133
00:09:08,400 --> 00:09:11,920
{\an2}Hey, it's all right.
Hey.Come here. Hey.
134
00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:18,520
{\an2}♪ Ahh, ahh, ahh
135
00:09:18,560 --> 00:09:21,000
{\an2}♪ My god
136
00:09:22,760 --> 00:09:28,680
{\an2}♪ How did I get
here without my god?
137
00:09:29,720 --> 00:09:37,680
{\an2}♪ Someone always
has to be the man
138
00:09:37,720 --> 00:09:40,880
{\an2}♪ The man
139
00:09:42,040 --> 00:09:46,760
{\an2}♪ I know you have... ♪
140
00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:53,600
{\an2}Mate.
141
00:09:53,640 --> 00:09:54,880
{\an2}Fancy a little'un?
142
00:09:54,920 --> 00:09:55,920
{\an2}No.
143
00:09:58,240 --> 00:10:01,280
{\an2}Absolutely not.Come on,
it'll shut soon anyway.
144
00:10:02,280 --> 00:10:04,040
{\an2}I just fancy one.
145
00:10:05,200 --> 00:10:06,800
{\an2}Let's just go back
to Nan's,all right?
146
00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:09,640
{\an2}Sit and have a cup of
teaand just... be.
147
00:10:09,680 --> 00:10:11,976
{\an2}Let's just have one. We'll just
haveone and then we're off.
148
00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:13,240
{\an2}No!
149
00:10:13,280 --> 00:10:14,680
{\an2}Just come back with me, OK?
150
00:10:14,720 --> 00:10:16,560
{\an2}And just do the
normal fucking thing
151
00:10:16,600 --> 00:10:18,960
{\an2}and we go through old photosand we sit in the kitchen
152
00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:22,280
{\an2}and we fucking chain smoke untilthe fucking morning. Please.
153
00:10:29,520 --> 00:10:31,080
{\an2}Dad...
154
00:10:32,600 --> 00:10:34,200
{\an2}..please.
155
00:10:37,880 --> 00:10:39,240
{\an2}Sorry, mate.
156
00:10:41,360 --> 00:10:42,360
{\an2}Dad.
157
00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:02,040
{\an2}You completely undermined me.
158
00:11:02,080 --> 00:11:03,960
{\an2}Switching to a topic
thatI said was niche
159
00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:07,280
{\an2}and overly emotional for you,preventing you from crafting
160
00:11:07,320 --> 00:11:11,200
{\an2}a forward-facing academic commentaryabout more immediate media
161
00:11:11,240 --> 00:11:13,240
{\an2}policy reforms. Yeah.
162
00:11:14,480 --> 00:11:16,440
{\an2}And it's really rather good.
163
00:11:16,480 --> 00:11:18,120
{\an2}It's robust and concise
164
00:11:18,160 --> 00:11:21,600
{\an2}and puts forward an engagingargument about media interference
165
00:11:21,640 --> 00:11:24,320
{\an2}in democratic referendums,which, let's face it,
166
00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:27,360
{\an2}is applicable as we approachthe upcoming Brexit vote.
167
00:11:27,400 --> 00:11:29,520
{\an2}Thank you. But we won't Brexit.
168
00:11:29,560 --> 00:11:32,880
{\an2}Oh, we're going to Brexit.Scotland will stay in the UK
169
00:11:32,920 --> 00:11:35,240
{\an2}and I think the next president
ofthe United States is
170
00:11:35,280 --> 00:11:38,360
{\an2}going to that absolutefuck-face cunt BLEEP Trump.
171
00:11:38,400 --> 00:11:40,920
{\an1}LAUGHTER
172
00:11:46,560 --> 00:11:48,000
{\an2}And how are you feeling?
173
00:11:49,960 --> 00:11:51,200
{\an2}Hollow.
174
00:11:53,800 --> 00:11:59,360
{\an2}Like I gave every single
pieceof my heart to someone,
175
00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:01,720
{\an2}constantly wishing
it wouldget better.
176
00:12:01,760 --> 00:12:03,120
{\an2}He would get better.
177
00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:07,040
{\an2}And I love him.
178
00:12:10,440 --> 00:12:12,320
{\an2}I'm also angry.
179
00:12:14,360 --> 00:12:16,920
{\an2}I just made a decisionto stay in London for him
180
00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:20,960
{\an2}and I feel like I've
stoppedmyself progressing
181
00:12:21,000 --> 00:12:23,160
{\an2}cos I wanted him to get better.
182
00:12:24,680 --> 00:12:26,240
{\an2}Yes, I knew that.
183
00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:29,800
{\an2}So I didn't retract
your application.
184
00:12:29,840 --> 00:12:31,200
{\an2}What?
185
00:12:31,240 --> 00:12:33,880
{\an2}Yeah, I'm super-sorry
for havinginterfered,
186
00:12:33,920 --> 00:12:37,280
{\an2}but I felt like you consistently
toldme how much you loved him
187
00:12:37,320 --> 00:12:39,080
{\an2}but also how much
you lovededucation.
188
00:12:39,120 --> 00:12:42,280
{\an2}So I did not retract
yourapplication.
189
00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:45,000
{\an2}You have a provisional
letterof acceptance,
190
00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:47,000
{\an2}and I was waiting till
you got yourdegree mark
191
00:12:47,040 --> 00:12:48,320
{\an2}so we could talk about it.
192
00:12:49,720 --> 00:12:51,240
{\an2}Right.
193
00:12:51,280 --> 00:12:53,680
{\an2}And I spoke to some friends
of mineat Edinburgh
194
00:12:53,720 --> 00:12:55,960
{\an2}and I'm pretty sure you're
goingto be accepted into
195
00:12:56,000 --> 00:13:00,040
{\an2}the Media Regulations masters,especially after this thesis.
196
00:13:01,520 --> 00:13:03,240
{\an2}Thank you.
197
00:13:03,280 --> 00:13:04,440
{\an2}No, thank you.
198
00:13:06,120 --> 00:13:08,640
{\an2}I think you're going to lovethe
new department head over there.
199
00:13:10,080 --> 00:13:11,960
{\an2}Is it you?
200
00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:13,520
{\an2}Yeah, it's me.
201
00:13:21,560 --> 00:13:24,960
{\an2}Your formatting is
all overthe place.
202
00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:27,320
{\an2}There's one chapter in a
completelydifferent font.
203
00:13:27,360 --> 00:13:28,936
{\an2}Yeah. I thought that
might cheerthe marker up,
204
00:13:28,960 --> 00:13:30,960
{\an2}with all the depressing
bitsabout Aids.
205
00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:35,200
{\an2}OK, well maybe let's not trivialisethe Aids crisis with a curly font.
206
00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:41,440
{\an2}Other than that it's
actuallyvery... good.
207
00:13:42,760 --> 00:13:45,160
{\an2}Well done, Jack. Thanks.
208
00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:50,360
{\an2}Now I need to ask
you a favour. No.
209
00:13:50,400 --> 00:13:52,440
{\an2}Well, you don't
know what it is. No.
210
00:13:52,480 --> 00:13:55,280
{\an2}It's Danny. OK, I'm listening.
211
00:13:55,320 --> 00:13:58,880
{\an2}His nan's sick,he
broke up with Corinne
212
00:13:58,920 --> 00:14:03,400
{\an2}and he hasn't answered
any of mycalls for a week
213
00:14:03,440 --> 00:14:07,120
{\an2}and the deadline is in two days.I thought you could call him up
214
00:14:07,160 --> 00:14:11,160
{\an2}and find out what his
plans arewith the hand-in.
215
00:14:11,200 --> 00:14:12,720
{\an2}And check he's OK.
216
00:14:13,960 --> 00:14:15,480
{\an2}Yeah, of course.
217
00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:17,600
{\an1}PHONE DINGS
218
00:14:21,800 --> 00:14:24,320
{\an1}CHUCKLING
219
00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:27,560
{\an2}♪ Blood-filled
220
00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:31,080
{\an2}PHONE DINGS♪
Jewel of life... ♪
221
00:14:33,520 --> 00:14:35,480
{\an2}Good luck with fixing
yourformatting, Jack.
222
00:14:36,520 --> 00:14:39,640
{\an2}Good luck to you also, Tim.
223
00:14:55,680 --> 00:14:58,360
{\an1}PHONE RINGS
224
00:15:00,240 --> 00:15:01,240
{\an2}Phew.
225
00:15:01,280 --> 00:15:03,440
{\an2}Corinne!
226
00:15:03,480 --> 00:15:06,120
{\an2}Tim is gay!
227
00:15:06,160 --> 00:15:07,400
{\an2}Or bi.
228
00:15:07,440 --> 00:15:09,520
{\an2}Or maybe straight
and experimenting.
229
00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:12,120
{\an2}But Tim has Grindr!
230
00:15:24,080 --> 00:15:28,920
{\an2}"Dearest wee Jack, I'm off.I can't do any more goodbyes.
231
00:15:30,520 --> 00:15:33,000
{\an2}"I'm so proud of you
for workingso hard,
232
00:15:33,040 --> 00:15:34,480
{\an2}"and see you at graduation.
233
00:15:35,720 --> 00:15:38,360
{\an2}"That's if you don't suddenlyright-royally fuck it all up.
234
00:15:39,880 --> 00:15:42,320
{\an2}"Love you, Corinne."
235
00:16:00,240 --> 00:16:02,960
{\an1}PHONE RINGS
236
00:16:09,120 --> 00:16:11,640
{\an2}Hello, you! Hello, mate.
237
00:16:11,680 --> 00:16:15,080
{\an2}Sorry I haven't text.Just had a lot on.
238
00:16:15,120 --> 00:16:18,560
{\an2}No, no, no. Don't
worry.How are you?
239
00:16:20,040 --> 00:16:22,960
{\an2}I've been better.But no, I'm doing OK.
240
00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:24,800
{\an2}Good.
241
00:16:24,840 --> 00:16:25,840
{\an2}Good.
242
00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:28,640
{\an2}How's your nan?
243
00:16:36,680 --> 00:16:38,320
{\an2}She's gone.
244
00:16:38,360 --> 00:16:39,920
{\an2}Oh...
245
00:16:39,960 --> 00:16:42,320
{\an2}Oh, Danny. I'm so sorry.
246
00:16:42,360 --> 00:16:45,440
{\an2}Don't you get upset. No, no...
247
00:16:45,480 --> 00:16:47,280
{\an2}I'm just sad for you. I...
248
00:16:49,800 --> 00:16:51,520
{\an2}I miss you, mate.
249
00:16:51,560 --> 00:16:52,880
{\an2}Yeah, I miss you, too.
250
00:16:59,920 --> 00:17:01,360
{\an2}How's Corinne?
251
00:17:01,400 --> 00:17:05,840
{\an2}Yeah, she's handed in
and gone.It's weird.
252
00:17:05,880 --> 00:17:09,080
{\an2}How are you, though?Do
you want me to come down?
253
00:17:09,120 --> 00:17:11,720
{\an2}Me and Mum could...? No. No? No.
254
00:17:11,760 --> 00:17:13,400
{\an2}Honestly, I'm fine.
255
00:17:16,680 --> 00:17:19,720
{\an2}What about the funeral?We
can come down for support.
256
00:17:21,440 --> 00:17:22,560
{\an2}It's done.
257
00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:26,920
{\an2}I cremated her this morning.
258
00:17:28,880 --> 00:17:29,880
{\an2}Just me.
259
00:17:33,360 --> 00:17:35,040
{\an2}Look I need to come
pick upmy stuff.
260
00:17:36,440 --> 00:17:38,080
{\an2}Yeah. Yeah, course.
261
00:17:39,280 --> 00:17:41,120
{\an2}I can help you pack.
262
00:17:43,080 --> 00:17:44,960
{\an2}What you going to
do about uni work?
263
00:17:45,000 --> 00:17:49,000
{\an2}Well, Tim phoned. Apparently I
canget mitigating circumstances,
264
00:17:49,040 --> 00:17:51,200
{\an2}get a three-month
extension so...
265
00:17:51,240 --> 00:17:53,720
{\an2}Wow, so you answered
to Timbut not me.
266
00:17:55,480 --> 00:17:57,440
{\an2}That's great, mate.
267
00:17:57,480 --> 00:17:59,040
{\an2}I can help you
with that as well.
268
00:18:00,600 --> 00:18:02,000
{\an2}And, Danny...
269
00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:06,920
{\an2}..you know you're always
welcome tostay with me and Mum.
270
00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:08,720
{\an2}You know that. Yeah, I know.
271
00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:14,240
{\an2}I need to start carving out my
lifeback down here, though.
272
00:18:14,280 --> 00:18:16,200
{\an2}Yeah. Look, I'll be up Wednesday
273
00:18:16,240 --> 00:18:19,000
{\an2}so I can come help youhand
your dissertation in, yeah?
274
00:18:19,040 --> 00:18:20,840
{\an2}Does that sound cool?
275
00:18:20,880 --> 00:18:22,560
{\an2}Yeah, yeah. It sounds good.
276
00:18:27,720 --> 00:18:28,960
{\an2}I love you, mate.
277
00:18:34,040 --> 00:18:35,320
{\an2}You too, mate.
278
00:18:39,200 --> 00:18:42,080
{\an2}♪ Peel off the colour
279
00:18:45,520 --> 00:18:48,400
{\an8}♪ Of the night
280
00:18:52,960 --> 00:18:55,120
{\an2}♪ A second skin
281
00:18:55,160 --> 00:19:01,880
{\an2}♪ A floating spit is hovering
282
00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:10,960
{\an2}♪ The other side
is opening now... ♪
283
00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:13,240
{\an1}PHONE DINGS
284
00:19:15,240 --> 00:19:18,040
{\an2}Ugh. Jesus Christ,
Andrew Shuman.
285
00:19:18,080 --> 00:19:22,160
{\an2}In my mind I knew, there could
be nobetter sex than shagging
286
00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:24,040
{\an2}the lad who picked
on you at school.
287
00:19:27,480 --> 00:19:29,640
{\an2}Hey, man. Hey, hey, hey.
288
00:19:30,920 --> 00:19:34,960
{\an2}I just want to make a long-timecoming apology to you.
289
00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:36,640
{\an2}Oh, right.
290
00:19:36,680 --> 00:19:40,040
{\an2}Like, I bullied you bad.
291
00:19:40,080 --> 00:19:43,040
{\an2}Oh, well, you weren't nice,but I wasn't bullied. No.
292
00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:47,240
{\an2}No, I really bullied you.
293
00:19:49,560 --> 00:19:53,880
{\an2}And it was cos you were gay.Well, I wasn't out. And I was gay.
294
00:19:57,040 --> 00:19:59,840
{\an2}So I just want to use
thisopportunity to say...
295
00:20:05,800 --> 00:20:07,000
{\an2}..I'm sorry.
296
00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:09,960
{\an2}OK.
297
00:20:12,800 --> 00:20:14,080
{\an2}I'm sorry.
298
00:20:15,400 --> 00:20:16,400
{\an2}OK.
299
00:20:17,440 --> 00:20:19,320
{\an2}Ugh. Fuck's sake.
300
00:20:19,360 --> 00:20:21,840
{\an2}Were you filming that?! Yes.
301
00:20:21,880 --> 00:20:24,200
{\an2}I'm a content creator.
302
00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:28,120
{\an2}This was supposed to be a bigemotional moment where you
303
00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:31,040
{\an2}forgave me and I set up we
hada romantic connection
304
00:20:31,080 --> 00:20:34,200
{\an2}and that ultimately,
now,since coming out
305
00:20:34,240 --> 00:20:36,720
{\an2}and accepting myself,I am a good person.
306
00:20:36,760 --> 00:20:39,160
{\an2}Yeah, right. Can you not?
307
00:20:39,200 --> 00:20:42,800
{\an2}Well, it would just make
greatYouTube numbers.
308
00:20:42,840 --> 00:20:44,840
{\an2}Yeah, no.
309
00:20:44,880 --> 00:20:46,560
{\an2}I'd just rather fuck.
310
00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:52,320
{\an2}Ugh! Come on, mate,
311
00:20:52,360 --> 00:20:56,600
{\an2}my YouTube confessionals get me 5Ka pop. Ah, shush, Andrew Shuman.
312
00:20:56,640 --> 00:21:00,440
{\an2}Is that Alison Hammond? Yeah.
313
00:21:00,480 --> 00:21:03,440
{\an2}So I just made love withthe
guy who I bullied at school.
314
00:21:03,480 --> 00:21:06,560
{\an2}But it has helped me
in myqueer journey...
315
00:21:11,160 --> 00:21:14,440
{\an2}Was that your shag that just
vloggedhis way out of here?
316
00:21:14,480 --> 00:21:16,160
{\an2}Yep.
317
00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:18,120
{\an2}You're naked under
here, aren't you?
318
00:21:18,160 --> 00:21:20,120
{\an2}Yeah. OK.
319
00:21:23,120 --> 00:21:25,480
{\an2}Come on.Let's get
you in some clothes
320
00:21:25,520 --> 00:21:27,480
{\an2}and hand this
dissertation in, yeah?
321
00:21:29,120 --> 00:21:32,600
{\an2}There he is. Oh! Ha-ha-ha!
322
00:21:32,640 --> 00:21:35,200
{\an2}♪ Both our eyes are red
323
00:21:35,240 --> 00:21:37,480
{\an2}♪ But you're high and I'm crying
324
00:21:37,520 --> 00:21:39,920
{\an2}♪ You're trying to forget
325
00:21:39,960 --> 00:21:42,520
{\an2}♪ But it hits me every time... ♪
326
00:21:42,560 --> 00:21:45,600
{\an2}It'll be you next.We'll get you through.
327
00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:48,120
{\an2}♪ Right hand holds
your left sleeve
328
00:21:48,160 --> 00:21:50,440
{\an2}♪ Turning our heads gently
329
00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:53,480
{\an2}♪ Cos when it ends we fight... ♪
330
00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:56,200
{\an2}Look, maybe stay
with us for a bit.
331
00:21:56,240 --> 00:21:59,280
{\an2}No. Honestly, I can't. I got loadsof shit to sort out in Margate so...
332
00:21:59,320 --> 00:22:00,920
{\an2}Well, I'll come
down this weekend.
333
00:22:00,960 --> 00:22:02,560
{\an2}No, no, it's just...
334
00:22:03,640 --> 00:22:06,960
{\an2}I'll be all right, OK? Well, thissummer, I'll come down loads.
335
00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:10,160
{\an2}I'll get the train down to Margateand we can speak all the time
336
00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:12,960
{\an2}and I can help you
with yourdissertation.
337
00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:15,760
{\an2}♪ And the day's
already done... ♪
338
00:22:15,800 --> 00:22:19,280
{\an2}I kept trying to make
planswith you...
339
00:22:19,320 --> 00:22:21,400
{\an2}I'll see you soon.
340
00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:23,360
{\an2}♪ Everything is black
341
00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:26,200
{\an2}♪ Your hands and my past
342
00:22:26,240 --> 00:22:27,600
{\an2}♪ If I don't wake tomorrow... ♪
343
00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:29,200
{\an2}Danny!
344
00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:31,800
{\an2}♪ Promise me you'll laugh
345
00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:35,280
{\an2}♪ And in that warm
winter I withered
346
00:22:35,320 --> 00:22:38,800
{\an2}♪ I just wanna get better
347
00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:40,520
{\an2}♪ I'll be what you like... ♪
348
00:22:40,560 --> 00:22:43,200
{\an2}..and you just didn't
seem towant to make them.
349
00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:45,560
{\an2}♪ And every letter of fire... ♪
350
00:22:45,600 --> 00:22:47,960
{\an2}Surprise! Surprise!Surprise! Surprise!
351
00:22:49,360 --> 00:22:50,960
{\an2}So we both left uni...
352
00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:55,520
{\an2}..to go back tovery
different homes.
353
00:22:55,560 --> 00:22:57,960
{\an2}♪ When you start to
break things... ♪
354
00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:01,440
{\an2}Sorry to hear about
Iris, love.Thanks.
355
00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:03,560
{\an2}And your cousin.
356
00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:05,120
{\an2}Shit, mate.
357
00:23:05,160 --> 00:23:07,080
{\an2}What?
358
00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:10,280
{\an2}Mark. What about Mark?
359
00:23:10,320 --> 00:23:11,720
{\an2}Nan?
360
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:22,400
{\an2}Since we last spoke,
I've been online
361
00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:28,000
{\an2}and I've found out allthe
details about Patsy Troubador.
362
00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:36,720
{\an2}That's her addressand
she still lives locally.
363
00:23:38,160 --> 00:23:41,840
{\an2}Maybe we can reach out,see if you can meet again.
364
00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:49,680
{\an2}Cos I've been feeling like meexisting means you haven't been able
365
00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:53,520
{\an2}to explore your
queer,authentic self.
366
00:23:58,320 --> 00:24:01,760
{\an2}Oh, for fuck's sake.
367
00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:04,120
{\an2}Turn that fucking off!
368
00:24:04,160 --> 00:24:07,200
{\an2}I'm not fucking content!
369
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:10,400
{\an2}"Ooh! Me hashtag nan'sa hashtag lesbian."
370
00:24:10,440 --> 00:24:13,360
{\an2}You fucking gay boys online.
371
00:24:13,400 --> 00:24:15,920
{\an2}You're gay, get over it.
372
00:24:15,960 --> 00:24:16,960
{\an2}Sorry, Nan.
373
00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:20,040
{\an2}One thing I do want
to say, though.
374
00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:25,040
{\an2}I am very proud of you.
375
00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:27,560
{\an2}All I wanted to do wasto
study more and I couldn't.
376
00:24:32,400 --> 00:24:33,600
{\an2}You've done very well.
377
00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:36,440
{\an2}Thanks, Nan.
378
00:24:41,960 --> 00:24:45,040
{\an2}Now get out in the real world
andget a proper fucking job.
379
00:24:56,120 --> 00:24:58,400
{\an2}I think you blamed
yourself for Mark.
380
00:24:59,960 --> 00:25:04,080
{\an2}Like, maybe it wouldn't have happenedif you hadn't been preoccupied
381
00:25:04,120 --> 00:25:07,200
{\an2}with uni. And all
of us in London.
382
00:25:08,720 --> 00:25:11,360
{\an2}And then you found yourself
backin Margate anyway.
383
00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:15,680
{\an2}And I don't think any
of us quiterealised
384
00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:17,640
{\an2}just how lonely you'd become.
385
00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:21,480
{\an2}And I felt lonely...
386
00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:26,200
{\an2}..even though downstairs
at mine wasfull of family.
387
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:31,840
{\an2}I don't think you ever realised
youwere only older male figure
388
00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:34,800
{\an2}I loved left in my life.
389
00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:06,200
{\an3}Subtitles by Red Bee Media
34184
Can't find what you're looking for?
Get subtitles in any language from opensubtitles.com, and translate them here.