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make sure you don't get used to this I

make sure you don't get used to this I

make sure you don't get used to this I to do Billy's Toasties on special

to do Billy's Toasties on special

to do Billy's Toasties on special occasions about I want a reward or

anything look I reckon we should have a

anything look I reckon we should have a

anything look I reckon we should have a rule for the day I'm not too good on

rule for the day I'm not too good on

rule for the day I'm not too good on rules no

rules no

rules no phones good luck with that you're never

phones good luck with that you're never

phones good luck with that you're never off yours you know but a day like this a

off yours you know but a day like this a

off yours you know but a day like this a day off together it is a special

day off together it is a special

day off together it is a special occasion Don like how often does this

occasion Don like how often does this

occasion Don like how often does this happen not often enough

you still on your

you still on your

you still on your phone D whatever it is sorry it's uh

phone D whatever it is sorry it's uh

phone D whatever it is sorry it's uh it's just an email

it's just an email

it's just an email from school about Clemy School

from school about Clemy School

from school about Clemy School dinners remember them

dinners remember them

dinners remember them well okay tell you what how about I sort

well okay tell you what how about I sort

well okay tell you what how about I sort that take a bit of the pressure off no

that take a bit of the pressure off no

that take a bit of the pressure off no no it's fine honestly it's nothing I

no it's fine honestly it's nothing I

no it's fine honestly it's nothing I can't

can't

can't handle as long as you're not biting off

handle as long as you're not biting off

handle as long as you're not biting off more than you can chew

you know what I don't think I can eat

you know what I don't think I can eat

you know what I don't think I can eat another

another

another thing can't believe you ate that whole

thing can't believe you ate that whole

thing can't believe you ate that whole dessert it was bigger than your

dessert it was bigger than your

dessert it was bigger than your face well I still have an appetite for

face well I still have an appetite for

face well I still have an appetite for other things you know that are off

other things you know that are off

other things you know that are off menu oh sorry I just I'm really tired I

menu oh sorry I just I'm really tired I

menu oh sorry I just I'm really tired I think I'd probably just fall asleep yeah

think I'd probably just fall asleep yeah

think I'd probably just fall asleep yeah that's what I call a glowing review no I

that's what I call a glowing review no I

that's what I call a glowing review no I didn't mean that I just you know I

didn't mean that I just you know I

didn't mean that I just you know I didn't sleep well last night and um well

didn't sleep well last night and um well

didn't sleep well last night and um well I've got to do Evan's medication so yeah

I've got to do Evan's medication so yeah

I've got to do Evan's medication so yeah I'll do it no no it's fine no seriously

I'll do it no no it's fine no seriously

I'll do it no no it's fine no seriously I'll do it you just you know kick back

I'll do it you just you know kick back

I'll do it you just you know kick back get your head down whatever only

get your head down whatever only

get your head down whatever only thinking of myself you know just in case

thinking of myself you know just in case

thinking of myself you know just in case you get a bit of energy back for

later out of sight out of

later out of sight out of

later out of sight out of mind difficult not to be distracted when

mind difficult not to be distracted when

mind difficult not to be distracted when there are no distractions around because

there are no distractions around because

there are no distractions around because they happen to be on the other side of

they happen to be on the other side of

they happen to be on the other side of the world if you're going to give me a

the world if you're going to give me a

the world if you're going to give me a hard time no I'm just

hard time no I'm just

hard time no I'm just saying it seems like a break from Joe

saying it seems like a break from Joe

saying it seems like a break from Joe was all you needed to put a pin in that

was all you needed to put a pin in that

was all you needed to put a pin in that particular balloon look I know you're

particular balloon look I know you're

particular balloon look I know you're just trying to look out for

just trying to look out for

just trying to look out for me but I'm not putting a pin in

anything I know what you're going to say

anything I know what you're going to say

anything I know what you're going to say and I'm sure it'll go in one ear and out

and I'm sure it'll go in one ear and out

and I'm sure it'll go in one ear and out the other if it even reaches the

the other if it even reaches the

the other if it even reaches the year look Billy is a good man a safe

year look Billy is a good man a safe

year look Billy is a good man a safe Pair of Hands a brilliant father and I

Pair of Hands a brilliant father and I

Pair of Hands a brilliant father and I am lucky to have him I know that Kim he

am lucky to have him I know that Kim he

am lucky to have him I know that Kim he loves you yeah he

loves you yeah he

loves you yeah he does and you're just willing to throw

does and you're just willing to throw

does and you're just willing to throw all that away no no I'm not but if

all that away no no I'm not but if

all that away no no I'm not but if there's a way to mess things up you know

there's a way to mess things up you know

there's a way to mess things up you know me I'll find it you really need to stop

me I'll find it you really need to stop

me I'll find it you really need to stop using who you used to be as an

using who you used to be as an

using who you used to be as an excuse you're not her

excuse you're not her

excuse you're not her anymore I know I have everything I need

anymore I know I have everything I need

anymore I know I have everything I need but you still want

but you still want

but you still want more why there's no point me even trying

more why there's no point me even trying

more why there's no point me even trying to explain this or or justify it I'm

to explain this or or justify it I'm

to explain this or or justify it I'm just going to feel even worse than I

just going to feel even worse than I

just going to feel even worse than I already do self-pity that doesn't wash

either I've tried to stop thinking about

either I've tried to stop thinking about

either I've tried to stop thinking about Joe I

Joe I

Joe I can't he's always there

can't he's always there

can't he's always there Joe is like picking up a needle and

Joe is like picking up a needle and

Joe is like picking up a needle and sticking it in your arm Quick Fix

sticking it in your arm Quick Fix

sticking it in your arm Quick Fix long-term consequences well you'd know

long-term consequences well you'd know

long-term consequences well you'd know all about that yes I would and that's

all about that yes I would and that's

all about that yes I would and that's why I'm trying to stop you falling into

why I'm trying to stop you falling into

why I'm trying to stop you falling into the same traps I

the same traps I

the same traps I did Kim my eyes are wide open but you

did Kim my eyes are wide open but you

did Kim my eyes are wide open but you still can't see what he would do to

still can't see what he would do to

still can't see what he would do to Billy if he found

Billy if he found

Billy if he found out because right now I'll tell you it

out because right now I'll tell you it

out because right now I'll tell you it would destroy him it would ruin his life

would destroy him it would ruin his life

would destroy him it would ruin his life what you want and what you need are two

what you want and what you need are two

what you want and what you need are two very different

very different

very different things trust me when you do get what you

things trust me when you do get what you

things trust me when you do get what you want you'll want something

want you'll want something

want you'll want something else where and how do you think it'll

end sorry I can't tell you