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This is the emergency alert system.
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This is not a test.
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Dangerous winds and lightning have caused
hazardous conditions.
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The National Weather Service urges
all civilians in the cities of Mariposa,
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Crystal Valley, Sedona, and Cottonwood...
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Get outta here, shit!
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This is not a test.
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Hello.
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Yeah, this is Frank Yazzie.
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What?
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Is she okay? What do you mean?
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Yeah. I'm on my way.
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I'm on my way. I'm coming right out.
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Are you okay in there?
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Hello?
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Miss Schwartz?
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Morning, Sasha.
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Didn't I see you
at the releasing ceremony?
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It was so inspiring.
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That's why I made these.
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To keep Becky's memory alive.
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You want one?
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Of course.
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That's a wonderful idea.
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I thought so too.
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Hey, maybe leave some
for the rest of us, dick!
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Elliott.
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Hey. Wait up.
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Hey.
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I have a bag of Becky's things
to give to you after school.
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It's just stuff from the car,
like sunglasses and Chapstick.
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But I found this journal
stashed in the trunk,
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and there's these strange masks and...
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Elliot, do you know someone
with a weird scar on their arm?
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Asshole.
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What's "BLFF"?
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"Becky Lefevre Forever."
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I have this opportunity because of Becky.
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I just wanna do something
to pay homage to her.
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I think that's really beautiful.
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Losing Becky was like losing an arm.
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I just hope she knew
how much I loved her.
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- Do you have one for me?
- Sure.
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Come on, boo. We're going to be late.
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Bye.
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My sister's not a fucking cause.
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I know it might be really hard
for you to grasp,
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since you're so comfortable being one.
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I'm not a cause.
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How are you liking my sister's car,
by the way?
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I didn't ask them to give it to me.
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You still took it.
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I thought you were smarter than that.
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So smart is taking a bus for two hours
every day?
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Smart is not letting
my parents buy you off.
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That car seems free, but it has a price.
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You accept it and they own you.
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You're right...
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Maybe I should just pull myself up
by my bootstraps.
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No handouts.
Good, old-fashioned hard work.
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Like you.
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- Mow a lot of lawns, Elliot?
- That is not what I meant.
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You don't have to say it.
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I'm sorry about your sister,
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and if me having her car
makes that worse for you,
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then I don't want it.
But don't ever talk to me like that again.
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Your guided meditation begins...
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now.
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Prepare yourself
for what you are about to receive.
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As you zone out
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from alpha...
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into theta,
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bless this house
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and bless this body.
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As a highly sensitive warrior...
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you are an energy sponge
to everything around you.
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Your home...
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your body...
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your family.
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May the smoke of the sage collect
anything that needs to be released.
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Emotion...
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memory...
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guilt.
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A little help here?
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Okay, everybody...
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Please get settled with your partners...
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Clean off your brushes.
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A safe voyage into the past begins
right between your own fingertips.
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Do you need me to move or something?
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Mr. Thomys paired us up.
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...dust the dirt...
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Sorry about Elliot, by the way.
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I heard what he did.
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Flipping out on you.
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You know, he's just been through a lot.
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Now with you having Becky's scholarship.
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Keep chatter to a minimum
and continue to slowly...
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Anyway, I told him that's why
you made them in the first place.
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- What do you mean?
- Just that if...
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people were distracted...
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about Becky, maybe...
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take the pressure off of you.
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That's really sweet.
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Thanks, Ravi.
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We're switching partners.
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Penelope keeps brushing dirt
onto my shoes.
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Maybe she'll be nicer to you.
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Go.
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Hey.
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I have enough dirt on my shoes, okay?
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Well, she thinks that's bad.
Wait till she looks in her purse.
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- What's that?
- I don't know.
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- An urn?
- Not that.
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Oh.
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"Becky Lefevre Forever."
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You want one?
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Um, no, I'm good.
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I don't think I need a bracelet
to help me remember her. I have this.
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What the hell?
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Okay, that's a little bit rude, but...
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You put the camera in Becky's room.
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Sasha?
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I need to see you in my office.
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Crystal Valley has strict rules
about selling merchandise at school.
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I didn't sell them.
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I gave them away.
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So you didn't make a single dollar
off of these?
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I swear.
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Then how're you gonna pay the Maker Club
back for all the materials you stole?
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Mr. Simmons filed a complaint.
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How much do I owe?
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A couple hundred dollars,
but I'll settle for an explanation.
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I just wanted to do something
to help people remember Becky by.
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That's commendable,
but it's also concerning.
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Because at this point,
I'm starting to think
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you might be remembering Becky
a little too much.
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You signed her name.
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It was an accident.
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There are no accidents.
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This kind of thing
tells me that you're fixating.
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I want you to focus
on your transition here instead.
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Forget Becky.
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How am I supposed to do that
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when the only reason I'm here
is because she died?
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Starting tomorrow,
I want us checking in every day. Deal?
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Deal.
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This week on Body Mysterium,
we'll be talking about cellular memory.
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One of the first to experience
this strange phenomenon
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was Mary Grace Kaiser, of Akron, Ohio.
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She was a woman terrified of heights
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until she got a new pair of lungs
in a last minute transplant.
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- Starburst?
- Two months later,
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- she was climbing Mt. Everest.
- Come on.
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It's a pink one.
Everybody loves the pink ones.
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You know...
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There are only three pink ones
in a pack, so...
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Well, this is a pretty significant
sacrifice I'm willing to make
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in the interest of peace, love,
and understanding.
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You know, you don't have to take the bus
to prove anything to me.
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I'm not trying to prove anything.
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I'm taking the bus to get home.
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You should try it sometime.
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You actually have to say it, you know.
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I'm sorry.
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I am. My voice just
isn't really built for sincerity.
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No...
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It really isn't.
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But...
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I will take the rest
of your pink Starburst.
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Peace,
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love...
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understanding.
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Hey, do you think I could get a ride home?
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Hey, boss, can I talk to you for a second?
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What's up?
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I fucked up. All right, I...
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I thought it was fish food, okay, Frank?
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I would never, ever open
one of your packages.
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I didn't know what it was.
Now I know what it is.
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I could go back to jail, all right?
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I'm on probation, Frank.
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I can't be around your drugs, man.
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- I didn't know you were a drug dealer.
- Are you finished?
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Are you finished?
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Yeah.
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Smell it.
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Why am I going to smell that?
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It's dried cedar.
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You burn it to cleanse your spirit.
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My family's been sending it non-stop
ever since Sasha had her heart attack.
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Cedar, huh?
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Is it, uh...
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- is it working? Does it help?
- No, of course not.
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Just stinks up your house.
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You see that address? Shiprock?
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That's my dad.
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You ever see any packages
come from there,
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you put that shit
straight in the trash, understood?
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Got it, Frank.
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Fuck 'em, Frank.
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I am on the job.
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I'm sorry.
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About the...
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Hey, so what's up with that Penelope girl?
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Fowler?
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Well, she's my next door neighbor
and a total stalker.
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Run.
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Do not walk away from that one.
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I thought her and Becky
were friends though.
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Penelope wasn't Becky's friend,
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she was Becky's shadow.
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You know, like, when they were kids,
I guess it was kind of cute, but...
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later on...
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Penelope was so into Becky,
it was borderline 5150.
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What happened?
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Nothing.
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No matter what anyone tells you.
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This was Becky's?
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Yeah.
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♪ I want to be adored ♪
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What?
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I can't hear you.
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Can you turn down the song?
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Are you stoned?
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You didn't hear that music?
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What are you talking about?
The radio's been off this whole time.
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Thanks for the ride.
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It's been wild.
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Do you know
what those drawings are about?
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I have no clue.
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I don't know, maybe they're
some weird art project or something.
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This shit freaks me out.
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Hey, don't forget your sister's stuff.
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Oh.
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You're gonna have to make
that hand-off in person.
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Like new.
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Wow. Thanks.
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Also, the...
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the zipper got caught when I was trying
to take it off and it ripped.
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It's fine.
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I can pay for it, really. Just let me know
an amount and I can....
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It looks fine.
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Also, um, I found this in Becky's car,
and I thought you might want it.
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I don't know if it's junk or anyting.
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No, it's not junk.
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Thank you.
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I used to put these in her Easter basket.
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We used to go together.
You ever had a blowout?
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No.
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Frank used to date this chick
that worked at Supercuts though.
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So I usually just go there.
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We could go together.
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You know, it's good for two.
Why don't you take a friend?
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Oh, and um...
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take these too. I used to make B
keep them in the glove compartment.
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Girls got to stay safe.
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Are you sure?
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What are moms for?
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I should go.
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Frank wants me
to pick up corn for dinner.
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Go to Sunacre Farm in town.
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Fresh from the field.
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Hey, there.
264
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What are you doing here?
265
00:18:56,844 --> 00:18:59,888
I'm just... dropping off stuff for Nancy.
266
00:19:01,098 --> 00:19:02,766
That's a hell of a bowline there, sailor.
267
00:19:03,142 --> 00:19:04,476
Frank teach how you to tie that?
268
00:19:04,560 --> 00:19:05,561
Um...
269
00:19:05,644 --> 00:19:07,062
No, I just kind of...
270
00:19:07,479 --> 00:19:08,480
knew how.
271
00:19:09,439 --> 00:19:10,691
And you've never been sailing?
272
00:19:11,191 --> 00:19:12,776
Like on a boat? Um...
273
00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:14,944
No.
274
00:19:16,905 --> 00:19:18,323
- Well, I have to go.
- Yeah.
275
00:19:21,243 --> 00:19:22,243
See ya.
276
00:19:22,619 --> 00:19:23,619
See ya.
277
00:19:54,818 --> 00:19:56,945
The rabbit comes out of the hole,
278
00:19:57,029 --> 00:19:58,614
goes around the back of the tree,
279
00:19:58,697 --> 00:20:01,533
jumps back down the hole,
and that's how we tie a bowline.
280
00:20:22,095 --> 00:20:23,095
Penelope?
281
00:20:41,990 --> 00:20:44,284
Pardon our dust.
We're remodeling.
282
00:21:06,598 --> 00:21:08,225
I know you were spying on Becky.
283
00:21:09,643 --> 00:21:10,811
Why did you do it?
284
00:21:13,939 --> 00:21:16,775
I'll tell you why if you tell me
why you want to know.
285
00:21:19,611 --> 00:21:21,488
Okay. Thanks for coming by, Sasha.
286
00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:24,449
I have her heart.
287
00:21:26,285 --> 00:21:27,911
That's why I have the scholarship.
288
00:21:36,837 --> 00:21:37,963
Does anyone else know?
289
00:21:43,885 --> 00:21:44,928
Why not?
290
00:21:45,512 --> 00:21:47,472
'Cause I don't want to be looked at
like a freak.
291
00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:49,349
You would be.
292
00:21:51,059 --> 00:21:52,059
Trust me.
293
00:22:08,535 --> 00:22:09,786
Did Becky do that to you?
294
00:22:17,419 --> 00:22:20,213
Um, Becky and I grew up together.
295
00:22:20,297 --> 00:22:21,297
We were like...
296
00:22:22,215 --> 00:22:24,926
total weirdo sisters.
297
00:22:26,553 --> 00:22:28,305
And then last year she...
298
00:22:28,847 --> 00:22:31,641
suddenly became really good at...
299
00:22:32,309 --> 00:22:34,936
sports and school...
300
00:22:35,645 --> 00:22:36,645
and boys.
301
00:22:38,648 --> 00:22:41,109
And I tried to hang on
for as long as I could, but...
302
00:22:44,029 --> 00:22:45,197
it was like she...
303
00:22:46,239 --> 00:22:47,574
closed the door on me.
304
00:22:48,533 --> 00:22:50,118
So I confronted her about it...
305
00:22:51,244 --> 00:22:52,412
In the steam room...
306
00:22:52,913 --> 00:22:54,247
after gym class.
307
00:22:55,665 --> 00:22:56,708
And honestly...
308
00:22:57,667 --> 00:22:59,503
I was the one who should have been upset.
309
00:23:01,505 --> 00:23:05,300
and then she ran out
and locked me in,
310
00:23:05,384 --> 00:23:07,761
and then she did something to the vents.
311
00:23:07,844 --> 00:23:08,887
I don't know how,
312
00:23:08,970 --> 00:23:12,599
but they were shooting hot steam
right into my face, and...
313
00:23:15,602 --> 00:23:17,979
Obviously I got my arms up in time, but...
314
00:23:22,442 --> 00:23:23,568
Are you okay?
315
00:23:26,863 --> 00:23:30,575
So you put the camera in her room
to show she was messed up?
316
00:23:31,493 --> 00:23:33,554
I put the camera in her room
because I needed to know
317
00:23:33,578 --> 00:23:34,698
how she could do that to me.
318
00:23:35,330 --> 00:23:36,665
Did you ever find out?
319
00:23:39,376 --> 00:23:41,336
Everything you recorded in that room...
320
00:23:41,753 --> 00:23:42,921
can you send it to me?
321
00:23:43,755 --> 00:23:44,755
Why?
322
00:23:45,507 --> 00:23:47,134
I want to know who's inside of me.
323
00:23:47,926 --> 00:23:49,386
I don't know that you do...
324
00:23:50,220 --> 00:23:51,847
but I'll send it to you anyway.
325
00:23:54,933 --> 00:23:55,933
Hey.
326
00:23:56,476 --> 00:23:57,853
Watch out for that family.
327
00:24:05,402 --> 00:24:09,364
If the energy
of a deceased loved one still lingers,
328
00:24:09,448 --> 00:24:11,408
cleanse your own energy.
329
00:24:11,950 --> 00:24:13,785
Your emotional trauma is a magnet
330
00:24:13,869 --> 00:24:17,372
that can draw all sorts of negative energy
to surround you.
331
00:24:21,084 --> 00:24:24,504
It is one of the simplest principles
of energy transfer.
332
00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:32,387
The bereaved keep the deceased spirit
from continuing its journey
333
00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:36,141
when the gravitational pull of their grief
is too powerful to escape.
334
00:24:41,563 --> 00:24:44,024
Pain can be replaced with pain.
335
00:24:52,741 --> 00:24:54,993
Change the polarity of your magnet.
336
00:25:03,877 --> 00:25:08,089
Use your body to transmute one feeling
which attracts negativity
337
00:25:08,173 --> 00:25:09,633
to one which repels it.
338
00:25:16,556 --> 00:25:20,519
Let your grief become the dull ache
in your stomach born of fasting.
339
00:25:26,358 --> 00:25:27,859
Reverse your polarity
340
00:25:27,943 --> 00:25:28,943
and remember...
341
00:25:31,655 --> 00:25:34,241
Pain can be replaced with pain.
342
00:25:46,253 --> 00:25:48,338
You'll take the word of a stalker?
343
00:25:48,421 --> 00:25:49,714
She's not a stalker.
344
00:25:50,131 --> 00:25:52,592
And... Anyway, I saw it happen.
345
00:25:53,635 --> 00:25:54,928
I don't know about that.
346
00:25:55,679 --> 00:25:58,056
That sounds like some shit you saw
on Reddit.
347
00:25:58,139 --> 00:26:00,350
If you're seeing shit,
you need to go to a doctor.
348
00:26:00,433 --> 00:26:01,433
What if it's true?
349
00:26:01,476 --> 00:26:03,186
You saw that psycho-ass sketch book.
350
00:26:03,270 --> 00:26:05,605
- That girl is part of me now.
- Whoa, kid.
351
00:26:05,689 --> 00:26:07,232
Take it easy, girl.
352
00:26:07,315 --> 00:26:09,150
Don't tell me to take it easy.
353
00:26:10,777 --> 00:26:12,320
Oh, my God. No, it's Jen.
354
00:26:12,404 --> 00:26:14,823
- It's all Jen.
- I know, it's...
355
00:26:16,950 --> 00:26:17,950
Jen...
356
00:26:18,535 --> 00:26:20,287
I can't with her anymore.
357
00:26:20,370 --> 00:26:22,581
Yo, what are you doing in my car?
358
00:26:24,416 --> 00:26:25,500
Come on.
359
00:26:28,420 --> 00:26:30,088
- Stop!
- Hello?
360
00:26:30,171 --> 00:26:32,382
- Sasha? What's happening?
- Hey, I gotta go.
361
00:26:34,259 --> 00:26:36,094
Pretty necklace for the pretty lady?
362
00:26:37,929 --> 00:26:38,929
No, thank you.
363
00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:09,752
Marnie?
364
00:27:10,754 --> 00:27:11,754
Penelope?
365
00:27:25,226 --> 00:27:26,226
Can I help you?
366
00:27:28,146 --> 00:27:30,315
Did... did two girls just walk in here?
367
00:27:31,650 --> 00:27:34,527
Honey, you're the only girl to come
through that door since lunch.
368
00:27:36,696 --> 00:27:37,697
My bad.
369
00:27:51,878 --> 00:27:52,878
Excuse me?
370
00:27:54,005 --> 00:27:55,215
What are those?
371
00:27:59,552 --> 00:28:00,845
Aura photographs.
372
00:28:01,429 --> 00:28:03,139
Very popular on Instagram.
373
00:28:03,932 --> 00:28:05,642
I usually charge 30 bucks,
374
00:28:05,892 --> 00:28:07,477
but for you, 9.99.
375
00:28:08,645 --> 00:28:10,397
I don't even know what an aura is.
376
00:28:11,106 --> 00:28:14,025
It's the unseen energy
that surrounds your body.
377
00:28:14,609 --> 00:28:16,903
Someone like me can read that energy,
378
00:28:17,070 --> 00:28:18,070
see your spirit...
379
00:28:19,614 --> 00:28:21,658
tell you who you really are inside.
380
00:28:23,952 --> 00:28:25,704
That little camera can see
who I am inside?
381
00:28:26,871 --> 00:28:29,207
It's actually the plates
that read your energy.
382
00:28:40,260 --> 00:28:41,386
Voilà.
383
00:28:41,636 --> 00:28:43,012
Your aura is revealed.
384
00:28:54,065 --> 00:28:55,065
Do you have a twin?
385
00:28:56,443 --> 00:28:57,443
No.
386
00:28:59,237 --> 00:29:00,237
Iinziin.
387
00:29:00,947 --> 00:29:01,948
What?
388
00:29:03,241 --> 00:29:06,119
Here's your photo. Now,
if you'll excuse me, I need to close up.
389
00:29:07,328 --> 00:29:08,328
Hey.
390
00:29:08,872 --> 00:29:10,582
What did you just say back there?
391
00:29:10,665 --> 00:29:12,167
I didn't say anything.
392
00:29:12,250 --> 00:29:13,293
Yeah, you did.
393
00:29:13,376 --> 00:29:14,586
You said, "Iinziin."
394
00:29:14,669 --> 00:29:15,669
Please leave.
395
00:29:16,546 --> 00:29:17,964
But you didn't even read my photo.
396
00:29:19,924 --> 00:29:21,301
Here, take your money back.
397
00:29:21,843 --> 00:29:25,054
I don't want my money.
I just want to know what my photo means.
398
00:29:25,138 --> 00:29:26,138
Please...
399
00:29:26,431 --> 00:29:28,266
just get the hell out of here.
400
00:29:30,435 --> 00:29:32,979
- Frank!
- I'm in here working my meat.
401
00:29:33,062 --> 00:29:35,690
Seasoning my meat. I'm making dinner.
402
00:29:35,940 --> 00:29:38,443
What does iinziin mean?
403
00:29:39,778 --> 00:29:40,778
It means like...
404
00:29:41,154 --> 00:29:43,364
like bad omen, or bad inside.
405
00:29:43,823 --> 00:29:45,158
I don't know. It's not good.
406
00:29:45,575 --> 00:29:46,743
A little rusty. Why?
407
00:29:50,622 --> 00:29:52,874
Wait. What's wrong? What's going on?
408
00:29:53,041 --> 00:29:56,586
The woman who read my aura,
she said I was iinziin.
409
00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:59,589
Wait a minute. What woman read your aura?
410
00:30:00,465 --> 00:30:03,092
She was Diné like us, and she...
411
00:30:03,718 --> 00:30:06,054
She said your aura shows
who you really are inside, and...
412
00:30:06,137 --> 00:30:07,847
Sasha, listen to me.
413
00:30:07,931 --> 00:30:09,974
Look at me.
There's no such things as auras.
414
00:30:10,058 --> 00:30:11,893
I'm seeing bad things.
415
00:30:11,976 --> 00:30:14,145
It's the heart. It's messed up.
416
00:30:14,229 --> 00:30:16,523
Becky's bad and she's inside of me.
417
00:30:17,190 --> 00:30:19,710
Listen, I'm taking you to the doctor
first thing in the morning,
418
00:30:19,734 --> 00:30:22,153
and we're going to get to the bottom
of this the right way.
419
00:30:24,531 --> 00:30:25,531
Come here.
420
00:30:39,337 --> 00:30:40,337
You're up early.
421
00:30:41,172 --> 00:30:42,632
I wanted to hit Chimney Rock
422
00:30:42,715 --> 00:30:44,968
before the Real Housewives
of Crystal Valley.
423
00:30:46,678 --> 00:30:47,678
What?
424
00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:49,513
Nothing.
425
00:30:49,681 --> 00:30:51,283
It's just been a while since I saw you...
426
00:30:51,307 --> 00:30:53,935
Out of bed before noon
without a Chardonnay hangover?
427
00:30:56,229 --> 00:30:57,689
Is that Becky's hairband?
428
00:30:58,606 --> 00:31:00,024
Sasha brought it over.
429
00:31:00,900 --> 00:31:03,069
I realize it's been three months
since I...
430
00:31:03,945 --> 00:31:04,945
since I ran.
431
00:31:06,406 --> 00:31:07,406
Three months.
432
00:31:08,825 --> 00:31:09,993
I'm proud of you.
433
00:31:10,451 --> 00:31:11,536
Baby steps.
434
00:31:12,245 --> 00:31:15,081
Let's see if I make it a mile
without puking before you get too proud.
435
00:31:16,833 --> 00:31:18,668
It's good to see you
taking care of yourself.
436
00:31:19,919 --> 00:31:21,004
Your body at least.
437
00:31:22,547 --> 00:31:23,756
That spirit though...
438
00:31:25,383 --> 00:31:26,383
Please.
439
00:31:28,469 --> 00:31:29,679
- I'm just saying.
- Don't.
440
00:31:33,224 --> 00:31:34,224
You know...
441
00:31:36,185 --> 00:31:38,438
There's a discovery workshop
at the Annex tonight.
442
00:31:38,897 --> 00:31:41,107
- Ruth and everyone will be there.
- Oh.
443
00:31:41,482 --> 00:31:43,192
Well, say hi to them from me.
444
00:31:43,818 --> 00:31:45,695
Because I'm not going.
445
00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:47,739
That's your thing.
446
00:31:47,822 --> 00:31:49,699
"My thing" has been helping me to heal.
447
00:31:51,492 --> 00:31:52,827
Why don't you just try it?
448
00:31:53,536 --> 00:31:54,536
Because it's a...
449
00:31:55,330 --> 00:31:56,539
fucking joke.
450
00:31:57,749 --> 00:31:59,000
You used to believe.
451
00:31:59,083 --> 00:32:01,669
Yeah, I used to have a daughter, too.
Things change.
452
00:32:05,256 --> 00:32:06,591
I'm... I'm sorry.
453
00:32:08,217 --> 00:32:09,344
- I just...
- It's okay.
454
00:32:12,055 --> 00:32:13,055
Baby steps.
455
00:32:14,724 --> 00:32:15,892
Baby steps.
456
00:32:18,019 --> 00:32:19,395
This is her heart?
457
00:32:19,812 --> 00:32:21,314
It's your heart, Sasha.
458
00:32:21,898 --> 00:32:24,776
- It couldn't be healthier.
- What about her cellular memory?
459
00:32:24,859 --> 00:32:25,985
Her what?
460
00:32:26,152 --> 00:32:27,445
There was this woman
461
00:32:27,528 --> 00:32:30,490
who was afraid of heights,
and she got a new set of lungs...
462
00:32:30,573 --> 00:32:33,660
And two months later
she was climbing Mount Everest.
463
00:32:33,952 --> 00:32:35,745
See? Even he knows the story.
464
00:32:35,828 --> 00:32:39,082
Except there's one important detail
you're leaving out...
465
00:32:39,582 --> 00:32:41,000
It never actually happened.
466
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:44,128
It's an urban myth.
467
00:32:45,254 --> 00:32:46,547
It's not a myth.
468
00:32:46,631 --> 00:32:47,631
I...
469
00:32:47,882 --> 00:32:50,093
I'm seeing things, things that she saw.
470
00:32:50,677 --> 00:32:52,512
What you're experiencing is...
471
00:32:52,971 --> 00:32:54,430
severe anxiety.
472
00:32:54,514 --> 00:32:56,891
- It's more than that.
- Okay.
473
00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:57,975
Are you sleeping?
474
00:32:58,726 --> 00:33:02,605
Because anxiety and sleep deprivation
can cause hallucinations.
475
00:33:04,107 --> 00:33:05,733
He knows what he's talking about, kid.
476
00:33:06,567 --> 00:33:09,946
You want those things
you've been seeing to go away, right?
477
00:33:10,029 --> 00:33:11,531
This is how you do it.
478
00:33:15,493 --> 00:33:16,493
Frank.
479
00:33:16,995 --> 00:33:18,621
- Quick word?
- Yeah.
480
00:33:28,673 --> 00:33:32,301
Samples I gave her are regular
anti-anxiety benzos,
481
00:33:32,385 --> 00:33:33,886
which can be habit-forming.
482
00:33:33,970 --> 00:33:36,973
And with Sasha's... unique history,
483
00:33:37,056 --> 00:33:39,559
I'm afraid I can't prescribe them
long-term.
484
00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:44,439
The only pills she can take
are experimental.
485
00:33:45,648 --> 00:33:48,109
- But they're safe, right?
- Yeah, perfectly safe.
486
00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:51,029
But they're not covered by insurance.
487
00:33:51,821 --> 00:33:54,866
Our clinic does offer
some limited financial assistance.
488
00:33:55,575 --> 00:33:56,617
We'll be just fine.
489
00:33:56,701 --> 00:33:57,744
All right.
490
00:33:58,327 --> 00:34:01,122
Lots of business at Wet Pets lately.
491
00:34:01,622 --> 00:34:05,084
Desert folks and saltwater fish,
you always want what you can't have.
492
00:36:27,435 --> 00:36:29,937
You've reached Ben Lefevre,
leave a message.
493
00:36:31,230 --> 00:36:32,830
I just really wanna share this.
494
00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:35,568
I ran...
495
00:36:36,152 --> 00:36:38,321
I don't know how many miles, but...
496
00:36:38,779 --> 00:36:39,947
I didn't puke.
497
00:36:41,616 --> 00:36:42,658
But, Ben...
498
00:36:43,701 --> 00:36:44,994
there was this fawn...
499
00:36:45,953 --> 00:36:47,955
this beautiful little creature.
500
00:36:48,456 --> 00:36:49,707
I wish you'd seen her.
501
00:36:50,124 --> 00:36:52,793
She was running right beside me,
right beside me.
502
00:36:54,045 --> 00:36:55,129
And it was like...
503
00:36:55,588 --> 00:36:57,465
It was like I was running with Becky.
504
00:36:58,966 --> 00:37:01,010
The air, the fawn, the sun.
505
00:37:02,053 --> 00:37:04,764
I could just feel her all around me.
506
00:37:05,932 --> 00:37:07,183
Oh, shit.
507
00:37:09,602 --> 00:37:12,521
Maybe that's why
nobody shares their dreams,
508
00:37:12,605 --> 00:37:15,942
because when you say it out loud,
you just sound really dumb.
509
00:37:19,403 --> 00:37:20,404
Anyway.
510
00:37:21,697 --> 00:37:23,115
I just wanted you to know.
511
00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:28,287
If she was saying hi to me,
then she was saying hi to you, too.
512
00:38:14,250 --> 00:38:16,085
What happened to Penelope
was an accident.
513
00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:19,213
I thought there were no accidents.
514
00:38:22,300 --> 00:38:23,843
I saw her burns.
515
00:38:24,218 --> 00:38:25,386
I know what Becky did.
516
00:38:26,053 --> 00:38:29,015
Those burns made her family
two million dollars.
517
00:38:30,016 --> 00:38:33,269
They sued the manufacturer
of the steam machine and won.
518
00:38:33,352 --> 00:38:34,687
Because it malfunctioned.
519
00:38:35,271 --> 00:38:37,315
An independent investigation
confirmed that.
520
00:38:38,482 --> 00:38:40,735
But I'm guessing
Penelope left that part out.
521
00:38:41,986 --> 00:38:43,279
You seem disappointed.
522
00:38:43,654 --> 00:38:45,072
Did you want it to be true?
523
00:38:45,656 --> 00:38:48,034
Why would I wanted Becky Lefevre
to be a psycho?
524
00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:51,245
You said yourself. She had to die
for you to get this opportunity.
525
00:38:52,288 --> 00:38:54,373
Maybe if there was
something wrong with her,
526
00:38:54,540 --> 00:38:56,876
you wouldn't have to feel
so guilty about that.
527
00:38:57,543 --> 00:38:58,543
Shit.
528
00:38:59,253 --> 00:39:00,504
Maybe you guys are right.
529
00:39:01,797 --> 00:39:02,923
You guys?
530
00:39:03,549 --> 00:39:06,552
My doctor, he says I have anxiety,
531
00:39:06,635 --> 00:39:08,387
but... I don't know.
532
00:39:14,810 --> 00:39:16,562
You deserve to be here, Sasha.
533
00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:18,356
You know that, right?
534
00:39:19,023 --> 00:39:20,816
Yeah, sure.
535
00:39:24,278 --> 00:39:25,863
It's natural to feel guilty.
536
00:39:26,655 --> 00:39:27,655
And that doesn't go away
537
00:39:27,698 --> 00:39:29,617
because some doctor
writes your prescription.
538
00:39:31,118 --> 00:39:34,038
But the only ultimate cure
for something like this is time.
539
00:39:35,206 --> 00:39:36,791
And what do I do until then?
540
00:39:38,167 --> 00:39:41,087
- Live...
- If you say laugh and love...
541
00:39:41,170 --> 00:39:42,296
I'm dropping out.
542
00:39:44,340 --> 00:39:45,340
Here.
543
00:39:46,050 --> 00:39:47,050
Take these.
544
00:39:47,802 --> 00:39:51,222
They're worry beads.
Anytime you feel yourself getting anxious,
545
00:39:51,472 --> 00:39:52,912
just roll them between your fingers.
546
00:39:53,974 --> 00:39:55,694
Think of it as an old-school
fidget spinner.
547
00:39:56,352 --> 00:39:57,561
And they actually work?
548
00:39:58,354 --> 00:39:59,354
They did for me.
549
00:39:59,647 --> 00:40:02,733
My weird aunt gave 'em to me
when I hit a rough patch in college.
550
00:40:04,944 --> 00:40:06,264
What're you gonna do without 'em?
551
00:40:07,321 --> 00:40:08,321
Drink.
552
00:40:09,323 --> 00:40:11,117
Or, you know, just buy some more.
553
00:40:14,286 --> 00:40:15,286
Thanks, Coach.
554
00:40:18,999 --> 00:40:21,544
"Depressing thoughts about the future,"
check.
555
00:40:22,503 --> 00:40:24,380
Ooh, "muscle tension," check.
556
00:40:24,463 --> 00:40:28,008
"Restlessness..." check.
Shit, maybe I have anxiety, too.
557
00:40:30,553 --> 00:40:31,846
Those pills are working though?
558
00:40:32,430 --> 00:40:34,557
I haven't seen anything
since I took them.
559
00:40:34,640 --> 00:40:35,641
Thank God.
560
00:40:36,559 --> 00:40:38,519
Though I guess anxiety
is no joke either, right?
561
00:40:38,602 --> 00:40:41,397
No, but at least I can do
something about it.
562
00:40:43,149 --> 00:40:46,444
They don't exactly make the cure
for a psycho dead girl heart.
563
00:40:48,070 --> 00:40:50,197
I can't believe
she really burned that girl.
564
00:40:50,823 --> 00:40:51,823
Maybe she didn't.
565
00:40:51,866 --> 00:40:54,660
If it really was just, you know,
the anxiety
566
00:40:54,743 --> 00:40:57,037
or the malfunction, like Jones said...
567
00:40:59,165 --> 00:41:01,584
Either way, Penelope
still hasn't sent me that footage.
568
00:41:03,085 --> 00:41:04,587
Do you even want to know anymore?
569
00:41:11,260 --> 00:41:13,262
Sash, let it go.
570
00:41:15,764 --> 00:41:19,393
Seriously, I never should have started you
on that shit. The electrocution nonsense.
571
00:41:20,561 --> 00:41:23,147
- You were just being honest.
- No, I was making drama.
572
00:41:24,023 --> 00:41:25,903
I guess that's what I do
when you're not around.
573
00:41:27,026 --> 00:41:29,987
I should've been talking you down
and not playing detective
574
00:41:30,154 --> 00:41:31,197
and scheming with you.
575
00:41:32,072 --> 00:41:34,950
I'm sorry, I got to go home
and take care of Mom.
576
00:41:35,659 --> 00:41:36,744
- See you tomorrow?
- Hey.
577
00:41:38,245 --> 00:41:40,289
Even when you are starting drama...
578
00:41:41,332 --> 00:41:42,708
I'm glad you have my back.
579
00:41:43,834 --> 00:41:46,045
Front, back, both sides
and the middle, girl.
580
00:42:05,231 --> 00:42:06,357
Hey, Cheddar.
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