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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,213 --> 00:00:04,223 Meredith: WHEN EXPOSED TO TRAUMA, 2 00:00:04,215 --> 00:00:06,425 THE BODY DEPLOYS ITS OWN DEFENSE SYSTEM. 3 00:00:06,427 --> 00:00:07,627 DO YOU KNOW WHY I RESENT YOU? 4 00:00:07,628 --> 00:00:09,798 I GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR YOU. 5 00:00:12,893 --> 00:00:16,193 FROM THE FIRST SECOND THE BRAIN RECEIVES THE SIGNAL 6 00:00:16,187 --> 00:00:18,897 THAT A CATASTROPHE HAS HAPPENED... 7 00:00:29,570 --> 00:00:30,780 [ SIGHS ] 8 00:00:32,203 --> 00:00:33,243 YOU HAVE A PIECE OF PAPER? 9 00:00:33,244 --> 00:00:34,424 FOR WHAT? 10 00:00:34,415 --> 00:00:35,915 WE NEED TO MAKE VOWS. 11 00:00:35,916 --> 00:00:38,286 I-I HAVE POST-ITS. 12 00:00:38,289 --> 00:00:40,159 WHAT DO WE WANT TO PROMISE EACH OTHER? 13 00:00:47,428 --> 00:00:49,168 ...THE BLOOD RUSHES TO THE ORGANS 14 00:00:49,170 --> 00:00:50,470 THAT NEED HELP THE MOST. 15 00:00:52,133 --> 00:00:54,603 BLOOD FLOODS INTO THE MUSCLES, 16 00:00:54,595 --> 00:00:57,015 THE LUNGS, THE HEART, THE BRAIN. 17 00:00:57,017 --> 00:00:58,677 [ BEEPING ] 18 00:01:10,151 --> 00:01:14,071 THE BRAIN MAKES A DECISION FOR THE REST OF THE BODY... 19 00:01:20,000 --> 00:01:22,700 ...EITHER FACE THE DANGER OR RUN AWAY. 20 00:01:31,342 --> 00:01:34,522 IT'S A MECHANISM DESIGNED TO PROTECT THE BODY FROM HARM... 21 00:01:36,217 --> 00:01:38,977 [ CRICKETS CHIRPING ] 22 00:01:56,116 --> 00:01:57,326 [ SIGHS ] 23 00:01:59,039 --> 00:02:01,159 ...FROM KNOWING THAT WHAT HAS HAPPENED 24 00:02:01,162 --> 00:02:02,702 MIGHT BE IRREPARABLE. 25 00:02:02,703 --> 00:02:06,253 TO LOVE EACH OTHER EVEN WHEN WE HATE EACH OTHER. 26 00:02:06,247 --> 00:02:07,627 NO RUNNING. 27 00:02:11,962 --> 00:02:13,092 WE CALL IT... 28 00:02:14,515 --> 00:02:15,845 ...SHOCK. 29 00:02:25,186 --> 00:02:26,766 Lynn: THE PERSON WHO CARES FOR YOUR KIDS 30 00:02:26,767 --> 00:02:28,027 IS AN IMPORTANT CHOICE. 31 00:02:28,028 --> 00:02:29,648 YOU WANT TO MAKE SURE IT'S THE RIGHT FIT. 32 00:02:29,650 --> 00:02:31,150 SO WE'LL SIT AND TALK. 33 00:02:31,151 --> 00:02:33,271 I'LL FIND OUT ABOUT YOUR NEEDS, YOU'LL LEARN ABOUT ME -- 34 00:02:33,274 --> 00:02:35,584 RIGHT. JUST, RIGHT NOW, I'M A LITTLE PRESSED FOR TIME. 35 00:02:35,576 --> 00:02:38,116 OH, ABSOLUTELY. YOU'RE BUSY. THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE TO HELP. 36 00:02:38,118 --> 00:02:40,328 YEAH, THERE'S A TRAUMA COMING IN, AND I -- 37 00:02:40,331 --> 00:02:43,041 OF COURSE. LISTEN, I'VE WORKED WITH DOCTORS BEFORE, MANY TIMES. 38 00:02:43,043 --> 00:02:44,553 I KNOW THE DRILL. 39 00:02:44,545 --> 00:02:46,915 HOW ABOUT IF I WAIT IN THE LOBBY UNTIL YOU HAVE SOME TIME? 40 00:02:46,917 --> 00:02:48,167 THAT'S GREAT. I'LL FIND YOU. 41 00:02:48,168 --> 00:02:50,168 OKAY. 42 00:02:50,170 --> 00:02:51,050 WHO WAS THAT? 43 00:02:51,051 --> 00:02:52,671 UH, NEW NANNY, HOPEFULLY. 44 00:02:52,673 --> 00:02:54,603 [ GASPS ] YOU GOT A NANNY? 45 00:02:54,595 --> 00:02:56,255 I HAD TO. DEREK LEFT. 46 00:02:56,257 --> 00:02:57,847 WHAT? 47 00:02:57,848 --> 00:02:59,178 Owen: WE DON'T HAVE NUMBERS YET... MEREDITH? Shh! 48 00:02:59,179 --> 00:03:02,009 ...BUT BE PREPARED FOR AS MANY AS 20 CASUALTIES, 49 00:03:02,012 --> 00:03:03,432 MANY OF THEM KIDS. 50 00:03:03,434 --> 00:03:04,864 WHAT HAPPENED? [ DOCTORS MURMUR ] 51 00:03:04,855 --> 00:03:07,145 A WOMAN DROVE OFF A BRIDGE WITH HER TWO KIDS IN THE CAR. 52 00:03:07,147 --> 00:03:09,977 WITNESSES ARE SAYING THAT THE WOMAN STARTED SPEEDING, 53 00:03:09,980 --> 00:03:11,480 SHE RAMMED A BUNCH OF VEHICLES, 54 00:03:11,482 --> 00:03:13,442 AND THEN TOOK A SHARP RIGHT OFF THE BRIDGE 55 00:03:13,444 --> 00:03:14,994 I-INTO THE WATER. 56 00:03:14,985 --> 00:03:16,655 POLICE BELIEVE THIS WAS INTENTIONAL. 57 00:03:16,657 --> 00:03:17,657 OH, MY GOD. 58 00:03:17,658 --> 00:03:18,868 WITH HER KIDS? 59 00:03:18,869 --> 00:03:20,079 LET'S COOPERATE WITH THE POLICE 60 00:03:20,080 --> 00:03:22,490 AND DO OUR JOBS, OKAY? 61 00:03:22,493 --> 00:03:24,253 GOD, IS SHE ONE OF THOSE CRAZY MOMS 62 00:03:24,245 --> 00:03:25,875 WHO TRIES TO DROWN HER KIDS? 63 00:03:25,876 --> 00:03:27,036 [ SIGHS ] 64 00:03:27,037 --> 00:03:29,457 MAYBE SHE NEEDED A NANNY. 65 00:03:29,460 --> 00:03:31,540 WHAT KIND OF MOTHER DOES THAT TO HER OWN KIDS? 66 00:03:31,542 --> 00:03:33,882 WHY IS IT SOMEHOW WORSE WHEN A WOMAN KILLS HER KIDS? 67 00:03:33,884 --> 00:03:35,104 THAT'S SEXIST. 68 00:03:35,095 --> 00:03:38,215 WOMEN ARE JUST AS CRAPPY AND HOMICIDAL AS MEN. 69 00:03:38,218 --> 00:03:40,048 IS THERE SOMETHING YOU WANT TO TELL ME? 70 00:03:40,050 --> 00:03:41,050 OR A GRAND JURY? 71 00:03:41,051 --> 00:03:42,931 SHUT UP. I'M JUST MAKING A POINT. 72 00:03:42,933 --> 00:03:45,193 IT'S NOT LIKE I'M ADVOCATING KILLING YOUR KIDS. 73 00:03:45,185 --> 00:03:46,515 OH, HI, DR. KEPNER. 74 00:03:46,517 --> 00:03:48,187 YOU HEARD DR. HUNT. WE'VE GOT AT LEAST SIX CRITICALS ON THE WAY. 75 00:03:48,188 --> 00:03:49,188 WHY ARE YOU BOTH STANDING THERE? 76 00:03:49,189 --> 00:03:50,189 YOU'RE RIGHT. I'M SORRY. 77 00:03:50,190 --> 00:03:52,190 [ SIGHS ] 78 00:03:52,192 --> 00:03:53,942 I TOLD JACKSON ABOUT THE BABY. 79 00:03:53,944 --> 00:03:55,364 OH, GOD. 80 00:03:55,356 --> 00:03:57,276 I WAS JUST STANDING HERE SHOUTING ABOUT KILLING KIDS. 81 00:03:57,278 --> 00:03:58,658 WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME TO SHUT UP? 82 00:03:58,659 --> 00:03:59,659 DOES SHE KNOW? 83 00:03:59,660 --> 00:04:01,120 UH, I DON'T KNOW. 84 00:04:01,121 --> 00:04:02,241 NO. RIGHT? 85 00:04:02,242 --> 00:04:04,162 I MEAN, IF SHE KNEW -- 86 00:04:04,164 --> 00:04:07,794 IF YOU FOUND OUT THAT YOUR UNBORN BABY HAD A FATAL DISEASE, 87 00:04:07,788 --> 00:04:09,368 YOU WOULDN'T BE AT WORK, RIGHT? 88 00:04:09,370 --> 00:04:10,790 NO. 89 00:04:10,791 --> 00:04:13,001 [ SIREN WAILING ] 90 00:04:13,003 --> 00:04:14,173 WHAT DO WE GOT? 91 00:04:14,174 --> 00:04:15,884 10-YEAR-OLD FEMALE, MIA JAMES. 92 00:04:15,876 --> 00:04:17,926 GCS OF 14 BUT WAS UNCONSCIOUS AT THE SCENE. 93 00:04:17,928 --> 00:04:19,138 DEEP FACIAL LAC. 94 00:04:19,139 --> 00:04:21,219 LITTLE BROTHER AND MOM ARE RIGHT BEHIND US. 95 00:04:21,221 --> 00:04:23,181 MIA, I'M DR. HUNT. CAN YOU HEAR ME? 96 00:04:23,183 --> 00:04:24,733 WHERE'S MY MOM? IS SHE OKAY? 97 00:04:24,725 --> 00:04:26,805 WE'LL FIND OUT AS SOON AS WE CAN. LET'S GET HER INSIDE. 98 00:04:26,807 --> 00:04:28,887 PARKER JAMES, AGE 5. 99 00:04:28,889 --> 00:04:30,229 MINOR INJURIES INCLUDE FACIAL LACERATIONS, 100 00:04:30,230 --> 00:04:31,650 LEFT-ARM DEFORMITY, NORMAL VITALS. 101 00:04:31,652 --> 00:04:32,772 WHERE'S MY SISTER? 102 00:04:32,773 --> 00:04:34,953 SHE'S RIGHT INSIDE, PARKER. WE'VE GOT YOU, OKAY? 103 00:04:36,026 --> 00:04:39,026 Paramedic: WE GOT A BROOKE JAMES, SUBMERGED RESTRAINED DRIVER, 104 00:04:39,029 --> 00:04:41,359 UNRESPONSIVE SINCE WE ARRIVED ON THE SCENE. 105 00:04:41,362 --> 00:04:43,242 SHE IS HYPOTENSIVE, TACHYCARDIC. 106 00:04:43,243 --> 00:04:45,123 WAIT -- IS THIS THE DRIVER? YEAH. 107 00:04:45,115 --> 00:04:46,825 LET'S MOVE. COME ON. 108 00:04:46,827 --> 00:04:49,667 [ SIRENS WAILING ] 109 00:04:49,670 --> 00:04:52,370 [ MONITOR BEEPING ] 110 00:04:52,373 --> 00:04:53,543 POLICE WANT TO QUESTION HER, 111 00:04:53,544 --> 00:04:55,054 BUT I SAID THERE'S NO WAY IN HER CONDITION. 112 00:04:55,045 --> 00:04:56,835 DID THEY SAY WHAT HAPPENED? DID SHE GO NUTS? 113 00:04:56,837 --> 00:04:59,337 SHE COULD HAVE LOST HER FOOTING ON THE GAS PEDAL. 114 00:04:59,340 --> 00:05:01,090 WE DO NOT KNOW. 115 00:05:01,091 --> 00:05:03,971 WE DO KNOW SHE'S HYPOTENSIVE, HAD A LOW D-STICK READING AND... 116 00:05:03,974 --> 00:05:05,434 FREE FLUID IN THE BELLY. 117 00:05:05,426 --> 00:05:07,136 SHE'S TOO UNSTABLE FOR A C.T. 118 00:05:07,137 --> 00:05:08,887 LET'S GET HER UP TO THE O.R. NOW. 119 00:05:10,100 --> 00:05:13,560 HUNT. DRIVER'S IN BAD SHAPE. WE'RE TAKING HER UP. 120 00:05:13,564 --> 00:05:15,114 I'M GONNA ALERT THE O.R. 121 00:05:15,105 --> 00:05:17,195 I-I'M LOOKING FOR MY WIFE AND KIDS. 122 00:05:17,197 --> 00:05:20,237 UH, UH, BROOKE JAMES. UH, KIDS ARE MIA AND -- 123 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:21,530 PARKER, RIGHT? 124 00:05:21,532 --> 00:05:23,032 THEY SAID SOME WOMAN HIT THEIR CAR 125 00:05:23,033 --> 00:05:23,993 AND DROVE OFF THE BRIDGE? 126 00:05:23,994 --> 00:05:25,874 MR. JAMES, YOUR WIFE IS ON HER WAY TO SURGERY. 127 00:05:25,866 --> 00:05:27,446 YOUR KIDS ARE BEING TREATED. 128 00:05:27,448 --> 00:05:30,038 YOUR WIFE WAS THE DRIVER. 129 00:05:30,040 --> 00:05:32,620 SHE... DROVE OFF THE BRIDGE. 130 00:05:32,623 --> 00:05:33,623 WHAT? 131 00:05:33,624 --> 00:05:35,054 OH, NO. T-THAT'S CRAZY. 132 00:05:35,045 --> 00:05:36,125 SIR -- 133 00:05:36,126 --> 00:05:37,626 NO, SHE WOULDN'T DO THAT. THAT'S CRAZY. 134 00:05:37,628 --> 00:05:39,048 MR. JAMES, CAN YOU COME WITH US? WHOA, WHOA, WHOA. EXCUSE ME. 135 00:05:39,049 --> 00:05:40,219 SHE WOULDN'T DO THAT. CAN YOU COME WITH US? 136 00:05:40,220 --> 00:05:41,340 MR. JAMES -- THANK YOU, SIR. 137 00:05:41,341 --> 00:05:42,551 SHE'D NEVER DO THAT. IT'S A LIE! 138 00:05:42,553 --> 00:05:44,853 I'M HERE. WE'RE ON OUR WAY UP. 139 00:05:44,845 --> 00:05:46,135 I'M GONNA WANT MORE SCANS, 140 00:05:46,136 --> 00:05:48,056 3-D RENDERINGS SO I CAN GET TO KNOW THIS TUMOR BETTER. 141 00:05:48,058 --> 00:05:50,348 I'M GONNA NEED TO DRAW UP MEASUREMENTS AND TRAJECTORIES. 142 00:05:50,350 --> 00:05:52,230 WHEN DO I GET TO SPEAK TO HER PREVIOUS DOCTORS? 143 00:05:52,232 --> 00:05:54,402 UM, WELL, AS SOON AS I TALK TO DR. HERMAN. 144 00:05:54,395 --> 00:05:56,645 GREAT. WHEN ARE YOU DOING THAT? 145 00:05:58,939 --> 00:06:00,859 IT'S A BIG CLIFF. YOU JUST GOT TO LEAP. 146 00:06:00,861 --> 00:06:02,071 I STOLE MEDICAL RECORDS. 147 00:06:02,072 --> 00:06:04,152 I RACKED UP ABOUT A THOUSAND HIPAA VIOLATIONS. 148 00:06:04,154 --> 00:06:05,624 IT'S NOT A CLIFF. THAT'S PRISON. 149 00:06:05,616 --> 00:06:07,196 AND I'M TOO PRETTY FOR PRISON. 150 00:06:07,197 --> 00:06:09,537 ARIZONA, YOU ARE SAVING HER LIFE. 151 00:06:09,540 --> 00:06:12,410 WELL, I'M SAVING HER LIFE, BUT YOU MADE IT POSSIBLE. 152 00:06:12,413 --> 00:06:14,763 ONCE YOU TELL HER, ONCE SHE UNDERSTANDS, 153 00:06:14,755 --> 00:06:16,625 SHE -- SHE WILL BE OKAY WITH IT. 154 00:06:16,627 --> 00:06:17,997 SHE'LL BE HAPPY. 155 00:06:17,998 --> 00:06:19,878 ULTIMATELY, SHE WILL BE THRILLED. 156 00:06:21,381 --> 00:06:22,841 YOU WANT ME TO TELL HER? 157 00:06:22,843 --> 00:06:24,723 NO. I HAVE TO DO IT. I HAVE TO DO IT. 158 00:06:24,715 --> 00:06:26,675 I JUST NEED TO FIGURE OUT HOW AND WHEN. 159 00:06:26,677 --> 00:06:28,387 HOW AND WHEN. 160 00:06:31,932 --> 00:06:34,012 THAT'S MY TUMOR. 161 00:06:34,014 --> 00:06:35,984 THAT'S MY TUMOR! 162 00:06:35,976 --> 00:06:39,686 WHERE DID YOU GET IT AND WHY DO YOU HAVE IT?! 163 00:06:46,156 --> 00:06:49,326 YOU SHOWED MY TUMOR TO OTHER DOCTORS, 164 00:06:49,329 --> 00:06:50,329 WITHOUT MY CONSENT -- 165 00:06:50,330 --> 00:06:51,370 I NEEDED TO UNDERSTAND -- 166 00:06:51,371 --> 00:06:52,951 YOU HAVE NO RIGHT. YOU STOLE THEM. 167 00:06:52,953 --> 00:06:54,163 I HAD TO. 168 00:06:54,164 --> 00:06:56,754 DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY LAWS YOU'RE BREAKING RIGHT NOW? 169 00:06:56,747 --> 00:06:58,207 YOU WEREN'T TELLING ME ANYTHING! 170 00:06:58,208 --> 00:06:59,208 I CAN REMOVE THE TUMOR. 171 00:06:59,209 --> 00:07:01,589 I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU'VE BEEN SEEING FOR THIS. 172 00:07:01,592 --> 00:07:02,752 I'M SURE THEY'RE GREAT. 173 00:07:02,753 --> 00:07:04,893 I'M SURE THEY ARE THE BEST IN THEIR FIELD. 174 00:07:04,885 --> 00:07:08,045 BUT I CAN ONLY TELL YOU, THEY LACK IMAGINATION. 175 00:07:08,048 --> 00:07:09,218 THEY LACK SCOPE. 176 00:07:10,721 --> 00:07:13,391 YOUR TUMOR IS SMART. 177 00:07:13,393 --> 00:07:14,653 IT'S BRILLIANT. 178 00:07:14,645 --> 00:07:17,685 BUT SO AM I. I CAN BEAT IT. 179 00:07:17,688 --> 00:07:19,188 I WILL BEAT IT. 180 00:07:25,235 --> 00:07:26,695 I HAVE A SURGERY. 181 00:07:28,829 --> 00:07:32,029 [ DOOR OPENS ] 182 00:07:36,206 --> 00:07:37,786 CHIEF, UH, JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW 183 00:07:37,788 --> 00:07:39,708 THAT I DON'T THINK KEPNER'S GONNA MAKE IT IN TODAY. 184 00:07:39,710 --> 00:07:41,130 WE HAD SOME NEWS, UM -- 185 00:07:41,131 --> 00:07:42,131 APRIL'S HERE. 186 00:07:43,083 --> 00:07:44,043 WAIT. WHAT? 187 00:07:44,044 --> 00:07:45,644 YEAH. SHE'S BEEN HERE ALL MORNING. 188 00:07:45,636 --> 00:07:46,926 SHE'S JUST ON HER WAY UP TO SURGERY. 189 00:07:46,927 --> 00:07:47,927 EVERYTHING OKAY? 190 00:07:47,928 --> 00:07:50,848 UH, YEAH, YEAH. THANK YOU. 191 00:07:50,851 --> 00:07:51,761 [ SIGHS ] 192 00:07:51,762 --> 00:07:53,142 YOU KNOW WHAT? NO. 193 00:07:53,143 --> 00:07:55,693 ACTUALLY, I NEED YOU TO PULL HER OUT OF SURGERY RIGHT NOW. 194 00:07:55,686 --> 00:07:56,596 AVERY, I CAN'T -- 195 00:07:56,597 --> 00:07:58,057 NO, LOOK. SHE SHOULDN'T OPERATE. 196 00:07:58,058 --> 00:07:59,978 SHE SHOULDN'T EVEN BE AT WORK TODAY AT ALL, 197 00:07:59,980 --> 00:08:01,810 SO SHE SHOULD DEFINITELY NOT BE OPERATING. 198 00:08:01,812 --> 00:08:03,272 I NEED YOU TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THAT. 199 00:08:04,775 --> 00:08:07,025 April: KELLY, MORE LAP PADS? I THINK I SEE THE SOURCE OF THE CUT. 200 00:08:07,027 --> 00:08:08,107 I GOT IT. 201 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:11,910 [ CLEARS THROAT ] 202 00:08:11,912 --> 00:08:13,112 OWEN? 203 00:08:13,113 --> 00:08:14,883 GREY. KEPNER. HOW WE DOING IN HERE? 204 00:08:14,875 --> 00:08:16,825 WELL, IT'S A MESS, BUT WE'VE GOT IT UNDER CONTROL. 205 00:08:18,999 --> 00:08:21,999 APRIL, I'M...TAGGING YOU OUT. 206 00:08:22,002 --> 00:08:24,042 I'LL TAKE THIS ONE. 207 00:08:24,044 --> 00:08:25,054 WHY? 208 00:08:25,045 --> 00:08:26,885 I'LL JUST -- I'LL TAKE THIS ONE. 209 00:08:29,760 --> 00:08:30,970 APRIL. 210 00:08:30,971 --> 00:08:33,341 I'M GOOD. YOU CAN GO. 211 00:08:33,343 --> 00:08:35,103 I-IT'S OKAY. I'M TAGGING YOU OUT. 212 00:08:35,095 --> 00:08:35,805 NO. 213 00:08:38,729 --> 00:08:39,769 OWEN? 214 00:08:39,770 --> 00:08:42,100 LISTEN, IT'S OKAY. WE'VE GOT THIS. 215 00:08:42,102 --> 00:08:44,062 GO AHEAD AND GO. [ SCOFFS ] 216 00:08:44,064 --> 00:08:45,154 DO WE HAVE A PROBLEM HERE? 217 00:08:45,145 --> 00:08:46,065 NO -- 218 00:08:46,066 --> 00:08:48,066 YES. YES, THERE IS -- JACKSON. 219 00:08:48,068 --> 00:08:49,738 JACKSON'S MY PROBLEM, RIGHT, HUNT? 220 00:08:49,740 --> 00:08:51,490 HE WENT TO YOU, AND NOW YOU KNOW, 221 00:08:51,491 --> 00:08:53,321 AND YOU'VE DECIDED WHAT'S BEST FOR ME. 222 00:08:53,323 --> 00:08:56,213 JACKSON'S DOWNSTAIRS, AND HE'S WAITING FOR YOU. 223 00:08:56,206 --> 00:08:57,656 WELL, I'M WORKING HERE. 224 00:09:00,210 --> 00:09:02,750 APRIL... 225 00:09:02,753 --> 00:09:04,123 I AM TAKING OVER FOR YOU. 226 00:09:04,124 --> 00:09:06,224 [ SCOFFS ] IS THIS AN ORDER? IS THAT WHAT'S HAPPENING? 227 00:09:06,216 --> 00:09:07,756 ARE YOU ORDERING ME OUT OF MY O.R.? 228 00:09:07,758 --> 00:09:09,718 [ SIGHS ] 229 00:09:09,720 --> 00:09:10,840 I'M ASKING YOU. 230 00:09:10,841 --> 00:09:12,051 WELL, THEN, MY ANSWER IS NO. 231 00:09:13,343 --> 00:09:14,683 THEN IT IS AN ORDER. 232 00:09:14,675 --> 00:09:16,265 [ SCOFFS ] 233 00:09:16,266 --> 00:09:19,056 THAT IS AN ORDER, KEPNER. 234 00:09:19,059 --> 00:09:20,059 FINE. 235 00:09:29,029 --> 00:09:31,189 YOU'RE IN SO MUCH TROUBLE. 236 00:09:31,191 --> 00:09:33,821 SHUT UP. YOU ARE. YOU WANTED TO GO OUT. 237 00:09:33,824 --> 00:09:36,624 Bailey: GOT SOME BRUISES AND CONTUSIONS, NOTHING SURGICAL. 238 00:09:36,617 --> 00:09:38,747 YOU GUYS HAD A PRETTY ROUGH RIDE, HUH? 239 00:09:38,749 --> 00:09:40,039 IT WAS AWESOME. 240 00:09:40,040 --> 00:09:41,410 THAT CAR SLAMMED RIGHT INTO US. 241 00:09:41,411 --> 00:09:45,091 AND THEN THEY FLEW OFF THE BRIDGE, INTO THE WATER! 242 00:09:45,085 --> 00:09:46,125 AND THEN ALL THE OTHER CARS 243 00:09:46,126 --> 00:09:48,256 STARTED SLAMMING INTO EACH OTHER! 244 00:09:48,258 --> 00:09:50,418 IT WAS LIKE "GRAND THEFT AUTO"! 245 00:09:50,420 --> 00:09:52,470 SON OF A BITCH. DAD'S GONNA FREAK WHEN HE SEES THE CAR. 246 00:09:52,472 --> 00:09:53,802 LANGUAGE. 247 00:09:53,804 --> 00:09:55,564 WHERE IS YOUR DAD? YOU CAN'T TELL MY DAD. 248 00:09:55,555 --> 00:09:57,845 YEAH, 'CAUSE HE'S GONNA GROUND YOU TILL YOU'RE DEAD. 249 00:09:57,848 --> 00:09:59,428 SHUT YOUR MOUTH, ASSFACE! 250 00:09:59,429 --> 00:10:00,979 YOU'RE AN ASSFACE. 251 00:10:00,981 --> 00:10:02,811 YOU WANT TO BE SO COOL, 252 00:10:02,813 --> 00:10:05,943 BUT YOU'RE A CRAPPY DRIVER, AND YOUR MUSTACHE IS STUPID. 253 00:10:05,936 --> 00:10:07,066 WAIT -- YOU WERE DRIVING? 254 00:10:07,067 --> 00:10:08,187 HOW OLD ARE YOU? 255 00:10:08,188 --> 00:10:09,188 18. 256 00:10:09,189 --> 00:10:11,989 YEAH, AND I'M 25, ASSFACE. 257 00:10:11,992 --> 00:10:12,942 HEY, SHH, SHH. 258 00:10:14,865 --> 00:10:16,285 DUODENAL PERF -- DUCT LOOKS SEVERED. 259 00:10:16,286 --> 00:10:18,036 HEAD OF THE PANCREAS IS BADLY INJURED. 260 00:10:18,038 --> 00:10:19,158 WHAT DO YOU THINK -- TRAUMA WHIPPLE? 261 00:10:19,159 --> 00:10:20,039 LOOKS LIKE IT. 262 00:10:20,040 --> 00:10:22,540 WHAT HAPPENED WITH YOU AND KEPNER? 263 00:10:22,542 --> 00:10:24,002 NOTHING. 264 00:10:24,004 --> 00:10:25,214 WELL, IT BETTER HAVE BEEN SOMETHING. 265 00:10:25,205 --> 00:10:26,625 YOU KICKED HER OUT OF HER OWN O.R. 266 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:28,336 SHE SHOULDN'T EVEN BE IN AN O.R. 267 00:10:28,338 --> 00:10:30,168 SHE'S GOT... PERSONAL STUFF. 268 00:10:30,170 --> 00:10:33,090 WE ALL HAVE PERSONAL STUFF. MY HUSBAND LEFT ME. I'M HERE. 269 00:10:33,093 --> 00:10:34,173 WAIT. WHAT? 270 00:10:36,016 --> 00:10:37,716 I THOUGHT HE WOULD HAVE E-MAILED YOU BY NOW. 271 00:10:37,718 --> 00:10:38,758 HE WENT TO D.C. 272 00:10:38,759 --> 00:10:39,889 WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN? 273 00:10:39,890 --> 00:10:40,890 LAST NIGHT. 274 00:10:40,891 --> 00:10:42,181 YOU WANT TO THROW ME OUT? 275 00:10:42,182 --> 00:10:44,982 SHOULD I GO GET MY NAILS DONE, HAVE A GOOD CRY? 276 00:10:44,975 --> 00:10:46,435 [ SCOFFS ] LISTEN, JACKSON DIDN'T TELL ME WHAT IT WAS, 277 00:10:46,436 --> 00:10:47,606 JUST THAT -- 278 00:10:47,607 --> 00:10:49,227 OH, SO HER HUSBAND TELLS YOU TO DO SOMETHING, 279 00:10:49,229 --> 00:10:51,149 AND THAT'S ENOUGH -- OKAY, IT'S ABOUT THEIR BABY. 280 00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:53,652 IT'S BAD. 281 00:10:59,449 --> 00:11:01,989 [ DISTORTED CONVERSATIONS, MONITORS BEEPING ] 282 00:11:15,345 --> 00:11:18,505 [ BEEPING, THUMP ] 283 00:11:21,972 --> 00:11:23,602 [ WHEELS ROLLING ] 284 00:11:23,603 --> 00:11:25,523 [ DISTORTION STOPS ] 285 00:11:25,515 --> 00:11:27,355 [ SIRENS WAILING ] 286 00:11:27,357 --> 00:11:29,897 Police officer: AND THEN YOUR MOM STARTED DRIVING FASTER. 287 00:11:29,900 --> 00:11:32,110 DID SHE SAY ANYTHING? 288 00:11:32,112 --> 00:11:34,362 SHE -- SHE TOLD US TO SHUT UP. 289 00:11:34,364 --> 00:11:35,454 SHE SAID THAT? 290 00:11:35,445 --> 00:11:37,115 SHE'S NEVER SAID THAT. 291 00:11:37,117 --> 00:11:39,907 [ Voice breaking ] WE WEREN'T EVEN MAKING NOISE. 292 00:11:39,910 --> 00:11:42,280 AND THEN WE STARTED TO HIT OTHER CARS, 293 00:11:42,282 --> 00:11:44,532 AND THEN WE WENT INTO THE WATER, 294 00:11:44,534 --> 00:11:46,424 AND THEN A FIREMAN PULLED ME OUT. 295 00:11:46,416 --> 00:11:48,126 OH, GOD. 296 00:11:48,128 --> 00:11:50,998 YOU SAID "SHUT UP" WAS A BAD WORD. 297 00:11:51,001 --> 00:11:52,881 YOU SAID -- 298 00:11:52,883 --> 00:11:55,433 NO, IT'S OKAY. YOU'RE OKAY. 299 00:11:55,425 --> 00:11:58,095 IT'S TRUE, PARKER. YOU'RE A LUCKY KID. 300 00:11:58,098 --> 00:12:00,098 ALL YOU NEED IS A LITTLE SPLINT ON THAT WRIST, 301 00:12:00,100 --> 00:12:01,220 BUT THAT'S IT. 302 00:12:01,221 --> 00:12:02,891 Jackson: OKAY. 303 00:12:02,893 --> 00:12:05,153 WELL, YOUR DAUGHTER'S STILL JUST A LITTLE GROGGY. 304 00:12:05,145 --> 00:12:07,185 JUST NEED TO STITCH UP THAT LACERATION ON HER FACE. 305 00:12:07,187 --> 00:12:08,847 SHE'S GOOD TO GO. Greg: YES. OF COURSE. 306 00:12:08,849 --> 00:12:10,479 PLEASE, DO WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO DO. 307 00:12:10,480 --> 00:12:11,980 DR. AVERY, A WORD? 308 00:12:11,982 --> 00:12:13,982 UH...EXCUSE ME. 309 00:12:13,984 --> 00:12:15,494 ONE SECOND. 310 00:12:20,200 --> 00:12:21,450 HEY. YOU ALL RIGHT? 311 00:12:21,451 --> 00:12:23,121 I'LL GET SOMEBODY TO COVER FOR ME, AND WE CAN JUST GO HOME -- 312 00:12:23,123 --> 00:12:24,743 WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? 313 00:12:24,744 --> 00:12:26,294 LETTING A COP INTERROGATE A 5-YEAR-OLD? 314 00:12:26,286 --> 00:12:28,206 THEY...NEEDED TO KNOW -- 315 00:12:28,208 --> 00:12:30,868 THOSE TWO KIDS WERE ALMOST KILLED BY THEIR MOTHER. 316 00:12:30,871 --> 00:12:32,211 T-THEY ARE -- THEY'RE TERRIFIED. 317 00:12:32,212 --> 00:12:33,582 OKAY. SLOW DOWN. THEY'RE -- THEY'RE IN SHOCK. 318 00:12:33,583 --> 00:12:35,513 LISTEN, LISTEN, I THINK YOU'RE IN SHOCK, ACTUALLY. 319 00:12:35,505 --> 00:12:37,545 THEY SHOULDN'T EVEN BE DOWN HERE. GET THEM OUT OF HERE. 320 00:12:37,547 --> 00:12:39,087 GET THEM SOMEPLACE SAFE. GET THEM ADMITTED. 321 00:12:39,089 --> 00:12:40,759 OKAY. LET'S JUST GO HOME. 322 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:43,140 HAVE YOU SEEN THOSE PEOPLE IN THERE?! 323 00:12:43,143 --> 00:12:44,303 WHAT THAT WOMAN DID?! 324 00:12:44,304 --> 00:12:45,944 I KNOW, AND THERE ARE PLENTY OF PEOPLE HERE 325 00:12:45,936 --> 00:12:47,226 THAT CAN TAKE CARE OF THEM, RIGHT? 326 00:12:47,227 --> 00:12:48,227 YOU NEED TO -- 327 00:12:48,228 --> 00:12:51,308 I -- I NEED TO BE IN AN O.R. 328 00:12:51,311 --> 00:12:53,891 BUT YOU SEEM TO BE MAKING ALL SORTS OF DECISIONS FOR ME TODAY. 329 00:12:53,894 --> 00:12:55,114 I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU. 330 00:12:55,105 --> 00:12:56,275 YEAH, WELL, YOU'RE NOT HELPING. 331 00:12:56,276 --> 00:12:58,066 YOU GO TO OWEN, AND THEN TWO MEN DECIDE 332 00:12:58,068 --> 00:12:59,778 WHAT THEY THINK IS BEST FOR THE LITTLE LADY, 333 00:12:59,779 --> 00:13:01,199 LIKE I'M SOME HELPLESS IDIOT, 334 00:13:01,201 --> 00:13:03,741 AND THEN I SUDDENLY FIND MYSELF STANDING OUTSIDE OF MY O.R.? 335 00:13:03,743 --> 00:13:05,873 THAT -- THAT -- THAT IS NOT HELPING! 336 00:13:05,866 --> 00:13:07,036 WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT IS, THEN? 337 00:13:07,037 --> 00:13:08,907 TALK TO ME INSTEAD OF RUNNING AWAY. 338 00:13:08,909 --> 00:13:11,909 TELL ME WHAT YOU NEED. TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO. TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL. 339 00:13:11,912 --> 00:13:15,012 TELL ME SOMETHING -- ANYTHING. SAY SOMETHING. TALK TO ME. 340 00:13:15,005 --> 00:13:16,835 I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU. THAT'S ALL I'M TRYING TO DO HERE. 341 00:13:16,837 --> 00:13:18,007 OKAY, OKAY. 342 00:13:18,008 --> 00:13:19,258 YOU WANT TO HELP? YES. 343 00:13:19,259 --> 00:13:20,719 JUST GET THAT FAMILY INTO A ROOM 344 00:13:20,720 --> 00:13:23,420 AND STITCH UP THAT GIRL'S FACE. 345 00:13:34,144 --> 00:13:36,444 [ SIGHS ] 346 00:13:36,436 --> 00:13:38,776 [ BREATHING DEEPLY ] 347 00:13:45,205 --> 00:13:46,115 [ CLEARS THROAT ] 348 00:13:46,116 --> 00:13:47,906 EVERYTHING OKAY? 349 00:13:50,210 --> 00:13:52,040 [ LAUGHING ] 350 00:14:04,594 --> 00:14:06,184 [ INHALES DEEPLY ] 351 00:14:11,771 --> 00:14:13,521 NO. 352 00:14:16,736 --> 00:14:19,356 EVERYTHING IS NOT OKAY. 353 00:14:25,745 --> 00:14:27,695 Bailey: WE NEED YOUR PARENTS' NAMES. 354 00:14:27,697 --> 00:14:30,077 THEY NEED TO KNOW THAT YOU'RE HERE AND YOU'RE SAFE. 355 00:14:30,080 --> 00:14:31,200 JUST COUGH IT UP. 356 00:14:31,201 --> 00:14:33,251 YOU DON'T SAY A WORD. 357 00:14:33,253 --> 00:14:34,833 YOU'RE A BRICK WALL. 358 00:14:34,834 --> 00:14:36,884 DYLAN'S C.T. SHOWS MESENTERIC STRANDING 359 00:14:36,876 --> 00:14:38,586 AND SOME THICKENING OF THE BOWEL WALL. 360 00:14:38,588 --> 00:14:40,378 COULD BE JUST A MESENTERIC INJURY, 361 00:14:40,380 --> 00:14:42,300 BUT IT ALSO LOOKS LIKE A BUCKET-HANDLE INJURY. 362 00:14:42,302 --> 00:14:44,972 I'LL JUST GO IN AND TAKE A LOOK FIRST WITH THE LAPAROSCOPE. 363 00:14:44,965 --> 00:14:46,595 NUH-UNH! 364 00:14:46,596 --> 00:14:48,096 NO. COME HERE. 365 00:14:51,221 --> 00:14:52,511 NO, WE NEED TO GET IN THERE, 366 00:14:52,512 --> 00:14:54,222 OPEN HIM UP, AND SEE WHAT'S HAPPENING. 367 00:14:54,224 --> 00:14:55,944 LAPAROSCOPIC ISN'T THE STANDARD. 368 00:14:55,936 --> 00:14:56,976 YOU COULD MISS A BOWEL PERF -- 369 00:14:56,977 --> 00:14:58,317 BUT I'M TRYING TO SAVE THIS KID 370 00:14:58,318 --> 00:14:59,818 A MASSIVE SCAR AND A LONG RECOVERY. 371 00:14:59,819 --> 00:15:00,979 YEAH, BUT WE SHOULDN'T RISK -- 372 00:15:00,981 --> 00:15:02,441 WHY DO YOU KEEP SAYING "WE"? 373 00:15:02,442 --> 00:15:04,152 YOU'RE NOT DOING IT AT ALL. HE'S A KID. 374 00:15:04,154 --> 00:15:06,124 YOU DON'T TELL ME WHAT I'M DOING AND NOT DO-- 375 00:15:06,116 --> 00:15:07,236 YOU'RE A KID. 376 00:15:07,237 --> 00:15:10,077 I'M AN ATTENDING PEDIATRIC SURGEON, AND HE'S A KID. 377 00:15:10,080 --> 00:15:12,530 IT'S MY CALL, AND I'M GOING IN LAPAROSCOPICALLY. 378 00:15:12,532 --> 00:15:14,792 OHHH. 379 00:15:14,794 --> 00:15:16,214 IS THAT HOW IT'S GONNA BE? 380 00:15:16,206 --> 00:15:17,296 YEAH. IT IS. 381 00:15:17,297 --> 00:15:18,627 AND MAYBE WHILE I DO THAT, 382 00:15:18,628 --> 00:15:20,168 YOU CAN GET HIS LITTLE RAT BROTHER 383 00:15:20,170 --> 00:15:21,800 TO ROLL OVER ON HIS PARENTS. 384 00:15:21,801 --> 00:15:22,801 OKAY? 385 00:15:26,096 --> 00:15:27,386 LET'S GET HIM READY TO ROLL. 386 00:15:27,387 --> 00:15:28,967 YOU'RE A BRICK WALL, JACK. 387 00:15:28,969 --> 00:15:29,969 BRICK IT! 388 00:15:34,684 --> 00:15:39,024 OKAY, THAT SHOULD PREVENT ANY TAMPONADING. 389 00:15:39,019 --> 00:15:42,399 ONE WOMAN LOSES IT, AND LOOK AT ALL THE DAMAGE SHE CAN DO. 390 00:15:42,402 --> 00:15:44,442 THERE'S A CHEST CONTUSION WITH INTERMITTENT ARRHYTHMIAS 391 00:15:44,444 --> 00:15:45,494 IN BED 6. 392 00:15:45,485 --> 00:15:46,985 CAN YOU TAKE A LOOK AT THAT NEXT? 393 00:15:46,987 --> 00:15:48,487 MM-HMM. 394 00:15:48,488 --> 00:15:49,738 BOY OR GIRL? 395 00:15:49,739 --> 00:15:50,569 WHAT? 396 00:15:50,570 --> 00:15:53,450 OH, ARE YOU GUYS NOT FINDING OUT? 397 00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:54,873 I AM SUCH A CONTROL FREAK. 398 00:15:54,874 --> 00:15:57,214 I DON'T THINK I COULD HANDLE NOT KNOWING. 399 00:15:57,207 --> 00:15:59,997 I WOULD WANT TO HAVE A LIST OF NAMES IN MIND. 400 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:02,210 THAT WOULD BE THE HARDEST PART, I THINK -- 401 00:16:02,212 --> 00:16:03,922 CHOOSING THE NAME. 402 00:16:03,923 --> 00:16:07,303 BED 6, CONSULT -- NOW, PLEASE. 403 00:16:07,297 --> 00:16:08,757 OKAY. 404 00:16:08,758 --> 00:16:11,678 UH, I'M LOOKING FOR GREG JAMES. IS HE STILL DOWN HERE? 405 00:16:11,681 --> 00:16:13,641 I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. 406 00:16:13,643 --> 00:16:16,233 OKAY. SO, YOU TALKED TO JACKSON. 407 00:16:16,226 --> 00:16:18,226 ARE YOU -- ARE YOU OKAY? CAN I DO ANYTHING? 408 00:16:18,228 --> 00:16:21,098 YOU SAW SOMETHING ON MY ULTRASOUND. 409 00:16:21,101 --> 00:16:22,361 YES. 410 00:16:22,362 --> 00:16:25,662 YES, YOU SAW SOMETHING, AND YOU DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING. 411 00:16:25,655 --> 00:16:27,105 I-I KNOW. I WASN'T -- 412 00:16:27,107 --> 00:16:29,197 I WAS RIGHT THERE IN THE ROOM. 413 00:16:29,199 --> 00:16:32,369 IT WAS MY BABY, AND YOU SAID NOTHING. 414 00:16:32,372 --> 00:16:33,492 NOTHING. 415 00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:35,963 I JUST WANTED TO BE SURE BEFORE I TOLD YOU. 416 00:16:35,955 --> 00:16:38,115 OH, BUT YOU HAD NO PROBLEM GOING AND TELLING OTHER PEOPLE. 417 00:16:38,118 --> 00:16:40,708 YOU HAD NO PROBLEM TELLING JACKSON 418 00:16:40,710 --> 00:16:43,330 BEFORE I EVEN HAD A CHANCE TO PROCESS. 419 00:16:43,333 --> 00:16:44,583 I'M SORRY. 420 00:16:44,584 --> 00:16:47,514 TO HAVE YOU, OF ALL PEOPLE, KNOWING BEFORE I DID -- 421 00:16:50,840 --> 00:16:51,890 I'M SORRY. 422 00:16:51,891 --> 00:16:54,181 YEAH, WELL, YOU SHOULD BE. 423 00:16:54,184 --> 00:16:55,274 [ SIGHS ] 424 00:16:58,017 --> 00:17:00,977 MR. JAMES IS UPSTAIRS. HIS KIDS WERE ADMITTED. 425 00:17:02,402 --> 00:17:03,902 [ DOOR SLAMS ] 426 00:17:05,195 --> 00:17:06,645 [ TELEPHONE RINGS ] 427 00:17:06,646 --> 00:17:08,066 Nurse: HELLO. THIS IS O.R. 1. 428 00:17:08,068 --> 00:17:10,648 Owen: DID HE TELL AMELIA? DID HE PASS OFF HIS CASES? 429 00:17:10,650 --> 00:17:11,780 WELL, I'M SURE HE DID. 430 00:17:11,781 --> 00:17:13,701 DEREK WOULDN'T JUST LEAVE HIS PATIENTS. 431 00:17:13,703 --> 00:17:14,993 PICKUPS. 432 00:17:14,994 --> 00:17:17,754 [ SIGHS ] OR HIS WIFE OR HIS KIDS. 433 00:17:17,747 --> 00:17:20,207 I MEAN, IT'S -- IT'S JUST HARD TO BELIEVE. 434 00:17:20,210 --> 00:17:21,080 WELL, HE DID. 435 00:17:21,081 --> 00:17:24,001 AND WHAT DO YOU NEED -- SOMEONE TO BLAME? 436 00:17:24,003 --> 00:17:27,933 IT'S MY FAULT. I DID IT. I TOLD HIM TO GO. 437 00:17:27,927 --> 00:17:29,087 STAPLER. 438 00:17:29,089 --> 00:17:30,629 DR. GREY, HER TOX SCREEN'S BACK. 439 00:17:30,630 --> 00:17:33,840 ANY DRUGS OR ALCOHOL? ANTIPSYCHOTICS? ANTIDEPRESSANTS? 440 00:17:33,843 --> 00:17:34,723 ALL NEGATIVE. 441 00:17:34,724 --> 00:17:35,984 DAMN IT! 442 00:17:35,975 --> 00:17:37,055 WHAT ARE YOU AFTER? 443 00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:38,596 AN EXPLANATION -- SOMETHING. 444 00:17:38,598 --> 00:17:40,558 SOMEONE PUTS HER WHOLE FAMILY IN DANGER, 445 00:17:40,560 --> 00:17:42,730 YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THERE WAS A GOOD REASON. 446 00:17:44,104 --> 00:17:47,324 YOU WANT TO BELIEVE SHE DIDN'T HAVE ANY CHOICE. 447 00:17:51,030 --> 00:17:52,190 HAVE YOU TALKED TO CRISTINA? 448 00:17:52,192 --> 00:17:55,502 I PRESUME YOU GUYS TALK ALL THE TIME, ESPECIALLY NOW. 449 00:17:55,495 --> 00:17:58,695 YEAH, WE USUALLY GET ON THE PHONE FRIDAY NIGHTS FOR ME, 450 00:17:58,698 --> 00:18:01,698 SATURDAY MORNINGS FOR HER, POUR DRINKS, SETTLE IN. 451 00:18:01,701 --> 00:18:04,041 SO, TODAY'S FRIDAY. YOU GONNA CALL HER TODAY? 452 00:18:04,043 --> 00:18:08,303 YEAH, I'VE MISSED THE...LAST COUPLE. 453 00:18:08,298 --> 00:18:09,798 WHY? 454 00:18:09,799 --> 00:18:11,009 WELL, BEFORE SHE LEFT, 455 00:18:11,010 --> 00:18:13,170 SHE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT DEREK AND I, 456 00:18:13,173 --> 00:18:16,313 AND...SHE WAS RIGHT. 457 00:18:16,306 --> 00:18:19,806 AND I DON'T WANT HER TO BE RIGHT. 458 00:18:21,020 --> 00:18:23,020 HMM. 459 00:18:23,022 --> 00:18:26,782 Stephanie: OKAY, SO, NO HISTORY OF DIABETES IN THE FAMILY. 460 00:18:26,776 --> 00:18:30,276 WHAT ABOUT, UH, CURRENT ILLNESSES OR MENTAL ILLNESSES? 461 00:18:30,280 --> 00:18:32,070 ARE YOU ASKING IF MY WIFE'S CRAZY? 462 00:18:32,071 --> 00:18:34,361 NO, I'M -- I'M -- WE'RE TRYING TO SEE IF THERE'S SOMETHING 463 00:18:34,364 --> 00:18:35,874 THAT COULD HAVE MADE HER DO -- 464 00:18:35,865 --> 00:18:38,575 TO HURT MY KIDS? NOTHING. SHE WOULDN'T. 465 00:18:42,292 --> 00:18:43,952 I DIDN'T THINK SHE WOULD. 466 00:18:46,246 --> 00:18:49,206 BROOKE... I MEAN, SHE'S, UH... 467 00:18:49,209 --> 00:18:52,129 SHE'S BUSY. 468 00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:55,971 YOU KNOW, SHE'S TIRED AND STRESSED. 469 00:18:55,965 --> 00:18:57,595 AND SHE FORGETS THINGS. 470 00:18:59,058 --> 00:19:01,058 SHE'S GOT A LOT GOING ON 471 00:19:01,060 --> 00:19:04,140 WITH GETTING THEM FROM SCHOOL 472 00:19:04,143 --> 00:19:07,983 AND VIOLIN AND BASEBALL... 473 00:19:07,977 --> 00:19:09,857 AND MAKING SURE THEY'RE HAPPY. 474 00:19:11,191 --> 00:19:13,481 AND I... 475 00:19:13,483 --> 00:19:14,983 I WORK TOO MUCH. 476 00:19:14,984 --> 00:19:16,994 I DON'T KNOW. 477 00:19:16,986 --> 00:19:19,486 I... 478 00:19:19,489 --> 00:19:22,159 [ Voice breaking ] I DON'T KNOW MY WIFE. 479 00:19:26,085 --> 00:19:28,285 I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE. 480 00:19:32,922 --> 00:19:34,552 I LEFT YOU ALONE FOR A FEW MINUTES. 481 00:19:34,554 --> 00:19:36,474 AM I GONNA FIND MY WALLET IN YOUR POCKET? 482 00:19:36,466 --> 00:19:38,756 I'M SORRY THAT I WENT BEHIND YOUR BACK. 483 00:19:38,758 --> 00:19:41,138 YOU'RE UNDERSTATING IT. YOU BETRAYED ME. 484 00:19:41,140 --> 00:19:42,260 I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU. 485 00:19:42,262 --> 00:19:43,562 SHEPHERD IS FULLY CONVINCED 486 00:19:43,563 --> 00:19:45,013 THAT SHE CAN DO A COMPLETE RESECTION. 487 00:19:45,014 --> 00:19:46,024 SHE'S CONVINCED -- 488 00:19:46,015 --> 00:19:48,185 SHEPHERD IS IN A PARTY OF ONE. 489 00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:50,107 IF THERE'S EVEN THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF HOPE, 490 00:19:50,109 --> 00:19:51,809 DON'T YOU WANT TO KNOW THAT? 491 00:19:51,811 --> 00:19:53,981 ROBBINS, CAN YOU NAME THE SINGLE WORST, 492 00:19:53,983 --> 00:19:56,783 MOST MALIGNANT SYMPTOM OF TERMINAL CANCER? 493 00:19:56,776 --> 00:19:58,076 IT'S HOPE. 494 00:19:58,077 --> 00:20:00,867 IT'S RECURRENT, AND IT KEEPS CREEPING BACK IN, 495 00:20:00,870 --> 00:20:03,320 NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES IT GETS RIPPED APART. 496 00:20:03,323 --> 00:20:06,133 MAYO GAVE ME HOPE IN A PHASE 3 CLINICAL TRIAL. 497 00:20:06,125 --> 00:20:07,245 IT FAILED. 498 00:20:07,247 --> 00:20:10,587 N.Y.U. HOPED THAT RADIOSURGERY WOULD WORK. 499 00:20:10,590 --> 00:20:11,540 IT DIDN'T. 500 00:20:11,541 --> 00:20:13,671 AND BARROW HAD HIGH, HIGH HOPES 501 00:20:13,673 --> 00:20:16,303 FOR A POTENT COMBINATION OF CHEMO AND ABLATION. 502 00:20:16,296 --> 00:20:17,756 NO GO. 503 00:20:17,757 --> 00:20:21,257 AND EVERY TIME THE HOPE GOES, IT TAKES CHUNKS OF YOU WITH IT, 504 00:20:21,261 --> 00:20:22,931 UNTIL YOU CAN ONLY FIND COMFORT 505 00:20:22,932 --> 00:20:26,112 IN THE ONE THING THAT YOU KNOW YOU CAN COUNT ON -- 506 00:20:26,105 --> 00:20:28,225 THAT THIS THING IS GONNA KILL YOU. 507 00:20:30,270 --> 00:20:32,440 SO YOU TELL SHEPHERD TO KEEP HER HOPE TO HERSELF. 508 00:20:32,442 --> 00:20:35,992 BETTER YET, TELL HER WHERE TO STICK IT. 509 00:20:44,163 --> 00:20:45,753 OKAY. LET'S START THE ANASTOMOSES. 510 00:20:45,745 --> 00:20:46,995 YEP. 4-0 PROLENE. 511 00:20:46,996 --> 00:20:48,866 HUSBAND SAYS THERE'S NO HISTORY OF DIABETES. 512 00:20:48,868 --> 00:20:49,918 ANYTHING ELSE? 513 00:20:49,919 --> 00:20:51,169 UH, YEAH. 514 00:20:51,170 --> 00:20:52,290 SHE'S BEEN EXHAUSTED, FORGETFUL, STRESSED -- 515 00:20:52,292 --> 00:20:54,042 RUNNING AROUND, TAKING CARE OF THE KIDS -- 516 00:20:54,043 --> 00:20:55,173 I DON'T KNOW. MAYBE SHE SNAPPED. 517 00:20:55,174 --> 00:20:57,014 WELL, RUNNING AROUND TAKING CARE OF HER KIDS 518 00:20:57,006 --> 00:20:59,296 DOESN'T SOUND LIKE A MOM WHO'S ABOUT TO KILL HERSELF, 519 00:20:59,299 --> 00:21:00,839 IN MY EXPERIENCE. 520 00:21:00,840 --> 00:21:01,680 HMM. 521 00:21:01,681 --> 00:21:02,931 IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. 522 00:21:02,932 --> 00:21:04,842 HER BLOOD-SUGAR LEVELS WERE SO LOW WHEN SHE CAME IN. 523 00:21:04,844 --> 00:21:06,314 MY MOTHER ALWAYS USED TO SAY, 524 00:21:06,306 --> 00:21:08,386 "THE PANCREAS IS THE SELF-DESTRUCT BUTTON 525 00:21:08,388 --> 00:21:09,558 OF THE BODY." 526 00:21:09,559 --> 00:21:11,099 AND HER PANCREAS WAS REALLY FRIABLE. 527 00:21:11,100 --> 00:21:12,980 AND HER HUSBAND SAID SHE'S BEEN FORGETFUL. 528 00:21:15,064 --> 00:21:17,164 I BET THERE'S A TUMOR ON THAT PANCREAS. 529 00:21:17,156 --> 00:21:18,776 INSULINOMA. 530 00:21:18,778 --> 00:21:21,738 THAT WOULD EXPLAIN HER ANXIETY, CONFUSION, ERRATIC BEHAVIOR. 531 00:21:21,741 --> 00:21:23,361 THAT WOULD EXPLAIN EVERYTHING. 532 00:21:23,363 --> 00:21:25,243 YEAH. 533 00:21:30,960 --> 00:21:32,210 I NEED TO CALL YOUR PARENTS, JACK. 534 00:21:32,211 --> 00:21:33,791 [ SCOFFS ] 535 00:21:33,793 --> 00:21:35,123 [ SIGHS ] 536 00:21:35,124 --> 00:21:36,224 LOOK, YOU'RE SCARED. 537 00:21:36,215 --> 00:21:39,085 YOU THINK YOU'RE IN TROUBLE NOW. 538 00:21:39,088 --> 00:21:40,008 BUT BELIEVE ME, 539 00:21:40,009 --> 00:21:42,009 THE LONGER YOU WAIT, THE WORSE IT'LL BE. 540 00:21:46,055 --> 00:21:47,095 LOOK. 541 00:21:47,096 --> 00:21:49,846 YOUR PARENTS ARE SCARED RIGHT NOW, 542 00:21:49,849 --> 00:21:51,689 WONDERING WHERE YOU ARE. 543 00:21:51,691 --> 00:21:55,271 A-AND THEY'RE GETTING MORE AND MORE SCARED BY THE MINUTE. 544 00:21:55,274 --> 00:21:58,114 WHEN THEY FINALLY SEE YOU, THEY'LL BE SO RELIEVED. 545 00:22:01,361 --> 00:22:03,111 BUT... 546 00:22:03,112 --> 00:22:07,162 I MEAN, ALL THAT FEAR HAS GOT TO GO SOMEWHERE. 547 00:22:07,156 --> 00:22:13,616 ALL THAT FEAR WILL TURN INTO WHITE-HOT ANGER 548 00:22:13,623 --> 00:22:18,223 THAT WILL BANISH YOU TO A WORLD WITH NO VIDEO GAMES FOREVER. 549 00:22:18,217 --> 00:22:19,007 [ SIGHS ] TRUST ME. 550 00:22:19,008 --> 00:22:21,218 I HAVE A LITTLE BOY, TOO. 551 00:22:21,220 --> 00:22:24,340 I'M A BRICK WALL. 552 00:22:25,925 --> 00:22:27,225 GIVE ME YOUR CELLPHONE. 553 00:22:27,226 --> 00:22:29,096 I'M 7. 554 00:22:29,098 --> 00:22:32,178 WOULD YOU GIVE YOUR 7-YEAR-OLD A CELLPHONE? 555 00:22:32,181 --> 00:22:34,181 LOOK, I AM TRYING TO HELP YOU. 556 00:22:34,183 --> 00:22:36,403 IF YOU DON'T COOPERATE, 557 00:22:36,396 --> 00:22:40,436 THEN I'LL HAVE TO CALL CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES. 558 00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:41,570 DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? 559 00:22:44,444 --> 00:22:45,454 [ SLURPS ] 560 00:22:48,658 --> 00:22:51,198 HEY, YOU WANT TO DO THIS THE HARD WAY? 561 00:22:52,542 --> 00:22:54,042 THEN I WILL MAKE THAT CALL. 562 00:22:55,495 --> 00:22:58,665 YOU DO WHAT YOU'VE GOT TO DO. 563 00:23:01,501 --> 00:23:03,841 I STOLE A CAR ONCE -- WHEN I WAS 12. 564 00:23:03,843 --> 00:23:05,513 DIDN'T MAKE IT TWO BLOCKS. 565 00:23:05,505 --> 00:23:07,465 [ CHUCKLES ] WHAT STOPPED YOU? 566 00:23:07,467 --> 00:23:08,767 A DUMPSTER. 567 00:23:08,768 --> 00:23:11,138 MM. FIRST TIME I STOLE A CAR, I SIDESWIPED THE MIRROR. 568 00:23:11,140 --> 00:23:12,060 FIRST TIME? 569 00:23:12,061 --> 00:23:14,431 SECOND TIME, I RAN OUT OF GAS. 570 00:23:14,434 --> 00:23:16,484 THIRD, I GOT AWAY WITH IT. 571 00:23:16,476 --> 00:23:18,016 FOURTH -- FOURTH? 572 00:23:18,017 --> 00:23:19,107 FLAT TIRE. 573 00:23:19,108 --> 00:23:20,778 ARE YOU MESSING WITH ME? NO. 574 00:23:20,780 --> 00:23:21,900 WAS THERE A FIFTH? 575 00:23:21,901 --> 00:23:23,151 YEAH. I LIVED IN THAT ONE. 576 00:23:23,152 --> 00:23:24,022 [ CHUCKLES ] 577 00:23:24,023 --> 00:23:25,113 [ ALARM BEEPING ] 578 00:23:25,114 --> 00:23:26,954 DAMN IT. WHAT JUST HAPPENED? 579 00:23:26,946 --> 00:23:28,986 MESENTERY'S BLEEDING LIKE CRAZY. WE GOT TO OPEN HIM UP. 580 00:23:28,988 --> 00:23:30,578 I THOUGHT THAT'S WHAT WE WERE TRYING TO AVOID. 581 00:23:30,580 --> 00:23:33,120 WE GOT NO CHOICE. WE GOT TO GET IN THERE, AND WE GOT TO GET IN THERE NOW. 582 00:23:33,122 --> 00:23:34,622 10 BLADE. 583 00:23:34,624 --> 00:23:36,004 10 BLADE! 584 00:23:35,995 --> 00:23:38,535 [ BEEPING CONTINUES ] 585 00:23:38,538 --> 00:23:39,538 ARE YOU ALMOST DONE HERE? 586 00:23:39,539 --> 00:23:40,959 I'VE GOT TWO TIB-FIB FRACTURES 587 00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:43,040 AND AN L45 COMPRESSION FRACTURE IN TRAUMA 4. 588 00:23:43,042 --> 00:23:44,042 OKAY. HANG ON. 589 00:23:44,043 --> 00:23:45,513 ALL RIGHT, I'M GONNA COUNT TO THREE, 590 00:23:45,505 --> 00:23:46,845 AND THEN I'LL DO IT, OKAY? 591 00:23:46,846 --> 00:23:47,716 OKAY. 592 00:23:47,717 --> 00:23:48,807 YOU READY? YEAH. 593 00:23:48,808 --> 00:23:50,428 ONE...TWO... 594 00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:53,099 [ CRACK ] AAH! 595 00:23:53,102 --> 00:23:55,142 AH. ALWAYS BETTER WHEN YOU DON'T SEE IT COMING. 596 00:23:55,144 --> 00:23:57,024 GO AHEAD AND PUT A SHOULDER SLING ON HIM, PLEASE. 597 00:23:57,016 --> 00:23:58,606 ALL RIGHT, KEPNER. WHAT'S NEXT? 598 00:23:58,608 --> 00:24:01,018 I ALREADY TOLD YOU, IF YOU'D BEEN LISTENING. 599 00:24:07,116 --> 00:24:08,276 WHAT IS GOING ON? 600 00:24:08,277 --> 00:24:09,527 I'M FINE. 601 00:24:09,529 --> 00:24:11,239 NO, YOU'RE NOT, AND I KNOW 602 00:24:11,240 --> 00:24:14,160 BECAUSE I'M THE QUEEN OF TAKING MY PERSONAL CRAP OUT ON OTHER PEOPLE -- 603 00:24:14,163 --> 00:24:14,993 ESPECIALLY YOU. 604 00:24:14,994 --> 00:24:16,544 IT LOOKS LIKE THIS. WHAT'S GOING ON? 605 00:24:16,536 --> 00:24:17,876 I-I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. 606 00:24:17,877 --> 00:24:19,037 AND I DON'T WANT YOU SNAPPING AT ME. 607 00:24:21,541 --> 00:24:22,671 YOU CAN'T HAVE A BABY. 608 00:24:22,672 --> 00:24:23,752 EXCUSE ME? 609 00:24:23,753 --> 00:24:25,803 AND IT'S WHAT YOU WANT. 610 00:24:25,795 --> 00:24:28,715 ALL YOU WANT IS TO HAVE A BABY AND LOVE THAT BABY 611 00:24:28,718 --> 00:24:31,218 AND NURTURE THAT BABY AND RAISE THAT BABY, 612 00:24:31,220 --> 00:24:33,640 AND THIS WOMAN -- THIS...WOMAN 613 00:24:33,643 --> 00:24:37,733 THROWS HER PERFECTLY HEALTHY KIDS OFF OF A BRIDGE. 614 00:24:37,727 --> 00:24:40,397 DOESN'T THAT JUST ENRAGE YOU? 615 00:24:40,399 --> 00:24:41,769 APRIL -- I'M SAYING -- 616 00:24:41,771 --> 00:24:45,021 HOW ARE YOU NOT SCREAMING RIGHT NOW AT WHAT SHE'S DONE? 617 00:24:45,024 --> 00:24:47,574 TO HER KIDS? TO ALL OF THESE PEOPLE?! 618 00:24:47,567 --> 00:24:49,657 HOW IS ANY OF THIS FAIR?! 619 00:24:49,659 --> 00:24:51,239 APRIL! APRIL. 620 00:24:51,240 --> 00:24:52,610 April. 621 00:24:52,612 --> 00:24:53,452 OKAY. 622 00:24:53,452 --> 00:24:54,282 NOW -- 623 00:24:54,283 --> 00:24:55,493 PATIENTS ARE WAITING. 624 00:25:00,169 --> 00:25:01,459 Greg: UH... 625 00:25:01,460 --> 00:25:05,210 WILL MY DAUGHTER HAVE A SCAR FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE? 626 00:25:05,214 --> 00:25:06,434 OH. 627 00:25:06,425 --> 00:25:07,965 I TOOK MY TIME. 628 00:25:07,967 --> 00:25:10,507 ANY -- ANY SCAR, IT WOULD BE VERY MINIMAL. 629 00:25:10,509 --> 00:25:12,179 AH. 630 00:25:12,181 --> 00:25:15,131 EVERY TIME SHE LOOKS IN A MIRROR, SHE'LL REMEMBER THIS. 631 00:25:15,134 --> 00:25:18,144 MY KIDS... 632 00:25:18,137 --> 00:25:20,557 THEY LOST EVERYTHING. 633 00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:21,640 THEY HAVE YOU. 634 00:25:21,641 --> 00:25:23,481 I DON'T -- I'M NOT SURE HOW GOOD THAT IS. 635 00:25:23,482 --> 00:25:25,572 LOOK, I MISSED THIS. 636 00:25:25,565 --> 00:25:28,025 YOU KNOW, I... 637 00:25:28,027 --> 00:25:30,567 WHATEVER WAS HAPPENING... 638 00:25:30,570 --> 00:25:31,990 WITH BROOKE... 639 00:25:31,991 --> 00:25:34,111 [ Voice breaking ] I JUST WASN'T SEEING IT. 640 00:25:34,113 --> 00:25:36,503 YOU KNOW, YOU WORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING. 641 00:25:39,038 --> 00:25:41,208 BUT I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS. 642 00:25:44,003 --> 00:25:46,173 SHOULD I HAVE SEEN IT COMING? 643 00:25:46,165 --> 00:25:51,005 [ Crying ] HOW COULD I HAVE PREPARED FOR THIS? 644 00:25:55,134 --> 00:25:57,354 WHY DO WE WANT TO AVOID PUTTING IN ANOTHER PORT? 645 00:25:57,346 --> 00:25:59,176 EACH INCISION INCREASES THE CHANCES 646 00:25:59,178 --> 00:26:00,678 OF RUPTURING THE MEMBRANES. 647 00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:01,680 EXACTLY. 648 00:26:01,681 --> 00:26:03,771 [ DOOR OPENS ] 649 00:26:03,773 --> 00:26:05,023 HI. ROBBINS? 650 00:26:05,024 --> 00:26:06,574 UM, SORRY TO INTERRUPT. 651 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:09,525 I WANTED TO ASK IF I COULD MEET WITH YOU AND TALK -- 652 00:26:09,528 --> 00:26:11,068 YOU AND ME AND APRIL. 653 00:26:11,070 --> 00:26:13,110 HER HANDS ARE A LITTLE FULL RIGHT NOW, DOCTOR. 654 00:26:14,864 --> 00:26:16,624 OF COURSE. WE'RE ALMOST DONE HERE. 655 00:26:16,616 --> 00:26:19,246 YEAH, I MEANT AFTER. BUT SOON, PLEASE. 656 00:26:19,248 --> 00:26:21,578 I JUST, UM... 657 00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:25,290 I NEED TO BE PREPARED... FOR WHATEVER IT IS. 658 00:26:25,294 --> 00:26:27,554 WE NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING WE CAN. 659 00:26:27,546 --> 00:26:29,506 JUST WHAT IT IS, WHAT WE CAN DO. 660 00:26:29,508 --> 00:26:31,208 EVERYTHING. 661 00:26:31,210 --> 00:26:32,260 I'LL COME FIND YOU. 662 00:26:33,472 --> 00:26:34,632 ALL RIGHT. 663 00:26:37,096 --> 00:26:38,346 [ SIGHS ] 664 00:26:38,347 --> 00:26:41,097 MY FRIENDS -- THE BABY WITH OSTEOGENESIS IMPERFECTA. 665 00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:42,520 HMM. I SEE. 666 00:26:42,521 --> 00:26:44,311 YOU'RE CLEAR ON WHAT TO TELL THEM? 667 00:26:44,313 --> 00:26:45,523 YEAH, I KNOW. 668 00:26:45,524 --> 00:26:48,154 JUST REMEMBER WHAT I SAID ABOUT HOPE. 669 00:26:48,147 --> 00:26:51,107 DON'T MAKE IT ANY HARDER FOR THEM THAN IT ALREADY IS. 670 00:26:52,361 --> 00:26:54,571 [ SIGHS ] 671 00:26:54,573 --> 00:26:56,203 CAN YOU TAKE THIS, PLEASE? 672 00:26:56,195 --> 00:26:56,995 ROBBINS. 673 00:26:56,996 --> 00:26:58,366 I AM DONE HERE. 674 00:26:58,367 --> 00:27:00,197 ROBBINS! 675 00:27:03,873 --> 00:27:05,083 Meredith: THEY EXAMINED EVERY SLICE? 676 00:27:05,084 --> 00:27:06,714 I STOOD IN PATH AND WATCHED THEM. 677 00:27:06,706 --> 00:27:07,876 HAVE THEM DO IT AGAIN. 678 00:27:07,877 --> 00:27:09,957 I DID. THERE'S NO EVIDENCE OF INSULINOMA. 679 00:27:09,959 --> 00:27:11,089 [ SIGHS ] 680 00:27:11,090 --> 00:27:13,130 GET ME THE ULTRASOUND. THE TUMOR IS IN HERE. 681 00:27:13,132 --> 00:27:14,382 IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE. 682 00:27:14,383 --> 00:27:16,563 THE HUSBAND SAYS SHE WAS STRESSED AND OVERTAXED. 683 00:27:16,555 --> 00:27:19,095 SOUNDS LIKE SHE WAS HEADED FOR A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. 684 00:27:19,098 --> 00:27:20,888 IT SOUNDS LIKE SHE'S A MOTHER, OWEN. 685 00:27:20,890 --> 00:27:22,760 WHERE IS THAT ULTRASOUND? 686 00:27:22,762 --> 00:27:23,892 I'M JUST SAYING, 687 00:27:23,893 --> 00:27:25,433 PEOPLE HAVE BREAKDOWNS FOR ALL KINDS OF -- 688 00:27:25,434 --> 00:27:27,074 OWEN. SHUT UP. 689 00:27:33,322 --> 00:27:35,402 YOU'RE NOT GONNA FIND ANYTHING. 690 00:27:38,117 --> 00:27:39,327 I'M NOT? 691 00:27:41,741 --> 00:27:42,621 GIVE ME YOUR HAND. 692 00:27:47,917 --> 00:27:48,877 [ GASPS ] 693 00:27:48,878 --> 00:27:50,548 WHAT'S THAT, RIGHT THERE? 694 00:27:50,549 --> 00:27:51,999 IT'S -- IT'S TINY. 695 00:27:52,001 --> 00:27:53,841 FEELS LIKE THE HEAD OF A PIN. 696 00:27:53,843 --> 00:27:55,853 RIGHT. BUT IT'S THERE. I KNEW IT WAS THERE. 697 00:27:55,845 --> 00:27:58,675 EXCELLENT WORK, DR. GREY. 698 00:27:58,677 --> 00:28:00,847 EDWARDS. SCRUB IN. 699 00:28:00,850 --> 00:28:02,180 OKAY. 700 00:28:02,181 --> 00:28:03,801 [ CHUCKLES ] 701 00:28:03,803 --> 00:28:04,853 WHEW! 702 00:28:04,854 --> 00:28:06,234 HMM. 703 00:28:10,149 --> 00:28:11,399 [ SIREN WAILING ] 704 00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:13,520 [ VIDEO GAME MUSIC PLAYING ] 705 00:28:13,522 --> 00:28:15,992 [ BEEP, MUSIC STOPS ] 706 00:28:15,985 --> 00:28:17,075 GIVE ME YOUR PHONE. 707 00:28:17,076 --> 00:28:19,156 I DON'T HAVE A PHONE. 708 00:28:19,158 --> 00:28:20,578 GIVE ME YOUR PHONE! 709 00:28:20,579 --> 00:28:22,079 IT'S NOT MINE. IT'S DYLAN'S. 710 00:28:22,081 --> 00:28:24,081 THIS IS NOT A GAME, JACK. 711 00:28:24,083 --> 00:28:26,593 YOUR BROTHER IS VERY BADLY HURT. 712 00:28:26,585 --> 00:28:29,285 HE IS LYING OPEN ON AN OPERATING TABLE, 713 00:28:29,288 --> 00:28:32,628 WITH TWO DOCTORS WORKING VERY HARD TO SAVE HIS LIFE! 714 00:28:32,631 --> 00:28:34,591 THERE ARE NO RESTART BUTTONS. 715 00:28:34,593 --> 00:28:36,803 THERE'S NO REPLAYS. 716 00:28:36,796 --> 00:28:38,296 THIS IS NOT A GAME. 717 00:28:38,297 --> 00:28:41,387 WHEN IT'S OVER, IT'S OVER. IT'S REAL. 718 00:28:41,390 --> 00:28:43,800 NOW, HE NEEDS HIS PARENTS! 719 00:28:43,803 --> 00:28:45,183 SO WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? 720 00:28:48,227 --> 00:28:49,937 [ Voice breaking ] IT'S ALL MY FAULT. 721 00:28:49,939 --> 00:28:52,149 I WANTED TO GO TO THE ICE-CREAM SHOP, 722 00:28:52,151 --> 00:28:54,151 AND I ASKED HIM TO DRIVE ME THERE. 723 00:28:54,153 --> 00:28:56,163 I WANT TO GO HOME. 724 00:28:56,155 --> 00:28:58,485 I WANT MY MOM. 725 00:29:00,449 --> 00:29:01,489 [ SNIFFLES ] 726 00:29:07,496 --> 00:29:10,036 Meredith: SHE SHOULD WAKE UP SOON. 727 00:29:10,039 --> 00:29:11,039 A TUMOR? 728 00:29:11,040 --> 00:29:13,370 BENIGN, BUT IT SECRETES INSULIN, 729 00:29:13,372 --> 00:29:15,842 WHICH CAUSES MAJOR FLUCTUATIONS IN GLUCOSE LEVELS. 730 00:29:15,835 --> 00:29:17,215 AND THAT WAS -- 731 00:29:17,216 --> 00:29:20,046 THE EXHAUSTION, THE CONFUSION, THE FORGETFULNESS... 732 00:29:20,049 --> 00:29:21,219 THE ACCIDENT. 733 00:29:21,220 --> 00:29:22,430 IT WAS THE TUMOR. 734 00:29:22,431 --> 00:29:24,181 AND IT'S GONE NOW. 735 00:29:24,183 --> 00:29:25,723 [ SIGHS ] 736 00:29:30,269 --> 00:29:31,479 I'M SORRY. 737 00:29:31,480 --> 00:29:33,390 I SHOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT IT. 738 00:29:33,392 --> 00:29:35,562 NOT FOR ONE SECOND. 739 00:29:35,564 --> 00:29:38,494 I SHOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD HURT THEM. 740 00:29:38,487 --> 00:29:41,067 I'M SORRY. 741 00:29:41,070 --> 00:29:43,160 IT'S ONLY 4:00 A.M. THERE. 742 00:29:43,162 --> 00:29:45,402 I TOLD CRISTINA TO GO, TOO. 743 00:29:47,616 --> 00:29:50,406 IT WAS THE ONLY THING TO DO. 744 00:29:50,409 --> 00:29:51,999 SHE HAD TO GO. 745 00:29:52,001 --> 00:29:54,911 IF SHE'D STAYED, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN WORSE. 746 00:29:54,914 --> 00:29:56,924 I KNOW THAT NOW. 747 00:29:59,718 --> 00:30:00,678 [ SIGHS ] 748 00:30:00,679 --> 00:30:02,129 TELL HER "HELLO" FOR ME. 749 00:30:08,187 --> 00:30:10,307 ROBBINS, YOU DON'T EVER WALK OUT OF AN O.R. 750 00:30:10,309 --> 00:30:11,979 IN THE MIDDLE OF A PROCEDURE -- EVER. 751 00:30:11,981 --> 00:30:14,191 YOU HAVE A SHOT! YOU HAVE A CHANCE! 752 00:30:14,193 --> 00:30:16,613 AND IT MAY BE SMALL AND IT MAY BE RISKY, BUT IT'S A CHANCE. 753 00:30:16,605 --> 00:30:18,695 A CHANCE THAT MY FRIENDS WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE, 754 00:30:18,697 --> 00:30:20,777 AND YOU'RE IGNORING IT -- YOU'RE WASTING IT. 755 00:30:29,208 --> 00:30:30,208 [ DOOR LOCKS ] 756 00:30:35,374 --> 00:30:37,094 [ SIGHS ] 757 00:30:41,010 --> 00:30:42,510 [ SOBS ] 758 00:30:44,884 --> 00:30:46,024 [ CRYING ] 759 00:30:50,930 --> 00:30:52,100 [ SIGHS ] 760 00:30:52,101 --> 00:30:53,931 [ SNIFFLES ] 761 00:31:08,407 --> 00:31:10,247 [ DOOR UNLOCKS ] 762 00:31:18,417 --> 00:31:20,337 DR. GREY? 763 00:31:20,339 --> 00:31:21,799 I'M STILL HERE. 764 00:31:23,382 --> 00:31:24,712 LYNN -- THE NANNY? 765 00:31:24,713 --> 00:31:26,183 OH! LYNN! 766 00:31:26,175 --> 00:31:27,555 I'M SORRY. 767 00:31:27,556 --> 00:31:28,806 YOU'RE STILL HERE? 768 00:31:28,807 --> 00:31:29,387 I AM. 769 00:31:29,388 --> 00:31:31,218 [ GROANS ] 770 00:31:33,182 --> 00:31:34,222 IT'S FINE. 771 00:31:34,223 --> 00:31:36,483 UH, NOW, TELL ME WHAT IT IS YOU'RE NEEDING. 772 00:31:36,475 --> 00:31:38,315 UH, I, UM... 773 00:31:38,317 --> 00:31:41,017 I NEED, UH, HELP WITH THE KIDS, OBVIOUSLY. 774 00:31:41,020 --> 00:31:42,730 MORE SPECIFICALLY...? 775 00:31:42,731 --> 00:31:45,111 UH, I NEED... 776 00:31:45,114 --> 00:31:46,454 SUPPORT. 777 00:31:46,445 --> 00:31:50,115 MY LIFE AND MY WORK IS VERY UNPREDICTABLE. 778 00:31:50,119 --> 00:31:52,329 AND I NEED SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THAT 779 00:31:52,331 --> 00:31:55,201 AND WHO CAN BE THERE WHEN I CAN'T 780 00:31:55,204 --> 00:31:57,594 AND WHO UNDERSTANDS THAT IF I CAN'T BE THERE, 781 00:31:57,586 --> 00:32:02,036 IT'S BECAUSE I MUST BE WHERE I AM. 782 00:32:02,041 --> 00:32:04,131 AND I NEED SOMEONE WHO BELIEVES IN THAT 783 00:32:04,133 --> 00:32:06,103 AND WHO SUPPORTS THAT. 784 00:32:09,048 --> 00:32:11,178 [ SIGHS ] 785 00:32:11,180 --> 00:32:13,680 I NEED A PERSON... 786 00:32:13,682 --> 00:32:17,982 WHO IS IN IT WITH ME... 787 00:32:17,977 --> 00:32:20,147 AND WHO BELIEVES IN THAT. 788 00:32:22,061 --> 00:32:23,731 AND I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY. 789 00:32:23,732 --> 00:32:25,232 I KNOW... 790 00:32:25,234 --> 00:32:27,164 [ Voice breaking ] I SEEM LIKE I'M CRAZY. 791 00:32:27,156 --> 00:32:29,486 AND I'M -- I'M REALLY NOT. 792 00:32:29,488 --> 00:32:33,198 BUT... I'VE JUST HAD THIS DAY. 793 00:32:33,202 --> 00:32:35,412 NO, NO, NO. 794 00:32:35,414 --> 00:32:37,794 [ SIGHS ] 795 00:32:37,786 --> 00:32:39,416 IT'S OKAY. 796 00:32:39,418 --> 00:32:42,838 [ SIGHS ] 797 00:32:42,841 --> 00:32:43,961 [ COMPUTERS BEEPING ] 798 00:32:53,262 --> 00:32:54,932 LET'S TALK. 799 00:33:02,981 --> 00:33:04,981 SEE THIS HERE? THIS LINEAR HYPOINTENSITY? 800 00:33:04,983 --> 00:33:05,983 IT IS A CSF PLANE. 801 00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:07,874 THAT'S WHAT CAN GIVE ME A CLEAN DISSECTION. 802 00:33:07,866 --> 00:33:11,026 IF I LEAVE BEHIND ONE BILLIONTH OF A MALIGNANCY, 803 00:33:11,030 --> 00:33:12,110 THE TUMOR WILL BE BACK, 804 00:33:12,111 --> 00:33:14,451 SO I AM GOING TO HAVE TO USE EVERY TOOL IN THE BOX -- 805 00:33:14,453 --> 00:33:17,123 CUSA, LASERS, FLUOROSCEIN, RADIOACTIVE SEEDS. 806 00:33:17,116 --> 00:33:20,076 I WILL NOT STOP UNTIL I HAVE COMPLETELY DECIMATED 807 00:33:20,079 --> 00:33:21,379 EACH AND EVERY LAST CELL. 808 00:33:22,751 --> 00:33:24,041 CHIEF? 809 00:33:24,043 --> 00:33:26,223 WHAT DO YOU THINK? 810 00:33:27,546 --> 00:33:29,216 IT IS... 811 00:33:29,218 --> 00:33:31,048 COMPLEX, AND IT IS RISKY. 812 00:33:31,050 --> 00:33:32,760 I SEE THREE SCENARIOS HERE. 813 00:33:32,761 --> 00:33:35,761 ONE, SHEPHERD OPERATES AND I DIE ON THE TABLE. 814 00:33:35,764 --> 00:33:38,144 TWO, SHEPHERD OPERATES 815 00:33:38,137 --> 00:33:40,437 AND RESECTS SOMETHING SHE SHOULDN'T 816 00:33:40,439 --> 00:33:42,019 AND I WAKE UP GORKED. 817 00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:44,690 AND THREE -- LEAST LIKELY OF ALL -- 818 00:33:44,693 --> 00:33:48,153 SHEPHERD OPERATES, REMOVES ALL OF THE TUMOR, 819 00:33:48,147 --> 00:33:50,817 AND I WAKE UP ALIVE, DEFICIT-FREE. 820 00:33:50,819 --> 00:33:51,859 AM I RIGHT? 821 00:33:53,912 --> 00:33:55,202 YES. 822 00:33:55,204 --> 00:33:56,254 BUT AS I -- 823 00:33:56,245 --> 00:33:58,455 HOW FAR DOES THE TUMOR NEED TO REACH 824 00:33:58,457 --> 00:34:01,617 BEFORE IT BECOMES IMPOSSIBLE TO RESECT IN ITS ENTIRETY? 825 00:34:03,001 --> 00:34:04,421 NICOLE... 826 00:34:04,423 --> 00:34:06,173 WE NEED TO DO THIS NOW. 827 00:34:06,165 --> 00:34:07,715 HOW FAR? 828 00:34:10,219 --> 00:34:11,049 [ SIGHS ] 829 00:34:11,049 --> 00:34:12,929 ONCE IT GOES THROUGH THE OPTIC APPARATUS 830 00:34:12,931 --> 00:34:14,131 AND BREACHES THE HYPOTHALAMUS, 831 00:34:14,133 --> 00:34:15,513 THERE'S NO WAY -- I WON'T TOUCH IT. 832 00:34:15,514 --> 00:34:18,354 IF -- IF YOU CLOT OR BLEED -- 833 00:34:18,347 --> 00:34:19,517 IT'S TOO RISKY. 834 00:34:21,310 --> 00:34:22,730 GREAT. THEN, WE WAIT. 835 00:34:22,731 --> 00:34:25,481 AND WHEN THE TUMOR STARTS THREATENING THE OPTIC NERVE 836 00:34:25,484 --> 00:34:29,074 AND HEADING TO THE HYPOTHALAMUS, YOU CAN OPERATE. 837 00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:30,817 THAT IS A DANGEROUS PLAN. 838 00:34:30,819 --> 00:34:32,689 IT'S A STUPID PLAN. THIS IS THE PLAN. 839 00:34:32,691 --> 00:34:36,541 YOU GET AT MY TUMOR, YOU GET AT MY KNOWLEDGE, 840 00:34:36,535 --> 00:34:38,695 I GET AT MY LIFE. 841 00:34:38,697 --> 00:34:40,957 EVERYONE'S HAPPY. 842 00:34:52,211 --> 00:34:53,711 WHEN DID THE PARENTS GET HERE? 843 00:34:53,712 --> 00:34:55,212 A FEW MINUTES AGO. 844 00:34:55,214 --> 00:34:57,564 I'M WAITING TO SEE IF THEY HUG THAT KID OR SLAP HIM. 845 00:34:57,556 --> 00:34:58,596 [ CHUCKLES ] 846 00:34:58,597 --> 00:35:00,517 YOU'RE A REALLY GOOD MOM. 847 00:35:00,519 --> 00:35:02,269 WHAT MAKES YOU SAY THAT? 848 00:35:02,271 --> 00:35:04,351 I MEAN, YOU'VE BEEN RIDING ME ALL DAY, 849 00:35:04,353 --> 00:35:05,983 MAKING SURE I DON'T SCREW UP. 850 00:35:05,984 --> 00:35:08,694 CRAP, YOU'VE BEEN DOING IT FOR YEARS. 851 00:35:08,687 --> 00:35:11,277 IT SUCKS, IT'S ANNOYING, BUT... 852 00:35:11,280 --> 00:35:12,190 IT'S NICE. 853 00:35:12,191 --> 00:35:14,781 [ SCOFFS ] 854 00:35:14,783 --> 00:35:17,453 TUCK STOLE A CANDY BAR A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO. 855 00:35:17,446 --> 00:35:19,906 I ONLY FOUND OUT ABOUT IT LAST NIGHT. 856 00:35:19,908 --> 00:35:23,198 I GOT SO MAD. I YELLED AT HIM. 857 00:35:23,202 --> 00:35:24,372 TURNS OUT, BEN ALREADY MADE HIM 858 00:35:24,373 --> 00:35:26,253 GO BACK TO THE STORE AND PAY FOR THE DAMN THING. 859 00:35:26,245 --> 00:35:27,545 I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT. 860 00:35:31,510 --> 00:35:35,010 I MEAN, I'M SO BUSY AT WORK, I HAVEN'T BEEN THERE TO -- 861 00:35:37,015 --> 00:35:39,965 HOW DO I WATCH OUT FOR MY OWN KID IF I'M NOT EVEN THERE? 862 00:35:39,968 --> 00:35:41,098 HUH? HOW DO I DO THAT? 863 00:35:43,262 --> 00:35:45,142 I STOLE A BUNCH OF STUFF. 864 00:35:45,143 --> 00:35:46,533 I TURNED OUT OKAY. 865 00:35:51,109 --> 00:35:54,109 TAKE HER UP TO THE I.C.U. AND CHECK HER COAGS EVERY HOUR. 866 00:35:54,112 --> 00:35:54,982 Nurse: YES, DOCTOR. 867 00:35:54,983 --> 00:35:56,073 [ SIGHS ] 868 00:35:56,074 --> 00:35:57,284 WHO'S NEXT? 869 00:35:57,276 --> 00:35:58,276 THAT'S IT. 870 00:35:58,277 --> 00:36:00,577 TAKE A LOOK AT THE BOARD, BABE. 871 00:36:00,579 --> 00:36:03,579 EVERYONE'S BEEN EITHER ADMITTED OR DISCHARGED. 872 00:36:04,623 --> 00:36:08,053 NO, THERE WERE -- THERE WERE AT LEAST 25 PATIENTS HERE. 873 00:36:08,046 --> 00:36:10,786 AND YOU TREATED EVERY ONE. 874 00:36:10,789 --> 00:36:13,459 IT'S DAMN GOOD YOU WERE DOWN HERE. 875 00:36:16,675 --> 00:36:18,635 LISTEN, UM... 876 00:36:21,059 --> 00:36:24,799 YOU AND I HAVE A REAL CHANCE HERE, YOU KNOW? 877 00:36:24,803 --> 00:36:27,443 WE'RE ABLE TO SEE THIS THING COMING. 878 00:36:27,436 --> 00:36:30,566 THEN WE ARE GONNA FIND OUT EXACTLY WHAT IT IS 879 00:36:30,569 --> 00:36:32,019 AND PREPARE OURSELVES. 880 00:36:32,020 --> 00:36:34,310 I ALREADY TALKED TO ARIZONA. SHE'S GONNA SIT DOWN WITH US. 881 00:36:34,313 --> 00:36:35,573 WE'RE GONNA GET SOME ANSWERS. 882 00:36:35,574 --> 00:36:37,874 I ALREADY HAVE ANSWERS. 883 00:36:37,866 --> 00:36:40,446 JACKSON, I SPENT ALL NIGHT LOOKING IT UP. 884 00:36:40,449 --> 00:36:42,699 I PULLED CASE STUDY AFTER CASE STUDY. 885 00:36:42,701 --> 00:36:44,871 YEAH, I DID THE SAME THING, BUT THOSE ARE OTHER CASES. 886 00:36:44,873 --> 00:36:47,213 THERE ARE FOUR TYPES OF OSTEOGENESIS IMPERFECTA, 887 00:36:47,205 --> 00:36:50,205 RANGING FROM A MANAGEABLE DISABILITY TO COMPLETELY FATAL. 888 00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,418 TYPES II AND III ARE THE MOST SEVERE. 889 00:36:52,421 --> 00:36:54,131 I'M TALKING ABOUT OUR BABY. 890 00:36:54,132 --> 00:36:55,172 SO AM I. 891 00:36:55,173 --> 00:36:58,343 I STUDIED MY ULTRASOUNDS. 892 00:36:58,337 --> 00:37:01,337 BEST CASE -- 893 00:37:01,340 --> 00:37:03,760 OUR KID GETS SURGERY AFTER SURGERY. 894 00:37:03,762 --> 00:37:08,402 WORST CASE -- OUR KID LIVES ONLY MINUTES AFTER BIRTH. 895 00:37:08,397 --> 00:37:09,977 MM-HMM. 896 00:37:11,810 --> 00:37:14,400 I DON'T -- I DON'T NEED ANSWERS. 897 00:37:14,403 --> 00:37:17,743 WHAT I NEEDED TODAY WAS JUST... 898 00:37:17,736 --> 00:37:20,066 TO DO SOMETHING, 899 00:37:20,068 --> 00:37:24,738 TO TREAT THINGS I COULD TREAT, TO HELP PEOPLE I COULD HELP. 900 00:37:24,743 --> 00:37:25,863 [ SIGHS ] 901 00:37:25,864 --> 00:37:27,674 AT THE VERY LEAST, UNDO SOME OF THE DAMAGE 902 00:37:27,666 --> 00:37:29,126 THIS LUNATIC WOMAN DID TO HER KIDS 903 00:37:29,127 --> 00:37:30,667 AND ALL OF THESE PEOPLE HERE. 904 00:37:30,669 --> 00:37:31,669 SHE HAD A TUMOR. 905 00:37:31,670 --> 00:37:34,170 IT TURNS OUT SHE HAD AN INSULINOMA. 906 00:37:34,172 --> 00:37:38,052 CAUSES COGNITIVE DEFICITS. HUNT TOLD ME ALL ABOUT IT. 907 00:37:38,046 --> 00:37:40,966 LOOK, SHE WAS NOT TRYING TO HURT ANYONE. 908 00:37:40,969 --> 00:37:42,219 SHE HAD... 909 00:37:44,803 --> 00:37:46,393 ...NO CONTROL. 910 00:37:50,599 --> 00:37:52,229 [ SIGHS ] 911 00:38:01,029 --> 00:38:02,069 WHY? 912 00:38:02,070 --> 00:38:03,320 [ THUNDER RUMBLES ] 913 00:38:03,322 --> 00:38:04,532 WHY WOULD THAT HAPPEN? 914 00:38:04,533 --> 00:38:07,753 WHY WOULD GOD GIVE HER KIDS, GIVE HER A FAMILY, 915 00:38:07,746 --> 00:38:09,036 AND LET THAT -- 916 00:38:09,037 --> 00:38:11,457 WHY WOULD GOD LET THAT HAPPEN?! 917 00:38:11,460 --> 00:38:13,290 I-I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT! 918 00:38:13,291 --> 00:38:17,091 YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING RIGHT, AND I-IT DOESN'T EVEN -- 919 00:38:20,048 --> 00:38:21,588 [ SIGHS ] WHY? 920 00:38:24,973 --> 00:38:26,053 I DON'T KNOW. 921 00:38:26,054 --> 00:38:28,234 [ SIGHS ] 922 00:38:28,226 --> 00:38:31,226 I DON'T KNOW. 923 00:38:32,431 --> 00:38:34,431 I -- I JUST -- I DON'T WANT YOU TO HOLD ME, 924 00:38:34,433 --> 00:38:36,363 'CAUSE IF YOU HOLD ME, I'LL START TO CRY, 925 00:38:36,355 --> 00:38:38,895 AND I DON'T WANT TO START CRYING. 926 00:38:38,897 --> 00:38:41,197 'CAUSE IF I START CRYING, I... 927 00:38:41,199 --> 00:38:43,069 I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO STOP. 928 00:38:43,071 --> 00:38:45,111 I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO STOP. 929 00:38:46,034 --> 00:38:47,084 OKAY. 930 00:38:47,996 --> 00:38:50,326 OKAY. 931 00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:52,078 OKAY. 932 00:38:54,212 --> 00:38:55,452 WHATEVER YOU NEED... 933 00:38:57,125 --> 00:38:59,455 ...I'M HERE. 934 00:39:01,169 --> 00:39:03,169 [ SOBS ] 935 00:39:03,171 --> 00:39:05,091 [ Voice breaking ] DID I TELL YOU THAT IT'S A BOY? 936 00:39:07,516 --> 00:39:10,056 [ Crying ] WE'RE HAVING A BOY. 937 00:39:10,058 --> 00:39:12,598 [ ELLA EYRE'S "IF I GO" PLAYS ] 938 00:39:12,601 --> 00:39:14,351 WHEN SHOCK WEARS OFF... 939 00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:17,032 [ CRYING ] 940 00:39:17,025 --> 00:39:21,185 ...WHEN THE BODY CAN ACCEPT THAT A TRAUMA HAS HAPPENED... 941 00:39:23,151 --> 00:39:25,821 ♪ I COULD PLAY ANY GAME FOR YOU ♪ 942 00:39:25,824 --> 00:39:27,994 ...WHEN IT CAN LET DOWN ITS DEFENSES... 943 00:39:27,986 --> 00:39:29,486 ♪ ...WHAT YOU WANT ME TO ♪ 944 00:39:29,488 --> 00:39:32,078 ♪ I COULD LIE ♪ 945 00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:33,490 [ Ringing ] 946 00:39:33,492 --> 00:39:34,992 ARE YOU THERE? 947 00:39:34,993 --> 00:39:38,303 UH, NO. I'M ABOUT TO, UM... 948 00:39:38,296 --> 00:39:39,376 MEREDITH? 949 00:39:39,377 --> 00:39:43,297 I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT ANYMORE. 950 00:39:43,301 --> 00:39:45,591 [ Sighing ] OH, I DON'T, EITHER. 951 00:39:45,594 --> 00:39:47,314 And I don't want you gone. 952 00:39:47,305 --> 00:39:50,965 I KNOW THAT I TOLD YOU TO GO, BUT... 953 00:39:50,969 --> 00:39:53,769 I MEAN... THIS ISN'T US. 954 00:39:53,772 --> 00:39:55,852 THIS ISN'T HOW WE END, IS IT? 955 00:39:56,975 --> 00:39:58,565 I DON'T WANT IT TO. 956 00:39:58,567 --> 00:39:59,777 I'M TRYING. 957 00:39:59,778 --> 00:40:02,318 I'M TRYING, TOO. 958 00:40:02,320 --> 00:40:05,820 LISTEN, MY FLIGHT'S BEEN DELAYED ALL DAY. 959 00:40:05,824 --> 00:40:07,834 I'M STILL AT THE AIRPORT. I CAN COME HOME. 960 00:40:07,826 --> 00:40:10,196 ...IT'S A SCARY MOMENT. 961 00:40:11,910 --> 00:40:13,450 DO I COME HOME? 962 00:40:15,033 --> 00:40:17,003 WHAT DO WE WANT TO PROMISE EACH OTHER? 963 00:40:16,995 --> 00:40:21,205 THAT YOU'LL LOVE ME, EVEN WHEN YOU HATE ME. 964 00:40:21,209 --> 00:40:24,999 "TO LOVE EACH OTHER, EVEN WE HATE EACH OTHER." 965 00:40:25,003 --> 00:40:26,603 IT'S VULNERABLE. 966 00:40:26,595 --> 00:40:28,715 NO. NO, GO. 967 00:40:28,717 --> 00:40:29,887 MEREDITH. 968 00:40:29,888 --> 00:40:32,388 You know, in -- in -- in a good way. Go. 969 00:40:32,390 --> 00:40:34,010 AND DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO. 970 00:40:34,012 --> 00:40:36,222 WE CAN DO THIS. PEOPLE DO THIS. 971 00:40:36,224 --> 00:40:39,734 NO RUNNING -- EVER. 972 00:40:39,728 --> 00:40:41,688 NOBODY WALKS OUT, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. 973 00:40:41,690 --> 00:40:43,440 PEOPLE DO, YES. 974 00:40:43,441 --> 00:40:44,361 Okay. 975 00:40:44,362 --> 00:40:46,532 SO, GO AND DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO. 976 00:40:46,525 --> 00:40:48,325 AND WE WILL FIGURE THIS OUT. 977 00:40:48,326 --> 00:40:50,116 WE CAN DO THIS. 978 00:40:50,118 --> 00:40:52,618 WE CAN DO THIS. 979 00:40:52,621 --> 00:40:54,121 OKAY. 980 00:40:54,122 --> 00:40:55,832 Okay. 981 00:40:55,834 --> 00:40:58,844 CALL ME WHEN YOU LAND. 982 00:40:58,837 --> 00:41:00,707 And, Derek? 983 00:41:00,709 --> 00:41:01,839 YES? 984 00:41:01,840 --> 00:41:03,130 I'm going to miss you. 985 00:41:05,173 --> 00:41:08,143 THIS CAN WORK. WE WILL MAKE THIS WORK. 986 00:41:08,136 --> 00:41:09,176 WE WILL. 987 00:41:09,177 --> 00:41:11,257 [ Static ] ARE YOU STILL THERE? 988 00:41:11,259 --> 00:41:13,139 MEREDITH? 989 00:41:14,392 --> 00:41:15,722 MER -- [ GROANS ] 990 00:41:15,724 --> 00:41:17,274 MEREDITH? MEREDITH, I'M LOSING YOU. 991 00:41:17,265 --> 00:41:19,595 DEREK? 992 00:41:19,598 --> 00:41:21,808 [ BEEP ] 993 00:41:21,810 --> 00:41:23,190 ♪ ...WILL IT END? ♪ 994 00:41:23,191 --> 00:41:26,191 ♪ WILL YOU LEAVE ME AGAIN? ♪ 995 00:41:26,194 --> 00:41:27,994 ♪ IF I GO ♪ 996 00:41:27,986 --> 00:41:32,696 THIS...IS...FOREVER. 997 00:41:37,245 --> 00:41:38,375 SIGN. 998 00:41:48,506 --> 00:41:50,006 ♪ BUT IF I GO ♪ 999 00:41:50,008 --> 00:41:52,298 NOW WHAT? 1000 00:41:52,300 --> 00:41:53,800 NOW I KISS THE BRIDE. 1001 00:41:53,802 --> 00:41:55,182 ♪ ...UNTIL I CAN? ♪ 1002 00:41:55,183 --> 00:41:58,603 ♪ DO YOU KNOW, WILL YOU WANT ME? ♪ 1003 00:41:58,597 --> 00:42:01,517 ♪ WILL YOU WANT ME LIKE THAT? ♪ 1004 00:42:01,519 --> 00:42:05,099 ♪ AND IF I LEAVE, WILL IT END? ♪ 1005 00:42:05,103 --> 00:42:07,203 ♪ WILL YOU LEAVE ME AGAIN? ♪ 1006 00:42:07,195 --> 00:42:08,945 THE SHOCK RESPONSE HAD PROTECTED US... 1007 00:42:08,947 --> 00:42:12,237 ♪ IF I GO, WILL YOU LOVE ME? ♪ 1008 00:42:12,240 --> 00:42:15,240 ...AND IT JUST MIGHT HAVE SAVED US. 65530

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